Lord Jim (Webster's Korean Thesaurus Edition)

LORD JIM WEBSTER'S KOREAN THESAURUS EDITION

for ESL, EFL, ELP, TOEFL®, TOEIC®, and AP® Test Preparation

Joseph Conrad

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Lord Jim

Webster's Korean Thesaurus Edition for ESL, EFL, ELP, TOEFL®, TOEIC®, and AP® Test Preparation

Joseph Conrad

TOEFL®, TOEIC®, AP® and Advanced Placement® are trademarks of the Educational Testing Service which has neither reviewed nor endorsed this book. All rights reserved.

ii ICON CLASSICS Published by ICON Group International, Inc. 7404 Trade Street San Diego, CA 92121 USA www.icongrouponline.com Lord Jim: Webster's Korean Thesaurus Edition for ESL, EFL, ELP, TOEFL®, TOEIC®, and AP® Test Preparation This edition published by ICON Classics in 2005 Printed in the United States of America. Copyright ©2005 by ICON Group International, Inc. Edited by Philip M. Parker, Ph.D. (INSEAD); Copyright ©2005, all rights reserved. All rights reserved. This book is protected by copyright. No part of it may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without written permission from the publisher. Copying our publications in whole or in part, for whatever reason, is a violation of copyright laws and can lead to penalties and fines. Should you want to copy tables, graphs, or other materials, please contact us to request permission (E-mail: [email protected]). ICON Group often grants permission for very limited reproduction of our publications for internal use, press releases, and academic research. Such reproduction requires confirmed permission from ICON Group International, Inc. TOEFL®, TOEIC®, AP® and Advanced Placement® are trademarks of the Educational Testing Service which has neither reviewed nor endorsed this book. All rights reserved. ISBN 0-497-92532-X

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Contents PREFACE FROM THE EDITOR .......................................................................................... 1 AUTHOR'S NOTE .............................................................................................................. 2 CHAPTER 1 ...................................................................................................................... 5 CHAPTER 2 .................................................................................................................... 11 CHAPTER 3 .................................................................................................................... 17 CHAPTER 4 .................................................................................................................... 25 CHAPTER 5 .................................................................................................................... 30 CHAPTER 6 .................................................................................................................... 47 CHAPTER 7 .................................................................................................................... 63 CHAPTER 8 .................................................................................................................... 73 CHAPTER 9 .................................................................................................................... 83 CHAPTER 10................................................................................................................... 92 CHAPTER 11................................................................................................................. 104 CHAPTER 12................................................................................................................. 109 CHAPTER 13................................................................................................................. 117 CHAPTER 14................................................................................................................. 127 CHAPTER 15................................................................................................................. 137 CHAPTER 16................................................................................................................. 141 CHAPTER 17................................................................................................................. 147 CHAPTER 18................................................................................................................. 151 CHAPTER 19................................................................................................................. 159 CHAPTER 20................................................................................................................. 165 CHAPTER 21................................................................................................................. 177 CHAPTER 22................................................................................................................. 183 CHAPTER 23................................................................................................................. 189 CHAPTER 24................................................................................................................. 197 CHAPTER 25................................................................................................................. 203 CHAPTER 26................................................................................................................. 211 CHAPTER 27................................................................................................................. 217 CHAPTER 28................................................................................................................. 223 CHAPTER 29................................................................................................................. 230 CHAPTER 30................................................................................................................. 235

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CHAPTER 31................................................................................................................. 240 CHAPTER 32................................................................................................................. 247 CHAPTER 33................................................................................................................. 252 CHAPTER 34................................................................................................................. 260 CHAPTER 35................................................................................................................. 268 CHAPTER 36................................................................................................................. 274 CHAPTER 37................................................................................................................. 280 CHAPTER 38................................................................................................................. 287 CHAPTER 39................................................................................................................. 295 CHAPTER 40................................................................................................................. 302 CHAPTER 41................................................................................................................. 310 CHAPTER 42................................................................................................................. 315 CHAPTER 43................................................................................................................. 322 CHAPTER 44................................................................................................................. 328 CHAPTER 45................................................................................................................. 333 GLOSSARY ................................................................................................................... 342

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PREFACE FROM THE EDITOR Webster’s paperbacks take advantage of the fact that classics are frequently assigned readings in English courses. By using a running English-to-Korean thesaurus at the bottom of each page, this edition of Lord Jim by Joseph Conrad was edited for three audiences. The first includes Koreanspeaking students enrolled in an English Language Program (ELP), an English as a Foreign Language (EFL) program, an English as a Second Language Program (ESL), or in a TOEFL® or TOEIC® preparation program. The second audience includes English-speaking students enrolled in bilingual education programs or Korean speakers enrolled in English speaking schools. The third audience consists of students who are actively building their vocabularies in Korean in order to take 1 foreign service, translation certification, Advanced Placement® (AP®) or similar examinations. By using the Webster's Korean Thesaurus Edition when assigned for an English course, the reader can enrich their vocabulary in anticipation of an examination in Korean or English. Webster’s edition of this classic is organized to expose the reader to a maximum number of difficult and potentially ambiguous English words. Rare or idiosyncratic words and expressions are given lower priority compared to “difficult, yet commonly used” words. Rather than supply a single translation, many words are translated for a variety of meanings in Korean, allowing readers to better grasp the ambiguity of English, and avoid them using the notes as a pure translation crutch. Having the reader decipher a word’s meaning within context serves to improve vocabulary retention and understanding. Each page covers words not already highlighted on previous pages. If a difficult word is not translated on a page, chances are that it has been translated on a previous page. A more complete glossary of translations is supplied at the end of the book; translations are extracted from Webster’s Online Dictionary. Definitions of remaining terms as well as translations can be found at www.websters-onlinedictionary.org. Please send suggestions to [email protected] The Editor Webster’s Online Dictionary www.websters-online-dictionary.org

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AUTHOR'S NOTE When%this novel first appeared in book form a notion got about that I had been bolted away with. Some reviewers maintained that the work starting as a short story had got beyond the writer's control. One or two discovered internal evidence of the fact, which seemed to amuse them. They pointed out the limitations of the narrative form. They argued that no man could have been expected to talk all that time, and other men to listen so long. It was not, they said, very credible. After thinking it over for something like sixteen years, I am not so sure about that. Men have been known, both in the tropics and in the temperate zone, to sit up half the night 'swapping yarns'. This, however, is but one yarn, yet with interruptions affording some measure of relief; and in regard to the listeners' endurance, the postulate must be accepted that the story was interesting. It is the necessary preliminary assumption. If I hadn't believed that it was interesting I could never have begun to write it. As to the mere physical possibility we all know that some speeches in Parliament have taken nearer six than three hours in delivery; whereas all that part of the book which is Marlow's narrative can be read through aloud, I should say, in less than three hours. Besides--though I have kept strictly all such insignificant details out of the tale--we may presume that there must have been refreshments on that night, a glass of mineral water of some sort to help the narrator on.

Korean aloud: 큰 소리로, 똑똑히, 소리 내어. amuse: 위안하다, 즐겁게, 즐겁게하다, 재미있게하다, 쁘게 하다, 분 전환을 하다, 즐겁게 하다. credible: 신용할 수 있는, 확실한, 믿을 만한 소식통에서, 신용할수있는, 신뢰할 수 있는. endurance: 인내, 내구성, 지구력. insignificant: 대수롭지 않은, 하찮은, 무의미한, 천한, 시시한, 의미 없는. mineral: 광물, 무기물, 광물의,

광물성의. narrative: 이야기, 이야기체의, 설화, 설화의, 화술, 설화 문학. narrator: 이야기하는 사람. postulate: 요구하다, 필요 조건, 가정하다, 가정, 가정하다-근본 원리, 공준, 근본 원리, 성직에 임명하다, 기초조건, 선결조건, 자명한 것으로 가정하다. preliminary: 예비의, 예선. presume: 추정하다, 기화로 삼다,

이라고 생각하다, 대담히도..하다, 주제넘게 나서다, 대담히도, 하다, 가정하다. starting: 출발, 개시. temperate: 삼가는, 온난한, 절제하는, 온건한, 절주의, 중용을 지키는. tropics: 열대지방. yarn: 허풍, 이야기, 방사, 뜨개질, 피륙 짜는 실, 꾸며낸 이야기, 모험담, 꼰실, 방사를 감다, 얀, 긴 이야기를 하다.

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But, seriously, the truth of the matter is, that my first thought was of a short story, concerned only with the pilgrim ship episode; nothing more. And that was a legitimate conception. After writing a few pages, however, I became for some reason discontented and I laid them aside for a time. I didn't take them out of the drawer till the late Mr. William Blackwood suggested I should give something again to his magazine.% It was only then that I perceived that the pilgrim ship episode was a good starting-point for a free and wandering tale; that it was an event, too, which could conceivably colour the whole 'sentiment of existence' in a simple and sensitive character. But all these preliminary moods and stirrings of spirit were rather obscure at the time, and they do not appear clearer to me now after the lapse of so many years. The few pages I had laid aside were not without their weight in the choice of subject. But the whole was re-written deliberately. When I sat down to it I knew it would be a long book, though I didn't foresee that it would spread itself over thirteen numbers of Maga. I have been asked at times whether this was not the book of mine I liked best. I am a great foe to favouritism in public life, in private life, and even in the delicate relationship of an author to his works. As a matter of principle I will have no favourites; but I don't go so far as to feel grieved and annoyed by the preference some people give to my Lord Jim. I won't even say that I 'fail to understand . . .' No! But once I had occasion to be puzzled and surprised. A friend of mine returning from Italy had talked with a lady there who did not like the book. I regretted that, of course, but what surprised me was the ground of her dislike. 'You know,' she said, 'it is all so morbid.' The pronouncement gave me food for an hour's anxious thought. Finally I arrived at the conclusion that, making due allowances for the subject itself being rather foreign to women's normal sensibilities, the lady could not have been an Italian. I wonder whether she was European at all? In any case, no Latin temperament would have perceived anything morbid in the acute consciousness of lost honour. Such a consciousness may be wrong, or it may be right, or it may

Korean annoyed: 괴로운. conceivably: 생각건대, 상상으로는, 생각되는 바로는, 생각할 수 있는 바로는. discontented: 불만스러운, 불만을 품은. dislike: 싫어하다, 혐오, 미워하다, 증오, 싫어함. don't: 금지조항서, 하지마세요. favouritism: 정실, 펀애, 편과, 편애. foe: 적, 적군, 원수, 상대.

foresee: 예견하다, 미리알다. grieved: 슬퍼하는, 슬픈. lapse: 경과, 추이, 잘못, 실수, 소멸하다, 폐지, 모르는 사이에 빠지다, 과실, 물의 고요한 흐름, 고요한 흐름, 타락. morbid: 병적인, 섬뜩한, 병의, 불건전한, 무시무시한, 정신이 병적인, 질병에 관한, 질병의. pilgrim: 순례자, 방랑, 여행, 방랑자, 어느 지방으로의 새 이주자, 필그림

파더즈중의 한 사람, 순례하다, 새 전입자, 새 전입이주자, 어느 지방으로의 새 전입자. pronouncement: 선언, 결정, 선고, 의견, 공고. temperament: 기질, 평균율, 성미, 격정, 체질, 격한 성미. wandering: 만유, 헛소리, 헤매는, 어슬렁어슬렁 걷기, 옆길로새는, 두서없는, 방랑, 산책, 꾸불꾸불한, 돌아다니는, 방랑하여.

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be condemned as artificial; and, perhaps, my Jim is not a type of wide commonness. But I can safely assure my readers that he is not the product of coldly perverted thinking. He's not a figure of Northern Mists either. One sunny morning, in the commonplace surroundings of an Eastern roadstead, I saw his form pass by--appealing--significant--under a cloud--perfectly silent. Which is as it should be. It was for me, with all the sympathy of which I was capable, to seek fit words for his meaning. He was 'one of us'.% J.C. June, 1917.

Korean artificial: 인조의, 부자연스러운, 상투어, 진부한, 흔해빠진말, 비망록, 인공의, 일부러 꾸민 것 같은, 다반사, 평범한 것, 흔해빠진 말, 젠체하는, 부자연스런. 흔해빠진 이야기. assure: 보증하다, 납득시키다, 보험에 condemned: 저주받은, 유죄 선고를 넣다, 안심시키다, 확신시키다, 받은, 사형수의, 몰수학로 된, 확실히하다, 납득하다, 확실하게 유죄선고를 받은, 사용 부적으로 하다, 보험을 걸다. 판정된, 몰수로 정해진, 구제할 길 coldly: 냉담하게, 춥게, 냉정하게, 없는, 몰수하기로 된. 냉정히, 쌀쌀하게. perverted: 이상의, 그릇된, 변태의, commonness: 공통, 평범, 보통, 통속. 사도에 빠진, 비뚤어진. commonplace: 평범한, 평범한 일, roadstead: 정박소, 로드스터, 닻

내리는 곳, 도보 여행, 탈것, 항구 밖의 정박소. safely: 몹시 조심하는, 무사한, 믿을 수 있는, 틀림없는, 안전한, 안전하게. sunny: 태양같은, 양지바른, 볕 잘 드는, 밝은, 명랑한, 해가 잘 비추는, 명란한. surroundings: 주위, 주위의 상태. sympathy: 동정, 공명, 교감, 동조, 연민, 일치, 조화, 찬성, 동의, 동감, 감웅성.

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CHAPTER 1 He%was an inch, perhaps two, under six feet, powerfully built, and he advanced straight at you with a slight stoop of the shoulders, head forward, and a fixed from-under stare which made you think of a charging bull. His voice was deep, loud, and his manner displayed a kind of dogged self-assertion which had nothing aggressive in it. It seemed a necessity, and it was directed apparently as much at himself as at anybody else. He was spotlessly neat, apparelled in immaculate white from shoes to hat, and in the various Eastern ports where he got his living as ship-chandler's water-clerk he was very popular. A water-clerk need not pass an examination in anything under the sun, but he must have Ability in the abstract and demonstrate it practically. His work consists in racing under sail, steam, or oars against other water-clerks for any ship about to anchor, greeting her captain cheerily, forcing upon him a card--the business card of the ship-chandler--and on his first visit on shore piloting him firmly but without ostentation to a vast, cavern-like shop which is full of things that are eaten and drunk on board ship; where you can get everything to make her seaworthy and beautiful, from a set of chain-hooks for her cable to a book of gold-leaf for the carvings of her stern; and where her commander is received like a brother by a ship-chandler he has never seen before. There is a cool parlour, easy-chairs, bottles, cigars, writing implements, a copy of harbour regulations, and a warmth of welcome that melts the salt of a three months' passage out of a seaman's heart. The connection thus begun is kept up, as long as the ship

Korean cheerily: 명랑하게, 기분 좋게, 기분좋게, 기운 좋게, 기운좋게. directed: 규제된, 유도된, 지시받은. displayed: 날개를 펴고 다리를 벌린. dogged: 완고한. feet: 발. greeting: 인사말, 인사, 인사장, 환영. ostentation: 자랑해 보임, 과시, 허영, 겉치레하기. powerfully: 강력하게, 유력하게, 심히, 많이, 매우.

seaworthy: 내항성이 있는, 항해에 알맞는, 항해에 적합한, 항해에 견딜 수 있는. self-assertion: 자기 주장, 아집을 부림. shoes: 구두. stoop: 새우등, 현과의 툇마루, 허리가 굽다, 전락하다, 굽히다, 굴종, 겸손, 구부러지다, 몸을 굽히다, 하다, 자신을 낮추어.

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remains in harbour, by the daily visits of the water-clerk. To the captain he is faithful like a friend and attentive like a son, with the patience of Job, the unselfish devotion of a woman, and the jollity of a boon companion. Later on the bill is sent in. It is a beautiful and humane occupation. Therefore good waterclerks are scarce. When a water-clerk who possesses Ability in the abstract has also the advantage of having been brought up to the sea, he is worth to his employer a lot of money and some humouring. Jim had always good wages and as much humouring as would have bought the fidelity of a fiend. Nevertheless, with black ingratitude he would throw up the job suddenly and depart. To his employers the reasons he gave were obviously inadequate. They said 'Confounded fool!' as soon as his back was turned. This was their criticism on his exquisite sensibility.% To the white men in the waterside business and to the captains of ships he was just Jim--nothing more. He had, of course, another name, but he was anxious that it should not be pronounced. His incognito, which had as many holes as a sieve, was not meant to hide a personality but a fact. When the fact broke through the incognito he would leave suddenly the seaport where he happened to be at the time and go to another--generally farther east. He kept to seaports because he was a seaman in exile from the sea, and had Ability in the abstract, which is good for no other work but that of a water-clerk. He retreated in good order towards the rising sun, and the fact followed him casually but inevitably. Thus in the course of years he was known successively in Bombay, in Calcutta, in Rangoon, in Penang, in Batavia--and in each of these halting-places was just Jim the water-clerk. Afterwards, when his keen perception of the Intolerable drove him away for good from seaports and white men, even into the virgin forest, the Malays of the jungle village, where he had elected to conceal his deplorable faculty, added a word to the monosyllable of his incognito. They called him Tuan Jim: as one might say--Lord Jim. Originally he came from a parsonage. Many commanders of fine merchantships come from these abodes of piety and peace. Jim's father possessed such certain knowledge of the Unknowable as made for the righteousness of people

Korean attentive: 친절한, 경청하는, 정중한, 주의깊은, 주의 깊은. boon: 부탁, 은혜, 유쾌한, 명랑한, 기분이 좋은, 재미있는, 혜택. deplorable: 비참한, 슬퍼할, 가엾은, 애처로운, 통탄할. fiend: 악마, 악령, 잔인한사람, 마귀 같은 사람, 에 미친 사람. incognito: 가명, 익명, 암행, 익명자, 변명의, 신분을 숨기고, 미행자, 익명의가명의암행의, 가명으로,

가명자. ingratitude: 배은 망덕, 망은, 은혜를 모름. jollity: 술잔치, 즐거움, 떠들며 놀기, 명랑, 유쾌, 환락, 쾌활함. monosyllable: 단음절어, 단음절. parsonage: 목사관, 성직론, 성직록, 사제관. piety: 경건, 효성, 순종, 공순, 효행, 공손. righteousness: 공정, 정의, 정직, 방정,

올바름, 정당성. seaman: 뱃사람, 수병, 항해자, 선원. seaport: 항구, 항구도시. sieve: 거르다, 체, 체로 치다, 입이 가벼운 사람, 조리. successively: 연속적으로, 잇따라서, 잇달아서. unselfish: 이기적이아닌, 욕심이없는, 이기적이 아닌. waterside: 물가, 물가에서 일하는, 수변, 물가의.

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in%cottages without disturbing the ease of mind of those whom an unerring Providence enables to live in mansions. The little church on a hill had the mossy greyness of a rock seen through a ragged screen of leaves. It had stood there for centuries, but the trees around probably remembered the laying of the first stone. Below, the red front of the rectory gleamed with a warm tint in the midst of grass-plots, flower-beds, and fir-trees, with an orchard at the back, a paved stable-yard to the left, and the sloping glass of greenhouses tacked along a wall of bricks. The living had belonged to the family for generations; but Jim was one of five sons, and when after a course of light holiday literature his vocation for the sea had declared itself, he was sent at once to a 'training-ship for officers of the mercantile marine.' He learned there a little trigonometry and how to cross top-gallant yards. He was generally liked. He had the third place in navigation and pulled stroke in the first cutter. Having a steady head with an excellent physique, he was very smart aloft. His station was in the fore-top, and often from there he looked down, with the contempt of a man destined to shine in the midst of dangers, at the peaceful multitude of roofs cut in two by the brown tide of the stream, while scattered on the outskirts of the surrounding plain the factory chimneys rose perpendicular against a grimy sky, each slender like a pencil, and belching out smoke like a volcano. He could see the big ships departing, the broad-beamed ferries constantly on the move, the little boats floating far below his feet, with the hazy splendour of the sea in the distance, and the hope of a stirring life in the world of adventure. On the lower deck in the babel of two hundred voices he would forget himself, and beforehand live in his mind the sea-life of light literature. He saw himself saving people from sinking ships, cutting away masts in a hurricane, swimming through a surf with a line; or as a lonely castaway, barefooted and half naked, walking on uncovered reefs in search of shellfish to stave off starvation. He confronted savages on tropical shores, quelled mutinies on the high seas, and in a small boat upon the ocean kept up the hearts of despairing

Korean babel: 천벌로 인부들이 서로 말이 통하지 않게 되어 완성에 실패, 마천루, 시끄럽고 혼란한 장소, 바벨탑, 떠들썩함, 공상적인 계획, 고충 건축물, 바빌론. barefooted: 맨발의. castaway: 버림받은, 난파한, 무뢰한, 불량한, 파산한 사람, 버림받은 사람, 버림받은 아이. greyness: 회색. grimy: 때묻은, 때으로 더러워진,

더러운, 검댕으로 더럽혀진, 때로 더럽혀진. mansions: 아파트. mossy: 이끼 낀, 이끼 같은, 케케묵은. paved: 포장된. perpendicular: 수직의, 수선, 수직면, 직각을 이루는, 수직의 위치, 수직, 선 채로의, 깍아지근 듯한-수직면, 수직식의, 수직선 건축, 수직 위치. physique: 체격. shellfish: 조개, 갑각 동물, 갑각류.

sloping: 경사진, 비스듬한, 비탈진. stave: 통널, 보표, 장대, 부서지다, 디딤대, 시구, 절, 통널을 붙이다, 연, 막대, 깨지다. tint: 에 색을 칠하다, 엷게 물들이다, 기, 엷은빛깔, 선음영, 색채, 색조, 백색바림, 색의 농담, 엷은 빛깔, 색채의 배합. trigonometry: 삼각법. unerring: 잘못이 없는, 틀림 없는, 틀리지 않는.

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men--always an example of devotion to duty, and as unflinching as a hero in a book.% 'Something's up. Come along.' He leaped to his feet. The boys were streaming up the ladders. Above could be heard a great scurrying about and shouting, and when he got through the hatchway he stood still--as if confounded. It was the dusk of a winter's day. The gale had freshened since noon, stopping the traffic on the river, and now blew with the strength of a hurricane in fitful bursts that boomed like salvoes of great guns firing over the ocean. The rain slanted in sheets that flicked and subsided, and between whiles Jim had threatening glimpses of the tumbling tide, the small craft jumbled and tossing along the shore, the motionless buildings in the driving mist, the broad ferryboats pitching ponderously at anchor, the vast landing-stages heaving up and down and smothered in sprays. The next gust seemed to blow all this away. The air was full of flying water. There was a fierce purpose in the gale, a furious earnestness in the screech of the wind, in the brutal tumult of earth and sky, that seemed directed at him, and made him hold his breath in awe. He stood still. It seemed to him he was whirled around. He was jostled. 'Man the cutter!' Boys rushed past him. A coaster running in for shelter had crashed through a schooner at anchor, and one of the ship's instructors had seen the accident. A mob of boys clambered on the rails, clustered round the davits. 'Collision. Just ahead of us. Mr. Symons saw it.' A push made him stagger against the mizzen-mast, and he caught hold of a rope. The old training-ship chained to her moorings quivered all over, bowing gently head to wind, and with her scanty rigging humming in a deep bass the breathless song of her youth at sea. 'Lower away!' He saw the boat, manned, drop swiftly below the rail, and rushed after her. He heard a splash. 'Let go; clear the falls!' He leaned over. The river alongside seethed in frothy streaks. The cutter could be seen in the falling darkness under the spell of tide and wind, that for a moment held her bound, and tossing abreast of the ship. A yelling voice in her reached him faintly: 'Keep stroke, you young whelps, if you want to save

Korean coaster: 연안 무역선, 활강 썰매, 바퀴 달린 쟁반, 활주 궤도, 코스터, 활강하는 사람, 밑받침. confounded: 엄청난, 지독한, 당황한, 괘씸한, 경칠놈의, 어처구니없는. earnestness: 열심. fitful: 발작적인, 단속적인, 변덕이 심한, 변하기 쉬운, 일정치 않은. frothy: 거품 같은, 거품 투성이의, 거품투성이의, 공허한, 천박한. hatchway: 창구, 승강구.

jumbled: 난잡하게 하는, 뒤섞이는. moorings: 계선 설비, 계선 장치, 계선소. rigging: 삭구, 장비, 옷, 의장, 의복, 의류. scanty: 부족한, 모자라는. schooner: 포장마차, 큰 맥주잔, 스쿠너, 큰 조끼, 큰 포장 마차, 스쿠너선. stagger: 비틀거리다, 망설이다, 흔들리다, 엇걸림, 깜짝 놀라다,

시차방식, 어지러움, 서로 엇걸리게 배열하다, 현기, 흔들리게 하다, 주저하다. tumult: 흥분, 혼란, 소동, 떠들썩함, 소란, 소요, 격동. unflinching: 움츠리지 않은, 단호한. whiles: 그러는 동안에, 때때로, 하는 동안, 하지만, 그런데.

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anybody! Keep stroke!' And suddenly she lifted high her bow, and, leaping with raised oars over a wave, broke the spell cast upon her by the wind and tide.% Jim felt his shoulder gripped firmly. 'Too late, youngster.' The captain of the ship laid a restraining hand on that boy, who seemed on the point of leaping overboard, and Jim looked up with the pain of conscious defeat in his eyes. The captain smiled sympathetically. 'Better luck next time. This will teach you to be smart.' A shrill cheer greeted the cutter. She came dancing back half full of water, and with two exhausted men washing about on her bottom boards. The tumult and the menace of wind and sea now appeared very contemptible to Jim, increasing the regret of his awe at their inefficient menace. Now he knew what to think of it. It seemed to him he cared nothing for the gale. He could affront greater perils. He would do so--better than anybody. Not a particle of fear was left. Nevertheless he brooded apart that evening while the bowman of the cutter-a boy with a face like a girl's and big grey eyes--was the hero of the lower deck. Eager questioners crowded round him. He narrated: 'I just saw his head bobbing, and I dashed my boat-hook in the water. It caught in his breeches and I nearly went overboard, as I thought I would, only old Symons let go the tiller and grabbed my legs--the boat nearly swamped. Old Symons is a fine old chap. I don't mind a bit him being grumpy with us. He swore at me all the time he held my leg, but that was only his way of telling me to stick to the boat-hook. Old Symons is awfully excitable--isn't he? No--not the little fair chap--the other, the big one with a beard. When we pulled him in he groaned, "Oh, my leg! oh, my leg!" and turned up his eyes. Fancy such a big chap fainting like a girl. Would any of you fellows faint for a jab with a boat-hook?--I wouldn't. It went into his leg so far.' He showed the boat-hook, which he had carried below for the purpose, and produced a sensation. 'No, silly! It was not his flesh that held him-his breeches did. Lots of blood, of course.' Jim thought it a pitiful display of vanity. The gale had ministered to a heroism as spurious as its own pretence of terror. He felt angry with the brutal tumult of earth and sky for taking him unawares and checking unfairly a

Korean affront: 모욕, 모욕하다, 반항하다, 직면하다, 경멸, 태연하게 맞서다. bobbing: 보빙, 단발. bowman: 활의사수, 노 젓는 사람, 궁수, 앞노 젓는 사람, 이물노 젓는 사람. breeches: 승마용 바지, 반바지, 승마바지, 바지. contemptible: 비열한, 경멸할 만한, 멸시할, 한심한, 타기할, 치사한, 천시할 만한, 경멸할만한, 경멸한

만한. fainting: 기절, 실신, 졸도, 졸도하는, 기철의, 의기소침. grumpy: 성미 까다로운, 부루퉁한, 무뚝뚝한, 심술난, 성미가 까다로운. heroism: 영웅적 자질, 영웅적 행위, 영웅적자질. jab: 찌르다, 잽을 먹이다, 꽉 찌르기, 쿡 찌르다, 날쌔게 쥐어박다, 갑자기 찌르기. overboard: 배 밖으로.

pitiful: 불쌍한, 인정 많은, 비루한, 가련하게 여겨야 할, 인정이 많은, 불쌍히 여겨야 할, 동정심이 많은. shrill: 새된 소리로, 강렬한, 날카로운 소리, 날카롭게, 높은 소리로, 새된 목소리, 새된 목소리로 말하다, 새된 목소리로, 날카로운 소리를 내다, 날카로운, 과장된. unawares: 뜻밖에, 알지 못하고, 불시에, 모르는 사이에, 모르고, 무심히, 부지중에.

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generous readiness for narrow escapes. Otherwise he was rather glad he had not gone into the cutter, since a lower achievement had served the turn. He had enlarged his knowledge more than those who had done the work. When all men flinched, then--he felt sure--he alone would know how to deal with the spurious menace of wind and seas. He knew what to think of it. Seen dispassionately, it seemed contemptible. He could detect no trace of emotion in himself, and the final effect of a staggering event was that, unnoticed and apart from the noisy crowd of boys, he exulted with fresh certitude in his avidity for adventure, and in a sense of many-sided courage.%

Korean adventure: 모험, 흔치않은 체험, 흔치안은 체험, 재미있는, 희한한 사건, 투기, 위험을 무릅쓰다, 위험에 빠뜨리다, 모험심, 모험담, 감행하다. avidity: 갈망, 탐욕, 욕망. certitude: 확신, 정확, 적확, 확신감. cutter: 재단사, 커터, 베는 도구, 베는 사람, 소형 말썰매, 소형감시선, 필름 편집자, 절단기, 재단기, 자르는사람, 감시선. detect: 발견하다, 검파하다.

emotion: 감동, 정서, 감정. enlarged: 넓어지는, 상세하게 설명하는, 석방하는, 크게 하는, 확장하는. many-sided: 다방면에 걸친, 다방면의. menace: 협박, 위협, 골칫거리, 귀찮은 것, 협박하다, 위협하다, 공갈, 위험한 것. noisy: 시끄러운, 떠들썩한, 요란한, 화려한, 난한.

readiness: 신속, 준비, 쾌락, 준비성, 준비가 되어 있음, 용이, 자진해서함, 재빠름. spurious: 가짜의, 사생아의, 그럴싸한, 비논리적인, 의사의. staggering: 비틀거리는, 깜짝 놀라게 하는, 망설이는. unnoticed: 눈에 띄지 않는, 돌보아지지 않는, 주의를 끌지않는, 주목되지 않는, 주의되지 않는.

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CHAPTER 2 After%two years of training he went to sea, and entering the regions so well known to his imagination, found them strangely barren of adventure. He made many voyages. He knew the magic monotony of existence between sky and water: he had to bear the criticism of men, the exactions of the sea, and the prosaic severity of the daily task that gives bread--but whose only reward is in the perfect love of the work. This reward eluded him. Yet he could not go back, because there is nothing more enticing, disenchanting, and enslaving than the life at sea. Besides, his prospects were good. He was gentlemanly, steady, tractable, with a thorough knowledge of his duties; and in time, when yet very young, he became chief mate of a fine ship, without ever having been tested by those events of the sea that show in the light of day the inner worth of a man, the edge of his temper, and the fibre of his stuff; that reveal the quality of his resistance and the secret truth of his pretences, not only to others but also to himself. Only once in all that time he had again a glimpse of the earnestness in the anger of the sea. That truth is not so often made apparent as people might think. There are many shades in the danger of adventures and gales, and it is only now and then that there appears on the face of facts a sinister violence of intention-that indefinable something which forces it upon the mind and the heart of a man, that this complication of accidents or these elemental furies are coming at him with a purpose of malice, with a strength beyond control, with an unbridled

Korean complication: 병발증, 귀찮은 문제, 복잡, 분규, 여병, 복잡 분규, 분규의 원인, 합병증, 혼화, 복잡화. elemental: 원소의, 사대의, 근원적인, 본질적인, 원리의, 원소 같은, 초보의, 자연력과 같은, 자연 그대로의, 요소의. enticing: 마음을 끄는, 유혹적인, 마음을 끌 만한. fibre: 섬유, 소질, 기질, 섬유질, 강도. furies: 복수의 세여신, 복수의세여신.

gentlemanly: 신사적인, 예의바른, 점잖은, 신사다운, 교육 잘 받은, 예의바른 신사처럼. indefinable: 막연한, 형용하기 어려운, 정의할 수 없는, 정의하기 어려운, 한정할 수 없는. malice: 악의, 해칠 마음, 범의, 적극적인 악의. monotony: 단조로움, 단음, 단조. prosaic: 평범한, 지루한, 산문적인, 산문체의, 산문의, 무미건조한.

reward: 보답하다, 보수, 보수를 주다, 벌, 현상금, 사례금, 보상하다, 보상, 이익, 보복하다, 응보. severity: 괴로움, 엄격, 간소, 격렬, 모진 경험, 통렬함. sinister: 불길한, 왼쪽의, 사악한, 불행한, 방패의 왼쪽의, 부정직한, 음험한, 악의가 있는. tractable: 세공하기 쉬운, 유순한, 다루기 쉬운, 취급하기 쉬운. whose: 누구의.

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cruelty that means to tear out of him his hope and his fear, the pain of his fatigue and his longing for rest: which means to smash, to destroy, to annihilate all he has seen, known, loved, enjoyed, or hated; all that is priceless and necessary-- the sunshine, the memories, the future; which means to sweep the whole precious world utterly away from his sight by the simple and appalling act of taking his life.% Jim, disabled by a falling spar at the beginning of a week of which his Scottish captain used to say afterwards, 'Man! it's a pairfect meeracle to me how she lived through it!' spent many days stretched on his back, dazed, battered, hopeless, and tormented as if at the bottom of an abyss of unrest. He did not care what the end would be, and in his lucid moments overvalued his indifference. The danger, when not seen, has the imperfect vagueness of human thought. The fear grows shadowy; and Imagination, the enemy of men, the father of all terrors, unstimulated, sinks to rest in the dullness of exhausted emotion. Jim saw nothing but the disorder of his tossed cabin. He lay there battened down in the midst of a small devastation, and felt secretly glad he had not to go on deck. But now and again an uncontrollable rush of anguish would grip him bodily, make him gasp and writhe under the blankets, and then the unintelligent brutality of an existence liable to the agony of such sensations filled him with a despairing desire to escape at any cost. Then fine weather returned, and he thought no more about It. His lameness, however, persisted, and when the ship arrived at an Eastern port he had to go to the hospital. His recovery was slow, and he was left behind. There were only two other patients in the white men's ward: the purser of a gunboat, who had broken his leg falling down a hatchway; and a kind of railway contractor from a neighbouring province, afflicted by some mysterious tropical disease, who held the doctor for an ass, and indulged in secret debaucheries of patent medicine which his Tamil servant used to smuggle in with unwearied devotion. They told each other the story of their lives, played cards a little, or, yawning and in pyjamas, lounged through the day in easy-chairs without saying a word. The hospital stood on a hill, and a gentle breeze entering through the

Korean abyss: 심연, 혼돈, 지옥, 나락, 끝없이 깊은 구렁. annihilate: 전멸시키다, 완패시키다, 절멸시키다, 무효로 하다, 근절시키다, 억누르다. debaucheries: 방탕, 유흥. despairing: 절망적인, 필사의, 자포자기한. dullness: 지루함, 둔감, 둔함, 침울, 아둔함 불경기, 멍청함. gunboat: 포함.

lameness: 앞뒤가 맞지 않는, 절름발이의, 불충분한. purser: 사무장, 경리관, 퍼서. smuggle: 밀항하다, 밀수하다, 밀수출하다, 밀수입하다, 몰래 갖고 들어오다, 밀입국하다. spar: 서로 차다, 원재, 투계, 주먹으로 치고 받다, 연안 경비 여성 예비 대원, 연안 경비, 여성 예비 대원, 상갑판, 말다툼하다, 연안 경비대 여자 예비대원, 철평석 4.

unintelligent: 지력이 없는, 우둔한, 무지한. unwearied: 지치지 않은, 끈덕진, 불굴의. vagueness: 모호함, 건성, 막연. writhe: 몸부림, 몸부림치다, 뒤틀다, 고민하다, 뒤틀기, 비틀다. yawning: 하품하고 있는, 지루한, 지루한 기색이 보이는, 입을 크게 벌린, 피로한 기색이 보이는, 하품을 하고 있는.

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windows, always flung wide open, brought into the bare room the softness of the sky, the languor of the earth, the bewitching breath of the Eastern waters. There were perfumes in it, suggestions of infinite repose, the gift of endless dreams. Jim looked every day over the thickets of gardens, beyond the roofs of the town, over the fronds of palms growing on the shore, at that roadstead which is a thoroughfare to the East,--at the roadstead dotted by garlanded islets, lighted by festal sunshine, its ships like toys, its brilliant activity resembling a holiday pageant, with the eternal serenity of the Eastern sky overhead and the smiling peace of the Eastern seas possessing the space as far as the horizon.% Directly he could walk without a stick, he descended into the town to look for some opportunity to get home. Nothing offered just then, and, while waiting, he associated naturally with the men of his calling in the port. These were of two kinds. Some, very few and seen there but seldom, led mysterious lives, had preserved an undefaced energy with the temper of buccaneers and the eyes of dreamers. They appeared to live in a crazy maze of plans, hopes, dangers, enterprises, ahead of civilisation, in the dark places of the sea; and their death was the only event of their fantastic existence that seemed to have a reasonable certitude of achievement. The majority were men who, like himself, thrown there by some accident, had remained as officers of country ships. They had now a horror of the home service, with its harder conditions, severer view of duty, and the hazard of stormy oceans. They were attuned to the eternal peace of Eastern sky and sea. They loved short passages, good deck-chairs, large native crews, and the distinction of being white. They shuddered at the thought of hard work, and led precariously easy lives, always on the verge of dismissal, always on the verge of engagement, serving Chinamen, Arabs, half-castes--would have served the devil himself had he made it easy enough. They talked everlastingly of turns of luck: how So-and-so got charge of a boat on the coast of China--a soft thing; how this one had an easy billet in Japan somewhere, and that one was doing well in the Siamese navy; and in all they said--in their actions, in their looks, in their persons--could be detected the soft spot, the place of decay, the determination to lounge safely through existence.

Korean bewitching: 매혹시키는, 황홀케 하는, 호리는. billet: 숙사, 일자리, 철봉, 직업숙사를 할당하다, 굵은 장작, 숙사 할당 명령서, 철판, 숙사를 배정하다, 굵은 막대기, 강편, 가죽끈. descended: 유래한, 전해진. dotted: 점을찍은, 점이있는, 점재한, 점이 찍힌. everlastingly: 끝없이, 영구히. fantastic: 공상적인, 변덕스러운,

상상의, 기묘한, 기이한. festal: 축제의, 명랑한, 유쾌한. languor: 무기력, 시름, 우울, 노곤함. lighted: 불이 켜진. maze: 미로, 분규, 어리둥절하게 하다. pageant: 허식, 야외극, 장려한 행렬, 장관, 패전트, 겉치레, 행렬. precariously: 불안정하게. repose: 눕히다, 쉬다, 침착, 휴식, 두다, 영면하다, 자다, 휴지, 영면, 걸다, 조화.

serenity: 화창함, 청명, 침착, 고요, 평온, 맑음, 전하. softness: 조용한, 수월한, 연한, 흐릿한, 온화한, 상쾌한, 조용하게, 부드럽게, 부드러운물건, 부드러운, 매끈한. stormy: 폭풍우의, 소란스러운, 날씨가 험악한, 격렬한, 폭풍우 같은. thoroughfare: 가로, 통행, 통로, 본도, 왕래, 통과, 도로, 수로, 통과할 수 있는 큰길.

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To Jim that gossiping crowd, viewed as seamen, seemed at first more unsubstantial than so many shadows. But at length he found a fascination in the sight of those men, in their appearance of doing so well on such a small allowance of danger and toil. In time, beside the original disdain there grew up slowly another sentiment; and suddenly, giving up the idea of going home, he took a berth as chief mate of the Patna.% The Patna was a local steamer as old as the hills, lean like a greyhound, and eaten up with rust worse than a condemned water-tank. She was owned by a Chinaman, chartered by an Arab, and commanded by a sort of renegade New South Wales German, very anxious to curse publicly his native country, but who, apparently on the strength of Bismarck's victorious policy, brutalised all those he was not afraid of, and wore a 'blood-and-iron' air,' combined with a purple nose and a red moustache. After she had been painted outside and whitewashed inside, eight hundred pilgrims (more or less) were driven on board of her as she lay with steam up alongside a wooden jetty. They streamed aboard over three gangways, they streamed in urged by faith and the hope of paradise, they streamed in with a continuous tramp and shuffle of bare feet, without a word, a murmur, or a look back; and when clear of confining rails spread on all sides over the deck, flowed forward and aft, overflowed down the yawning hatchways, filled the inner recesses of the ship-like water filling a cistern, like water flowing into crevices and crannies, like water rising silently even with the rim. Eight hundred men and women with faith and hopes, with affections and memories, they had collected there, coming from north and south and from the outskirts of the East, after treading the jungle paths, descending the rivers, coasting in praus along the shallows, crossing in small canoes from island to island, passing through suffering, meeting strange sights, beset by strange fears, upheld by one desire. They came from solitary huts in the wilderness, from populous campongs, from villages by the sea. At the call of an idea they had left their forests, their clearings, the protection of their rulers, their prosperity, their poverty, the surroundings of their youth and the graves of their fathers. They came covered with dust, with sweat, with grime, with rags--

Korean aft: 고무쪽에, 후미에, 고물에, 고물에 있는, 고물쪽에, 흔히, 종종, 고물쪽에 있는. cistern: 저수지, 물 탱크, 저장기, 수조, 물이 괸곳, 저수탱크. coasting: 연안 항행, 연안 항행의, 언덕 미끄럼 타기, 연안 무역, 해안선의 지형, 타성으로 나아가는, 해안선도, 내리받이 활주, 활주용 경사. disdain: 경멸, 경멸하다, 경멸하다-

경멸적인, 경멸적인, 경멸감, 할 가치가 없다고 생각하다. gossiping: 수다쟁이, 쑥덕공론하는. greyhound: 그레이하운드. grime: 때, 검댕, 그을음, 때묻히다, 더럼, 더럽히다, 오점. jetty: 둑, 방파제, 혹옥 같은, 새까만, 잔교, 흑옥같은, 흑옥의. populous: 인구 조밀한, 인구가 조밀한. renegade: 배교자, 변절자, 배교의,

배교자가 되다, 배반하다, 배반의, 배신의, 배신자, 배신하다, 변절한, 저버린. steamer: 기선, 찌는 기구, 증기기관. toil: 수고, 힘드는일, 그물, 수고하다, 올가미, 고생, 노고, 애써 나아가다, 짐승 잡는 그물, 힘써 일하다, 을 애써 이룩하다. unsubstantial: 비현실적인, 허울만의, 견고하지 않은, 실질없는, 실체가 없는, 실질이 없는.

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the strong men at the head of family parties, the lean old men pressing forward without hope of return; young boys with fearless eyes glancing curiously, shy little girls with tumbled long hair; the timid women muffled up and clasping to their breasts, wrapped in loose ends of soiled head-cloths, their sleeping babies, the unconscious pilgrims of an exacting belief.% 'Look at dese cattle,' said the German skipper to his new chief mate. An Arab, the leader of that pious voyage, came last. He walked slowly aboard, handsome and grave in his white gown and large turban. A string of servants followed, loaded with his luggage; the Patna cast off and backed away from the wharf. She was headed between two small islets, crossed obliquely the anchoringground of sailing-ships, swung through half a circle in the shadow of a hill, then ranged close to a ledge of foaming reefs. The Arab, standing up aft, recited aloud the prayer of travellers by sea. He invoked the favour of the Most High upon that journey, implored His blessing on men's toil and on the secret purposes of their hearts; the steamer pounded in the dusk the calm water of the Strait; and far astern of the pilgrim ship a screw-pile lighthouse, planted by unbelievers on a treacherous shoal, seemed to wink at her its eye of flame, as if in derision of her errand of faith. She cleared the Strait, crossed the bay, continued on her way through the 'One-degree' passage. She held on straight for the Red Sea under a serene sky, under a sky scorching and unclouded, enveloped in a fulgor of sunshine that killed all thought, oppressed the heart, withered all impulses of strength and energy. And under the sinister splendour of that sky the sea, blue and profound, remained still, without a stir, without a ripple, without a wrinkle-- viscous, stagnant, dead. The Patna, with a slight hiss, passed over that plain, luminous and smooth, unrolled a black ribbon of smoke across the sky, left behind her on the water a white ribbon of foam that vanished at once, like the phantom of a track drawn upon a lifeless sea by the phantom of a steamer. Every morning the sun, as if keeping pace in his revolutions with the progress of the pilgrimage, emerged with a silent burst of light exactly at the

Korean astern: 고물에, 뒤에. derision: 비웃음, 경멸, 조롱, 조소거리. errand: 심부름, 볼일, 사명, 심부름의 내용, 내용. exacting: 힘드는, 가혹한, 고된, 강제로 징수하는, 엄격한, 쓰라린, 착취적인. fearless: 무서워하지 않는, 겁 없는, 무서워하지 않은, 두려움을 모르는, 대담무쌍한, 대담 무쌍한.

phantom: 환상, 유령, 환영, 꼭두, 유령같은, 가공의, 독깨비, 도깨비, 모형, 외관뿐인 것, 외관뿐인 사람. scorching: 맹렬한, 태우는, 난폭한질주, 호된 태움, 호된, 태우는 듯한, 매우 뜨거운, 몹시 뜨거운, 난폭한 질주, 태움, 타는 듯이. shoal: 얕아지다, 떼를 짓다, 모래톱, 어군, 여울목, 떼 다수, 무리, 앝은, 다수, 얕은, 여울. turban: 터번, 터번형의 부인 모자,

터번식 모자. unclouded: 맑은, 환한, 구름없는, 갠, 밝은, 구름이 끼지 않은. viscous: 점착성의, 가소성의, 끈적이는, 찐득찐득한. wink: 눈짓하다, 반짝이다, 기운차게, 깜박이다, 눈깜박임, 보고도 못본체하다, 눈을 깜빡이다, 눈짓, 눈짓으로 신호하다, 깜박임, 윙크하다. withered: 시든, 쇠퇴한, 이운.

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same distance astern of the ship, caught up with her at noon, pouring the concentrated fire of his rays on the pious purposes of the men, glided past on his descent, and sank mysteriously into the sea evening after evening, preserving the same distance ahead of her advancing bows. The five whites on board lived amidships, isolated from the human cargo. The awnings covered the deck with a white roof from stem to stern, and a faint hum, a low murmur of sad voices, alone revealed the presence of a crowd of people upon the great blaze of the ocean. Such were the days, still, hot, heavy, disappearing one by one into the past, as if falling into an abyss for ever open in the wake of the ship; and the ship, lonely under a wisp of smoke, held on her steadfast way black and smouldering in a luminous immensity, as if scorched by a flame flicked at her from a heaven without pity.% The nights descended on her like a benediction.

Korean amidships: 배의 한가운데에서, 중앙에, 배 복판에. benediction: 축복, 성체 강복식, 감사의 기도, 축도, 강복식, 천복. blaze: 포고하다, 빛나다, 드날림, 화염, 불같이 노하다, 알리다, 빛, 격발, 불타다, 광휘, 타오르다. bows: 이물. hum: 콧노래를 부르다, 우물우물 말하다, 윙울리다, 윙윙하다, 경기가 좋다, 나쁜 냄새가 나다, 입속에서

우물거리다, 윙윙거리다. immensity: 무한한 공간, 광대, 광대함. luminous: 밝은, 빛나는, 명쾌한, 빛을 내는, 총명한. murmur: 시내의 졸졸거리는 소리, 속삭임, 불평, 파도의 출렁거리는 소리, 졸졸 소래내다, 웅성대다, 중얼 거림, 투덜거리다, 투덜거리다-중얼 거림, 속삭이다, 나뭇잎 따위의 살랑거리는 소리.

pious: 경건한, 신앙심이 깊은, 종교적인, 효성스러운, 실현 가능성이 없는, 종교심으로의, 탄복할 만한. pouring: 붓는 것, 붓는 것의. preserving: 보호하기. steadfast: 견실한, 부동의, 고정된. stern: 황량한, 엄격한, 고물, 쓸쓸한, 선미, 굳은, 준엄한, 단호한, 고물 별자리, 피할 도리가 없는, 엉덩이. wisp: 도깨비 불, 다발, 작은것, 한모숨, 단편, 양복솔, 한줌.

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CHAPTER 3 A%marvellous stillness pervaded the world, and the stars, together with the serenity of their rays, seemed to shed upon the earth the assurance of everlasting security. The young moon recurved, and shining low in the west, was like a slender shaving thrown up from a bar of gold, and the Arabian Sea, smooth and cool to the eye like a sheet of ice, extended its perfect level to the perfect circle of a dark horizon. The propeller turned without a check, as though its beat had been part of the scheme of a safe universe; and on each side of the Patna two deep folds of water, permanent and sombre on the unwrinkled shimmer, enclosed within their straight and diverging ridges a few white swirls of foam bursting in a low hiss, a few wavelets, a few ripples, a few undulations that, left behind, agitated the surface of the sea for an instant after the passage of the ship, subsided splashing gently, calmed down at last into the circular stillness of water and sky with the black speck of the moving hull remaining everlastingly in its centre. Jim on the bridge was penetrated by the great certitude of unbounded safety and peace that could be read on the silent aspect of nature like the certitude of fostering love upon the placid tenderness of a mother's face. Below the roof of awnings, surrendered to the wisdom of white men and to their courage, trusting the power of their unbelief and the iron shell of their fire-ship, the pilgrims of an exacting faith slept on mats, on blankets, on bare planks, on every deck, in all the dark corners, wrapped in dyed cloths, muffled in soiled rags, with their heads

Korean agitated: 흥분한, 동요한. courage: 용기, 담력, 용감, 배짱. diverging: 서로 다른, 분기하는, 발산성의. dyed: 물들인, 염색된. everlasting: 영구한, 영원한, 끝없는, 변함없는, 영원, 영겁, 지루한, 떡쑥, 영구, 영원히 계속되는, 튼튼한 나사. muffled: 소리를 둔하게 한, 소리를 죽인. placid: 평온한, 침착한, 온화한.

propeller: 프로펠러, 추진기, 추진자, 추진하는 사람, 나선 추진기, 추진자의, 추진물의, 추진물. rags: 누더기. recurved: 뒤쪽으로 휜. shaving: 깎아낸 부스러기, 면도함, 대팻밥, 깎음, 면도, 수염을 밀기. shimmer: 희미한 빛, 가물가물 비치다, 반짝임, 아른거리는 빛, 어렴풋한 빛, 흔들리는 상, 흔들리다, 희미하게 반짝이다.

speck: 얼룩, 극히 작은 조각, 반점을 찍다, 작은 반점, 점을 붙이다, 흠을 찍다, 흠을 붙이다, 지방, 잔 알맹이, 점을 찍다, 작은 얼룩. stillness: 침묵, 조용한 환경, 정적, 고요, 평온, 소리 없는 곳, 고, 고요함. trusting: 믿는, 사람을 의심하지 않는, 믿고있는, 남을 의심하지 않는. unbelief: 불신앙, 불신, 의혹. unbounded: 무한의, 한정되지 않은, 억제할 수 없는.

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resting on small bundles, with their faces pressed to bent forearms: the men, the women, the children; the old with the young, the decrepit with the lusty--all equal before sleep, death's brother.% A draught of air, fanned from forward by the speed of the ship, passed steadily through the long gloom between the high bulwarks, swept over the rows of prone bodies; a few dim flames in globe-lamps were hung short here and there under the ridge-poles, and in the blurred circles of light thrown down and trembling slightly to the unceasing vibration of the ship appeared a chin upturned, two closed eyelids, a dark hand with silver rings, a meagre limb draped in a torn covering, a head bent back, a naked foot, a throat bared and stretched as if offering itself to the knife. The well-to-do had made for their families shelters with heavy boxes and dusty mats; the poor reposed side by side with all they had on earth tied up in a rag under their heads; the lone old men slept, with drawn-up legs, upon their prayer-carpets, with their hands over their ears and one elbow on each side of the face; a father, his shoulders up and his knees under his forehead, dozed dejectedly by a boy who slept on his back with tousled hair and one arm commandingly extended; a woman covered from head to foot, like a corpse, with a piece of white sheeting, had a naked child in the hollow of each arm; the Arab's belongings, piled right aft, made a heavy mound of broken outlines, with a cargo-lamp swung above, and a great confusion of vague forms behind: gleams of paunchy brass pots, the foot-rest of a deck-chair, blades of spears, the straight scabbard of an old sword leaning against a heap of pillows, the spout of a tin coffee-pot. The patent log on the taffrail periodically rang a single tinkling stroke for every mile traversed on an errand of faith. Above the mass of sleepers a faint and patient sigh at times floated, the exhalation of a troubled dream; and short metallic clangs bursting out suddenly in the depths of the ship, the harsh scrape of a shovel, the violent slam of a furnace-door, exploded brutally, as if the men handling the mysterious things below had their breasts full of fierce anger: while the slim high hull of the steamer went on evenly ahead, without a sway of her bare masts, cleaving continuously the great calm of the waters under the inaccessible serenity of the sky.

Korean brutally: 난폭하게, 야만스레, 흙막이널, 울판자, 시트감. 야만스럽게. shovel: 삽, 삽으로 푸다, 큰 숟갈, 을 coffee-pot: 커피 포트. 삽으로 뜨다, 을 많이 퍼넣다, 을 decrepit: 노쇠한, 덜거덕거리는. 삽으로 파다, 을 많이 넣다, 삽으로 exhalation: 증기, 발산물, 호기, 날숨, 하나 가득한 분량, 동력 삽, 셔블 발산, 증발기, 폭발. 모자, 삽으로 일을 하다. paunchy: 배가나온, 올챙이배의, 배가 spout: 내뿜다, 주둥이, 전당잡히다, 나온. 전당포, 분출, 회오리, 도도히 말하다, scabbard: 칼집, 권총집, 집, 칼집에 물기둥전당물 발송 승강기, 분류, 꽂다. 꼭지, 분수. sheeting: 판금, 시트, 판자울, sway: 흔들다, 동요, 지배하다,

좌우하다, 지배, 의 결의를 움직이다, 흔들리다, 좌우 하는 힘, 자유로이 하는 힘, 의 의견을 움직이다. taffrail: 고물의 난간. tinkling: 딸랑딸랑. unceasing: 끊임 없는, 끊임없는. upturned: 뒤집힌, 파헤쳐진, 위로 향한, 끝이 구부러진, 치뜬, 끝이 위로 향한, 파헤처진. well-to-do: 유복한, 명사적, 부유 계급, 부자인.

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Jim %paced athwart, and his footsteps in the vast silence were loud to his own ears, as if echoed by the watchful stars: his eyes, roaming about the line of the horizon, seemed to gaze hungrily into the unattainable, and did not see the shadow of the coming event. The only shadow on the sea was the shadow of the black smoke pouring heavily from the funnel its immense streamer, whose end was constantly dissolving in the air. Two Malays, silent and almost motionless, steered, one on each side of the wheel, whose brass rim shone fragmentarily in the oval of light thrown out by the binnacle. Now and then a hand, with black fingers alternately letting go and catching hold of revolving spokes, appeared in the illumined part; the links of wheel-chains ground heavily in the grooves of the barrel. Jim would glance at the compass, would glance around the unattainable horizon, would stretch himself till his joints cracked, with a leisurely twist of the body, in the very excess of well-being; and, as if made audacious by the invincible aspect of the peace, he felt he cared for nothing that could happen to him to the end of his days. From time to time he glanced idly at a chart pegged out with four drawing-pins on a low three-legged table abaft the steering-gear case. The sheet of paper portraying the depths of the sea presented a shiny surface under the light of a bull's-eye lamp lashed to a stanchion, a surface as level and smooth as the glimmering surface of the waters. Parallel rulers with a pair of dividers reposed on it; the ship's position at last noon was marked with a small black cross, and the straight pencil-line drawn firmly as far as Perim figured the course of the ship--the path of souls towards the holy place, the promise of salvation, the reward of eternal life--while the pencil with its sharp end touching the Somali coast lay round and still like a naked ship's spar floating in the pool of a sheltered dock. 'How steady she goes,' thought Jim with wonder, with something like gratitude for this high peace of sea and sky. At such times his thoughts would be full of valorous deeds: he loved these dreams and the success of his imaginary achievements. They were the best parts of life, its secret truth, its hidden reality. They had a gorgeous virility, the charm of vagueness, they passed before him with an heroic tread; they carried his soul away with them and made it drunk with the divine philtre of an unbounded confidence in itself. There was nothing he could not face. He was so pleased with the idea that

Korean abaft: 고물에, 뒤로, 뒤에, 후반부쪽으로. athwart: 에거슬러, 을 가로질러, 어긋나게. audacious: 대담한, 뻔뻔스러운. binnacle: 나침함. dividers: 분할기. fragmentarily: 단편적으로, 토막토막으로, 단편으로서. glimmering: 미광, 희미한 빛, 희미하게 방나는, 알아차림, 생각나는

일, 기색, 가냘픈 빛 어렴풋이 나타남, 까물거리는 빛. hungrily: 게걸스럽게, 굶주린 듯이, 배고파서, 허기져서, 걸신 들린듯이. invincible: 무적의, 정복할수없는, 극복할수 없는, 불굴의, 완강한, 정복할수 없는. philtre: 미약, 춘약. revolving: 회전하는, 회전식의, 회전장치의, 선회하는, 윤전식의. stanchion: 칸막이 기둥, 지주, 기둥,

에 지주를 대다. streamer: 사광, 테이프, 유광, 장식리본, 전단 표제, 기드림, 흐르는 것, 스트리머, 톱 전단에 걸친 큰 표제. three-legged: 다리가 셋인. unattainable: 이룰 수 없는, 도달하기 어려운, 얻기 어려운. valorous: 씩씩한, 용감한. virility: 정력, 힘참, 생식력, 사내다움, 사나이다움, 남자임, 남자의 생식력.

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he smiled, keeping perfunctorily his eyes ahead; and when he happened to glance back he saw the white streak of the wake drawn as straight by the ship's keel upon the sea as the black line drawn by the pencil upon the chart.% The ash-buckets racketed, clanking up and down the stoke-hold ventilators, and this tin-pot clatter warned him the end of his watch was near. He sighed with content, with regret as well at having to part from that serenity which fostered the adventurous freedom of his thoughts. He was a little sleepy too, and felt a pleasurable languor running through every limb as though all the blood in his body had turned to warm milk. His skipper had come up noiselessly, in pyjamas and with his sleeping-jacket flung wide open. Red of face, only half awake, the left eye partly closed, the right staring stupid and glassy, he hung his big head over the chart and scratched his ribs sleepily. There was something obscene in the sight of his naked flesh. His bared breast glistened soft and greasy as though he had sweated out his fat in his sleep. He pronounced a professional remark in a voice harsh and dead, resembling the rasping sound of a wood-file on the edge of a plank; the fold of his double chin hung like a bag triced up close under the hinge of his jaw. Jim started, and his answer was full of deference; but the odious and fleshy figure, as though seen for the first time in a revealing moment, fixed itself in his memory for ever as the incarnation of everything vile and base that lurks in the world we love: in our own hearts we trust for our salvation, in the men that surround us, in the sights that fill our eyes, in the sounds that fill our ears, and in the air that fills our lungs. The thin gold shaving of the moon floating slowly downwards had lost itself on the darkened surface of the waters, and the eternity beyond the sky seemed to come down nearer to the earth, with the augmented glitter of the stars, with the more profound sombreness in the lustre of the half-transparent dome covering the flat disc of an opaque sea. The ship moved so smoothly that her onward motion was imperceptible to the senses of men, as though she had been a crowded planet speeding through the dark spaces of ether behind the swarm of suns, in the appalling and calm solitudes awaiting the breath of future creations. 'Hot is no name for it down below,' said a voice.

Korean augmented: 증가된, 는, 증음된. 없는, 경미한, 지각할수 없는. ether: 하늘, 에테르, 정기, 라디오. keel: 배, 용골, 졸도하다, 전복시키다, glassy: 매끄러운, 흐린, 유리질의, 용골 별자리, 사람 등을 넘어뜨리다, 생기가 없는, 유리 모양의. 배를 뒤집어엎다, 뒤집히다, hinge: 요점, 어지러워, 경첩, 경첩을 뒤집어엎다, 넘어뜨리다, 배가 달다, 돌쩌귀, 경첩으로 움직이다, 에 뒤집히다. 달려 있다, 에 경첩을 달다, 에게 따라 lustre: 광택, 윤기를 내는 재료, 천 정해지다. 따위에 광택을 내다, 광택을 내다, imperceptible: 눈에 보이지 않는, 또기 따위에 광택을 내다, 빛나다. 미세한, 점차적인, 알아챌수 없을 noiselessly: 소리나지 않도록, 조용히, 만큼의, 알수없는, 근소한, 관찰할 수 조용하게.

odious: 싫은, 밉살스러운, 증오해야 할, 추악한. rasping: 삐걱거리는, 신경을 자극하는, 귀에 거슬리는, 초조하게 만드는. sleepily: 졸린, 졸음이 오는 듯한. swarm: 떼짓다, 무리, 군중, 떼지어 분봉하다, 떼, 다수, 꿀벌떼, 기어 오르다, 부유 세포군, 분봉하다, 벌 떼. sweated: 저임금 노동의.

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Jim %smiled without looking round. The skipper presented an unmoved breadth of back: it was the renegade's trick to appear pointedly unaware of your existence unless it suited his purpose to turn at you with a devouring glare before he let loose a torrent of foamy, abusive jargon that came like a gush from a sewer. Now he emitted only a sulky grunt; the second engineer at the head of the bridge-ladder, kneading with damp palms a dirty sweat-rag, unabashed, continued the tale of his complaints. The sailors had a good time of it up here, and what was the use of them in the world he would be blowed if he could see. The poor devils of engineers had to get the ship along anyhow, and they could very well do the rest too; by gosh they--'Shut up!' growled the German stolidly. 'Oh yes! Shut up--and when anything goes wrong you fly to us, don't you?' went on the other. He was more than half cooked, he expected; but anyway, now, he did not mind how much he sinned, because these last three days he had passed through a fine course of training for the place where the bad boys go when they die--b'gosh, he had--besides being made jolly well deaf by the blasted racket below. The durned, compound, surface-condensing, rotten scrap-heap rattled and banged down there like an old deck-winch, only more so; and what made him risk his life every night and day that God made amongst the refuse of a breaking-up yard flying round at fifty-seven revolutions, was more than _he_ could tell. He must have been born reckless, b'gosh. He . . . 'Where did you get drink?' inquired the German, very savage; but motionless in the light of the binnacle, like a clumsy effigy of a man cut out of a block of fat. Jim went on smiling at the retreating horizon; his heart was full of generous impulses, and his thought was contemplating his own superiority. 'Drink!' repeated the engineer with amiable scorn: he was hanging on with both hands to the rail, a shadowy figure with flexible legs. 'Not from you, captain. You're far too mean, b'gosh. You would let a good man die sooner than give him a drop of schnapps. That's what you Germans call economy. Penny wise, pound foolish.' He became sentimental. The chief had given him a four-finger nip about ten o'clock--'only one, s'elp me!'-good old chief; but as to getting the old fraud out of his bunk--a five-ton crane couldn't do it. Not it. Not to-night anyhow. He was sleeping sweetly like a little child, with a bottle of prime brandy under his pillow. From the thick throat of the

Korean devouring: 열렬한, 게걸스레 먹는, 열중시키는, 맹렬한, 사람을 괴롭히는, 탐하듯이. effigy: 상, 인형, 조상. foamy: 거품의, 거품이 이는, 거품투성이의. grunt: 불평의 소리, 꿀꿀 거리다, 해병대원, 보병, 꿀꿀 거리는 소리, 으르렁거리며 말하다, 툴툴 거리는 소리, 툴툴거리다, 꿀꿀거리다. gush: 복받침, 과시, 용솟음, 분칠하다,

분출, 분출 하다, 용솟음쳐 나오게 하다, 지껄여대다, 흘러나오다. nip: 꼬집다, 집다, 일본인, 물다, 한모금, 상하게하다, 상해, 잡아채다, 달리다, 살을에는 듯한 추위, 근소. pointedly: 신랄하게, 날카롭게, 명백하게, 빗대고. schnapps: 네덜란드 진. sewer: 하수구, 재봉사, 하수도, 급사장, 바느질하는 기계, 바느질하는 사람, 하수.

stolidly: 멍청하게. sulky: 부루퉁한, 찌무룩한, 실쭉한, 한 필의 말이 끄는 일인승 이륜 마차, 음산한. torrent: 연발, 분류, 억수같이 쏟아짐, 억수, 급류. unabashed: 태연한, 부끄러워 하지 않는, 뻔뻔스러운, 부끄러운 기색 없는. unmoved: 냉정한, 흔들리지않는, 확고한, 확고 부동한.

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commander %of the Patna came a low rumble, on which the sound of the word schwein fluttered high and low like a capricious feather in a faint stir of air. He and the chief engineer had been cronies for a good few years--serving the same jovial, crafty, old Chinaman, with horn-rimmed goggles and strings of red silk plaited into the venerable grey hairs of his pigtail. The quay-side opinion in the Patna's home-port was that these two in the way of brazen peculation 'had done together pretty well everything you can think of.' Outwardly they were badly matched: one dull-eyed, malevolent, and of soft fleshy curves; the other lean, all hollows, with a head long and bony like the head of an old horse, with sunken cheeks, with sunken temples, with an indifferent glazed glance of sunken eyes. He had been stranded out East somewhere--in Canton, in Shanghai, or perhaps in Yokohama; he probably did not care to remember himself the exact locality, nor yet the cause of his shipwreck. He had been, in mercy to his youth, kicked quietly out of his ship twenty years ago or more, and it might have been so much worse for him that the memory of the episode had in it hardly a trace of misfortune. Then, steam navigation expanding in these seas and men of his craft being scarce at first, he had 'got on' after a sort. He was eager to let strangers know in a dismal mumble that he was 'an old stager out here.' When he moved, a skeleton seemed to sway loose in his clothes; his walk was mere wandering, and he was given to wander thus around the engine-room skylight, smoking, without relish, doctored tobacco in a brass bowl at the end of a cherrywood stem four feet long, with the imbecile gravity of a thinker evolving a system of philosophy from the hazy glimpse of a truth. He was usually anything but free with his private store of liquor; but on that night he had departed from his principles, so that his second, a weak-headed child of Wapping, what with the unexpectedness of the treat and the strength of the stuff, had become very happy, cheeky, and talkative. The fury of the New South Wales German was extreme; he puffed like an exhaust-pipe, and Jim, faintly amused by the scene, was impatient for the time when he could get below: the last ten minutes of the watch were irritating like a gun that hangs fire; those men did not belong to the world of heroic adventure; they weren't bad chaps though. Even the skipper himself . . . His gorge rose at the mass of panting flesh from which issued

Korean brazen: 뻔뻔스러운, 놋쇠처럼 단단한, 거리다, 중얼거리는 말, 이 빠진 시끄러운, 뻔뻔스럽게하다, 놋쇠빛의, 사람이 우물우물 씹다, 나직하여 놋쇠로만든, 놋쇠로 만든, 단단한. 분명치 않은 말, 우물우물 씹다, capricious: 변덕스러운, 급변하는. 입속에서 중얼중얼 말하다, 중얼중얼 cheeky: 건방진, 뻔뻔스러운. 말하다. goggles: 고글. peculation: 위탁금 횡령자, 공금 imbecile: 우둔, 저능, 허약한, 매우 사용자, 공금 유용, 공금 횡령, 위탁금 어리석은, 치우, 저능자, 저능한. 유용, 위탁금 횡령. jovial: 즐거운, 쾌활한, 유쾌한, pigtail: 변발, 꼰 담배, 돼지꼬리. 명령한. shipwreck: 난파, 파멸하다, 과멸, mumble: 우물 우물 먹다, 중얼 과선하다, 파선, 난파하다, 난파선,

파멸시키다, 파멸, 난파선의 잔해, 난선하다. skylight: 천장, 천공광, 채광창. stager: 경험자, 노련한 사람, 노련가. sunken: 물밑의, 움푹 들어간, 가라앉은, 내려앉은, 살이 빠진, 움푹한. talkative: 말 많은, 이야기하기 좋아하는. weak-headed: 머리가 둔한, 쉽게 취하는, 술에 약한.

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gurgling mutters, a cloudy trickle of filthy expressions; but he was too pleasurably languid to dislike actively this or any other thing. The quality of these men did not matter; he rubbed shoulders with them, but they could not touch him; he shared the air they breathed, but he was different. . . . Would the skipper go for the engineer? . . . The life was easy and he was too sure of himself-too sure of himself to . . . The line dividing his meditation from a surreptitious doze on his feet was thinner than a thread in a spider's web.% The second engineer was coming by easy transitions to the consideration of his finances and of his courage. 'Who's drunk? I? No, no, captain! That won't do. You ought to know by this time the chief ain't free-hearted enough to make a sparrow drunk, b'gosh. I've never been the worse for liquor in my life; the stuff ain't made yet that would make _me_ drunk. I could drink liquid fire against your whisky peg for peg, b'gosh, and keep as cool as a cucumber. If I thought I was drunk I would jump overboard--do away with myself, b'gosh. I would! Straight! And I won't go off the bridge. Where do you expect me to take the air on a night like this, eh? On deck amongst that vermin down there? Likely--ain't it! And I am not afraid of anything you can do.' The German lifted two heavy fists to heaven and shook them a little without a word. 'I don't know what fear is,' pursued the engineer, with the enthusiasm of sincere conviction. 'I am not afraid of doing all the bloomin' work in this rotten hooker, b'gosh! And a jolly good thing for you that there are some of us about the world that aren't afraid of their lives, or where would you be--you and this old thing here with her plates like brown paper--brown paper, s'elp me? It's all very fine for you--you get a power of pieces out of her one way and another; but what about me--what do I get? A measly hundred and fifty dollars a month and find yourself. I wish to ask you respectfully--respectfully, mind--who wouldn't chuck a dratted job like this? 'Tain't safe, s'elp me, it ain't! Only I am one of them fearless fellows . . .'

Korean aren't: 단축형. cloudy: 흐린, 언짢은, 구름의, 몽롱한, 의미가 흐릿한, 구름이 많은, 탁한, 흐릿한, 흐림이 있는, 애매한, 기분이 좋지 못한. cucumber: 오이, 냉정한. doze: 졸기, 졸다, 선잠, 졸며시간을보내다, 졸며시간을 보내다, 졸면서 지내다, 졸면서 시간 보내다, 불도저로 파다, 불도저로 땅을 파다, 불도저로 땅을 나르다,

불도저로 땅을 고르다. dratted: 지긋지긋한. languid: 불경기의, 귀찮은, 느른한, 무기력한, 노곤한. measly: 홍역의, 홍역에 걸린, 촌충이 붙은, 빈약한, 흥역의, 흥역에 걸린. meditation: 묵상, 명상록, 심사숙고, 심사 숙고, 명상. pleasurably: 만족한 듯이, 즐거운 듯이. sparrow: 참새, 스패로.

surreptitious: 비밀의, 내밀한, 뒤가 구린. trickle: 똑똑 떨어지다, 소량, 실개천, 뚝뚝 떨어짐, 조금씩 누설되다, 조금씩 흩어져 가다, 드문드문 오다, 드문드문 흩어져 가다, 똑똑 떨어지게 하다, 물방울, 조금씩 오다. vermin: 사회의 해충, 해충, 건달, 깡패, 해로운 짐승, 두더지 따위, 영국에서는 엽조나 가금을 해치는 매, 여우, 올빼미, 해수.

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He let go the rail and made ample gestures as if demonstrating in the air the shape and extent of his valour; his thin voice darted in prolonged squeaks upon the sea, he tiptoed back and forth for the better emphasis of utterance, and suddenly pitched down head-first as though he had been clubbed from behind. He said 'Damn!' as he tumbled; an instant of silence followed upon his screeching: Jim and the skipper staggered forward by common accord, and catching themselves up, stood very stiff and still gazing, amazed, at the undisturbed level of the sea. Then they looked upwards at the stars.% What had happened? The wheezy thump of the engines went on. Had the earth been checked in her course? They could not understand; and suddenly the calm sea, the sky without a cloud, appeared formidably insecure in their immobility, as if poised on the brow of yawning destruction. The engineer rebounded vertically full length and collapsed again into a vague heap. This heap said 'What's that?' in the muffled accents of profound grief. A faint noise as of thunder, of thunder infinitely remote, less than a sound, hardly more than a vibration, passed slowly, and the ship quivered in response, as if the thunder had growled deep down in the water. The eyes of the two Malays at the wheel glittered towards the white men, but their dark hands remained closed on the spokes. The sharp hull driving on its way seemed to rise a few inches in succession through its whole length, as though it had become pliable, and settled down again rigidly to its work of cleaving the smooth surface of the sea. Its quivering stopped, and the faint noise of thunder ceased all at once, as though the ship had steamed across a narrow belt of vibrating water and of humming air.

Korean accents: 신문. clubbed: 곤봉 모양의, 손가락 끝이 굵은, 곤봉모양의. formidably: 무섭게, 만만하지 않게, 만만치 않게, 굉장히. humming: 활발한, 콧노래, 번성하는, 씽씽한, 붕붕하는, 거품 이는, 붕붕거리는, 소리를 내는. immobility: 정지, 고정, 부동, 부동성. infinitely: 지독히, 훨씬, 무한히, 무한의, 몹시, 막대한, 대단히, 무한.

insecure: 불안정한, 위태로운, 걱정스러운, 불안한, 무너져 내릴 것같은, 확실치 않은, 확신이 안가는, 안전하지 않은. pliable: 유순한, 유연한, 고분고분한, 휘기 쉬운, 휘지-쉬운, 유손한, 휘기쉬운. quivering: 진동하는, 떨고 있는, 떨리는. rigidly: 굳게, 엄밀히, 완고하게. thump: 심하게 때리다, 두근 거리다,

탁 부딪치다, 탁하고 떨어지다, 강력히 변호하다, 강력히 선전하다, 강력히 지지하다, 두근거리다, 쿵쿵거리며 걷다, 때림, 탁하고 치다. undisturbed: 평온한, 방해되지 않는, 방해받지 않은. valour: 용기, 무용, 용맹. vibration: 진동, 떨림, 마음의 동요, 동요, 진동 시키기, 정신적 전파. wheezy: 진부한, 그르렁거리는, 씨근거리는.

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A month or so afterwards, when Jim, in answer to pointed questions, tried to tell honestly the truth of this experience, he said, speaking of the ship: 'She went over whatever it was as easy as a snake crawling over a stick.' The illustration was good: the questions were aiming at facts, and the official Inquiry was being held in the police court of an Eastern port. He stood elevated in the witness-box, with burning cheeks in a cool lofty room: the big framework of punkahs moved gently to and fro high above his head, and from below many eyes were looking at him out of dark faces, out of white faces, out of red faces, out of faces attentive, spellbound, as if all these people sitting in orderly rows upon narrow benches had been enslaved by the fascination of his voice. It was very loud, it rang startling in his own ears, it was the only sound audible in the world, for the terribly distinct questions that extorted his answers seemed to shape themselves in anguish and pain within his breast,-- came to him poignant and silent like the terrible questioning of one's conscience. Outside the court the sun blazed--within was the wind of great punkahs that made you shiver, the shame that made you burn, the attentive eyes whose glance stabbed. The face of the presiding magistrate, clean shaved and impassible, looked at him deadly pale between the red faces of the two nautical assessors. The light of a broad window under the ceiling fell from above on the heads and shoulders of the three men, and they were fiercely distinct in the half-light of the big court-room where the audience

Korean anguish: 격통, 고뇌. audible: 들리는, 들을 수 있는. crawling: 크롤링, 벼룩이 꾄, 이가 꾄. elevated: 고상한, 높은, 쾌활한, 거나한, 의기 양양한, 한잔하여 기분이 좋은. enslaved: 노예로 만드는. fiercely: 맹렬하게, 지독하게, 사납게. fro: 이리저리, 저쪽에, 앞뒤로, 저쪽으로. half-light: 어스름, 어스름한.

impassible: 고통을 느끼지 않는, 무신경한, 태연한, 무감각한, 둔감한, 아픔을 느끼지 않는. lofty: 거만한, 고상한, 당당한, 치속은, 대단히 높은, 숭고한, 거드럭거리는, 매우 높은. nautical: 항해의, 선원의, 선박의, 배의, 해사의, 항해술의. poignant: 매서운, 통렬한, 찌르는 듯한, 찌르는, 톡 쏘는, 툭 쏘는, 맛이 톡 쏘는, 신랄한.

presiding: 수석의, 주재하는, 사회하는. shaved: 불필요한 부품, 액세서리를 떼 낸. shiver: 조각, 부서지다, 파편, 부수다, 오한, 부들부들 떨게 하다, 떨림, 떨리게 하다, 산산이 부서지다, 산산이 부수다, 산산조각. spellbound: 홀린, 주문에 걸린, 주문에 얽매인. startling: 놀랄 만한, 기겁하게 하는.

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seemed composed of staring shadows. They wanted facts. Facts! They demanded facts from him, as if facts could explain anything! 'After you had concluded you had collided with something floating awash, say a water-logged wreck, you were ordered by your captain to go forward and ascertain if there was any damage done. Did you think it likely from the force of the blow?' asked the assessor sitting to the left. He had a thin horseshoe beard, salient cheek-bones, and with both elbows on the desk clasped his rugged hands before his face, looking at Jim with thoughtful blue eyes; the other, a heavy, scornful man, thrown back in his seat, his left arm extended full length, drummed delicately with his finger-tips on a blotting-pad: in the middle the magistrate upright in the roomy arm-chair, his head inclined slightly on the shoulder, had his arms crossed on his breast and a few flowers in a glass vase by the side of his inkstand.% 'I did not,' said Jim. 'I was told to call no one and to make no noise for fear of creating a panic. I thought the precaution reasonable. I took one of the lamps that were hung under the awnings and went forward. After opening the forepeak hatch I heard splashing in there. I lowered then the lamp the whole drift of its lanyard, and saw that the forepeak was more than half full of water already. I knew then there must be a big hole below the water-line.' He paused. 'Yes,' said the big assessor, with a dreamy smile at the blotting-pad; his fingers played incessantly, touching the paper without noise. 'I did not think of danger just then. I might have been a little startled: all this happened in such a quiet way and so very suddenly. I knew there was no other bulkhead in the ship but the collision bulkhead separating the forepeak from the forehold. I went back to tell the captain. I came upon the second engineer getting up at the foot of the bridge-ladder: he seemed dazed, and told me he thought his left arm was broken; he had slipped on the top step when getting down while I was forward. He exclaimed, "My God! That rotten bulkhead'll give way in a minute, and the damned thing will go down under us like a lump of lead." He pushed me away with his right arm and ran before me up the ladder, shouting as he climbed. His left arm hung by his side. I followed up in time to see the captain

Korean assessor: 재산평가인, 과세평가인, 세액 사정자, 배석 판사. awash: 수면과 거의 같은 높이로, 파도에 시달려, 으로 가득하여, 파도에 씻기어, 수면에 닿을 정도가 된. bulkhead: 들어서여는문, 격벽, 칸막이. dreamy: 공상적인, 어렴풋한, 꿈결같은, 꿈꾸는 듯한, 꿈 많은, 꿈같은.

forepeak: 이물 화물창, 이물의 선창. horseshoe: 편자, 편자를 박다, 편자 모양의 것, 말편자, 편자 던지기, 마제형의 물건, 에 편자를 박다, 왕게, 제철형의 물건, 투구게, 편자던지기 놀이. incessantly: 끊임없는, 간단 없이, 끊임 없이. lanyard: 죔줄, 끈, 매는 밧줄. precaution: 경계, 예방책, 조심. roomy: 널찍한, 넓은.

rugged: 울퉁불퉁한, 엄격한, 괴로운, 귀에 거슬리는, 험악한, 껄껄한, 주름진, 세련되지 못한, 튼튼한, 폭풍우의, 거친. salient: 철각, 현저한, 돌출한, 참호따위의 돌출부, 철각의, 돌각의, 분출하는, 뛰어오를 자세의. scornful: 경멸하다, 떳떳하게 여기지 않다, 경멸, 경멸하는, 비웃는, 깔보는, 냉소적인. vase: 꽃병, 병, 단지, 병 장식.

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rush%at him and knock him down flat on his back. He did not strike him again: he stood bending over him and speaking angrily but quite low. I fancy he was asking him why the devil he didn't go and stop the engines, instead of making a row about it on deck. I heard him say, "Get up! Run! fly!" He swore also. The engineer slid down the starboard ladder and bolted round the skylight to the engine-room companion which was on the port side. He moaned as he ran. . . .' He spoke slowly; he remembered swiftly and with extreme vividness; he could have reproduced like an echo the moaning of the engineer for the better information of these men who wanted facts. After his first feeling of revolt he had come round to the view that only a meticulous precision of statement would bring out the true horror behind the appalling face of things. The facts those men were so eager to know had been visible, tangible, open to the senses, occupying their place in space and time, requiring for their existence a fourteenhundred-ton steamer and twenty-seven minutes by the watch; they made a whole that had features, shades of expression, a complicated aspect that could be remembered by the eye, and something else besides, something invisible, a directing spirit of perdition that dwelt within, like a malevolent soul in a detestable body. He was anxious to make this clear. This had not been a common affair, everything in it had been of the utmost importance, and fortunately he remembered everything. He wanted to go on talking for truth's sake, perhaps for his own sake also; and while his utterance was deliberate, his mind positively flew round and round the serried circle of facts that had surged up all about him to cut him off from the rest of his kind: it was like a creature that, finding itself imprisoned within an enclosure of high stakes, dashes round and round, distracted in the night, trying to find a weak spot, a crevice, a place to scale, some opening through which it may squeeze itself and escape. This awful activity of mind made him hesitate at times in his speech. . . . 'The captain kept on moving here and there on the bridge; he seemed calm enough, only he stumbled several times; and once as I stood speaking to him he walked right into me as though he had been stone-blind. He made no definite answer to what I had to tell. He mumbled to himself; all I heard of it were a few

Korean crevice: 갈라진틈, 터진곳, 갈라진 틈. detestable: 몹시 싫은, 혐오할 만한. distracted: 광란의, 어수선한, 빗나간. enclosure: 울안, 종획지, 울타리, 울, 구내, 담, 동봉한 것, 봉입물, 울로 둘러싼 땅, 동봉, 둘러쌈. hesitate: 주저하다, 망설이다. imprisoned: 교도소에 집어 넣은. malevolent: 심술궂은, 악의 있는, 익의 있는. meticulous: 지나치게 세심한, 옹졸한,

사소한 일에 너무 마음을 쓰는. perdition: 파멸, 멸망, 지옥, 전멸. precision: 정확, 정밀, 정밀한, 정확히 사격하는. revolt: 반란, 반항, 반감, 반란을 일으키다, 비위 상하게 하다, 혐오, 반항적태도, 구역질나다, 반감이 생기다, 폭동, 적편에 붙다. serried: 밀집한, 빽빽이 들어찬. starboard: 우현으로 돌리다, 우현, 진로를 오른쪽으로 잡다, 우현의,

우현쪽의. stone-blind: 아주 눈이 먼. tangible: 분규, 확실한, 만져서 알수 있는, 엉킴, 혼란, 유형재산, 만져서 알 수 있는, 명백한. utmost: 최대의, 가장먼, 극한, 최대 한도, 최고의 것, 가장 떨어진, 최대한도, 최대한의, 최상의 것. utterance: 말, 말씨, 발성, 발언, 발음, 말로 나타내다, 소리, 말함, 어조, 언설, 입 밖에 냄.

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words%that sounded like "confounded steam!" and "infernal steam!"--something about steam. I thought . . .' He was becoming irrelevant; a question to the point cut short his speech, like a pang of pain, and he felt extremely discouraged and weary. He was coming to that, he was coming to that--and now, checked brutally, he had to answer by yes or no. He answered truthfully by a curt 'Yes, I did'; and fair of face, big of frame, with young, gloomy eyes, he held his shoulders upright above the box while his soul writhed within him. He was made to answer another question so much to the point and so useless, then waited again. His mouth was tastelessly dry, as though he had been eating dust, then salt and bitter as after a drink of sea-water. He wiped his damp forehead, passed his tongue over parched lips, felt a shiver run down his back. The big assessor had dropped his eyelids, and drummed on without a sound, careless and mournful; the eyes of the other above the sunburnt, clasped fingers seemed to glow with kindliness; the magistrate had swayed forward; his pale face hovered near the flowers, and then dropping sideways over the arm of his chair, he rested his temple in the palm of his hand. The wind of the punkahs eddied down on the heads, on the dark-faced natives wound about in voluminous draperies, on the Europeans sitting together very hot and in drill suits that seemed to fit them as close as their skins, and holding their round pith hats on their knees; while gliding along the walls the court peons, buttoned tight in long white coats, flitted rapidly to and fro, running on bare toes, red-sashed, red turban on head, as noiseless as ghosts, and on the alert like so many retrievers. Jim's eyes, wandering in the intervals of his answers, rested upon a white man who sat apart from the others, with his face worn and clouded, but with quiet eyes that glanced straight, interested and clear. Jim answered another question and was tempted to cry out, 'What's the good of this! what's the good!' He tapped with his foot slightly, bit his lip, and looked away over the heads. He met the eyes of the white man. The glance directed at him was not the fascinated stare of the others. It was an act of intelligent volition. Jim between two questions forgot himself so far as to find leisure for a thought. This fellow--ran

Korean clouded: 흐린, 혼란된, 침울한, 애매한, 구름에 덮힌, 구름무늬의, 구름 모양의, 구름무늬가 있는, 흐릿한, 멍한. curt: 무뚝뚝한, 간략한, 짧은, 퉁명스러운, 짧게자른. discouraged: 낙담한, 낙심한, 술에 취한. gliding: 활공, 미끄러지는, 활주, 활주하는, 활공하는, 미끄러짐. kindliness: 친절.

mournful: 슬픔에 잠긴, 슬픈, 애처로운. noiseless: 소리없는, 소음이 없는조용한, 고요한, 잡음이 적은, 소리가 안나는. pang: 격통, 고통, 마음 아픔, 마음의 괴로움. parched: 목이 마른, 목마른, 구운, 바짝 마른, 볶은, 지면 따위 말라 있는, 말라 있는, 목이 칼칼하게 마른. pith: 원기, 진수, 힘, 요점, 정력, 수,

속, 문장 따위의 힘, 나무의 속, 의 요점을 제거하다, 의 속을 제거하다. sunburnt: 햇볕에 탄, 햇볕에 타 죽은. truthfully: 정직하게. volition: 의지, 결의, 의욕, 의지력, 선택, 의지의 작용, 의지 작용. voluminous: 부피가 큰, 다작의, 권수가 많은, 풍부한, 큰 부수의, 큰 책의, 저서가 많은, 책수가 많은, 성량이 풍부한, 넉넉한, 음량이 풍부한.

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the thought--looks at me as though he could see somebody or something past my shoulder. He had come across that man before--in the street perhaps. He was positive he had never spoken to him. For days, for many days, he had spoken to no one, but had held silent, incoherent, and endless converse with himself, like a prisoner alone in his cell or like a wayfarer lost in a wilderness. At present he was answering questions that did not matter though they had a purpose, but he doubted whether he would ever again speak out as long as he lived. The sound of his own truthful statements confirmed his deliberate opinion that speech was of no use to him any longer. That man there seemed to be aware of his hopeless difficulty. Jim looked at him, then turned away resolutely, as after a final parting.% And later on, many times, in distant parts of the world, Marlow showed himself willing to remember Jim, to remember him at length, in detail and audibly. Perhaps it would be after dinner, on a verandah draped in motionless foliage and crowned with flowers, in the deep dusk speckled by fiery cigar-ends. The elongated bulk of each cane-chair harboured a silent listener. Now and then a small red glow would move abruptly, and expanding light up the fingers of a languid hand, part of a face in profound repose, or flash a crimson gleam into a pair of pensive eyes overshadowed by a fragment of an unruffled forehead; and with the very first word uttered Marlow's body, extended at rest in the seat, would become very still, as though his spirit had winged its way back into the lapse of time and were speaking through his lips from the past.

Korean audibly: 들리도록, 들을 수 있도록, 들을 수 있게, 들릴 만큼. converse: 담화, 교제, 반대, 뒤바뀐, 전환 명제, 친하게 사귀다, 함께 이야기하다, 역, 거꾸로의, 이야기하다, 회화. crimson: 진홍색의, 진홍색, 진홍색으로 하다, 진홍색이 되다, 피비린내 나는, 새빨개지다, 새빨갛게하다, 시뻘건, 물들이다. gleam: 번득이다, 번적임, 희미한

징조, 희미하게 번쩍이다, 어렴풋한 빛, 번득임, 빛, 번쩍이다. incoherent: 점착력이없는, 흐트러진, 지리 멸렬의, 조리가 서지 않는, 조리가 맞지 않는, 모순된, 논리가 일관되지 않는, 일관되지 않은. pensive: 구슬픈, 생각에 잠긴, 생각에 잠겨 있는. resolutely: 단호하게, 단호히, 결연히. speckled: 얼룩덜룩한, 반점이 있는. truthful: 진실의, 성실한, 정직한,

거짓말 안하는. unruffled: 조용한, 냉정한, 떠들어대지않는, 물결이 일지 않은, 혼란되지않은, 파문이 일지 않은. verandah: 베란다. wayfarer: 나그네, 단기 숙박자, 여행자. winged: 날개를 다친, 고속의, 날개 있는, 팔을 다친, 빠른, 신속한, 숭고한, 적절한, 날개를 쓰는, 비양하는, 날 수 있는.

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'Oh yes. I attended the inquiry,' he would say, 'and to this day I haven't left off wondering why I went. I am willing to believe each of us has a guardian angel, if you fellows will concede to me that each of us has a familiar devil as well. I want you to own up, because I don't like to feel exceptional in any way, and I know I have him-- the devil, I mean. I haven't seen him, of course, but I go upon circumstantial evidence. He is there right enough, and, being malicious, he lets me in for that kind of thing. What kind of thing, you ask? Why, the inquiry thing, the yellow-dog thing--you wouldn't think a mangy, native tyke would be allowed to trip up people in the verandah of a magistrate's court, would you?-the kind of thing that by devious, unexpected, truly diabolical ways causes me to run up against men with soft spots, with hard spots, with hidden plague spots, by Jove! and loosens their tongues at the sight of me for their infernal confidences; as though, forsooth, I had no confidences to make to myself, as though--God help me!--I didn't have enough confidential information about myself to harrow my own soul till the end of my appointed time. And what I have done to be thus favoured I want to know. I declare I am as full of my own concerns as the next man, and I have as much memory as the average pilgrim in this valley, so you see I am not particularly fit to be a receptacle of confessions. Then why? Can't tell--unless it be to make time pass away after dinner. Charley, my dear chap, your dinner was extremely good, and in consequence these men

Korean can't: 못 하다. charley: 남성 이름 찰스의 애칭, 백인, 야경, 야경꾼, 여성 이름 찰로트의 애칭. circumstantial: 상세한, 우연한, 정황적인, 처지상의, 부수적인, 생활상태의, 정황에 의한, 형편에 따른, 추정상의. concede: 인정하다, 양보하다, 용인하다, 부여하다, 패배를 인정하다, 핸디캡으로서 주다,

승인하다. devious: 꾸불꾸불한, 우회하는, 인륜을 벗어난, 정도를 벗어난, 솔직하지 않은, 멀리 돌아가는. diabolical: 악마의, 극악무도한, 악마적인, 악마 같은. forsooth: 정말, 참말이지. harrow: 괴롭히다, 써레, 상하다, 해로, 써레질하다, 써래, 써래질하다, 써레질을 할 수 있다, 에 써레질하다. infernal: 지옥의, 지독한, 명부의,

악마와 같은, 지긋지긋한, 악마 같은, 악독한, 무도한, 비인간적인. malicious: 악의 있는, 속 검은, 적의 있는. mangy: 더러운, 옴이 오른, 비열한, 옴에 투성이의, 옴에 걸린. receptacle: 저장소, 용기, 소켓, 그릇, 콘센트, 꽃턱, 피난소, 두는 곳, 꽃받침. tyke: 개구쟁이, 똥개, 야견, 시골뜨기, 아이.

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here look upon a quiet rubber as a tumultuous occupation. They wallow in your good chairs and think to themselves, "Hang exertion. Let that Marlow talk." 'Talk? So be it. And it's easy enough to talk of Master Jim, after a good spread, two hundred feet above the sea-level, with a box of decent cigars handy, on a blessed evening of freshness and starlight that would make the best of us forget we are only on sufferance here and got to pick our way in cross lights, watching every precious minute and every irremediable step, trusting we shall manage yet to go out decently in the end--but not so sure of it after all--and with dashed little help to expect from those we touch elbows with right and left. Of course there are men here and there to whom the whole of life is like an after-dinner hour with a cigar; easy, pleasant, empty, perhaps enlivened by some fable of strife to be forgotten before the end is told--before the end is told--even if there happens to be any end to it.% 'My eyes met his for the first time at that inquiry. You must know that everybody connected in any way with the sea was there, because the affair had been notorious for days, ever since that mysterious cable message came from Aden to start us all cackling. I say mysterious, because it was so in a sense though it contained a naked fact, about as naked and ugly as a fact can well be. The whole waterside talked of nothing else. First thing in the morning as I was dressing in my state-room, I would hear through the bulkhead my Parsee Dubash jabbering about the Patna with the steward, while he drank a cup of tea, by favour, in the pantry. No sooner on shore I would meet some acquaintance, and the first remark would be, "Did you ever hear of anything to beat this?" and according to his kind the man would smile cynically, or look sad, or let out a swear or two. Complete strangers would accost each other familiarly, just for the sake of easing their minds on the subject: every confounded loafer in the town came in for a harvest of drinks over this affair: you heard of it in the harbour office, at every ship-broker's, at your agent's, from whites, from natives, from half-castes, from the very boatmen squatting half naked on the stone steps as you went up--by Jove! There was some indignation, not a few jokes, and no end of discussions as to what had become of them, you know. This went on for a couple

Korean according: 그러므로, 따라서, 나름으로, 에 따라, 에 의하여. accost: 인사, 말을 걸다. 말붙임, 말붙임, 말을 걸다, 말을걸다, 거지가 남에게 말을걸다, 가까이 가서 말을 걸다. cynically: 냉소적으로. decently: 친절하게, 볼썽사납지 않게, 상당히, 예의바르게, 훌륭하게, 품위 있게, 제법, 적절하게, 괜찮게, 점잖게, 품위있게.

exertion: 노력, 진력, 발위, 행사. fable: 전설, 우화, 신화, 거짓말하다, 우화를 이야기하다, 꾸며낸 이야기, 줄거리, 지어낸 이야기, 꾸며낸 이야기를 하다, 꾸며내다, 꾸민 이야기. familiarly: 친하게, 무람없이, 무엄하게, 정답게, 허물없이. irremediable: 돌이킬 수 없는, 치료할 수 없는, 불치의. loafer: 게으름뱅이, 간편화의일종.

starlight: 별빛, 별빛의. strife: 싸움, 투쟁, 다툼. sufferance: 인내력, 묵허, 관용, 덕분에, 묵인, 인내. tumultuous: 떠들썩한, 혼란한, 흥분한, 동요한. wallow: 빠지다, 뒹굴다, 허위적거리다, 탐닉하다, 뒹굶, 돈이 주체 못할 만큼 많다, 수렁, 뒹굴기, 삐거덕거리며 나아가다, 흔들리면서 나아가다.

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of weeks or more, and the opinion that whatever was mysterious in this affair would turn out to be tragic as well, began to prevail, when one fine morning, as I was standing in the shade by the steps of the harbour office, I perceived four men walking towards me along the quay. I wondered for a while where that queer lot had sprung from, and suddenly, I may say, I shouted to myself, "Here they are!"% 'There they were, sure enough, three of them as large as life, and one much larger of girth than any living man has a right to be, just landed with a good breakfast inside of them from an outward-bound Dale Line steamer that had come in about an hour after sunrise. There could be no mistake; I spotted the jolly skipper of the Patna at the first glance: the fattest man in the whole blessed tropical belt clear round that good old earth of ours. Moreover, nine months or so before, I had come across him in Samarang. His steamer was loading in the Roads, and he was abusing the tyrannical institutions of the German empire, and soaking himself in beer all day long and day after day in De Jongh's back-shop, till De Jongh, who charged a guilder for every bottle without as much as the quiver of an eyelid, would beckon me aside, and, with his little leathery face all puckered up, declare confidentially, "Business is business, but this man, captain, he make me very sick. Tfui!" 'I was looking at him from the shade. He was hurrying on a little in advance, and the sunlight beating on him brought out his bulk in a startling way. He made me think of a trained baby elephant walking on hind-legs. He was extravagantly gorgeous too--got up in a soiled sleeping-suit, bright green and deep orange vertical stripes, with a pair of ragged straw slippers on his bare feet, and somebody's cast-off pith hat, very dirty and two sizes too small for him, tied up with a manilla rope-yarn on the top of his big head. You understand a man like that hasn't the ghost of a chance when it comes to borrowing clothes. Very well. On he came in hot haste, without a look right or left, passed within three feet of me, and in the innocence of his heart went on pelting upstairs into the harbour office to make his deposition, or report, or whatever you like to call it.

Korean beckon: 신호하다, 손짓으로 부르다, 유혹하다, 유인하다, 고갯짓 따위로 부르다, 몸짓 따위로 부르다, 초대하다, 손짓하여 부르다, 꾀어 부르다. cast-off: 버림받은 사람, 벗어 버린, 버림받은 물건. confidentially: 심복으로. extravagantly: 낭비적으로, 엄청나게, 엉뚱하게. eyelid: 눈꺼풀, 눈두덩.

girth: 뱃대끈, 띠, 둘레의 치수, 뱃대끈을 졸라매다, 치수가 ...이다. guilder: 네델란드의은화, 네델란드의 은화, 네덜란드의 옛 금화, 네덜란드의 옛 은화, 독일의 옛 금화, 독일의 옛 은화, 스트리아의 옛 금화, 스트리아의 옛 은화, 길더. haste: 서두름, 급속, 재촉하다, 서두르다, 서두르게 하다, 성급, 급함. leathery: 가죽제품, 가죽, 가죽 같은. pelting: 하찮은, 시시한.

quay: 부두, 안벽. queer: 수상한, 가짜돈, 몸이 좋지 않은, 비역쟁이, 기묘한, 술취한, 부정한, 우스운, 결딴내다, 기분 나쁜, 술에 취한. quiver: 떨림, 떨게 하다, 화살통, 진동, 전통, 떨다, 전동, 흔들리다. soaking: 적심, 흠뻑 젖는, 흠뻑젖어서. sprung: 얼근한. sunrise: 해돋이, 해뜰녘, 초기. tyrannical: 활자의, 전제 군주적인.

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'It appears he addressed himself in the first instance to the principal shipping-master. Archie Ruthvel had just come in, and, as his story goes, was about to begin his arduous day by giving a dressing-down to his chief clerk. Some of you might have known him--an obliging little Portuguese half-caste with a miserably skinny neck, and always on the hop to get something from the shipmasters in the way of eatables--a piece of salt pork, a bag of biscuits, a few potatoes, or what not. One voyage, I recollect, I tipped him a live sheep out of the remnant of my sea-stock: not that I wanted him to do anything for me--he couldn't, you know--but because his childlike belief in the sacred right to perquisites quite touched my heart. It was so strong as to be almost beautiful. The race--the two races rather--and the climate . . . However, never mind. I know where I have a friend for life.% 'Well, Ruthvel says he was giving him a severe lecture--on official morality, I suppose--when he heard a kind of subdued commotion at his back, and turning his head he saw, in his own words, something round and enormous, resembling a sixteen-hundred-weight sugar-hogshead wrapped in striped flannelette, upended in the middle of the large floor space in the office. He declares he was so taken aback that for quite an appreciable time he did not realise the thing was alive, and sat still wondering for what purpose and by what means that object had been transported in front of his desk. The archway from the ante-room was crowded with punkah-pullers, sweepers, police peons, the coxswain and crew of the harbour steam-launch, all craning their necks and almost climbing on each other's backs. Quite a riot. By that time the fellow had managed to tug and jerk his hat clear of his head, and advanced with slight bows at Ruthvel, who told me the sight was so discomposing that for some time he listened, quite unable to make out what that apparition wanted. It spoke in a voice harsh and lugubrious but intrepid, and little by little it dawned upon Archie that this was a development of the Patna case. He says that as soon as he understood who it was before him he felt quite unwell--Archie is so sympathetic and easily upset--but pulled himself together and shouted "Stop! I can't listen to you. You must go to the Master Attendant. I can't possibly listen to you. Captain Elliot is the man you want to see. This way, this way." He jumped up, ran round that long counter,

Korean apparition: 환영, 유령, 요괴, 출현물. appreciable: 다소의, 느낄 수 있을 정도의, 평가할 수 있는, 감지할 수 있을 정도의. archie: 남자이름, 고사포, 개미. archway: 아치길, 아치 밑의 통로. childlike: 천진한, 어린이다운, 어린애 같은, 어린애다운, 순진한. commotion: 동요, 폭동, 격동, 동란, 소동, 소요. coxswain: 키잡이, 보트의 키잡이,

정장, 정장 노릇을 하다. flannelette: 면플란넬, 면 플란넬의, 면 플란넬. half-caste: 혼혈아. intrepid: 대담한, 무서움을 모르는, 용맹스러운, 용맹한. jerk: 바보, 휙 던지다, 갑자기 밀다, 홱 당기다, 포육으로 만들다, 포육, 경련, 쿡 찌르다, 꽉 비틀다, 내뱉듯이 말하다, 멍청이. lugubrious: 애처로운, 가엾은, 슬픈듯

한, 슬픈듯한, 슬픈 듯한. obliging: 친절한, 기꺼이 남을 돌봐 주는. recollect: 다시 모으다, 회상하다, 가라앉히다, 생각해 내다, 생각나다, 기억나다, 북돋우다, 진정시키다, 냉정하게 하다, 다시 불러일으키다, 상기다. remnant: 나머지, 유물, 자투리, 찌꺼기, 잔존물, 지스러기, 잔여, 나머지 의, 유풍, 자취, 끄트러기.

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pulled, %shoved: the other let him, surprised but obedient at first, and only at the door of the private office some sort of animal instinct made him hang back and snort like a frightened bullock. "Look here! what's up? Let go! Look here!" Archie flung open the door without knocking. "The master of the Patna, sir," he shouts. "Go in, captain." He saw the old man lift his head from some writing so sharp that his nose-nippers fell off, banged the door to, and fled to his desk, where he had some papers waiting for his signature: but he says the row that burst out in there was so awful that he couldn't collect his senses sufficiently to remember the spelling of his own name. Archie's the most sensitive shippingmaster in the two hemispheres. He declares he felt as though he had thrown a man to a hungry lion. No doubt the noise was great. I heard it down below, and I have every reason to believe it was heard clear across the Esplanade as far as the band-stand. Old father Elliot had a great stock of words and could shout--and didn't mind who he shouted at either. He would have shouted at the Viceroy himself. As he used to tell me: "I am as high as I can get; my pension is safe. I've a few pounds laid by, and if they don't like my notions of duty I would just as soon go home as not. I am an old man, and I have always spoken my mind. All I care for now is to see my girls married before I die." He was a little crazy on that point. His three daughters were awfully nice, though they resembled him amazingly, and on the mornings he woke up with a gloomy view of their matrimonial prospects the office would read it in his eye and tremble, because, they said, he was sure to have somebody for breakfast. However, that morning he did not eat the renegade, but, if I may be allowed to carry on the metaphor, chewed him up very small, so to speak, and--ah! ejected him again. 'Thus in a very few moments I saw his monstrous bulk descend in haste and stand still on the outer steps. He had stopped close to me for the purpose of profound meditation: his large purple cheeks quivered. He was biting his thumb, and after a while noticed me with a sidelong vexed look. The other three chaps that had landed with him made a little group waiting at some distance. There was a sallow-faced, mean little chap with his arm in a sling, and a long individual in a blue flannel coat, as dry as a chip and no stouter than a broomstick, with drooping grey moustaches, who looked about him with an air

Korean broomstick: 빗자루. bullock: 불깐소, 황소, 불깐 소. chaps: 카우보이의 가죽바지. chewed: 난처한, 걱정하는, 고민하는. drooping: 눈을 내리깐, 늘어진, 풀이 죽은. flannel: 플란넬, 모직 속옷, 융의 일종, 플란넬제 의류, 플란넬로 만든, 플란넬제 걸레, 플란넬제 타월, 플란넬제 헝겊, 허튼소리, 플란넬 제품.

matrimonial: 결혼의, 부부의. 돌을 쏨, 걸빵. monstrous: 거대한, 기괴한, 괴물같은, snort: 콧김, 씨근거리, 배기음, 콧김을 극악 무도한, 어처구니 없는, 괴이한, 뿜다, 씩씩 소리내다, 스노클, 소방용 대단히. 수압 기중기, 소량, 씩씩거리며 obedient: 순종하는, 유순한, 말하다, 잠수용 플라스틱 관, 증기를 고분고분한. 뿜다. sidelong: 옆의, 비스듬한, 곁에, tremble: 진동, 흔들리다, 조바심하다, 옆으로. 전율하다, 떨하다, 떨림, sling: 매다는 사슬, 매달다, 삼각 붕대, 전전긍긍하다, 전율, 떨다, 떨게 하다. 투석기로 던지다, 멜빵, 메달아 vexed: 안절부절 못하는, 곤란한, 마음 올리다, 투석, 투석기, 투석기로 쏘다, 아픈, 성난, 머리를 이프게 하는.

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of %jaunty imbecility. The third was an upstanding, broad-shouldered youth, with his hands in his pockets, turning his back on the other two who appeared to be talking together earnestly. He stared across the empty Esplanade. A ramshackle gharry, all dust and venetian blinds, pulled up short opposite the group, and the driver, throwing up his right foot over his knee, gave himself up to the critical examination of his toes. The young chap, making no movement, not even stirring his head, just stared into the sunshine. This was my first view of Jim. He looked as unconcerned and unapproachable as only the young can look. There he stood, clean-limbed, clean-faced, firm on his feet, as promising a boy as the sun ever shone on; and, looking at him, knowing all he knew and a little more too, I was as angry as though I had detected him trying to get something out of me by false pretences. He had no business to look so sound. I thought to myself--well, if this sort can go wrong like that . . . and I felt as though I could fling down my hat and dance on it from sheer mortification, as I once saw the skipper of an Italian barque do because his duffer of a mate got into a mess with his anchors when making a flying moor in a roadstead full of ships. I asked myself, seeing him there apparently so much at ease--is he silly? is he callous? He seemed ready to start whistling a tune. And note, I did not care a rap about the behaviour of the other two. Their persons somehow fitted the tale that was public property, and was going to be the subject of an official inquiry. "That old mad rogue upstairs called me a hound," said the captain of the Patna. I can't tell whether he recognised me--I rather think he did; but at any rate our glances met. He glared--I smiled; hound was the very mildest epithet that had reached me through the open window. "Did he?" I said from some strange inability to hold my tongue. He nodded, bit his thumb again, swore under his breath: then lifting his head and looking at me with sullen and passionate impudence--"Bah! the Pacific is big, my friendt. You damned Englishmen can do your worst; I know where there's plenty room for a man like me: I am well aguaindt in Apia, in Honolulu, in . . ." He paused reflectively, while without effort I could depict to myself the sort of people he was "aguaindt" with in those places. I won't make a secret of it that I had been "aguaindt" with not a few of that sort myself. There are times when a man must act as though life were equally sweet in any company.

Korean barque: 나무껍질, 배, 바크배, 피부, 키나나무껍질, 탠껍질. callous: 무감각한, 냉담한, 굳히다, 굳어진, 못이 박힌, 무정한, 굳어지다, 못박힌, 무감각하게 하다, 무정하게, 예사인. clean-limbed: 팔다리의 균형이 잘 잡힌, 날씬한. depict: 묘사하다, 서술하다. duffer: 가짜, 바보, 병신, 사기꾼. epithet: 별명, 통칭, 형용사, 형용

어구. 체제 따위 금방이라도 무너질 것 gharry: 마차. 같은, 금방이라도 무너질 것 같은, 집 imbecility: 저능, 우둔함, 바보짓, 따위 금방이라도 무너질 것 같은. 어리석은 언동, 어리석은말. unapproachable: 접근하기 어려운, mortification: 굴욕, 고행, 금욕, 탈저, 쌀쌀한, 따르기 어려운, 비길바 없는. 억울함, 회저, 분함, 억울한 일. unconcerned: 태연한, 무관한, 관계가 myself: 나 자신, 내자신, 자기. 없는, 관심을 가지지 않는, 개의하지 ramshackle: 도덕의식이 낮은, 넘어질 않는, 무사 태평한, 개의치 않는, 듯한, 덜컥거리는, 쓰러질듯한, 흥미을 가지지 않는. 아무렇게나 만든, 일정한 주견이 upstanding: 훌륭한, 직립한, 곧추선, 없는, 흔들거리는, 흔들흔들하는, 똑바로 선.

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I've known such a time, and, what's more, I shan't now pretend to pull a long face over my necessity, because a good many of that bad company from want of moral--moral--what shall I say?--posture, or from some other equally profound cause, were twice as instructive and twenty times more amusing than the usual respectable thief of commerce you fellows ask to sit at your table without any real necessity--from habit, from cowardice, from good-nature, from a hundred sneaking and inadequate reasons.% ' "You Englishmen are all rogues," went on my patriotic Flensborg or Stettin Australian. I really don't recollect now what decent little port on the shores of the Baltic was defiled by being the nest of that precious bird. "What are you to shout? Eh? You tell me? You no better than other people, and that old rogue he make Gottam fuss with me." His thick carcass trembled on its legs that were like a pair of pillars; it trembled from head to foot. "That's what you English always make-make a tam' fuss--for any little thing, because I was not born in your tam' country. Take away my certificate. Take it. I don't want the certificate. A man like me don't want your verfluchte certificate. I shpit on it." He spat. "I vill an Amerigan citizen begome," he cried, fretting and fuming and shuffling his feet as if to free his ankles from some invisible and mysterious grasp that would not let him get away from that spot. He made himself so warm that the top of his bullet head positively smoked. Nothing mysterious prevented me from going away: curiosity is the most obvious of sentiments, and it held me there to see the effect of a full information upon that young fellow who, hands in pockets, and turning his back upon the sidewalk, gazed across the grass-plots of the Esplanade at the yellow portico of the Malabar Hotel with the air of a man about to go for a walk as soon as his friend is ready. That's how he looked, and it was odious. I waited to see him overwhelmed, confounded, pierced through and through, squirming like an impaled beetle--and I was half afraid to see it too--if you understand what I mean. Nothing more awful than to watch a man who has been found out, not in a crime but in a more than criminal weakness. The commonest sort of fortitude prevents us from becoming criminals in a legal sense; it is from weakness unknown, but perhaps suspected, as in some parts of the world you suspect a deadly snake in every bush--from weakness that may lie hidden, watched or

Korean amusing: 우스운, 재미나는, 재미있는, 즐거운, 우스움, 즐거움. bullet: 소총탄, 작은 공, 굵은 가운뎃점. carcass: 짐승의 시체, 형해, 시체, 뼈대. cowardice: 겁, 비겁, 소심. fortitude: 용기, 꿋꿋함, 불굴의 정신, 불굴의정신. instructive: 교육적인, 유익한, 교훈적인.

patriotic: 애국의, 애국심이 강한. portico: 주량 현관, 포르티코. rogue: 장난꾸러기, 개구쟁이, 악한, 악당, 부랑자, 개주쟁이, 녀석, 무리에서 따로 떨어진 동물, 불한당, 장난 꾸러기, 야생 동물이 무리에서 떨어져나와 광포한. sidewalk: 인도, 보도. smoked: 훈제의, 유연으로 그을린, 그을린, 훈제한. snake: 뱀, 뒤틀다, 꿈틀거리다,

꿈틀꿈틀 움직이다, 음흉한 사람, 잡아 끌다, 말 살며시 가벼리다, 말 없이 가벼리다, 묶다, 뱀 같은 인간, 와이어로 하수관을 청소하다. sneaking: 비열한, 슬금슬금하는, 살금살금 걷는, 비밀의. spat: 가벼운 싸움, 가볍게 때림, 후두두 뿌리다, 승강이질, 조개의 알, 승강이질하다, 굵은 빗방울, 스팻, 말다툼, 말다툼하다, 굴의 알. thief: 도둑.

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unwatched, %prayed against or manfully scorned, repressed or maybe ignored more than half a lifetime, not one of us is safe. We are snared into doing things for which we get called names, and things for which we get hanged, and yet the spirit may well survive--survive the condemnation, survive the halter, by Jove! And there are things--they look small enough sometimes too--by which some of us are totally and completely undone. I watched the youngster there. I liked his appearance; I knew his appearance; he came from the right place; he was one of us. He stood there for all the parentage of his kind, for men and women by no means clever or amusing, but whose very existence is based upon honest faith, and upon the instinct of courage. I don't mean military courage, or civil courage, or any special kind of courage. I mean just that inborn ability to look temptations straight in the face--a readiness unintellectual enough, goodness knows, but without pose--a power of resistance, don't you see, ungracious if you like, but priceless--an unthinking and blessed stiffness before the outward and inward terrors, before the might of nature and the seductive corruption of men--backed by a faith invulnerable to the strength of facts, to the contagion of example, to the solicitation of ideas. Hang ideas! They are tramps, vagabonds, knocking at the back-door of your mind, each taking a little of your substance, each carrying away some crumb of that belief in a few simple notions you must cling to if you want to live decently and would like to die easy! 'This has nothing to do with Jim, directly; only he was outwardly so typical of that good, stupid kind we like to feel marching right and left of us in life, of the kind that is not disturbed by the vagaries of intelligence and the perversions of--of nerves, let us say. He was the kind of fellow you would, on the strength of his looks, leave in charge of the deck--figuratively and professionally speaking. I say I would, and I ought to know. Haven't I turned out youngsters enough in my time, for the service of the Red Rag, to the craft of the sea, to the craft whose whole secret could be expressed in one short sentence, and yet must be driven afresh every day into young heads till it becomes the component part of every waking thought--till it is present in every dream of their young sleep! The sea has been good to me, but when I remember all these boys that passed through my hands, some grown up now and some drowned by this time, but all good stuff

Korean afresh: 새로이, 다시 한 번. back-door: 뒷구멍의, 뒷문의, 부정한, 비밀의, 정규가 아닌. contagion: 전염병, 전염력, 감염, 감화력, 나쁜 감화, 접촉전염, 폐풍, 접촉 전염. crumb: 빵부스러기, 조금, 작은조각, 소량, 빵가루를 묻히다, 빵 부스러기, 빵부스러기를 치우다, 부스러뜨리다, 근소, 빵의 속, 이. halter: 고삐, 교수, 여자용 운동 셔츠,

교수용 밧줄. inborn: 타고난, 천부의, 선천적인. invulnerable: 상처를 입힐 수 없는, 죽지 않는, 상하게 할수 없는, 이겨낼수 없는, 반박할수 없는, 반박할 수 없는, 공격에 견디는. manfully: 단호한, 씩씩한, 남자다운. outwardly: 외견상, 표면상, 외면상은, 밖으로 향하여, 외면에, 밖을 향하여, 외부에 대하여, 바깥쪽에, 외부적으로.

parentage: 가문, 혈통, 태생, 부모임. repressed: 억압된. solicitation: 간원, 유혹, 간청, 교사, 권유, 귀찮게 졸라댐, 손님끌기, 애걸복걸, 유도, 증회 유치. undone: 풀어진, 파멸한, 하지않은 미완성의, 하지 않은, 푼, 영락한. ungracious: 무례한, 예절없는, 공손하지 않은. unthinking: 부주의한, 생각없는, 사고력이 없는.

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for%the sea, I don't think I have done badly by it either. Were I to go home tomorrow, I bet that before two days passed over my head some sunburnt young chief mate would overtake me at some dock gateway or other, and a fresh deep voice speaking above my hat would ask: "Don't you remember me, sir? Why! little So-and-so. Such and such a ship. It was my first voyage." And I would remember a bewildered little shaver, no higher than the back of this chair, with a mother and perhaps a big sister on the quay, very quiet but too upset to wave their handkerchiefs at the ship that glides out gently between the pier-heads; or perhaps some decent middle-aged father who had come early with his boy to see him off, and stays all the morning, because he is interested in the windlass apparently, and stays too long, and has got to scramble ashore at last with no time at all to say good-bye. The mud pilot on the poop sings out to me in a drawl, "Hold her with the check line for a moment, Mister Mate. There's a gentleman wants to get ashore. . . . Up with you, sir. Nearly got carried off to Talcahuano, didn't you? Now's your time; easy does it. . . . All right. Slack away again forward there." The tugs, smoking like the pit of perdition, get hold and churn the old river into fury; the gentleman ashore is dusting his knees--the benevolent steward has shied his umbrella after him. All very proper. He has offered his bit of sacrifice to the sea, and now he may go home pretending he thinks nothing of it; and the little willing victim shall be very sea-sick before next morning. By-and-by, when he has learned all the little mysteries and the one great secret of the craft, he shall be fit to live or die as the sea may decree; and the man who had taken a hand in this fool game, in which the sea wins every toss, will be pleased to have his back slapped by a heavy young hand, and to hear a cheery sea-puppy voice: "Do you remember me, sir? The little So-and-so." 'I tell you this is good; it tells you that once in your life at least you had gone the right way to work. I have been thus slapped, and I have winced, for the slap was heavy, and I have glowed all day long and gone to bed feeling less lonely in the world by virtue of that hearty thump. Don't I remember the little So-and-so's! I tell you I ought to know the right kind of looks. I would have trusted the deck to that youngster on the strength of a single glance, and gone to sleep with both eyes--and, by Jove! it wouldn't have been safe. There are depths of horror in that

Korean cheery: 기분 좋은, 원기있는, 명랑한. 살포. churn: 교유기, 일게 하다, 휘젓다, good-bye: 안녕, 안녕히 가세요, 불필요한 절차를 밟게 하다, 휘저어 안녕히 가십시오, 안녕히 계십시오. 버터를 만들다, 우왕좌왕하다, 버터 hearty: 친절한, 튼튼한, 제조기, 대형우유 깡통, 교유기를 마음으로부터의, 배부른, 풍부한, 돌리다, 거품지며 물가에 부딪치다, 열심인, 원기왕성한 사람, 충분한, 거품일다. 친구, 마음속으로부터의, 활기찬. drawl: 느린말투, 느릿느릿 말하다, poop: 고물-고물을 치다, 바보, 하찮은 느릿느릿말하다, 느리게 말하다, 느린 자, 피로하게 하다, 지쳐빠지다, 지쳐 말투. 빠지게 하다, 의 고물을 치다, 원래 dusting: 청소, 구타, 먼지 털기, 가루 고물, 남을 지쳐 빠지게 하다, 기계

따위가 움직이지 않다, 고물. shaver: 이발사, 사기꾼, 꼬마, 대패질하는 사람, 면도기구, 풋내기, 깎는 도구, 깎는 사람, 고리 대금업자, 깎는사람, 전기 면도기. slack: 느린, 늦추다, 늘어진, 침체된, 분탄, 느즈러진 곳, 느즈러진, 느슨한, 좋지 못한, 약해지다, 슬랙스. windlass: 윈치, 자아틀, 권양기, 권양기로 감아 올리다. youngster: 어린이, 젊은이, 특히 소년.

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thought. He looked as genuine as a new sovereign, but there was some infernal alloy in his metal. How much? The least thing--the least drop of something rare and accursed; the least drop!--but he made you--standing there with his don'tcare-hang air--he made you wonder whether perchance he were nothing more rare than brass.% 'I couldn't believe it. I tell you I wanted to see him squirm for the honour of the craft. The other two no-account chaps spotted their captain, and began to move slowly towards us. They chatted together as they strolled, and I did not care any more than if they had not been visible to the naked eye. They grinned at each other--might have been exchanging jokes, for all I know. I saw that with one of them it was a case of a broken arm; and as to the long individual with grey moustaches he was the chief engineer, and in various ways a pretty notorious personality. They were nobodies. They approached. The skipper gazed in an inanimate way between his feet: he seemed to be swollen to an unnatural size by some awful disease, by the mysterious action of an unknown poison. He lifted his head, saw the two before him waiting, opened his mouth with an extraordinary, sneering contortion of his puffed face--to speak to them, I suppose--and then a thought seemed to strike him. His thick, purplish lips came together without a sound, he went off in a resolute waddle to the gharry and began to jerk at the door-handle with such a blind brutality of impatience that I expected to see the whole concern overturned on its side, pony and all. The driver, shaken out of his meditation over the sole of his foot, displayed at once all the signs of intense terror, and held with both hands, looking round from his box at this vast carcass forcing its way into his conveyance. The little machine shook and rocked tumultuously, and the crimson nape of that lowered neck, the size of those straining thighs, the immense heaving of that dingy, striped green-andorange back, the whole burrowing effort of that gaudy and sordid mass, troubled one's sense of probability with a droll and fearsome effect, like one of those grotesque and distinct visions that scare and fascinate one in a fever. He disappeared. I half expected the roof to split in two, the little box on wheels to burst open in the manner of a ripe cotton-pod--but it only sank with a click of flattened springs, and suddenly one venetian blind rattled down. His shoulders

Korean accursed: 저주받은, 지겨운, 저주할. contortion: 찡그림, 비틀기, 기형, 뒤틀림, 왜곡, 일그러짐기괴한 모양, 찌푸림, 비꼼. dingy: 지저분한, 거무스름한, 그을은, 더러운, 거무죽죽한, 평판이 나쁜. droll: 익살스러운, 익살떨다, 익살꾸러기. fascinate: 매혹하다, 눈독들이다, 움츠러지게 하다, 노려보다. gaudy: 야한, 값싸고 번지르르한,

교우대회, 번쩍번쩍 빛나는, 화려한, 향연, 지나치게 장식한, 저속한. inanimate: 생명없는, 생명이 없는, 활기가 없는. nape: 목덜미. perchance: 아마, 우연히, 어쩌면. puffed: 숨이 차서, 부푼, 헐떡이고, 사람이 숨이 차서, 우쭐한, 부풀은. purplish: 자줏빛을 띤, 자주빛을 띤, 자주빛의. resolute: 단호한, 굳게 결심한, 의연한,

불굴의, 할 결의인, 굳은결의의. squirm: 꿈틀거리다, 몸부림치다, 어색해 하다, 머뭇거리다, 꿈틀거리기, 어색해하기, 어색해함. tumultuously: 시끄럽게, 동요되게. waddle: 힘차게 일에 착수하다, 어기죽 걸음, 어기죽 어기죽 걷다, 걸어서건너다, 그 걸음걸이, 상대를 맹렬히 공격하다, 간섭하다, 도섭, 뒤뚱 걸음, 뒤뚱뒤뚱 걷다, 어기적어기적 걷다.

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reappeared, %jammed in the small opening; his head hung out, distended and tossing like a captive balloon, perspiring, furious, spluttering. He reached for the gharry-wallah with vicious flourishes of a fist as dumpy and red as a lump of raw meat. He roared at him to be off, to go on. Where? Into the Pacific, perhaps. The driver lashed; the pony snorted, reared once, and darted off at a gallop. Where? To Apia? To Honolulu? He had 6000 miles of tropical belt to disport himself in, and I did not hear the precise address. A snorting pony snatched him into "Ewigkeit" in the twinkling of an eye, and I never saw him again; and, what's more, I don't know of anybody that ever had a glimpse of him after he departed from my knowledge sitting inside a ramshackle little gharry that fled round the corner in a white smother of dust. He departed, disappeared, vanished, absconded; and absurdly enough it looked as though he had taken that gharry with him, for never again did I come across a sorrel pony with a slit ear and a lackadaisical Tamil driver afflicted by a sore foot. The Pacific is indeed big; but whether he found a place for a display of his talents in it or not, the fact remains he had flown into space like a witch on a broomstick. The little chap with his arm in a sling started to run after the carriage, bleating, "Captain! I say, Captain! I sa-a-ay!"--but after a few steps stopped short, hung his head, and walked back slowly. At the sharp rattle of the wheels the young fellow spun round where he stood. He made no other movement, no gesture, no sign, and remained facing in the new direction after the gharry had swung out of sight. 'All this happened in much less time than it takes to tell, since I am trying to interpret for you into slow speech the instantaneous effect of visual impressions. Next moment the half-caste clerk, sent by Archie to look a little after the poor castaways of the Patna, came upon the scene. He ran out eager and bareheaded, looking right and left, and very full of his mission. It was doomed to be a failure as far as the principal person was concerned, but he approached the others with fussy importance, and, almost immediately, found himself involved in a violent altercation with the chap that carried his arm in a sling, and who turned out to be extremely anxious for a row. He wasn't going to be ordered about--"not he, b'gosh." He wouldn't be terrified with a pack of lies by a cocky half-bred little quill-driver. He was not going to be bullied by "no object of that sort," if the story

Korean absurdly: 불합리하게, 엉터리로. afflicted: 괴로워하는, 고민하는. altercation: 언쟁, 격론, 논쟁. bareheaded: 맨손의. bleating: 울음소리, 우는 소리. captive: 포로, 포로의, 모회사에 전속된, 매혹된, 사로잡힌 상태, 포로가된, 잡힌 사람, 사로잡힌, 빠진 사람, 감금, 넋이 빠진. cocky: 건방진, 소농, 시건방진, 잘난체하는, 잘난 체하는.

disport: 놀이, 놀다, 즐거움, 즐겁게 하다, 즐겁게 하다-즐거움, 흥겹게 놀다, 장난하다. doomed: 운이 다한, 불운한. dumpy: 땅딸막한, 울적한, 뚱한. fussy: 까다로운, 야단법석하는, 세심한 주의를 요하는, 성가신, 법석거리는, 너무 꾸며댄, 귀찮은. half-bred: 잡종의, 혼혈의. lackadaisical: 감상적인, 생각에 잠긴, 고민하는 듯한.

lashed: 속눈썹이 있는, 속눈썹이 ...한. smother: 묵살하다, 찜으로 하다, 자욱한 연기, 야단법석, 쉬쉬하다, 퍼붓다, 묻다, 대혼란, 눌러 참다, 끄다, 질식 시키다. sorrel: 밤색, 수영, 구렁 말, 참소리쟁이, 팽이밥류, 밤색의. twinkling: 경쾌한, 어른거림, 반짝반짝 빛나는, 반짝임, 번득이는, 순간, 번쩍거리는, 번드거임, 반짝거리는, 깜ㅃ가임, 깜빡임.

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were true "ever so"! He bawled his wish, his desire, his determination to go to bed. "If you weren't a God-forsaken Portuguee," I heard him yell, "you would know that the hospital is the right place for me." He pushed the fist of his sound arm under the other's nose; a crowd began to collect; the half-caste, flustered, but doing his best to appear dignified, tried to explain his intentions. I went away without waiting to see the end.% 'But it so happened that I had a man in the hospital at the time, and going there to see about him the day before the opening of the Inquiry, I saw in the white men's ward that little chap tossing on his back, with his arm in splints, and quite light-headed. To my great surprise the other one, the long individual with drooping white moustache, had also found his way there. I remembered I had seen him slinking away during the quarrel, in a half prance, half shuffle, and trying very hard not to look scared. He was no stranger to the port, it seems, and in his distress was able to make tracks straight for Mariani's billiard-room and grog-shop near the bazaar. That unspeakable vagabond, Mariani, who had known the man and had ministered to his vices in one or two other places, kissed the ground, in a manner of speaking, before him, and shut him up with a supply of bottles in an upstairs room of his infamous hovel. It appears he was under some hazy apprehension as to his personal safety, and wished to be concealed. However, Mariani told me a long time after (when he came on board one day to dun my steward for the price of some cigars) that he would have done more for him without asking any questions, from gratitude for some unholy favour received very many years ago--as far as I could make out. He thumped twice his brawny chest, rolled enormous black-and-white eyes glistening with tears: "Antonio never forget--Antonio never forget!" What was the precise nature of the immoral obligation I never learned, but be it what it may, he had every facility given him to remain under lock and key, with a chair, a table, a mattress in a corner, and a litter of fallen plaster on the floor, in an irrational state of funk, and keeping up his pecker with such tonics as Mariani dispensed. This lasted till the evening of the third day, when, after letting out a few horrible screams, he found himself compelled to seek safety in flight from a legion of centipedes. He burst the door open, made one leap for dear life down the crazy little stairway, landed

Korean bazaar: 시장, 특매장, 바자, 백화점, 상점가, 잡화점, 자선시, 저자거리. brawny: 근골이 억센, 강건한, 근골이 늠름한, 센, 억센, 튼튼한. funk: 공황, 겁내다, 펑키 재즈, 연기를 내뿜다, 악취, 무서움, 고약한 냄새, 겁쟁이, 공포, 겁장이, 연기가 나다. glistening: 반짝이면서. hovel: 오두막집, 광, 헛간, 오두막집에 넣다. immoral: 부도덕한, 품행이 나쁜,

음란한, 외설한, 도덕에 어긋나는. light-headed: 머리가 핑핑 도는. moustache: 코밑수염, 콧수염, 수염. pecker: 곡괭이, 원기, 딱따구리, 용기, 쪼는 새, 부리. prance: 도약, 뻐기며 걷다, 말을 껑충껑충 뛰게 하여 나아가다, 뛰어 돌아 다니다, 뒷다리로 뛰다, 말을 껑충거리며 나아가게 하다, 껑충거리며 나아가게 하다, 뒷다리로 껑충거리며 나아가다, 말이 뒷다리로

껑충거리며 나아가다. stairway: 계단, 충계. unholy: 사악한, 신성치 않은, 무서운, 신성하지 않은, 신앙심 없는. unspeakable: 이루말할수없는, 심한, 언어도단의, 형언하기 어려운, 말하기 싫은, 입에 담기도 싫은. vagabond: 방랑자, 방랑하는, 떠도는, 불량배, 변변찮은, 방랑성의, 부랑자, 행로가 일정치 않은, 유랑자, 부랑성의, 부랑성벽의.

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bodily %on Mariani's stomach, picked himself up, and bolted like a rabbit into the streets. The police plucked him off a garbage-heap in the early morning. At first he had a notion they were carrying him off to be hanged, and fought for liberty like a hero, but when I sat down by his bed he had been very quiet for two days. His lean bronzed head, with white moustaches, looked fine and calm on the pillow, like the head of a war-worn soldier with a child-like soul, had it not been for a hint of spectral alarm that lurked in the blank glitter of his glance, resembling a nondescript form of a terror crouching silently behind a pane of glass. He was so extremely calm, that I began to indulge in the eccentric hope of hearing something explanatory of the famous affair from his point of view. Why I longed to go grubbing into the deplorable details of an occurrence which, after all, concerned me no more than as a member of an obscure body of men held together by a community of inglorious toil and by fidelity to a certain standard of conduct, I can't explain. You may call it an unhealthy curiosity if you like; but I have a distinct notion I wished to find something. Perhaps, unconsciously, I hoped I would find that something, some profound and redeeming cause, some merciful explanation, some convincing shadow of an excuse. I see well enough now that I hoped for the impossible--for the laying of what is the most obstinate ghost of man's creation, of the uneasy doubt uprising like a mist, secret and gnawing like a worm, and more chilling than the certitude of death--the doubt of the sovereign power enthroned in a fixed standard of conduct. It is the hardest thing to stumble against; it is the thing that breeds yelling panics and good little quiet villainies; it's the true shadow of calamity. Did I believe in a miracle? and why did I desire it so ardently? Was it for my own sake that I wished to find some shadow of an excuse for that young fellow whom I had never seen before, but whose appearance alone added a touch of personal concern to the thoughts suggested by the knowledge of his weakness--made it a thing of mystery and terror--like a hint of a destructive fate ready for us all whose youth--in its day-had resembled his youth? I fear that such was the secret motive of my prying. I was, and no mistake, looking for a miracle. The only thing that at this distance of time strikes me as miraculous is the extent of my imbecility. I positively hoped to obtain from that battered and shady invalid some exorcism against the ghost of

Korean ardently: 열렬히, 열심히, 불타게. bronzed: 청동빛으로 만든. calamity: 재난, 참화, 불행, 비참. chilling: 냉담한, 쌀쌀한, 으슬으슬한, 한기가 스미는. convincing: 납득이가는, 설득력 있는. exorcism: 액막이, 귀신 쫓아 내기. glitter: 반짝반짝 빛나다, 반짝임, 광채, 화려, 반짝거림. gnawing: 쏠기, 갉기, 쏘는, 괴롭히는, 부단한 고통, 근임없는 고통, 갉는,

가책 갉아먹는, 에일 듯한, 에는 듯한. inglorious: 불명예스러운, 창피한, 수치스러운, 무명의, 면목없는, 이름도없는, 불명예, 이름도 없는. merciful: 자비로운. nondescript: 막연한, 특징이 없는, 정체모를, 정체를 알수 없는 사람, 정체를 알수 없는, 정체 모를 것, 정체를 알 수 없는, 정체 모를 사람. obstinate: 완고한, 완강한, 난치의, 고집센, 병이 난치의.

pane: 창유리, 구역, 에 창유리를 끼우다, 창, 창유리의 한 장. redeeming: 벌충하는, 명예회복의, 보충하는. spectral: 스펙트럼의, 허깨비의, 유령의, 유령 같은. stumble: 말을 더듬다, 실책, 비틀거림, 비틀거리게 하다, 망설이다, 실수, 더듬거리다, 마주치다, 헛딛어 곱드러지다, 망설이게 하다, 비틀거리다.

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doubt. I must have been pretty desperate too, for, without loss of time, after a few indifferent and friendly sentences which he answered with languid readiness, just as any decent sick man would do, I produced the word Patna wrapped up in a delicate question as in a wisp of floss silk. I was delicate selfishly; I did not want to startle him; I had no solicitude for him; I was not furious with him and sorry for him: his experience was of no importance, his redemption would have had no point for me. He had grown old in minor iniquities, and could no longer inspire aversion or pity. He repeated Patna? interrogatively, seemed to make a short effort of memory, and said: "Quite right. I am an old stager out here. I saw her go down." I made ready to vent my indignation at such a stupid lie, when he added smoothly, "She was full of reptiles."% 'This made me pause. What did he mean? The unsteady phantom of terror behind his glassy eyes seemed to stand still and look into mine wistfully. "They turned me out of my bunk in the middle watch to look at her sinking," he pursued in a reflective tone. His voice sounded alarmingly strong all at once. I was sorry for my folly. There was no snowy-winged coif of a nursing sister to be seen flitting in the perspective of the ward; but away in the middle of a long row of empty iron bedsteads an accident case from some ship in the Roads sat up brown and gaunt with a white bandage set rakishly on the forehead. Suddenly my interesting invalid shot out an arm thin like a tentacle and clawed my shoulder. "Only my eyes were good enough to see. I am famous for my eyesight. That's why they called me, I expect. None of them was quick enough to see her go, but they saw that she was gone right enough, and sang out together--like this." . . . A wolfish howl searched the very recesses of my soul. "Oh! make 'im dry up," whined the accident case irritably. "You don't believe me, I suppose," went on the other, with an air of ineffable conceit. "I tell you there are no such eyes as mine this side of the Persian Gulf. Look under the bed." 'Of course I stooped instantly. I defy anybody not to have done so. "What can you see?" he asked. "Nothing," I said, feeling awfully ashamed of myself. He scrutinised my face with wild and withering contempt. "Just so," he said, "but if I

Korean aversion: 혐오, 반감, 싫은 것, 싫은 사람. clawed: 발톱을 가진. coif: 두건, 흰 직모, 머리 장식, 조발형. conceit: 기발한 착상, 자부심, 자만, 호의, 생각하다, 착상, 호감, 이 마음에 들다, 독단, 자부, 우쭐대다. eyesight: 시력, 시각, 시야. flitting: 훨훨 나는, 이사. floss: 풀솜, 삶은 명주실, 괴깔, 플로스, 풀솜 모양의 것.

howl: 멀리서 짖다, 울부짖으며 말하다, 윙윙 휘몰아 치다, 짖다, 짖음, 큰 소리를 내다, 호통쳐서 침묵시키다, 멀리서 짖는 소리, 악을 쓰며 말하다. ineffable: 말로 표현할 수 없는, 말해서는 안될. selfishly: 이기적으로, 자기본위로, 자기 본위로. solicitude: 갈망, 걱정거리, 걱정, 열망, 근심.

startle: 놀람, 깜짝 놀라게 하다, 깜작놀라다, 펄쩍 뛸 만한 놀람, 펄쩍 뛰게 하다. unsteady: 불안정한, 미덥지 못한, 변하기쉬운, 소행이 나쁜, 변하기 쉬운, 불안정하게 하다, 행실이 단정치 못한, 몸가짐이 단정치 못한. wistfully: 바라는 듯이. withering: 시들게 하는, 위축시키는. wolfish: 이리같은, 잔인한, 탐욕스런, 이리 같은.

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were %to look I could see--there's no eyes like mine, I tell you." Again he clawed, pulling at me downwards in his eagerness to relieve himself by a confidential communication. "Millions of pink toads. There's no eyes like mine. Millions of pink toads. It's worse than seeing a ship sink. I could look at sinking ships and smoke my pipe all day long. Why don't they give me back my pipe? I would get a smoke while I watched these toads. The ship was full of them. They've got to be watched, you know." He winked facetiously. The perspiration dripped on him off my head, my drill coat clung to my wet back: the afternoon breeze swept impetuously over the row of bedsteads, the stiff folds of curtains stirred perpendicularly, rattling on brass rods, the covers of empty beds blew about noiselessly near the bare floor all along the line, and I shivered to the very marrow. The soft wind of the tropics played in that naked ward as bleak as a winter's gale in an old barn at home. "Don't you let him start his hollering, mister," hailed from afar the accident case in a distressed angry shout that came ringing between the walls like a quavering call down a tunnel. The clawing hand hauled at my shoulder; he leered at me knowingly. "The ship was full of them, you know, and we had to clear out on the strict Q.T.," he whispered with extreme rapidity. "All pink. All pink--as big as mastiffs, with an eye on the top of the head and claws all round their ugly mouths. Ough! Ough!" Quick jerks as of galvanic shocks disclosed under the flat coverlet the outlines of meagre and agitated legs; he let go my shoulder and reached after something in the air; his body trembled tensely like a released harp-string; and while I looked down, the spectral horror in him broke through his glassy gaze. Instantly his face of an old soldier, with its noble and calm outlines, became decomposed before my eyes by the corruption of stealthy cunning, of an abominable caution and of desperate fear. He restrained a cry-- "Ssh! what are they doing now down there?" he asked, pointing to the floor with fantastic precautions of voice and gesture, whose meaning, borne upon my mind in a lurid flash, made me very sick of my cleverness. "They are all asleep," I answered, watching him narrowly. That was it. That's what he wanted to hear; these were the exact words that could calm him. He drew a long breath. "Ssh! Quiet, steady. I am an old stager out here. I know them brutes. Bash in the head of the first that stirs. There's too many of

Korean abominable: 지독한, 싫은, 지겹게, 지겨운, 지긋지긋한, 참으로 싫은. afar: 멀리, 원방에서, 원방에. bash: 일격, 일격을 가하다, 후려갈기다, 후려갈김, 세게 때리다, 세게 때림. cleverness: 교묘, 영리, 영리함, 솝씨 있음, 솜씨 좋음, 빈틈 없음, 민첩. coverlet: 침대보, 침대커버, 침대 덮개, 덮개. cry-: 한랭, 냉동의 뜻.

eagerness: 열의, 열망, 열심. facetiously: 우습게, 익살맞게, 농담조로. galvanic: 경련적인, 동전기의, 깜짝 놀라게하는, 깜짝놀라게하는, 갈바니 전기의, 직류 전기의. impetuously: 맹렬한, 성급한, 격렬한. lurid: 창백한, 무시무시한, 무서운, 섬쩍지근하게붉은, 구름 따위 불타 오르듯이 붉은, 불타 오르듯이 붉은, 어쩐지 기분 나쁜, 전광 따위 불타

오르듯이 붉은, 풍경 따위 불타 오르듯이 붉은, 하늘 따위 불타 오르듯이 붉은. perpendicularly: 수직으로. perspiration: 땀, 발한 작용, 발한작용, 발한. quavering: 떨리는. rapidity: 속도, 급속, 민첩, 신속. stealthy: 몰래 한, 비밀의, 남의 눈을 피하는. tensely: 긴장하여, 팽팽하게, 팽팽히.

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them, %and she won't swim more than ten minutes." He panted again. "Hurry up," he yelled suddenly, and went on in a steady scream: "They are all awake-millions of them. They are trampling on me! Wait! Oh, wait! I'll smash them in heaps like flies. Wait for me! Help! H-e-elp!" An interminable and sustained howl completed my discomfiture. I saw in the distance the accident case raise deplorably both his hands to his bandaged head; a dresser, aproned to the chin showed himself in the vista of the ward, as if seen in the small end of a telescope. I confessed myself fairly routed, and without more ado, stepping out through one of the long windows, escaped into the outside gallery. The howl pursued me like a vengeance. I turned into a deserted landing, and suddenly all became very still and quiet around me, and I descended the bare and shiny staircase in a silence that enabled me to compose my distracted thoughts. Down below I met one of the resident surgeons who was crossing the courtyard and stopped me. "Been to see your man, Captain? I think we may let him go to-morrow. These fools have no notion of taking care of themselves, though. I say, we've got the chief engineer of that pilgrim ship here. A curious case. D.T.'s of the worst kind. He has been drinking hard in that Greek's or Italian's grog-shop for three days. What can you expect? Four bottles of that kind of brandy a day, I am told. Wonderful, if true. Sheeted with boiler-iron inside I should think. The head, ah! the head, of course, gone, but the curious part is there's some sort of method in his raving. I am trying to find out. Most unusual--that thread of logic in such a delirium. Traditionally he ought to see snakes, but he doesn't. Good old tradition's at a discount nowadays. Eh! His--er--visions are batrachian. Ha! ha! No, seriously, I never remember being so interested in a case of jim-jams before. He ought to be dead, don't you know, after such a festive experiment. Oh! he is a tough object. Four-and-twenty years of the tropics too. You ought really to take a peep at him. Noble-looking old boozer. Most extraordinary man I ever met-medically, of course. Won't you?" 'I have been all along exhibiting the usual polite signs of interest, but now assuming an air of regret I murmured of want of time, and shook hands in a hurry. "I say," he cried after me; "he can't attend that inquiry. Is his evidence material, you think?"

Korean ado: 소동, 법석, 야단 법석. batrachian: 꼬리업는 양서루의 동물, 양서류. boozer: 술꾼, 술집. compose: 짓다, 구성하다, 조립하다, 조정하다, 작곡하다, 식자하다, 안치하다, 작문하다, 짜맞추다, 가다듬다, 쓰다. delirium: 정신 착란, 황홀, 무아경, 섬망 상태. deplorably: 통탄하여, 한탄스럽게,

한탄하여, 비통하게. peep: 출현, 나타나다, 삐악삐악, discomfiture: 실패, 당황, 패주, 좌절, 엿보기, 엿보다, 작은 소리로 이야기 패배, 대패주, 당혹, 괴멸, 쩔쩔맴. 하다, 훔쳐봄, 훔쳐보다, 들여다보는 dresser: 멋쟁이, 옷입는사람, 옷입는 구멍, 짹짹울다, 작은 새 따위가 사람, 장식하는사람, 의상담당자, 짹짹우는 소리. 의상 담당자, 장식하는 사람, raving: 굉장한, 헛소리, 광란, 대단한, 마무르는 직공, 처치담당자, 장식자, 대단히, 노호, 헛소리하는, 헛소리를 경대. 하는, 미쳐날뛰는, 광란의, 광란하는. festive: 축제의, 즐거운, 명랑한. vista: 전망, 가로수 길, 거리, 멀리 interminable: 지루하게 긴, 끝없는, 보이는 경치, 예상, 멀리 내다보이는 한없는. 경치, 추억.

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CHAPTER 6 'The%authorities were evidently of the same opinion. The inquiry was not adjourned. It was held on the appointed day to satisfy the law, and it was well attended because of its human interest, no doubt. There was no incertitude as to facts--as to the one material fact, I mean. How the Patna came by her hurt it was impossible to find out; the court did not expect to find out; and in the whole audience there was not a man who cared. Yet, as I've told you, all the sailors in the port attended, and the waterside business was fully represented. Whether they knew it or not, the interest that drew them here was purely psychological-the expectation of some essential disclosure as to the strength, the power, the horror, of human emotions. Naturally nothing of the kind could be disclosed. The examination of the only man able and willing to face it was beating futilely round the well-known fact, and the play of questions upon it was as instructive as the tapping with a hammer on an iron box, were the object to find out what's inside. However, an official inquiry could not be any other thing. Its object was not the fundamental why, but the superficial how, of this affair. 'The young chap could have told them, and, though that very thing was the thing that interested the audience, the questions put to him necessarily led him away from what to me, for instance, would have been the only truth worth knowing. You can't expect the constituted authorities to inquire into the state of a man's soul-- or is it only of his liver? Their business was to come down upon the consequences, and frankly, a casual police magistrate and two nautical

Korean affair: 일, 사건, 물건, 물품, 사무, 하기, 문제, 추문, 전투, 일거리, 연애 사건. authorities: 당국, 권위. beating: 고동, 때림, 날개치기, 타파, 매질, 박정한 대우, 구타, 맥박, 패배, 채찍질의 처벌, 지게 하기. disclosure: 폭로, 노출, 발포. frankly: 숨김없이, 터놓고, 솔직히. fully: 충분히, 꼬박, 꼭. hammer: 해머, 망치, 연달아 때리다,

망치로 두드리다, 두들겨넣다, 나무망치, 부지런히 일하다, 공이치기, 애써서 생각해 내다, 쇠망치, 생각해 내다. incertitude: 불확실, 의혹, 부정. inquire: 문의하다, 묻다, 조사하다, 질문하다. inquiry: 문의, 연구, 질문, 조회, 조사, 탐구, 심리, 취조, 물어보기. magistrate: 치안 판사, 행정 장관, 사법권이 있는 행정장관, 치안판사,

행정장관. naturally: 당연히, 자연히, 있는 그대로, 물론, 본래, 태어나면서부터, 타고나기를, 진짜 그대로, 자연의 힘으로, 실물그대로, 수월하게. superficial: 표면의, 피상적인, 천박한, 면적의, 넓이의, 깊이가 없는. well-known: 친한, 유명한, 잘 알려진. willing: 기꺼이 ...하는, 자진해서 하는, 마침 잘된, 자발적인.

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assessors are not much good for anything else. I don't mean to imply these fellows were stupid. The magistrate was very patient. One of the assessors was a sailing-ship skipper with a reddish beard, and of a pious disposition. Brierly was the other. Big Brierly. Some of you must have heard of Big Brierly--the captain of the crack ship of the Blue Star line. That's the man.% 'He seemed consumedly bored by the honour thrust upon him. He had never in his life made a mistake, never had an accident, never a mishap, never a check in his steady rise, and he seemed to be one of those lucky fellows who know nothing of indecision, much less of self-mistrust. At thirty-two he had one of the best commands going in the Eastern trade--and, what's more, he thought a lot of what he had. There was nothing like it in the world, and I suppose if you had asked him point-blank he would have confessed that in his opinion there was not such another commander. The choice had fallen upon the right man. The rest of mankind that did not command the sixteen-knot steel steamer Ossa were rather poor creatures. He had saved lives at sea, had rescued ships in distress, had a gold chronometer presented to him by the underwriters, and a pair of binoculars with a suitable inscription from some foreign Government, in commemoration of these services. He was acutely aware of his merits and of his rewards. I liked him well enough, though some I know--meek, friendly men at that--couldn't stand him at any price. I haven't the slightest doubt he considered himself vastly my superior--indeed, had you been Emperor of East and West, you could not have ignored your inferiority in his presence-- but I couldn't get up any real sentiment of offence. He did not despise me for anything I could help, for anything I was--don't you know? I was a negligible quantity simply because I was not _the_ fortunate man of the earth, not Montague Brierly in command of the Ossa, not the owner of an inscribed gold chronometer and of silver-mounted binoculars testifying to the excellence of my seamanship and to my indomitable pluck; not possessed of an acute sense of my merits and of my rewards, besides the love and worship of a black retriever, the most wonderful of its kind--for never was such a man loved thus by such a dog. No doubt, to have all this forced upon you was exasperating enough; but when I reflected that I was associated in these fatal disadvantages with twelve hundred millions of

Korean chronometer: 크로노미터, 매우 정확한시계, 크로노밑터, 매우 정확한 시계, 메트로놈, 매우 정확한 손목 시계. commemoration: 기념, 축하, 기념식, 기념물, 축전, 기념이 되는 것, 오크스버르드 대학 기념제. consumedly: 대단히, 단연, 엄청나게, 몹시, 극도로. despise: 경멸하다. exasperating: 분통이 터지는, 분통

터지는, 화가 나는, 화나는. indecision: 우유부단, 우유 부단. indomitable: 굴복하지 않는, 불굴의 지지 않으려고 하는, 굽히지 않는. inferiority: 열등, 하급, 하위, 조악, 열세. mishap: 재난, 불행. pluck: 잡아당기다, 담력, 용기를 불러 일으키다, 용기, 꽃과 과일 따위를 따다, 털을 잡아 뽑다, 잡아채다, 현악기의 튕겨 소리내다, 낙제,

낙제시키다, 낙제시키다-획 당기다잡아당김. point-blank: 직사로, 직사의, 사격 따위 직사로, 사격 따위 직사의. reddish: 불그스름한, 불그레한, 붉은 빛을 띤. retriever: 되찾는 사람, 리트리버, 사냥개, 회복자, 회복하는 사람, 회복하는 것, 되찾는 것. seamanship: 항해기술, 수병, 뱃사람, 선박 조종술.

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other more or less human beings, I found I could bear my share of his goodnatured and contemptuous pity for the sake of something indefinite and attractive in the man. I have never defined to myself this attraction, but there were moments when I envied him. The sting of life could do no more to his complacent soul than the scratch of a pin to the smooth face of a rock. This was enviable. As I looked at him, flanking on one side the unassuming pale-faced magistrate who presided at the inquiry, his self-satisfaction presented to me and to the world a surface as hard as granite. He committed suicide very soon after.% 'No wonder Jim's case bored him, and while I thought with something akin to fear of the immensity of his contempt for the young man under examination, he was probably holding silent inquiry into his own case. The verdict must have been of unmitigated guilt, and he took the secret of the evidence with him in that leap into the sea. If I understand anything of men, the matter was no doubt of the gravest import, one of those trifles that awaken ideas--start into life some thought with which a man unused to such a companionship finds it impossible to live. I am in a position to know that it wasn't money, and it wasn't drink, and it wasn't woman. He jumped overboard at sea barely a week after the end of the inquiry, and less than three days after leaving port on his outward passage; as though on that exact spot in the midst of waters he had suddenly perceived the gates of the other world flung open wide for his reception. 'Yet it was not a sudden impulse. His grey-headed mate, a first-rate sailor and a nice old chap with strangers, but in his relations with his commander the surliest chief officer I've ever seen, would tell the story with tears in his eyes. It appears that when he came on deck in the morning Brierly had been writing in the chart-room. "It was ten minutes to four," he said, "and the middle watch was not relieved yet of course. He heard my voice on the bridge speaking to the second mate, and called me in. I was loth to go, and that's the truth, Captain Marlow--I couldn't stand poor Captain Brierly, I tell you with shame; we never know what a man is made of. He had been promoted over too many heads, not counting my own, and he had a damnable trick of making you feel small, nothing but by the way he said 'Good morning.' I never addressed him, sir, but

Korean akin: 혈족의, 같은, 동족의, 비슷한, 유사해. awaken: 자각시키다, 깨닫다, 불러 일으키다, 깨우다, 자각하다, 깨다. companionship: 교제, 동무로서 사귀기, 식자공동료, 친구로서 사귀기, 친구들, 최하위 훈작사의 위계, 교우관계, 교우, 식자공 동료, 최하위 훈작사. complacent: 자기 만족의, 자기만족의, 느긋한, 득의의, 마음에 흡족한.

contemptuous: 경멸적인, 사람을 얕잡아보는, 오만 무례, 경멸하여. damnable: 지겨운, 저주받을 만한, 저주할, 가증한, 경칠 놈의. enviable: 바람직한, 부러운, 샘나는. first-rate: 굉장히, 막상, 제 일 급의, 제 일 류의, 굉장한. good-natured: 성질이좋은. granite: 화강암, 쑥돌. grey-headed: 머리가 센. indefinite: 부정의, 명확하지 않은,

막연한, 애매한, 일정하지 않은, 한계 없는, 일정치 않은, 불명료한, 한계가 없는. loth: 싫은, 싫어하여. sailor: 선원, 수병, 수부, 수병 모자, 해군 군인. self-satisfaction: 자기 만족, 자부, 독선. unassuming: 겸손한, 주제넘지 않은. unmitigated: 완화되지 않은, 순전한, 완전한, 누그러지지 않는.

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on %matters of duty, and then it was as much as I could do to keep a civil tongue in my head." (He flattered himself there. I often wondered how Brierly could put up with his manners for more than half a voyage.) "I've a wife and children," he went on, "and I had been ten years in the Company, always expecting the next command--more fool I. Says he, just like this: 'Come in here, Mr. Jones,' in that swagger voice of his--'Come in here, Mr. Jones.' In I went. 'We'll lay down her position,' says he, stooping over the chart, a pair of dividers in hand. By the standing orders, the officer going off duty would have done that at the end of his watch. However, I said nothing, and looked on while he marked off the ship's position with a tiny cross and wrote the date and the time. I can see him this moment writing his neat figures: seventeen, eight, four A.M. The year would be written in red ink at the top of the chart. He never used his charts more than a year, Captain Brierly didn't. I've the chart now. When he had done he stands looking down at the mark he had made and smiling to himself, then looks up at me. 'Thirty-two miles more as she goes,' says he, 'and then we shall be clear, and you may alter the course twenty degrees to the southward.' ' "We were passing to the north of the Hector Bank that voyage. I said, 'All right, sir,' wondering what he was fussing about, since I had to call him before altering the course anyhow. lust then eight bells were struck: we came out on the bridge, and the second mate before going off mentions in the usual way-'Seventy-one on the log.' Captain Brierly looks at the compass and then all round. It was dark and clear, and all the stars were out as plain as on a frosty night in high latitudes. Suddenly he says with a sort of a little sigh: 'I am going aft, and shall set the log at zero for you myself, so that there can be no mistake. Thirtytwo miles more on this course and then you are safe. Let's see--the correction on the log is six per cent. additive; say, then, thirty by the dial to run, and you may come twenty degrees to starboard at once. No use losing any distance--is there?' I had never heard him talk so much at a stretch, and to no purpose as it seemed to me. I said nothing. He went down the ladder, and the dog, that was always at his heels whenever he moved, night or day, followed, sliding nose first, after him. I heard his boot-heels tap, tap on the after-deck, then he stopped and spoke to the

Korean additive: 부가적인, 첨가의, 첨가물. 첨삭, 수정, 징계, 벌, 바로잡음. 더럽히다서명하다, 인쇄용 잉크. anyhow: 되는 대로, 적당히, 적어도, dial: 다이얼, 전화를 걸다, 문자반, lust: 육욕, 열망, 색정, 강한 욕망, 어떻게든, 아무렇게나, 어떻게 다이얼을 도리다, 지침반-다이얼을 갈망, 열망하다, 색욕을 일으키다, 해서든지, 여하튼, 아무리 해도. 도리다, 지침반, 낯, 다이얼로 갈망하다. cent: 센트, 백, 동전 한닢, 푼돈, 동전 계량하다, 다이얼로 표시하다, swagger: 멋진, 스마트한, 자랑하다, 한 닢의 값어치, 동전 한 닢. 다이얼을 돌리다, 파장에 맞추다. 으스대다, 뻐기다, 거들럭거리며 compass: 나침반, 이해하다, 한계, frosty: 서리가 내리는, 싸늘한, 추위가 걷다, 거드럭거리는 걸음걸이, 달성하다, 둘레, 에워싸다, 의 둘레를 매서운, 서리가 내린, 서리가 내린 을러대어, 시키다, 뽐내며 걷기, 돌다, 적당한 정도, 컴퍼스, 계획하다, 듯한. 뽐내며 걷다. 포위하다. ink: 잉크, 먹물, 잉크를 칠하다, voyage: 항해, 항해하다, 바다를 correction: 정정, 교정, 보정, 질책, 잉크로 쓰다, 잉크로 건너가다, 건너 지르다, 여행기.

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dog--'Go back, Rover. On the bridge, boy! Go on--get.' Then he calls out to me from the dark, 'Shut that dog up in the chart-room, Mr. Jones--will you?' ' "This was the last time I heard his voice, Captain Marlow. These are the last words he spoke in the hearing of any living human being, sir." At this point the old chap's voice got quite unsteady. "He was afraid the poor brute would jump after him, don't you see?" he pursued with a quaver. "Yes, Captain Marlow. He set the log for me; he--would you believe it?--he put a drop of oil in it too. There was the oil-feeder where he left it near by. The boat-- swain's mate got the hose along aft to wash down at half-past five; by-and-by he knocks off and runs up on the bridge--'Will you please come aft, Mr. Jones,' he says. 'There's a funny thing. I don't like to touch it.' It was Captain Brierly's gold chronometer watch carefully hung under the rail by its chain.% ' "As soon as my eyes fell on it something struck me, and I knew, sir. My legs got soft under me. It was as if I had seen him go over; and I could tell how far behind he was left too. The taffrail-log marked eighteen miles and three-quarters, and four iron belaying-pins were missing round the mainmast. Put them in his pockets to help him down, I suppose; but, Lord! what's four iron pins to a powerful man like Captain Brierly. Maybe his confidence in himself was just shook a bit at the last. That's the only sign of fluster he gave in his whole life, I should think; but I am ready to answer for him, that once over he did not try to swim a stroke, the same as he would have had pluck enough to keep up all day long on the bare chance had he fallen overboard accidentally. Yes, sir. He was second to none--if he said so himself, as I heard him once. He had written two letters in the middle watch, one to the Company and the other to me. He gave me a lot of instructions as to the passage-- I had been in the trade before he was out of his time--and no end of hints as to my conduct with our people in Shanghai, so that I should keep the command of the Ossa. He wrote like a father would to a favourite son, Captain Marlow, and I was five-and-twenty years his senior and had tasted salt water before he was fairly breeched. In his letter to the owners--it was left open for me to see--he said that he had always done his duty by them-up to that moment-- and even now he was not betraying their confidence, since

Korean accidentally: 우연히, 뜻밖에, 뜻하지 않게, 우윤히. brute: 짐승, 싫은 놈, 야수적인, 감각이 없는, 잔인한. fluster: 당황, 정신을 못차림, 떠들썩하다, 떠들썩하게 하다. hose: 호스, 긴 양말을 신기하다, 긴양말, 호스로 물을 끼얹다, 긴 양말, 긴 바지, 에 호스로 물을 뿌리다. knocks: 녹스. log: 통나무, 베어내다, 향해 일지에

적다, 측정의, 기록하다, 엔진 따위의 떨리는 목소리로 노래하다, 떠는 공정 일지, 의 항정을 기입하다, 소리를 내다, 팔분 음표, 특히 음성이 측정기, 공정 일지, 공정 따위를 떨리다, 떨게 하다, 가락을 떨게 하다. 기록하다, 항해일지. stroke: 한바탕 일하기, 치는 소리, mainmast: 큰 돛대, 메인마스트. 고동, 쓰다듬다, 맥박, 어루만지다, 한 mate: 항해사, 조수, 한패, 동료, 칼, 한 번 움직임, 한 번 손발 놀리기, 마테차 그릇, 마테차 나무, 지우다, 한 번 새김, 침. 짝짓다, 한패가되다, 한편, swim: 헤엄치다, 물고기의 부레, 수영, 결혼시키다. 띄우다, 미끄러지다, 뜨다, 넘치다, pins: 다리. 헤엄치는 시간, 헤엄, 헤엄치게 하다, quaver: 진음, 떨리는 목소리, 떨리다, 현기증이 나다.

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he %was leaving the ship to as competent a seaman as could be found-- meaning me, sir, meaning me! He told them that if the last act of his life didn't take away all his credit with them, they would give weight to my faithful service and to his warm recommendation, when about to fill the vacancy made by his death. And much more like this, sir. I couldn't believe my eyes. It made me feel queer all over," went on the old chap, in great perturbation, and squashing something in the corner of his eye with the end of a thumb as broad as a spatula. "You would think, sir, he had jumped overboard only to give an unlucky man a last show to get on. What with the shock of him going in this awful rash way, and thinking myself a made man by that chance, I was nearly off my chump for a week. But no fear. The captain of the Pelion was shifted into the Ossa--came aboard in Shanghai--a little popinjay, sir, in a grey check suit, with his hair parted in the middle. 'Aw--I am--aw--your new captain, Mister--Mister--aw--Jones.' He was drowned in scent--fairly stunk with it, Captain Marlow. I dare say it was the look I gave him that made him stammer. He mumbled something about my natural disappointment--I had better know at once that his chief officer got the promotion to the Pelion--he had nothing to do with it, of course--supposed the office knew best--sorry. . . . Says I, 'Don't you mind old Jones, sir; dam' his soul, he's used to it.' I could see directly I had shocked his delicate ear, and while we sat at our first tiffin together he began to find fault in a nasty manner with this and that in the ship. I never heard such a voice out of a Punch and Judy show. I set my teeth hard, and glued my eyes to my plate, and held my peace as long as I could; but at last I had to say something. Up he jumps tiptoeing, ruffling all his pretty plumes, like a little fighting-cock. 'You'll find you have a different person to deal with than the late Captain Brierly.' 'I've found it,' says I, very glum, but pretending to be mighty busy with my steak. 'You are an old ruffian, Mister-aw--Jones; and what's more, you are known for an old ruffian in the employ,' he squeaks at me. The damned bottle-washers stood about listening with their mouths stretched from ear to ear. 'I may be a hard case,' answers I, 'but I ain't so far gone as to put up with the sight of you sitting in Captain Brierly's chair.' With that I lay down my knife and fork. 'You would like to sit in it yourself--that's where the shoe pinches,' he sneers. I left the saloon, got my rags together, and

Korean chump: 바보, 대가리, 굵직한 쪽, 머리, 잘속는 사람, 멍청이, 멍텅구리, 봉, 짧고 뭉툭한 나무 토막, 짧고 뭉뚝한 나무 토막. glued: 달라붙어 떨어지지 않고, 집중하여. glum: 무뚝뚝한, 음울한. perturbation: 불안의 원인, 불안, 당황, 섭동, 마음의 동요, 걱정의 원인. popinjay: 수다 스럽고 젠체하는 사람,

앵무새처럼 수다스러운 맵시꾼. rash: 무모한, 발진, 뾰루지, 지각없는, 성급한, 무분별한, 부스럼, 빈발, 다발, 경솔한, 조급한. ruffian: 악한, 악당의, 잔인한, 흉포한, 흉악한, 악당, 잔인, 무법자, 흉악, 깡패, 깡패의. ruffling: 세포의 파동 운동. spatula: 주걱, 암설자, 압설자. stammer: 말을 더듬다, 더듬으며 말하다, 말 더듬기, 더듬거리며

말하다, 말더듬기. steak: 스테이크, 불고기, 베낸 고깃점, 두껍게 썬 고기. stretched: 잡아당기는. tiffin: 점심, 점심을 먹다. unlucky: 불길한, 공교로운, 불행을 가져오는, 불행한, 잘되지 않는, 계제가 나쁜, 불운한. vacancy: 공허, 결원, 공석, 방심, 틈, 빈곳, 공백, 빈 자리, 빈자리, 공간, 빈터.

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was on the quay with all my dunnage about my feet before the stevedores had turned to again. Yes. Adrift--on shore--after ten years' service--and with a poor woman and four children six thousand miles off depending on my half-pay for every mouthful they ate. Yes, sir! I chucked it rather than hear Captain Brierly abused. He left me his night-glasses--here they are; and he wished me to take care of the dog--here he is. Hallo, Rover, poor boy. Where's the captain, Rover?" The dog looked up at us with mournful yellow eyes, gave one desolate bark, and crept under the table.% 'All this was taking place, more than two years afterwards, on board that nautical ruin the Fire-Queen this Jones had got charge of--quite by a funny accident, too--from Matherson--mad Matherson they generally called him--the same who used to hang out in Hai-phong, you know, before the occupation days. The old chap snuffled on-' "Ay, sir, Captain Brierly will be remembered here, if there's no other place on earth. I wrote fully to his father and did not get a word in reply--neither Thank you, nor Go to the devil!--nothing! Perhaps they did not want to know." 'The sight of that watery-eyed old Jones mopping his bald head with a red cotton handkerchief, the sorrowing yelp of the dog, the squalor of that fly-blown cuddy which was the only shrine of his memory, threw a veil of inexpressibly mean pathos over Brierly's remembered figure, the posthumous revenge of fate for that belief in his own splendour which had almost cheated his life of its legitimate terrors. Almost! Perhaps wholly. Who can tell what flattering view he had induced himself to take of his own suicide? ' "Why did he commit the rash act, Captain Marlow--can you think?" asked Jones, pressing his palms together. "Why? It beats me! Why?" He slapped his low and wrinkled forehead. "If he had been poor and old and in debt--and never a show--or else mad. But he wasn't of the kind that goes mad, not he. You trust me. What a mate don't know about his skipper isn't worth knowing. Young, healthy, well off, no cares. . . . I sit here sometimes thinking, thinking, till my head fairly begins to buzz. There was some reason."

Korean cuddy: 작은 방, 선실겸 요리실, 작은 선실, 당나귀, 식기실, 식당겸 사교실, 얼간이, 찬장. desolate: 황량한, 황폐케하다, 황폐한, 음산한, 고독한, 사람이 안 사는, 시람이 안 사는, 쓸쓸한, 내버려진. dunnage: 파손을 막기 위해 뱃짐사이에 끼우는 멍석, 소지품, 의류. flattering: 아첨하는, 유망한, 실물보다 좋게 보이는, 알랑거리는, 빌붙는,

비위 맞추는, 기쁘게 하는, 발림말하는. hallo: 여보세요, 여보, 어이, 안녕, 핼로하는 소리. inexpressibly: 말로 나타낼 수 없게, 표현하기 어려울 정도로, 대단히, 말하기 어렵게. mouthful: 소량, 입 가득, 한 입, 한 입 가득. pathos: 정감, 애수감, 애틋함을 자아내는 힘, 비애, 비창, 애수를

자아내는 가락, 애수. posthumous: 유복자로 태어난, 사후에 출판된, 사후의. squalor: 치사함, 더러움, 너더분함, 비열, 누추함. wrinkled: 주름진, 주름살지는. yelp: 깽깽, 날카로운 울음소리, 큰 소리를 지르다, 깽깽 울다, 큰소리로 말하다, 사람의 날카로운 외침 소리, 개가 성내어 짖는 소리, 개가 깽깽 우는 소리, 개가 짖다.

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' "You may depend on it, Captain Jones," said I, "it wasn't anything that would have disturbed much either of us two," I said; and then, as if a light had been flashed into the muddle of his brain, poor old Jones found a last word of amazing profundity. He blew his nose, nodding at me dolefully: "Ay, ay! neither you nor I, sir, had ever thought so much of ourselves."% 'Of course the recollection of my last conversation with Brierly is tinged with the knowledge of his end that followed so close upon it. I spoke with him for the last time during the progress of the inquiry. It was after the first adjournment, and he came up with me in the street. He was in a state of irritation, which I noticed with surprise, his usual behaviour when he condescended to converse being perfectly cool, with a trace of amused tolerance, as if the existence of his interlocutor had been a rather good joke. "They caught me for that inquiry, you see," he began, and for a while enlarged complainingly upon the inconveniences of daily attendance in court. "And goodness knows how long it will last. Three days, I suppose." I heard him out in silence; in my then opinion it was a way as good as another of putting on side. "What's the use of it? It is the stupidest setout you can imagine," he pursued hotly. I remarked that there was no option. He interrupted me with a sort of pent-up violence. "I feel like a fool all the time." I looked up at him. This was going very far--for Brierly--when talking of Brierly. He stopped short, and seizing the lapel of my coat, gave it a slight tug. "Why are we tormenting that young chap?" he asked. This question chimed in so well to the tolling of a certain thought of mine that, with the image of the absconding renegade in my eye, I answered at once, "Hanged if I know, unless it be that he lets you." I was astonished to see him fall into line, so to speak, with that utterance, which ought to have been tolerably cryptic. He said angrily, "Why, yes. Can't he see that wretched skipper of his has cleared out? What does he expect to happen? Nothing can save him. He's done for." We walked on in silence a few steps. "Why eat all that dirt?" he exclaimed, with an oriental energy of expression-- about the only sort of energy you can find a trace of east of the fiftieth meridian. I wondered greatly at the direction of his thoughts, but now I strongly suspect it was strictly in character: at bottom poor Brierly must have been thinking of himself. I pointed out to him that the skipper of the Patna was

Korean adjournment: 연기, 자리 이동, 휴회, 미룸. ay: 항상, 찬성! 찬성 언제나, 그렇소, 아아, 찬성자, 영구히, 찬성. complainingly: 투덜대며, 불평스러운 듯이, 불만스레, 불평하며, 투덜거리며. cryptic: 비밀의, 암호를 사용한, 숨은, 신비스런, 신비적인, 몸을 숨기는데 알맞은, 몸을 숨기는 데 알맞은. dolefully: 슬프게, 음울하게.

fiftieth: 쉰분의 1, 쉰번째의, 쉰분의 하나의, 오십 번째의 사람, 제오십, 오십 번째의 것. hotly: 뜨겁게, 열심히, 열렬히, 몹시, 흥분하여, 맹렬히, 매우 성을 내어, 골나서, 노기를 띠고. interlocutor: 대화자, 대담자, 질문자, 흑인연주단의 사회자. lapel: 접어젖힌 옷깃, 접은 옷깃. meridian: 정오, 자오선, 환경, 장소, 전성기, 특성, 정점, 자오선의.

pent-up: 갇힌. profundity: 깊음, 심연, 심오, 깊이, 깊은속, 오묘. recollection: 회상, 기억, 추억, 회고록, 상기, 회고, 옛날을 생각케 하는 것, 마음의 평정, 기억력. seizing: 압류, 잡기, 동여맴, 동여매는 밧줄, 점유, 움켜짐, 꼭쥠, 빼앗음, 소유, 붙잡기. tolerably: 참을성 있게, 참을 수 있을 정도로.

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known%to have feathered his nest pretty well, and could procure almost anywhere the means of getting away. With Jim it was otherwise: the Government was keeping him in the Sailors' Home for the time being, and probably he hadn't a penny in his pocket to bless himself with. It costs some money to run away. "Does it? Not always," he said, with a bitter laugh, and to some further remark of mine--"Well, then, let him creep twenty feet underground and stay there! By heavens! _I_ would." I don't know why his tone provoked me, and I said, "There is a kind of courage in facing it out as he does, knowing very well that if he went away nobody would trouble to run after hmm." "Courage be hanged!" growled Brierly. "That sort of courage is of no use to keep a man straight, and I don't care a snap for such courage. If you were to say it was a kind of cowardice now--of softness. I tell you what, I will put up two hundred rupees if you put up another hundred and undertake to make the beggar clear out early to-morrow morning. The fellow's a gentleman if he ain't fit to be touched--he will understand. He must! This infernal publicity is too shocking: there he sits while all these confounded natives, serangs, lascars, quartermasters, are giving evidence that's enough to burn a man to ashes with shame. This is abominable. Why, Marlow, don't you think, don't you feel, that this is abominable; don't you now--come--as a seaman? If he went away all this would stop at once." Brierly said these words with a most unusual animation, and made as if to reach after his pocket-book. I restrained him, and declared coldly that the cowardice of these four men did not seem to me a matter of such great importance. "And you call yourself a seaman, I suppose," he pronounced angrily. I said that's what I called myself, and I hoped I was too. He heard me out, and made a gesture with his big arm that seemed to deprive me of my individuality, to push me away into the crowd. "The worst of it," he said, "is that all you fellows have no sense of dignity; you don't think enough of what you are supposed to be." 'We had been walking slowly meantime, and now stopped opposite the harbour office, in sight of the very spot from which the immense captain of the Patna had vanished as utterly as a tiny feather blown away in a hurricane. I smiled. Brierly went on: "This is a disgrace. We've got all kinds amongst us-some anointed scoundrels in the lot; but, hang it, we must preserve professional

Korean animation: 생기, 활발, 원기, 만화영화제작, 동화. beggar: 거지, 악한-거지로 만들다, 가난뱅이, 가난하게 하다, 무력하게 하다, 놈, 기부금을 모으는 사람, 빈약하게 하다, 가난들게 하다. creep: 포복, 기다, 살살 기다, 소리를 죽여 걷다, 근질근질하다, 탐해구로 해저를 더듬다, 지층의 변형, 점점 어긋나 움직이다, 섬뜩해지는 느낌, 살금살금 걷다, 슬며시 접근하다.

deprive: 빼앗다, 저해하다, 면직시키다, 파면하다, 면직하다. feather: 깃털, 깃털이 나다, 날개처럼 움직이다, 깃으로 장식하다, 깃털 같이 난 털, 상태, 조류, 종류, 페더링, 항적, 살깃. feathered: 깃털이 난, 깃털 장식이 있는, 날개가 있는, 깃을 단, 깃 모양의, 날개 있는, 깃이 있는, 날듯이 빠른, 깃털로 장식을 한, 깃이 달린. hurricane: 폭풍, 열대의 구풍, 폭팔,

허리케인 전투기, 격렬. individuality: 개성, 특성, 개체, 인격, 개인, 특질, 단일체, 개체성, 개인적 특성. procure: 알선하다, 얻다, 가져오다, 획득하다, 뚜쟁이질하다, 일으키다, 특히 노력하거나 애를 써서 획득하다, 매춘부를 주선하다. pronounced: 뚜렷한, 명백한, 단호한. restrained: 자제된, 억제된, 삼가는, 차분한, 절도있는, 절도 있는.

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decency%or we become no better than so many tinkers going about loose. We are trusted. Do you understand?--trusted! Frankly, I don't care a snap for all the pilgrims that ever came out of Asia, but a decent man would not have behaved like this to a full cargo of old rags in bales. We aren't an organised body of men, and the only thing that holds us together is just the name for that kind of decency. Such an affair destroys one's confidence. A man may go pretty near through his whole sea-life without any call to show a stiff upper lip. But when the call comes . . . Aha! . . . If I . . ." 'He broke off, and in a changed tone, "I'll give you two hundred rupees now, Marlow, and you just talk to that chap. Confound him! I wish he had never come out here. Fact is, I rather think some of my people know his. The old man's a parson, and I remember now I met him once when staying with my cousin in Essex last year. If I am not mistaken, the old chap seemed rather to fancy his sailor son. Horrible. I can't do it myself--but you . . ." 'Thus, apropos of Jim, I had a glimpse of the real Brierly a few days before he committed his reality and his sham together to the keeping of the sea. Of course I declined to meddle. The tone of this last "but you" (poor Brierly couldn't help it), that seemed to imply I was no more noticeable than an insect, caused me to look at the proposal with indignation, and on account of that provocation, or for some other reason, I became positive in my mind that the inquiry was a severe punishment to that Jim, and that his facing it-- practically of his own free will-was a redeeming feature in his abominable case. I hadn't been so sure of it before. Brierly went off in a huff. At the time his state of mind was more of a mystery to me than it is now. 'Next day, coming into court late, I sat by myself. Of course I could not forget the conversation I had with Brierly, and now I had them both under my eyes. The demeanour of one suggested gloomy impudence and of the other a contemptuous boredom; yet one attitude might not have been truer than the other, and I was aware that one was not true. Brierly was not bored--he was exasperated; and if so, then Jim might not have been impudent. According to my theory he was not. I imagined he was hopeless. Then it was that our glances met.

Korean apropos: 적절한, 알맞은, 적절하게, 불쑥-적당한, 때맞춰, 적절히, 적당히, 때마침. boredom: 권태, 지루한 것, 지루함. confound: 혼동하다, 꺾다, 저주하다, 좌절시키다, 제기랄, 당황케하다, 곤혹케 하다, 난처하게 하다, 당황케 하다, 제기랄 가벼운 욕 망할 자식, 제기랄 망할 자식. decency: 예의, 체면, 점잖음, 예의 범절, 체면상, 보통의 살림에 필요한

물건, 어엿한 생활에 필요한 것, 예절 바름, 보기 흉하지 않음, 관대. demeanour: 행실, 품행, 태도. huff: 성내다, 못살게 굴다, 울러대다, 분개, 성나게하다, 화, 호통치다, 발끈하다, 성냄, 화내다, 말을 잡는 것. impudence: 뻔뻔스러움, 건방짐, 몰염치, 건방진 언행. impudent: 뻔뻔스러운, 건방진, 염치없는.

indignation: 분개, 의분, 분. meddle: 주물럭거리다, 참견하다, 만지작거리다, 공연히 만지작거리다, 간섭하다. parson: 교구 목사, 목사관, 검은 동물. provocation: 자극, 성나게 함, 성남, 화, 성나게 하기, 화나게 하는 것. sham: 가짜, 속임, 을 가장하다, 협작꾼, 군사 연습, 하는 체하다, 모조의, 짐짓, 가짜의, 허풍선이, 허위의.

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They met, and the look he gave me was discouraging of any intention I might have had to speak to him. Upon either hypothesis--insolence or despair--I felt I could be of no use to him. This was the second day of the proceedings. Very soon after that exchange of glances the inquiry was adjourned again to the next day. The white men began to troop out at once. Jim had been told to stand down some time before, and was able to leave amongst the first. I saw his broad shoulders and his head outlined in the light of the door, and while I made my way slowly out talking with some one--some stranger who had addressed me casually--I could see him from within the court-room resting both elbows on the balustrade of the verandah and turning his back on the small stream of people trickling down the few steps. There was a murmur of voices and a shuffle of boots.% 'The next case was that of assault and battery committed upon a moneylender, I believe; and the defendant--a venerable villager with a straight white beard--sat on a mat just outside the door with his sons, daughters, sons-in-law, their wives, and, I should think, half the population of his village besides, squatting or standing around him. A slim dark woman, with part of her back and one black shoulder bared, and with a thin gold ring in her nose, suddenly began to talk in a high-pitched, shrewish tone. The man with me instinctively looked up at her. We were then just through the door, passing behind Jim's burly back. 'Whether those villagers had brought the yellow dog with them, I don't know. Anyhow, a dog was there, weaving himself in and out amongst people's legs in that mute stealthy way native dogs have, and my companion stumbled over him. The dog leaped away without a sound; the man, raising his voice a little, said with a slow laugh, "Look at that wretched cur," and directly afterwards we became separated by a lot of people pushing in. I stood back for a moment against the wall while the stranger managed to get down the steps and disappeared. I saw Jim spin round. He made a step forward and barred my way. We were alone; he glared at me with an air of stubborn resolution. I became aware I was being held up, so to speak, as if in a wood. The verandah was empty by then, the noise and movement in court had ceased: a great silence fell upon

Korean balustrade: 난간. 광택없는-- 대지, 양탄자, 멍석을 barred: 모래톱이 있는, 빗장이 있는, 깔다, 광택없는, 엉키다. 줄 있는, 줄무늬가 있는, 가두어 버린, mute: 폐쇄음의, 무언의, 벙어리의, 빗장이 달린, 줄이 있는. 약음기를 달다, 회장꾼, 말 않는 배우, burly: 억센, 강한, 덜렁대는, 몸이. 벙어리 하인, 벙어리, 벌어리, discouraging: 낙담시키는, 용기를 묵자의-벌어리, 묵자의. 꺾는, 실망적인, 신이 안나는, 맥빠진, shrewish: 으드등거리는, 바가지 긁는, 시원찮은. 앙앙거리는, 짓궂은. high-pitched: 음조가 높은. shuffle: 속이다, 뒤섞다, 섞어서 떼다, mat: 매트, 신바닥 문지르는 깔개, 벗다, 이리저리 움직이다, 발을 질질 멍석, 엉킨 물건, 깔개, 대지, 끌다, 발을 질질 끄는 걸음, 발끌기,

움직이다, 뒤섞음, 걸치다. stubborn: 완고한, 완강한, 다루기 어려운, 말 안 듣는, 단단한. troop: 군대, 수송하다, 사귀다, 떼, 모이다, 편성하다, 일단 무리, 몰리다, 떼지어 나가다, 대, 기병 중대. venerable: 부주교님, 존경할 만한, 가경자, 나이 먹어 존엄한, 오래되어 숭엄한, 오래된. villager: 마을 사람, 시골 사람. wives: 부인들.

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the building, in which, somewhere far within, an oriental voice began to whine abjectly. The dog, in the very act of trying to sneak in at the door, sat down hurriedly to hunt for fleas.% ' "Did you speak to me?" asked Jim very low, and bending forward, not so much towards me but at me, if you know what I mean. I said "No" at once. Something in the sound of that quiet tone of his warned me to be on my defence. I watched him. It was very much like a meeting in a wood, only more uncertain in its issue, since he could possibly want neither my money nor my life--nothing that I could simply give up or defend with a clear conscience. "You say you didn't," he said, very sombre. "But I heard." "Some mistake," I protested, utterly at a loss, and never taking my eyes off him. To watch his face was like watching a darkening sky before a clap of thunder, shade upon shade imperceptibly coming on, the doom growing mysteriously intense in the calm of maturing violence. ' "As far as I know, I haven't opened my lips in your hearing," I affirmed with perfect truth. I was getting a little angry, too, at the absurdity of this encounter. It strikes me now I have never in my life been so near a beating--I mean it literally; a beating with fists. I suppose I had some hazy prescience of that eventuality being in the air. Not that he was actively threatening me. On the contrary, he was strangely passive--don't you know? but he was lowering, and, though not exceptionally big, he looked generally fit to demolish a wall. The most reassuring symptom I noticed was a kind of slow and ponderous hesitation, which I took as a tribute to the evident sincerity of my manner and of my tone. We faced each other. In the court the assault case was proceeding. I caught the words: "Well--buffalo--stick--in the greatness of my fear. . . ." ' "What did you mean by staring at me all the morning?" said Jim at last. He looked up and looked down again. "Did you expect us all to sit with downcast eyes out of regard for your susceptibilities?" I retorted sharply. I was not going to submit meekly to any of his nonsense. He raised his eyes again, and this time continued to look me straight in the face. "No. That's all right," he pronounced with an air of deliberating with himself upon the truth of this statement--"that's all right. I am going through with that. Only"--and there he spoke a little faster--

Korean abjectly: 비열함. absurdity: 부조리한, 엉터리없는 일, 불합리, 어리석은 일. clap: 임질, 가볍게 치다, 손뼉치기, 박수, 치다, 파열음, 일격, 탕하는 소리, 툭 두드리기, 철썩때리다, 파닥이다. demolish: 파괴하다, 먹어치우다, 모조리 먹어 치우다, 헐다. doom: 운명짓다, 운명, 선고하다, 죽음, 파멸, 최후의 심판, 재판,

판정하다, 법령. downcast: 풀이죽은, 파멸, 풀죽은 모습, 눈을 내리뜬, 풀죽은모습, 눈을내리뜬, 고개를숙인, 고개를 숙인, 내리뜬. eventuality: 우발성, 만일의 경우, 예측못할사건, 궁극, 예측 못할 사건. hazy: 몽롱한, 흐릿한, 안개 짙은, 이내낀, 거나하게 취한. imperceptibly: 관찰할 수 없는, 근소한, 점차적인.

meekly: 온순하게, 유화하게. ponderous: 육중한, 다루기 힘든, 답답한, 대단히 무거운, 묵직한, 매우 무거운. prescience: 예지, 통찰, 선견, 혜안. sincerity: 성실, 성의, 정직. whine: 우는 소리, 낑낑거리는 소리, 낑낑거리다, 애처롭게 울다, 우는소리하다, 낑낑거림, 구슬피 울다, 킹킹대는 소리, 흐느끼는 소리, 우는 소리하다.

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"I won't let any man call me names outside this court. There was a fellow with you. You spoke to him--oh yes--I know; 'tis all very fine. You spoke to him, but you meant me to hear. . . ."% 'I assured him he was under some extraordinary delusion. I had no conception how it came about. "You thought I would be afraid to resent this," he said, with just a faint tinge of bitterness. I was interested enough to discern the slightest shades of expression, but I was not in the least enlightened; yet I don't know what in these words, or perhaps just the intonation of that phrase, induced me suddenly to make all possible allowances for him. I ceased to be annoyed at my unexpected predicament. It was some mistake on his part; he was blundering, and I had an intuition that the blunder was of an odious, of an unfortunate nature. I was anxious to end this scene on grounds of decency, just as one is anxious to cut short some unprovoked and abominable confidence. The funniest part was, that in the midst of all these considerations of the higher order I was conscious of a certain trepidation as to the possibility--nay, likelihood--of this encounter ending in some disreputable brawl which could not possibly be explained, and would make me ridiculous. I did not hanker after a three days' celebrity as the man who got a black eye or something of the sort from the mate of the Patna. He, in all probability, did not care what he did, or at any rate would be fully justified in his own eyes. It took no magician to see he was amazingly angry about something, for all his quiet and even torpid demeanour. I don't deny I was extremely desirous to pacify him at all costs, had I only known what to do. But I didn't know, as you may well imagine. It was a blackness without a single gleam. We confronted each other in silence. He hung fire for about fifteen seconds, then made a step nearer, and I made ready to ward off a blow, though I don't think I moved a muscle. "If you were as big as two men and as strong as six," he said very softly, "I would tell you what I think of you. You . . ." "Stop!" I exclaimed. This checked him for a second. "Before you tell me what you think of me," I went on quickly, "will you kindly tell me what it is I've said or done?" During the pause that ensued he surveyed me with indignation, while I made supernatural efforts of memory, in which I was hindered by the oriental voice within the court-room expostulating with impassioned volubility against a

Korean blunder: 큰실수를 하다, 현혹, 매혹. 머뭇머뭇하다, 큰실수, 잘못하다, desirous: 원하는, 바라는. 무심코 입 밖에 내다, 에 실수로 disreputable: 평판이 나쁜, 깜박하여 들어가다, 에 실수로 불명예스러운, 평판이 좋지 않은, 들어가다, 우물쭈물하다, 큰 실수, 큰 보기 싫은. 실수를 하다, 그르치다. hanker: 갈망하다, 동경하다, 열망. blundering: 실수하는, 서투른, impassioned: 열렬한, 감격한, 감동한, 어색한, 어줍은, 투미한. 정열적인. brawl: 말다툼, 말다툼하다, 소동, pacify: 달래다, 평화를 수립하다, 소란, 싸움하다, 요란하게 흐르다. 가라앉히다, 가라않히다. delusion: 착각, 속임, 미망, 미혹, tinge: 티, 물들이다, 가미하다, 기미,

엷은 색, 조금바꾸다, 엷게 착색하다, 기, 에 기미를 띠게 하다, 엷은 색조. torpid: 마비된, 무감각한, 활발치 않은, 오크스퍼르드 대학의 춘계 보트 레이스, 움직이지 않는, 동면하는. trepidation: 전율, 공포, 떨림. unprovoked: 자극받지 않은, 정당한 이유가 없는, 도발되지 않은, 자극되지 않은. volubility: 유창, 회전성, 휘감는 습성, 구르기 쉬움, 다변, 수다.

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charge of falsehood. Then we spoke almost together. "I will soon show you I am not," he said, in a tone suggestive of a crisis. "I declare I don't know," I protested earnestly at the same time. He tried to crush me by the scorn of his glance. "Now that you see I am not afraid you try to crawl out of it," he said. "Who's a cur now-hey?" Then, at last, I understood.% 'He had been scanning my features as though looking for a place where he would plant his fist. "I will allow no man," . . . he mumbled threateningly. It was, indeed, a hideous mistake; he had given himself away utterly. I can't give you an idea how shocked I was. I suppose he saw some reflection of my feelings in my face, because his expression changed just a little. "Good God!" I stammered, "you don't think I . . ." "But I am sure I've heard," he persisted, raising his voice for the first time since the beginning of this deplorable scene. Then with a shade of disdain he added, "It wasn't you, then? Very well; I'll find the other." "Don't be a fool," I cried in exasperation; "it wasn't that at all." "I've heard," he said again with an unshaken and sombre perseverance. 'There may be those who could have laughed at his pertinacity; I didn't. Oh, I didn't! There had never been a man so mercilessly shown up by his own natural impulse. A single word had stripped him of his discretion--of that discretion which is more necessary to the decencies of our inner being than clothing is to the decorum of our body. "Don't be a fool," I repeated. "But the other man said it, you don't deny that?" he pronounced distinctly, and looking in my face without flinching. "No, I don't deny," said I, returning his gaze. At last his eyes followed downwards the direction of my pointing finger. He appeared at first uncomprehending, then confounded, and at last amazed and scared as though a dog had been a monster and he had never seen a dog before. "Nobody dreamt of insulting you," I said. 'He contemplated the wretched animal, that moved no more than an effigy: it sat with ears pricked and its sharp muzzle pointed into the doorway, and suddenly snapped at a fly like a piece of mechanism. 'I looked at him. The red of his fair sunburnt complexion deepened suddenly under the down of his cheeks, invaded his forehead, spread to the roots of his

Korean amazed: 놀란. cur: 망종, 똥개, 들개, 쌍놈, 겁쟁이, 불량배. decencies: 보기 흉하지 않음, 어엿한 생활에 필요한 것, 예절 바름, 관대. decorum: 예의바름, 고상함, 단정, 예의 바름. earnestly: 진지하게, 진정으로, 진심으로, 열심히. exasperation: 격분, 악화, 분노, 격화, 격노.

falsehood: 허위, 거짓말, 잘못. insulting: 모욕적인, 무례한, 모욕의. mercilessly: 무자비하게, 무정하게. muzzle: 입마개, 총구, 말못하게 하다, 코, 입부분, 부리망, 언론을 탄압하다, 재갈, 재갈-개 따위에 부리망을 씌우다, 개 따위에 부리망을 씌우다, 포구. perseverance: 인내, 참을성 있는, 고집, 궁극적 구원. pertinacity: 완고, 불요 불굴,

불요불굴, 외고집, 집착력, 집요함, 끈덕짐. scorn: 경멸하다, 경멸, 떳떳하게 여기지 않다, 냉소하다, 경멸받는 것, 거절하다, 조소하다, 경멸받는 사람. suggestive: 암시적인, 연상시키는, 유혹적인, 암시하는, 암시의, 생각나게 하는, 유발시키는 듯한. threateningly: 험악하게. unshaken: 동요하지않는, 확고한, 흔들리지 않는.

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curly hair. His ears became intensely crimson, and even the clear blue of his eyes was darkened many shades by the rush of blood to his head. His lips pouted a little, trembling as though he had been on the point of bursting into tears. I perceived he was incapable of pronouncing a word from the excess of his humiliation. From disappointment too--who knows? Perhaps he looked forward to that hammering he was going to give me for rehabilitation, for appeasement? Who can tell what relief he expected from this chance of a row? He was naive enough to expect anything; but he had given himself away for nothing in this case. He had been frank with himself--let alone with me--in the wild hope of arriving in that way at some effective refutation, and the stars had been ironically unpropitious. He made an inarticulate noise in his throat like a man imperfectly stunned by a blow on the head. It was pitiful.% 'I didn't catch up again with him till well outside the gate. I had even to trot a bit at the last, but when, out of breath at his elbow, I taxed him with running away, he said, "Never!" and at once turned at bay. I explained I never meant to say he was running away from _me_. "From no man--from not a single man on earth," he affirmed with a stubborn mien. I forbore to point out the one obvious exception which would hold good for the bravest of us; I thought he would find out by himself very soon. He looked at me patiently while I was thinking of something to say, but I could find nothing on the spur of the moment, and he began to walk on. I kept up, and anxious not to lose him, I said hurriedly that I couldn't think of leaving him under a false impression of my--of my--I stammered. The stupidity of the phrase appalled me while I was trying to finish it, but the power of sentences has nothing to do with their sense or the logic of their construction. My idiotic mumble seemed to please him. He cut it short by saying, with courteous placidity that argued an immense power of self-control or else a wonderful elasticity of spirits--"Altogether my mistake." I marvelled greatly at this expression: he might have been alluding to some trifling occurrence. Hadn't he understood its deplorable meaning? "You may well forgive me," he continued, and went on a little moodily, "All these staring people in court seemed such fools that--that it might have been as I supposed."

Korean appeasement: 위무, 진정, 양보, 완화. courteous: 예의바른, 정중한, 친절한. hammering: 망치로 침, 해머로 치는, 맹타, 두드려 만든 무늬, 탕탕치는, 망치로 치는 소리. idiotic: 백치의, 바보의. imperfectly: 미완료의, 불완전한, 불완전하게, 미완성의, 불충분하게. inarticulate: 분명치 않은, 관절이 없는, 말을 못하는, 모호한, 말을 못 하는.

mien: 풍채, 태도. 얼빠짐. moodily: 언짢게, 우울하게, trifling: 하찮은, 경박한, 시시한, 변덕스럽게. 사소한, 게으른. placidity: 평정, 평온. trot: 자습서, 총총걸음으로 걷다, pronouncing: 발음, 발음의, 발표, 총총걸음, 자습용 번역서, 아장아장 선언, 발음을 표시하는. 걷는 어린애, 속보로 달기다, 속보, refutation: 논박, 반박, 논파, 남의 서두르며 가다, 빠른운동, 빠른 잘못을 논증함. 걸음으로 안내하다, 자습서로 self-control: 자제, 극기, 자제심, 근신. 공부하다. stupidity: 어리석음, 우둔, 어리석은 unpropitious: 계제가 나쁜, 불길한, 언동, 어리석은 짓, 얼빠진 언동, 불운한.

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'This opened suddenly a new view of him to my wonder. I looked at him curiously and met his unabashed and impenetrable eyes. "I can't put up with this kind of thing," he said, very simply, "and I don't mean to. In court it's different; I've got to stand that--and I can do it too."% 'I don't pretend I understood him. The views he let me have of himself were like those glimpses through the shifting rents in a thick fog--bits of vivid and vanishing detail, giving no connected idea of the general aspect of a country. They fed one's curiosity without satisfying it; they were no good for purposes of orientation. Upon the whole he was misleading. That's how I summed him up to myself after he left me late in the evening. I had been staying at the Malabar House for a few days, and on my pressing invitation he dined with me there.'

Korean curiosity: 호기심, 골동품, 진기함, 진기한 것, 신기함, 진기한것. curiously: 호기심에서, 기묘하게, 지독하게, 신기한 듯이, 진기한듯이, 기묘하게도. impenetrable: 헤아릴 수 없는, 불가입성의, 무감각한, 꿰뚫을 수 없는, 불가해의, 불가해한, 완고한, 물들지 않는, 고집스러운, 동요되지 않는, 둔한. misleading: 현혹시키는, 오해하게

하는, 오도하는, 사람을 오해하게 하는. one's: 자기의, 자신의. orientation: 지도, 방위, 태도 시정, 동쪽으로 향하게 함, 외교 따위의 방침 결정, 외교 따위의 태도 결정, 본능, 정위, 태도 결정, 교회당을 동향으로 짓기, 건물 따위의 동쪽을 찾아내기. pretend: 속이다, 자부하다, 인 체하다, 거짓의, 감히..하려고 하다, 가장하다,

체하다, 공상상의, 요구하다, 구실로 삼다. rents: 부모. satisfying: 확실한, 충분한, 만족을 주는, 납득이 가는, 납득이 되는, 만족한. shifting: 이동하는, 바뀌는, 속임수, 협잡의, 이동, 수책을 부리는, 술책을 부리는. vivid: 생생한, 선명한, 똑똑한, 산뜻한, 발랄한, 뜻한, 밝은.

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'An outward-bound mail-boat had come in that afternoon, and the big dining-room of the hotel was more than half full of people with a-hundredpounds-round-the-world tickets in their pockets. There were married couples looking domesticated and bored with each other in the midst of their travels; there were small parties and large parties, and lone individuals dining solemnly or feasting boisterously, but all thinking, conversing, joking, or scowling as was their wont at home; and just as intelligently receptive of new impressions as their trunks upstairs. Henceforth they would be labelled as having passed through this and that place, and so would be their luggage. They would cherish this distinction of their persons, and preserve the gummed tickets on their portmanteaus as documentary evidence, as the only permanent trace of their improving enterprise. The dark-faced servants tripped without noise over the vast and polished floor; now and then a girl's laugh would be heard, as innocent and empty as her mind, or, in a sudden hush of crockery, a few words in an affected drawl from some wit embroidering for the benefit of a grinning tableful the last funny story of shipboard scandal. Two nomadic old maids, dressed up to kill, worked acrimoniously through the bill of fare, whispering to each other with faded lips, wooden-faced and bizarre, like two sumptuous scarecrows. A little wine opened Jim's heart and loosened his tongue. His appetite was good, too, I noticed. He seemed to have buried somewhere the opening episode of our acquaintance. It was like a thing of which there would be no more question in

Korean acrimoniously: 신랄하게, 호되게, 독살스럽게. boisterously: 거칠게, 몹시 사납게, 난폭하게. cherish: 품다, 귀여워하다, 소중히 하다, 소중히 키우다, 소중히 기르다, 고이 간직하다. crockery: 오지그릇, 도자기류, 사기그릇, 토기류. henceforth: 차후, 이후, 금후. hush: 쉿, 입 밖에 내지 않다,

고요하게하다, 쉬쉬해버리다, 고요해지다, 침묵, 침묵하다, 조용함, 조용해지다, 조용히, 은폐. intelligently: 지적으로. joking: 농담하는, 장난치는. luggage: 여행가방, 수하물, 여행 가방. midst: 한가운데, 중앙. nomadic: 방랑의, 유목의, 유목민의. receptive: 민감한, 잘 받아들이는, 잘받아들이는, 감수성이 풍부한, 잘 받아 들이는, 인상 따위를 잘 받아

들이는, 사상 따위를 잘 받아 들이는. shipboard: 배. solemnly: 엄숙하게, 장엄하게, 진지하게. sumptuous: 사치스런, 값진, 호화로운, 값비싼. tableful: 한 식탁의 분량. trunks: 트렁크스. whispering: 속삭임, 속삭이는. wont: 습관, 버릇처럼 된, 풍습, 늘...하는, 에 익숙한.

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this world. And all the time I had before me these blue, boyish eyes looking straight into mine, this young face, these capable shoulders, the open bronzed forehead with a white line under the roots of clustering fair hair, this appearance appealing at sight to all my sympathies: this frank aspect, the artless smile, the youthful seriousness. He was of the right sort; he was one of us. He talked soberly, with a sort of composed unreserve, and with a quiet bearing that might have been the outcome of manly self-control, of impudence, of callousness, of a colossal unconsciousness, of a gigantic deception. Who can tell! From our tone we might have been discussing a third person, a football match, last year's weather. My mind floated in a sea of conjectures till the turn of the conversation enabled me, without being offensive, to remark that, upon the whole, this inquiry must have been pretty trying to him. He darted his arm across the tablecloth, and clutching my hand by the side of my plate, glared fixedly. I was startled. "It must be awfully hard," I stammered, confused by this display of speechless feeling. "It is-- hell," he burst out in a muffled voice.% 'This movement and these words caused two well-groomed male globetrotters at a neighbouring table to look up in alarm from their iced pudding. I rose, and we passed into the front gallery for coffee and cigars. 'On little octagon tables candles burned in glass globes; clumps of stiffleaved plants separated sets of cosy wicker chairs; and between the pairs of columns, whose reddish shafts caught in a long row the sheen from the tall windows, the night, glittering and sombre, seemed to hang like a splendid drapery. The riding lights of ships winked afar like setting stars, and the hills across the roadstead resembled rounded black masses of arrested thunderclouds. ' "I couldn't clear out," Jim began. "The skipper did--that's all very well for him. I couldn't, and I wouldn't. They all got out of it in one way or another, but it wouldn't do for me." 'I listened with concentrated attention, not daring to stir in my chair; I wanted to know--and to this day I don't know, I can only guess. He would be confident and depressed all in the same breath, as if some conviction of innate

Korean artless: 단순한, 천진스러운, 무기교의, 비예술적인, 꾸밈 없는, 소박한. boyish: 소년의, 소년 같은, 여자 아이가 같은. callousness: 무정, 굳성. colossal: 거대한, 훌륭한, 터무니없는, 어마어마한, 놀랄만한, 굉장한. drapery: 피륙, 휘장, 주름, 커튼, 포목, 옷, 장막, 직물업, 포장. fixedly: 고정하여, 안정하여, 정착하여.

globes: 유방. iced: 얼음으로 냉각한, 당의을 입힌, 얼음을채운, 얼음에 채운, 얼음으로 뒤덮인, 얼음으로 덮인. manly: 사내다운, 남자 같은, 남성적인, 남자와 같은, 여자가 남자와 같은. octagon: 팔변형, 팔각형, 팔각형의. sheen: 빗남, 광채, 광택, 윤, 광휘. soberly: 분별 있는, 진지한, 술이 깨다, 취하지않은, 수수한, 마음이

가라앉다, 마음을 가라앉히다, 냉정한, 과장 없는, 맑은 정신의, 침착하게. tablecloth: 테이블 보, 식탁보. unconsciousness: 무의식, 인사 불성, 현기증이 나다, 의식불명. unreserve: 솔직, 스스럼없음, 거리낌 없음, 기탄없음. well-groomed: 옷차림이 단정한, 몸차림이 단정한, 손질이 잘 되어 있는.

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blamelessness had checked the truth writhing within him at every turn. He began by saying, in the tone in which a man would admit his inability to jump a twenty-foot wall, that he could never go home now; and this declaration recalled to my mind what Brierly had said, "that the old parson in Essex seemed to fancy his sailor son not a little."% 'I can't tell you whether Jim knew he was especially "fancied," but the tone of his references to "my Dad" was calculated to give me a notion that the good old rural dean was about the finest man that ever had been worried by the cares of a large family since the beginning of the world. This, though never stated, was implied with an anxiety that there should be no mistake about it, which was really very true and charming, but added a poignant sense of lives far off to the other elements of the story. "He has seen it all in the home papers by this time," said Jim. "I can never face the poor old chap." I did not dare to lift my eyes at this till I heard him add, "I could never explain. He wouldn't understand." Then I looked up. He was smoking reflectively, and after a moment, rousing himself, began to talk again. He discovered at once a desire that I should not confound him with his partners in--in crime, let us call it. He was not one of them; he was altogether of another sort. I gave no sign of dissent. I had no intention, for the sake of barren truth, to rob him of the smallest particle of any saving grace that would come in his way. I didn't know how much of it he believed himself. I didn't know what he was playing up to--if he was playing up to anything at all-and I suspect he did not know either; for it is my belief no man ever understands quite his own artful dodges to escape from the grim shadow of self-knowledge. I made no sound all the time he was wondering what he had better do after "that stupid inquiry was over." 'Apparently he shared Brierly's contemptuous opinion of these proceedings ordained by law. He would not know where to turn, he confessed, clearly thinking aloud rather than talking to me. Certificate gone, career broken, no money to get away, no work that he could obtain as far as he could see. At home he could perhaps get something; but it meant going to his people for help, and that he would not do. He saw nothing for it but ship before the mast-- could get

Korean artful: 교활한, 기교가 부르는, 기교가 뛰어난. barren: 임신 못하는, 불모의, 메마른, 열매를 맺지 않는, 농작물이 나지않는, 재미없는, 무익한, 내용이 보잘것 없는, 새끼를 못 낳는, 효과없는, 황야. charming: 매력적인, 매우 좋은, 매우 재미있는, 마법을 거 는, 매혹적인, 매력있는, 매우 귀여운, 마법을 거는, 매력 있는.

confessed: 정평있는, 명백한, 인정된, 인정받은, 자인한. dean: 사제장, 대학의 학장, 학장, 지구장, 주임 사제, 단체의 최고참자. dissent: 국교 반대, 의견을 달리하다, 이의를 말하다, 이의, 영국 교회에 반대하다, 불찬성, 다수 의견에 반대하는 의견, 국교에 반대하다. grim: 엄한, 무서운, 불굴의, 험상궂은, 잔인한, 얼굴이 무서운, 완강한. inability: 무능, 무력, 할수 없음, 할 수

없음. particle: 불변화사, 미분자, 미량, 질점, 접두사, 조각, 작은 조각, 입자, 분자. rousing: 활발한, 터무니없는, 열렬한, 각성시키는, 감동케하는, 고무하는, 타오르는, 흥분시키는, 격려하는. saving: 저금, 구조, 절약, 절약하는, 구제, 제외하는, 저축, 을 더는, 보상, 구하는, 외에는. self-knowledge: 자각, 자기 인식.

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perhaps a quartermaster's billet in some steamer. Would do for a quartermaster. . . . "Do you think you would?" I asked pitilessly. He jumped up, and going to the stone balustrade looked out into the night. In a moment he was back, towering above my chair with his youthful face clouded yet by the pain of a conquered emotion. He had understood very well I did not doubt his ability to steer a ship. In a voice that quavered a bit he asked me why did I say that? I had been "no end kind" to him. I had not even laughed at him when--here he began to mumble--"that mistake, you know-- made a confounded ass of myself." I broke in by saying rather warmly that for me such a mistake was not a matter to laugh at. He sat down and drank deliberately some coffee, emptying the small cup to the last drop. "That does not mean I admit for a moment the cap fitted," he declared distinctly. "No?" I said. "No," he affirmed with quiet decision. "Do you know what _you_ would have done? Do you? And you don't think yourself" . . . he gulped something . . . "you don't think yourself a--a--cur?"% 'And with this--upon my honour!--he looked up at me inquisitively. It was a question it appears--a bona fide question! However, he didn't wait for an answer. Before I could recover he went on, with his eyes straight before him, as if reading off something written on the body of the night. "It is all in being ready. I wasn't; not-- not then. I don't want to excuse myself; but I would like to explain-- I would like somebody to understand--somebody--one person at least! You! Why not you?" 'It was solemn, and a little ridiculous too, as they always are, those struggles of an individual trying to save from the fire his idea of what his moral identity should be, this precious notion of a convention, only one of the rules of the game, nothing more, but all the same so terribly effective by its assumption of unlimited power over natural instincts, by the awful penalties of its failure. He began his story quietly enough. On board that Dale Line steamer that had picked up these four floating in a boat upon the discreet sunset glow of the sea, they had been after the first day looked askance upon. The fat skipper told some story, the others had been silent, and at first it had been accepted. You don't cross-examine poor castaways you had the good luck to save, if not from cruel

Korean askance: 비스듬히, 옆으로, 으심쩍게 보다, 비스듬듬히, 모으로. ass: 당나귀, 마보, 외집쟁이, 나귀, 고집쟁이, 고집통이, 바보. conquered: 패자, 피정복자. cross-examine: 힐문하다, 반대 심문하다. discreet: 사려가 깊은, 신중한, 분별 있는, 분별있는, 지각있는, 사려있는. inquisitively: 호기심많게, 호기심에 차서.

pitilessly: 무자비하게, 냉혹하게. quartermaster: 병참 장교, 조타수, 병참장교, 보급장교. solemn: 엄숙한, 정식의, 격식 차린, 신성한, 종교 상의, 진지한, 심각한 표정의, 종교상의, 중대한. steer: 키를 잡다, 조언, 향하다, 나아가다, 어린수소, 충고, 조종하다, 인도하다, 에 관계하지 않다, 식육용의 불깐 소, 돌리다. sunset: 말기, 해질녘, 일몰, 저녁놀,

종말, 일물. towering: 높이 솟은, 격렬한, 큰 원대한, 위대한, 큰, 높이 치솟은. unlimited: 끝없는, 무한한, 무제한의, 부정의, 제한 없는, 한없는. warmly: 충심으로, 열심히, 따뜻하게, 흥분하여, 열렬히, 따뜻이. youthful: 젊은, 젊은이의, 젊음에 넘치는, 발랄한, 초기의, 유년기의, 기운찬, 젊은이에 알맞은, 청년 특유의, 이른.

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death, then at least from cruel suffering. Afterwards, with time to think it over, it might have struck the officers of the Avondale that there was "something fishy" in the affair; but of course they would keep their doubts to themselves. They had picked up the captain, the mate, and two engineers of the steamer Patna sunk at sea, and that, very properly, was enough for them. I did not ask Jim about the nature of his feelings during the ten days he spent on board. From the way he narrated that part I was at liberty to infer he was partly stunned by the discovery he had made--the discovery about himself--and no doubt was at work trying to explain it away to the only man who was capable of appreciating all its tremendous magnitude. You must understand he did not try to minimise its importance. Of that I am sure; and therein lies his distinction. As to what sensations he experienced when he got ashore and heard the unforeseen conclusion of the tale in which he had taken such a pitiful part, he told me nothing of them, and it is difficult to imagine.% 'I wonder whether he felt the ground cut from under his feet? I wonder? But no doubt he managed to get a fresh foothold very soon. He was ashore a whole fortnight waiting in the Sailors' Home, and as there were six or seven men staying there at the time, I had heard of him a little. Their languid opinion seemed to be that, in addition to his other shortcomings, he was a sulky brute. He had passed these days on the verandah, buried in a long chair, and coming out of his place of sepulture only at meal-times or late at night, when he wandered on the quays all by himself, detached from his surroundings, irresolute and silent, like a ghost without a home to haunt. "I don't think I've spoken three words to a living soul in all that time," he said, making me very sorry for him; and directly he added, "One of these fellows would have been sure to blurt out something I had made up my mind not to put up with, and I didn't want a row. No! Not then. I was too--too . . . I had no heart for it." "So that bulkhead held out after all," I remarked cheerfully. "Yes," he murmured, "it held. And yet I swear to you I felt it bulge under my hand." "It's extraordinary what strains old iron will stand sometimes," I said. Thrown back in his seat, his legs stiffly out and arms hanging down, he nodded slightly several times. You could not conceive a sadder spectacle. Suddenly he lifted his head; he sat up; he

Korean blurt: 무심결에말하다, 불쑥 말하다, 불쑥 말을 꺼냄, 엉겹결에 말함, 무심결에 말하다. bulge: 부풀다, 전선의돌출부, 배밑의만곡부, 이익, 부푼것, 부풀리다, 수량의 일시적 증가, 팽창, 부풀기, 유리, 일시적 증가. conceive: 상상하다, 임신하다, 배다, 이해하다, 마음에 품다, 착상하다, 마음에품다, 말로표현하다, 라고 생각하다, 생각하다, 생각해 내다.

fishy: 물고기의, 비린, 흐리멍텅한, 물고기같은, 의심스런, 수상한, 물고기가 많은, 흐릿한. foothold: 발판, 거점, 고무 덧신, 고무 샌들, 근거지. haunt: 소굴, 출몰하다, 나오다, 자주가다, 마음에 붙어 다니다, 자주가는 장소, 에 자주 가다, 나타나다, 끊임없이 출입하는 장소, 자주 나타나다. infer: 추론하다, 의미하다, 암시하다,

추단하다, 추측하다. irresolute: 우유 부단한, 결단력 없는, 우물쭈물하는. sepulture: 매장, 무덤, 묘소. stiffly: 뻣뻣하게, 완고하게, 완강하게, 단호하게, 딱딱하게. therein: 그 속에, 그 점에서, 그 가운데에. unforeseen: 뜻밖의, 예기치 못한, 뜻하지 않은, 생각지 않은, 예측하기 어려운 일.

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slapped his thigh. "Ah! what a chance missed! My God! what a chance missed!" he blazed out, but the ring of the last "missed" resembled a cry wrung out by pain.% 'He was silent again with a still, far-away look of fierce yearning after that missed distinction, with his nostrils for an instant dilated, sniffing the intoxicating breath of that wasted opportunity. If you think I was either surprised or shocked you do me an injustice in more ways than one! Ah, he was an imaginative beggar! He would give himself away; he would give himself up. I could see in his glance darted into the night all his inner being carried on, projected headlong into the fanciful realm of recklessly heroic aspirations. He had no leisure to regret what he had lost, he was so wholly and naturally concerned for what he had failed to obtain. He was very far away from me who watched him across three feet of space. With every instant he was penetrating deeper into the impossible world of romantic achievements. He got to the heart of it at last! A strange look of beatitude overspread his features, his eyes sparkled in the light of the candle burning between us; he positively smiled! He had penetrated to the very heart--to the very heart. It was an ecstatic smile that your faces--or mine either--will never wear, my dear boys. I whisked him back by saying, "If you had stuck to the ship, you mean!" 'He turned upon me, his eyes suddenly amazed and full of pain, with a bewildered, startled, suffering face, as though he had tumbled down from a star. Neither you nor I will ever look like this on any man. He shuddered profoundly, as if a cold finger-tip had touched his heart. Last of all he sighed. 'I was not in a merciful mood. He provoked one by his contradictory indiscretions. "It is unfortunate you didn't know beforehand!" I said with every unkind intention; but the perfidious shaft fell harmless--dropped at his feet like a spent arrow, as it were, and he did not think of picking it up. Perhaps he had not even seen it. Presently, lolling at ease, he said, "Dash it all! I tell you it bulged. I was holding up my lamp along the angle-iron in the lower deck when a flake of rust as big as the palm of my hand fell off the plate, all of itself." He passed his hand over his forehead. "The thing stirred and jumped off like something alive

Korean beatitude: 지복, 팔복, 여덟가지 참 행복, 더할 나위 없는 행복. ecstatic: 무아경의, 희열에 넘친, 황홀한, 황홀한 도취하는 사람, 완전히 마음이 팔린, 열중한, 무아경. fanciful: 공상의, 변덕스런, 기발한, 기상 천외한, 공상에 잠기는. flake: 박편이 되다, 얇은조각, 물고기 말리는 덕, 저장 시렁, 매우 특이한 개성을 가진 선수, 얇은 조각, 엷은 조각으로 덮다, 매우 특이한 개성을

가진 사람, 저장 선반, 엷은 조각으로 하다, 체포. headlong: 거꾸로, 곧바로, 성급한, 무모하게, 거꾸로의, 곤두박이의. intoxicating: 취하게 하는 열중케하는. overspread: 전면에 펴다, 전면에 퍼지다, 전면에 펼치다. penetrating: 관통하는, 꿰뚫는, 침투하는, 날카로운, 견식 높은, 예리한, 잘 들리는, 통찰력이 있는, 현명한, 예민한.

perfidious: 불성실한, 배반의, 배반하는, 불신의. recklessly: 무분별하게, 무모하게. rust: 녹, 녹슬다, 녹병에 걸리다, 녹병, 무활동, 녹슬게 하다, 녹병균, 녹빛이 되다, 녹빛, 나쁜 습관, 둔해지다. unkind: 불친절한, 몰인정한, 냉혹한, 사나운. yearning: 동경, 열망, 포부, 대망, 사모하는, 그리움, 열망하는, 간절한 생각.

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while%I was looking at it." "That made you feel pretty bad," I observed casually. "Do you suppose," he said, "that I was thinking of myself, with a hundred and sixty people at my back, all fast asleep in that fore-'tween-deck alone--and more of them aft; more on the deck--sleeping--knowing nothing about it--three times as many as there were boats for, even if there had been time? I expected to see the iron open out as I stood there and the rush of water going over them as they lay. . . . What could I do--what?" 'I can easily picture him to myself in the peopled gloom of the cavernous place, with the light of the globe-lamp falling on a small portion of the bulkhead that had the weight of the ocean on the other side, and the breathing of unconscious sleepers in his ears. I can see him glaring at the iron, startled by the falling rust, overburdened by the knowledge of an imminent death. This, I gathered, was the second time he had been sent forward by that skipper of his, who, I rather think, wanted to keep him away from the bridge. He told me that his first impulse was to shout and straightway make all those people leap out of sleep into terror; but such an overwhelming sense of his helplessness came over him that he was not able to produce a sound. This is, I suppose, what people mean by the tongue cleaving to the roof of the mouth. "Too dry," was the concise expression he used in reference to this state. Without a sound, then, he scrambled out on deck through the number one hatch. A windsail rigged down there swung against him accidentally, and he remembered that the light touch of the canvas on his face nearly knocked him off the hatchway ladder. 'He confessed that his knees wobbled a good deal as he stood on the foredeck looking at another sleeping crowd. The engines having been stopped by that time, the steam was blowing off. Its deep rumble made the whole night vibrate like a bass string. The ship trembled to it. 'He saw here and there a head lifted off a mat, a vague form uprise in sitting posture, listen sleepily for a moment, sink down again into the billowy confusion of boxes, steam-winches, ventilators. He was aware all these people did not know enough to take intelligent notice of that strange noise. The ship of iron, the men with white faces, all the sights, all the sounds, everything on board

Korean billowy: 놀치는, 물결이 높은, 부풀어 오른, 소용돌이치는, 놀지는. cavernous: 동굴이 많은, 동굴 같은, 깊은, 움푹 들어간, 움푹한, 동굴에서 나오는 듯한. concise: 간명한, 간결한, 간명하게, 간명함. foredeck: 갑판. glaring: 눈부신, 번쩍번쩍 빛나는, 눈에 띄는, 명백한, 흘겨보는, 야한, 빤한, 현란한, 빤짝빤짝 빛나는,

쏘아보. rigged: 식범장의. rumble: 우르르 소리, 우르르 울리다, 의 진상을 간파하다, 울리다, 덜커덕가나다, 덜거덕거리며 가다, 와글와글 지껄이다, 우르르울리는 소리, 와글와글 외치다, 수레 따위가 덜거덕거리며 가다, 하인 좌석. startled: 놀란. straightway: 곧, 당장에, 직접 일직선의, 즉시, 즉각, 일직선으로,

직선의, 일직선의. swung: 흔들거리는, 물결 모양의. uprise: 일어서다, 증대하다, 오르막이되다, 오르다, 오르막, 상승, 떠오르다, 발생, 반란을 일으키다, 치받이, 폭동을 일으키다. vibrate: 흔들리다, 진동하다, 진동시키다, 후들거리다, 오싹하게하다, 마음이 떨리다, 흔들어 표시하다, 떨다, 감동시키다, 감동하다, 진동하여 내다.

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to that ignorant and pious multitude was strange alike, and as trustworthy as it would for ever remain incomprehensible. It occurred to him that the fact was fortunate. The idea of it was simply terrible.% 'You must remember he believed, as any other man would have done in his place, that the ship would go down at any moment; the bulging, rust-eaten plates that kept back the ocean, fatally must give way, all at once like an undermined dam, and let in a sudden and overwhelming flood. He stood still looking at these recumbent bodies, a doomed man aware of his fate, surveying the silent company of the dead. They _were_ dead! Nothing could save them! There were boats enough for half of them perhaps, but there was no time. No time! No time! It did not seem worth while to open his lips, to stir hand or foot. Before he could shout three words, or make three steps, he would be floundering in a sea whitened awfully by the desperate struggles of human beings, clamorous with the distress of cries for help. There was no help. He imagined what would happen perfectly; he went through it all motionless by the hatchway with the lamp in his hand--he went through it to the very last harrowing detail. I think he went through it again while he was telling me these things he could not tell the court. ' "I saw as clearly as I see you now that there was nothing I could do. It seemed to take all life out of my limbs. I thought I might just as well stand where I was and wait. I did not think I had many seconds . . ." Suddenly the steam ceased blowing off. The noise, he remarked, had been distracting, but the silence at once became intolerably oppressive. ' "I thought I would choke before I got drowned," he said. 'He protested he did not think of saving himself. The only distinct thought formed, vanishing, and re-forming in his brain, was: eight hundred people and seven boats; eight hundred people and seven boats. ' "Somebody was speaking aloud inside my head," he said a little wildly. "Eight hundred people and seven boats--and no time! Just think of it." He leaned towards me across the little table, and I tried to avoid his stare. "Do you think I was afraid of death?" he asked in a voice very fierce and low. He brought down

Korean awfully: 무섭게, 대단히. bulging: 부풀리는, 부푼. choke: 억제하다, 질식시키다, 폐색부, 질식, 마르게 하다, 숨이 막히다, 목이 메게 하다, 메우다, 끄다, 숨막히게 하다, 목졸라 죽이다. clamorous: 시끄러운, 떠들썩한, 떨들썩한. fatally: 치명적으로, 숙명적으로, 불운하게도, 불가피하게. harrowing: 마음 아픈, 비참한.

ignorant: 무식한, 을 모르는, 무지몽매한, 무지에서 비롯되는, 무지한. incomprehensible: 무한한, 불가해한, 무한한것, 이해할 수 없는, 이해할수 없는. intolerably: 참을수 없이, 극히, 견디지 못하게. motionless: 움직이 않는, 퍄, 뭄짓으로 신호하다, 움직이지 않는, 정지한, 정지한-뭄짓으로

신호하다링, 팅삥, 동기가 없는. multitude: 다수, 군중. oppressive: 압제적인, 가혹한, 답답한, 압박하는. recumbent: 기댄, 가로누운, 경사진, 휴식하는, 활발하지 못한, 활발치 못한, 태만한, 드러누운, 가로 누운, 휴식하고 있는. surveying: 측량, 측량술. trustworthy: 신뢰할 수 있는, 확실한, 신용할 수 있는.

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his open hand with a bang that made the coffee-cups dance. "I am ready to swear I was not--I was not. . . . By God--no!" He hitched himself upright and crossed his arms; his chin fell on his breast.% 'The soft clashes of crockery reached us faintly through the high windows. There was a burst of voices, and several men came out in high good-humour into the gallery. They were exchanging jocular reminiscences of the donkeys in Cairo. A pale anxious youth stepping softly on long legs was being chaffed by a strutting and rubicund globe-trotter about his purchases in the bazaar. "No, really--do you think I've been done to that extent?" he inquired very earnest and deliberate. The band moved away, dropping into chairs as they went; matches flared, illuminating for a second faces without the ghost of an expression and the flat glaze of white shirt-fronts; the hum of many conversations animated with the ardour of feasting sounded to me absurd and infinitely remote. ' "Some of the crew were sleeping on the number one hatch within reach of my arm," began Jim again. 'You must know they kept Kalashee watch in that ship, all hands sleeping through the night, and only the reliefs of quartermasters and look-out men being called. He was tempted to grip and shake the shoulder of the nearest lascar, but he didn't. Something held his arms down along his sides. He was not afraid--oh no! only he just couldn't--that's all. He was not afraid of death perhaps, but I'll tell you what, he was afraid of the emergency. His confounded imagination had evoked for him all the horrors of panic, the trampling rush, the pitiful screams, boats swamped--all the appalling incidents of a disaster at sea he had ever heard of. He might have been resigned to die but I suspect he wanted to die without added terrors, quietly, in a sort of peaceful trance. A certain readiness to perish is not so very rare, but it is seldom that you meet men whose souls, steeled in the impenetrable armour of resolution, are ready to fight a losing battle to the last; the desire of peace waxes stronger as hope declines, till at last it conquers the very desire of life. Which of us here has not observed this, or maybe experienced something of that feeling in his own person--this extreme weariness of emotions, the vanity of effort, the yearning for rest? Those striving with unreasonable

Korean absurd: 불합리한, 어리석은, 부조리한, 모순된, 부조리. animated: 싱싱한, 기운찬, 살아있는, 생기가 있는. ardour: 열정, 열심. flared: 플레어의. glaze: 유약을 칠하다, 윤내는 약, 조미한 국물을 치다, 구물, 매끄럽게 되다, 우빙, 흐려지다, 윤을 내다, 윤이 나다, 조미한 국물, 질그릇의 유약.

hitched: 절름거리는. illuminating: 조명하는, 비추는, 밝히는, 계몽적인. jocular: 우스운, 익살맞은, 우스꽝스러운. lascar: 동인도 제도의 뱃사람, 동인도인 수부, 외국선에 타서 근무하는 동인도인 수부. perish: 멸망하다, 썩어 없어지다, 지독하게, 죽다, 괴롭히다혹독한, 말라 죽다, 무너지다, 무너지다-몹시

곤란하게 하다, 몹시 곤란하게 하다, 의 기능을 잃게 하다, 몹시 괴롭히다. reminiscences: 회고담. rubicund: 혈색이 좋은, 얼굴이 벌건, 붉은. trance: 꿈결, 비몽 사몽, 황홀상태, 실신, 황홀, 황홀하게 만들다. vanity: 공허, 화장대, 무가치, 허영, 무익, 허영심, 허무함, 허황한 것, 휴대용 화장품 상자. weariness: 권태, 싫증, 피로.

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forces know it well,--the shipwrecked castaways in boats, wanderers lost in a desert, %men battling against the unthinking might of nature, or the stupid brutality of crowds.'

Korean brutality: 잔인성, 만행, 야만성, 잔인한 행위, 야만, 무자비. desert: 버리다, 당연한 응보, 사막, 도망하다, 불모의, 상을 받을 만한 가치, 사막의, 지방의, 쓸쓸한, 불모 시대, 불모 지대. lost: 진, 허비한, 잃은, 놓친, 길잃은, 정신팔린, 죽인, 파멸된, 잃어버린, 헛되이, 죽은. nature: 자연, 천성, 성질, 충동, 인간성, 대자연, 기질, 자연계, 체력,

자연물, 본성. shipwrecked: 깨어진, 난파한. stupid: 어리석은, 고집센, 무감각한, 멍청한, 시시한, 바보. unthinking: 부주의한, 생각없는, 사고력이 없는.

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CHAPTER 8 'How%long he stood stock-still by the hatch expecting every moment to feel the ship dip under his feet and the rush of water take him at the back and toss him like a chip, I cannot say. Not very long--two minutes perhaps. A couple of men he could not make out began to converse drowsily, and also, he could not tell where, he detected a curious noise of shuffling feet. Above these faint sounds there was that awful stillness preceding a catastrophe, that trying silence of the moment before the crash; then it came into his head that perhaps he would have time to rush along and cut all the lanyards of the gripes, so that the boats would float as the ship went down. 'The Patna had a long bridge, and all the boats were up there, four on one side and three on the other--the smallest of them on the port-side and nearly abreast of the steering gear. He assured me, with evident anxiety to be believed, that he had been most careful to keep them ready for instant service. He knew his duty. I dare say he was a good enough mate as far as that went. "I always believed in being prepared for the worst," he commented, staring anxiously in my face. I nodded my approval of the sound principle, averting my eyes before the subtle unsoundness of the man. 'He started unsteadily to run. He had to step over legs, avoid stumbling against the heads. Suddenly some one caught hold of his coat from below, and a distressed voice spoke under his elbow. The light of the lamp he carried in his right hand fell upon an upturned dark face whose eyes entreated him together

Korean abreast: 나란히, 어깨를 나란히 하여, 옆으로 나란히. anxiety: 걱정, 불안, 열망, 근심, 걱정거리, 염원. anxiously: 걱정스럽게, 근심하여, 걱정하여. catastrophe: 대단원, 파국, 대이변, 대실패, 파멸, 지각의 격변, 튼 재앙, 큰재변, 대참사. dip: 담그다, 살충액에 담그어 씻다, 살짝 적시다, 적시다, 잠시 내렸다

올리다, 어리석은 사람, 양초, 순간적 강하, 소매치기, 물건을 건지려고 손을 쑥 넣다, 살짝 잠기다. distressed: 피로한, 궁핍한, 구유핍한, 투매의, 고민하는. drowsily: 졸린듯이, 꾸벅꾸벅, 잠결에, 나른하게. gripes: 보트 매어두는 밧줄. hatch: 부화, 음영, 까다, 해치, 수문, 창구, 승강구, 깨다, 꾸며지다, 한 배, 아래짝 문.

preceding: 선행하는, 앞의, 전술한. steering: 조타, 조정, 등선실, 조타의. stock-still: 움직이지 않는, 움직이지 않게. toss: 단숨에 들이켜다, 던지다, 흥분, 돈던지기를 하여 결정짓다, 아래위로 몹시 흔들다번롱하다, 상하의 동요, 낙마, 높이 쳐 올리다, 손쉽게 해 치우다, 던져올리다, 던지기. unsteadily: 미덥지 못하게, 불안정하게.

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with the voice. He had picked up enough of the language to understand the word water, repeated several times in a tone of insistence, of prayer, almost of despair. He gave a jerk to get away, and felt an arm embrace his leg.% ' "The beggar clung to me like a drowning man," he said impressively. "Water, water! What water did he mean? What did he know? As calmly as I could I ordered him to let go. He was stopping me, time was pressing, other men began to stir; I wanted time--time to cut the boats adrift. He got hold of my hand now, and I felt that he would begin to shout. It flashed upon me it was enough to start a panic, and I hauled off with my free arm and slung the lamp in his face. The glass jingled, the light went out, but the blow made him let go, and I ran off-I wanted to get at the boats; I wanted to get at the boats. He leaped after me from behind. I turned on him. He would not keep quiet; he tried to shout; I had half throttled him before I made out what he wanted. He wanted some water--water to drink; they were on strict allowance, you know, and he had with him a young boy I had noticed several times. His child was sick--and thirsty. He had caught sight of me as I passed by, and was begging for a little water. That's all. We were under the bridge, in the dark. He kept on snatching at my wrists; there was no getting rid of him. I dashed into my berth, grabbed my water-bottle, and thrust it into his hands. He vanished. I didn't find out till then how much I was in want of a drink myself." He leaned on one elbow with a hand over his eyes. 'I felt a creepy sensation all down my backbone; there was something peculiar in all this. The fingers of the hand that shaded his brow trembled slightly. He broke the short silence. ' "These things happen only once to a man and . . . Ah! well! When I got on the bridge at last the beggars were getting one of the boats off the chocks. A boat! I was running up the ladder when a heavy blow fell on my shoulder, just missing my head. It didn't stop me, and the chief engineer--they had got him out of his bunk by then--raised the boat-stretcher again. Somehow I had no mind to be surprised at anything. All this seemed natural--and awful-- and awful. I dodged that miserable maniac, lifted him off the deck as though he had been a little child, and he started whispering in my arms: 'Don't! don't! I thought you were

Korean adrift: 표류하여, 떠돌아, 헤매어, bunk: 침대, 도망, 등걸잠자다, 일정한 직업 없이, 어찌할 바를 몰라. 뺑소니치다, 도망하다.뺑소니치다, backbone: 등뼈, 기골, 분수령, 척추, 도망하다, 침상에 눕다, 침상, 근간. 터무니없는 소리를 하다, 터무니없는 begging: 구걸, 구걸하는, 거지 생활. 소리. berth: 숙소, 침대, 지위, 정박시키다, calmly: 고요히, 냉정하게, 태연하게, 정박지, 직업-정박하다, 정박 위치, 태연히, 냉정히, 온화하게, 조용하게. 정박 거리, 정박 간격, 적당한 장소, creepy: 비굴한, 아첨하는, 정박하다. 근질근질하는, 기어다니는, brow: 이마, 눈썹, 벼랑 꼭대기, 벼랑, 기어돌아다니는, 꾸물꾸물 움직이는, 얼굴. 소름이 끼치는, 오싹오싹하는, 기어

돌아다니는. dashed: 괘씸한, 굉장히, 낙심한, 의기 소침한, 지독히. drowning: 물에 빠져 있는, 이해할 수 없는, 혼란한. impressively: 인상깊게, 인상적으로. maniac: 미친, 미친 사람, 미치광이, 미친 광이, 광란의. thirsty: 술을 좋아하는, 목마른, 갈망하는, 건조한, 목마르게 하는, 열망하는, 물기 없는.

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one of them niggers.' I flung him away, he skidded along the bridge and knocked the legs from under the little chap--the second. The skipper, busy about the boat, looked round and came at me head down, growling like a wild beast. I flinched no more than a stone. I was as solid standing there as this," he tapped lightly with his knuckles the wall beside his chair. "It was as though I had heard it all, seen it all, gone through it all twenty times already. I wasn't afraid of them. I drew back my fist and he stopped short, muttering-' " 'Ah! it's you. Lend a hand quick.' ' "That's what he said. Quick! As if anybody could be quick enough. 'Aren't you going to do something?' I asked. 'Yes. Clear out,' he snarled over his shoulder.% ' "I don't think I understood then what he meant. The other two had picked themselves up by that time, and they rushed together to the boat. They tramped, they wheezed, they shoved, they cursed the boat, the ship, each other--cursed me. All in mutters. I didn't move, I didn't speak. I watched the slant of the ship. She was as still as if landed on the blocks in a dry dock--only she was like this," He held up his hand, palm under, the tips of the fingers inclined downwards. "Like this," he repeated. "I could see the line of the horizon before me, as clear as a bell, above her stem-head; I could see the water far off there black and sparkling, and still--still as a-pond, deadly still, more still than ever sea was before--more still than I could bear to look at. Have you watched a ship floating head down, checked in sinking by a sheet of old iron too rotten to stand being shored up? Have you? Oh yes, shored up? I thought of that--I thought of every mortal thing; but can you shore up a bulkhead in five minutes--or in fifty for that matter? Where was I going to get men that would go down below? And the timber--the timber! Would you have had the courage to swing the maul for the first blow if you had seen that bulkhead? Don't say you would: you had not seen it; nobody would. Hang it--to do a thing like that you must believe there is a chance, one in a thousand, at least, some ghost of a chance; and you would not have believed. Nobody would have believed. You think me a cur for standing there, but what would you have done? What! You can't tell--nobody can tell. One

Korean beast: 짐승, 가축, 짐승 같은 놈, 식용 소, 동물, 짐승 같은 사람, 축생, 네발짐승. blocks: 블록. cursed: 저주할, 심술궂은, 저주스러움, 심술통, 지겨운, 심사 사나운, 저부받은, 천벌받은, 지긋지긋한, 가증스러운, 저주 받은. downwards: 쇠미한, 쇠잔하여, 아래쪽으로. fist: 필적, 주먹, 주먹으로 치다, 손,

손가락표, 손표, 손가락 표, 조종하다, 주먹으로 때리다, 파악. growling: 으르렁거리는. knuckles: 지관절부, 주먹의 지관절부. maul: 쳐서 부수다, 거칠게 다루다, 혹평하다, 가르다, 메, 뭇매질하다, 치다, 큰 망치, 큰 메로 치다, 할퀴어 상처내다, 혼내주다. mortal: 치명적인, 인간의, 인간, 불치의, 길고 긴, 생각할 수 있는, 지루한, 죽어야 할, 죽어야 할 것,

사람, 가능한-죽어야 할 것. rotten: 약한, 썩은, 부패한, 부서지기 쉬운, 타락한, 더러운, 취약한, 나쁜, 태도가 나쁜, 궂은, 축축한. sinking: 가라앉음, 내려앉는, 쇠약 가라앉는, 쇠퇴하는, 가라앉는. slant: 경향, 기울다, 물매, 편견으로 말하다, 견지, 경사, 곁눈, 관점, 기울게 하다, 비스듬한, 빈정댐. sparkling: 반짝이는, 번득이는, 거품이 이는, 불꽃을 튀기는.

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must have time to turn round. What would you have me do? Where was the kindness in making crazy with fright all those people I could not save singlehanded--that nothing could save? Look here! As true as I sit on this chair before you . . ."% 'He drew quick breaths at every few words and shot quick glances at my face, as though in his anguish he were watchful of the effect. He was not speaking to me, he was only speaking before me, in a dispute with an invisible personality, an antagonistic and inseparable partner of his existence--another possessor of his soul. These were issues beyond the competency of a court of inquiry: it was a subtle and momentous quarrel as to the true essence of life, and did not want a judge. He wanted an ally, a helper, an accomplice. I felt the risk I ran of being circumvented, blinded, decoyed, bullied, perhaps, into taking a definite part in a dispute impossible of decision if one had to be fair to all the phantoms in possession--to the reputable that had its claims and to the disreputable that had its exigencies. I can't explain to you who haven't seen him and who hear his words only at second hand the mixed nature of my feelings. It seemed to me I was being made to comprehend the Inconceivable--and I know of nothing to compare with the discomfort of such a sensation. I was made to look at the convention that lurks in all truth and on the essential sincerity of falsehood. He appealed to all sides at once--to the side turned perpetually to the light of day, and to that side of us which, like the other hemisphere of the moon, exists stealthily in perpetual darkness, with only a fearful ashy light falling at times on the edge. He swayed me. I own to it, I own up. The occasion was obscure, insignificant--what you will: a lost youngster, one in a million--but then he was one of us; an incident as completely devoid of importance as the flooding of an ant-heap, and yet the mystery of his attitude got hold of me as though he had been an individual in the forefront of his kind, as if the obscure truth involved were momentous enough to affect mankind's conception of itself. . . .' Marlow paused to put new life into his expiring cheroot, seemed to forget all about the story, and abruptly began again.

Korean accomplice: 공범자, 동류, 협력자, 연루자. antagonistic: 적대하는, 반대의, 대립하는, 상반하는. ashy: 재의, 회색의, 재투성이의, 회백색의. cheroot: 양 끝을 자른 엽궐련, 양끝을 자른 여송연. competency: 능력, 적격, 상당한 재산, 권능, 권한, 상당한 자산, 언어 능력. comprehend: 이해하다, 포함하다,

함축하다. devoid: 결여된. helper: 조수, 지지자, 조력자, 거드는 사람, 위안자, 원조자, 돕는사람, 구조자, 협력자, 돕는 사람. hemisphere: 반구, 반구체. inseparable: 분리할 수 없는, 친구, 나눌수없는, 떨어지기 어려운것, 떨어질수 없는, 나눌 수 없는. momentous: 중대한, 중요한, 지극히 중대한, 지극히 중요한.

perpetually: 영구히, 영속적으로, 끊임없이, 그칠사이 없이, 일년 내내, 시종. possessor: 소유자, 점유자. reputable: 훌륭한, 평판이 좋은, 명성 있는, 이름높은, 존경할 만한, 평판 좋은. stealthily: 몰래, 은밀히. watchful: 경계하는, 주의 깊은, 조심스러운, 방심하지 않는, 주의깊은.

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'My %fault of course. One has no business really to get interested. It's a weakness of mine. His was of another kind. My weakness consists in not having a discriminating eye for the incidental--for the externals--no eye for the hod of the rag-picker or the fine linen of the next man. Next man--that's it. I have met so many men,' he pursued, with momentary sadness--'met them too with a certain-certain--impact, let us say; like this fellow, for instance--and in each case all I could see was merely the human being. A confounded democratic quality of vision which may be better than total blindness, but has been of no advantage to me, I can assure you. Men expect one to take into account their fine linen. But I never could get up any enthusiasm about these things. Oh! it's a failing; it's a failing; and then comes a soft evening; a lot of men too indolent for whist--and a story. . . .' He paused again to wait for an encouraging remark, perhaps, but nobody spoke; only the host, as if reluctantly performing a duty, murmured-'You are so subtle, Marlow.' 'Who? I?' said Marlow in a low voice. 'Oh no! But _he_ was; and try as I may for the success of this yarn, I am missing innumerable shades--they were so fine, so difficult to render in colourless words. Because he complicated matters by being so simple, too--the simplest poor devil! . . . By Jove! he was amazing. There he sat telling me that just as I saw him before my eyes he wouldn't be afraid to face anything--and believing in it too. I tell you it was fabulously innocent and it was enormous, enormous! I watched him covertly, just as though I had suspected him of an intention to take a jolly good rise out of me. He was confident that, on the square, "on the square, mind!" there was nothing he couldn't meet. Ever since he had been "so high"--"quite a little chap," he had been preparing himself for all the difficulties that can beset one on land and water. He confessed proudly to this kind of foresight. He had been elaborating dangers and defences, expecting the worst, rehearsing his best. He must have led a most exalted existence. Can you fancy it? A succession of adventures, so much glory, such a victorious progress! and the deep sense of his sagacity crowning every day of his inner life. He forgot himself; his eyes shone; and with every word my

Korean beset: 공격하다, 꾸미다, 괴롭히다, 둘러싸다, 방해하다, 범하기 쉬운, 빠지기 쉬운, 습격하다, 포위하다, 장식하다, 에 박아 넣다. blindness: 맹목, 눈이 멀음, 무분별. colourless: 특색이 없는, 핏기가 없는, 어느 편에도 치우치지 않는, 무색의. covertly: 남몰래. crowning: 최고의, 더할 나위 없는, 더할나위없는, 무상의, 더할 나위 없는 것.

discriminating: 차별적인, 식별있는, 구별할 수 있는. exalted: 고귀한, 지위가 높은, 고상한, 숭고한, 기뻐 날뛰는, 고양된, 의기양양한. fabulously: 엄청나게, 거짓말 같이, 터무니없게, 우화적으로, 믿어지지 않을 만큼, 굉장히, 놀랄만큼. foresight: 심려, 전망, 선견지명이 있는, 선견지명, 선견, 장래에의 배려, 전도의 전망, 깊은 생각, 전시,

가늠쇠, 장래에의 대비. hod: 호드, 석탄통, 벽돌 상자. indolent: 게으른, 나태한, 무통의, 빈둥빈둥하는무활동의무통의. momentary: 순간의, 찰나의, 순간적인, 시시각각의. sagacity: 현명, 총명. victorious: 승리의, 승리를 가져오는, 이긴, 승리를 거둔, 전승자의, 승리를 나타내는, 이겨서 의기양양한, 전승의.

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heart, searched by the light of his absurdity, was growing heavier in my breast. I had no mind to laugh, and lest I should smile I made for myself a stolid face. He gave signs of irritation.% ' "It is always the unexpected that happens," I said in a propitiatory tone. My obtuseness provoked him into a contemptuous "Pshaw!" I suppose he meant that the unexpected couldn't touch him; nothing less than the unconceivable itself could get over his perfect state of preparation. He had been taken unawares--and he whispered to himself a malediction upon the waters and the firmament, upon the ship, upon the men. Everything had betrayed him! He had been tricked into that sort of high-minded resignation which prevented him lifting as much as his little finger, while these others who had a very clear perception of the actual necessity were tumbling against each other and sweating desperately over that boat business. Something had gone wrong there at the last moment. It appears that in their flurry they had contrived in some mysterious way to get the sliding bolt of the foremost boat-chock jammed tight, and forthwith had gone out of the remnants of their minds over the deadly nature of that accident. It must have been a pretty sight, the fierce industry of these beggars toiling on a motionless ship that floated quietly in the silence of a world asleep, fighting against time for the freeing of that boat, grovelling on allfours, standing up in despair, tugging, pushing, snarling at each other venomously, ready to kill, ready to weep, and only kept from flying at each other's throats by the fear of death that stood silent behind them like an inflexible and cold-eyed taskmaster. Oh yes! It must have been a pretty sight. He saw it all, he could talk about it with scorn and bitterness; he had a minute knowledge of it by means of some sixth sense, I conclude, because he swore to me he had remained apart without a glance at them and at the boat--without one single glance. And I believe him. I should think he was too busy watching the threatening slant of the ship, the suspended menace discovered in the midst of the most perfect security--fascinated by the sword hanging by a hair over his imaginative head.

Korean contrived: 부자연스러운, 인위적인. firmament: 창공, 하늘. flurry: 소동, 당황, 단말마의 고통, 혼란, 일진 광풍, 당황하다, 동요, 눈보라, 휘몰아치는비, 휘몰아치는 비, 단말마. forthwith: 즉시, 당장, 곧, 곧 실행해야할 명령, 곧장, 즉시로. grovelling: 설설 기는, 넙죽 엎드리는, 굽실거리는. high-minded: 고상한.

inflexible: 확고한, 불굴의, 구부릴 수 없는, 완고한, 불굴의 강직한, 굽힐수 없는, 굽지 않은, 구부러지지 않는, 고칠수 없는, 꿋꿋한. lest: 을 두려워하여, 하지 않도록, 하지나 않을까 하고. malediction: 저주, 악담. obtuseness: 둔감함. propitiatory: 달래는, 보상의, 비위 맞추는, 화해하는. stolid: 멍청한, 둔감한.

sweating: 고문, 고역, 발한, 착취당함. sword: 검, 무력, 전쟁, 칼, 총검. taskmaster: 십장, 감독, 일을 할당하는 사람, 엄격한 주인, 엄격한 선생. tumbling: 텀블링. weep: 울다, 흘리다, 눈물을 흘리다, 슬퍼하다, 스며 나오게 하다, 물방울이 듣다, 비탄하다, 스며내다, 에 눈물을 흘리다, 물기를 내뿜다, 가지를 축 늘어뜨리다.

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'Nothing in the world moved before his eyes, and he could depict to himself without hindrance the sudden swing upwards of the dark sky-line, the sudden tilt up of the vast plain of the sea, the swift still rise, the brutal fling, the grasp of the abyss, the struggle without hope, the starlight closing over his head for ever like the vault of a tomb--the revolt of his young life--the black end. He could! By Jove! who couldn't? And you must remember he was a finished artist in that peculiar way, he was a gifted poor devil with the faculty of swift and forestalling vision. The sights it showed him had turned him into cold stone from the soles of his feet to the nape of his neck; but there was a hot dance of thoughts in his head, a dance of lame, blind, mute thoughts--a whirl of awful cripples. Didn't I tell you he confessed himself before me as though I had the power to bind and to loose? He burrowed deep, deep, in the hope of my absolution, which would have been of no good to him. This was one of those cases which no solemn deception can palliate, where no man can help; where his very Maker seems to abandon a sinner to his own devices.% 'He stood on the starboard side of the bridge, as far as he could get from the struggle for the boat, which went on with the agitation of madness and the stealthiness of a conspiracy. The two Malays had meantime remained holding to the wheel. Just picture to yourselves the actors in that, thank God! unique, episode of the sea, four beside themselves with fierce and secret exertions, and three looking on in complete immobility, above the awnings covering the profound ignorance of hundreds of human beings, with their weariness, with their dreams, with their hopes, arrested, held by an invisible hand on the brink of annihilation. For that they were so, makes no doubt to me: given the state of the ship, this was the deadliest possible description of accident that could happen. These beggars by the boat had every reason to go distracted with funk. Frankly, had I been there, I would not have given as much as a counterfeit farthing for the ship's chance to keep above water to the end of each successive second. And still she floated! These sleeping pilgrims were destined to accomplish their whole pilgrimage to the bitterness of some other end. It was as if the Omnipotence whose mercy they confessed had needed their humble testimony on earth for a while longer, and had looked down to make a sign,

Korean absolution: 책임 해제, 면죄, 면제, 사면. accomplish: 숙달한, 완수하다, 가르치다, 달성하다, 성취하다, 완성한, 소양이있는, 소양이 있는, 이루다, 에게 가르치다. annihilation: 전멸, 붕괴, 소멸, 영혼소멸, 무효. brink: 가장자리, 찰나, 위기, 물가, 고비, 정상. counterfeit: 위조하다, 흉내내다,

모조의, 모조품, 모조하다, 허위의, 위조의, 위조 물건, 와 아주 흡사하다, 위작, 속이다. destined: 예정된, 운명지어진, 향하는. farthing: 영국의 동전, 영국의동전, 파싱. fling: 시도, 내던지다, 돌진하다, 뿌리다, 메어치다, 방종, 갑자기 내뻗다, 태질치다, 욕, 발질, 시험. hindrance: 방해, 장애, 방해물. palliate: 누그러지게 하다, 변명하다,

일시적으로 완화시키다, 병세 따위를 일시적으로 완화시키다. sinner: 죄인, 개구쟁이. stealthiness: 남의 눈을 피함, 몰래 함, 은밀. whirl: 혼란, 선회, 소용돌이, 현기증나다, 빙빙 돌리다, 빙빙돌다, 잇따라 일어나는 일, 질주하다, 차로 신속히 운반한다, 현기증이 나다, 회전. yourselves: 당신 자신들.

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"Thou shalt not!" to the ocean. Their escape would trouble me as a prodigiously inexplicable event, did I not know how tough old iron can be--as tough sometimes as the spirit of some men we meet now and then, worn to a shadow and breasting the weight of life. Not the least wonder of these twenty minutes, to my mind, is the behaviour of the two helmsmen. They were amongst the native batch of all sorts brought over from Aden to give evidence at the inquiry. One of them, labouring under intense bashfulness, was very young, and with his smooth, yellow, cheery countenance looked even younger than he was. I remember perfectly Brierly asking him, through the interpreter, what he thought of it at the time, and the interpreter, after a short colloquy, turning to the court with an important air-' "He says he thought nothing."% 'The other, with patient blinking eyes, a blue cotton handkerchief, faded with much washing, bound with a smart twist over a lot of grey wisps, his face shrunk into grim hollows, his brown skin made darker by a mesh of wrinkles, explained that he had a knowledge of some evil thing befalling the ship, but there had been no order; he could not remember an order; why should he leave the helm? To some further questions he jerked back his spare shoulders, and declared it never came into his mind then that the white men were about to leave the ship through fear of death. He did not believe it now. There might have been secret reasons. He wagged his old chin knowingly. Aha! secret reasons. He was a man of great experience, and he wanted _that_ white Tuan to know--he turned towards Brierly, who didn't raise his head--that he had acquired a knowledge of many things by serving white men on the sea for a great number of years--and, suddenly, with shaky excitement he poured upon our spellbound attention a lot of queer-sounding names, names of dead-and-gone skippers, names of forgotten country ships, names of familiar and distorted sound, as if the hand of dumb time had been at work on them for ages. They stopped him at last. A silence fell upon the court,--a silence that remained unbroken for at least a minute, and passed gently into a deep murmur. This episode was the sensation of the second day's proceedings--affecting all the audience, affecting everybody except Jim,

Korean bashfulness: 수줍음, 부끄러움, 수줍어. blinking: 지독한, 명멸하는, 깜박거리는, 어처구니 없는, 지독하게, 반짝이는, 몹시, 심한 매우, 굉장히, 되게, 어처구니없는. colloquy: 담화, 회화, 대화, 회담, 자유토의, 정식의 담화. countenance: 원조, 장려하다, 호의를 보이다, 침착, 표정, 승인하다, 허용하다, 찬조, 찬성하다, 찬성,

지지. handkerchief: 손수건. helm: 키, 자루, 지도, 지도하다, 키를 잡다, 의 키를 다루다, 지배권, 지배. inexplicable: 설명할 수 없는, 불가해한, 납득이 안 가는, 해석할 수 없는. knowingly: 약삭 빠르게, 일부러, 알면서, 아는 체하고, 자랑스러운 얼굴로, 알고 있으면서. labouring: 애쓰는, 고생하는, 노동에

종사하는. mesh: 그물코, 맞물림, 그물올가미, 함정, 망사, 그물코의, 그물에 걸리다, 그물로 잡다. shalt: 직설법 현재. unbroken: 파손되지 않은, 길들여 지지 않은, 중단되지 않은, 완전한, 미개간의, 꺽이지 않은, 꺾이지 않은, 중단되지 않는, 손상되지 않은, 깨어지지 않은, 경작되지 않은. wrinkles: 주름살.

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who was sitting moodily at the end of the first bench, and never looked up at this extraordinary and damning witness that seemed possessed of some mysterious theory of defence. 'So these two lascars stuck to the helm of that ship without steerage-way, where death would have found them if such had been their destiny. The whites did not give them half a glance, had probably forgotten their existence. Assuredly Jim did not remember it. He remembered he could do nothing; he could do nothing, now he was alone. There was nothing to do but to sink with the ship. No use making a disturbance about it. Was there? He waited upstanding, without a sound, stiffened in the idea of some sort of heroic discretion. The first engineer ran cautiously across the bridge to tug at his sleeve.% ' "Come and help! For God's sake, come and help!" 'He ran back to the boat on the points of his toes, and returned directly to worry at his sleeve, begging and cursing at the same time. ' "I believe he would have kissed my hands," said Jim savagely, "and, next moment, he starts foaming and whispering in my face, 'If I had the time I would like to crack your skull for you.' I pushed him away. Suddenly he caught hold of me round the neck. Damn him! I hit him. I hit out without looking. 'Won't you save your own life--you infernal coward?' he sobs. Coward! He called me an infernal coward! Ha! ha! ha! ha! He called me--ha! ha! ha! . . ." 'He had thrown himself back and was shaking with laughter. I had never in my life heard anything so bitter as that noise. It fell like a blight on all the merriment about donkeys, pyramids, bazaars, or what not. Along the whole dim length of the gallery the voices dropped, the pale blotches of faces turned our way with one accord, and the silence became so profound that the clear tinkle of a teaspoon falling on the tesselated floor of the verandah rang out like a tiny and silvery scream. ' "You mustn't laugh like this, with all these people about," I remonstrated. "It isn't nice for them, you know."

Korean assuredly: 대담히, 확실하게, 자신있게, 확실히, 자신을 가지고, 확신을 가지고. blight: 병균, 암영-말라죽게 하다, 해충, 말라죽는 병, 파멸시키다, 황폐 상태, 마름병, 황폐, 꺾다, 꺾는 것, 마르게 하다. coward: 겁쟁이, 겁많은, 소심한, 비겁한, 비겁한 사람, 겁많은 말. damning: 지옥에 떨어질, 파멸적인, 파멸이 되는, 저주함 저주의,

꼼짝못할, 유죄를 증명하는. heroic: 실물보다 큰, 영웅시의, 웅대한, 과장된 표현, 용감한, 영웅적인, 장렬한, 용사의, 영웅의, 영웅사격, 영웅사. merriment: 웃고 즐기기, 흥겹게 떠들기, 환락, 유쾌, 명랑한 소동. savagely: 야만적인, 잔인, 야만인, 사나운, 사납게, 몹시 화가 나서. silvery: 은빛의, 은과 같은, 은을 함유한, 은 같은, 은의, 은방울을

굴리는 듯한. teaspoon: 찻숟가락, 찻숟가락으로 하나, 찻숟가락으로 하나의 양. tinkle: 땜장이 노릇을 하다, 만지작거리다, 서투른 수선을 하다, 쉬하다, 딸랑딸랑, 전화, 딸랑딸랑 울리다. tug: 끌다, 잡아 당기다, 분투, 예인선, 끄집어 내다, 배를 끌다, 당기다, 장학생, 짧은 가죽 끈, 힘껏 당김, 예인선으로 끌다.

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'He gave no sign of having heard at first, but after a while, with a stare that, missing me altogether, seemed to probe the heart of some awful vision, he muttered carelessly--"Oh! they'll think I am drunk." 'And %after that you would have thought from his appearance he would never make a sound again. But--no fear! He could no more stop telling now than he could have stopped living by the mere exertion of his will.'

Korean altogether: 전부해서, 아주전혀, 대체로-전체적 효과, 벌거숭이, 요컨대, 전체, 전혀, 다 합하여. appearance: 외관, 출현, 모양, 출두, 유령, 발간, 상황, 등장, 현상, 곡두, 형세 체면상. awful: 무서운, 대단한, 장엄한, 굉장한, 두려운, 무섭다, 몹시, 경외심을 일으키게 하는. mere: 호수, 단순한, 에 불과한, 못, 명색뿐인, 에 지나지 않는, 전적인

호수. 빤히 보다, 노려보아..시키다, 시키다, missing: 보이지 않는, 있어야 할 곳에 빤히 쳐다보기, 노려보아, 노려보다, 없는, 행방 불명인, 없어진, 분실한, 눈에 띄다. 행방불명의, 분실된. telling: 효과적인, 현저한, 인상적인, probe: 시험, 조사, 탐침, 소식자, 드러내는, 뚜렷한, 유효한, 현저한 자세히 살피다, 조사하다, 공중 이야기하기, 감정을 나타내는, 말함, 급유용 파이프, 조사하다이야기함. 탐침으로찾다, 탐침으로찾다, vision: 시력, 환상, 시각, 상상력, 엄밀하게 조사하다, 진상 따위를 환영, 허깨비, 광경, 아름다운 사람, 규명하다. 예언력, 유령, 봄. stare: 응시하다, 응시, 두드러 지다,

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CHAPTER 9 '%"I was saying to myself, 'Sink--curse you! Sink!' " These were the words with which he began again. He wanted it over. He was severely left alone, and he formulated in his head this address to the ship in a tone of imprecation, while at the same time he enjoyed the privilege of witnessing scenes--as far as I can judge-of low comedy. They were still at that bolt. The skipper was ordering, "Get under and try to lift"; and the others naturally shirked. You understand that to be squeezed flat under the keel of a boat wasn't a desirable position to be caught in if the ship went down suddenly. "Why don't you--you the strongest?" whined the little engineer. "Gott-for-dam! I am too thick," spluttered the skipper in despair. It was funny enough to make angels weep. They stood idle for a moment, and suddenly the chief engineer rushed again at Jim. ' "Come and help, man! Are you mad to throw your only chance away? Come and help, man! Man! Look there--look!" 'And at last Jim looked astern where the other pointed with maniacal insistence. He saw a silent black squall which had eaten up already one-third of the sky. You know how these squalls come up there about that time of the year. First you see a darkening of the horizon--no more; then a cloud rises opaque like a wall. A straight edge of vapour lined with sickly whitish gleams flies up from the southwest, swallowing the stars in whole constellations; its shadow flies over the waters, and confounds sea and sky into one abyss of obscurity. And all is still. No thunder, no wind, no sound; not a flicker of lightning. Then in the

Korean address: 연설, 청원, 구혼, 제언, 주소, 난해한곳, 미천, 어둠, 불분명, 세상에 인사, 수신인 이름.주소, 수신인 이름, 알려지지 않음. 인사말, 사무 능력, 본격적으로 opaque: 불투명한, 우둔한, 충충한, 착수하다. 광택없는, 광택이 없는, 불투명체, caught: 사람을 속이는. 전기 따위에 대한 부전도성의, 열 desirable: 바람직한, 갖고 싶은. 따위에 대한 부전도성의, 부전도성의. imprecation: 저주, 방자, 기원, 빌기. sickly: 병약한, 골골하는, 감상적인, lightning: 번개, 전광, 번개와 같은, 몸이 나쁜, 창백한, 역겹게 하는, 번개의. 병난, 건강에 나쁜, 싫증 나는, lined: 안을 댄, 선을 그은. 병자같은, 욕지기나게 하는. obscurity: 불명료, 어두컴컴함, southwest: 남서, 남서로, 남서부 지방,

남서에 있는, 남서의. squall: 소동, 돌풍, 스콜, 질풍, 질풍이 휘몰아치다, 그 소리, 싸움, 꽥꽥 떠들다, 비명을 지르다, 일진의 광풍, 꽥꽥 우는 소리. stars: 별빛. suddenly: 갑자기, 돌연히, 별안간. vapour: 허풍떨다, 증기, 침울, 증발하다, 부질없는 공상, 발산시키다. whitish: 회옵스름한, 약간 흰.

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tenebrous immensity a livid arch appears; a swell or two like undulations of the very darkness run past, and suddenly, wind and rain strike together with a peculiar impetuosity as if they had burst through something solid. Such a cloud had come up while they weren't looking. They had just noticed it, and were perfectly justified in surmising that if in absolute stillness there was some chance for the ship to keep afloat a few minutes longer, the least disturbance of the sea would make an end of her instantly. Her first nod to the swell that precedes the burst of such a squall would be also her last, would become a plunge, would, so to speak, be prolonged into a long dive, down, down to the bottom. Hence these new capers of their fright, these new antics in which they displayed their extreme aversion to die.% ' "It was black, black," pursued Jim with moody steadiness. "It had sneaked upon us from behind. The infernal thing! I suppose there had been at the back of my head some hope yet. I don't know. But that was all over anyhow. It maddened me to see myself caught like this. I was angry, as though I had been trapped. I _was_ trapped! The night was hot, too, I remember. Not a breath of air." 'He remembered so well that, gasping in the chair, he seemed to sweat and choke before my eyes. No doubt it maddened him; it knocked him over afresh-in a manner of speaking--but it made him also remember that important purpose which had sent him rushing on that bridge only to slip clean out of his mind. He had intended to cut the lifeboats clear of the ship. He whipped out his knife and went to work slashing as though he had seen nothing, had heard nothing, had known of no one on board. They thought him hopelessly wrong-headed and crazy, but dared not protest noisily against this useless loss of time. When he had done he returned to the very same spot from which he had started. The chief was there, ready with a clutch at him to whisper close to his head, scathingly, as though he wanted to bite his ear-' "You silly fool! do you think you'll get the ghost of a show when all that lot of brutes is in the water? Why, they will batter your head for you from these boats."

Korean afloat: 떠서, 해상에, 퍼져, 유통되어, 범람하여, 떠돌아, 수면과 거의 같은 높이로, 행상에, 퍼져서, 침수하여, 유통하여. batter: 처부수다, 포격하다-반죽, 타자, 연타하다, 타자-연타하다, 반죽, 완만한 경사, 완만한 경사도, 세게 두드리다, 쳐 부수다, 쳐서 쭈그러뜨리다. capers: 그 꽃봉오리의 초절임. fright: 돌연한 공포, 우스운 사람,

추악한사람, 추악한 사람, 우스운사람, 깜짝 놀라게 하다, 보기 흉한 물건, 도깨비 같은 사람, 도깨비 같은 물건, 공포, 보기 흉한 사람. gasping: 숨결이 가쁜, 경련하는, 헐떡거리는. hopelessly: 희망을 잃고, 가망없이, 절망하여, 절망적으로. impetuosity: 격렬, 성급함, 성급한 언동. livid: 납빛의, 퍼렇게 멍든, 격노하여,

창백한. moody: 우울한, 까다로운, 변덕스러운. noisily: 시끄럽게, 요란하게. rushing: 러닝 플레이로 나아간 거리, 러싱. slashing: 훌륭한, 맹렬한, 멋진, 신랄한, 마구 베는, 도상, 날카로운. steadiness: 불변, 견실함, 끈기, 착실, 한결같음. tenebrous: 어두운, 음침한.

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'He%wrung his hands, ignored, at Jim's elbow. The skipper kept up a nervous shuffle in one place and mumbled, "Hammer! hammer! Mein Gott! Get a hammer." 'The little engineer whimpered like a child, but, broken arm and all, he turned out the least craven of the lot as it seems, and, actually, mustered enough pluck to run an errand to the engine-room. No trifle, it must be owned in fairness to him. Jim told me he darted desperate looks like a cornered man, gave one low wail, and dashed off. He was back instantly clambering, hammer in hand, and without a pause flung himself at the bolt. The others gave up Jim at once and ran off to assist. He heard the tap, tap of the hammer, the sound of the released chock falling over. The boat was clear. Only then he turned to look-only then. But he kept his distance--he kept his distance. He wanted me to know he had kept his distance; that there was nothing in common between him and these men--who had the hammer. Nothing whatever. It is more than probable he thought himself cut off from them by a space that could not be traversed, by an obstacle that could not be overcome, by a chasm without bottom. He was as far as he could get from them--the whole breadth of the ship. 'His feet were glued to that remote spot and his eyes to their indistinct group bowed together and swaying strangely in the common torment of fear. A handlamp lashed to a stanchion above a little table rigged up on the bridge--the Patna had no chart-room amidships--threw a light on their labouring shoulders, on their arched and bobbing backs. They pushed at the bow of the boat; they pushed out into the night; they pushed, and would no more look back at him. They had given him up as if indeed he had been too far, too hopelessly separated from themselves, to be worth an appealing word, a glance, or a sign. They had no leisure to look back upon his passive heroism, to feel the sting of his abstention. The boat was heavy; they pushed at the bow with no breath to spare for an encouraging word: but the turmoil of terror that had scattered their selfcommand like chaff before the wind, converted their desperate exertions into a bit of fooling, upon my word, fit for knockabout clowns in a farce. They pushed with their hands, with their heads, they pushed for dear life with all the weight

Korean abstention: 절제, 기권, 자제, 회피. chaff: 여물, 왕겨, 놀리다, 놀림, 썰다, 하찮은 것, 레이더 탐지 방해용 금속편, 마초, 야유, 호, 허섭쓰레기. chasm: 단절, 빈 틈, 차이, 공백, 균열, 금, 깊게 갈라진 틈, 깊게 갈라진 폭, 결함, 깊은 구렁, 넓은 틈. chock: 굄목, 쐐기, 가득히, 으로 가득 채우다, 보트를 받침 나무에 얹다, 쐐기로 괴다, 초크, 곽채우다, 잔뜩, 밧줄걸이, 빽빽이.

cornered: 구석에 몰린, 한 모서리의, 진퇴 양난의. craven: 겁많은, 패배한, 비겁한, 겁나게하다, 겁쟁이, 기세를 꺾다, 비겁한 사람. farce: 소극, 익살미를 가하다, 익살극, 익살을 섞다, 익살 광대극, 익살, 소를 넣다, 기지를 섞다, 가늘게 저미어 조린 고기, 어리석은 짓거리. fooling: 장난, 광대짓, 어리석은 짓. indistinct: 불명료한, 흐릿한, 희미한,

뚜렷하지 않은. knockabout: 소형 돛배의 일종. self-command: 자제, 침착, 극기. trifle: 소량, 낭비하다, 트라이플, 실없는 짓을 하다, 가지고 장난하다, 만지작 거리다, 사소한일, 소홀히 하다, 실떡거리다, 약간, 하찮은일. wail: 울부짖다, 비탄하다, 울부짖는 소리, 처량하게 울리는 소리, 구슬픈 소리를 내다, 비탄, 한탄하다, 울부짖듯 윙윙대는 소리.

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of%their bodies, they pushed with all the might of their souls--only no sooner had they succeeded in canting the stem clear of the davit than they would leave off like one man and start a wild scramble into her. As a natural consequence the boat would swing in abruptly, driving them back, helpless and jostling against each other. They would stand nonplussed for a while, exchanging in fierce whispers all the infamous names they could call to mind, and go at it again. Three times this occurred. He described it to me with morose thoughtfulness. He hadn't lost a single movement of that comic business. "I loathed them. I hated them. I had to look at all that," he said without emphasis, turning upon me a sombrely watchful glance. "Was ever there any one so shamefully tried?" 'He took his head in his hands for a moment, like a man driven to distraction by some unspeakable outrage. These were things he could not explain to the court--and not even to me; but I would have been little fitted for the reception of his confidences had I not been able at times to understand the pauses between the words. In this assault upon his fortitude there was the jeering intention of a spiteful and vile vengeance; there was an element of burlesque in his ordeal--a degradation of funny grimaces in the approach of death or dishonour. 'He related facts which I have not forgotten, but at this distance of time I couldn't recall his very words: I only remember that he managed wonderfully to convey the brooding rancour of his mind into the bare recital of events. Twice, he told me, he shut his eyes in the certitude that the end was upon him already, and twice he had to open them again. Each time he noted the darkening of the great stillness. The shadow of the silent cloud had fallen upon the ship from the zenith, and seemed to have extinguished every sound of her teeming life. He could no longer hear the voices under the awnings. He told me that each time he closed his eyes a flash of thought showed him that crowd of bodies, laid out for death, as plain as daylight. When he opened them, it was to see the dim struggle of four men fighting like mad with a stubborn boat. "They would fall back before it time after time, stand swearing at each other, and suddenly make another rush in a bunch. . . . Enough to make you die laughing," he commented with downcast eyes; then raising them for a moment to my face with a dismal smile, "I

Korean bunch: 송이, 다발, 혹, 한패, 융기. burlesque: 익살스러운, 해학시, 풍자, 익살스럽게 흉내내다, 해학적인, 익살 연극. canting: 안장꼬리, 잘라낸 조각, 점잔빼는 말투, 점잔빼는 말투의. davit: 보트 메다는 기둥, 달아 올리는 기둥, 닻 기둥. dishonour: 굴욕, 불명예, 치욕, 정조를 범하다, 인수거절, 의 명예를 손상시키다, 어기다, 수칫거리,

지불거절, 의 명예를 더럽히다. morose: 시무룩한, 까다로운, 부질없는, 꾀까다로운. rancour: 심한 증오, 적의, 깊은 원한, 사무친 한. recital: 이야기, 암송, 상술, 독주, 독주회, 낭송, 낭독, 비고 부분, 사실의 설명 부분, 연주회, 자세한 설명. shamefully: 부끄러운, 창피한. spiteful: 짓궂은, 악의가 있는.

swearing: 서약, 욕을 퍼붓기. teeming: 풍부한, 우글우글한, 지식이 많은, 새끼가 많은, 다산의, 넘치는, 풍부함. thoughtfulness: 사려깊음, 생각이 깊음, 신중함, 인정이 있음. vile: 지독한, 빈약한, 야비한, 부도덕한, 대단히 나쁜, 하찮은, 변변찮은, 상스러운, 비열한, 몹시 나쁜, 비참한. zenith: 절정, 천정, 정점, 극도.

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ought to have a merry life of it, by God! for I shall see that funny sight a good many times yet before I die." His eyes fell again. "See and hear. . . . See and hear," he repeated twice, at long intervals, filled by vacant staring.% 'He roused himself. ' "I made up my mind to keep my eyes shut," he said, "and I couldn't. I couldn't, and I don't care who knows it. Let them go through that kind of thing before they talk. Just let them--and do better--that's all. The second time my eyelids flew open and my mouth too. I had felt the ship move. She just dipped her bows--and lifted them gently--and slow! everlastingly slow; and ever so little. She hadn't done that much for days. The cloud had raced ahead, and this first swell seemed to travel upon a sea of lead. There was no life in that stir. It managed, though, to knock over something in my head. What would you have done? You are sure of yourself--aren't you? What would you do if you felt now-this minute--the house here move, just move a little under your chair. Leap! By heavens! you would take one spring from where you sit and land in that clump of bushes yonder." 'He flung his arm out at the night beyond the stone balustrade. I held my peace. He looked at me very steadily, very severe. There could be no mistake: I was being bullied now, and it behoved me to make no sign lest by a gesture or a word I should be drawn into a fatal admission about myself which would have had some bearing on the case. I was not disposed to take any risk of that sort. Don't forget I had him before me, and really he was too much like one of us not to be dangerous. But if you want to know I don't mind telling you that I did, with a rapid glance, estimate the distance to the mass of denser blackness in the middle of the grass-plot before the verandah. He exaggerated. I would have landed short by several feet--and that's the only thing of which I am fairly certain. 'The last moment had come, as he thought, and he did not move. His feet remained glued to the planks if his thoughts were knocking about loose in his head. It was at this moment too that he saw one of the men around the boat step backwards suddenly, clutch at the air with raised arms, totter and collapse. He

Korean blackness: 흑점, 검정, 흑색, 검음. clump: 군생하다, 쿵쿵 밟다, 밑창을 대다, 밑창, 덩어리, 무거운 발걸음 소리, 수풀, 풀숲, 응집시키다, 쿵쿵, 세균덩어리. clutch: 클러치, 붙잡음, 한 배, 사로잡다, 일단, 피우다, 위기, 마수, 인색한사람, 한 둥지의 날짐승의 갓깬 새끼, 움켜쥠. disposed: 배치된, 한 감정을 품고, 할 생각이 있는.

exaggerated: 과장된, 떠벌린, 비대한, 뒤섞다, 흥분, 찌르기, 휘젓기, 비정상적으로 확장된, 지나친. 유통하다, 흥분시키다, 활동하다. knocking: 노킹, 문두들김. swell: 멋쟁이, 부풀다, 멋진, 달인, leap: 뛰기, 도약하다, 뛰다, 약동하다, 붇다, 증대, 명사, 훌륭한, 맵시 있는, 그 거리, 뛰어 넘다, 일사천리로, 늘다, 높이다. 껑충뛰다, 뛰어넘다, 뛰게 하다. totter: 비틀거리다, 비틀거림, merry: 즐거운, 명랑한, 유쾌한, 뒤뚝뒤뚝 걷다, 흔들리기, 흔들리다, 거나한, 흥겨운, 거나하게 취한 넝마주이, 흔들거리다. 기분의. vacant: 빈, 멍한, 한가한, 비어 있는, steadily: 꾸준히, 착실히, 견실하게. 공허한, 결원의, 사람이 안 사는, stir: 활동, 움직이다, 움직임, 휘젓다, 허탈한, 빈자리 지위의, 빈자리의.

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didn't exactly fall, he only slid gently into a sitting posture, all hunched up, and with his shoulders propped against the side of the engine-room skylight. "That was the donkey-man. A haggard, white-faced chap with a ragged moustache. Acted third engineer," he explained.% ' "Dead," I said. We had heard something of that in court. ' "So they say," he pronounced with sombre indifference. "Of course I never knew. Weak heart. The man had been complaining of being out of sorts for some time before. Excitement. Over-exertion. Devil only knows. Ha! ha! ha! It was easy to see he did not want to die either. Droll, isn't it? May I be shot if he hadn't been fooled into killing himself! Fooled--neither more nor less. Fooled into it, by heavens! just as I . . . Ah! If he had only kept still; if he had only told them to go to the devil when they came to rush him out of his bunk because the ship was sinking! If he had only stood by with his hands in his pockets and called them names!" 'He got up, shook his fist, glared at me, and sat down. ' "A chance missed, eh?" I murmured. ' "Why don't you laugh?" he said. "A joke hatched in hell. Weak heart! . . . I wish sometimes mine had been." 'This irritated me. "Do you?" I exclaimed with deep-rooted irony. "Yes! Can't _you_ understand?" he cried. "I don't know what more you could wish for," I said angrily. He gave me an utterly uncomprehending glance. This shaft had also gone wide of the mark, and he was not the man to bother about stray arrows. Upon my word, he was too unsuspecting; he was not fair game. I was glad that my missile had been thrown away,--that he had not even heard the twang of the bow. 'Of course he could not know at the time the man was dead. The next minute-his last on board--was crowded with a tumult of events and sensations which beat about him like the sea upon a rock. I use the simile advisedly, because from his relation I am forced to believe he had preserved through it all a strange illusion of passiveness, as though he had not acted but had suffered himself to

Korean advisedly: 고의로, 숙고를 거듭한 끝에, 숙고한 끝에. arrows: 화살. deep-rooted: 깊이 뿌리 박힌, 깊이 뿌리박힌, 뿌리 깊은. haggard: 야생의, 여윈, 바싹 마른, 수척한, 매서운, 길들지 않은. hatched: 흙다, 빗기다. illusion: 환상, 환영, 착각, 환각, 오해, 미망. irritated: 따끔따끔한, 신경질이 난,

자극받은, 염증을 일으킨. 가축, 드문, 뿔뿔이 흩어진, 일행에서 passiveness: 수동. 뒤처진, 방황하다, 못된 길로 빠지다, posture: 상태, 자세, 인 체하다, 집잃은 아이, 헤매다, 고립한. 자세를 취하다, 형세, 태도, 젠체하다, twang: 콧소리, 팅, 현의 소리, 윙하고 신체의 자세, 어떤 자세를 취하다, 울다, 윙하고 울리다, 콧소리로 어떤 태도를 취하다, 어떤 특정한 말하다, 윙. 자세. unsuspecting: 의심하지 않는, simile: 직유. 신용하는. sombre: 수수한, 어두컴컴한, 음침한, white-faced: 표면이 흰, 얼굴에 흰 침울한, 거무칙칙한, 어둠침침한. 부분이 있는, 얼굴이 흰, 안색이 stray: 길을 잃다, 길 잃은, 길 잃은 창백한.

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be%handled by the infernal powers who had selected him for the victim of their practical joke. The first thing that came to him was the grinding surge of the heavy davits swinging out at last--a jar which seemed to enter his body from the deck through the soles of his feet, and travel up his spine to the crown of his head. Then, the squall being very near now, another and a heavier swell lifted the passive hull in a threatening heave that checked his breath, while his brain and his heart together were pierced as with daggers by panic-stricken screams. "Let go! For God's sake, let go! Let go! She's going." Following upon that the boat-falls ripped through the blocks, and a lot of men began to talk in startled tones under the awnings. "When these beggars did break out, their yelps were enough to wake the dead," he said. Next, after the splashing shock of the boat literally dropped in the water, came the hollow noises of stamping and tumbling in her, mingled with confused shouts: "Unhook! Unhook! Shove! Unhook! Shove for your life! Here's the squall down on us. . . ." He heard, high above his head, the faint muttering of the wind; he heard below his feet a cry of pain. A lost voice alongside started cursing a swivel hook. The ship began to buzz fore and aft like a disturbed hive, and, as quietly as he was telling me of all this-because just then he was very quiet in attitude, in face, in voice--he went on to say without the slightest warning as it were, "I stumbled over his legs." 'This was the first I heard of his having moved at all. I could not restrain a grunt of surprise. Something had started him off at last, but of the exact moment, of the cause that tore him out of his immobility, he knew no more than the uprooted tree knows of the wind that laid it low. All this had come to him: the sounds, the sights, the legs of the dead man--by Jove! The infernal joke was being crammed devilishly down his throat, but--look you--he was not going to admit of any sort of swallowing motion in his gullet. It's extraordinary how he could cast upon you the spirit of his illusion. I listened as if to a tale of black magic at work upon a corpse. ' "He went over sideways, very gently, and this is the last thing I remember seeing on board," he continued. "I did not care what he did. It looked as though he were picking himself up: I thought he was picking himself up, of course: I

Korean corpse: 시체, 송장. devilishly: 극악무도하게, 지독하게, 악마같이. fore: 전면, 전방에-전방, 전방에, 기수에, 이 위험하다, 의 에, 앞쪽, 전방, 이물에, 앞 전방의, 앞 앞면의. grinding: 가는, 갈기, 삐걱거리는, 제분, 지루한, 매우 아픈, 압제의, 주입식 교수, 타기, 타는, 힘드는. gullet: 수로, 식도, 목구멍. heave: 오르다, 토하다, 천식, 들어

올리다, 들어서 던져 넣다, 융기, 움직이다, 부풀리다, 들리다, 높아지다, 수평 전위. hive: 벌통에 넣다, 꿀벌통, 벌집, 벌통에 들어가다, 와글와글하는 군중, 축적하다, 꿀벌의 벌집벌통, 벌집에 들다, 벌통에 모으다, 벌통에 살게 하다, 벌통에 저장하다. literally: 글자뜻대로. mingled: 섞는, 뒤섞이는. muttering: 준얼거리기.

panic-stricken: 공황에 휩쓸린. shove: 밀치다, 출발하다, 떠나다, 밀어내다, 찌르다, 저어 나아가다, 떼밀기, 밀다, 지지, 밀어 만들다, 한 번 떼밀기. swivel: 회전 고리, 대, 선회포, 회전 포가, 회전대, 전환, 회전시키다, 선회하다, 선회시키다, 회전 이음쇠를 달다, 회전 조인트. unhook: 갈고리에서 벗기다, 갈훅가 풀리다, 갈고리가 풀리다.

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expected%him to bolt past me over the rail and drop into the boat after the others. I could hear them knocking about down there, and a voice as if crying up a shaft called out 'George!' Then three voices together raised a yell. They came to me separately: one bleated, another screamed, one howled. Ough!" 'He shivered a little, and I beheld him rise slowly as if a steady hand from above had been pulling him out of the chair by his hair. Up, slowly--to his full height, and when his knees had locked stiff the hand let him go, and he swayed a little on his feet. There was a suggestion of awful stillness in his face, in his movements, in his very voice when he said "They shouted"--and involuntarily I pricked up my ears for the ghost of that shout that would be heard directly through the false effect of silence. "There were eight hundred people in that ship," he said, impaling me to the back of my seat with an awful blank stare. "Eight hundred living people, and they were yelling after the one dead man to come down and be saved. 'Jump, George! Jump! Oh, jump!' I stood by with my hand on the davit. I was very quiet. It had come over pitch dark. You could see neither sky nor sea. I heard the boat alongside go bump, bump, and not another sound down there for a while, but the ship under me was full of talking noises. Suddenly the skipper howled 'Mein Gott! The squall! The squall! Shove off!' With the first hiss of rain, and the first gust of wind, they screamed, 'Jump, George! We'll catch you! Jump!' The ship began a slow plunge; the rain swept over her like a broken sea; my cap flew off my head; my breath was driven back into my throat. I heard as if I had been on the top of a tower another wild screech, 'Geo-oo-orge! Oh, jump!' She was going down, down, head first under me. . . ." 'He raised his hand deliberately to his face, and made picking motions with his fingers as though he had been bothered with cobwebs, and afterwards he looked into the open palm for quite half a second before he blurted out-' "I had jumped . . ." He checked himself, averted his gaze. . . . "It seems," he added. 'His clear blue eyes turned to me with a piteous stare, and looking at him standing before me, dumfounded and hurt, I was oppressed by a sad sense of

Korean bump: 부딪치다, 덜거덕거리며나아가다, 때려서생긴멍, 범퍼, 재능, 털썩떨어뜨리다, 완충기, 쫓아내다, 충돌, 혹, 두개골의 융기. crying: 외치는, 긴급한, 울부짖는, 심한, 좌시할 수없는, 지독한. gust: 일진의 바람, 돌풍, 돌발, 격발. hiss: 쉿하다, 쉬이하다, 쉭쉭하는 소리를 내면서 나타내다, 시하고 불만의 소리를 내다, 시이시이하는

소리를 내면서 말하다, 시이시이하는 을 날카로운 소리로 외치다, 씨구려 소리를 내면서 나타내다, 시이시이 위스키, 삐걱삐걱하는 소리, 삐걱삐걱 하기, 스음, 슈웃하는 소리를 내다, 소리가 나다, 날카로운 외침, 진한 쉿하는 소리를 내다, 쉿하고 럼주, 끽끽 소리가 나다. 제지하다. yell: 아우성치다, 큰소리로 외치다, involuntarily: 저도 모르게, 포복 절도하다, 폭소하다, 찢어지는 부지불식간에, 마지못해, 본의 듯한 소리를 내다, 소리치다, 아니면서, 본의 아니게. 큰소리를 지르다, 자기 편 선수 piteous: 애처로운, 불쌍한. 응원의 일정한 함성, 응원에서 …에게 screech: 급정거 소리, 날카로운 소리, 일정한 함성을 보내다, 외침, 외쳐 새된 소리를 지르다, 끽끽하는 소리, 말하다.

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resigned wisdom, mingled with the amused and profound pity of an old man helpless before a childish disaster.% ' "Looks like it," I muttered. ' "I knew nothing about it till I looked up," he explained hastily. And that's possible, too. You had to listen to him as you would to a small boy in trouble. He didn't know. It had happened somehow. It would never happen again. He had landed partly on somebody and fallen across a thwart. He felt as though all his ribs on his left side must be broken; then he rolled over, and saw vaguely the ship he had deserted uprising above him, with the red side-light glowing large in the rain like a fire on the brow of a hill seen through a mist. "She seemed higher than a wall; she loomed like a cliff over the boat . . . I wished I could die," he cried. "There was no going back. It was as if I had jumped into a well--into an everlasting deep hole. . . ." '

Korean amused: 즐기는, 명랑한, 즐거워 하는, hastily: 급히, 허둥지둥, 서둘러서, 즐거워하는. 경솔하게, 성급하게, 조급하게, childish: 어린애 같은, 유치한, 어린이 서둘러. 같은, 어른답지 못한, 앳된, 아동의, helpless: 의지할 데 없는, 무력한, 어른이 같은. 어찌할 도리 없는, 의지할 사람이 cliff: 절벽, 낭떠러지, 벼랑. 없는, 어찌할 수 없는, 의지할 곳이 deserted: 버림받은, 사람이 살지 않는, 없는. 활페한, 황폐한. mist: 안개, 어린아이, 조금, 적으나마 glowing: 백열의, 홍조된, 샛빨간, 성의있는 기부, 아주작은것, 금액의 열렬한, 열심인, 적열하는, 백열하는 단위, 소액, 흐림, 이슬비가 내리다, 것, 백열하는, 적열하는 것. 안개로 덮다, 안개가 덮이다.

thwart: 반대하다, 카누의 창막이, 좌절시키다, 보트나 카누의 가로장, 가로질러, 가로지른, 방해하다, 훼방놓다, 가로놓인, 보트 젓는 사람의 좌석, 을 가로질러서. uprising: 반란, 폭동, 일어남, 오르막, 치받이, 기립. vaguely: 모호하게, 막연히, 막연하게, 건성으로, 멍청하게. wisdom: 학문, 지혜, 현명, 지식, 분별 현인, 금언, 명언, 현인.

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'He locked his fingers together and tore them apart. Nothing could be more true: he had indeed jumped into an everlasting deep hole. He had tumbled from a height he could never scale again. By that time the boat had gone driving forward past the bows. It was too dark just then for them to see each other, and, moreover, they were blinded and half drowned with rain. He told me it was like being swept by a flood through a cavern. They turned their backs to the squall; the skipper, it seems, got an oar over the stern to keep the boat before it, and for two or three minutes the end of the world had come through a deluge in a pitchy blackness. The sea hissed "like twenty thousand kettles." That's his simile, not mine. I fancy there was not much wind after the first gust; and he himself had admitted at the inquiry that the sea never got up that night to any extent. He crouched down in the bows and stole a furtive glance back. He saw just one yellow gleam of the mast-head light high up and blurred like a last star ready to dissolve. "It terrified me to see it still there," he said. That's what he said. What terrified him was the thought that the drowning was not over yet. No doubt he wanted to be done with that abomination as quickly as possible. Nobody in the boat made a sound. In the dark she seemed to fly, but of course she could not have had much way. Then the shower swept ahead, and the great, distracting, hissing noise followed the rain into distance and died out. There was nothing to be heard then but the slight wash about the boat's sides. Somebody's teeth were chattering violently. A hand touched his back. A faint voice said, "You there?"

Korean abomination: 증오, 혐오, 싫은 일, 질색, 가증스러운 행위. admitted: 시인된, 공인된, 명백한. cavern: 동굴, 동굴에 넣다, 공동, 땅굴, 에 굴을 파다, 큰 동굴. deluge: 대홍수, 에 쇄도하다, 큰비, 범람시키다, 쇄도, 쇄도-범람시키다. dissolve: 해산하다, 깨치다, 녹이다, 녹다, 분해하다, 해소시키다, 취소하다, 디졸브하다, 디졸브시키다, 디졸브, 해소되다.

drowned: 물에 빠져 죽은, 에 빠진, 몰두하고 있는. furtive: 은밀한, 남몰래하는, 아무가 남의 눈을 기이는, 몰래 하는, 속임수가 많은. hissing: 쉿소리 나기, 시이시이하기의 스음, 치찰음의, 쉭쉭하기의 스음. oar: 노, 노젓다, 노젓는 사람, 젓다, 노와 같은 구실을 하는 것, 노젓는 배, 노를 쓰다, 노를 젓다, 배를 노로 젓다.

pitchy: 피치 같은, 새까만, 진득진득한, 피치가 많은, 피치 많은. skipper: 기장, 주장, 팔랑나비, 선장, 팔딱 팔딱 뛰는 곤충, 주장 일을 맡아보다, 구더기, 선장 일을 맡아보다, 생각이 얕은 젊은이, 뛰는 사람. terrified: 겁먹은, 무서워하는, 겁에 질린. violently: 맹렬하게, 격렬히, 세차게, 심하게, 난폭하게, 폭력적으로.

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Another cried out shakily, "She's gone!" and they all stood up together to look astern. They saw no lights. All was black. A thin cold drizzle was driving into their faces. The boat lurched slightly. The teeth chattered faster, stopped, and began again twice before the man could master his shiver sufficiently to say, "Juju-st in ti-ti-me. . . . Brrrr." He recognised the voice of the chief engineer saying surlily, "I saw her go down. I happened to turn my head." The wind had dropped almost completely.% 'They watched in the dark with their heads half turned to windward as if expecting to hear cries. At first he was thankful the night had covered up the scene before his eyes, and then to know of it and yet to have seen and heard nothing appeared somehow the culminating point of an awful misfortune. "Strange, isn't it?" he murmured, interrupting himself in his disjointed narrative. 'It did not seem so strange to me. He must have had an unconscious conviction that the reality could not be half as bad, not half as anguishing, appalling, and vengeful as the created terror of his imagination. I believe that, in this first moment, his heart was wrung with all the suffering, that his soul knew the accumulated savour of all the fear, all the horror, all the despair of eight hundred human beings pounced upon in the night by a sudden and violent death, else why should he have said, "It seemed to me that I must jump out of that accursed boat and swim back to see--half a mile--more --any distance--to the very spot . . ."? Why this impulse? Do you see the significance? Why back to the very spot? Why not drown alongside--if he meant drowning? Why back to the very spot, to see--as if his imagination had to be soothed by the assurance that all was over before death could bring relief? I defy any one of you to offer another explanation. It was one of those bizarre and exciting glimpses through the fog. It was an extraordinary disclosure. He let it out as the most natural thing one could say. He fought down that impulse and then he became conscious of the silence. He mentioned this to me. A silence of the sea, of the sky, merged into one indefinite immensity still as death around these saved, palpitating lives. "You might have heard a pin drop in the boat," he said with a queer contraction of his lips, like a man trying to master his sensibilities while relating some extremely

Korean contraction: 축약, 단축, 수축, 짐, 축소, 걸림, 생략산, 단축형, 듦, 맺음, 생략. culminating: 절정에 달하는, 궁극의. defy: 도전하다, 무시하다, 반항하다, 거부하다, 허용하지 않다. disjointed: 관절이 삔, 흐트러진. drizzle: 이슬비, 보슬비, 가랑비, 가랑비가 내리다, 이슬비가 내리다. drown: 잊어버리다, 달래다, 물에 빠지다, 물에빠뜨리다,

들리지않게하다, 물에 빠뜨리다, 흠뻑젖게하다, 흠뻑 젖게하다, 물에빠지다, 들리지 않게하다, 잊게 하다. misfortune: 불행, 불운, 재난. palpitating: 맥박이 뛰는. savour: 맛, 기미, 의 기미가있다, 다소 -의 맛이나다, 흥미, 맛을 내다, 맛보다, 맛이 있다, 아취, 풍미. shakily: 떨며, 불확실하게, 비틀거리며, 위태위태하게, 허약하여,

흔들려서. sufficiently: 충분히. surlily: 기분이 좋지 않게, 무뚝뚝하게, 험악하게. thankful: 감사하고 있는, 감사의, 감사하는. vengeful: 복수심에 불타는, 복수심이 있는. windward: 바람 불어오는 쪽, 바람 불어오는 쪽의, 바람 불어오는 쪽으로.

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moving fact. A silence! God alone, who had willed him as he was, knows what he made of it in his heart. "I didn't think any spot on earth could be so still," he said. "You couldn't distinguish the sea from the sky; there was nothing to see and nothing to hear. Not a glimmer, not a shape, not a sound. You could have believed that every bit of dry land had gone to the bottom; that every man on earth but I and these beggars in the boat had got drowned." He leaned over the table with his knuckles propped amongst coffee-cups, liqueur-glasses, cigarends. "I seemed to believe it. Everything was gone and--all was over . . ." he fetched a deep sigh . . . "with me." ' Marlow sat up abruptly and flung away his cheroot with force. It made a darting red trail like a toy rocket fired through the drapery of creepers. Nobody stirred.% 'Hey, what do you think of it?' he cried with sudden animation. 'Wasn't he true to himself, wasn't he? His saved life was over for want of ground under his feet, for want of sights for his eyes, for want of voices in his ears. Annihilation-hey! And all the time it was only a clouded sky, a sea that did not break, the air that did not stir. Only a night; only a silence. 'It lasted for a while, and then they were suddenly and unanimously moved to make a noise over their escape. "I knew from the first she would go." "Not a minute too soon." "A narrow squeak, b'gosh!" He said nothing, but the breeze that had dropped came back, a gentle draught freshened steadily, and the sea joined its murmuring voice to this talkative reaction succeeding the dumb moments of awe. She was gone! She was gone! Not a doubt of it. Nobody could have helped. They repeated the same words over and over again as though they couldn't stop themselves. Never doubted she would go. The lights were gone. No mistake. The lights were gone. Couldn't expect anything else. She had to go. . . . He noticed that they talked as though they had left behind them nothing but an empty ship. They concluded she would not have been long when she once started. It seemed to cause them some sort of satisfaction. They assured each other that she couldn't have been long about it--"Just shot down like a flat-iron." The chief engineer declared that the mast-head light at the moment of sinking

Korean abruptly: 갑자기, 충격적으로, 놀라게 하다, 바보 같다, 소리없는. 무뚝뚝하게, 뜻밖에, 돌연적, glimmer: 어렴풋이 보이다, 미광, 퉁명스럽게. 어렴풋한 인식, 희미하게 빛나다, awe: 외경하다, 경외, 두려움. 막연한 생각, 희미한 빛, 명멸하는 빛, creepers: 얇은 철판, 겉옷. 가물거리다. draught: 선발하다, 기안하다, rocket: 로켓, 봉화, 로켓의, 겨자과의 기초하다, 끌다, 제도공으로서 기술을 식물, 화전, 에 로켓을 발사하다, 연마하다. 돌진하다, 쏘아올리는 불꽃, 꿩 dumb: 우둔한, 벙어리의, 말이없는, 따위가 일직선으로 날아오르다, 물가 말못하는, 무언의, 말문이 막힌, 따위가 급등하다, 말이 돌진하다. 아연케 하다, 말문이막힌, 깜작 squeak: 찍찍 울다, 삐걱거리다, 끽끽

거리다, 아슬아슬하게 피함, 쥐 우는 소리, 찍찍 소리를 내다, 끽끽소리로 말하다, 삐걱거리는 소리, 성공하다, 앙앙, 앙앙울다. succeeding: 계속되는, 다음의. toy: 장난감, 하찮은 것, 장난하다, 시시덕거리다, 희롱하다, 장난감 같은, 소꿉장난, 장난감의, 장난삼아 생각하다, 실용이 안 되는 물건. unanimously: 합으로. willed: 의 의지가 있는.

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seemed%to drop "like a lighted match you throw down." At this the second laughed hysterically. "I am g-g-glad, I am gla-a-a-d." His teeth went on "like an electric rattle," said Jim, "and all at once he began to cry. He wept and blubbered like a child, catching his breath and sobbing 'Oh dear! oh dear! oh dear!' He would be quiet for a while and start suddenly, 'Oh, my poor arm! oh, my poor aa-a-arm!' I felt I could knock him down. Some of them sat in the stern-sheets. I could just make out their shapes. Voices came to me, mumble, mumble, grunt, grunt. All this seemed very hard to bear. I was cold too. And I could do nothing. I thought that if I moved I would have to go over the side and . . ." 'His hand groped stealthily, came in contact with a liqueur-glass, and was withdrawn suddenly as if it had touched a red-hot coal. I pushed the bottle slightly. "Won't you have some more?" I asked. He looked at me angrily. "Don't you think I can tell you what there is to tell without screwing myself up?" he asked. The squad of globe-trotters had gone to bed. We were alone but for a vague white form erect in the shadow, that, being looked at, cringed forward, hesitated, backed away silently. It was getting late, but I did not hurry my guest. 'In the midst of his forlorn state he heard his companions begin to abuse some one. "What kept you from jumping, you lunatic?" said a scolding voice. The chief engineer left the stern-sheets, and could be heard clambering forward as if with hostile intentions against "the greatest idiot that ever was." The skipper shouted with rasping effort offensive epithets from where he sat at the oar. He lifted his head at that uproar, and heard the name "George," while a hand in the dark struck him on the breast. "What have you got to say for yourself, you fool?" queried somebody, with a sort of virtuous fury. "They were after me," he said. "They were abusing me--abusing me . . . by the name of George." 'He paused to stare, tried to smile, turned his eyes away and went on. "That little second puts his head right under my nose, 'Why, it's that blasted mate!' 'What!' howls the skipper from the other end of the boat. 'No!' shrieks the chief. And he too stooped to look at my face."

Korean angrily: 노하여, 성나서, 화나서, 화내어. blasted: 저주받은, 시든, 결단난, 폭파된. catching: 전염성의, 전염하는, 마음을 빼앗는, 매력있는, 매력 있는 것. erect: 건립하다, 꼿꼿이 세우다, 꼿꼿이선, 똑바로 선, 세우다, 승격시키다, 서다, 조립하다, 직립시키다, 창설하다, 곤두서서. forlorn: 고독한, 버림받은, 비참한,

절망적인. fury: 격노, 격렬, 표독한 여자, 표독한여자, 복수의 여신의 하나, 표독스러운 계집. hysterically: 병적으로 흥분한, 히스테리의. idiot: 백치, 바보, 천치, 얼간이, 병신. jumping: 뛰는, 도약, 뜀, 도약하는. offensive: 공격, 공격적인, 무례한, 불쾌한, 공세, 비위에 거슬리는, 싫은. red-hot: 핫도그, 섹시한, 최신의,

노발대발한, 열렬한, 몹시 흥분한, 흥분한사람, 작고 빨간 과자, 여자를 동반하지 않은 남자, 선정적인, 새빨갛게탄. scolding: 잔소리가 심한, 잔소리, 꾸짖는, 힐책. sobbing: 흐느껴 우는. uproar: 소음, 큰소란, 소동, 소란. virtuous: 정숙한, 선량한, 도덕적인, 덕이 있는, 덕 있는, 효력이 있는, 고결한 체하는.

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'The %wind had left the boat suddenly. The rain began to fall again, and the soft, uninterrupted, a little mysterious sound with which the sea receives a shower arose on all sides in the night. "They were too taken aback to say anything more at first," he narrated steadily, "and what could I have to say to them?" He faltered for a moment, and made an effort to go on. "They called me horrible names." His voice, sinking to a whisper, now and then would leap up suddenly, hardened by the passion of scorn, as though he had been talking of secret abominations. "Never mind what they called me," he said grimly. "I could hear hate in their voices. A good thing too. They could not forgive me for being in that boat. They hated it. It made them mad. . . ." He laughed short. . . . "But it kept me from--Look! I was sitting with my arms crossed, on the gunwale! . . ." He perched himself smartly on the edge of the table and crossed his arms. . . . "Like this--see? One little tilt backwards and I would have been gone--after the others. One little tilt--the least bit--the least bit." He frowned, and tapping his forehead with the tip of his middle finger, "It was there all the time," he said impressively. "All the time--that notion. And the rain--cold, thick, cold as melted snow--colder-on my thin cotton clothes--I'll never be so cold again in my life, I know. And the sky was black too--all black. Not a star, not a light anywhere. Nothing outside that confounded boat and those two yapping before me like a couple of mean mongrels at a tree'd thief. Yap! yap! 'What you doing here? You're a fine sort! Too much of a bloomin' gentleman to put your hand to it. Come out of your trance, did you? To sneak in? Did you?' Yap! yap! 'You ain't fit to live!' Yap! yap! Two of them together trying to out-bark each other. The other would bay from the stern through the rain--couldn't see him--couldn't make it out--some of his filthy jargon. Yap! yap! Bow-ow-ow-ow-ow! Yap! yap! It was sweet to hear them; it kept me alive, I tell you. It saved my life. At it they went, as if trying to drive me overboard with the noise! . . . 'I wonder you had pluck enough to jump. You ain't wanted here. If I had known who it was, I would have tipped you over--you skunk! What have you done with the other? Where did you get the pluck to jump--you coward? What's to prevent us three from firing you overboard?' . . . They were out of breath; the shower passed away upon the sea. Then nothing. There was nothing round the boat, not even a sound. Wanted to see me

Korean aback: 깜짝 놀라다, 당하다, 돛이 거꾸로, 뒤로, 후방으로, 돛이 역풍을 받고. arose: 과거. gunwale: 현연, 뱃전의 위 끝. hardened: 강해진, 경화한, 굳어진, 단단해지, 무정한, 상습적인, 철면피한. jargon: 뜻을 알수 없는 말, 변말, 횡설수설, 이해할 수 없는 말, 특수 용어, 횡설수설하다.

melted: 곤드레만드레 취한. tilt: 경사, 기울기, 포장, 기울다, skunk: 스컹크, 영패시키다, 역겨운 기울이다, 상하로 움직이다, 마상 창 녀석, 완전히 망치다, 싫은 놈, 영패. 시합을 하다, 찌르다, 찌르기, smartly: 분개하다, 비통, 빈틈없는, 공격하다, 마상 창 시합. 스마트한, 아픔, 약삭빠른, 욱시욱신 uninterrupted: 끊임없는, 연속적인, 아프다, 강한, 분개, 날카로운, 날랜. 중단되지 않은. sneak: 고자질꾼, 고자질하다, 비겁한 yap: 서태평양 캐롤린 제도중의 한 섬, 사람, 후무리다, 슬그머니 움직이다, 요란스럽게 짖는 소리, 불량비, 바보, 몰래 움직이다, 훔치다, 남몰래 하는, 시끄러운잔소리, 얼간이, 투덜대다, 고자질하는 학생, 굽실굽실하다, 시끄럽게 짖는 소리, 얍, 시끄러운 남몰래 빠져 나감. 잔소리, 강아지가 캥캥하고 짖다.

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overboard, did they? Upon my soul! I think they would have had their wish if they had only kept quiet. Fire me overboard! Would they? 'Try,' I said. 'I would for twopence.' 'Too good for you,' they screeched together. It was so dark that it was only when one or the other of them moved that I was quite sure of seeing him. By heavens! I only wish they had tried."% 'I couldn't help exclaiming, "What an extraordinary affair!" ' "Not bad--eh?" he said, as if in some sort astounded. "They pretended to think I had done away with that donkey-man for some reason or other. Why should I? And how the devil was I to know? Didn't I get somehow into that boat? into that boat--I . . ." The muscles round his lips contracted into an unconscious grimace that tore through the mask of his usual expression--something violent, short-lived and illuminating like a twist of lightning that admits the eye for an instant into the secret convolutions of a cloud. "I did. I was plainly there with them--wasn't I? Isn't it awful a man should be driven to do a thing like that--and be responsible? What did I know about their George they were howling after? I remembered I had seen him curled up on the deck. 'Murdering coward!' the chief kept on calling me. He didn't seem able to remember any other two words. I didn't care, only his noise began to worry me. 'Shut up,' I said. At that he collected himself for a confounded screech. 'You killed him! You killed him!' 'No,' I shouted, 'but I will kill you directly.' I jumped up, and he fell backwards over a thwart with an awful loud thump. I don't know why. Too dark. Tried to step back I suppose. I stood still facing aft, and the wretched little second began to whine, 'You ain't going to hit a chap with a broken arm--and you call yourself a gentleman, too.' I heard a heavy tramp--one--two--and wheezy grunting. The other beast was coming at me, clattering his oar over the stern. I saw him moving, big, big--as you see a man in a mist, in a dream. 'Come on,' I cried. I would have tumbled him over like a bale of shakings. He stopped, muttered to himself, and went back. Perhaps he had heard the wind. I didn't. It was the last heavy gust we had. He went back to his oar. I was sorry. I would have tried to-to . . ."

Korean astounded: 몹시 놀라. bale: 재앙, 짐짝, 가마니, 악, 포장하다, 곤포, 짐짝으 로 만들다, 배에 싣는 상품의 곤포. collected: 모은, 침착한, 수집한, 태연자약. contracted: 수축한, 옹졸한, 계약한, 인색한, 찌푸린, 도량이 좁은, 단축한, 수축된. curled: 위축병에 걸린, 오그라든, 소용돌이 꼴의, 두르르 말린,

곱슬털의, 고수머리의. grimace: 찡그린 얼굴, 짐짓 찌푸린 상을 하다, 얼굴을 찌푸림, 얼굴을 찌푸다, 얼굴을 찡그리기, 찌푸린 얼굴을 하다. howling: 쓸쓸한, 울부짖는, 터무니 없는, 대단한, 터무니없는, 짖는. plainly: 솔직하게, 명백히, 검소하게, 간소하게, 뚜렷하게. pretended: 거짓의. short-lived: 단명한, 일시적인.

twist: 꼰 실, 새끼, 혼합주, 꼬다, 곡해하다, 구부리다, 구부러지다, 끈, 감다, 한 번 꼬기, 기벽. unconscious: 무의식의, 깨닫지 못하는, 모르는 무의식, 의식을 갖지 않은, 자기도 모르게 나온, 정신을 잃은, 자각을 갖지 않은, 무의식, 의식을 잃은, 모르는, 지각을 갖지 않은. wretched: 나쁜, 불운한, 지독한, 비참한, 야비한, 아주 불쾌한, 서툰.

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'He opened and closed his curved fingers, and his hands had an eager and cruel flutter. "Steady, steady," I murmured.% ' "Eh? What? I am not excited," he remonstrated, awfully hurt, and with a convulsive jerk of his elbow knocked over the cognac bottle. I started forward, scraping my chair. He bounced off the table as if a mine had been exploded behind his back, and half turned before he alighted, crouching on his feet to show me a startled pair of eyes and a face white about the nostrils. A look of intense annoyance succeeded. "Awfully sorry. How clumsy of me!" he mumbled, very vexed, while the pungent odour of spilt alcohol enveloped us suddenly with an atmosphere of a low drinking-bout in the cool, pure darkness of the night. The lights had been put out in the dining-hall; our candle glimmered solitary in the long gallery, and the columns had turned black from pediment to capital. On the vivid stars the high corner of the Harbour Office stood out distinct across the Esplanade, as though the sombre pile had glided nearer to see and hear. 'He assumed an air of indifference. ' "I dare say I am less calm now than I was then. I was ready for anything. These were trifles. . . ." ' "You had a lively time of it in that boat," I remarked ' "I was ready," he repeated. "After the ship's lights had gone, anything might have happened in that boat--anything in the world--and the world no wiser. I felt this, and I was pleased. It was just dark enough too. We were like men walled up quick in a roomy grave. No concern with anything on earth. Nobody to pass an opinion. Nothing mattered." For the third time during this conversation he laughed harshly, but there was no one about to suspect him of being only drunk. "No fear, no law, no sounds, no eyes--not even our own, till--till sunrise at least." 'I was struck by the suggestive truth of his words. There is something peculiar in a small boat upon the wide sea. Over the lives borne from under the shadow of death there seems to fall the shadow of madness. When your ship fails you, your whole world seems to fail you; the world that made you,

Korean annoyance: 성가심, 두통거리, 약오름, 두근거리다, 퍼덕거리다, 나부끼다, 성가신 일, 성가신 사람, 성가시게 동요, 퍼덕이다, 날개치다, 빠르고 굴기, 괴로움. 불규칙하게 뛰다, 활개짓. clumsy: 꼴사나운, 다루기 힘든, 쓰기 harshly: 거칠게, 엄하게, 귀에 불편한, 볼품없는, 재치 없는, 어색한, 거슬릴만큼, 거치게. 솜씨시없는, 무뚝뚝한, 모양없는, indifference: 무관심한, 중립, 무차별, 서투른, 모양 없는. 중성의, 대수롭지 않은, 냉담, 개의치 cognac: 코냑. 않음, 시원치 않은, 중요치 않음, convulsive: 경련성의, 발작적인, 공평한, 무관심. 경련을 일으킨 듯한, 격동적인. pediment: 그리스식 건축의, 박공, flutter: 펄럭임, 훨훨날다, 홰치다, 페디멘트.

pungent: 날카로운, 자극하는, 마음을 찌르는, 신랄한, 혀나 코를 자극하는, 마음을 몹시 아프게 하는. scraping: 부스러기, 문지르기, 긁어 모은것, 긁어 모은 것, 깍기, 깍은 부스러기, 깍음, 거리의 무뢰한, 긁기, 먼지, 할큄. solitary: 고독한, 혼자의, 외로운, 단독의, 혼자사는 사람, 혼자 사는 사람, 유일한, 분리된, 인적이 없는. walled: 벽이 있는.

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restrained%you, took care of you. It is as if the souls of men floating on an abyss and in touch with immensity had been set free for any excess of heroism, absurdity, or abomination. Of course, as with belief, thought, love, hate, conviction, or even the visual aspect of material things, there are as many shipwrecks as there are men, and in this one there was something abject which made the isolation more complete--there was a villainy of circumstances that cut these men off more completely from the rest of mankind, whose ideal of conduct had never undergone the trial of a fiendish and appalling joke. They were exasperated with him for being a half-hearted shirker: he focussed on them his hatred of the whole thing; he would have liked to take a signal revenge for the abhorrent opportunity they had put in his way. Trust a boat on the high seas to bring out the Irrational that lurks at the bottom of every thought, sentiment, sensation, emotion. It was part of the burlesque meanness pervading that particular disaster at sea that they did not come to blows. It was all threats, all a terribly effective feint, a sham from beginning to end, planned by the tremendous disdain of the Dark Powers whose real terrors, always on the verge of triumph, are perpetually foiled by the steadfastness of men. I asked, after waiting for a while, "Well, what happened?" A futile question. I knew too much already to hope for the grace of a single uplifting touch, for the favour of hinted madness, of shadowed horror. "Nothing," he said. "I meant business, but they meant noise only. Nothing happened." 'And the rising sun found him just as he had jumped up first in the bows of the boat. What a persistence of readiness! He had been holding the tiller in his hand, too, all the night. They had dropped the rudder overboard while attempting to ship it, and I suppose the tiller got kicked forward somehow while they were rushing up and down that boat trying to do all sorts of things at once so as to get clear of the side. It was a long heavy piece of hard wood, and apparently he had been clutching it for six hours or so. If you don't call that being ready! Can you imagine him, silent and on his feet half the night, his face to the gusts of rain, staring at sombre forms watchful of vague movements, straining his ears to catch rare low murmurs in the stern-sheets! Firmness of courage or effort of fear? What do you think? And the endurance is undeniable too. Six

Korean abhorrent: 상반되는, 서로 용납 안 되는, 지겨운, 몹시 싫은, 아주 질색인. abject: 비열한, 비참한, 절망적인, 천한, 치사한, 비천한. feint: 가장, 가장하다, 치는 시늉하다, 가늘고 색이 엷은. fiendish: 마성의, 극악한, 귀신 같은, 공력이 드는, 교묘한, 대단한, 잔인한, 몹시 불쾌한, 악마 같은, 악마같은, 매우 어려운.

firmness: 견고, 견실, 단단함, 결의가 굳은, 확고 부동, 확고부동. foiled: 박으로 뒤를 붙이는, 뒤엎는. futile: 쓸데없는, 무용, 무익한짓, 속절없는, 효과 없는, 하찮은. half-hearted: 냉담한. madness: 광기, 열광, 광희, 정신 착란. meanness: 천함, 인색, 조악, 야비, 빈약, 비열, 보잘것 없음, 하찮은, 하찮음. persistence: 고집, 지속성.

rudder: 키, 방향타, 지도자, 꽁지깃, 지침, 교반봉, 배의 키. shirker: 회피자, 게으름뱅이, 기피자. steadfastness: 확고부동함, 불변. tiller: 키의 손잡이, 경작자, 경운기, 새싹, 어린나무, 키 손잡이, 농부. undeniable: 부정할 수 없는, 다툴 여지가 없는, 우수한, 흠잡을 데 없는, 부정하기 어려운, 부인하기 어려운. villainy: 극악, 나쁜 짓, 악랄한 수단, 악행.

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hours more or less on the defensive; six hours of alert immobility while the boat drove slowly or floated arrested, according to the caprice of the wind; while the sea, calmed, slept at last; while the clouds passed above his head; while the sky from an immensity lustreless and black, diminished to a sombre and lustrous vault, scintillated with a greater brilliance, faded to the east, paled at the zenith; while the dark shapes blotting the low stars astern got outlines, relief became shoulders, heads, faces, features,--confronted him with dreary stares, had dishevelled hair, torn clothes, blinked red eyelids at the white dawn. "They looked as though they had been knocking about drunk in gutters for a week," he described graphically; and then he muttered something about the sunrise being of a kind that foretells a calm day. You know that sailor habit of referring to the weather in every connection. And on my side his few mumbled words were enough to make me see the lower limb of the sun clearing the line of the horizon, the tremble of a vast ripple running over all the visible expanse of the sea, as if the waters had shuddered, giving birth to the globe of light, while the last puff of the breeze would stir the air in a sigh of relief.% ' "They sat in the stern shoulder to shoulder, with the skipper in the middle, like three dirty owls, and stared at me," I heard him say with an intention of hate that distilled a corrosive virtue into the commonplace words like a drop of powerful poison falling into a glass of water; but my thoughts dwelt upon that sunrise. I could imagine under the pellucid emptiness of the sky these four men imprisoned in the solitude of the sea, the lonely sun, regardless of the speck of life, ascending the clear curve of the heaven as if to gaze ardently from a greater height at his own splendour reflected in the still ocean. "They called out to me from aft," said Jim, "as though we had been chums together. I heard them. They were begging me to be sensible and drop that 'blooming piece of wood.' Why _would_ I carry on so? They hadn't done me any harm--had they? There had been no harm. . . . No harm!" 'His face crimsoned as though he could not get rid of the air in his lungs. ' "No harm!" he burst out. "I leave it to you. You can understand. Can't you? You see it--don't you? No harm! Good God! What more could they have done?

Korean ascending: 올라가는, 상승적인, 오르는, 위를 향한. caprice: 변덕, 공상적 작품, 뜻밖의 급변, 제멋대로의 행동, 카프리치오. corrosive: 부식성의, 부식제, 신랄한, 좀먹는, 부식시키는 것. dishevelled: 헝클어진, 흩어진, 봉두난발의, 주제가 단정치 못한, 단정치 못한, 흐트러진. distilled: 증류한, 증류하여 얻은. dreary: 울적한, 쓸쓸한, 지루한,

처량한, 음울한, 황량한. 움직이다. emptiness: 무지, 덧없음, 공허, 공복, ripple: 웨이브, 잔물결, 잔물결이 무의미, 공, 빈 곳, 텅 빔, 빔, 무가치. 일다, 파문, 웅성웅성하는 소리, graphically: 그림을 보는 것같이. 삼바디, 물결모양, 잔 물결, lustrous: 광택있는. 잔물결소리, 찰랑찰랑, 파문을 outlines: 요점. 일으키다. paled: 말뚝으로 둘러 막은. solitude: 고독, 쓸쓸한 곳, 독거, 외딴 pellucid: 투명한, 명백한. 곳, 황야. puff: 훅 불기, 피우다, 헐떡이다, 한번 splendour: 빛남, 광채, 호화, 훌륭함, 붊, 과대 광고, 부풂, 숱, 불다, 현저함, 장려, 현저, 광휘를 나타내는 슈크림, 훅훅 불다, 칙칙하면서 것, 광휘를 주는 것.

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Oh%yes, I know very well--I jumped. Certainly. I jumped! I told you I jumped; but I tell you they were too much for any man. It was their doing as plainly as if they had reached up with a boat-hook and pulled me over. Can't you see it? You must see it. Come. Speak--straight out." 'His uneasy eyes fastened upon mine, questioned, begged, challenged, entreated. For the life of me I couldn't help murmuring, "You've been tried." "More than is fair," he caught up swiftly. "I wasn't given half a chance--with a gang like that. And now they were friendly--oh, so damnably friendly! Chums, shipmates. All in the same boat. Make the best of it. They hadn't meant anything. They didn't care a hang for George. George had gone back to his berth for something at the last moment and got caught. The man was a manifest fool. Very sad, of course. . . . Their eyes looked at me; their lips moved; they wagged their heads at the other end of the boat--three of them; they beckoned--to me. Why not? Hadn't I jumped? I said nothing. There are no words for the sort of things I wanted to say. If I had opened my lips just then I would have simply howled like an animal. I was asking myself when I would wake up. They urged me aloud to come aft and hear quietly what the skipper had to say. We were sure to be picked up before the evening--right in the track of all the Canal traffic; there was smoke to the north-west now. ' "It gave me an awful shock to see this faint, faint blur, this low trail of brown mist through which you could see the boundary of sea and sky. I called out to them that I could hear very well where I was. The skipper started swearing, as hoarse as a crow. He wasn't going to talk at the top of his voice for _my_ accommodation. 'Are you afraid they will hear you on shore?' I asked. He glared as if he would have liked to claw me to pieces. The chief engineer advised him to humour me. He said I wasn't right in my head yet. The other rose astern, like a thick pillar of flesh--and talked--talked. . . ." 'Jim remained thoughtful. "Well?" I said. "What did I care what story they agreed to make up?" he cried recklessly. "They could tell what they jolly well liked. It was their business. I knew the story. Nothing they could make people believe could alter it for me. I let him talk, argue--talk, argue. He went on and on

Korean blur: 더럽히다, 오명, 흐리게하다더러움, 더러워지다, 오점, 몽롱, 불선명, 윙윙거리는 소리, 더러움, 흐려 보이는 것, 흐리게 하다. claw: 집게발, 순경, 손톱으로 할퀴다, 사람 손, 체포하다, 갈고리 발톱, 발톱꼴의 것, 고리 발톱이 있는 발, 이물을 바람머리로 돌리다, 긁어모으다, 움켜잡음. crow: 까마귀, 울다, 소리지르다, 환성을 올리다, 까마귀자리, 환성,

크로말, 홰를 쳐 때를 알리다, 때를 발표하다, 적하 목록, 유령 따위가 알리다, 함성을 지르다, 의기 나타나다, 밖으로 나타내다, 감정 양양해지다. 따위를 밖으로 나타내다. damnably: 가증한, 지독한, 지옥에 갈, pillar: 기둥, 주석, 기둥 모양의 것, 언어 도단으로. 기둥 모양의 우체통, 기둥으로 hoarse: 쉰목소리의, 귀에 거슬리는, 받치다, 붉은 기둥 모양의 우체통. 목쉰, 목이쉰, 목쉰소리의, 쉰, thoughtful: 생각에 잠긴, 주의 깊은, 소란스러운. 인정있는, 사려 깊은, 생각이 깊은, manifest: 나타나다, 적하 목록에 인정 있는. 기재하다, 명백한, 명시하다, uneasy: 불안한, 걱정되는, 거북한, 나타내다, 입증하다, 의견을 어색한.

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and%on. Suddenly I felt my legs give way under me. I was sick, tired--tired to death. I let fall the tiller, turned my back on them, and sat down on the foremost thwart. I had enough. They called to me to know if I understood--wasn't it true, every word of it? It was true, by God! after their fashion. I did not turn my head. I heard them palavering together. 'The silly ass won't say anything.' 'Oh, he understands well enough.' 'Let him be; he will be all right.' 'What can he do?' What could I do? Weren't we all in the same boat? I tried to be deaf. The smoke had disappeared to the northward. It was a dead calm. They had a drink from the water-breaker, and I drank too. Afterwards they made a great business of spreading the boat-sail over the gunwales. Would I keep a look-out? They crept under, out of my sight, thank God! I felt weary, weary, done up, as if I hadn't had one hour's sleep since the day I was born. I couldn't see the water for the glitter of the sunshine. From time to time one of them would creep out, stand up to take a look all round, and get under again. I could hear spells of snoring below the sail. Some of them could sleep. One of them at least. I couldn't! All was light, light, and the boat seemed to be falling through it. Now and then I would feel quite surprised to find myself sitting on a thwart. . . ." 'He began to walk with measured steps to and fro before my chair, one hand in his trousers-pocket, his head bent thoughtfully, and his right arm at long intervals raised for a gesture that seemed to put out of his way an invisible intruder. ' "I suppose you think I was going mad," he began in a changed tone. "And well you may, if you remember I had lost my cap. The sun crept all the way from east to west over my bare head, but that day I could not come to any harm, I suppose. The sun could not make me mad. . . ." His right arm put aside the idea of madness. . . . "Neither could it kill me. . . ." Again his arm repulsed a shadow. . . . "_That_ rested with me." ' "Did it?" I said, inexpressibly amazed at this new turn, and I looked at him with the same sort of feeling I might be fairly conceived to experience had he, after spinning round on his heel, presented an altogether new face.

Korean bent: 굽은, 초원, 황야, 마음을 기울인, 열심인, 경향, 허리가 굽은, 성벽, 겨이삭속 또는 그와 비슷한 포아풀과의 잡초, 그 줄기, 기호. foremost: 일류의, 맨앞의, 맨 먼저, 맨 처음의, 으뜸가는, 일류가는. heel: 뒤축을 대다, 기울이다, 뒤꿈치로 춤추다, 뒷발, 의 바로 뒤를 따르다, 바로 뒤따르다, 뒤꿈치, 기울어지다, 굽, 경사, 비열한놈. intruder: 침입자, 난입자, 방해자,

침입기, 비행기. invisible: 눈에 보이지 않는, 신, 영계, 눈에 안보이는, 모습을 나타내지 않는, 숨은, 얼굴을 보이지 않는, 얼굴을 내놓지 않는. northward: 북방, 북을 향하여, 북쪽으로, 북쪽으로의, 북, 북을향한, 북으로 향한, 북쪽으로 향해서, 북쪽으로 향한, 북으로 향해서. sail: 돛, 범주, 척의 배, 돛배, 범주력, 항정, 날개, 달리게 하다, 범주하다,

돛단배, 건너다. spinning: 방적, 방적업. sunshine: 햇빛, 맑은 날씨, 명랑, 양지, 쾌활. surprised: 놀란, 놀라다. thoughtfully: 생각에 잠겨, 친절히, 생각이 깊게. weary: 지치다, 지치게 하다, 지치게 하는, 싫어진, 넌더리나는, 동경하다, 싫증나다, 지루하게 하다, 지루해지다, 피로한, 싫증나게 하다.

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' "I didn't get brain fever, I did not drop dead either," he went on. "I didn't bother myself at all about the sun over my head. I was thinking as coolly as any man that ever sat thinking in the shade. That greasy beast of a skipper poked his big cropped head from under the canvas and screwed his fishy eyes up at me. 'Donnerwetter! you will die,' he growled, and drew in like a turtle. I had seen him. I had heard him. He didn't interrupt me. I was thinking just then that I wouldn't."% 'He tried to sound my thought with an attentive glance dropped on me in passing. "Do you mean to say you had been deliberating with yourself whether you would die?" I asked in as impenetrable a tone as I could command. He nodded without stopping. "Yes, it had come to that as I sat there alone," he said. He passed on a few steps to the imaginary end of his beat, and when he flung round to come back both his hands were thrust deep into his pockets. He stopped short in front of my chair and looked down. "Don't you believe it?" he inquired with tense curiosity. I was moved to make a solemn declaration of my readiness to believe implicitly anything he thought fit to tell me.'

Korean canvas: 유화, 텐트, 범포, 즈크, 배경, 캔버스제의, 캔버스, 캔버스.화포, 즈크의, 화포, 무대. coolly: 냉정하게, 냉담하게, 뻔뻔스럽게, 서늘하게, 차갑게, 침착하게. fever: 열병, 열, 발열시키다, 열광, 열광적인, 열병의, 열이 있는, 흥분 상태, 흥분, 열병에 걸리게 걸리다, 열병에 걸리게 하다. greasy: 알랑거리는, 진창의,

미끈미끈한, 기름을 바른, 기름기 중단하다, 중단시키다, 끼어들다, 많은, 기름투성이의, 번질번질한, 일시 정지, 도중에서 방해하다, 기름 바른. 저지하다. imaginary: 상상의, 가공의어떤 screwed: 나사로 고정시킨, 사물이 상상으로서만 존재하는, 나사모양의, 술 취한, 엉망인, 나사로 비현실적이어서 신용할수 없는, 허수, 죈, 술취한, 비뚤어진. 상상상의, 허수의. tense: 팽팽한, 긴장한, 긴장시키다, implicitly: 필연적으로 호함되어 있는, 시제, 팽팽하게 하다, 팽팽해지다, 목계적인, 암암리의, 절대의, 부자연스러운. 절대적으로. turtle: 호도애, 바다거북, 거북의 고기, interrupt: 방해하다, 가로막다, 바다거북을 잡다, 터틀.

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CHAPTER 11 'He%heard me out with his head on one side, and I had another glimpse through a rent in the mist in which he moved and had his being. The dim candle spluttered within the ball of glass, and that was all I had to see him by; at his back was the dark night with the clear stars, whose distant glitter disposed in retreating planes lured the eye into the depths of a greater darkness; and yet a mysterious light seemed to show me his boyish head, as if in that moment the youth within him had, for a moment, glowed and expired. "You are an awful good sort to listen like this," he said. "It does me good. You don't know what it is to me. You don't" . . . words seemed to fail him. It was a distinct glimpse. He was a youngster of the sort you like to see about you; of the sort you like to imagine yourself to have been; of the sort whose appearance claims the fellowship of these illusions you had thought gone out, extinct, cold, and which, as if rekindled at the approach of another flame, give a flutter deep, deep down somewhere, give a flutter of light . . . of heat! . . . Yes; I had a glimpse of him then . . . and it was not the last of that kind. . . . "You don't know what it is for a fellow in my position to be believed--make a clean breast of it to an elder man. It is so difficult--so awfully unfair--so hard to understand." 'The mists were closing again. I don't know how old I appeared to him--and how much wise. Not half as old as I felt just then; not half as uselessly wise as I knew myself to be. Surely in no other craft as in that of the sea do the hearts of those already launched to sink or swim go out so much to the youth on the

Korean awfully: 무섭게, 대단히. extinct: 꺼진, 끊어진, 사멸한, 폐지된, boyish: 소년의, 소년 같은, 여자 단절된. 아이가 같은. fellowship: 단체, 친교, 특별연구원의 candle: 양초, 촉광, 빛을 내는 것, 지위, 친구, 조합, 우정, 교우, 대학의 촛불에 비추어 살피다, 등불에 비쳐서 특별 연구원의 지위, 대학의 특별 조사하다, 재산을 낭비하다, 양초 연구원의 연구비, 친구간임, 모양의 것, 별, 등불. 같이하기. depths: 깊은 곳. flutter: 펄럭임, 훨훨날다, 홰치다, disposed: 배치된, 한 감정을 품고, 할 두근거리다, 퍼덕거리다, 나부끼다, 생각이 있는. 동요, 퍼덕이다, 날개치다, 빠르고 don't: 금지조항서, 하지마세요. 불규칙하게 뛰다, 활개짓.

glitter: 반짝반짝 빛나다, 반짝임, 광채, 화려, 반짝거림. illusion: 환상, 환영, 착각, 환각, 오해, 미망. swim: 헤엄치다, 물고기의 부레, 수영, 띄우다, 미끄러지다, 뜨다, 넘치다, 헤엄치는 시간, 헤엄, 헤엄치게 하다, 현기증이 나다. uselessly: 쓸데없이, 헛되이, 무익하게. youngster: 어린이, 젊은이, 특히 소년.

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brink, %looking with shining eyes upon that glitter of the vast surface which is only a reflection of his own glances full of fire. There is such magnificent vagueness in the expectations that had driven each of us to sea, such a glorious indefiniteness, such a beautiful greed of adventures that are their own and only reward. What we get--well, we won't talk of that; but can one of us restrain a smile? In no other kind of life is the illusion more wide of reality--in no other is the beginning _all_ illusion--the disenchantment more swift--the subjugation more complete. Hadn't we all commenced with the same desire, ended with the same knowledge, carried the memory of the same cherished glamour through the sordid days of imprecation? What wonder that when some heavy prod gets home the bond is found to be close; that besides the fellowship of the craft there is felt the strength of a wider feeling--the feeling that binds a man to a child. He was there before me, believing that age and wisdom can find a remedy against the pain of truth, giving me a glimpse of himself as a young fellow in a scrape that is the very devil of a scrape, the sort of scrape greybeards wag at solemnly while they hide a smile. And he had been deliberating upon death--confound him! He had found that to meditate about because he thought he had saved his life, while all its glamour had gone with the ship in the night. What more natural! It was tragic enough and funny enough in all conscience to call aloud for compassion, and in what was I better than the rest of us to refuse him my pity? And even as I looked at him the mists rolled into the rent, and his voice spoke-' "I was so lost, you know. It was the sort of thing one does not expect to happen to one. It was not like a fight, for instance." ' "It was not," I admitted. He appeared changed, as if he had suddenly matured. ' "One couldn't be sure," he muttered. ' "Ah! You were not sure," I said, and was placated by the sound of a faint sigh that passed between us like the flight of a bird in the night. ' "Well, I wasn't," he said courageously. "It was something like that wretched story they made up. It was not a lie--but it wasn't truth all the same. It was

Korean cherished: 품는, 소중히 하는. compassion: 동정, 연민, 측은히 여김, 동정심. courageously: 용감하게, 용기 있게. disenchantment: 눈뜸, 각성, 미몽에서 깨어남. glamour: 마법, 매혹하다, 매력, 마법의. greed: 욕심, 탐욕. indefiniteness: 불확정, 무한정, 부정. meditate: 꾀하다, 숙고하다, 을

묵상하다, 명상하다, 묵상하다. 스치며 나아가다, 문질러 지다, prod: 자극하다, 찌르다, 찌르는 바늘, 긁어모으다, 면도하다, 발을 비비다, 격려하다, 막대기, 신교도, 꿰뚫는 고생. 막대, 찌르는 막대. sordid: 더러운, 야비한, 욕심 많은, restrain: 구속하다, 억제하다, 칙칙한. 제지하다, 감금하다, 자유를 빼앗다, subjugation: 복종, 종속, 진압. 속박하다, 못하게 하다, 누르다, wag: 흔들다, 익살꾸러기, 흔듦, 말리다, 수감하다, 방지하다. 흔들거림, 흔들리다, 흔들기, rolled: 압연한. 출발하다, 여러 모로 변해가다, scrape: 켜다, 긁어 모으다, 문지르다, 아장아장 걷다, 신호하다, 농뗑이 문질러 만들다, 푼푼이 모으다, 비벼 부리다.

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something. . . . One knows a downright lie. There was not the thickness of a sheet of paper between the right and the wrong of this affair." ' "How much more did you want?" I asked; but I think I spoke so low that he did not catch what I said. He had advanced his argument as though life had been a network of paths separated by chasms. His voice sounded reasonable.% ' "Suppose I had not--I mean to say, suppose I had stuck to the ship? Well. How much longer? Say a minute--half a minute. Come. In thirty seconds, as it seemed certain then, I would have been overboard; and do you think I would not have laid hold of the first thing that came in my way--oar, life-buoy, grating-anything? Wouldn't you?" ' "And be saved," I interjected. ' "I would have meant to be," he retorted. "And that's more than I meant when I" . . . he shivered as if about to swallow some nauseous drug . . . "jumped," he pronounced with a convulsive effort, whose stress, as if propagated by the waves of the air, made my body stir a little in the chair. He fixed me with lowering eyes. "Don't you believe me?" he cried. "I swear! . . . Confound it! You got me here to talk, and . . . You must! . . . You said you would believe." "Of course I do," I protested, in a matter-of-fact tone which produced a calming effect. "Forgive me," he said. "Of course I wouldn't have talked to you about all this if you had not been a gentleman. I ought to have known . . . I am--I am--a gentleman too . . ." "Yes, yes," I said hastily. He was looking me squarely in the face, and withdrew his gaze slowly. "Now you understand why I didn't after all . . . didn't go out in that way. I wasn't going to be frightened at what I had done. And, anyhow, if I had stuck to the ship I would have done my best to be saved. Men have been known to float for hours--in the open sea--and be picked up not much the worse for it. I might have lasted it out better than many others. There's nothing the matter with my heart." He withdrew his right fist from his pocket, and the blow he struck on his chest resounded like a muffled detonation in the night.

Korean calming: 가라앉히는. detonation: 뇌관, 기폭약, 폭음, 폭발. downright: 솔직한, 철저히, 아주, 완전한, 명확한, 곧은, 철저한. float: 띄우다, 뜨다, 뜨는 물건, 유통되다, 떨어져가다, 퍼지다, 표류하다, 세워지다, 흙손, 부유물, 부레. forgive: 용서하다, 삭치다, 빚을탕감하다, 빚을 탕감하다, 면제하다, 삭히다, 관대히 봐주다.

lowering: 내려가는, 비천한, 저하시키는, 저하, 낮게 하는. matter-of-fact: 멋없는, 사무적인, 사실의. nauseous: 구역질나는, 싫은, 욕지기나게 하는, 지겨운, 진저리나는, 욕지기나는. squarely: 정면으로, 직각으로, 공명정대하게, 네모지게, 배불리, 바로, 딱 잘라서, 단호하게, 거리낌없이, 정직하게, 정정당당히.

swallow: 참다, 제비, 식도, 빨아들이다, 취소하다, 삼킴, 한 모금, 삼키다, 받아들이다, 억누르다, 곧이듣다. swear: 맹세하다, 저주, 선서시키다, 선서하다, 단언하다, 벌받을 소리를 하다, 서약하다, 욕, 욕지거리하다, 한 상태로 하다, 맹세코. thickness: 두께, 농후, 두꺼움, 농도, 굵음, 두꺼운 부분, 빈번, 치밀, 혼탁, 머리가 둔함, 굵기.

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'%"No," I said. He meditated, with his legs slightly apart and his chin sunk. "A hair's-breadth," he muttered. "Not the breadth of a hair between this and that. And at the time . . ." ' "It is difficult to see a hair at midnight," I put in, a little viciously I fear. Don't you see what I mean by the solidarity of the craft? I was aggrieved against him, as though he had cheated me-- me!--of a splendid opportunity to keep up the illusion of my beginnings, as though he had robbed our common life of the last spark of its glamour. "And so you cleared out--at once." ' "Jumped," he corrected me incisively. "Jumped--mind!" he repeated, and I wondered at the evident but obscure intention. "Well, yes! Perhaps I could not see then. But I had plenty of time and any amount of light in that boat. And I could think, too. Nobody would know, of course, but this did not make it any easier for me. You've got to believe that, too. I did not want all this talk. . . . No . . . Yes . . . I won't lie . . . I wanted it: it is the very thing I wanted--there. Do you think you or anybody could have made me if I . . . I am--I am not afraid to tell. And I wasn't afraid to think either. I looked it in the face. I wasn't going to run away. At first-- at night, if it hadn't been for those fellows I might have . . . No! by heavens! I was not going to give them that satisfaction. They had done enough. They made up a story, and believed it for all I know. But I knew the truth, and I would live it down--alone, with myself. I wasn't going to give in to such a beastly unfair thing. What did it prove after all? I was confoundedly cut up. Sick of life--to tell you the truth; but what would have been the good to shirk it-- in-in--that way? That was not the way. I believe--I believe it would have--it would have ended--nothing." 'He had been walking up and down, but with the last word he turned short at me. ' "What do _you_ believe?" he asked with violence. A pause ensued, and suddenly I felt myself overcome by a profound and hopeless fatigue, as though his voice had startled me out of a dream of wandering through empty spaces whose immensity had harassed my soul and exhausted my body.

Korean aggrieved: 고민하는, 고통받고 있는, 괴롭혀진, 권리를 침해당한, 불만을 품은, 화가 난, 기분히 상한, 학대받은. beastly: 짐승 같은, 더러운, 대단히, 지겨운, 잔인한, 지독한, 지독하게, 지긋지긋한, 오싹 할 만큼 싫은, 싫은, 몹시. breadth: 폭, 넓은도량, 나비, 넓이, 넓음, 외연, 전체 효과, 퍼짐, 폭으로 재는 물건, 관용, 너비.

confoundedly: 지독히, 엄청나게, 지독하게, 지겹게. exhausted: 다 써버린, 다 퍼버린, 소모된, 물이 마른, 고갈된, 지칠대로 지친. fatigue: 피로, 약화시키다, 사역, 노역, 금속의약화, 지치게 하다, 작업복, 노동, 약화, 작업. harassed: 성가신 듯한, 초조한, 매우 지친몹시 시달린. hopeless: 가망없는, 절감의, 희망없는,

희망을 잃은, 쓸모없는. incisively: 통렬한, 예민한. repeated: 되풀이된, 거듭된. shirk: 게을리 하다, 피하다, 책임을 회피하다, 기피자, 회피하다. solidarity: 연대 책임, 단결, 결속, 자유 노조, 연대. spark: 불꽃, 구애하다, 의 도화선이 되다, 생기, 스파크, 불똥, 활기을 주다, 정부, 점화 장치, 연인, 색골. sunk: 침몰된, 물밑의, 움푹한.

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' %". . . Would have ended nothing," he muttered over me obstinately, after a little while. "No! the proper thing was to face it out-- alone for myself--wait for another chance--find out . . ." '

Korean alone: 혼자, 단지, 홀로, 자기 혼자서, 고독한, 단독으로. obstinately: 부득부득. proper: 독특한, 적당한, 진정한, 엄밀한 의미에서의, 고유의, 옳은, 예의바른, 순전한, 특정한 날짜의 예배, 고유한, 아주.

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CHAPTER 12 'All around everything was still as far as the ear could reach. The mist of his feelings shifted between us, as if disturbed by his struggles, and in the rifts of the immaterial veil he would appear to my staring eyes distinct of form and pregnant with vague appeal like a symbolic figure in a picture. The chill air of the night seemed to lie on my limbs as heavy as a slab of marble.% ' "I see," I murmured, more to prove to myself that I could break my state of numbness than for any other reason. ' "The Avondale picked us up just before sunset," he remarked moodily. "Steamed right straight for us. We had only to sit and wait." 'After a long interval, he said, "They told their story." And again there was that oppressive silence. "Then only I knew what it was I had made up my mind to," he added. ' "You said nothing," I whispered. ' "What could I say?" he asked, in the same low tone. . . . "Shock slight. Stopped the ship. Ascertained the damage. Took measures to get the boats out without creating a panic. As the first boat was lowered ship went down in a squall. Sank like lead. . . . What could be more clear" . . . he hung his head . . . "and more awful?" His lips quivered while he looked straight into my eyes. "I had jumped--hadn't I?" he asked, dismayed. "That's what I had to live down. The

Korean chill: 오한, 냉기, 차가운, 한기, 춥게 하다, 냉담한, 냉장하다, 냉랭한, 풀죽음, 추위에 떨고 있는, 냉담. disturbed: 교란된, 정신장애자, 사란한, 산란한, 정서장애가 있는, 정서장애자, 정신장애가 있는. immaterial: 비물질적인, 무형의, 정신상의, 중요하지 않은, 중요치 않은, 영적인중요치 않은, 영적인, 보잘것없는, 하찮은, 실체없는, 물질이 아닌.

interval: 간격, 휴게시간, 음정, 널빤지로 켜다, 끈적끈적한, 이따금, 때때로, 차거리, 여기저기, 감상적인, 죽더끼. 틈막간, 휴지기, 휴지시간, 막간. symbolic: 상징적인, 상징의, 기호를 numbness: 얼어서 고움. 사용하는, 을 상정하는, 부호의, panic: 공황적인, 공황, 열광케 하다, 상징주의적인. 당황, 낭패, 낭패의, 공포, 당황하다, vague: 분명치 않은, 모호한, 막연한, 목신 팬의, 갈팡질팡하다, 당찮은. 몽롱하다, 멍한, 아주 조금의, 아주 picked: 정선한, 깨끗이 한, 쥐어뜯는. 희미한. slab: 석판, 두꺼운 판, 두껍게 벤 조각, veil: 베일, 감추다, 가리개, 구실, 너울, 시체 안치대, 투수판, 두꺼운 판자로 덮어 가리는 물건, 막, 싸다, 베일을 만들다, 넓적하고 두꺼운 조각, 걸치다, 덮개, 연구개.

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story didn't matter." . . . He clasped his hands for an instant, glanced right and left into the gloom: "It was like cheating the dead," he stammered.% ' "And there were no dead," I said. 'He went away from me at this. That is the only way I can describe it. In a moment I saw his back close to the balustrade. He stood there for some time, as if admiring the purity and the peace of the night. Some flowering-shrub in the garden below spread its powerful scent through the damp air. He returned to me with hasty steps. ' "And that did not matter," he said, as stubbornly as you please. ' "Perhaps not," I admitted. I began to have a notion he was too much for me. After all, what did _I_ know? ' "Dead or not dead, I could not get clear," he said. "I had to live; hadn't I?" ' "Well, yes--if you take it in that way," I mumbled. ' "I was glad, of course," he threw out carelessly, with his mind fixed on something else. "The exposure," he pronounced slowly, and lifted his head. "Do you know what was my first thought when I heard? I was relieved. I was relieved to learn that those shouts-- did I tell you I had heard shouts? No? Well, I did. Shouts for help . . . blown along with the drizzle. Imagination, I suppose. And yet I can hardly . . . How stupid. . . . The others did not. I asked them afterwards. They all said No. No? And I was hearing them even then! I might have known--but I didn't think--I only listened. Very faint screams--day after day. Then that little half-caste chap here came up and spoke to me. 'The Patna . . . French gunboat. . . towed successfully to Aden. . . Investigation. . . Marine Office . . . Sailors' Home . . . arrangements made for your board and lodging!' I walked along with him, and I enjoyed the silence. So there had been no shouting. Imagination. I had to believe him. I could hear nothing any more. I wonder how long I could have stood it. It was getting worse, too . . . I mean--louder." 'He fell into thought. ' "And I had heard nothing! Well--so be it. But the lights! The lights did go! We did not see them. They were not there. If they had been, I would have swam

Korean admiring: 감복한, 감탄하는, 찬미하는, 찬양하는. afterwards: 나중에, 후에. blown: 핀, 숨을 헐떡이는, 파리가 알을 슨, 부푼, 불어서 만든. carelessly: 부주의하게, 태평하게, 무심코, 경솔하게, 속 편하게. chap: 놈, 녀석, 균열, 트다, 뺨, 트게하다, 입맛 다시다, 동창, 거칠어지다, 금, 튼데. cheating: 부정 행위.

faint: 어질어질한, 희미한, 연약한, 기절하다, 쇠약해진, 약해지다, 활기없는, 졸도하다, 엷은, 가냘픈, 힘없는. gloom: 어둠, 어두워지다, 암흑, 음울, 음울한 표정, 우울, 암영, 어두운 얼굴을 하다, 침울, 어둑어둑해지다, 어둡게 하다. hasty: 급한, 성급한, 지레짐작, 경솔한. instant: 순간, 절박한, 즉시, 즉각의,

긴급한, 즉석의, 즉각, 즉석식의, 인스턴트식품, 인스턴트커피, 이달의. purity: 청정, 결백, 청결, 순정, 정격, 문체의 정격, 어구의 정격, 청렴. scent: 냄새, 향수를 뿌리다, 향수, 흔적, 향기, 냄새 맡다, 냄새를 풍기다, 냄새자취, 실마리, 알아채다, 후각. shouting: 외침, 환호, 고함 소리. stubbornly: 완강히, 완고하게. successfully: 훌륭하게, 성공적으로.

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back--I would have gone back and shouted alongside--I would have begged them to take me on board. . . . I would have had my chance. . . . You doubt me? . . . How do you know how I felt? . . . What right have you to doubt? . . . I very nearly did it as it was--do you understand?" His voice fell. "There was not a glimmer--not a glimmer," he protested mournfully. "Don't you understand that if there had been, you would not have seen me here? You see me--and you doubt."% 'I shook my head negatively. This question of the lights being lost sight of when the boat could not have been more than a quarter of a mile from the ship was a matter for much discussion. Jim stuck to it that there was nothing to be seen after the first shower had cleared away; and the others had affirmed the same thing to the officers of the Avondale. Of course people shook their heads and smiled. One old skipper who sat near me in court tickled my ear with his white beard to murmur, "Of course they would lie." As a matter of fact nobody lied; not even the chief engineer with his story of the mast-head light dropping like a match you throw down. Not consciously, at least. A man with his liver in such a state might very well have seen a floating spark in the corner of his eye when stealing a hurried glance over his shoulder. They had seen no light of any sort though they were well within range, and they could only explain this in one way: the ship had gone down. It was obvious and comforting. The foreseen fact coming so swiftly had justified their haste. No wonder they did not cast about for any other explanation. Yet the true one was very simple, and as soon as Brierly suggested it the court ceased to bother about the question. If you remember, the ship had been stopped, and was lying with her head on the course steered through the night, with her stern canted high and her bows brought low down in the water through the filling of the fore-compartment. Being thus out of trim, when the squall struck her a little on the quarter, she swung head to wind as sharply as though she had been at anchor. By this change in her position all her lights were in a very few moments shut off from the boat to leeward. It may very well be that, had they been seen, they would have had the effect of a mute appeal--that their glimmer lost in the darkness of the cloud would have had the mysterious power of the human glance that can awaken the feelings of remorse

Korean anchor: 닻, 정착시키다, 힘이 되는 것 닻을 내려 멈추다, 힘이되는 것최종 주자, 닻의, 의지할 힘이 되는 것, 야구 팀에서 제일가는 강타자, 맨 끝 사람, 닻을 내리다, 닻으로 고정시키다, 주저앉다. beard: 수염, 미늘-수염을 잡다, 공공연히 반항하다, 미늘, 에게 공공연히 반항하다, 의 수염을 꺼두르다, 까락, 턱수염, 의 수염을 잡아 뽑다, 경사면, 깎아 내다.

comforting: 기분을 돋우는, 격려하는, 위안이 되는, 기분을 돋구는. consciously: 의식적으로, 의식하여, 알면서, 자각하여. floating: 유동하는, 떠있는, 부동하는, 부동적인, 변동하는, 부동, 부유, 유리성의, 해상에 있는, 떠 있는. hurried: 매우 급한, 재촉하는. leeward: 바람이 불어가는 쪽, 바람 불어가는 쪽의, 바람 불어가는 쪽에, 바람 불어가는 쪽으로, 바람 불어가는

쪽. lied: 가곡, 리드. mournfully: 슬퍼 보이게, 슬픔에 잠겨, 절망적인, 천한, 치사한. negatively: 부정적으로, 음전기를 띠고, 부인하여, 소극적으로. stealing: 훔침, 도루, 훔친물건. swiftly: 빨리, 신속히, 즉시, 즉석에서. trim: 장식하다, 정돈하다, 손질, 목조부, 균형을 잡다, 균형, 복장, 기분, 깎아 버리다, 정된, 정돈된.

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and%pity. It would have said, "I am here--still here" . . . and what more can the eye of the most forsaken of human beings say? But she turned her back on them as if in disdain of their fate: she had swung round, burdened, to glare stubbornly at the new danger of the open sea which she so strangely survived to end her days in a breaking-up yard, as if it had been her recorded fate to die obscurely under the blows of many hammers. What were the various ends their destiny provided for the pilgrims I am unable to say; but the immediate future brought, at about nine o'clock next morning, a French gunboat homeward bound from Reunion. The report of her commander was public property. He had swept a little out of his course to ascertain what was the matter with that steamer floating dangerously by the head upon a still and hazy sea. There was an ensign, union down, flying at her main gaff (the serang had the sense to make a signal of distress at daylight); but the cooks were preparing the food in the cooking-boxes forward as usual. The decks were packed as close as a sheep-pen: there were people perched all along the rails, jammed on the bridge in a solid mass; hundreds of eyes stared, and not a sound was heard when the gunboat ranged abreast, as if all that multitude of lips had been sealed by a spell. 'The Frenchman hailed, could get no intelligible reply, and after ascertaining through his binoculars that the crowd on deck did not look plague-stricken, decided to send a boat. Two officers came on board, listened to the serang, tried to talk with the Arab, couldn't make head or tail of it: but of course the nature of the emergency was obvious enough. They were also very much struck by discovering a white man, dead and curled up peacefully on the bridge. "Fort intrigues par ce cadavre," as I was informed a long time after by an elderly French lieutenant whom I came across one afternoon in Sydney, by the merest chance, in a sort of cafe, and who remembered the affair perfectly. Indeed this affair, I may notice in passing, had an extraordinary power of defying the shortness of memories and the length of time: it seemed to live, with a sort of uncanny vitality, in the minds of men, on the tips of their tongues. I've had the questionable pleasure of meeting it often, years afterwards, thousands of miles away, emerging from the remotest possible talk, coming to the surface of the most distant allusions. Has it not turned up to-night between us? And I am the

Korean ascertain: 확인하다, 알아내다, 을 확인하다, 확실히 하다, 명백히 하다. binoculars: 쌍안경. dangerously: 몹시, 위태롭게, 위험하게. destiny: 운명, 천명, 하늘, 하늘의 뜻. ensign: 기수, 국기, 군기, 기장, 기. forsaken: 버림받은, 고독한. gaff: 엉터리, 싸구려극장, 사형, 개프, 곤경, 갈고리, 작살, 수다, 속임수를 쓰다, 속이다, 벌을 달게 받다.

glare: 눈에 띄다, 번쩍이는 빛, 날카로운 눈씨, 노려 흘겨 보다, 눈부신 빛, 현란함, 얼어 붙은 얼음의 표면, 야함, 번쩍번쩍 빛나다, 현란하다, 눈을 부릅뜨고 나타나다. homeward: 귀로의, 본국으로 향해서, 집으로, 집으로 돌아가는, 집쪽으로. intelligible: 지성만으로 알수 있는, 알기쉬 운, 알기쉬운, 이해할수 있는, 이해할 수 있는, 명료한, 지성적인. questionable: 의심스러운, 수상 쩍은,

수상한. rails: 철도주, 울타리. sealed: 봉인한, 도장을 찍은. shortness: 짧음, 부족, 무름, 낮음, 가까움, 무뚝뚝함, 냉랭함, 부서지기 쉬움, 간략. uncanny: 기분 나쁜, 이상한, 초자연적인, 힘드는, 부자연스러울 정도의, 섬뜩한. vitality: 활기, 생명력, 지속력, 활력, 원기, 지속력성.

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only seaman here. I am the only one to whom it is a memory. And yet it has made its way out! But if two men who, unknown to each other, knew of this affair met accidentally on any spot of this earth, the thing would pop up between them as sure as fate, before they parted. I had never seen that Frenchman before, and at the end of an hour we had done with each other for life: he did not seem particularly talkative either; he was a quiet, massive chap in a creased uniform, sitting drowsily over a tumbler half full of some dark liquid. His shoulder-straps were a bit tarnished, his clean-shaved cheeks were large and sallow; he looked like a man who would be given to taking snuff--don't you know? I won't say he did; but the habit would have fitted that kind of man. It all began by his handing me a number of Home News, which I didn't want, across the marble table. I said "Merci." We exchanged a few apparently innocent remarks, and suddenly, before I knew how it had come about, we were in the midst of it, and he was telling me how much they had been "intrigued by that corpse." It turned out he had been one of the boarding officers.% 'In the establishment where we sat one could get a variety of foreign drinks which were kept for the visiting naval officers, and he took a sip of the dark medical-looking stuff, which probably was nothing more nasty than cassis a l'eau, and glancing with one eye into the tumbler, shook his head slightly. "Impossible de comprendre-- vous concevez," he said, with a curious mixture of unconcern and thoughtfulness. I could very easily conceive how impossible it had been for them to understand. Nobody in the gunboat knew enough English to get hold of the story as told by the serang. There was a good deal of noise, too, round the two officers. "They crowded upon us. There was a circle round that dead man (autour de ce mort)," he described. "One had to attend to the most pressing. These people were beginning to agitate themselves--Parbleu! A mob like that--don't you see?" he interjected with philosophic indulgence. As to the bulkhead, he had advised his commander that the safest thing was to leave it alone, it was so villainous to look at. They got two hawsers on board promptly (en toute hale) and took the Patna in tow--stern foremost at that--which, under the circumstances, was not so foolish, since the rudder was too much out of the water to be of any great use for steering, and this manœuvre eased the strain on

Korean agitate: 선동하다, 여론을 환기하다, 탐닉, 관대, 방종, 대사부, 도락, tumbler: 큰 컵, 오뚝이, 곡예사, 휘젓다, 몹시 뒤흔들다, 흥분시키다, 멋대로 함, 면죄부, 방자. 공중제비하는 비둘기, 회전통, 들썩이다, 문제를 활발히 논의하다, philosophic: 철학의, 현명한, 냉정한, 넘어지는 사람, 공중제비 비둘기, 소란을 떨다, 흔들다, 활발히 철학자의. 공이치기 용수철, 전동 장치의 논의하다. sallow: 누르스름한, 땅버들, 창백하게 가동부. boarding: 기숙, 판장. 하다, 혈색이 나쁜, 버드나무속의 unconcern: 무관심, 태연, 냉담, cheeks: 측면, 궁둥이. 식물, 누르스름한 색이 되게 되다, 무관심의. creased: 구겨진, 주름잡은, 주름 잡은. 누르스름한 빛깔, 누르스름한 색이 villainous: 몹시 나쁜, 하등의, 지독한, hale: 정정한, 잡아 끌다, 잡아당기다, 되게 하다. 천한, 악한같은, 형편없는, 근력이 좋은, 건장한. sip: 한 모금, 홀짝홀짝 마시다, 조금씩 넌더리나는, 극악한, 악인 같은, 악한 indulgence: 대사, 신앙의 자유, 은혜, 마시다, 찔끔찔끔 마시다. 같은.

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the %bulkhead, whose state, he expounded with stolid glibness, demanded the greatest care (exigeait les plus grands menagements). I could not help thinking that my new acquaintance must have had a voice in most of these arrangements: he looked a reliable officer, no longer very active, and he was seamanlike too, in a way, though as he sat there, with his thick fingers clasped lightly on his stomach, he reminded you of one of those snuffy, quiet village priests, into whose ears are poured the sins, the sufferings, the remorse of peasant generations, on whose faces the placid and simple expression is like a veil thrown over the mystery of pain and distress. He ought to have had a threadbare black soutane buttoned smoothly up to his ample chin, instead of a frock-coat with shoulder-straps and brass buttons. His broad bosom heaved regularly while he went on telling me that it had been the very devil of a job, as doubtless (sans doute) I could figure to myself in my quality of a seaman (en votre qualite de marin). At the end of the period he inclined his body slightly towards me, and, pursing his shaved lips, allowed the air to escape with a gentle hiss. "Luckily," he continued, "the sea was level like this table, and there was no more wind than there is here." . . . The place struck me as indeed intolerably stuffy, and very hot; my face burned as though I had been young enough to be embarrassed and blushing. They had directed their course, he pursued, to the nearest English port "naturellement," where their responsibility ceased, "Dieu merci." . . . He blew out his flat cheeks a little. . . . "Because, mind you (notez bien), all the time of towing we had two quartermasters stationed with axes by the hawsers, to cut us clear of our tow in case she . . ." He fluttered downwards his heavy eyelids, making his meaning as plain as possible. . . . "What would you! One does what one can (on fait ce qu'on peut)," and for a moment he managed to invest his ponderous immobility with an air of resignation. "Two quartermasters--thirty hours--always there. Two!" he repeated, lifting up his right hand a little, and exhibiting two fingers. This was absolutely the first gesture I saw him make. It gave me the opportunity to "note" a starred scar on the back of his hand--effect of a gunshot clearly; and, as if my sight had been made more acute by this discovery, I perceived also the seam of an old wound, beginning a little below the temple and going out of sight under the short grey

Korean ample: 넓은, 충분한, 광대한, 풍부한. blushing: 얼굴이 빨개진, 조심성 있는, 얼굴을 붉힘, 부끄럼을 잘 타는, 부끄러워함. bosom: 가슴, 껴안다, 내부, 마음속에 간직하다, 믿고 있는, 품, 흉부, 흉부슴속, 가슴속, 속, 표면. doubtless: 확실히, 의심할 여지 없이, 의심 없는. glibness: 잘 조잘거리는 것. gunshot: 포격, 착탄거리, 사격, 착탄

거리, 발사된 탄알. peasant: 농부, 소작인, 농민, 소농, 시골뜨기, 농부의. remorse: 양심의 가책, 후회, 연민, 회한, 자책, 자비. seamanlike: 뱃사람, 수병. snuffy: 성낸, 코담배같은, 역겨운, 부루퉁한, 화난, 코담배색의, 코담배 냄새나는. soutane: 평상복, 수단, 수탄. starred: 별표가 있는, 별로 장식한,

운명지어진, 주역이 된, 운명을 지닌, 인기 배우로서 이름난, 별로 아로새긴, 스타아로서 이름난. stuffy: 통풍이 안되는, 답답한, 딱딱한, 나른한, 무거운, 부루퉁한, 성난, 뾰로통한, 하찮은 일에 정색을 잘하는. threadbare: 진부한, 누더기를 걸친, 해어져서 실이 드러난, 케케 묵은, 입어서 다 떨어진, 닳아서 올이 드러나 보이는.

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hair at the side of his head--the graze of a spear or the cut of a sabre. He clasped his hands on his stomach again. "I remained on board that--that--my memory is going (s'en va). Ah! Patt-na. C'est bien ca. Patt-na. Merci. It is droll how one forgets. I stayed on that ship thirty hours. . . ."% ' "You did!" I exclaimed. Still gazing at his hands, he pursed his lips a little, but this time made no hissing sound. "It was judged proper," he said, lifting his eyebrows dispassionately, "that one of the officers should remain to keep an eye open (pour ouvrir l'oeil)" . . . he sighed idly . . . "and for communicating by signals with the towing ship--do you see?--and so on. For the rest, it was my opinion too. We made our boats ready to drop over--and I also on that ship took measures. . . . Enfin! One has done one's possible. It was a delicate position. Thirty hours! They prepared me some food. As for the wine--go and whistle for it--not a drop." In some extraordinary way, without any marked change in his inert attitude and in the placid expression of his face, he managed to convey the idea of profound disgust. "I--you know--when it comes to eating without my glass of wine--I am nowhere." 'I was afraid he would enlarge upon the grievance, for though he didn't stir a limb or twitch a feature, he made one aware how much he was irritated by the recollection. But he seemed to forget all about it. They delivered their charge to the "port authorities," as he expressed it. He was struck by the calmness with which it had been received. "One might have thought they had such a droll find (drole de trouvaille) brought them every day. You are extraordinary-- you others," he commented, with his back propped against the wall, and looking himself as incapable of an emotional display as a sack of meal. There happened to be a man-of-war and an Indian Marine steamer in the harbour at the time, and he did not conceal his admiration of the efficient manner in which the boats of these two ships cleared the Patna of her passengers. Indeed his torpid demeanour concealed nothing: it had that mysterious, almost miraculous, power of producing striking effects by means impossible of detection which is the last word of the highest art. "Twenty-five minutes--watch in hand--twenty-five, no more." . . . He unclasped and clasped again his fingers without removing his

Korean calmness: 평온, 냉정, 참착, 침착. enlarge: 넓어지다, 퍼지다, 확대하다, 부연하다, 상세하게 설명하다, 석방하다, 크게 하다, 확장하다. graze: 스치기, 찰과상, 목초, 풀을 먹이다, 스치다, 스쳐 벗기다, 목축, 약간 닿다, 생풀을 먹다, 생풀을 먹이다, 스쳐 지나가다. grievance: 불만, 불평거리, 불만의 씨. idly: 무익하게, 멍하니, 게으르게, 헛되이, 빈둥거려, 빈둥거리며,

하는일 없이, 게을리, 한는 일 없이. inert: 자동력이 없는, 활성이 없는, 둔한, 화학작용을 일으키지 않는, 활발치 못한, 원만한, 화학변화를 일으키지 않은, 활발하지 못한, 느린. limb: 수족, 날개, 팔, 의 가지를자르다, 앞이, 가장자리, 구, 달 따위의 가장자리, 문장의 구, 엽변, 의 손발을 끊다. man-of-war: 군함, 보통 옛날의 군함. merci: 고맙습니다.

miraculous: 기적적인, 놀랄만한, 불가사의한. sabre: 사베르, 사베르로 베다, 사베르로 상처를 입히다, 무력, 기병대. spear: 창, 싹, 싹이 트다, 어린 가지, 창처럼 꽂히다, 창병, 작살, 싹트다, 창으로 찌르다. twitch: 씰룩씰룩 움직이다, 홱 잡아 당기다, 꼬집다, 경련, 씰룩거리다, 코 비트는 기구, 홱 잡아당김.

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hands %from his stomach, and made it infinitely more effective than if he had thrown up his arms to heaven in amazement. . . . "All that lot (tout ce monde) on shore--with their little affairs--nobody left but a guard of seamen (marins de l'Etat) and that interesting corpse (cet interessant cadavre). Twenty-five minutes." . . . With downcast eyes and his head tilted slightly on one side he seemed to roll knowingly on his tongue the savour of a smart bit of work. He persuaded one without any further demonstration that his approval was eminently worth having, and resuming his hardly interrupted immobility, he went on to inform me that, being under orders to make the best of their way to Toulon, they left in two hours' time, "so that (de sorte que) there are many things in this incident of my life (dans cet episode de ma vie) which have remained obscure." '

Korean amazement: 놀람, 소스라침. demonstration: 논증, 실물 선전, 시위 운동, 군사력의 과시, 감정의 표명, 실물교수, 실험교수, 표명, 데모. episode: 삽화, 에피소드, 일회분의 작품, 삽화적인 일, 대화, 일회분의 이야기. heaven: 하늘, 천국, 상공, 하느님, 천제, 어머나. inform: 밀고하다, 알리다, 알려주다, 통지하다, 채우다, 지식을 주다,

기별하다, 불어넣다, 고무하다, 분별하다, 고발하다. interrupted: 중단된, 가로막힌, 단속적인, 중절된. ma: 엄마. monde: 사교계, 사회, 세상. roll: 굴리다, 구르다, 굽이치다, 감다, 두루마리, 늘어지다, 롤러로 고르다, 소용돌이 무늬, 연타, 좌우로 흔들리다, 희번덕거리다. smart: 스마트한, 날카로운, 고통,

괴로워하다, 비통, 빈틈없는, 아픔, 약삭빠른, 똑똑한, 욱시욱신 아프다, 욱신욱신 쑤시는. stomach: 위, 식욕, 욕망, 참다, 먹다, 삼키다, 소화하다, 기호, 기분, 복부. tongue: 말, 혀, 국어, 탕, 혀를 사용하여 불다, 혀를 사용하다, 널름거리다, 혀 모양의 것, 말하다, 혀 모양의 가장자리를 만들다, 혀처럼 생긴 것. vie: 경쟁하다, 다투다, 우열이 없다.

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'After these words, and without a change of attitude, he, so to speak, submitted himself passively to a state of silence. I kept him company; and suddenly, but not abruptly, as if the appointed time had arrived for his moderate and husky voice to come out of his immobility, he pronounced, "Mon Dieu! how the time passes!" Nothing could have been more commonplace than this remark; but its utterance coincided for me with a moment of vision. It's extraordinary how we go through life with eyes half shut, with dull ears, with dormant thoughts. Perhaps it's just as well; and it may be that it is this very dullness that makes life to the incalculable majority so supportable and so welcome. Nevertheless, there can be but few of us who had never known one of these rare moments of awakening when we see, hear, understand ever so much-everything--in a flash--before we fall back again into our agreeable somnolence. I raised my eyes when he spoke, and I saw him as though I had never seen him before. I saw his chin sunk on his breast, the clumsy folds of his coat, his clasped hands, his motionless pose, so curiously suggestive of his having been simply left there. Time had passed indeed: it had overtaken him and gone ahead. It had left him hopelessly behind with a few poor gifts: the iron-grey hair, the heavy fatigue of the tanned face, two scars, a pair of tarnished shoulder-straps; one of those steady, reliable men who are the raw material of great reputations, one of those uncounted lives that are buried without drums and trumpets under the foundations of monumental successes. "I am now third lieutenant of the

Korean agreeable: 기분 좋은, 유쾌한, 적당한, 에스키모 개의. 어울리는, 쾌이 흥하는, 사근사근한, incalculable: 막대한, 무수한, 예상 할 마음에 드는, 맞는, 상냥한, 기꺼이 수 없는, 기대 할 수 없는, 믿을수 동의하는. 없는, 변덕스러운, 셀 수 없는, awakening: 각성, 눈뜨게한는, 눈뜸, 예상할수 없는, 이루어 헤아릴수 깨우치는, 깨우치는-눈뜸. 없는, 예상할 수 없는, 헤아릴 수 dormant: 잠자는, 활동휴지중인, 없는. 움직이지 않는, 휴지 상태에 있는. iron-grey: 철회색의, 철회색. husky: 쉰 목소리의, 허스키, 에스키모 lieutenant: 상관 대리, 부관, 중위, 개, 억센, 실팍한 사람, 실팍진, 대위, 경찰의 대장 보좌, 대장 보좌, 깍지의, 건조하다, 겉껍질의, 껍질의, 소방서의 대장 보좌.

monumental: 거대한, 기념되는, 실물보다 큰, 불멸의, 기념의, 기념이 되는, 나쁜 뜻에서 터무니없는, 기념비와 같은, 기념비의, 터무니없는. passively: 수동태로, 피동적으로. somnolence: 졸림, 비몽사몽. supportable: 원조할 수 있는, 지탱할 수 있는, 참을 수 있는. tanned: 무두질한, 햇볏에 탄. uncounted: 세지 않은, 무수한.

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Victorieuse"% (she was the flagship of the French Pacific squadron at the time), he said, detaching his shoulders from the wall a couple of inches to introduce himself. I bowed slightly on my side of the table, and told him I commanded a merchant vessel at present anchored in Rushcutters' Bay. He had "remarked" her,--a pretty little craft. He was very civil about it in his impassive way. I even fancy he went the length of tilting his head in compliment as he repeated, breathing visibly the while, "Ah, yes. A little craft painted black--very pretty-very pretty (tres coquet)." After a time he twisted his body slowly to face the glass door on our right. "A dull town (triste ville)," he observed, staring into the street. It was a brilliant day; a southerly buster was raging, and we could see the passers-by, men and women, buffeted by the wind on the sidewalks, the sunlit fronts of the houses across the road blurred by the tall whirls of dust. "I descended on shore," he said, "to stretch my legs a little, but . . ." He didn't finish, and sank into the depths of his repose. "Pray--tell me," he began, coming up ponderously, "what was there at the bottom of this affair--precisely (au juste)? It is curious. That dead man, for instance--and so on." ' "There were living men too," I said; "much more curious." ' "No doubt, no doubt," he agreed half audibly, then, as if after mature consideration, murmured, "Evidently." I made no difficulty in communicating to him what had interested me most in this affair. It seemed as though he had a right to know: hadn't he spent thirty hours on board the Palna--had he not taken the succession, so to speak, had he not done "his possible"? He listened to me, looking more priest-like than ever, and with what--probably on account of his downcast eyes--had the appearance of devout concentration. Once or twice he elevated his eyebrows (but without raising his eyelids), as one would say "The devil!" Once he calmly exclaimed, "Ah, bah!" under his breath, and when I had finished he pursed his lips in a deliberate way and emitted a sort of sorrowful whistle. 'In any one else it might have been an evidence of boredom, a sign of indifference; but he, in his occult way, managed to make his immobility appear profoundly responsive, and as full of valuable thoughts as an egg is of meat.

Korean anchored: 닻을 내린, 서로 가까이 비행기, 가장 호화스런 배, 가장 큰 모여 있는. 비행기, 가장 큰 배, 가장 최신의 배. bowed: 굽은, 머리를 숙인, 활을 가진, impassive: 냉정한, 고통을 느끼지 활 모양의, 활 모양을 한. 않는, 무감각한, 감동 없는, 무표정한, buster: 법석, 거대한것것, 서늘한 의식없는둔감한, 태연한, 둔감한, 남풍, 소란, 젊은 친구. 열성없는.태연한. devout: 성실한, 열심인, 경건한, occult: 엄폐, 신비적인, 불가사의의, 독실한 신자들, 마음에서 우러나는, 숨다, 신비한, 을 숨기다, 엄폐하다, 믿음이 깊은. 숨기다, 원뜻은 숨은, 숨은. flagship: 기함, 본점, 최고인것, 본사, profoundly: 깊이, 매우, 심원하게, 본교, 가장 큰배, 가장 호화스런 몹시.

raging: 격노한, 맹렬한, 미친듯이 사나운, 사납게 날뛰는, 맹위를 떨치는, 거칠어지는. sorrowful: 슬픈, 가슴아픈, 슬퍼보이는, 애처로운, 슬퍼하는, 슬프게 하는, 슬픔에 젖은, 후회하는. southerly: 남쪽으로, 남풍, 남쪽의, 남쪽에, 남쪽에의. sunlit: 햇볕에 쬐인, 볕이드는. visibly: 눈에 보이게, 뚜렷하게, 명백히, 역력히.

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What he said at last was nothing more than a "Very interesting," pronounced politely, and not much above a whisper. Before I got over my disappointment he added, but as if speaking to himself, "That's it. That _is_ it." His chin seemed to sink lower on his breast, his body to weigh heavier on his seat. I was about to ask him what he meant, when a sort of preparatory tremor passed over his whole person, as a faint ripple may be seen upon stagnant water even before the wind is felt. "And so that poor young man ran away along with the others," he said, with grave tranquillity.% 'I don't know what made me smile: it is the only genuine smile of mine I can remember in connection with Jim's affair. But somehow this simple statement of the matter sounded funny in French. . . . "S'est enfui avec les autres," had said the lieutenant. And suddenly I began to admire the discrimination of the man. He had made out the point at once: he did get hold of the only thing I cared about. I felt as though I were taking professional opinion on the case. His imperturbable and mature calmness was that of an expert in possession of the facts, and to whom one's perplexities are mere child's-play. "Ah! The young, the young," he said indulgently. "And after all, one does not die of it." "Die of what?" I asked swiftly. "Of being afraid." He elucidated his meaning and sipped his drink. 'I perceived that the three last fingers of his wounded hand were stiff and could not move independently of each other, so that he took up his tumbler with an ungainly clutch. "One is always afraid. One may talk, but . . ." He put down the glass awkwardly. . . . "The fear, the fear--look you--it is always there." . . . He touched his breast near a brass button, on the very spot where Jim had given a thump to his own when protesting that there was nothing the matter with his heart. I suppose I made some sign of dissent, because he insisted, "Yes! yes! One talks, one talks; this is all very fine; but at the end of the reckoning one is no cleverer than the next man--and no more brave. Brave! This is always to be seen. I have rolled my hump (roule ma bosse)," he said, using the slang expression with imperturbable seriousness, "in all parts of the world; I have known brave men--famous ones! Allez!" . . . He drank carelessly. . . . "Brave--you conceive--in the Service--one has got to be--the trade demands it (le metier veut ca). Is it not

Korean awkwardly: 어색하게, 꼴사납게, 서투르게, 이상하게. disappointment: 실망. hump: 혹, 우울, 둥그렇게 하다, 육봉, 열심히 하다, 화가남, 노력하다, 등이 구부러지다, 노력, 질주하다, 험프. imperturbable: 침착한, 냉정한, 동요치 않는, 동요하지 않는, 태연한. indulgently: 제멋대로 하게. metier: 직업, 전문, 장기, 메티에, 수법.

politely: 공손히. preparatory: 예비의, 준비의. protesting: 불복하는. reckoning: 청산, 계산, 계산서, 청산일, 벌, 최후의 심판일, 측정, 셈, 배 위치의 추산, 계산서응보, 응보. seriousness: 정색, 진지, 용이치 않음, 딱딱함, 엄숙, 중대, 심각함, 중대함, 진지함. slang: 속어, 속어를쓰다, 속어를 쓰다, 속어의, 술어, 통용어.

stagnant: 흐르지 않는, 활발치 못한, 괴어 있는, 불경기의, 활기 없는. tremor: 전율, 떨림, 떨리는 목소리, 오싹오싹하는 흥분, 미동, 진전. ungainly: 보기 흉한, 몰골스러운, 꼴사나운. weigh: 무거운 짐이 되다, 무게를 달다, 닻을 올리다, 울리다, 말을 음미하다, 몸무게를 달다, 손으로 무게를 헤아리다, 숙고하다, 압박하다, 잘 생각하다, 존중되다.

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so?" %he appealed to me reasonably. "Eh bien! Each of them--I say each of them, if he were an honest man--bien entendu--would confess that there is a point--there is a point--for the best of us--there is somewhere a point when you let go everything (vous lachez tout). And you have got to live with that truth--do you see? Given a certain combination of circumstances, fear is sure to come. Abominable funk (un trac epouvantable). And even for those who do not believe this truth there is fear all the same--the fear of themselves. Absolutely so. Trust me. Yes. Yes. . . . At my age one knows what one is talking about--que diable!" . . . He had delivered himself of all this as immovably as though he had been the mouthpiece of abstract wisdom, but at this point he heightened the effect of detachment by beginning to twirl his thumbs slowly. "It's evident-- parbleu!" he continued; "for, make up your mind as much as you like, even a simple headache or a fit of indigestion (un derangement d'estomac) is enough to . . . Take me, for instance--I have made my proofs. Eh bien! I, who am speaking to you, once . . ." 'He drained his glass and returned to his twirling. "No, no; one does not die of it," he pronounced finally, and when I found he did not mean to proceed with the personal anecdote, I was extremely disappointed; the more so as it was not the sort of story, you know, one could very well press him for. I sat silent, and he too, as if nothing could please him better. Even his thumbs were still now. Suddenly his lips began to move. "That is so," he resumed placidly. "Man is born a coward (L'homme est ne poltron). It is a difficulty-- parbleu! It would be too easy other vise. But habit--habit--necessity-- do you see?--the eye of others--voila. One puts up with it. And then the example of others who are no better than yourself, and yet make good countenance. . . ." 'His voice ceased. ' "That young man--you will observe--had none of these inducements--at least at the moment," I remarked. 'He raised his eyebrows forgivingly: "I don't say; I don't say. The young man in question might have had the best dispositions-- the best dispositions," he repeated, wheezing a little.

Korean anecdote: 일화, 기담, 비사. confess: 자인하다, 자백하다, 고해를 듣다, 고해하다, 참회하다, 고백하다, 자공하다, 공언하다. delivered: 인도의. derangement: 발광, 혼란, 교란. detachment: 분리, 초월, 분견대, 초연함, 파견. disappointed: 실망한. drained: 수분제외. est: 심신 통일 훈련.

forgivingly: 관대하게, 관대히, 인정 많게. headache: 두통, 두통거리. immovably: 부동의, 동요되지 않는, 확고한, 냉정한 부동산. indigestion: 미숙, 소화 불량, 지적 소화불량, 위약, 이해부족, 소화가 안됨. mouthpiece: 대변자, 마우드피스, 부는 구명, 재갈, 빨대 구명, 악기의 입대는 부분, 입대는 부분.

ne: 원래 이름은. placidly: 고요하게, 침착하게, 평온하게. twirl: 장식 글씨, 회전, 손끝으로 이리저리 만지작 거리다, 빙글빙글 돌리기, 투구하다, 빙그르빙글 돌다, 빙글빙글 돌다, 빙빙 돌다, 빙빙 돌리다, 비틀어 돌리다, 던지다. vise: 바이스, 바이스로 되다, 되다, 바이스로 죄다, 사증, 사증하다, 이서하다.

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' "I am glad to see you taking a lenient view," I said. "His own feeling in the matter was--ah!--hopeful, and . . ."% 'The shuffle of his feet under the table interrupted me. He drew up his heavy eyelids. Drew up, I say--no other expression can describe the steady deliberation of the act--and at last was disclosed completely to me. I was confronted by two narrow grey circlets, like two tiny steel rings around the profound blackness of the pupils. The sharp glance, coming from that massive body, gave a notion of extreme efficiency, like a razor-edge on a battle-axe. "Pardon," he said punctiliously. His right hand went up, and he swayed forward. "Allow me . . . I contended that one may get on knowing very well that one's courage does not come of itself (ne vient pas tout seul). There's nothing much in that to get upset about. One truth the more ought not to make life impossible. . . . But the honour-the honour, monsieur! . . . The honour . . . that is real--that is! And what life may be worth when" . . . he got on his feet with a ponderous impetuosity, as a startled ox might scramble up from the grass . . . "when the honour is gone--ah ca! par exemple--I can offer no opinion. I can offer no opinion--because-- monsieur--I know nothing of it." 'I had risen too, and, trying to throw infinite politeness into our attitudes, we faced each other mutely, like two china dogs on a mantelpiece. Hang the fellow! he had pricked the bubble. The blight of futility that lies in wait for men's speeches had fallen upon our conversation, and made it a thing of empty sounds. "Very well," I said, with a disconcerted smile; "but couldn't it reduce itself to not being found out?" He made as if to retort readily, but when he spoke he had changed his mind. "This, monsieur, is too fine for me--much above me--I don't think about it." He bowed heavily over his cap, which he held before him by the peak, between the thumb and the forefinger of his wounded hand. I bowed too. We bowed together: we scraped our feet at each other with much ceremony, while a dirty specimen of a waiter looked on critically, as though he had paid for the performance. "Serviteur," said the Frenchman. Another scrape. "Monsieur" . . . "Monsieur." . . . The glass door swung behind his burly back. I saw the

Korean battle-axe: 전부, 잔소리 많은 여자. critically: 혹평하여, 비평적으로, 아슬아슬하게, 위태롭게, 위급하게, 가까스로. deliberation: 숙고, 심의, 신중, 신중함, 고의. disconcerted: 당혹한, 당황한. forefinger: 집게손가락, 집게 손가락. futility: 무용, 무익한 짓. lenient: 관대한, 온화한, 허술한. mantelpiece: 벽로의 앞 장식, 벽로의

장식, 벽난로의 앞장식, 벽난로 선반. scramble: 기어오르다, 퍼지다, 서로 mutely: 무언으로, 소리를 내지 않고, 다투어 빼앗다, 기다, 주파수 변환기, 벙어리같이. 우유를 넣어 휘저어 익히다, ox: 수소, 소. 그러모으다, 불규칙하게 뻗다, pas: 우선권, 선행권, 파스, 결핵 쟁탈전, 급히 서둘러 하다, 긴급 출격. 치료약, 스텝. tout: 상태를 몰래 살피다, 졸라대다, politeness: 공손. 정보를 제공하다, 정보 제공을 업으로 retort: 레토르트, 역습, 보복하다, 삼다, 상태를 살피다, 끈질기게 대꾸하다, 레토르트로 건류하다, 요구하다, 강매하다, 성가시도록 말대꾸하다, 반박하다, 역습하다, 권유하다, 예상꾼, 팔다, 증류기, 보복, 말대꾸. 지분지분하게 권하다.

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southerly buster get hold of him and drive him down wind with his hand to his head, his shoulders braced, and the tails of his coat blown hard against his legs.% 'I sat down again alone and discouraged--discouraged about Jim's case. If you wonder that after more than three years it had preserved its actuality, you must know that I had seen him only very lately. I had come straight from Samarang, where I had loaded a cargo for Sydney: an utterly uninteresting bit of business,-what Charley here would call one of my rational transactions,--and in Samarang I had seen something of Jim. He was then working for De Jongh, on my recommendation. Water-clerk. "My representative afloat," as De Jongh called him. You can't imagine a mode of life more barren of consolation, less capable of being invested with a spark of glamour--unless it be the business of an insurance canvasser. Little Bob Stanton--Charley here knew him well--had gone through that experience. The same who got drowned afterwards trying to save a lady'smaid in the Sephora disaster. A case of collision on a hazy morning off the Spanish coast--you may remember. All the passengers had been packed tidily into the boats and shoved clear of the ship, when Bob sheered alongside again and scrambled back on deck to fetch that girl. How she had been left behind I can't make out; anyhow, she had gone completely crazy--wouldn't leave the ship--held to the rail like grim death. The wrestling-match could be seen plainly from the boats; but poor Bob was the shortest chief mate in the merchant service, and the woman stood five feet ten in her shoes and was as strong as a horse, I've been told. So it went on, pull devil, pull baker, the wretched girl screaming all the time, and Bob letting out a yell now and then to warn his boat to keep well clear of the ship. One of the hands told me, hiding a smile at the recollection, "It was for all the world, sir, like a naughty youngster fighting with his mother." The same old chap said that "At the last we could see that Mr. Stanton had given up hauling at the gal, and just stood by looking at her, watchful like. We thought afterwards he must've been reckoning that, maybe, the rush of water would tear her away from the rail by-and-by and give him a show to save her. We daren't come alongside for our life; and after a bit the old ship went down all on a sudden with a lurch to starboard--plop. The suck in was something awful. We never saw anything alive or dead come up." Poor Bob's spell of shore-life had

Korean actuality: 현실, 현장, 실태. canvasser: 운동원, 주문받는 사람, 호별 방문자, 선거의 예상 조사를 하는 사람. cargo: 뱃짐, 선하, 적하, 화물. collision: 충돌, 상충, 알력, 대립, 격돌. consolation: 위로, 위자, 위안이 되는 것, 위안이 되는것, 위안, 위안의, 위문의. gal: 가속도단위, 가속도 단위, 여자,

갤. hiding: 매질, 은닉, 은닉처, 은신처, 후려갈김, 숨김, 숨는 곳. lately: 요즈음, 최근. lurch: 비틀거림, 경향, 경사, 대패, 차 따위가 갑자기 기울기, 상대를 러치로 이기다, 배 따위가 갑자기 기울기, 궁상, 갑자기 기울기, 러치로 이기다, 갑자기 기울다. naughty: 버릇없는, 장난꾸러기의, 못된, 외설한, 아슬아슬한, 성교, 못된

나쁜, 나쁜, 장난스러운, 도리에 어긋난, 부적합한. preserved: 보호한. suck: 빨다, 흡수하다, 한 번 빨기, 빨아들이다, 빨기흡인력, 얻다, 착취하다, 홀짝 빨아들이다, 한 번 핥기, 실망, 에게 젖을 먹이다. tails: 뒷면이 나온, 뒷면이 나와서. tidily: 말쑥하게, 정연하게. uninteresting: 시시한, 흥미없는, 재미없는.

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been%one of the complications of a love affair, I believe. He fondly hoped he had done with the sea for ever, and made sure he had got hold of all the bliss on earth, but it came to canvassing in the end. Some cousin of his in Liverpool put up to it. He used to tell us his experiences in that line. He made us laugh till we cried, and, not altogether displeased at the effect, undersized and bearded to the waist like a gnome, he would tiptoe amongst us and say, "It's all very well for you beggars to laugh, but my immortal soul was shrivelled down to the size of a parched pea after a week of that work." I don't know how Jim's soul accommodated itself to the new conditions of his life--I was kept too busy in getting him something to do that would keep body and soul together--but I am pretty certain his adventurous fancy was suffering all the pangs of starvation. It had certainly nothing to feed upon in this new calling. It was distressing to see him at it, though he tackled it with a stubborn serenity for which I must give him full credit. I kept my eye on his shabby plodding with a sort of notion that it was a punishment for the heroics of his fancy--an expiation for his craving after more glamour than he could carry. He had loved too well to imagine himself a glorious racehorse, and now he was condemned to toil without honour like a costermonger's donkey. He did it very well. He shut himself in, put his head down, said never a word. Very well; very well indeed--except for certain fantastic and violent outbreaks, on the deplorable occasions when the irrepressible Patna case cropped up. Unfortunately that scandal of the Eastern seas would not die out. And this is the reason why I could never feel I had done with Jim for good. 'I sat thinking of him after the French lieutenant had left, not, however, in connection with De Jongh's cool and gloomy backshop, where we had hurriedly shaken hands not very long ago, but as I had seen him years before in the last flickers of the candle, alone with me in the long gallery of the Malabar House, with the chill and the darkness of the night at his back. The respectable sword of his country's law was suspended over his head. To-morrow--or was it to-day? (midnight had slipped by long before we parted)--the marble-faced police magistrate, after distributing fines and terms of imprisonment in the assaultand-battery case, would take up the awful weapon and smite his bowed neck.

Korean bearded: 까끄라기가 있는, 수염이 있는, 수염이 난, 비늘이 있는, 미늘이 있는. canvassing: 권유, 외근. craving: 갈망, 열망, 간원 강렬한, 갈망하는, 열망하는. displeased: 화난. distributing: 분배의, 배급의. expiation: 속죄, 보상, 죄를 씻음, 선행 등으로 갚음. fondly: 어리석게도, 무르게,

다정하게, 상냥하게, 맹신적으로, 귀여워하여, 귀여워해서. gnome: 격언, 땅속의 요정, 금언, 지신. irrepressible: 억제할수 없는 사람, 견딜수 없는, 억압할수없는, 억제할 수 없는, 누를 수 없는, 제어할 수 없는. pea: 완두, 완두콩 비슷한 식물, 콩, 푸른 완두, 완두 같은, 완두의. racehorse: 경주말, 경주마, 경마용 말.

shrivelled: 주름지게 한. smite: 괴롭히다, 치밀다, 죽이다, 매혹하다, 덮치다, 때리다, 강타하다, 시도, 강타, 때림, 세게 때리다. tiptoe: 발끝, 살그머니, 발끝으로, 열심히, 발끝으로 걷다, 살그머니 하는, 주의 깊은, 크게 기대하고 있는, 발끝으로 서 있는, 발끝으로 선, 발끝으로 걷는. undersized: 보통보다 작은, 소형의, 보통 크기보다 작은.

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Our communion %in the night was uncommonly like a last vigil with a condemned man. He was guilty too. He was guilty--as I had told myself repeatedly, guilty and done for; nevertheless, I wished to spare him the mere detail of a formal execution. I don't pretend to explain the reasons of my desire--I don't think I could; but if you haven't got a sort of notion by this time, then I must have been very obscure in my narrative, or you too sleepy to seize upon the sense of my words. I don't defend my morality. There was no morality in the impulse which induced me to lay before him Brierly's plan of evasion--I may call it--in all its primitive simplicity. There were the rupees-- absolutely ready in my pocket and very much at his service. Oh! a loan; a loan of course--and if an introduction to a man (in Rangoon) who could put some work in his way . . . Why! with the greatest pleasure. I had pen, ink, and paper in my room on the first floor And even while I was speaking I was impatient to begin the letter-day, month, year, 2.30 A.M. . . . for the sake of our old friendship I ask you to put some work in the way of Mr. James So-and-so, in whom, &c., &c. . . . I was even ready to write in that strain about him. If he had not enlisted my sympathies he had done better for himself--he had gone to the very fount and origin of that sentiment he had reached the secret sensibility of my egoism. I am concealing nothing from you, because were I to do so my action would appear more unintelligible than any man's action has the right to be, and-- in the second place--to-morrow you will forget my sincerity along with the other lessons of the past. In this transaction, to speak grossly and precisely, I was the irreproachable man; but the subtle intentions of my immorality were defeated by the moral simplicity of the criminal. No doubt he was selfish too, but his selfishness had a higher origin, a more lofty aim. I discovered that, say what I would, he was eager to go through the ceremony of execution, and I didn't say much, for I felt that in argument his youth would tell against me heavily: he believed where I had already ceased to doubt. There was something fine in the wildness of his unexpressed, hardly formulated hope. "Clear out! Couldn't think of it," he said, with a shake of the head. "I make you an offer for which I neither demand nor expect any sort of gratitude," I said; "you shall repay the money when convenient, and . . ." "Awfully good of you," he muttered without looking up. I

Korean communion: 친교, 종교 단체, 교섭, 성찬식, 공유, 간담, 교우, 종파, 조합, 내성, 영성체. egoism: 이기주의, 자부, 자만, 이기설. enlisted: 사병에 관한, 사병의. fount: 샘, 세례반, 종류와 크기가 같은 활자 한 벌, 기름통. grossly: 크게, 천하게, 뚱뚱하게, 거칠게. immorality: 부도덕, 추행, 외설, 품행이 나쁨, 풍속, 난잡함, 문란,

부도덕행위, 음란, 품행 나쁨, 난행. irreproachable: 결점없는, 흠잡을 데 없는, 탓할나위없는, 비난할 여지가 없는, 비난할 수 없는, 비난할 여자가 없는. selfishness: 이기주의, 자기본위, 자애적. sensibility: 감각, 감수성, 감정, 감각력, 민감, 섬세한 감각, 섬세한 감정. sleepy: 졸음이 오는 듯한, 졸린, 너무

익어 속이 썩기 시작한, 잠자는 듯한, 졸리는. uncommonly: 드물게, 매우, 진귀하게, 흔하지 않게. unexpressed: 암묵의, 표현되지 않은. unintelligible: 이해할 수 없는, 분명치 않은. vigil: 철야, 불면, 교회 축일의 전날, 밤샘, 불침번, 철야로 기도하는 밤, 축일 전날밤의 철야기도, 철야 기도. wildness: 황야, 야생, 방탕, 황폐.

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watched him narrowly: %the future must have appeared horribly uncertain to him; but he did not falter, as though indeed there had been nothing wrong with his heart. I felt angry-- not for the first time that night. "The whole wretched business," I said, "is bitter enough, I should think, for a man of your kind . . ." "It is, it is," he whispered twice, with his eyes fixed on the floor. It was heartrending. He towered above the light, and I could see the down on his cheek, the colour mantling warm under the smooth skin of his face. Believe me or not, I say it was outrageously heartrending. It provoked me to brutality. "Yes," I said; "and allow me to confess that I am totally unable to imagine what advantage you can expect from this licking of the dregs." "Advantage!" he murmured out of his stillness. "I am dashed if I do," I said, enraged. "I've been trying to tell you all there is in it," he went on slowly, as if meditating something unanswerable. "But after all, it is _my_ trouble." I opened my mouth to retort, and discovered suddenly that I'd lost all confidence in myself; and it was as if he too had given me up, for he mumbled like a man thinking half aloud. "Went away . . . went into hospitals. . . . Not one of them would face it. . . . They! . . ." He moved his hand slightly to imply disdain. "But I've got to get over this thing, and I mustn't shirk any of it or . . . I won't shirk any of it." He was silent. He gazed as though he had been haunted. His unconscious face reflected the passing expressions of scorn, of despair, of resolution--reflected them in turn, as a magic mirror would reflect the gliding passage of unearthly shapes. He lived surrounded by deceitful ghosts, by austere shades. "Oh! nonsense, my dear fellow," I began. He had a movement of impatience. "You don't seem to understand," he said incisively; then looking at me without a wink, "I may have jumped, but I don't run away." "I meant no offence," I said; and added stupidly, "Better men than you have found it expedient to run, at times." He coloured all over, while in my confusion I half-choked myself with my own tongue. "Perhaps so," he said at last, "I am not good enough; I can't afford it. I am bound to fight this thing down--I am fighting it now." I got out of my chair and felt stiff all over. The silence was embarrassing, and to put an end to it I imagined nothing better but to remark, "I had no idea it was so late," in an airy tone. . . . "I dare say you

Korean airy: 바람이 잘 통하는, 공기의, 경솔한, 우미한, 경쾌한, 공중의, 공허한, 하늘 높이 솟은, 점장빼는, 가벼운, 들뜬. austere: 극도로간결한, 떫은, 신, 엄격한, 가혹한, 금욕적인, 남풍, 내핍의. deceitful: 거짓의, 기만적인, 속이는, 사기의. enraged: 성나게 하는, 화나게 하는. expedient: 수단, 유리한, 정략적인,

편법, 방편, 편의주의의, 공리적인, 형편좋은, 임기응변의조처, 시의를 얻은, 편의한. falter: 비틀거리다, 더듬음, 비틀거림, 머뭇거림, 말을 더듬다, 머뭇거리다우물우물말하다, 우물우물 말하다, 말을더듬다, 머뭇거리다, 더듬거리며 말하다, 주춤하다. heartrending: 비통한, 가슴이 터질 듯한, 가슴이 터질 것만 같은. licking: 때림, 핥음, 지게 함, 호되게

때리기, 대단히. stupidly: 어리석게도, 마취되어. towered: 탑이 있는. unanswerable: 대답할 수 없는, 논박할 수 없는, 책임이 없는, 반박할 수 없는, 답변할 수 없는. unearthly: 섬뜩한, 상식밖의, 이 세상 것 같지 않은, 비현실적인, 기분나쁜, 굉장한, 이세상의 것 같지 않은, 초자연적인, 터무니 없는, 무시무시한, 소름 끼치는.

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have had enough of this," he said brusquely: "and to tell you the truth"--he began to look round for his hat--"so have I."% 'Well! he had refused this unique offer. He had struck aside my helping hand; he was ready to go now, and beyond the balustrade the night seemed to wait for him very still, as though he had been marked down for its prey. I heard his voice. "Ah! here it is." He had found his hat. For a few seconds we hung in the wind. "What will you do after--after . . ." I asked very low. "Go to the dogs as likely as not," he answered in a gruff mutter. I had recovered my wits in a measure, and judged best to take it lightly. "Pray remember," I said, "that I should like very much to see you again before you go." "I don't know what's to prevent you. The damned thing won't make me invisible," he said with intense bitterness,--"no such luck." And then at the moment of taking leave he treated me to a ghastly muddle of dubious stammers and movements, to an awful display of hesitations. God forgive him--me! He had taken it into his fanciful head that I was likely to make some difficulty as to shaking hands. It was too awful for words. I believe I shouted suddenly at him as you would bellow to a man you saw about to walk over a cliff; I remember our voices being raised, the appearance of a miserable grin on his face, a crushing clutch on my hand, a nervous laugh. The candle spluttered out, and the thing was over at last, with a groan that floated up to me in the dark. He got himself away somehow. The night swallowed his form. He was a horrible bungler. Horrible. I heard the quick crunch-crunch of the gravel under his boots. He was running. Absolutely running, with nowhere to go to. And he was not yet four-and-twenty.'

Korean bellow: 노한 목소리, 울다, 고함을 수상쩍은, 의심을 품은. 지르다-우는 소리, 큰 소리로 울다, ghastly: 무시무시한, 지독한, 노호하다, 소 우는 소리, 울부짖는 송장같은, 핼쑥한, 파랗게 질린, 소리, 큰 소리로 말하다, 크게 울리다. 무섭게, 무서운, 할쑥한, 심한, bungler: 실수하는 사람, 서투른 직공, 무시무시하게. 손재주 없는 사람, 솜씨 없는 사람. groan: 신음하다, 그 소리, 괴로워하다, crushing: 눌러 터뜨리는, 압도적인, 으르렁거리다, 열망하다, 불평의 박살내는, 결정적인, 분쇄하는, 소리, 가 넘칠 정도로 많이 있다, 궤멸적인, 눌러 터뜨리는 것. 갈망하다, 신음하는 듯한 목소리로 dubious: 불명한, 미정의, 의심스러운, 말하다, 신음 소리, 삐걱거리는 소리. 수상한, 불안한, 미덥지 않은, 모호한, gruff: 거친, 난폭한, 쉰 목소리의, 거친

목소리의. muddle: 혼란, 혼합하다, 얼근히 취하게 하다, 어리 둥절하게 하다, 어리 둥절하게 하다-갈피를 못잡다혼잡, 혼잡, 혼란 상태, 뒤죽박죽을 만들다, 뒤범벅을 만들다, 되는대로 해치우다, 낭비하다. mutter: 불평, 중얼거리다, 투덜거리다, 얼거림, 투덜거리다얼거림, 속삭이다, 속삭임. recovered: 회복한, 병 등에서 회복한.

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'I slept little, hurried over my breakfast, and after a slight hesitation gave up my early morning visit to my ship. It was really very wrong of me, because, though my chief mate was an excellent man all round, he was the victim of such black imaginings that if he did not get a letter from his wife at the expected time he would go quite distracted with rage and jealousy, lose all grip on the work, quarrel with all hands, and either weep in his cabin or develop such a ferocity of temper as all but drove the crew to the verge of mutiny. The thing had always seemed inexplicable to me: they had been married thirteen years; I had a glimpse of her once, and, honestly, I couldn't conceive a man abandoned enough to plunge into sin for the sake of such an unattractive person. I don't know whether I have not done wrong by refraining from putting that view before poor Selvin: the man made a little hell on earth for himself, and I also suffered indirectly, but some sort of, no doubt, false delicacy prevented me. The marital relations of seamen would make an interesting subject, and I could tell you instances. . . . However, this is not the place, nor the time, and we are concerned with Jim-who was unmarried. If his imaginative conscience or his pride; if all the extravagant ghosts and austere shades that were the disastrous familiars of his youth would not let him run away from the block, I, who of course can't be suspected of such familiars, was irresistibly impelled to go and see his head roll off. I wended my way towards the court. I didn't hope to be very much impressed or edified, or interested or even frightened--though, as long as there is

Korean delicacy: 섬세함, 정교, 우미, 연약함, 우아, 솜씨있음, 고움, 맛있는 음식, 날씬함, 동정심, 섬세. extravagant: 낭비하는, 엄청난, 터무니 없는, 기발한. ferocity: 잔인성, 광포한 행동, 사나움. hesitation: 주저, 망설임. indirectly: 간접적 행동, 간접적으로. irresistibly: 저항할 수 없는, 제어할 수 없는, 불문곡직의. jealousy: 경계심, 샘, 질투, 시기, 빈틈

없는 배려. marital: 남편의, 부부간의, 혼인의, 결혼의. mutiny: 반란을 일으키다, 반란, 반항하다, 폭동, 반항, 폭동-반항, 폭동을 일으키다. plunge: 돌진, 돌진하다, 다이빙하다, 던져넣다, 뒷질하다, 뛰어들다, 말이 뒷다리를 들고 뛰어오르다, 찌르다, 배의 뒷질, 큰 도박을 하다, 어떤 상다태로 몰아 넣다-뛰어들다.

quarrel: 싸움의 원인, 싸움, 불평, 말다툼, 네모진 촉이 달린 화살, 불화의 씨, 불화, 불평하다, 싸움하다, 말다툼하다, 말다툼의 원인. unattractive: 매력적이 아닌, 남의 눈을 끌지 않는, 흥미 없는, 사람의 눈을 끌지 않는. unmarried: 미혼의. verge: 가장자리, 기울다, 경계, 한계, 끝, 바싹 다가가다, 에 직면하다, 에 향하다, 접하다, 가, 향하다.

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any %life before one, a jolly good fright now and then is a salutary discipline. But neither did I expect to be so awfully depressed. The bitterness of his punishment was in its chill and mean atmosphere. The real significance of crime is in its being a breach of faith with the community of mankind, and from that point of view he was no mean traitor, but his execution was a hole-and-corner affair. There was no high scaffolding, no scarlet cloth (did they have scarlet cloth on Tower Hill? They should have had), no awe-stricken multitude to be horrified at his guilt and be moved to tears at his fate--no air of sombre retribution. There was, as I walked along, the clear sunshine, a brilliance too passionate to be consoling, the streets full of jumbled bits of colour like a damaged kaleidoscope: yellow, green, blue, dazzling white, the brown nudity of an undraped shoulder, a bullock-cart with a red canopy, a company of native infantry in a drab body with dark heads marching in dusty laced boots, a native policeman in a sombre uniform of scanty cut and belted in patent leather, who looked up at me with orientally pitiful eyes as though his migrating spirit were suffering exceedingly from that unforeseen-what d'ye call 'em?--avatar--incarnation. Under the shade of a lonely tree in the courtyard, the villagers connected with the assault case sat in a picturesque group, looking like a chromo-lithograph of a camp in a book of Eastern travel. One missed the obligatory thread of smoke in the foreground and the packanimals grazing. A blank yellow wall rose behind overtopping the tree, reflecting the glare. The court-room was sombre, seemed more vast. High up in the dim space the punkahs were swaying short to and fro, to and fro. Here and there a draped figure, dwarfed by the bare walls, remained without stirring amongst the rows of empty benches, as if absorbed in pious meditation. The plaintiff, who had been beaten,--an obese chocolate-coloured man with shaved head, one fat breast bare and a bright yellow caste-mark above the bridge of his nose,--sat in pompous immobility: only his eyes glittered, rolling in the gloom, and the nostrils dilated and collapsed violently as he breathed. Brierly dropped into his seat looking done up, as though he had spent the night in sprinting on a cindertrack. The pious sailing-ship skipper appeared excited and made uneasy movements, as if restraining with difficulty an impulse to stand up and exhort us earnestly to prayer and repentance. The head of the magistrate, delicately pale

Korean belted: 띠를 두른, 벨트를 단, 줄무늬가 있는, 장갑한, 장갑대를 누른, 예장대를 두른. consoling: 위안이 되는. dazzling: 눈부신. drab: 단조로운, 담갈색, 담갈색의, 매춘부, 허튼계집, 단정치 못한 여자, 단조로움. exhort: 훈계하다, 권고하다, 열심히권하다, 간곡히 타이르다. foreground: 전경, 가장 두드러진

지위, 가장두드러진지위, 다중 프로그래밍, 다중 프로그래밍의, 전경의, 최전면, 최전면의. hole-and-corner: 비밀의. kaleidoscope: 만화경, 끊임없이 변화하는 것, 주마등. laced: 알코올을 가미한, 레이스로 장식된, 가미한, 끈이 달린. migrating: 이동하는, 이주하는. nudity: 가림없는 물건, 나체꾸밈없음, 나체화, 벌거숭이, 벌거벗음.

obese: 뚱뚱한, 비대, 비만. pompous: 과장된, 호화로운, 거드름 피우는, 건방진, 화려한, 허풍떠는, 젠체하는. repentance: 후회, 회한, 회개, 참회. salutary: 유익한, 건강에 좋은. scaffolding: 비계, 가설, 설명난에 적었습니다, 발판 재료, 인위적 이론, 발판. traitor: 반역자, 배반자, 매국노, 배신자.

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under the neatly arranged hair, resembled the head of a hopeless invalid after he had been washed and brushed and propped up in bed. He moved aside the vase of flowers--a bunch of purple with a few pink blossoms on long stalks--and seizing in both hands a long sheet of bluish paper, ran his eye over it, propped his forearms on the edge of the desk, and began to read aloud in an even, distinct, and careless voice.% 'By Jove! For all my foolishness about scaffolds and heads rolling off--I assure you it was infinitely worse than a beheading. A heavy sense of finality brooded over all this, unrelieved by the hope of rest and safety following the fall of the axe. These proceedings had all the cold vengefulness of a death-sentence, and the cruelty of a sentence of exile. This is how I looked at it that morning--and even now I seem to see an undeniable vestige of truth in that exaggerated view of a common occurrence. You may imagine how strongly I felt this at the time. Perhaps it is for that reason that I could not bring myself to admit the finality. The thing was always with me, I was always eager to take opinion on it, as though it had not been practically settled: individual opinion--international opinion--by Jove! That Frenchman's, for instance. His own country's pronouncement was uttered in the passionless and definite phraseology a machine would use, if machines could speak. The head of the magistrate was half hidden by the paper, his brow was like alabaster. 'There were several questions before the court. The first as to whether the ship was in every respect fit and seaworthy for the voyage. The court found she was not. The next point, I remember, was, whether up to the time of the accident the ship had been navigated with proper and seamanlike care. They said Yes to that, goodness knows why, and then they declared that there was no evidence to show the exact cause of the accident. A floating derelict probably. I myself remember that a Norwegian barque bound out with a cargo of pitch-pine had been given up as missing about that time, and it was just the sort of craft that would capsize in a squall and float bottom up for months--a kind of maritime ghoul on the prowl to kill ships in the dark. Such wandering corpses are common enough in the North Atlantic, which is haunted by all the terrors of the

Korean alabaster: 설화석고, 설화 석고. beheading: 목을 베기, 참수형에 처하기, 목 베는. bluish: 푸르스름한. capsize: 뒤집다, 전복, 뒤집히다, 전복 시키다, 전복하다. derelict: 유기된, 유기선, 버려진, 버림받은, 버림받은 사람, 유기물, 직무 태만의, 직무 태만의-유기물, 의무 태만의, 포기된. finality: 종국, 최종적인 사물, 결국,

최종적인, 결말, 결정적인, 최후의 것, prowl: 찾아 헤맴, 배회, 헤매다-배회, 최후의 언행, 최후적인, 최후적임, 헤매다, 배회하다, 훔칠 기회를 노려 궁극성. 기웃거리다, 기웃거리다, 시내를 foolishness: 어리석음. 배회하다, 사냥감 기웃거리다. ghoul: 악귀. unrelieved: 단조로운, 누그러지지 haunted: 붙은, 고뇌에 시달린, 않은, 변화없는, 구제되지 않는, 도깨비가 나오는, 유령이 나오는, 구제받지 못한, 평면적인, 요철없는, 무엇에 흘린. 변화 없는, 명암 없는, 요철 없는. passionless: 열정이 없는, 냉정한, vestige: 흔적, 발자취, 퇴화 기관, 극히 침착한. 조금, 발자국, 아주 조금, 자취, 흔적 phraseology: 어법, 말. 기관.

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sea,--fogs, %icebergs, dead ships bent upon mischief, and long sinister gales that fasten upon one like a vampire till all the strength and the spirit and even hope are gone, and one feels like the empty shell of a man. But there--in those seas--the incident was rare enough to resemble a special arrangement of a malevolent providence, which, unless it had for its object the killing of a donkeyman and the bringing of worse than death upon Jim, appeared an utterly aimless piece of devilry. This view occurring to me took off my attention. For a time I was aware of the magistrate's voice as a sound merely; but in a moment it shaped itself into distinct words . . . "in utter disregard of their plain duty," it said. The next sentence escaped me somehow, and then . . . "abandoning in the moment of danger the lives and property confided to their charge" . . . went on the voice evenly, and stopped. A pair of eyes under the white forehead shot darkly a glance above the edge of the paper. I looked for Jim hurriedly, as though I had expected him to disappear. He was very still--but he was there. He sat pink and fair and extremely attentive. "Therefore, . . ." began the voice emphatically. He stared with parted lips, hanging upon the words of the man behind the desk. These came out into the stillness wafted on the wind made by the punkahs, and I, watching for their effect upon him, caught only the fragments of official language. . . . "The Court. . . Gustav So-and-so . . . master . . . native of Germany . . . James So-and-so. . . mate . . . certificates cancelled." A silence fell. The magistrate had dropped the paper, and, leaning sideways on the arm of his chair, began to talk with Brierly easily. People started to move out; others were pushing in, and I also made for the door. Outside I stood still, and when Jim passed me on his way to the gate, I caught at his arm and detained him. The look he gave discomposed me, as though I had been responsible for his state he looked at me as if I had been the embodied evil of life. "It's all over," I stammered. "Yes," he said thickly. "And now let no man . . ." He jerked his arm out of my grasp. I watched his back as he went away. It was a long street, and he remained in sight for some time. He walked rather slow, and straddling his legs a little, as if he had found it difficult to keep a straight line. Just before I lost him I fancied he staggered a bit.

Korean aimless: 목적없는, 목적이 없는, 목표없는. darkly: 어둡게, 음울하게, 모호하게, 비밀히, 험악하게, 희미하게, 거무스름하게, 넌지시, 막연히, 음침하게, 은밀히. devilry: 악마, 무모한 장난, 마법, 악마의 짓, 악행, 마술, 악마화, 악마의 소행, 극악무도, 극악 무도, 극악 무도한 짓. discomposed: 마음이 산란해진,

침착을 잃은. donkeyman: 동키맨. embodied: 형태를 부여하는, 구체화하는, 포함하는, 합체시키는. emphatically: 강하게, 단호히, 전혀. fasten: 잠기다, 멈추다, 잠그다, 고착하다, 꽉달라붙다, 꽉 달라붙다, 단단히 고정시키다, 단단히고정시키다, 붙들어 매다, 붙들어매다, 고정하다. hurriedly: 매우 급히, 서둘러서.

mischief: 장난, 해, 손해, 위해, 고자, 익살, 재난의 씨, 장난꾸러기, 도대체. providence: 섭리, 장래에 대한 배려, 신의 뜻, 신조, 검약, 선견, 하나님, 천우, 신의. thickly: 불명료하게, 빽빽하게, 탁한 목소리로, 두껍게, 굵게, 무성하게, 잔뜩, 짙게. vampire: 흡혈귀, 요부, 남의 고혈을 짜는 사람, 탕녀, 흡혈박쥐, 함정, 흡혈 박쥐, 흡혈귀 같은 착취자.

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' %"Man overboard," said a deep voice behind me. Turning round, I saw a fellow I knew slightly, a West Australian; Chester was his name. He, too, had been looking after Jim. He was a man with an immense girth of chest, a rugged, clean-shaved face of mahogany colour, and two blunt tufts of iron-grey, thick, wiry hairs on his upper lip. He had been pearler, wrecker, trader, whaler too, I believe; in his own words--anything and everything a man may be at sea, but a pirate. The Pacific, north and south, was his proper hunting-ground; but he had wandered so far afield looking for a cheap steamer to buy. Lately he had discovered--so he said--a guano island somewhere, but its approaches were dangerous, and the anchorage, such as it was, could not be considered safe, to say the least of it. "As good as a gold-mine," he would exclaim. "Right bang in the middle of the Walpole Reefs, and if it's true enough that you can get no holding-ground anywhere in less than forty fathom, then what of that? There are the hurricanes, too. But it's a first-rate thing. As good as a gold-mine--better! Yet there's not a fool of them that will see it. I can't get a skipper or a shipowner to go near the place. So I made up my mind to cart the blessed stuff myself." . . . This was what he required a steamer for, and I knew he was just then negotiating enthusiastically with a Parsee firm for an old, brig-rigged, sea-anachronism of ninety horse-power. We had met and spoken together several times. He looked knowingly after Jim. "Takes it to heart?" he asked scornfully. "Very much," I said. "Then he's no good," he opined. "What's all the to-do about? A bit of ass's skin. That never yet made a man. You must see things exactly as they are--if you don't, you may just as well give in at once. You will never do anything in this world. Look at me. I made it a practice never to take anything to heart." "Yes," I said, "you see things as they are." "I wish I could see my partner coming along, that's what I wish to see," he said. "Know my partner? Old Robinson. Yes; _the_ Robinson. Don't _you_ know? The notorious Robinson. The man who smuggled more opium and bagged more seals in his time than any loose Johnny now alive. They say he used to board the sealing-schooners up Alaska way when the fog was so thick that the Lord God, He alone, could tell one man from another. HolyTerror Robinson. That's the man. He is with me in that guano thing. The best chance he ever came across in his life." He put his lips to my ear. "Cannibal?--

Korean anchorage: 투묘, 정박, 닻을 내림, 은자의 주거, 정박료, 은둔처, 은둔장소, 정박세, 정박소, 투묘지, 정신적 의지. approaches: 구혼. bagged: 술취한. enthusiastically: 열광적으로. exclaim: 외치다, 큰 소리로 말하다, 비난하다. fathom: 길, 헤아리다, 수심을 재다, 추측하다, 수심을 측정하다, 이해.

guano: 구아노, 에 구아노 비료를 주다. opium: 아편. pearler: 진주 채취자, 진주 채취선. pirate: 약탈하다, 해적, 침해자, 저작권을 침해하다, 훔치는 사람, 약탈자, 저작권, 해적짓을 하다, 해적질하다, 약탈자-해적짓을 하다, 표절자. scornfully: 경멸하다, 경멸, 떳떳하게 여기지 않다, 깔보고, 경멸하여,

경멸적으로. shipowner: 선주, 배 임자, 선주. 배 임자. to-do: 법석. trader: 상인, 상선, 무역선, 거래원. whaler: 포경선, 고래잡는 사람. wiry: 철사로 만든, 실팍진, 철사 같은, 철사 모양의, 금속성의, 깐깐한. wrecker: 난파선 약탈자, 건물 철거업자, 해체업자, 파괴자, 난선 구조자, 난선 구조자선.

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well, %they used to give him the name years and years ago. You remember the story? A shipwreck on the west side of Stewart Island; that's right; seven of them got ashore, and it seems they did not get on very well together. Some men are too cantankerous for anything--don't know how to make the best of a bad job-don't see things as they are--as they _are_, my boy! And then what's the consequence? Obvious! Trouble, trouble; as likely as not a knock on the head; and serve 'em right too. That sort is the most useful when it's dead. The story goes that a boat of Her Majesty's ship Wolverine found him kneeling on the kelp, naked as the day he was born, and chanting some psalm-tune or other; light snow was falling at the time. He waited till the boat was an oar's length from the shore, and then up and away. They chased him for an hour up and down the boulders, till a marihe flung a stone that took him behind the ear providentially and knocked him senseless. Alone? Of course. But that's like that tale of sealing-schooners; the Lord God knows the right and the wrong of that story. The cutter did not investigate much. They wrapped him in a boat-cloak and took him off as quick as they could, with a dark night coming on, the weather threatening, and the ship firing recall guns every five minutes. Three weeks afterwards he was as well as ever. He didn't allow any fuss that was made on shore to upset him; he just shut his lips tight, and let people screech. It was bad enough to have lost his ship, and all he was worth besides, without paying attention to the hard names they called him. That's the man for me." He lifted his arm for a signal to some one down the street. "He's got a little money, so I had to let him into my thing. Had to! It would have been sinful to throw away such a find, and I was cleaned out myself. It cut me to the quick, but I could see the matter just as it was, and if I _must_ share--thinks I--with any man, then give me Robinson. I left him at breakfast in the hotel to come to court, because I've an idea. . . . Ah! Good morning, Captain Robinson. . . . Friend of mine, Captain Robinson." 'An emaciated patriarch in a suit of white drill, a solah topi with a greenlined rim on a head trembling with age, joined us after crossing the street in a trotting shuffle, and stood propped with both hands on the handle of an umbrella. A white beard with amber streaks hung lumpily down to his waist.

Korean amber: 호박, 호박색의, 호박으로 만든, 호박빛, 호박색, 호박의. ashore: 물가에, 해변에. cantankerous: 다루기힘드는, 비꼬인, 심술 사나운, 심술궂은, 잘싸우는, 심술 궂은. emaciated: 여윈, 수척한, 메마른, 쇠약한, 쇠약해진. firing: 발포, 점화, 발사, 불에 쬠, 불을 땜, 해고, 연료, 석탄, 발화, 땔감, 구워내기.

kelp: 켈프, 해초회. kneeling: 무릎을 꿇는. lumpily: 덩어리지게. patriarch: 가장, 족장, 가장 정치, 지위, 창설자, 야곱의 열두명의 아들, 비셥의 존칭, 원로. rim: 가장자리, 수면, 속이다, 테두리, 언저리, 둘러싸다, 테두리 쇠, 큰테, 외륜, 변두리, 해면. senseless: 무감각한, 무분별한, 무의식의, 몰상식한, 무감각의,

무의미한. sinful: 죄많은, 버력입을, 죄있는, 죄가 있는, 벌받을. topi: 코리검, 인도의 토피, 헬멧 모자, 토피. trembling: 전율하는, 떨림, 떨리는, 전율, 떨기, 전율 떠는. umbrella: 우산, 핵우산, 지상군 원호 항공대, 보호, 포괄적인, 우산의, 우산으로 보호하다, 우산으로 가리다, 양산, 상공 엄호, 삿갓.

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He blinked his creased eyelids at me in a bewildered way. "How do you do? how do you do?" he %piped amiably, and tottered. "A little deaf," said Chester aside. "Did you drag him over six thousand miles to get a cheap steamer?" I asked. "I would have taken him twice round the world as soon as look at him," said Chester with immense energy. "The steamer will be the making of us, my lad. Is it my fault that every skipper and shipowner in the whole of blessed Australasia turns out a blamed fool? Once I talked for three hours to a man in Auckland. 'Send a ship,' I said, 'send a ship. I'll give you half of the first cargo for yourself, free gratis for nothing--just to make a good start.' Says he, 'I wouldn't do it if there was no other place on earth to send a ship to.' Perfect ass, of course. Rocks, currents, no anchorage, sheer cliff to lay to, no insurance company would take the risk, didn't see how he could get loaded under three years. Ass! I nearly went on my knees to him. 'But look at the thing as it is,' says I. 'Damn rocks and hurricanes. Look at it as it is. There's guano there Queensland sugar-planters would fight for--fight for on the quay, I tell you.' . . . What can you do with a fool? . . . 'That's one of your little jokes, Chester,' he says. . . . Joke! I could have wept. Ask Captain Robinson here. . . . And there was another shipowning fellow-a fat chap in a white waistcoat in Wellington, who seemed to think I was up to some swindle or other. 'I don't know what sort of fool you're looking for,' he says, 'but I am busy just now. Good morning.' I longed to take him in my two hands and smash him through the window of his own office. But I didn't. I was as mild as a curate. 'Think of it,' says I. '_Do_ think it over. I'll call to-morrow.' He grunted something about being 'out all day.' On the stairs I felt ready to beat my head against the wall from vexation. Captain Robinson here can tell you. It was awful to think of all that lovely stuff lying waste under the sun--stuff that would send the sugar-cane shooting sky-high. The making of Queensland! The making of Queensland! And in Brisbane, where I went to have a last try, they gave me the name of a lunatic. Idiots! The only sensible man I came across was the cabman who drove me about. A broken-down swell he was, I fancy. Hey! Captain Robinson? You remember I told you about my cabby in Brisbane--don't you? The chap had a wonderful eye for things. He saw it all in a jiffy. It was a real pleasure to talk with him. One evening after a devil of a day amongst

Korean amiably: 상냥하게. blamed: 지긋지긋한, 빌어먹을, 천벌받을, 빌어먹을 몹시, 지겹게. blessed: 축복을 받은, 행복한, 복된, 신성한, 저주받은, 축복받은, 축성된, 기쁜. cabby: 마부, 택시 운전사. cabman: 마부, 택시운전사, 택시 운전사. curate: 부목사, 작은 부젓가락, 보좌 신부, 목사.

gratis: 무료로. hey: 이봐, 야아, 어이, 어어. jiffy: 순간. loaded: 탄알을 잰, 감정적이 된, 납을 박은, 짐실은, 취한, 화약을잰, 의미 심장한, 다른 것을 섞은, 만취한, 박은, 술 따위 다른 것을 섞은. lunatic: 미친, 정신 이상의, 미친사람, 미치광이. sky-high: 하늘처럼 높이, 하늘처럼 높게, 매우 높은, 매우, 산산조각으로.

smash: 분쇄, 스매시, 실패, 충돌, 대성공, 박살내다, 대만원, 대패, 맹렬하게 내리치다, 맹렬히 나아가다, 파산하다. swindle: 사취, 사기, 사취하다, 속이다, 사기하다, 속여 빼앗다. vexation: 애탐, 괴롭힘, 화냄, 고민거리, 고통, 고민, 귀찮은 사물, 애태움, 속상함, 괴로움의 원인, 번뇌의 원인. waistcoat: 조끼, 양복 조끼.

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shipowners I felt so bad that, says I, 'I must get drunk. Come along; I must get drunk, or I'll go mad.' 'I am your man,' he says; 'go ahead.' I don't know what I would have done without him. Hey! Captain Robinson."% 'He poked the ribs of his partner. "He! he! he!" laughed the Ancient, looked aimlessly down the street, then peered at me doubtfully with sad, dim pupils. . . . "He! he! he!" . . . He leaned heavier on the umbrella, and dropped his gaze on the ground. I needn't tell you I had tried to get away several times, but Chester had foiled every attempt by simply catching hold of my coat. "One minute. I've a notion." "What's your infernal notion?" I exploded at last. "If you think I am going in with you . . ." "No, no, my boy. Too late, if you wanted ever so much. We've got a steamer." "You've got the ghost of a steamer," I said. "Good enough for a start-- there's no superior nonsense about us. Is there, Captain Robinson?" "No! no! no!" croaked the old man without lifting his eyes, and the senile tremble of his head became almost fierce with determination. "I understand you know that young chap," said Chester, with a nod at the street from which Jim had disappeared long ago. "He's been having grub with you in the Malabar last night--so I was told." 'I said that was true, and after remarking that he too liked to live well and in style, only that, for the present, he had to be saving of every penny--"none too many for the business! Isn't that so, Captain Robinson?"--he squared his shoulders and stroked his dumpy moustache, while the notorious Robinson, coughing at his side, clung more than ever to the handle of the umbrella, and seemed ready to subside passively into a heap of old bones. "You see, the old chap has all the money," whispered Chester confidentially. "I've been cleaned out trying to engineer the dratted thing. But wait a bit, wait a bit. The good time is coming." . . . He seemed suddenly astonished at the signs of impatience I gave. "Oh, crakee!" he cried; "I am telling you of the biggest thing that ever was, and you . . ." "I have an appointment," I pleaded mildly. "What of that?" he asked with genuine surprise; "let it wait." "That's exactly what I am doing now," I remarked; "hadn't you better tell me what it is you want?" "Buy twenty hotels like that," he growled to himself; "and every joker boarding in them too-- twenty

Korean aimlessly: 목적없이, 정처없이. astonished: 놀란. doubtfully: 확실히. drunk: 주정뱅이, 술취한, 취한, 술주정뱅이, 술좌석, 도취된. exploded: 기계를 분해하여 부품의 상호 관계를 나타내는, 논파된, 폭발한. grub: 파내다, 파 일으키다, 애써서 찾아내다, 삼류문인, 단정치 못한 사람, 굼벵이, 구더기, 파다, 에게

음식을 주다, 음식, 애벌레. heap: 기가 푹 꺽이다, 느닷없이, 많이, 퍽, 쌓다, 쌓아 올리다, 더미, 매우, 수북이 담다, 쌓아올리다, 쌓아올린 것. impatience: 조바심, 성급함, 초조, 견딜 수 없음, 참을수 없는일, 조급, 안달, 성급. joker: 조커, 익살꾼, 사기, 책략, 농담하는 사람, 사기 조항, 농담을 하는 사람, 놈.

mildly: 온화하게, 상냥하게, 부드럽게, 다소, 약간. nod: 끄덕이다, 졸다, 방심하다, 나부끼다, 깜빡 실수하다, 흔들림, 으로 쏠림, 기울다, 졸기, 잠들다, 인사하다. senile: 고령의, 노쇠의, 노인, 노년기의, 노쇠한. subside: 가라앉다, 침전하다, 잠잠해지다, 삐다, 내려앉다, 앉다, 빠지다.

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times over." He lifted his head smartly "I want that young chap." "I don't understand," I said. "He's no good, is he?" said Chester crisply. "I know nothing about it," I protested. "Why, you told me yourself he was taking it to heart," argued Chester. "Well, in my opinion a chap who . . . Anyhow, he can't be much good; but then you see I am on the look-out for somebody, and I've just got a thing that will suit him. I'll give him a job on my island." He nodded significantly. "I'm going to dump forty coolies there--if I've to steal 'em. Somebody must work the stuff. Oh! I mean to act square: wooden shed, corrugated-iron roof--I know a man in Hobart who will take my bill at six months for the materials. I do. Honour bright. Then there's the water-supply. I'll have to fly round and get somebody to trust me for half-a-dozen second-hand iron tanks. Catch rain-water, hey? Let him take charge. Make him supreme boss over the coolies. Good idea, isn't it? What do you say?" "There are whole years when not a drop of rain falls on Walpole," I said, too amazed to laugh. He bit his lip and seemed bothered. "Oh, well, I will fix up something for them--or land a supply. Hang it all! That's not the question."% 'I said nothing. I had a rapid vision of Jim perched on a shadowless rock, up to his knees in guano, with the screams of sea-birds in his ears, the incandescent ball of the sun above his head; the empty sky and the empty ocean all a-quiver, simmering together in the heat as far as the eye could reach. "I wouldn't advise my worst enemy . . ." I began. "What's the matter with you?" cried Chester; "I mean to give him a good screw--that is, as soon as the thing is set going, of course. It's as easy as falling off a log. Simply nothing to do; two six-shooters in his belt . . . Surely he wouldn't be afraid of anything forty coolies could do--with two six-shooters and he the only armed man too! It's much better than it looks. I want you to help me to talk him over." "No!" I shouted. Old Robinson lifted his bleared eyes dismally for a moment, Chester looked at me with infinite contempt. "So you wouldn't advise him?" he uttered slowly. "Certainly not," I answered, as indignant as though he had requested me to help murder somebody; "moreover, I am sure he wouldn't. He is badly cut up, but he isn't mad as far as I know." "He is no earthly good for anything," Chester mused aloud. "He would just have done for me. If you only could see a thing as it is, you

Korean contempt: 치욕, 경멸, 모욕, 멸시, 모멸, 수치, 업신여김, 창피, 모욕죄. crisply: 아삭아삭하게. dismally: 음침하게, 비참하게, 음산하게. dump: 쓰레기 버리는 곳, 덤프, 털썩부리다, 덤핑하다, 쓰레기 더미, 덤프하다-쓰레기 더미, 덤프하다, 지저분한 도시 덤프카, 내버리다, 헐값으로 팔다, 폐석 더미. earthly: 지구의, 세속의, 속세의,

도대체, 전혀, 이 세상의, 지상의. fix: 고정시키다, 결정하다, 수리하다, 준비하다, 집중시키다, 정착시키다, 조리하다, 지우다, 곤경, 마련하다, 위치. incandescent: 백열의, 번쩍이는, 빛나는, 열렬한, 백열광을 내는. indignant: 분개한, 성난. infinite: 무한의, 막대한, 끝없는, 무한대, 부정의, 부정형의, 무한한 공간, 무한량, 완전무결한, 무한,

무수한. knees: 무릎. second-hand: 중고로, 중고의, 고물로, 간접의. shadowless: 그림자없는. simmering: 당장에라도 폭발할 것 같은. steal: 훔치다, 도둑질하다, 도루하다, 훔침, 횡재, 도둑질, 도루, 몰래 손에 넣다, 훔친물건, 몰래가다조용히 움직이다, 싸게 산 물건.

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would see it's the very thing for him. And besides . . . Why! it's the most splendid, %sure chance . . ." He got angry suddenly. "I must have a man. There! . . ." He stamped his foot and smiled unpleasantly. "Anyhow, I could guarantee the island wouldn't sink under him--and I believe he is a bit particular on that point." "Good morning," I said curtly. He looked at me as though I had been an incomprehensible fool. . . . "Must be moving, Captain Robinson," he yelled suddenly into the old man's ear. "These Parsee Johnnies are waiting for us to clinch the bargain." He took his partner under the arm with a firm grip, swung him round, and, unexpectedly, leered at me over his shoulder. "I was trying to do him a kindness," he asserted, with an air and tone that made my blood boil. "Thank you for nothing--in his name," I rejoined. "Oh! you are devilish smart," he sneered; "but you are like the rest of them. Too much in the clouds. See what you will do with him." "I don't know that I want to do anything with him." "Don't you?" he spluttered; his grey moustache bristled with anger, and by his side the notorious Robinson, propped on the umbrella, stood with his back to me, as patient and still as a worn-out cab-horse. "I haven't found a guano island," I said. "It's my belief you wouldn't know one if you were led right up to it by the hand," he riposted quickly; "and in this world you've got to see a thing first, before you can make use of it. Got to see it through and through at that, neither more nor less." "And get others to see it, too," I insinuated, with a glance at the bowed back by his side. Chester snorted at me. "His eyes are right enough--don't you worry. He ain't a puppy." "Oh, dear, no!" I said. "Come along, Captain Robinson," he shouted, with a sort of bullying deference under the rim of the old man's hat; the Holy Terror gave a submissive little jump. The ghost of a steamer was waiting for them, Fortune on that fair isle! They made a curious pair of Argonauts. Chester strode on leisurely, well set up, portly, and of conquering mien; the other, long, wasted, drooping, and hooked to his arm, shuffled his withered shanks with desperate haste.'

Korean boil: 삶다, 끓이다, 종기, 비등, 부스럼, 데치다, 비등하다, 격분하다, 졸여서 만들다, 분출하다, 끓다. clinch: 결말을 짓다, 껴안다, 꼬부리다, 죄다, 열렬히 포옹하다, 클린치하다, 클린치하다-못대가리를 두드려 구부림, 클린치, 쳐구부리다, 움켜쥐고 싸우다, 열렬한 포옹. conquering: 정복하는. curtly: 간략하게, 무뚝뚝하게. deference: 복종, 경의.

devilish: 극도의, 악마같은, 극악무도한, 지독한, 악마 같은. hooked: 갈고리 모양의, 훅이 달린, 마약 중독의, 고리가 달린, 갈고리 모양으로 구부러진. isle: 섬, 작은섬, 섬에 살다. leisurely: 여유있게, 한가하게, 여유 있는, 느릿하게. notorious: 유명한, 이름난악명높은, 악명높은, 사람 따위 유명한, 행동 따위 유명한, 주지의, 장소 따위

유명한. portly: 당당한, 비만한, 몸집이 뚱뚱한. submissive: 복종하는, 유순한, 고분고분, 복종적인, 순종하는. unexpectedly: 뜻밖에, 돌연, 예상외로, 갑자기. unpleasantly: 불쾌하게, 불유쾌하게. wasted: 황폐한, 살해된, 지나간. worn-out: 써서 낡은, 진부한, 지쳐빠진.

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CHAPTER 15 'I%did not start in search of Jim at once, only because I had really an appointment which I could not neglect. Then, as ill-luck would have it, in my agent's office I was fastened upon by a fellow fresh from Madagascar with a little scheme for a wonderful piece of business. It had something to do with cattle and cartridges and a Prince Ravonalo something; but the pivot of the whole affair was the stupidity of some admiral--Admiral Pierre, I think. Everything turned on that, and the chap couldn't find words strong enough to express his confidence. He had globular eyes starting out of his head with a fishy glitter, bumps on his forehead, and wore his long hair brushed back without a parting. He had a favourite phrase which he kept on repeating triumphantly, "The minimum of risk with the maximum of profit is my motto. What?" He made my head ache, spoiled my tiffin, but got his own out of me all right; and as soon as I had shaken him off, I made straight for the water-side. I caught sight of Jim leaning over the parapet of the quay. Three native boatmen quarrelling over five annas were making an awful row at his elbow. He didn't hear me come up, but spun round as if the slight contact of my finger had released a catch. "I was looking," he stammered. I don't remember what I said, not much anyhow, but he made no difficulty in following me to the hotel. 'He followed me as manageable as a little child, with an obedient air, with no sort of manifestation, rather as though he had been waiting for me there to come along and carry him off. I need not have been so surprised as I was at his

Korean ache: 아프다, 아픔, 쑤시다, 갈망하다, 간망하다, 통증, 하고 싶어 못 견디다. cattle: 소, 가축, 해충, 말, 짐승 같은 놈들, 개새끼들, 축우. forehead: 이마, 전부, 앞부분, 부분, 앞 부분. globular: 공 모양의, 작은 알로 된, 작은 구체로 된, 구형의. leaning: 경향, 경사, 기호. manageable: 다루기 쉬운, 통제하기 쉬운.

manifestation: 표명, 명시, 정견 발표. maximum: 최대한도, 최대의, 최고점. motto: 금언, 표어, 모토, 반복 악구, 명, 좌우명, 서적 따위의 제구, 제구. neglect: 태만, 게을리하다, 소홀, 무시하다, 무시, 하지 않다, 태만하여, 소홀히하다, 부주의한, 경시하다, 간과하다. parapet: 난간, 성의 흉장. parting: 이별, 고별, 나누는, 출발, 분리, 별세, 고별의, 떠나가는, 머리

따위의 가리마, 저물어 가는, 이별의. pivot: 중심점, 선회축, 사북, 향도, 피벗, 축항회전하다축상, 축항회전하다, 축으로 회전하다, 축상회전하다, 요점, 회전하다. repeating: 연발하는, 반복하는, 순환하는, 되풀이하는. spun: 자은, 실 모양으로한, 잡아늘인, 잡아 늘인, 지칠 대로 지친. triumphantly: 기고 만장하여, 의기 양양하여, 의기양양하여.

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tractability. %On all the round earth, which to some seems so big and that others affect to consider as rather smaller than a mustard-seed, he had no place where he could--what shall I say?--where he could withdraw. That's it! Withdraw--be alone with his loneliness. He walked by my side very calm, glancing here and there, and once turned his head to look after a Sidiboy fireman in a cutaway coat and yellowish trousers, whose black face had silky gleams like a lump of anthracite coal. I doubt, however, whether he saw anything, or even remained all the time aware of my companionship, because if I had not edged him to the left here, or pulled him to the right there, I believe he would have gone straight before him in any direction till stopped by a wall or some other obstacle. I steered him into my bedroom, and sat down at once to write letters. This was the only place in the world (unless, perhaps, the Walpole Reef--but that was not so handy) where he could have it out with himself without being bothered by the rest of the universe. The damned thing--as he had expressed it--had not made him invisible, but I behaved exactly as though he were. No sooner in my chair I bent over my writing-desk like a medieval scribe, and, but for the movement of the hand holding the pen, remained anxiously quiet. I can't say I was frightened; but I certainly kept as still as if there had been something dangerous in the room, that at the first hint of a movement on my part would be provoked to pounce upon me. There was not much in the room--you know how these bedrooms are-a sort of four-poster bedstead under a mosquito-net, two or three chairs, the table I was writing at, a bare floor. A glass door opened on an upstairs verandah, and he stood with his face to it, having a hard time with all possible privacy. Dusk fell; I lit a candle with the greatest economy of movement and as much prudence as though it were an illegal proceeding. There is no doubt that he had a very hard time of it, and so had I, even to the point, I must own, of wishing him to the devil, or on Walpole Reef at least. It occurred to me once or twice that, after all, Chester was, perhaps, the man to deal effectively with such a disaster. That strange idealist had found a practical use for it at once--unerringly, as it were. It was enough to make one suspect that, maybe, he really could see the true aspect of things that appeared mysterious or utterly hopeless to less imaginative persons. I wrote and wrote; I liquidated all the arrears of my correspondence,

Korean anthracite: 무연탄. fireman: 구원투수, 화부, 소방수, arrears: 밀림. 소방사, 보일러공, 구원 투수, bedstead: 침대의 뼈대, 침대. 소방대원. cutaway: 장면 전환, 외부의 일부를 idealist: 이상주의자, 공상가, 잘라낸 그림, 절단 작용이 있는, 관념론자, 관념주의자, 이상론자. 내부가 뵈도록 일부 떼어낸-앞자락을 pounce: 급습, 지림분, 붙잡으려 들다, 비스듬히 재단한 옷, 외부의 일부를 갑자기 덮치다, 갑자기 덮치다잘라낸, 상의의 앞자락을 뒤로 붙잡으려 덤벼듦, 붙잡으려 덤벼듦, 어슷하게 재단한, 비스듬히 재단한, 남의 결점 따위를 심하게 책망하다, 모닝코트, 모닝 코트, 외부의 일부를 잘못 따위를 심하게 책망하다, 갑자기 잘라낸 모형. 달려들다, 달려들어 붙들다, 심하게

책망하다. prudence: 신중, 분별, 사려, 검소, 여자 이름, 사려 분별. scribe: 필기자, 서기, 저술가, 대서인, 선침으로 선을 긋다, 사본 필경자, 서가, 학자, 선침, 저작자. silky: 반드러운, 비단의, 부드러운, 견모가 밀생한, 명주 같은, 명주의, 입에 감치는. tractability: 유순함, 온순함. yellowish: 누르스름한, 누른빛을 띤.

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and %then went on writing to people who had no reason whatever to expect from me a gossipy letter about nothing at all. At times I stole a sidelong glance. He was rooted to the spot, but convulsive shudders ran down his back; his shoulders would heave suddenly. He was fighting, he was fighting--mostly for his breath, as it seemed. The massive shadows, cast all one way from the straight flame of the candle, seemed possessed of gloomy consciousness; the immobility of the furniture had to my furtive eye an air of attention. I was becoming fanciful in the midst of my industrious scribbling; and though, when the scratching of my pen stopped for a moment, there was complete silence and stillness in the room, I suffered from that profound disturbance and confusion of thought which is caused by a violent and menacing uproar--of a heavy gale at sea, for instance. Some of you may know what I mean: that mingled anxiety, distress, and irritation with a sort of craven feeling creeping in--not pleasant to acknowledge, but which gives a quite special merit to one's endurance. I don't claim any merit for standing the stress of Jim's emotions; I could take refuge in the letters; I could have written to strangers if necessary. Suddenly, as I was taking up a fresh sheet of notepaper, I heard a low sound, the first sound that, since we had been shut up together, had come to my ears in the dim stillness of the room. I remained with my head down, with my hand arrested. Those who have kept vigil by a sick-bed have heard such faint sounds in the stillness of the night watches, sounds wrung from a racked body, from a weary soul. He pushed the glass door with such force that all the panes rang: he stepped out, and I held my breath, straining my ears without knowing what else I expected to hear. He was really taking too much to heart an empty formality which to Chester's rigorous criticism seemed unworthy the notice of a man who could see things as they were. An empty formality; a piece of parchment. Well, well. As to an inaccessible guano deposit, that was another story altogether. One could intelligibly break one's heart over that. A feeble burst of many voices mingled with the tinkle of silver and glass floated up from the dining-room below; through the open door the outer edge of the light from my candle fell on his back faintly; beyond all was black; he stood on the brink of a vast obscurity, like a lonely figure by the shore of a sombre and hopeless ocean. There was the

Korean creeping: 탐해법, 남몰래 빌붙는, 기어 돌아다니는, 아첨, 느린, 근질근질한 느낌, 기기, 근질근질하는, 포복, 잠행성의, 은밀한. dining-room: 식당. feeble: 약한, 연약한, 희미한, 의지가 박약한. formality: 의식, 딱딱함 형식적 행위, 형식존중, 정식의 절차, 형식에 구애됨, 정규의 절차, 상례, 의례, 정식.

gale: 강풍, 큰바람, 흥분 상태, 환희, 폭소, 실바람, 버드소귀나무의 일종, 폭풍, 정기 지불금, 미풍, 광희. gloomy: 어두운, 우울한, 음울한. gossipy: 수다스러운, 잡담풍의, 말하기 좋아하는, 말하기를 좋아하는, 이야기하기 좋아하는. inaccessible: 접근하기 어려운, 친해지기 어려운, 움직여 지지 않는, 얻기 힘든, 얻기, 도달하기, 난해한, 가까이 가기, 어려운, 가까이하기

어려운. industrious: 근면한, 부지런한, 애쓰는. intelligibly: 명료한, 알기 쉬운. menacing: 위협하는, 협박적인. parchment: 양피지, 양피지의 문서, 양피지비슷한 종이, 비슷한 종이, 양피지의. unworthy: 의 가치 없는, 가치없는, 부끄러운, 비열한, 가치 없는, 변변치 못한 사람, 알맞지 않은.

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Walpole Reef in it--to be sure--a speck %in the dark void, a straw for the drowning man. My compassion for him took the shape of the thought that I wouldn't have liked his people to see him at that moment. I found it trying myself. His back was no longer shaken by his gasps; he stood straight as an arrow, faintly visible and still; and the meaning of this stillness sank to the bottom of my soul like lead into the water, and made it so heavy that for a second I wished heartily that the only course left open for me was to pay for his funeral. Even the law had done with him. To bury him would have been such an easy kindness! It would have been so much in accordance with the wisdom of life, which consists in putting out of sight all the reminders of our folly, of our weakness, of our mortality; all that makes against our efficiency--the memory of our failures, the hints of our undying fears, the bodies of our dead friends. Perhaps he did take it too much to heart. And if so then-- Chester's offer. . . . At this point I took up a fresh sheet and began to write resolutely. There was nothing but myself between him and the dark ocean. I had a sense of responsibility. If I spoke, would that motionless and suffering youth leap into the obscurity--clutch at the straw? I found out how difficult it may be sometimes to make a sound. There is a weird power in a spoken word. And why the devil not? I was asking myself persistently while I drove on with my writing. All at once, on the blank page, under the very point of the pen, the two figures of Chester and his antique partner, very distinct and complete, would dodge into view with stride and gestures, as if reproduced in the field of some optical toy. I would watch them for a while. No! They were too phantasmal and extravagant to enter into any one's fate. And a word carries far--very far--deals destruction through time as the bullets go flying through space. I said nothing; and he, out there with his back to the light, as if bound and gagged by all the invisible foes of man, made no stir and made no sound.'

Korean accordance: 일치, 조화, 일치하여, 다지, 말을 둘러대다, 묘안팅삥, 묘안, 조화하여. 몸을돌려피함, 홱몸을피하다, 홱 몸을 antique: 고풍의, 고물, 고기, 낡은, 피하다, 가. 안티크체의 활자, 골동품의, 고대의, faintly: 희미하게, 힘없이, 가냘프게, 고대로부터의-고물, 고대로부터의, 소심하게, 어렴풋이, 연약하게, 고대 미술, 구식의. 머무적거리며. arrow: 화살, 화살표, 굵은화살. heartily: 마음으로부터, 열의를 갖고, bury: 묻다, 몰두하게하다, 정중히, 매우, 배불리, 마음으로, 장사지내다, 몰두하다, 숨기다, 잊다, 기운차게. 파묻다, 덮어서 숨기다. kindness: 친절, 우정, 상냥함, 친절한 dodge: 속임수, 속이다, 살짝숨다, 태도, 친절한 행위.

persistently: 부득부득. phantasmal: 허깨비의, 공사의, 공상의, 유령의, 환여의, 환영의. stride: 쉽사리 헤어나다, 한걸음, 활보하다, 큰걸음, 큰 걸음으로 걷다, 성큼넘다, 급히 가다, 큰 걸음, 걸터 앉다, 한걸음의 폭, 걸터 서다. undying: 불멸의, 불사의, 죽지 않는. void: 무효의, 빈, 공간, 배설하다, 무효로 하다, 공허, 빈곳, 비어 있는, 무익한, 공허한, 취소하다.

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'The time was coming when I should see him loved, trusted, admired, with a legend of strength and prowess forming round his name as though he had been the stuff of a hero. It's true--I assure you; as true as I'm sitting here talking about him in vain. He, on his side, had that faculty of beholding at a hint the face of his desire and the shape of his dream, without which the earth would know no lover and no adventurer. He captured much honour and an Arcadian happiness (I won't say anything about innocence) in the bush, and it was as good to him as the honour and the Arcadian happiness of the streets to another man. Felicity, felicity--how shall I say it?--is quaffed out of a golden cup in every latitude: the flavour is with you--with you alone, and you can make it as intoxicating as you please. He was of the sort that would drink deep, as you may guess from what went before. I found him, if not exactly intoxicated, then at least flushed with the elixir at his lips. He had not obtained it at once. There had been, as you know, a period of probation amongst infernal ship-chandlers, during which he had suffered and I had worried about--about--my trust--you may call it. I don't know that I am completely reassured now, after beholding him in all his brilliance. That was my last view of him--in a strong light, dominating, and yet in complete accord with his surroundings--with the life of the forests and with the life of men. I own that I was impressed, but I must admit to myself that after all this is not the lasting impression. He was protected by his isolation, alone of his own superior kind, in close touch with Nature, that keeps faith on such easy terms

Korean adventurer: 모험가, 투기꾼, 모험가 누기가, 엉큼한 수단으로 지위나 돈을 노리는 사나이. brilliance: 광휘, 빛남, 광채, 훌륭함, 재기. dominating: 통치의, 지배의, 권세의. elixir: 연금술의 영액, 만병 통치약, 불로 장수의 영약, 만능약, 불로 불사의 영약, 연금약액. felicity: 행복, 지복, 적절한 표현, 교묘함, 경사, 적절.

innocence: 무죄, 천진난만, 결백, 순진, 꼭두서니과의 일종, 무해, 순결, 숫 됨, 현삼과의 일종, 깨끗함, 때묻지 않음. intoxicated: 취하다, 흥분한, 술취한, 도취된. lasting: 영속하는, 영원한 영속, 오래가는, 일종의 튼튼한 나사. latitude: 위도, 범위, 지대, 지역, 자유, 관용도, 한대지방, 사상 따위의 자유 범위, 위도에서 보았을 때의 지방,

노출의 관용도, 자유 범위. legend: 전설, 명, 일러두기, 설명문, 성도전, 메달 따위의 명각, 화폐 표면 따위의 명각, 명각, 전설 문학. probation: 시련, 시험, 검정, 보호 관찰, 수습, 집행, 견습 기간. prowess: 용기, 훌륭한 솜씨, 용감한 행위. vain: 헛된, 쓸데 없는, 공허한, 자부심이 강한, 헛되게, 경솔하게, 가치없는, 자만심이 강한, 속절없는.

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with her lovers. But I cannot fix before my eye the image of his safety. I shall always remember him as seen through the open door of my room, taking, perhaps, too much to heart the mere consequences of his failure. I am pleased, of course, that some good--and even some splendour--came out of my endeavours; but at times it seems to me it would have been better for my peace of mind if I had not stood between him and Chester's confoundedly generous offer. I wonder what his exuberant imagination would have made of Walpole islet--that most hopelessly forsaken crumb of dry land on the face of the waters. It is not likely I would ever have heard, for I must tell you that Chester, after calling at some Australian port to patch up his brig-rigged sea-anachronism, steamed out into the Pacific with a crew of twenty-two hands all told, and the only news having a possible bearing upon the mystery of his fate was the news of a hurricane which is supposed to have swept in its course over the Walpole shoals, a month or so afterwards. Not a vestige of the Argonauts ever turned up; not a sound came out of the waste. Finis! The Pacific is the most discreet of live, hot-tempered oceans: the chilly Antarctic can keep a secret too, but more in the manner of a grave.% 'And there is a sense of blessed finality in such discretion, which is what we all more or less sincerely are ready to admit--for what else is it that makes the idea of death supportable? End! Finis! the potent word that exorcises from the house of life the haunting shadow of fate. This is what--notwithstanding the testimony of my eyes and his own earnest assurances--I miss when I look back upon Jim's success. While there's life there is hope, truly; but there is fear too. I don't mean to say that I regret my action, nor will I pretend that I can't sleep o' nights in consequence; still, the idea obtrudes itself that he made so much of his disgrace while it is the guilt alone that matters. He was not--if I may say so--clear to me. He was not clear. And there is a suspicion he was not clear to himself either. There were his fine sensibilities, his fine feelings, his fine longings--a sort of sublimated, idealised selfishness. He was--if you allow me to say so--very fine; very fine--and very unfortunate. A little coarser nature would not have borne the strain; it would have had to come to terms with itself--with a sigh, with a grunt, or even with a guffaw; a still coarser one would have remained invulnerably ignorant and completely uninteresting.

Korean borne: 시야가 좁은, 마음이 좁은. chilly: 냉담한, 냉랭하게, 냉랭한, 오싹한, 차가운, 하기가 나는, 찬, 으스스한, 추위를 타는. disgrace: 창피, 치욕, 욕보이다, 눈 밖에 나 있음, 불명예, 수치가 되다, 총애를 잃게 하다, 망신시키는 것. earnest: 진지한, 열심인, 진지, 진심, 중대한, 정식, 성실한, 성실, 엄숙한성실, 엄숙한, 계약금. exuberant: 무성한, 풍부한, 화려한,

원기왕성한, 원기가 좋은, 푸우한. finis: 끝, 죽음, 최후, 결미. guffaw: 너털웃음, 너터웃음을 웃다, 갑작스러운 너터웃음. guilt: 죄, 비행, 유죄, 죄의식. haunting: 출몰, 마음에서 떠나지 않는, 마음에서 떠나지 않는 자주 다니기, 잊혀지지 않는, 자주 다님, 자주 마음속에 떠오르는. hot-tempered: 성마른. potent: 유력한, 힘센, 효력이 있는,

성적 능력이 있는, 도덕적으로 영향력이 강한, 효험이 있는, 효능이 있는. sigh: 한숨, 탄식, 을 슬퍼하다, 한숨쉬며 말하다, 그리워하다, 살랑거리다, 슬퍼하다, 한숨 쉬다, 한숨 지으며 말하다, 한숨 짓듯 산들거리다, 사모하다. testimony: 증명, 항의, 십계, 증언, 증거, 신의 가르침, 신앙 성명, 성서, 십계명, 고백, 증엄.

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'But he was too interesting or too unfortunate to be thrown to the dogs, or even to Chester. I felt this while I sat with my face over the paper and he fought and gasped, struggling for his breath in that terribly stealthy way, in my room; I felt it when he rushed out on the verandah as if to fling himself over--and didn't; I felt it more and more all the time he remained outside, faintly lighted on the background of night, as if standing on the shore of a sombre and hopeless sea.% 'An abrupt heavy rumble made me lift my head. The noise seemed to roll away, and suddenly a searching and violent glare fell on the blind face of the night. The sustained and dazzling flickers seemed to last for an unconscionable time. The growl of the thunder increased steadily while I looked at him, distinct and black, planted solidly upon the shores of a sea of light. At the moment of greatest brilliance the darkness leaped back with a culminating crash, and he vanished before my dazzled eyes as utterly as though he had been blown to atoms. A blustering sigh passed; furious hands seemed to tear at the shrubs, shake the tops of the trees below, slam doors, break window-panes, all along the front of the building. He stepped in, closing the door behind him, and found me bending over the table: my sudden anxiety as to what he would say was very great, and akin to a fright. "May I have a cigarette?" he asked. I gave a push to the box without raising my head. "I want--want--tobacco," he muttered. I became extremely buoyant. "Just a moment." I grunted pleasantly. He took a few steps here and there. "That's over," I heard him say. A single distant clap of thunder came from the sea like a gun of distress. "The monsoon breaks up early this year," he remarked conversationally, somewhere behind me. This encouraged me to turn round, which I did as soon as I had finished addressing the last envelope. He was smoking greedily in the middle of the room, and though he heard the stir I made, he remained with his back to me for a time. ' "Come--I carried it off pretty well," he said, wheeling suddenly. "Something's paid off--not much. I wonder what's to come." His face did not show any emotion, only it appeared a little darkened and swollen, as though he had been holding his breath. He smiled reluctantly as it were, and went on while I gazed up at him mutely. . . . "Thank you, though--your room--jolly convenient--

Korean blustering: 호통치는, 사납게 불어치는, 고함치는, 세차게 몰아치는, 시끄러운, 뽐내는. buoyant: 오름세의, 경쾌한, 부력이있는, 부양성이 있는, 부력이 있는, 탄력이 있는, 시세가 기미의, 오를 기미의. conversationally: 회화로. greedily: 욕심내어, 게걸스레, 게걸스럽게. growl: 짖다, 으르렁거리는소리,

으르렁 거리다, 울리다, 불평을 터트리다, 우르르 소리, 으르렁거리며 말하다, 으르렁거리다, 으르렁거리는 소리. monsoon: 계절풍, 우기, 인도의 우기, 계절. pleasantly: 유쾌하게, 상냥하게, 즐겁게, 쾌활하게. slam: 혹평하다, 쾅, 전승하다, 쿵, 혹평, 내동댕이치다, 털썩 내려놓다, 세차게 밀어 붙이다, 세차게 밟다,

전승, 교도소. solidly: 고체, 속이 비지 않은, 순수한, 견실한, 신뢰할 수 있는, 고체의, 단결된, 두꺼운, 똑 같은, 멋진, 사이가 좋은. swollen: 부푼, 물이 불은, 과장된. unconscionable: 비양심적인, 불합리한, 터무니 없는, 양심이 없는, 부조리한. wheeling: 윤전, 노면의 상태, 수레로 나르기, 자전거 타기.

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for a chap--badly hipped." . . . The rain pattered and swished in the garden; a water-pipe (it must have had a hole in it) performed just outside the window a parody of blubbering woe with funny sobs and gurgling lamentations, interrupted by jerky spasms of silence. . . . "A bit of shelter," he mumbled and ceased.% 'A flash of faded lightning darted in through the black framework of the windows and ebbed out without any noise. I was thinking how I had best approach him (I did not want to be flung off again) when he gave a little laugh. "No better than a vagabond now" . . . the end of the cigarette smouldered between his fingers . . . "without a single--single," he pronounced slowly; "and yet . . ." He paused; the rain fell with redoubled violence. "Some day one's bound to come upon some sort of chance to get it all back again. Must!" he whispered distinctly, glaring at my boots. 'I did not even know what it was he wished so much to regain, what it was he had so terribly missed. It might have been so much that it was impossible to say. A piece of ass's skin, according to Chester. . . . He looked up at me inquisitively. "Perhaps. If life's long enough," I muttered through my teeth with unreasonable animosity. "Don't reckon too much on it." ' "Jove! I feel as if nothing could ever touch me," he said in a tone of sombre conviction. "If this business couldn't knock me over, then there's no fear of there being not enough time to--climb out, and . . ." He looked upwards. 'It struck me that it is from such as he that the great army of waifs and strays is recruited, the army that marches down, down into all the gutters of the earth. As soon as he left my room, that "bit of shelter," he would take his place in the ranks, and begin the journey towards the bottomless pit. I at least had no illusions; but it was I, too, who a moment ago had been so sure of the power of words, and now was afraid to speak, in the same way one dares not move for fear of losing a slippery hold. It is when we try to grapple with another man's intimate need that we perceive how incomprehensible, wavering, and misty are the beings that share with us the sight of the stars and the warmth of the sun. It is as if loneliness were a hard and absolute condition of existence; the envelope of

Korean animosity: 격심한 증오, 악의, 유한, 적의, 원한. bottomless: 바닥의, 앉는 부분이 없는, 밑바닥 없는, 누드의, 의자의 부분이 없는. distinctly: 뚜렷하게, 명백하게. grapple: 맞붙어 싸우다, 격투, 붙잡다, 고정하다, 꽉 쥐다, 드잡이, 접전하다, 잡기, 완수하려고 노력하다, 잡다. jerky: 갑자기 움직이는, 움찔하는, 바보같은, 경련적인, 실룩실룩

움직이는, 홱 움직이는, 말린 고기. lamentations: 예레미야 애가. loneliness: 쓸쓸함, 외로움. misty: 희미한, 막연한, 안개가 자욱한, 안개가 짙은, 안개 짙은, 분명치 않은, 안개낀, 눈물 어린, 몽롱한, 모호한, 안개가 덮인. parody: 풍자적 모방 시문, 서투른 모방, 풍자적으로 개작하다, 조롱적 개작 시문, 조롱적으로 개작하다, 패러디, 풍자적 개작 시문.

perceive: 지각하다, 이해하다, 알아채다, 인식하다. regain: 회복하다, 되찾다, 복귀하다, 로 되돌아가다, 다시 도착하다, 탈환하다, 에 귀착하다, 에 복귀하다. slippery: 불안정한, 미끄러운, 믿을 수 없는, 속임수의, 뻔뻔스러운, 의미가 선명하지 않은, 잡을 데가 없는. wavering: 떨리는, 흔들리는. woe: 비애, 재난, 고뇌, 아아, 슬프도다, 고생, 불행.

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flesh and blood on which our eyes are fixed melts before the outstretched hand, and there remains only the capricious, unconsolable, and elusive spirit that no eye can follow, no hand can grasp. It was the fear of losing him that kept me silent, for it was borne upon me suddenly and with unaccountable force that should I let him slip away into the darkness I would never forgive myself.% ' "Well. Thanks--once more. You've been--er--uncommonly--really there's no word to . . . Uncommonly! I don't know why, I am sure. I am afraid I don't feel as grateful as I would if the whole thing hadn't been so brutally sprung on me. Because at bottom . . . you, yourself . . ." He stuttered. ' "Possibly," I struck in. He frowned. ' "All the same, one is responsible." He watched me like a hawk. ' "And that's true, too," I said. ' "Well. I've gone with it to the end, and I don't intend to let any man cast it in my teeth without--without--resenting it." He clenched his fist. ' "There's yourself," I said with a smile--mirthless enough, God knows--but he looked at me menacingly. "That's my business," he said. An air of indomitable resolution came and went upon his face like a vain and passing shadow. Next moment he looked a dear good boy in trouble, as before. He flung away the cigarette. "Good-bye," he said, with the sudden haste of a man who had lingered too long in view of a pressing bit of work waiting for him; and then for a second or so he made not the slightest movement. The downpour fell with the heavy uninterrupted rush of a sweeping flood, with a sound of unchecked overwhelming fury that called to one's mind the images of collapsing bridges, of uprooted trees, of undermined mountains. No man could breast the colossal and headlong stream that seemed to break and swirl against the dim stillness in which we were precariously sheltered as if on an island. The perforated pipe gurgled, choked, spat, and splashed in odious ridicule of a swimmer fighting for his life. "It is raining," I remonstrated, "and I . . ." "Rain or shine," he began brusquely, checked himself, and walked to the window. "Perfect deluge," he muttered after a while: he leaned his forehead on the glass. "It's dark, too."

Korean choked: 메인, 숨막히는, 진저리난, 막힌. cigarette: 궐련. downpour: 억수, 호우, 억수 같은 비. elusive: 알기어려운, 용하게 빠져나가다, 포착하기어려운, 기억하기 어려운, 알기 어려운, 피하는. hawk: 매, 매사냥을 하다, 돌아다니며팔다, 알리며 다니다, 강경론자, 매를 부르다, 기침, 매파,

탐욕한사람, 기침하다, 기침하여 헤엄치는사람, 헤엄치는동물. 내뱉다. swirl: 소용돌이치다, 소용돌이, menacingly: 협박적으로. 소용돌이치게 하다, 소용돌이꼴로 outstretched: 펼친, 뻗친. 되다, 휘감기다, 빙빙돌다, overwhelming: 압도적인, 저항할 수 소용돌이에 휩쓸어 나르다, 눈보라, 없는. 아찔아찔하다, 물고기가 물속에서 perforated: 구멍이 난, 바늘 구멍이 튀는 것. 있는. unaccountable: 설명할 수 없는, ridicule: 비웃다, 비웃음, 조소, 조롱, 까닭을 알 수 없는, 책임이 없는. 놀림, 조롱거리, 조소하다, 웃음거리. unchecked: 조회받지 않은, 억제되지 swimmer: 헤엄치는 사람, 수영자, 않는, 억제되지 않은.

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' "Yes, it is very dark," I said.% 'He pivoted on his heels, crossed the room, and had actually opened the door leading into the corridor before I leaped up from my chair. "Wait," I cried, "I want you to . . ." "I can't dine with you again to-night," he flung at me, with one leg out of the room already. "I haven't the slightest intention to ask you," I shouted. At this he drew back his foot, but remained mistrustfully in the very doorway. I lost no time in entreating him earnestly not to be absurd; to come in and shut the door.'

Korean chair: 의자, 강좌, 을 의자에 앉히다, 의장직을 맡다, 을 권위있는 지위에 앉히다, 가마, 체어, 의장석회장석, 시장의 직, 전기의자-자리이 앉히다, 대학교수의 직. corridor: 복도, 회랑, 회랑지대, 회랑 지대. crossed: 횡선을 그은, 십자모양으로 놓은, 열십자로 된, 방해된, 방해되는, 교차한, 교차된, 가로 세로로 글씨를 쓴, 교차.

dine: 정찬을 들다, 식사를 하다, 식사할 수 있다, 만찬을 대접하다, 정찬을 먹다, 정찬을 대접하다. doorway: 문간, 입구. entreating: 간청의 탄원의, 간청의. foot: 발, 운각, 보병, 최하부, 아랫 부분, 산기슭, 발부분, 딛다, 걷다, 말석, 걸음. intention: 의지, 결혼할 의사, 의미, 취지, 목적, 의향, 치유, 유합, 합창. leading: 지도, 주요한, 지휘하는,

통솔, 지표, 훌륭한, 세력있는, 이끄는, 주역의, 납세공, 인도하는. leg: 다리, 달리다, 버팀대, 걷다, 자락, 지주, 한 진행 구간, 한 직행구거리, 컴퍼스 따위의 다리, 걸상 따위의 다리, 타자의 왼쪽 뒤편. shut: 닫히다, 잠기다, 잠그다, 잠가 막다, 막다, 가로막다, 폐쇄음의, 휴업하다, 폐쇄하다, 닫다, 에 가두다.

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CHAPTER 17 'He%came in at last; but I believe it was mostly the rain that did it; it was falling just then with a devastating violence which quieted down gradually while we talked. His manner was very sober and set; his bearing was that of a naturally taciturn man possessed by an idea. My talk was of the material aspect of his position; it had the sole aim of saving him from the degradation, ruin, and despair that out there close so swiftly upon a friendless, homeless man; I pleaded with him to accept my help; I argued reasonably: and every time I looked up at that absorbed smooth face, so grave and youthful, I had a disturbing sense of being no help but rather an obstacle to some mysterious, inexplicable, impalpable striving of his wounded spirit. ' "I suppose you intend to eat and drink and to sleep under shelter in the usual way," I remember saying with irritation. "You say you won't touch the money that is due to you." . . . He came as near as his sort can to making a gesture of horror. (There were three weeks and five days' pay owing him as mate of the Patna.) "Well, that's too little to matter anyhow; but what will you do tomorrow? Where will you turn? You must live . . ." "That isn't the thing," was the comment that escaped him under his breath. I ignored it, and went on combating what I assumed to be the scruples of an exaggerated delicacy. "On every conceivable ground," I concluded, "you must let me help you." "You can't," he said very simply and gently, and holding fast to some deep idea which I could detect shimmering like a pool of water in the dark, but which I despaired of ever

Korean conceivable: 생각할 수 있는, 상상할 수 있는 한의, 상상할 수 있는, 상상컨대. degradation: 좌천, 격하, 타락, 침식, 저하, 면직, 분해, 저락, 하락, 퇴보, 파면. devastating: 아주 좋은, 대단한, 호된, 지독한, 압도적인, 파괴적인, 훌륭한. disturbing: 불안하게 하는, 교란시키는, 불온한. escaped: 도망한, 탈주한.

friendless: 친지가 없는, 벗이 없는, 친구가 없는. homeless: 집없는, 집이 없는. impalpable: 무형의, 영묘한, 실체가 없는, 이해할 수 없는, 만져도 모르는, 만져 보아도 알수없는, 쉽게 이해하기 어려운, 만져도 알 수 없는. irritation: 자극, 염증, 성남, 아픔, 짜증, 화냄, 짜증나게 함, 화, 자극하는것, 짜증나는것, 성나게 함. mostly: 대개.

obstacle: 장애, 장애물. owing: 빚지고 있는, 지불해야 할, 에 기인하는. ruin: 파멸, 폐허, 손해, 파산, 몰락, 파멸시키다, 피해, 잔해, 파괴하다, 영락, 몰락한 사람. sober: 수수한, 술이 깨다, 냉정한, 취하지않은, 진지한, 분별 있는, 맑은 정신의, 마음이 가라앉다, 마음을 가라앉히다, 과장 없는, 침착해지다. taciturn: 말없는, 과묵한.

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approaching%near enough to fathom. I surveyed his well-proportioned bulk. "At any rate," I said, "I am able to help what I can see of you. I don't pretend to do more." He shook his head sceptically without looking at me. I got very warm. "But I can," I insisted. "I can do even more. I _am_ doing more. I am trusting you . . ." "The money . . ." he began. "Upon my word you deserve being told to go to the devil," I cried, forcing the note of indignation. He was startled, smiled, and I pressed my attack home. "It isn't a question of money at all. You are too superficial," I said (and at the same time I was thinking to myself: Well, here goes! And perhaps he is, after all). "Look at the letter I want you to take. I am writing to a man of whom I've never asked a favour, and I am writing about you in terms that one only ventures to use when speaking of an intimate friend. I make myself unreservedly responsible for you. That's what I am doing. And really if you will only reflect a little what that means . . ." 'He lifted his head. The rain had passed away; only the water-pipe went on shedding tears with an absurd drip, drip outside the window. It was very quiet in the room, whose shadows huddled together in corners, away from the still flame of the candle flaring upright in the shape of a dagger; his face after a while seemed suffused by a reflection of a soft light as if the dawn had broken already. ' "Jove!" he gasped out. "It is noble of you!" 'Had he suddenly put out his tongue at me in derision, I could not have felt more humiliated. I thought to myself--Serve me right for a sneaking humbug. . . . His eyes shone straight into my face, but I perceived it was not a mocking brightness. All at once he sprang into jerky agitation, like one of those flat wooden figures that are worked by a string. His arms went up, then came down with a slap. He became another man altogether. "And I had never seen," he shouted; then suddenly bit his lip and frowned. "What a bally ass I've been," he said very slow in an awed tone. . . . "You are a brick! " he cried next in a muffled voice. He snatched my hand as though he had just then seen it for the first time, and dropped it at once. "Why! this is what I--you--I . . ." he stammered, and then with a return of his old stolid, I may say mulish, manner he began heavily, "I would be a brute now if I . . ." and then his voice seemed to break. "That's all

Korean agitation: 선동, 동요, 흥분, 동란, 논의, 뒤흔들기. awed: 경외심을 나타낸. bally: 정말로, 지독하게, 지독한. brightness: 환함, 머리가 좋음, 빛남. dagger: 단도, 칼표, 이중 칼표, 무서운 눈초리로 노려보다, 심한적의를 품고. drip: 적하, 물방울, 똑똑 떨어지다, 똑똑떨어지다, 빗물받이 돌, 서교성 없는 사람, 미련한 사람, 물방울을 듣게 하다, 똑똑 떨어지는 물방울

소리, 똑똑 떨어지기, 듣다. flaring: 나팔꽃 모양의, 현란한, 벌어진, 타오르는, 저속하고 번지르르한, 너울너울 타는, 활활 타는. humbug: 협잡, 엉터리, 속임수, 협잡하다, 속이다, 속임수를 쓰다, 시시하다, 야바위, 협잡꾼. humiliated: 에게 창피를 주는. mulish: 고집센, 노새 같은, 노새와 같은.

pressed: 바쁜, 모자라서, 눌린, 다린. sceptically: 회의론적으로, 의심많게. shedding: 나누기, 흘리기, 벗은 허물, 오두막. slap: 모욕, 갑자기, 정면으로, 털썩, 찰싹, 손바닥으로 때림, 똑바로, 홱, 재빨리 바르다, 찰싹 하고 소리를 내다, 재빨리 놓다. unreservedly: 기탄없이, 솔직히, 제한없이, 거리낌없이, 기탄 없이. well-proportioned: 균형이 잘 잡힌.

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right," I said. I was almost alarmed by this display of feeling, through which pierced a strange elation. I had pulled the string accidentally, as it were; I did not fully understand the working of the toy. "I must go now," he said. "Jove! You _have_ helped me. Can't sit still. The very thing . . ." He looked at me with puzzled admiration. "The very thing . . ."% 'Of course it was the thing. It was ten to one that I had saved him from starvation--of that peculiar sort that is almost invariably associated with drink. This was all. I had not a single illusion on that score, but looking at him, I allowed myself to wonder at the nature of the one he had, within the last three minutes, so evidently taken into his bosom. I had forced into his hand the means to carry on decently the serious business of life, to get food, drink, and shelter of the customary kind while his wounded spirit, like a bird with a broken wing, might hop and flutter into some hole to die quietly of inanition there. This is what I had thrust upon him: a definitely small thing; and--behold!--by the manner of its reception it loomed in the dim light of the candle like a big, indistinct, perhaps a dangerous shadow. "You don't mind me not saying anything appropriate," he burst out. "There isn't anything one could say. Last night already you had done me no end of good. Listening to me--you know. I give you my word I've thought more than once the top of my head would fly off. . ." He darted--positively darted--here and there, rammed his hands into his pockets, jerked them out again, flung his cap on his head. I had no idea it was in him to be so airily brisk. I thought of a dry leaf imprisoned in an eddy of wind, while a mysterious apprehension, a load of indefinite doubt, weighed me down in my chair. He stood stock-still, as if struck motionless by a discovery. "You have given me confidence," he declared, soberly. "Oh! for God's sake, my dear fellow--don't!" I entreated, as though he had hurt me. "All right. I'll shut up now and henceforth. Can't prevent me thinking though. . . . Never mind! . . . I'll show yet . . ." He went to the door in a hurry, paused with his head down, and came back, stepping deliberately. "I always thought that if a fellow could begin with a clean slate . . . And now you . . . in a measure . . . yes . . . clean slate." I waved my hand, and he marched out without looking back; the sound of his footfalls died

Korean admiration: 감탄, 칭찬, 찬미, 경탄, 경이, 칭찬의 대상, 찬양의 대상. airily: 경쾌하게, 가볍게, 쾌활하게. alarmed: 불안해 하는, 겁 먹은, 깜짝 놀란. apprehension: 이해력, 우려, 체포, 두려움, 파악, 이해, 걱정. brisk: 활발한, 상쾌한, 활기있는, 기운찬, 민첩한, 팔팔한, 음료가 잘 이는, 거품이 잘 이는. customary: 관례에 의한, 습관적인,

관습상의, 통례의, 관계집, 관례집. dim: 둔한, 어둑한, 희미한, 둔하게 하다, 어둑해지다, 흐리게 하다, 흐려지다, 어슴푸레한, 둔해지다, 어둑하게 하다, 비관적인. eddy: 소용돌이, 소용돌이치게 하다, 소용돌이치다. elation: 의기 양양, 의기양양, 득의만면. hop: 홉, 춤추다, 마약, 앙감질, 아편, 뛰다, 홉 열매를 따다, 이륙하다,

도약, 짧은 여행, 홉의 열매를 따다. inanition: 공허, 영양실조, 기아. jerked: 홱 움직이는, 갑자기 말하는, 내뱉듯이 갑자기 말하는, 육포로 만든, 홱 움직이게 하는. jove: 천만에, 맹세코, 목성, 주피터. slate: 점판암, 슬레이트, 후보자 명부, 석판, 석관, 슬레이트로 이다, 예정하다, 후보자 명부에 등록하다, 혹평하다, 석판색, 석판질의. struck: 파업으로 폐쇄된.

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out gradually behind the closed door--the unhesitating tread of a man walking in broad daylight.% 'But as to me, left alone with the solitary candle, I remained strangely unenlightened. I was no longer young enough to behold at every turn the magnificence that besets our insignificant footsteps in good and in evil. I smiled to think that, after all, it was yet he, of us two, who had the light. And I felt sad. A clean slate, did he say? As if the initial word of each our destiny were not graven in imperishable characters upon the face of a rock.'

Korean behold: 보다. evil: 해악, 불길한, 나쁜, 악, 악행, 해로운, 해롭게, 사악하게, 불운한, 불행하게, 사악한. gradually: 차차, 차례로, 차츰, 단계적으로, 점차로. graven: 조각된, 감명 깊은, 마음에 새겨진, 새긴. imperishable: 불멸의, 불후의, 부패하지 않는, 불사의, 영원한. initial: 최초의, 가조인하다, 처음의,

어두의, 머리글자, 첫글자, 머리글자로 서명하다, 시초의, 낱말 첫머리, 이니셜, 첫자로 서명하다. longer: 더 길게. magnificence: 장엄, 훌륭함, 장려, 호화, 웅대. sad: 진지한, 슬픈, 어두운, 지독한, 우중충충한, 설구워진, 어이없는, 슬퍼하는, 칙칙한, 언어도단의, 잘 부풀지 않은. strangely: 이상하게, 기묘하게,

서먹서먹하게, 기묘하게도, 색다르게, 이상하게도. tread: 밟아 뭉개다, 걷다, 짓밟다, 밟다, 걸음걸이, 밟기, 교미하다, 가로장, 밟는 소리, 억누르다, 디딤판. unenlightened: 계몽되지 않은, 완미한, 진상을 모르는, 무지한, 미개의, 미개한, 사리를 모르는, 편견에 찬. unhesitating: 망설이지 않는, 민활한, 주저하지 않는, 어물거리지 않는.

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'Six months afterwards my friend (he was a cynical, more than middle-aged bachelor, with a reputation for eccentricity, and owned a rice-mill) wrote to me, and judging, from the warmth of my recommendation, that I would like to hear, enlarged a little upon Jim's perfections. These were apparently of a quiet and effective sort. "Not having been able so far to find more in my heart than a resigned toleration for any individual of my kind, I have lived till now alone in a house that even in this steaming climate could be considered as too big for one man. I have had him to live with me for some time past. It seems I haven't made a mistake." It seemed to me on reading this letter that my friend had found in his heart more than tolerance for Jim--that there were the beginnings of active liking. Of course he stated his grounds in a characteristic way. For one thing, Jim kept his freshness in the climate. Had he been a girl--my friend wrote--one could have said he was blooming-- blooming modestly--like a violet, not like some of these blatant tropical flowers. He had been in the house for six weeks, and had not as yet attempted to slap him on the back, or address him as "old boy," or try to make him feel a superannuated fossil. He had nothing of the exasperating young man's chatter. He was good-tempered, had not much to say for himself, was not clever by any means, thank goodness--wrote my friend. It appeared, however, that Jim was clever enough to be quietly appreciative of his wit, while, on the other hand, he amused him by his naiveness. "The dew is yet on him, and since I had the bright idea of giving him a room in the house and having him at

Korean appreciative: 감사의, 감상적인, 감상안이 있는, 감식력이 있는. blatant: 성가시게 참견하는, 소란스러운, 야한, 떠들썩한, 뻔뻔스러운, 속이 들여다보이는, 난한. blooming: 지독한, 활짝핀, 한차인, 어처구니없는, 번영하는, 활짝 꽃핀, 꽃 같은, 지독하게. chatter: 재잘거리다, 졸졸 흐르다, 끽끽 우는 소리, 재잘거림,

끽끽거리다, 달각달각 소리내다, 딱딱 맞부딪치다, 딱딱소리, 수다, 수다쟁이, 잘 지저귀는새. dew: 이슬이 내리다, 이슬방울, 이슬로 적시다, 이슬이 내리다-이슬로 적시다, 이슬이 내린다, 이슬, 신선함, 이슬로 젖다. eccentricity: 별남, 괴벽, 이심률, 기행, 남다름. freshness: 선명, 새로움, 생생함, 신선미, 상쾌, 산뜻함.

good-tempered: 상냥한. liking: 기호, 좋아함. middle-aged: 중년의, 중년에 알맞은. superannuated: 시대에 뒤진, 퇴직한, 노쇠한, 노쇠하여 퇴직한, 병약하여 퇴직한. toleration: 관용, 묵인, 신교의 자유, 참고 견딤, 묵허. violet: 제비꽃, 제비꽃 향기가 나는, 보라빛, 보라빛의, 보랏빛이다, 보랏빛, 제비꽃 속의 식물, 보라색의.

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meals%I feel less withered myself. The other day he took it into his head to cross the room with no other purpose but to open a door for me; and I felt more in touch with mankind than I had been for years. Ridiculous, isn't it? Of course I guess there is something--some awful little scrape-- which you know all about-but if I am sure that it is terribly heinous, I fancy one could manage to forgive it. For my part, I declare I am unable to imagine him guilty of anything much worse than robbing an orchard. Is it much worse? Perhaps you ought to have told me; but it is such a long time since we both turned saints that you may have forgotten we, too, had sinned in our time? It may be that some day I shall have to ask you, and then I shall expect to be told. I don't care to question him myself till I have some idea what it is. Moreover, it's too soon as yet. Let him open the door a few times more for me. . . ." Thus my friend. I was trebly pleased-- at Jim's shaping so well, at the tone of the letter, at my own cleverness. Evidently I had known what I was doing. I had read characters aright, and so on. And what if something unexpected and wonderful were to come of it? That evening, reposing in a deckchair under the shade of my own poop awning (it was in Hong-Kong harbour), I laid on Jim's behalf the first stone of a castle in Spain. 'I made a trip to the northward, and when I returned I found another letter from my friend waiting for me. It was the first envelope I tore open. "There are no spoons missing, as far as I know," ran the first line; "I haven't been interested enough to inquire. He is gone, leaving on the breakfast-table a formal little note of apology, which is either silly or heartless. Probably both--and it's all one to me. Allow me to say, lest you should have some more mysterious young men in reserve, that I have shut up shop, definitely and for ever. This is the last eccentricity I shall be guilty of. Do not imagine for a moment that I care a hang; but he is very much regretted at tennis-parties, and for my own sake I've told a plausible lie at the club. . . ." I flung the letter aside and started looking through the batch on my table, till I came upon Jim's handwriting. Would you believe it? One chance in a hundred! But it is always that hundredth chance! That little second engineer of the Patna had turned up in a more or less destitute state, and got a temporary job of looking after the machinery of the mill. "I couldn't stand the familiarity of the little beast," Jim wrote from a seaport seven hundred miles

Korean apology: 사과, 명색뿐인 것, 변명, 사죄, 해명. aright: 바르게, 정확히. awning: 차일, 천막, 비막이. batch: 한 떼, 한 묶음, 한 번 구운 분량, 한 번 굽기, 한 솥, 일괄, 한 차례 굽는 양, 일회분으로 처리하다, 일회분으로 정리하다, 일군. behalf: 위하여, 이익. declare: 언명하다, 선언하다, 성명하다, 신고하다, 공언하다,

언명해 놓고 그만두다, 신고하다공언하다, 단언하다, 나타내다, 알리다, 포고하다. destitute: 결핍한, 군색한, 빈곤한. familiarity: 친교, 친함, 허울없음, 친숙함, 친밀, 무엄한, 무간함, 치근치근함, 익히 앎, 임의로움, 스스럼 없음. handwriting: 필적, 육필, 필사본. heartless: 무정한. heinous: 가증한, 극악무도한,

가증스러운. hundredth: 백번째의, 제 백의, 백분의 일, 백 번째의 것, 백의 것, 백의, 백번째의 사람, 백의 사람, 백, 백번째. mankind: 남성, 인간, 인류. orchard: 과수원, 과수원의 전체 과수. plausible: 그럴 듯한, 말솜씨가 좋은, 그럴듯한. trebly: 고음으로, 세 가지 모양으로, 세 겹으로.

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south of the place where he should have been in clover. "I am now for the time with Egstrom & Blake, ship-chandlers, as their--well-- runner, to call the thing by its right name. For reference I gave them your name, which they know of course, and if you could write a word in my favour it would be a permanent employment." I was utterly crushed under the ruins of my castle, but of course I wrote as desired. Before the end of the year my new charter took me that way, and I had an opportunity of seeing him.% 'He was still with Egstrom & Blake, and we met in what they called "our parlour" opening out of the store. He had that moment come in from boarding a ship, and confronted me head down, ready for a tussle. "What have you got to say for yourself?" I began as soon as we had shaken hands. "What I wrote you-nothing more," he said stubbornly. "Did the fellow blab--or what?" I asked. He looked up at me with a troubled smile. "Oh, no! He didn't. He made it a kind of confidential business between us. He was most damnably mysterious whenever I came over to the mill; he would wink at me in a respectful manner--as much as to say 'We know what we know.' Infernally fawning and familiar--and that sort of thing . . ." He threw himself into a chair and stared down his legs. "One day we happened to be alone and the fellow had the cheek to say, 'Well, Mr. James'--I was called Mr. James there as if I had been the son-- 'here we are together once more. This is better than the old ship-- ain't it?' . . . Wasn't it appalling, eh? I looked at him, and he put on a knowing air. 'Don't you be uneasy, sir,' he says. 'I know a gentleman when I see one, and I know how a gentleman feels. I hope, though, you will be keeping me on this job. I had a hard time of it too, along of that rotten old Patna racket.' Jove! It was awful. I don't know what I should have said or done if I had not just then heard Mr. Denver calling me in the passage. It was tiffin-time, and we walked together across the yard and through the garden to the bungalow. He began to chaff me in his kindly way . . . I believe he liked me . . ." 'Jim was silent for a while. ' "I know he liked me. That's what made it so hard. Such a splendid man! . . . That morning he slipped his hand under my arm. . . . He, too, was familiar with

Korean appalling: 대단한, 섬뜩한, 심한, fawning: 아양부리는, 알랑거리는, 끔찍한, 무서운, 오싹 소름이 끼치는, 아첨하는. 질리는. kindly: 친절한, 쾌히, 기꺼이, bungalow: 방갈로. 상냥하게, 상냥한, 온하한, 쾌히 clover: 클로버, 토끼풀. 받아들이다, 친절히, 기후 따위가 crushed: 진압하는, 압착하는, 쑤셔 온화한, 온화한, 자연히. 넣는, 서로 밀고 들어가는, 밀어 넣는, parlour: 객실, 거실, 응접실, 면회실, 무너지는, 눌러 부수는, 궤멸시키는, 특별 휴게실, 객실용의, 영업소, 원래 구김살투성이로 만드는. 객실, 원래 객실풍으로 설비한 denver: 덴버. 영업소, 클럽 따위의 특별 담화실, eh: 그렇지요?, 엣?, 뭐?. 특별 담화실.

respectful: 정중한, 경의를 표하는, 공손한, 존중하는. ruins: 손해. runner: 달리는 사람, 덩굴, 밀수업자, 순경, 활주부, 활주삭, 굴대, 포복지, 훈눈썹뜸부기, 주자, 활주면. troubled: 난처한, 거칠은, 소란한, 교란된, 근심스러운. tussle: 격투, 격투하다. utterly: 아주, 완전히, 완전한, 전혀, 순전히.

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me." He burst into a short laugh, and dropped his chin on his breast. "Pah! When I remembered how that mean little beast had been talking to me," he began suddenly in a vibrating voice, "I couldn't bear to think of myself . . . I suppose you know . . ." I nodded. . . . "More like a father," he cried; his voice sank. "I would have had to tell him. I couldn't let it go on--could I?" "Well?" I murmured, after waiting a while. "I preferred to go," he said slowly; "this thing must be buried."% 'We could hear in the shop Blake upbraiding Egstrom in an abusive, strained voice. They had been associated for many years, and every day from the moment the doors were opened to the last minute before closing, Blake, a little man with sleek, jetty hair and unhappy, beady eyes, could be heard rowing his partner incessantly with a sort of scathing and plaintive fury. The sound of that everlasting scolding was part of the place like the other fixtures; even strangers would very soon come to disregard it completely unless it be perhaps to mutter "Nuisance," or to get up suddenly and shut the door of the "parlour." Egstrom himself, a raw-boned, heavy Scandinavian, with a busy manner and immense blonde whiskers, went on directing his people, checking parcels, making out bills or writing letters at a stand-up desk in the shop, and comported himself in that clatter exactly as though he had been stone-deaf. Now and again he would emit a bothered perfunctory "Sssh," which neither produced nor was expected to produce the slightest effect. "They are very decent to me here," said Jim. "Blake's a little cad, but Egstrom's all right." He stood up quickly, and walking with measured steps to a tripod telescope standing in the window and pointed at the roadstead, he applied his eye to it. "There's that ship which has been becalmed outside all the morning has got a breeze now and is coming in," he remarked patiently; "I must go and board." We shook hands in silence, and he turned to go. "Jim!" I cried. He looked round with his hand on the lock. "You--you have thrown away something like a fortune." He came back to me all the way from the door. "Such a splendid old chap," he said. "How could I? How could I?" His lips twitched. "Here it does not matter." "Oh! you--you--" I began, and had to cast about for a suitable word, but before I became aware that there was no name that would just do, he was gone. I heard outside Egstrom's deep gentle voice saying

Korean abusive: 남용하는, 입사나운, 독설의, 입 사나운, 학대하는, 남용. beady: 구슬 같은, 비즈로 장식한, 비즈 같은, 거품이 이는, 거품 이는, 구슬로 장식한. cad: 비열한 사람, 비열한사람, 컴퓨터 원용 설계, 컴퓨터 원용 제조, 치사한 사람. clatter: 떠들썩하게 지껄이다, 떠들썩함, 달가닥달가닥울리다, 떠들썩한 소리지껄임,

달가닥달가닥하는 소리, 덜걱덜걱소리, 달가닥달가닥울리게 하다, 소란스런 소리를 내며 움직이다, 수다, 수다스럽게, 재잘거리다. emit: 발하다, 발행하다, 내다, 토로하다, 방사하다. pah: 체, 흐응. patiently: 끈기 있게. perfunctory: 형식적인, 기계적인, 되는 대로의, 마지못해 하는.

plaintive: 애처로운, 슬픈, 슬픈 듯한. rowing: 로잉, 배젓기, 저정용의, 조정. scathing: 해치는, 호된. stand-up: 선 채로 하는, 서 있는, 정정당당한, 서 있는 것. stone-deaf: 귀가 아주 안들리는. tripod: 삼각, 삼각 걸상, 삼각의, 삼각 의자, 삼각기, 삼각대, 그 모조품. upbraiding: 비판, 비난, 비난하는, 나무라는, 비난하는 질책. whiskers: 구레나룻.

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cheerily, "That's the Sarah W. Granger, Jimmy. You must manage to be first aboard"; and directly Blake struck in, screaming after the manner of an outraged cockatoo, "Tell the captain we've got some of his mail here. That'll fetch him. D'ye hear, Mister What's-your-name?" And there was Jim answering Egstrom with something boyish in his tone. "All right. I'll make a race of it." He seemed to take refuge in the boat-sailing part of that sorry business.% 'I did not see him again that trip, but on my next (I had a six months' charter) I went up to the store. Ten yards away from the door Blake's scolding met my ears, and when I came in he gave me a glance of utter wretchedness; Egstrom, all smiles, advanced, extending a large bony hand. "Glad to see you, captain. . . . Sssh. . . . Been thinking you were about due back here. What did you say, sir? . . . Sssh. . . . Oh! him! He has left us. Come into the parlour." . . . After the slam of the door Blake's strained voice became faint, as the voice of one scolding desperately in a wilderness. . . . "Put us to a great inconvenience, too. Used us badly--I must say . . ." "Where's he gone to? Do you know?" I asked. "No. It's no use asking either," said Egstrom, standing bewhiskered and obliging before me with his arms hanging down his sides clumsily, and a thin silver watch-chain looped very low on a rucked-up blue serge waistcoat. "A man like that don't go anywhere in particular." I was too concerned at the news to ask for the explanation of that pronouncement, and he went on. "He left--let's see--the very day a steamer with returning pilgrims from the Red Sea put in here with two blades of her propeller gone. Three weeks ago now." "Wasn't there something said about the Patna case?" I asked, fearing the worst. He gave a start, and looked at me as if I had been a sorcerer. "Why, yes! How do you know? Some of them were talking about it here. There was a captain or two, the manager of Vanlo's engineering shop at the harbour, two or three others, and myself. Jim was in here too, having a sandwich and a glass of beer; when we are busy--you see, captain-there's no time for a proper tiffin. He was standing by this table eating sandwiches, and the rest of us were round the telescope watching that steamer come in; and by-and-by Vanlo's manager began to talk about the chief of the Patna; he had done some repairs for him once, and from that he went on to tell us what an old ruin she was, and the money that had been made out of her. He

Korean bewhiskered: 구레나룻을 기른, 케케묵은, 진부한. bony: 골질의, 뼈의, 뼈만 앙상한, 뼈가 많은, 뼈대가 굵은. clumsily: 재치없이, 맵시없이, 솜씨없이. cockatoo: 소농, 앵무새의 일종, 큰 앵무새. granger: 농가 공제 조합원, 농민, 농군. inconvenience: 불편, 부자유, 폐,

귀찮음, 불편을 느끼게하다, 불편을 주다, 불편한것, 폐를 끼치다, 귀찮은 일, 불편한 것, 에게 불편을 느끼게 하다. looped: 고리가 달린, 동그라미가 된, 취한. outraged: 윤리 따위를 어기는, 에게 폭행하는, 어기는, 법률 따위를 어기는, 격분시키는. serge: 서지, 세루. sorcerer: 마법사, 마술사.

strained: 억지의, 팽팽한, 긴박한, 긴장한, 긴장된, 억지로 지어낸, 부자연스러운. telescope: 짧아지다, 망원경, 박다, 짧게하다, 끼워 넣다, 끼워넣는 식의, 망원경자리, 짧게 하다, 끼워지다. utter: 말하다, 전적인, 절대적인, 완전한, 행사하다, 나타내다, 발음하다, 순전한, 무조건의, 발언하다, 입 밖에 내다. wretchedness: 야비, 불쾌, 연민.

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came to mention her last voyage, %and then we all struck in. Some said one thing and some another--not'much--what you or any other man might say; and there was some laughing. Captain O'Brien of the Sarah W. Granger, a large, noisy old man with a stick--he was sitting listening to us in this arm-chair here-- he let drive suddenly with his stick at the floor, and roars out, 'Skunks!' . . . Made us all jump. Vanlo's manager winks at us and asks, 'What's the matter, Captain O'Brien?' 'Matter! matter!' the old man began to shout; 'what are you Injuns laughing at? It's no laughing matter. It's a disgrace to human natur'--that's what it is. I would despise being seen in the same room with one of those men. Yes, sir!' He seemed to catch my eye like, and I had to speak out of civility. 'Skunks!' says I, 'of course, Captain O'Brien, and I wouldn't care to have them here myself, so you're quite safe in this room, Captain O'Brien. Have a little something cool to drink.' 'Dam' your drink, Egstrom,' says he, with a twinkle in his eye; 'when I want a drink I will shout for it. I am going to quit. It stinks here now.' At this all the others burst out laughing, and out they go after the old man. And then, sir, that blasted Jim he puts down the sandwich he had in his hand and walks round the table to me; there was his glass of beer poured out quite full. 'I am off,' he says--just like this. 'It isn't half-past one yet,' says I; 'you might snatch a smoke first.' I thought he meant it was time for him to go down to his work. When I understood what he was up to, my arms fell--so! Can't get a man like that every day, you know, sir; a regular devil for sailing a boat; ready to go out miles to sea to meet ships in any sort of weather. More than once a captain would come in here full of it, and the first thing he would say would be, 'That's a reckless sort of a lunatic you've got for water-clerk, Egstrom. I was feeling my way in at daylight under short canvas when there comes flying out of the mist right under my forefoot a boat half under water, sprays going over the mast-head, two frightened niggers on the bottom boards, a yelling fiend at the tiller. Hey! hey! Ship ahoy! ahoy! Captain! Hey! hey! Egstrom & Blake's man first to speak to you! Hey! hey! Egstrom & Blake! Hallo! hey! whoop! Kick the niggers--out reefs--a squall on at the time--shoots ahead whooping and yelling to me to make sail and he would give me a lead in--more like a demon than a man. Never saw a boat handled like that in all my life. Couldn't have been drunk--was he? Such a quiet,

Korean ahoy: 어어이. 놓아버리다, 면하여, 자유로와, 움켜잡으려들다. civility: 정중한 태도, 정중, 정중함, 떠나다, 떠나가다, 일을 중지하다, 일 twinkle: 빤짝 빤짝 빛나다, 깜짝임, 예의바름, 공손, 예의바른말, 따위를 그만두다, 용서받은. 깜빡할 사이, 빤짝임, 순간, 반짝하고 예의바른 태도, 예의바른 말, 정중한 reckless: 개의치 않는, 무모한, 분별 빛내다, 반짝반짝 빛나다, 반짝거림, 말. 없는, 앞뒤를 가리지 않는. 경쾌하게 움직이다, 경쾌한 움직임, daylight: 일광, 주간, 낮, 틈, 눈, 이해, sandwich: 샌드위치, 사이에 끼우다, 깜빡거림. 의식. 샌드위치 모양의 것, 끼워 넣다, whoop: 후우후우 울다, 외치는 소리, demon: 악마, 귀신, 일에 비범한 사람, 샌드위치 케이크. 큰소리로 외치다, 소리지르며 말하다, 정령, 귀재. snatch: 와락 붙잡다, 잡아챔, 작은 후우후우 우는 소리, 그르렁거리는 forefoot: 앞발. 조각, 강탈, 급히 먹다, 한입, 단시간, 소리, 그르렁거리다, 탁탕을 내다, quit: 그만두다, 사퇴하다, 포기하다, 단편, 잡으려고 하다, 용하게 얻다, 탁을 내다, 만들어내다, 탁치다.

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soft-spoken chap too--blush like a girl when he came on board. . . .' I tell you, Captain Marlow, nobody had a chance against us with a strange ship when Jim was out. The other ship-chandlers just kept their old customers, and . . ." 'Egstrom appeared overcome with emotion.% ' "Why, sir--it seemed as though he wouldn't mind going a hundred miles out to sea in an old shoe to nab a ship for the firm. If the business had been his own and all to make yet, he couldn't have done more in that way. And now . . . all at once . . . like this! Thinks I to myself: 'Oho! a rise in the screw--that's the trouble-is it?' 'All right,' says I, 'no need of all that fuss with me, Jimmy. Just mention your figure. Anything in reason.' He looks at me as if he wanted to swallow something that stuck in his throat. 'I can't stop with you.' 'What's that blooming joke?' I asks. He shakes his head, and I could see in his eye he was as good as gone already, sir. So I turned to him and slanged him till all was blue. 'What is it you're running away from?' I asks. 'Who has been getting at you? What scared you? You haven't as much sense as a rat; they don't clear out from a good ship. Where do you expect to get a better berth?--you this and you that.' I made him look sick, I can tell you. 'This business ain't going to sink,' says I. He gave a big jump. 'Good-bye,' he says, nodding at me like a lord; 'you ain't half a bad chap, Egstrom. I give you my word that if you knew my reasons you wouldn't care to keep me.' 'That's the biggest lie you ever told in your life,' says I; 'I know my own mind.' He made me so mad that I had to laugh. 'Can't you really stop long enough to drink this glass of beer here, you funny beggar, you?' I don't know what came over him; he didn't seem able to find the door; something comical, I can tell you, captain. I drank the beer myself. 'Well, if you're in such a hurry, here's luck to you in your own drink,' says I; 'only, you mark my words, if you keep up this game you'll very soon find that the earth ain't big enough to hold you--that's all.' He gave me one black look, and out he rushed with a face fit to scare little children." 'Egstrom snorted bitterly, and combed one auburn whisker with knotty fingers. "Haven't been able to get a man that was any good since. It's nothing but

Korean auburn: 적갈색의, 적갈색. bitterly: 쓰게, 격심하게, 비참하게, 몹시, 살을 에듯이, 통렬히. comical: 우스꽝스러운, 익살스러운, 만화의, 희극의. fuss: 야단법석, 싸움, 속타게하다, 말다툼하다, 몸달아 설침, 떠들어대는사람, 떠들게 하다, 떠들어대는 사람, 야단법석하는 사람, 법석을 떨게 하다, 몸달아 설치다. knotty: 엉킨, 마디 많은, 해결이

어려운, 매듭 있는, 결절이 있는, 결절의, 분규된. luck: 행운, 불행히도, 운, 불운. nab: 붙잡다, 체포하다, 후닥닥 먹다, 잡다, 움켜쥐다, 잡아채다, 무알콜 맥주. rat: 쥐, 쥐를 잡다, 변절하다, 다리, 밀고자, 파업 파괴자, 탈당자, 스파이, 비열한 인간, 배신자, 탈당하다. scare: 겁냄, 깜짝 놀라게 하다, 겁을 집어먹다, 으르다, 놀람, 깜짝 놀라는

일, 겁, 놀라게 하여 쫓아버리다, 소동, 위협하다, 겁내다. scared: 깜짝 놀란, 겁에 질린, 겁을 집어먹은, 하기가 겁나는. shoe: 구두, 신, 편자, 단화, 접촉부, 끝쇠, 타이어의 외피, 이왕 내친 걸음이면 끝까지, 집전장치, 구두를 신기다, 구두 모양의 것. soft-spoken: 부드러운. whisker: 구레나룻, 침상결정, 수염 결정, 얼마 안 되는 거리, 턱.

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worry, worry, worry in business. And where might you have come across him, captain, if it's fair to ask?"% ' "He was the mate of the Patna that voyage," I said, feeling that I owed some explanation. For a time Egstrom remained very still, with his fingers plunged in the hair at the side of his face, and then exploded. "And who the devil cares about that?" "I daresay no one," I began . . . "And what the devil is he--anyhow-for to go on like this?" He stuffed suddenly his left whisker into his mouth and stood amazed. "Jee!" he exclaimed, "I told him the earth wouldn't be big enough to hold his caper." '

Korean captain: 주장, 장, 육군대위, 함장, 선장, 의 장이 되다, 우두머리, 거물, 지휘자, 명장, 해군 대령. devil: 악마, 악인, 하청일을 하다, 짓찢다, 괴롭히다, 고기에 후추를 발라 굽다, 비상한 정력가, 비상한 정력가-고기에 후추를 발라 굽다, 괴상한 우상, 지독한, 제기랄. explanation: 설명, 변명, 뜻, 해명, 해석, 해설, 설명이 되는 말, 의견 나누기.

fair: 깨끗한, 아름다운, 순조로운, 갠, 큰소리로 말하다, 입에 넣고 씹다, 정중한, 금발의, 여성, 장애물이 없는, 입에 자근자근 씹다, 재갈이나 고삐에 유망한, 품평회, 철저한. 길들게 하다, 언어 기관으로서의 입. feeling: 느낌, 감각, 촉감, 감수성, worry: 걱정, 근심, 괴로워하다, 동정, 지각, 흥분, 감각이 있는, 물어뜯어 괴롭히다, 괴롭히다, 고생, 다감한, 느끼는, 감정. 걱정하다, 걱정시키다, 동물을 hold: 지탱하다, 소유하다, 끌다, 품다, 물어뜯어 괴롭히다, 물고 흔들다, 효력이 있다, 유지하다, 견디다, 풀려고 애쓰다. 보류하다, 잡다, 쥐다, 나아가다. mouth: 입, 찡그린 얼굴, 부양 가족, 출입구, 건방진 말투, 찌푸린 얼굴,

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CHAPTER 19 'I%have told you these two episodes at length to show his manner of dealing with himself under the new conditions of his life. There were many others of the sort, more than I could count on the fingers of my two hands. They were all equally tinged by a high-minded absurdity of intention which made their futility profound and touching. To fling away your daily bread so as to get your hands free for a grapple with a ghost may be an act of prosaic heroism. Men had done it before (though we who have lived know full well that it is not the haunted soul but the hungry body that makes an outcast), and men who had eaten and meant to eat every day had applauded the creditable folly. He was indeed unfortunate, for all his recklessness could not carry him out from under the shadow. There was always a doubt of his courage. The truth seems to be that it is impossible to lay the ghost of a fact. You can face it or shirk it--and I have come across a man or two who could wink at their familiar shades. Obviously Jim was not of the winking sort; but what I could never make up my mind about was whether his line of conduct amounted to shirking his ghost or to facing him out. 'I strained my mental eyesight only to discover that, as with the complexion of all our actions, the shade of difference was so delicate that it was impossible to say. It might have been flight and it might have been a mode of combat. To the common mind he became known as a rolling stone, because this was the funniest part: he did after a time become perfectly known, and even notorious, within the

Korean complexion: 안색, 외관, 형세, 모양, 양상, 형편, 혈색, 얼굴빛, 얼굴의 살갗. creditable: 명예가 되는, 칭찬할 만한, 신용할 만한, 신용할 수 있는, 명예성. eyesight: 시력, 시각, 시야. fling: 시도, 내던지다, 돌진하다, 뿌리다, 메어치다, 방종, 갑자기 내뻗다, 태질치다, 욕, 발질, 시험. folly: 어리석음, 어리석은 짓, 어리석게 돈만 많이 들인 물건, 우론,

막대한 돈을 들인 어처구니없는 큰 건축, 글래머 걸 출연자, 어리석은 행동. futility: 무용, 무익한 짓. grapple: 맞붙어 싸우다, 격투, 붙잡다, 고정하다, 꽉 쥐다, 드잡이, 접전하다, 잡기, 완수하려고 노력하다, 잡다. heroism: 영웅적 자질, 영웅적 행위, 영웅적자질. high-minded: 고상한. prosaic: 평범한, 지루한, 산문적인,

산문체의, 산문의, 무미건조한. recklessness: 무모, 무분별. shirk: 게을리 하다, 피하다, 책임을 회피하다, 기피자, 회피하다. touching: 감동시키는, 애처로운, 에 관하여, 에 관해서, 감동적인. wink: 눈짓하다, 반짝이다, 기운차게, 깜박이다, 눈깜박임, 보고도 못본체하다, 눈을 깜빡이다, 눈짓, 눈짓으로 신호하다, 깜박임, 윙크하다.

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circle%of his wanderings (which had a diameter of, say, three thousand miles), in the same way as an eccentric character is known to a whole countryside. For instance, in Bankok, where he found employment with Yucker Brothers, charterers and teak merchants, it was almost pathetic to see him go about in sunshine hugging his secret, which was known to the very up-country logs on the river. Schomberg, the keeper of the hotel where he boarded, a hirsute Alsatian of manly bearing and an irrepressible retailer of all the scandalous gossip of the place, would, with both elbows on the table, impart an adorned version of the story to any guest who cared to imbibe knowledge along with the more costly liquors. "And, mind you, the nicest fellow you could meet," would be his generous conclusion; "quite superior." It says a lot for the casual crowd that frequented Schomberg's establishment that Jim managed to hang out in Bankok for a whole six months. I remarked that people, perfect strangers, took to him as one takes to a nice child. His manner was reserved, but it was as though his personal appearance, his hair, his eyes, his smile, made friends for him wherever he went. And, of course, he was no fool. I heard Siegmund Yucker (native of Switzerland), a gentle creature ravaged by a cruel dyspepsia, and so frightfully lame that his head swung through a quarter of a circle at every step he took, declare appreciatively that for one so young he was "of great gabasidy," as though it had been a mere question of cubic contents. "Why not send him up country?" I suggested anxiously. (Yucker Brothers had concessions and teak forests in the interior.) "If he has capacity, as you say, he will soon get hold of the work. And physically he is very fit. His health is always excellent." "Ach! It's a great ting in dis goundry to be vree vrom tispep-shia," sighed poor Yucker enviously, casting a stealthy glance at the pit of his ruined stomach. I left him drumming pensively on his desk and muttering, "Es ist ein' Idee. Es ist ein' Idee." Unfortunately, that very evening an unpleasant affair took place in the hotel. 'I don't know that I blame Jim very much, but it was a truly regrettable incident. It belonged to the lamentable species of bar-room scuffles, and the other party to it was a cross-eyed Dane of sorts whose visiting-card recited, under his misbegotten name: first lieutenant in the Royal Siamese Navy. The fellow, of course, was utterly hopeless at billiards, but did not like to be beaten, I

Korean appreciatively: 눈이높게, 감상안이 있게. billiards: 당구. cross-eyed: 내사시의, 모들뜨기눈의. dyspepsia: 소화불량. enviously: 시기하여, 부러워하게, 질투하여. frightfully: 지독히, 무시무시하게, 무섭게, 몹시. hirsute: 털많은, 숱이 많은. imbibe: 마시다, 흡수하다, 섭취하다,

동화하다, 받아 들이다. impart: 전하다, 곁들이다, 나눠 주다덧붙이다, 말해버리다, 알리다, 주다, 첨가하다, 나누어주다. lame: 절름발이의, 절름발이로 만들다, 불충분한, 앞뒤가 맞지 않는, 절름발이가 절룩거리다, 절름발이가 되다, 운율이 불완전한, 불완전한, 불구의, 라메. lamentable: 슬픈, 통탄할. misbegotten: 서출의, 형편없는, 덜된,

멸시한 만한, 사생아의, 꼴사나운, 사생아의 불운한 태생의, 쓸모없는. pensively: 생각에 잠긴 채로, 구슬프게. regrettable: 유감스러운, 가엾은, 아까운, 후회되는, 안된, 섭섭한, 서운한, 분한, 개탄할, 애처로운. scandalous: 명예롭지 못한, 못된, 중상적인, 수치스러운, 중상하는. teak: 티크재, 티크, 티크나무. ting: 딸랑딸랑.

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suppose. %He had had enough to drink to turn nasty after the sixth game, and make some scornful remark at Jim's expense. Most of the people there didn't hear what was said, and those who had heard seemed to have had all precise recollection scared out of them by the appalling nature of the consequences that immediately ensued. It was very lucky for the Dane that he could swim, because the room opened on a verandah and the Menam flowed below very wide and black. A boat-load of Chinamen, bound, as likely as not, on some thieving expedition, fished out the officer of the King of Siam, and Jim turned up at about midnight on board my ship without a hat. "Everybody in the room seemed to know," he said, gasping yet from the contest, as it were. He was rather sorry, on general principles, for what had happened, though in this case there had been, he said, "no option." But what dismayed him was to find the nature of his burden as well known to everybody as though he had gone about all that time carrying it on his shoulders. Naturally after this he couldn't remain in the place. He was universally condemned for the brutal violence, so unbecoming a man in his delicate position; some maintained he had been disgracefully drunk at the time; others criticised his want of tact. Even Schomberg was very much annoyed. "He is a very nice young man," he said argumentatively to me, "but the lieutenant is a first-rate fellow too. He dines every night at my table d'hote, you know. And there's a billiard-cue broken. I can't allow that. First thing this morning I went over with my apologies to the lieutenant, and I think I've made it all right for myself; but only think, captain, if everybody started such games! Why, the man might have been drowned! And here I can't run out into the next street and buy a new cue. I've got to write to Europe for them. No, no! A temper like that won't do!" . . . He was extremely sore on the subject. 'This was the worst incident of all in his--his retreat. Nobody could deplore it more than myself; for if, as somebody said hearing him mentioned, "Oh yes! I know. He has knocked about a good deal out here," yet he had somehow avoided being battered and chipped in the process. This last affair, however, made me seriously uneasy, because if his exquisite sensibilities were to go the length of involving him in pot-house shindies, he would lose his name of an inoffensive, if aggravating, fool, and acquire that of a common loafer. For all my

Korean aggravating: 더욱 악화하는, 약오르는, 괴롭히는, 심한, 악화시키는, 화나는. argumentatively: 의론적으로. battered: 오래 써서 낡은, 지쳐서 초라해진, 박살난, 박사난. brutal: 잔인한, 짐승같은, 야수성, 짐승같이 만들다, 무도, 잔인, 짐승의. cue: 큐, 기분, 역할, 단서, 계기, 신호, 행동을 유도하는 자극, 연주 지시 악절, 행동 개시의 지시를 주다,

실마리, 에게 신호를 주다. deplore: 비탄하다. disgracefully: 불명예스럽게, 면목 없게. exquisite: 절묘한, 정교한, 예민한, 멋쟁이 남자, 우미한, 우아한, 더할나위 없는, 깊은, 취미가 까다로운 사람, 취미가까다로운사람, 아주 아름다운. inoffensive: 해가 되지 않는, 해롭지 않은, 악의가 없는, 불쾌감을 주지

않는, 불쾌감을 느끼게 하지 않는, 거슬리지 않는, 해를 안끼치는. mentioned: 상기한, 언급한, 말하는. tact: 재치, 촉감, 요령, 솜씨, 재주, 박자. unbecoming: 어울리지 않는, 맞지 않는, 보기 흉한, 버릇없는, 온당치 못한. universally: 도처에, 보편적으로, 널리, 일반적으로, 예외 없이, 전칭적으로.

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confidence in him I could not help reflecting that in such cases from the name to the thing itself is but a step. I suppose you will understand that by that time I could not think of washing my hands of him. I took him away from Bankok in my ship, and we had a longish passage. It was pitiful to see how he shrank within himself. A seaman, even if a mere passenger, takes an interest in a ship, and looks at the sea-life around him with the critical enjoyment of a painter, for instance, looking at another man's work. In every sense of the expression he is "on deck"; but my Jim, for the most part, skulked down below as though he had been a stowaway. He infected me so that I avoided speaking on professional matters, such as would suggest themselves naturally to two sailors during a passage. For whole days we did not exchange a word; I felt extremely unwilling to give orders to my officers in his presence. Often, when alone with him on deck or in the cabin, we didn't know what to do with our eyes.% 'I placed him with De Jongh, as you know, glad enough to dispose of him in any way, yet persuaded that his position was now growing intolerable. He had lost some of that elasticity which had enabled him to rebound back into his uncompromising position after every overthrow. One day, coming ashore, I saw him standing on the quay; the water of the roadstead and the sea in the offing made one smooth ascending plane, and the outermost ships at anchor seemed to ride motionless in the sky. He was waiting for his boat, which was being loaded at our feet with packages of small stores for some vessel ready to leave. After exchanging greetings, we remained silent--side by side. "Jove!" he said suddenly, "this is killing work." 'He smiled at me; I must say he generally could manage a smile. I made no reply. I knew very well he was not alluding to his duties; he had an easy time of it with De Jongh. Nevertheless, as soon as he had spoken I became completely convinced that the work was killing. I did not even look at him. "Would you like," said I, "to leave this part of the world altogether; try California or the West Coast? I'll see what I can do . . ." He interrupted me a little scornfully. "What difference would it make?" . . . I felt at once convinced that he was right. It would make no difference; it was not relief he wanted; I seemed to perceive dimly that

Korean dimly: 희미하게, 어둑하게, 어스레하게, 어슴푸레하게, 어렴풋이, 아련히. dispose: 배치하다, 일의 성패를 결정하다, 처리하다, 충당하다, 할 마음이 나게 하다, 의 경향을 갖게 하다, 일의 추세를 결정하다. elasticity: 탄력, 융통성, 신축성, 순응성, 탄성, 불행에서 일어서는 힘, 융통성 있음, 쾌활, 쾌활함, 불행에서 일어서는.

enjoyment: 향락, 기쁨, 보유, 향유. greetings: 인사. infected: 병균을 혼입하는, 병독을 혼입하는, 영향을 미치는, 감염되는, 물들게 하, 물들이는. intolerable: 견딜 수 없는, 과도한, 참을수 없는, 애타는, 약오르는. longish: 기름한, 길쭉한. offing: 난바다. outermost: 정상의, 맨 뒤의, 맨 꼭대기의, 가장 밖의, 가장 먼, 가장

바깥쪽의. overthrow: 뒤집어 엎다, 전복, 파괴, 타도하다, 타도, 전복시키다, 정복. rebound: 반동, 반발, 되돌아오다, 리바운드, 되튐, 반향하다, 반향, 다시 일어서다, 되 튀다, 산울림, 반향시키다. stowaway: 밀항자, 무임승차자. uncompromising: 강경한, 완고한, 양보하지 않은, 단호한, 타협하지 않는.

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what he wanted, what he was, as it were, waiting for, was something not easy to define--something in the nature of an opportunity. I had given him many opportunities, but they had been merely opportunities to earn his bread. Yet what more could any man do? The position struck me as hopeless, and poor Brierly's saying recurred to me, "Let him creep twenty feet underground and stay there." Better that, I thought, than this waiting above ground for the impossible. Yet one could not be sure even of that. There and then, before his boat was three oars' lengths away from the quay, I had made up my mind to go and consult Stein in the evening.% 'This Stein was a wealthy and respected merchant. His "house" (because it was a house, Stein & Co., and there was some sort of partner who, as Stein said, "looked after the Moluccas") had a large inter-island business, with a lot of trading posts established in the most out-of-the-way places for collecting the produce. His wealth and his respectability were not exactly the reasons why I was anxious to seek his advice. I desired to confide my difficulty to him because he was one of the most trustworthy men I had ever known. The gentle light of a simple, unwearied, as it were, and intelligent good-nature illumined his long hairless face. It had deep downward folds, and was pale as of a man who had always led a sedentary life--which was indeed very far from being the case. His hair was thin, and brushed back from a massive and lofty forehead. One fancied that at twenty he must have looked very much like what he was now at threescore. It was a student's face; only the eyebrows nearly all white, thick and bushy, together with the resolute searching glance that came from under them, were not in accord with his, I may say, learned appearance. He was tall and loose-jointed; his slight stoop, together with an innocent smile, made him appear benevolently ready to lend you his ear; his long arms with pale big hands had rare deliberate gestures of a pointing out, demonstrating kind. I speak of him at length, because under this exterior, and in conjunction with an upright and indulgent nature, this man possessed an intrepidity of spirit and a physical courage that could have been called reckless had it not been like a natural function of the body-- say good digestion, for instance--completely unconscious of itself. It is sometimes said of a man that he carries his life in his hand. Such a

Korean benevolently: 박애적으로, 인정 깊게, 인정 많게, 자비심 깊게, 자비심 많게. bushy: 털이많은, 덤불같은, 관목이 무성한. confide: 신임하다, 이야기하다, 신뢰하다, 신탁하다, 위탁하다, 맡기다, 털어놓다. conjunction: 접속사, 결합, 연결, 접속, 합, 동시 발생, 접합, 합동, 삭, 연락. digestion: 소화, 소화 작용, 소화제.

exterior: 외부의, 외면의, 외부, 외면, 외관, 옥외 풍경, 대외적인, 외모, 외관상의, 관계 없는. fancied: 공상의, 상상의, 가공의, 사육자, 이길 듯싶은, 잘 될 듯싶은, 마음에 든. hairless: 털이 없는. indulgent: 관대한, 멋대로 하게하는, 어하는, 응석을 받아주는 부모, 엄하지 않은, 제멋대로 하게 하는. intrepidity: 대담, 용맹스러움, 겁없음,

대담한 행위, 대담함, 용맹. out-of-the-way: 인적이 뜸한, 기이한. respectability: 명사들, 신분이 높은 사람들, 체면, 훌륭한 태도, 존경할 만함, 남부끄럽지 않음, 체통, 존경할 만 함, 점잖은분, 인습적인 예의, 인습적 의례. sedentary: 정주성의, 줄곧 앉아 있는, 앉아서 일하는, 앉기 잘하는 사람, 앉아 있는, 정주의. threescore: 육십, 육십의.

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saying would have been inadequate if applied to him; during the early part of his existence %in the East he had been playing ball with it. All this was in the past, but I knew the story of his life and the origin of his fortune. He was also a naturalist of some distinction, or perhaps I should say a learned collector. Entomology was his special study. His collection of Buprestidae and Longicorns-beetles all--horrible miniature monsters, looking malevolent in death and immobility, and his cabinet of butterflies, beautiful and hovering under the glass of cases on lifeless wings, had spread his fame far over the earth. The name of this merchant, adventurer, sometime adviser of a Malay sultan (to whom he never alluded otherwise than as "my poor Mohammed Bonso"), had, on account of a few bushels of dead insects, become known to learned persons in Europe, who could have had no conception, and certainly would not have cared to know anything, of his life or character. I, who knew, considered him an eminently suitable person to receive my confidences about Jim's difficulties as well as my own.'

Korean adviser: 고문, 상담역, 조언자, 신입생 지도교수, 충고자, 신입생 지도 교수. collector: 수금원, 수집가, 수집기, 징수관, 채집자, 세금 징수리, 세리, 집전기, 집찰원, 징세관, 장치. conception: 임신, 구상, 착상, 개념, 태아, 창안, 생각, 고안, 계획, 개념작용, 개념 작용. entomology: 곤충학. fame: 명성, 유명하게 만들다, 평판, 인기.

fortune: 행운, 부, 운, 재산, 운명, 운수, 재산을 주다, 우연히 일어나다, 운명의 여신. hovering: 공중 정지, 호버링. lifeless: 죽은, 생명없는, 생명이 없는, 활기가 없는, 생물이 살고 있지 않은. merchant: 상인, 소매상인, 무역상인, 도매상인, 광, 상업의, 표준규격의, 표준규격형의. miniature: 축도, 축소화, 미세화법, 모형, 세밀화, 채식 그림, 미세화로

그리다, 미세화의, 사본의 채식, 을 미세화로 그리다, 채식 문자. naturalist: 자연주의자, 박물학자, 박제사, 애완동물상인, 자연주의적인, 사실적인. sometime: 언제가 조만간, 이전, 이따금, 이따금의, 이전의, 언젠가, 어떤 때에. sultan: 술탄, 회교국군주, 스위트술탄, 술탄박새. wings: 공군 기장.

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'Late in the evening I entered his study, after traversing an imposing but empty dining-room very dimly lit. The house was silent. I was preceded by an elderly grim Javanese servant in a sort of livery of white jacket and yellow sarong, who, after throwing the door open, exclaimed low, "O master!" and stepping aside, vanished in a mysterious way as though he had been a ghost only momentarily embodied for that particular service. Stein turned round with the chair, and in the same movement his spectacles seemed to get pushed up on his forehead. He welcomed me in his quiet and humorous voice. Only one corner of the vast room, the corner in which stood his writing-desk, was strongly lighted by a shaded reading-lamp, and the rest of the spacious apartment melted into shapeless gloom like a cavern. Narrow shelves filled with dark boxes of uniform shape and colour ran round the walls, not from floor to ceiling, but in a sombre belt about four feet broad. Catacombs of beetles. Wooden tablets were hung above at irregular intervals. The light reached one of them, and the word Coleoptera written in gold letters glittered mysteriously upon a vast dimness. The glass cases containing the collection of butterflies were ranged in three long rows upon slender-legged little tables. One of these cases had been removed from its place and stood on the desk, which was bestrewn with oblong slips of paper blackened with minute handwriting. ' "So you see me--so," he said. His hand hovered over the case where a butterfly in solitary grandeur spread out dark bronze wings, seven inches or

Korean butterfly: 나비, 멋쟁이, 바람둥이, 버터플라이, 불안한 마음. dimness: 어스레함, 어스름, 불명료, 어둑함, 희미함. ghost: 유령, 환영, 망령, 영적인, 유령의, 환상, 근소한 가능성, 혼, 을 따라 다니다, -을 따라 다니다, 대작하다. grandeur: 장관, 위대, 화려, 장엄, 웅대, 성대, 고귀, 장려. humorous: 익살스러운,

우스꽝스러운, 유우머가 있는, 익살의. imposing: 남의 눈을 끄는, 당당한, 인상적인, 인상적인당당한, 훌륭한. irregular: 불규칙한, 변칙적인, 반칙의, 고르지않은, 갖추지 못한, 고르지 못한, 비정규군, 규격에 맞지 않는 상품, 규율없는, 규율이 없는, 난잡한. livery: 제복, 정복, 정식량, 일정한 옷, 옷차림, 간이 나쁜, 말이나 마차 세놓은 업, 말의 정식량, 마차셋집,

동업 조합, 말셋집. momentarily: 잠깐, 시시각각, 지금이라도, 즉시, 순간적으로. oblong: 장방형, 직사각형의, 직사각형. sarong: 사롱, 사롱용의 천. shapeless: 모양이 좋음, 무형의, 엉성항, 혼란한, 못생긴. spacious: 넓찍한, 넓은, 드넓은. spectacles: 안경. stein: 맥주용 큰 컵, 맥주잔.

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more across, with exquisite white veinings and a gorgeous border of yellow spots. "Only one specimen like this they have in _your_ London, and then--no more. To my small native town this my collection I shall bequeath. Something of me. The best."% 'He bent forward in the chair and gazed intently, his chin over the front of the case. I stood at his back. "Marvellous," he whispered, and seemed to forget my presence. His history was curious. He had been born in Bavaria, and when a youth of twenty-two had taken an active part in the revolutionary movement of 1848. Heavily compromised, he managed to make his escape, and at first found a refuge with a poor republican watchmaker in Trieste. From there he made his way to Tripoli with a stock of cheap watches to hawk about,--not a very great opening truly, but it turned out lucky enough, because it was there he came upon a Dutch traveller--a rather famous man, I believe, but I don't remember his name. It was that naturalist who, engaging him as a sort of assistant, took him to the East. They travelled in the Archipelago together and separately, collecting insects and birds, for four years or more. Then the naturalist went home, and Stein, having no home to go to, remained with an old trader he had come across in his journeys in the interior of Celebes--if Celebes may be said to have an interior. This old Scotsman, the only white man allowed to reside in the country at the time, was a privileged friend of the chief ruler of Wajo States, who was a woman. I often heard Stein relate how that chap, who was slightly paralysed on one side, had introduced him to the native court a short time before another stroke carried him off. He was a heavy man with a patriarchal white beard, and of imposing stature. He came into the council-hall where all the rajahs, pangerans, and headmen were assembled, with the queen, a fat wrinkled woman (very free in her speech, Stein said), reclining on a high couch under a canopy. He dragged his leg, thumping with his stick, and grasped Stein's arm, leading him right up to the couch. "Look, queen, and you rajahs, this is my son," he proclaimed in a stentorian voice. "I have traded with your fathers, and when I die he shall trade with you and your sons."

Korean bequeath: 전하다, 남기다, 유증하다, 유언으로 증여하는 것, 유언으로 양도하다, 후세에 남기는 것. canopy: 닫집, 하늘, 천개로 덮다, 천개, 천개처럼 덮는 것, 천개 모양의 차양, 차양, 원개, 도대체, 닫집처럼 가리다. couch: 침상, 눕다, 초자체 전위를 시술하다, 띄우다, 쌓이다, 말로 표현하다, 못자리, 잠복하다, 누이다, 침석, 휴식처.

engaging: 매력 있는, 마음 끄튼, 마음 끄는, 남의 마음을 끄는. intently: 골똘하게, 여념이 없는, 여념이 없이, 오로지, 지심의, 집중되어 있는. paralysed: 마비시키는. patriarchal: 존경할 만한, 원로의, 가장의, 대주교의, 족장의. privileged: 특권이 있는, 면책특권의. reside: 존재하다, 주재하다, 살다, 거주하다, 속하다, 있다, 귀속하다,

성질이 존재하다. stature: 발달, 신장 성장, 키, 성장, 성장도. stentorian: 우레같은 목소리의, 목소리가 큰. thumping: 거대한, 엄청나게, 터무니 없는, 놀랄만한, 탁 치는, 쾅 치는, 거대하게. watchmaker: 시계 제조인, 시계수리인, 시계 수리인, 시계 제조 수리인.

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'By %means of this simple formality Stein inherited the Scotsman's privileged position and all his stock-in-trade, together with a fortified house on the banks of the only navigable river in the country. Shortly afterwards the old queen, who was so free in her speech, died, and the country became disturbed by various pretenders to the throne. Stein joined the party of a younger son, the one of whom thirty years later he never spoke otherwise but as "my poor Mohammed Bonso." They both became the heroes of innumerable exploits; they had wonderful adventures, and once stood a siege in the Scotsman's house for a month, with only a score of followers against a whole army. I believe the natives talk of that war to this day. Meantime, it seems, Stein never failed to annex on his own account every butterfly or beetle he could lay hands on. After some eight years of war, negotiations, false truces, sudden outbreaks, reconciliation, treachery, and so on, and just as peace seemed at last permanently established, his "poor Mohammed Bonso" was assassinated at the gate of his own royal residence while dismounting in the highest spirits on his return from a successful deer-hunt. This event rendered Stein's position extremely insecure, but he would have stayed perhaps had it not been that a short time afterwards he lost Mohammed's sister ("my dear wife the princess," he used to say solemnly), by whom he had had a daughter--mother and child both dying within three days of each other from some infectious fever. He left the country, which this cruel loss had made unbearable to him. Thus ended the first and adventurous part of his existence. What followed was so different that, but for the reality of sorrow which remained with him, this strange part must have resembled a dream. He had a little money; he started life afresh, and in the course of years acquired a considerable fortune. At first he had travelled a good deal amongst the islands, but age had stolen upon him, and of late he seldom left his spacious house three miles out of town, with an extensive garden, and surrounded by stables, offices, and bamboo cottages for his servants and dependants, of whom he had many. He drove in his buggy every morning to town, where he had an office with white and Chinese clerks. He owned a small fleet of schooners and native craft, and dealt in island produce on a large scale. For the rest he lived solitary, but not misanthropic, with his books and his collection, classing and arranging

Korean adventurous: 모험적인, 모험을 즐기는, 모험을 좋아하는, 새로운 요소가 있는, 겁없는. annex: 부가하다, 중축, 추가하다, 병합하다, 착복하다, 착복하다추가물 부록, 동반 시키다, 합병하다, 별관, 추가물, 얻다. bamboo: 대, 대나무, 대나무의, 대의. beetle: 돌출한, 딱정벌레, 갑충, 돌출하다, 큰 망치, 치다, 방망이, 큰 망치-돌출하다, 상을 찌푸린, 메,

뚱한. buggy: 빈대가많은, 벌레투성이의, 이륜 경마차, 말한필이끄는4륜마차. fortified: 강화하는, 알코올을 타서 독하게 하는, 영양가를 높이는, 요새를 쌓는, 요새화하는, 확고히 하는. infectious: 전염성의, 전염병의, 옮기쉬운, 전염의, 전염되기 쉬운. innumerable: 무수한, 셀수 없는, 이루 셀 수 없는.

misanthropic: 염세적인, 사람 싫어하는, 사람을 싫어하는. navigable: 항행할수 있는, 항해 할 수 있는, 항해하기에 알맞은, 항해하기에 할 수 있는, 항행에 견딜 수 있는, 항행하기에 알맞은, 항행하기에 할 수 있는. stock-in-trade: 재고품. treachery: 배반, 배신, 반역. unbearable: 참기 어려운, 견딜 수 없는.

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specimens, corresponding with entomologists in Europe, writing up a descriptive catalogue of his treasures. Such was the history of the man whom I had come to consult upon Jim's case without any definite hope. Simply to hear what he would have to say would have been a relief. I was very anxious, but I respected the intense, almost passionate, absorption with which he looked at a butterfly, as though on the bronze sheen of these frail wings, in the white tracings, in the gorgeous markings, he could see other things, an image of something as perishable and defying destruction as these delicate and lifeless tissues displaying a splendour unmarred by death.% ' "Marvellous!" he repeated, looking up at me. "Look! The beauty--but that is nothing--look at the accuracy, the harmony. And so fragile! And so strong! And so exact! This is Nature--the balance of colossal forces. Every star is so--and every blade of grass stands so--and the mighty Kosmos il perfect equilibrium produces--this. This wonder; this masterpiece of Nature--the great artist." ' "Never heard an entomologist go on like this," I observed cheerfully. "Masterpiece! And what of man?" ' "Man is amazing, but he is not a masterpiece," he said, keeping his eyes fixed on the glass case. "Perhaps the artist was a little mad. Eh? What do you think? Sometimes it seems to me that man is come where he is not wanted, where there is no place for him; for if not, why should he want all the place? Why should he run about here and there making a great noise about himself, talking about the stars, disturbing the blades of grass? . . ." ' "Catching butterflies," I chimed in. 'He smiled, threw himself back in his chair, and stretched his legs. "Sit down," he said. "I captured this rare specimen myself one very fine morning. And I had a very big emotion. You don't know what it is for a collector to capture such a rare specimen. You can't know." 'I smiled at my ease in a rocking-chair. His eyes seemed to look far beyond the wall at which they stared; and he narrated how, one night, a messenger arrived from his "poor Mohammed," requiring his presence at the "residenz"--as

Korean accuracy: 정확, 정밀, 정확성. bronze: 청동, 청동의, 갈색으로 만들다, 청동색의, 청동색으로 만들다, 청동빛으로 만들다, 청동 제품, 청동빛으로 되다, 청동색, 청동빛. cheerfully: 쾌활하게, 기분좋게, 명랑하게, 기쁜 마음으로, 기꺼이. descriptive: 기술적인, 서술적인, 도형 묘사의. entomologist: 곤충학자.

fragile: 부서지기 쉬운, 덧없는, 부서지기쉬운, 몸이약한, 부서지기 쉬운 물건이 들어 있음, 깨지기 쉬운. frail: 무른, 허약한, 유혹에 빠지기쉬운, 한바구니 분, 성격이 약한, 골풀바구니, 성격이약한, 유혹에 빠지기 쉬운, 덧없는. gorgeous: 호화스러운, 화려한, 훌륭한. masterpiece: 걸작, 대표작, 명작. messenger: 심부름꾼, 선구, 연줄에

달아 바람에 울게 하는 종이, 전조, 사자. mighty: 거대한, 강대한, 굉장한, 힘센, 위대한, 몹시, 센, 물체가 센, 사람이 센. perishable: 부패하기 쉬운, 수송중에 부패되기 쉬운 것, 부패되기 쉬운 식품, 부패되기 쉬운 물건. respected: 훌륭한, 소문난, 높이평가되는. rocking-chair: 흔들의자.

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he %called it--which was distant some nine or ten miles by a bridle-path over a cultivated plain, with patches of forest here and there. Early in the morning he started from his fortified house, after embracing his little Emma, and leaving the "princess," his wife, in command. He described how she came with him as far as the gate, walking with one hand on the neck of his horse; she had on a white jacket, gold pins in her hair, and a brown leather belt over her left shoulder with a revolver in it. "She talked as women will talk," he said, "telling me to be careful, and to try to get back before dark, and what a great wikedness it was for me to go alone. We were at war, and the country was not safe; my men were putting up bullet-proof shutters to the house and loading their rifles, and she begged me to have no fear for her. She could defend the house against anybody till I returned. And I laughed with pleasure a little. I liked to see her so brave and young and strong. I too was young then. At the gate she caught hold of my hand and gave it one squeeze and fell back. I made my horse stand still outside till I heard the bars of the gate put up behind me. There was a great enemy of mine, a great noble--and a great rascal too--roaming with a band in the neighbourhood. I cantered for four or five miles; there had been rain in the night, but the musts had gone up, up--and the face of the earth was clean; it lay smiling to me, so fresh and innocent--like a little child. Suddenly somebody fires a volley--twenty shots at least it seemed to me. I hear bullets sing in my ear, and my hat jumps to the back of my head. It was a little intrigue, you understand. They got my poor Mohammed to send for me and then laid that ambush. I see it all in a minute, and I think--This wants a little management. My pony snort, jump, and stand, and I fall slowly forward with my head on his mane. He begins to walk, and with one eye I could see over his neck a faint cloud of smoke hanging in front of a clump of bamboos to my left. I think--Aha! my friends, why you not wait long enough before you shoot? This is not yet gelungen. Oh no! I get hold of my revolver with my right hand--quiet--quiet. After all, there were only seven of these rascals. They get up from the grass and start running with their sarongs tucked up, waving spears above their heads, and yelling to each other to look out and catch the horse, because I was dead. I let them come as close as the door here, and then bang, bang, bang--take aim each time too. One more shot I fire at

Korean ambush: 잠복, 매복, 복병, 매복장소, 숨어서 기다리다, 메복하다. bang: 갑자기, 강타, 주입시키다, 쾅 닫다, 탁하고, 탕 발사하다, 강타하는 소리, 돌연한 음악, 모두, 원기쿵쿵치다, 성교하다. cultivated: 경작된, 양식된, 세련된, 개간된, 배양된, 교양있는, 재배된, 교양 있는. intrigue: 밀통, 음모, 음모를 꾸미다, 밀통하다, 의 호기심을 돋우다,

달성하다, 의 흥미를 돋구다, 술책을 쓰다, 손에 넣다, 불의, 의 흥미를 돋우다. loading: 짐싣기, 선적, 짐싣기의. mane: 갈기, 말이나 사자의 갈기. pony: 조랑말, 작은 잔, 자습서, 경주마, 소형의 것, 이십오파운드, 참고서, 보통 것보다 작은, 외국어 텍스트 따위의 참고서. rascal: 악당, 녀석, 악한, 하층민, 천한 사람, 악당근성, 불량배, 놈,

장난꾸러기, 부랑자의. revolver: 회전로, 리볼버, 연발 권총, 연발권총. rifles: 라이플부대. smiling: 방긋거림, 미소, 은혜, 냉소. squeeze: 압착하다, 압착, 밀어 넣다, 곤경, 본뜨기, 혼잡, 짜지다, 압착되다, 붐빔, 짜내다, 착취하다. tucked: 가두어 넣은, 걷어 올린, 걷어지른, 비좁고 답답한, 접어 넣은, 호아 올린.

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a%man's back, but I miss. Too far already. And then I sit alone on my horse with the clean earth smiling at me, and there are the bodies of three men lying on the ground. One was curled up like a dog, another on his back had an arm over his eyes as if to keep off the sun, and the third man he draws up his leg very slowly and makes it with one kick straight again. I watch him very carefully from my horse, but there is no more--bleibt ganz ruhig--keep still, so. And as I looked at his face for some sign of life I observed something like a faint shadow pass over his forehead. It was the shadow of this butterfly. Look at the form of the wing. This species fly high with a strong flight. I raised my eyes and I saw him fluttering away. I think--Can it be possible? And then I lost him. I dismounted and went on very slow, leading my horse and holding my revolver with one hand and my eyes darting up and down and right and left, everywhere! At last I saw him sitting on a small heap of dirt ten feet away. At once my heart began to beat quick. I let go my horse, keep my revolver in one hand, and with the other snatch my soft felt hat off my head. One step. Steady. Another step. Flop! I got him! When I got up I shook like a leaf with excitement, and when I opened these beautiful wings and made sure what a rare and so extraordinary perfect specimen I had, my head went round and my legs became so weak with emotion that I had to sit on the ground. I had greatly desired to possess myself of a specimen of that species when collecting for the professor. I took long journeys and underwent great privations; I had dreamed of him in my sleep, and here suddenly I had him in my fingers--for myself! In the words of the poet" (he pronounced it "boet")— " 'So halt' ich's endlich denn in meinen Handen, Und nenn' es in gewissem Sinne mein.' " He gave to the last word the emphasis of a suddenly lowered voice, and withdrew his eyes slowly from my face. He began to charge a long-stemmed pipe busily and in silence, then, pausing with his thumb on the orifice of the bowl, looked again at me significantly.

Korean busily: 바쁘게. desired: 옳은, 훌륭한, 바랐던, 희망했던. dirt: 진흙, 쓰레기, 오물, 비열한 언사, 흙, 토지, 먼지, 욕, 굴욕을 참다, 폐석, 욕설. flop: 실패하다, 퍼덕거리다, 털썩 떨어짐, 실패, 싹 변하다, 여인숙, 펄떡펄떡거리다, 털썩넘어지다, 툭 떨어지는 소리, 툭 치다, 퍼덕이다. fluttering: 펄럭이다.

leaf: 잎, 잎이 나오다, 꽃잎, 박, 별난 사람, 예. 페이지를 넘기다, 얇은 판자, 한장, thumb: 엄지손가락, 마리화나 담배, 풀잎, 흔히 꽃잎, 한 장, 책의 한 장. 빨리 넘기다, 서투르게 다루다, orifice: 구멍, 아가리, 파이프 따위의 손가락으로 넘겨서 더럽히다, 구멍, 굴뚝 따위의 구멍, 상처 따위의 엄지손가락으로 넘기다, 구멍. 엄지손가락으로 만지다, poet: 시인, 시인 기질의 사람, 가인. 엄지손가락으로 책장을 넘기며 읽다, possess: 소유하다, 유지하다, 손에 엄지손가락을 세워서 부탁하다, 넣다, 잡다, 지배하다, 획득하다, 엄지손가락을 편승을 부탁하다, 들리다, 붙잡다, 자제하다, 에 붙다. 편승을 부탁하다. specimen: 견본, 표본, 괴짜, 인물,

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' "Yes, my good friend. On that day I had nothing to desire; I had greatly annoyed my principal enemy; I was young, strong; I had friendship; I had the love" (he said "lof") "of woman, a child I had, to make my heart very full--and even what I had once dreamed in my sleep had come into my hand too!" 'He struck a match, which flared violently. His thoughtful placid face twitched once.% ' "Friend, wife, child," he said slowly, gazing at the small flame-- "phoo!" The match was blown out. He sighed and turned again to the glass case. The frail and beautiful wings quivered faintly, as if his breath had for an instant called back to life that gorgeous object of his dreams. ' "The work," he began suddenly, pointing to the scattered slips, and in his usual gentle and cheery tone, "is making great progress. I have been this rare specimen describing. . . . Na! And what is your good news?" ' "To tell you the truth, Stein," I said with an effort that surprised me, "I came here to describe a specimen. . . ." ' "Butterfly?" he asked, with an unbelieving and humorous eagerness. ' "Nothing so perfect," I answered, feeling suddenly dispirited with all sorts of doubts. "A man!" ' "Ach so!" he murmured, and his smiling countenance, turned to me, became grave. Then after looking at me for a while he said slowly, "Well--I am a man too." 'Here you have him as he was; he knew how to be so generously encouraging as to make a scrupulous man hesitate on the brink of confidence; but if I did hesitate it was not for long. 'He heard me out, sitting with crossed legs. Sometimes his head would disappear completely in a great eruption of smoke, and a sympathetic growl would come out from the cloud. When I finished he uncrossed his legs, laid down his pipe, leaned forward towards me earnestly with his elbows on the arms of his chair, the tips of his fingers together.

Korean cloud: 구름, 흐림, 더럽히다, 구름 무늬로 아로새기다, 구름으로 덮다, 흐리다, 흐리게 하다, 애매하게 만들다, 부드러운 스카프, 먼지, 어둠. disappear: 소실하다, 소멸하다, 안 보이게 되다, 사라지다. dispirited: 기가 꺾인, 낙심한. eruption: 발진, 분화, 폭발, 분출, 돌발, 이가 남. friendship: 우정, 친목, 친선, 교우, 벗으로서 사귐, 벗으로서의 사귐.

generously: 관대하게, 푸짐하게, 풍부하게, 활수하게. grave: 수수한, 무덤, 명심하다, 새기다, 중대한, 진지한, 묘혈, 심각한, 중요한, 예사롭지 않은, 침침한. laid: 집에 틀어박힌, 몸져 누워 있는. pointing: 뾰족하게 함, 지시, 메지 바르기, 정확한 조준, 구두법. scattered: 뿔뿔이 흩어진, 산발적인, 산만한, 산재해 있는, 드문드문 있는.

scrupulous: 양심적인, 고지식한, 신중한, 주의 깊은, 정확한, 꼼꼼한. sympathetic: 공명하는, 동정적인, 마음이 맞는, 찬성하는, 호의적인, 찬성한, 감응적인, 호소하는, 인정 있는, 동정심 있는, 동의한. unbelieving: 믿으려 하지 않는, 안 믿는, 회의적인, 신앙 없는. uncrossed: 교차되지 않은, 방해받지 않는, 횡선을 긋지 않은, 방해되지 않은.

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' "I understand very well. He is romantic." 'He had diagnosed the case for me, and at first I was quite startled to find how simple it was; and indeed our conference resembled so much a medical consultation--Stein, of learned aspect, sitting in an arm-chair before his desk; I, anxious, in another, facing him, but a little to one side--that it seemed natural to ask-' "What's good for it?" 'He lifted up a long forefinger.% ' "There is only one remedy! One thing alone can us from being ourselves cure!" The finger came down on the desk with a smart rap. The case which he had made to look so simple before became if possible still simpler--and altogether hopeless. There was a pause. "Yes," said I, "strictly speaking, the question is not how to get cured, but how to live." 'He approved with his head, a little sadly as it seemed. "Ja! ja! In general, adapting the words of your great poet: That is the question. . . ." He went on nodding sympathetically. . . . "How to be! Ach! How to be." 'He stood up with the tips of his fingers resting on the desk. ' "We want in so many different ways to be," he began again. "This magnificent butterfly finds a little heap of dirt and sits still on it; but man he will never on his heap of mud keep still. He want to be so, and again he want to be so. . . ." He moved his hand up, then down. . . . "He wants to be a saint, and he wants to be a devil--and every time he shuts his eyes he sees himself as a very fine fellow--so fine as he can never be. . . . In a dream. . . ." 'He lowered the glass lid, the automatic lock clicked sharply, and taking up the case in both hands he bore it religiously away to its place, passing out of the bright circle of the lamp into the ring of fainter light--into shapeless dusk at last. It had an odd effect--as if these few steps had carried him out of this concrete and perplexed world. His tall form, as though robbed of its substance, hovered noiselessly over invisible things with stooping and indefinite movements; his voice, heard in that remoteness where he could be glimpsed mysteriously busy

Korean bore: 구멍, 구멍을 뚫다, 싫증나게하다, 송곳구멍, 밀물, 총구멍, 해일, 뚫다, 구멍을 내다, 구멍이 나다, 따분한 것. desk: 편집부, 책상, 서랍, 사무. dusk: 땅거미, 그늘, 어스레한, 황혼, 거무스름한, 어둑해지다, 어스름, 음울한, 어둑하게 하다. lamp: 램프, 광명, 등불, 애써 쓴 형적이 뚜렷하다, 전등, 지식 따위의 광명, 눈, 마음 따위의 광명, 비추다,

빛나다. lid: 뚜껑, 눈꺼풀, 모자, 덮개, 규제. perplexed: 당황한, 난처한, 복잡한, 어찌할 바를 모르는, 골치 아픈. rap: 내뱉듯이 말하다, 톡톡 두드림, 비난, 조금, 가볍게 두드림, 죽이다, 동전 한푼, 랩, 비난 톡톡두드리다, 톡톡 두드리기, 톡톡 두드리다. religiously: 양심적으로, 신앙심깊게, 종교적으로. remedy: 의료, 구제책, 치료, 교정법

고치다, 보수하다, 치료약, 치료하다. remoteness: 멀음, 연분이 멈. resting: 휴면하고 있는, 휴식하고 있는, 증식하지 않고 있는. saint: 성인, 성도, 성, 성인으로 하다, 시성하다, 인공위성 추적용 비행체, 천국에 간 사람, 성인으로 숭배하다, 발기인, 기독교도 등의 칭호, 교부 등의 칭호. sympathetically: 동정하여, 찬성하여, 호의적으로, 가엾이 여겨, 교감하여.

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with immaterial cares, was no longer incisive, seemed to roll voluminous and grave--mellowed by distance.% ' "And because you not always can keep your eyes shut there comes the real trouble--the heart pain--the world pain. I tell you, my friend, it is not good for you to find you cannot make your dream come true, for the reason that you not strong enough are, or not clever enough. .Ja! . . . And all the time you are such a fine fellow too! Wie? Was? Gott im Himmel! How can that be? Ha! ha! ha!" 'The shadow prowling amongst the graves of butterflies laughed boisterously. ' "Yes! Very funny this terrible thing is. A man that is born falls into a dream like a man who falls into the sea. If he tries to climb out into the air as inexperienced people endeavour to do, he drowns--nicht wahr? . . . No! I tell you! The way is to the destructive element submit yourself, and with the exertions of your hands and feet in the water make the deep, deep sea keep you up. So if you ask me--how to be?" 'His voice leaped up extraordinarily strong, as though away there in the dusk he had been inspired by some whisper of knowledge. "I will tell you! For that too there is only one way." 'With a hasty swish-swish of his slippers he loomed up in the ring of faint light, and suddenly appeared in the bright circle of the lamp. His extended hand aimed at my breast like a pistol; his deepset eyes seemed to pierce through me, but his twitching lips uttered no word, and the austere exaltation of a certitude seen in the dusk vanished from his face. The hand that had been pointing at my breast fell, and by-and-by, coming a step nearer, he laid it gently on my shoulder. There were things, he said mournfully, that perhaps could never be told, only he had lived so much alone that sometimes he forgot--he forgot. The light had destroyed the assurance which had inspired him in the distant shadows. He sat down and, with both elbows on the desk, rubbed his forehead. "And yet it is true--it is true. In the destructive element immerse." . . . He spoke in a subdued tone, without looking at me, one hand on each side of his face. "That was the way. To follow the dream, and again to follow the dream--and so--ewig--usque

Korean destructive: 파괴적인, 유해한, 파멸시키는, 파괴주의적인, 해를 끼치는. endeavour: -하려고 노력하다, 애쓰다, 애쓰다 노력하다, 노력, 노력하다, 시도하다, 하려고 노력하다. exaltation: 승진, 높임, 항진, 의기양양. extraordinarily: 엄청나게, 이례적으로, 비상하게, 대단하게,

유별나게, 특별히. 울리다, 고함 소리 따위가 날카롭게 graves: 포도주, 그라부산. 울리다, 에 구멍을 둠다. incisive: 통렬한, 예민한, 예리한, pistol: 권총, 권총으로 쏘다. 날카로운, 기민한, 재빠른. subdued: 억제된, 가라앉은, 차분한, inexperienced: 경험이 없는 서투름, 조용한, 완화된, 약해진, 낮춘, 미숙, 무경험, 경험이 없는. 낮아진, 정복된. lived: 생명이 ...한. whisper: 속삭이다, 속삭임, 소근거림, pierce: 통찰하다, 감동시키다, 살랑살랑소리, 살랑살랑 소리를 내다, 관통하다, 꿰뚫다, 에스며들다말을 가만히 퍼뜨리다, 은밀히 말을 들어가다, 에 구멍을 뚫다, 돌입하다, 퍼뜨리다, 몰래 말하다, 소문, 적은 꿰찌르다, 고함 소시 다위가 날카롭게 분량, 일러바치다.

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ad finem. . . ." The whisper of his conviction seemed to open before me a vast and uncertain expanse, as of a crepuscular horizon on a plain at dawn--or was it, perchance, at the coming of the night? One had not the courage to decide; but it was a charming and deceptive light, throwing the impalpable poesy of its dimness over pitfalls--over graves. His life had begun in sacrifice, in enthusiasm for generous ideas; he had travelled very far, on various ways, on strange paths, and whatever he followed it had been without faltering, and therefore without shame and without regret. In so far he was right. That was the way, no doubt. Yet for all that, the great plain on which men wander amongst graves and pitfalls remained very desolate under the impalpable poesy of its crepuscular light, overshadowed in the centre, circled with a bright edge as if surrounded by an abyss full of flames. When at last I broke the silence it was to express the opinion that no one could be more romantic than himself.% 'He shook his head slowly, and afterwards looked at me with a patient and inquiring glance. It was a shame, he said. There we were sitting and talking like two boys, instead of putting our heads together to find something practical--a practical remedy--for the evil--for the great evil--he repeated, with a humorous and indulgent smile. For all that, our talk did not grow more practical. We avoided pronouncing Jim's name as though we had tried to keep flesh and blood out of our discussion, or he were nothing but an erring spirit, a suffering and nameless shade. "Na!" said Stein, rising. "To-night you sleep here, and in the morning we shall do something practical-- practical. . . ." He lit a two-branched candlestick and led the way. We passed through empty dark rooms, escorted by gleams from the lights Stein carried. They glided along the waxed floors, sweeping here and there over the polished surface of a table, leaped upon a fragmentary curve of a piece of furniture, or flashed perpendicularly in and out of distant mirrors, while the forms of two men and the flicker of two flames could be seen for a moment stealing silently across the depths of a crystalline void. He walked slowly a pace in advance with stooping courtesy; there was a profound, as it were a listening, quietude on his face; the long flaxen locks mixed with white threads were scattered thinly upon his slightly bowed neck.

Korean candlestick: 촛대. crepuscular: 어두컴컴한 때에 출현하는, 반개화의, 어두컴컴한, 어둑어둑한, 여명기의, 황혼의, 새벽의, 어두컴컴한 때에 활동하는. crystalline: 수정체, 투명한, 결정의, 맑은, 수정의, 결정상의, 결정체, 결정체로 된, 수정같은, 결정질의, 수정 같은. deceptive: 속임의, 미혹케 하는, 속이는.

erring: 잘못되어 있는, 죄를 범하고 듯한, 묻는, 미심쩍은, 미심쩍은 듯한, 있는. 알고 싶어하는, 호기심에찬, 캐묻기 faltering: 비틀거리는, 말을 좋아하는, 탐구적인. 더듬거리는, 주저하는. nameless: 무명의, 명명되지 않은, flaxen: 아마의, 아마 같은, 엷은 익명의, 서출의, 이름 없는, 형언할수 황갈색의, 아마로 만든, 아마빛의, 없는, 이름없는, 언어도단의, 언어 아마색의. 도단의, 알 수 없는, 세상에 알려지지 fragmentary: 파편의, 단편적인, 않은. 조각조각난, 미완성의, 단편으로 poesy: 시, 운문, 작시. 이루어진, 부스러기의. quietude: 조용함, 평온, 정온, 고요, inquiring: 알고 싶어 하는, 묻고 싶은 정적.

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' "He is romantic--romantic," he repeated. "And that is very bad--very bad. . . . Very good, too," he added. "But _is he_?" I queried.% ' "Gewiss," he said, and stood still holding up the candelabrum, but without looking at me. "Evident! What is it that by inward pain makes him know himself? What is it that for you and me makes him--exist?" 'At that moment it was difficult to believe in Jim's existence-- starting from a country parsonage, blurred by crowds of men as by clouds of dust, silenced by the clashing claims of life and death in a material world--but his imperishable reality came to me with a convincing, with an irresistible force! I saw it vividly, as though in our progress through the lofty silent rooms amongst fleeting gleams of light and the sudden revelations of human figures stealing with flickering flames within unfathomable and pellucid depths, we had approached nearer to absolute Truth, which, like Beauty itself, floats elusive, obscure, half submerged, in the silent still waters of mystery. "Perhaps he is," I admitted with a slight laugh, whose unexpectedly loud reverberation made me lower my voice directly; "but I am sure you are." With his head dropping on his breast and the light held high he began to walk again. "Well--I exist, too," he said. 'He preceded me. My eyes followed his movements, but what I did see was not the head of the firm, the welcome guest at afternoon receptions, the correspondent of learned societies, the entertainer of stray naturalists; I saw only the reality of his destiny, which he had known how to follow with unfaltering footsteps, that life begun in humble surroundings, rich in generous enthusiasms, in friendship, love, war--in all the exalted elements of romance. At the door of my room he faced me. "Yes," I said, as though carrying on a discussion, "and amongst other things you dreamed foolishly of a certain butterfly; but when one fine morning your dream came in your way you did not let the splendid opportunity escape. Did you? Whereas he . . ." Stein lifted his hand. "And do you know how many opportunities I let escape; how many dreams I had lost that had come in my way?" He shook his head regretfully. "It seems to me that some would have been very fine--if I had made them come true. Do you know how many? Perhaps I myself don't know." "Whether his were fine or not," I said, "he

Korean candelabrum: 가지가 달린 촛대, 가지촛대. entertainer: 대접하는사람, 환대하는 사람. fleeting: 덧없는, 무상한, 잠깐 동안의, 어느덧 지나가는, 빨리 지나가는, 빨리지나가는. flickering: 깜박거리는, 꺼질 것 같은, 명멸하는. foolishly: 어리석게도, 바보같이, 미련하게, 어리석게.

irresistible: 저항할 수 없는, 불문곡직의, 좋다 할수없는, 제어할 수 없는, 억누를수 없는, 사람을 녹이는싫다, 누를 수 없는, 꼼짝 못하게 하는. regretfully: 불만스럽게, 애석하게, 유감스럽게. reverberation: 반향, 반사, 반사광, 반사열, 반사열처리, 반향음, 여운. splendid: 화려한, 빛나는, 훌륭한, 굉장한, 근사한, 멋진, 눈부신.

submerged: 극빈의, 숨겨진, 침수생의, 최저 생활을 하는, 감추어진, 물속에서 자라는, 빈궁한, 수몰된, 수중의, 액내의, 침수된. unfaltering: 주저하지 않은, 비틀거리지 않은, 비틀거리지 않는, 주저하지 않는. unfathomable: 깊이를 헤아릴 수 없는, 불가해한, 잴 수 없는, 심오한. vividly: 생생하게, 발랄하게, 선명하게.

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knows of one which he certainly did not catch." "Everybody knows of one or two like that," said Stein; "and that is the trouble--the great trouble. . . ."% 'He shook hands on the threshold, peered into my room under his raised arm. "Sleep well. And to-morrow we must do something practical--practical. . . ." 'Though his own room was beyond mine I saw him return the way he came. He was going back to his butterflies.'

Korean arm: 팔, 무기, 문장, 군사, 명과, 까치발, 병기, 후미, 팔걸이, 팔 보양의 것, 큰 가지. beyond: 저쪽편에, 외에-저편, 내세, 이치지 않는-저쪽에, 넘어서, 이외는, 이상으로, 저편에, 을 넘어서, 을 지나서, 의 범위를 넘어서. certainly: 확실히, 알았습니다, 물론이죠, 틀림없이, 그렇고말고요, 그럼은요, 그렇고 말고요. everybody: 누구나, 각사람, 각자

모두, 누구든지. 반환, 보답하다, 답례, 선출, hands: 소유, 일군. 돌려주다. mine: 광산, 풍부한 자원, 지뢰, 나의 sleep: 자다, 영면, 수면, 정지, 동면, 것, 기뢰, 나의 가족들 광산, 철광, 마비되다, 묵다, 잠듦, 마비, 이성과 보고, 광갱, 비밀수단으로 파괴하다, 자다, 헤프다. 비밀수단으로 뒤엎다. threshold: 문지방, 역, 문간, 시초, raised: 높인, 양각의, 붕긋한, 한층 입구, 출발점, 발단, 역역. 높은, 도드라진, 높아진, 부풀게한, trouble: 고생, 걱정하다, 소동, 고장, 부풀게 한, 효모로 부풀게 한. 어려움, 벌을 받다, 귀찮은 일, return: 돌아가다, 되돌아가다, 귀찮음, 벌을 받고, 분쟁, 걱정. 대답하다, 답신하다, 보수, 반사하다,

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'I don't suppose any of you have ever heard of Patusan?' Marlow resumed, after a silence occupied in the careful lighting of a cigar. 'It does not matter; there's many a heavenly body in the lot crowding upon us of a night that mankind had never heard of, it being outside the sphere of its activities and of no earthly importance to anybody but to the astronomers who are paid to talk learnedly about its composition, weight, path--the irregularities of its conduct, the aberrations of its light--a sort of scientific scandal-mongering. Thus with Patusan. It was referred to knowingly in the inner government circles in Batavia, especially as to its irregularities and aberrations, and it was known by name to some few, very few, in the mercantile world. Nobody, however, had been there, and I suspect no one desired to go there in person, just as an astronomer, I should fancy, would strongly object to being transported into a distant heavenly body, where, parted from his earthly emoluments, he would be bewildered by the view of an unfamiliar heavens. However, neither heavenly bodies nor astronomers have anything to do with Patusan. It was Jim who went there. I only meant you to understand that had Stein arranged to send him into a star of the fifth magnitude the change could not have been greater. He left his earthly failings behind him and what sort of reputation he had, and there was a totally new set of conditions for his imaginative faculty to work upon. Entirely new, entirely remarkable. And he got hold of them in a remarkable way.

Korean astronomer: 천문학자. 천국의, 멋진, 천국과 같이. cigar: 여송연, 엽궐련, 시거. imaginative: 상상력이 풍부한, faculty: 재능, 학부, 능력, 기능, 특허, 상상의, 상상적인, 상상에 관한, 동업자 단체, 자력, 수완, 대학고교의 공상에 잠기는, 상상하기 좋아하는, 전교직원, 학부의 교수단, 직원회의. 상상상의, 창작력이 풍부한, 구상력이 fancy: 변덕, 공상하다, 취미, 공상, 풍부한. 애호가들, 좋아하다, 도락, 터무니 lighting: 조명, 그림 등에서 빛의 없는, 공상력, 공상의, 애호물로 배치, 빛의 배치, 사진 등에서 빛의 색다른 동물 등을 기르다. 배치, 조명법, 점화. heavenly: 하늘의, 천국 같은, 훌륭한, magnitude: 크기, 광도, 진도, 중요도, 천부의, 거룩한, 근사한, 타고난, 항성의 광도, 중대.

mercantile: 상업의, 돈에 눈이 어두운, 무역의. parted: 나뉜, 부분으로 나뉜, 흐트러진, 갈라진. sphere: 하늘, 구체, 천공, 천체, 별, 활동범위, 구, 구면, 영역, 지구본, 지위. totally: 전혀, 모조리, 전적으로. unfamiliar: 잘알지 못하는, 진기한, 모르는, 알려지지 않은, 생소한, 익숙지 못한.

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'Stein was the man who knew more about Patusan than anybody else. More than was known in the government circles I suspect. I have no doubt he had been there, either in his butterfly-hunting days or later on, when he tried in his incorrigible way to season with a pinch of romance the fattening dishes of his commercial kitchen. There were very few places in the Archipelago he had not seen in the original dusk of their being, before light (and even electric light) had been carried into them for the sake of better morality and-- and--well--the greater profit, too. It was at breakfast of the morning following our talk about Jim that he mentioned the place, after I had quoted poor Brierly's remark: "Let him creep twenty feet underground and stay there." He looked up at me with interested attention, as though I had been a rare insect. "This could be done, too," he remarked, sipping his coffee. "Bury him in some sort," I explained. "One doesn't like to do it of course, but it would be the best thing, seeing what he is." "Yes; he is young," Stein mused. "The youngest human being now in existence," I affirmed. "Schon. There's Patusan," he went on in the same tone. . . . "And the woman is dead now," he added incomprehensibly.% 'Of course I don't know that story; I can only guess that once before Patusan had been used as a grave for some sin, transgression, or misfortune. It is impossible to suspect Stein. The only woman that had ever existed for him was the Malay girl he called "My wife the princess," or, more rarely, in moments of expansion, "the mother of my Emma." Who was the woman he had mentioned in connection with Patusan I can't say; but from his allusions I understand she had been an educated and very good-looking Dutch-Malay girl, with a tragic or perhaps only a pitiful history, whose most painful part no doubt was her marriage with a Malacca Portuguese who had been clerk in some commercial house in the Dutch colonies. I gathered from Stein that this man was an unsatisfactory person in more ways than one, all being more or less indefinite and offensive. It was solely for his wife's sake that Stein had appointed him manager of Stein & Co.'s trading post in Patusan; but commercially the arrangement was not a success, at any rate for the firm, and now the woman had died, Stein was disposed to try another agent there. The Portuguese, whose name was Cornelius, considered himself a very deserving but ill-used person, entitled

Korean commercially: 상업적으로, 영리적으로, 통상상. deserving: 받을 가치가 있는, 보상받을 만한, 원조 받을 만한. dishes: 식탁용 접시류. good-looking: 아름다운, 잘 생기다. incorrigible: 교정할 수 없는, 완고한, 제멋대로 구는, 건지기 어려운, 고쳐지지 않는, 선도없는 사람, 순댈수 없는. insect: 곤충, 벌레, 곤충인색한,

벌레같은 놈, 비열한, 소인. morality: 도덕, 교훈, 덕행, 도덕률, 도의, 윤리학, 개인의 덕행, 이야기 따위의 교훈, 도덕극, 도덕우의극. pinch: 꼬집다, 인색하게 굴다, 죄다, 집다, 훔치다, 바싹조리차다, 어려움, 수척하게 하다, 움츠러들게 하다, 잘라내다, 체포하다-죄어들다꼭기다. romance: 로맨스, 전기소설, 꾸며낸 이야기를 하다, 연애 사건, 허구, 로망스말의, 모험소설, 로망스말

계통의, 꾸민 이야기를 하다, 가공적인 이야기, 가공적으로 만들어 내다. tragic: 비참한, 비극의, 비극적인, 비극적 요소. transgression: 위반, 범죄. unsatisfactory: 마음에차지않는, 불충분한, 불만족스런. youngest: 최연소자, 가장 나이 어린 가족, 막내 아이, 특히 가장 나이 어린 가족.

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by%his abilities to a better position. This man Jim would have to relieve. "But I don't think he will go away from the place," remarked Stein. "That has nothing to do with me. It was only for the sake of the woman that I . . . But as I think there is a daughter left, I shall let him, if he likes to stay, keep the old house." 'Patusan is a remote district of a native-ruled state, and the chief settlement bears the same name. At a point on the river about forty miles from the sea, where the first houses come into view, there can be seen rising above the level of the forests the summits of two steep hills very close together, and separated by what looks like a deep fissure, the cleavage of some mighty stroke. As a matter of fact, the valley between is nothing but a narrow ravine; the appearance from the settlement is of one irregularly conical hill split in two, and with the two halves leaning slightly apart. On the third day after the full, the moon, as seen from the open space in front of Jim's house (he had a very fine house in the native style when I visited him), rose exactly behind these hills, its diffused light at first throwing the two masses into intensely black relief, and then the nearly perfect disc, glowing ruddily, appeared, gliding upwards between the sides of the chasm, till it floated away above the summits, as if escaping from a yawning grave in gentle triumph. "Wonderful effect," said Jim by my side. "Worth seeing. Is it not?" 'And this question was put with a note of personal pride that made me smile, as though he had had a hand in regulating that unique spectacle. He had regulated so many things in Patusan--things that would have appeared as much beyond his control as the motions of the moon and the stars. 'It was inconceivable. That was the distinctive quality of the part into which Stein and I had tumbled him unwittingly, with no other notion than to get him out of the way; out of his own way, be it understood. That was our main purpose, though, I own, I might have had another motive which had influenced me a little. I was about to go home for a time; and it may be I desired, more than I was aware of myself, to dispose of him--to dispose of him, you understand-before I left. I was going home, and he had come to me from there, with his miserable trouble and his shadowy claim, like a man panting under a burden in

Korean cleavage: 쪼개짐, 분열, 벽개, 유방 사이의 골짜기, 분할, 터진 금, 열개, 벽개면, 난할, 갈라짐. conical: 원뿔의, 원추의, 원뿔꼴형의. diffused: 확산된, 널리 퍼진. fissure: 틈, 틈이 생기게 하다, 금, 갈라지다, 분할, 열구, 갈라진 틈, 찢어진 금, 갈라진 금, 쪼개진 틈, 터지게 되다. inconceivable: 상상도 할 수 없는, 상상 할 수도, 믿을수 없는, 상상할

수도 없는, 상상할 수 없는, 인지를 초월한, 터무니없는, 믿어지지 않는. intensely: 격렬하게. irregularly: 불규칙하게, 비정규적으로, 불규칙적으로, 부정기적으로, 고르지 않게. miserable: 비참한, 불쌍한, 초라한, 딱한, 빈약한, 천박한. ravine: 좁은 골짜기, 산골짜기, 협곡. relieve: 구제하다, 해직하다, 안심시키다, 덜다, 경감하다, 대조

시키다, 덜어주다, 돋보이게 하다, 두드러지게 하다, 교대하다, 구출하다. ruddily: 불그스름하게, 빨갛게, 붉게. shadowy: 공허한, 덧없는, 몽롱한, 그림자 있는, 그림자가 많은, 그림자 같은, 환상의, 흔적을 나타내는. spectacle: 구경거리, 안경, 광경, 장관, 보기에 도 지겨운 것, 타자의 재차의 무득점, 보기에 도 딱한 것. unwittingly: 모르고, 의식하지 않고.

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a mist. %I cannot say I had ever seen him distinctly--not even to this day, after I had my last view of him; but it seemed to me that the less I understood the more I was bound to him in the name of that doubt which is the inseparable part of our knowledge. I did not know so much more about myself. And then, I repeat, I was going home--to that home distant enough for all its hearthstones to be like one hearthstone, by which the humblest of us has the right to sit. We wander in our thousands over the face of the earth, the illustrious and the obscure, earning beyond the seas our fame, our money, or only a crust of bread; but it seems to me that for each of us going home must be like going to render an account. We return to face our superiors, our kindred, our friends--those whom we obey, and those whom we love; but even they who have neither, the most free, lonely, irresponsible and bereft of ties,--even those for whom home holds no dear face, no familiar voice,--even they have to meet the spirit that dwells within the land, under its sky, in its air, in its valleys, and on its rises, in its fields, in its waters and its trees--a mute friend, judge, and inspirer. Say what you like, to get its joy, to breathe its peace, to face its truth, one must return with a clear conscience. All this may seem to you sheer sentimentalism; and indeed very few of us have the will or the capacity to look consciously under the surface of familiar emotions. There are the girls we love, the men we look up to, the tenderness, the friendships, the opportunities, the pleasures! But the fact remains that you must touch your reward with clean hands, lest it turn to dead leaves, to thorns, in your grasp. I think it is the lonely, without a fireside or an affection they may call their own, those who return not to a dwelling but to the land itself, to meet its disembodied, eternal, and unchangeable spirit--it is those who understand best its severity, its saving power, the grace of its secular right to our fidelity, to our obedience. Yes! few of us understand, but we all feel it though, and I say _all_ without exception, because those who do not feel do not count. Each blade of grass has its spot on earth whence it draws its life, its strength; and so is man rooted to the land from which he draws his faith together with his life. I don't know how much Jim understood; but I know he felt, he felt confusedly but powerfully, the demand of some such truth or some such illusion--I don't care how you call it, there is so little difference, and the difference means so little. The

Korean bereft: 잃은, 여읜. confusedly: 지리멸렬하게, 어찌할 바를 몰라, 뒤범벅으로, 당황하여, 혼란스럽게. disembodied: 육체가 없는, 모습이 안 보이는 사람에게서 나온. dwelling: 주거, 주소, 거처. fidelity: 충실도, 충실, 엄수, 정확함, 성실, 원 물건과 꼭같음, 정절. fireside: 난로가, 가정, 단란, 일가, 노변의, 노변, 가정적인, 난로가의.

hearthstone: 재받이 돌, 가정, 노변, 마석. illustrious: 유명한, 저명한, 현저한, 찬란한, 빛나는, 혁혁한. irresponsible: 책임을 지지 않는, 무책임한, 책임이 없는, 책임감이 없는, 책임감이 없는사람, 책임지지 않는. kindred: 유사, 혈족, 친척 관계, 일가 권속, 혈족의, 같은 성질의, 친척, 같은 종류의, 같은 종류, 혈연,

혈연의. rooted: 뿌리깊은, 뿌리박은, 정착한, 뿌리있는, 뿌리를 박고 붙어 있는, 움직이지 못하는, 뿌리를 박은. sentimentalism: 감상주의, 다정다감. tenderness: 유연함, 마음이 무름, 민감, 애정, 유연, 친절, 다정. unchangeable: 변하지 않는, 불변의. whence: 하는 그 곳으로, 어찌하여, 어디서, 바의, 왜, 어떻게, 출처, 하는, 어디로부터.

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thing %is that in virtue of his feeling he mattered. He would never go home now. Not he. Never. Had he been capable of picturesque manifestations he would have shuddered at the thought and made you shudder too. But he was not of that sort, though he was expressive enough in his way. Before the idea of going home he would grow desperately stiff and immovable, with lowered chin and pouted lips, and with those candid blue eyes of his glowering darkly under a frown, as if before something unbearable, as if before something revolting. There was imagination in that hard skull of his, over which the thick clustering hair fitted like a cap. As to me, I have no imagination (I would be more certain about him today, if I had), and I do not mean to imply that I figured to myself the spirit of the land uprising above the white cliffs of Dover, to ask me what I--returning with no bones broken, so to speak--had done with my very young brother. I could not make such a mistake. I knew very well he was of those about whom there is no inquiry; I had seen better men go out, disappear, vanish utterly, without provoking a sound of curiosity or sorrow. The spirit of the land, as becomes the ruler of great enterprises, is careless of innumerable lives. Woe to the stragglers! We exist only in so far as we hang together. He had straggled in a way; he had not hung on; but he was aware of it with an intensity that made him touching, just as a man's more intense life makes his death more touching than the death of a tree. I happened to be handy, and I happened to be touched. That's all there is to it. I was concerned as to the way he would go out. It would have hurt me if, for instance, he had taken to drink. The earth is so small that I was afraid of, some day, being waylaid by a blear-eyed, swollen-faced, besmirched loafer, with no soles to his canvas shoes, and with a flutter of rags about the elbows, who, on the strength of old acquaintance, would ask for a loan of five dollars. You know the awful jaunty bearing of these scarecrows coming to you from a decent past, the rasping careless voice, the half-averted impudent glances-those meetings more trying to a man who believes in the solidarity of our lives than the sight of an impenitent death-bed to a priest. That, to tell you the truth, was the only danger I could see for him and for me; but I also mistrusted my want of imagination. It might even come to something worse, in some way it was beyond my powers of fancy to foresee. He wouldn't let me forget how

Korean besmirched: 손상하는, 욕되게 하는, 더럽히는. candid: 솔직한, 공평한, 포즈를 취하지 않은, 스냅 사진, 자연 그대로의, 있는 대로의, 입바른, 성실한, 꺼리낌없는, 거리낌없는, 공정한. figured: 모양으로 나타낸, 무늬 있는, 그림으로 표시한, 도식으로 표시한, 무늬가 있는, 문채 있는, 코드를 나타내는 숫자가 있는, 화음을

나타내는 숫자가 있는. immovable: 움직일 수 없는, 부동산, 움직이지 않는, 부동의, 확고한, 고정된, 감정에 좌우되지 않는, 정지한, 해마다 같은 날짜의 고정된, 자약한, 태연. impenitent: 개전의 정이 없는, 완고한 회개하지 않는 사람. jaunty: 명랑한, 쾌활한, 말쑥한, 멋진, 젠체하는, 의기양양한, 뽐내는, 유쾌한, 기분이 거뜬하고 쾌활한.

provoking: 성이 나는, 속타게 하는, 자극하는. revolting: 구역나는, 메스꺼운, 반란하는, 불쾌감을 일으키는, 싫은, 지긋지긋한, 반란을 일으키는. shudder: 떨다, 떪, 몸서리치다, 떨림, 몸서리. vanish: 사라지다, 영이되다, 소멸하다, 없어지다, 영이 되다, 소음, 희미해지다, 보이지 않게 하다. waylaid: 매복하다, 요격하다.

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imaginative %he was, and your imaginative people swing farther in any direction, as if given a longer scope of cable in the uneasy anchorage of life. They do. They take to drink too. It may be I was belittling him by such a fear. How could I tell? Even Stein could say no more than that he was romantic. I only knew he was one of us. And what business had he to be romantic? I am telling you so much about my own instinctive feelings and bemused reflections because there remains so little to be told of him. He existed for me, and after all it is only through me that he exists for you. I've led him out by the hand; I have paraded him before you. Were my commonplace fears unjust? I won't say--not even now. You may be able to tell better, since the proverb has it that the onlookers see most of the game. At any rate, they were superfluous. He did not go out, not at all; on the contrary, he came on wonderfully, came on straight as a die and in excellent form, which showed that he could stay as well as spurt. I ought to be delighted, for it is a victory in which I had taken my part; but I am not so pleased as I would have expected to be. I ask myself whether his rush had really carried him out of that mist in which he loomed interesting if not very big, with floating outlines--a straggler yearning inconsolably for his humble place in the ranks. And besides, the last word is not said,--probably shall never be said. Are not our lives too short for that full utterance which through all our stammerings is of course our only and abiding intention? I have given up expecting those last words, whose ring, if they could only be pronounced, would shake both heaven and earth. There is never time to say our last word--the last word of our love, of our desire, faith, remorse, submissions, revolt. The heaven and the earth must not be shaken, I suppose--at least, not by us who know so many truths about either. My last words about Jim shall be few. I affirm he had achieved greatness; but the thing would be dwarfed in the telling, or rather in the hearing. Frankly, it is not my words that I mistrust but your minds. I could be eloquent were I not afraid you fellows had starved your imaginations to feed your bodies. I do not mean to be offensive; it is respectable to have no illusions-and safe--and profitable--and dull. Yet you, too, in your time must have known the intensity of life, that light of glamour created in the shock of trifles, as amazing as the glow of sparks struck from a cold stone--and as short-lived, alas!'

Korean abiding: 영속적인, 오래 지속되는. affirm: 단언하다, 확언하다, 확인하다, 긍정하다, 지지하다, 확약하다. bemused: 멍한, 어리벙벙한, 곤혹스러운, 망연한, 생각에 잠긴, 넋을 잃게 한. eloquent: 표정이 풍부한, 웅변의, 을 잘 나타내는. greatness: 큼, 탁월, 위대, 다대함, 저명, 웅대, 다대, 거대, 거대함, 중대, 다량.

inconsolably: 위로할수 없을 정도로. instinctive: 본능적인, 천성의, 직관적인. intensity: 강도, 강렬, 세기, 엄함, 명암, 격렬, 강렬함, 효력, 맹렬. mistrust: 신용하지 않다, 의심하다, 추측하다, 불신, 불신용. proverb: 속담, 대동사, 평판 있는것, 우화, 인기 있는 것, 어떤 점에서 저명한 것, 어떤 점에서 인기 있는 것, 속담극, 저명한 것.

spurt: 분출, 한바탕 분발, 역주, 스퍼트, 일순, 용솟음, 앙등, 쏟아져 나오다, 내뿜다, 싹이 트다, 분투를 하다. starved: 굶주린, 허기진, 굶어 죽는. straggler: 낙오자, 우거져 퍼지는 풀, 불규칙하게 뻗어나간 가지, 미조. superfluous: 여분의. unjust: 부정한, 불공평한. wonderfully: 이상하게, 훌륭하게, 이상하게도.

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'The conquest of love, honour, men's confidence--the pride of it, the power of it, are fit materials for a heroic tale; only our minds are struck by the externals of such a success, and to Jim's successes there were no externals. Thirty miles of forest shut it off from the sight of an indifferent world, and the noise of the white surf along the coast overpowered the voice of fame. The stream of civilisation, as if divided on a headland a hundred miles north of Patusan, branches east and south-east, leaving its plains and valleys, its old trees and its old mankind, neglected and isolated, such as an insignificant and crumbling islet between the two branches of a mighty, devouring stream. You find the name of the country pretty often in collections of old voyages. The seventeenthcentury traders went there for pepper, because the passion for pepper seemed to burn like a flame of love in the breast of Dutch and English adventurers about the time of James the First. Where wouldn't they go for pepper! For a bag of pepper they would cut each other's throats without hesitation, and would forswear their souls, of which they were so careful otherwise: the bizarre obstinacy of that desire made them defy death in a thousand shapes--the unknown seas, the loathsome and strange diseases; wounds, captivity, hunger, pestilence, and despair. It made them great! By heavens! it made them heroic; and it made them pathetic too in their craving for trade with the inflexible death levying its toll on young and old. It seems impossible to believe that mere greed could hold men to such a steadfastness of purpose, to such a blind persistence in

Korean bizarre: 기묘한, 괴기한, 기상천외의, 별난, 기괴한, 괴상한. captivity: 감금, 사로잡힌 신세, 사로잡힘, 포로, 포로의 신세, 포로의 기간, 생포, 나포, 바빌론 포로. conquest: 정복, 정복하여 얻은 것, 애정의 획득, 점령지, 차지한여자, 피정복자. externals: 외관. forswear: 거짓맹세하다, 위증하다, 맹세코끊다, 맹세코 끊다, 단연

그만두다, 맹세코 그만두다. headland: 곶, 갑. indifferent: 무관심한, 공평한, 중성의, 치우치지 않는, 개의치 않는, 평범한, 좋지도 나쁘지도 않은, 변변치 않은중성의, 중립의, 중요치 않은, 시원치 않은. islet: 작은섬, 작은 섬, 작은 섬과 비슷한 것. loathsome: 지긋지긋한, 구역질 나는, 기분 나쁜, 육체적으로 기분 나쁜,

싫는, 싫어서 견딜 수 없는. neglected: 게을리한. obstinacy: 난치, 완고, 고집, 완고한 언행, 병의 난치. pathetic: 가련한, 감동시키는, 감상적인, 서투른, 애수에 찬. pestilence: 페스트, 평화를 파괴하는, 치명적인, 악성 유행병, 성가신. plains: 평지, 야지. surf: 밀려오는 파도, 파도를 타다, 바닷가에 밀려서 부서지는 흰 파도.

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endeavour and sacrifice. And indeed those who adventured their persons and lives risked all they had for a slender reward. They left their bones to lie bleaching on distant shores, so that wealth might flow to the living at home. To us, their less tried successors, they appear magnified, not as agents of trade but as instruments of a recorded destiny, pushing out into the unknown in obedience to an inward voice, to an impulse beating in the blood, to a dream of the future. They were wonderful; and it must be owned they were ready for the wonderful. They recorded it complacently in their sufferings, in the aspect of the seas, in the customs of strange nations, in the glory of splendid rulers.% 'In Patusan they had found lots of pepper, and had been impressed by the magnificence and the wisdom of the Sultan; but somehow, after a century of chequered intercourse, the country seems to drop gradually out of the trade. Perhaps the pepper had given out. Be it as it may, nobody cares for it now; the glory has departed, the Sultan is an imbecile youth with two thumbs on his left hand and an uncertain and beggarly revenue extorted from a miserable population and stolen from him by his many uncles. 'This of course I have from Stein. He gave me their names and a short sketch of the life and character of each. He was as full of information about native states as an official report, but infinitely more amusing. He _had_ to know. He traded in so many, and in some districts--as in Patusan, for instance--his firm was the only one to have an agency by special permit from the Dutch authorities. The Government trusted his discretion, and it was understood that he took all the risks. The men he employed understood that too, but he made it worth their while apparently. He was perfectly frank with me over the breakfast-table in the morning. As far as he was aware (the last news was thirteen months old, he stated precisely), utter insecurity for life and property was the normal condition. There were in Patusan antagonistic forces, and one of them was Rajah Allang, the worst of the Sultan's uncles, the governor of the river, who did the extorting and the stealing, and ground down to the point of extinction the country-born Malays, who, utterly defenceless, had not even the resource of emigrating--"For indeed," as Stein remarked, "where could they go, and how could they get

Korean beggarly: 거지 같은, 빈약한, 얼마 안되는, 비천한, 가난한, 초라한, 무일푼의, 인색한. bleaching: 표백, 표백법. chequered: 바둑판 무늬로 하는. complacently: 만족하여. country-born: 시골태생의. defenceless: 방비 없는. departed: 죽은, 과거의, 고인, 지나간, 죽은사람. extinction: 소멸, 소화, 폐지, 빛의

흡수, 단절, 꺼짐, 절명, 종식, 진화, 흡광, 사멸. impulse: 충격, 충동, 자극, 추진, 변덕, 충격량, 역적, 고무, 일시적 감정순간력, 욕구. insecurity: 불안정, 위험, 불안정한것, 불안전, 근심, 걱정거리, 불확실. intercourse: 성교, 교통, 교제, 영교, 영적인 교통, 의사의 교환, 영적 교통, 영적 교류. inward: 내적인, 안으로, 내장, 내부,

내부의, 낮은, 창자, 안의, 내심, 마음의, 수입의. obedience: 복종, 귀의, 교회의 권위, 지배. sketch: 스케치, 사생하다, 초안, 약도를 그리다, 사생화, 애별 그림, 초고, 스케치하다, 소묘곡, 꼴불견의 사람, 웃음거리의 사람. slender: 가느다란, 마른, 얼마 안 되는, 빈약한, 미덥지 못한, 미덥지 않은, 협음의, 모자라는, 호리호리한.

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away?" %No doubt they did not even desire to get away. The world (which is circumscribed by lofty impassable mountains) has been given into the hand of the high-born, and _this_ Rajah they knew: he was of their own royal house. I had the pleasure of meeting the gentleman later on. He was a dirty, little, usedup old man with evil eyes and a weak mouth, who swallowed an opium pill every two hours, and in defiance of common decency wore his hair uncovered and falling in wild stringy locks about his wizened grimy face. When giving audience he would clamber upon a sort of narrow stage erected in a hall like a ruinous barn with a rotten bamboo floor, through the cracks of which you could see, twelve or fifteen feet below, the heaps of refuse and garbage of all kinds lying under the house. That is where and how he received us when, accompanied by Jim, I paid him a visit of ceremony. There were about forty people in the room, and perhaps three times as many in the great courtyard below. There was constant movement, coming and going, pushing and murmuring, at our backs. A few youths in gay silks glared from the distance; the majority, slaves and humble dependants, were half naked, in ragged sarongs, dirty with ashes and mud-stains. I had never seen Jim look so grave, so selfpossessed, in an impenetrable, impressive way. In the midst of these dark-faced men, his stalwart figure in white apparel, the gleaming clusters of his fair hair, seemed to catch all the sunshine that trickled through the cracks in the closed shutters of that dim hall, with its walls of mats and a roof of thatch. He appeared like a creature not only of another kind but of another essence. Had they not seen him come up in a canoe they might have thought he had descended upon them from the clouds. He did, however, come in a crazy dug-out, sitting (very still and with his knees together, for fear of overturning the thing)--sitting on a tin box-which I had lent him--nursing on his lap a revolver of the Navy pattern-presented by me on parting--which, through an interposition of Providence, or through some wrong-headed notion, that was just like him, or else from sheer instinctive sagacity, he had decided to carry unloaded. That's how he ascended the Patusan river. Nothing could have been more prosaic and more unsafe, more extravagantly casual, more lonely. Strange, this fatality that would cast the

Korean apparel: 의복, 차리다, 꾸미다, 의상, 없는, 넘어설 수없는, 지나갈수 없는, 제복의장식수-입히다, 입히다, 통과할수 없는, 지나갈 수 없는. 기성복, 제복, 장식. interposition: 간섭, 중재, 조정, clamber: 기어 올라가다, 기어 올라감, 제기하다, 말참견하다, 개재, 각주의 힘들여 기어 올라가다, 기어오르다. 연방정부에 대한 간섭 허용주의, fatality: 참사, 숙명, 죽음, 불운, 재난, 사이에 넣음, 중재에 나서다, 사이에 치사성, 필연설, 불행, 인연, 운명, 들어가다, 사이에 끼우다. 숙명론. ruinous: 황폐한, 파멸을 가져오는, garbage: 쓰레기, 찌꺼기, 고기찌끼, 파괴적인, 영락한, 터무니없이 비싼, 보잘것 없는 것. 몰락한, 파멸을 초래하는, 파괴된. impassable: 통행할 수 없는, 극복할수 self-possessed: 냉정한, 침착한.

stalwart: 충실한, 튼튼한, 용감한, 키가 크고 늠름한 사람, 매우 충실한 사람, 매우 충실한, 키가 크고 늠름한. stringy: 실의, 실 같은, 섬유질의, 힘줄이 많은, 실오리처럼 늘어지는, 끈적 끈적한, 실처럼 늘어나는. thatch: 이엉, 띠, 띠로 이은 지붕, 초가지붕, 짚 지풍, 숱 많은 머리털, 갈 지풍, 이엉으로 이다, 풀 지풍. unsafe: 위험한, 불안한. wizened: 시든.

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complexion of a flight upon all his acts, of impulsive unreflecting desertion of a jump into the unknown.% 'It is precisely the casualness of it that strikes me most. Neither Stein nor I had a clear conception of what might be on the other side when we, metaphorically speaking, took him up and hove him over the wall with scant ceremony. At the moment I merely wished to achieve his disappearance; Stein characteristically enough had a sentimental motive. He had a notion of paying off (in kind, I suppose) the old debt he had never forgotten. Indeed he had been all his life especially friendly to anybody from the British Isles. His late benefactor, it is true, was a Scot--even to the length of being called Alexander McNeil--and Jim came from a long way south of the Tweed; but at the distance of six or seven thousand miles Great Britain, though never diminished, looks foreshortened enough even to its own children to rob such details of their importance. Stein was excusable, and his hinted intentions were so generous that I begged him most earnestly to keep them secret for a time. I felt that no consideration of personal advantage should be allowed to influence Jim; that not even the risk of such influence should be run. We had to deal with another sort of reality. He wanted a refuge, and a refuge at the cost of danger should be offered him-nothing more. 'Upon every other point I was perfectly frank with him, and I even (as I believed at the time) exaggerated the danger of the undertaking. As a matter of fact I did not do it justice; his first day in Patusan was nearly his last--would have been his last if he had not been so reckless or so hard on himself and had condescended to load that revolver. I remember, as I unfolded our precious scheme for his retreat, how his stubborn but weary resignation was gradually replaced by surprise, interest, wonder, and by boyish eagerness. This was a chance he had been dreaming of. He couldn't think how he merited that I . . . He would be shot if he could see to what he owed . . .And it was Stein, Stein the merchant, who . . .but of course it was me he had to . . . I cut him short. He was not articulate, and his gratitude caused me inexplicable pain. I told him that if he owed this chance to any one especially, it was to an old Scot of whom he had

Korean articulate: 관절로 잇다, 분명한, 의견을 분명히 말할 수 있똑똑히 발음하다, 또렷한, 음절이 있는, 생각을 명료하게 표현할 수 있는, 생각을 명료하게 말할 수 있는, 생각을 또렷하게 표현할 수 있는, 말을 명료하게 말할 수 있는, 말을 또렷하게 표현할 수 있는, 말을 또렷하게 말할 수 있는. benefactor: 은인, 후원자, 기증자, 보호자, 은혜를 베푸는 사람.

characteristically: 특질상, 개성적으로, 특징으로서. desertion: 유기, 탈당, 탈함, 내버림, 황폐, 황폐 상태. diminished: 감소된, 권위가 떨어진, 반음 줄인, 감손된. excusable: 변명이 서는, 용서할수있는, 용서할 수 있는. gratitude: 감사. impulsive: 충동적인, 추진적인, 순간력의, 추진하는, 자극적인,

고무적인, 감정에 끌린, 감정에 흐른. merited: 당연한, 상응한, 가치 있는. scant: 인색한, 가까스로의, 모자라는, 불충분한, 인색하게 굴다, 좀 부족한, 경시하다, 아껴서, 아까워하다, 부족한. sentimental: 감상적인, 감정의, 다감한, 감정적인, 감정에 바탕을 둔. unreflecting: 반성하지 않는, 무분별한, 반사않는, 빛을 반사하지 않는.

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never heard, who had died many years ago, of whom little was remembered besides a roaring voice and a rough sort of honesty. There was really no one to receive his thanks. Stein was passing on to a young man the help he had received in his own young days, and I had done no more than to mention his name. Upon this he coloured, and, twisting a bit of paper in his fingers, he remarked bashfully that I had always trusted him.% 'I admitted that such was the case, and added after a pause that I wished he had been able to follow my example. "You think I don't?" he asked uneasily, and remarked in a mutter that one had to get some sort of show first; then brightening up, and in a loud voice he protested he would give me no occasion to regret my confidence, which--which . . . ' "Do not misapprehend," I interrupted. "It is not in your power to make me regret anything." There would be no regrets; but if there were, it would be altogether my own affair: on the other hand, I wished him to understand clearly that this arrangement, this-- this--experiment, was his own doing; he was responsible for it and no one else. "Why? Why," he stammered, "this is the very thing that I . . ." I begged him not to be dense, and he looked more puzzled than ever. He was in a fair way to make life intolerable to himself . . . "Do you think so?" he asked, disturbed; but in a moment added confidently, "I was going on though. Was I not?" It was impossible to be angry with him: I could not help a smile, and told him that in the old days people who went on like this were on the way of becoming hermits in a wilderness. "Hermits be hanged!" he commented with engaging impulsiveness. Of course he didn't mind a wilderness. . . . "I was glad of it," I said. That was where he would be going to. He would find it lively enough, I ventured to promise. "Yes, yes," he said, keenly. He had shown a desire, I continued inflexibly, to go out and shut the door after him. . . . "Did I?" he interrupted in a strange access of gloom that seemed to envelop him from head to foot like the shadow of a passing cloud. He was wonderfully expressive after all. Wonderfully! "Did I?" he repeated bitterly. "You can't say I made much noise about it. And I can keep it up, too--only, confound it! you show me a door." . . . "Very well. Pass on," I struck in. I could make him a solemn promise that it

Korean bashfully: 숫기없게, 부끄럽게, 수줍게, 내성적으로, 부끄러운 듯이, 수줍어하여. becoming: 어울리는, 알맞은, 생성. confidently: 대담하게, 자신 있게, 자신만만하게, 확신하여, 확신을 갖고. dense: 우둔한, 조밀한, 짙은, 농밀한, 머리가 나쁜, 밀집한, 이해하기 힘든. envelop: 싸다, 포위하다, 봉하다. expressive: 표정이 풍부한, 표현의,

표현하는, 의미 심장한, 표현이 풍부한, 나타내는, 표현적인. honesty: 정직, 성실, 솔직, 루나리아, 정절. impulsiveness: 감정에 끌린 것. inflexibly: 구부릴 수 없는, 불굴의, 구부러지지 않는, 확고한. keenly: 예민하게, 날카롭게. puzzled: 하면 좋은가에 대해 어찌할 바를 몰라, 어쩔 줄을 모르는, 좋은가에 대해 어찌할 바를 몰라.

roaring: 떠들썩한, 포효, 활발한, 으르렁거림, 술마시며 떠드는, 소리, 경기가 좋은, 굉음, 극도로, 노호하는, 굉굉히 울리는. uneasily: 걱정하여, 불쾌하게, 불안 속에, 불안속에. wilderness: 황야, 끝없이 넓음, 사람이 살지 않는 땅, 일부러 손질 않고 내버려둔 곳, 막대한 수량, 광막한 곳, 막대한 수, 미국 비르드지니아 주 북동부의 산림 지대.

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would %be shut behind him with a vengeance. His fate, whatever it was, would be ignored, because the country, for all its rotten state, was not judged ripe for interference. Once he got in, it would be for the outside world as though he had never existed. He would have nothing but the soles of his two feet to stand upon, and he would have first to find his ground at that. "Never existed--that's it, by Jove," he murmured to himself. His eyes, fastened upon my lips, sparkled. If he had thoroughly understood the conditions, I concluded, he had better jump into the first gharry he could see and drive on to Stein's house for his final instructions. He flung out of the room before I had fairly finished speaking.'

Korean drive: 몰다, 드라이브, 돌진하다, 운전하다, 혹사하다, 몰이하다, 영위하다, 부딪치다, 추진력, 차로나르다, 쫘다. fairly: 공정히, 꽤, 아주, 명료하게, 완전히, 상당히, 정말로, 요정같이, 어지간히, 뚜렷이, 그런대로. fate: 운명, 운, 죽음, 숙명, 파멸, 운명의 삼여신. finished: 끝마친, 완전한, 끝낸, 완성된, 몰락한, 사라져가는,

죽어가는. instructions: 훈령. interference: 간섭, 방해, 참견, 저촉, 혼신우선권 다툼, 혼신, 충돌, 불법방해, 음파 따위의 간섭의, 광파 따위의 간섭의, 간섭의. jump: 뛰다, 뛰어 오르게 하다, 일치하다, 뛰어 넘다, 뛰어오르다, 폭등하다, 에서 벗어나다, 움찔하다, 비약하다, 생략하다, 뛰어 옮기다. ripe: 익은, 원숙한, 난숙한, 화농한,

붉고 탐스러운, 상스러운, 잘발달된, 준비가 다 된, 천한, 푹 곪은, 한창의. stand: 일어서다, 위치하다, 세우다, 서다, 침로를 잡다, 받다, 괴다, 멈춰서다, 오래가다, 고수하다, 참다. thoroughly: 철저히, 순전히, ㅁㅇ완전히, 충분히, 완전히. understood: 이해된, 양해된, 이해한. vengeance: 복수, 극단으로, 철저하게, 원수 갚기, 원수갚기.

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CHAPTER 23 'He did not return till next morning. He had been kept to dinner and for the night. There never had been such a wonderful man as Mr. Stein. He had in his pocket a letter for Cornelius ("the Johnnie who's going to get the sack," he explained, with a momentary drop in his elation), and he exhibited with glee a silver ring, such as natives use, worn down very thin and showing faint traces of chasing.% 'This was his introduction to an old chap called Doramin--one of the principal men out there--a big pot--who had been Mr. Stein's friend in that country where he had all these adventures. Mr. Stein called him "war-comrade." War-comrade was good. Wasn't it? And didn't Mr. Stein speak English wonderfully well? Said he had learned it in Celebes--of all places! That was awfully funny. Was it not? He did speak with an accent--a twang--did I notice? That chap Doramin had given him the ring. They had exchanged presents when they parted for the last time. Sort of promising eternal friendship. He called it fine--did I not? They had to make a dash for dear life out of the country when that Mohammed-Mohammed--What's-his-name had been killed. I knew the story, of course. Seemed a beastly shame, didn't it? . . . 'He ran on like this, forgetting his plate, with a knife and fork in hand (he had found me at tiffin), slightly flushed, and with his eyes darkened many shades, which was with him a sign of excitement. The ring was a sort of credential--("It's like something you read of in books," he threw in

Korean dash: 대시, 끼얹다, 단숨에 하다, 내던지다, 단거리 경주, 기운, 기미, 기를 꺽다, 허세, 충동, 위세. eternal: 영원한, 영구한, 끝없는, 평상시의, 예의, 불멸의, 변함없는, 영원한 것, 하느님. excitement: 흥분, 자극하는 것, 자극, 격앙, 법석, 동요. fork: 포크, 갈래, 쇠스랑, 아귀, 가랑이꼴이 되다, 포크 모양으로 하다, 포크로 찌르다, 포크를 쓰다,

쇠스랑으로 던지다, 쇠스랑으로던지다, 서서 먹는. glee: 환희, 유쾌, 합창곡, 기쁨, 삼부 또는 그 이상의 합창곡, 환회. knife: 나이프, 메스, 식칼, 단도로 찌르다, 나이프로 베다, 비겁한 수법으로 해치우려 하다, 칼, 수술용 칼, 해치우려고 하다, 헤치며 나아가다, 음흉한 수단으로 해치우려고 하다. promising: 장래성 있는, 유망한,

장래가 촉망되는. shame: 치욕, 불명예, 수치, 창피한 일, 부끄럼, 부끄러워 하게 하다, 모욕하다, 부끄럽게 하다, 부끄러움, 심한 짓, 잡된 행실. silver: 은, 은의, 은화, 은을 입히다, 은으로 만든, 은그릇, 은도금 하다, 질산은, 질산은을 칠하다, 은실, 은 같은. worn: 녹초가 된, 낡아 빠진, 닳아빠진.

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appreciatively)--and Doramin would do his best for him. Mr. Stein had been the means of saving that chap's life on some occasion; purely by accident, Mr. Stein had said, but he--Jim--had his own opinion about that. Mr. Stein was just the man to look out for such accidents. No matter. Accident or purpose, this would serve his turn immensely. Hoped to goodness the jolly old beggar had not gone off the hooks meantime. Mr. Stein could not tell. There had been no news for more than a year; they were kicking up no end of an all-fired row amongst themselves, and the river was closed. Jolly awkward, this; but, no fear; he would manage to find a crack to get in.% 'He impressed, almost frightened, me with his elated rattle. He was voluble like a youngster on the eve of a long holiday with a prospect of delightful scrapes, and such an attitude of mind in a grown man and in this connection had in it something phenomenal, a little mad, dangerous, unsafe. I was on the point of entreating him to take things seriously when he dropped his knife and fork (he had begun eating, or rather swallowing food, as it were, unconsciously), and began a search all round his plate. The ring! The ring! Where the devil . . . Ah! Here it was . . . He closed his big hand on it, and tried all his pockets one after another. Jove! wouldn't do to lose the thing. He meditated gravely over his fist. Had it? Would hang the bally affair round his neck! And he proceeded to do this immediately, producing a string (which looked like a bit of a cotton shoe-lace) for the purpose. There! That would do the trick! It would be the deuce if . . . He seemed to catch sight of my face for the first time, and it steadied him a little. I probably didn't realise, he said with a naive gravity, how much importance he attached to that token. It meant a friend; and it is a good thing to have a friend. He knew something about that. He nodded at me expressively, but before my disclaiming gesture he leaned his head on his hand and for a while sat silent, playing thoughtfully with the bread-crumbs on the cloth . . . "Slam the door--that was jolly well put," he cried, and jumping up, began to pace the room, reminding me by the set of the shoulders, the turn of his head, the headlong and uneven stride, of that night when he had paced thus, confessing, explaining--what you will--but, in the last instance, living--living before me, under his own little cloud, with all his unconscious subtlety which could draw consolation from the very

Korean deuce: 듀스, 불운, 재액, 재액-시합을 듀스로 만들다, 시합을 듀스로 만들다, 이달러, 이의 패, 주사위의 2, 화. elated: 의기 양양한심명이 난, 의기 양양한. expressively: 의미있게, 표현적으로. gravely: 자갈을 깐, 귀에 거슬리는, 자갈이 많은, 자갈의. immensely: 막대하게, 무한히, 광대하게.

jolly: 즐거운, 대단한, 놀리다, 대단히, 일사천리로 통과시키다, 을덜컥덜컥 얼근한 기분의, 유쾌한, 치살려서 움직이다. 기쁘게 하다, 엄청한, 매우, 멋진, subtlety: 예민, 민감, 정묘, 난해, 거나하게 취한. 불가사의, 희박, 교묘, 미묘, 교활, paced: 보의, 걸음이 ...인. 세밀한 구분, 세밀한구별. phenomenal: 경이적인, 굉장한, 자연 token: 기념품, 표, 이름만의, 현상의, 현상의. 대용화폐, 명목상의, 암호, 유물, rattle: 놀라게 하다, 혼란시키다, 점점, 증거, 전조, 신호. 수다스러운 사람, 딸랑이, 힘차게 voluble: 유창한, 수다스러운, 차를 몰다, 상소리로 꾸짖다, 입심좋은, 말 잘 하는, 변설이 유창한, 흥분시키다, 향음기관, 척척해치우다, 휘감는, 습성이 있는, 회전성의.

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source of sorrow. It was the same mood, the same and different, like a fickle companion that to-day guiding you on the true path, with the same eyes, the same step, the same impulse, to-morrow will lead you hopelessly astray. His tread was assured, his straying, darkened eyes seemed to search the room for something. One of his footfalls somehow sounded louder than the other--the fault of his boots probably--and gave a curious impression of an invisible halt in his gait. One of his hands was rammed deep into his trousers' pocket, the other waved suddenly above his head. "Slam the door!" he shouted. "I've been waiting for that. I'll show yet . . . I'll . . . I'm ready for any confounded thing . . . I've been dreaming of it . . . Jove! Get out of this. Jove! This is luck at last . . . You wait. I'll . . ."% 'He tossed his head fearlessly, and I confess that for the first and last time in our acquaintance I perceived myself unexpectedly to be thoroughly sick of him. Why these vapourings? He was stumping about the room flourishing his arm absurdly, and now and then feeling on his breast for the ring under his clothes. Where was the sense of such exaltation in a man appointed to be a trading-clerk, and in a place where there was no trade--at that? Why hurl defiance at the universe? This was not a proper frame of mind to approach any undertaking; an improper frame of mind not only for him, I said, but for any man. He stood still over me. Did I think so? he asked, by no means subdued, and with a smile in which I seemed to detect suddenly something insolent. But then I am twenty years his senior. Youth is insolent; it is its right--its necessity; it has got to assert itself, and all assertion in this world of doubts is a defiance, is an insolence. He went off into a far corner, and coming back, he, figuratively speaking, turned to rend me. I spoke like that because I--even I, who had been no end kind to him-even I remembered-- remembered--against him--what--what had happened. And what about others--the--the--world? Where's the wonder he wanted to get out, meant to get out, meant to stay out--by heavens! And I talked about proper frames of mind! ' "It is not I or the world who remember," I shouted. "It is you--you, who remember."

Korean astray: 타락하여, 길을잃어, 길을 것. 잃다. gait: 보조, 걸음걸이, 걷는 모양, defiance: 도전, 반항, 무시. 걸음걸이를 조련하다, 심사원 에 fearlessly: 겁 없이, 대담 무쌍하게, 걷게하다, 심사원 앞에 걷게 하다, 대담하게, 무서워하지 않고, 말의 보조. 용감하게. hurl: 퍼붓다, 내던지다, 내던짐, fickle: 변덕스러운, 변하기 쉬운. 던지다, 세게 던지기, 차로 운반하다. figuratively: 비유적으로, 전의적으로, improper: 부적당한, 버릇없는, 상징적으로. 부도덕한, 틀린, 맞지 않는, 어울리지 flourishing: 번영하는, 무성하는, 않는, 온당치 못한, 음란한, 타당하지 융성하는, 무성한, 융성한, 무성하는 않은, 그른, 상스러운.

insolence: 오만, 무례, 거만함, 건방진, 건방진태도, 거만. insolent: 무례한, 건방진, 오만한, 안하무인의. rend: 쪼개지다, 째지다, 강탈하다, 비틀어 떼다, 찢다, 찌르다, 분열시키다, 쥐어 뜯다, 괴롭히다, 떼어놓다, 산란하게 하다. sorrow: 불행, 슬픔, 고난, 슬픈, 슬퍼보이는, 아쉬움, 슬퍼하다, 후회, 고생.

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'He did not flinch, and went on with heat, "Forget everything, everybody, everybody." . . . His voice fell. . . "But you," he added.% ' "Yes--me too--if it would help," I said, also in a low tone. After this we remained silent and languid for a time as if exhausted. Then he began again, composedly, and told me that Mr. Stein had instructed him to wait for a month or so, to see whether it was possible for him to remain, before he began building a new house for himself, so as to avoid "vain expense." He did make use of funny expressions--Stein did. "Vain expense" was good. . . . Remain? Why! of course. He would hang on. Let him only get in--that's all; he would answer for it he would remain. Never get out. It was easy enough to remain. ' "Don't be foolhardy," I said, rendered uneasy by his threatening tone. "If you only live long enough you will want to come back." ' "Come back to what?" he asked absently, with his eyes fixed upon the face of a clock on the wall. 'I was silent for a while. "Is it to be never, then?" I said. "Never," he repeated dreamily without looking at me, and then flew into sudden activity. "Jove! Two o'clock, and I sail at four!" 'It was true. A brigantine of Stein's was leaving for the westward that afternoon, and he had been instructed to take his passage in her, only no orders to delay the sailing had been given. I suppose Stein forgot. He made a rush to get his things while I went aboard my ship, where he promised to call on his way to the outer roadstead. He turned up accordingly in a great hurry and with a small leather valise in his hand. This wouldn't do, and I offered him an old tin trunk of mine supposed to be water-tight, or at least damp-tight. He effected the transfer by the simple process of shooting out the contents of his valise as you would empty a sack of wheat. I saw three books in the tumble; two small, in dark covers, and a thick green-and-gold volume--a half-crown complete Shakespeare. "You read this?" I asked. "Yes. Best thing to cheer up a fellow," he said hastily. I was struck by this appreciation, but there was no time for Shakespearian talk. A heavy revolver and two small boxes of cartridges were lying on the cuddy-table. "Pray take this," I said. "It may help you to remain." No sooner were these words

Korean aboard: 차내에, 배 안에, 뱃전에, 탑승하고, 베이스에 나가서, 배에, 배로. absently: 얼빠져, 넋을 잃고, 멍하니, 방심하여. brigantine: 비슷한범선. cheer: 환호, 기분, 갈채, 갈채하다, 격려, 격려하다, 기운이 나다, 음식물, 기운을 북돋우다, 환성을 지르다, 음식. composedly: 침착하게, 마음을

가라앉혀, 태연하게, 태연히. dreamily: 어렴풋하게, 꿈같이, 꿈결같은, 꿈결같이. flinch: 주춤하다, 꽁무니 뺌, 주춤함, 에서 손을 떼다, 겁내어 피하다, 가죽을 벗기다. sack: 약탈, 마대, 약탈하다, 해고, 잠자리, 주머니 부대, 부대, 침낭, 누, 큰 자루, 퇴짜. trunk: 트렁크, 줄기, 주요한, 간선, 중계선, 몸통, 코, 주요부, 본체,

트렁크스, 전화 중계회선. tumble: 넘어지다, 공중제비를 하다, 뒹굴다, 전략하다, 구르다, 구르다시피 달려오다, 딱 마주치다, 부닥치다, 좌우로 흔들리다, 폭락하다, 넘어뜨리다. valise: 여행가방, 여행용 손가방, 배낭. westward: 서방에, 서쪽의, 서쪽, 서쪽으로 향하는, 서부 제국, 서쪽에, 서쪽으로. wheat: 밀.

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out of my mouth than I perceived what grim meaning they could bear. "May help you to get in," I corrected myself remorsefully. He however was not troubled by obscure meanings; he thanked me effusively and bolted out, calling Good-bye over his shoulder. I heard his voice through the ship's side urging his boatmen to give way, and looking out of the stern-port I saw the boat rounding under the counter. He sat in her leaning forward, exciting his men with voice and gestures; and as he had kept the revolver in his hand and seemed to be presenting it at their heads, I shall never forget the scared faces of the four Javanese, and the frantic swing of their stroke which snatched that vision from under my eyes. Then turning away, the first thing I saw were the two boxes of cartridges on the cuddy-table. He had forgotten to take them.% 'I ordered my gig manned at once; but Jim's rowers, under the impression that their lives hung on a thread while they had that madman in the boat, made such excellent time that before I had traversed half the distance between the two vessels I caught sight of him clambering over the rail, and of his box being passed up. All the brigantine's canvas was loose, her mainsail was set, and the windlass was just beginning to clink as I stepped upon her deck: her master, a dapper little half-caste of forty or so, in a blue flannel suit, with lively eyes, his round face the colour of lemon-peel, and with a thin little black moustache drooping on each side of his thick, dark lips, came forward smirking. He turned out, notwithstanding his self-satisfied and cheery exterior, to be of a careworn temperament. In answer to a remark of mine (while Jim had gone below for a moment) he said, "Oh yes. Patusan." He was going to carry the gentleman to the mouth of the river, but would "never ascend." His flowing English seemed to be derived from a dictionary compiled by a lunatic. Had Mr. Stein desired him to "ascend," he would have "reverentially"--(I think he wanted to say respectfully-but devil only knows)--"reverentially made objects for the safety of properties." If disregarded, he would have presented "resignation to quit." Twelve months ago he had made his last voyage there, and though Mr. Cornelius "propitiated many offertories" to Mr. Rajah Allang and the "principal populations," on conditions which made the trade "a snare and ashes in the mouth," yet his ship had been fired upon from the woods by "irresponsive parties" all the way down the river;

Korean careworn: 근심걱정에 시달린, 근심걱정으로 야윈, 근심걱정에 여원. clink: 교도소, 유치장, 돈, 땡그랑 소리, 쨍, 땡땡 울리다, 땡그랑 울리다, 땡그랑 소리나게 하다, 땡땡 소리나게 하다. dapper: 단정한, 작고 활발한, 날씬한. effusively: 철철 넘쳐, 도도히. flowing: 흐르는, 유창한, 늘어진, 미끈하게 머리, 물 흐르는 듯한, 미끈하게 처진, 조수가 밀려

들어오는, 넘치도록 많은. frantic: 심히 흥분한, 미친, 광란의, 심히흥분한, 황급한, 굉장한, 미친 사람 같은. gig: 벌점, 가벼운 보트, 소형 보트, 작살, 재즈연주회, 재즈연주, 작살을 쓰다, 작살로 찍다, 일하다, -에 벌점을 매개다, 과실 보고. madman: 미친 사람, 광인. mainsail: 주범. manned: 유인의, 사람이 탄, 사람을

태운. rajah: 라자, 왕, 귀족, 추장. remark: 주의, 말하다, 의견, 주목, 비평, 주의하다, 알아채다, 논평하다, 말, 감지하다, 유의하다. remorsefully: 동정심깊게. rounding: 회전하는, 둥글게 하는데 쓰는, 주위를 둘러싸는, 원순화, 둥글어진 것, 둥글게 함, 둥글어지는. self-satisfied: 자기 만족의, 독선적인. snare: 향현, 덫, 유혹하다.

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which%causing his crew "from exposure to limb to remain silent in hidings," the brigantine was nearly stranded on a sandbank at the bar, where she "would have been perishable beyond the act of man." The angry disgust at the recollection, the pride of his fluency, to which he turned an attentive ear, struggled for the possession of his broad simple face. He scowled and beamed at me, and watched with satisfaction the undeniable effect of his phraseology. Dark frowns ran swiftly over the placid sea, and the brigantine, with her fore-topsail to the mast and her main-boom amidships, seemed bewildered amongst the cat's-paws. He told me further, gnashing his teeth, that the Rajah was a "laughable hyæna" (can't imagine how he got hold of hyænas); while somebody else was many times falser than the "weapons of a crocodile." Keeping one eye on the movements of his crew forward, he let loose his volubility--comparing the place to a "cage of beasts made ravenous by long impenitence." I fancy he meant impunity. He had no intention, he cried, to "exhibit himself to be made attached purposefully to robbery." The long-drawn wails, giving the time for the pull of the men catting the anchor, came to an end, and he lowered his voice. "Plenty too much enough of Patusan," he concluded, with energy. 'I heard afterwards he had been so indiscreet as to get himself tied up by the neck with a rattan halter to a post planted in the middle of a mud-hole before the Rajah's house. He spent the best part of a day and a whole night in that unwholesome situation, but there is every reason to believe the thing had been meant as a sort of joke. He brooded for a while over that horrid memory, I suppose, and then addressed in a quarrelsome tone the man coming aft to the helm. When he turned to me again it was to speak judicially, without passion. He would take the gentleman to the mouth of the river at Batu Kring (Patusan town "being situated internally," he remarked, "thirty miles"). But in his eyes, he continued--a tone of bored, weary conviction replacing his previous voluble delivery-- the gentleman was already "in the similitude of a corpse." "What? What do you say?" I asked. He assumed a startlingly ferocious demeanour, and imitated to perfection the act of stabbing from behind. "Already like the body of one deported," he explained, with the insufferably conceited air of his kind after

Korean bored: 지루한, 따분한. conceited: 자부심이 강한, 변덕스러운, 젠체하는, 뽐내는. fluency: 유창, 능변, 거침없음. horrid: 무서운, 지독한. hyna: 하이에나, 잔인한 사람, 배신자, 욕심꾸러기, 잔혹한 사람. imitated: 본뜬, 모조의 가짜의, 모방된, 흉내내어진. impunity: 형을 받지 않음, 형, 처벌되지 않음, 을 받지 않음, 무사히,

무벌, 벌을 받지 않음, 해를 받지 않음. indiscreet: 경솔한, 지각없는, 무분별한, 분별없는. insufferably: 견딜수 없도록, 참을수 없이. judicially: 사법상, 재판관답게, 재판에 의하여. quarrelsome: 싸움 좋아하는, 싸움을 좋아하는. rattan: 등나무, 등, 등지팡이, 에

등나무의 부목을 대다. ravenous: 굶주린, 게걸든, 게걸스럽게 먹는, 탐욕스런, 마구 먹어대는. sandbank: 모래톱, 사주, 모래 언덕. similitude: 비교, 외모, 유사, 비슷함, 직유. stabbing: 찌르는 듯한. startlingly: 놀랄만큼, 놀랍도록. unwholesome: 불건전한, 유해한, 건강에 좋지 않는, 건강에 나쁜, 몸에 나쁜, 병적인.

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what they imagine a display of cleverness. Behind him I perceived Jim smiling silently at me, and with a raised hand checking the exclamation on my lips.% 'Then, while the half-caste, bursting with importance, shouted his orders, while the yards swung creaking and the heavy boom came surging over, Jim and I, alone as it were, to leeward of the mainsail, clasped each other's hands and exchanged the last hurried words. My heart was freed from that dull resentment which had existed side by side with interest in his fate. The absurd chatter of the half-caste had given more reality to the miserable dangers of his path than Stein's careful statements. On that occasion the sort of formality that had been always present in our intercourse vanished from our speech; I believe I called him "dear boy," and he tacked on the words "old man" to some half-uttered expression of gratitude, as though his risk set off against my years had made us more equal in age and in feeling. There was a moment of real and profound intimacy, unexpected and short-lived like a glimpse of some everlasting, of some saving truth. He exerted himself to soothe me as though he had been the more mature of the two. "All right, all right," he said, rapidly, and with feeling. "I promise to take care of myself. Yes; I won't take any risks. Not a single blessed risk. Of course not. I mean to hang out. Don't you worry. Jove! I feel as if nothing could touch me. Why! this is luck from the word Go. I wouldn't spoil such a magnificent chance!" . . . A magnificent chance! Well, it _was_ magnificent, but chances are what men make them, and how was I to know? As he had said, even I--even I remembered--his--his misfortune against him. It was true. And the best thing for him was to go. 'My gig had dropped in the wake of the brigantine, and I saw him aft detached upon the light of the westering sun, raising his cap high above his head. I heard an indistinct shout, "You--shall-- hear--of--me." Of me, or from me, I don't know which. I think it must have been of me. My eyes were too dazzled by the glitter of the sea below his feet to see him clearly; I am fated never to see him clearly; but I can assure you no man could have appeared less "in the similitude of a corpse," as that half-caste croaker had put it. I could see the little wretch's face, the shape and colour of a ripe pumpkin, poked out somewhere

Korean croaker: 의사, 목사, 불평가, 불길한 예언을 하는 사람, 개굴개굴우는 것, 개골개골 우는 것, 비관론자, 우는 물고기, 동갈민어과의 물고기, 까악까악우는 것. detached: 떨어진, 분견된, 공평한, 분리된, 초연한. exclamation: 감탄, 외침, 감탄사, 감탄부호, 절규. fated: 숙명적인, 저주받은, 운명 지워진, 운명이 정해진.

glimpse: 흘긋 보다, 희미하게 보이다, 흘긋봄, 일견, 힐끗 보다, 힐끗 보이다. intimacy: 친밀, 친교, 정교, 밀통, 간통, 친밀함을 나타내는 행위, 불의. pumpkin: 호박, 허세부리는 사람. resentment: 분개, 원한, 분노. shout: 외침, 외치다, 승부는 났다, 소리침, 소리치다, 부르짓다, 떠들어 대다, 고함치다, 큰소리로 말하다, 한턱낼 차례, 큰소리.

silently: 잠자코, 조용히, 아무 말 않고, 묵묵히, 고요하게. soothe: 달래다, 완화시키다, 가라앉히다, 위로하다, 진정시키다, 만족시키다. spoil: 관직, 망치다, 이권, 약탈하다, 발굴물, 약탈품, 아이를 응석받이로 키우다, 못쓰게 되다, 손상케하다, 상하다, 약탈. westering: 서쪽으로 향하는, 서쪽으로 기운, 서쪽으로 기우는.

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under %Jim's elbow. He, too, raised his arm as if for a downward thrust. Absit omen!'

Korean arm: 팔, 무기, 문장, 군사, 명과, 까치발, 병기, 후미, 팔걸이, 팔 보양의 것, 큰 가지. downward: 아래쪽으로, 내려가는, 이후, 이래, 쇠잔하여, 쇠미한, 내리받이의, 이후의, 아래쪽으로의, 쇠퇴하여, 아래로 향한. elbow: 팔꿈치, 기역자 관-팔꿈치로 찌르다, 몰두하여, 분주하여, 의복이 팔꿈치가 뚫어져, 팔꿈치로 찌르다, 기역자 관, 가난하여, 밀어 제치고

나아가다, 엘자 모양의 것, 팔꿈치 모양의 것. raised: 높인, 양각의, 붕긋한, 한층 높은, 도드라진, 높아진, 부풀게한, 부풀게 한, 효모로 부풀게 한. thrust: 밀다, 찌르다, 찔러넣다, 공격, 습격, 돌진하다, 찌르기, 혹평, 밀치다, 밀기, 돌격.

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CHAPTER 24 'The%coast of Patusan (I saw it nearly two years afterwards) is straight and sombre, and faces a misty ocean. Red trails are seen like cataracts of rust streaming under the dark-green foliage of bushes and creepers clothing the low cliffs. Swampy plains open out at the mouth of rivers, with a view of jagged blue peaks beyond the vast forests. In the offing a chain of islands, dark, crumbling shapes, stand out in the everlasting sunlit haze like the remnants of a wall breached by the sea. 'There is a village of fisher-folk at the mouth of the Batu Kring branch of the estuary. The river, which had been closed so long, was open then, and Stein's little schooner, in which I had my passage, worked her way up in three tides without being exposed to a fusillade from "irresponsive parties." Such a state of affairs belonged already to ancient history, if I could believe the elderly headman of the fishing village, who came on board to act as a sort of pilot. He talked to me (the second white man he had ever seen) with confidence, and most of his talk was about the first white man he had ever seen. He called him Tuan Jim, and the tone of his references was made remarkable by a strange mixture of familiarity and awe. They, in the village, were under that lord's special protection, which showed that Jim bore no grudge. If he had warned me that I would hear of him it was perfectly true. I was hearing of him. There was already a story that the tide had turned two hours before its time to help him on his journey up the river. The talkative old man himself had steered the canoe and

Korean affairs: 상황, 정사. canoe: 카누, 카누를 젓다, 카누로 가다, 마상이, 카누를 젖다, 통나무 배. clothing: 의류, 덮개, 돛. estuary: 강어귀, 내포. exposed: 드러난, 노출된, 비바람을 맞는, 노출한. fishing: 낚시터, 어업, 낚시질의, 낚시질, 어획, 어장, 고기잡이, 어업의, 낚싱리, 어업권, 낚시질용의.

foliage: 잎, 잎장식, 잎 무늬 장식, 잎전부. fusillade: 일제사격, 일제사격을 가하다, 일제 사격을 가하다. grudge: 주기 싫어하다, 원한, 유한, 아까워 하다, 싫어하다, 샘내다, 악의, 인정치 않다. haze: 안개, 혹사하다, 곯리다, 못살게 굴다, 몽롱, 아지랑이, 이내. headman: 수령, 직공장, 두목. jagged: 톱니 모양의, 들쭉날쭉하게

된, 들쭉날쭉한, 이상하게 된, 바위 따위의 톱니와 같은, 톱니와 같은. ocean: 대양, 끝없이 넓음, 막대한 양, 많음, 양. river: 강, 다량의 흐름, 생사의갈림길, 하천, 째는사람, 생사의 갈림길. streaming: 흐름, 능력별 학급 편성. swampy: 늪의, 늪이 많은, 습지의. tide: 풍조, 때, 경향, 극복하다, 조수, 흐름, 조수를 타고가다, 헤어나게 하다, 성쇠, 나르다, 견뎌내게 하다.

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had marvelled at the phenomenon. Moreover, all the glory was in his family. His son and his son-in-law had paddled; but they were only youths without experience, who did not notice the speed of the canoe till he pointed out to them the amazing fact.% 'Jim's coming to that fishing village was a blessing; but to them, as to many of us, the blessing came heralded by terrors. So many generations had been released since the last white man had visited the river that the very tradition had been lost. The appearance of the being that descended upon them and demanded inflexibly to be taken up to Patusan was discomposing; his insistence was alarming; his generosity more than suspicious. It was an unheard-of request. There was no precedent. What would the Rajah say to this? What would he do to them? The best part of the night was spent in consultation; but the immediate risk from the anger of that strange man seemed so great that at last a cranky dugout was got ready. The women shrieked with grief as it put off. A fearless old hag cursed the stranger. 'He sat in it, as I've told you, on his tin box, nursing the unloaded revolver on his lap. He sat with precaution--than which there is nothing more fatiguing--and thus entered the land he was destined to fill with the fame of his virtues, from the blue peaks inland to the white ribbon of surf on the coast. At the first bend he lost sight of the sea with its labouring waves for ever rising, sinking, and vanishing to rise again--the very image of struggling mankind--and faced the immovable forests rooted deep in the soil, soaring towards the sunshine, everlasting in the shadowy might of their tradition, like life itself. And his opportunity sat veiled by his side like an Eastern bride waiting to be uncovered by the hand of the master. He too was the heir of a shadowy and mighty tradition! He told me, however, that he had never in his life felt so depressed and tired as in that canoe. All the movement he dared to allow himself was to reach, as it were by stealth, after the shell of half a cocoa-nut floating between his shoes, and bale some of the water out with a carefully restrained action. He discovered how hard the lid of a block-tin case was to sit upon. He had heroic health; but several times during that journey he experienced fits of giddiness, and between

Korean alarming: 놀랄 정도의, 경각심, 경종, 놀라운. bride: 신부, 새색시. cranky: 변덕스런, 흔들흔들하는, 괴팍한, 불안정한, 병약한, 꾸불꾸불한, 까다로운, 기울기 쉬운, 심기가 뒤틀린, 짓궂은, 괴짜의. generosity: 관대, 도량이 큼, 활수함, 관대한 행위, 아낌 없는 마음씨. giddiness: 현기증, 경솔, 어지러움. hag: 마녀, 마귀 할멈, 버커리,

보기흉한노파, 소택지, 고약한 노파, 추한 노파. precedent: 선례, 판례, 앞의, 에서는, 의, 에 앞서는. ribbon: 리본, 리본 모양의 것, 가늘고 길게 쪼갠 널빤지, 끈, 에 리본을 달다, 고삐, 리본 모양으로 되다, 리본 모양으로 퍼지다, 리본의, 에 리본 모양의 것을 달다, 시계의 태엽. soaring: 상승, 우뚝 솟은, 높이 날기, 높이 나는, 고원한, 우뚝 솟음, 날아

오르는, 활상. son-in-law: 사위. stealth: 비밀, 몰래, 몰래 하기, 슬그머니 하기. uncovered: 보험에 들지 않은, 모자를 쓰지 않은, 담보가 없는, 덮개가 없는, 노출된, 모자를 쓰지않는, 차페물이 없는, 덮게를 씌우지 않는, 차폐물이 없는. veiled: 분명치 않은, 가면을 쓴, 감추어진, 베일로 덮인, 숨겨진.

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whiles he speculated hazily as to the size of the blister the sun was raising on his back. For amusement he tried by looking ahead to decide whether the muddy object he saw lying on the water's edge was a log of wood or an alligator. Only very soon he had to give that up. No fun in it. Always alligator. One of them flopped into the river and all but capsized the canoe. But this excitement was over directly. Then in a long empty reach he was very grateful to a troop of monkeys who came right down on the bank and made an insulting hullabaloo on his passage. Such was the way in which he was approaching greatness as genuine as any man ever achieved. Principally, he longed for sunset; and meantime his three paddlers were preparing to put into execution their plan of delivering him up to the Rajah.% ' "I suppose I must have been stupid with fatigue, or perhaps I did doze off for a time," he said. The first thing he knew was his canoe coming to the bank. He became instantaneously aware of the forest having been left behind, of the first houses being visible higher up, of a stockade on his left, and of his boatmen leaping out together upon a low point of land and taking to their heels. Instinctively he leaped out after them. At first he thought himself deserted for some inconceivable reason, but he heard excited shouts, a gate swung open, and a lot of people poured out, making towards him. At the same time a boat full of armed men appeared on the river and came alongside his empty canoe, thus shutting off his retreat. ' "I was too startled to be quite cool--don't you know? and if that revolver had been loaded I would have shot somebody--perhaps two, three bodies, and that would have been the end of me. But it wasn't. . . ." "Why not?" I asked. "Well, I couldn't fight the whole population, and I wasn't coming to them as if I were afraid of my life," he said, with just a faint hint of his stubborn sulkiness in the glance he gave me. I refrained from pointing out to him that they could not have known the chambers were actually empty. He had to satisfy himself in his own way. . . . "Anyhow it wasn't," he repeated good-humouredly, "and so I just stood still and asked them what was the matter. That seemed to strike them dumb. I saw some of these thieves going off with my box. That long-legged old scoundrel

Korean alligator: 악어, 악어 입의, 수륙 양용 전차, 스윙 음악광, 악어 가죽, 악어 입 같이 맞물리는 금속 공구, 악어같은, 악어의. amusement: 즐거움, 위안, 오락, 재미로 하는 것, 재미. armed: 무장한. blister: 물집, 돌출부, 중상하다, 물집이생기다, 괴롭히다, 물집이 생기다, 수포, 싫은 놈, 기포, 불쾌한 놈.

excited: 흥분한, 흥분한 활발한, 여기한, 여기 상태의. hazily: 흐릿하게, 어렴풋이, 몽롱하게. hullabaloo: 떠들썩함, 시끄러움, 왁자지껄함, 와글와글. instantaneously: 즉석의, 동시에 일어나는. instinctively: 직관적으로, 본능적으로, 천성의, 본능적인. muddy: 충충한, 흐리게 하다, 진흙 투성이의, 진흙의, 혼란한, 혼란한-

진흙 투성이로 만들다, 진흙 투성이로 만들다, 진흙이 많은, 흐린, 빛 따위가 흐린, 음성 따위가 흐린. principally: 주로, 대개, 대체로. stockade: 방책, 영창, 울타리를 둘러 친곳, 울타리로 둘러치다, 말뚝의 방파제, 방책의 울, 울타리를 둘러치다, 말뚝을 둘러치다. sulkiness: 부루퉁함, 실쭉하기, 찌푸린 얼굴, 토라져 있음. thieves: 도둑.

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Kassim% (I'll show him to you to-morrow) ran out fussing to me about the Rajah wanting to see me. I said, 'All right.' I too wanted to see the Rajah, and I simply walked in through the gate and--and--here I am." He laughed, and then with unexpected emphasis, "And do you know what's the best in it?" he asked. "I'll tell you. It's the knowledge that had I been wiped out it is this place that would have been the loser." 'He spoke thus to me before his house on that evening I've mentioned-- after we had watched the moon float away above the chasm between the hills like an ascending spirit out of a grave; its sheen descended, cold and pale, like the ghost of dead sunlight. There is something haunting in the light of the moon; it has all the dispassionateness of a disembodied soul, and something of its inconceivable mystery. It is to our sunshine, which--say what you like--is all we have to live by, what the echo is to the sound: misleading and confusing whether the note be mocking or sad. It robs all forms of matter--which, after all, is our domain--of their substance, and gives a sinister reality to shadows alone. And the shadows were very real around us, but Jim by my side looked very stalwart, as though nothing--not even the occult power of moonlight--could rob him of his reality in my eyes. Perhaps, indeed, nothing could touch him since he had survived the assault of the dark powers. All was silent, all was still; even on the river the moonbeams slept as on a pool. It was the moment of high water, a moment of immobility that accentuated the utter isolation of this lost corner of the earth. The houses crowding along the wide shining sweep without ripple or glitter, stepping into the water in a line of jostling, vague, grey, silvery forms mingled with black masses of shadow, were like a spectral herd of shapeless creatures pressing forward to drink in a spectral and lifeless stream. Here and there a red gleam twinkled within the bamboo walls, warm, like a living spark, significant of human affections, of shelter, of repose. 'He confessed to me that he often watched these tiny warm gleams go out one by one, that he loved to see people go to sleep under his eyes, confident in the security of to-morrow. "Peaceful here, eh?" he asked. He was not eloquent, but there was a deep meaning in the words that followed. "Look at these houses;

Korean confusing: 혼란시키는, 당황케 하는, 당황케하는. echo: 반향하다, 반향, 메아리, 흉내내기, 모방, 초음파 검사법, 모방하다, 메아리치다, 숲의요정메아리치다, 그대로 되풀이하여 대답하다, 종양. herd: 군중, 몰아 모으다, 지키다, 무리, 떼지어 모이다, 민중.목자, 목자, 민중, 떼를 짓다, 떼를 모으다, 군중의.

masses: 다수. peaceful: 평온한, 태평한, 평화로운, 평화를 위한, 온화한, 평화적인, 평화를 애호하는, 평화를 사랑하는, 평시용의, 조용한, 평화스러운. pressing: 긴급한, 무리하게 조르는, 프레스한 레코드, 화급한, 압착물, 억누름, 졸라대는, 압착하기, 긴급의. rob: 강탈하다, 강도질을 하다, 훔치다, 남자 이름, 약탈을 하다, 잃게하다, 의 속을 뒤져 훔치다, 강도질하다,

약탈하다, 빼앗다, 에서 빼앗다. shelter: 방공호, 보호하다, 피난하다, 보호물, 은신처, 차페물, 주거, 햇빛을 피하다, 비호하다, 비호, 대피호. shining: 화려한, 빛나는 뛰어난, 두드러진, 빛나는. sunlight: 햇빛, 일광. sweep: 옷자락을 끌며 걷다, 털다, 청소하다, 엄습하다, 길고 큰 노, 굴뚝 청소부, 타다, 만곡, 먼지, 한 번 휘두르기, 청소.

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there's%not one where I am not trusted. Jove! I told you I would hang on. Ask any man, woman, or child . . ." He paused. "Well, I am all right anyhow." 'I observed quickly that he had found that out in the end. I had been sure of it, I added. He shook his head. "Were you?" He pressed my arm lightly above the elbow. "Well, then--you were right." 'There was elation and pride, there was awe almost, in that low exclamation. "Jove!" he cried, "only think what it is to me." Again he pressed my arm. "And you asked me whether I thought of leaving. Good God! I! want to leave! Especially now after what you told me of Mr. Stein's . . . Leave! Why! That's what I was afraid of. It would have been--it would have been harder than dying. No-on my word. Don't laugh. I must feel--every day, every time I open my eyes--that I am trusted--that nobody has a right--don't you know? Leave! For where? What for? To get what?" 'I had told him (indeed it was the main object of my visit) that it was Stein's intention to present him at once with the house and the stock of trading goods, on certain easy conditions which would make the transaction perfectly regular and valid. He began to snort and plunge at first. "Confound your delicacy!" I shouted. "It isn't Stein at all. It's giving you what you had made for yourself. And in any case keep your remarks for McNeil--when you meet him in the other world. I hope it won't happen soon. . . ." He had to give in to my arguments, because all his conquests, the trust, the fame, the friendships, the love--all these things that made him master had made him a captive, too. He looked with an owner's eye at the peace of the evening, at the river, at the houses, at the everlasting life of the forests, at the life of the old mankind, at the secrets of the land, at the pride of his own heart; but it was they that possessed him and made him their own to the innermost thought, to the slightest stir of blood, to his last breath. 'It was something to be proud of. I, too, was proud--for him, if not so certain of the fabulous value of the bargain. It was wonderful. It was not so much of his fearlessness that I thought. It is strange how little account I took of it: as if it had been something too conventional to be at the root of the matter. No. I was more

Korean bargain: 흥정하다, 매매, 약속을 하다, 거래, 교섭하다, 기대하다, 바꾸다, 싼 물건, 의 조건을 붙이다, 헐값의. dying: 죽어가는, 임종, 임종의, 죽음, 꺼져가는, 사망, 죽을. fabulous: 전설적인, 믿어지지 않는, 전설상의, 굉장한, 매우 훌륭한, 비사실적인, 우화적인, 믿기 어려운, 터무니 없는, 거짓말 같은. fearlessness: 대담, 용기. hang: 교살하다, 걸다, 조금도, 벽에

바르다, 걸림새, 취지, 늘어뜨리다, 방식, 사용법, 요령, 늘어지다. innermost: 맨 안쪽의, 가장 깊숙한 곳, 가장 깊은 속의. lightly: 가볍게, 명랑하게, 부드럽게, 쉽사리, 민첩하게, 경솔히, 사뿐히, 약간, 얕게, 홀가분하게, 조용히. possessed: 침착한, 홀린, 미친, 흘려버린. pride: 자부, 자존심, 자랑, 자만, 만족, 득의의 모습, 득의, 경멸, 거만, 한창,

자랑거리. root: 뿌리, 어근, 근원, 찾다, 정착하다, 자손, 시조, 뿌리박다, 근절하다, 초목, 뿌리의. trading: 상업에 종사하는. transaction: 처리, 학보, 거래, 의사록, 초악티니드 계열, 화해, 희보, 업무, 트랜잭션, 회보, 계약. valid: 근거가 확실한, 유효한, 정당한, 정당한 수속을 밟은, 강건한, 법적으로 유효한.

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struck %by the other gifts he had displayed. He had proved his grasp of the unfamiliar situation, his intellectual alertness in that field of thought. There was his readiness, too! Amazing. And all this had come to him in a manner like keen scent to a well-bred hound. He was not eloquent, but there was a dignity in this constitutional reticence, there was a high seriousness in his stammerings. He had still his old trick of stubborn blushing. Now and then, though, a word, a sentence, would escape him that showed how deeply, how solemnly, he felt about that work which had given him the certitude of rehabilitation. That is why he seemed to love the land and the people with a sort of fierce egoism, with a contemptuous tenderness.'

Korean alertness: 경계, 비상, 경보, 경계심. 사나운, 싫은, 열렬한. amazing: 굉장한, 놀랄 만한, grasp: 잡다, 지배, 쥐다, 쥠, 잡으려 놀랄만한, 이상한. 하다, 자루, 이해하다, 이해, constitutional: 타고난, 구성상의, 달려들다, 손잡이, 이해력. 헌법상의, 체질상의, 보건상의, 운동, hound: 사냥개, 열중하는 사람, 입헌적인, 체격의, 체질의, 산책, 맹렬히 쫓다, 비열한자, 사냥개로 헌법의. 사냥하다, 비열한 사나이, 개. dignity: 존엄, 위엄, 관록, 품위, intellectual: 지적인, 지식인, 체면에 관계되다, 위풍, 위계, 고위 이지적인, 식자, 지력의, 지력을 인사. 요하는, 지력이 발달한, 머리를 쓰는, fierce: 지독한, 흉포한, 맹렬한, 지력 있는.

rehabilitation: 복직, 재건, 사회복귀, 복위, 갱생, 부흥, 복권, 명예회복. reticence: 과묵, 말수적음, 침묵, 조심함, 삼감, 말이 없음. trick: 장난, 버릇, 비결, 속이다, 계교, 요술, 요술부리다, 장난감, 모양내다, 의 기대를 저버리다, 계략. well-bred: 씨가 좋은, 뱀뱀이가 있는, 교양있게 자란, 행실이 좋은, 혈통이 좋은, 좋은 가문에서 자란, 예절 바른, 얌전한, 교육을 잘 받은.

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' "This is where I was prisoner for three days," he murmured to me (it was on the occasion of our visit to the Rajah), while we were making our way slowly through a kind of awestruck riot of dependants across Tunku Allang's courtyard. "Filthy place, isn't it? And I couldn't get anything to eat either, unless I made a row about it, and then it was only a small plate of rice and a fried fish not much bigger than a stickleback--confound them! Jove! I've been hungry prowling inside this stinking enclosure with some of these vagabonds shoving their mugs right under my nose. I had given up that famous revolver of yours at the first demand. Glad to get rid of the bally thing. Look like a fool walking about with an empty shooting-iron in my hand." At that moment we came into the presence, and he became unflinchingly grave and complimentary with his late captor. Oh! magnificent! I want to laugh when I think of it. But I was impressed, too. The old disreputable Tunku Allang could not help showing his fear (he was no hero, for all the tales of his hot youth he was fond of telling); and at the same time there was a wistful confidence in his manner towards his late prisoner. Note! Even where he would be most hated he was still trusted. Jim--as far as I could follow the conversation--was improving the occasion by the delivery of a lecture. Some poor villagers had been waylaid and robbed while on their way to Doramin's house with a few pieces of gum or beeswax which they wished to exchange for rice. "It was Doramin who was a thief," burst out the Rajah. A shaking fury seemed to enter that old frail body. He writhed weirdly on

Korean awestruck: 위엄에 눌린, 두려운 생각이 든, 외경심이 일어난, 위압당한, 위엄에 압도된. beeswax: 밀랍, 밀랍을 바르다, 밀. captor: 체포자, 빼앗는 사람, 획득자. complimentary: 칭찬하는, 무료의, 인사의, 인사잘하는, 초대의, 치렛말의, 경의 표하는. courtyard: 안뜰, 안마당, 마당. filthy: 더러운, 추잡한, 음탕한, 불결한, 많이 있는, 지독한.

fond: 어리석은, 다정한, 정에 무른, 사랑에 빠진, 실없는, 애정있는, 좋아서, 토대, 레이스의 바닥 천, 기초, 좋아하는. fried: 기름에 튀긴. gum: 고무풀, 잇몸, 껌, 고무, 덧신, 고무나무, 고무질이되다, 고무를 바르다, 고무를 분비하다, 탄성고무, 생고무. riot: 폭동, 폭동을 일으키다, 소동, 방종, 야단법석, 아주 유쾌한 사람,

방탕, 난봉, 방탕생활을 하다, 떠들다, 대성공. stinking: 구린, 냄새나는, 악취를 풍기는, 불쾌할 정도로. tales: 보결 배심원, 보결 배심원 소집 영장, 탈러. unflinchingly: 단호하게, 움추리지 않고. weirdly: 기묘하게. wistful: 탐나는 듯한, 생각에 잠긴, 곰곰 생각하는, 탐내는.

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his mat, gesticulating with %his hands and feet, tossing the tangled strings of his mop--an impotent incarnation of rage. There were staring eyes and dropping jaws all around us. Jim began to speak. Resolutely, coolly, and for some time he enlarged upon the text that no man should be prevented from getting his food and his children's food honestly. The other sat like a tailor at his board, one palm on each knee, his head low, and fixing Jim through the grey hair that fell over his very eyes. When Jim had done there was a great stillness. Nobody seemed to breathe even; no one made a sound till the old Rajah sighed faintly, and looking up, with a toss of his head, said quickly, "You hear, my people! No more of these little games." This decree was received in profound silence. A rather heavy man, evidently in a position of confidence, with intelligent eyes, a bony, broad, very dark face, and a cheerily of officious manner (I learned later on he was the executioner), presented to us two cups of coffee on a brass tray, which he took from the hands of an inferior attendant. "You needn't drink," muttered Jim very rapidly. I didn't perceive the meaning at first, and only looked at him. He took a good sip and sat composedly, holding the saucer in his left hand. In a moment I felt excessively annoyed. "Why the devil," I whispered, smiling at him amiably, "do you expose me to such a stupid risk?" I drank, of course, there was nothing for it, while he gave no sign, and almost immediately afterwards we took our leave. While we were going down the courtyard to our boat, escorted by the intelligent and cheery executioner, Jim said he was very sorry. It was the barest chance, of course. Personally he thought nothing of poison. The remotest chance. He was--he assured me--considered to be infinitely more useful than dangerous, and so . . . "But the Rajah is afraid of you abominably. Anybody can see that," I argued with, I own, a certain peevishness, and all the time watching anxiously for the first twist of some sort of ghastly colic. I was awfully disgusted. "If I am to do any good here and preserve my position," he said, taking his seat by my side in the boat, "I must stand the risk: I take it once every month, at least. Many people trust me to do that--for them. Afraid of me! That's just it. Most likely he is afraid of me because I am not afraid of his coffee." Then showing me a place on the north front of the stockade where the pointed tops of several stakes were broken, "This is where I leaped over on my third day in Patusan. They haven't

Korean abominably: 몹시, 지독히, 가증스레. 사형집행인. attendant: 시중드는, 수행의, 수행원, fixing: 고정, 설비, 정착, 비품, 설치, 수반물, 부수의, 출석자, 곁에 따르는 조정. 사람, 출석의, 출석의-곁에 따르는 impotent: 무력한, 음위의, 허약한, 사람, 따라다니는, 시중드는 사람. 노쇠한, 체력이 없는, 노쇠자, 뇌쇠한, colic: 복통, 산통의, 복통의, 결장의, 능력이 없는, 무력자, 성교 불능의, 산통. 성교불능자. disgusted: 메스꺼워찌게 하는. incarnation: 구체화, 화신, 권화, 실현, excessively: 과도하게, 지나치게, 육신을 입으심, 육아발생, 육체를 부절제하게. 부여함, 인간화, 육체를 부여하기, executioner: 실행자, 사형 집행인, 강생.

officious: 비공식의, 참견하기좋아하는, 쓸데없는친절을베푸는, 참견 잘 하는. saucer: 받침접시, 받침 접시, 받침 접시 모양의 것, 화분의 밑받침. tailor: 재봉사, 양복점을 경영하다, 짓다, 양복장이, 옷이 날개, 양복을 짓다, 맞추어 만들다, 재단사. tangled: 얽힌, 혼란을 일으킨, 분규의. tossing: 야당, 변명, 아웃, 탈락, 외부, 수비측.

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put%new stakes there yet. Good leap, eh?" A moment later we passed the mouth of a muddy creek. "This is my second leap. I had a bit of a run and took this one flying, but fell short. Thought I would leave my skin there. Lost my shoes struggling. And all the time I was thinking to myself how beastly it would be to get a jab with a bally long spear while sticking in the mud like this. I remember how sick I felt wriggling in that slime. I mean really sick--as if I had bitten something rotten." 'That's how it was--and the opportunity ran by his side, leaped over the gap, floundered in the mud . . . still veiled. The unexpectedness of his coming was the only thing, you understand, that saved him from being at once dispatched with krisses and flung into the river. They had him, but it was like getting hold of an apparition, a wraith, a portent. What did it mean? What to do with it? Was it too late to conciliate him? Hadn't he better be killed without more delay? But what would happen then? Wretched old Allang went nearly mad with apprehension and through the difficulty of making up his mind. Several times the council was broken up, and the advisers made a break helter-skelter for the door and out on to the verandah. One--it is said--even jumped down to the ground--fifteen feet, I should judge--and broke his leg. The royal governor of Patusan had bizarre mannerisms, and one of them was to introduce boastful rhapsodies into every arduous discussion, when, getting gradually excited, he would end by flying off his perch with a kriss in his hand. But, barring such interruptions, the deliberations upon Jim's fate went on night and day. 'Meanwhile he wandered about the courtyard, shunned by some, glared at by others, but watched by all, and practically at the mercy of the first casual ragamuffin with a chopper, in there. He took possession of a small tumble-down shed to sleep in; the effluvia of filth and rotten matter incommoded him greatly: it seems he had not lost his appetite though, because--he told me--he had been hungry all the blessed time. Now and again "some fussy ass" deputed from the council-room would come out running to him, and in honeyed tones would administer amazing interrogatories: "Were the Dutch coming to take the country? Would the white man like to go back down the river? What was the

Korean appetite: 식욕, 욕구, 욕망, 기호. arduous: 험악한, 부지런한, 힘드는, 어려운, 험한, 분투적인. barring: 이 없다면. boastful: 자랑하는, 과장된, 허풍을 떠는, 허풍 떠는, 자화자찬의, 자랑하고 싶어하는, 자화 자찬의. chopper: 헬리콥터, 높이 바운드하는 타구, 자르는 사람, 초퍼, 헬리콥터를 타고 가다, 기관총, 도끼, 이, 개조한 오토바이, 의치, 곡 써는 큰 식칼.

conciliate: 달래다, 회유하다, 존경을 얻다, 환심을 사다, 화해시키다, 조정하다, 제편으로 끌어들이다, 호의를 얻다. filth: 오물, 외설, 추잡, 음담패설. helter-skelter: 난잡하게, 나선형 미끄럼틀, 당황하여, 당황함. honeyed: 꿀로 달게하다, 달콤한, 간살스러운, 꿀이 많은. portent: 전조, 흉조, 불길한 일의 조짐, 중대한 일의 조짐, 조짐.

ragamuffin: 부랑아, 누더기를 걸친 더러운 사람, 남루한 옷을 입은 부랑아, 누더기를 몸에 걸친 초라한 사람, 누더기를 걸친 초라한 사람. slime: 찰흙을 칠하다, 찰흙, 점액, 끈적끈적한 것, 찐득찐득한 것, 진흙투성이가 되다, 점액으로 뒤덮다, 언짢은 것, 악의 세계, 미꾸라지처럼 미끈미끈 빠져 나가다, 더러운 것. wraith: 생령, 유령, 망령, 앙상하게 마른 사람.

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object %of coming to such a miserable country? The Rajah wanted to know whether the white man could repair a watch?" They did actually bring out to him a nickel clock of New England make, and out of sheer unbearable boredom he busied himself in trying to get the alarum to work. It was apparently when thus occupied in his shed that the true perception of his extreme peril dawned upon him. He dropped the thing--he says--"like a hot potato," and walked out hastily, without the slightest idea of what he would, or indeed could, do. He only knew that the position was intolerable. He strolled aimlessly beyond a sort of ramshackle little granary on posts, and his eyes fell on the broken stakes of the palisade; and then--he says--at once, without any mental process as it were, without any stir of emotion, he set about his escape as if executing a plan matured for a month. He walked off carelessly to give himself a good run, and when he faced about there was some dignitary, with two spearmen in attendance, close at his elbow ready with a question. He started off "from under his very nose," went over "like a bird," and landed on the other side with a fall that jarred all his bones and seemed to split his head. He picked himself up instantly. He never thought of anything at the time; all he could remember--he said--was a great yell; the first houses of Patusan were before him four hundred yards away; he saw the creek, and as it were mechanically put on more pace. The earth seemed fairly to fly backwards under his feet. He took off from the last dry spot, felt himself flying through the air, felt himself, without any shock, planted upright in an extremely soft and sticky mudbank. It was only when he tried to move his legs and found he couldn't that, in his own words, "he came to himself." He began to think of the "bally long spears." As a matter of fact, considering that the people inside the stockade had to run to the gate, then get down to the landing-place, get into boats, and pull round a point of land, he had more advance than he imagined. Besides, it being low water, the creek was without water--you couldn't call it dry--and practically he was safe for a time from everything but a very long shot perhaps. The higher firm ground was about six feet in front of him. "I thought I would have to die there all the same," he said. He reached and grabbed desperately with his hands, and only succeeded in gathering a horrible cold shiny heap of slime against his breast--up to his very

Korean alarum: 경보기, 경종, 놀람, 자명종 소리, 경보. creek: 작은 만, 후미, 작은 내, 크리크 동맹, 크리크 말, 크리크족, 지류, 내포, 작은내, 크리크, 크리크 사람. dignitary: 고관, 귀인, 고승, 소위 성직자, 고위 인사. gathering: 모임, 채집, 종기, 수확, 주름, 곪음, 접지 맞추기, 집회, 개더, 농양, 부어 오름. granary: 곡창, 곡물창고.

landing-place: 상륙장. 다름없이, 거의, 실지로. mechanically: 기계로, 기계적으로, shiny: 빛나는, 윤이 나는, 번쩍이는, 기계 장치로. 햇빛이 쬐는, 번들거리는, 해가 nickel: 니켈 도금하다, 니켈, 백동화, 비치는, 닳아 빤질빤질한. 니켈의, 니켈을 함유한. sticky: 끈적끈적한, 무더운, 점착성의, palisade: 벼랑, 뾰족 말뚝, 울타리, 이의를 말하는, 여간해서 움직이지 방책을 두드리다, 말뚝을 둘러 치다, 않는, 어려운, 몹시 괴로운, 몹시 울짱. 쓰라린. peril: 위험, 위험에 빠뜨리다, 모험. upright: 올바른, 똑바로, 골포스트, practically: 실용적으로, 실제로는, 곧게선, 곧은, 곧추 서서, 수직, 실지 로, 실질상, 이나 진배없이, 이나 정직한, 직립, 곧은 물건, 똑바로 선.

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chin. %It seemed to him he was burying himself alive, and then he struck out madly, scattering the mud with his fists. It fell on his head, on his face, over his eyes, into his mouth. He told me that he remembered suddenly the courtyard, as you remember a place where you had been very happy years ago. He longed--so he said--to be back there again, mending the clock. Mending the clock--that was the idea. He made efforts, tremendous sobbing, gasping efforts, efforts that seemed to burst his eyeballs in their sockets and make him blind, and culminating into one mighty supreme effort in the darkness to crack the earth asunder, to throw it off his limbs--and he felt himself creeping feebly up the bank. He lay full length on the firm ground and saw the light, the sky. Then as a sort of happy thought the notion came to him that he would go to sleep. He will have it that he _did_ actually go to sleep; that he slept--perhaps for a minute, perhaps for twenty seconds, or only for one second, but he recollects distinctly the violent convulsive start of awakening. He remained lying still for a while, and then he arose muddy from head to foot and stood there, thinking he was alone of his kind for hundreds of miles, alone, with no help, no sympathy, no pity to expect from any one, like a hunted animal. The first houses were not more than twenty yards from him; and it was the desperate screaming of a frightened woman trying to carry off a child that started him again. He pelted straight on in his socks, beplastered with filth out of all semblance to a human being. He traversed more than half the length of the settlement. The nimbler women fled right and left, the slower men just dropped whatever they had in their hands, and remained petrified with dropping jaws. He was a flying terror. He says he noticed the little children trying to run for life, falling on their little stomachs and kicking. He swerved between two houses up a slope, clambered in desperation over a barricade of felled trees (there wasn't a week without some fight in Patusan at that time), burst through a fence into a maize-patch, where a scared boy flung a stick at him, blundered upon a path, and ran all at once into the arms of several startled men. He just had breath enough to gasp out, "Doramin! Doramin!" He remembers being half-carried, half-rushed to the top of the slope, and in a vast enclosure with palms and fruit trees being run up to a large man sitting massively in a chair in the midst of the greatest possible commotion and

Korean asunder: 파라광이의 수도, 따로따로, 따로따로 떨어져, 떨어져서, 조각조각, 조각조각으로, 떨어져. barricade: 방책, 통행 차단물, 막다, 방해하다, 장애물-방책을 만들다, 투쟁의 장, 장애물, 장애, 에 방책으로 쌓다, 에 방책으로 막다, 장애물로 가로막다. burying: 매장, 묻음. desperation: 절망, 자포자기, 기를 씀, 필사.

dropping: 낙하, 강하, 낙하물, 촛농, 듣기, 똑똑 떨어짐, 똥, 방울져 떨어지는것, 적하, 탈모, 투하. feebly: 무기력하게, 나약하게. felled: 경사지는, 함락되는, 공그르는, 구르는, 나빠지는, 내려가는, 내리는, 넘어가는, 분류되는, 쓰러지는, 아래를 향하는. gasp: 헐떡거리다, 숨이 막히다, 헐떡거리며 말하다, 헐떡거림, 숨참, 헐떡임, 열망하다, 숨막힘.

jaws: 입 부분, 좁다란 입구. madly: 미쳐서, 극단으로, 몹시, 미친듯이. mending: 파손품, 수선, 수선할 것, 수선 부분, 고칠 것, 수선 재료. petrified: 술이취한, 곤드레만드레 취한. scattering: 흩어진, 산재한, 성긴. semblance: 유사, 외관, 겉꾸밈, 외형, 허울. socks: 속스.

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excitement. %He fumbled in mud and clothes to produce the ring, and, finding himself suddenly on his back, wondered who had knocked him down. They had simply let him go--don't you know?--but he couldn't stand. At the foot of the slope random shots were fired, and above the roofs of the settlement there rose a dull roar of amazement. But he was safe. Doramin's people were barricading the gate and pouring water down his throat; Doramin's old wife, full of business and commiseration, was issuing shrill orders to her girls. "The old woman," he said softly, "made a to-do over me as if I had been her own son. They put me into an immense bed--her state bed--and she ran in and out wiping her eyes to give me pats on the back. I must have been a pitiful object. I just lay there like a log for I don't know how long." 'He seemed to have a great liking for Doramin's old wife. She on her side had taken a motherly fancy to him. She had a round, nut-brown, soft face, all fine wrinkles, large, bright red lips (she chewed betel assiduously), and screwed up, winking, benevolent eyes. She was constantly in movement, scolding busily and ordering unceasingly a troop of young women with clear brown faces and big grave eyes, her daughters, her servants, her slave-girls. You know how it is in these households: it's generally impossible to tell the difference. She was very spare, and even her ample outer garment, fastened in front with jewelled clasps, had somehow a skimpy effect. Her dark bare feet were thrust into yellow straw slippers of Chinese make. I have seen her myself flitting about with her extremely thick, long, grey hair falling about her shoulders. She uttered homely shrewd sayings, was of noble birth, and was eccentric and arbitrary. In the afternoon she would sit in a very roomy arm-chair, opposite her husband, gazing steadily through a wide opening in the wall which gave an extensive view of the settlement and the river. 'She invariably tucked up her feet under her, but old Doramin sat squarely, sat imposingly as a mountain sits on a plain. He was only of the nakhoda or merchant class, but the respect shown to him and the dignity of his bearing were very striking. He was the chief of the second power in Patusan. The immigrants from Celebes (about sixty families that, with dependants and so on, could muster

Korean benevolent: 자비스러운, 친절한, 자애로운, 호의적인, 박애의, 유순한, 자선적인, 인정많은. betel: 구장, 구장의 잎. commiseration: 동정, 연민, 동정의 말, 애도의 말. eccentric: 편심적인, 편심륜, 편심의, 별난, 편심론, 별난사람, 괴짜, 괴짜의-괴짜, 괴짜의, 이심원, 편심기. garment: 의복, 옷, 외피, 의복 한 점.

homely: 검소한, 평범한, 수수한, 꾸밈없는, 가정의, 가정적인, 얼굴이 못생긴, 내집과 같은, 보기 흉한, 흔히 있는. invariably: 변화없이, 반드시, 일정 불변하게, 일정 불변하게 늘. motherly: 어머니의, 어머니 같은, 어머니로서의, 어머니로서. mud: 진흙, 보수적이다, 발전이 없다, 진창. nut-brown: 밤색의, 소녀의 얼굴

따위가 밤색의, 에일 따위가 밤색의, 에일 따위가 적갈색의, 적갈색의, 소녀의 얼굴 따위가 적갈색의. shrewd: 빈틈없는, 기민한, 모진, 심한, 약빠른, 날카로운, 짓궂은, 얘민한, 영리해 보이는. skimpy: 다라운, 모자라는, 인색한, 꽉 죄는, 불충분한. striking: 치는, 파업중인, 인상적인, 현저한, 두드러진, 눈에 띄는. unceasingly: 부단하게.

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some %two hundred men "wearing the kriss") had elected him years ago for their head. The men of that race are intelligent, enterprising, revengeful, but with a more frank courage than the other Malays, and restless under oppression. They formed the party opposed to the Rajah. Of course the quarrels were for trade. This was the primary cause of faction fights, of the sudden outbreaks that would fill this or that part of the settlement with smoke, flame, the noise of shots and shrieks. Villages were burnt, men were dragged into the Rajah's stockade to be killed or tortured for the crime of trading with anybody else but himself. Only a day or two before Jim's arrival several heads of households in the very fishing village that was afterwards taken under his especial protection had been driven over the cliffs by a party of the Rajah's spearmen, on suspicion of having been collecting edible birds' nests for a Celebes trader. Rajah Allang pretended to be the only trader in his country, and the penalty for the breach of the monopoly was death; but his idea of trading was indistinguishable from the commonest forms of robbery. His cruelty and rapacity had no other bounds than his cowardice, and he was afraid of the organised power of the Celebes men, only-till Jim came--he was not afraid enough to keep quiet. He struck at them through his subjects, and thought himself pathetically in the right. The situation was complicated by a wandering stranger, an Arab half-breed, who, I believe, on purely religious grounds, had incited the tribes in the interior (the bush-folk, as Jim himself called them) to rise, and had established himself in a fortified camp on the summit of one of the twin hills. He hung over the town of Patusan like a hawk over a poultry-yard, but he devastated the open country. Whole villages, deserted, rotted on their blackened posts over the banks of clear streams, dropping piecemeal into the water the grass of their walls, the leaves of their roofs, with a curious effect of natural decay as if they had been a form of vegetation stricken by a blight at its very root. The two parties in Patusan were not sure which one this partisan most desired to plunder. The Rajah intrigued with him feebly. Some of the Bugis settlers, weary with endless insecurity, were half inclined to call him in. The younger spirits amongst them, chaffing, advised to "get Sherif Ali with his wild men and drive the Rajah Allang out of the country." Doramin restrained them with difficulty. He was growing old, and,

Korean devastated: 황폐시키는. edible: 먹을수있는, 식료품, 먹을 수 있는. enterprising: 기업심이왕성한, 모험적인, 기업적인, 진취적인. especial: 특별한, 각별한. faction: 실록 소설, 당파, 파벌, 도당, 파당, 실화 소설, 당쟁, 당내의 파, 당내의 당, 내분, 의 뜻. half-breed: 혼혈아. indistinguishable: 구별할 수 없는,

인정받지 못하는, 구분할 수 없는, 식별할 수 없는. oppression: 압박, 우울, 압제, 답답함, 고난. partisan: 도당, 유격병, 가담, 당파심, 한 도아리, 당파심이 강한. pathetically: 감상적으로, 애절하게. piecemeal: 조금씩, 조각난, 산산이 조각난, 산산이, 산산조각의, 제각기. plunder: 약탈, 약탈하다, 착복하다, 약탈품, 노략질하다, 사람들로부터

물건을 약탈하다, 장소로부터 물건을 약탈하다. rapacity: 탐욕, 강탈. restless: 끊임없는, 불안한, 침착하지 못한, 잠잘 수 없는, 잠못이루는, 활동적인, 쉬지 않는, 쉬지 못하게 하는, 들떠 있는, 부단한, 침착하지 않은. revengeful: 복수심에 불타는, 앙심 깊은, 앙심깊은. stricken: 맞은, 다친, 덮친, 습격당한.

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though %his influence had not diminished, the situation was getting beyond him. This was the state of affairs when Jim, bolting from the Rajah's stockade, appeared before the chief of the Bugis, produced the ring, and was received, in a manner of speaking, into the heart of the community.'

Korean bolting: 도망, 추대, 음식물을 통째로 좌우하다, 유도, 감응력, 움직이다, situation: 위치, 처지, 장소, 형세, 삼킴, 볼토조이기, 음식물을 통째로 감화를 주다, 작용, 위력, 영향을 입장, 직, 아슬아슬한 고비, 지위, 뼜댐, 볼트로 조이기, 볼트 조이기. 미치다. 위험한 지경, 근무처, 관계. chief: 추장, 주로, 족장, 장관, 장, manner: 방법, 방식, 풍습, 태도, 다소, speaking: 말하기, 연설, 정치적 집회, 최고의, 주요한, 주요부, 두목, 보스, 작풍, 예절, 양식, 생활 양식, 종류, 이야기 하기에 적합한, 담화, 상관. 예의. 이야기를 할 정도의, 생생한, 말하는, diminished: 감소된, 권위가 떨어진, received: 용인된, 받아들여진, 말이라도 할 것 같은. 반음 줄인, 감손된. 일반적으로 인정된, 믿어지고 있는. stockade: 방책, 영창, 울타리를 둘러 heart: 심장, 가슴, 애정, 중심, 용기, ring: 반지, 울림, 연륜, 도당, 울리다, 친곳, 울타리로 둘러치다, 말뚝의 본심, 마음속, 마음, 원기, 핵심, 중앙. 팔찌, 나이테, 고리, 울리는 소리, 방파제, 방책의 울, 울타리를 influence: 영향, 세력, 감화력, 치다, 경마장. 둘러치다, 말뚝을 둘러치다.

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'Doramin was one of the most remarkable men of his race I had ever seen. His bulk for a Malay was immense, but he did not look merely fat; he looked imposing, monumental. This motionless body, clad in rich stuffs, coloured silks, gold embroideries; this huge head, enfolded in a red-and-gold headkerchief; the flat, big, round face, wrinkled, furrowed, with two semicircular heavy folds starting on each side of wide, fierce nostrils, and enclosing a thick-lipped mouth; the throat like a bull; the vast corrugated brow overhanging the staring proud eyes--made a whole that, once seen, can never be forgotten. His impassive repose (he seldom stirred a limb when once he sat down) was like a display of dignity. He was never known to raise his voice. It was a hoarse and powerful murmur, slightly veiled as if heard from a distance. When he walked, two short, sturdy young fellows, naked to the waist, in white sarongs and with black skull-caps on the backs of their heads, sustained his elbows; they would ease him down and stand behind his chair till he wanted to rise, when he would turn his head slowly, as if with difficulty, to the right and to the left, and then they would catch him under his armpits and help him up. For all that, there was nothing of a cripple about him: on the contrary, all his ponderous movements were like manifestations of a mighty deliberate force. It was generally believed he consulted his wife as to public affairs; but nobody, as far as I know, had ever heard them exchange a single word. When they sat in state by the wide opening it was in silence. They could see below them in the declining light the vast

Korean bull: 황소, 수컷, 큰, 센, 경관, 교서, 쓸데없는소리, 사는편, 사는 쪽, 황소자리, 쓸데없는 소리. clad: 장비한, 입은, 다른 금속을 입히다, 덮인, 클래딩하다. contrary: 반대의, 심술궂은, 상반하는 사물, 정반대, 반대로, 거꾸로, 역, 불리한, 거꾸로의, 반대명제, 외고집의. corrugated: 물결모양의, 주름있는, 주름잡힌, 골진.

cripple: 불구자, 발판, 위력없는 투구, 신체 장애자, 소택지, 서투른 선수, 병신으로 만들다, 병신, 절름발이, 해치다, 폐인. declining: 기울어, 쇠하여, 기우는. deliberate: 숙고하다, 신중한, 유유한, 협의하다, 고의의, 심의하다, 찬찬한. furrowed: 헤치고 나아가는, 에 주름살지게 하는, 이랑을 짓는, 주름살이 지는. immense: 광대한, 거대한, 훌륭한,

한없는, 막대한, 광대하다, 멋진, 이루 헤아릴수 없는, 굉장히, 굉장한, 아주. seldom: 드물게, 흔히, 좀처럼...않는, 좀처럼, 않는. semicircular: 반원의, 반원형의. sturdy: 억센, 불굴의, 완강한, 건전한, 우람스러운. waist: 허리, 블라우스, 요부, 몸통옷, 가운데의 잘룩한 곳, 허리의 잘룩한 곳, 여성복의 치수, 여성복의 허리, 중앙의 잘룩한 부분.

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expanse of the forest country, a dark sleeping sea of sombre green undulating as far as the violet and purple range of mountains; the shining sinuosity of the river like an immense letter S of beaten silver; the brown ribbon of houses following the sweep of both banks, overtopped by the twin hills uprising above the nearer tree-tops. They were wonderfully contrasted: she, light, delicate, spare, quick, a little witch-like, with a touch of motherly fussiness in her repose; he, facing her, immense and heavy, like a figure of a man roughly fashioned of stone, with something magnanimous and ruthless in his immobility. The son of these old people was a most distinguished youth.% 'They had him late in life. Perhaps he was not really so young as he looked. Four- or five-and-twenty is not so young when a man is already father of a family at eighteen. When he entered the large room, lined and carpeted with fine mats, and with a high ceiling of white sheeting, where the couple sat in state surrounded by a most deferential retinue, he would make his way straight to Doramin, to kiss his hand--which the other abandoned to him, majestically--and then would step across to stand by his mother's chair. I suppose I may say they idolised him, but I never caught them giving him an overt glance. Those, it is true, were public functions. The room was generally thronged. The solemn formality of greetings and leave-takings, the profound respect expressed in gestures, on the faces, in the low whispers, is simply indescribable. "It's well worth seeing," Jim had assured me while we were crossing the river, on our way back. "They are like people in a book, aren't they?" he said triumphantly. "And Dain Waris--their son--is the best friend (barring you) I ever had. What Mr. Stein would call a good 'war-comrade.' I was in luck. Jove! I was in luck when I tumbled amongst them at my last gasp." He meditated with bowed head, then rousing himself he added--' "Of course I didn't go to sleep over it, but . . ." He paused again. "It seemed to come to me," he murmured. "All at once I saw what I had to do . . ." 'There was no doubt that it had come to him; and it had come through war, too, as is natural, since this power that came to him was the power to make peace. It is in this sense alone that might so often is right. You must not think he

Korean crossing: 교차, 교차점, 횡단, 이종교배, 건널목, 교잡, 횡선, 십자로, 방해, 횡단보도, 도항. deferential: 공손한, 공경하는, 경의를 표하는. expanse: 팽창, 넓은장소, 넓음, 확장, 넓게 퍼진 공간, 넓게 퍼진 장소. fashioned: 식의. fussiness: 야단법석함, 안달복달함. indescribable: 형언할 수 없는, 막연한.

magnanimous: 도량이 넓은, 아량 있는, 도량이 큰. overt: 명백한, 공공연한, 증거 따위 명백한. purple: 화려한, 제왕의, 자줏빛, 왕위, 호화로운, 자주빛의, 고위-자주빛의, 자주빛이 되게하다, 자줏빛의, 호화로운-자주빛이 되게하다, 고위. retinue: 수행원, 종자, 배신, 시종, 특히 귀인 등의 시종, 특히 왕후 등의 시종.

ruthless: 무정한, 무자비한, 잔인한, 가차없는, 냉혹한. sinuosity: 꾸불꾸불함, 굽이, 복잡함, 만곡, 만곡부, 뒤엉킴, 구불구불함, 꾸불꾸불. sleeping: 수면. twin: 쌍둥이의, 쌍둥이, 닮은, 짝을 이루다, 쌍둥이를 낳다, 짝이 되게 하다, 쌍둥이의 한 뻑坡, 쌍둥이자리, 쌍정, 쌍정을 이루게 하다, 미국의 이인승 우주 비행 계획.

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had %seen his way at once. When he arrived the Bugis community was in a most critical position. "They were all afraid," he said to me--"each man afraid for himself; while I could see as plain as possible that they must do something at once, if they did not want to go under one after another, what between the Rajah and that vagabond Sherif." But to see that was nothing. When he got his idea he had to drive it into reluctant minds, through the bulwarks of fear, of selfishness. He drove it in at last. And that was nothing. He had to devise the means. He devised them--an audacious plan; and his task was only half done. He had to inspire with his own confidence a lot of people who had hidden and absurd reasons to hang back; he had to conciliate imbecile jealousies, and argue away all sorts of senseless mistrusts. Without the weight of Doramin's authority, and his son's fiery enthusiasm, he would have failed. Dain Waris, the distinguished youth, was the first to believe in him; theirs was one of those strange, profound, rare friendships between brown and white, in which the very difference of race seems to draw two human beings closer by some mystic element of sympathy. Of Dain Waris, his own people said with pride that he knew how to fight like a white man. This was true; he had that sort of courage--the courage in the open, I may say--but he had also a European mind. You meet them sometimes like that, and are surprised to discover unexpectedly a familiar turn of thought, an unobscured vision, a tenacity of purpose, a touch of altruism. Of small stature, but admirably well proportioned, Dain Waris had a proud carriage, a polished, easy bearing, a temperament like a clear flame. His dusky face, with big black eyes, was in action expressive, and in repose thoughtful. He was of a silent disposition; a firm glance, an ironic smile, a courteous deliberation of manner seemed to hint at great reserves of intelligence and power. Such beings open to the Western eye, so often concerned with mere surfaces, the hidden possibilities of races and lands over which hangs the mystery of unrecorded ages. He not only trusted Jim, he understood him, I firmly believe. I speak of him because he had captivated me. His--if I may say so--his caustic placidity, and, at the same time, his intelligent sympathy with Jim's aspirations, appealed to me. I seemed to behold the very origin of friendship. If Jim took the lead, the other had captivated his leader. In fact, Jim the leader was a captive in every sense. The

Korean admirably: 훌륭히. 처분, 배열. altruism: 애타주의, 애타 주의 설, dusky: 거무스름한, 어스레한, 음울한. 애타 주의, 이타 주의, 이타 주의 설. fiery: 불의, 염증을 일으킨, 불빛의, caustic: 부식성의, 가성의, 화선의, 불같은, 불타고있는, 격하기 쉬운, 화면, 통렬한, 부식제, 신랄한, 작열하는, 열렬한, 얼얼한, 인화하기 빈정대는-부식제, 빈정댐, 소작제, 쉬운, 폭발하기 쉬운. 화선. inspire: 고무하다, 시사하다, devise: 궁리하다, 안출하다, 유증하다, 불어넣다, 영감을 주다, 숨을 들이 유증, 유증하다-유증, 부동산 유증, 쉬다, 숨을 들이쉬다, 일어나게하다, 고안하다. 빨아들이다, 지시를 주다, 고취하다, disposition: 성질, 처리, 배치, 성향, 감격시키다.

ironic: 반어적인, 비꼬는, 반어의, 빗대는, 빈정대는. mystic: 신비한, 신비주으자, 비교의, 비교의-신비주으자, 비법의, 신비가, 신비적인, 신비주의적인, 정신적 상징의. proportioned: 균형잡힌, 비례하는. tenacity: 끈기, 고집, 불굴, 점착력, 뛰어난 기억력, 완강, 강인성. unrecorded: 등록되지 않은, 기록에 실리지 않은.

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land, the people, the friendship, the love, were like the jealous guardians of his body. Every day added a link to the fetters of that strange freedom. I felt convinced of it, as from day to day I learned more of the story.% 'The story! Haven't I heard the story? I've heard it on the march, in camp (he made me scour the country after invisible game); I've listened to a good part of it on one of the twin summits, after climbing the last hundred feet or so on my hands and knees. Our escort (we had volunteer followers from village to village) had camped meantime on a bit of level ground half-way up the slope, and in the still breathless evening the smell of wood-smoke reached our nostrils from below with the penetrating delicacy of some choice scent. Voices also ascended, wonderful in their distinct and immaterial clearness. Jim sat on the trunk of a felled tree, and pulling out his pipe began to smoke. A new growth of grass and bushes was springing up; there were traces of an earthwork under a mass of thorny twigs. "It all started from here," he said, after a long and meditative silence. On the other hill, two hundred yards across a sombre precipice, I saw a line of high blackened stakes, showing here and there ruinously--the remnants of Sherif Ali's impregnable camp. 'But it had been taken, though. That had been his idea. He had mounted Doramin's old ordnance on the top of that hill; two rusty iron 7-pounders, a lot of small brass cannon--currency cannon. But if the brass guns represent wealth, they can also, when crammed recklessly to the muzzle, send a solid shot to some little distance. The thing was to get them up there. He showed me where he had fastened the cables, explained how he had improvised a rude capstan out of a hollowed log turning upon a pointed stake, indicated with the bowl of his pipe the outline of the earthwork. The last hundred feet of the ascent had been the most difficult. He had made himself responsible for success on his own head. He had induced the war party to work hard all night. Big fires lighted at intervals blazed all down the slope, "but up here," he explained, "the hoisting gang had to fly around in the dark." From the top he saw men moving on the hillside like ants at work. He himself on that night had kept on rushing down and climbing up like a squirrel, directing, encouraging, watching all along the line. Old

Korean breathless: 죽은, 숨가쁜, 숨을 죽인, 바람 없는, 바람 한 점 없는, 숨도 못 쉴 정도의. capstan: 캡스턴, 닻을 감아 올리는 고패. clearness: 밝기, 명료도, 방해물이 없음, 밝음, 명석, 맑음, 투명, 아무렴 그렇고말고, 확실히, 분명함. earthwork: 대지 예술, 토목공사, 방어용흙둑, 방어용 흙둑, 토공사, 토루.

hillside: 산허리, 산중턱. impregnable: 난공 불락의, 확고한, 도덕심이 견고한, 수정가능한, 굴치않는, 지지않는, 끄떡 않는, 난공 불락. improvised: 즉석에서 지은, 즉흥의. meditative: 명상적인. ordnance: 병기, 포, 군수품, 군수품부. precipice: 절벽, 벼랑. rusty: 녹슨, 녹빛의, 녹병에 걸린, 무디어진, 구식의, 낡아빠진,

반항적인, 녹에서 생긴, 썩은 냄새가 나는, 완고한, 다루기 힘든. scour: 질주하다, 문질러 닦다, 물로 씻어내다, 급히 찾아 다니다, 갈다, 청소하다, 찾아 헤매다, 갈아서 닦다, 씻어내기, 을 급히 지나치다, 을 대충 생각하다. springing: 도약운동, 스프링. squirrel: 다람쥐, 저장하다, 지붕에 올라가다. thorny: 가시가 많은, 곤란한, 어려운.

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Doramin%had himself carried up the hill in his arm-chair. They put him down on the level place upon the slope, and he sat there in the light of one of the big fires-"amazing old chap--real old chieftain," said Jim, "with his little fierce eyes--a pair of immense flintlock pistols on his knees. Magnificent things, ebony, silvermounted, with beautiful locks and a calibre like an old blunderbuss. A present from Stein, it seems--in exchange for that ring, you know. Used to belong to good old McNeil. God only knows how _he_ came by them. There he sat, moving neither hand nor foot, a flame of dry brushwood behind him, and lots of people rushing about, shouting and pulling round him--the most solemn, imposing old chap you can imagine. He wouldn't have had much chance if Sherif Ali had let his infernal crew loose at us and stampeded my lot. Eh? Anyhow, he had come up there to die if anything went wrong. No mistake! Jove! It thrilled me to see him there--like a rock. But the Sherif must have thought us mad, and never troubled to come and see how we got on. Nobody believed it could be done. Why! I think the very chaps who pulled and shoved and sweated over it did not believe it could be done! Upon my word I don't think they did. . . ." 'He stood erect, the smouldering brier-wood in his clutch, with a smile on his lips and a sparkle in his boyish eyes. I sat on the stump of a tree at his feet, and below us stretched the land, the great expanse of the forests, sombre under the sunshine, rolling like a sea, with glints of winding rivers, the grey spots of villages, and here and there a clearing, like an islet of light amongst the dark waves of continuous tree-tops. A brooding gloom lay over this vast and monotonous landscape; the light fell on it as if into an abyss. The land devoured the sunshine; only far off, along the coast, the empty ocean, smooth and polished within the faint haze, seemed to rise up to the sky in a wall of steel. 'And there I was with him, high in the sunshine on the top of that historic hill of his. He dominated the forest, the secular gloom, the old mankind. He was like a figure set up on a pedestal, to represent in his persistent youth the power, and perhaps the virtues, of races that never grow old, that have emerged from the gloom. I don't know why he should always have appeared to me symbolic. Perhaps this is the real cause of my interest in his fate. I don't know whether it

Korean blunderbuss: 나팔총. brushwood: 베어낸 작은 나뭇가지, 숲, 물거리, 잘라 낸 곁가지. calibre: 구경, 도량, 역량, 직경. ebony: 흑단, 칠흙의, 흑단재, 흑단으로 만든. flame: 정열, 애인, 발끈하다, 광휘, 정열을 드러내다, 빛나다, 불길, 훨훨타다, 화염, 불꽃, 태우다. flintlock: 화승총, 부싯돌식발화장치, 부싯돌식 발화장치.

monotonous: 단조로운, 변화가 없어 지루한. pedestal: 기초, 주춧대, 대좌, 근저, 대에 올려 놓다, 대좌위에 올려 놓다, 받침대, 축받이, 흉상 따위의 받침대. persistent: 고집하는, 불굴의, 지속하는, 지속, 고집, 시든 후에도 떨어지지 않고 남는, 지속성 있는. polished: 닦은, 광택이 있는, 세련된, 우아한, 닦아 낸, 갈아 낸. sparkle: 불꽃, 생기, 번쩍이다, 번쩍임,

빛나다, 발하다, 거품이 알다, 거품 남, 재기, 재기의 번득임, 불꽃을 튀기다. stump: 유세하다, 의족, 그루터기, 괴롭히다, 뿌리, 의족으로 걷다, 곤경에 빠져, 꼬투리, 난처하게 하다, 도전하다, 쿵쿵 걷다. winding: 구부러짐, 굴곡하는, 굴곡, 감아 올림, 감아 들임, 둘러 말하는, 감은 것, 부정한 행동, 우여 곡절, 감음, 감는 법.

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was %exactly fair to him to remember the incident which had given a new direction to his life, but at that very moment I remembered very distinctly. It was like a shadow in the light.'

Korean direction: 방향, 경향, 명령, 지도, remember: 기억력이 있다, 기억하고 방위, 지휘, 이사, 지도자의 직, 방면, 있다, 생각해 내다, 기억하다, 악보상의 기호, 수취인 주소 성명. 상기하다, 을 기억하고 있다, 에게 distinctly: 뚜렷하게, 명백하게. 선물을 주다, 기억해 두다, 전언하다, fair: 깨끗한, 아름다운, 순조로운, 갠, 을 위하여 기도하다, 을 고맙게여기고 정중한, 금발의, 여성, 장애물이 없는, 있다. 유망한, 품평회, 철저한. shadow: 그림자, 어둠, 어둡게 하다, incident: 일어나기 쉬운, 사건, 삽화, 비호, 영상, 환영, 미행자, 그늘, 투사의, 부대적인, 부수하는, 보호다다, 덮다, 그림자를 만들다. 투사하는, 부대 사건, 일어난일, 부대적 사물, 작은사건.

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CHAPTER 27 'Already%the legend had gifted him with supernatural powers. Yes, it was said, there had been many ropes cunningly disposed, and a strange contrivance that turned by the efforts of many men, and each gun went up tearing slowly through the bushes, like a wild pig rooting its way in the undergrowth, but . . . and the wisest shook their heads. There was something occult in all this, no doubt; for what is the strength of ropes and of men's arms? There is a rebellious soul in things which must be overcome by powerful charms and incantations. Thus old Sura--a very respectable householder of Patusan--with whom I had a quiet chat one evening. However, Sura was a professional sorcerer also, who attended all the rice sowings and reapings for miles around for the purpose of subduing the stubborn souls of things. This occupation he seemed to think a most arduous one, and perhaps the souls of things are more stubborn than the souls of men. As to the simple folk of outlying villages, they believed and said (as the most natural thing in the world) that Jim had carried the guns up the hill on his back--two at a time. 'This would make Jim stamp his foot in vexation and exclaim with an exasperated little laugh, "What can you do with such silly beggars? They will sit up half the night talking bally rot, and the greater the lie the more they seem to like it." You could trace the subtle influence of his surroundings in this irritation. It was part of his captivity. The earnestness of his denials was amusing, and at last I said, "My dear fellow, you don't suppose _I_ believe this." He looked at me

Korean carried: 운반된, 넋을 잃은, 황홀해진, 황홀한, 제 정신을 잃은. chat: 지빠귀과의 작은 새, 잡담하다, 잡담, 에게 말을 걸다, 담소하다, 한담, 지빠귀과의 작은새, 담소, 채트, 잡담하기. contrivance: 고안품, 계략, 장치, 계획, 연구, 고안, 모략, 연구의 재간. cunningly: 교활하게, 교묘하게. gifted: 타고난 재능이 있는, 천부의 재주가 있는, 수재의, 매우 머리가

좋은, 천부의 재능이 있는. 문드러지다, 부패물, 타락시키다, greater: 대. 부패시키다, 부패하다, 부패병, heads: 머릿 수. 헛소리, 타락. householder: 호주, 세대주, 가장. supernatural: 초자연의, 불가사의한, outlying: 외딴, 지경 밖에 있는, 멀리 초자연적인 힘, 신의 조화. 떨어진, 밖에 있는. tearing: 찢는, 괴로운, 냅다, 미친듯이, rebellious: 반항적인, 다루기 힘든, 사납게 날뛰는, 잡아뜯는, 맹렬이, 반항하는, 반역심이 있는, 반란하는, 쥐어 뜯는, 쥐어뜯는 듯한, 맹렬한, 모반의, 힘에 부치는, 다루기 어려운, 맹렬히. 낫기 힘든, 난치의, 모반하는. undergrowth: 덤불, 발육부진전, 관목, rot: 부패, 썩다, 썩음, 썩어 발육 불충분, 잔털.

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quite%startled. "Well, no! I suppose not," he said, and burst into a Homeric peal of laughter. "Well, anyhow the guns were there, and went off all together at sunrise. Jove! You should have seen the splinters fly," he cried. By his side Dain Waris, listening with a quiet smile, dropped his eyelids and shuffled his feet a little. It appears that the success in mounting the guns had given Jim's people such a feeling of confidence that he ventured to leave the battery under charge of two elderly Bugis who had seen some fighting in their day, and went to join Dain Waris and the storming party who were concealed in the ravine. In the small hours they began creeping up, and when two-thirds of the way up, lay in the wet grass waiting for the appearance of the sun, which was the agreed signal. He told me with what impatient anguishing emotion he watched the swift coming of the dawn; how, heated with the work and the climbing, he felt the cold dew chilling his very bones; how afraid he was he would begin to shiver and shake like a leaf before the time came for the advance. "It was the slowest half-hour in my life," he declared. Gradually the silent stockade came out on the sky above him. Men scattered all down the slope were crouching amongst the dark stones and dripping bushes. Dain Waris was lying flattened by his side. "We looked at each other," Jim said, resting a gentle hand on his friend's shoulder. "He smiled at me as cheery as you please, and I dared not stir my lips for fear I would break out into a shivering fit. 'Pon my word, it's true! I had been streaming with perspiration when we took cover--so you may imagine . . ." He declared, and I believe him, that he had no fears as to the result. He was only anxious as to his ability to repress these shivers. He didn't bother about the result. He was bound to get to the top of that hill and stay there, whatever might happen. There could be no going back for him. Those people had trusted him implicitly. Him alone! His bare word. . . . 'I remember how, at this point, he paused with his eyes fixed upon me. "As far as he knew, they never had an occasion to regret it yet," he said. "Never. He hoped to God they never would. Meantime-- worse luck!--they had got into the habit of taking his word for anything and everything. I could have no idea! Why, only the other day an old fool he had never seen in his life came from some village miles away to find out if he should divorce his wife. Fact. Solemn word.

Korean climbing: 기어오르는, 등산, 상승하는, 기어 오름, 등산용의, 등산용의 기어오름, 기어오름. concealed: 숨기는. dripping: 흠뻑 젖은, 적하, 적하 듣는 것, 물방울 똑똑 떨어지는, 뚝뚝 떨어짐, 들음. flattened: 반음 낮아지는, 평평해지는, 평평하게 하는, 반음 낮추는, 단조롭게 하는, 김이 빠지는, 기력을 없애는, 발딱 넘어뜨리는.

heated: 격한, 뜨거워진, 흥분, 가열된, 흥분한. impatient: 성마른, 안달하는, 참을수 없는, 갈망하는몹시기다려지는, 못 견디는, 성급한, 안절부절 못하는, 조바심하는, 참을성없는, 탐나서 못견디는. mounting: 포가, 설치, 마구, 박제, 장비, 총가, 대포 따위의 설치. peal: 울림, 한 벌의 종, 종소리의 울림, 종악, 울려 퍼지다, 울려 퍼지게 하다,

음악적으로 가락을 맞춘 한 벌의 종, 종 따위의 울림, 천둥 따위의 울림, 대포 따위의 울림, 우렁차게 울려 퍼지게 하다. repress: 억누르다, 억압하다, 억제하다, 진압하다, 정복하다. shivering: 몸의 떨림, 전율. shivers: 산산조각. swift: 즉석의, 빠른, 칼새, 하기 쉬운, 빨리, 순식간의, 스위프트, 잽싸게, 동작이 빠른 사람, 동작이 빠른 것.

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That's %the sort of thing. . . He wouldn't have believed it. Would I? Squatted on the verandah chewing betel-nut, sighing and spitting all over the place for more than an hour, and as glum as an undertaker before he came out with that dashed conundrum. That's the kind of thing that isn't so funny as it looks. What was a fellow to say?--Good wife?--Yes. Good wife--old though. Started a confounded long story about some brass pots. Been living together for fifteen years--twenty years--could not tell. A long, long time. Good wife. Beat her a little--not much-just a little, when she was young. Had to--for the sake of his honour. Suddenly in her old age she goes and lends three brass pots to her sister's son's wife, and begins to abuse him every day in a loud voice. His enemies jeered at him; his face was utterly blackened. Pots totally lost. Awfully cut up about it. Impossible to fathom a story like that; told him to go home, and promised to come along myself and settle it all. It's all very well to grin, but it was the dashedest nuisance! A day's journey through the forest, another day lost in coaxing a lot of silly villagers to get at the rights of the affair. There was the making of a sanguinary shindy in the thing. Every bally idiot took sides with one family or the other, and one half of the village was ready to go for the other half with anything that came handy. Honour bright! No joke! . . . Instead of attending to their bally crops. Got him the infernal pots back of course--and pacified all hands. No trouble to settle it. Of course not. Could settle the deadliest quarrel in the country by crooking his little finger. The trouble was to get at the truth of anything. Was not sure to this day whether he had been fair to all parties. It worried him. And the talk! Jove! There didn't seem to be any head or tail to it. Rather storm a twenty-foot-high old stockade any day. Much! Child's play to that other job. Wouldn't take so long either. Well, yes; a funny set out, upon the whole--the fool looked old enough to be his grandfather. But from another point of view it was no joke. His word decided everything--ever since the smashing of Sherif Ali. An awful responsibility," he repeated. "No, really-- joking apart, had it been three lives instead of three rotten brass pots it would have been the same. . . ." 'Thus he illustrated the moral effect of his victory in war. It was in truth immense. It had led him from strife to peace, and through death into the

Korean attending: 주치의인, 대학 부속병원에 의사로서 근무하는. brass: 놋쇠, 금관악기, 철면피, 고급장교, 금전, 놋그릇, 창녀, 놋쇠빛, 축받이, 뻔뻔스러움, 돈. coaxing: 알랑대는, 감언이설, 구슬리고 달램, 감언 이설. conundrum: 수수께끼 같은 사람, 어려운 문제, 수수께끼, 재치문답, 수수께끼같은인물, 수수께끼 같은 사물.

grandfather: 조부, 조상. grin: 이빨을 드러내다, 씩웃다, 히죽히죽 웃음, 이를 악물고 감정을 나타내다, 이를 드러내고 웃다, 이를 드러내고 나타내다, 이를 드러내고 감정을 나타내다, 싱글싱글 웃음, 이를 악물고 나타내다. handy: 알맞은, 가까이 있는, 솜씨 좋은, 편리한, 손 가까이에 있는, 능숙한, 펼리한. nuisance: 폐, 남에게 폐를 끼치는

행위, 불쾌한 물건, 성가신 물건, 불쾌한사람, 딱한 사정, 귀찮은 일, 방해, 성가신 것, 남에게 폐가 되는 행위, 폐가 되는 행위. sanguinary: 잔인한, 피비린내 나는, 지독한, 피비린내나는. shindy: 소동, 야단법석. smashing: 맹렬한, 굉장한, 분쇄하는. undertaker: 인수인, 장의사, 기업, 떠맡은 일, 보증, 사업, 일, 청부한 일, 약속.

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innermost %life of the people; but the gloom of the land spread out under the sunshine preserved its appearance of inscrutable, of secular repose. The sound of his fresh young voice-- it's extraordinary how very few signs of wear he showed--floated lightly, and passed away over the unchanged face of the forests like the sound of the big guns on that cold dewy morning when he had no other concern on earth but the proper control of the chills in his body. With the first slant of sun-rays along these immovable tree-tops the summit of one hill wreathed itself, with heavy reports, in white clouds of smoke, and the other burst into an amazing noise of yells, war-cries, shouts of anger, of surprise, of dismay. Jim and Dain Waris were the first to lay their hands on the stakes. The popular story has it that Jim with a touch of one finger had thrown down the gate. He was, of course, anxious to disclaim this achievement. The whole stockade--he would insist on explaining to you--was a poor affair (Sherif Ali trusted mainly to the inaccessible position); and, anyway, the thing had been already knocked to pieces and only hung together by a miracle. He put his shoulder to it like a little fool and went in head over heels. Jove! If it hadn't been for Dain Waris, a pock-marked tattooed vagabond would have pinned him with his spear to a baulk of timber like one of Stein's beetles. The third man in, it seems, had been Tamb' Itam, Jim's own servant. This was a Malay from the north, a stranger who had wandered into Patusan, and had been forcibly detained by Rajah Allang as paddler of one of the state boats. He had made a bolt of it at the first opportunity, and finding a precarious refuge (but very little to eat) amongst the Bugis settlers, had attached himself to Jim's person. His complexion was very dark, his face flat, his eyes prominent and injected with bile. There was something excessive, almost fanatical, in his devotion to his "white lord." He was inseparable from Jim like a morose shadow. On state occasions he would tread on his master's heels, one hand on the haft of his kriss, keeping the common people at a distance by his truculent brooding glances. Jim had made him the headman of his establishment, and all Patusan respected and courted him as a person of much influence. At the taking of the stockade he had distinguished himself greatly by the methodical ferocity of his fighting. The storming party had come on so quick--Jim said--that notwithstanding the panic

Korean baulk: 보크하다, 갑자기 서다, 트랙 경기의 스타트 라인, 죽각재, 주저하다, 장애, 실망시키다, 스타트 라인, 피하다, 멈추어 서다, 망설이다. bile: 짜증, 담즙, 기분이 언짢음. dewy: 상쾌한, 이슬의, 고요한, 이슬 맺힌, 이슬맺힌, 이슬을 머금은, 눈물 젖은. disclaim: 관계를 부인하다, 포기하다, 포기, 버리다, 부인자, 부인하다. fanatical: 광신적인, 열광적인, 열중한.

forcibly: 강제적으로, 힘차게, 억지로, 힘으로, 강력하게. haft: 자루, 손잡이, 에 손잡이를 대다, 에 자루를 대다. injected: 주사된 충혈된. inscrutable: 불가사의한, 알 수 없는, 수수께끼같은, 불가해한, 헤아릴수 없는, 헤아릴 수 없는. methodical: 조직적인, 규율바른, 감리교파의, 질서있는, 방법의, 질서정연한.

paddler: 물장난 치는 사람. pock-marked: 마마 자국처럼 되어, 로 마마 자국처럼 되어, 마마 자국이 있는. precarious: 불안정한, 위험한, 남의 뜻에 좌우되는, 불확실하다, 믿을 수 없는, 근거가 불확실한, 남의 마음대로 되는. truculent: 잔인한, 야만스런, 모질고 사나운, 흉포한, 거친. wreathed: 고리로 만드는.

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of%the garrison, there was a "hot five minutes hand-to-hand inside that stockade, till some bally ass set fire to the shelters of boughs and dry grass, and we all had to clear out for dear life." 'The rout, it seems, had been complete. Doramin, waiting immovably in his chair on the hillside, with the smoke of the guns spreading slowly above his big head, received the news with a deep grunt. When informed that his son was safe and leading the pursuit, he, without another sound, made a mighty effort to rise; his attendants hurried to his help, and, held up reverently, he shuffled with great dignity into a bit of shade, where he laid himself down to sleep, covered entirely with a piece of white sheeting. In Patusan the excitement was intense. Jim told me that from the hill, turning his back on the stockade with its embers, black ashes, and half-consumed corpses, he could see time after time the open spaces between the houses on both sides of the stream fill suddenly with a seething rush of people and get empty in a moment. His ears caught feebly from below the tremendous din of gongs and drums; the wild shouts of the crowd reached him in bursts of faint roaring. A lot of streamers made a flutter as of little white, red, yellow birds amongst the brown ridges of roofs. "You must have enjoyed it," I murmured, feeling the stir of sympathetic emotion. ' "It was . . . it was immense! Immense!" he cried aloud, flinging his arms open. The sudden movement startled me as though I had seen him bare the secrets of his breast to the sunshine, to the brooding forests, to the steely sea. Below us the town reposed in easy curves upon the banks of a stream whose current seemed to sleep. "Immense!" he repeated for a third time, speaking in a whisper, for himself alone. 'Immense! No doubt it was immense; the seal of success upon his words, the conquered ground for the soles of his feet, the blind trust of men, the belief in himself snatched from the fire, the solitude of his achievement. All this, as I've warned you, gets dwarfed in the telling. I can't with mere words convey to you the impression of his total and utter isolation. I know, of course, he was in every sense alone of his kind there, but the unsuspected qualities of his nature had brought him in such close touch with his surroundings that this isolation seemed

Korean convey: 양도하다, 전달하다, 나르다, 전하다, 뜻하다, 알리다, 옮기다, 나타내다, 운반하다, 시사하다. din: 소음, 뇌고 되뇌이다, 소음이 나다, 소음으로 멍멍하게 하다, 귀를 멍멍하게 하다, 울리다. garrison: 수비대, 요새지, 주둔군, 요새, 주둔병, 수비대를 두다. hand-to-hand: 육박전의. isolation: 절연, 격리, 고립, 분리, 유리, 고독단리, 교통차단.

pursuit: 추적, 종사, 직업, 수행, 추구, 추격, 연구, 속행, 하는 일. reverently: 경건하게, 겸손하게, 경의를 갖고, 공손하게, 삼가. rout: 패주시키다, 패주, 궤주, 무질서한 군중, 끌어내다, 떠들썩한 군중, 볼온 집회, 사교적인 모임, 참패 패주시키다, 코로 파헤집다, 큰야회. seal: 도장, 봉인, 인장, 날인하다, 바다표범 사냥을 하다, 인, 바다표범, 입막음, 확증, 보증, 그 털가죽.

seething: 격렬한, 혹독한, 펄펄 끓는, 용솟음치는, 심한, 속이 끓어 오르는, 비등하는소용돌이치는, 동요하는, 들끓는. shade: 그늘, 망령, 땅거미, 차양, 색조, 저승, 그늘지게하다, 색의 뉘앙스, 바림하다, 으로부터 빛을 막다, 어둠. steely: 무정한, 강철로 만든, 단단한, 강철같이, 강철의, 견고한. unsuspected: 의심받지 않은, 생각지도 못할, 혐의받지 않은.

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only the effect of his power. His loneliness added to his stature. There was nothing %within sight to compare him with, as though he had been one of those exceptional men who can be only measured by the greatness of their fame; and his fame, remember, was the greatest thing around for many a day's journey. You would have to paddle, pole, or track a long weary way through the jungle before you passed beyond the reach of its voice. Its voice was not the trumpeting of the disreputable goddess we all know--not blatant--not brazen. It took its tone from the stillness and gloom of the land without a past, where his word was the one truth of every passing day. It shared something of the nature of that silence through which it accompanied you into unexplored depths, heard continuously by your side, penetrating, far-reaching--tinged with wonder and mystery on the lips of whispering men.'

Korean compare: 비교하다, 비유하다, 비교, 맞 견주다, 대조하다, 견줌, 에 비기다, 이나 마찬가지이다, 참조하다, 필적하다, 견주다. continuously: 연속적으로, 계속해서, 잇달아, 간단 없이, 끊임없이. exceptional: 특별한, 예외적인. goddess: 여신. jungle: 정글, 부랑자의 소굴, 밀림, 지대의, 혼란의, 총림의, 혼란, 총림지대, 총림.

measured: 신중한, 정확히 잰, 정연한, 고려한, 표준에입각한, 정확하게잰, 율동적인, 박자가맞는, 박자가 맞는, 알맞은, 운을 다는. mystery: 신비, 비결, 중세 종교극, 성체, 불가사의, 비밀, 추리 소설, 성사극, 비법, 성사, 신비적인 사건. paddle: 방망이로 치다, 아장 아장 걷다, 철벙 거리다, 물장난하다, 노 비슷한 것, 노를한번 저음, 노, 한번 저음, 찰싹 때리다, 기선 따위의 외륜,

보트를 노로 젓다. passed: 합격한, 지나가 버린. passing: 통행하는, 합격의, 대충의, 목전의, 삽시간의, 소멸, 통행, 통과하는, 통과, 의안 따위의 통과, 사건 따위의 발생. tone: 어조, 색조, 가락을 붙이다, 음질, 품격, 가락, 가락이 붙다, 강하게 하다, 호조, 논조, 조화시키다. unexplored: 아직 탐험되지 않은, 아직 탐구되지 않은, 아직 답사되지 않은.

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'The defeated Sherif Ali fled the country without making another stand, and when the miserable hunted villagers began to crawl out of the jungle back to their rotting houses, it was Jim who, in consultation with Dain Waris, appointed the headmen. Thus he became the virtual ruler of the land. As to old Tunku Allang, his fears at first had known no bounds. It is said that at the intelligence of the successful storming of the hill he flung himself, face down, on the bamboo floor of his audience-hall, and lay motionless for a whole night and a whole day, uttering stifled sounds of such an appalling nature that no man dared approach his prostrate form nearer than a spear's length. Already he could see himself driven ignominiously out of Patusan, wandering abandoned, stripped, without opium, without his women, without followers, a fair game for the first comer to kill. After Sherif Ali his turn would come, and who could resist an attack led by such a devil? And indeed he owed his life and such authority as he still possessed at the time of my visit to Jim's idea of what was fair alone. The Bugis had been extremely anxious to pay off old scores, and the impassive old Doramin cherished the hope of yet seeing his son ruler of Patusan. During one of our interviews he deliberately allowed me to get a glimpse of this secret ambition. Nothing could be finer in its way than the dignified wariness of his approaches. He himself--he began by declaring--had used his strength in his young days, but now he had grown old and tired. . . . With his imposing bulk and haughty little eyes darting sagacious, inquisitive glances, he reminded one

Korean abandoned: 버림받은, 방탕한, 파렴치한, 자포자기한, 쟈유 분방한. ambition: 대망, 야심의 대상, 패기, 야심, 포부, 열망, 원한, 큰 뜻, 야망, 원기. comer: 유망한 신인, 올사람, 새로 온 사람, 유망한 사람, 온사람, 오는 사람, 올 사람. crawl: 기어가다, 들끓다, 서행하다, 근질근질하다, 활어조, 살금살금 걸어다니다, 댄스, 크롤 수영법,

우글거리다, 크롤로 헤엄치다, 포복. defeated: 쳐부수는. dignified: 고귀한, 위험 있는, 위엄 있는. haughty: 거만한, 오만한, 오만하는. inquisitive: 캐묻기 좋아하는, 알고자 하는, 물어보고 싶어하는, 호기심이 강한, 호기심이 많은, 알고싶어하는. prostrate: 엎드린, 넘어뜨리다, 패배한, 넘어진, 굴복시키다, 부복한, 엎드리다, 항복시키다, 포복성의,

쇠약하게 하다, 쓰러뜨리다. ruler: 통치자, 지배자, 주권자, 자부기봉, 괘선을 긋는 기구, 통치자의 지위, 괘를 치는 사람, 자, 괘선을 긋는 사람. sagacious: 현명한, 슬기로운, 명민한, 기민한, 슬기롭다, 영리한. virtual: 사실상의, 가상의, 허상의, 실질상의, 실제의. wariness: 조심, 주의, 경계심, 신중, 신중성.

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irresistibly of a cunning old elephant; the slow rise and fall of his vast breast went on powerful and regular, like the heave of a calm sea. He too, as he protested, had an unbounded confidence in Tuan Jim's wisdom. If he could only obtain a promise! One word would be enough! . . . His breathing silences, the low rumblings of his voice, recalled the last efforts of a spent thunderstorm.% 'I tried to put the subject aside. It was difficult, for there could be no question that Jim had the power; in his new sphere there did not seem to be anything that was not his to hold or to give. But that, I repeat, was nothing in comparison with the notion, which occurred to me, while I listened with a show of attention, that he seemed to have come very near at last to mastering his fate. Doramin was anxious about the future of the country, and I was struck by the turn he gave to the argument. The land remains where God had put it; but white men--he said-they come to us and in a little while they go. They go away. Those they leave behind do not know when to look for their return. They go to their own land, to their people, and so this white man too would. . . . I don't know what induced me to commit myself at this point by a vigorous "No, no." The whole extent of this indiscretion became apparent when Doramin, turning full upon me his face, whose expression, fixed in rugged deep folds, remained unalterable, like a huge brown mask, said that this was good news indeed, reflectively; and then wanted to know why. 'His little, motherly witch of a wife sat on my other hand, with her head covered and her feet tucked up, gazing through the great shutter-hole. I could only see a straying lock of grey hair, a high cheek-bone, the slight masticating motion of the sharp chin. Without removing her eyes from the vast prospect of forests stretching as far as the hills, she asked me in a pitying voice why was it that he so young had wandered from his home, coming so far, through so many dangers? Had he no household there, no kinsmen in his own country? Had he no old mother, who would always remember his face? . . . 'I was completely unprepared for this. I could only mutter and shake my head vaguely. Afterwards I am perfectly aware I cut a very poor figure trying to extricate myself out of this difficulty. From that moment, however, the old

Korean commit: 위탁하다, 범하다, 몸을 맡기다, 맡기다, 위원회에 회부하다, 감금하다, 수용하다, 손상하다, 속박하다, 떠맡다, 넣다. cunning: 교묘한, 교활한, 귀여운, 노련한, 멋있는, 숙련, 솜씨, 현명한, 재간있는, 약삭빠른, 빈틈없음. elephant: 코끼리, 쌍을 보다, 구경하다, 엘리펀트 형지. extricate: 구해내다, 유리시키다. indiscretion: 무분별, 비밀누설,

지각없음, 무분별한 행위, 근신하지 않는 행위, 경솔한 언동, 무분별의. induced: 인공적으로 출산시키는, 인공분만을 하는, 유도하는, 야기하는, 인공적으로 일으키는, 권유하는, 귀납하는. mask: 가면, 복면, 차폐하다, 마스크, 가면을 쓰다, 탈, 정체를 드러내다, 에게 가면을 씌우다, 방해하다, 가장한 사람, 핑계. pitying: 동정하는, 불쌍히 여기는.

unalterable: 바꿀 수 없는, 변경할. unprepared: 준비없는, 준비가 없는, 즉석의, 준비가 되지 않은, 각오가 되지 않은. vigorous: 정력적인, 원기가 있는, 활기에 찬, 힘찬, 기운찬, 원기 왕성한, 잘 자라는, 활기 있는. witch: 마녀, 마법을 쓰다, 마녀의, 호리다, 매혹적인 여자, 못된 할멈, 쭈그렁 할멈, 매혹하다, 보기 흉한 노파, 아주 매력 있는 여자.

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nakhoda became taciturn. He was not very pleased, I fear, and evidently I had given him food for thought. Strangely enough, on the evening of that very day (which was my last in Patusan) I was once more confronted with the same question, with the unanswerable why of Jim's fate. And this brings me to the story of his love.% 'I suppose you think it is a story that you can imagine for yourselves. We have heard so many such stories, and the majority of us don't believe them to be stories of love at all. For the most part we look upon them as stories of opportunities: episodes of passion at best, or perhaps only of youth and temptation, doomed to forgetfulness in the end, even if they pass through the reality of tenderness and regret. This view mostly is right, and perhaps in this case too. . . . Yet I don't know. To tell this story is by no means so easy as it should be--were the ordinary standpoint adequate. Apparently it is a story very much like the others: for me, however, there is visible in its background the melancholy figure of a woman, the shadow of a cruel wisdom buried in a lonely grave, looking on wistfully, helplessly, with sealed lips. The grave itself, as I came upon it during an early morning stroll, was a rather shapeless brown mound, with an inlaid neat border of white lumps of coral at the base, and enclosed within a circular fence made of split saplings, with the bark left on. A garland of leaves and flowers was woven about the heads of the slender posts-and the flowers were fresh. 'Thus, whether the shadow is of my imagination or not, I can at all events point out the significant fact of an unforgotten grave. When I tell you besides that Jim with his own hands had worked at the rustic fence, you will perceive directly the difference, the individual side of the story. There is in his espousal of memory and affection belonging to another human being something characteristic of his seriousness. He had a conscience, and it was a romantic conscience. Through her whole life the wife of the unspeakable Cornelius had no other companion, confidant, and friend but her daughter. How the poor woman had come to marry the awful little Malacca Portuguese--after the separation from the father of her girl--and how that separation had been brought about, whether

Korean confidant: 절친한 친구, 친구, 심복. coral: 산호, 산호로 만든, 주홍색의, 산호빛의, 산호빛, 산호세공품, 산호층, 새우 알, 장난감 젖꼭지, 산호충, 새우알. enclosed: 에워싸는, 둘러막는, 동봉하는, 넣는. espousal: 지지, 약혼, 옹호, 채용, 혼례, 약혼식. forgetfulness: 건망증, 태만, 소홀, 망각.

garland: 화환, 영관, 고리 밧줄, 선집, rustic: 시골의, 통나무로 만든, 조야한, 화관, 화환무늬, 꽃줄. 소박한, 거칠게 만든, 수수한, 전원의, helplessly: 의지할 데 없이, 어쩔 농부, 시골 사람, 촌사람 같은, 도리없이, 어찌할 수 없이, 의지할 데 시골풍의. 없는, 힘없이. standpoint: 견지, 입장, 견해. inlaid: 상감의, 박이 넣은, 상감 stroll: 산책하다, 산책, 어슬렁어슬렁 세공을한. 거닐기, 을 어슬렁어슬렁 거닐다, melancholy: 우울, 우울한, 습관적인 어슬렁어슬렁 거닐다, 방랑하다, 우울, 우울병, 체질적인 우울, 우울증. 유랑하다, 한가롭게 이리저리 거닐다, mound: 석가산, 작은 언덕, 투수판, 한가롭게 거닐다, 떠돌아다니다, 흙무덤, 둑, 둑덕지게 하다. 어슬렁어슬렁 걷기.

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by %death, which can be sometimes merciful, or by the merciless pressure of conventions, is a mystery to me. From the little which Stein (who knew so many stories) had let drop in my hearing, I am convinced that she was no ordinary woman. Her own father had been a white; a high official; one of the brilliantly endowed men who are not dull enough to nurse a success, and whose careers so often end under a cloud. I suppose she too must have lacked the saving dullness-and her career ended in Patusan. Our common fate . . . for where is the man--I mean a real sentient man--who does not remember vaguely having been deserted in the fullness of possession by some one or something more precious than life? . . . our common fate fastens upon the women with a peculiar cruelty. It does not punish like a master, but inflicts lingering torment, as if to gratify a secret, unappeasable spite. One would think that, appointed to rule on earth, it seeks to revenge itself upon the beings that come nearest to rising above the trammels of earthly caution; for it is only women who manage to put at times into their love an element just palpable enough to give one a fright--an extraterrestrial touch. I ask myself with wonder--how the world can look to them-whether it has the shape and substance _we_ know, the air _we_ breathe! Sometimes I fancy it must be a region of unreasonable sublimities seething with the excitement of their adventurous souls, lighted by the glory of all possible risks and renunciations. However, I suspect there are very few women in the world, though of course I am aware of the multitudes of mankind and of the equality of sexes--in point of numbers, that is. But I am sure that the mother was as much of a woman as the daughter seemed to be. I cannot help picturing to myself these two, at first the young woman and the child, then the old woman and the young girl, the awful sameness and the swift passage of time, the barrier of forest, the solitude and the turmoil round these two lonely lives, and every word spoken between them penetrated with sad meaning. There must have been confidences, not so much of fact, I suppose, as of innermost feelings-- regrets-fears--warnings, no doubt: warnings that the younger did not fully understand till the elder was dead--and Jim came along. Then I am sure she understood much--not everything--the fear mostly, it seems. Jim called her by a word that means precious, in the sense of a precious gem--jewel. Pretty, isn't it? But he was

Korean brilliantly: 훌륭히, 찬연히, 번쩍번쩍, 찬한히, 빈들빈들하게, 재기가 넘쳐. equality: 평등, 대등, 동등, 같음. fullness: 풍부함, 비만, 충분, 풍족, 충만, 차 있음. gratify: 기쁘게 하다, 만족 시키다, 기쁘게 해주다, 에게 사례금을 주다, 채우다, 에게 보수를 주다. lingering: 머뭇거리는, 오래끄는, 못내 아쉬운, 미련이 있는, 오래 끄는, 주저하는.

merciless: 무자비한, 용서없는. palpable: 명백한, 만질 수 있는, 만져서 알 수 있는. punish: 혼내주다, 벌하다, 호되게 해치우다, 응징하다, 사람을 벌하다, 죄를 벌하다, 상대방을 혼내주다. sameness: 동일, 일륜, 동일성. sentient: 마음, 지각력이 있는 사람, 지각력이 있는 것, 지각력이 있는, 감각 력이있는, 의식하는, 감각력이 있는 사람, 감각력이 있는 것,

감각력이 있는. spite: 악의, 원한, 앙심으로, 에 짓궂게 굴다, 을 돌보지 않고, 에도 불구하고, 짓궂게 굴다, 앙갚음하다. torment: 고통, 괴롭히다, 못살게 굴다, 나무라다, 그원인, 고민, 괴롭힘, 곤란하게 하다, 고문대. trammels: 빔 컴퍼스. turmoil: 혼란, 소동, 소란. unappeasable: 만족시킬 수 없는, 완화시킬 수 없는, 가라앉힐 수 없는.

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capable %of anything. He was equal to his fortune, as he--after all--must have been equal to his misfortune. Jewel he called her; and he would say this as he might have said "Jane," don't you know--with a marital, homelike, peaceful effect. I heard the name for the first time ten minutes after I had landed in his courtyard, when, after nearly shaking my arm off, he darted up the steps and began to make a joyous, boyish disturbance at the door under the heavy eaves. "Jewel! O Jewel! Quick! Here's a friend come," . . .and suddenly peering at me in the dim verandah, he mumbled earnestly, "You know--this--no confounded nonsense about it--can't tell you how much I owe to her--and so--you understand--I-- exactly as if . . ." His hurried, anxious whispers were cut short by the flitting of a white form within the house, a faint exclamation, and a child-like but energetic little face with delicate features and a profound, attentive glance peeped out of the inner gloom, like a bird out of the recess of a nest. I was struck by the name, of course; but it was not till later on that I connected it with an astonishing rumour that had met me on my journey, at a little place on the coast about 230 miles south of Patusan River. Stein's schooner, in which I had my passage, put in there, to collect some produce, and, going ashore, I found to my great surprise that the wretched locality could boast of a third-class deputyassistant resident, a big, fat, greasy, blinking fellow of mixed descent, with turned-out, shiny lips. I found him lying extended on his back in a cane chair, odiously unbuttoned, with a large green leaf of some sort on the top of his steaming head, and another in his hand which he used lazily as a fan . . . Going to Patusan? Oh yes. Stein's Trading Company. He knew. Had a permission? No business of his. It was not so bad there now, he remarked negligently, and, he went on drawling, "There's some sort of white vagabond has got in there, I hear. . . . Eh? What you say? Friend of yours? So! . . . Then it was true there was one of these verdammte-- What was he up to? Found his way in, the rascal. Eh? I had not been sure. Patusan--they cut throats there--no business of ours." He interrupted himself to groan. "Phoo! Almighty! The heat! The heat! Well, then, there might be something in the story too, after all, and . . ." He shut one of his beastly glassy eyes (the eyelid went on quivering) while he leered at me atrociously with the other. "Look here," says he mysteriously, "if--do you

Korean almighty: 대단한, 전능한, 대단히, 신, 전능자. astonishing: 놀라운. atrociously: 흉악하게, 아주 지독하게, 잔악하게. boast: 자랑하다, 가지고 있다, 자랑, 뽐내다, 큰소리치다, 호언장담하다, 대강 다듬다, 과시하다, 가지다, 자랑 거리. cane: 지팡이, 회초리, 줄기, 매질하다, 등나무로 만들다, 등나무 무리,

가볍고 가는 지팡이, 대, 유리막대, 매로 치다, 등. drawling: 뜸직뜸직한, 느리게 질질 끄는, 우물쭈물하는. eaves: 처마. energetic: 정력적인, 원기왕성한. homelike: 마음편한, 자기집에 있는 듯한. jewel: 보석, 보배, 보석 같은 것, 석, 귀중한 사람, 귀중한 물건. joyous: 즐거운.

lazily: 게으른, 느린. odiously: 가증스럽게, 얄밉게, 불쾌하게. permission: 허가, 허용, 면허, 허락. recess: 휴회, 휴게, 휴가, 구석, 와, 휴회하다, 은거지, 휴식, 후미진 곳, 벽장, 감추다. rumour: 소문, 풍설 소문을 내다, 소문을 내다, 소음. unbuttoned: 단추를 끄른, 속박되지 않은, 자유로운.

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understand?--if %he has really got hold of something fairly good--none of your bits of green glass--understand?--I am a Government official--you tell the rascal . . . Eh? What? Friend of yours?" . . . He continued wallowing calmly in the chair . . . "You said so; that's just it; and I am pleased to give you the hint. I suppose you too would like to get something out of it? Don't interrupt. You just tell him I've heard the tale, but to my Government I have made no report. Not yet. See? Why make a report? Eh? Tell him to come to me if they let him get alive out of the country. He had better look out for himself. Eh? I promise to ask no questions. On the quiet--you understand? You too--you shall get something from me. Small commission for the trouble. Don't interrupt. I am a Government official, and make no report. That's business. Understand? I know some good people that will buy anything worth having, and can give him more money than the scoundrel ever saw in his life. I know his sort." He fixed me steadfastly with both his eyes open, while I stood over him utterly amazed, and asking myself whether he was mad or drunk. He perspired, puffed, moaning feebly, and scratching himself with such horrible composure that I could not bear the sight long enough to find out. Next day, talking casually with the people of the little native court of the place, I discovered that a story was travelling slowly down the coast about a mysterious white man in Patusan who had got hold of an extraordinary gem-namely, an emerald of an enormous size, and altogether priceless. The emerald seems to appeal more to the Eastern imagination than any other precious stone. The white man had obtained it, I was told, partly by the exercise of his wonderful strength and partly by cunning, from the ruler of a distant country, whence he had fled instantly, arriving in Patusan in utmost distress, but frightening the people by his extreme ferocity, which nothing seemed able to subdue. Most of my informants were of the opinion that the stone was probably unlucky,--like the famous stone of the Sultan of Succadana, which in the old times had brought wars and untold calamities upon that country. Perhaps it was the same stone-one couldn't say. Indeed the story of a fabulously large emerald is as old as the arrival of the first white men in the Archipelago; and the belief in it is so persistent that less than forty years ago there had been an official Dutch inquiry into the truth of it. Such a jewel--it was explained to me by the old fellow from

Korean casually: 우연히, 무의식적으로, 임시로, 약식으로, 아무 생각 없이, 문득, 무심코, 가끔, 불쑥. composure: 침착, 냉정, 평정, 자제. distress: 고난, 고통, 빈궁, 비탄, 고민, 심통, 피로하게 하다, 피로, 괴롭히다, 압류-괴롭히다, 압류. emerald: 선녹색의, 에메랄드, 녹옥, 녹음 에메랄드, 녹음 에메랄드선녹색의, 에메랄드 빛, 에메랄드 빛의, 에메랄드 활자체, 에메랄드의,

에메랄드제의. frightening: 놀라운, 무서운. hint: 암시, 변죽울리기, 넌지시 비추다, 암시하다, 힌트, 지시, 년지시 비치다, 넌지시알리다, 귀뜸, 요령, 희미한 징조. instantly: 즉석에서, 즉시, 즉시로, 당장에, 곧, 하자마자. mysterious: 불가사의한, 이상한, 신비한, 신비적인. pleased: 기뻐하는, 만족한.

priceless: 돈으로 살 수 없는, 어처구니 없는, 말도 아닌, 대단히 귀중한, 값으로 따질 수 없는, 아주 재미있는. scoundrel: 악당, 깡패, 건달의. steadfastly: 확고부동하게, 불변으로. subdue: 정복하다, 억제하다, 이기다, 복종시키다, 누르다, 부드럽게 하다. untold: 셀 수 없는, 이야기되지 않은, 밝혀지지 않은, 언급되지 않은, 헤아릴 수 없는.

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whom %I heard most of this amazing Jim-myth--a sort of scribe to the wretched little Rajah of the place;-- such a jewel, he said, cocking his poor purblind eyes up at me (he was sitting on the cabin floor out of respect), is best preserved by being concealed about the person of a woman. Yet it is not every woman that would do. She must be young--he sighed deeply--and insensible to the seductions of love. He shook his head sceptically. But such a woman seemed to be actually in existence. He had been told of a tall girl, whom the white man treated with great respect and care, and who never went forth from the house unattended. People said the white man could be seen with her almost any day; they walked side by side, openly, he holding her arm under his-- pressed to his side--thus--in a most extraordinary way. This might be a lie, he conceded, for it was indeed a strange thing for any one to do: on the other hand, there could be no doubt she wore the white man's jewel concealed upon her bosom.'

Korean cabin: 선실, 가두다, 개빈, 오두막집신호소, 선실 따위여객기의 객실, 오두막, 오두막집에서 살다, 거주 부분, 캐빈, 오두막집. extraordinary: 보통이아닌, 비범한, 특명의, 엄청난, 이상한, 특별 수당, 임시의, 비상한. forth: 앞으로, 밖으로, 보이는곳에, 에서 바깥에, 보이는 곳에, 이후. insensible: 무감각한, 의식이 없는, 인사 불성의, 무관심한, 알아채리

못할 정도로, 인사불성의, 감지할수 없는, 무신경의, 아주 적은, 감수성 없는, 무신경인. lie: 거짓말, 방향, 눕다, 위치, 있다, 기대다, 향, 거짓말하다, 통해 있다, 사기, 소굴. openly: 공공연하게, 터놓고, 숨김없이, 공공연히, 솔직하게. purblind: 반소경의, 우둔한, 흐려뵈는, 반소경이 되게 하다, 우둔해지게 하다.

respect: 존경, 경의, 존경하다, 인사, 관계, 관심, 고려하다, 주의, 고려, 점, 관련되다. tall: 과장된, 높은, 높이의, 엄청난, 키 큰, 키가 큰, 거창하게, 거창한, 긴, 많은. unattended: 치료를 받지 않은, 방치된, 수행원이 없는, 돌봄을 받지 않은, 수반하지 않은, 출석자가 적은, 출석자가 없는, 참가자가 적은, 참가자가 없는.

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CHAPTER 29 'This%was the theory of Jim's marital evening walks. I made a third on more than one occasion, unpleasantly aware every time of Cornelius, who nursed the aggrieved sense of his legal paternity, slinking in the neighbourhood with that peculiar twist of his mouth as if he were perpetually on the point of gnashing his teeth. But do you notice how, three hundred miles beyond the end of telegraph cables and mail-boat lines, the haggard utilitarian lies of our civilisation wither and die, to be replaced by pure exercises of imagination, that have the futility, often the charm, and sometimes the deep hidden truthfulness, of works of art? Romance had singled Jim for its own--and that was the true part of the story, which otherwise was all wrong. He did not hide his jewel. In fact, he was extremely proud of it. 'It comes to me now that I had, on the whole, seen very little of her. What I remember best is the even, olive pallor of her complexion, and the intense blueblack gleams of her hair, flowing abundantly from under a small crimson cap she wore far back on her shapely head. Her movements were free, assured, and she blushed a dusky red. While Jim and I were talking, she would come and go with rapid glances at us, leaving on her passage an impression of grace and charm and a distinct suggestion of watchfulness. Her manner presented a curious combination of shyness and audacity. Every pretty smile was succeeded swiftly by a look of silent, repressed anxiety, as if put to flight by the recollection of some abiding danger. At times she would sit down with us and, with her soft

Korean abundantly: 남아돌 정도의. audacity: 대담, 뻔뻔스러움, 대담한 짓, 뻔뻔스러운 짓. charm: 매력, 주문, 마력, 매혹하다, 돈, 작은 장식물, 참, 매력을 가지다, 황홀하게 하다, 매력이 있다, 부적. exercises: 군대의 연습, 수업 과정, 식. grace: 우미, 은혜, 유예, 은총, 미덕, 장식음, 장점, 애교, 우아, 매력, 천혜. olive: 올리브색, 올리브, 올리브 나무, 올리브 열매, 올리브의, 올리브나무,

올리브나무의 가지, 올리브 빛깔, 어린아이, 얇게 썬 쇠고기를 야채에 싸서 찐 요리, 올리브 빛깔의. pallor: 창백, 해쓱함, 피부 따위의 창백, 얼굴 따위의 창백. paternity: 아버지임, 부계. shapely: 모양이 좋은, 모양 가좋은, 형태 가좋은. shyness: 수줍음, 스스러움, 겁, 겁많음, 숫기없음, 소심. telegraph: 전신, 타전하다, 통신,

전신기, 전보로 부치다, 신호하다, 속보 게시판, 돈 등을 부치다, 넌지시 알리다, 전보를 치다. truthfulness: 정직함. utilitarian: 공리적인, 공리주의의, 공리주의자, 실용적인. watchfulness: 신중, 경계, 신중성. wither: 쇠퇴시키다, 시들다, 움츠러들게 하다, 이울다, 식다, 이울게하다, 위축시키다, 약해지다, 손상하다, 시들게 하다.

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cheek %dimpled by the knuckles of her little hand, she would listen to our talk; her big clear eyes would remain fastened on our lips, as though each pronounced word had a visible shape. Her mother had taught her to read and write; she had learned a good bit of English from Jim, and she spoke it most amusingly, with his own clipping, boyish intonation. Her tenderness hovered over him like a flutter of wings. She lived so completely in his contemplation that she had acquired something of his outward aspect, something that recalled him in her movements, in the way she stretched her arm, turned her head, directed her glances. Her vigilant affection had an intensity that made it almost perceptible to the senses; it seemed actually to exist in the ambient matter of space, to envelop him like a peculiar fragrance, to dwell in the sunshine like a tremulous, subdued, and impassioned note. I suppose you think that I too am romantic, but it is a mistake. I am relating to you the sober impressions of a bit of youth, of a strange uneasy romance that had come in my way. I observed with interest the work of his--well--good fortune. He was jealously loved, but why she should be jealous, and of what, I could not tell. The land, the people, the forests were her accomplices, guarding him with vigilant accord, with an air of seclusion, of mystery, of invincible possession. There was no appeal, as it were; he was imprisoned within the very freedom of his power, and she, though ready to make a footstool of her head for his feet, guarded her conquest inflexibly--as though he were hard to keep. The very Tamb' Itam, marching on our journeys upon the heels of his white lord, with his head thrown back, truculent and beweaponed like a janissary, with kriss, chopper, and lance (besides carrying Jim's gun); even Tamb' Itam allowed himself to put on the airs of uncompromising guardianship, like a surly devoted jailer ready to lay down his life for his captive. On the evenings when we sat up late, his silent, indistinct form would pass and repass under the verandah, with noiseless footsteps, or lifting my head I would unexpectedly make him out standing rigidly erect in the shadow. As a general rule he would vanish after a time, without a sound; but when we rose he would spring up close to us as if from the ground, ready for any orders Jim might wish to give. The girl too, I believe, never went to sleep till we had separated for the night. More than once I saw her and Jim through the window

Korean ambient: 주위의, 주위를 둘러싸는, 포위한. amusingly: 즐겁게, 재미있게. clipping: 빠른, 가위로 벰, 생략, 오려낸 것, 깎는, 굉장한, 클리핑, 잡보난, 자르는, 신문 따위의 오려낸 것, 베는. footstool: 발받침, 발판, 발 올려 놓는 대. guardianship: 보호, 후견인의 임무, 수호, 후견권, 후견직, 후견.

guarding: 망보는 것. jailer: 간수, 교도관. janissary: 앞잡이, 터키 병사, 쫄개, 터어키 옛 근위병, 터키의 친위 보병, 터어키의 친위 보병. jealously: 질투심으로. lance: 창, 창기병, 남자 이름, 랜싯, 첨두 아치, 작살, 첨두창, 근대 기병이나 중세 기사의 창, 물고기를 찌르는 작살, 랜싯창, 랜싯 아치. perceptible: 지각 할 수 있는, 인지할

수 있는, 지각할 수 있는. repass: 다시 제출하여 통과시키다, 되돌아오다, 다시지나가다, 다시 지나가다, 다시지나가게하다. seclusion: 격리, 은퇴, 은둔. surly: 지르퉁한, 무뚝뚝한, 까다로운, 기분이 언짢아하는, 거친. tremulous: 떨리는, 전율하는, 겁많은, 떨린, 겁 많은. vigilant: 자지 않고 지키는, 방심하지 않는, 경계하는, 경계하고 있는.

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of my room come out together quietly %and lean on the rough balustrade --two white forms very close, his arm about her waist, her head on his shoulder. Their soft murmurs reached me, penetrating, tender, with a calm sad note in the stillness of the night, like a self-communion of one being carried on in two tones. Later on, tossing on my bed under the mosquito-net, I was sure to hear slight creakings, faint breathing, a throat cleared cautiously--and I would know that Tamb' Itam was still on the prowl. Though he had (by the favour of the white lord) a house in the compound, had "taken wife," and had lately been blessed with a child, I believe that, during my stay at all events, he slept on the verandah every night. It was very difficult to make this faithful and grim retainer talk. Even Jim himself was answered in jerky short sentences, under protest as it were. Talking, he seemed to imply, was no business of his. The longest speech I heard him volunteer was one morning when, suddenly extending his hand towards the courtyard, he pointed at Cornelius and said, "Here comes the Nazarene." I don't think he was addressing me, though I stood at his side; his object seemed rather to awaken the indignant attention of the universe. Some muttered allusions, which followed, to dogs and the smell of roast-meat, struck me as singularly felicitous. The courtyard, a large square space, was one torrid blaze of sunshine, and, bathed in intense light, Cornelius was creeping across in full view with an inexpressible effect of stealthiness, of dark and secret slinking. He reminded one of everything that is unsavoury. His slow laborious walk resembled the creeping of a repulsive beetle, the legs alone moving with horrid industry while the body glided evenly. I suppose he made straight enough for the place where he wanted to get to, but his progress with one shoulder carried forward seemed oblique. He was often seen circling slowly amongst the sheds, as if following a scent; passing before the verandah with upward stealthy glances; disappearing without haste round the corner of some hut. That he seemed free of the place demonstrated Jim's absurd carelessness or else his infinite disdain, for Cornelius had played a very dubious part (to say the least of it) in a certain episode which might have ended fatally for Jim. As a matter of fact, it had redounded to his glory. But everything redounded to his glory; and it was the irony of his good fortune that he, who had been too careful of it once, seemed to bear a charmed life.

Korean carelessness: 부주의, 경솔, 소홀, 무사태평, 무심함, 속 편함. charmed: 매혹된, 기쁘게 생각하여, 저주 받은, 마법으로 보호된, 마법에 걸린. circling: 빙글빙글돌기. evenly: 평등하게, 공평하게, 고르게, 평평하게, 평탄하게, 균일하게. felicitous: 표현이 교묘한, 적절한, 표현을 잘하는, 경사스러운, 교묘한. inexpressible: 말로 표현할 수 없는,

양복바지, 이루 말할수없는, 바지. laborious: 힘드는, 부지런한. oblique: 비스듬한, 간접의, 부정한, 부정, 비스듬히 되다, 사선, 사선면의, 잎 따위 부등변의, 사격의, 사각의, 빗각의. repulsive: 쌀쌀한, 반발하는, 물리치는, 혐오감을 일으키는, 쫓아버리는, 불쾌한, 반향하는, 냉정한, 몹시 불쾌한. retainer: 종자, 가신, 보유자, 신하,

축받이통, 부하, 소송의뢰, 변호약속, 변호사 의뢰료, 보존물, 보존자. self-communion: 자성. singularly: 단수로, 단수, 이상하게, 훌륭한, 각각의 단수의, 개개의, 단 하나의, 독특한, 멋진, 이상한, 현저한. torrid: 열렬한, 염열의, 탄. unsavoury: 불미스러운, 맛없는, 불쾌한, 좋지 못한 냄새가 나는, 좋지 못한 맛이 나는.

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'You%must know he had left Doramin's place very soon after his arrival-much too soon, in fact, for his safety, and of course a long time before the war. In this he was actuated by a sense of duty; he had to look after Stein's business, he said. Hadn't he? To that end, with an utter disregard of his personal safety, he crossed the river and took up his quarters with Cornelius. How the latter had managed to exist through the troubled times I can't say. As Stein's agent, after all, he must have had Doramin's protection in a measure; and in one way or another he had managed to wriggle through all the deadly complications, while I have no doubt that his conduct, whatever line he was forced to take, was marked by that abjectness which was like the stamp of the man. That was his characteristic; he was fundamentally and outwardly abject, as other men are markedly of a generous, distinguished, or venerable appearance. It was the element of his nature which permeated all his acts and passions and emotions; he raged abjectly, smiled abjectly, was abjectly sad; his civilities and his indignations were alike abject. I am sure his love would have been the most abject of sentiments-but can one imagine a loathsome insect in love? And his loathsomeness, too, was abject, so that a simply disgusting person would have appeared noble by his side. He has his place neither in the background nor in the foreground of the story; he is simply seen skulking on its outskirts, enigmatical and unclean, tainting the fragrance of its youth and of its naiveness. 'His position in any case could not have been other than extremely miserable, yet it may very well be that he found some advantages in it. Jim told me he had been received at first with an abject display of the most amicable sentiments. "The fellow apparently couldn't contain himself for joy," said Jim with disgust. "He flew at me every morning to shake both my hands--confound him!--but I could never tell whether there would be any breakfast. If I got three meals in two days I considered myself jolly lucky, and he made me sign a chit for ten dollars every week. Said he was sure Mr. Stein did not mean him to keep me for nothing. Well--he kept me on nothing as near as possible. Put it down to the unsettled state of the country, and made as if to tear his hair out, begging my pardon twenty times a day, so that I had at last to entreat him not to worry. It made me sick. Half the roof of his house had fallen in, and the whole place had a

Korean amicable: 우호적인, 평화적인, 친화적인, 타협적인, 유쾌한. chit: 짧은 편지, 전표, 메모, 건방진 계집아이, 싹을 내다, 아기, 어린 짐승, 싹, 유아, 새끼고양이, 인물증명서. disgust: 역겹게하다, 혐오, 역겨움, 정떨어지게 하다, 정떨어지게하다역겨움, 싫음, 메스꺼워찌게 하다. disregard: 무시하다, 무시, 경시하다, 경시.

enigmatical: 불가해한, 수수께끼 같은, 정체 모를. entreat: 탄원하다, 간절히부탁하다, 간청하다, 취급하다. fragrance: 방향, 향기로움. outskirts: 변두리, 교외, 주변, 도시 따위의 변두리. unclean: 더러운, 부정한, 불결한, 사악한 외설한, 맹졸하지 못한, 순결하지 못한, 먹지 못하게 금지된, 명확하지 못한.

unsettled: 변하기 쉬운, 할당되지 않은, 결정되지 않은, 동란의, 동요하는, 미결제의, 미정의, 미해결의, 불안정한, 일정치 않은, 정착 주민이 없는. wriggle: 꿈틀거리다, 꿈틀거림, 교묘하게 환심을 사다, 꿈틀거리게 하다, 움직이게 하다, 요리조리 잘 헤쳐 나가다, 요리조리 잘 빠져 나가다, 꿈틀거리며 나아가다, 교묘히 환심을 사다, 몸부림침.

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mangy %look, with wisps of dry grass sticking out and the corners of broken mats flapping on every wall. He did his best to make out that Mr. Stein owed him money on the last three years' trading, but his books were all torn, and some were missing. He tried to hint it was his late wife's fault. Disgusting scoundrel! At last I had to forbid him to mention his late wife at all. It made Jewel cry. I couldn't discover what became of all the trade-goods; there was nothing in the store but rats, having a high old time amongst a litter of brown paper and old sacking. I was assured on every hand that he had a lot of money buried somewhere, but of course could get nothing out of him. It was the most miserable existence I led there in that wretched house. I tried to do my duty by Stein, but I had also other matters to think of. When I escaped to Doramin old Tunku Allang got frightened and returned all my things. It was done in a roundabout way, and with no end of mystery, through a Chinaman who keeps a small shop here; but as soon as I left the Bugis quarter and went to live with Cornelius it began to be said openly that the Rajah had made up his mind to have me killed before long. Pleasant, wasn't it? And I couldn't see what there was to prevent him if he really _had_ made up his mind. The worst of it was, I couldn't help feeling I wasn't doing any good either for Stein or for myself. Oh! it was beastly--the whole six weeks of it." '

Korean assured: 자신있게, 확실한, 보험에 부친, 확신하여, 자신 있는, 생명 보험을 건, 보증된. cry: 부르짖다, 울다, 외침, 고함, 애원하다, 엉엉 울다, 큰소리로 부르다, 큰소리로 알리다, 외치다, 울며...하다, 함성. discover: 발견하다, 밝히다, 찾아내다, 나타내다, 발견자, 내색하다. disgusting: 구역질나는, 지겨운, 메스꺼운.

flapping: 상하 방향의 회전 운동. 익살, 맑은, 농담, 우스운, 날씨가 forbid: 금하다, 허락지않다, 금지하다, 쾌적한, 쾌적한. 방해하다, 하는 일이 절대로 없기를. roundabout: 에움길, 에두르는, frightened: 깜짝 놀란, 겁먹은. 회전목마, 토실토실 살찐, 사내아이의 litter: 난잡, 가마, 깔짚, 깃을 깔다, 짧은 웃옷, 에두름, 남자용 짧은 재킷, 들것, 난잡하게 어지르다, 어수선하게 에움길의, 원, 멀리 도는, 환상 교통 흩어진 물건, 잡동사니, 낳다, 쓰레기, 정리의. 물건을 흩뜨리다. sacking: 결정적 승리, 즈크지, 약탈, mention: 이름을 들다, 진술하다, 자루감. 언급하다, 언급, 이름을 들기, 말하다. sticking: 끈적거림, 끈적끈적한, pleasant: 쾌활한, 유쾌한, 즐거운, 늘어붙는, 개탕 대패로 깎기.

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'He told me further that he didn't know what made him hang on--but of course we may guess. He sympathised deeply with the defenceless girl, at the mercy of that "mean, cowardly scoundrel." It appears Cornelius led her an awful life, stopping only short of actual ill-usage, for which he had not the pluck, I suppose. He insisted upon her calling him father--"and with respect, too--with respect," he would scream, shaking a little yellow fist in her face. "I am a respectable man, and what are you? Tell me--what are you? You think I am going to bring up somebody else's child and not be treated with respect? You ought to be glad I let you. Come-- say Yes, father. . . . No? . . . You wait a bit." Thereupon he would begin to abuse the dead woman, till the girl would run off with her hands to her head. He pursued her, dashing in and out and round the house and amongst the sheds, would drive her into some corner, where she would fall on her knees stopping her ears, and then he would stand at a distance and declaim filthy denunciations at her back for half an hour at a stretch. "Your mother was a devil, a deceitful devil--and you too are a devil," he would shriek in a final outburst, pick up a bit of dry earth or a handful of mud (there was plenty of mud around the house), and fling it into her hair. Sometimes, though, she would hold out full of scorn, confronting him in silence, her face sombre and contracted, and only now and then uttering a word or two that would make the other jump and writhe with the sting. Jim told me these scenes were terrible. It was indeed a strange thing to come upon in a wilderness. The endlessness of

Korean cowardly: 겁을 내어, 겁많은, 비겁한, 비열한, 비겁하게도, 겁 많은. dashing: 기운찬, 멋부린, 화려한, 기세 좋은, 위세 당당한. declaim: 연설하다, 열변을 토하다, 열변을 토하다-낭독하다, 낭독하다, 웅변조로 낭독하다. handful: 한웅큼, 한 손 가득, 소량, 한 움큼, 한줌의 양, 힘에 겨운 일. mercy: 자비, 행운, 고마움, 연민. outburst: 폭팔, 폭발, 화산 따위의

폭발, 격정 따위의 폭발. respectable: 존경할 만한, 상당한, 훌륭한, 점잔빼는, 존경할만한, 훌륭한 사람, 품행이 방정한, 품위 있는 보기 흉치 않은, 존경할만한 사람, 흉하지 않은, 신분이 좋은. scream: 소리치다, 날카로운 소리, 깔깔대다, 매우 익살스런 사람, 큰 소리를 지르다, 번지르르하여 어울리지 않다, 깔깔거리며 웃다, 센세이셔널 글을 써대다, 소리질러

말하다, 우스꽝스러운 것, 우스꽝스러운 사람. shriek: 비명, 새된 소리를 지르다, 그 소리, 을 새된 목소리로 말하다. sting: 찌르다, 찌르기, 자극하다, 속이다, 격통, 가시, 얼얼하다, 고통, 바늘이 돋치다, 엄청난 값을 부르다, 빈정거림. thereupon: 그위에, 그러므로, 그리하여, 거기서, 그 위에, 그 후 즉시.

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such %a subtly cruel situation was appalling--if you think of it. The respectable Cornelius (Inchi 'Nelyus the Malays called him, with a grimace that meant many things) was a much-disappointed man. I don't know what he had expected would be done for him in consideration of his marriage; but evidently the liberty to steal, and embezzle, and appropriate to himself for many years and in any way that suited him best, the goods of Stein's Trading Company (Stein kept the supply up unfalteringly as long as he could get his skippers to take it there) did not seem to him a fair equivalent for the sacrifice of his honourable name. Jim would have enjoyed exceedingly thrashing Cornelius within an inch of his life; on the other hand, the scenes were of so painful a character, so abominable, that his impulse would be to get out of earshot, in order to spare the girl's feelings. They left her agitated, speechless, clutching her bosom now and then with a stony, desperate face, and then Jim would lounge up and say unhappily, "Now-come--really--what's the use--you must try to eat a bit," or give some such mark of sympathy. Cornelius would keep on slinking through the doorways, across the verandah and back again, as mute as a fish, and with malevolent, mistrustful, underhand glances. "I can stop his game," Jim said to her once. "Just say the word." And do you know what she answered? She said--Jim told me impressively--that if she had not been sure he was intensely wretched himself, she would have found the courage to kill him with her own hands. "Just fancy that! The poor devil of a girl, almost a child, being driven to talk like that," he exclaimed in horror. It seemed impossible to save her not only from that mean rascal but even from herself! It wasn't that he pitied her so much, he affirmed; it was more than pity; it was as if he had something on his conscience, while that life went on. To leave the house would have appeared a base desertion. He had understood at last that there was nothing to expect from a longer stay, neither accounts nor money, nor truth of any sort, but he stayed on, exasperating Cornelius to the verge, I won't say of insanity, but almost of courage. Meantime he felt all sorts of dangers gathering obscurely about him. Doramin had sent over twice a trusty servant to tell him seriously that he could do nothing for his safety unless he would recross the river again and live amongst the Bugis as at first. People of every condition used to call, often in the dead of night, in order to

Korean earshot: 들리는거리, 들리는 거리, 목소리가 닿는 거리. embezzle: 위탁금 따위를 써버리다, 쓰다. exceedingly: 대단히, 엄청나게, 매우, 굉장히. honourable: 고귀한, 명예로운, 존경할만한, 고위의, 영광의, 존경할 만한. insanity: 광기, 정신 이상, 어리석은 짓, 정신병, 미친것, 미친 짓,

정신이상. mistrustful: 의심 많음. seriously: 진지하게, 심히, 중하게. speechless: 말을 못하는, 잠자코 있는, 말 못하는, 말문이 막힌, 말하지 않는, 이루 형언할 수 없는. stony: 돌의, 돌이 많은, 무표정한, 무정한, 돌같은, 부동의, 냉혹한, 망연자실하게 하는, 씨가 많은, 돌처럼 단단한. subtly: 치밀하게, 예민하게, 미묘하게,

교활하게. thrashing: 타작, 탈곡, 도리깨질, 대패, 채찍질. trusty: 모범수, 믿을 수 있는, 신뢰할 수 있는, 신용할 수 있는, 믿을 만한 사람. underhand: 비밀의, 밑으로 던지는, 밑으로 던져, 비밀히, 부정한, 손이 모자라는. unhappily: 비참하게, 운나쁘게, 불행하게, 불행히, 유감스럽게도.

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disclose %to him plots for his assassination. He was to be poisoned. He was to be stabbed in the bath-house. Arrangements were being made to have him shot from a boat on the river. Each of these informants professed himself to be his very good friend. It was enough--he told me--to spoil a fellow's rest for ever. Something of the kind was extremely possible--nay, probable--but the lying warnings gave him only the sense of deadly scheming going on all around him, on all sides, in the dark. Nothing more calculated to shake the best of nerve. Finally, one night, Cornelius himself, with a great apparatus of alarm and secrecy, unfolded in solemn wheedling tones a little plan wherein for one hundred dollars--or even for eighty; let's say eighty--he, Cornelius, would procure a trustworthy man to smuggle Jim out of the river, all safe. There was nothing else for it now--if Jim cared a pin for his life. What's eighty dollars? A trifle. An insignificant sum. While he, Cornelius, who had to remain behind, was absolutely courting death by this proof of devotion to Mr. Stein's young friend. The sight of his abject grimacing was--Jim told me--very hard to bear: he clutched at his hair, beat his breast, rocked himself to and fro with his hands pressed to his stomach, and actually pretended to shed tears. "Your blood be on your own head," he squeaked at last, and rushed out. It is a curious question how far Cornelius was sincere in that performance. Jim confessed to me that he did not sleep a wink after the fellow had gone. He lay on his back on a thin mat spread over the bamboo flooring, trying idly to make out the bare rafters, and listening to the rustlings in the torn thatch. A star suddenly twinkled through a hole in the roof. His brain was in a whirl; but, nevertheless, it was on that very night that he matured his plan for overcoming Sherif Ali. It had been the thought of all the moments he could spare from the hopeless investigation into Stein's affairs, but the notion--he says--came to him then all at once. He could see, as it were, the guns mounted on the top of the hill. He got very hot and excited lying there; sleep was out of the question more than ever. He jumped up, and went out barefooted on the verandah. Walking silently, he came upon the girl, motionless against the wall, as if on the watch. In his then state of mind it did not surprise him to see her up, nor yet to hear her ask in an anxious whisper where Cornelius could be. He simply said he did not know. She moaned a little, and peered into

Korean apparatus: 기구, 장치, 조직, 기관, 설비. assassination: 암살. clutched: 초조한, 긴장한. deadly: 치명적인, 심한, 몹시, 죽음 같은, 주검처럼, 용서 할수 없는, 용서 할수 없는-주검처럼, 죽음과 같은, 죽은 사람과 같은, 매우 효과적인, 살려둘 수 없는. devotion: 귀의, 헌신, 애착, 전념, 기도, 전렴.

disclose: 털어놓다, 노출시키다, 나타내다, 발표하다, 폭로하다, 드러내다. eighty: 여든. flooring: 바닥, 바닥깔기, 마루, 마루까는 재료, 바닥을 까는 재료, 마룻 바닥. pin: 다리, 핀, 못, 병모양의 표주, 밧줄을 비끄러매는 말뚝, 볼링핀, 장식 핀, 줄조르개, 못바늘, 노받이, 하찮은 것-핀을 꽂다.

professed: 공언한, 자칭의, 가장한, 겉꾸밈의, 공공연한, 서약하고 종교단에 든, 서약하고 수도회에 들어간, 겉보기만의. scheming: 흉계가 있는, 계획적인, 교활한 음모, 책략적인, 교활한. secrecy: 비밀, 기밀 엄수. sincere: 성실한, 진실의. wherein: 어떤 점에서, 그 중에, 그점에서, 무엇 가운데에, 하는 바의, 어떤 점으로.

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the %campong. Everything was very quiet. He was possessed by his new idea, and so full of it that he could not help telling the girl all about it at once. She listened, clapped her hands lightly, whispered softly her admiration, but was evidently on the alert all the time. It seems he had been used to make a confidant of her all along--and that she on her part could and did give him a lot of useful hints as to Patusan affairs there is no doubt. He assured me more than once that he had never found himself the worse for her advice. At any rate, he was proceeding to explain his plan fully to her there and then, when she pressed his arm once, and vanished from his side. Then Cornelius appeared from somewhere, and, perceiving Jim, ducked sideways, as though he had been shot at, and afterwards stood very still in the dusk. At last he came forward prudently, like a suspicious cat. "There were some fishermen there--with fish," he said in a shaky voice. "To sell fish--you understand." . . . It must have been then two o'clock in the morning--a likely time for anybody to hawk fish about! 'Jim, however, let the statement pass, and did not give it a single thought. Other matters occupied his mind, and besides he had neither seen nor heard anything. He contented himself by saying, "Oh!" absently, got a drink of water out of a pitcher standing there, and leaving Cornelius a prey to some inexplicable emotion--that made him embrace with both arms the worm-eaten rail of the verandah as if his legs had failed--went in again and lay down on his mat to think. By-and-by he heard stealthy footsteps. They stopped. A voice whispered tremulously through the wall, "Are you asleep?" "No! What is it?" he answered briskly, and there was an abrupt movement outside, and then all was still, as if the whisperer had been startled. Extremely annoyed at this, Jim came out impetuously, and Cornelius with a faint shriek fled along the verandah as far as the steps, where he hung on to the broken banister. Very puzzled, Jim called out to him from the distance to know what the devil he meant. "Have you given your consideration to what I spoke to you about?" asked Cornelius, pronouncing the words with difficulty, like a man in the cold fit of a fever. "No!" shouted Jim in a passion. "I have not, and I don't intend to. I am going to live here, in Patusan." "You shall d-d-die h-h-here," answered Cornelius, still shaking violently, and in a sort of expiring voice. The whole performance was so absurd

Korean abrupt: 험준한, 느닷없는, 매수하다, 깨닫다, 포옹, 채용하다, 퉁명스러운, 뜻밖의, 단열의, 툭 서로 껴안다, 채용하다-서로 껴안다잘라낸 꼴의. 포옹, 성교, 채택하다. alert: 경계, 방심 않는, 민활한, evidently: 명백히, 분명히, 보매, 경계경보, 경보, 기민한. 분명하게, 아무래도. banister: 난간, 난간동자. pitcher: 던지는 사람, 투수, 물주전자, briskly: 기운차게, 상쾌하게, 피처, 던져 싣는 사람, 짚 따위를 활발하게. 짐차에 던져 싣는 사람, 주머니 contented: 만족하고 있는, 흡족해 모양의 잎, 건초 따위를 짐차에 던져 하는, 달갑게 하는, 만족한. 싣는 사람, 가벼운 철제 타구봉. embrace: 포함하다, 포옹하다, 껴안다, proceeding: 의사록, 행동, 조치,

소송절차, 회보, 조처, 처리, 소송 절차, 행위, 의사, 진행. shaky: 흔들리는, 불확실한, 떠는, 비슬비슬하는, 위태로운, 동요하는, 마음이 안 놓이는, 병약한, 부들부들 떨리는. sideways: 옆으로, 옆의, 비스듬히 옆의, 비스듬한, 샛길. tremulously: 떨며, 전율하여. whisperer: 속살거리는 사람. worm-eaten: 케케묵은, 벌레 먹은.

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and provoking that Jim %didn't know whether he ought to be amused or angry. "Not till I have seen you tucked away, you bet," he called out, exasperated yet ready to laugh. Half seriously (being excited with his own thoughts, you know) he went on shouting, "Nothing can touch me! You can do your damnedest." Somehow the shadowy Cornelius far off there seemed to be the hateful embodiment of all the annoyances and difficulties he had found in his path. He let himself go--his nerves had been over-wrought for days--and called him many pretty names,--swindler, liar, sorry rascal: in fact, carried on in an extraordinary way. He admits he passed all bounds, that he was quite beside himself--defied all Patusan to scare him away--declared he would make them all dance to his own tune yet, and so on, in a menacing, boasting strain. Perfectly bombastic and ridiculous, he said. His ears burned at the bare recollection. Must have been off his chump in some way. . . . The girl, who was sitting with us, nodded her little head at me quickly, frowned faintly, and said, "I heard him," with child-like solemnity. He laughed and blushed. What stopped him at last, he said, was the silence, the complete deathlike silence, of the indistinct figure far over there, that seemed to hang collapsed, doubled over the rail in a weird immobility. He came to his senses, and ceasing suddenly, wondered greatly at himself. He watched for a while. Not a stir, not a sound. "Exactly as if the chap had died while I had been making all that noise," he said. He was so ashamed of himself that he went indoors in a hurry without another word, and flung himself down again. The row seemed to have done him good though, because he went to sleep for the rest of the night like a baby. Hadn't slept like that for weeks. "But _I_ didn't sleep," struck in the girl, one elbow on the table and nursing her cheek. "I watched." Her big eyes flashed, rolling a little, and then she fixed them on my face intently.'

Korean ashamed: 낯을 붉히어, 부끄러워하여, 부끄러이 여겨, 부끄러워. boasting: 자랑하는, 자랑, 거만. bombastic: 과장된, 과대한, 허풍의, 과장한. ceasing: 중단, 중지. deathlike: 죽은 듯한, 죽음과 같은, 죽은 사람과 같은. embodiment: 구체화, 구현, 화신, 구체화된 것. hateful: 미운, 싫은, 증오에 찬,

지긋지긋한, 가증스런, 가증스러운, 미워할만한. indoors: 옥내에서, 옥내에. liar: 거짓말쟁이. nerves: 신경 과민, 신경 이상, 근원. nursing: 육아, 양육하는, 양육받는, 젖먹이기, 보육, 병구완간호, 간호하는, 간호사의일, 양육되는, 육아 업무, 직업으로서의 육아 업무. ridiculous: 웃기는, 우스운, 터무니 없이, 터무니 없는, 어리석은,

우스꽝스러운. rolling: 구르는, 굴리기, 회전. solemnity: 의식, 장엄, 엄숙, 점잔뺌, 정식, 점잔 뺌. tune: 협조, 상태, 조율하다, 곡조, 조화시키다, 노래하다, 곡, 조화, 장단이 맞음, 음조를 맞추다, 갑자기 겸손해지다. weird: 기묘한, 운명의, 운명, 초자연의, 불운, 이상한, 불가사의한, 운.

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'You may imagine with what interest I listened. All these details were perceived to have some significance twenty-four hours later. In the morning Cornelius made no allusion to the events of the night. "I suppose you will come back to my poor house," he muttered, surlily, slinking up just as Jim was entering the canoe to go over to Doramin's campong. Jim only nodded, without looking at him. "You find it good fun, no doubt," muttered the other in a sour tone. Jim spent the day with the old nakhoda, preaching the necessity of vigorous action to the principal men of the Bugis community, who had been summoned for a big talk. He remembered with pleasure how very eloquent and persuasive he had been. "I managed to put some backbone into them that time, and no mistake," he said. Sherif Ali's last raid had swept the outskirts of the settlement, and some women belonging to the town had been carried off to the stockade. Sherif Ali's emissaries had been seen in the market-place the day before, strutting about haughtily in white cloaks, and boasting of the Rajah's friendship for their master. One of them stood forward in the shade of a tree, and, leaning on the long barrel of a rifle, exhorted the people to prayer and repentance, advising them to kill all the strangers in their midst, some of whom, he said, were infidels and others even worse--children of Satan in the guise of Moslems. It was reported that several of the Rajah's people amongst the listeners had loudly expressed their approbation. The terror amongst the common people was intense. Jim, immensely pleased with his day's work, crossed the river again before sunset.

Korean allusion: 암시, 변죽 울림, 약간의 언급, 인유. approbation: 허가, 시인, 칭찬. barrel: 통, 한 베럴, 통 모양의 것통에 담다, 포신, 한 통, 통에 채우다, 중배가 불룩한 통, 통에 담다, 통에 넣다, 한 배럴, 캡스턴의 동부. belonging: 소지품, 성질, 재산, 재능, 친척, 친숙함, 친밀감, 친밀, 부속물, 귀속 의식, 귀속. guise: 외관, 모습, 옷차림, 가면, 복장,

을 가장하여, 을 구실삼아, 태도, 구실. haughtily: 오만하게, 건방지게. loudly: 큰소리로, 화려하게, 고성으로. persuasive: 동기, 설득력 있는, 유인, 설득력이 있는. preaching: 설교, 설교하는 것. raid: 급습, 습격, 급습하다, 기습, 불시 단속하다, 급습하여 빼앗다, 공습, 현장급습, 침입, 침입하다, 자금유용. rifle: 라이플총, 강선을 넣다,

강탈하다, 샅샅이 뒤지다, 선조, 소총, 소총 부대, 포획하다, 소총으로 쏘다, 선조총, 훔치다. sherif: 모로코의 왕. sour: 신 것, 신, 사워, 까다로운, 시게하다, 지르릉하게 하다, 찌무룩한, 시큼한, 산패한, 발효한, 냉습한. terror: 공포, 무서운사람, 무서움, 성가신 녀석, 몹시 들볶아대는 것, 공포 정치, 테러.

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'As he had got the Bugis irretrievably committed to action and had made himself responsible for success on his own head, he was so elated that in the lightness of his heart he absolutely tried to be civil with Cornelius. But Cornelius became wildly jovial in response, and it was almost more than he could stand, he says, to hear his little squeaks of false laughter, to see him wriggle and blink, and suddenly catch hold of his chin and crouch low over the table with a distracted stare. The girl did not show herself, and Jim retired early. When he rose to say good-night, Cornelius jumped up, knocking his chair over, and ducked out of sight as if to pick up something he had dropped. His good-night came huskily from under the table. Jim was amazed to see him emerge with a dropping jaw, and staring, stupidly frightened eyes. He clutched the edge of the table. "What's the matter? Are you unwell?" asked Jim. "Yes, yes, yes. A great colic in my stomach," says the other; and it is Jim's opinion that it was perfectly true. If so, it was, in view of his contemplated action, an abject sign of a still imperfect callousness for which he must be given all due credit.% 'Be it as it may, Jim's slumbers were disturbed by a dream of heavens like brass resounding with a great voice, which called upon him to Awake! Awake! so loud that, notwithstanding his desperate determination to sleep on, he did wake up in reality. The glare of a red spluttering conflagration going on in midair fell on his eyes. Coils of black thick smoke curved round the head of some apparition, some unearthly being, all in white, with a severe, drawn, anxious face. After a second or so he recognised the girl. She was holding a dammar torch at arm's-length aloft, and in a persistent, urgent monotone she was repeating, "Get up! Get up! Get up!" 'Suddenly he leaped to his feet; at once she put into his hand a revolver, his own revolver, which had been hanging on a nail, but loaded this time. He gripped it in silence, bewildered, blinking in the light. He wondered what he could do for her. 'She asked rapidly and very low, "Can you face four men with this?" He laughed while narrating this part at the recollection of his polite alacrity. It seems he made a great display of it. "Certainly-- of course--certainly--command me." He

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움츠리다, 웅크리다, 위축되다, 바싹 단조의, 단조음, 단조음의. 웅크리다. nail: 손톱, 발톱, 못, 붙잡다, 끌다, huskily: 쉰 목소리로, 허스키로. 터치아웃시키다, 체포하다, imperfect: 미완료의, 불완전한, 후려갈기다, 네일궐련, 네일, 잡다. 불충분한, 결점이 있는, 미완료 시제, notwithstanding: 에도 불구하고, 미완료시제, 반과거의, 미완성의. 그런데도 불구하고, 할지라도, irretrievably: 돌이킬수 없는. 불구하고, 한데, 그럼에도 불구하고, laughter: 웃음, 웃음소리. 함에도 불구하고, 이라 할지라도. lightness: 밝기, 광량, 가벼움, 환함. resounding: 반향하는, 널리 알려진, monotone: 단조, 단조롭게 이야기 메아리치는, 울려퍼지는, 울리는, 하다, 단조-단조롭게 이야기 하다, 틀림없는.

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was not properly awake, and had a notion of being very civil in these extraordinary circumstances, of showing his unquestioning, devoted readiness. She left the room, and he followed her; in the passage they disturbed an old hag who did the casual cooking of the household, though she was so decrepit as to be hardly able to understand human speech. She got up and hobbled behind them, mumbling toothlessly. On the verandah a hammock of sail-cloth, belonging to Cornelius, swayed lightly to the touch of Jim's elbow. It was empty.% 'The Patusan establishment, like all the posts of Stein's Trading Company, had originally consisted of four buildings. Two of them were represented by two heaps of sticks, broken bamboos, rotten thatch, over which the four corner-posts of hardwood leaned sadly at different angles: the principal storeroom, however, stood yet, facing the agent's house. It was an oblong hut, built of mud and clay; it had at one end a wide door of stout planking, which so far had not come off the hinges, and in one of the side walls there was a square aperture, a sort of window, with three wooden bars. Before descending the few steps the girl turned her face over her shoulder and said quickly, "You were to be set upon while you slept." Jim tells me he experienced a sense of deception. It was the old story. He was weary of these attempts upon his life. He had had his fill of these alarms. He was sick of them. He assured me he was angry with the girl for deceiving him. He had followed her under the impression that it was she who wanted his help, and now he had half a mind to turn on his heel and go back in disgust. "Do you know," he commented profoundly, "I rather think I was not quite myself for whole weeks on end about that time." "Oh yes. You were though," I couldn't help contradicting. 'But she moved on swiftly, and he followed her into the courtyard. All its fences had fallen in a long time ago; the neighbours' buffaloes would pace in the morning across the open space, snorting profoundly, without haste; the very jungle was invading it already. Jim and the girl stopped in the rank grass. The light in which they stood made a dense blackness all round, and only above their heads there was an opulent glitter of stars. He told me it was a beautiful night--

Korean angles: 앵글족. aperture: 구멍, 뻐끔히 벌어진데, 렌즈의 구경, 틈새, 틈. buffaloes: 물소. clay: 점토, 육체, 찰흙, 자질, 흙, 인격, 인품, 사기담뱃대, 천성, 진흙, 인체. cooking: 요리용의, 요리법, 요리하기. deception: 속임, 속은 상태, 야바위, 기만 수단. descending: 내려가는, 강하하는, 하향의.

devoted: 헌신적인, 골몰하여, 저주받은, 몸을 바친, 애정이 깊은, 열애하는, 골몰하는, 헌납된. hammock: 해먹. hardwood: 단단한 나무, 견목. hut: 오두막, 오두막집, 임시병사에 머무르다, 임시병사, 가병사, 오두막에 묵다, 오두막에 묵게하다. mumbling: 중얼중얼 말하기. opulent: 부유한, 풍부한, 풍부. planking: 판자 깔기, 붙이는 판자,

선체 겉판자. rank: 열, 계급, 지독한, 병졸, 고관, 평가하다, 횡렬, 군대, 고위, 등급을 매기다, 나란히 세우다. storeroom: 저장실, 광. stout: 뚱뚱한, 튼튼한, 용감한, 살찐, 흑맥주, 억센, 비만형의 옷, 끄떡도 않는, 독한, 스타우트. unquestioning: 무조건의, 의심치 않는, 절대적인, 주저하지 않는, 질문하지 않는.

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quite cool, with a little stir of breeze from the river. It seems he noticed its friendly beauty. Remember this is a love story I am telling you now. A lovely night seemed to breathe on them a soft caress. The flame of the torch streamed now and then with a fluttering noise like a flag, and for a time this was the only sound. "They are in the storeroom waiting," whispered the girl; "they are waiting for the signal." "Who's to give it?" he asked. She shook the torch, which blazed up after a shower of sparks. "Only you have been sleeping so restlessly," she continued in a murmur; "I watched your sleep, too." "You!" he exclaimed, craning his neck to look about him. "You think I watched on this night only!" she said, with a sort of despairing indignation.% 'He says it was as if he had received a blow on the chest. He gasped. He thought he had been an awful brute somehow, and he felt remorseful, touched, happy, elated. This, let me remind you again, is a love story; you can see it by the imbecility, not a repulsive imbecility, the exalted imbecility of these proceedings, this station in torchlight, as if they had come there on purpose to have it out for the edification of concealed murderers. If Sherif Ali's emissaries had been possessed--as Jim remarked--of a pennyworth of spunk, this was the time to make a rush. His heart was thumping--not with fear--but he seemed to hear the grass rustle, and he stepped smartly out of the light. Something dark, imperfectly seen, flitted rapidly out of sight. He called out in a strong voice, "Cornelius! O Cornelius!" A profound silence succeeded: his voice did not seem to have carried twenty feet. Again the girl was by his side. "Fly!" she said. The old woman was coming up; her broken figure hovered in crippled little jumps on the edge of the light; they heard her mumbling, and a light, moaning sigh. "Fly!" repeated the girl excitedly. "They are frightened now--this light--the voices. They know you are awake now--they know you are big, strong, fearless . . ." "If I am all that," he began; but she interrupted him: "Yes--to-night! But what of to-morrow night? Of the next night? Of the night after--of all the many, many nights? Can I be always watching?" A sobbing catch of her breath affected him beyond the power of words.

Korean breathe: 호흡하다, 속삭이다, 풍기다, 휴식 시키다, 휴식하다, 털어놓다, 쉬다, 선들거리다-불어넣다, 살아있다, 숨쉬다, 무성음으로 발음하다. caress: 애무, 애무하다, 친절히 대하다, 어루만지듯 닿다, 쓰다듬다, 껴안다, 즐겁게 들리다, 가볍게 어루만지다, 어루만지다. crippled: 무능력한, 불구의. edification: 교화, 등의함양.

excitedly: 흥분하여. 바스락바스락, 살랑살랑 소리내다, flag: 기, 포석을 깔다, 기를 올리다, 살랑살랑 흔들다, 살랑거리는 소리, 기로 꾸미다, 둘쨋줄 칼깃, 시들다, 살랑거리다, 서둘러 다루다, 말 판석포장도로, 판석, 플래그, 붓꽃의 따위를 훔치다, 서둘러 움직이다, 소 무리, 신호로 정지시키다. 따위를 훔치다. pennyworth: 소액, 거래. spunk: 용기, 부싯깃, 용기 백배하다, remind: 생각나게 하다, 상기시키다, 노여움, 정액. 깨우치다, 생각나게하다, 일깨우다. torch: 횃불, 빛, 막대 모양의 회중 remorseful: 양심의 가책을 받는, 몹시 전등, 토치램프, 회중 전등, 지식의 후회하고 있는, 후회하는. 등불, 방화범, 문화의 등불, 토치. rustle: 훔치다, 기운차게 하다, torchlight: 횃불빛, 횃불의, 횃불의 빛.

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'He%told me that he had never felt so small, so powerless--and as to courage, what was the good of it? he thought. He was so helpless that even flight seemed of no use; and though she kept on whispering, "Go to Doramin, go to Doramin," with feverish insistence, he realised that for him there was no refuge from that loneliness which centupled all his dangers except--in her. "I thought," he said to me, "that if I went away from her it would be the end of everything somehow." Only as they couldn't stop there for ever in the middle of that courtyard, he made up his mind to go and look into the storehouse. He let her follow him without thinking of any protest, as if they had been indissolubly united. "I am fearless-am I?" he muttered through his teeth. She restrained his arm. "Wait till you hear my voice," she said, and, torch in hand, ran lightly round the corner. He remained alone in the darkness, his face to the door: not a sound, not a breath came from the other side. The old hag let out a dreary groan somewhere behind his back. He heard a high-pitched almost screaming call from the girl. "Now! Push!" He pushed violently; the door swung with a creak and a clatter, disclosing to his intense astonishment the low dungeon-like interior illuminated by a lurid, wavering glare. A turmoil of smoke eddied down upon an empty wooden crate in the middle of the floor, a litter of rags and straw tried to soar, but only stirred feebly in the draught. She had thrust the light through the bars of the window. He saw her bare round arm extended and rigid, holding up the torch with the steadiness of an iron bracket. A conical ragged heap of old mats cumbered a distant corner almost to the ceiling, and that was all. 'He explained to me that he was bitterly disappointed at this. His fortitude had been tried by so many warnings, he had been for weeks surrounded by so many hints of danger, that he wanted the relief of some reality, of something tangible that he could meet. "It would have cleared the air for a couple of hours at least, if you know what I mean," he said to me. "Jove! I had been living for days with a stone on my chest." Now at last he had thought he would get hold of something, and--nothing! Not a trace, not a sign of anybody. He had raised his weapon as the door flew open, but now his arm fell. "Fire! Defend yourself," the girl outside cried in an agonising voice. She, being in the dark and with her arm thrust in to the shoulder through the small hole, couldn't see what was going on,

Korean astonishment: 놀라움, 경악, 놀랄 만한 물건, 놀랄 만한 일, 놀람. bracket: 까치발, 선반받이, 부류, 동류, 괄호로 묶다, 을 괄호로 묶다, 을 일괄하여 다루다, 그룹, 꺾음 괄호, 내어단 선반, 각. crate: 나무틀, 자동차, 나무 상자, 대바구니, 광주리, 바구니, 나무상자에 채워 넣다, 나무 상자에 채워 넣다, 비행기, 나무 대바구니에 채워 넣다, 헌 비행기.

creak: 삐걱거리다, 삐걱거리는 소리, 야생의, 깔쭉깔쭉한, 손질을 삐걱거리게 하다, 삐걱거림, 게을리한, 결점이 있는, 고르지 못한. 키익키익울리는 소리. rigid: 엄격한, 강직한, 엄정한, 굳은, feverish: 열병이 많은, 열광적인, 열이 완고한, 엄숙한, 정밀한, 엄밀한, 있는, 열병의, 열띤, 열병이 유행하는. 불굴의, 딱딱한, 단단한. illuminated: 채식된, 술취한, soar: 높이 날기, 높이 올라가다, 일루미네이션 을한. 폭등하다, 부풀다, 치솟다, 일정한 insistence: 주장, 강요, 강조, 고집, 높이를 활공하다, 활공의 고도, 억지 권고. 활공의 범위, 솟구치다, 높이 치솟다, ragged: 조화되지 않은, 울툭불툭한, 날기. 남루한, 초라한, 불완전한, 찢어진, storehouse: 창고, 보고.

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and she dared not withdraw the torch now to run round. "There's nobody here!" yelled Jim contemptuously, but his impulse to burst into a resentful exasperated laugh died without a sound: he had perceived in the very act of turning away that he was exchanging glances with a pair of eyes in the heap of mats. He saw a shifting gleam of whites. "Come out!" he cried in a fury, a little doubtful, and a dark-faced head, a head without a body, shaped itself in the rubbish, a strangely detached head, that looked at him with a steady scowl. Next moment the whole mound stirred, and with a low grunt a man emerged swiftly, and bounded towards Jim. Behind him the mats as it were jumped and flew, his right arm was raised with a crooked elbow, and the dull blade of a kriss protruded from his fist held off, a little above his head. A cloth wound tight round his loins seemed dazzlingly white on his bronze skin; his naked body glistened as if wet.% 'Jim noted all this. He told me he was experiencing a feeling of unutterable relief, of vengeful elation. He held his shot, he says, deliberately. He held it for the tenth part of a second, for three strides of the man--an unconscionable time. He held it for the pleasure of saying to himself, That's a dead man! He was absolutely positive and certain. He let him come on because it did not matter. A dead man, anyhow. He noticed the dilated nostrils, the wide eyes, the intent, eager stillness of the face, and then he fired. 'The explosion in that confined space was stunning. He stepped back a pace. He saw the man jerk his head up, fling his arms forward, and drop the kriss. He ascertained afterwards that he had shot him through the mouth, a little upwards, the bullet coming out high at the back of the skull. With the impetus of his rush the man drove straight on, his face suddenly gaping disfigured, with his hands open before him gropingly, as though blinded, and landed with terrific violence on his forehead, just short of Jim's bare toes. Jim says he didn't lose the smallest detail of all this. He found himself calm, appeased, without rancour, without uneasiness, as if the death of that man had atoned for everything. The place was getting very full of sooty smoke from the torch, in which the unswaying flame burned blood-red without a flicker. He walked in resolutely, striding over the dead body, and covered with his revolver another naked figure outlined vaguely

Korean appeased: 풀어주는, 양보하는, 달래는. contemptuously: 모욕적으로, 경멸하여. crooked: 부정직한, 마음이 비뚤어진, 구부러진, 기형의, 비뚤어진, 부정하게, 부정수단으로 얻은, 허리가 구부러진, 뒤틀린, 꼬부라진, 굴곡된. dazzlingly: 현혹적으로, 눈부시게. disfigured: 의 외관을 손상하는. flicker: 번득임, 깜박이는빛, 반짝임,

언뜻 보이다, 얼른거리다, 펄럭이다, 흔들거리다, 가물거리다, 딱다구리, 살랑거림, 기절하다. gropingly: 암중 모색하듯이, 더듬더듬, 손으로 더듬어, 더듬어서. loins: 허리, 허리부분. resentful: 분개한, 성마른, 골을 잘 내는, 성 잘내는, 분개하고 있는, 원망하고 있는. scowl: 찌푸린 얼굴, 잔뜩 찌푸린 날씨, 험악 해지다, 험한 날씨, 얼굴을

찌푸리다. sooty: 거무스름한, 그을은, 그을음의, 그을음 빛갈의, 그을음투성이의, 그을음 같은, 그을음으로 더러워진, 그을음 빛깔의. uneasiness: 불안, 거북함, 걱정, 불쾌, 불유쾌. unutterable: 발음할 수 없는, 말도 안되는, 이루 말할 수 없는, 말로 표현할 수 없는, 철저한. whites: 백포 제품.

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at the other end. As he was about to pull the trigger, the man threw away with force a short heavy spear, and squatted submissively on his hams, his back to the wall %and his clasped hands between his legs. "You want your life?" Jim said. The other made no sound. "How many more of you?" asked Jim again. "Two more, Tuan," said the man very softly, looking with big fascinated eyes into the muzzle of the revolver. Accordingly two more crawled from under the mats, holding out ostentatiously their empty hands.'

Korean accordingly: 따라서, 그러므로, 그에 따라서, 적절히, 그에 알맞게. empty: 배고픈, 공허한, 빈, 비우다, 무의미한, 비어있는, 비다, 에 흘러들다, 물 등을 내보내다, 옮기다, 없는. fascinated: 매혹하는, 노려보는. hams: 햄 샌드위치. heavy: 무거운, 대량의, 격렬한, 무거운 사람, 묵직한, 모진, 악인역, 도가 강한, 다액의, 고된, 심한.

holding: 소유주, 보유, 소유, 유지, 지주, 토지, 파지, 홀딩, 보유지, 토지 보유, 공을 잠시 받치고 있기. ostentatiously: 화려하게, 허세를 부려, 여봐란 듯이. pull: 뽑다, 끌다, 당기다, 제어하다, 마시다, 따다, 당기어 손상시키다, 당겨지다, 찢다, 잡아 당기다, 끌어 당기다. softly: 조용한, 수월한, 흐릿한, 온화한, 연한, 상쾌한, 부드럽게,

손쉬운, 부드러운 물건, 부드러운, 매끈한. submissively: 유순하게. trigger: 방아쇠, 빈틈없는, 재빠른, 제동기, 트리거, 제륜 장치, 일으키다, 계기, 쏘다, 암살자. wall: 벽, 담, 벽으로 막다, 성벽, 성벽을 두르다, 벽과 같은 것, 벽으로 둘렀싸다, 지다, 가두다, 굴리다, 담에 나는.

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CHAPTER 32 'Jim%took up an advantageous position and shepherded them out in a bunch through the doorway: all that time the torch had remained vertical in the grip of a little hand, without so much as a tremble. The three men obeyed him, perfectly mute, moving automatically. He ranged them in a row. "Link arms!" he ordered. They did so. "The first who withdraws his arm or turns his head is a dead man," he said. "March!" They stepped out together, rigidly; he followed, and at the side the girl, in a trailing white gown, her black hair falling as low as her waist, bore the light. Erect and swaying, she seemed to glide without touching the earth; the only sound was the silky swish and rustle of the long grass. "Stop!" cried Jim. 'The river-bank was steep; a great freshness ascended, the light fell on the edge of smooth dark water frothing without a ripple; right and left the shapes of the houses ran together below the sharp outlines of the roofs. "Take my greetings to Sherif Ali--till I come myself," said Jim. Not one head of the three budged. "Jump!" he thundered. The three splashes made one splash, a shower flew up, black heads bobbed convulsively, and disappeared; but a great blowing and spluttering went on, growing faint, for they were diving industriously in great fear of a parting shot. Jim turned to the girl, who had been a silent and attentive observer. His heart seemed suddenly to grow too big for his breast and choke him in the hollow of his throat. This probably made him speechless for so long, and after returning his gaze she flung the burning torch with a wide sweep of the arm into the river. The ruddy fiery glare, taking a long flight through the night,

Korean advantageous: 유리한, 형편이 좋은. bobbed: 꼬리를 자른, 단발의. convulsively: 발작적으로. diving: 다이빙, 잠수업, 잠수의, 잠수. glide: 활주, 미끄러지다, 미끄러짐, 활공, 미끄러뜨리다, 활주하다, 미끄럼길, 미끄럼대, 점차로 변하다, 미끄러지듯 달리게 하다, 활공시키다. gown: 잠옷, 긴 겉옷, 야회복, 화장복, 가운, 대학생, 겉옷, 대학 정복, 화장옷, 대학인.

hollow: 구멍, 우묵한 곳, 공허한, 첨벙, 반점, 흩뿌린 것 같은 무늬로 골짜기, 거짓의, 도려내다, 속이 텅빈, 하다, 큰호평을 얻다, 소량의 소다수, 우묵 들어가다, 힘없는, 우묵 들어간, 풍덩 떨어지다, 튄물. 공복의. swish: 휘두르다, 삭삭 소리, 휙하고 industriously: 부지런히, 열심히, 나다, 한 번 휘두르기, 삭삭 거리다, 꾸준히. 휙휙 소리가 나게 하다, 싹 ordered: 정연한, 질서 바른, 정돈된. 베어버리다, 채찍질하다, 휙 하고 ruddy: 붉은, 혈색이 좋은, 싫은, 붉게 소리내다, 싹뚝 소리나다, 휙 하다, 몹시, 괘씸한, 지긋지긋한, 소리내다. 붉어지다, 매우, 건강한, 불그스레한. trailing: 길게 나부끼는, 질질끌리는, splash: 튀다, 튀기다, 튀김, 철벅철벅, 기는.

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sank with a vicious hiss, and the calm soft starlight descended upon them, unchecked.% 'He did not tell me what it was he said when at last he recovered his voice. I don't suppose he could be very eloquent. The world was still, the night breathed on them, one of those nights that seem created for the sheltering of tenderness, and there are moments when our souls, as if freed from their dark envelope, glow with an exquisite sensibility that makes certain silences more lucid than speeches. As to the girl, he told me, "She broke down a bit. Excitement--don't you know. Reaction. Deucedly tired she must have been--and all that kind of thing. And--and--hang it all--she was fond of me, don't you see. . . . I too. . . didn't know, of course . . . never entered my head . . ." 'Then he got up and began to walk about in some agitation. "I--I love her dearly. More than I can tell. Of course one cannot tell. You take a different view of your actions when you come to understand, when you are _made_ to understand every day that your existence is necessary--you see, absolutely necessary--to another person. I am made to feel that. Wonderful! But only try to think what her life has been. It is too extravagantly awful! Isn't it? And me finding her here like this--as you may go out for a stroll and come suddenly upon somebody drowning in a lonely dark place. Jove! No time to lose. Well, it is a trust too . . . I believe I am equal to it . . ." 'I must tell you the girl had left us to ourselves some time before. He slapped his chest. "Yes! I feel that, but I believe I am equal to all my luck!" He had the gift of finding a special meaning in everything that happened to him. This was the view he took of his love affair; it was idyllic, a little solemn, and also true, since his belief had all the unshakable seriousness of youth. Some time after, on another occasion, he said to me, "I've been only two years here, and now, upon my word, I can't conceive being able to live anywhere else. The very thought of the world outside is enough to give me a fright; because, don't you see," he continued, with downcast eyes watching the action of his boot busied in squashing thoroughly a tiny bit of dried mud (we were strolling on the riverbank)-- "because I have not forgotten why I came here. Not yet!"

Korean boot: 장화를 신기다, 장화, 구둣발질하다, 쓸모있다, 덤, 구듯발질, 이익, 덤으로-쓸모 있다, 도움이 되다, 구두닦이, 발길로 차다. breathed: 무성음의. calm: 평온한, 고요한, 뻔뻔스러운, 무풍, 가라앉히다, 침착한, 침착, 고요, 냉정, 평온, 뱃심좋은. dearly: 값 비싸게, 끔찍이, 비싸게, 대정 깊이, 깊이, 극진히. deucedly: 지독히, 지겹도록.

dried: 건조한. envelope: 봉투, 포장재료, 콘돔, 기낭, 싸개. forgotten: 망각된. glow: 백열, 열정, 선명함, 열중하다, 기쁨, 달다, 만족감, 백열빛을 내다, 불붙다, 작열, 빛을 발하다. idyllic: 목가적인, 아름다운, 소박한, 아주 좋은, 전원시풍의, 전원시의. lonely: 쓸쓸한, 고립한, 고독한, 외톨이, 외로운, 인적이 드문,

고독하게. lucid: 맑은, 명백한, 투명한, 빛나는, 뚜렷한, 의식 따위가 뚜렷한. nights: 밤마다, 밤에. strolling: 순회 공연하는. unshakable: 흔들리지 않는, 부동의, 확고부동한, 흔들 수 없는. vicious: 지독한, 악의 있는, 부도덕한, 타락한, 악습이 있는, 부정확한, 버릇 나쁜, 결함이 있는, 사악한, 심한, 버릇이 고약한.

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'I%refrained from looking at him, but I think I heard a short sigh; we took a turn or two in silence. "Upon my soul and conscience," he began again, "if such a thing can be forgotten, then I think I have a right to dismiss it from my mind. Ask any man here" . . . his voice changed. "Is it not strange," he went on in a gentle, almost yearning tone, "that all these people, all these people who would do anything for me, can never be made to understand? Never! If you disbelieved me I could not call them up. It seems hard, somehow. I am stupid, am I not? What more can I want? If you ask them who is brave--who is true--who is just-who is it they would trust with their lives?--they would say, Tuan Jim. And yet they can never know the real, real truth . . ." 'That's what he said to me on my last day with him. I did not let a murmur escape me: I felt he was going to say more, and come no nearer to the root of the matter. The sun, whose concentrated glare dwarfs the earth into a restless mote of dust, had sunk behind the forest, and the diffused light from an opal sky seemed to cast upon a world without shadows and without brilliance the illusion of a calm and pensive greatness. I don't know why, listening to him, I should have noted so distinctly the gradual darkening of the river, of the air; the irresistible slow work of the night settling silently on all the visible forms, effacing the outlines, burying the shapes deeper and deeper, like a steady fall of impalpable black dust. ' "Jove!" he began abruptly, "there are days when a fellow is too absurd for anything; only I know I can tell you what I like. I talk about being done with it-with the bally thing at the back of my head . . . Forgetting . . . Hang me if I know! I can think of it quietly. After all, what has it proved? Nothing. I suppose you don't think so . . ." 'I made a protesting murmur. ' "No matter," he said. "I am satisfied . . . nearly. I've got to look only at the face of the first man that comes along, to regain my confidence. They can't be made to understand what is going on in me. What of that? Come! I haven't done so badly." ' "Not so badly," I said.

Korean concentrated: 집중된, 농축한, 응집된, 집중한. dismiss: 물리치다, 기각하다, 떠나게하다, 면직시키다, 물러가라고 말하다, 해산시키다, 버리다, 간단히 처리해 버리다, 해고하다, 퇴거시키다, 아웃시키다. dust: 먼지, 흙, 가루, 티끌, 인체, 유해, 쓰레기, 분말, 무덤, 먼지를 떨다, 굴욕을 받고. gentle: 온화한, 구더기, 길들이다,

얌전한, 품위 있는, 양갓집 사람, 지체 settling: 앙금, 침전물, 식민, 결정, 높은, 상냥한, 친절한, 어루만지다, 내려앉음, 고정, 맑아짐. 온순한. steady: 침착한, 착실한, 흔들리지 gradual: 서서히 하는, 점차적인, 않는, 변치 않는, 간단없는, 이미 점차의. 정해진친구, 한결같은, 꾸준한, 견고 listening: 청취, 청음, 경청, 귀를 하게 하다, 견고한, 안정시키다. 기울임. visible: 눈에 보이는, 명백한, 면회할 mote: 티끌, 아주 작은 조각, 남의 수 있는, 눈에 보이는 것, 방문자를 사소한 결점, 오점. 면회할 수 있는, 빈번하게 뉴스에 opal: 단백석, 오팔. 나오는, 곧 쓸 수 있는, 시각적으로 satisfied: 만족한, 흡족한. 표시된.

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' "But all the same, you wouldn't like to have me aboard your own ship hey?" ' "Confound you!" I cried. "Stop this." ' "Aha! You see," he said, crowing, as it were, over me placidly. "Only," he went on, "you just try to tell this to any of them here. They would think you a fool, a liar, or worse. And so I can stand it. I've done a thing or two for them, but this is what they have done for me." ' "My dear chap," I cried, "you shall always remain for them an insoluble mystery." Thereupon we were silent.% ' "Mystery," he repeated, before looking up. "Well, then let me always remain here." 'After the sun had set, the darkness seemed to drive upon us, borne in every faint puff of the breeze. In the middle of a hedged path I saw the arrested, gaunt, watchful, and apparently one-legged silhouette of Tamb' Itam; and across the dusky space my eye detected something white moving to and fro behind the supports of the roof. As soon as Jim, with Tamb' Itam at his heels, had started upon his evening rounds, I went up to the house alone, and, unexpectedly, found myself waylaid by the girl, who had been clearly waiting for this opportunity. 'It is hard to tell you what it was precisely she wanted to wrest from me. Obviously it would be something very simple--the simplest impossibility in the world; as, for instance, the exact description of the form of a cloud. She wanted an assurance, a statement, a promise, an explanation--I don't know how to call it: the thing has no name. It was dark under the projecting roof, and all I could see were the flowing lines of her gown, the pale small oval of her face, with the white flash of her teeth, and, turned towards me, the big sombre orbits of her eyes, where there seemed to be a faint stir, such as you may fancy you can detect when you plunge your gaze to the bottom of an immensely deep well. What is it that moves there? you ask yourself. Is it a blind monster or only a lost gleam from the universe? It occurred to me--don't laugh--that all things being dissimilar, she was more inscrutable in her childish ignorance than the Sphinx propounding childish riddles to wayfarers. She had been carried off to Patusan

Korean breeze: 산들바람, 소문, 나아가다, 법석, 산들바람이 불다, 소동, 싸움, 풍파, 등에, 미풍, 분탄. dissimilar: 같지 않은, 와 비슷하지 않은. flash: 플래시, 섬광, 허식, 번득임, 번득이다, 방류수, 빛나다, 획 지나가다, 홱 나오다, 순가, 가짜의. gaunt: 무시무시한, 수척한, 여윈, 쓸쓸한. ignorance: 무식, 무지, 모르고 있음.

impossibility: 불가능성, 불가능한 일, 불가능. insoluble: 해결할 수 없는, 녹지 않는, 불용해성의, 용해되지 않는, 풀수없는. monster: 괴물, 거수, 도깨비, 거대한, 악독한 사람, 악독한 사람-거대한, 괴상한 모양을 한 것, 극악 무도한 사람, 슈퍼스타 가수, 신경 중추에 작용하는 마약. one-legged: 외다리의, 편무적,

한쪽만의, 한쪽으로 치우친. oval: 달걀 모양의, 난형, 난형의. projecting: 돌출한. silhouette: 실루엣, 그림자, 흑색 반면 영상, 실루엣으로 하다, 실루엣으로 그리다. teeth: 이. wrest: 비틀다, 억지로 갖다 대다, 비틂, 접질림, 비틀기, 짜내다, 조율건, 애써 얻다, 애써 가지다, 캐내다, 왜곡하다.

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before her eyes were open. She had grown up there; she had seen nothing, she had known nothing, she had no conception of anything. I ask myself whether she were sure that anything else existed. What notions she may have formed of the outside world is to me inconceivable: all that she knew of its inhabitants were a betrayed woman and a sinister pantaloon. Her lover also came to her from there, gifted with irresistible seductions; but what would become of her if he should return to these inconceivable regions that seemed always to claim back their own? Her mother had warned her of this with tears, before she died . . .% 'She had caught hold of my arm firmly, and as soon as I had stopped she had withdrawn her hand in haste. She was audacious and shrinking. She feared nothing, but she was checked by the profound incertitude and the extreme strangeness--a brave person groping in the dark. I belonged to this Unknown that might claim Jim for its own at any moment. I was, as it were, in the secret of its nature and of its intentions--the confidant of a threatening mystery--armed with its power perhaps! I believe she supposed I could with a word whisk Jim away out of her very arms; it is my sober conviction she went through agonies of apprehension during my long talks with Jim; through a real and intolerable anguish that might have conceivably driven her into plotting my murder, had the fierceness of her soul been equal to the tremendous situation it had created. This is my impression, and it is all I can give you: the whole thing dawned gradually upon me, and as it got clearer and clearer I was overwhelmed by a slow incredulous amazement. She made me believe her, but there is no word that on my lips could render the effect of the headlong and vehement whisper, of the soft, passionate tones, of the sudden breathless pause and the appealing movement of the white arms extended swiftly. They fell; the ghostly figure swayed like a slender tree in the wind, the pale oval of the face drooped; it was impossible to distinguish her features, the darkness of the eyes was unfathomable; two wide sleeves uprose in the dark like unfolding wings, and she stood silent, holding her head in her hands.'

Korean appealing: 애원적인, 매력적인, 마음을 끄느, 사람의 마음에 호소하는, 호소하는 듯한, 흥미를 끄는. fierceness: 사나움, 맹렬, 흉포. ghostly: 유령의, 희미한, 영적인, 그림자 같은, 종교적인, 정신적인, 유령같은, 유령이 나올 듯한, 유령에 관한, 아리송한. groping: 암중 모색하는, 손으로 더듬는.

incredulous: 쉽게 믿지 않는, 의심하는 듯한, 쉽사리 믿지 않는, 의심많은. pantaloon: 바지, 근대 무언극의, 어릿광대역, 늙은이 어릿광대역, 늙은이, 판탈로네, 판탈롱의, 십구세기경의 바지. passionate: 열렬한, 감정적인, 감정에 지배되는, 성 잘 내는, 열렬하다, 열렬하는, 인정에 무른, 화내기 쉬운. render: 번역하다, 연출하다, 나타내다,

돌려주다, 제출하다, 보답하다, 표현하다, 하다, 이 되게하다, 내다, 교부하다. shrinking: 움츠리는, 겁내는, 움츠리는 것. vehement: 열렬한, 격렬한, 열정적인. whisk: 털다, 한 번 털기, 민첩한 행동, 작은비, 철사로 만든 거품내는 기구, 급히 채가다, 가볍게 휘두르다, 휘저어서 거품내다, 사라지다, 휘젓다, 휘젓는 기구.

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CHAPTER 33 'I%was immensely touched: her youth, her ignorance, her pretty beauty, which had the simple charm and the delicate vigour of a wild-flower, her pathetic pleading, her helplessness, appealed to me with almost the strength of her own unreasonable and natural fear. She feared the unknown as we all do, and her ignorance made the unknown infinitely vast. I stood for it, for myself, for you fellows, for all the world that neither cared for Jim nor needed him in the least. I would have been ready enough to answer for the indifference of the teeming earth but for the reflection that he too belonged to this mysterious unknown of her fears, and that, however much I stood for, I did not stand for him. This made me hesitate. A murmur of hopeless pain unsealed my lips. I began by protesting that I at least had come with no intention to take Jim away. 'Why did I come, then? After a slight movement she was as still as a marble statue in the night. I tried to explain briefly: friendship, business; if I had any wish in the matter it was rather to see him stay. . . . "They always leave us," she murmured. The breath of sad wisdom from the grave which her piety wreathed with flowers seemed to pass in a faint sigh. . . . Nothing, I said, could separate Jim from her. 'It is my firm conviction now; it was my conviction at the time; it was the only possible conclusion from the facts of the case. It was not made more certain by her whispering in a tone in which one speaks to oneself, "He swore this to me." "Did you ask him?" I said.

Korean briefly: 간결하게, 짧게, 간단히. 따위를 대리석 무늬로 하다, 아이들의 conviction: 죄의 자각, 설득, 회오, 공기돌, 비누 따위를 대리석 무늬로 확신, 신념, 유죄의 판결, 설득력, 하다, 대리석 무늬로 하다, 대리석의 유죄판결. 조각물. delicate: 섬세한, 허약한, 고상한, oneself: 스스로, 자기, 자기 자신이, 정묘한, 미묘한, 민감한, 우아한, 솜씨 자신. 좋은, 세심한 주의가 필요한, 정밀한, pleading: 변명, 변론, 변호, 탄원, 맛좋은. 탄원하는. marble: 대리석, 공기돌, 조각, 대리석 reflection: 감상, 비난, 반사, 반영, 무늬를 넣다, 대리석제, 책 가장자리 반성, 영상, 숙고, 내성, 영향, 의견, 따위를 대리석 무늬로 하다, 종이 반사열.

slight: 경멸, 근소한, 약한, 얕보다, 적은, 훌쭉한, 가냘픈, 모자라는, 하찮은, 경시하다, 조금도. statue: 조상, 상, 초상. touched: 감동한, 머리가 약간 돈, 감동된, 조금 미친, 조금미친. unreasonable: 부조리한, 터무니없는, 비합리적인, 부당한, 조리가 맞지 않는, 무모한, 이성을 좇지 않는, 이성을 따르지 않는. vigour: 정력, 활기, 힘, 구속력.

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'She %made a step nearer. "No. Never!" She had asked him only to go away. It was that night on the river-bank, after he had killed the man--after she had flung the torch in the water because he was looking at her so. There was too much light, and the danger was over then--for a little time--for a little time. He said then he would not abandon her to Cornelius. She had insisted. She wanted him to leave her. He said that he could not--that it was impossible. He trembled while he said this. She had felt him tremble. . . . One does not require much imagination to see the scene, almost to hear their whispers. She was afraid for him too. I believe that then she saw in him only a predestined victim of dangers which she understood better than himself. Though by nothing but his mere presence he had mastered her heart, had filled all her thoughts, and had possessed himself of all her affections, she underestimated his chances of success. It is obvious that at about that time everybody was inclined to underestimate his chances. Strictly speaking he didn't seem to have any. I know this was Cornelius's view. He confessed that much to me in extenuation of the shady part he had played in Sherif Ali's plot to do away with the infidel. Even Sherif Ali himself, as it seems certain now, had nothing but contempt for the white man. Jim was to be murdered mainly on religious grounds, I believe. A simple act of piety (and so far infinitely meritorious), but otherwise without much importance. In the last part of this opinion Cornelius concurred. "Honourable sir," he argued abjectly on the only occasion he managed to have me to himself--"honourable sir, how was I to know? Who was he? What could he do to make people believe him? What did Mr. Stein mean sending a boy like that to talk big to an old servant? I was ready to save him for eighty dollars. Only eighty dollars. Why didn't the fool go? Was I to get stabbed myself for the sake of a stranger?" He grovelled in spirit before me, with his body doubled up insinuatingly and his hands hovering about my knees, as though he were ready to embrace my legs. "What's eighty dollars? An insignificant sum to give to a defenceless old man ruined for life by a deceased she-devil." Here he wept. But I anticipate. I didn't that night chance upon Cornelius till I had had it out with the girl.

Korean abandon: 에 빠지다, 버려두다, 점, 가벼이 봄. 버리다, 내맡기다, 단념하다, 떠나다, inclined: 경사진, 하고 싶어하여, 에 유기하다에 젖다, 포기하다, 자유 마음이 내키는, 경사진각도를 이루는, 분방, 방종, 그만두다. 경각을 이루는, 경향을 나타내며, anticipate: 예기하다, 앞지르다, 경향이 있는. 이르게 하다, 선수 쓰다, 예견하다, infidel: 이교도, 이교도의, 믿음이 예상하다, 을 기대하다, 을 내다보고 없는 사람, 불신자, 신앙심 없는 사람, 근심하다, 믿고 미리 쓰다, 재촉하다, 신앙심이 없는, 신앙심이 없는 사람, 앞질러 하다. 이단자의. deceased: 고, 죽은, 고인, 사망한. ruined: 몰락한, 파멸한, 황폐한, 해를 extenuation: 정상 참작, 경감, 참작할 입은, 타락한, 멸망한, 파산한.

servant: 하인, 봉사자, 고용인, 머슴, 부하, 공무원, 종업원, 하인의. shady: 수상한, 희미한, 뒤가 구린, 그늘의, 좋지않은, 그늘이 많은, 떳떳하지 못한, 드러내 놓을 수 없는. strictly: 엄한, 절대적인, 정확한, 엄격하게. underestimate: 과소 평가하다, 과소 평가, 싼, 싸게 어림하다, 어림, 너무 싸게 어림하다, 너무 싸게 견적하다, 싼 어림, 싼 견적.

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'She%was unselfish when she urged Jim to leave her, and even to leave the country. It was his danger that was foremost in her thoughts--even if she wanted to save herself too--perhaps unconsciously: but then look at the warning she had, look at the lesson that could be drawn from every moment of the recently ended life in which all her memories were centred. She fell at his feet--she told me so--there by the river, in the discreet light of stars which showed nothing except great masses of silent shadows, indefinite open spaces, and trembling faintly upon the broad stream made it appear as wide as the sea. He had lifted her up. He lifted her up, and then she would struggle no more. Of course not. Strong arms, a tender voice, a stalwart shoulder to rest her poor lonely little head upon. The need--the infinite need--of all this for the aching heart, for the bewildered mind;--the promptings of youth--the necessity of the moment. What would you have? One understands--unless one is incapable of understanding anything under the sun. And so she was content to be lifted up--and held. "You know--Jove! this is serious--no nonsense in it!" as Jim had whispered hurriedly with a troubled concerned face on the threshold of his house. I don't know so much about nonsense, but there was nothing light-hearted in their romance: they came together under the shadow of a life's disaster, like knight and maiden meeting to exchange vows amongst haunted ruins. The starlight was good enough for that story, a light so faint and remote that it cannot resolve shadows into shapes, and show the other shore of a stream. I did look upon the stream that night and from the very place; it rolled silent and as black as Styx: the next day I went away, but I am not likely to forget what it was she wanted to be saved from when she entreated him to leave her while there was time. She told me what it was, calmed--she was now too passionately interested for mere excitement--in a voice as quiet in the obscurity as her white half-lost figure. She told me, "I didn't want to die weeping." I thought I had not heard aright. ' "You did not want to die weeping?" I repeated after her. "Like my mother," she added readily. The outlines of her white shape did not stir in the least. "My mother had wept bitterly before she died," she explained. An inconceivable calmness seemed to have risen from the ground around us, imperceptibly, like the still rise of a flood in the night, obliterating the familiar landmarks of

Korean aching: 쑤시는, 아픈. 용사, 자선 단체 따위의 회원, 우애 flood: 홍수, 범람, 범람하다, 따위의 회원, 용사, 사상에 관개하다, 만조, 밀어닥치다, 넘쳐 헌신적으로 일하는 용사. 흐르다, 쇄도, 호수, 대해, 강. light-hearted: 마음편한. incapable: 무능한, 무력한, 허용하지 maiden: 처음의, 아가씨, 처녀, 않는, 할수 없는, 자격이 없는, 자격 미혼녀, 미혼의, 소녀, 단두대, 없는, 을 못하는, 에 견딜 수 없는, 단두대... 미혼의, 처녀인, 처녀의. 불가능한, 무자격자, 무능자. nonsense: 무의미한 말, 어리석은 knight: 나이트, 기사, 나이트작의 생각, 어리석은, 시시한 것, 의시, 사람, 나이트작을 주다, 중세의 기사, 허튼소리, 넌센스시, 어리석은 말, 회원, 주의에 헌신적으로 일하는 무의미한, 어리석은 행위넌센스, 되지

않은 소리. passionately: 열렬히, 격노하여, 격심하게. resolve: 결심, 분해하다, 결정하다, 결심하다, 해결하다, 결의, 불굴, 의결하다, 용해하다, 풀다, 결단. tender: 허약한, 간호인, 부드러운, 제출하다, 입찰하다, 부속선, 감시인, 입찰, 제공, 친절한, 탄수차. unconsciously: 모르게, 무의식적으로, 부지중에.

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emotions. There came upon me, as though I had felt myself losing my footing in the midst of waters, a sudden dread, the dread of the unknown depths. She went on %explaining that, during the last moments, being alone with her mother, she had to leave the side of the couch to go and set her back against the door, in order to keep Cornelius out. He desired to get in, and kept on drumming with both fists, only desisting now and again to shout huskily, "Let me in! Let me in! Let me in!" In a far corner upon a few mats the moribund woman, already speechless and unable to lift her arm, rolled her head over, and with a feeble movement of her hand seemed to command--"No! No!" and the obedient daughter, setting her shoulders with all her strength against the door, was looking on. "The tears fell from her eyes--and then she died," concluded the girl in an imperturbable monotone, which more than anything else, more than the white statuesque immobility of her person, more than mere words could do, troubled my mind profoundly with the passive, irremediable horror of the scene. It had the power to drive me out of my conception of existence, out of that shelter each of us makes for himself to creep under in moments of danger, as a tortoise withdraws within its shell. For a moment I had a view of a world that seemed to wear a vast and dismal aspect of disorder, while, in truth, thanks to our unwearied efforts, it is as sunny as arrangement of small conveniences as the mind of man can conceive. But still--it was only a moment: I went back into my shell directly. One _must_--don't you know?--though I seemed to have lost all my words in the chaos of dark thoughts I had contemplated for a second or two beyond the pale. These came back, too, very soon, for words also belong to the sheltering conception of light and order which is our refuge. I had them ready at my disposal before she whispered softly, "He swore he would never leave me, when we stood there alone! He swore to me!". . . "And it is possible that you-you! do not believe him?" I asked, sincerely reproachful, genuinely shocked. Why couldn't she believe? Wherefore this craving for incertitude, this clinging to fear, as if incertitude and fear had been the safeguards of her love. It was monstrous. She should have made for herself a shelter of inexpugnable peace out of that honest affection. She had not the knowledge--not the skill perhaps. The night had come on apace; it had grown pitch-dark where we were, so that

Korean apace: 빨리, 신속히, 발맞추어. clinging: 남에게 의존하는, 몸에 착 붙는, 달라 붙는, 끈덕진, 감겨 붙는, 들러붙는, 몸의 윤곽이 드러나는, 밀착성의. conveniences: 의식주의 편리. dismal: 쓸쓸한, 음침한, 무시무시한, 참담한, 어두운, 비참한. dread: 공포, 두려움, 두려워하다, 걱정하다, 격정하다, 무서운 물건, 무서운 사람.

footing: 지위, 발밑, 편제, 입장, 스텝 밟기, 확고한 지반, 정원, 발판, 합계, 관계, 기초. inexpugnable: 정복하기 어려운, 확고부동한, 논파할수 없는등, 넓힐 수 없는, 넓어지지 않는, 난공불락의, 길어지지 않은, 격파하기 어려운. moribund: 다 죽어 가는, 죽어가는. pitch-dark: 피치처럼 검은, 역청처럼 검은. reproachful: 책망하는, 비난하는,

수치스러운, 책망하는 듯한, 나무랄 만한, 나무라는, 부끄러운, 꾸짖는. sincerely: 성실한, 진실의, 미음으로부터, 진정으로. statuesque: 조상 같은, 위엄이 있는, 윤곽이 고른. sudden: 돌연한, 갑작스런, 돌연. tortoise: 거북, 느림보, 귀갑 모양의 큰 방패, 귀갑대, 남생이. wherefore: 이유, 어째서, 그러므로, 왜, 무슨 이유로, 까닭, 그런 이유로.

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without%stirring she had faded like the intangible form of a wistful and perverse spirit. And suddenly I heard her quiet whisper again, "Other men had sworn the same thing." It was like a meditative comment on some thoughts full of sadness, of awe. And she added, still lower if possible, "My father did." She paused the time to draw an inaudible breath. "Her father too." . . . These were the things she knew! At once I said, "Ah! but he is not like that." This, it seemed, she did not intend to dispute; but after a time the strange still whisper wandering dreamily in the air stole into my ears. "Why is he different? Is he better? Is he . . ." "Upon my word of honour," I broke in, "I believe he is." We subdued our tones to a mysterious pitch. Amongst the huts of Jim's workmen (they were mostly liberated slaves from the Sherif's stockade) somebody started a shrill, drawling song. Across the river a big fire (at Doramin's, I think) made a glowing ball, completely isolated in the night. "Is he more true?" she murmured. "Yes," I said. "More true than any other man," she repeated in lingering accents. "Nobody here," I said, "would dream of doubting his word--nobody would dare-except you." 'I think she made a movement at this. "More brave," she went on in a changed tone. "Fear will never drive him away from you," I said a little nervously. The song stopped short on a shrill note, and was succeeded by several voices talking in the distance. Jim's voice too. I was struck by her silence. "What has he been telling you? He has been telling you something?" I asked. There was no answer. "What is it he told you?" I insisted. ' "Do you think I can tell you? How am I to know? How am I to understand?" she cried at last. There was a stir. I believe she was wringing her hands. "There is something he can never forget." ' "So much the better for you," I said gloomily. ' "What is it? What is it?" She put an extraordinary force of appeal into her supplicating tone. "He says he had been afraid. How can I believe this? Am I a mad woman to believe this? You all remember something! You all go back to it. What is it? You tell me! What is this thing? Is it alive?--is it dead? I hate it. It is cruel. Has it got a face and a voice--this calamity? Will he see it--will he hear it?

Korean cruel: 잔인한, 심한, 잔혹한, 아주, 몹시, 지독하게, 무정한, 무참한, 비차만, 비참한, 지독한. doubting: 의혹을 품고 있는, 불안한. faded: 시든, 빛깔이 바랜, 색이 바랜. gloomily: 비관적으로, 우울하게, 어두운, 우울한, 울적하게, 음울한, 어둡게. inaudible: 알아들을 수 없는, 들리지 않은. intangible: 막연한, 만질 수 없는,

무형의, 손으로 만질 수 없는, 파악할수 없는, 실체가 없는, 감지할수 없는, 불가해한, 구름을 잡는 것과 같은. intend: 할 작정이다, 예정하다, 의미하다, 의도하다, 하려고 생각하다, 지정하다, 셈이다, 뜻하다, 꾀하다, 기도하다, 가리키다. nervously: 힘차게, 초조하게, 소심하게, 억세게, 신경질적으로. perverse: 사악한, 빙퉁그러진, 사악,

곡해하는, 심술 궂은, 외고집, 성질이 비뚤어진, 태도가 정도를 벗어난, 뜻대로 되지 않는, 정도를 벗어난, 일이 뜻대로 되지 않는. sadness: 어이없는, 진지한, 우중충충한, 어두운, 슬픈, 비애, 슬퍼하는, 설구워진, 지독한, 슬픔. stole: 여자용 어깨 걸이, 영대, 스톨, 길고 헐거운 겉옷, 주부용 외투. supplicating: 간청하는. sworn: 맹세한, 선서한.

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In%his sleep perhaps when he cannot see me--and then arise and go. Ah! I shall never forgive him. My mother had forgiven--but I, never! Will it be a sign--a call?" 'It was a wonderful experience. She mistrusted his very slumbers--and she seemed to think I could tell her why! Thus a poor mortal seduced by the charm of an apparition might have tried to wring from another ghost the tremendous secret of the claim the other world holds over a disembodied soul astray amongst the passions of this earth. The very ground on which I stood seemed to melt under my feet. And it was so simple too; but if the spirits evoked by our fears and our unrest have ever to vouch for each other's constancy before the forlorn magicians that we are, then I--I alone of us dwellers in the flesh--have shuddered in the hopeless chill of such a task. A sign, a call! How telling in its expression was her ignorance. A few words! How she came to know them, how she came to pronounce them, I can't imagine. Women find their inspiration in the stress of moments that for us are merely awful, absurd, or futile. To discover that she had a voice at all was enough to strike awe into the heart. Had a spurned stone cried out in pain it could not have appeared a greater and more pitiful miracle. These few sounds wandering in the dark had made their two benighted lives tragic to my mind. It was impossible to make her understand. I chafed silently at my impotence. And Jim, too--poor devil! Who would need him? Who would remember him? He had what he wanted. His very existence probably had been forgotten by this time. They had mastered their fates. They were tragic. 'Her immobility before me was clearly expectant, and my part was to speak for my brother from the realm of forgetful shade. I was deeply moved at my responsibility and at her distress. I would have given anything for the power to soothe her frail soul, tormenting itself in its invincible ignorance like a small bird beating about the cruel wires of a cage. Nothing easier than to say, Have no fear! Nothing more difficult. How does one kill fear, I wonder? How do you shoot a spectre through the heart, slash off its spectral head, take it by its spectral throat? It is an enterprise you rush into while you dream, and are glad to make your escape with wet hair and every limb shaking. The bullet is not run, the blade not

Korean benighted: 무지한, 미개의, 길이저문, 길이 저문, 밤이 된, 우매한, 문명이 뒤떨어진, 미개한. constancy: 항구성, 지조가 굳음, 불변, 절개, 절조, 불변성, 수절. expectant: 기대하는 사람, 지망자, 임신중인, 예기하는, 기다리고 있는, 기다리는, 임신중의, 추정 상속의, 추정 상속인, 기대되는. forgetful: 잊고, 잘 잊는, 망각시키는, 게을리하기 쉬운, 잊기 쉬운.

impotence: 허약, 뇌쇠, 음위, 성교불능, 발기불능, 무력한, 무기력함, 허약함, 무력. pronounce: 발음하다, 의견을 말하다, 판단을 내리다, 선고하다, 말하다, 단언하다-발음하다, 선언하다. realm: 범위, 왕국, 영역, 부문, 영토, 권, 국토, 계, 분야, 세계, 대. slash: 사선, 홱홱 채찍질하다, 혹평, 터놓은 자리, 삭제, 깊숙이 베다, 난도질, 휙 내리쳐 베다, 혹평하다,

일격, 삭제하다. spectre: 유령, 요괴, 무서운 것. unrest: 불안, 불온, 근심. vouch: 보증하다, 확증하다, 을 증인으로 소환하다, 예증으로 인용하다, 보증인이 되다, 보장하다, 책임지다. wring: 짜다, 꽉 쥐다, 비틀다, 짜기, 괴롭히다, 짜내다, 감다, 짬, 왜곡하다, 손을 꽉 쥠, 과즙 짜는 기계.

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forged, %the man not born; even the winged words of truth drop at your feet like lumps of lead. You require for such a desperate encounter an enchanted and poisoned shaft dipped in a lie too subtle to be found on earth. An enterprise for a dream, my masters! 'I began my exorcism with a heavy heart, with a sort of sullen anger in it too. Jim's voice, suddenly raised with a stern intonation, carried across the courtyard, reproving the carelessness of some dumb sinner by the river-side. Nothing--I said, speaking in a distinct murmur--there could be nothing, in that unknown world she fancied so eager to rob her of her happiness, there was nothing, neither living nor dead, there was no face, no voice, no power, that could tear Jim from her side. I drew breath and she whispered softly, "He told me so." "He told you the truth," I said. "Nothing," she sighed out, and abruptly turned upon me with a barely audible intensity of tone: "Why did you come to us from out there? He speaks of you too often. You make me afraid. Do you--do you want him?" A sort of stealthy fierceness had crept into our hurried mutters. "I shall never come again," I said bitterly. "And I don't want him. No one wants him." "No one," she repeated in a tone of doubt. "No one," I affirmed, feeling myself swayed by some strange excitement. "You think him strong, wise, courageous, great--why not believe him to be true too? I shall go to-morrow--and that is the end. You shall never be troubled by a voice from there again. This world you don't know is too big to miss him. You understand? Too big. You've got his heart in your hand. You must feel that. You must know that." "Yes, I know that," she breathed out, hard and still, as a statue might whisper. 'I felt I had done nothing. And what is it that I had wished to do? I am not sure now. At the time I was animated by an inexplicable ardour, as if before some great and necessary task--the influence of the moment upon my mental and emotional state. There are in all our lives such moments, such influences, coming from the outside, as it were, irresistible, incomprehensible--as if brought about by the mysterious conjunctions of the planets. She owned, as I had put it to her, his heart. She had that and everything else--if she could only believe it. What I had to tell her was that in the whole world there was no one who ever would

Korean courageous: 용기 있는, 용감한, 대담한, 담력이 있는, 용기있는. eager: 열심인, 열망하여, 심한, 에 열성적인, 열망하는, 갈망하는. encounter: 회전, 우연히만남, 교전, 부닥치다, 만나다, 마주침, 교전하다, 대항하다. forged: 벼리는, 꾸며내는, 모조하는, 서서히 나아가는, 안출하는, 위조하는, 대장간에서 일하는. happiness: 행복, 행운, 유쾌, 교묘,

적절, 기쁨, 교묘함. 묽은, 파악하기 어려운, 세밀한. intonation: 영창, 인토네이션, 억양, sullen: 음산한, 찌무룩한, 지르퉁한, 인토내이션, 음의 정조법, 읊음, 옳음, 찌푸린 얼굴, 육중한, 실쭉한. 첫악구, 소리의 억약, 어조, 음창. tear: 눈물, 쥐어뜯다, 찢다, masters: 석사. 분열시키다, 비애, 할퀴다, 질주하다, shaft: 샤프트, 수갱, 통로, 화살, 굴대, 잡아뜯다, 미친듯이 날뛰다, 축대, 창자루, 광선, 배기 구멍, 괴롭히다, 돌진하다. 화살대, 축. wise: 방법, 알리다, 현명한, 정도, subtle: 미묘한, 포착하기 어려운, 영리해 보이는, 분별있는, 슬기로운, 희박한, 음흉한, 예민한, 미세한, 슬기롭다, 양식, 학문이 있는, 알고 서서히 효과가 나타나는, 교활한, 있는.

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need his heart, his mind, his hand. It was a common fate, and yet it seemed an awful thing to say of any man. She listened without a word, and her stillness now was like the protest of an invincible unbelief. What need she care for the world beyond the forests? I asked. From all the multitudes that peopled the vastness of that unknown there would come, I assured her, as long as he lived, neither a call nor a sign for him. Never. I was carried away. Never! Never! I remember with wonder the sort of dogged fierceness I displayed. I had the illusion of having got the spectre by the throat at last. Indeed the whole real thing has left behind the detailed and amazing impression of a dream. Why should she fear? She knew him to be strong, true, wise, brave. He was all that. Certainly. He was more. He was great--invincible--and the world did not want him, it had forgotten him, it would not even know him.% 'I stopped; the silence over Patusan was profound, and the feeble dry sound of a paddle striking the side of a canoe somewhere in the middle of the river seemed to make it infinite. "Why?" she murmured. I felt that sort of rage one feels during a hard tussle. The spectre vas trying to slip out of my grasp. "Why?" she repeated louder; "tell me!" And as I remained confounded, she stamped with her foot like a spoilt child. "Why? Speak." "You want to know?" I asked in a fury. "Yes!" she cried. "Because he is not good enough," I said brutally. During the moment's pause I noticed the fire on the other shore blaze up, dilating the circle of its glow like an amazed stare, and contract suddenly to a red pin-point. I only knew how close to me she had been when I felt the clutch of her fingers on my forearm. Without raising her voice, she threw into it an infinity of scathing contempt, bitterness, and despair. ' "This is the very thing he said. . . . You lie!" 'The last two words she cried at me in the native dialect. "Hear me out!" I entreated; she caught her breath tremulously, flung my arm away. "Nobody, nobody is good enough," I began with the greatest earnestness. I could hear the sobbing labour of her breath frightfully quickened. I hung my head. What was the use? Footsteps were approaching; I slipped away without another word. . . .'

Korean bitterness: 씀, 비참함, 격심함, 고통, 신랄, 불황. brave: 용감한, 용사, 화려한, 도전하다, 훌륭한, 용감하게 해내다, 전사. despair: 절망, 절망의 근원, 절망하다, 자포자기. detailed: 상세한. dialect: 방언, 통용어, 파생언어, 지방 사투리, 한 계급 특유의 통용어, 한 직업 특유의 통용어.

forearm: 팔뚝, 준비하다, 미리 무장하다, 미리무장하다, 전완. infinity: 무한대, 무한, 무수, 무한히. native: 원주민, 토착의, 자기나라의, 출생의, 타고난, 미개인, 그 지방 고유의, 토착의 동식물, 오스트레일리아 태생의 백인, 토인의, 양식한 영국산굴. pause: 휴지, 중지, 단락, 휴지 하다, 머뭇거리다, 지체, 일시적인 중지, 휴지하다, 구절, 일시 중지.

profound: 깊은, 마음으로부터의, 심원한, 정중한, 마음에서 우러나는, 충심의, 의미 심장한, 심해, 깊은 속마음, 심연, 충분한. rage: 맹위를 떨치다, 격노, 열망, 격노하다, 고조에 달하다, 감흥, 대유행, 감동, 열광, 격렬, 날뛰다. spoilt: 응석받이로 자라 못쓰게 된. vas: 도관, 관, 맥관. vastness: 광대한 넓이, 광대, 광대함.

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Marlow swung his legs out, got up quickly, and staggered a little, as though he had been set down after a rush through space. He leaned his back against the balustrade and faced a disordered array of long cane chairs. The bodies prone in them seemed startled out of their torpor by his movement. One or two sat up as if alarmed; here and there a cigar glowed yet; Marlow looked at them all with the eyes of a man returning from the excessive remoteness of a dream. A throat was cleared; a calm voice encouraged negligently, 'Well.' 'Nothing,' said Marlow with a slight start. 'He had told her--that's all. She did not believe him--nothing more. As to myself, I do not know whether it be just, proper, decent for me to rejoice or to be sorry. For my part, I cannot say what I believed--indeed I don't know to this day, and never shall probably. But what did the poor devil believe himself? Truth shall prevail--don't you know Magna est veritas el . . . Yes, when it gets a chance. There is a law, no doubt--and likewise a law regulates your luck in the throwing of dice. It is not Justice the servant of men, but accident, hazard, Fortune--the ally of patient Time--that holds an even and scrupulous balance. Both of us had said the very same thing. Did we both speak the truth--or one of us did--or neither? . . .' Marlow paused, crossed his arms on his breast, and in a changed tone-'She said we lied. Poor soul! Well--let's leave it to Chance, whose ally is Time, that cannot be hurried, and whose enemy is Death, that will not wait. I had retreated--a little cowed, I must own. I had tried a fall with fear itself and got

Korean ally: 동맹하다, 친척이다-동맹자, 주사위 노름으로 잃다, 주사위꼴로 결연하다, 동류의, 원조자, 연합하다, 자르다, 주사위꼴로 하다, 서양 제휴시키다, 연합시키다, 동맹국, 장기판 꼴로 하다, 거절하다, 결합시키다, 결연시키다. 도박해서 잃다. array: 배열시키다, 치장, 차리다, disordered: 혼란된, 병에 걸린, 정렬시키다, 의장, 벌여세움, 군세, 고장난. 성장시키다, 정렬, 배열, 소집하다. el: 고가 철도, 엘자. dice: 주사위, 야채 따위를 골패짝 hazard: 우연, 위험, 운, 모험, 걸다, 모양으로 썰다, 작은 입방체, 주사위 주사위 놀이의 일종, 해보다, 놀이를 하다, 주사위 노름으로 잃다, 위태롭게 하다, 위험을 무릅쓰고 작은 입방체-주사위 놀이를 하다하다, 주사위 도박의 일종.

likewise: 마찬가지로, 또한, 똑같이, 그리고 또한. prone: 의 경향이 있는, 수그린, 납죽엎드린, 내리받이의, 하기 쉬운, 경향이 있는, 토지가 경사진, 수그러진, 경사진. rejoice: 기뻐하다, 기쁘게 하다, 축하하다, 향유하다, 가지고 있다, 좋아하다, 을 누리고 있다, 즐기다, 괴상한 이름을 가지고 있다. torpor: 활동정지, 마비, 지둔, 무기력.

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thrown--of course. I had only succeeded in adding to her anguish the hint of some mysterious collusion, of an inexplicable and incomprehensible conspiracy to keep her for ever in the dark. And it had come easily, naturally, unavoidably, by his act, by her own act! It was as though I had been shown the working of the implacable destiny of which we are the victims--and the tools. It was appalling to think of the girl whom I had left standing there motionless; Jim's footsteps had a fateful sound as he tramped by, without seeing me, in his heavy laced boots. "What? No lights!" he said in a loud, surprised voice. "What are you doing in the dark--you two?" Next moment he caught sight of her, I suppose. "Hallo, girl!" he cried cheerily. "Hallo, boy!" she answered at once, with amazing pluck.% 'This was their usual greeting to each other, and the bit of swagger she would put into her rather high but sweet voice was very droll, pretty, and childlike. It delighted Jim greatly. This was the last occasion on which I heard them exchange this familiar hail, and it struck a chill into my heart. There was the high sweet voice, the pretty effort, the swagger; but it all seemed to die out prematurely, and the playful call sounded like a moan. It was too confoundedly awful. "What have you done with Marlow?" Jim was asking; and then, "Gone down--has he? Funny I didn't meet him. . . . You there, Marlow?" 'I didn't answer. I wasn't going in--not yet at any rate. I really couldn't. While he was calling me I was engaged in making my escape through a little gate leading out upon a stretch of newly cleared ground. No; I couldn't face them yet. I walked hastily with lowered head along a trodden path. The ground rose gently, the few big trees had been felled, the undergrowth had been cut down and the grass fired. He had a mind to try a coffee-plantation there. The big hill, rearing its double summit coal-black in the clear yellow glow of the rising moon, seemed to cast its shadow upon the ground prepared for that experiment. He was going to try ever so many experiments; I had admired his energy, his enterprise, and his shrewdness. Nothing on earth seemed less real now than his plans, his energy, and his enthusiasm; and raising my eyes, I saw part of the moon glittering through the bushes at the bottom of the chasm. For a moment it looked as though the smooth disc, falling from its place in the sky upon the

Korean coal-black: 새까만. collusion: 공모, 통모, 결탁. conspiracy: 음모, 공동모의, 공모, 동시발생, 모의, 불법공모, 음모단, 불법 공모. delighted: 기쁜, 매우 즐거운. engaged: 바쁜, 약속된, 교전중인, 고용된, 약혼중인, 용무중인, 통화중인, 약혼인, 연동의, 종사하는, 벽에 반쯤 묻힌. fateful: 숙명적인, 중대한, 치명적인,

운명을 안고 있는, 예언적인. glittering: 빛나는, 반짝이는. hail: 싸락눈, 퍼붓다, 빗발치듯 쏟아지다, 이라 부르며맞이하다, 큰소리로 부르다, 인사, 환호, 의 출신이다, 인사하다, 우박, 싸라기눈. implacable: 달래기 어려운, 무자비한, 화해할수 없는, 달랠 수 없는, 앙심깊은, 준엄함, 집요한. loud: 큰소리로, 화려한, 떠들썩한, 극성스러운, 소리가 큰, 주제넘는,

불쾌히, 좀 지나치게 화려한, 높은, 야비한, 야하게. moan: 신음하다, 한탄하다, 끙끙거리다, 신음, 슬픔의 신음, 불행 따위를 한탄하다, 고통의 신음, 신음 소리. playful: 놀기 좋아하는, 농담의. shrewdness: 빈틈없음, 격심함, 심술, 기민, 예민. unavoidably: 어쩔 수 없이, 피할 수 없이.

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earth, had rolled to the bottom of that precipice: its ascending movement was like a leisurely rebound; it disengaged itself from the tangle of twigs; the bare contorted limb of some tree, growing on the slope, made a black crack right across its face. It threw its level rays afar as if from a cavern, and in this mournful eclipse-like light the stumps of felled trees uprose very dark, the heavy shadows fell at my feet on all sides, my own moving shadow, and across my path the shadow of the solitary grave perpetually garlanded with flowers. In the darkened moonlight the interlaced blossoms took on shapes foreign to one's memory and colours indefinable to the eye, as though they had been special flowers gathered by no man, grown not in this world, and destined for the use of the dead alone. Their powerful scent hung in the warm air, making it thick and heavy like the fumes of incense. The lumps of white coral shone round the dark mound like a chaplet of bleached skulls, and everything around was so quiet that when I stood still all sound and all movement in the world seemed to come to an end.% 'It was a great peace, as if the earth had been one grave, and for a time I stood there thinking mostly of the living who, buried in remote places out of the knowledge of mankind, still are fated to share in its tragic or grotesque miseries. In its noble struggles too--who knows? The human heart is vast enough to contain all the world. It is valiant enough to bear the burden, but where is the courage that would cast it off? 'I suppose I must have fallen into a sentimental mood; I only know that I stood there long enough for the sense of utter solitude to get hold of me so completely that all I had lately seen, all I had heard, and the very human speech itself, seemed to have passed away out of existence, living only for a while longer in my memory, as though I had been the last of mankind. It was a strange and melancholy illusion, evolved half-consciously like all our illusions, which I suspect only to be visions of remote unattainable truth, seen dimly. This was, indeed, one of the lost, forgotten, unknown places of the earth; I had looked under its obscure surface; and I felt that when to-morrow I had left it for ever, it would slip out of existence, to live only in my memory till I myself passed into

Korean bleached: 표백한. chaplet: 화관, 목걸이, 작은 묵주, 기도, 묵주 신공, 묵주. disengaged: 약속이 없는, 한가한, 자유로운, 풀린, 예약이 없는. fallen: 타락한, 쓰러진, 파멸한, 죽은, 떨어진, 전복된. grotesque: 그로테스크풍, 터무니 없는, 우스운, 기괴한, 고딕체, 괴기미, 그로테스크 무늬의, 그로테스크풍의, 괴기한.

incense: 향, 향을 피우다, 분향하다, obscure: 덮어 감추다, 불명료한, 아첨, 에 향을 피우다, 아부, 방향, 어둡게 하다, 어두운, 세상에 향내, 성나게 하다, 노하게 하다, 몹시 알려지지 않은, 모호한, 눈에 띄지 화나게 하다. 않는, 거무칙칙한, 뚜렷하지 않은, moonlight: 달빛-아르바이트할, 명성 따위의빛을 잃게 하다, 발음 아르바이트할, 달빛, 정규의 일 따위를 불명료하게 하다. 이외에 특히 야간에 tangle: 엉키다, 빠지다, 얽히다, 아르바이트를하다, 달빛의, 부업을 빠뜨리다, 얽히게 하다, 싸우다, 하다, 아르바이트를 하다, 정규의 일 분규가 일어나다, 분규를 일으키다, 이외에 특히 야간에 부업을 하다, 올가미에 걸리게 하다, 얽힘, 싸움. 월광. valiant: 용감한, 훌륭한, 용맹스런.

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oblivion. I have that feeling about me now; perhaps it is that feeling which has incited me to tell you the story, to try to hand over to you, as it were, its very existence, its reality--the truth disclosed in a moment of illusion.% 'Cornelius broke upon it. He bolted out, vermin-like, from the long grass growing in a depression of the ground. I believe his house was rotting somewhere near by, though I've never seen it, not having been far enough in that direction. He ran towards me upon the path; his feet, shod in dirty white shoes, twinkled on the dark earth; he pulled himself up, and began to whine and cringe under a tall stove-pipe hat. His dried-up little carcass was swallowed up, totally lost, in a suit of black broadcloth. That was his costume for holidays and ceremonies, and it reminded me that this was the fourth Sunday I had spent in Patusan. All the time of my stay I had been vaguely aware of his desire to confide in me, if he only could get me all to himself. He hung about with an eager craving look on his sour yellow little face; but his timidity had kept him back as much as my natural reluctance to have anything to do with such an unsavoury creature. He would have succeeded, nevertheless, had he not been so ready to slink off as soon as you looked at him. He would slink off before Jim's severe gaze, before my own, which I tried to make indifferent, even before Tamb' Itam's surly, superior glance. He was perpetually slinking away; whenever seen he was seen moving off deviously, his face over his shoulder, with either a mistrustful snarl or a woe-begone, piteous, mute aspect; but no assumed expression could conceal this innate irremediable abjectness of his nature, any more than an arrangement of clothing can conceal some monstrous deformity of the body. 'I don't know whether it was the demoralisation of my utter defeat in my encounter with a spectre of fear less than an hour ago, but I let him capture me without even a show of resistance. I was doomed to be the recipient of confidences, and to be confronted with unanswerable questions. It was trying; but the contempt, the unreasoned contempt, the man's appearance provoked, made it easier to bear. He couldn't possibly matter. Nothing mattered, since I had made up my mind that Jim, for whom alone I cared, had at last mastered his fate.

Korean broadcloth: 브로드, 고급양복감. conceal: 숨기다, 감추다, 비밀로 하다, 내색하지 않다. costume: 복장, 여성복, 복, 시대 의상, 옷, 의상을 입히다, 한 벌의 여성복입히다, 의상, 숙녀복, 의상을 조달하다, 입히다. cringe: 움씰하다, 굽실거리다, 싫증이 나다, 진력나다, 알랑거리다, 아첨하다, 비굴한 태도, 굽실거림, 움츠러들다.

deformity: 추함, 결함, 불구, 신체 장애자, 기형, 신체의 기형 부분. deviously: 우회하게, 인륜에 벗어나게, 꾸불꾸불하게. innate: 타고난, 선천적인, 본질적인, 고유의, 본유적인, 천부의. oblivion: 망각, 잊기쉬움, 잊기. recipient: 수납자, 받아들이는, 수령인, 용기, 받아들이는 수취인, 감수성이 있는, 수령하는. slink: 살금살금 걷다, 가만히

도망치다, 조산하다, 간들간들 걷다, 달 차지 못한 새끼, 달이 차지 못한, 살금살금 도망가다, 유산하다. snarl: 으르렁거림, 혼란, 으르렁거리다, 고함, 호통치다, 소리지르며 말하다, 엉클어짐, 고함치다, 욕설, 혼란하게 하다, 딱딱거리다. timidity: 겁많음, 소심. unreasoned: 이치에 닿지 않는, 불합리한.

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He had told me he was satisfied . . . nearly. This is going further than most of us dare. I--who have the right to think myself good enough--dare not. Neither does any of you here, I suppose? . . .' Marlow paused, as if expecting an answer. Nobody spoke.% 'Quite right,' he began again. 'Let no soul know, since the truth can be wrung out of us only by some cruel, little, awful catastrophe. But he is one of us, and he could say he was satisfied . . . nearly. Just fancy this! Nearly satisfied. One could almost envy him his catastrophe. Nearly satisfied. After this nothing could matter. It did not matter who suspected him, who trusted him, who loved him, who hated him--especially as it was Cornelius who hated him. 'Yet after all this was a kind of recognition. You shall judge of a man by his foes as well as by his friends, and this enemy of Jim was such as no decent man would be ashamed to own, without, however, making too much of him. This was the view Jim took, and in which I shared; but Jim disregarded him on general grounds. "My dear Marlow," he said, "I feel that if I go straight nothing can touch me. Indeed I do. Now you have been long enough here to have a good look round--and, frankly, don't you think I am pretty safe? It all depends upon me, and, by Jove! I have lots of confidence in myself. The worst thing he could do would be to kill me, I suppose. I don't think for a moment he would. He couldn't, you know--not if I were myself to hand him a loaded rifle for the purpose, and then turn my back on him. That's the sort of thing he is. And suppose he would--suppose he could? Well--what of that? I didn't come here flying for my life--did I? I came here to set my back against the wall, and I am going to stay here . . ." ' "Till you are _quite_ satisfied," I struck in. 'We were sitting at the time under the roof in the stern of his boat; twenty paddles flashed like one, ten on a side, striking the water with a single splash, while behind our backs Tamb' Itam dipped silently right and left, and stared right down the river, attentive to keep the long canoe in the greatest strength of the current. Jim bowed his head, and our last talk seemed to flicker out for good. He was seeing me off as far as the mouth of the river. The schooner had left the

Korean dare: 도전하다, 위험을 무릅쓰다, 모험적으로 해보다, 감히 ~ 하다, 용기가 있다, 도전, 무릅쓰다. decent: 친절한, 적당한, 어울리는, 관대한, 상당한 신분의, 남보기 흉하지 않은, 어지간한, 남앞에 나서도 될 만큼 옷을 입은, 예절 바른. enemy: 적, 적군적함, 원수, 악마, 적병, 적의, 해를 주는 것, 적국의. envy: 부러워하다, 시기하다, 부러움, 신망, 질투, 선망의 대상.

flying: 나는 듯이 빠른, 나는, 질주, 사례, 인정, 보수, 알아줌, 인지, 절, 비행, 공중에 뜨는, 급히 서두르는, 알아보기. 솜나부랑이, 공중에 떠도는, 흩날리는 roof: 지붕, 집, 최고부, 에 지붕을 것, 펄럭이는, 뛰어 달아나는. 이다, 꼭대기, 보호하다, 위턱, hated: 미워하는. 지붕모양의 물건, 지붕으로덮다, kill: 죽이다, 기세를 꺾다, 시내, 잡은 지붕을 해 덮다, 차의지붕. 것, 수로, 살생, 보내다, 말라 soul: 영혼, 정수, 정신, 확실히, 기백, 주게하다, 말살하다, 살인하다, 말라 단연코, 열정, 화신, 사람, 흑인이 죽게하다. 전하는 강렬한 느낌, 흑인 본래의. lots: 훨씬 더, 매우. stared: 한 운명을 지닌, 별로 장식한, recognition: 인식, 표창, 승인, 인사, 별이 총총한, 별표가 있는.

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day before, working down and drifting on the ebb, while I had prolonged my stay overnight. And now he was seeing me off.% 'Jim had been a little angry with me for mentioning Cornelius at all. I had not, in truth, said much. The man was too insignificant to be dangerous, though he was as full of hate as he could hold. He had called me "honourable sir" at every second sentence, and had whined at my elbow as he followed me from the grave of his "late wife" to the gate of Jim's compound. He declared himself the most unhappy of men, a victim, crushed like a worm; he entreated me to look at him. I wouldn't turn my head to do so; but I could see out of the corner of my eye his obsequious shadow gliding after mine, while the moon, suspended on our right hand, seemed to gloat serenely upon the spectacle. He tried to explain--as I've told you--his share in the events of the memorable night. It was a matter of expediency. How could he know who was going to get the upper hand? "I would have saved him, honourable sir! I would have saved him for eighty dollars," he protested in dulcet tones, keeping a pace behind me. "He has saved himself," I said, "and he has forgiven you." I heard a sort of tittering, and turned upon him; at once he appeared ready to take to his heels. "What are you laughing at?" I asked, standing still. "Don't be deceived, honourable sir!" he shrieked, seemingly losing all control over his feelings. "_He_ save himself! He knows nothing, honourable sir--nothing whatever. Who is he? What does he want here-the big thief? What does he want here? He throws dust into everybody's eyes; he throws dust into your eyes, honourable sir; but he can't throw dust into my eyes. He is a big fool, honourable sir." I laughed contemptuously, and, turning on my heel, began to walk on again. He ran up to my elbow and whispered forcibly, "He's no more than a little child here--like a little child--a little child." Of course I didn't take the slightest notice, and seeing the time pressed, because we were approaching the bamboo fence that glittered over the blackened ground of the clearing, he came to the point. He commenced by being abjectly lachrymose. His great misfortunes had affected his head. He hoped I would kindly forget what nothing but his troubles made him say. He didn't mean anything by it; only the honourable sir did not know what it was to be ruined, broken down, trampled upon. After this introduction he approached the matter near his heart, but in

Korean compound: 혼합하다, 복합어, 화해시키다, 합성하다, 복리로 하다, 울안, 중문의, 타협하다, 합성의, 혼합물, 화합한. deceived: 사기하는. dulcet: 아름다운, 상쾌한. ebb: 썰물, 간조, 기울다, 쇠퇴, 성쇠, 성쇠-써다, 만회하다, 감퇴, 줄다, 빠지다. expediency: 편의, 편의주의, 사리, 방편, 편법.

gloat: 황홀한 듯이 바라보다, 흡족한 듯이 바라보다. lachrymose: 비통한, 슬픈, 눈물을 잘 흘리는, 슬픔을 자아내는, 눈물이 많은. memorable: 유명한, 잊지 못할, 기억할만한. obsequious: 추종적인, 아첨하는, 에게 아첨하는. prolonged: 연장한, 오래 끈, 오래 끝. seemingly: 겉으로는, 생각이 들다, 로

보이다, 같다, 표면상, 있을 것처럼 보이다, 겉으로 보기에. serenely: 고요, 잔잔, 청명하게, 침착, 침착하게, 평화스러움, 화창, 고요히. unhappy: 불행한, 부적당한, 적절하지 못한, 계제 나쁜. worm: 벌레, 교묘히 환심을 사다, 기듯 나아가다, 벌레처럼 기다, 캐내다, 서서히 나아가게 하다, 벌레 같은 모양, 기생충병, 벌레 같은 인간, 금이 가다, 교묘히 빌붙다.

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such%a rambling, ejaculatory, craven fashion, that for a long time I couldn't make out what he was driving at. He wanted me to intercede with Jim in his favour. It seemed, too, to be some sort of money affair. I heard time and again the words, "Moderate provision--suitable present." He seemed to be claiming value for something, and he even went the length of saying with some warmth that life was not worth having if a man were to be robbed of everything. I did not breathe a word, of course, but neither did I stop my ears. The gist of the affair, which became clear to me gradually, was in this, that he regarded himself as entitled to some money in exchange for the girl. He had brought her up. Somebody else's child. Great trouble and pains--old man now--suitable present. If the honourable sir would say a word. . . . I stood still to look at him with curiosity, and fearful lest I should think him extortionate, I suppose, he hastily brought himself to make a concession. In consideration of a "suitable present" given at once, he would, he declared, be willing to undertake the charge of the girl, "without any other provision--when the time came for the gentleman to go home." His little yellow face, all crumpled as though it had been squeezed together, expressed the most anxious, eager avarice. His voice whined coaxingly, "No more trouble-natural guardian--a sum of money . . ." 'I stood there and marvelled. That kind of thing, with him, was evidently a vocation. I discovered suddenly in his cringing attitude a sort of assurance, as though he had been all his life dealing in certitudes. He must have thought I was dispassionately considering his proposal, because he became as sweet as honey. "Every gentleman made a provision when the time came to go home," he began insinuatingly. I slammed the little gate. "In this case, Mr. Cornelius," I said, "the time will never come." He took a few seconds to gather this in. "What!" he fairly squealed. "Why," I continued from my side of the gate," haven't you heard him say so himself? He will never go home." "Oh! this is too much," he shouted. He would not address me as "honoured sir" any more. He was very still for a time, and then without a trace of humility began very low: "Never go--ah! He--he--he comes here devil knows from where--comes here--devil knows why--to trample on me till I die--ah--trample" (he stamped softly with both feet), "trample like this--nobody knows why--till I die. . . ." His voice became quite extinct; he was

Korean avarice: 탐욕. coaxingly: 공축을 가진. concession: 면허, 양보, 이권, 양여, 거류지, 허가, 특허, 특권, 토지사용권, 조차지, 조계. crumpled: 뒤틀린, 주름살 투성이의, 쭈글쭈글한. ejaculatory: 절규하는 듯한, 생리 사정의, 절규의. extortionate: 엄청난, 강요하는, 터무니없는, 폭리의, 과대한,

강탈하는. rambling: 산만한, 덩굴지는, fearful: 무서운, 지독한, 걱정하여, 흩어져있는, 할 일없이 거니는, 두려워하여, 신을 두려워하는, 한가로이 걷는, 어스렁거리는, 두려워, 심한. 사방으로 뻗은, 두서없는, gist: 요점, 골자, 본질, 주요 소인. 꾸불꾸불한, 균형이 잡혀지지 않은, honey: 벌꿀, 감미로운, 화밀, 정다운 구불구불 뻗은. 말을 하다, 발림말하다, 벌꿀의, trample: 짓밟다, 짓밟음, 유린하다, 귀여운 사람, 단것. 심하게 다루다, 짓밟는 소리, humility: 겸손, 겸허. 무시하다, 내리 밟다. intercede: 중재하다, 조정하다, 중간에 vocation: 적성, 천직, 신의 부르심, 들어 조정하다. 직업, 신명, 장사, 재능, 사명, 사명감.

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bothered %by a little cough; he came up close to the fence and told me, dropping into a confidential and piteous tone, that he would not be trampled upon. "Patience-- patience," he muttered, striking his breast. I had done laughing at him, but unexpectedly he treated me to a wild cracked burst of it. "Ha! ha! ha! We shall see! We shall see! What! Steal from me! Steal from me everything! Everything! Everything!" His head drooped on one shoulder, his hands were hanging before him lightly clasped. One would have thought he had cherished the girl with surpassing love, that his spirit had been crushed and his heart broken by the most cruel of spoliations. Suddenly he lifted his head and shot out an infamous word. "Like her mother--she is like her deceitful mother. Exactly. In her face, too. In her face. The devil!" He leaned his forehead against the fence, and in that position uttered threats and horrible blasphemies in Portuguese in very weak ejaculations, mingled with miserable plaints and groans, coming out with a heave of the shoulders as though he had been overtaken by a deadly fit of sickness. It was an inexpressibly grotesque and vile performance, and I hastened away. He tried to shout something after me. Some disparagement of Jim, I believe--not too loud though, we were too near the house. All I heard distinctly was, "No more than a little child--a little child." '

Korean breast: 가슴, 유방, 흉부, 무릅쓰다, 자백하다, 기침소리, 불연소음, 기침 가슴에받다, 가슴통을 달다, 가슴을 소리를 내다, 헛기침하다. 대다, 가슴 모양의 부분, 대담하게 cracked: 금이 간, 깨진, 갈라진, 미친, 맞서다, 젖퉁이, 헤치고 나아가다. 떨어진, 변성한, 손상된, 모소리가 confidential: 심복의, 기밀의, 비밀의, 변한, 뻐개진, 쉰, 어리석은. 속 이야기를 터놓는, 친숙한, disparagement: 비방, 얕봄, 깔봄, 신임하는, 신임이 두터운, 신뢰할 수 경멸. 있는, 격의 없는, 내밀한. hanging: 교수형, 임박한, 매달린, cough: 기침, 기침하다, 불연소음을 커튼, 걸린 것, 교살, 내리막, 내다, 을 마지못해 건네다, 을 교수형에 처할, 급경사, 급경사의, 마지못해 털어놓다, 기침병, 죄를 매달기.

horrible: 무서운, 심한, 지겨운, 무시무시한, 오싹할 만큼 싫은. infamous: 파렴치한, 수치스런, 악명 높은, 지독한, 불명예스러운, 악명높은, 공민권을 박탈당한, 아주나쁜, 악독한이름난, 악랄한, 지긋지긋한. sickness: 병, 역겨움, 구역질, 메스꺼움, 앓음. surpassing: 뛰어난, 비상한, 우수한, 빼어난.

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'But next morning, at the first bend of the river shutting off the houses of Patusan, all this dropped out of my sight bodily, with its colour, its design, and its meaning, like a picture created by fancy on a canvas, upon which, after long contemplation, you turn your back for the last time. It remains in the memory motionless, unfaded, with its life arrested, in an unchanging light. There are the ambitions, the fears, the hate, the hopes, and they remain in my mind just as I had seen them--intense and as if for ever suspended in their expression. I had turned away from the picture and was going back to the world where events move, men change, light flickers, life flows in a clear stream, no matter whether over mud or over stones. I wasn't going to dive into it; I would have enough to do to keep my head above the surface. But as to what I was leaving behind, I cannot imagine any alteration. The immense and magnanimous Doramin and his little motherly witch of a wife, gazing together upon the land and nursing secretly their dreams of parental ambition; Tunku Allang, wizened and greatly perplexed; Dain Waris, intelligent and brave, with his faith in Jim, with his firm glance and his ironic friendliness; the girl, absorbed in her frightened, suspicious adoration; Tamb' Itam, surly and faithful; Cornelius, leaning his forehead against the fence under the moonlight--I am certain of them. They exist as if under an enchanter's wand. But the figure round which all these are grouped--that one lives, and I am not certain of him. No magician's wand can immobilise him under my eyes. He is one of us.

Korean absorbed: 열중한, 마음을 빼앗긴, 흡수된, 병합된, 여념 없는. adoration: 동경, 숭배, 애모, 경모, 숭비. alteration: 변경, 개조, 변경된 곳, 변화. bend: 구부리다, 굴복시키다, 굽히다, 굴곡, 주시하다-굽다, 결삭, 경향, 힘을 쏟다-굽이, 당기다, 기울이다, 굴복하다. bodily: 통째로, 육체적인-몸소,

모조리, 몸의, 신체상의, 구체의, 육체상의. contemplation: 숙고, 계획, 예상, 묵상, 응시, 예기, 망상, 눈여겨봄, 정관, 기도. dive: 몰두, 몰두하다, 뛰어들다, 잠수, 갑자기없어지다, 다이빙, 급강하, 탐구, 짐수하다, 잠수시키다, 짜고 하는 녹아웃. faithful: 성실한, 신뢰할 수 있는, 신자들, 정확한, 충실한, 충실한

신도들, 정확. friendliness: 친선, 우정, 친절, 친목. parental: 어버이임, 어버이의, 부모의. secretly: 비밀히, 소리를 내지 않고, 몰래. unchanging: 불변의, 변하지 않는, 항상 일정한. unfaded: 퇴색되지 않은, 빛이 날지 않은. wand: 지휘봉, 지팡이, 과녁판, 관장, 직표, 표적판.

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'Jim, as I've told you, accompanied me on the first stage of my journey back to the world he had renounced, and the way at times seemed to lead through the very heart of untouched wilderness. The empty reaches sparkled under the high sun; between the high walls of vegetation the heat drowsed upon the water, and the boat, impelled vigorously, cut her way through the air that seemed to have settled dense and warm under the shelter of lofty trees.% 'The shadow of the impending separation had already put an immense space between us, and when we spoke it was with an effort, as if to force our low voices across a vast and increasing distance. The boat fairly flew; we sweltered side by side in the stagnant superheated air; the smell of mud, of mush, the primeval smell of fecund earth, seemed to sting our faces; till suddenly at a bend it was as if a great hand far away had lifted a heavy curtain, had flung open un immense portal. The light itself seemed to stir, the sky above our heads widened, a far-off murmur reached our ears, a freshness enveloped us, filled our lungs, quickened our thoughts, our blood, our regrets--and, straight ahead, the forests sank down against the dark-blue ridge of the sea. 'I breathed deeply, I revelled in the vastness of the opened horizon, in the different atmosphere that seemed to vibrate with the toil of life, with the energy of an impeccable world. This sky and this sea were open to me. The girl was right--there was a sign, a call in them-- something to which I responded with every fibre of my being. I let my eyes roam through space, like a man released from bonds who stretches his cramped limbs, runs, leaps, responds to the inspiring elation of freedom. "This is glorious!" I cried, and then I looked at the sinner by my side. He sat with his head sunk on his breast and said "Yes," without raising his eyes, as if afraid to see writ large on the clear sky of the offing the reproach of his romantic conscience. 'I remember the smallest details of that afternoon. We landed on a bit of white beach. It was backed by a low cliff wooded on the brow, draped in creepers to the very foot. Below us the plain of the sea, of a serene and intense blue, stretched with a slight upward tilt to the thread-like horizon drawn at the height of our eyes. Great waves of glitter blew lightly along the pitted dark surface, as

Korean cramped: 경련을 일으킨, 비좁은, 알아보기 힘든, 읽기어려운, 배배꼬인, 갑갑한. far-off: 아득히 먼. fecund: 다산의, 비옥한. impeccable: 결점 없는, 결점없는, 나무랄데 없는, 죄를 범하지 않는, 죄를 범하지 않은, 죄없는, 죄를 범한 적이 없는. impending: 절박한, 박두한, 금세 일어날 것 같은, 튀어나온.

inspiring: 고무하는, 영감을 주는, 책망하다, 체면을 손상시키다, 망신, 용기를 주는, 한 감정을 불어넣는. 의 체면을 손상하다. mush: 값싼 감상, 옥수수 죽, roam: 돌아다니다, 배회하다, 산책, 박쥐우산, 전세 마차집, 죽 모양의 것, 돌아다님, 배회, 표랑, 거닐다, 걸어 개썰매의 여행, 걸쭉한 죽, 몰랑한 다니다, 걸어 돌아다니다, 덩어리, 옥수수의 걸쭉한 죽. 돌아다니기, 을 돌아다니다. pitted: 얽은 자국이 있는. serene: 고요한, 맑게 갠, 평화로운, portal: 입구, 문, 간문의, 앞 현관. 온화한, 잔잔한, 맑게 갠 하늘, 평온, primeval: 태고의, 원시의. 고귀하신, 맑게 하다, 침착한. reproach: 불명예, 비난, 질책, 치욕, wooded: 나무가 무성한, 한 목질의, 꾸짖다, 비난의 말, 비난하다, 삼림이 있는, 삼림이 많은.

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swift%as feathers chased by the breeze. A chain of islands sat broken and massive facing the wide estuary, displayed in a sheet of pale glassy water reflecting faithfully the contour of the shore. High in the colourless sunshine a solitary bird, all black, hovered, dropping and soaring above the same spot with a slight rocking motion of the wings. A ragged, sooty bunch of flimsy mat hovels was perched over its own inverted image upon a crooked multitude of high piles the colour of ebony. A tiny black canoe put off from amongst them with two tiny men, all black, who toiled exceedingly, striking down at the pale water: and the canoe seemed to slide painfully on a mirror. This bunch of miserable hovels was the fishing village that boasted of the white lord's especial protection, and the two men crossing over were the old headman and his son-in-law. They landed and walked up to us on the white sand, lean, dark-brown as if dried in smoke, with ashy patches on the skin of their naked shoulders and breasts. Their heads were bound in dirty but carefully folded headkerchiefs, and the old man began at once to state a complaint, voluble, stretching a lank arm, screwing up at Jim his old bleared eyes confidently. The Rajah's people would not leave them alone; there had been some trouble about a lot of turtles' eggs his people had collected on the islets there--and leaning at arm's-length upon his paddle, he pointed with a brown skinny hand over the sea. Jim listened for a time without looking up, and at last told him gently to wait. He would hear him by-and-by. They withdrew obediently to some little distance, and sat on their heels, with their paddles lying before them on the sand; the silvery gleams in their eyes followed our movements patiently; and the immensity of the outspread sea, the stillness of the coast, passing north and south beyond the limits of my vision, made up one colossal Presence watching us four dwarfs isolated on a strip of glistening sand. ' "The trouble is," remarked Jim moodily, "that for generations these beggars of fishermen in that village there had been considered as the Rajah's personal slaves--and the old rip can't get it into his head that . . ." 'He paused. "That you have changed all that," I said. ' "Yes I've changed all that," he muttered in a gloomy voice. ' "You have had your opportunity," I pursued.

Korean contour: 윤곽, 개략, 구분선, 윤곽선, 윤곽의 미, 체형에 맞게 만든, 형세, 지형선, 의 윤곽을 그리다, 외형, 몸의 곡선. faithfully: 여불비례, 충실히. flimsy: 얇은 종이, 박약한, 취약한, 천박한, 얇은 원고지, 무른, 지폐, 얇은 여성복, 얇은, 보잘것 없는. inverted: 동성애의, 반대의, 반전된, 성도착의, 역으로 한, 역의, 성욕 도착의.

lank: 호리호리한, 야윈, 곱슬곱슬하지 않은, 여윈. lean: 의지하다, 야윈, 기대다, 살코기, 빈약한, 의 경향이 있다, 지방 없는, 수확이 적은, 굽다, 기욺, 기울이다. obediently: 유순하게, 효성스럽게. outspread: 펼치다, 펼쳐진, 필쳐진. painfully: 애써, 고생하여, 수고하여, 아파서, 아파하여. piles: 치질, 말뚝. rip: 찢다, 찢어지다, 째지다, 거칠게

말하다, 격랑, 폭로하다, 잡아 찢음, 폐마, 째진 틈, 방탕아, 터지다. rocking: 흔들리는, 진동, 흔들리는 흔들림. skinny: 가죽과 같은, 바싹 마른, 정보, 인색한, 가죽 모양의, 말라붙은. slide: 미끄러짐, 사태, 슬라이드, 미끄러지다, 활주, 스르르 빠져들다, 단층, 슬라이딩, 미끄러 떨어뜨리는 대, 미끄러져 가다, 산사태. tiny: 아주 작은, 작은, 유아.

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' "Have I?" he said. "Well, yes. I suppose so. Yes. I have got back my confidence in myself--a good name--yet sometimes I wish . . . No! I shall hold what I've got. Can't expect anything more." He flung his arm out towards the sea. "Not out there anyhow." He stamped his foot upon the sand. "This is my limit, because nothing less will do."% 'We continued pacing the beach. "Yes, I've changed all that," he went on, with a sidelong glance at the two patient squatting fishermen; "but only try to think what it would be if I went away. Jove! can't you see it? Hell loose. No! Tomorrow I shall go and take my chance of drinking that silly old Tunku Allang's coffee, and I shall make no end of fuss over these rotten turtles' eggs. No. I can't say--enough. Never. I must go on, go on for ever holding up my end, to feel sure that nothing can touch me. I must stick to their belief in me to feel safe and to--to" . . . He cast about for a word, seemed to look for it on the sea . . . "to keep in touch with" . . . His voice sank suddenly to a murmur . . . "with those whom, perhaps, I shall never see any more. With--with--you, for instance." 'I was profoundly humbled by his words. "For God's sake," I said, "don't set me up, my dear fellow; just look to yourself." I felt a gratitude, an affection, for that straggler whose eyes had singled me out, keeping my place in the ranks of an insignificant multitude. How little that was to boast of, after all! I turned my burning face away; under the low sun, glowing, darkened and crimson, like un ember snatched from the fire, the sea lay outspread, offering all its immense stillness to the approach of the fiery orb. Twice he was going to speak, but checked himself; at last, as if he had found a formula-' "I shall be faithful," he said quietly. "I shall be faithful," he repeated, without looking at me, but for the first time letting his eyes wander upon the waters, whose blueness had changed to a gloomy purple under the fires of sunset. Ah! he was romantic, romantic. I recalled some words of Stein's. . . . "In the destructive element immerse! . . . To follow the dream, and again to follow the dream--and so--always--usque ad finem . . ." He was romantic, but none the less true. Who could tell what forms, what visions, what faces, what forgiveness he could see in the glow of the west! . . . A small boat, leaving the schooner, moved

Korean ad: 서력, 광고, 부사, 일자후. affection: 애정, 영향, 병, 감정, 특성, 성질, 호의, 기질, 감동. blueness: 푸름, 푸르름, 푸른 상태. burning: 불타는, 긴급한, 격렬한, 타고 있는 것, 타고 있는, 시급한. drinking: 음주의, 마시기의, 음용의. ember: 여신, 단식과 기도의 계재, 타다남은것, 타다 남은 것. forgiveness: 용서, 면제, 관대. immerse: 침례를 베풀다, 잠그다,

열중시키다, 에 빠뜨리다, romantic: 낭만주의의, 로맨틱한, 가라앉히다, 담그다, 몰두하게 하다, 공상적인, 공상에 잠기는, 로맨틱한 에 휩쓸어 넣다, 적시다, 몰두시키다. 사상, 신비적인, 전기 소설적인, letting: 셋집, 임대, 전세아파트. 전기적인, 가공의, 낭만주의의 작가, loose: 풀다, 풀린, 쏘다, 엉성한, 낭만파의. 총포를 쏘다, 포장이 나쁜, wander: 헤매다, 옆길로 벗어나다, 헐렁헐렁한, 헐거워지다, 흐트러진, 헛소리하다, 오락가락하다, 두서없이 낙낙한, 놓다. 되다, 길을 잘못 들다, 걸어 orb: 천체, 구체, 구, 눈알, 세계, 안구, 돌아다니다, 꾸불꾸불 흐르다, 눈, 공 모양으로 하다, 보주. 꾸불꾸불 이어지다, 종잡을 수 없게 pacing: 보측. 되다, 거닐다.

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slowly, with a regular beat of two oars, towards the sandbank to take me off. "And then there's Jewel," he said, out of the great silence of earth, sky, and sea, which had mastered my very thoughts so that his voice made me start. "There's Jewel." "Yes," I murmured. "I need not tell you what she is to me," he pursued. "You've seen. In time she will come to understand . . ." "I hope so," I interrupted. "She trusts me, too," he mused, and then changed his tone. "When shall we meet next, I wonder?" he said.% ' "Never--unless you come out," I answered, avoiding his glance. He didn't seem to be surprised; he kept very quiet for a while. ' "Good-bye, then," he said, after a pause. "Perhaps it's just as well." 'We shook hands, and I walked to the boat, which waited with her nose on the beach. The schooner, her mainsail set and jib-sheet to windward, curveted on the purple sea; there was a rosy tinge on her sails. "Will you be going home again soon?" asked Jim, just as I swung my leg over the gunwale. "In a year or so if I live," I said. The forefoot grated on the sand, the boat floated, the wet oars flashed and dipped once, twice. Jim, at the water's edge, raised his voice. "Tell them . . ." he began. I signed to the men to cease rowing, and waited in wonder. Tell who? The half-submerged sun faced him; I could see its red gleam in his eyes that looked dumbly at me. . . . "No-- nothing," he said, and with a slight wave of his hand motioned the boat away. I did not look again at the shore till I had clambered on board the schooner. 'By that time the sun had set. The twilight lay over the east, and the coast, turned black, extended infinitely its sombre wall that seemed the very stronghold of the night; the western horizon was one great blaze of gold and crimson in which a big detached cloud floated dark and still, casting a slaty shadow on the water beneath, and I saw Jim on the beach watching the schooner fall off and gather headway. 'The two half-naked fishermen had arisen as soon as I had gone; they were no doubt pouring the plaint of their trifling, miserable, oppressed lives into the ears of the white lord, and no doubt he was listening to it, making it his own, for was it not a part of his luck--the luck "from the word Go"--the luck to which he had

Korean casting: 주조, 배역, 낚싯줄의 드리움, 주물, 던짐, 똥, 뱀 허물, 버림, 낚싯줄의 드리움 방법의, 낚싯줄의 드리움의, 던지기. cease: 그만두다, 그치다, 끝나다, 중지, 중지하다, 멎다, 멈추다-중지, 끝내다, 중단. dumbly: 말없이, 묵묵히, 벙어리처럼, 소리 안 나게. gather: 채집하다, 모으다, 개더, 거두어들이기, 긴장시키다, 증가하다,

내다, 찌푸리다, 짜내다, 수금, 추측하다. grated: 일반용의. headway: 전진, 천정 높이, 진척, 배의 속도, 간격. horizon: 수평선, 지평선, 범위, 시계, 한계, 시야, 지평층. plaint: 불평, 비탄, 고소, 고소장, 슬픔. rosy: 유망한, 장미빛의, 장미로 만든, 불그스름한, 발그레한, 장미가 많은, 장미로 꾸민, 담홍색의, 홍안의,

낙관적인, 밝은. signed: 사인이 들어있는, 서명된. slaty: 석판색의, 슬레이트의, 석판 모양의, 슬레이트색의, 슬레이트같은, 슬레이트가많은, 석판쥐빛의. stronghold: 요새, 본거지, 중심지. twice: 두번, 두 번, 두 배로. twilight: 황혼, 여명, 희미한 빛, 땅거미, 어둑새벽, 어스레하게 밝은, 여명기, 미광, 어슴푸레한 짐작, 어스름, 희미하게 비추다.

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assured me he was so completely equal? They, too, I should think, were in luck, and I was sure their pertinacity would be equal to it. Their dark-skinned bodies vanished on the dark background long before I had lost sight of their protector. He was white from head to foot, and remained persistently visible with the stronghold of the night at his back, the sea at his feet, the opportunity by his side-still veiled. What do you say? Was it still veiled? I don't know. For me that white figure in the stillness of coast and sea seemed to stand at the heart of a vast enigma. The twilight was ebbing fast from the sky above his head, the strip of sand had sunk already under his feet, he himself appeared no bigger than a child--then only a speck, a tiny white speck, that seemed to catch all the light left in a darkened world. . . . And, suddenly, I lost him. . . .%

Korean catch: 걸리다, 발견하다, 쥐다, 붙들다, 잡기, 손잡이, 붙들려고 하다, 사람을 속이는, 걸다, 얻고 싶은 것, 의 주의를 끌다. coast: 해안, 힘들이지 않고 해치우다, 썰매로 미끄러져 내려가다, 연안, 활강사면, 타성으로 달리다, 타력주행, 태평양 연안지방, 추진하다, 자전거의 페달을 밟지 않ㄱ 내려가다, 연안지방. enigma: 수수께끼, 수수께끼의 인물,

불가해안 사물. 경치. fast: 빠른, 빨리, 단단한, 저항력이 sky: 하늘, 날씨, 천국, 느닷없이, 기후, 있는, 굳게, 방탕하여, 착착, 창공, 높이 날리다, 경관, 천장 단식하다, 푹, 재빠른, 고감도의. 가까이에 진열하다. protector: 보호자, 보호물, 섭정, strip: 벗기다, 옷을 벗다, 길고 보호하는 것. 가느다란 조각, 장비를 떼다, 활주로, sand: 모래, 용기, 모래를 뿌리다, 벌거숭이로 만들다, 빼앗다, 철판 설탕, 모래톱, 수명, 백사장 모래, 활주로, 연재만화, 의 덮개를 없애다, 시각, 모래벌판, 모래 사장, 모랫빛. 줄거리를 떼어내다. sight: 시계, 봄, 구경거리, 시각, 일견, vast: 광대한, 막대한, 거대한, 대단한, 시력, 목격, 웃음거리, 힐끗봄, 광경, 굉장한, 광활한 넓이.

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CHAPTER 36 With%these words Marlow had ended his narrative, and his audience had broken up forthwith, under his abstract, pensive gaze. Men drifted off the verandah in pairs or alone without loss of time, without offering a remark, as if the last image of that incomplete story, its incompleteness itself, and the very tone of the speaker, had made discussion in vain and comment impossible. Each of them seemed to carry away his own impression, to carry it away with him like a secret; but there was only one man of all these listeners who was ever to hear the last word of the story. It came to him at home, more than two years later, and it came contained in a thick packet addressed in Marlow's upright and angular handwriting. The privileged man opened the packet, looked in, then, laying it down, went to the window. His rooms were in the highest flat of a lofty building, and his glance could travel afar beyond the clear panes of glass, as though he were looking out of the lantern of a lighthouse. The slopes of the roofs glistened, the dark broken ridges succeeded each other without end like sombre, uncrested waves, and from the depths of the town under his feet ascended a confused and unceasing mutter. The spires of churches, numerous, scattered haphazard, uprose like beacons on a maze of shoals without a channel; the driving rain mingled with the falling dusk of a winter's evening; and the booming of a big clock on a tower, striking the hour, rolled past in voluminous, austere bursts of sound, with a shrill vibrating cry at the core. He drew the heavy curtains.

Korean angular: 모난, 말라빠진, 각이있는, 태도가묵뚝뚝한, 딱딱한, 모서리가 있는, 뼈가 앙상한, 각도의. booming: 벼락 경기의, 급등하는, 대인기의, 꽝 하는. confused: 혼란스러운, 당황한, 혼란한, 어리둥절한, 지리멸렬한, 낭패한. contained: 억제하는, 조심스러운. core: 핵심, 심, 중심핵, 응어리, 인종 평등 회의, 자기코어, 자심, 고갱이,

속을빼내다, 자심기억장치, 근. curtains: 한 권의 끝. gaze: 응시, 응시하다, 뚫어지게 바라보며 서 있다, 뚫어지게 보다. haphazard: 아무렇게나, 우연, 되는대로, 우연의, 되는대로의, 우연한. highest: 제일 높은, 최고. incomplete: 불완전한, 미완성의, 불충분한, 불완전자동사, 미비의. incompleteness: 미완성, 불충분.

lantern: 초롱, 칸델라, 등화실, 환등, 정탑, 등대의 등실, 등실, 채광창, 환등기. laying: 부설, 조준, 쌓음, 꼬는 법, 애벌칠, 쌓기, 놓기, 한 배에 깐 알, 끌어 댐, 설치, 한 번에 까는 알. lighthouse: 등대. packet: 상당한 금액, 강타, 실패, 정기선, 일격, 우펀선, 불운, 묶음, 소포, 패킷, 총알에 맞다. waves: 미해군 여자 예비부대.

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The light of his shaded reading-lamp slept like a sheltered pool, his footfalls made no sound on the carpet, his wandering days were over. No more horizons as boundless as hope, no more twilights within the forests as solemn as temples, in the hot quest for the Ever-undiscovered Country over the hill, across the stream, beyond the wave. The hour was striking! No more! No more!--but the opened packet under the lamp brought back the sounds, the visions, the very savour of the past--a multitude of fading faces, a tumult of low voices, dying away upon the shores of distant seas under a passionate and unconsoling sunshine. He sighed and sat down to read.% At first he saw three distinct enclosures. A good many pages closely blackened and pinned together; a loose square sheet of greyish paper with a few words traced in a handwriting he had never seen before, and an explanatory letter from Marlow. From this last fell another letter, yellowed by time and frayed on the folds. He picked it up and, laying it aside, turned to Marlow's message, ran swiftly over the opening lines, and, checking himself, thereafter read on deliberately, like one approaching with slow feet and alert eyes the glimpse of an undiscovered country. '. . . I don't suppose you've forgotten,' went on the letter. 'You alone have showed an interest in him that survived the telling of his story, though I remember well you would not admit he had mastered his fate. You prophesied for him the disaster of weariness and of disgust with acquired honour, with the self-appointed task, with the love sprung from pity and youth. You had said you knew so well "that kind of thing," its illusory satisfaction, its unavoidable deception. You said also--I call to mind--that "giving your life up to them" (them meaning all of mankind with skins brown, yellow, or black in colour) "was like selling your soul to a brute." You contended that "that kind of thing" was only endurable and enduring when based on a firm conviction in the truth of ideas racially our own, in whose name are established the order, the morality of an ethical progress. "We want its strength at our backs," you had said. "We want a belief in its necessity and its justice, to make a worthy and conscious sacrifice of our lives. Without it the sacrifice is only forgetfulness, the way of offering is no

Korean boundless: 한없는, 무한한. endurable: 견딜 수 있는, 참을 수 있는, 감내할 수 있는. enduring: 영속적인, 참는, 참을 수 있는. ethical: 도덕상의, 윤리적인, 윤리학적인, 인정 기준에 따라, 도덕적인. explanatory: 설명적인, 해석상의, 해석의, 설명의, 변명적인. fading: 페이딩.

greyish: 우중충한, 회색빛도는, 쥐색이 또는, 회색이 또는. illusory: 실체가 없는, 가공의, 사람을 속이는, 착각의, 현혹시키는, 환영적인, 사람을 미혹하는, 사람을 현혹하는. quest: 탐색, 탐색하다, 탐구, 찾다, 특히 사냥개가 사냥감의 뒤를 밟아 찾다, 사냥감의 뒤를 밟아 찾다. racially: 인종상, 인종적으로. sacrifice: 희생타, 희생, 투매하다,

헌신, 싸구려로, 그로 인한 손실, 제물, 희생타로 진루시키다, 희생적 행위, 희생하다, 희생타를 치다. self-appointed: 독단적인, 자칭하는, 자기 추천의. thereafter: 그것에 의해서, 그 이후, 그 뒤로, 그에 따라, 그후에. unavoidable: 피할 수 없는, 무효로할 수 없는, 피하기 어려운, 모면하기 어려운. undiscovered: 미지의, 발견되지 않은.

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better than the way to perdition." In other words, you maintained that we must fight in the ranks or our lives don't count. Possibly! You ought to know--be it said without malice--you who have rushed into one or two places single-handed and came out cleverly, without singeing your wings. The point, however, is that of all mankind Jim had no dealings but with himself, and the question is whether at the last he had not confessed to a faith mightier than the laws of order and progress.% 'I affirm nothing. Perhaps you may pronounce--after you've read. There is much truth--after all--in the common expression "under a cloud." It is impossible to see him clearly--especially as it is through the eyes of others that we take our last look at him. I have no hesitation in imparting to you all I know of the last episode that, as he used to say, had "come to him." One wonders whether this was perhaps that supreme opportunity, that last and satisfying test for which I had always suspected him to be waiting, before he could frame a message to the impeccable world. You remember that when I was leaving him for the last time he had asked whether I would be going home soon, and suddenly cried after me, "Tell them . . ." I had waited--curious I'll own, and hopeful too--only to hear him shout, "No--nothing." That was all then--and there will be nothing more; there will be no message, unless such as each of us can interpret for himself from the language of facts, that are so often more enigmatic than the craftiest arrangement of words. He made, it is true, one more attempt to deliver himself; but that too failed, as you may perceive if you look at the sheet of greyish foolscap enclosed here. He had tried to write; do you notice the commonplace hand? It is headed "The Fort, Patusan." I suppose he had carried out his intention of making out of his house a place of defence. It was an excellent plan: a deep ditch, an earth wall topped by a palisade, and at the angles guns mounted on platforms to sweep each side of the square. Doramin had agreed to furnish him the guns; and so each man of his party would know there was a place of safety, upon which every faithful partisan could rally in case of some sudden danger. All this showed his judicious foresight, his faith in the future. What he called "my own people"--the liberated captives of the Sherif--were to make a distinct quarter of Patusan, with their huts and little plots of ground under the walls of the stronghold. Within he

Korean cleverly: 완전히, 영리하게, 잘, 실수없이, 솜씨좋게, 솜씨 있게, 교묘하게. dealings: 교섭. ditch: 도랑, 을 버리다, 도랑에 빠뜨리다, 도랑에빠뜨리다, 죽을 때까지 분전하다, 착수시키다, 치다, 도랑을 파다, 도랑에 떨어뜨리다, 영국 해협, 버리다. enigmatic: 수수께끼의, 수수께끼같은, 불가사의한, 불가해한, 알기 어려운,

정체 모를, 정체모를, 수수께끼 같은. 연주하다, 설명하다, 이해하다, failed: 실패한. 판단하다, 해몽하다, 기계 번역하다, foolscap: 대판양지, 풀스캡 판. 기계번역하다, 의 통역을 하다, furnish: 설비, 공급하다, 가구를 자기의 해석에 따라서 연주하다. 갖추다, 비치된가구, 비치된 가구, judicious: 현명한, 사려있는, 장치를 갖추다, 주다, 설치하다, 사려분별이 있는. 가구를 설비하다. rally: 회복하다, 대회, 규합하다, 회복, hopeful: 유망한, 희망적인, 희망에 찬, 시위 운동, 재집합, 집중하다, 재거, 우승을 노리는 선수, 유력 후보, 놀리다, 고무하다, 조롱하다. 유망한 사람. single-handed: 한 손의, 한 손으로, interpret: 해석하다, 통역하다, 홀로, 단신.

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would be an invincible host in himself "The Fort, Patusan." No date, as you observe. What is a number and a name to a day of days? It is also impossible to say whom he had in his mind when he seized the pen: Stein--myself--the world at large--or was this only the aimless startled cry of a solitary man confronted by his fate? "An awful thing has happened," he wrote before he flung the pen down for the first time; look at the ink blot resembling the head of an arrow under these words. After a while he had tried again, scrawling heavily, as if with a hand of lead, another line. "I must now at once . . ." The pen had spluttered, and that time he gave it up. There's nothing more; he had seen a broad gulf that neither eye nor voice could span. I can understand this. He was overwhelmed by the inexplicable; he was overwhelmed by his own personality--the gift of that destiny which he had done his best to master.% 'I send you also an old letter--a very old letter. It was found carefully preserved in his writing-case. It is from his father, and by the date you can see he must have received it a few days before he joined the Patna. Thus it must be the last letter he ever had from home. He had treasured it all these years. The good old parson fancied his sailor son. I've looked in at a sentence here and there. There is nothing in it except just affection. He tells his "dear James" that the last long letter from him was very "honest and entertaining." He would not have him "judge men harshly or hastily." There are four pages of it, easy morality and family news. Tom had "taken orders." Carrie's husband had "money losses." The old chap goes on equably trusting Providence and the established order of the universe, but alive to its small dangers and its small mercies. One can almost see him, grey-haired and serene in the inviolable shelter of his book-lined, faded, and comfortable study, where for forty years he had conscientiously gone over and over again the round of his little thoughts about faith and virtue, about the conduct of life and the only proper manner of dying; where he had written so many sermons, where he sits talking to his boy, over there, on the other side of the earth. But what of the distance? Virtue is one all over the world, and there is only one faith, one conceivable conduct of life, one manner of dying. He hopes his "dear James" will never forget that "who once gives way to temptation, in the very instant hazards his total depravity and everlasting ruin. Therefore resolve

Korean blot: 얼룩, 지우다, 오명, 때, 오점, 급제. 감추다, 결점-더럽히다, 잡히기 쉬운 inviolable: 불가침의, 신성한, 말, 흠, 잉크를 배게 하다, 번지다. 침범할수 없는, 범할수 없는. conscientiously: 양심적으로. observe: 관찰하다, 소견을 말하다, depravity: 타락, 비행, 악행. 지키다, 주시하다, 거행하다, equably: 고요하게, 균등하게, 진술하다, 규칙 따위를 준수하다, 평온하게. 인지하다, 준수하다, 관찰에 의하여 forty: 마흔, 사십. 인지하다. grey-haired: 백두. pen: 펜, 쓰다, 우리, 축사, 우리에 gulf: 만, 심연, 화방수, 큰 간격, 넣다, 구치소, 가두다, 백조의 암컷, 소용돌이, 깊은 구멍, 소용 돌이, 보통 문체, 울타리속에 넣다, 편지 따위를

쓰다. seized: 점유한. span: 뼘으로 재다, 한 쌍의 말, 한뼘, 짧은 길이, 전장, 경간, 한쌍의 말, 전폭, 걸치다, 한 뼘, 한 멍에에 매인 한 쌍의 소. temptation: 유혹, 광야의 시험, 유혹물. virtue: 미덕, 정조, 장점, 가치, 고결, 효력, 미점, 도덕적 우수성, 선량, 덕, 효능.

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fixedly%never, through any possible motives, to do anything which you believe to be wrong." There is also some news of a favourite dog; and a pony, "which all you boys used to ride," had gone blind from old age and had to be shot. The old chap invokes Heaven's blessing; the mother and all the girls then at home send their love. . . . No, there is nothing much in that yellow frayed letter fluttering out of his cherishing grasp after so many years. It was never answered, but who can say what converse he may have held with all these placid, colourless forms of men and women peopling that quiet corner of the world as free of danger or strife as a tomb, and breathing equably the air of undisturbed rectitude. It seems amazing that he should belong to it, he to whom so many things "had come. "Nothing ever came to them; they would never be taken unawares, and never be called upon to grapple with fate. Here they all are, evoked by the mild gossip of the father, all these brothers and sisters, bone of his bone and flesh of his flesh, gazing with clear unconscious eyes, while I seem to see him, returned at last, no longer a mere white speck at the heart of an immense mystery, but of full stature, standing disregarded amongst their untroubled shapes, with a stern and romantic aspect, but always mute, dark--under a cloud. 'The story of the last events you will find in the few pages enclosed here. You must admit that it is romantic beyond the wildest dreams of his boyhood, and yet there is to my mind a sort of profound and terrifying logic in it, as if it were our imagination alone that could set loose upon us the might of an overwhelming destiny. The imprudence of our thoughts recoils upon our heads; who toys with the sword shall perish by the sword. This astounding adventure, of which the most astounding part is that it is true, comes on as an unavoidable consequence. Something of the sort had to happen. You repeat this to yourself while you marvel that such a thing could happen in the year of grace before last. But it has happened--and there is no disputing its logic. 'I put it down here for you as though I had been an eyewitness. My information was fragmentary, but I've fitted the pieces together, and there is enough of them to make an intelligible picture. I wonder how he would have related it himself. He has confided so much in me that at times it seems as

Korean astounding: 몹시 놀라게 하는, 아주 대단한, 어안이 벙벙하게 하는, 깜짝 놀라게 할. belong: 에속하다, 의 것이다, 있다, 있어야 하다, 속하다, 소속하다. blessing: 고마운 것, 은총, 축복, 행복, 가호, 식전의 기도, 복, 찬성, 축복의 말. boyhood: 소년기, 소년사회, 소년들. breathing: 호흡, 동경, 발성, 열망, 휴식, 미풍, 부동, 숨쉬는, 숨쉬는

동안, 숨을 불어넣음, 호흡법. eyewitness: 목격자, 목격하다. gossip: 잡담, 험담, 소문, 수다, 수다쟁이, 남의 이야기를 퍼뜨리고 돌아다니다, 잡담을 하다. imprudence: 경솔, 경솔한 행동. logic: 논리, 논리학, 조리. marvel: 경이, 놀라운 것, 경탄, 놀라운 일, 불가사의하게 여기다, 놀라다, 놀람. mild: 가벼운, 온화한, 순한, 유순한,

달콤한, 자극성이 없는, 음식물 따위가 자극성이 없는, 온후한, 따뜻한, 담배 따위가 자극성이 없는, 기후 따위가 따뜻한. rectitude: 정직, 곧음, 성실, 정확, 청렴. terrifying: 겁나게 하는, 무서운, 놀라게 하는. tomb: 무덤, 매장하다, 묘비, 죽음. untroubled: 조용한, 괴로움을 안 당하는, 근심하지 않은, 잔잔한.

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though %he must come in presently and tell the story in his own words, in his careless yet feeling voice, with his offhand manner, a little puzzled, a little bothered, a little hurt, but now and then by a word or a phrase giving one of these glimpses of his very own self that were never any good for purposes of orientation. It's difficult to believe he will never come. I shall never hear his voice again, nor shall I see his smooth tan-and-pink face with a white line on the forehead, and the youthful eyes darkened by excitement to a profound, unfathomable blue.'

Korean careless: 경솔한, 부주의한, 무관심한, 괘념치 않는, 되는대로의, 마음 편한, 마음편한, 무심한, 정신차리지 않는, 조심성없는, 태평스러운. hear: 들어주다, 듣다, 들리다, 청취하다, 재판하다, 방청하다, 소문으로 듣다, 승낙하다, 에 관해 들어 알고 있다, 을 듣다, 이 들리다. hurt: 상처, 고통, 다치다, 부상, 부상을 입히다, 상처를 입히다, 아프다, 상처를 입다, 해를 입다, 에 상처를

내다, 상하게 하다. nor: 부정논리화, 보다도, 도 또한 ...않다, 없다, 도 아니다. offhand: 즉석에서, 아무렇게나, 되는대로의, 즉석의, 서서 하는, 즉시의, 선 채로, 아무렇게나 하는. phrase: 구, 성구, 관용구, 금언, 말, 악구로 표현하다, 악구 문구, 성구말씨로 표현하다, 표현법, 명언, 말씨로 표현하다. presently: 현재, 이내, 목하, 곧,

이윽고, 얼마 안되어, 곧바로. self: 자기, 본인, 사욕, 이기심, 단일의, 진수, 귀사, 자아, 귀점, 자신, 나. smooth: 유창한, 매끄러운, 반드럽게 함, 부드러운, 입에 당기는, 평지, 반드러운 부분, 수염없는, 반드러운, 멋진, 귀에 거슬리지 않는. story: 소문, 전설, 이야기, 거짓말, 줄거리, 역사, 신상 이야기, 기사, 경력, 두뇌, 위층.

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CHAPTER 37 'It%all begins with a remarkable exploit of a man called Brown, who stole with complete success a Spanish schooner out of a small bay near Zamboanga. Till I discovered the fellow my information was incomplete, but most unexpectedly I did come upon him a few hours before he gave up his arrogant ghost. Fortunately he was willing and able to talk between the choking fits of asthma, and his racked body writhed with malicious exultation at the bare thought of Jim. He exulted thus at the idea that he had "paid out the stuck-up beggar after all." He gloated over his action. I had to bear the sunken glare of his fierce crow-footed eyes if I wanted to know; and so I bore it, reflecting how much certain forms of evil are akin to madness, derived from intense egoism, inflamed by resistance, tearing the soul to pieces, and giving factitious vigour to the body. The story also reveals unsuspected depths of cunning in the wretched Cornelius, whose abject and intense hate acts like a subtle inspiration, pointing out an unerring way towards revenge. ' "I could see directly I set my eyes on him what sort of a fool he was," gasped the dying Brown. "He a man! Hell! He was a hollow sham. As if he couldn't have said straight out, 'Hands off my plunder!' blast him! That would have been like a man! Rot his superior soul! He had me there--but he hadn't devil enough in him to make an end of me. Not he! A thing like that letting me off as if I wasn't worth a kick! . . ." Brown struggled desperately for breath. . . . "Fraud. . . . Letting me off. . . . And so I did make an end of him after all. . . ." He choked again. . . . "I expect

Korean arrogant: 건방진, 건만한, 거만한. asthma: 천식. blast: 소리, 한 바탕 부는 바람, 시들게 하다, 돌풍, 폭파하다, 울려퍼짐폭파하다, 폭발, 한 줄기 강한 바람, 형편 없는 실패, 총을 쏘다, 폭풍. choking: 숨막히는, 숨막힘, 목이 멘 듯한 숨막힘, 목메는 듯한, 색류의. derived: 유래된, 파생된. directly: 직접으로, 곧바로, 즉시, 즉시로, 직접, 참으로, 곧장.

exultation: 환희, 광희, 열광, 몹시 기뻐함. factitious: 인공적인, 인위적인, 겉꾸민, 부자연스러운, 부자연한. inflamed: 염증을 일으킨, 충혈한, 얼굴이 빨개진, 흥분한. pieces: 산산조각. revenge: 원한, 복수하다, 복수심, 앙갚음, 원수를 갚다, 복수, 보복, 설욕의 기회, 복수의 기회, 원한을 갚다, 의 복수를 하다.

schooner: 포장마차, 큰 맥주잔, 스쿠너, 큰 조끼, 큰 포장 마차, 스쿠너선. straight: 철저한, 순수한, 직접적으로, 정연한, 직선, 원작대로, 솔직한, 곧, 곧은, 똑바른, 솔직하게. stuck-up: 거만한. unerring: 잘못이 없는, 틀림 없는, 틀리지 않는.

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this%thing'll kill me, but I shall die easy now. You . . . you here . . . I don't know your name--I would give you a five-pound note if--if I had it--for the news--or my name's not Brown. . . ." He grinned horribly. . . . "Gentleman Brown." 'He said all these things in profound gasps, staring at me with his yellow eyes out of a long, ravaged, brown face; he jerked his left arm; a pepper-and-salt matted beard hung almost into his lap; a dirty ragged blanket covered his legs. I had found him out in Bankok through that busybody Schomberg, the hotelkeeper, who had, confidentially, directed me where to look. It appears that a sort of loafing, fuddled vagabond--a white man living amongst the natives with a Siamese woman--had considered it a great privilege to give a shelter to the last days of the famous Gentleman Brown. While he was talking to me in the wretched hovel, and, as it were, fighting for every minute of his life, the Siamese woman, with big bare legs and a stupid coarse face, sat in a dark corner chewing betel stolidly. Now and then she would get up for the purpose of shooing a chicken away from the door. The whole hut shook when she walked. An ugly yellow child, naked and pot-bellied like a little heathen god, stood at the foot of the couch, finger in mouth, lost in a profound and calm contemplation of the dying man. 'He talked feverishly; but in the middle of a word, perhaps, an invisible hand would take him by the throat, and he would look at me dumbly with an expression of doubt and anguish. He seemed to fear that I would get tired of waiting and go away, leaving him with his tale untold, with his exultation unexpressed. He died during the night, I believe, but by that time I had nothing more to learn. 'So much as to Brown, for the present. 'Eight months before this, coming into Samarang, I went as usual to see Stein. On the garden side of the house a Malay on the verandah greeted me shyly, and I remembered that I had seen him in Patusan, in Jim's house, amongst other Bugis men who used to come in the evening to talk interminably over their war reminiscences and to discuss State affairs. Jim had pointed him out to me once as a respectable petty trader owning a small seagoing native craft, who had

Korean blanket: 담요, 덮어 버리다, 숨기다, 차별하지 않는, 방해하다, 일률적인담요에 싸다, 총괄적인, 모포총괄적인, 전면을 덮는 것, 일률적인, 쉬쉬 덮어 버리다. busybody: 참견하기좋아하는사람, 참견 잘하는 사람, 바쁘게 되다. coarse: 야비한, 조잡한, 결이 거친, 조제의, 하치의, 천한, 상스러운, 추잡한, 눈, 굵은, 거친. craft: 기능, 기술, 간지, 기교, 선박,

교활, 동업자들, 직업, 동업 조합, 교묘함, 교묘. feverishly: 불안정하게, 열광적으로, 열나게. heathen: 이교도, 미개한, 이교의, 미개인, 불신자, 무종교자, 이교도의, 이단의, 이방인. horribly: 무섭게. interminably: 지루하게 긴, 끝없는. matted: 매트를 깐, 헝클어진, 엉킨, 돗자리를 깐, 윤을 없앤, 머리 따위가

헝클어진, 텁수룩한, 광택을 없앤. pepper-and-salt: 흰 점과 검은점이 섞인 무늬의 직물, 희끗희끗한. petty: 소규모의, 하찮은, 사소한, 옹졸한, 자그마한, 하급의, 도량이 좁은. seagoing: 원양 항해에 알맞은, 배로 가는, 원양 항해의, 항해를 업으로 삼는. shyly: 수줍어서, 겁내어, 부끄러워 하며, 수줍게.

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showed himself "one of the best at the taking of the stockade." I was not very surprised to see him, since any Patusan trader venturing as far as Samarang would naturally find his way to Stein's house. I returned his greeting and passed on. At the door of Stein's room I came upon another Malay in whom I recognised Tamb' Itam.% 'I asked him at once what he was doing there; it occurred to me that Jim might have come on a visit. I own I was pleased and excited at the thought. Tamb' Itam looked as if he did not know what to say. "Is Tuan Jim inside?" I asked impatiently. "No," he mumbled, hanging his head for a moment, and then with sudden earnestness, "He would not fight. He would not fight," he repeated twice. As he seemed unable to say anything else, I pushed him aside and went in, 'Stein, tall and stooping, stood alone in the middle of the room between the rows of butterfly cases. "Ach! is it you, my friend?" he said sadly, peering through his glasses. A drab sack-coat of alpaca hung, unbuttoned, down to his knees. He had a Panama hat on his head, and there were deep furrows on his pale cheeks. "What's the matter now?" I asked nervously. "There's Tamb' Itam there. . . ." "Come and see the girl. Come and see the girl. She is here," he said, with a half-hearted show of activity. I tried to detain him, but with gentle obstinacy he would take no notice of my eager questions. "She is here, she is here," he repeated, in great perturbation. "They came here two days ago. An old man like me, a stranger--sehen Sie--cannot do much. . . . Come this way. . . . Young hearts are unforgiving. . . ." I could see he was in utmost distress. . . . "The strength of life in them, the cruel strength of life. . . ." He mumbled, leading me round the house; I followed him, lost in dismal and angry conjectures. At the door of the drawing-room he barred my way. "He loved her very much," he said interrogatively, and I only nodded, feeling so bitterly disappointed that I would not trust myself to speak. "Very frightful," he murmured. "She can't understand me. I am only a strange old man. Perhaps you . . . she knows you. Talk to her. We can't leave it like this. Tell her to forgive him. It was very frightful." "No doubt," I said, exasperated at being in the dark; "but have you forgiven him?" He looked at

Korean alpaca: 알파카, 알파카 모직물, 알파카 털. angry: 성난, 성나있는, 몹시쑤시는, 타는 듯한, 험한, 염증을 일으킨. aside: 떨어져서-방백, 옆에, 떼어서, 독백, 곁으로, 곁에, 방백, 별도로 하고, 생각하지 않고, 따로 두고. detain: 말리다, 억류하다, 붙들다, 감금하다, 구류하다, 유치하다, 을 못가게 붙들다. drawing-room: 응접실, 특별 객실,

회견, 제도실. pale: 창백한, 창백하게 하다, 엷게 fight: 전투, 전투력, 투지싸우다, 하다, 어슴푸레한, 엷은, 경계, 지휘하다, 움직이다, 싸워얻다, 다툼, 창백해지다, 한계, 중앙의 세로줄 싸우게하다, 투쟁, 전의, 지휘 무늬, 어둠침침한, 약한. 조종하다. sadly: 슬프게, 한탄할 정도로, 치사한, glasses: 안경, 컵. 천한, 진지한, 우중충충한, 지독한, hat: 푹쉬다, 추기경의 빨간 모자, 절망적인, 유감스럽게도, 어두운, 모자. 애처롭게. impatiently: 성급하게, 안절부절 unforgiving: 앙심 먹은, 용서 없는, 못하는, 조바심하며, 참을수 없는, 못 용서없는, 용서치 않는, 용서하지 견디는, 성마른. 않는, 집념이 강한.

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me queerly. "You shall hear," he said, and opening the door, absolutely pushed me in. 'You know Stein's big house and the two immense reception-rooms, uninhabited and uninhabitable, clean, full of solitude and of shining things that look as if never beheld by the eye of man? They are cool on the hottest days, and you enter them as you would a scrubbed cave underground. I passed through one, and in the other I saw the girl sitting at the end of a big mahogany table, on which she rested her head, the face hidden in her arms. The waxed floor reflected her dimly as though it had been a sheet of frozen water. The rattan screens were down, and through the strange greenish gloom made by the foliage of the trees outside a strong wind blew in gusts, swaying the long draperies of windows and doorways. Her white figure seemed shaped in snow; the pendent crystals of a great chandelier clicked above her head like glittering icicles. She looked up and watched my approach. I was chilled as if these vast apartments had been the cold abode of despair.% 'She recognised me at once, and as soon as I had stopped, looking down at her: "He has left me," she said quietly; "you always leave us--for your own ends." Her face was set. All the heat of life seemed withdrawn within some inaccessible spot in her breast. "It would have been easy to die with him," she went on, and made a slight weary gesture as if giving up the incomprehensible. "He would not! It was like a blindness--and yet it was I who was speaking to him; it was I who stood before his eyes; it was at me that he looked all the time! Ah! you are hard, treacherous, without truth, without compassion. What makes you so wicked? Or is it that you are all mad?" 'I took her hand; it did not respond, and when I dropped it, it hung down to the floor. That indifference, more awful than tears, cries, and reproaches, seemed to defy time and consolation. You felt that nothing you could say would reach the seat of the still and benumbing pain. 'Stein had said, "You shall hear." I did hear. I heard it all, listening with amazement, with awe, to the tones of her inflexible weariness. She could not grasp the real sense of what she was telling me, and her resentment filled me

Korean abode: 체류, 주거, 거주, 주소. cave: 동굴, 굴, 꺼지다, 녹초가 되다, 동굴로 만들다, 움푹 들어가게 하다, 탈당, 함몰, 굴복하다, 탈당함몰하다, 항복시키다. chandelier: 샹들리에. chilled: 냉장한, 냉각한, 냉강된, 냉경한, 칠드 주물의, 차가워진. greenish: 초록빛이 도는. hidden: 숨겨진, 숨은. mahogany: 마호가니, 적갈색,

마호가니색의, 마호가니재의, 마호가니재의 식탁, 마호가니재. pendent: 미결정의, 늘어진, 쑥내민, 미결의, 툭 튀어나온, 문제 따위 미정의, 구문이 불완전한, 문제 따위 미결의, 늘어뜨린, 미정의. queerly: 기묘하게, 의심스럽게, 이상하게. shaped: 모양지어진. treacherous: 배반하는, 믿을 수 없는, 의지가 안되는, 반역하는, 기대에

어긋나는. uninhabitable: 사람이 거주할 수 없는, 사람이 살 수 없는. uninhabited: 무인의, 사람이 살지 않은, 사람이 살지 않는. wicked: 심술궂은, 사악한, 나쁜, 버릇이 나쁜, 위험한, 장난이 심한, 불쾌한, 장난기 있는, 우수한. windows: 윈도우. withdrawn: 인적이 드문, 내성적인, 빼는.

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with pity for her--for him too. I stood rooted to the spot after she had finished. Leaning on her arm, she stared with hard eyes, and the wind passed in gusts, the crystals kept on clicking in the greenish gloom. She went on whispering to herself: "And yet he was looking at me! He could see my face, hear my voice, hear my grief! When I used to sit at his feet, with my cheek against his knee and his hand on my head, the curse of cruelty and madness was already within him, waiting for the day. The day came! . . . and before the sun had set he could not see me any more--he was made blind and deaf and without pity, as you all are. He shall have no tears from me. Never, never. Not one tear. I will not! He went away from me as if I had been worse than death. He fled as if driven by some accursed thing he had heard or seen in his sleep. . . ." 'Her steady eyes seemed to strain after the shape of a man torn out of her arms by the strength of a dream. She made no sign to my silent bow. I was glad to escape.% 'I saw her once again, the same afternoon. On leaving her I had gone in search of Stein, whom I could not find indoors; and I wandered out, pursued by distressful thoughts, into the gardens, those famous gardens of Stein, in which you can find every plant and tree of tropical lowlands. I followed the course of the canalised stream, and sat for a long time on a shaded bench near the ornamental pond, where some waterfowl with clipped wings were diving and splashing noisily. The branches of casuarina trees behind me swayed lightly, incessantly, reminding me of the soughing of fir trees at home. 'This mournful and restless sound was a fit accompaniment to my meditations. She had said he had been driven away from her by a dream,--and there was no answer one could make her--there seemed to be no forgiveness for such a transgression. And yet is not mankind itself, pushing on its blind way, driven by a dream of its greatness and its power upon the dark paths of excessive cruelty and of excessive devotion? And what is the pursuit of truth, after all? 'When I rose to get back to the house I caught sight of Stein's drab coat through a gap in the foliage, and very soon at a turn of the path I came upon him

Korean accompaniment: 반주, 수반하는 물건, 반주부, 부속물. bench: 판사석, 벤치, 지위에 앉히다, 퇴장시키다, 진열대, 착석시키다, 온실 안의 묘상에 심다, 계단, 밑으로부터 파다, 작업대, 묘상. bow: 활, 이물, 구부리다, 절하다, 꾸부러지다, 나비넥타이, 만곡부, 인사하다, 켜다, 함수, 절. branches: 지점. casuarina: 카수아리나속의 관목.

clipped: 발음을 생략한, 자른, 짧게 깎은, 베어낸, 짧게자른. cruelty: 잔학, 잔인한 행위, 끔찍함, 잔혹, 학대, 잔인성, 무자비. curse: 저주하다, 월경, 저주, 재앙, 파문하다, 욕지거리하다, 천벌을 내리다, 저주의 말, 파문, 괴롭히다, 독설. distressful: 비참한, 고통스런, 고난 많은, 고민이 많은. excessive: 과도한, 극단적인,

터무니없는, 과도의. fir: 전나무, 그 재목, 소나무, 전나무 재목. grief: 재난, 실패하다, 비탄, 불운, 깊은 슬픔, 고통. ornamental: 장식적인, 장식용의, 장식물. pond: 연못, 못, 물줄기를 막다, 물이 괴어 못이 되다, 물이 괴어 늪이 되다, 못이 되다, 늪이 되다, 막다. waterfowl: 물새.

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walking with the girl. Her little hand rested on his forearm, and under the broad, flat rim of his Panama hat he bent over her, grey-haired, paternal, with compassionate and chivalrous deference. I stood aside, but they stopped, facing me. His gaze was bent on the ground at his feet; the girl, erect and slight on his arm, stared sombrely beyond my shoulder with black, clear, motionless eyes. "Schrecklich," he murmured. "Terrible! Terrible! What can one do?" He seemed to be appealing to me, but her youth, the length of the days suspended over her head, appealed to me more; and suddenly, even as I realised that nothing could be said, I found myself pleading his cause for her sake. "You must forgive him," I concluded, and my own voice seemed to me muffled, lost in un irresponsive deaf immensity. "We all want to be forgiven," I added after a while.% ' "What have I done?" she asked with her lips only. ' "You always mistrusted him," I said. ' "He was like the others," she pronounced slowly. ' "Not like the others," I protested, but she continued evenly, without any feeling-' "He was false." And suddenly Stein broke in. "No! no! no! My poor child! . . ." He patted her hand lying passively on his sleeve. "No! no! Not false! True! True! True!" He tried to look into her stony face. "You don't understand. Ach! Why you do not understand? . . . Terrible," he said to me. "Some day she _shall_ understand." ' "Will you explain?" I asked, looking hard at him. They moved on. 'I watched them. Her gown trailed on the path, her black hair fell loose. She walked upright and light by the side of the tall man, whose long shapeless coat hung in perpendicular folds from the stooping shoulders, whose feet moved slowly. They disappeared beyond that spinney (you may remember) where sixteen different kinds of bamboo grow together, all distinguishable to the learned eye. For my part, I was fascinated by the exquisite grace and beauty of that fluted grove, crowned with pointed leaves and feathery heads, the lightness, the vigour, the charm as distinct as a voice of that unperplexed

Korean chivalrous: 의협적인, 기사도적인, 기사도 시대의, 관대한, 용감하고 관대한, 여성에게 정중한, 정중한, 용기 있고 예의바른, 기사적인, 기사도 제도의. compassionate: 인정 많은, 특별 배려에 의한, 측은히 여기다, 온정적인, 동정하다, 동정적인, 동정심 있는, 정상을 참작한, 자비로운. crowned: 왕관을 쓴, 춤이 있는,

왕위에 오른, 관식을 단. deaf: 귀머거리의, 들으려 하지 않는, 귀머거리들, 귀를 기울이지 않는. distinguishable: 구별할 수 있는. feathery: 깃이 난, 깃털 같은, 경박한, 가벼운, 깃으로 덮인, 깃털이 있는. fluted: 홈이 있는, 세로 홈을 판, 피리 소리의, 저 소리의, 세로 홈을 기둥. grove: 작은 숲. irresponsive: 반응이 없는, 응답하지 않는.

paternal: 아버지의, 부자주의, 아버지로서. sixteen: 십육세, 십육의, 열여섯, 열여섯 개, 십육세의. sleeve: 소매, 을 몰래 준비하다, 소매를 달다, 소매자락, 슬리브관, 커버. spinney: 잡목숲, 잡목림. suspended: 정직이 된, 집행 유예의, 출장 정지가 된, 뜬, 떠다녀, 정지한, 매달린.

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luxuriating life. I remember staying to look at it for a long time, as one would linger within reach of a consoling whisper. The sky was pearly grey. It was one of those overcast days so rare in the tropics, in which memories crowd upon one, memories of other shores, of other faces.% 'I drove back to town the same afternoon, taking with me Tamb' Itam and the other Malay, in whose seagoing craft they had escaped in the bewilderment, fear, and gloom of the disaster. The shock of it seemed to have changed their natures. It had turned her passion into stone, and it made the surly taciturn Tamb' Itam almost loquacious. His surliness, too, was subdued into puzzled humility, as though he had seen the failure of a potent charm in a supreme moment. The Bugis trader, a shy hesitating man, was very clear in the little he had to say. Both were evidently over-awed by a sense of deep inexpressible wonder, by the touch of an inscrutable mystery.' There with Marlow's signature the letter proper ended. The privileged reader screwed up his lamp, and solitary above the billowy roofs of the town, like a lighthouse-keeper above the sea, he turned to the pages of the story.

Korean bewilderment: 당황. disaster: 천재, 참사, 재해, 재난, 큰 실패, 재앙. drove: 몰려가는 가축 때, 떼지어 가는 무리, 굵은 정. hesitating: 주저하는, 망설이는. linger: 어정거리다, 질질 끌다, 오래 머물다, 나중에까지 남다, 꾸물거리다, 쉬이 사라지지않다, 우물쭈물 보내다, 질질 끌게 하다, 우물쭈물하다, 떠나기를 망설이다.

loquacious: 말많은, 말이 많은. overcast: 흐린, 흐려지다, 어두워지다, 어두운, 음침한, 어둡게 하다, 구름으로 덮다, 흐린 날씨, 구름으로 뒤덮다, 감치다, 하늘이 흐린. passion: 열정, 격정, 정욕, 정열, 수난, 감정의 폭발, 울화, 수동, 열렬한 사랑, 감탄하는 것, 열망하는 것. pearly: 진주 같은, 진주조개로 만든 단추가 달린 옷의 단추, 진주조개로 만든 단추가 달린 옷, 진주의.

shy: 뒷걸음질, 내성적인, 냉소, 겁많은, 부족한, 조심성 많은, 놀라 물러서다, 홱 던지다, 을 의심하다, 수줍다, 을 피하다. signature: 테마 음악, 서명, 기호, 접지 번호, 전지, 서명하기, 인쇄지의 접지 번호, 용법주의. supreme: 최후의, 지고의, 최고도, 최고위의, 절대의. surliness: 무뚝뚝함, 험악함, 기분이 좋지 않음.

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'It all begins, as I've told you, with the man called Brown,' ran the opening sentence of Marlow's narrative. 'You who have knocked about the Western Pacific must have heard of him. He was the show ruffian on the Australian coast-not that he was often to be seen there, but because he was always trotted out in the stories of lawless life a visitor from home is treated to; and the mildest of these stories which were told about him from Cape York to Eden Bay was more than enough to hang a man if told in the right place. They never failed to let you know, too, that he was supposed to be the son of a baronet. Be it as it may, it is certain he had deserted from a home ship in the early gold-digging days, and in a few years became talked about as the terror of this or that group of islands in Polynesia. He would kidnap natives, he would strip some lonely white trader to the very pyjamas he stood in, and after he had robbed the poor devil, he would as likely as not invite him to fight a duel with shot-guns on the beach--which would have been fair enough as these things go, if the other man hadn't been by that time already half-dead with fright. Brown was a latter-day buccaneer, sorry enough, like his more celebrated prototypes; but what distinguished him from his contemporary brother ruffians, like Bully Hayes or the mellifluous Pease, or that perfumed, Dundreary-whiskered, dandified scoundrel known as Dirty Dick, was the arrogant temper of his misdeeds and a vehement scorn for mankind at large and for his victims in particular. The others were merely vulgar and greedy brutes, but he seemed moved by some complex intention. He would

Korean baronet: 준남작, 준남작의 지위를 주다. buccaneer: 해적, 해적질하다, 해적질을 하다. celebrated: 유명한, 저명한. dandified: 멋부린, 스마트한, 잔뜩 치장한. duel: 결투, 결투하다, 투쟁. greedy: 탐욕스러운, 걸신들린, 열망하는, 게걸스러운, 대식하는. half-dead: 거의 죽게 되어 생사를

분간할 수 없는. kidnap: 채가다, 유괴하다, 유괴, 아이를 채가다. latter-day: 근대의, 근대의. lawless: 무법의, 누를 수 없는, 법률없는, 법률이 없는, 법률이 행해지지 않는. mellifluous: 유창한, 꿀같이 감미로운, 목소리 따위 부드럽고 아름다운, 부드럽고 아름다운, 음악 따위 부드럽고 아름다운.

merely: 단지, 다만. perfumed: 방향을 내는, 에 향수를 뿌리는. pyjamas: 파자마, 이슬람 교도의 헐렁한 바지, 느슨한 바지, 헐렁한 바지, 이슬람 교도의 느슨한 바지. supposed: 상상된, 가정의, 소문난. vulgar: 상스러운, 일반의, 통속적인, 일반 대중의, 서민의, 야비한한, 일반 민중이 사용하는, 평민의, 저속한, 평민, 일반대중의.

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rob%a man as if only to demonstrate his poor opinion of the creature, and he would bring to the shooting or maiming of some quiet, unoffending stranger a savage and vengeful earnestness fit to terrify the most reckless of desperadoes. In the days of his greatest glory he owned an armed barque, manned by a mixed crew of Kanakas and runaway whalers, and boasted, I don't know with what truth, of being financed on the quiet by a most respectable firm of copra merchants. Later on he ran off--it was reported--with the wife of a missionary, a very young girl from Clapham way, who had married the mild, flat-footed fellow in a moment of enthusiasm, and, suddenly transplanted to Melanesia, lost her bearings somehow. It was a dark story. She was ill at the time he carried her off, and died on board his ship. It is said--as the most wonderful put of the tale-that over her body he gave way to an outburst of sombre and violent grief. His luck left him, too, very soon after. He lost his ship on some rocks off Malaita, and disappeared for a time as though he had gone down with her. He is heard of next at Nuka-Hiva, where he bought an old French schooner out of Government service. What creditable enterprise he might have had in view when he made that purchase I can't say, but it is evident that what with High Commissioners, consuls, men-of-war, and international control, the South Seas were getting too hot to hold gentlemen of his kidney. Clearly he must have shifted the scene of his operations farther west, because a year later he plays an incredibly audacious, but not a very profitable part, in a serio-comic business in Manila Bay, in which a peculating governor and an absconding treasurer are the principal figures; thereafter he seems to have hung around the Philippines in his rotten schooner battling with un adverse fortune, till at last, running his appointed course, he sails into Jim's history, a blind accomplice of the Dark Powers. 'His tale goes that when a Spanish patrol cutter captured him he was simply trying to run a few guns for the insurgents. If so, then I can't understand what he was doing off the south coast of Mindanao. My belief, however, is that he was blackmailing the native villages along the coast. The principal thing is that the cutter, throwing a guard on board, made him sail in company towards Zamboanga. On the way, for some reason or other, both vessels had to call at one

Korean adverse: 불리한, 역의, 적의가 있는, 거꾸로의, 반대의, 대생의, 거스르는. bearings: 방위, 문장. copra: 코프라, 야자나무의 건과. farther: 더먼, 좀더, 그위에, 더욱더, 더멀리, 더욱이, 더 앞선, 더 멀리, 더 먼, 더 뒤의, 더 나중의. flat-footed: 서투른, 편평족의, 단호한. incredibly: 거짓말 같은, 믿을수 없을 만큼, 믿기 어려운, 대단히, 매우. kidney: 신장, 성질, 종류, 콩팥, 기질.

missionary: 전도의, 선교사, 전도사. owned: 이 소유하는. patrol: 순시, 순회, 정찰대, 순시인, 소년단의 반, 순찰, 순시하다, 순찰하다, 을 순시하다, 을 순찰하다, 정찰병. profitable: 이문이 있는, 유익한, 유리한. runaway: 도망, 쉽게 이긴, 도망친, 탈주자, 도망자, 달아난, 탈주, 낙승, 사랑의 도피, 급히 오르는, 가출소년.

savage: 야만적인, 야만인, 잔인, 사나운, 잔인한, 황량한, 세련되지 못한, 최고의, 야만적인 사람, 물어 뜯다, 나체의. terrify: 겁나게하다, 겁나게 하다, 무섭게 하다. treasurer: 회계원, 출납관, 귀중품 보관자, 귀중품 보관물. unoffending: 죄없는, 사람을성나게하지않는, 해롭지 않은, 해가 없는, 죄가 없는.

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of these new Spanish settlements--which never came to anything in the end-where there was not only a civil official in charge on shore, but a good stout coasting schooner lying at anchor in the little bay; and this craft, in every way much better than his own, Brown made up his mind to steal.% 'He was down on his luck--as he told me himself. The world he had bullied for twenty years with fierce, aggressive disdain, had yielded him nothing in the way of material advantage except a small bag of silver dollars, which was concealed in his cabin so that "the devil himself couldn't smell it out." And that was all--absolutely all. He was tired of his life, and not afraid of death. But this man, who would stake his existence on a whim with a bitter and jeering recklessness, stood in mortal fear of imprisonment. He had an unreasoning coldsweat, nerve-shaking, blood-to-water-turning sort of horror at the bare possibility of being locked up--the sort of terror a superstitious man would feel at the thought of being embraced by a spectre. Therefore the civil official who came on board to make a preliminary investigation into the capture, investigated arduously all day long, and only went ashore after dark, muffled up in a cloak, and taking great care not to let Brown's little all clink in its bag. Afterwards, being a man of his word, he contrived (the very next evening, I believe) to send off the Government cutter on some urgent bit of special service. As her commander could not spare a prize crew, he contented himself by taking away before he left all the sails of Brown's schooner to the very last rag, and took good care to tow his two boats on to the beach a couple of miles off. 'But in Brown's crew there was a Solomon Islander, kidnapped in his youth and devoted to Brown, who was the best man of the whole gang. That fellow swam off to the coaster--five hundred yards or so--with the end of a warp made up of all the running gear unrove for the purpose. The water was smooth, and the bay dark, "like the inside of a cow," as Brown described it. The Solomon Islander clambered over the bulwarks with the end of the rope in his teeth. The crew of the coaster--all Tagals--were ashore having a jollification in the native village. The two shipkeepers left on board woke up suddenly and saw the devil. It had glittering eyes and leaped quick as lightning about the deck. They fell on

Korean arduously: 힘들게, 부지런하게, 험악하게, 애써, 어렵게, 끈질기게. capture: 포획물, 포획, 획득하다, 점령, 사로잡다, 포착하다, 생포, 지배권을 쥐다, 잡다, 포착, 점령하다. cloak: 외투를 입히다, 망토, 구실, 가면, 뒤덮다, 가리는 것, 덮어 가리다, 외투, 은폐하다, 소매없는 외투, 소매 없는 외투. deck: 갑판, 단장하다, 꾸미다, 평평한 지붕, 갑판을 깔다, 지면, 갑판에

나와서, 지면-갑판을 깔다, 다음 타자가 되어, 준비되어, 전투 준비를 하다. jollification: 흥겨워 떠돌기, 환락. rag: 넝마, 조각, 꾸짖다, 단편, 놀리다, 장난치다, 신문, 법석, 누더기, 막, 지폐. superstitious: 미신에 사로잡힌, 미신저긴, 미신의. tow: 삼 부스러기, 끌려가는 배, 밧줄로 끌다, 돌보아주다, 거느리다,

끄는 밧줄, 배를 끌기, 끌다, 끌고 가다, 끌리는 배, 밧줄로 끎. twenty: 스물. unreasoning: 이성적으로 생각하지 않는, 사리에 맞지 않는. warp: 날실, 왜곡하다, 비뚤어짐, 뒤틀리다, 구부리다, 뒤틀림, 뒤둥그러짐, 밧줄로 끌다, 밧줄, 뒤틀리게 하다, 뒤둥그러찌다. whim: 변덕, 일시적 기분, 권상기. woke: 과거분사.

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their knees, paralysed with fear, crossing themselves and mumbling prayers. With a long knife he found in the caboose the Solomon Islander, without interrupting their orisons, stabbed first one, then the other; with the same knife he set to sawing patiently at the coir cable till suddenly it parted under the blade with a splash. Then in the silence of the bay he let out a cautious shout, and Brown's gang, who meantime had been peering and straining their hopeful ears in the darkness, began to pull gently at their end of the warp. In less than five minutes the two schooners came together with a slight shock and a creak of spars.% 'Brown's crowd transferred themselves without losing an instant, taking with them their firearms and a large supply of ammunition. They were sixteen in all: two runaway blue-jackets, a lanky deserter from a Yankee man-of-war, a couple of simple, blond Scandinavians, a mulatto of sorts, one bland Chinaman who cooked--and the rest of the nondescript spawn of the South Seas. None of them cared; Brown bent them to his will, and Brown, indifferent to gallows, was running away from the spectre of a Spanish prison. He didn't give them the time to trans-ship enough provisions; the weather was calm, the air was charged with dew, and when they cast off the ropes and set sail to a faint off-shore draught there was no flutter in the damp canvas; their old schooner seemed to detach itself gently from the stolen craft and slip away silently, together with the black mass of the coast, into the night. 'They got clear away. Brown related to me in detail their passage down the Straits of Macassar. It is a harrowing and desperate story. They were short of food and water; they boarded several native craft and got a little from each. With a stolen ship Brown did not dare to put into any port, of course. He had no money to buy anything, no papers to show, and no lie plausible enough to get him out again. An Arab barque, under the Dutch flag, surprised one night at anchor off Poulo Laut, yielded a little dirty rice, a bunch of bananas, and a cask of water; three days of squally, misty weather from the north-east shot the schooner across the Java Sea. The yellow muddy waves drenched that collection of hungry ruffians. They sighted mail-boats moving on their appointed routes;

Korean ammunition: 탄약, 군수품, 군용의, 공격수단, 방어수단, 포탄, 폭약, 화약. bananas: 흥분한, 머리가 돈, 열광한. blade: 칼날, 잎, 멋장이, 칼, 날개, 검객, 견갑골, 위세가 당당한 사내, 위세가 호탕한 사내, 혀끝, 노깃. bland: 부드러운, 온화한, 상냥한, 기분 좋은, 순한, 김빠진, 자극성이 적은. blond: 금발의 금발에 피부가 흰 사람, 금발의, 블론드의, 블론드인 사람.

caboose: 승무원차, 배의 요리실, 상선 상갑판의 주방. cask: 통, 통에 넣다, 한통의 분량, 물통, 한통. coir: 야자껍질의 섬유, 야자 껍질의 섬유. deserter: 유기자, 탈영병, 탈당자, 직장포기자, 직장 포기자, 탈주자, 도망자, 탈선자. detach: 분견하다, 분리하다, 떼다, 파견하다.

gallows: 교수대, 바지 멜빵, 교수형, 교수대 모양의 것. lanky: 몹시 홀쭉한, 껑충한. mulatto: 황갈색의, 백인과 흑인과의 트기, 백인과 흑인의 제일대 혼혈아, 혹백 혼혈아의. sighted: 눈이 보이는, 시의. spawn: 알, 결과, 산물, 우글거리는 아이들, 군사, 균사, 낳다, 수두룩이 낳다, 알을 낳다, 애새끼. squally: 험악한, 돌풍의, 일진 광풍의.

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passed well-found home ships with rusty iron sides anchored in the shallow sea waiting for a change of weather or the turn of the tide; an English gunboat, white and trim, with two slim masts, crossed their bows one day in the distance; and on another occasion a Dutch corvette, black and heavily sparred, loomed up on their quarter, steaming dead slow in the mist. They slipped through unseen or disregarded, a wan, sallow-faced band of utter outcasts, enraged with hunger and hunted by fear. Brown's idea was to make for Madagascar, where he expected, on grounds not altogether illusory, to sell the schooner in Tamatave, and no questions asked, or perhaps obtain some more or less forged papers for her. Yet before he could face the long passage across the Indian Ocean food was wanted--water too.% 'Perhaps he had heard of Patusan--or perhaps he just only happened to see the name written in small letters on the chart--probably that of a largish village up a river in a native state, perfectly defenceless, far from the beaten tracks of the sea and from the ends of submarine cables. He had done that kind of thing before--in the way of business; and this now was an absolute necessity, a question of life and death--or rather of liberty. Of liberty! He was sure to get provisions--bullocks-- rice--sweet-potatoes. The sorry gang licked their chops. A cargo of produce for the schooner perhaps could be extorted--and, who knows?-some real ringing coined money! Some of these chiefs and village headmen can be made to part freely. He told me he would have roasted their toes rather than be baulked. I believe him. His men believed him too. They didn't cheer aloud, being a dumb pack, but made ready wolfishly. 'Luck served him as to weather. A few days of calm would have brought unmentionable horrors on board that schooner, but with the help of land and sea breezes, in less than a week after clearing the Sunda Straits, he anchored off the Batu Kring mouth within a pistol-shot of the fishing village. 'Fourteen of them packed into the schooner's long-boat (which was big, having been used for cargo-work) and started up the river, while two remained in charge of the schooner with food enough to keep starvation off for ten days. The tide and wind helped, and early one afternoon the big white boat under a

Korean clearing: 청소, 청산, 개척지, 소해, 어음 교환, 어음 교환액, 어음교환, 장애물 제거, 개간지. corvette: 코르벳함. hunger: 굶주림, 갈망하다, 굶주리다, 공복, 갈망, 기근, 배가 고프다, 열망하다, 굶주리게 하다, 열망. largish: 큼직한, 좀큰. liberty: 자유, 멋대로함, 자유구역, 방종, 시효로 얻은 특권, 칙허로 얻은 특권, 특권, 할 자유.

packed: 만원의, 꽉 찬, 가 가득 채워진. ringing: 울리는, 울려퍼지는, 울림, 공명, 이명. shallow: 얕은, 천박한, 얕게 하다, 물이 얕은 곳, 여울, 모래 톱. slim: 호리호리한, 부족한, 빈약한, 가늘어지다, 아주 적은, 약한, 하찮은, 홀쭉한, 시시한, 불충분한, 교활한. starvation: 굶주림, 아사, 박봉의. submarine: 잠수함, 바다속의,

잠수함으로 하는, 잠수함의, 해저 식물, 해저의, 해저 동물. unmentionable: 입에 담을 수 없는, 말해서는 안 될, 말해서는 안 되는. unseen: 눈에 보이지 않는, 보이지않는, 본적이없는, 아직 본 일이 없는, 즉석의, 보이지 않는 것. well-found: 충분히 준비를 갖춘, 충분히 장비를 갖춘, 충분히 시설을 갖춘. wolfishly: 잔인하게.

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ragged sail shouldered its way before the sea breeze into Patusan Reach, manned by fourteen assorted scarecrows glaring hungrily ahead, and fingering the breech-blocks of cheap rifles. Brown calculated upon the terrifying surprise of his appearance. They sailed in with the last of the flood; the Rajah's stockade gave no sign; the first houses on both sides of the stream seemed deserted. A few canoes were seen up the reach in full flight. Brown was astonished at the size of the place. A profound silence reigned. The wind dropped between the houses; two oars were got out and the boat held on up-stream, the idea being to effect a lodgment in the centre of the town before the inhabitants could think of resistance.% 'It seems, however, that the headman of the fishing village at Batu Kring had managed to send off a timely warning. When the long-boat came abreast of the mosque (which Doramin had built: a structure with gables and roof finials of carved coral) the open space before it was full of people. A shout went up, and was followed by a clash of gongs all up the river. From a point above two little brass 6-pounders were discharged, and the round-shot came skipping down the empty reach, spurting glittering jets of water in the sunshine. In front of the mosque a shouting lot of men began firing in volleys that whipped athwart the current of the river; an irregular, rolling fusillade was opened on the boat from both banks, and Brown's men replied with a wild, rapid fire. The oars had been got in. 'The turn of the tide at high water comes on very quickly in that river, and the boat in mid-stream, nearly hidden in smoke, began to drift back stern foremost. Along both shores the smoke thickened also, lying below the roofs in a level streak as you may see a long cloud cutting the slope of a mountain. A tumult of war-cries, the vibrating clang of gongs, the deep snoring of drums, yells of rage, crashes of volley-firing, made an awful din, in which Brown sat confounded but steady at the tiller, working himself into a fury of hate and rage against those people who dared to defend themselves. Two of his men had been wounded, and he saw his retreat cut off below the town by some boats that had put off from Tunku Allang's stockade. There were six of them, full of men. While he was

Korean assorted: 유별한, 어울리는, 구색을 갖추어 한데 넣은, 분류된. banks: 은행. carved: 개척하는, 고기를 베어 나누는, 베는, 새기는, 출세 등을 개척하는. clang: 뗑하고 울리다, 그소리, 쾅울리다, 그 소리, 뗑그렁하고 울리게 하다, 뗑그렁하고 울리다, 뗑하고 울리게 하다, 철커덩하고 울리다, 철커덩하고 울리게 하다.

clash: 충돌, 전투, 겹침, 충돌하다, 땡땡 소리나다, 땡땡 울리는 소리, 부딪치다, 저촉되다, 우지끈, 불화충돌하다, 불일치. drift: 표류, 조류, 동향, 흐름, 표류물, 떼밀어, 추세에 맡기기, 표류하다, 추세에맡기기, 경향, 되는 대로 내버려 둠. fingering: 가는 털실, 운지법, 손가락으로 만지작거림, 운지기호. lodgment: 숙소, 퇴적, 군대의 숙영,

발판, 거점, 숙박, 의사 표시, 항의 따위의 의사 표시. mosque: 회교 교당, 사원, 이슬람교의 사원. streak: 줄, 광맥, 질주하다, 줄이 지다, 성향, 나체로 대중 앞을 달리다, 줄무의, 기미, 줄무늬지다, 경향, 줄을 긋다. timely: 시기적절한, 때에 알맞은, 적시의, 때맞춘 적시안타, 적시에, 일찍이.

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thus beset he perceived the entrance of the narrow creek (the same which Jim had %jumped at low water). It was then brim full. Steering the long-boat in, they landed, and, to make a long story short, they established themselves on a little knoll about 900 yards from the stockade, which, in fact, they commanded from that position. The slopes of the knoll were bare, but there were a few trees on the summit. They went to work cutting these down for a breastwork, and were fairly intrenched before dark; meantime the Rajah's boats remained in the river with curious neutrality. When the sun set the glue of many brushwood blazes lighted on the river-front, and between the double line of houses on the land side threw into black relief the roofs, the groups of slender palms, the heavy clumps of fruit trees. Brown ordered the grass round his position to be fired; a low ring of thin flames under the slow ascending smoke wriggled rapidly down the slopes of the knoll; here and there a dry bush caught with a tall, vicious roar. The conflagration made a clear zone of fire for the rifles of the small party, and expired smouldering on the edge of the forests and along the muddy bank of the creek. A strip of jungle luxuriating in a damp hollow between the knoll and the Rajah's stockade stopped it on that side with a great crackling and detonations of bursting bamboo stems. The sky was sombre, velvety, and swarming with stars. The blackened ground smoked quietly with low creeping wisps, till a little breeze came on and blew everything away. Brown expected an attack to be delivered as soon as the tide had flowed enough again to enable the war-boats which had cut off his retreat to enter the creek. At any rate he was sure there would be an attempt to carry off his long-boat, which lay below the hill, a dark high lump on the feeble sheen of a wet mud-flat. But no move of any sort was made by the boats in the river. Over the stockade and the Rajah's buildings Brown saw their lights on the water. They seemed to be anchored across the stream. Other lights afloat were moving in the reach, crossing and recrossing from side to side. There were also lights twinkling motionless upon the long walls of houses up the reach, as far as the bend, and more still beyond, others isolated inland. The loom of the big fires disclosed buildings, roofs, black piles as far as he could see. It was an immense place. The fourteen desperate invaders lying flat behind the felled trees raised their chins to look over at the stir of that

Korean breastwork: 흉벽, 급히만든 흉벽, 붙어서 떨어지지 않다, 아교로 걷다, 총체로, 덩어리로 만들다, 혹, 흉장. 붙이다. 땅딸보, 멍청이. brim: 가장자리, 양테, 가득채우다, knoll: 작은 둔덕, 작은 산. neutrality: 중립, 중성, 국외중립 정책, 넘치다, 그릇의 가장자리, 가득 붓다. loom: 베틀, 직기, 어렴풋이 보다, 중립 정책, 불편부당, 중립 상태. crackling: 매력적인 여성들, 어렴풋이 나타나다, 어렴풋이 나타남, roar: 으르렁거리다, 울리다, 노호, 오득오득한 가죽살, 딱딱 소리내기, 불안스럽게 다가오다, 위험 따위가 포효, 폭소, 외치다, 노호하다, 우지직우지직소리를 냄, 파삭파삭함, 불안스럽게 다가오다, 직조기, 고함치다, 반향하다, 소리쳐 말하다, 딱딱하는 소리를 냄, 찌끼, 걱정거리 따위가 불안스럽게 왁자그르르 웃다. 우지직우지직하는 소리를 냄. 다가오다. velvety: 부드러운, 촉감이 매끄러운, expected: 기대하는. lump: 덩어리, 참다, 견디다, 맛이 순한, 벨벳 같은, 벨벳같은, glue: 아교, 아풀로 붙이다, 아교의, 딱 덩어리지다, 많음, 어슬렁어슬렁 혀끝에 닿는 맛이 좋은.

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town that seemed to extend up-river for miles and swarm with thousands of angry %men. They did not speak to each other. Now and then they would hear a loud yell, or a single shot rang out, fired very far somewhere. But round their position everything was still, dark, silent. They seemed to be forgotten, as if the excitement keeping awake all the population had nothing to do with them, as if they had been dead already.'

Korean awake: 깨우다, 일으키다, 깨다, 깨닫다, 방심 않는, 잘 알아채서, 깨어서, 자각시키다-눈뜨다, 자각시키다, 눈뜨다, 분기하다깨어서. dark: 어두운, 비밀의, 어둠, 캄캄한, 숨은, 수수께끼 같은, 사악한, 슬픈, 우울한, 무지한, 무지. dead: 완전히, 죽은, 무감각한, 활기없는, 지쳐버린, 완전한, 죽은 듯이 고요함, 가장 생기가 없는 시각,

죽은 사람, 확실한, 몹시. extend: 평가하다, 뻗다, 넓히다, 늘이다, 베풀다, 뻗치다, 확장하다, 연장하다, 압류하다, 건너치다, 보통 글자로 옮겨 쓰다. keeping: 부양, 유지, 조화, 관리, 보존, 축하, 보관, 일치. shot: 발포, 산탄, 탄환, 포환, 주사, 추측, 시도, 명사, 술집의 계산서, 어림짐작, 촬영거리. silent: 조용한, 활동하지 않는, 묵음의,

무언의, 무언으로, 침묵하는, 조용히, 잠자코, 익명의, 침묵을 지키는, 소식이 없는. somewhere: 어딘 가에, 어느땐가, 어디론가, 약, 어딘가에, 어딘가. speak: 이야기하다, 탄원하다, 표명하다, 이야기 하다, 울리다, 연설하다, 말하다, 성명하다, 나타내다, 쓰다, 에게 말을 걸다. thousands: 오만.

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'All the events of that night have a great importance, since they brought about a situation which remained unchanged till Jim's return. Jim had been away in the interior for more than a week, and it was Dain Waris who had directed the first repulse. That brave and intelligent youth ("who knew how to fight after the manner of white men") wished to settle the business off-hand, but his people were too much for him. He had not Jim's racial prestige and the reputation of invincible, supernatural power. He was not the visible, tangible incarnation of unfailing truth and of unfailing victory. Beloved, trusted, and admired as he was, he was still one of _them_, while Jim was one of us. Moreover, the white man, a tower of strength in himself, was invulnerable, while Dain Waris could be killed. Those unexpressed thoughts guided the opinions of the chief men of the town, who elected to assemble in Jim's fort for deliberation upon the emergency, as if expecting to find wisdom and courage in the dwelling of the absent white man. The shooting of Brown's ruffians was so far good, or lucky, that there had been half-a-dozen casualties amongst the defenders. The wounded were lying on the verandah tended by their women-folk. The women and children from the lower part of the town had been sent into the fort at the first alarm. There Jewel was in command, very efficient and high-spirited, obeyed by Jim's "own people," who, quitting in a body their little settlement under the stockade, had gone in to form the garrison. The refugees crowded round her; and through the whole affair, to the very disastrous last, she showed an extraordinary martial ardour. It

Korean assemble: 집합하다, 조립하다, 모으다, 짜맞추다, 모이다, 컴퓨터 언어로 변역하다. beloved: 가장 사랑하는, 애인, 남편, 소중한-가장 사랑하는 사람, 아내, 가장 사랑하는 사람, 귀여운, 애용하는, 여보, 사랑받아, 사랑스러운. casualties: 사상자 수, 조난자, 불상사, 사상자 명단. crowded: 붐비는, 혼잡한, 만원의,

파란 만장의, 다사다난한, 붐비다, 장소가 가득 차서, 가득 차서. disastrous: 비참한, 재해의. elected: 택하는, 선거하는, 선택하는. fort: 성채, 보루, 요새, 보채, 교역 시장. guided: 안내를 받은. high-spirited: 원기가 좋은, 위세가 좋은. martial: 전쟁의, 호전적인, 무용의, 전쟁에 적합한, 군인다운, 용감한,

무력의, 군신의. prestige: 명성, 위신, 세평이 좋은, 위세, 일류의, 명문의. repulse: 격퇴하다, 격퇴, 거절, 퇴짜놓다, 반발, 반박하다, 반감, 물리치다, 거절하다, 증오, 퇴짜. unchanged: 변하지 않은, 변화하지 않은. unfailing: 신뢰할 수 있는, 틀림이 없는, 끊임 없는, 다함 없는, 절대 확실한.

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was to her %that Dain Waris had gone at once at the first intelligence of danger, for you must know that Jim was the only one in Patusan who possessed a store of gunpowder. Stein, with whom he had kept up intimate relations by letters, had obtained from the Dutch Government a special authorisation to export five hundred kegs of it to Patusan. The powder-magazine was a small hut of rough logs covered entirely with earth, and in Jim's absence the girl had the key. In the council, held at eleven o'clock in the evening in Jim's dining-room, she backed up Waris's advice for immediate and vigorous action. I am told that she stood up by the side of Jim's empty chair at the head of the long table and made a warlike impassioned speech, which for the moment extorted murmurs of approbation from the assembled headmen. Old Doramin, who had not showed himself outside his own gate for more than a year, had been brought across with great difficulty. He was, of course, the chief man there. The temper of the council was very unforgiving, and the old man's word would have been decisive; but it is my opinion that, well aware of his son's fiery courage, he dared not pronounce the word. More dilatory counsels prevailed. A certain Haji Saman pointed out at great length that "these tyrannical and ferocious men had delivered themselves to a certain death in any case. They would stand fast on their hill and starve, or they would try to regain their boat and be shot from ambushes across the creek, or they would break and fly into the forest and perish singly there." He argued that by the use of proper stratagems these evil-minded strangers could be destroyed without the risk of a battle, and his words had a great weight, especially with the Patusan men proper. What unsettled the minds of the townsfolk was the failure of the Rajah's boats to act at the decisive moment. It was the diplomatic Kassim who represented the Rajah at the council. He spoke very little, listened smilingly, very friendly and impenetrable. During the sitting messengers kept arriving every few minutes almost, with reports of the invaders' proceedings. Wild and exaggerated rumours were flying: there was a large ship at the mouth of the river with big guns and many more men--some white, others with black skins and of bloodthirsty appearance. They were coming with many more boats to exterminate every living thing. A sense of near, incomprehensible danger affected the common people. At one moment there was a panic in the

Korean absence: 부재, 결핍, 방심, 결석, 없음. assembled: 합성 보석의, 집합된, 결집한. backed: 배서가 있는, 등을 댄, 후원 받은. bloodthirsty: 피에굶주린, 피에 굶주린, 유혈 장면을 좋아하는. dilatory: 완만한, 느린, 늑장, 꾸물거림. evil-minded: 심사가 나쁜. exterminate: 근절하다, 절멸하다.

ferocious: 사나운, 잔인한, 흉악한, 굶주리게 하다, 배고프다, 지독한. 동사시키다, 굶어 죽다, 시장기를 gunpowder: 화약, 중국산 녹차. 느끼다, 허기지게 하다. intimate: 친밀한, 상세한, 암시하다, temper: 기분, 기질, 침착, 평정, 굳기, 사사로운, 깊은, 친구, 친한친구, 되불림, 알맞은 조합정도, 적당한 알리다, 일신상의, 정교를 맺고 있는 정도, 반죽하다, 부드러워지다, 사통하고 있는, 친숙한. 되불리다. singly: 단독으로, 혼자서, 제 힘으로, townsfolk: 읍민, 도시주민, 도회지 하나씩, 한 사람씩. 사람들. smilingly: 미소짓듯이, 명랑하게. warlike: 전쟁의, 호전적인, 전투적인, starve: 갈망하다, 굶주리다, 아사하다, 상무의, 도전적인, 군사의, 용맹한.

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courtyard %amongst the women; shrieking; a rush; children crying--Haji Sunan went out to quiet them. Then a fort sentry fired at something moving on the river, and nearly killed a villager bringing in his women-folk in a canoe together with the best of his domestic utensils and a dozen fowls. This caused more confusion. Meantime the palaver inside Jim's house went on in the presence of the girl. Doramin sat fierce-faced, heavy, looking at the speakers in turn, and breathing slow like a bull. He didn't speak till the last, after Kassim had declared that the Rajah's boats would be called in because the men were required to defend his master's stockade. Dain Waris in his father's presence would offer no opinion, though the girl entreated him in Jim's name to speak out. She offered him Jim's own men in her anxiety to have these intruders driven out at once. He only shook his head, after a glance or two at Doramin. Finally, when the council broke up it had been decided that the houses nearest the creek should be strongly occupied to obtain the command of the enemy's boat. The boat itself was not to be interfered with openly, so that the robbers on the hill should be tempted to embark, when a well-directed fire would kill most of them, no doubt. To cut off the escape of those who might survive, and to prevent more of them coming up, Dain Waris was ordered by Doramin to take an armed party of Bugis down the river to a certain spot ten miles below Patusan, and there form a camp on the shore and blockade the stream with the canoes. I don't believe for a moment that Doramin feared the arrival of fresh forces. My opinion is that his conduct was guided solely by his wish to keep his son out of harm's way. To prevent a rush being made into the town the construction of a stockade was to be commenced at daylight at the end of the street on the left bank. The old nakhoda declared his intention to command there himself. A distribution of powder, bullets, and percussion-caps was made immediately under the girl's supervision. Several messengers were to be dispatched in different directions after Jim, whose exact whereabouts were unknown. These men started at dawn, but before that time Kassim had managed to open communications with the besieged Brown. 'That accomplished diplomatist and confidant of the Rajah, on leaving the fort to go back to his master, took into his boat Cornelius, whom he found slinking mutely amongst the people in the courtyard. Kassim had a little plan of

Korean accomplished: 성취된, 뛰어난, 교양이 있는, 능란한, 세련된, 조예가 깊은, 기정의, 완료된, 완성된. blockade: 봉쇄, 경제봉쇄, 교통차단, 폐쇄, 봉쇄하다, 봉쇄선. dawn: 밝아지다, 새벽, 동이 트다, 여명, 나타나기 시작하다, 날이새다, 동틀녁, 동틀영, 시초, 날이 새다. defend: 변호하다, 지키다, 방위하다, 방어하다, 답변하다, 항변하다, 옹호하다.

diplomatist: 외교관, 외교가. embark: 투자하다, 배를타다, 출범하다, 배에 태우다, 착수하다, 태우다, 배에 타다, 비행기에 타다. meantime: 이럭저럭하는 동안에, 그 동안에, 이야기는 바뀌어, 한편 이야기는 바뀌어. palaver: 수다, 아첨, 잡담, 상담, 감언, 교섭하다, 교섭. powder: 가루, 가루분, 가루약, 가루를 뿌리다, 가루분을 바르다, 가루가

되다, 화약-가루로하다, 화약, 에 조미료를 치다, 분, 분설. sentry: 보초, 파수, 망꾼. shore: 육지, 지주, 해안, 육지로, 언덕, 뭍, 나라, 떠받치다, 물가, 지주로 받치다, 양륙하다. solely: 단지, 오로지, 단독으로, 전혀, 다만, 혼자서. supervision: 감독. whereabouts: 어디쯤에, 소재, 있는 곳, 행방, 의 장소.

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his%own and wanted him for an interpreter. Thus it came about that towards morning Brown, reflecting upon the desperate nature of his position, heard from the marshy overgrown hollow an amicable, quavering, strained voice crying--in English--for permission to come up, under a promise of personal safety and on a very important errand. He was overjoyed. If he was spoken to he was no longer a hunted wild beast. These friendly sounds took off at once the awful stress of vigilant watchfulness as of so many blind men not knowing whence the deathblow might come. He pretended a great reluctance. The voice declared itself "a white man--a poor, ruined, old man who had been living here for years." A mist, wet and chilly, lay on the slopes of the hill, and after some more shouting from one to the other, Brown called out, "Come on, then, but alone, mind!" As a matter of fact--he told me, writhing with rage at the recollection of his helplessness--it made no difference. They couldn't see more than a few yards before them, and no treachery could make their position worse. By-and-by Cornelius, in his week-day attire of a ragged dirty shirt and pants, barefooted, with a broken-rimmed pith hat on his head, was made out vaguely, sidling up to the defences, hesitating, stopping to listen in a peering posture. "Come along! You are safe," yelled Brown, while his men stared. All their hopes of life became suddenly centered in that dilapidated, mean newcomer, who in profound silence clambered clumsily over a felled tree-trunk, and shivering, with his sour, mistrustful face, looked about at the knot of bearded, anxious, sleepless desperadoes. 'Half an hour's confidential talk with Cornelius opened Brown's eyes as to the home affairs of Patusan. He was on the alert at once. There were possibilities, immense possibilities; but before he would talk over Cornelius's proposals he demanded that some food should be sent up as a guarantee of good faith. Cornelius went off, creeping sluggishly down the hill on the side of the Rajah's palace, and after some delay a few of Tunku Allang's men came up, bringing a scanty supply of rice, chillies, and dried fish. This was immeasurably better than nothing. Later on Cornelius returned accompanying Kassim, who stepped out with an air of perfect good-humoured trustfulness, in sandals, and muffled up from neck to ankles in dark-blue sheeting. He shook hands with Brown

Korean attire: 옷차림새, 복장, 의복. marshy: 늪의, 소택이 많은, 늪 같은, centered: 중심에 있는, 중심이 있는, 늪 습지대의, 늪 습지의, 늪에서 나는, 집중한, 심원이 있는. 늪이 많은. deathblow: 치명적 타격. newcomer: 신출내기, 신참자, 새로온 defences: 방어 시설. 사람, 풋내기, 새로 온 사람. dilapidated: 황폐한, 황랑한. overgrown: 너무 크게 자란, 너무 good-humoured: 기분 좋은. 자란, 전면에 우거진, 지나치게 자란, immeasurably: 한없이, 끝없이, 잴수 키가 너무 큰, 전면에무성한, 없을 정도로. 꼴사나운, 볼꼴사나운, 너무커진, interpreter: 연출자, 해석자, 번역기, 식물이 너무 무성한, 사람이 너무 통역자, 해석프로그램, 설명자, 통역. 크게 자란.

overjoyed: 기쁨에 넘친, 매우 기뻐하는. pants: 바지, 드로즈, 속바지, 팬츠, 팬티. sandals: 샌들. sleepless: 잠 못 이루는, 방심치 않는, 가만있지 않는, 불면증의, 쉬지 않는, 끊임없는. sluggishly: 불경기인, 게으른, 활발치 못한, 게으름 피우는, 느린. trustfulness: 신뢰함.

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discreetly, and the three drew aside for a conference. Brown's men, recovering their confidence, were slapping each other on the back, and cast knowing glances at their captain while they busied themselves with preparations for cooking.% 'Kassim disliked Doramin and his Bugis very much, but he hated the new order of things still more. It had occurred to him that these whites, together with the Rajah's followers, could attack and defeat the Bugis before Jim's return. Then, he reasoned, general defection of the townsfolk was sure to follow, and the reign of the white man who protected poor people would be over. Afterwards the new allies could be dealt with. They would have no friends. The fellow was perfectly able to perceive the difference of character, and had seen enough of white men to know that these newcomers were outcasts, men without country. Brown preserved a stern and inscrutable demeanour. When he first heard Cornelius's voice demanding admittance, it brought merely the hope of a loophole for escape. In less than an hour other thoughts were seething in his head. Urged by an extreme necessity, he had come there to steal food, a few tons of rubber or gum may be, perhaps a handful of dollars, and had found himself enmeshed by deadly dangers. Now in consequence of these overtures from Kassim he began to think of stealing the whole country. Some confounded fellow had apparently accomplished something of the kind--single-handed at that. Couldn't have done it very well though. Perhaps they could work together-squeeze everything dry and then go out quietly. In the course of his negotiations with Kassim he became aware that he was supposed to have a big ship with plenty of men outside. Kassim begged him earnestly to have this big ship with his many guns and men brought up the river without delay for the Rajah's service. Brown professed himself willing, and on this basis the negotiation was carried on with mutual distrust. Three times in the course of the morning the courteous and active Kassim went down to consult the Rajah and came up busily with his long stride. Brown, while bargaining, had a sort of grim enjoyment in thinking of his wretched schooner, with nothing but a heap of dirt in her hold, that stood for an armed ship, and a Chinaman and a lame ex-beachcomber of Levuka on board, who represented all his many men. In the afternoon he

Korean admittance: 입장, 입장권. allies: 연합국의. bargaining: 거래, 교섭, 계약. consult: 고려하다, 상의하다, 참고하다, 찾다, 의견을 묻다, 조사하다, 의견을 듣다, 상담하다, 진찰을 받다, 의논하다, 컨설턴트 직을 맡다. defection: 배반, 변절, 부족, 탈당, 저버림. discreetly: 분별있게, 사려깊은,

신중하게. distrust: 불신, 의혹, 의심하다. loophole: 빠져나갈구멍, 빠져나갈 구멍, 총쏘는 구멍, 도망칠 길. necessity: 필수품, 궁핍, 필요, 필요성, 필연, 필요물, 불가피, 긴급한 필요, 궁상, 궁경, 불가결한 것. negotiation: 유통, 교섭, 양도, 협상, 뚫고 나감, 뛰어넘음, 담판, 빠져 나가기, 어음의 유통. protected: 보호된.

reasoned: 사리에 맞는, 상세한 이유를 붙인, 도리에 입각한, 숙고한 끝의. reign: 지배, 군림하다, 통치, 권세, 주권을 잡다, 군림, 널리 퍼지다, 치세, 통치하다, 통치권, 널리 성행하다. rubber: 숫돌, 고무, 안마사, 고무의, 고무제품, 고무지우개, 탄성고무, 콘돔, 충돌, 지우개, 생고무. slapping: 무척 빠른, 크고 훌륭한 훌륭하게, 굉장한, 몹시 빠른, 큼직한.

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obtained%further doles of food, a promise of some money, and a supply of mats for his men to make shelters for themselves. They lay down and snored, protected from the burning sunshine; but Brown, sitting fully exposed on one of the felled trees, feasted his eyes upon the view of the town and the river. There was much loot there. Cornelius, who had made himself at home in the camp, talked at his elbow, pointing out the localities, imparting advice, giving his own version of Jim's character, and commenting in his own fashion upon the events of the last three years. Brown, who, apparently indifferent and gazing away, listened with attention to every word, could not make out clearly what sort of man this Jim could be. "What's his name? Jim! Jim! That's not enough for a man's name." "They call him," said Cornelius scornfully, "Tuan Jim here. As you may say Lord Jim." "What is he? Where does he come from?" inquired Brown. "What sort of man is he? Is he an Englishman?" "Yes, yes, he's an Englishman. I am an Englishman too. From Malacca. He is a fool. All you have to do is to kill him and then you are king here. Everything belongs to him," explained Cornelius. "It strikes me he may be made to share with somebody before very long," commented Brown half aloud. "No, no. The proper way is to kill him the first chance you get, and then you can do what you like," Cornelius would insist earnestly. "I have lived for many years here, and I am giving you a friend's advice." 'In such converse and in gloating over the view of Patusan, which he had determined in his mind should become his prey, Brown whiled away most of the afternoon, his men, meantime, resting. On that day Dain Waris's fleet of canoes stole one by one under the shore farthest from the creek, and went down to close the river against his retreat. Of this Brown was not aware, and Kassim, who came up the knoll an hour before sunset, took good care not to enlighten him. He wanted the white man's ship to come up the river, and this news, he feared, would be discouraging. He was very pressing with Brown to send the "order," offering at the same time a trusty messenger, who for greater secrecy (as he explained) would make his way by land to the mouth of the river and deliver the "order" on board. After some reflection Brown judged it expedient to tear a page out of his pocket-book, on which he simply wrote, "We are getting on. Big job.

Korean deliver: 배달하다, 구해내다, 연설을 하다, 넘겨주다, 석방을 하다, 분만하다, 후보자을 위하여 표를 모으다, 분만시키다, 넘겨 주다, 가하다, 해방시키다. enlighten: 계몽하다, 명백하게 하다, 교화하다, 밝히다, 빛을 비추다. farthest: 가장먼, 가장멀리, 가장 먼, 가장 멀리. fleet: 빠른, 함대, 선대, 기단, 후미, 빨리, 차량, 지나가 버리다, 강어귀,

비행대, 선단. loot: 전리품, 약탈하다, 돈, 부정이득, fool: 바보, 속이다, 농담하다, 약탈물, 약탈자, 부정 이득을 취하다. 어리석은 짓을 하다, 어릿광대, prey: 괴롭히다, 먹이, 밥, 희생, 우롱하다, 희롱하다, 풀, 놀리다, 해하다, 포식, 약탈품, 잡아먹다, 낭비하다, 바보 취급을 받는 사람. 약탈품- 먹이로 하다, 약탈하다, insist: 주장하다, 우기다, 강요하다, 먹이로 하다. 고집하다, 억지로 하게 하다, retreat: 퇴각, 묵상, 퇴각하다, 은퇴, 역설하다, 끝까지 우기다, 강력히 은퇴처, 쑥 들어가다, 정수, 물러나다, 주장하다. 뒤로 물리다, 귀영 나팔소리, 특히 localities: 장소, 부근, 소재지, 지방성, 말을 뒤로 물리다. 풍습 등의 지방성.

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Detain the man." The stolid youth selected by Kassim for that service performed it faithfully, and was rewarded by being suddenly tipped, head first, into the schooner's %empty hold by the ex-beachcomber and the Chinaman, who thereupon hastened to put on the hatches. What became of him afterwards Brown did not say.'

Korean afterwards: 나중에, 후에. youth: 젊음, 초기, 청년, 연소, 청춘, faithfully: 여불비례, 충실히. 젊은이, 혈기, 발육기, 원기, hold: 지탱하다, 소유하다, 끌다, 품다, 젊은이들, 청춘기. 효력이 있다, 유지하다, 견디다, 보류하다, 잡다, 쥐다, 나아가다. selected: 선택된, 정선된, 선발된. stolid: 멍청한, 둔감한. suddenly: 갑자기, 돌연히, 별안간. thereupon: 그위에, 그러므로, 그리하여, 거기서, 그 위에, 그 후 즉시.

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'Brown's object was to gain time by fooling with Kassim's diplomacy. For doing a real stroke of business he could not help thinking the white man was the person to work with. He could not imagine such a chap (who must be confoundedly clever after all to get hold of the natives like that) refusing a help that would do away with the necessity for slow, cautious, risky cheating, that imposed itself as the only possible line of conduct for a single-handed man. He, Brown, would offer him the power. No man could hesitate. Everything was in coming to a clear understanding. Of course they would share. The idea of there being a fort--all ready to his hand--a real fort, with artillery (he knew this from Cornelius), excited him. Let him only once get in and . . . He would impose modest conditions. Not too low, though. The man was no fool, it seemed. They would work like brothers till . . . till the time came for a quarrel and a shot that would settle all accounts. With grim impatience of plunder he wished himself to be talking with the man now. The land already seemed to be his to tear to pieces, squeeze, and throw away. Meantime Kassim had to be fooled for the sake of food first--and for a second string. But the principal thing was to get something to eat from day to day. Besides, he was not averse to begin fighting on that Rajah's account, and teach a lesson to those people who had received him with shots. The lust of battle was upon him. 'I am sorry that I can't give you this part of the story, which of course I have mainly from Brown, in Brown's own words. There was in the broken, violent

Korean artillery: 포술, 포병, 포학, 대포, 포, 약삭빠른, 익숙한, 솜씨좋은, 포병과의, 포의, 포술의, 포병과. 손재주있는, 슬기로운, 현명한, averse: 반대하여, 싫어하다, 싫어하여, 머리가 좋은, 똑똑한. 원줄기에서 바깥쪽을 향한. diplomacy: 외교 수완, 외교, 외교술. besides: 제외하고, 그위에, 게다가, impose: 강요하다, 속이다, 과하다, 게다가-더하여, 이외에, 을 제외하고, 정판하다, 떠맡기다, 부과하다, 외에는, 더하여, 그 위에, 그 밖에, 지우다, 속여서 사게하다, 안기다, 이외에도. 안수하다, 에 편승하다 편승하다. cautious: 신중한, 에 주의하여, 조심성 lesson: 학과, 교훈, 일과, 과업, 연습, 있는, 조심스러운, 주의하여, 세심한. 수업, 훈계하다, 연속적인 수업, 과, clever: 영리한, 교묘한, 사람이 좋은, 교과서 중의 과, 교습.

modest: 겸손한, 수수한, 수줍은, 조신하는, 그다지 크지 않은, 그다지 많지 않은, 적당한. risky: 위험한, 모험적인, 외설한, 아슬아슬한, 말의 장면 따위가 음란한, 음란한, 연극의 장면 따위가 음란한. settle: 해결하다, 진정시키다, 가라앉다, 결정하다, 놓다, 식민하다, 자리잡게 하다, 안정시키다, 주다, 결심하다, 이주하다.

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speech %of that man, unveiling before me his thoughts with the very hand of Death upon his throat, an undisguised ruthlessness of purpose, a strange vengeful attitude towards his own past, and a blind belief in the righteousness of his will against all mankind, something of that feeling which could induce the leader of a horde of wandering cut-throats to call himself proudly the Scourge of God. No doubt the natural senseless ferocity which is the basis of such a character was exasperated by failure, ill-luck, and the recent privations, as well as by the desperate position in which he found himself; but what was most remarkable of all was this, that while he planned treacherous alliances, had already settled in his own mind the fate of the white man, and intrigued in an overbearing, offhand manner with Kassim, one could perceive that what he had really desired, almost in spite of himself, was to play havoc with that jungle town which had defied him, to see it strewn over with corpses and enveloped in flames. Listening to his pitiless, panting voice, I could imagine how he must have looked at it from the hillock, peopling it with images of murder and rapine. The part nearest to the creek wore an abandoned aspect, though as a matter of fact every house concealed a few armed men on the alert. Suddenly beyond the stretch of waste ground, interspersed with small patches of low dense bush, excavations, heaps of rubbish, with trodden paths between, a man, solitary and looking very small, strolled out into the deserted opening of the street between the shut-up, dark, lifeless buildings at the end. Perhaps one of the inhabitants, who had fled to the other bank of the river, coming back for some object of domestic use. Evidently he supposed himself quite safe at that distance from the hill on the other side of the creek. A light stockade, set up hastily, was just round the turn of the street, full of his friends. He moved leisurely. Brown saw him, and instantly called to his side the Yankee deserter, who acted as a sort of second in command. This lanky, loose-jointed fellow came forward, wooden-faced, trailing his rifle lazily. When he understood what was wanted from him a homicidal and conceited smile uncovered his teeth, making two deep folds down his sallow, leathery cheeks. He prided himself on being a dead shot. He dropped on one knee, and taking aim from a steady rest through the unlopped branches of a felled tree, fired, and at once stood up to look. The man, far away, turned his

Korean desperate: 필사적인, 자포자기의, 권유하다, 귀납하다, 일으키다, 절망적인, 터무니없는, 극도의. 인공적으로 출산시키다, 인공적으로 havoc: 파괴, 황폐, 대대적으로 일으키다, 유발하다, 파괴하다, 큰 파란. 설득하여..시키다, 인공분만하다, hillock: 작은 언덕, 봉토둑, 조그만 산. 인공분만을 하다. homicidal: 살인의, 살인할 경향이 knee: 무릎, 무릎으로 대다, 있는. 무릎모양의 것, 무릎 모양의 것, horde: 큰 무리, 군중, 유목민의 무리, 무릎으로 건드리다, 무릎 모양의 떼짓다, 유랑민의의 떼, 유목민의 떼, 물건. 큰 떼거리. overbearing: 거만한, 고압적인, induce: 야기하다, 유도하다, 뽐내는, 위압적인, 횡포한, 건방진.

pitiless: 무정한, 무자비한. planned: 정연한, 계획된. proudly: 자랑하게. rapine: 강탈, 약탈. ruthlessness: 냉혹, 무정, 무자비. stretch: 기지개를 켜다, 펴다, 뻗다, 펴지다, 펼치다, 뻗치다, 억지로 갖다 붙이다, 잡아당기다, 에 미치다, 손발을 뻗다, 긴장. undisguised: 있는 그대로의, 가면을 쓰지 않은, 변장하지 않은.

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head%to the report, made another step forward, seemed to hesitate, and abruptly got down on his hands and knees. In the silence that fell upon the sharp crack of the rifle, the dead shot, keeping his eyes fixed upon the quarry, guessed that "this there coon's health would never be a source of anxiety to his friends any more." The man's limbs were seen to move rapidly under his body in an endeavour to run on all-fours. In that empty space arose a multitudinous shout of dismay and surprise. The man sank flat, face down, and moved no more. "That showed them what we could do," said Brown to me. "Struck the fear of sudden death into them. That was what we wanted. They were two hundred to one, and this gave them something to think over for the night. Not one of them had an idea of such a long shot before. That beggar belonging to the Rajah scooted down-hill with his eyes hanging out of his head." 'As he was telling me this he tried with a shaking hand to wipe the thin foam on his blue lips. "Two hundred to one. Two hundred to one . . . strike terror, . . . terror, terror, I tell you. . . ." His own eyes were starting out of their sockets. He fell back, clawing the air with skinny fingers, sat up again, bowed and hairy, glared at me sideways like some man-beast of folk-lore, with open mouth in his miserable and awful agony before he got his speech back after that fit. There are sights one never forgets. 'Furthermore, to draw the enemy's fire and locate such parties as might have been hiding in the bushes along the creek, Brown ordered the Solomon Islander to go down to the boat and bring an oar, as you send a spaniel after a stick into the water. This failed, and the fellow came back without a single shot having been fired at him from anywhere. "There's nobody," opined some of the men. It is "onnatural," remarked the Yankee. Kassim had gone, by that time, very much impressed, pleased too, and also uneasy. Pursuing his tortuous policy, he had dispatched a message to Dain Waris warning him to look out for the white men's ship, which, he had had information, was about to come up the river. He minimised its strength and exhorted him to oppose its passage. This doubledealing answered his purpose, which was to keep the Bugis forces divided and to weaken them by fighting. On the other hand, he had in the course of that day

Korean dismay: 당황, 경악, 깜짝 놀라게 하다, 근심시키다, 당황케 하다, 놀람. double-dealing: 표리가 있는, 딴 마음이 있는, 표리가있는 언행, 표리가 있는 언행, 사기, 딴 마음이 있는 언행, 불성실한. foam: 거품, 바다, 거품을 일게 하다, 거품을 내뿜다, 거품이 일다, 거품을 내뿜으며 화내다, 거품을 일으키며 흘러가다, 거품을 일으키며 흘러들다, 거품이 인 땀, 거품 이는 바다,

구슬땀을 흘리다. hairy: 털이 많은, 털의. locate: 거주하다, 위치를 정하다, 두다, 있다, 소재를 밝혀내다, 점포 따위를 두다, 적 진지를 탐색하다, 관청 따위를 두다, 거처를 정하다, 위치하고 있다, 탐색하다. multitudinous: 수많은, 다수의. oppose: 반대하다, 저항하다, 대항시키다, 방해하다, 에 반대하다, 에 대항하다, 방해물로 두다, 반대다.

spaniel: 비굴한 알랑쇠, 스패니엘. tortuous: 꼬불꼬불한, 속검은, 비틀린, 마음이 빙퉁그러진, 비비꼬인, 비뚤어진. weaken: 약해지다, 결단성이 없어지다, 묽게 하다, 우유 부단하게 되다, 약하게 하다, 약화시키다, 꺾이다, 굴복하다, 흔들거리다. wipe: 훔치다, 손수건, 훔치기, 닦다, 닦기, 닦아내다, 한번 닦기, 비비다, 빼다, 닦음, 주먹다짐.

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sent%word to the assembled Bugis chiefs in town, assuring them that he was trying to induce the invaders to retire; his messages to the fort asked earnestly for powder for the Rajah's men. It was a long time since Tunku Allang had had ammunition for the score or so of old muskets rusting in their arm-racks in the audience-hall. The open intercourse between the hill and the palace unsettled all the minds. It was already time for men to take sides, it began to be said. There would soon be much bloodshed, and thereafter great trouble for many people. The social fabric of orderly, peaceful life, when every man was sure of tomorrow, the edifice raised by Jim's hands, seemed on that evening ready to collapse into a ruin reeking with blood. The poorer folk were already taking to the bush or flying up the river. A good many of the upper class judged it necessary to go and pay their court to the Rajah. The Rajah's youths jostled them rudely. Old Tunku Allang, almost out of his mind with fear and indecision, either kept a sullen silence or abused them violently for daring to come with empty hands: they departed very much frightened; only old Doramin kept his countrymen together and pursued his tactics inflexibly. Enthroned in a big chair behind the improvised stockade, he issued his orders in a deep veiled rumble, unmoved, like a deaf man, in the flying rumours. 'Dusk fell, hiding first the body of the dead man, which had been left lying with arms outstretched as if nailed to the ground, and then the revolving sphere of the night rolled smoothly over Patusan and came to a rest, showering the glitter of countless worlds upon the earth. Again, in the exposed part of the town big fires blazed along the only street, revealing from distance to distance upon their glares the falling straight lines of roofs, the fragments of wattled walls jumbled in confusion, here and there a whole hut elevated in the glow upon the vertical black stripes of a group of high piles and all this line of dwellings, revealed in patches by the swaying flames, seemed to flicker tortuously away upriver into the gloom at the heart of the land. A great silence, in which the looms of successive fires played without noise, extended into the darkness at the foot of the hill; but the other bank of the river, all dark save for a solitary bonfire at the river-front before the fort, sent out into the air an increasing tremor that might have been the stamping of a multitude of feet, the hum of many voices, or the fall

Korean assuring: 보증하는, 확인하는, 확신을 주는. bloodshed: 유혈, 참사, 살해, 유혈참사. bonfire: 화롯불, 모닥불, 화톳불, 큰 횃불. countless: 무수한, 셀 수 없이 많은, 셀수 없는, 셀 수 없는. daring: 겁이 없는, 대담무쌍한, 대담한, 모험적인 기상, 모험적인 용기.

edifice: 건물, 체계, 조직, 구성물. orderly: 전령, 순종하는, 순서바른, 명령의, 연락병, 유순한, 순서 바른, 규율이 바른, 당번병. retire: 회수하다, 퇴직하다, 물러나다, 물러나게 하다, 자다, 아웃시키다, 은퇴시키다, 아웃 시키다, 퇴각하다, 입후보를 단념하다, 지폐 따위를 회수하다. revealing: 계발적인, 뜻이 깊은, 노출된, 나타나 있는.

rudely: 조잡하게, 무례하게, 버릇없이, 거칠게, 불쑥, 격력하게. smoothly: 평지, 매끄러운, 입에 당기는, 유창한, 반드러워지다, 수염 없는, 초원, 잔잔한, 반드럽게 함, 반드러운 부분, 반드러운. tactics: 전술, 술책, 용병학, 책략, 배열론, 전술학. wattled: 늘어진 살이 있는, 욋가지로 엮은, 느어진 살이 있는, 오리로 역어 만든.

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of an immensely distant waterfall. It was then, Brown confessed to me, while, turning his back on his men, he sat looking at it all, that notwithstanding his disdain, his ruthless faith in himself, a feeling came over him that at last he had run his head against a stone wall. Had his boat been afloat at the time, he believed he would have tried to steal away, taking his chances of a long chase down the river and of starvation at sea. It is very doubtful whether he would have succeeded in getting away. However, he didn't try this. For another moment he had a passing thought of trying to rush the town, but he perceived very well that in the end he would find himself in the lighted street, where they would be shot down like dogs from the houses. They were two hundred to one-he thought, while his men, huddling round two heaps of smouldering embers, munched the last of the bananas and roasted the few yams they owed to Kassim's diplomacy. Cornelius sat amongst them dozing sulkily.% 'Then one of the whites remembered that some tobacco had been left in the boat, and, encouraged by the impunity of the Solomon Islander, said he would go to fetch it. At this all the others shook off their despondency. Brown applied to, said, "Go, and be d--d to you," scornfully. He didn't think there was any danger in going to the creek in the dark. The man threw a leg over the tree-trunk and disappeared. A moment later he was heard clambering into the boat and then clambering out. "I've got it," he cried. A flash and a report at the very foot of the hill followed. "I am hit," yelled the man. "Look out, look out--I am hit," and instantly all the rifles went off. The hill squirted fire and noise into the night like a little volcano, and when Brown and the Yankee with curses and cuffs stopped the panic-stricken firing, a profound, weary groan floated up from the creek, succeeded by a plaint whose heartrending sadness was like some poison turning the blood cold in the veins. Then a strong voice pronounced several distinct incomprehensible words somewhere beyond the creek. "Let no one fire," shouted Brown. "What does it mean?" . . . "Do you hear on the hill? Do you hear? Do you hear?" repeated the voice three times. Cornelius translated, and then prompted the answer. "Speak," cried Brown, "we hear." Then the voice, declaiming in the sonorous inflated tone of a herald, and shifting continually on the edge of the vague waste-land, proclaimed that between the men of the Bugis nation living in

Korean chase: 사냥, 추적, 뒤쫓다, 달리다, 홈, 물건을가져오다, 의 마음을 사로잡다. 달아나다, 사냥하다, 의 뒤를 쫓다, herald: 전령관, 문장관, 의전관, 사자, 쫓아내다, 을 추구하다, 떠나다. 신문의 이름, 고지자, 보도자, continually: 빈번히, 줄곧, 계속해서, 전달하다, 포고자. 끊임없이, 계속적으로. inflated: 과장된, 우쭐해진, 팽창한, despondency: 낙담. 폭등한, 크게 팽창한, 부풀은, 팽창된, doubtful: 의심스러운, 못 미더운, 우쭐한, 부풀어 오른. 불안한, 의심을 품고 있는. poison: 독, 해독, 헤치다, 독살하다, fetch: 가져오다, 도달하다, 내다, 해로운, 폐해-독을 넣다, 폐해, 독약, 오게하다, 불러오다, 팔리다, 가하다, 못쓰게 하다-해로운, 못쓰게 하다, 가하다-물건을가져오다, 갖다 주다, 독을 넣다.

rush: 돌진시키다, 돌진, 등심초, 돌진하다, 골풀, 돌격하다, 쇄도, 돌격, 하찮은 물건, 쇄도하다, 급행하다. sonorous: 과장된, 울려 퍼지는, 낭랑한, 당당한, 울리는, 격조 높은. tobacco: 담배, 흡연. volcano: 화산, 금방 폭발할 것 같은 감정, 금방 폭발할 것 같은 사태. waterfall: 폭포, 폭포수, 늘어진 것, 밀려오는 것.

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Patusan and the white men on the hill and those with them, there would be no faith, no compassion, no speech, no peace. A bush rustled; a haphazard volley rang out. "Dam' foolishness," muttered the Yankee, vexedly grounding the butt. Cornelius translated. The wounded man below the hill, after crying out twice, "Take me up! take me up!" went on complaining in moans. While he had kept on the blackened earth of the slope, and afterwards crouching in the boat, he had been safe enough. It seems that in his joy at finding the tobacco he forgot himself and jumped out on her off-side, as it were. The white boat, lying high and dry, showed him up; the creek was no more than seven yards wide in that place, and there happened to be a man crouching in the bush on the other bank.% 'He was a Bugis of Tondano only lately come to Patusan, and a relation of the man shot in the afternoon. That famous long shot had indeed appalled the beholders. The man in utter security had been struck down, in full view of his friends, dropping with a joke on his lips, and they seemed to see in the act an atrocity which had stirred a bitter rage. That relation of his, Si-Lapa by name, was then with Doramin in the stockade only a few feet away. You who know these chaps must admit that the fellow showed an unusual pluck by volunteering to carry the message, alone, in the dark. Creeping across the open ground, he had deviated to the left and found himself opposite the boat. He was startled when Brown's man shouted. He came to a sitting position with his gun to his shoulder, and when the other jumped out, exposing himself, he pulled the trigger and lodged three jagged slugs point-blank into the poor wretch's stomach. Then, lying flat on his face, he gave himself up for dead, while a thin hail of lead chopped and swished the bushes close on his right hand; afterwards he delivered his speech shouting, bent double, dodging all the time in cover. With the last word he leaped sideways, lay close for a while, and afterwards got back to the houses unharmed, having achieved on that night such a renown as his children will not willingly allow to die. 'And on the hill the forlorn band let the two little heaps of embers go out under their bowed heads. They sat dejected on the ground with compressed lips and downcast eyes, listening to their comrade below. He was a strong man and

Korean atrocity: 극악, 지독함, 흉악, 포악, 잔인, 잔악행위, 만행, 잔학한 행위. butt: 부딪치다, 돌출하다, 받다, 웃음거리, 꽁초, 큰술통, 과녁, 나무밑동, 궁둥이, 굵은 쪽 끝, 접하다. chopped: 개조한. compressed: 간결한, 압축된, 측면의, 편평한. comrade: 동무, 동지, 친구, 동료, 동료다운, 전우, 조합원.

dam: 댐, 어미 짐승, 막다, 저지하다, 어미, 아이 딸리나 여자, 둑으로 막다-둑으로 막다, 둑으로 막다, 에 댐을 만들다. dejected: 기운 없는, 낙담한, 낙심한. grounding: 바탕, 좌초, 기초 공사, 접지, 지면에 놓음, 근저, 기초 지식, 초보, 기초 교수, 기초 교육, 바탕색. joke: 농담, 놀리다, 장난, 익살, 웃음거리, 농담을 하다. renown: 명성, 고명, 영명.

unharmed: 무사한, 상하지 않은. vexedly: 화를 내고, 부아가 나서. volley: 발리를 하다, 일제히 발사되다, 연발, 일제 사격, 발리로 되치다, 빗발치듯하는 탄환, 연발하다, 일제 사격하다, 발리, 발리로 쳐 넘기다, 발리로 쳐차 넘기다. willingly: 자진해서, 기꺼이, 쾌히. wounded: 부상한, 상처입은, 부상자들.

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died hard, with moans now loud, now sinking to a strange confidential note of pain. Sometimes he shrieked, and again, after a period of silence, he could be heard muttering deliriously a long and unintelligible complaint. Never for a moment did he cease.% ' "What's the good?" Brown had said unmoved once, seeing the Yankee, who had been swearing under his breath, prepare to go down. "That's so," assented the deserter, reluctantly desisting. "There's no encouragement for wounded men here. Only his noise is calculated to make all the others think too much of the hereafter, cap'n." "Water!" cried the wounded man in an extraordinarily clear vigorous voice, and then went off moaning feebly. "Ay, water. Water will do it," muttered the other to himself, resignedly. "Plenty by-and-by. The tide is flowing." 'At last the tide flowed, silencing the plaint and the cries of pain, and the dawn was near when Brown, sitting with his chin in the palm of his hand before Patusan, as one might stare at the unscalable side of a mountain, heard the brief ringing bark of a brass 6-pounder far away in town somewhere. "What's this?" he asked of Cornelius, who hung about him. Cornelius listened. A muffled roaring shout rolled down-river over the town; a big drum began to throb, and others responded, pulsating and droning. Tiny scattered lights began to twinkle in the dark half of the town, while the part lighted by the loom of fires hummed with a deep and prolonged murmur. "He has come," said Cornelius. "What? Already? Are you sure?" Brown asked. "Yes! yes! Sure. Listen to the noise." "What are they making that row about?" pursued Brown. "For joy," snorted Cornelius; "he is a very great man, but all the same, he knows no more than a child, and so they make a great noise to please him, because they know no better." "Look here," said Brown, "how is one to get at him?" "He shall come to talk to you," Cornelius declared. "What do you mean? Come down here strolling as it were?" Cornelius nodded vigorously in the dark. "Yes. He will come straight here and talk to you. He is just like a fool. You shall see what a fool he is." Brown was incredulous. "You shall see; you shall see," repeated Cornelius. "He is not afraid--not afraid of anything. He will come and order you to leave his people alone. Everybody must

Korean bark: 짖다, 기나피, 기침 소리, 기침을 북을 치고 돌아다니다, 북을 치고 하다, 포성, 총성, 나무 껍질로 덮다, 돌아디니며 모집하다, 고동, 북으로 나무껍질, 소리지르다, 배, 피부연주하다, 북을치다, 고막, 억지로 껍질을 벗기다. 주입시키다. chin: 턱, 지껄이다, 지껄임, 턱에 갖다 encouragement: 격려함, 격려, 격려가 대다, 잡담, 턱끝, 턱에 대다, 턱끝되는 것, 장려가 되는 것. 지껄이다, 턱걸이 하다, 턱걸이하다. hereafter: 내세에서, 금후, 앞으로, complaint: 불평, 불평거리, 고소, 병, 이후. 투덜거림, 비난, 원고의 첫 진술, palm: 손바닥, 승리, 우승하다, 불만, 푸념. 종려나무의 가지, 종려, 장갑의 drum: 북, 불러모으다, 드럼통, 고실, 손바닥, 야자, 손바닥 모양의 부분,

속여서 안기다, 수척, 종려나무. reluctantly: 싫어하면서, 마지못해. resignedly: 체념하여, 단념하여, 복종하여, 하는 수 없이. throb: 동계, 떨리다, 고동, 떨림, 뛰다, 두근거리다, 감동, 고동치다, 욱식욱신 쑤시다, 율동적으로 뛰다, 진동. unscalable: 기어 오를 수 없는. vigorously: 원기있게.

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leave %his people alone. He is like a little child. He will come to you straight." Alas! he knew Jim well--that "mean little skunk," as Brown called him to me. "Yes, certainly," he pursued with ardour, "and then, captain, you tell that tall man with a gun to shoot him. Just you kill him, and you will frighten everybody so much that you can do anything you like with them afterwards--get what you like--go away when you like. Ha! ha! ha! Fine . . ." He almost danced with impatience and eagerness; and Brown, looking over his shoulder at him, could see, shown up by the pitiless dawn, his men drenched with dew, sitting amongst the cold ashes and the litter of the camp, haggard, cowed, and in rags.'

Korean alas: 아아, 슬픈지고. 놀라게 하다, 놀라게하다, 슈트하다. amongst: -중에, 중에서, 의 사이에, 무서워하다, 을러대어 ~을시키다. shoulder: 어깨, 어깨고기, 어깨에 중의한 사람으로, 중의한 하나로, 의 gun: 대포, 도둑, 소총, 피스톨, 발포, 총의 자세, 어깨에 해당하는 부분, 사이에서. 평사포, 호포, 총, 직업적인 살인자, 어깨로 밀다, 짊어지다, 어깨살, 을 camp: 야영지, 수용소, 진영, 대포의 발사, 분무기. 어깨로 밀다, 어깨 같은 것, 을 어깨로 군대생활, 천막을 치다, 캠프, 캠프장, ha: 하아, 허어, 하하, 하아! 라고 밀치다, 견각. 산장, 동성애의, 꾸미는 태도, 지부. 말하다, 아하하 웃다, 어머, 하아라고 sitting: 착석, 개정, 회가, 한차례일, cold: 냉정한, 희미한, 추운, 차가운, 말하다. 알을 품고 있는, 알 품기, 개회, 흥을 깨는, 감기, 냉담한, 불감증의, shoot: 쏘다, 쑥내밀다, 발사하다, 거주중인, 사진의 모델이 됨, 앉은, 약한, 한색의, 열을 흡수하기 어려운. 내려가다, 퍼붓다, 질주하다, 나다, 일하며 앉아 있는 기간. frighten: 겁내다, 놀라다, 소스라쳐 곧게 밀다, 촬영하다, 사출하다,

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'To the very last moment, till the full day came upon them with a spring, the fires on the west bank blazed bright and clear; and then Brown saw in a knot of coloured figures motionless between the advanced houses a man in European clothes, in a helmet, all white. "That's him; look! look!" Cornelius said excitedly. All Brown's men had sprung up and crowded at his back with lustreless eyes. The group of vivid colours and dark faces with the white figure in their midst were observing the knoll. Brown could see naked arms being raised to shade the eyes and other brown arms pointing. What should he do? He looked around, and the forests that faced him on all sides walled the cock-pit of an unequal contest. He looked once more at his men. A contempt, a weariness, the desire of life, the wish to try for one more chance--for some other grave--struggled in his breast. From the outline the figure presented it seemed to him that the white man there, backed up by all the power of the land, was examining his position through binoculars. Brown jumped up on the log, throwing his arms up, the palms outwards. The coloured group closed round the white man, and fell back twice before he got clear of them, walking slowly alone. Brown remained standing on the log till Jim, appearing and disappearing between the patches of thorny scrub, had nearly reached the creek; then Brown jumped off and went down to meet him on his side. 'They met, I should think, not very far from the place, perhaps on the very spot, where Jim took the second desperate leap of his life--the leap that landed

Korean appearing: 인 듯한. 모양의 물건. coloured: 색의, 착색한, 수상쩍은, knot: 혹, 무리, 매듭, 매듭을 짓다, 과장한, 유색인, 채색되어 있는, 매다, 곤란, 난국, 떼, 나비 매듭, 문장을 꾸민, 유색의. 마디, 매어지다. contest: 경쟁, 다투다, 경쟁하다, 논쟁, naked: 적나라한, 벌거벗은, 잎이 다툼, 경연, 이의를 제기하다, 없는, 무방비의, 있는 그대로의, 논쟁하다, 겨루다, 콘테스트, 경기. 꾸밈없는, 안경등에 의존하지 않은, faced: 한 얼굴을 한, 둥근 얼굴의, 벌거숭이의, 드러난, 나체의, 가리개 정변을 향한, 활자가 굵은, 표면이 없는. ..한. observing: 관찰력이 예리한, helmet: 헬멧, 투구, 투구형, 투구 관측적인, 주의깆은.

outline: 대요, 윤곽, 약도, 윤곽을 그리다, 개략, 개요, 외형, 개설하다, 의 윤곽을 그리다. outwards: 밖으로, 밖에. scrub: 관목, 그렇게 하기, 덤블, 미사일 발사중지하다, 뼈빠지게 일하다, 빡빡 문지르다, 자잘한, 북북 문질러 닦기, 취소, 잘 자라지 못한 나무, 미사일 발사 중지. unequal: 같지 않은, 불평등한, 감당 못하는, 부동한, 비등하지 않은.

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him into the life of Patusan, into the trust, the love, the confidence of the people. They faced each other across the creek, and with steady eyes tried to understand each other before they opened their lips. Their antagonism must have been expressed in their glances; I know that Brown hated Jim at first sight. Whatever hopes he might have had vanished at once. This was not the man he had expected to see. He hated him for this-- and in a checked flannel shirt with sleeves cut off at the elbows, grey bearded, with a sunken, sun-blackened face-he cursed in his heart the other's youth and assurance, his clear eyes and his untroubled bearing. That fellow had got in a long way before him! He did not look like a man who would be willing to give anything for assistance. He had all the advantages on his side--possession, security, power; he was on the side of an overwhelming force! He was not hungry and desperate, and he did not seem in the least afraid. And there was something in the very neatness of Jim's clothes, from the white helmet to the canvas leggings and the pipeclayed shoes, which in Brown's sombre irritated eyes seemed to belong to things he had in the very shaping of his life condemned and flouted.% ' "Who are you?" asked Jim at last, speaking in his usual voice. "My name's Brown," answered the other loudly; "Captain Brown. What's yours?" and Jim after a little pause went on quietly, as If he had not heard: "What made you come here?" "You want to know," said Brown bitterly. "It's easy to tell. Hunger. And what made you?" ' "The fellow started at this," said Brown, relating to me the opening of this strange conversation between those two men, separated only by the muddy bed of a creek, but standing on the opposite poles of that conception of life which includes all mankind--"The fellow started at this and got very red in the face. Too big to be questioned, I suppose. I told him that if he looked upon me as a dead man with whom you may take liberties, he himself was not a whit better off really. I had a fellow up there who had a bead drawn on him all the time, and only waited for a sign from me. There was nothing to be shocked at in this. He had come down of his own free will. 'Let us agree,' said I, 'that we are both dead men, and let us talk on that basis, as equals. We are all equal before death,' I said.

Korean antagonism: 적개심, 적극적반항, 적대, 대립, 반대. assistance: 원조, 참석자, 조력, 거듦. assurance: 보증, 확신, 자신, 철면피, 침착, 보험. bead: 구슬, 방울, 염주알, 거품의, 염주, 로자리오, 유리알, 가늠쇠, 구슬이 되다, 구슬선, 구슬로 장식하다. bearing: 관계, 태도, 거동, 관련, 낳음, 문장, 방위각, 인내, 축받이.

checked: 체크 무늬의, 바둑판 무늬의, 바둑판무늬의. fellow: 한 쪽, 평의원, 자식, 일원, 애인, 놈, 동지, 동료, 동무, 한패, 녀석. hungry: 갈망하는, 배고픈, 공복의, 굶주린, 메마른, 몹시 원하는, 불모의, 식욕을 일으키는. leggings: 각반, 레깅스. liberties: 시효로 얻은특권, 칙허로 얻은 특권, 특권.

neatness: 깔끔함, 정연, 단정, 말끔, 산뜻, 재치있음. opposite: 반대의, 역의, 반대의 것, 마주보는, 의 맞은쪽의, 반대쪽에, 반대쪽의, 반대자, 대생의, 정반대 말, 반대 사람. shirt: 와이셔츠, 성내지 않다, 셔츠, 내의, 포장천, 남자 잠옷. shocked: 어안이 벙벙한, 얼떨떨한, 충격을 받은. whit: 조금, 미소, 성령 강림 대축일.

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I%admitted I was there like a rat in a trap, but we had been driven to it, and even a trapped rat can give a bite. He caught me up in a moment. 'Not if you don't go near the trap till the rat is dead.' I told him that sort of game was good enough for these native friends of his, but I would have thought him too white to serve even a rat so. Yes, I had wanted to talk with him. Not to beg for my life, though. My fellows were--well--what they were--men like himself, anyhow. All we wanted from him was to come on in the devil's name and have it out. 'God d--n it,' said I, while he stood there as still as a wooden post, 'you don't want to come out here every day with your glasses to count how many of us are left on our feet. Come. Either bring your infernal crowd along or let us go out and starve in the open sea, by God! You have been white once, for all your tall talk of this being your own people and you being one with them. Are you? And what the devil do you get for it; what is it you've found here that is so d--d precious? Hey? You don't want us to come down here perhaps--do you? You are two hundred to one. You don't want us to come down into the open. Ah! I promise you we shall give you some sport before you've done. You talk about me making a cowardly set upon unoffending people. What's that to me that they are unoffending, when I am starving for next to no offence? But I am not a coward. Don't you be one. Bring them along or, by all the fiends, we shall yet manage to send half your unoffending town to heaven with us in smoke!' " 'He was terrible--relating this to me--this tortured skeleton of a man drawn up together with his face over his knees, upon a miserable bed in that wretched hovel, and lifting his head to look at me with malignant triumph. ' "That's what I told him--I knew what to say," he began again, feebly at first, but working himself up with incredible speed into a fiery utterance of his scorn. "We aren't going into the forest to wander like a string of living skeletons dropping one after another for ants to go to work upon us before we are fairly dead. Oh no! . . . 'You don't deserve a better fate,' he said. 'And what do you deserve,' I shouted at him, 'you that I find skulking here with your mouth full of your responsibility, of innocent lives, of your infernal duty? What do you know more of me than I know of you? I came here for food. D'ye hear?--food to fill our

Korean beg: 빌다, 구걸하다, 빌어먹다, 앞발을들고서다, 발을들고서다, 시주해 줄 것을 청하다, 애걸하다, 앞발을 들고 서서 재롱부리다, 부탁하다, 간청하다, 용서를 청하다. bite: 물다, 부식하다, 물어뜯다, 물린 상처, 스미다, 한 입, 한 번 묾, 살을 에다, 깨물다, 열중시키다, 상하게 하다. deserve: 값어치가 있다, 받을 만하다, 할 만하다.

duty: 의무, 임무, 본분, 관세, 경의, 조세, 일, 효율, 종무, 직무, 책임. incredible: 믿어지지 않는, 엄청난, 거짓말 같은, 굉장한, 놀라운, 믿기 어려운, 신용할수 없는, 놀랄만한. malignant: 유해한, 악성의, 악의를 품은, 적의 있는, 악의 있는. precious: 귀중한, 귀여운, 순전한, 지독한, 소중한, 비싼, 점잔빼는, 꾀까다로운, 대단한, 몹시, 소중한 사람.

skeleton: 해골, 골격, 골자, 뼈대, 해골의, 여윈, 여윈 사람, 줄기, 최소한도의, 조직. trap: 덫, 휴대품, 덫을 놓다, 입, 타악기류, 순경, 덫 사냥을 직업으로 하다, 수하물, 뚜껑문, 표적 날리는 장치, 계략. triumph: 성공하다, 이기다, 승리, 개선식, 승리감, 승리를 기뻐하다, 승리를 자랑하다, 대성공, 승리의 기쁨, 정복, 공적.

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bellies. %And what did _you_ come for? What did you ask for when you came here? We don't ask you for anything but to give us a fight or a clear road to go back whence we came. . . .' 'I would fight with you now,' says he, pulling at his little moustache. 'And I would let you shoot me, and welcome,' I said. 'This is as good a jumping-off place for me as another. I am sick of my infernal luck. But it would be too easy. There are my men in the same boat--and, by God, I am not the sort to jump out of trouble and leave them in a d--d lurch,' I said. He stood thinking for a while and then wanted to know what I had done ('out there' he says, tossing his head down-stream) to be hazed about so. 'Have we met to tell each other the story of our lives?' I asked him. 'Suppose you begin. No? Well, I am sure I don't want to hear. Keep it to yourself. I know it is no better than mine. I've lived--and so did you, though you talk as if you were one of those people that should have wings so as to go about without touching the dirty earth. Well-it is dirty. I haven't got any wings. I am here because I was afraid once in my life. Want to know what of? Of a prison. That scares me, and you may know it--if it's any good to you. I won't ask you what scared you into this infernal hole, where you seem to have found pretty pickings. That's your luck and this is mine--the privilege to beg for the favour of being shot quickly, or else kicked out to go free and starve in my own way.' . . ." 'His debilitated body shook with an exultation so vehement, so assured, and so malicious that it seemed to have driven off the death waiting for him in that hut. The corpse of his mad self-love uprose from rags and destitution as from the dark horrors of a tomb. It is impossible to say how much he lied to Jim then, how much he lied to me now--and to himself always. Vanity plays lurid tricks with our memory, and the truth of every passion wants some pretence to make it live. Standing at the gate of the other world in the guise of a beggar, he had slapped this world's face, he had spat on it, he had thrown upon it an immensity of scorn and revolt at the bottom of his misdeeds. He had overcome them all-men, women, savages, traders, ruffians, missionaries--and Jim--"that beefy-faced beggar." I did not begrudge him this triumph in articulo mortis, this almost posthumous illusion of having trampled all the earth under his feet. While he was boasting to me, in his sordid and repulsive agony, I couldn't help thinking of

Korean agony: 희비의 극치, 단말마의 괴로움, overcome: 이겨내다, 극복하다, privilege: 특권, 권리, 은전, 고뇌, 고통, 그리스도의 고통, 심한 압도하다, 지치다, 곤란 따위를 특전으로서 면제하다, 특전, 특권을 고통, 죽음의 고통, 감정의 격발, 이겨내다, 약화시키다, 극복해 내다, 주다, 특별 취급, 기본적 인권에 의한 격발. 나쁜 버릇 따위를 이겨내다, 나쁜 권리, 에게 특전을 부여하다, 에게 begrudge: 아까워하다, 시기하다, 버릇 따위를 극복해 내다, 곤란 특권을 부여하다, 관직에 따르는 꺼려하다. 따위를 극복해 내다, 적 따위를 특권. destitution: 결핍, 빈궁, 결핍 상태. 극복해 내다. self-love: 자애, 이기주의, 자기애. dirty: 더러운, 비열한, 추잡한, 날씨가 pickings: 따고 남은 것, 장물, 부수입, sick: 창백한, 병의, 병자용의, 엄청 더운, 사나운, 날씨가 사나운, 부정한 부수입. 욕지기가 나는, 그리워하는, 넌더리 더럽히다, 마약 중독의, 방사능이 pretence: 구실, 주장, 거짓 꾸밈, 허세, 나는, 상태가 좋지 않은, 싫증이 나는, 많은, 흐린, 상스러운. 요구, 겉치례, 허위, 겉치레. 토하다, 병자의, 싫증이 나서.

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the %chuckling talk relating to the time of his greatest splendour when, during a year or more, Gentleman Brown's ship was to be seen, for many days on end, hovering off an islet befringed with green upon azure, with the dark dot of the mission-house on a white beach; while Gentleman Brown, ashore, was casting his spells over a romantic girl for whom Melanesia had been too much, and giving hopes of a remarkable conversion to her husband. The poor man, some time or other, had been heard to express the intention of winning "Captain Brown to a better way of life." . . . "Bag Gentleman Brown for Glory"--as a leeryeyed loafer expressed it once--"just to let them see up above what a Western Pacific trading skipper looks like." And this was the man, too, who had run off with a dying woman, and had shed tears over her body. "Carried on like a big baby," his then mate was never tired of telling, "and where the fun came in may I be kicked to death by diseased Kanakas if _I_ know. Why, gents! she was too far gone when he brought her aboard to know him; she just lay there on her back in his bunk staring at the beam with awful shining eyes--and then she died. Dam' bad sort of fever, I guess. . . ." I remembered all these stories while, wiping his matted lump of a beard with a livid hand, he was telling me from his noisome couch how he got round, got in, got home, on that confounded, immaculate, don't-you-touch-me sort of fellow. He admitted that he couldn't be scared, but there was a way, "as broad as a turnpike, to get in and shake his twopenny soul around and inside out and upside down--by God!" '

Korean azure: 하늘빛, 푸른하늘, 하늘빛의, 창공의, 푸른 하늘. beam: 광선, 선폭, 도리, 빛나다, 가로들보, 대, 성에, 대들보, 번쩍이다, 미소짓다, 들보. diseased: 병적인, 병의, 병에 걸린. dot: 점, 점을찍다, 점재, 점재시키다, 여자 이름, 점점이 산재시키다, 점같이 작은 것, 아내의 지참금, 적어두다, 에 점을 찍다. gents: 남자용 화장실, 남자용 공중

화장실. immaculate: 결점없는, 깨끗한, 흠없는, 깨끗한 순결한, 때 묻지 않은, 반점없는, 완전한, 티없는, 죄없는, 오점없는, 결점이 없는. noisome: 해로운, 싫은, 불쾌한, 악취가나는. shake: 악수하다, 휘두르다, 떨어버리다, 흔들다, 흔들어 깨우다, 흩뿌리다, 흔들어 떨어뜨리다, 진동하다, 전음을 쓰다, 흔들리게

하다, 떨다. shed: 벗다, 발하다, 격납고, 갈다, 깃털을 갈다, 내다, 헛간, 의지간, 탈피하다, 흘리다, 태양열 교환 추진. staring: 응시하는, 야한, 혼란한, 전혀, 노려보는. turnpike: 유료 도로, 통행료를 받는 문, 유료 고속 도로, 통행세 받는 문. twopenny: 싸구려의, 펜스의, 맥주의 일종, 이펜스 동화, 이펜스의, 값싼. upside: 위쪽, 상부, 혼란하여.

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'I don't think he could do more than perhaps look upon that straight path. He seemed to have been puzzled by what he saw, for he interrupted himself in his narrative more than once to exclaim, "He nearly slipped from me there. I could not make him out. Who was he?" And after glaring at me wildly he would go on, jubilating and sneering. To me the conversation of these two across the creek appears now as the deadliest kind of duel on which Fate looked on with her cold-eyed knowledge of the end. No, he didn't turn Jim's soul inside out, but I am much mistaken if the spirit so utterly out of his reach had not been made to taste to the full the bitterness of that contest. These were the emissaries with whom the world he had renounced was pursuing him in his retreat--white men from "out there" where he did not think himself good enough to live. This was all that came to him--a menace, a shock, a danger to his work. I suppose it is this sad, half-resentful, half-resigned feeling, piercing through the few words Jim said now and then, that puzzled Brown so much in the reading of his character. Some great men owe most of their greatness to the ability of detecting in those they destine for their tools the exact quality of strength that matters for their work; and Brown, as though he had been really great, had a satanic gift of finding out the best and the weakest spot in his victims. He admitted to me that Jim wasn't of the sort that can be got over by truckling, and accordingly he took care to show himself as a man confronting without dismay ill-luck, censure, and disaster. The smuggling of a few guns was no great crime, he pointed out. As to

Korean ability: 능력, 재능, 수완, 유자격. censure: 비난, 비난하다, 혹평, 견책, 책망하다, 견책하다, 책망, 혹평하다. destine: 예정하다, 운명짓다, 할당하다, 예정해 두다, 정해지다. exact: 강요하다, 정밀한, 꼼꼼한, 정확한, 엄격한, 엄밀한, 까다로운, 엄하게 요구하다, 엄중한, 적확한. gift: 선물, 재능, 천분, 부여하다, 선사하다, 선사하다부여하다, 증여, 천부의 재능, 천부.

mistaken: 잘못된, 판단이 잘못된. owe: 빚이 있다, 빚지고 있다, 은혜를 입고 있다, 을 반제할 의무가 있다, 을 지불할 의무가 있다, 의무를 지고 있다, 지고 있다. piercing: 꿰찌르는, 날카로운, 뼈에 사무치는, 통찰력 있는, 꿰뚫는. pointed: 뾰족한, 가시돋친, 노골적인, 두드러진, 말씨가 명쾌한, 명쾌한. satanic: 사탄적인, 악마같은, 악마의, 마왕의.

shock: 쇼크, 충격, 충격을 주다, 격돌, 충돌하다, 타격, 짚가리, 충돌, 가리다, 헝클어진 머리, 부스스한것. smuggling: 밀수. taste: 시식, 취미, 맛보다, 맛, 미각, 기호, 의 맛이 나다, 풍미, 한 입, 풍미가 있다, 한 번 맛보기. tools: 도구. wildly: 거칠게, 격렬하게, 야생상태로, 과격하게, 난폭하게, 미친 듯이, 야생적으로, 무턱대고.

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coming %to Patusan, who had the right to say he hadn't come to beg? The infernal people here let loose at him from both banks without staying to ask questions. He made the point brazenly, for, in truth, Dain Waris's energetic action had prevented the greatest calamities; because Brown told me distinctly that, perceiving the size of the place, he had resolved instantly in his mind that as soon as he had gained a footing he would set fire right and left, and begin by shooting down everything living in sight, in order to cow and terrify the population. The disproportion of forces was so great that this was the only way giving him the slightest chance of attaining his ends--he argued in a fit of coughing. But he didn't tell Jim this. As to the hardships and starvation they had gone through, these had been very real; it was enough to look at his band. He made, at the sound of a shrill whistle, all his men appear standing in a row on the logs in full view, so that Jim could see them. For the killing of the man, it had been done--well, it had--but was not this war, bloody war--in a corner? and the fellow had been killed cleanly, shot through the chest, not like that poor devil of his lying now in the creek. They had to listen to him dying for six hours, with his entrails torn with slugs. At any rate this was a life for a life. . . . And all this was said with the weariness, with the recklessness of a man spurred on and on by illluck till he cares not where he runs. When he asked Jim, with a sort of brusque despairing frankness, whether he himself--straight now--didn't understand that when "it came to saving one's life in the dark, one didn't care who else went-three, thirty, three hundred people"--it was as if a demon had been whispering advice in his ear. "I made him wince," boasted Brown to me. "He very soon left off coming the righteous over me. He just stood there with nothing to say, and looking as black as thunder--not at me--on the ground." He asked Jim whether he had nothing fishy in his life to remember that he was so damnedly hard upon a man trying to get out of a deadly hole by the first means that came to hand--and so on, and so on. And there ran through the rough talk a vein of subtle reference to their common blood, an assumption of common experience; a sickening suggestion of common guilt, of secret knowledge that was like a bond of their minds and of their hearts.

Korean brazenly: 뻔뻔스럽게, 철면피하게. brusque: 무뚝뚝한, 퉁명스러운. cleanly: 깨끗한 것을 좋아하는, 솜씨 있게, 품위 있는, 완전히, 청결한, 완전히-깨끗한 것을 좋아하는, 조촐한, 말끔히, 개끗하게, 말쑥한, 청결히. cow: 암소, 암컷, 으르다, 단정치 못한 여자, 위협하다, 겁을 먹게하다, 젖소, 축우. disproportion: 불균형, 어울리지

않음, 불균형하다, 어울리지않게하다, 메스꺼운, 구역질나게 하는, 어울리지않게 하다. 욕지기나게 하는. entrails: 내장, 내부. spurred: 박차를 단, 쇠발톱이 있는, frankness: 솔직, 터놓음. 독촉을 받은, 다그쳐진. righteous: 공정한, 당연한, 바른, vein: 기질, 정맥, 시맥, 광맥, 혈관, 정당한, 고결한, 정의의, 정직한, 특질, 엽맥, 성격, 맥을내다, 돌결, 바른사람, 지당한, 올바른, 올바르다. 나뭇결. shooting: 촬영, 사격, 총사냥, 발사, whistle: 휘파람, 호각, 기적을 울리다, 격통, 수렵, 사출, 사냥터, 쿡쿡 휘파람을 불다, 경적, 휘파람불다, 쑤시는 아픔, 수렵 구역. 헛되이 바라다, 팽 하고 날다, sickening: 병나게 하는, 지겨운, 휘파람으로 부르다, 입, 기적.

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'At%last Brown threw himself down full length and watched Jim out of the corners of his eyes. Jim on his side of the creek stood thinking and switching his leg. The houses in view were silent, as if a pestilence had swept them clean of every breath of life; but many invisible eyes were turned, from within, upon the two men with the creek between them, a stranded white boat, and the body of the third man half sunk in the mud. On the river canoes were moving again, for Patusan was recovering its belief in the stability of earthly institutions since the return of the white lord. The right bank, the platforms of the houses, the rafts moored along the shores, even the roofs of bathing-huts, were covered with people that, far away out of earshot and almost out of sight, were straining their eyes towards the knoll beyond the Rajah's stockade. Within the wide irregular ring of forests, broken in two places by the sheen of the river, there was a silence. "Will you promise to leave the coast?" Jim asked. Brown lifted and let fall his hand, giving everything up as it were--accepting the inevitable. "And surrender your arms?" Jim went on. Brown sat up and glared across. "Surrender our arms! Not till you come to take them out of our stiff hands. You think I am gone crazy with funk? Oh no! That and the rags I stand in is all I have got in the world, besides a few more breechloaders on board; and I expect to sell the lot in Madagascar, if I ever get so far--begging my way from ship to ship." 'Jim said nothing to this. At last, throwing away the switch he held in his hand, he said, as if speaking to himself, "I don't know whether I have the power." . . . "You don't know! And you wanted me just now to give up my arms! That's good, too," cried Brown; "Suppose they say one thing to you, and do the other thing to me." He calmed down markedly. "I dare say you have the power, or what's the meaning of all this talk?" he continued. "What did you come down here for? To pass the time of day?" ' "Very well," said Jim, lifting his head suddenly after a long silence. "You shall have a clear road or else a clear fight." He turned on his heel and walked away. 'Brown got up at once, but he did not go up the hill till he had seen Jim disappear between the first houses. He never set his eyes on him again. On his

Korean crazy: 미친, 굉장히 좋은, 열중한, 약속하다, 가망이 있다, 가망, 가망포기하다, 자수, 항복, 인도, 보험 결함이 많은, 열광적인, 흔들거리는, 약속하다, 의 희망이 있다, 의 해양, 몸을 맡기다. 흥분해 있는, 반한, 흔들흔들하는, 가망성이 있다, 약속한 일. switch: 전철기, 전철하다, 스위치, 나무랄 데 없는, 열광한. stability: 착실, 안정, 불변, 고정, 휘청휘청한 나뭇가지, 휘두르다, inevitable: 피할 수 없는, 필연적인, 복원력. 회초리로 치다, 한번 치기, 전환, 어김없는, 피할길 없는, 판에 박은, stiff: 시체, 딱딱한, 빡빡한, 독한, 다리꼭지, 회초리로 때리다, 스위치를 어쩔수 없는 운명, 부득이한, 강세의, 완고한, 뻣뻣한, 되게 반죽된, 끄다. 변함없는, 면하기 어려운, 당연한, 딱딱한사람, 잘움직이지 않는, 경직한 till: 까지, 갈다, 돈궤, 서랍, 귀중품함, 고정적인. 팽팽한. 할 때까지는, 하여 마침내, 표석 점토, markedly: 눈에 띄게, 현저하게. surrender: 인도하다, 항복하다, 배양하다, 땅을 갈다, 까지줄곧. promise: 약속, 천국, 촉망, 희망의 땅, 넘겨주다, 빠지다, 내맡기다,

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way back he met Cornelius slouching down with his head between his shoulders. He stopped before Brown. "Why didn't you kill him?" he demanded in a sour, discontented voice. "Because I could do better than that," Brown said with an amused smile. "Never! never!" protested Cornelius with energy. "Couldn't. I have lived here for many years." Brown looked up at him curiously. There were many sides to the life of that place in arms against him; things he would never find out. Cornelius slunk past dejectedly in the direction of the river. He was now leaving his new friends; he accepted the disappointing course of events with a sulky obstinacy which seemed to draw more together his little yellow old face; and as he went down he glanced askant here and there, never giving up his fixed idea.% 'Henceforth events move fast without a check, flowing from the very hearts of men like a stream from a dark source, and we see Jim amongst them, mostly through Tamb' Itam's eyes. The girl's eyes had watched him too, but her life is too much entwined with his: there is her passion, her wonder, her anger, and, above all, her fear and her unforgiving love. Of the faithful servant, uncomprehending as the rest of them, it is the fidelity alone that comes into play; a fidelity and a belief in his lord so strong that even amazement is subdued to a sort of saddened acceptance of a mysterious failure. He has eyes only for one figure, and through all the mazes of bewilderment he preserves his air of guardianship, of obedience, of care. 'His master came back from his talk with the white men, walking slowly towards the stockade in the street. Everybody was rejoiced to see him return, for while he was away every man had been afraid not only of him being killed, but also of what would come after. Jim went into one of the houses, where old Doramin had retired, and remained alone for a long time with the head of the Bugis settlers. No doubt he discussed the course to follow with him then, but no man was present at the conversation. Only Tamb' Itam, keeping as close to the door as he could, heard his master say, "Yes. I shall let all the people know that such is my wish; but I spoke to you, O Doramin, before all the others, and alone; for you know my heart as well as I know yours and its greatest desire. And you

Korean acceptance: 어음의 인수, 수령, 수락, 수납. anger: 화, 성, 노염, 노여움, 분노, 성나게 하다. askant: 비스듬히, 곁눈질로, 옆으로. belief: 신앙, 믿음, 생각, 신념, 신용, 신뢰, 신조. conversation: 회화, 담화, 대화, 비공식 회담, 성교, 좌담, 사교, 친교. disappointing: 실망시키는. fixed: 부정하게 결정된, 응고된,

짬짜미의, 고정된, 내밀히 결정된, 불가사의, 놀라운, 놀라운 사물, 결정된, 충분히 마련되어, 충분히 경탄할 만한 사람, 경탄할 불가사의한 지급되어, 응고한. 사람, 경이, 의심하다. retired: 외딴, 퇴직한, 궁벽한, yellow: 황색의, 성정적인, 사양하는, 은퇴한, 구석진, 삼가는, 질투심많은, 편견을 가진, 피부가 퇴역한, 시골 구석의. 누런, 겁많은, 노래지다, 황색, 의심 stream: 시내, 흐르다, 흐름, 펄럭이다, 많은, 노랗다, 질투 많은. 풍조, 경향, 흘리다, 유출시키다, yours: 당신의, 당신의 편지, 당신의 정보의 흐름, 펄럭이게 하다, 물결. 것, 댁내, 경구, 당신의 역할, 당신의 wonder: 이 아닐까 생각하다, 놀라다, 가족, 경백, 당신의 것인, 당신의 놀라움, 이상하게 생각하다, 본분, 드림.

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know %well also that I have no thought but for the people's good." Then his master, lifting the sheeting in the doorway, went out, and he, Tamb' Itam, had a glimpse of old Doramin within, sitting in the chair with his hands on his knees, and looking between his feet. Afterwards he followed his master to the fort, where all the principal Bugis and Patusan inhabitants had been summoned for a talk. Tamb' Itam himself hoped there would be some fighting. "What was it but the taking of another hill?" he exclaimed regretfully. However, in the town many hoped that the rapacious strangers would be induced, by the sight of so many brave men making ready to fight, to go away. It would be a good thing if they went away. Since Jim's arrival had been made known before daylight by the gun fired from the fort and the beating of the big drum there, the fear that had hung over Patusan had broken and subsided like a wave on a rock, leaving the seething foam of excitement, curiosity, and endless speculation. Half of the population had been ousted out of their homes for purposes of defence, and were living in the street on the left side of the river, crowding round the fort, and in momentary expectation of seeing their abandoned dwellings on the threatened bank burst into flames. The general anxiety was to see the matter settled quickly. Food, through Jewel's care, had been served out to the refugees. Nobody knew what their white man would do. Some remarked that it was worse than in Sherif Ali's war. Then many people did not care; now everybody had something to lose. The movements of canoes passing to and fro between the two parts of the town were watched with interest. A couple of Bugis war-boats lay anchored in the middle of the stream to protect the river, and a thread of smoke stood at the bow of each; the men in them were cooking their midday rice when Jim, after his interviews with Brown and Doramin, crossed the river and entered by the water-gate of his fort. The people inside crowded round him, so that he could hardly make his way to the house. They had not seen him before, because on his arrival during the night he had only exchanged a few words with the girl, who had come down to the landing-stage for the purpose, and had then gone on at once to join the chiefs and the fighting men on the other bank. People shouted greetings after him. One old woman raised a laugh by pushing her way to the front madly and enjoining him in a scolding voice to see to it that her two sons,

Korean burst: 파열하다, 돌발, 별안간 나타나다, 터지다, 폭발, 충만하다, 찢다, 집중 사격, 파열시키다, 파열, 잡아 찢다. endless: 순환의, 끝없는, 무한한, 영원한, 끝이 없는. expectation: 기대, 가망성, 예기, 예상, 유산 상속의 가망성, 바라는 목표. midday: 정오, 대낮, 대낮의. principal: 원금, 교장, 우두머리, 주범, 회장, 사장, 원금의, 기본 재산, 가장

중요한, 주된, 주요한. pushing: 미는, 활동적인, 억지가 센, 진취적인, 고집 센. rapacious: 강탈하는, 생물을 잡아먹는, 욕심 많은, 탐욕한, 잡아채는, 육식하는, 욕심 사나운. rice: 쌀, 밥, 벼, 쌀알 모양으로 만들다, 감자 따위를 라이서로 으깨다, 라이서로 으깨다. seeing: 이므로, 인 사실을 생각하면, 봄.

settled: 고정된, 기틀이 잡힌, 안정된, 정주한, 청산된. speculation: 투기, 추측, 사색, 공리. thread: 실, 실에 꿰다, 실을 꿰다, 재봉실, 나삿니를 내다, 섬유, 끈 실, 섬조, 누비듯이지나가다, 연속, 가는 것. wave: 파도, 물결치다, 파동, 물결, 펄럭이다, 휘두르다, 물결치게 하다, 흔들리다, 바다, 너울거리다, 흔들어 신호하다.

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who were with Doramin, did not come to harm at the hands of the robbers. Several of the bystanders tried to pull her away, but she struggled and cried, "Let me go. What is this, O Muslims? This laughter is unseemly. Are they not cruel, bloodthirsty robbers bent on killing?" "Let her be," said Jim, and as a silence fell suddenly, he said slowly, "Everybody shall be safe." He entered the house before the great sigh, and the loud murmurs of satisfaction, had died out.% 'There's no doubt his mind was made up that Brown should have his way clear back to the sea. His fate, revolted, was forcing his hand. He had for the first time to affirm his will in the face of outspoken opposition. "There was much talk, and at first my master was silent," Tamb' Itam said. "Darkness came, and then I lit the candles on the long table. The chiefs sat on each side, and the lady remained by my master's right hand." 'When he began to speak, the unaccustomed difficulty seemed only to fix his resolve more immovably. The white men were now waiting for his answer on the hill. Their chief had spoken to him in the language of his own people, making clear many things difficult to explain in any other speech. They were erring men whom suffering had made blind to right and wrong. It is true that lives had been lost already, but why lose more? He declared to his hearers, the assembled heads of the people, that their welfare was his welfare, their losses his losses, their mourning his mourning. He looked round at the grave listening faces and told them to remember that they had fought and worked side by side. They knew his courage . . . Here a murmur interrupted him . . . And that he had never deceived them. For many years they had dwelt together. He loved the land and the people living in it with a very great love. He was ready to answer with his life for any harm that should come to them if the white men with beards were allowed to retire. They were evil-doers, but their destiny had been evil, too. Had he ever advised them ill? Had his words ever brought suffering to the people? he asked. He believed that it would be best to let these whites and their followers go with their lives. It would be a small gift. "I whom you have tried and found always true ask you to let them go." He turned to Doramin. The old nakhoda

Korean advised: 숙고한, 신중한, 곰곰이 생각한 끝의, 무분별한, 숙고한 후의. blind: 맹목적인, 눈먼, 발, 숨은, 어리석은, 이성을 잃은, 차일, 커튼, 문, 막다른-눈멀게 하다, 눈멀게 하다. declared: 공공연한, 숨김 없는, 공언한, 언명한, 신고한, 선언한. forcing: 발육 촉진, 강제, 폭행, 탈취, 촉성, 발육 촉진법. harm: 해, 손해, 된서리 맞다, 해악,

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made no movement. %"Then," said Jim, "call in Dain Waris, your son, my friend, for in this business I shall not lead." '

Korean friend: 친구, 벗, 자기편, 근친, 동지, 지지자, 의 친구가 되다, 퀘이커, 프렌드파, 도와주는 사람, 동반자. movement: 악장, 운동, 움직임, 변통, 동작, 기계의 움직이는 부분, 나도는 상황, 운전, 진전, 동향, 이동. son: 아들, 자손, 젊은이, 병신 같은 놈, 치사한 놈, 양자, 사위, 계승자, 예수, 자제, 나라사람.

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CHAPTER 43 'Tamb'%Itam behind his chair was thunderstruck. The declaration produced an immense sensation. "Let them go because this is best in my knowledge which has never deceived you," Jim insisted. There was a silence. In the darkness of the courtyard could be heard the subdued whispering, shuffling noise of many people. Doramin raised his heavy head and said that there was no more reading of hearts than touching the sky with the hand, but--he consented. The others gave their opinion in turn. "It is best," "Let them go," and so on. But most of them simply said that they "believed Tuan Jim." 'In this simple form of assent to his will lies the whole gist of the situation; their creed, his truth; and the testimony to that faithfulness which made him in his own eyes the equal of the impeccable men who never fall out of the ranks. Stein's words, "Romantic!-- Romantic!" seem to ring over those distances that will never give him up now to a world indifferent to his failings and his virtues, and to that ardent and clinging affection that refuses him the dole of tears in the bewilderment of a great grief and of eternal separation. From the moment the sheer truthfulness of his last three years of life carries the day against the ignorance, the fear, and the anger of men, he appears no longer to me as I saw him last--a white speck catching all the dim light left upon a sombre coast and the darkened sea--but greater and more pitiful in the loneliness of his soul, that remains even for her who loved him best a cruel and insoluble mystery.

Korean ardent: 불같은, 뜨거운, 타는 듯한, 열심인, 열렬한, 빛나는, 불타는. assent: 동의하다, 승낙하다, 동의, 인정하다, 찬성하다. bewilderment: 당황. creed: 신조, 신경, 교의, 사도 신경, 강령, 신념, 주의. deceived: 사기하는. dole: 실업수당, 짤름거리다, 운명, 시여물, 비탄, 슬픔, 운, 구호품, 을 나누어 주다, 시주.

faithfulness: 성실함, 정확함, 충심함, 가련하게 여겨야 할, 인정이 많은, 충실. 불쌍히 여겨야 할, 동정심이 많은. gist: 요점, 골자, 본질, 주요 소인. speck: 얼룩, 극히 작은 조각, 반점을 impeccable: 결점 없는, 결점없는, 찍다, 작은 반점, 점을 붙이다, 흠을 나무랄데 없는, 죄를 범하지 않는, 찍다, 흠을 붙이다, 지방, 잔 알맹이, 죄를 범하지 않은, 죄없는, 죄를 범한 점을 찍다, 작은 얼룩. 적이 없는. thunderstruck: 깜짝 놀란, 벼락 맞은, insoluble: 해결할 수 없는, 녹지 않는, 벼락맞은. 불용해성의, 용해되지 않는, truthfulness: 정직함. 풀수없는. pitiful: 불쌍한, 인정 많은, 비루한,

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'It%is evident that he did not mistrust Brown; there was no reason to doubt the story, whose truth seemed warranted by the rough frankness, by a sort of virile sincerity in accepting the morality and the consequences of his acts. But Jim did not know the almost inconceivable egotism of the man which made him, when resisted and foiled in his will, mad with the indignant and revengeful rage of a thwarted autocrat. But if Jim did not mistrust Brown, he was evidently anxious that some misunderstanding should not occur, ending perhaps in collision and bloodshed. It was for this reason that directly the Malay chiefs had gone he asked Jewel to get him something to eat, as he was going out of the fort to take command in the town. On her remonstrating against this on the score of his fatigue, he said that something might happen for which he would never forgive himself. "I am responsible for every life in the land," he said. He was moody at first; she served him with her own hands, taking the plates and dishes (of the dinner-service presented him by Stein) from Tamb' Itam. He brightened up after a while; told her she would be again in command of the fort for another night. "There's no sleep for us, old girl," he said, "while our people are in danger." Later on he said jokingly that she was the best man of them all. "If you and Dain Waris had done what you wanted, not one of these poor devils would be alive to-day." "Are they very bad?" she asked, leaning over his chair. "Men act badly sometimes without being much worse than others," he said after some hesitation. 'Tamb' Itam followed his master to the landing-stage outside the fort. The night was clear but without a moon, and the middle of the river was dark, while the water under each bank reflected the light of many fires "as on a night of Ramadan," Tamb' Itam said. War-boats drifted silently in the dark lane or, anchored, floated motionless with a loud ripple. That night there was much paddling in a canoe and walking at his master's heels for Tamb' Itam: up and down the street they tramped, where the fires were burning, inland on the outskirts of the town where small parties of men kept guard in the fields. Tuan Jim gave his orders and was obeyed. Last of all they went to the Rajah's stockade, which a detachment of Jim's people manned on that night. The old Rajah had fled early in the morning with most of his women to a small house he had near a jungle village on a tributary stream. Kassim, left behind, had attended the

Korean accepting: 어음 인수 상사. anxious: 하고 싶어하는, 불안한, 걱정스러운, 열망하는, 열망하여, 걱정하는. autocrat: 독재자, 독재군주, 전제군주. egotism: 이기주의, 자기 중심벽, 자만, 자만심, 자기본위, 자기중심, 자부. ending: 종결, 어미, 말미, 결말, 사망, 활용 어미, 어미의, 종결의, 최후의, 최후. evident: 명백한, 뚜렷한, 분명히

나타난, 분명한. 바라보다, 행성의 위성, 초승달 guard: 망보다, 차장, 방어 자세, 모양의 것, 월광, 빈둥거리다, 멍하니 지키다, 보호자, 감시하다, 파수병, 보내다, 일개월. 경계, 근위대, 흙받기, 난로의 불어리. orders: 명령, 성직. inland: 국내, 오지, 내지의, 내륙으로, tributary: 지류의, 공물을 바치는, 내륙, 국내의, 내지, 내륙의, 국내에 보조의, 종속하는, 공물을 바치는 한정된, 국내에, 국내로. 사람, 지류, 속국, 공물을 바치는 jokingly: 장난치는, 농담하는. 나라, 공물로 바치는. misunderstanding: 오해, 불화. virile: 남성적인, 성년 남자의, moon: 달, 멍하니 시간을 보내다, 생식력이 있는, 힘찬, 생식의, 남성인. 위성-멍하니 바라보다, 위성, 멍하니

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council with his air of diligent activity to explain away the diplomacy of the day before. He was considerably cold-shouldered, but managed to preserve his smiling, quiet alertness, and professed himself highly delighted when Jim told him sternly that he proposed to occupy the stockade on that night with his own men. After the council broke up he was heard outside accosting this and that deputing chief, and speaking in a loud, gratified tone of the Rajah's property being protected in the Rajah's absence.% 'About ten or so Jim's men marched in. The stockade commanded the mouth of the creek, and Jim meant to remain there till Brown had passed below. A small fire was lit on the flat, grassy point outside the wall of stakes, and Tamb' Itam placed a little folding-stool for his master. Jim told him to try and sleep. Tamb' Itam got a mat and lay down a little way off; but he could not sleep, though he knew he had to go on an important journey before the night was out. His master walked to and fro before the fire with bowed head and with his hands behind his back. His face was sad. Whenever his master approached him Tamb' Itam pretended to sleep, not wishing his master to know he had been watched. At last his master stood still, looking down on him as he lay, and said softly, "It is time." 'Tamb' Itam arose directly and made his preparations. His mission was to go down the river, preceding Brown's boat by an hour or more, to tell Dain Waris finally and formally that the whites were to be allowed to pass out unmolested. Jim would not trust anybody else with that service. Before starting, Tamb' Itam, more as a matter of form (since his position about Jim made him perfectly known), asked for a token. "Because, Tuan," he said, "the message is important, and these are thy very words I carry." His master first put his hand into one pocket, then into another, and finally took off his forefinger Stein's silver ring, which he habitually wore, and gave it to Tamb' Itam. When Tamb' Itam left on his mission, Brown's camp on the knoll was dark but for a single small glow shining through the branches of one of the trees the white men had cut down. 'Early in the evening Brown had received from Jim a folded piece of paper on which was written, "You get the clear road. Start as soon as your boat floats on the morning tide. Let your men be careful. The bushes on both sides of the creek

Korean broke: 무일푼의, 파산하여. considerably: 상당히, 꽤, 많이, 적지않게. diligent: 부지런한, 근면한. formally: 정식으로, 형식적으로, 딱딱하게, 형식에 관하여, 의식에 얽매여, 공식으로. grassy: 풀 같은, 풀의, 풀이 무성한, 풀이 많은. gratified: 기뻐하는, 만족한. habitually: 습관적으로, 스관적으로.

mission: 사명, 전도, 천직, 해외 대사관, 사절, 비행임무, 비젼, 사절의 특파, 전도구, 특명, 포교구. occupy: 점령하다, 사용하다, 점령자, 종사시키다, 점유하다, 점거하다, 소비하다, 시일을 소비하다, 영유하다, 차지하다, 지위를 차지하다. perfectly: 완전히, 더할 나위 없이, 몹시, 굉장히, 더할 나위없이, 매우, 이상적으로, 완전하게, 아주.

preserve: 보존하다, 금렵지, 보호하다, 저장하다, 양어장, 방부 조치를 하다, 유지하다, 사냥을 금하다-설탕 절임, 설탕 절임, 사냥을 금하다, 금렵지로 하다. sternly: 엄숙하게, 단호하게, 피폐하게, 엄격하게, 엄하게. thy: 그대의. unmolested: 평온한, 곤란받지않는. whenever: 할 때에는 언제든지, 할때는 언제나, 도대체 언제.

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and the stockade at the mouth are full of well-armed men. You would have no chance, but I don't believe you want bloodshed." Brown read it, tore the paper into small pieces, and, turning to Cornelius, who had brought it, said jeeringly, "Good-bye, my excellent friend." Cornelius had been in the fort, and had been sneaking around Jim's house during the afternoon. Jim chose him to carry the note because he could speak English, was known to Brown, and was not likely to be shot by some nervous mistake of one of the men as a Malay, approaching in the dusk, perhaps might have been.% 'Cornelius didn't go away after delivering the paper. Brown was sitting up over a tiny fire; all the others were lying down. "I could tell you something you would like to know," Cornelius mumbled crossly. Brown paid no attention. "You did not kill him," went on the other, "and what do you get for it? You might have had money from the Rajah, besides the loot of all the Bugis houses, and now you get nothing." "You had better clear out from here," growled Brown, without even looking at him. But Cornelius let himself drop by his side and began to whisper very fast, touching his elbow from time to time. What he had to say made Brown sit up at first, with a curse. He had simply informed him of Dain Waris's armed party down the river. At first Brown saw himself completely sold and betrayed, but a moment's reflection convinced him that there could be no treachery intended. He said nothing, and after a while Cornelius remarked, in a tone of complete indifference, that there was another way out of the river which he knew very well. "A good thing to know, too," said Brown, pricking up his ears; and Cornelius began to talk of what went on in town and repeated all that had been said in council, gossiping in an even undertone at Brown's ear as you talk amongst sleeping men you do not wish to wake. "He thinks he has made me harmless, does he?" mumbled Brown very low. . . . "Yes. He is a fool. A little child. He came here and robbed me," droned on Cornelius, "and he made all the people believe him. But if something happened that they did not believe him any more, where would he be? And the Bugis Dain who is waiting for you down the river there, captain, is the very man who chased you up here when you first came." Brown observed nonchalantly that it would be just as well to avoid him, and with the same detached, musing air Cornelius declared himself acquainted

Korean chose: 재산, 물, 물건. convinced: 확신을 가진, 신념이 있는. crossly: 거꾸로, 뿌루퉁하게, 가로로, 가로, 심술궂게, 심사가 나서, 반대로, 비스듬히. don't: 금지조항서, 하지마세요. harmless: 해없는, 악의 없는, 해가 없는. informed: 지식이 있는, 지식의 필요한, 소식통의, 견문이 넓은, 사정에 밝은, 학식이 있는.

jeeringly: 조롱하여, 비웃어, undertone: 엷은 빛깔, 작음소리, 회롱조로, 희롱조로. 저음, 저류, 완화된 색, 다른 색으로 musing: 생각에 잠긴. 완화된 색, 기초음 아래의 배음. nonchalantly: 냉정하게, 무관심하게, wake: 경야, 활기띠다, 각성시키다, 태연하게. 철야제, 일으키다, 지나간 자국, 밤샘, pricking: 동통, 따금따금 쑤시는 아픔, 깨우다, 되살아나다, 일어나다, 따금따금 찌름, 따끔따끔 찌름. 잠깨다. stockade: 방책, 영창, 울타리를 둘러 친곳, 울타리로 둘러치다, 말뚝의 방파제, 방책의 울, 울타리를 둘러치다, 말뚝을 둘러치다.

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with a backwater broad enough to take Brown's boat past Waris's camp. "You will have to be quiet," he said as an afterthought, "for in one place we pass close behind his camp. Very close. They are camped ashore with their boats hauled up." "Oh, we know how to be as quiet as mice; never fear," said Brown. Cornelius stipulated that in case he were to pilot Brown out, his canoe should be towed. "I'll have to get back quick," he explained.% 'It was two hours before the dawn when word was passed to the stockade from outlying watchers that the white robbers were coming down to their boat. In a very short time every armed man from one end of Patusan to the other was on the alert, yet the banks of the river remained so silent that but for the fires burning with sudden blurred flares the town might have been asleep as if in peace-time. A heavy mist lay very low on the water, making a sort of illusive grey light that showed nothing. When Brown's long-boat glided out of the creek into the river, Jim was standing on the low point of land before the Rajah's stockade--on the very spot where for the first time he put his foot on Patusan shore. A shadow loomed up, moving in the greyness, solitary, very bulky, and yet constantly eluding the eye. A murmur of low talking came out of it. Brown at the tiller heard Jim speak calmly: "A clear road. You had better trust to the current while the fog lasts; but this will lift presently." "Yes, presently we shall see clear," replied Brown. 'The thirty or forty men standing with muskets at ready outside the stockade held their breath. The Bugis owner of the prau, whom I saw on Stein's verandah, and who was amongst them, told me that the boat, shaving the low point close, seemed for a moment to grow big and hang over it like a mountain. "If you think it worth your while to wait a day outside," called out Jim, "I'll try to send you down something--a bullock, some yams--what I can." The shadow went on moving. "Yes. Do," said a voice, blank and muffled out of the fog. Not one of the many attentive listeners understood what the words meant; and then Brown and his men in their boat floated away, fading spectrally without the slightest sound. 'Thus Brown, invisible in the mist, goes out of Patusan elbow to elbow with Cornelius in the stern-sheets of the long-boat. "Perhaps you shall get a small

Korean afterthought: 뒷궁리, 늦은생각, 보적. asleep: 잠들어, 활발치않아서, 마비되어, 팽이가서서, 영면하여, 죽어, 자서, 저려. backwater: 역수, 침체, 되 밀리는 물, 거꾸로 젓다, 지적 부진, 되밀리는 물, 밀려 나가는 물. blank: 무표정한, 공허한, 백지의, 문이나 창이 없는, 멍한-백지, 기입 용지-비우다, 단조로운, 공백으로하다, 흥미 없는, 공백, 공허.

bulky: 거대한, 부피가 큰, 다루기힘든, 부피가큰, 다루기 힘든. constantly: 끊임없이, 항상, 빈번히, 노상, 자주, 변함없이. fog: 안개, 안개로 덮다, 혼미, 당혹, 당황케 하다, 흐려지다, 두번째 풀, 안개가 끼다, 풀을 서서 마른 채로 내버려 두다, 선채로 마른 풀, 흐림의. illusive: 착각을 일으키는, 혼동하기 쉬운, 눈을 속이는, 환영적인, 현혹시키는, 가공의 실체가 없는,

사람을 현혹하는. mountain: 산, 산더미 같은, 산더미처럼 큰 것, 산악당, 프랑스사의 산악당. pilot: 조종사, 지도자, 수로 안내인, 지도하다, 키잡이, 도선사, 예비거인, 안내의, 비행기를 조종하다, 비행기를 조종하다-시험적인, 시험적인. prau: 프라우선. spectrally: 무섭게, 스펙트럼으로, 유령같이.

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bullock," %said Cornelius. "Oh yes. Bullock. Yam. You'll get it if he said so. He always speaks the truth. He stole everything I had. I suppose you like a small bullock better than the loot of many houses." "I would advise you to hold your tongue, or somebody here may fling you overboard into this damned fog," said Brown. The boat seemed to be standing still; nothing could be seen, not even the river alongside, only the water-dust flew and trickled, condensed, down their beards and faces. It was weird, Brown told me. Every individual man of them felt as though he were adrift alone in a boat, haunted by an almost imperceptible suspicion of sighing, muttering ghosts. "Throw me out, would you? But I would know where I was," mumbled Cornelius surlily. "I've lived many years here." "Not long enough to see through a fog like this," Brown said, lolling back with his arm swinging to and fro on the useless tiller. "Yes. Long enough for that," snarled Cornelius. "That's very useful," commented Brown. "Am I to believe you could find that backway you spoke of blindfold, like this?" Cornelius grunted. "Are you too tired to row?" he asked after a silence. "No, by God!" shouted Brown suddenly. "Out with your oars there." There was a great knocking in the fog, which after a while settled into a regular grind of invisible sweeps against invisible thole-pins. Otherwise nothing was changed, and but for the slight splash of a dipped blade it was like rowing a balloon car in a cloud, said Brown. Thereafter Cornelius did not open his lips except to ask querulously for somebody to bale out his canoe, which was towing behind the long-boat. Gradually the fog whitened and became luminous ahead. To the left Brown saw a darkness as though he had been looking at the back of the departing night. All at once a big bough covered with leaves appeared above his head, and ends of twigs, dripping and still, curved slenderly close alongside. Cornelius, without a word, took the tiller from his hand.'

Korean balloon: 기구, 풍선, 기구를 타고 올라가다, 부푼, 부풀게 하다, 풍선꼴 윤곽, 구슬 장식. blindfold: 눈을 가리다, 어찌할 바를 모르게 하다, 무모한, 눈을 가리고, 눈을 가리운. bough: 큰가지, 교수대, 큰 가지. condensed: 간결한, 농축한, 요약한, 압축된. curved: 구부러진, 만곡한, 곡선모양의.

damned: 저주받은, 지겨운, 지독히, 낌새챔, 느낌, 용의, 에 혐의를 두다. 넌더리나는. swinging: 경쾌한, 흔들리는, 활발한, grind: 가루가 되다, 돌리다, 문지르다, 활개젓는, 진동하는, 음률적이고 부지런히 일하다, 삐걱거리다, 생동하는, 유행의 첨단을 가는, 바드득거리다, 가루를 타다, 갈리다, 성적으로 자유분방한, 기운찬, 앞뒤로 갈아서 닳게 하다, 끈기 있게 흔들림, 앞뒤로 흔들리는. 공부하다, 닦다. useless: 쓸모없는, 무익한, 속절없는, querulously: 불평을 잘하는 것 같은. 편치 않은. slenderly: 홀쭉하게, 빈약하게, yam: 감자, 고구마, 마, 고구마의 일종, 협음으로. 참마. suspicion: 미량, 의심, 협의, 소량,

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CHAPTER 44 'I%don't think they spoke together again. The boat entered a narrow bychannel, where it was pushed by the oar-blades set into crumbling banks, and there was a gloom as if enormous black wings had been outspread above the mist that filled its depth to the summits of the trees. The branches overhead showered big drops through the gloomy fog. At a mutter from Cornelius, Brown ordered his men to load. "I'll give you a chance to get even with them before we're done, you dismal cripples, you," he said to his gang. "Mind you don't throw it away--you hounds." Low growls answered that speech. Cornelius showed much fussy concern for the safety of his canoe. 'Meantime Tamb' Itam had reached the end of his journey. The fog had delayed him a little, but he had paddled steadily, keeping in touch with the south bank. By-and-by daylight came like a glow in a ground glass globe. The shores made on each side of the river a dark smudge, in which one could detect hints of columnar forms and shadows of twisted branches high up. The mist was still thick on the water, but a good watch was being kept, for as Iamb' Itam approached the camp the figures of two men emerged out of the white vapour, and voices spoke to him boisterously. He answered, and presently a canoe lay alongside, and he exchanged news with the paddlers. All was well. The trouble was over. Then the men in the canoe let go their grip on the side of his dug-out and incontinently fell out of sight. He pursued his way till he heard voices coming to him quietly over the water, and saw, under the now lifting, swirling

Korean alongside: 곁에, 옆으로 대어, 와 나란히, 옆에, 옆으로 대고. boisterously: 거칠게, 몹시 사납게, 난폭하게. columnar: 원주의, 종란식으로 인쇄한, 원주형의. concern: 관심, 관계, 걱정, 관심사, 에 관계하다, 것, 관심을 갖다, 영업, 관여하다, 중요성, 걱정하다. delayed: 뒤 늦은, 지발의. drops: 점적약.

gang: 한 벌, 일단, 놀이친구, 집단을 이루다, 일당, 패, 한동아리, 가다, 걷다, 일단이 되다, 폭력단. globe: 지구, 공, 지구의, 공 모양의 물건, 구체, 공 모양으로 하다, 공 모양의 것. incontinently: 즉시, 자제심이 없는, 자제할수 없게, 음란한. outspread: 펼치다, 펼쳐진, 필쳐진. overhead: 머리 위의, 전반적인, 경상비, 위층에, 고가의, 상공에,

위로, 총경비, 일반의, 간접비, 라켓을 사용하는 경기의 머리 위에서 내려치는 타구. ran: 란. reached: 뇌물을 먹은, 매수 당한, 부패한. smudge: 더럽히다, 모깃불, 얼룩, 오점, 더러워지다, 더러움, 모닥불, 모깃불을 놓다, 흐릿한 윤곽. twisted: 일그러진, 황홀해진, 꼬인, 술취한, 비틀어진.

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mist, the glow of many little fires burning on a sandy stretch, backed by lofty thin timber and bushes. There again a look-out was kept, for he was challenged. He shouted his name as the two last sweeps of his paddle ran his canoe up on the strand. It was a big camp. Men crouched in many little knots under a subdued murmur of early morning talk. Many thin threads of smoke curled slowly on the white mist. Little shelters, elevated above the ground, had been built for the chiefs. Muskets were stacked in small pyramids, and long spears were stuck singly into the sand near the fires.% 'Tamb' Itam, assuming an air of importance, demanded to be led to Dain Waris. He found the friend of his white lord lying on a raised couch made of bamboo, and sheltered by a sort of shed of sticks covered with mats. Dain Waris was awake, and a bright fire was burning before his sleeping-place, which resembled a rude shrine. The only son of nakhoda Doramin answered his greeting kindly. Tamb' Itam began by handing him the ring which vouched for the truth of the messenger's words. Dain Waris, reclining on his elbow, bade him speak and tell all the news. Beginning with the consecrated formula, "The news is good," Tamb' Itam delivered Jim's own words. The white men, deputing with the consent of all the chiefs, were to be allowed to pass down the river. In answer to a question or two Tamb' Itam then reported the proceedings of the last council. Dain Waris listened attentively to the end, toying with the ring which ultimately he slipped on the forefinger of his right hand. After hearing all he had to say he dismissed Tamb' Itam to have food and rest. Orders for the return in the afternoon were given immediately. Afterwards Dain Waris lay down again, open-eyed, while his personal attendants were preparing his food at the fire, by which Tamb' Itam also sat talking to the men who lounged up to hear the latest intelligence from the town. The sun was eating up the mist. A good watch was kept upon the reach of the main stream where the boat of the whites was expected to appear every moment. 'It was then that Brown took his revenge upon the world which, after twenty years of contemptuous and reckless bullying, refused him the tribute of a common robber's success. It was an act of cold-blooded ferocity, and it consoled

Korean assuming: 건방진, 주제넘는, 주제넘은. attentively: 세심하게, 주의깊게. cold-blooded: 잡종의, 추위에 민감한, 냉담한, 냉혈의. eating: 먹기, 식용의, 식품, 식품좀먹어들어가는, 좀먹어 들어가는, 음식, 물. formula: 공식, 처방, 판에 박은 말, 방식, 식, 법식, 상투어, 일정한 형식, 정칙, 제조법, 유아용 유동식.

open-eyed: 눈을 뜬, 빈틈 없는. rude: 거친, 버릇없는, 대강의, 건장한, 교양 없는, 난폭한, 자연 그대로의, 울퉁불퉁한, 거센, 강장한, 미가공의. sandy: 불안정한, 모래의, 모래투성이의, 연한 갈색의, 여자 이름, 스코틀랜드 인의 별명, 모랫빛의, 모래빛의, 꺼칠꺼칠한, 남자 이름. shrine: 묘, 신전, 성체 용기, 사당, 감실에 모시다, 감실, 성당, 성물함,

을 사당에 모시다, 성골함, 전당. stacked: 육체미 있는. strand: 바닷가, 좌초시키다, 가닥을 끊다, 물가, 꼬다, 좌초하다, 외가닥, 궁핍하게 하다. timber: 재목, 큰 재목, 재목으로 건축하다, 인품, 선재, 용재, 소질, 수목, 삼림, 목조 장애물, 삼주문. tribute: 공물, 찬사, 선물, 감사의 말, 광부에게 주는 배당.

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him on his deathbed like a memory of an indomitable defiance. Stealthily he landed his men on the other side of the island opposite to the Bugis camp, and led them across. After a short but quite silent scuffle, Cornelius, who had tried to slink away at the moment of landing, resigned himself to show the way where the undergrowth was most sparse. Brown held both his skinny hands together behind his back in the grip of one vast fist, and now and then impelled him forward with a fierce push. Cornelius remained as mute as a fish, abject but faithful to his purpose, whose accomplishment loomed before him dimly. At the edge of the patch of forest Brown's men spread themselves out in cover and waited. The camp was plain from end to end before their eyes, and no one looked their way. Nobody even dreamed that the white men could have any knowledge of the narrow channel at the back of the island. When he judged the moment come, Brown yelled, "Let them have it," and fourteen shots rang out like one.% 'Tamb' Itam told me the surprise was so great that, except for those who fell dead or wounded, not a soul of them moved for quite an appreciable time after the first discharge. Then a man screamed, and after that scream a great yell of amazement and fear went up from all the throats. A blind panic drove these men in a surging swaying mob to and fro along the shore like a herd of cattle afraid of the water. Some few jumped into the river then, but most of them did so only after the last discharge. Three times Brown's men fired into the ruck, Brown, the only one in view, cursing and yelling, "Aim low! aim low!" 'Tamb' Itam says that, as for him, he understood at the first volley what had happened. Though untouched he fell down and lay as if dead, but with his eyes open. At the sound of the first shots Dain Waris, reclining on the couch, jumped up and ran out upon the open shore, just in time to receive a bullet in his forehead at the second discharge. Tamb' Itam saw him fling his arms wide open before he fell. Then, he says, a great fear came upon him--not before. The white men retired as they had come--unseen. 'Thus Brown balanced his account with the evil fortune. Notice that even in this awful outbreak there is a superiority as of a man who carries right--the

Korean accomplishment: 성취, 완성, 성과.서투른 제주, 수행, 실행, 소양, 예능, 성과, 서투른 재주. balanced: 안정된, 완전 영양식, 균형 잡힌, 균형이 잡힌. deathbed: 죽음의 자리, 임종, 죽음의 자리의. discharge: 발사하다, 방전, 방출하다, 이행하다, 방전하다, 해임, 짐을부리다, 번지다, 해고, 해고하다, 발사.

mob: 폭도, 오합지졸, 군중, 떼지어 습격하다, 소매치기의 일당, 소매치기의 한패, 도둑의 일당, 대중취향, 폭도의, 하충민, 군중의. outbreak: 폭동, 반발, 광맥의 노출, 노출, 돌발, 전쟁 따위의 돌발. resigned: 체념한, 사직한, 사직하여 빈, 을 감수하는, 인종하는, 단념한, 복종적인. ruck: 잡동사니, 다수, 대중, 주름살, 럭, 다량, 낙오된 말의 떼, 러크하다,

주름, 허섭쓰레기, 주름지게 주름지다. scuffle: 난투, 당황하여 돌아다니다, 맞붙어 싸우다, 발을 질질 끄는 걸음, 발을 질질 끌며 걷다, 당황하여 달리다. sparse: 희박한, 빈약한, 희소한, 성긴, 부족한, 드문드문 난. superiority: 우월, 우세. untouched: 언급되지 않은, 손대지 않은, 감동되지 않은, 논급되지 않은.

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abstract thing--within the envelope of his common desires. It was not a vulgar and treacherous massacre; it was a lesson, a retribution--a demonstration of some obscure and awful attribute of our nature which, I am afraid, is not so very far under the surface as we like to think.% 'Afterwards the whites depart unseen by Tamb' Itam, and seem to vanish from before men's eyes altogether; and the schooner, too, vanishes after the manner of stolen goods. But a story is told of a white long-boat picked up a month later in the Indian Ocean by a cargo steamer. Two parched, yellow, glassy-eyed, whispering skeletons in her recognised the authority of a third, who declared that his name was Brown. His schooner, he reported, bound south with a cargo of Java sugar, had sprung a bad leak and sank under his feet. He and his companions were the survivors of a crew of six. The two died on board the steamer which rescued them. Brown lived to be seen by me, and I can testify that he had played his part to the last. 'It seems, however, that in going away they had neglected to cast off Cornelius's canoe. Cornelius himself Brown had let go at the beginning of the shooting, with a kick for a parting benediction. Tamb' Itam, after arising from amongst the dead, saw the Nazarene running up and down the shore amongst the corpses and the expiring fires. He uttered little cries. Suddenly he rushed to the water, and made frantic efforts to get one of the Bugis boats into the water. "Afterwards, till he had seen me," related Tamb' Itam, "he stood looking at the heavy canoe and scratching his head." "What became of him?" I asked. Tamb' Itam, staring hard at me, made an expressive gesture with his right arm. "Twice I struck, Tuan," he said. "When he beheld me approaching he cast himself violently on the ground and made a great outcry, kicking. He screeched like a frightened hen till he felt the point; then he was still, and lay staring at me while his life went out of his eyes." 'This done, Tamb' Itam did not tarry. He understood the importance of being the first with the awful news at the fort. There were, of course, many survivors of Dain Waris's party; but in the extremity of panic some had swum across the river, others had bolted into the bush. The fact is that they did not know really

Korean attribute: 불어다니는 것, 속성, 에 돌리다, 특질, 표지, 한정사, 탓으로돌리다-속성, 부속물, 탓으로 돌리다. depart: 벗어나다, 출발하다, 떠나다, 빗나가다, 세상을 떠나다. extremity: 말단, 수족, 선단, 곤경, 비상수단, 끝, 극한, 극단, 극도, 극단책, 앞끝. gesture: 몸짓, 손짓, 제스처, 태도, 선전적 행위, 거동, 기미, 의사 표시,

행위, 몸짓하기. hen: 암컷, 암닭, 암탉. leak: 새다, 샘, 새는 구멍이 있다, 새는 곳, 누전, 새기 시작하다, 새다비, 새는 구멍, 비밀 따위가 새다, 새는 물, 새게 하다. massacre: 학살하다, 대학살, 헐뜯다, 압승하다, 완패, 대량 학살, 해치우다, 다수의 동물을 학살하다, 남을 헐뜯다, 상대를 압승하다, 시합 따위에서 상대를 압승하다.

outcry: 외침, 경매, 떠들썩함, 보다 큰 소리로 외치다, 야료하다, 항의. related: 관계 있는, 관계가 있는, 관련된, 동족의, 친족의, 관계있는. stolen: 훔친. tarry: 늦어지다, 기다리다, 타르의, 망설이다, 타르로 더럽혀진, 타르를 칠한, 머무르다, 체재, 체재하다. testify: 증명하다, 확언하다, 증인이 되다, 증언하다, 입증하다, 공언하다, 의 증거가 되다.

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who %struck that blow--whether more white robbers were not coming, whether they had not already got hold of the whole land. They imagined themselves to be the victims of a vast treachery, and utterly doomed to destruction. It is said that some small parties did not come in till three days afterwards. However, a few tried to make their way back to Patusan at once, and one of the canoes that were patrolling the river that morning was in sight of the camp at the very moment of the attack. It is true that at first the men in her leaped overboard and swam to the opposite bank, but afterwards they returned to their boat and started fearfully up-stream. Of these Tamb' Itam had an hour's advance.'

Korean attack: 습격하다, 공격하다, 침범하다, 착수하다, 공격, 습격, 발성, 발성법, 발음, 발음법, 개시. bank: 은행, 둑, 쌓아 올리다, 은행과 거래하다, 퇴적, 재에 묻다, 에워싸다, 부제목, 한 줄, 노젓는 자리, 한줄로 늘어선 노. boat: 보트, 기선, 나르다, 배에 싣다, 배 모양의 그릇-배로 가다, 배, 배에 태우다, 보트를 타다, 자동차, 배 모양의 그릇.

coming: 다음의, 도래, 오는, 신진의, 그리스도의 재림, 내방, 다가올, 미래의, 유명해지기 시작한, 올, 도착. destruction: 파괴, 멸망, 절멸, 파멸의 원인. fearfully: 몹시, 무서워하며, 무섭게, 굉장히, 지독히, 벌벌 떨며, 거정스럽게, 지독하게. few: 별로없는, 적은, 거의 없는, 조금은 있는, 수가 적은. land: 땅, 소유지, 상륙시키다,

상륙하다, 토지, 육지, 지면, 빠지다, 뭍, 얻다, 에 빠지게 하다. returned: 송환된, 돌려보내진, 돌아 온, 돌아온. treachery: 배반, 배신, 반역. tried: 시험이 끝난, 확실한, 시험을 마친. true: 진실로, 진짜의, 성실한, 정확한, 정확한 상태, 틀림없는, 바르게 맞추다, 진실, 정확히, 번치 않는, 참다운.

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CHAPTER 45 'When%Tamb' Itam, paddling madly, came into the town-reach, the women, thronging the platforms before the houses, were looking out for the return of Dain Waris's little fleet of boats. The town had a festive air; here and there men, still with spears or guns in their hands, could be seen moving or standing on the shore in groups. Chinamen's shops had been opened early; but the market-place was empty, and a sentry, still posted at the corner of the fort, made out Tamb' Itam, and shouted to those within. The gate was wide open. Tamb' Itam jumped ashore and ran in headlong. The first person he met was the girl coming down from the house. 'Tamb' Itam, disordered, panting, with trembling lips and wild eyes, stood for a time before her as if a sudden spell had been laid on him. Then he broke out very quickly: "They have killed Dain Waris and many more." She clapped her hands, and her first words were, "Shut the gates." Most of the fortmen had gone back to their houses, but Tamb' Itam hurried on the few who remained for their turn of duty within. The girl stood in the middle of the courtyard while the others ran about. "Doramin," she cried despairingly, as Tamb' Itam passed her. Next time he went by he answered her thought rapidly, "Yes. But we have all the powder in Patusan." She caught him by the arm, and, pointing at the house, "Call him out," she whispered, trembling. 'Tamb' Itam ran up the steps. His master was sleeping. "It is I, Tamb' Itam," he cried at the door, "with tidings that cannot wait." He saw Jim turn over on the

Korean corner: 구석, 매점하다, 모퉁이, 을 구석으로 몰다, 모를 내다, 매점, 지방, 궁지, 모서리의 쇠붙이, 구석진 곳, 코너킥. despairingly: 절망적으로, 가망 없게, 자포자기로. gate: 수문, 문, 입장자수, 입장권 매상총액, 문짝, 금족을 명하다, 출입구, 차단기, 시가, 법정, 방법. master: 주인, 석사, 도련님, 대가, 선생, 명인, 숙달하다, 임자, 교장,

가장, 억제하다. 철자하다, 매력, 교대, 한바탕의 일, middle: 중앙, 중부, 허리, 중간, 다 쓰다, 을 매혹되어, 매혹되어, 중명사몸통, 한가운데의, 중앙의, 기분이 나쁜 때. 중간물, 중간에 두다, 중간의, 중명사. standing: 지위, 상비의, 서 있음, moving: 움직이는, 동기가 되는, 영구적인, 존속, 괴어 있는, 명성, 원동력의, 감동시키는, 움직이게 입목, 관에 박힌, 베지 않은, 서 있는. 하는, 움직임. tidings: 소식, 통지, 사건, 기별. posted: 밝은, 정통한, 지위가 있는. wild: 난폭한, 황무지, 황폐한, rapidly: 서둘러, 급속히, 신속히, 열광적인, 야생의, 야만의, 빗나간, 순식간에, 빠르게, 빨리. 사람이 살지 않는, 난폭하게, 황야, spell: 주문, 마력, 주문으로 얽어매다, 방탕한.

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pillow and open his eyes, and he burst out at once. "This, Tuan, is a day of evil, an accursed day." His master raised himself on his elbow to listen--just as Dain Waris had done. And then Tamb' Itam began his tale, trying to relate the story in order, calling Dain Waris Panglima, and saying: "The Panglima then called out to the chief of his own boatmen, 'Give Tamb' Itam something to eat' "--when his master put his feet to the ground and looked at him with such a discomposed face that the words remained in his throat.% ' "Speak out," said Jim. "Is he dead?" "May you live long," cried Tamb' Itam. "It was a most cruel treachery. He ran out at the first shots and fell." . . . His master walked to the window and with his fist struck at the shutter. The room was made light; and then in a steady voice, but speaking fast, he began to give him orders to assemble a fleet of boats for immediate pursuit, go to this man, to the other--send messengers; and as he talked he sat down on the bed, stooping to lace his boots hurriedly, and suddenly looked up. "Why do you stand here?" he asked very red-faced. "Waste no time." Tamb' Itam did not move. "Forgive me, Tuan, but . . . but," he began to stammer. "What?" cried his master aloud, looking terrible, leaning forward with his hands gripping the edge of the bed. "It is not safe for thy servant to go out amongst the people," said Tamb' Itam, after hesitating a moment. 'Then Jim understood. He had retreated from one world, for a small matter of an impulsive jump, and now the other, the work of his own hands, had fallen in ruins upon his head. It was not safe for his servant to go out amongst his own people! I believe that in that very moment he had decided to defy the disaster in the only way it occurred to him such a disaster could be defied; but all I know is that, without a word, he came out of his room and sat before the long table, at the head of which he was accustomed to regulate the affairs of his world, proclaiming daily the truth that surely lived in his heart. The dark powers should not rob him twice of his peace. He sat like a stone figure. Tamb' Itam, deferential, hinted at preparations for defence. The girl he loved came in and spoke to him, but he made a sign with his hand, and she was awed by the dumb appeal for

Korean accustomed: 익숙한, 평소의, 여느 술, 끈으로 죄다. 때와 다름없는, 길든, 습관의, 에 pillow: 베개, 방석, 덧대는 물건익숙한. 베개로 하다, 베개삼다, 베어링, boots: 구두닦이, 구두 닦기, 구두닦기. 올려놓다. calling: 천직, 부름, 직업, 소집, 점호, red-faced: 얼굴이 붉은, 화가 난, 강한 충동, 하느님의 부르심, 방문, 부끄러운, 당황한, 얼굴을 붉힌. 울음소리, 외침, 소명. regulate: 조절하다, 규정하다, gripping: 주의를 끄는, 매력있는. 규제하다, 통제하다, 표준, 조정기, lace: 매질하다, 레이스, 끈, 장식, 정리하다, 규칙적이 되게하다, 가미하다, 몰, 줄무늬로 하다, 규칙바르게하다, 규칙 바르게하다, 비난하다, 에 끈을 꿰다, 소량의 진 단속하다.

relate: 말하다, 관계시키다, 관련시키다, 이야기하다, 관련이 있다, 친척으로 삼다, 와 친척 관계에 있다, 친척 관계에 있다. saying: 속담, 격언, 말, 말하기. shutter: 셔터, 덧문, 개폐기, 셔터를 달다, 문을 달다, 덧문을 닫다, 닫는 사람, 닫는 것, 겉창을 닫다. tale: 이야기, 총수, 거짓말, 험담, 전체, 수, 소문, 비밀을 퍼뜨리다, 고자질, 계산, 객담.

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silence in it. She went out on the verandah and sat on the threshold, as if to guard him with her body from dangers outside.% 'What thoughts passed through his head--what memories? Who can tell? Everything was gone, and he who had been once unfaithful to his trust had lost again all men's confidence. It was then, I believe, he tried to write--to somebody-and gave it up. Loneliness was closing on him. People had trusted him with their lives--only for that; and yet they could never, as he had said, never be made to understand him. Those without did not hear him make a sound. Later, towards the evening, he came to the door and called for Tamb' Itam. "Well?" he asked. "There is much weeping. Much anger too," said Tamb' Itam. Jim looked up at him. "You know," he murmured. "Yes, Tuan," said Tamb' Itam. "Thy servant does know, and the gates are closed. We shall have to fight." "Fight! What for?" he asked. "For our lives." "I have no life," he said. Tamb' Itam heard a cry from the girl at the door. "Who knows?" said Tamb' Itam. "By audacity and cunning we may even escape. There is much fear in men's hearts too." He went out, thinking vaguely of boats and of open sea, leaving Jim and the girl together. 'I haven't the heart to set down here such glimpses as she had given me of the hour or more she passed in there wrestling with him for the possession of her happiness. Whether he had any hope-- what he expected, what he imagined--it is impossible to say. He was inflexible, and with the growing loneliness of his obstinacy his spirit seemed to rise above the ruins of his existence. She cried "Fight!" into his ear. She could not understand. There was nothing to fight for. He was going to prove his power in another way and conquer the fatal destiny itself. He came out into the courtyard, and behind him, with streaming hair, wild of face, breathless, she staggered out and leaned on the side of the doorway. "Open the gates," he ordered. Afterwards, turning to those of his men who were inside, he gave them leave to depart to their homes. "For how long, Tuan?" asked one of them timidly. "For all life," he said, in a sombre tone. 'A hush had fallen upon the town after the outburst of wailing and lamentation that had swept over the river, like a gust of wind from the opened abode of sorrow. But rumours flew in whispers, filling the hearts with

Korean closing: 마감, 폐쇄, 마지막의, 종결, 결산, 결산의, 폐점, 마감하는, 밀폐, 폐회의, 종장의. conquer: 정복하다, 극복하다, 손아귀에 넣다, 억누르다, 획득하다, 승리를얻다, 타파하다, 공략하다, 이가다, 승리를 얻다. ear: 귀, 청각, 경청, 보리 따위의 이삭, 귀꼴의 물건, 귓바퀴, 옥수수 열매, 옥수수열매, 귀 모양의 것, 이삭, 이삭이 패다.

escape: 도망, 달아나다, 도피, 면하다, 탈출하다, 새다, 남지않다, 탈출, 샘, 야생으로 돌아가다, 흐려지다. fatal: 숙명적인, 치명적인, 결정적인, 운명의. filling: 충전, 충전재, 속에 넣는 것, 쌓아 올린 흙. lamentation: 비탄, 슬픔, 예레미야 애가. leaving: 찌꺼기, 잔물, 쓰레기. possession: 소유, 영지, 점유, 편애,

선입관, 속령, 소유물, 자제, 소유물.재산, 재산, 흘림. timidly: 소심하게, 겁많게, 마음이 약해서. unfaithful: 성실하지 않은, 부정한, 부정확한, 정숙하지 못한, 불충실한. weeping: 드리우는, 가지가 휘늘어진, 우는, 눈물 흘리는, 눈물울 흘리는, 눈물을 흘리는, 늘어짐, 배어 나오는, 스며 나오는, 스며 나옴, 울음. wrestling: 레슬링, 씨름.

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consternation and horrible doubts. The robbers were coming back, bringing many others with them, in a great ship, and there would be no refuge in the land for any one. A sense of utter insecurity as during an earthquake pervaded the minds of men, who whispered their suspicions, looking at each other as if in the presence of some awful portent.% 'The sun was sinking towards the forests when Dain Waris's body was brought into Doramin's campong. Four men carried it in, covered decently with a white sheet which the old mother had sent out down to the gate to meet her son on his return. They laid him at Doramin's feet, and the old man sat still for a long time, one hand on each knee, looking down. The fronds of palms swayed gently, and the foliage of fruit trees stirred above his head. Every single man of his people was there, fully armed, when the old nakhoda at last raised his eyes. He moved them slowly over the crowd, as if seeking for a missing face. Again his chin sank on his breast. The whispers of many men mingled with the slight rustling of the leaves. 'The Malay who had brought Tamb' Itam and the girl to Samarang was there too. "Not so angry as many," he said to me, but struck with a great awe and wonder at the "suddenness of men's fate, which hangs over their heads like a cloud charged with thunder." He told me that when Dain Waris's body was uncovered at a sign of Doramin's, he whom they often called the white lord's friend was disclosed lying unchanged with his eyelids a little open as if about to wake. Doramin leaned forward a little more, like one looking for something fallen on the ground. His eyes searched the body from its feet to its head, for the wound maybe. It was in the forehead and small; and there was no word spoken while one of the by-standers, stooping, took off the silver ring from the cold stiff hand. In silence he held it up before Doramin. A murmur of dismay and horror ran through the crowd at the sight of that familiar token. The old nakhoda stared at it, and suddenly let out one great fierce cry, deep from the chest, a roar of pain and fury, as mighty as the bellow of a wounded bull, bringing great fear into men's hearts, by the magnitude of his anger and his sorrow that could be plainly discerned without words. There was a great stillness afterwards for a space,

Korean charged: 긴장된, 논쟁이 일어날 것 같은, 대전한, 마약에 취한, 실효전하를 가진, 일촉즉발의. chest: 가슴, 궤, 금고, 밀폐 용기, 상자, 큰상자, 흉곽, 장롱, 자금, 가슴 속, 흉중. consternation: 깜짝 놀람, 대경실색, 경악. earthquake: 지진, 대변동. fruit: 과일, 자손, 결과, 생산물, 소산, 과실, 에 열매를 맺게하다, 열매를

맺다, 과일이 생기다, 수확물, 수확. 안전지대, 핑계, 도피처, 구실, 의지, gently: 점잖게, 부드럽게, 서서히, 의지가 되는 사람, 의지가 되는 물건, 양반답게, 조용히, 완만하게, 위안자. 온화하게, 예의범절이 바르게, rustling: 살랑살랑 소리나는, 활발한, 우아하게, 천천히, 친절히. 활동적인, 옷스치는 소리가 나는, horror: 공포, 열등품, 소름끼치게하는, 가축 도둑질, 살랑살랑 소리. 염오, 무서운것, 공포의 전율, 치가 spoken: 구두, 입으로 말하는, 구두의, 떨리는 기분, 무서운 것, 참으로 담화에 사용되는, 말에 사용되는. 지독한 것. wound: 해치다, 상처를 입히다, 부상, moved: 움직이는. 고통, 손해, 사랑의 상처, 상처, refuge: 피난처, 은신처, 피난, 상처내다, 부상하게 하다, 손상.

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while the body was being borne aside by four men. They laid it down under a tree, and on the instant, with one long shriek, all the women of the household began to wail together; they mourned with shrill cries; the sun was setting, and in the intervals of screamed lamentations the high sing-song voices of two old men intoning the Koran chanted alone.% 'About this time Jim, leaning on a gun-carriage, looked at the river, and turned his back on the house; and the girl, in the doorway, panting as if she had run herself to a standstill, was looking at him across the yard. Tamb' Itam stood not far from his master, waiting patiently for what might happen. All at once Jim, who seemed to be lost in quiet thought, turned to him and said, "Time to finish this." ' "Tuan?" said Tamb' Itam, advancing with alacrity. He did not know what his master meant, but as soon as Jim made a movement the girl started too and walked down into the open space. It seems that no one else of the people of the house was in sight. She tottered slightly, and about half-way down called out to Jim, who had apparently resumed his peaceful contemplation of the river. He turned round, setting his back against the gun. "Will you fight?" she cried. "There is nothing to fight for," he said; "nothing is lost." Saying this he made a step towards her. "Will you fly?" she cried again. "There is no escape," he said, stopping short, and she stood still also, silent, devouring him with her eyes. "And you shall go?" she said slowly. He bent his head. "Ah!" she exclaimed, peering at him as it were, "you are mad or false. Do you remember the night I prayed you to leave me, and you said that you could not? That it was impossible! Impossible! Do you remember you said you would never leave me? Why? I asked you for no promise. You promised unasked--remember." "Enough, poor girl," he said. "I should not be worth having." 'Tamb' Itam said that while they were talking she would laugh loud and senselessly like one under the visitation of God. His master put his hands to his head. He was fully dressed as for every day, but without a hat. She stopped laughing suddenly. "For the last time," she cried menacingly, "will you defend yourself?" "Nothing can touch me," he said in a last flicker of superb egoism.

Korean dressed: 요리 준비가 된, 옷을 입은, 과거분사, 손질을 한. false: 가짜의, 가락이 맞지 않는, 거짓의, 틀린, 부정의, 가의, 임시의, 불성실한, 꾸민, 그릇된, 의사의. gun-carriage: 포차. laugh: 웃다, 웃음, 흥겨워하다, 시키다, 조모하다, 웃으며 ...하다, 곡식 따위가 유쾌한 듯이 소리내어 웃다, 경치 따위가 유쾌한 듯이 소리내어 웃다, 물 따위가 유쾌한

듯이 소리내어 웃다, 소리를 내어 웃다, 웃어서 이르게 하다. laughing: 우스운, 기쁜듯한, 웃는, 웃을, 웃고 있는, 웃을 만한, 웃음. mad: 미친, 무모한, 열중한, 들떠서 흥청거리는, 공수병에 걸린, 미친 것 같은, 성난, 열광한, 분노. senselessly: 무감각한, 무의식의, 무분별한, 무의식적으로, 무감각하게, 무분별하게. standstill: 정지, 휴지, 막힘, 침체.

stopping: 정지, 중지, 메우개, 구두점을 찍음, 멈추게 함, 멎는, 메워서 채움, 손가락으로 선을 누름. superb: 굉장한, 멋진, 장려한, 화려한, 훌륭한, 당당한. visitation: 천벌, 방문, 순시, 천혜, 시찰, 선박 임검, 그 축일, 성모 방문의 축일, 순회 조사, 오래 끄는 방문, 필요 이상 머무는 방문. yard: 야드, 마당, 조차장, 뜰, 마, 구내, 작업장, 활대, 일터, 지팡이, 막대.

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Tamb' Itam saw her lean forward where she stood, open her arms, and run at him swiftly. She flung herself upon his breast and clasped him round the neck.% ' "Ah! but I shall hold thee thus," she cried. . . . "Thou art mine!" 'She sobbed on his shoulder. The sky over Patusan was blood-red, immense, streaming like an open vein. An enormous sun nestled crimson amongst the tree-tops, and the forest below had a black and forbidding face. 'Tamb' Itam tells me that on that evening the aspect of the heavens was angry and frightful. I may well believe it, for I know that on that very day a cyclone passed within sixty miles of the coast, though there was hardly more than a languid stir of air in the place. 'Suddenly Tamb' Itam saw Jim catch her arms, trying to unclasp her hands. She hung on them with her head fallen back; her hair touched the ground. "Come here!" his master called, and Tamb' Itam helped to ease her down. It was difficult to separate her fingers. Jim, bending over her, looked earnestly upon her face, and all at once ran to the landing-stage. Tamb' Itam followed him, but turning his head, he saw that she had struggled up to her feet. She ran after them a few steps, then fell down heavily on her knees. "Tuan! Tuan!" called Tamb' Itam, "look back;" but Jim was already in a canoe, standing up paddle in hand. He did not look back. Tamb' Itam had just time to scramble in after him when the canoe floated clear. The girl was then on her knees, with clasped hands, at the watergate. She remained thus for a time in a supplicating attitude before she sprang up. "You are false!" she screamed out after Jim. "Forgive me," he cried. "Never! Never!" she called back. 'Tamb' Itam took the paddle from Jim's hands, it being unseemly that he should sit while his lord paddled. When they reached the other shore his master forbade him to come any farther; but Tamb' Itam did follow him at a distance, walking up the slope to Doramin's campong. 'It was beginning to grow dark. Torches twinkled here and there. Those they met seemed awestruck, and stood aside hastily to let Jim pass. The wailing of

Korean cyclone: 대폭풍, 선풍, 열대성 저기압, 험학한, 가격등 가까이하기 어려운, 집진 장치, 온대성저기압, 큰 회오리 무서운, 가까이 하기 어려운, 험악한. 바람, 회리바람. frightful: 무서운, 추악한, 불쾌한, ease: 안락, 안심시키다, 늦추다, 덜다, 아주 보기 싫은, 아주 보기 흉한, 편안, 여유, 쉬움, 마음놓고, 지독한. 안심하다, 불안하여, 마음놓이지 heavily: 느릿느릿, 무겁게, 묵직하게, 않아. 힘에겨운듯이, 무겁게 육중하게, enormous: 거대한, 막대한, 흉악한, 무거운 듯이, 답답하게, 몹시, 악독한. 엄숙하고 무게있게. forbidding: 싫은, 인상 등이 sixty: 예순 개, 육십세의, 육십의, 험상궂은, 가까이하기 어려운, 장소, 육십일불 어음, 육십대, 육십년대,

육십, 육십세, 예순 개의. slope: 경사지다, 경사도, 비탈, 경사면, 경사지게 하다, 경사, 달아나다, 어깨 총의 자세, 자체의 기울기. thee: 너를, 너에게. thou: 너는, 네가, 달러, 당신은, 천개, 파운드. unclasp: 펴다, 걸쇠를 벗기다, 놓다, 의 걸쇠를 벗기다.

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women came from above. The courtyard was full of armed Bugis with their followers, and of Patusan people.% 'I do not know what this gathering really meant. Were these preparations for war, or for vengeance, or to repulse a threatened invasion? Many days elapsed before the people had ceased to look out, quaking, for the return of the white men with long beards and in rags, whose exact relation to their own white man they could never understand. Even for those simple minds poor Jim remains under a cloud. 'Doramin, alone! immense and desolate, sat in his arm-chair with the pair of flintlock pistols on his knees, faced by a armed throng. When Jim appeared, at somebody's exclamation, all the heads turned round together, and then the mass opened right and left, and he walked up a lane of averted glances. Whispers followed him; murmurs: "He has worked all the evil." "He hath a charm." . . . He heard them--perhaps! 'When he came up into the light of torches the wailing of the women ceased suddenly. Doramin did not lift his head, and Jim stood silent before him for a time. Then he looked to the left, and moved in that direction with measured steps. Dain Waris's mother crouched at the head of the body, and the grey dishevelled hair concealed her face. Jim came up slowly, looked at his dead friend, lifting the sheet, than dropped it without a word. Slowly he walked back. ' "He came! He came!" was running from lip to lip, making a murmur to which he moved. "He hath taken it upon his own head," a voice said aloud. He heard this and turned to the crowd. "Yes. Upon my head." A few people recoiled. Jim waited awhile before Doramin, and then said gently, "I am come in sorrow." He waited again. "I am come ready and unarmed," he repeated. 'The unwieldy old man, lowering his big forehead like an ox under a yoke, made an effort to rise, clutching at the flintlock pistols on his knees. From his throat came gurgling, choking, inhuman sounds, and his two attendants helped him from behind. People remarked that the ring which he had dropped on his lap fell and rolled against the foot of the white man, and that poor Jim glanced down at the talisman that had opened for him the door of fame, love, and

Korean awhile: 잠시, 잠깐. hath: 직설법, 현재. inhuman: 몰인정한, 비인간적인, 초인적인, 잔학한, 냉혹한, 잔인한. invasion: 침입, 침해, 침략. lap: 무릎, 싸다, 핥다, 기르는 환경, 한바퀴 돌다, 아랫자락, 기꺼이 듣다, 접어겹치다, 한번감기, 처진 부분, 무릎부분. lip: 입술, 입술을 쓰다, 찰싹찰싹 치다, 수다, 귀때, 입, 입술을 대다,

중얼거리다, 끝끝내 고집을 세우다, 에 입술을 대다, 표면만의. quaking: 떨고있는, 전율하고 있는, 흔들리는. relation: 관계, 이야기, 관련, 고발, 설화, 교섭, 성교, 친척관계, 친척, 친족관계, 진술. talisman: 부적, 호부, 신비한 힘이 있는 것. throat: 좁은 통로, 목소리, 목, 기관, 목구멍, 에 홈을 만들다, 에 홈을

파다, 좁은 입구, 좁은 출구, 목구멍 모양의 물건. throng: 군중, 쇄도하다, 혼잡, 모여들다, 중압, 에 모여들다, 많은 것의 집합, 떼를 지어 모이다, 가득 메우다. unwieldy: 다루기 힘든, 모양이 없는, 부피가 큰, 꼴 사나운. yoke: 멍에, 멜대, 어깨, 한쌍의 가축, 허리, 지배, 어울리다, 멍에문, 함께 일하다, 결합시키다, 이음목.

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success within the wall of forests fringed with white foam, within the coast that under the western sun looks like the very stronghold of the night. Doramin, struggling to keep his feet, made with his two supporters a swaying, tottering group; his little eyes stared with an expression of mad pain, of rage, with a ferocious glitter, which the bystanders noticed; and then, while Jim stood stiffened and with bared head in the light of torches, looking him straight in the face, he clung heavily with his left arm round the neck of a bowed youth, and lifting deliberately his right, shot his son's friend through the chest.% 'The crowd, which had fallen apart behind Jim as soon as Doramin had raised his hand, rushed tumultuously forward after the shot. They say that the white man sent right and left at all those faces a proud and unflinching glance. Then with his hand over his lips he fell forward, dead. 'And that's the end. He passes away under a cloud, inscrutable at heart, forgotten, unforgiven, and excessively romantic. Not in the wildest days of his boyish visions could he have seen the alluring shape of such an extraordinary success! For it may very well be that in the short moment of his last proud and unflinching glance, he had beheld the face of that opportunity which, like an Eastern bride, had come veiled to his side. 'But we can see him, an obscure conqueror of fame, tearing himself out of the arms of a jealous love at the sign, at the call of his exalted egoism. He goes away from a living woman to celebrate his pitiless wedding with a shadowy ideal of conduct. Is he satisfied-- quite, now, I wonder? We ought to know. He is one of us--and have I not stood up once, like an evoked ghost, to answer for his eternal constancy? Was I so very wrong after all? Now he is no more, there are days when the reality of his existence comes to me with an immense, with an overwhelming force; and yet upon my honour there are moments, too when he passes from my eyes like a disembodied spirit astray amongst the passions of this earth, ready to surrender himself faithfully to the claim of his own world of shades. 'Who knows? He is gone, inscrutable at heart, and the poor girl is leading a sort of soundless, inert life in Stein's house. Stein has aged greatly of late. He

Korean alluring: 유혹하는, 마음을 끄는, 마음을 홀리는, 유인하는, 황홀한, 매혹적인. celebrate: 찬양하다, 거행하다, 기념일을 축하하다, 세상에 알리다, 축제 기분에 젖다, 축하하다, 찬미하다, 축하, 칭찬, 유명한, 식을 올려 기념하다. conqueror: 정복자, 승리자, 전승자, 정복왕 윌리엄 일세, 정복왕 윌리엄 1세.

fringed: 가두리 장식이 달린, 톱니처럼 째진. glance: 빗나가다 흘긋 돌리다, 훑어 보다, 잠깐 언급되다, 잠깐 보아서, 흘긋 봄, 일견하다, 흘긋 돌리다, 스치고 지나가 다, 흘긋, 일견, 번쩍 빛나다. honour: 명예, 도의심, 면목, 명성, 우등, 존경, 끗수가 가장 높은 패, 명예가 되는 것, 명예상, 에 영광을 주다, 인수하다.

jealous: 불신앙을 용서치 않는, 샘내는, 질투많은, 경계심이 강한, 다른 신을 섬기는 것을 허락지 않는, 지키는데 급급한, 질투심 많은. opportunity: 기회. soundless: 깊이를 헤아릴 수 없는, 아주 깊은, 소리나지 않는, 깊이를 잴 수 없는, 소리 없는. struggling: 분투하는, 생활고와 싸우는, 기를쓰는, 발버둥치는, 노력하는.

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feels %it himself, and says often that he is "preparing to leave all this; preparing to leave . . ." while he waves his hand sadly at his butterflies.' September 1899--July 1900.

Korean leave: 떠나다, 휴가, 남기다, 잎이 나오다, 놓고가다, 둔채 잊다, 인 채로 두다, 허가, 출발하다, 맡기다, 작별. sadly: 슬프게, 한탄할 정도로, 치사한, 천한, 진지한, 우중충충한, 지독한, 절망적인, 유감스럽게도, 어두운, 애처롭게. waves: 미해군 여자 예비부대.

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GLOSSARY aback: 깜짝 놀라다, 당하다, 돛이 거꾸로, 뒤로, 후방으로, 돛이 역풍을 받고 abaft: 고물에, 뒤로, 뒤에, 후반부쪽으로 abhorrent: 상반되는, 서로 용납 안 되는, 지겨운, 몹시 싫은, 아주 질색인 abiding: 영속적인, 오래 지속되는 abject: 비열한, 비참한, 절망적인, 천한, 치사한, 비천한 abjectly: 비열함 abode: 체류, 주거, 거주, 주소 abominable: 지독한, 싫은, 지겹게, 지겨운, 지긋지긋한, 참으로 싫은 abominably: 몹시, 지독히, 가증스레 abomination: 증오, 혐오, 싫은 일, 질색, 가증스러운 행위 abreast: 나란히, 어깨를 나란히 하여, 옆으로 나란히 abrupt: 험준한, 느닷없는, 퉁명스러운, 뜻밖의, 단열의, 툭 잘라낸 꼴의 absently: 얼빠져, 넋을 잃고, 멍하니, 방심하여 absolution: 책임 해제, 면죄, 면제, 사면 abstention: 절제, 기권, 자제, 회피 absurdity: 부조리한, 엉터리없는 일, 불합리, 어리석은 일 absurdly: 불합리하게, 엉터리로 abundantly: 남아돌 정도의 abusive: 남용하는, 입사나운, 독설의, 입 사나운, 학대하는, 남용 abyss: 심연, 혼돈, 지옥, 나락, 끝없이 깊은 구렁 accents: 신문 accidentally: 우연히, 뜻밖에, 뜻하지 않게, 우윤히 accompaniment: 반주, 수반하는 물건, 반주부, 부속물 accomplice: 공범자, 동류, 협력자, 연루자 accomplish: 숙달한, 완수하다, 가르치다, 달성하다, 성취하다,

완성한, 소양이있는, 소양이 있는, 이루다, 에게 가르치다 accomplishment: 성취, 완성, 성과.서투른 제주, 수행, 실행, 소양, 예능, 성과, 서투른 재주 accordance: 일치, 조화, 일치하여, 조화하여 according: 그러므로, 따라서, 나름으로, 에 따라, 에 의하여 accost: 인사, 말을 걸다. 말붙임, 말붙임, 말을 걸다, 말을걸다, 거지가 남에게 말을걸다, 가까이 가서 말을 걸다 accursed: 저주받은, 지겨운, 저주할 accustomed: 익숙한, 평소의, 여느 때와 다름없는, 길든, 습관의, 에 익숙한 ache: 아프다, 아픔, 쑤시다, 갈망하다, 간망하다, 통증, 하고 싶어 못 견디다 aching: 쑤시는, 아픈 acquaintance: 지식, 알고 있음, 면식, 아는 사람, 잘아는 사람, 익히 알고 있음, 안면, 숙지, 아는 사인 acquainted: 사귀게 된, 안면이 있는, 정통한, 친한 acrimoniously: 신랄하게, 호되게, 독살스럽게 actuality: 현실, 현장, 실태 acutely: 격심하게, 예민하게, 날카롭게 additive: 부가적인, 첨가의, 첨가물 aden: 아덴 adjournment: 연기, 자리 이동, 휴회, 미룸 administer: 타격을 주다, 치료를 하다, 처리하다, 시행하다, 관리하다 admirably: 훌륭히 admiring: 감복한, 감탄하는, 찬미하는, 찬양하는 admittance: 입장, 입장권 ado: 소동, 법석, 야단 법석 adoration: 동경, 숭배, 애모, 경모, 숭비 adrift: 표류하여, 떠돌아, 헤매어,

일정한 직업 없이, 어찌할 바를 몰라 advantageous: 유리한, 형편이 좋은 adventurer: 모험가, 투기꾼, 모험가 누기가, 엉큼한 수단으로 지위나 돈을 노리는 사나이 adventurous: 모험적인, 모험을 즐기는, 모험을 좋아하는, 새로운 요소가 있는, 겁없는 advisedly: 고의로, 숙고를 거듭한 끝에, 숙고한 끝에 afar: 멀리, 원방에서, 원방에 affirm: 단언하다, 확언하다, 확인하다, 긍정하다, 지지하다, 확약하다 afflicted: 괴로워하는, 고민하는 affront: 모욕, 모욕하다, 반항하다, 직면하다, 경멸, 태연하게 맞서다 afield: 들에, 집에서 떨어져, 싸움터에서, 상궤를 벗어나, 벌판에, 들로, 헤맹, 집에서 멀리 떨어져, 고향에서 멀리 떨어져 afloat: 떠서, 해상에, 퍼져, 유통되어, 범람하여, 떠돌아, 수면과 거의 같은 높이로, 행상에, 퍼져서, 침수하여, 유통하여 afresh: 새로이, 다시 한 번 aft: 고무쪽에, 후미에, 고물에, 고물에 있는, 고물쪽에, 흔히, 종종, 고물쪽에 있는 afterthought: 뒷궁리, 늦은생각, 보적 aggravating: 더욱 악화하는, 약오르는, 괴롭히는, 심한, 악화시키는, 화나는 aggrieved: 고민하는, 고통받고 있는, 괴롭혀진, 권리를 침해당한, 불만을 품은, 화가 난, 기분히 상한, 학대받은 agitate: 선동하다, 여론을 환기하다, 휘젓다, 몹시 뒤흔들다, 흥분시키다, 들썩이다, 문제를 활발히 논의하다, 소란을 떨다, 흔들다, 활발히 논의하다 agitated: 흥분한, 동요한 agitation: 선동, 동요, 흥분, 동란, 논의, 뒤흔들기

Joseph Conrad agreeable: 기분 좋은, 유쾌한, 적당한, 어울리는, 쾌이 흥하는, 사근사근한, 마음에 드는, 맞는, 상냥한, 기꺼이 동의하는 ahoy: 어어이 aimless: 목적없는, 목적이 없는, 목표없는 aimlessly: 목적없이, 정처없이 airily: 경쾌하게, 가볍게, 쾌활하게 airy: 바람이 잘 통하는, 공기의, 경솔한, 우미한, 경쾌한, 공중의, 공허한, 하늘 높이 솟은, 점장빼는, 가벼운, 들뜬 akin: 혈족의, 같은, 동족의, 비슷한, 유사해 alabaster: 설화석고, 설화 석고 alacrity: 민활, 활발 alarmed: 불안해 하는, 겁 먹은, 깜짝 놀란 alarming: 놀랄 정도의, 경각심, 경종, 놀라운 alarmingly: 놀랄 만큼, 걱정되리 만큼, 경종을 울리는 alarum: 경보기, 경종, 놀람, 자명종 소리, 경보 alaska: 북아메리카 서북단의 주, 알래스카 alertness: 경계, 비상, 경보, 경계심 alligator: 악어, 악어 입의, 수륙 양용 전차, 스윙 음악광, 악어 가죽, 악어 입 같이 맞물리는 금속 공구, 악어같은, 악어의 alloy: 합금, 섞음질, 비급속, 섞음질하다, 품질을 떨어뜨리다, 합금하다, 품위, 품위-합금하다, 덜다, 합금에 쓰는 비금속, 합금이 되다 alluring: 유혹하는, 마음을 끄는, 마음을 홀리는, 유인하는, 황홀한, 매혹적인 allusion: 암시, 변죽 울림, 약간의 언급, 인유 almighty: 대단한, 전능한, 대단히, 신, 전능자 aloft: 높이, 돛대 꼭대기에, 위로, 위쪽에, 위에 alpaca: 알파카, 알파카 모직물, 알파카 털 alsatian: 알세이셔의, 알자스의, 알사스의, 독일종 셰퍼드, 알사스주민의, 알사스 사람 altercation: 언쟁, 격론, 논쟁 alternately: 번갈아, 교대로, 하나 걸러 altruism: 애타주의, 애타 주의 설, 애타 주의, 이타 주의, 이타 주의 설 amazement: 놀람, 소스라침 amazingly: 놀랄이만큼, 기막힐 정도로

amber: 호박, 호박색의, 호박으로 만든, 호박빛, 호박색, 호박의 ambient: 주위의, 주위를 둘러싸는, 포위한 ambush: 잠복, 매복, 복병, 매복장소, 숨어서 기다리다, 메복하다 amiable: 붙임성 있는, 귀염성 있는, 호감을 주는, 온화한, 상냥한, 마음씨 고운, 귀여운, 마음씨가 상냥한 amiably: 상냥하게 amicable: 우호적인, 평화적인, 친화적인, 타협적인, 유쾌한 amidships: 배의 한가운데에서, 중앙에, 배 복판에 ammunition: 탄약, 군수품, 군용의, 공격수단, 방어수단, 포탄, 폭약, 화약 amuse: 위안하다, 즐겁게, 즐겁게하다, 재미있게하다, 쁘게 하다, 분 전환을 하다, 즐겁게 하다 amusingly: 즐겁게, 재미있게 anchor: 닻, 정착시키다, 힘이 되는 것 닻을 내려 멈추다, 힘이되는 것최종 주자, 닻의, 의지할 힘이 되는 것, 야구 팀에서 제일가는 강타자, 맨 끝 사람, 닻을 내리다, 닻으로 고정시키다, 주저앉다 anchorage: 투묘, 정박, 닻을 내림, 은자의 주거, 정박료, 은둔처, 은둔장소, 정박세, 정박소, 투묘지, 정신적 의지 anchored: 닻을 내린, 서로 가까이 모여 있는 anecdote: 일화, 기담, 비사 anguish: 격통, 고뇌 angular: 모난, 말라빠진, 각이있는, 태도가묵뚝뚝한, 딱딱한, 모서리가 있는, 뼈가 앙상한, 각도의 animated: 싱싱한, 기운찬, 살아있는, 생기가 있는 animation: 생기, 활발, 원기, 만화영화제작, 동화 animosity: 격심한 증오, 악의, 유한, 적의, 원한 annex: 부가하다, 중축, 추가하다, 병합하다, 착복하다, 착복하다추가물 부록, 동반 시키다, 합병하다, 별관, 추가물, 얻다 annihilate: 전멸시키다, 완패시키다, 절멸시키다, 무효로 하다, 근절시키다, 억누르다 annihilation: 전멸, 붕괴, 소멸, 영혼소멸, 무효 annoyance: 성가심, 두통거리, 약오름, 성가신 일, 성가신 사람, 성가시게 굴기, 괴로움 antagonism: 적개심, 적극적반항, 적대, 대립, 반대 antagonistic: 적대하는, 반대의,

343 대립하는, 상반하는 antarctic: 남극의, 남빙양, 남극 anthracite: 무연탄 antique: 고풍의, 고물, 고기, 낡은, 안티크체의 활자, 골동품의, 고대의, 고대로부터의-고물, 고대로부터의, 고대 미술, 구식의 anyhow: 되는 대로, 적당히, 적어도, 어떻게든, 아무렇게나, 어떻게 해서든지, 여하튼, 아무리 해도 apace: 빨리, 신속히, 발맞추어 aperture: 구멍, 뻐끔히 벌어진데, 렌즈의 구경, 틈새, 틈 apparel: 의복, 차리다, 꾸미다, 의상, 제복의장식수-입히다, 입히다, 기성복, 제복, 장식 apparition: 환영, 유령, 요괴, 출현물 appeased: 풀어주는, 양보하는, 달래는 appeasement: 위무, 진정, 양보, 완화 appreciable: 다소의, 느낄 수 있을 정도의, 평가할 수 있는, 감지할 수 있을 정도의 appreciative: 감사의, 감상적인, 감상안이 있는, 감식력이 있는 appreciatively: 눈이높게, 감상안이 있게 apprehension: 이해력, 우려, 체포, 두려움, 파악, 이해, 걱정 approbation: 허가, 시인, 칭찬 apropos: 적절한, 알맞은, 적절하게, 불쑥-적당한, 때맞춰, 적절히, 적당히, 때마침 arabian: 아라비아의, 아라비아 사람의, 아라비아 말, 아라비아 사람 arcadian: 아르카디아의, 목가적인, 순박한, 전원의 arched: 아치형의, 활모양의, 홍예가 있는, 궁형의 archie: 남자이름, 고사포, 개미 archipelago: 군도, 다도해 archway: 아치길, 아치 밑의 통로 ardent: 불같은, 뜨거운, 타는 듯한, 열심인, 열렬한, 빛나는, 불타는 ardently: 열렬히, 열심히, 불타게 ardour: 열정, 열심 arduous: 험악한, 부지런한, 힘드는, 어려운, 험한, 분투적인 arduously: 힘들게, 부지런하게, 험악하게, 애써, 어렵게, 끈질기게 aren't: 단축형 argumentatively: 의론적으로 aright: 바르게, 정확히 arrears: 밀림 arrogant: 건방진, 건만한, 거만한 arrows: 화살 artful: 교활한, 기교가 부르는, 기교가 뛰어난 articulate: 관절로 잇다, 분명한,

344 의견을 분명히 말할 수 있똑똑히 발음하다, 또렷한, 음절이 있는, 생각을 명료하게 표현할 수 있는, 생각을 명료하게 말할 수 있는, 생각을 또렷하게 표현할 수 있는, 말을 명료하게 말할 수 있는, 말을 또렷하게 표현할 수 있는, 말을 또렷하게 말할 수 있는 artless: 단순한, 천진스러운, 무기교의, 비예술적인, 꾸밈 없는, 소박한 ascend: 오르다, 오르막이되다, 시대가 거슬러 올라가다, 올라가다, 에 오르다, 높아지다, 을 오르다, 오르막이 되다, 등귀하다, 상향, 거슬러 올라가다 ascending: 올라가는, 상승적인, 오르는, 위를 향한 ascent: 오르막, 오름, 상승, 등산, 사승, 오르막길, 올라감 ascertain: 확인하다, 알아내다, 을 확인하다, 확실히 하다, 명백히 하다 ashy: 재의, 회색의, 재투성이의, 회백색의 askance: 비스듬히, 옆으로, 으심쩍게 보다, 비스듬듬히, 모으로 askant: 비스듬히, 곁눈질로, 옆으로 ass: 당나귀, 마보, 외집쟁이, 나귀, 고집쟁이, 고집통이, 바보 assassination: 암살 assemble: 집합하다, 조립하다, 모으다, 짜맞추다, 모이다, 컴퓨터 언어로 변역하다 assent: 동의하다, 승낙하다, 동의, 인정하다, 찬성하다 assessor: 재산평가인, 과세평가인, 세액 사정자, 배석 판사 assorted: 유별한, 어울리는, 구색을 갖추어 한데 넣은, 분류된 assuredly: 대담히, 확실하게, 자신있게, 확실히, 자신을 가지고, 확신을 가지고 assuring: 보증하는, 확인하는, 확신을 주는 astern: 고물에, 뒤에 asthma: 천식 astonished: 놀란 astonishment: 놀라움, 경악, 놀랄 만한 물건, 놀랄 만한 일, 놀람 astounded: 몹시 놀라 astounding: 몹시 놀라게 하는, 아주 대단한, 어안이 벙벙하게 하는, 깜짝 놀라게 할 astray: 타락하여, 길을잃어, 길을 잃다 astronomer: 천문학자 asunder: 파라광이의 수도, 따로따로, 따로따로 떨어져, 떨어져서, 조각조각, 조각조각으로, 떨어져

Lord Jim athwart: 에거슬러, 을 가로질러, 어긋나게 atrociously: 흉악하게, 아주 지독하게, 잔악하게 atrocity: 극악, 지독함, 흉악, 포악, 잔인, 잔악행위, 만행, 잔학한 행위 attendant: 시중드는, 수행의, 수행원, 수반물, 부수의, 출석자, 곁에 따르는 사람, 출석의, 출석의-곁에 따르는 사람, 따라다니는, 시중드는 사람 attentive: 친절한, 경청하는, 정중한, 주의깊은, 주의 깊은 attentively: 세심하게, 주의깊게 attire: 옷차림새, 복장, 의복 auburn: 적갈색의, 적갈색 audacious: 대담한, 뻔뻔스러운 audacity: 대담, 뻔뻔스러움, 대담한 짓, 뻔뻔스러운 짓 audible: 들리는, 들을 수 있는 audibly: 들리도록, 들을 수 있도록, 들을 수 있게, 들릴 만큼 augmented: 증가된, 는, 증음된 austere: 극도로간결한, 떫은, 신, 엄격한, 가혹한, 금욕적인, 남풍, 내핍의 australasia: 오스트랄라시아 autocrat: 독재자, 독재군주, 전제군주 avarice: 탐욕 averse: 반대하여, 싫어하다, 싫어하여, 원줄기에서 바깥쪽을 향한 aversion: 혐오, 반감, 싫은 것, 싫은 사람 avidity: 갈망, 탐욕, 욕망 awaken: 자각시키다, 깨닫다, 불러 일으키다, 깨우다, 자각하다, 깨다 awakening: 각성, 눈뜨게한는, 눈뜸, 깨우치는, 깨우치는-눈뜸 awash: 수면과 거의 같은 높이로, 파도에 시달려, 으로 가득하여, 파도에 씻기어, 수면에 닿을 정도가 된 awe: 외경하다, 경외, 두려움 awed: 경외심을 나타낸 awestruck: 위엄에 눌린, 두려운 생각이 든, 외경심이 일어난, 위압당한, 위엄에 압도된 awfully: 무섭게, 대단히 awhile: 잠시, 잠깐 awkwardly: 어색하게, 꼴사납게, 서투르게, 이상하게 awning: 차일, 천막, 비막이 ay: 항상, 찬성! 찬성 언제나, 그렇소, 아아, 찬성자, 영구히, 찬성 azure: 하늘빛, 푸른하늘, 하늘빛의, 창공의, 푸른 하늘 babel: 천벌로 인부들이 서로 말이 통하지 않게 되어 완성에 실패, 마천루, 시끄럽고 혼란한 장소,

바벨탑, 떠들썩함, 공상적인 계획, 고충 건축물, 바빌론 bachelor: 학사, 독신자, 미혼 남자, 미혼남자, 다른 기사를 섬기는 젊은 기사 backbone: 등뼈, 기골, 분수령, 척추, 근간 back-door: 뒷구멍의, 뒷문의, 부정한, 비밀의, 정규가 아닌 backwater: 역수, 침체, 되 밀리는 물, 거꾸로 젓다, 지적 부진, 되밀리는 물, 밀려 나가는 물 bagged: 술취한 bald: 벗어진, 대머리의, 털없는, 노출된, 꾸밈없는, 노골적인, 단조로운, 있는 그대로의, 있는 고대로의, 뻔한, 머리가 벗어지다 bale: 재앙, 짐짝, 가마니, 악, 포장하다, 곤포, 짐짝으 로 만들다, 배에 싣는 상품의 곤포 bally: 정말로, 지독하게, 지독한 balustrade: 난간 bamboo: 대, 대나무, 대나무의, 대의 bananas: 흥분한, 머리가 돈, 열광한 bandage: 붕대, 붕대를 감다, 안대, 쇠 띠, 쇠 테 banister: 난간, 난간동자 barefooted: 맨발의 bareheaded: 맨손의 bargaining: 거래, 교섭, 계약 bark: 짖다, 기나피, 기침 소리, 기침을 하다, 포성, 총성, 나무 껍질로 덮다, 나무껍질, 소리지르다, 배, 피부-껍질을 벗기다 baronet: 준남작, 준남작의 지위를 주다 barque: 나무껍질, 배, 바크배, 피부, 키나나무껍질, 탠껍질 barred: 모래톱이 있는, 빗장이 있는, 줄 있는, 줄무늬가 있는, 가두어 버린, 빗장이 달린, 줄이 있는 barren: 임신 못하는, 불모의, 메마른, 열매를 맺지 않는, 농작물이 나지않는, 재미없는, 무익한, 내용이 보잘것 없는, 새끼를 못 낳는, 효과없는, 황야 barricade: 방책, 통행 차단물, 막다, 방해하다, 장애물-방책을 만들다, 투쟁의 장, 장애물, 장애, 에 방책으로 쌓다, 에 방책으로 막다, 장애물로 가로막다 barring: 이 없다면 bash: 일격, 일격을 가하다, 후려갈기다, 후려갈김, 세게 때리다, 세게 때림 bashfully: 숫기없게, 부끄럽게, 수줍게, 내성적으로, 부끄러운 듯이, 수줍어하여 bashfulness: 수줍음, 부끄러움,

Joseph Conrad 수줍어 batavia: 바타비아, 네덜란드의 옛 이름 batrachian: 꼬리업는 양서루의 동물, 양서류 batter: 처부수다, 포격하다-반죽, 타자, 연타하다, 타자-연타하다, 반죽, 완만한 경사, 완만한 경사도, 세게 두드리다, 쳐 부수다, 쳐서 쭈그러뜨리다 battle-axe: 전부, 잔소리 많은 여자 baulk: 보크하다, 갑자기 서다, 트랙 경기의 스타트 라인, 죽각재, 주저하다, 장애, 실망시키다, 스타트 라인, 피하다, 멈추어 서다, 망설이다 bavaria: 바이에른, 바바리아 bazaar: 시장, 특매장, 바자, 백화점, 상점가, 잡화점, 자선시, 저자거리 bead: 구슬, 방울, 염주알, 거품의, 염주, 로자리오, 유리알, 가늠쇠, 구슬이 되다, 구슬선, 구슬로 장식하다 beady: 구슬 같은, 비즈로 장식한, 비즈 같은, 거품이 이는, 거품 이는, 구슬로 장식한 beamed: 빛나는, 방송되는, 대들보 있는, 들보가 있는 bearded: 까끄라기가 있는, 수염이 있는, 수염이 난, 비늘이 있는, 미늘이 있는 bearings: 방위, 문장 beastly: 짐승 같은, 더러운, 대단히, 지겨운, 잔인한, 지독한, 지독하게, 지긋지긋한, 오싹 할 만큼 싫은, 싫은, 몹시 beatitude: 지복, 팔복, 여덟가지 참 행복, 더할 나위 없는 행복 beckon: 신호하다, 손짓으로 부르다, 유혹하다, 유인하다, 고갯짓 따위로 부르다, 몸짓 따위로 부르다, 초대하다, 손짓하여 부르다, 꾀어 부르다 bedstead: 침대의 뼈대, 침대 beeswax: 밀랍, 밀랍을 바르다, 밀 beetle: 돌출한, 딱정벌레, 갑충, 돌출하다, 큰 망치, 치다, 방망이, 큰 망치-돌출하다, 상을 찌푸린, 메, 뚱한 beforehand: 미리, 예기하다, 대비하다, 전부터, 사전에, 서다, 앞서다, 벌써부터, 지레 짐작으로, 이전에, 빨리 beggar: 거지, 악한-거지로 만들다, 가난뱅이, 가난하게 하다, 무력하게 하다, 놈, 기부금을 모으는 사람, 빈약하게 하다, 가난들게 하다 beggarly: 거지 같은, 빈약한, 얼마 안되는, 비천한, 가난한, 초라한, 무일푼의, 인색한

begging: 구걸, 구걸하는, 거지 생활 begrudge: 아까워하다, 시기하다, 꺼려하다 behaved: 한 태도의, 행동거지가 ...한 beheading: 목을 베기, 참수형에 처하기, 목 베는 behold: 보다 bellow: 노한 목소리, 울다, 고함을 지르다-우는 소리, 큰 소리로 울다, 노호하다, 소 우는 소리, 울부짖는 소리, 큰 소리로 말하다, 크게 울리다 belongings: 소지품, 재능, 재산, 성질, 소유물, 가족 beloved: 가장 사랑하는, 애인, 남편, 소중한-가장 사랑하는 사람, 아내, 가장 사랑하는 사람, 귀여운, 애용하는, 여보, 사랑받아, 사랑스러운 belted: 띠를 두른, 벨트를 단, 줄무늬가 있는, 장갑한, 장갑대를 누른, 예장대를 두른 bemused: 멍한, 어리벙벙한, 곤혹스러운, 망연한, 생각에 잠긴, 넋을 잃게 한 benediction: 축복, 성체 강복식, 감사의 기도, 축도, 강복식, 천복 benefactor: 은인, 후원자, 기증자, 보호자, 은혜를 베푸는 사람 benevolent: 자비스러운, 친절한, 자애로운, 호의적인, 박애의, 유순한, 자선적인, 인정많은 benevolently: 박애적으로, 인정 깊게, 인정 많게, 자비심 깊게, 자비심 많게 benighted: 무지한, 미개의, 길이저문, 길이 저문, 밤이 된, 우매한, 문명이 뒤떨어진, 미개한 bequeath: 전하다, 남기다, 유증하다, 유언으로 증여하는 것, 유언으로 양도하다, 후세에 남기는 것 bereft: 잃은, 여읜 berth: 숙소, 침대, 지위, 정박시키다, 정박지, 직업-정박하다, 정박 위치, 정박 거리, 정박 간격, 적당한 장소, 정박하다 beset: 공격하다, 꾸미다, 괴롭히다, 둘러싸다, 방해하다, 범하기 쉬운, 빠지기 쉬운, 습격하다, 포위하다, 장식하다, 에 박아 넣다 besmirched: 손상하는, 욕되게 하는, 더럽히는 betel: 구장, 구장의 잎 bewhiskered: 구레나룻을 기른, 케케묵은, 진부한 bewilderment: 당황 bewitching: 매혹시키는, 황홀케 하는, 호리는 billet: 숙사, 일자리, 철봉, 직업숙사를 할당하다, 굵은 장작, 숙사

345 할당 명령서, 철판, 숙사를 배정하다, 굵은 막대기, 강편, 가죽끈 billiards: 당구 billowy: 놀치는, 물결이 높은, 부풀어 오른, 소용돌이치는, 놀지는 binnacle: 나침함 binoculars: 쌍안경 biting: 찌르는듯한, 물어 뜯는, 살을 에는 듯한, 날카로운 black-and-white: 흑백이 뚜렷한, 흑백의, 흑백 얼룩의 blackness: 흑점, 검정, 흑색, 검음 bland: 부드러운, 온화한, 상냥한, 기분 좋은, 순한, 김빠진, 자극성이 적은 blasted: 저주받은, 시든, 결단난, 폭파된 blatant: 성가시게 참견하는, 소란스러운, 야한, 떠들썩한, 뻔뻔스러운, 속이 들여다보이는, 난한 blaze: 포고하다, 빛나다, 드날림, 화염, 불같이 노하다, 알리다, 빛, 격발, 불타다, 광휘, 타오르다 bleached: 표백한 bleaching: 표백, 표백법 bleating: 울음소리, 우는 소리 bless: 찬미하다, 정화하다, 수호하다, 은총을 내리다, 신성케 하다, 찬양하다, 축복하다, 신을 찬양하다, 신을 하다, 은혜를 베풀다, 저주하다 blight: 병균, 암영-말라죽게 하다, 해충, 말라죽는 병, 파멸시키다, 황폐 상태, 마름병, 황폐, 꺾다, 꺾는 것, 마르게 하다 blindfold: 눈을 가리다, 어찌할 바를 모르게 하다, 무모한, 눈을 가리고, 눈을 가리운 blindness: 맹목, 눈이 멀음, 무분별 blink: 깜박거리다, 섬광, 반짝거리다, 힐끔보다, 무시하다-깜박거림, 못 본 체하다, 명멸시키다, 놀라서 보다, 힐끔 보다, 깜작거리다, 깜작이다 blinking: 지독한, 명멸하는, 깜박거리는, 어처구니 없는, 지독하게, 반짝이는, 몹시, 심한 매우, 굉장히, 되게, 어처구니없는 bliss: 지복, 더없는행복, 다시 없는 기쁨 blister: 물집, 돌출부, 중상하다, 물집이생기다, 괴롭히다, 물집이 생기다, 수포, 싫은 놈, 기포, 불쾌한 놈 blockade: 봉쇄, 경제봉쇄, 교통차단, 폐쇄, 봉쇄하다, 봉쇄선 blond: 금발의 금발에 피부가 흰 사람, 금발의, 블론드의, 블론드인 사람 bloodshed: 유혈, 참사, 살해,

346 유혈참사 bloodthirsty: 피에굶주린, 피에 굶주린, 유혈 장면을 좋아하는 blooming: 지독한, 활짝핀, 한차인, 어처구니없는, 번영하는, 활짝 꽃핀, 꽃 같은, 지독하게 blot: 얼룩, 지우다, 오명, 때, 오점, 감추다, 결점-더럽히다, 잡히기 쉬운 말, 흠, 잉크를 배게 하다, 번지다 blueness: 푸름, 푸르름, 푸른 상태 bluish: 푸르스름한 blunder: 큰실수를 하다, 머뭇머뭇하다, 큰실수, 잘못하다, 무심코 입 밖에 내다, 에 실수로 깜박하여 들어가다, 에 실수로 들어가다, 우물쭈물하다, 큰 실수, 큰 실수를 하다, 그르치다 blunderbuss: 나팔총 blundering: 실수하는, 서투른, 어색한, 어줍은, 투미한 blunt: 날 없는, 무디어지다, 날이무딘, 들지 않는-무디게하다, 둔하게 하다, 무뚝뚝한, 퉁명스러운, 둔하게 되다, 들지 않는, 무디게하다, 무딘 blur: 더럽히다, 오명, 흐리게하다더러움, 더러워지다, 오점, 몽롱, 불선명, 윙윙거리는 소리, 더러움, 흐려 보이는 것, 흐리게 하다 blurt: 무심결에말하다, 불쑥 말하다, 불쑥 말을 꺼냄, 엉겹결에 말함, 무심결에 말하다 blushing: 얼굴이 빨개진, 조심성 있는, 얼굴을 붉힘, 부끄럼을 잘 타는, 부끄러워함 blustering: 호통치는, 사납게 불어치는, 고함치는, 세차게 몰아치는, 시끄러운, 뽐내는 boarding: 기숙, 판장 boast: 자랑하다, 가지고 있다, 자랑, 뽐내다, 큰소리치다, 호언장담하다, 대강 다듬다, 과시하다, 가지다, 자랑 거리 boastful: 자랑하는, 과장된, 허풍을 떠는, 허풍 떠는, 자화자찬의, 자랑하고 싶어하는, 자화 자찬의 boasting: 자랑하는, 자랑, 거만 bobbed: 꼬리를 자른, 단발의 bobbing: 보빙, 단발 boisterously: 거칠게, 몹시 사납게, 난폭하게 bolting: 도망, 추대, 음식물을 통째로 삼킴, 볼토조이기, 음식물을 통째로 뼜댐, 볼트로 조이기, 볼트 조이기 bombastic: 과장된, 과대한, 허풍의, 과장한 bombay: 봄베이 bonfire: 화롯불, 모닥불, 화톳불, 큰 횃불

Lord Jim bony: 골질의, 뼈의, 뼈만 앙상한, 뼈가 많은, 뼈대가 굵은 booming: 벼락 경기의, 급등하는, 대인기의, 꽝 하는 boon: 부탁, 은혜, 유쾌한, 명랑한, 기분이 좋은, 재미있는, 혜택 boozer: 술꾼, 술집 boredom: 권태, 지루한 것, 지루함 bosom: 가슴, 껴안다, 내부, 마음속에 간직하다, 믿고 있는, 품, 흉부, 흉부슴속, 가슴속, 속, 표면 bottomless: 바닥의, 앉는 부분이 없는, 밑바닥 없는, 누드의, 의자의 부분이 없는 bough: 큰가지, 교수대, 큰 가지 boundless: 한없는, 무한한 bowing: 운궁법, 절을 하는, 활 놀리는 법, 휘는, 보잉 bowman: 활의사수, 노 젓는 사람, 궁수, 앞노 젓는 사람, 이물노 젓는 사람 bows: 이물 boyhood: 소년기, 소년사회, 소년들 boyish: 소년의, 소년 같은, 여자 아이가 같은 bracket: 까치발, 선반받이, 부류, 동류, 괄호로 묶다, 을 괄호로 묶다, 을 일괄하여 다루다, 그룹, 꺾음 괄호, 내어단 선반, 각 brawl: 말다툼, 말다툼하다, 소동, 소란, 싸움하다, 요란하게 흐르다 brawny: 근골이 억센, 강건한, 근골이 늠름한, 센, 억센, 튼튼한 brazen: 뻔뻔스러운, 놋쇠처럼 단단한, 시끄러운, 뻔뻔스럽게하다, 놋쇠빛의, 놋쇠로만든, 놋쇠로 만든, 단단한 brazenly: 뻔뻔스럽게, 철면피하게 breadth: 폭, 넓은도량, 나비, 넓이, 넓음, 외연, 전체 효과, 퍼짐, 폭으로 재는 물건, 관용, 너비 breastwork: 흉벽, 급히만든 흉벽, 흉장 breathless: 죽은, 숨가쁜, 숨을 죽인, 바람 없는, 바람 한 점 없는, 숨도 못 쉴 정도의 breeches: 승마용 바지, 반바지, 승마바지, 바지 brigantine: 비슷한범선 brightness: 환함, 머리가 좋음, 빛남 brilliance: 광휘, 빛남, 광채, 훌륭함, 재기 brilliantly: 훌륭히, 찬연히, 번쩍번쩍, 찬한히, 빈들빈들하게, 재기가 넘쳐 brim: 가장자리, 양테, 가득채우다, 넘치다, 그릇의 가장자리, 가득 붓다 brink: 가장자리, 찰나, 위기, 물가, 고비, 정상

brisbane: 브리즈번 brisk: 활발한, 상쾌한, 활기있는, 기운찬, 민첩한, 팔팔한, 음료가 잘 이는, 거품이 잘 이는 briskly: 기운차게, 상쾌하게, 활발하게 broadcloth: 브로드, 고급양복감 bronzed: 청동빛으로 만든 broomstick: 빗자루 brushwood: 베어낸 작은 나뭇가지, 숲, 물거리, 잘라 낸 곁가지 brusque: 무뚝뚝한, 퉁명스러운 brutality: 잔인성, 만행, 야만성, 잔인한 행위, 야만, 무자비 brutally: 난폭하게, 야만스레, 야만스럽게 brute: 짐승, 싫은 놈, 야수적인, 감각이 없는, 잔인한 bubble: 거품, 속임수, 사기, 부글부글 소리 내다, 거품일다, 허무 맹랑한 야심, 둥근 지붕, 둥근 덮개, 거품이 일다, 거품이 일게 하다, 거품 이는 소리 buccaneer: 해적, 해적질하다, 해적질을 하다 buffaloes: 물소 buggy: 빈대가많은, 벌레투성이의, 이륜 경마차, 말한필이끄는4륜마차 bulge: 부풀다, 전선의돌출부, 배밑의만곡부, 이익, 부푼것, 부풀리다, 수량의 일시적 증가, 팽창, 부풀기, 유리, 일시적 증가 bulging: 부풀리는, 부푼 bulkhead: 들어서여는문, 격벽, 칸막이 bulky: 거대한, 부피가 큰, 다루기힘든, 부피가큰, 다루기 힘든 bullock: 불깐소, 황소, 불깐 소 bully: 훌륭한, 약자를괴롭히는자, 위협하다, 통조림쇠고기, 마구 뻐기다, 약한 자를 괴롭히는 사람, 뚜쟁이, 통조림한 쇠고기, 골리다, 심술꾼, 시합을 개시하다 bump: 부딪치다, 덜거덕거리며나아가다, 때려서생긴멍, 범퍼, 재능, 털썩떨어뜨리다, 완충기, 쫓아내다, 충돌, 혹, 두개골의 융기 bungalow: 방갈로 bungler: 실수하는 사람, 서투른 직공, 손재주 없는 사람, 솜씨 없는 사람 bunk: 침대, 도망, 등걸잠자다, 뺑소니치다, 도망하다.뺑소니치다, 도망하다, 침상에 눕다, 침상, 터무니없는 소리를 하다, 터무니없는 소리 buoyant: 오름세의, 경쾌한, 부력이있는, 부양성이 있는, 부력이

Joseph Conrad 있는, 탄력이 있는, 시세가 기미의, 오를 기미의 burlesque: 익살스러운, 해학시, 풍자, 익살스럽게 흉내내다, 해학적인, 익살 연극 burly: 억센, 강한, 덜렁대는, 몸이 burying: 매장, 묻음 bushy: 털이많은, 덤불같은, 관목이 무성한 busily: 바쁘게 buster: 법석, 거대한것것, 서늘한 남풍, 소란, 젊은 친구 busybody: 참견하기좋아하는사람, 참견 잘하는 사람, 바쁘게 되다 butt: 부딪치다, 돌출하다, 받다, 웃음거리, 꽁초, 큰술통, 과녁, 나무밑동, 궁둥이, 굵은 쪽 끝, 접하다 buzz: 윙윙거리다, 기계의 소리, 벌레의날개소리, 속삭임, 웅성거림, 확자지껄하다, 의 위를 닿을듯 말듯 낮게 날다, 와글와글, 에게 버저로 알리다, 술병을 다 따라 마시다, 분주하게 돌아다니다 cabby: 마부, 택시 운전사 cabman: 마부, 택시운전사, 택시 운전사 caboose: 승무원차, 배의 요리실, 상선 상갑판의 주방 cad: 비열한 사람, 비열한사람, 컴퓨터 원용 설계, 컴퓨터 원용 제조, 치사한 사람 calamity: 재난, 참화, 불행, 비참 calcutta: 캘커타, 인도 동북부 항구 도시 calibre: 구경, 도량, 역량, 직경 callous: 무감각한, 냉담한, 굳히다, 굳어진, 못이 박힌, 무정한, 굳어지다, 못박힌, 무감각하게 하다, 무정하게, 예사인 callousness: 무정, 굳성 calming: 가라앉히는 calmness: 평온, 냉정, 참착, 침착 candelabrum: 가지가 달린 촛대, 가지촛대 candid: 솔직한, 공평한, 포즈를 취하지 않은, 스냅 사진, 자연 그대로의, 있는 대로의, 입바른, 성실한, 꺼리낌없는, 거리낌없는, 공정한 candlestick: 촛대 cane: 지팡이, 회초리, 줄기, 매질하다, 등나무로 만들다, 등나무 무리, 가볍고 가는 지팡이, 대, 유리막대, 매로 치다, 등 cannon: 대포를 쏘다, 권총, 캐논을 치다, 소매치기, 포격하다, 캐논, 이중축, 대포, 세게 충돌하다, 비행기 탑재용 기관포, 맹렬히 충돌하다

canoe: 카누, 카누를 젓다, 카누로 가다, 마상이, 카누를 젖다, 통나무 배 canopy: 닫집, 하늘, 천개로 덮다, 천개, 천개처럼 덮는 것, 천개 모양의 차양, 차양, 원개, 도대체, 닫집처럼 가리다 can't: 못 하다 cantankerous: 다루기힘드는, 비꼬인, 심술 사나운, 심술궂은, 잘싸우는, 심술 궂은 canting: 안장꼬리, 잘라낸 조각, 점잔빼는 말투, 점잔빼는 말투의 canton: 주, 광둥, 위쪽 구석의 작은 구획, 막사를 할당하다, 분할하다, 분할하다.숙영지, 주으로 나누다, 주로 나누다, 숙영시키다, 부분, 구획 canvasser: 운동원, 주문받는 사람, 호별 방문자, 선거의 예상 조사를 하는 사람 canvassing: 권유, 외근 caper: 신나게 뛰놀기, 신나게 뛰놀다, 바람잡이, 희롱거리다, 풍조목의 관목, 절정, 범죄계획유럽풍의 조목, 강도, 값을 올려 부르는 한패, 끝장, 깡총거리다 capers: 그 꽃봉오리의 초절임 caprice: 변덕, 공상적 작품, 뜻밖의 급변, 제멋대로의 행동, 카프리치오 capricious: 변덕스러운, 급변하는 capsize: 뒤집다, 전복, 뒤집히다, 전복 시키다, 전복하다 capstan: 캡스턴, 닻을 감아 올리는 고패 captive: 포로, 포로의, 모회사에 전속된, 매혹된, 사로잡힌 상태, 포로가된, 잡힌 사람, 사로잡힌, 빠진 사람, 감금, 넋이 빠진 captivity: 감금, 사로잡힌 신세, 사로잡힘, 포로, 포로의 신세, 포로의 기간, 생포, 나포, 바빌론 포로 captor: 체포자, 빼앗는 사람, 획득자 carcass: 짐승의 시체, 형해, 시체, 뼈대 careless: 경솔한, 부주의한, 무관심한, 괘념치 않는, 되는대로의, 마음 편한, 마음편한, 무심한, 정신차리지 않는, 조심성없는, 태평스러운 carelessly: 부주의하게, 태평하게, 무심코, 경솔하게, 속 편하게 carelessness: 부주의, 경솔, 소홀, 무사태평, 무심함, 속 편함 caress: 애무, 애무하다, 친절히 대하다, 어루만지듯 닿다, 쓰다듬다, 껴안다, 즐겁게 들리다, 가볍게 어루만지다, 어루만지다 careworn: 근심걱정에 시달린, 근심걱정으로 야윈, 근심걱정에 여원

347 cask: 통, 통에 넣다, 한통의 분량, 물통, 한통 castaway: 버림받은, 난파한, 무뢰한, 불량한, 파산한 사람, 버림받은 사람, 버림받은 아이 cast-off: 버림받은 사람, 벗어 버린, 버림받은 물건 casuarina: 카수아리나속의 관목 catastrophe: 대단원, 파국, 대이변, 대실패, 파멸, 지각의 격변, 튼 재앙, 큰재변, 대참사 caustic: 부식성의, 가성의, 화선의, 화면, 통렬한, 부식제, 신랄한, 빈정대는-부식제, 빈정댐, 소작제, 화선 cavern: 동굴, 동굴에 넣다, 공동, 땅굴, 에 굴을 파다, 큰 동굴 cavernous: 동굴이 많은, 동굴 같은, 깊은, 움푹 들어간, 움푹한, 동굴에서 나오는 듯한 ceasing: 중단, 중지 celebes: 셀레베스 섬, 셀레베스 celebrity: 명성, 명사 censure: 비난, 비난하다, 혹평, 견책, 책망하다, 견책하다, 책망, 혹평하다 cent: 센트, 백, 동전 한닢, 푼돈, 동전 한 닢의 값어치, 동전 한 닢 centered: 중심에 있는, 중심이 있는, 집중한, 심원이 있는 certitude: 확신, 정확, 적확, 확신감 chaff: 여물, 왕겨, 놀리다, 놀림, 썰다, 하찮은 것, 레이더 탐지 방해용 금속편, 마초, 야유, 호, 허섭쓰레기 chandelier: 샹들리에 chaplet: 화관, 목걸이, 작은 묵주, 기도, 묵주 신공, 묵주 chaps: 카우보이의 가죽바지 characteristically: 특질상, 개성적으로, 특징으로서 charley: 남성 이름 찰스의 애칭, 백인, 야경, 야경꾼, 여성 이름 찰로트의 애칭 charmed: 매혹된, 기쁘게 생각하여, 저주 받은, 마법으로 보호된, 마법에 걸린 chasm: 단절, 빈 틈, 차이, 공백, 균열, 금, 깊게 갈라진 틈, 깊게 갈라진 폭, 결함, 깊은 구렁, 넓은 틈 chatter: 재잘거리다, 졸졸 흐르다, 끽끽 우는 소리, 재잘거림, 끽끽거리다, 달각달각 소리내다, 딱딱 맞부딪치다, 딱딱소리, 수다, 수다쟁이, 잘 지저귀는새 cheating: 부정 행위 cheeky: 건방진, 뻔뻔스러운 cheerfully: 쾌활하게, 기분좋게, 명랑하게, 기쁜 마음으로, 기꺼이 cheerily: 명랑하게, 기분 좋게, 기분좋게, 기운 좋게, 기운좋게

348 cheery: 기분 좋은, 원기있는, 명랑한 chequered: 바둑판 무늬로 하는 cherish: 품다, 귀여워하다, 소중히 하다, 소중히 키우다, 소중히 기르다, 고이 간직하다 cherished: 품는, 소중히 하는 cheroot: 양 끝을 자른 엽궐련, 양끝을 자른 여송연 chewed: 난처한, 걱정하는, 고민하는 childish: 어린애 같은, 유치한, 어린이 같은, 어른답지 못한, 앳된, 아동의, 어른이 같은 childlike: 천진한, 어린이다운, 어린애 같은, 어린애다운, 순진한 chill: 오한, 냉기, 차가운, 한기, 춥게 하다, 냉담한, 냉장하다, 냉랭한, 풀죽음, 추위에 떨고 있는, 냉담 chilled: 냉장한, 냉각한, 냉강된, 냉경한, 칠드 주물의, 차가워진 chilling: 냉담한, 쌀쌀한, 으슬으슬한, 한기가 스미는 chilly: 냉담한, 냉랭하게, 냉랭한, 오싹한, 차가운, 하기가 나는, 찬, 으스스한, 추위를 타는 chinaman: 중국인 chit: 짧은 편지, 전표, 메모, 건방진 계집아이, 싹을 내다, 아기, 어린 짐승, 싹, 유아, 새끼고양이, 인물증명서 chivalrous: 의협적인, 기사도적인, 기사도 시대의, 관대한, 용감하고 관대한, 여성에게 정중한, 정중한, 용기 있고 예의바른, 기사적인, 기사도 제도의 chock: 굄목, 쐐기, 가득히, 으로 가득 채우다, 보트를 받침 나무에 얹다, 쐐기로 괴다, 초크, 곽채우다, 잔뜩, 밧줄걸이, 빽빽이 choke: 억제하다, 질식시키다, 폐색부, 질식, 마르게 하다, 숨이 막히다, 목이 메게 하다, 메우다, 끄다, 숨막히게 하다, 목졸라 죽이다 choked: 메인, 숨막히는, 진저리난, 막힌 choking: 숨막히는, 숨막힘, 목이 멘 듯한 숨막힘, 목메는 듯한, 색류의 chopper: 헬리콥터, 높이 바운드하는 타구, 자르는 사람, 초퍼, 헬리콥터를 타고 가다, 기관총, 도끼, 이, 개조한 오토바이, 의치, 곡 써는 큰 식칼 chronometer: 크로노미터, 매우 정확한시계, 크로노밑터, 매우 정확한 시계, 메트로놈, 매우 정확한 손목 시계 chuck: 지퍼, 음식물, 목정, 휙 던지기, 척, 가볍게 찌르기, 귀여운 것, 구! 구, 이랴! 낄낄, 포기하다, 해고 하기 chump: 바보, 대가리, 굵직한 쪽,

Lord Jim 머리, 잘속는 사람, 멍청이, 멍텅구리, 봉, 짧고 뭉툭한 나무 토막, 짧고 뭉뚝한 나무 토막 churn: 교유기, 일게 하다, 휘젓다, 불필요한 절차를 밟게 하다, 휘저어 버터를 만들다, 우왕좌왕하다, 버터 제조기, 대형우유 깡통, 교유기를 돌리다, 거품지며 물가에 부딪치다, 거품일다 cigar: 여송연, 엽궐련, 시거 circling: 빙글빙글돌기 circumstantial: 상세한, 우연한, 정황적인, 처지상의, 부수적인, 생활상태의, 정황에 의한, 형편에 따른, 추정상의 cistern: 저수지, 물 탱크, 저장기, 수조, 물이 괸곳, 저수탱크 civility: 정중한 태도, 정중, 정중함, 예의바름, 공손, 예의바른말, 예의바른 태도, 예의바른 말, 정중한 말 clad: 장비한, 입은, 다른 금속을 입히다, 덮인, 클래딩하다 clamber: 기어 올라가다, 기어 올라감, 힘들여 기어 올라가다, 기어오르다 clamorous: 시끄러운, 떠들썩한, 떨들썩한 clang: 뗑하고 울리다, 그소리, 쾅울리다, 그 소리, 뗑그렁하고 울리게 하다, 뗑그렁하고 울리다, 뗑하고 울리게 하다, 철커덩하고 울리다, 철커덩하고 울리게 하다 clap: 임질, 가볍게 치다, 손뼉치기, 박수, 치다, 파열음, 일격, 탕하는 소리, 툭 두드리기, 철썩때리다, 파닥이다 clatter: 떠들썩하게 지껄이다, 떠들썩함, 달가닥달가닥울리다, 떠들썩한 소리지껄임, 달가닥달가닥하는 소리, 덜걱덜걱소리, 달가닥달가닥울리게 하다, 소란스런 소리를 내며 움직이다, 수다, 수다스럽게, 재잘거리다 claw: 집게발, 순경, 손톱으로 할퀴다, 사람 손, 체포하다, 갈고리 발톱, 발톱꼴의 것, 고리 발톱이 있는 발, 이물을 바람머리로 돌리다, 긁어모으다, 움켜잡음 clawed: 발톱을 가진 clean-limbed: 팔다리의 균형이 잘 잡힌, 날씬한 cleanly: 깨끗한 것을 좋아하는, 솜씨 있게, 품위 있는, 완전히, 청결한, 완전히-깨끗한 것을 좋아하는, 조촐한, 말끔히, 개끗하게, 말쑥한, 청결히 clearness: 밝기, 명료도, 방해물이

없음, 밝음, 명석, 맑음, 투명, 아무렴 그렇고말고, 확실히, 분명함 cleavage: 쪼개짐, 분열, 벽개, 유방 사이의 골짜기, 분할, 터진 금, 열개, 벽개면, 난할, 갈라짐 cleverly: 완전히, 영리하게, 잘, 실수없이, 솜씨좋게, 솜씨 있게, 교묘하게 cleverness: 교묘, 영리, 영리함, 솝씨 있음, 솜씨 좋음, 빈틈 없음, 민첩 click: 성공하다, 제동자, 흡기음, 잘 되다, 딸깍 소리가 나다, 갑자기 이해되다, 딸깍하는 소리, 잘되다, 의기투합하다, 짤가닥, 사랑하는 사이가 되다 clinch: 결말을 짓다, 껴안다, 꼬부리다, 죄다, 열렬히 포옹하다, 클린치하다, 클린치하다-못대가리를 두드려 구부림, 클린치, 쳐구부리다, 움켜쥐고 싸우다, 열렬한 포옹 cling: 달라붙다, 집착하다, 배어들다, 착 달라 붙다, 접근을 유지하다, 애착을 가지고 떨어지지 않다, 따라서 나아가다, 들러붙다, 달라붙어 안 떨어지다, 고수하다, 달라 붙다 clinging: 남에게 의존하는, 몸에 착 붙는, 달라 붙는, 끈덕진, 감겨 붙는, 들러붙는, 몸의 윤곽이 드러나는, 밀착성의 clink: 교도소, 유치장, 돈, 땡그랑 소리, 쨍, 땡땡 울리다, 땡그랑 울리다, 땡그랑 소리나게 하다, 땡땡 소리나게 하다 clipped: 발음을 생략한, 자른, 짧게 깎은, 베어낸, 짧게자른 clipping: 빠른, 가위로 벰, 생략, 오려낸 것, 깎는, 굉장한, 클리핑, 잡보난, 자르는, 신문 따위의 오려낸 것, 베는 clouded: 흐린, 혼란된, 침울한, 애매한, 구름에 덮힌, 구름무늬의, 구름 모양의, 구름무늬가 있는, 흐릿한, 멍한 cloudy: 흐린, 언짢은, 구름의, 몽롱한, 의미가 흐릿한, 구름이 많은, 탁한, 흐릿한, 흐림이 있는, 애매한, 기분이 좋지 못한 clover: 클로버, 토끼풀 clubbed: 곤봉 모양의, 손가락 끝이 굵은, 곤봉모양의 clump: 군생하다, 쿵쿵 밟다, 밑창을 대다, 밑창, 덩어리, 무거운 발걸음 소리, 수풀, 풀숲, 응집시키다, 쿵쿵, 세균덩어리 clumsily: 재치없이, 맵시없이, 솜씨없이 clumsy: 꼴사나운, 다루기 힘든, 쓰기 불편한, 볼품없는, 재치 없는,

Joseph Conrad 어색한, 솜씨시없는, 무뚝뚝한, 모양없는, 서투른, 모양 없는 clutch: 클러치, 붙잡음, 한 배, 사로잡다, 일단, 피우다, 위기, 마수, 인색한사람, 한 둥지의 날짐승의 갓깬 새끼, 움켜쥠 clutched: 초조한, 긴장한 coal-black: 새까만 coarse: 야비한, 조잡한, 결이 거친, 조제의, 하치의, 천한, 상스러운, 추잡한, 눈, 굵은, 거친 coaster: 연안 무역선, 활강 썰매, 바퀴 달린 쟁반, 활주 궤도, 코스터, 활강하는 사람, 밑받침 coasting: 연안 항행, 연안 항행의, 언덕 미끄럼 타기, 연안 무역, 해안선의 지형, 타성으로 나아가는, 해안선도, 내리받이 활주, 활주용 경사 coaxing: 알랑대는, 감언이설, 구슬리고 달램, 감언 이설 coaxingly: 공축을 가진 cockatoo: 소농, 앵무새의 일종, 큰 앵무새 cocky: 건방진, 소농, 시건방진, 잘난체하는, 잘난 체하는 coffee-pot: 커피 포트 cognac: 코냑 coif: 두건, 흰 직모, 머리 장식, 조발형 coir: 야자껍질의 섬유, 야자 껍질의 섬유 cold-blooded: 잡종의, 추위에 민감한, 냉담한, 냉혈의 coldly: 냉담하게, 춥게, 냉정하게, 냉정히, 쌀쌀하게 coleoptera: 초시류 colic: 복통, 산통의, 복통의, 결장의, 산통 collision: 충돌, 상충, 알력, 대립, 격돌 colloquy: 담화, 회화, 대화, 회담, 자유토의, 정식의 담화 collusion: 공모, 통모, 결탁 colossal: 거대한, 훌륭한, 터무니없는, 어마어마한, 놀랄만한, 굉장한 colourless: 특색이 없는, 핏기가 없는, 어느 편에도 치우치지 않는, 무색의 columnar: 원주의, 종란식으로 인쇄한, 원주형의 comer: 유망한 신인, 올사람, 새로 온 사람, 유망한 사람, 온사람, 오는 사람, 올 사람 comforting: 기분을 돋우는, 격려하는, 위안이 되는, 기분을 돋구는 comical: 우스꽝스러운, 익살스러운,

만화의, 희극의 commemoration: 기념, 축하, 기념식, 기념물, 축전, 기념이 되는 것, 오크스버르드 대학 기념제 commiseration: 동정, 연민, 동정의 말, 애도의 말 commonness: 공통, 평범, 보통, 통속 commonplace: 평범한, 평범한 일, 상투어, 진부한, 흔해빠진말, 비망록, 다반사, 평범한 것, 흔해빠진 말, 흔해빠진 이야기 commotion: 동요, 폭동, 격동, 동란, 소동, 소요 communion: 친교, 종교 단체, 교섭, 성찬식, 공유, 간담, 교우, 종파, 조합, 내성, 영성체 companionship: 교제, 동무로서 사귀기, 식자공동료, 친구로서 사귀기, 친구들, 최하위 훈작사의 위계, 교우관계, 교우, 식자공 동료, 최하위 훈작사 compass: 나침반, 이해하다, 한계, 달성하다, 둘레, 에워싸다, 의 둘레를 돌다, 적당한 정도, 컴퍼스, 계획하다, 포위하다 compassion: 동정, 연민, 측은히 여김, 동정심 compassionate: 인정 많은, 특별 배려에 의한, 측은히 여기다, 온정적인, 동정하다, 동정적인, 동정심 있는, 정상을 참작한, 자비로운 competency: 능력, 적격, 상당한 재산, 권능, 권한, 상당한 자산, 언어 능력 complacent: 자기 만족의, 자기만족의, 느긋한, 득의의, 마음에 흡족한 complacently: 만족하여 complainingly: 투덜대며, 불평스러운 듯이, 불만스레, 불평하며, 투덜거리며 complexion: 안색, 외관, 형세, 모양, 양상, 형편, 혈색, 얼굴빛, 얼굴의 살갗 complication: 병발증, 귀찮은 문제, 복잡, 분규, 여병, 복잡 분규, 분규의 원인, 합병증, 혼화, 복잡화 compliment: 찬사, 경의, 칭찬하다, 의례적인 인사말, 경의를 표하다, 경의의 표시, 아첨, 대갚음하다인사하다, 듣기 좋은 말을 하다, 따리, 영광된 일 complimentary: 칭찬하는, 무료의, 인사의, 인사잘하는, 초대의, 치렛말의, 경의 표하는 compose: 짓다, 구성하다, 조립하다, 조정하다, 작곡하다, 식자하다, 안치하다, 작문하다, 짜맞추다,

349 가다듬다, 쓰다 composedly: 침착하게, 마음을 가라앉혀, 태연하게, 태연히 composure: 침착, 냉정, 평정, 자제 comprehend: 이해하다, 포함하다, 함축하다 compressed: 간결한, 압축된, 측면의, 편평한 comrade: 동무, 동지, 친구, 동료, 동료다운, 전우, 조합원 concede: 인정하다, 양보하다, 용인하다, 부여하다, 패배를 인정하다, 핸디캡으로서 주다, 승인하다 conceit: 기발한 착상, 자부심, 자만, 호의, 생각하다, 착상, 호감, 이 마음에 들다, 독단, 자부, 우쭐대다 conceited: 자부심이 강한, 변덕스러운, 젠체하는, 뽐내는 conceivable: 생각할 수 있는, 상상할 수 있는 한의, 상상할 수 있는, 상상컨대 conceivably: 생각건대, 상상으로는, 생각되는 바로는, 생각할 수 있는 바로는 conceive: 상상하다, 임신하다, 배다, 이해하다, 마음에 품다, 착상하다, 마음에품다, 말로표현하다, 라고 생각하다, 생각하다, 생각해 내다 conciliate: 달래다, 회유하다, 존경을 얻다, 환심을 사다, 화해시키다, 조정하다, 제편으로 끌어들이다, 호의를 얻다 concise: 간명한, 간결한, 간명하게, 간명함 condemnation: 비난, 비난의 근거, 선고의 근거, 불량품 판정, 불량품선고, 죄의선고, 몰수선고, 죄의 선고, 유죄의 결정, 유죄판결, 불량품 선고 condensed: 간결한, 농축한, 요약한, 압축된 confess: 자인하다, 자백하다, 고해를 듣다, 고해하다, 참회하다, 고백하다, 자공하다, 공언하다 confessed: 정평있는, 명백한, 인정된, 인정받은, 자인한 confidant: 절친한 친구, 친구, 심복 confide: 신임하다, 이야기하다, 신뢰하다, 신탁하다, 위탁하다, 맡기다, 털어놓다 confidentially: 심복으로 confidently: 대담하게, 자신 있게, 자신만만하게, 확신하여, 확신을 갖고 conflagration: 큰 화재, 돌발, 큰불 confound: 혼동하다, 꺾다, 저주하다, 좌절시키다, 제기랄, 당황케하다, 곤혹케 하다, 난처하게 하다, 당황케

350 하다, 제기랄 가벼운 욕 망할 자식, 제기랄 망할 자식 confounded: 엄청난, 지독한, 당황한, 괘씸한, 경칠놈의, 어처구니없는 confoundedly: 지독히, 엄청나게, 지독하게, 지겹게 confusedly: 지리멸렬하게, 어찌할 바를 몰라, 뒤범벅으로, 당황하여, 혼란스럽게 confusing: 혼란시키는, 당황케 하는, 당황케하는 conical: 원뿔의, 원추의, 원뿔꼴형의 conjunction: 접속사, 결합, 연결, 접속, 합, 동시 발생, 접합, 합동, 삭, 연락 conquer: 정복하다, 극복하다, 손아귀에 넣다, 억누르다, 획득하다, 승리를얻다, 타파하다, 공략하다, 이가다, 승리를 얻다 conquered: 패자, 피정복자 conquering: 정복하는 conqueror: 정복자, 승리자, 전승자, 정복왕 윌리엄 일세, 정복왕 윌리엄 1세 conquest: 정복, 정복하여 얻은 것, 애정의 획득, 점령지, 차지한여자, 피정복자 conscientiously: 양심적으로 consciously: 의식적으로, 의식하여, 알면서, 자각하여 consolation: 위로, 위자, 위안이 되는 것, 위안이 되는것, 위안, 위안의, 위문의 consoling: 위안이 되는 constancy: 항구성, 지조가 굳음, 불변, 절개, 절조, 불변성, 수절 consternation: 깜짝 놀람, 대경실색, 경악 consumedly: 대단히, 단연, 엄청나게, 몹시, 극도로 contagion: 전염병, 전염력, 감염, 감화력, 나쁜 감화, 접촉전염, 폐풍, 접촉 전염 contemplation: 숙고, 계획, 예상, 묵상, 응시, 예기, 망상, 눈여겨봄, 정관, 기도 contemptible: 비열한, 경멸할 만한, 멸시할, 한심한, 타기할, 치사한, 천시할 만한, 경멸할만한, 경멸한 만한 contemptuous: 경멸적인, 사람을 얕잡아보는, 오만 무례, 경멸하여 contemptuously: 모욕적으로, 경멸하여 contented: 만족하고 있는, 흡족해 하는, 달갑게 하는, 만족한 contortion: 찡그림, 비틀기, 기형, 뒤틀림, 왜곡, 일그러짐기괴한 모양, 찌푸림, 비꼼

Lord Jim contour: 윤곽, 개략, 구분선, 윤곽선, 윤곽의 미, 체형에 맞게 만든, 형세, 지형선, 의 윤곽을 그리다, 외형, 몸의 곡선 contracted: 수축한, 옹졸한, 계약한, 인색한, 찌푸린, 도량이 좁은, 단축한, 수축된 contraction: 축약, 단축, 수축, 짐, 축소, 걸림, 생략산, 단축형, 듦, 맺음, 생략 contrary: 반대의, 심술궂은, 상반하는 사물, 정반대, 반대로, 거꾸로, 역, 불리한, 거꾸로의, 반대명제, 외고집의 contrivance: 고안품, 계략, 장치, 계획, 연구, 고안, 모략, 연구의 재간 contrived: 부자연스러운, 인위적인 conundrum: 수수께끼 같은 사람, 어려운 문제, 수수께끼, 재치문답, 수수께끼같은인물, 수수께끼 같은 사물 conveniences: 의식주의 편리 conversationally: 회화로 converse: 담화, 교제, 반대, 뒤바뀐, 전환 명제, 친하게 사귀다, 함께 이야기하다, 역, 거꾸로의, 이야기하다, 회화 conveyance: 양도, 전달, 운반, 수송, 탈것, 교부서, 수송기관, 양도증서, 교부, 수송 기관 convulsive: 경련성의, 발작적인, 경련을 일으킨 듯한, 격동적인 convulsively: 발작적으로 coolly: 냉정하게, 냉담하게, 뻔뻔스럽게, 서늘하게, 차갑게, 침착하게 copra: 코프라, 야자나무의 건과 coral: 산호, 산호로 만든, 주홍색의, 산호빛의, 산호빛, 산호세공품, 산호층, 새우 알, 장난감 젖꼭지, 산호충, 새우알 cornered: 구석에 몰린, 한 모서리의, 진퇴 양난의 correction: 정정, 교정, 보정, 질책, 첨삭, 수정, 징계, 벌, 바로잡음 corrosive: 부식성의, 부식제, 신랄한, 좀먹는, 부식시키는 것 corrugated: 물결모양의, 주름있는, 주름잡힌, 골진 corvette: 코르벳함 costume: 복장, 여성복, 복, 시대 의상, 옷, 의상을 입히다, 한 벌의 여성복-입히다, 의상, 숙녀복, 의상을 조달하다, 입히다 cosy: 기분 좋은, 보온 커버, 있기 편한, 차양이 있는 이인용 의자 couch: 침상, 눕다, 초자체 전위를 시술하다, 띄우다, 쌓이다, 말로 표현하다, 못자리, 잠복하다, 누이다,

침석, 휴식처 countenance: 원조, 장려하다, 호의를 보이다, 침착, 표정, 승인하다, 허용하다, 찬조, 찬성하다, 찬성, 지지 counterfeit: 위조하다, 흉내내다, 모조의, 모조품, 모조하다, 허위의, 위조의, 위조 물건, 와 아주 흡사하다, 위작, 속이다 country-born: 시골태생의 courageous: 용기 있는, 용감한, 대담한, 담력이 있는, 용기있는 courageously: 용감하게, 용기 있게 courteous: 예의바른, 정중한, 친절한 coverlet: 침대보, 침대커버, 침대 덮개, 덮개 covertly: 남몰래 coward: 겁쟁이, 겁많은, 소심한, 비겁한, 비겁한 사람, 겁많은 말 cowardice: 겁, 비겁, 소심 cowardly: 겁을 내어, 겁많은, 비겁한, 비열한, 비겁하게도, 겁 많은 coxswain: 키잡이, 보트의 키잡이, 정장, 정장 노릇을 하다 crackling: 매력적인 여성들, 오득오득한 가죽살, 딱딱 소리내기, 우지직우지직소리를 냄, 파삭파삭함, 딱딱하는 소리를 냄, 찌끼, 우지직우지직하는 소리를 냄 crafty: 교활한, 교묘한, 간사한, 나쁜 꾀가 많은, 간사하게 cramped: 경련을 일으킨, 비좁은, 알아보기 힘든, 읽기어려운, 배배꼬인, 갑갑한 crane: 기중기, 학, 사이펀, 목을 길게 빼다, 기중기로 달아올리다, 크레인, 쑥 내밀다, 뱃전의 팔 모양의 기중기, 왜가리, 자재갈고리, 주저하다 cranky: 변덕스런, 흔들흔들하는, 괴팍한, 불안정한, 병약한, 꾸불꾸불한, 까다로운, 기울기 쉬운, 심기가 뒤틀린, 짓궂은, 괴짜의 crate: 나무틀, 자동차, 나무 상자, 대바구니, 광주리, 바구니, 나무상자에 채워 넣다, 나무 상자에 채워 넣다, 비행기, 나무 대바구니에 채워 넣다, 헌 비행기 craven: 겁많은, 패배한, 비겁한, 겁나게하다, 겁쟁이, 기세를 꺾다, 비겁한 사람 craving: 갈망, 열망, 간원 강렬한, 갈망하는, 열망하는 crawl: 기어가다, 들끓다, 서행하다, 근질근질하다, 활어조, 살금살금 걸어다니다, 댄스, 크롤 수영법, 우글거리다, 크롤로 헤엄치다, 포복 crawling: 크롤링, 벼룩이 꾄, 이가 꾄 creak: 삐걱거리다, 삐걱거리는 소리, 삐걱거리게 하다, 삐걱거림,

Joseph Conrad 키익키익울리는 소리 creased: 구겨진, 주름잡은, 주름 잡은 credible: 신용할 수 있는, 확실한, 믿을 만한 소식통에서, 신용할수있는, 신뢰할 수 있는 creditable: 명예가 되는, 칭찬할 만한, 신용할 만한, 신용할 수 있는, 명예성 creek: 작은 만, 후미, 작은 내, 크리크 동맹, 크리크 말, 크리크족, 지류, 내포, 작은내, 크리크, 크리크 사람 creep: 포복, 기다, 살살 기다, 소리를 죽여 걷다, 근질근질하다, 탐해구로 해저를 더듬다, 지층의 변형, 점점 어긋나 움직이다, 섬뜩해지는 느낌, 살금살금 걷다, 슬며시 접근하다 creepers: 얇은 철판, 겉옷 creeping: 탐해법, 남몰래 빌붙는, 기어 돌아다니는, 아첨, 느린, 근질근질한 느낌, 기기, 근질근질하는, 포복, 잠행성의, 은밀한 creepy: 비굴한, 아첨하는, 근질근질하는, 기어다니는, 기어돌아다니는, 꾸물꾸물 움직이는, 소름이 끼치는, 오싹오싹하는, 기어 돌아다니는 crepuscular: 어두컴컴한 때에 출현하는, 반개화의, 어두컴컴한, 어둑어둑한, 여명기의, 황혼의, 새벽의, 어두컴컴한 때에 활동하는 crevice: 갈라진틈, 터진곳, 갈라진 틈 crimson: 진홍색의, 진홍색, 진홍색으로 하다, 진홍색이 되다, 피비린내 나는, 새빨개지다, 새빨갛게하다, 시뻘건, 물들이다 cringe: 움씰하다, 굽실거리다, 싫증이 나다, 진력나다, 알랑거리다, 아첨하다, 비굴한 태도, 굽실거림, 움츠러들다 cripple: 불구자, 발판, 위력없는 투구, 신체 장애자, 소택지, 서투른 선수, 병신으로 만들다, 병신, 절름발이, 해치다, 폐인 crippled: 무능력한, 불구의 crisply: 아삭아삭하게 critically: 혹평하여, 비평적으로, 아슬아슬하게, 위태롭게, 위급하게, 가까스로 croaker: 의사, 목사, 불평가, 불길한 예언을 하는 사람, 개굴개굴우는 것, 개골개골 우는 것, 비관론자, 우는 물고기, 동갈민어과의 물고기, 까악까악우는 것 crockery: 오지그릇, 도자기류, 사기그릇, 토기류 crocodile: 악어, 크로코다일, 거짓 눈물짓는 사람, 국민 학생들의 긴 행렬, 그 가죽, 긴 행렬, 위선자, 국민

학생 등의 긴 행렬 crooked: 부정직한, 마음이 비뚤어진, 구부러진, 기형의, 비뚤어진, 부정하게, 부정수단으로 얻은, 허리가 구부러진, 뒤틀린, 꼬부라진, 굴곡된 cross-examine: 힐문하다, 반대 심문하다 cross-eyed: 내사시의, 모들뜨기눈의 crossly: 거꾸로, 뿌루퉁하게, 가로로, 가로, 심술궂게, 심사가 나서, 반대로, 비스듬히 crouch: 웅크림, 굽실거리다, 몸을 구부리다, 쭈그리다, 쪼그리고 앉다, 비굴하게 굽실거림, 오그라지다, 움츠리다, 웅크리다, 위축되다, 바싹 웅크리다 crow: 까마귀, 울다, 소리지르다, 환성을 올리다, 까마귀자리, 환성, 크로말, 홰를 쳐 때를 알리다, 때를 알리다, 함성을 지르다, 의기 양양해지다 crowned: 왕관을 쓴, 춤이 있는, 왕위에 오른, 관식을 단 crowning: 최고의, 더할 나위 없는, 더할나위없는, 무상의, 더할 나위 없는 것 crumb: 빵부스러기, 조금, 작은조각, 소량, 빵가루를 묻히다, 빵 부스러기, 빵부스러기를 치우다, 부스러뜨리다, 근소, 빵의 속, 이 crumpled: 뒤틀린, 주름살 투성이의, 쭈글쭈글한 crush: 붐빔, 진압, 압착하다, 눌러 터뜨림, 과즙, 궤멸시키다, 짝패, 혼잡, 분쇄, 서로 밀고 들어가다, 무너지다 crushing: 눌러 터뜨리는, 압도적인, 박살내는, 결정적인, 분쇄하는, 궤멸적인, 눌러 터뜨리는 것 cryptic: 비밀의, 암호를 사용한, 숨은, 신비스런, 신비적인, 몸을 숨기는데 알맞은, 몸을 숨기는 데 알맞은 crystalline: 수정체, 투명한, 결정의, 맑은, 수정의, 결정상의, 결정체, 결정체로 된, 수정같은, 결정질의, 수정 같은 cubic: 입방의, 세제곱의, 입방체의 cucumber: 오이, 냉정한 cuddy: 작은 방, 선실겸 요리실, 작은 선실, 당나귀, 식기실, 식당겸 사교실, 얼간이, 찬장 cue: 큐, 기분, 역할, 단서, 계기, 신호, 행동을 유도하는 자극, 연주 지시 악절, 행동 개시의 지시를 주다, 실마리, 에게 신호를 주다 culminating: 절정에 달하는, 궁극의 cultivated: 경작된, 양식된, 세련된, 개간된, 배양된, 교양있는, 재배된,

351 교양 있는 cunning: 교묘한, 교활한, 귀여운, 노련한, 멋있는, 숙련, 솜씨, 현명한, 재간있는, 약삭빠른, 빈틈없음 cunningly: 교활하게, 교묘하게 cur: 망종, 똥개, 들개, 쌍놈, 겁쟁이, 불량배 curate: 부목사, 작은 부젓가락, 보좌 신부, 목사 curled: 위축병에 걸린, 오그라든, 소용돌이 꼴의, 두르르 말린, 곱슬털의, 고수머리의 curly: 곱슬곱슬한, 고수머리가 있는, 소용돌이치는, 오그라든, 나무결이 물결 모양의 curse: 저주하다, 월경, 저주, 재앙, 파문하다, 욕지거리하다, 천벌을 내리다, 저주의 말, 파문, 괴롭히다, 독설 cursed: 저주할, 심술궂은, 저주스러움, 심술통, 지겨운, 심사 사나운, 저부받은, 천벌받은, 지긋지긋한, 가증스러운, 저주 받은 curt: 무뚝뚝한, 간략한, 짧은, 퉁명스러운, 짧게자른 curtly: 간략하게, 무뚝뚝하게 cutaway: 장면 전환, 외부의 일부를 잘라낸 그림, 절단 작용이 있는, 내부가 뵈도록 일부 떼어낸앞자락을 비스듬히 재단한 옷, 외부의 일부를 잘라낸, 상의의 앞자락을 뒤로 어슷하게 재단한, 비스듬히 재단한, 모닝코트, 모닝 코트, 외부의 일부를 잘라낸 모형 cutter: 재단사, 커터, 베는 도구, 베는 사람, 소형 말썰매, 소형감시선, 필름 편집자, 절단기, 재단기, 자르는사람, 감시선 cyclone: 대폭풍, 선풍, 열대성 저기압, 집진 장치, 온대성저기압, 큰 회오리 바람, 회리바람 cynically: 냉소적으로 dagger: 단도, 칼표, 이중 칼표, 무서운 눈초리로 노려보다, 심한적의를 품고 dam: 댐, 어미 짐승, 막다, 저지하다, 어미, 아이 딸리나 여자, 둑으로 막다-둑으로 막다, 둑으로 막다, 에 댐을 만들다 damnable: 지겨운, 저주받을 만한, 저주할, 가증한, 경칠 놈의 damnably: 가증한, 지독한, 지옥에 갈, 언어 도단으로 damning: 지옥에 떨어질, 파멸적인, 파멸이 되는, 저주함 저주의, 꼼짝못할, 유죄를 증명하는 dandified: 멋부린, 스마트한, 잔뜩 치장한 dane: 덴마크사람, 그레이트 데인,

352 데인 족, 덴마크 사람 dangerously: 몹시, 위태롭게, 위험하게 dapper: 단정한, 작고 활발한, 날씬한 daring: 겁이 없는, 대담무쌍한, 대담한, 모험적인 기상, 모험적인 용기 darkly: 어둡게, 음울하게, 모호하게, 비밀히, 험악하게, 희미하게, 거무스름하게, 넌지시, 막연히, 음침하게, 은밀히 dashed: 괘씸한, 굉장히, 낙심한, 의기 소침한, 지독히 dashing: 기운찬, 멋부린, 화려한, 기세 좋은, 위세 당당한 davit: 보트 메다는 기둥, 달아 올리는 기둥, 닻 기둥 dazzling: 눈부신 dazzlingly: 현혹적으로, 눈부시게 dearly: 값 비싸게, 끔찍이, 비싸게, 대정 깊이, 깊이, 극진히 deathbed: 죽음의 자리, 임종, 죽음의 자리의 deathblow: 치명적 타격 deathlike: 죽은 듯한, 죽음과 같은, 죽은 사람과 같은 debaucheries: 방탕, 유흥 deceitful: 거짓의, 기만적인, 속이는, 사기의 deceived: 사기하는 decencies: 보기 흉하지 않음, 어엿한 생활에 필요한 것, 예절 바름, 관대 decency: 예의, 체면, 점잖음, 예의 범절, 체면상, 보통의 살림에 필요한 물건, 어엿한 생활에 필요한 것, 예절 바름, 보기 흉하지 않음, 관대 decently: 친절하게, 볼썽사납지 않게, 상당히, 예의바르게, 훌륭하게, 품위 있게, 제법, 적절하게, 괜찮게, 점잖게, 품위있게 deceptive: 속임의, 미혹케 하는, 속이는 declaim: 연설하다, 열변을 토하다, 열변을 토하다-낭독하다, 낭독하다, 웅변조로 낭독하다 declining: 기울어, 쇠하여, 기우는 decorum: 예의바름, 고상함, 단정, 예의 바름 decrepit: 노쇠한, 덜거덕거리는 deep-rooted: 깊이 뿌리 박힌, 깊이 뿌리박힌, 뿌리 깊은 defection: 배반, 변절, 부족, 탈당, 저버림 defenceless: 방비 없는 deference: 복종, 경의 deferential: 공손한, 공경하는, 경의를 표하는 defiance: 도전, 반항, 무시 deformity: 추함, 결함, 불구, 신체

Lord Jim 장애자, 기형, 신체의 기형 부분 defy: 도전하다, 무시하다, 반항하다, 거부하다, 허용하지 않다 degradation: 좌천, 격하, 타락, 침식, 저하, 면직, 분해, 저락, 하락, 퇴보, 파면 dejected: 기운 없는, 낙담한, 낙심한 deliberation: 숙고, 심의, 신중, 신중함, 고의 delicacy: 섬세함, 정교, 우미, 연약함, 우아, 솜씨있음, 고움, 맛있는 음식, 날씬함, 동정심, 섬세 delicately: 미묘하게, 정교하게, 섬세하게, 우아하게, 고상하게 delirium: 정신 착란, 황홀, 무아경, 섬망 상태 deluge: 대홍수, 에 쇄도하다, 큰비, 범람시키다, 쇄도, 쇄도-범람시키다 delusion: 착각, 속임, 미망, 미혹, 현혹, 매혹 demeanour: 행실, 품행, 태도 demolish: 파괴하다, 먹어치우다, 모조리 먹어 치우다, 헐다 demon: 악마, 귀신, 일에 비범한 사람, 정령, 귀재 denver: 덴버 depart: 벗어나다, 출발하다, 떠나다, 빗나가다, 세상을 떠나다 departed: 죽은, 과거의, 고인, 지나간, 죽은사람 depict: 묘사하다, 서술하다 deplorable: 비참한, 슬퍼할, 가엾은, 애처로운, 통탄할 deplorably: 통탄하여, 한탄스럽게, 한탄하여, 비통하게 deplore: 비탄하다 deposition: 퇴위, 면직, 증언, 선서 증언, 선서 증서, 내려놓기, 관직박탈, 공탁, 조서 depravity: 타락, 비행, 악행 deprive: 빼앗다, 저해하다, 면직시키다, 파면하다, 면직하다 derangement: 발광, 혼란, 교란 derelict: 유기된, 유기선, 버려진, 버림받은, 버림받은 사람, 유기물, 직무 태만의, 직무 태만의-유기물, 의무 태만의, 포기된 derision: 비웃음, 경멸, 조롱, 조소거리 descend: 내려가다, 타락하다, 내리다, 급승하다, 전해지다, 축소하다, 지평선 쪽으로 움직이다, 습격하다, 내리받이가 되다, 남 쪽으로 움직이다, 계통을 잇다 descended: 유래한, 전해진 descending: 내려가는, 강하하는, 하향의 deserter: 유기자, 탈영병, 탈당자, 직장포기자, 직장 포기자, 탈주자,

도망자, 탈선자 desertion: 유기, 탈당, 탈함, 내버림, 황폐, 황폐 상태 deserving: 받을 가치가 있는, 보상받을 만한, 원조 받을 만한 desirous: 원하는, 바라는 desolate: 황량한, 황폐케하다, 황폐한, 음산한, 고독한, 사람이 안 사는, 시람이 안 사는, 쓸쓸한, 내버려진 despairing: 절망적인, 필사의, 자포자기한 despairingly: 절망적으로, 가망 없게, 자포자기로 desperation: 절망, 자포자기, 기를 씀, 필사 despise: 경멸하다 despondency: 낙담 destine: 예정하다, 운명짓다, 할당하다, 예정해 두다, 정해지다 destined: 예정된, 운명지어진, 향하는 destitute: 결핍한, 군색한, 빈곤한 destitution: 결핍, 빈궁, 결핍 상태 detach: 분견하다, 분리하다, 떼다, 파견하다 detachment: 분리, 초월, 분견대, 초연함, 파견 detain: 말리다, 억류하다, 붙들다, 감금하다, 구류하다, 유치하다, 을 못가게 붙들다 detained: 유치하는, 감금하는, 구류하는 detestable: 몹시 싫은, 혐오할 만한 detonation: 뇌관, 기폭약, 폭음, 폭발 deuce: 듀스, 불운, 재액, 재액시합을 듀스로 만들다, 시합을 듀스로 만들다, 이달러, 이의 패, 주사위의 2, 화 deucedly: 지독히, 지겹도록 devastated: 황폐시키는 devastation: 망친, 약탈한, 황폐하게 함 devilish: 극도의, 악마같은, 극악무도한, 지독한, 악마 같은 devilishly: 극악무도하게, 지독하게, 악마같이 devilry: 악마, 무모한 장난, 마법, 악마의 짓, 악행, 마술, 악마화, 악마의 소행, 극악무도, 극악 무도, 극악 무도한 짓 devious: 꾸불꾸불한, 우회하는, 인륜을 벗어난, 정도를 벗어난, 솔직하지 않은, 멀리 돌아가는 deviously: 우회하게, 인륜에 벗어나게, 꾸불꾸불하게 devise: 궁리하다, 안출하다, 유증하다, 유증, 유증하다-유증, 부동산 유증, 고안하다

Joseph Conrad devoid: 결여된 devotion: 귀의, 헌신, 애착, 전념, 기도, 전렴 devouring: 열렬한, 게걸스레 먹는, 열중시키는, 맹렬한, 사람을 괴롭히는, 탐하듯이 devout: 성실한, 열심인, 경건한, 독실한 신자들, 마음에서 우러나는, 믿음이 깊은 dew: 이슬이 내리다, 이슬방울, 이슬로 적시다, 이슬이 내리다이슬로 적시다, 이슬이 내린다, 이슬, 신선함, 이슬로 젖다 dewy: 상쾌한, 이슬의, 고요한, 이슬 맺힌, 이슬맺힌, 이슬을 머금은, 눈물 젖은 diabolical: 악마의, 극악무도한, 악마적인, 악마 같은 dial: 다이얼, 전화를 걸다, 문자반, 다이얼을 도리다, 지침반-다이얼을 도리다, 지침반, 낯, 다이얼로 계량하다, 다이얼로 표시하다, 다이얼을 돌리다, 파장에 맞추다 dialect: 방언, 통용어, 파생언어, 지방 사투리, 한 계급 특유의 통용어, 한 직업 특유의 통용어 dice: 주사위, 야채 따위를 골패짝 모양으로 썰다, 작은 입방체, 주사위 놀이를 하다, 주사위 노름으로 잃다, 작은 입방체-주사위 놀이를 하다주사위 노름으로 잃다, 주사위꼴로 자르다, 주사위꼴로 하다, 서양 장기판 꼴로 하다, 거절하다, 도박해서 잃다 diffused: 확산된, 널리 퍼진 digestion: 소화, 소화 작용, 소화제 dignified: 고귀한, 위험 있는, 위엄 있는 dignitary: 고관, 귀인, 고승, 소위 성직자, 고위 인사 dilapidated: 황폐한, 황랑한 dilatory: 완만한, 느린, 늑장, 꾸물거림 diligent: 부지런한, 근면한 diminished: 감소된, 권위가 떨어진, 반음 줄인, 감손된 dimly: 희미하게, 어둑하게, 어스레하게, 어슴푸레하게, 어렴풋이, 아련히 dimness: 어스레함, 어스름, 불명료, 어둑함, 희미함 din: 소음, 뇌고 되뇌이다, 소음이 나다, 소음으로 멍멍하게 하다, 귀를 멍멍하게 하다, 울리다 dine: 정찬을 들다, 식사를 하다, 식사할 수 있다, 만찬을 대접하다, 정찬을 먹다, 정찬을 대접하다 dingy: 지저분한, 거무스름한, 그을은, 더러운, 거무죽죽한, 평판이

나쁜 dip: 담그다, 살충액에 담그어 씻다, 살짝 적시다, 적시다, 잠시 내렸다 올리다, 어리석은 사람, 양초, 순간적 강하, 소매치기, 물건을 건지려고 손을 쑥 넣다, 살짝 잠기다 diplomacy: 외교 수완, 외교, 외교술 diplomatist: 외교관, 외교가 discern: 분간하다, 지각하다, 인식하다, 차이를 알다, 뚜렷하게 인식하다, 보고 분간하다, 식별하다 disclaim: 관계를 부인하다, 포기하다, 포기, 버리다, 부인자, 부인하다 disclose: 털어놓다, 노출시키다, 나타내다, 발표하다, 폭로하다, 드러내다 discomfiture: 실패, 당황, 패주, 좌절, 패배, 대패주, 당혹, 괴멸, 쩔쩔맴 discomfort: 불쾌하게 하다, 불편을 주다, 불쾌 discomposed: 마음이 산란해진, 침착을 잃은 disconcerted: 당혹한, 당황한 discontented: 불만스러운, 불만을 품은 discouraged: 낙담한, 낙심한, 술에 취한 discouraging: 낙담시키는, 용기를 꺾는, 실망적인, 신이 안나는, 맥빠진, 시원찮은 discreet: 사려가 깊은, 신중한, 분별 있는, 분별있는, 지각있는, 사려있는 discreetly: 분별있게, 사려깊은, 신중하게 discriminating: 차별적인, 식별있는, 구별할 수 있는 disdain: 경멸, 경멸하다, 경멸하다경멸적인, 경멸적인, 경멸감, 할 가치가 없다고 생각하다 diseased: 병적인, 병의, 병에 걸린 disembodied: 육체가 없는, 모습이 안 보이는 사람에게서 나온 disenchantment: 눈뜸, 각성, 미몽에서 깨어남 disengaged: 약속이 없는, 한가한, 자유로운, 풀린, 예약이 없는 disfigured: 의 외관을 손상하는 disgrace: 창피, 치욕, 욕보이다, 눈 밖에 나 있음, 불명예, 수치가 되다, 총애를 잃게 하다, 망신시키는 것 disgracefully: 불명예스럽게, 면목 없게 disgust: 역겹게하다, 혐오, 역겨움, 정떨어지게 하다, 정떨어지게하다역겨움, 싫음, 메스꺼워찌게 하다 disgusted: 메스꺼워찌게 하는 dishevelled: 헝클어진, 흩어진, 봉두난발의, 주제가 단정치 못한,

353 단정치 못한, 흐트러진 dishonour: 굴욕, 불명예, 치욕, 정조를 범하다, 인수거절, 의 명예를 손상시키다, 어기다, 수칫거리, 지불거절, 의 명예를 더럽히다 disjointed: 관절이 삔, 흐트러진 dismal: 쓸쓸한, 음침한, 무시무시한, 참담한, 어두운, 비참한 dismally: 음침하게, 비참하게, 음산하게 dismay: 당황, 경악, 깜짝 놀라게 하다, 근심시키다, 당황케 하다, 놀람 disordered: 혼란된, 병에 걸린, 고장난 disparagement: 비방, 얕봄, 깔봄, 경멸 dispirited: 기가 꺾인, 낙심한 displeased: 화난 disport: 놀이, 놀다, 즐거움, 즐겁게 하다, 즐겁게 하다-즐거움, 흥겹게 놀다, 장난하다 dispose: 배치하다, 일의 성패를 결정하다, 처리하다, 충당하다, 할 마음이 나게 하다, 의 경향을 갖게 하다, 일의 추세를 결정하다 disposed: 배치된, 한 감정을 품고, 할 생각이 있는 disposition: 성질, 처리, 배치, 성향, 처분, 배열 disproportion: 불균형, 어울리지 않음, 불균형하다, 어울리지않게하다, 어울리지않게 하다 disregard: 무시하다, 무시, 경시하다, 경시 disreputable: 평판이 나쁜, 불명예스러운, 평판이 좋지 않은, 보기 싫은 dissent: 국교 반대, 의견을 달리하다, 이의를 말하다, 이의, 영국 교회에 반대하다, 불찬성, 다수 의견에 반대하는 의견, 국교에 반대하다 dissimilar: 같지 않은, 와 비슷하지 않은 dissolve: 해산하다, 깨치다, 녹이다, 녹다, 분해하다, 해소시키다, 취소하다, 디졸브하다, 디졸브시키다, 디졸브, 해소되다 distilled: 증류한, 증류하여 얻은 distinguishable: 구별할 수 있는 distorted: 뒤틀린, 일그러진, 곱새긴, 비뚤어진 distracted: 광란의, 어수선한, 빗나간 distraction: 기분 전환, 주의 산만, 정신의 홀어짐, 오락, 광기, 불화, 정신이 흩어짐, 마음이 혼란 distressed: 피로한, 궁핍한, 구유핍한, 투매의, 고민하는 distressful: 비참한, 고통스런, 고난

354 많은, 고민이 많은 distressing: 비참한, 괴롭히는, 괴로움을 주는 distributing: 분배의, 배급의 distrust: 불신, 의혹, 의심하다 ditch: 도랑, 을 버리다, 도랑에 빠뜨리다, 도랑에빠뜨리다, 죽을 때까지 분전하다, 착수시키다, 치다, 도랑을 파다, 도랑에 떨어뜨리다, 영국 해협, 버리다 dive: 몰두, 몰두하다, 뛰어들다, 잠수, 갑자기없어지다, 다이빙, 급강하, 탐구, 짐수하다, 잠수시키다, 짜고 하는 녹아웃 diverging: 서로 다른, 분기하는, 발산성의 dividers: 분할기 dividing: 나누는, 구분적인 diving: 다이빙, 잠수업, 잠수의, 잠수 documentary: 문서의, 기록물의, 증서에의한, 사실을 기록한, 기록한 것 dodge: 속임수, 속이다, 살짝숨다, 다지, 말을 둘러대다, 묘안팅삥, 묘안, 몸을돌려피함, 홱몸을피하다, 홱 몸을 피하다, 가 dogged: 완고한 dole: 실업수당, 짤름거리다, 운명, 시여물, 비탄, 슬픔, 운, 구호품, 을 나누어 주다, 시주 dolefully: 슬프게, 음울하게 dome: 둥근꼭대기, 둥근천정, 반구형의것, 머리, 둥근 천장, 둥근 지붕 모양의 물건, 비면, 웅장한 건물 dominating: 통치의, 지배의, 권세의 donkey: 당나귀, 고집통이, 멍텅구리, 바보, 보조 엔진 donkeyman: 동키맨 don't: 금지조항서, 하지마세요 doom: 운명짓다, 운명, 선고하다, 죽음, 파멸, 최후의 심판, 재판, 판정하다, 법령 doomed: 운이 다한, 불운한 dormant: 잠자는, 활동휴지중인, 움직이지 않는, 휴지 상태에 있는 dotted: 점을찍은, 점이있는, 점재한, 점이 찍힌 double-dealing: 표리가 있는, 딴 마음이 있는, 표리가있는 언행, 표리가 있는 언행, 사기, 딴 마음이 있는 언행, 불성실한 doubtfully: 확실히 doubting: 의혹을 품고 있는, 불안한 dover: 도버해협, 도버 downcast: 풀이죽은, 파멸, 풀죽은 모습, 눈을 내리뜬, 풀죽은모습, 눈을내리뜬, 고개를숙인, 고개를 숙인, 내리뜬 downpour: 억수, 호우, 억수 같은 비

Lord Jim downright: 솔직한, 철저히, 아주, 완전한, 명확한, 곧은, 철저한 downward: 아래쪽으로, 내려가는, 이후, 이래, 쇠잔하여, 쇠미한, 내리받이의, 이후의, 아래쪽으로의, 쇠퇴하여, 아래로 향한 doze: 졸기, 졸다, 선잠, 졸며시간을보내다, 졸며시간을 보내다, 졸면서 지내다, 졸면서 시간 보내다, 불도저로 파다, 불도저로 땅을 파다, 불도저로 땅을 나르다, 불도저로 땅을 고르다 drab: 단조로운, 담갈색, 담갈색의, 매춘부, 허튼계집, 단정치 못한 여자, 단조로움 drained: 수분제외 drapery: 피륙, 휘장, 주름, 커튼, 포목, 옷, 장막, 직물업, 포장 dratted: 지긋지긋한 draught: 선발하다, 기안하다, 기초하다, 끌다, 제도공으로서 기술을 연마하다 drawing-room: 응접실, 특별 객실, 회견, 제도실 drawl: 느린말투, 느릿느릿 말하다, 느릿느릿말하다, 느리게 말하다, 느린 말투 drawling: 뜸직뜸직한, 느리게 질질 끄는, 우물쭈물하는 dread: 공포, 두려움, 두려워하다, 걱정하다, 격정하다, 무서운 물건, 무서운 사람 dreamily: 어렴풋하게, 꿈같이, 꿈결같은, 꿈결같이 dreamy: 공상적인, 어렴풋한, 꿈결같은, 꿈꾸는 듯한, 꿈 많은, 꿈같은 dreary: 울적한, 쓸쓸한, 지루한, 처량한, 음울한, 황량한 dregs: 잔재 dresser: 멋쟁이, 옷입는사람, 옷입는 사람, 장식하는사람, 의상담당자, 의상 담당자, 장식하는 사람, 마무르는 직공, 처치담당자, 장식자, 경대 drip: 적하, 물방울, 똑똑 떨어지다, 똑똑떨어지다, 빗물받이 돌, 서교성 없는 사람, 미련한 사람, 물방울을 듣게 하다, 똑똑 떨어지는 물방울 소리, 똑똑 떨어지기, 듣다 dripping: 흠뻑 젖은, 적하, 적하 듣는 것, 물방울 똑똑 떨어지는, 뚝뚝 떨어짐, 들음 drizzle: 이슬비, 보슬비, 가랑비, 가랑비가 내리다, 이슬비가 내리다 droll: 익살스러운, 익살떨다, 익살꾸러기 drooping: 눈을 내리깐, 늘어진, 풀이 죽은

drown: 잊어버리다, 달래다, 물에 빠지다, 물에빠뜨리다, 들리지않게하다, 물에 빠뜨리다, 흠뻑젖게하다, 흠뻑 젖게하다, 물에빠지다, 들리지 않게하다, 잊게 하다 drowned: 물에 빠져 죽은, 에 빠진, 몰두하고 있는 drowning: 물에 빠져 있는, 이해할 수 없는, 혼란한 drowsily: 졸린듯이, 꾸벅꾸벅, 잠결에, 나른하게 duel: 결투, 결투하다, 투쟁 duffer: 가짜, 바보, 병신, 사기꾼 dulcet: 아름다운, 상쾌한 dullness: 지루함, 둔감, 둔함, 침울, 아둔함 불경기, 멍청함 dumbly: 말없이, 묵묵히, 벙어리처럼, 소리 안 나게 dumpy: 땅딸막한, 울적한, 뚱한 dun: 독촉장, 성화같이 독촉하다, 어둠침침한, 암갈색으로하다, 성화같이독촉하다, 암갈색으로 하다, 암갈색의, 암갈색 말, 암갈색, 밤색말, 거무스름한 파리낚시의 털바늘 dunnage: 파손을 막기 위해 뱃짐사이에 끼우는 멍석, 소지품, 의류 dusk: 땅거미, 그늘, 어스레한, 황혼, 거무스름한, 어둑해지다, 어스름, 음울한, 어둑하게 하다 dusky: 거무스름한, 어스레한, 음울한 dusting: 청소, 구타, 먼지 털기, 가루 살포 dwell: 살다, 거주하다, 곰곰이 생각하다, 천천히발음하다, 천천히 발음하다, 길게논하다, 곰곰이생각하다, 길게 논하다, 머무르다, 발을 올리는 것이 더디다 dwelling: 주거, 주소, 거처 dyed: 물들인, 염색된 dyspepsia: 소화불량 eagerness: 열의, 열망, 열심 earnest: 진지한, 열심인, 진지, 진심, 중대한, 정식, 성실한, 성실, 엄숙한성실, 엄숙한, 계약금 earnestly: 진지하게, 진정으로, 진심으로, 열심히 earnestness: 열심 earshot: 들리는거리, 들리는 거리, 목소리가 닿는 거리 earthly: 지구의, 세속의, 속세의, 도대체, 전혀, 이 세상의, 지상의 earthquake: 지진, 대변동 earthwork: 대지 예술, 토목공사, 방어용흙둑, 방어용 흙둑, 토공사, 토루 eaves: 처마

Joseph Conrad ebb: 썰물, 간조, 기울다, 쇠퇴, 성쇠, 성쇠-써다, 만회하다, 감퇴, 줄다, 빠지다 ebony: 흑단, 칠흙의, 흑단재, 흑단으로 만든 eccentric: 편심적인, 편심륜, 편심의, 별난, 편심론, 별난사람, 괴짜, 괴짜의-괴짜, 괴짜의, 이심원, 편심기 eccentricity: 별남, 괴벽, 이심률, 기행, 남다름 ecstatic: 무아경의, 희열에 넘친, 황홀한, 황홀한 도취하는 사람, 완전히 마음이 팔린, 열중한, 무아경 eddy: 소용돌이, 소용돌이치게 하다, 소용돌이치다 edged: 날이 있는, 통렬한, 거나하게 취한, 가장자리가 있는 edible: 먹을수있는, 식료품, 먹을 수 있는 edification: 교화, 등의함양 edifice: 건물, 체계, 조직, 구성물 effigy: 상, 인형, 조상 effusively: 철철 넘쳐, 도도히 egoism: 이기주의, 자부, 자만, 이기설 egotism: 이기주의, 자기 중심벽, 자만, 자만심, 자기본위, 자기중심, 자부 ejaculatory: 절규하는 듯한, 생리 사정의, 절규의 elasticity: 탄력, 융통성, 신축성, 순응성, 탄성, 불행에서 일어서는 힘, 융통성 있음, 쾌활, 쾌활함, 불행에서 일어서는 elated: 의기 양양한심명이 난, 의기 양양한 elation: 의기 양양, 의기양양, 득의만면 elemental: 원소의, 사대의, 근원적인, 본질적인, 원리의, 원소 같은, 초보의, 자연력과 같은, 자연 그대로의, 요소의 elevated: 고상한, 높은, 쾌활한, 거나한, 의기 양양한, 한잔하여 기분이 좋은 elixir: 연금술의 영액, 만병 통치약, 불로 장수의 영약, 만능약, 불로 불사의 영약, 연금약액 eloquent: 표정이 풍부한, 웅변의, 을 잘 나타내는 elusive: 알기어려운, 용하게 빠져나가다, 포착하기어려운, 기억하기 어려운, 알기 어려운, 피하는 em: 전각, 여자 이름, 엠자 emaciated: 여윈, 수척한, 메마른, 쇠약한, 쇠약해진 embark: 투자하다, 배를타다,

출범하다, 배에 태우다, 착수하다, 태우다, 배에 타다, 비행기에 타다 ember: 여신, 단식과 기도의 계재, 타다남은것, 타다 남은 것 embezzle: 위탁금 따위를 써버리다, 쓰다 embodied: 형태를 부여하는, 구체화하는, 포함하는, 합체시키는 embodiment: 구체화, 구현, 화신, 구체화된 것 emerald: 선녹색의, 에메랄드, 녹옥, 녹음 에메랄드, 녹음 에메랄드선녹색의, 에메랄드 빛, 에메랄드 빛의, 에메랄드 활자체, 에메랄드의, 에메랄드제의 emit: 발하다, 발행하다, 내다, 토로하다, 방사하다 emphatically: 강하게, 단호히, 전혀 emptiness: 무지, 덧없음, 공허, 공복, 무의미, 공, 빈 곳, 텅 빔, 빔, 무가치 en: 반각, 이분 enclosure: 울안, 종획지, 울타리, 울, 구내, 담, 동봉한 것, 봉입물, 울로 둘러싼 땅, 동봉, 둘러쌈 endurable: 견딜 수 있는, 참을 수 있는, 감내할 수 있는 endurance: 인내, 내구성, 지구력 enduring: 영속적인, 참는, 참을 수 있는 energetic: 정력적인, 원기왕성한 engaging: 매력 있는, 마음 끄튼, 마음 끄는, 남의 마음을 끄는 enigma: 수수께끼, 수수께끼의 인물, 불가해안 사물 enigmatic: 수수께끼의, 수수께끼같은, 불가사의한, 불가해한, 알기 어려운, 정체 모를, 정체모를, 수수께끼 같은 enigmatical: 불가해한, 수수께끼 같은, 정체 모를 enlarge: 넓어지다, 퍼지다, 확대하다, 부연하다, 상세하게 설명하다, 석방하다, 크게 하다, 확장하다 enlarged: 넓어지는, 상세하게 설명하는, 석방하는, 크게 하는, 확장하는 enlighten: 계몽하다, 명백하게 하다, 교화하다, 밝히다, 빛을 비추다 enlightened: 계몽된, 밝은, 개화된, 견식 있는, 계발된, 문명의, 문명화한, 진보한, 훤히 통달한 enlisted: 사병에 관한, 사병의 enraged: 성나게 하는, 화나게 하는 ensign: 기수, 국기, 군기, 기장, 기 enslaved: 노예로 만드는 enterprising: 기업심이왕성한, 모험적인, 기업적인, 진취적인 entertainer: 대접하는사람, 환대하는 사람

355 entertaining: 재미있는, 유쾌한 enthusiastically: 열광적으로 enticing: 마음을 끄는, 유혹적인, 마음을 끌 만한 entomologist: 곤충학자 entomology: 곤충학 entrails: 내장, 내부 entreat: 탄원하다, 간절히부탁하다, 간청하다, 취급하다 entreating: 간청의 탄원의, 간청의 envelop: 싸다, 포위하다, 봉하다 enviable: 바람직한, 부러운, 샘나는 enviously: 시기하여, 부러워하게, 질투하여 epithet: 별명, 통칭, 형용사, 형용 어구 equably: 고요하게, 균등하게, 평온하게 erect: 건립하다, 꼿꼿이 세우다, 꼿꼿이선, 똑바로 선, 세우다, 승격시키다, 서다, 조립하다, 직립시키다, 창설하다, 곤두서서 errand: 심부름, 볼일, 사명, 심부름의 내용, 내용 erring: 잘못되어 있는, 죄를 범하고 있는 eruption: 발진, 분화, 폭발, 분출, 돌발, 이가 남 especial: 특별한, 각별한 esplanade: 산책길, 공터 espousal: 지지, 약혼, 옹호, 채용, 혼례, 약혼식 est: 심신 통일 훈련 estuary: 강어귀, 내포 eternity: 영원, 내세, 영구, 영원한 진실, 영원한 진리, 오래 시간, 영원의 세계, 영원한 존재 ether: 하늘, 에테르, 정기, 라디오 eventuality: 우발성, 만일의 경우, 예측못할사건, 궁극, 예측 못할 사건 everlasting: 영구한, 영원한, 끝없는, 변함없는, 영원, 영겁, 지루한, 떡쑥, 영구, 영원히 계속되는, 튼튼한 나사 everlastingly: 끝없이, 영구히 evil-minded: 심사가 나쁜 evolving: 발달시키는, 판명되는, 진화하는, 진화시키는, 방출하는, 끌어내는, 전개하는 exacting: 힘드는, 가혹한, 고된, 강제로 징수하는, 엄격한, 쓰라린, 착취적인 exaltation: 승진, 높임, 항진, 의기양양 exalted: 고귀한, 지위가 높은, 고상한, 숭고한, 기뻐 날뛰는, 고양된, 의기양양한 exasperating: 분통이 터지는, 분통 터지는, 화가 나는, 화나는 exasperation: 격분, 악화, 분노, 격화,

356 격노 exceedingly: 대단히, 엄청나게, 매우, 굉장히 excessively: 과도하게, 지나치게, 부절제하게 excitedly: 흥분하여 exclaim: 외치다, 큰 소리로 말하다, 비난하다 exclamation: 감탄, 외침, 감탄사, 감탄부호, 절규 excusable: 변명이 서는, 용서할수있는, 용서할 수 있는 executioner: 실행자, 사형 집행인, 사형집행인 exertion: 노력, 진력, 발위, 행사 exhalation: 증기, 발산물, 호기, 날숨, 발산, 증발기, 폭발 exhort: 훈계하다, 권고하다, 열심히권하다, 간곡히 타이르다 exorcism: 액막이, 귀신 쫓아 내기 expanse: 팽창, 넓은장소, 넓음, 확장, 넓게 퍼진 공간, 넓게 퍼진 장소 expectant: 기대하는 사람, 지망자, 임신중인, 예기하는, 기다리고 있는, 기다리는, 임신중의, 추정 상속의, 추정 상속인, 기대되는 expediency: 편의, 편의주의, 사리, 방편, 편법 expedient: 수단, 유리한, 정략적인, 편법, 방편, 편의주의의, 공리적인, 형편좋은, 임기응변의조처, 시의를 얻은, 편의한 expiation: 속죄, 보상, 죄를 씻음, 선행 등으로 갚음 explanatory: 설명적인, 해석상의, 해석의, 설명의, 변명적인 exploded: 기계를 분해하여 부품의 상호 관계를 나타내는, 논파된, 폭발한 expose: 쐬다, 폭로하다, 노출하다, 집밖에 내버리다, 적발하다, 진열하다, 폭로, 적발, 접하게 하다, 버리다, 보이다 expressive: 표정이 풍부한, 표현의, 표현하는, 의미 심장한, 표현이 풍부한, 나타내는, 표현적인 expressively: 의미있게, 표현적으로 exquisite: 절묘한, 정교한, 예민한, 멋쟁이 남자, 우미한, 우아한, 더할나위 없는, 깊은, 취미가 까다로운 사람, 취미가까다로운사람, 아주 아름다운 extenuation: 정상 참작, 경감, 참작할 점, 가벼이 봄 exterior: 외부의, 외면의, 외부, 외면, 외관, 옥외 풍경, 대외적인, 외모, 외관상의, 관계 없는 exterminate: 근절하다, 절멸하다 externals: 외관

Lord Jim extinct: 꺼진, 끊어진, 사멸한, 폐지된, 단절된 extinction: 소멸, 소화, 폐지, 빛의 흡수, 단절, 꺼짐, 절명, 종식, 진화, 흡광, 사멸 extortionate: 엄청난, 강요하는, 터무니없는, 폭리의, 과대한, 강탈하는 extraordinarily: 엄청나게, 이례적으로, 비상하게, 대단하게, 유별나게, 특별히 extravagant: 낭비하는, 엄청난, 터무니 없는, 기발한 extravagantly: 낭비적으로, 엄청나게, 엉뚱하게 extremity: 말단, 수족, 선단, 곤경, 비상수단, 끝, 극한, 극단, 극도, 극단책, 앞끝 extricate: 구해내다, 유리시키다 exuberant: 무성한, 풍부한, 화려한, 원기왕성한, 원기가 좋은, 푸우한 exultation: 환희, 광희, 열광, 몹시 기뻐함 eyelid: 눈꺼풀, 눈두덩 eyesight: 시력, 시각, 시야 eyewitness: 목격자, 목격하다 fable: 전설, 우화, 신화, 거짓말하다, 우화를 이야기하다, 꾸며낸 이야기, 줄거리, 지어낸 이야기, 꾸며낸 이야기를 하다, 꾸며내다, 꾸민 이야기 fabulously: 엄청나게, 거짓말 같이, 터무니없게, 우화적으로, 믿어지지 않을 만큼, 굉장히, 놀랄만큼 facetiously: 우습게, 익살맞게, 농담조로 factitious: 인공적인, 인위적인, 겉꾸민, 부자연스러운, 부자연한 fading: 페이딩 fainting: 기절, 실신, 졸도, 졸도하는, 기철의, 의기소침 faithfully: 여불비례, 충실히 faithfulness: 성실함, 정확함, 충심함, 충실 falsehood: 허위, 거짓말, 잘못 falter: 비틀거리다, 더듬음, 비틀거림, 머뭇거림, 말을 더듬다, 머뭇거리다우물우물말하다, 우물우물 말하다, 말을더듬다, 머뭇거리다, 더듬거리며 말하다, 주춤하다 faltering: 비틀거리는, 말을 더듬거리는, 주저하는 familiarity: 친교, 친함, 허울없음, 친숙함, 친밀, 무엄한, 무간함, 치근치근함, 익히 앎, 임의로움, 스스럼 없음 familiarly: 친하게, 무람없이, 무엄하게, 정답게, 허물없이 fanatical: 광신적인, 열광적인,

열중한 fancied: 공상의, 상상의, 가공의, 사육자, 이길 듯싶은, 잘 될 듯싶은, 마음에 든 fanciful: 공상의, 변덕스런, 기발한, 기상 천외한, 공상에 잠기는 farce: 소극, 익살미를 가하다, 익살극, 익살을 섞다, 익살 광대극, 익살, 소를 넣다, 기지를 섞다, 가늘게 저미어 조린 고기, 어리석은 짓거리 far-off: 아득히 먼 farther: 더먼, 좀더, 그위에, 더욱더, 더멀리, 더욱이, 더 앞선, 더 멀리, 더 먼, 더 뒤의, 더 나중의 farthest: 가장먼, 가장멀리, 가장 먼, 가장 멀리 farthing: 영국의 동전, 영국의동전, 파싱 fascinate: 매혹하다, 눈독들이다, 움츠러지게 하다, 노려보다 fashioned: 식의 fasten: 잠기다, 멈추다, 잠그다, 고착하다, 꽉달라붙다, 꽉 달라붙다, 단단히 고정시키다, 단단히고정시키다, 붙들어 매다, 붙들어매다, 고정하다 fatality: 참사, 숙명, 죽음, 불운, 재난, 치사성, 필연설, 불행, 인연, 운명, 숙명론 fatally: 치명적으로, 숙명적으로, 불운하게도, 불가피하게 fated: 숙명적인, 저주받은, 운명 지워진, 운명이 정해진 fateful: 숙명적인, 중대한, 치명적인, 운명을 안고 있는, 예언적인 fathom: 길, 헤아리다, 수심을 재다, 추측하다, 수심을 측정하다, 이해 fatigue: 피로, 약화시키다, 사역, 노역, 금속의약화, 지치게 하다, 작업복, 노동, 약화, 작업 favouritism: 정실, 펀애, 편과, 편애 fawning: 아양부리는, 알랑거리는, 아첨하는 fearfully: 몹시, 무서워하며, 무섭게, 굉장히, 지독히, 벌벌 떨며, 거정스럽게, 지독하게 fearless: 무서워하지 않는, 겁 없는, 무서워하지 않은, 두려움을 모르는, 대담무쌍한, 대담 무쌍한 fearlessly: 겁 없이, 대담 무쌍하게, 대담하게, 무서워하지 않고, 용감하게 fearlessness: 대담, 용기 fearsome: 겁많은, 무서운, 무시무시한 feather: 깃털, 깃털이 나다, 날개처럼 움직이다, 깃으로 장식하다, 깃털 같이 난 털, 상태, 조류, 종류, 페더링, 항적, 살깃

Joseph Conrad feathered: 깃털이 난, 깃털 장식이 있는, 날개가 있는, 깃을 단, 깃 모양의, 날개 있는, 깃이 있는, 날듯이 빠른, 깃털로 장식을 한, 깃이 달린 feathery: 깃이 난, 깃털 같은, 경박한, 가벼운, 깃으로 덮인, 깃털이 있는 fecund: 다산의, 비옥한 feeble: 약한, 연약한, 희미한, 의지가 박약한 feebly: 무기력하게, 나약하게 feint: 가장, 가장하다, 치는 시늉하다, 가늘고 색이 엷은 felicitous: 표현이 교묘한, 적절한, 표현을 잘하는, 경사스러운, 교묘한 felicity: 행복, 지복, 적절한 표현, 교묘함, 경사, 적절 felled: 경사지는, 함락되는, 공그르는, 구르는, 나빠지는, 내려가는, 내리는, 넘어가는, 분류되는, 쓰러지는, 아래를 향하는 fellowship: 단체, 친교, 특별연구원의 지위, 친구, 조합, 우정, 교우, 대학의 특별 연구원의 지위, 대학의 특별 연구원의 연구비, 친구간임, 같이하기 ferocious: 사나운, 잔인한, 흉악한, 지독한 ferocity: 잔인성, 광포한 행동, 사나움 festal: 축제의, 명랑한, 유쾌한 festive: 축제의, 즐거운, 명랑한 feverish: 열병이 많은, 열광적인, 열이 있는, 열병의, 열띤, 열병이 유행하는 feverishly: 불안정하게, 열광적으로, 열나게 fickle: 변덕스러운, 변하기 쉬운 fidelity: 충실도, 충실, 엄수, 정확함, 성실, 원 물건과 꼭같음, 정절 fiend: 악마, 악령, 잔인한사람, 마귀 같은 사람, 에 미친 사람 fiendish: 마성의, 극악한, 귀신 같은, 공력이 드는, 교묘한, 대단한, 잔인한, 몹시 불쾌한, 악마 같은, 악마같은, 매우 어려운 fierceness: 사나움, 맹렬, 흉포 fiery: 불의, 염증을 일으킨, 불빛의, 불같은, 불타고있는, 격하기 쉬운, 작열하는, 열렬한, 얼얼한, 인화하기 쉬운, 폭발하기 쉬운 fiftieth: 쉰분의 1, 쉰번째의, 쉰분의 하나의, 오십 번째의 사람, 제오십, 오십 번째의 것 figuratively: 비유적으로, 전의적으로, 상징적으로 figured: 모양으로 나타낸, 무늬 있는, 그림으로 표시한, 도식으로 표시한, 무늬가 있는, 문채 있는, 코드를 나타내는 숫자가 있는, 화음을

나타내는 숫자가 있는 filth: 오물, 외설, 추잡, 음담패설 finality: 종국, 최종적인 사물, 결국, 최종적인, 결말, 결정적인, 최후의 것, 최후의 언행, 최후적인, 최후적임, 궁극성 fingering: 가는 털실, 운지법, 손가락으로 만지작거림, 운지기호 finis: 끝, 죽음, 최후, 결미 fir: 전나무, 그 재목, 소나무, 전나무 재목 fireman: 구원투수, 화부, 소방수, 소방사, 보일러공, 구원 투수, 소방대원 fireside: 난로가, 가정, 단란, 일가, 노변의, 노변, 가정적인, 난로가의 firmament: 창공, 하늘 firmness: 견고, 견실, 단단함, 결의가 굳은, 확고 부동, 확고부동 first-rate: 굉장히, 막상, 제 일 급의, 제 일 류의, 굉장한 fishy: 물고기의, 비린, 흐리멍텅한, 물고기같은, 의심스런, 수상한, 물고기가 많은, 흐릿한 fissure: 틈, 틈이 생기게 하다, 금, 갈라지다, 분할, 열구, 갈라진 틈, 찢어진 금, 갈라진 금, 쪼개진 틈, 터지게 되다 fitful: 발작적인, 단속적인, 변덕이 심한, 변하기 쉬운, 일정치 않은 fixedly: 고정하여, 안정하여, 정착하여 fixing: 고정, 설비, 정착, 비품, 설치, 조정 flagship: 기함, 본점, 최고인것, 본사, 본교, 가장 큰배, 가장 호화스런 비행기, 가장 호화스런 배, 가장 큰 비행기, 가장 큰 배, 가장 최신의 배 flake: 박편이 되다, 얇은조각, 물고기 말리는 덕, 저장 시렁, 매우 특이한 개성을 가진 선수, 얇은 조각, 엷은 조각으로 덮다, 매우 특이한 개성을 가진 사람, 저장 선반, 엷은 조각으로 하다, 체포 flannel: 플란넬, 모직 속옷, 융의 일종, 플란넬제 의류, 플란넬로 만든, 플란넬제 걸레, 플란넬제 타월, 플란넬제 헝겊, 허튼소리, 플란넬 제품 flannelette: 면플란넬, 면 플란넬의, 면 플란넬 flapping: 상하 방향의 회전 운동 flared: 플레어의 flaring: 나팔꽃 모양의, 현란한, 벌어진, 타오르는, 저속하고 번지르르한, 너울너울 타는, 활활 타는 flat-footed: 서투른, 편평족의, 단호한 flattened: 반음 낮아지는,

357 평평해지는, 평평하게 하는, 반음 낮추는, 단조롭게 하는, 김이 빠지는, 기력을 없애는, 발딱 넘어뜨리는 flattering: 아첨하는, 유망한, 실물보다 좋게 보이는, 알랑거리는, 빌붙는, 비위 맞추는, 기쁘게 하는, 발림말하는 flaxen: 아마의, 아마 같은, 엷은 황갈색의, 아마로 만든, 아마빛의, 아마색의 fleeting: 덧없는, 무상한, 잠깐 동안의, 어느덧 지나가는, 빨리 지나가는, 빨리지나가는 fleshy: 살의, 다육질의, 육질의, 살찐, 육욕의, 살집이 좋은, 뚱뚱한, 육체의 flicker: 번득임, 깜박이는빛, 반짝임, 언뜻 보이다, 얼른거리다, 펄럭이다, 흔들거리다, 가물거리다, 딱다구리, 살랑거림, 기절하다 flickering: 깜박거리는, 꺼질 것 같은, 명멸하는 flimsy: 얇은 종이, 박약한, 취약한, 천박한, 얇은 원고지, 무른, 지폐, 얇은 여성복, 얇은, 보잘것 없는 flinch: 주춤하다, 꽁무니 뺌, 주춤함, 에서 손을 떼다, 겁내어 피하다, 가죽을 벗기다 fling: 시도, 내던지다, 돌진하다, 뿌리다, 메어치다, 방종, 갑자기 내뻗다, 태질치다, 욕, 발질, 시험 flintlock: 화승총, 부싯돌식발화장치, 부싯돌식 발화장치 flitting: 훨훨 나는, 이사 flooding: 범람, 큰물, 홍수, 월경의 유출, 자극 범람법, 정동 범람법 flooring: 바닥, 바닥깔기, 마루, 마루까는 재료, 바닥을 까는 재료, 마룻 바닥 flop: 실패하다, 퍼덕거리다, 털썩 떨어짐, 실패, 싹 변하다, 여인숙, 펄떡펄떡거리다, 털썩넘어지다, 툭 떨어지는 소리, 툭 치다, 퍼덕이다 floss: 풀솜, 삶은 명주실, 괴깔, 플로스, 풀솜 모양의 것 flourishing: 번영하는, 무성하는, 융성하는, 무성한, 융성한, 무성하는 것 fluency: 유창, 능변, 거침없음 flurry: 소동, 당황, 단말마의 고통, 혼란, 일진 광풍, 당황하다, 동요, 눈보라, 휘몰아치는비, 휘몰아치는 비, 단말마 fluster: 당황, 정신을 못차림, 떠들썩하다, 떠들썩하게 하다 fluted: 홈이 있는, 세로 홈을 판, 피리 소리의, 저 소리의, 세로 홈을 기둥 flutter: 펄럭임, 훨훨날다, 홰치다, 두근거리다, 퍼덕거리다, 나부끼다, 동요, 퍼덕이다, 날개치다, 빠르고

358 불규칙하게 뛰다, 활개짓 fluttering: 펄럭이다 foam: 거품, 바다, 거품을 일게 하다, 거품을 내뿜다, 거품이 일다, 거품을 내뿜으며 화내다, 거품을 일으키며 흘러가다, 거품을 일으키며 흘러들다, 거품이 인 땀, 거품 이는 바다, 구슬땀을 흘리다 foamy: 거품의, 거품이 이는, 거품투성이의 foe: 적, 적군, 원수, 상대 foiled: 박으로 뒤를 붙이는, 뒤엎는 foliage: 잎, 잎장식, 잎 무늬 장식, 잎전부 fondly: 어리석게도, 무르게, 다정하게, 상냥하게, 맹신적으로, 귀여워하여, 귀여워해서 fooling: 장난, 광대짓, 어리석은 짓 foolishly: 어리석게도, 바보같이, 미련하게, 어리석게 foolishness: 어리석음 foolscap: 대판양지, 풀스캡 판 foothold: 발판, 거점, 고무 덧신, 고무 샌들, 근거지 footing: 지위, 발밑, 편제, 입장, 스텝 밟기, 확고한 지반, 정원, 발판, 합계, 관계, 기초 footstool: 발받침, 발판, 발 올려 놓는 대 forbid: 금하다, 허락지않다, 금지하다, 방해하다, 하는 일이 절대로 없기를 forbidding: 싫은, 인상 등이 험상궂은, 가까이하기 어려운, 장소, 험학한, 가격등 가까이하기 어려운, 무서운, 가까이 하기 어려운, 험악한 forcibly: 강제적으로, 힘차게, 억지로, 힘으로, 강력하게 fore: 전면, 전방에-전방, 전방에, 기수에, 이 위험하다, 의 에, 앞쪽, 전방, 이물에, 앞 전방의, 앞 앞면의 forearm: 팔뚝, 준비하다, 미리 무장하다, 미리무장하다, 전완 foredeck: 갑판 forefinger: 집게손가락, 집게 손가락 forefoot: 앞발 forefront: 최전부, 맨앞, 최전방, 중심, 맨 앞 foreground: 전경, 가장 두드러진 지위, 가장두드러진지위, 다중 프로그래밍, 다중 프로그래밍의, 전경의, 최전면, 최전면의 foremost: 일류의, 맨앞의, 맨 먼저, 맨 처음의, 으뜸가는, 일류가는 forepeak: 이물 화물창, 이물의 선창 foresee: 예견하다, 미리알다 foresight: 심려, 전망, 선견지명이 있는, 선견지명, 선견, 장래에의 배려, 전도의 전망, 깊은 생각, 전시,

Lord Jim 가늠쇠, 장래에의 대비 forged: 벼리는, 꾸며내는, 모조하는, 서서히 나아가는, 안출하는, 위조하는, 대장간에서 일하는 forgetful: 잊고, 잘 잊는, 망각시키는, 게을리하기 쉬운, 잊기 쉬운 forgetfulness: 건망증, 태만, 소홀, 망각 forgiveness: 용서, 면제, 관대 forgivingly: 관대하게, 관대히, 인정 많게 forlorn: 고독한, 버림받은, 비참한, 절망적인 formality: 의식, 딱딱함 형식적 행위, 형식존중, 정식의 절차, 형식에 구애됨, 정규의 절차, 상례, 의례, 정식 formidably: 무섭게, 만만하지 않게, 만만치 않게, 굉장히 forsaken: 버림받은, 고독한 forsooth: 정말, 참말이지 forswear: 거짓맹세하다, 위증하다, 맹세코끊다, 맹세코 끊다, 단연 그만두다, 맹세코 그만두다 forthwith: 즉시, 당장, 곧, 곧 실행해야할 명령, 곧장, 즉시로 fortified: 강화하는, 알코올을 타서 독하게 하는, 영양가를 높이는, 요새를 쌓는, 요새화하는, 확고히 하는 fortitude: 용기, 꿋꿋함, 불굴의 정신, 불굴의정신 fount: 샘, 세례반, 종류와 크기가 같은 활자 한 벌, 기름통 fragmentarily: 단편적으로, 토막토막으로, 단편으로서 fragmentary: 파편의, 단편적인, 조각조각난, 미완성의, 단편으로 이루어진, 부스러기의 fragrance: 방향, 향기로움 frail: 무른, 허약한, 유혹에 빠지기쉬운, 한바구니 분, 성격이 약한, 골풀바구니, 성격이약한, 유혹에 빠지기 쉬운, 덧없는 frankness: 솔직, 터놓음 frantic: 심히 흥분한, 미친, 광란의, 심히흥분한, 황급한, 굉장한, 미친 사람 같은 frenchman: 프랑스인, 프랑스 말을 쓰는 사람, 프랑스 선박, 프랑스 사람 freshness: 선명, 새로움, 생생함, 신선미, 상쾌, 산뜻함 fried: 기름에 튀긴 friendless: 친지가 없는, 벗이 없는, 친구가 없는 friendliness: 친선, 우정, 친절, 친목 fright: 돌연한 공포, 우스운 사람, 추악한사람, 추악한 사람, 우스운사람, 깜짝 놀라게 하다, 보기

흉한 물건, 도깨비 같은 사람, 도깨비 같은 물건, 공포, 보기 흉한 사람 frighten: 겁내다, 놀라다, 소스라쳐 놀라게 하다, 놀라게하다, 무서워하다, 을러대어 ~을시키다 frightening: 놀라운, 무서운 frightful: 무서운, 추악한, 불쾌한, 아주 보기 싫은, 아주 보기 흉한, 지독한 frightfully: 지독히, 무시무시하게, 무섭게, 몹시 fringed: 가두리 장식이 달린, 톱니처럼 째진 fro: 이리저리, 저쪽에, 앞뒤로, 저쪽으로 frosty: 서리가 내리는, 싸늘한, 추위가 매서운, 서리가 내린, 서리가 내린 듯한 frothy: 거품 같은, 거품 투성이의, 거품투성이의, 공허한, 천박한 frown: 눈살을 찌푸리다, 언짢은 얼굴, 언짢은얼굴, 상을찡그리다, 상을 찡그리다, 난색을 표하다, 형세가 시원치 않게 되다, 찌푸린 얼굴, 위태로운 상태가 되다 fullness: 풍부함, 비만, 충분, 풍족, 충만, 차 있음 funk: 공황, 겁내다, 펑키 재즈, 연기를 내뿜다, 악취, 무서움, 고약한 냄새, 겁쟁이, 공포, 겁장이, 연기가 나다 funnel: 깔때기, 채광구멍, 통풍통, 깔때기를 통과하다, 깔때기 모양이 되다, 깔대기 모양이 되게 하다, 집중하다, 굴뚝 furies: 복수의 세여신, 복수의세여신 furnish: 설비, 공급하다, 가구를 갖추다, 비치된가구, 비치된 가구, 장치를 갖추다, 주다, 설치하다, 가구를 설비하다 furrowed: 헤치고 나아가는, 에 주름살지게 하는, 이랑을 짓는, 주름살이 지는 furtive: 은밀한, 남몰래하는, 아무가 남의 눈을 기이는, 몰래 하는, 속임수가 많은 fusillade: 일제사격, 일제사격을 가하다, 일제 사격을 가하다 fussiness: 야단법석함, 안달복달함 fussy: 까다로운, 야단법석하는, 세심한 주의를 요하는, 성가신, 법석거리는, 너무 꾸며댄, 귀찮은 futile: 쓸데없는, 무용, 무익한짓, 속절없는, 효과 없는, 하찮은 futility: 무용, 무익한 짓 gaff: 엉터리, 싸구려극장, 사형, 개프, 곤경, 갈고리, 작살, 수다, 속임수를 쓰다, 속이다, 벌을 달게 받다 gait: 보조, 걸음걸이, 걷는 모양,

Joseph Conrad 걸음걸이를 조련하다, 심사원 에 걷게하다, 심사원 앞에 걷게 하다, 말의 보조 gal: 가속도단위, 가속도 단위, 여자, 갤 gale: 강풍, 큰바람, 흥분 상태, 환희, 폭소, 실바람, 버드소귀나무의 일종, 폭풍, 정기 지불금, 미풍, 광희 gallop: 급속도, 갤럽, 갤럽으로 달리다, 급속도로 나아가다, 전속력으로 달리다, 갤럽으로 물다, 갤럽으로 말을 몰기, 갤럽으로 달리, 갤럽으로, 빨리 지나가다, 서두르다 gallows: 교수대, 바지 멜빵, 교수형, 교수대 모양의 것 galvanic: 경련적인, 동전기의, 깜짝 놀라게하는, 깜짝놀라게하는, 갈바니 전기의, 직류 전기의 garbage: 쓰레기, 찌꺼기, 고기찌끼, 보잘것 없는 것 garland: 화환, 영관, 고리 밧줄, 선집, 화관, 화환무늬, 꽃줄 garrison: 수비대, 요새지, 주둔군, 요새, 주둔병, 수비대를 두다 gasp: 헐떡거리다, 숨이 막히다, 헐떡거리며 말하다, 헐떡거림, 숨참, 헐떡임, 열망하다, 숨막힘 gasping: 숨결이 가쁜, 경련하는, 헐떡거리는 gateway: 길, 출입구, 수단, 대문, 에 이르는 길 gaudy: 야한, 값싸고 번지르르한, 교우대회, 번쩍번쩍 빛나는, 화려한, 향연, 지나치게 장식한, 저속한 gaunt: 무시무시한, 수척한, 여윈, 쓸쓸한 generosity: 관대, 도량이 큼, 활수함, 관대한 행위, 아낌 없는 마음씨 generously: 관대하게, 푸짐하게, 풍부하게, 활수하게 gentlemanly: 신사적인, 예의바른, 점잖은, 신사다운, 교육 잘 받은, 예의바른 신사처럼 gents: 남자용 화장실, 남자용 공중 화장실 gharry: 마차 ghastly: 무시무시한, 지독한, 송장같은, 핼쑥한, 파랗게 질린, 무섭게, 무서운, 할쑥한, 심한, 무시무시하게 ghostly: 유령의, 희미한, 영적인, 그림자 같은, 종교적인, 정신적인, 유령같은, 유령이 나올 듯한, 유령에 관한, 아리송한 ghoul: 악귀 giddiness: 현기증, 경솔, 어지러움 gifted: 타고난 재능이 있는, 천부의 재주가 있는, 수재의, 매우 머리가 좋은, 천부의 재능이 있는

gig: 벌점, 가벼운 보트, 소형 보트, 작살, 재즈연주회, 재즈연주, 작살을 쓰다, 작살로 찍다, 일하다, -에 벌점을 매개다, 과실 보고 gigantic: 거인 같은, 거대한 girth: 뱃대끈, 띠, 둘레의 치수, 뱃대끈을 졸라매다, 치수가 ...이다 gist: 요점, 골자, 본질, 주요 소인 glamour: 마법, 매혹하다, 매력, 마법의 glare: 눈에 띄다, 번쩍이는 빛, 날카로운 눈씨, 노려 흘겨 보다, 눈부신 빛, 현란함, 얼어 붙은 얼음의 표면, 야함, 번쩍번쩍 빛나다, 현란하다, 눈을 부릅뜨고 나타나다 glaring: 눈부신, 번쩍번쩍 빛나는, 눈에 띄는, 명백한, 흘겨보는, 야한, 빤한, 현란한, 빤짝빤짝 빛나는, 쏘아보 glassy: 매끄러운, 흐린, 유리질의, 생기가 없는, 유리 모양의 glaze: 유약을 칠하다, 윤내는 약, 조미한 국물을 치다, 구물, 매끄럽게 되다, 우빙, 흐려지다, 윤을 내다, 윤이 나다, 조미한 국물, 질그릇의 유약 glazed: 유리를 끼운, 글레이즈를 바른, 웃칠한, 유약을 칠한, 윤나는, 윤낸, 흐리멍덩한, 유약을 바른, 유리창을 끼운, 생기가 없는 gleam: 번득이다, 번적임, 희미한 징조, 희미하게 번쩍이다, 어렴풋한 빛, 번득임, 빛, 번쩍이다 glee: 환희, 유쾌, 합창곡, 기쁨, 삼부 또는 그 이상의 합창곡, 환회 glibness: 잘 조잘거리는 것 glide: 활주, 미끄러지다, 미끄러짐, 활공, 미끄러뜨리다, 활주하다, 미끄럼길, 미끄럼대, 점차로 변하다, 미끄러지듯 달리게 하다, 활공시키다 gliding: 활공, 미끄러지는, 활주, 활주하는, 활공하는, 미끄러짐 glimmer: 어렴풋이 보이다, 미광, 어렴풋한 인식, 희미하게 빛나다, 막연한 생각, 희미한 빛, 명멸하는 빛, 가물거리다 glimmering: 미광, 희미한 빛, 희미하게 방나는, 알아차림, 생각나는 일, 기색, 가냘픈 빛 어렴풋이 나타남, 까물거리는 빛 glistening: 반짝이면서 glitter: 반짝반짝 빛나다, 반짝임, 광채, 화려, 반짝거림 glittering: 빛나는, 반짝이는 gloat: 황홀한 듯이 바라보다, 흡족한 듯이 바라보다 globe: 지구, 공, 지구의, 공 모양의 물건, 구체, 공 모양으로 하다, 공

359 모양의 것 globes: 유방 globular: 공 모양의, 작은 알로 된, 작은 구체로 된, 구형의 gloomily: 비관적으로, 우울하게, 어두운, 우울한, 울적하게, 음울한, 어둡게 glowing: 백열의, 홍조된, 샛빨간, 열렬한, 열심인, 적열하는, 백열하는 것, 백열하는, 적열하는 것 glue: 아교, 아풀로 붙이다, 아교의, 딱 붙어서 떨어지지 않다, 아교로 붙이다 glued: 달라붙어 떨어지지 않고, 집중하여 glum: 무뚝뚝한, 음울한 gnawing: 쏠기, 갉기, 쏘는, 괴롭히는, 부단한 고통, 근임없는 고통, 갉는, 가책 갉아먹는, 에일 듯한, 에는 듯한 gnome: 격언, 땅속의 요정, 금언, 지신 goddess: 여신 goggles: 고글 good-bye: 안녕, 안녕히 가세요, 안녕히 가십시오, 안녕히 계십시오 good-humoured: 기분 좋은 good-natured: 성질이좋은 good-tempered: 상냥한 gorge: 게걸스레 먹다, 불쾌, 골짜기, 좁은통로를 막는 물건, 삼킨 음식, 가득 채우다, 배불리 먹다, 대로를 막는 집적물, 목구멍, 불쾌함, 통로를 막는 집적물 gorgeous: 호화스러운, 화려한, 훌륭한 gosh: 큰일 났군, 기필코, 아이쿠 gossiping: 수다쟁이, 쑥덕공론하는 gossipy: 수다스러운, 잡담풍의, 말하기 좋아하는, 말하기를 좋아하는, 이야기하기 좋아하는 granary: 곡창, 곡물창고 grandeur: 장관, 위대, 화려, 장엄, 웅대, 성대, 고귀, 장려 granger: 농가 공제 조합원, 농민, 농군 granite: 화강암, 쑥돌 graphically: 그림을 보는 것같이 grapple: 맞붙어 싸우다, 격투, 붙잡다, 고정하다, 꽉 쥐다, 드잡이, 접전하다, 잡기, 완수하려고 노력하다, 잡다 grassy: 풀 같은, 풀의, 풀이 무성한, 풀이 많은 grated: 일반용의 gratified: 기뻐하는, 만족한 gratify: 기쁘게 하다, 만족 시키다, 기쁘게 해주다, 에게 사례금을 주다, 채우다, 에게 보수를 주다

360 gratis: 무료로 gravely: 자갈을 깐, 귀에 거슬리는, 자갈이 많은, 자갈의 graven: 조각된, 감명 깊은, 마음에 새겨진, 새긴 graves: 포도주, 그라부산 graze: 스치기, 찰과상, 목초, 풀을 먹이다, 스치다, 스쳐 벗기다, 목축, 약간 닿다, 생풀을 먹다, 생풀을 먹이다, 스쳐 지나가다 grazing: 목초지, 목장, 목축, 방목, 목초, 목초의, 목초지의 greasy: 알랑거리는, 진창의, 미끈미끈한, 기름을 바른, 기름기 많은, 기름투성이의, 번질번질한, 기름 바른 greatness: 큼, 탁월, 위대, 다대함, 저명, 웅대, 다대, 거대, 거대함, 중대, 다량 greed: 욕심, 탐욕 greedily: 욕심내어, 게걸스레, 게걸스럽게 greedy: 탐욕스러운, 걸신들린, 열망하는, 게걸스러운, 대식하는 greenish: 초록빛이 도는 greeting: 인사말, 인사, 인사장, 환영 greetings: 인사 grey-haired: 백두 grey-headed: 머리가 센 greyhound: 그레이하운드 greyish: 우중충한, 회색빛도는, 쥐색이 또는, 회색이 또는 greyness: 회색 grievance: 불만, 불평거리, 불만의 씨 grieved: 슬퍼하는, 슬픈 grimace: 찡그린 얼굴, 짐짓 찌푸린 상을 하다, 얼굴을 찌푸림, 얼굴을 찌푸다, 얼굴을 찡그리기, 찌푸린 얼굴을 하다 grime: 때, 검댕, 그을음, 때묻히다, 더럼, 더럽히다, 오점 grimly: 잔인하게, 엄하게, 으스스하게, 무시무시하게, 무섭게, 기분나쁘게, 험악하게 grimy: 때묻은, 때으로 더러워진, 더러운, 검댕으로 더럽혀진, 때로 더럽혀진 grind: 가루가 되다, 돌리다, 문지르다, 부지런히 일하다, 삐걱거리다, 바드득거리다, 가루를 타다, 갈리다, 갈아서 닳게 하다, 끈기 있게 공부하다, 닦다 grinding: 가는, 갈기, 삐걱거리는, 제분, 지루한, 매우 아픈, 압제의, 주입식 교수, 타기, 타는, 힘드는 gripes: 보트 매어두는 밧줄 gripping: 주의를 끄는, 매력있는 groan: 신음하다, 그 소리, 괴로워하다, 으르렁거리다,

Lord Jim 열망하다, 불평의 소리, 가 넘칠 정도로 많이 있다, 갈망하다, 신음하는 듯한 목소리로 말하다, 신음 소리, 삐걱거리는 소리 groping: 암중 모색하는, 손으로 더듬는 gropingly: 암중 모색하듯이, 더듬더듬, 손으로 더듬어, 더듬어서 grossly: 크게, 천하게, 뚱뚱하게, 거칠게 grotesque: 그로테스크풍, 터무니 없는, 우스운, 기괴한, 고딕체, 괴기미, 그로테스크 무늬의, 그로테스크풍의, 괴기한 grounding: 바탕, 좌초, 기초 공사, 접지, 지면에 놓음, 근저, 기초 지식, 초보, 기초 교수, 기초 교육, 바탕색 grovelling: 설설 기는, 넙죽 엎드리는, 굽실거리는 growl: 짖다, 으르렁거리는소리, 으르렁 거리다, 울리다, 불평을 터트리다, 우르르 소리, 으르렁거리며 말하다, 으르렁거리다, 으르렁거리는 소리 growling: 으르렁거리는 grub: 파내다, 파 일으키다, 애써서 찾아내다, 삼류문인, 단정치 못한 사람, 굼벵이, 구더기, 파다, 에게 음식을 주다, 음식, 애벌레 grudge: 주기 싫어하다, 원한, 유한, 아까워 하다, 싫어하다, 샘내다, 악의, 인정치 않다 gruff: 거친, 난폭한, 쉰 목소리의, 거친 목소리의 grumpy: 성미 까다로운, 부루퉁한, 무뚝뚝한, 심술난, 성미가 까다로운 grunt: 불평의 소리, 꿀꿀 거리다, 해병대원, 보병, 꿀꿀 거리는 소리, 으르렁거리며 말하다, 툴툴 거리는 소리, 툴툴거리다, 꿀꿀거리다 guano: 구아노, 에 구아노 비료를 주다 guarded: 조심성 있는, 신중한, 감시되어 있는, 방어되어 있는 guardianship: 보호, 후견인의 임무, 수호, 후견권, 후견직, 후견 guarding: 망보는 것 guffaw: 너털웃음, 너터웃음을 웃다, 갑작스러운 너터웃음 guilder: 네델란드의은화, 네델란드의 은화, 네덜란드의 옛 금화, 네덜란드의 옛 은화, 독일의 옛 금화, 독일의 옛 은화, 스트리아의 옛 금화, 스트리아의 옛 은화, 길더 guise: 외관, 모습, 옷차림, 가면, 복장, 을 가장하여, 을 구실삼아, 태도, 구실 gullet: 수로, 식도, 목구멍 gum: 고무풀, 잇몸, 껌, 고무, 덧신,

고무나무, 고무질이되다, 고무를 바르다, 고무를 분비하다, 탄성고무, 생고무 gunboat: 포함 gun-carriage: 포차 gunpowder: 화약, 중국산 녹차 gunshot: 포격, 착탄거리, 사격, 착탄 거리, 발사된 탄알 gunwale: 현연, 뱃전의 위 끝 gush: 복받침, 과시, 용솟음, 분칠하다, 분출, 분출 하다, 용솟음쳐 나오게 하다, 지껄여대다, 흘러나오다 gust: 일진의 바람, 돌풍, 돌발, 격발 habitually: 습관적으로, 스관적으로 haft: 자루, 손잡이, 에 손잡이를 대다, 에 자루를 대다 hag: 마녀, 마귀 할멈, 버커리, 보기흉한노파, 소택지, 고약한 노파, 추한 노파 haggard: 야생의, 여윈, 바싹 마른, 수척한, 매서운, 길들지 않은 hail: 싸락눈, 퍼붓다, 빗발치듯 쏟아지다, 이라 부르며맞이하다, 큰소리로 부르다, 인사, 환호, 의 출신이다, 인사하다, 우박, 싸라기눈 hairless: 털이 없는 hairy: 털이 많은, 털의 hale: 정정한, 잡아 끌다, 잡아당기다, 근력이 좋은, 건장한 half-bred: 잡종의, 혼혈의 half-breed: 혼혈아 half-caste: 혼혈아 half-dead: 거의 죽게 되어 생사를 분간할 수 없는 half-hearted: 냉담한 half-light: 어스름, 어스름한 hallo: 여보세요, 여보, 어이, 안녕, 핼로하는 소리 halter: 고삐, 교수, 여자용 운동 셔츠, 교수용 밧줄 hammering: 망치로 침, 해머로 치는, 맹타, 두드려 만든 무늬, 탕탕치는, 망치로 치는 소리 hammock: 해먹 hams: 햄 샌드위치 hand-to-hand: 육박전의 handwriting: 필적, 육필, 필사본 hanker: 갈망하다, 동경하다, 열망 haphazard: 아무렇게나, 우연, 되는대로, 우연의, 되는대로의, 우연한 harassed: 성가신 듯한, 초조한, 매우 지친몹시 시달린 hardened: 강해진, 경화한, 굳어진, 단단해지, 무정한, 상습적인, 철면피한 hardwood: 단단한 나무, 견목 harrow: 괴롭히다, 써레, 상하다,

Joseph Conrad 해로, 써레질하다, 써래, 써래질하다, 써레질을 할 수 있다, 에 써레질하다 harrowing: 마음 아픈, 비참한 harshly: 거칠게, 엄하게, 귀에 거슬릴만큼, 거치게 haste: 서두름, 급속, 재촉하다, 서두르다, 서두르게 하다, 성급, 급함 hasty: 급한, 성급한, 지레짐작, 경솔한 hatch: 부화, 음영, 까다, 해치, 수문, 창구, 승강구, 깨다, 꾸며지다, 한 배, 아래짝 문 hatched: 흙다, 빗기다 hatchway: 창구, 승강구 hateful: 미운, 싫은, 증오에 찬, 지긋지긋한, 가증스런, 가증스러운, 미워할만한 hath: 직설법, 현재 haughtily: 오만하게, 건방지게 haughty: 거만한, 오만한, 오만하는 haunt: 소굴, 출몰하다, 나오다, 자주가다, 마음에 붙어 다니다, 자주가는 장소, 에 자주 가다, 나타나다, 끊임없이 출입하는 장소, 자주 나타나다 haunted: 붙은, 고뇌에 시달린, 도깨비가 나오는, 유령이 나오는, 무엇에 흘린 haunting: 출몰, 마음에서 떠나지 않는, 마음에서 떠나지 않는 자주 다니기, 잊혀지지 않는, 자주 다님, 자주 마음속에 떠오르는 havoc: 파괴, 황폐, 대대적으로 파괴하다, 큰 파란 hawk: 매, 매사냥을 하다, 돌아다니며팔다, 알리며 다니다, 강경론자, 매를 부르다, 기침, 매파, 탐욕한사람, 기침하다, 기침하여 내뱉다 haze: 안개, 혹사하다, 곯리다, 못살게 굴다, 몽롱, 아지랑이, 이내 hazily: 흐릿하게, 어렴풋이, 몽롱하게 hazy: 몽롱한, 흐릿한, 안개 짙은, 이내낀, 거나하게 취한 headland: 곶, 갑 headlong: 거꾸로, 곧바로, 성급한, 무모하게, 거꾸로의, 곤두박이의 headman: 수령, 직공장, 두목 headway: 전진, 천정 높이, 진척, 배의 속도, 간격 hearthstone: 재받이 돌, 가정, 노변, 마석 heartily: 마음으로부터, 열의를 갖고, 정중히, 매우, 배불리, 마음으로, 기운차게 heartless: 무정한 heartrending: 비통한, 가슴이 터질 듯한, 가슴이 터질 것만 같은 hearty: 친절한, 튼튼한,

마음으로부터의, 배부른, 풍부한, 열심인, 원기왕성한 사람, 충분한, 친구, 마음속으로부터의, 활기찬 heathen: 이교도, 미개한, 이교의, 미개인, 불신자, 무종교자, 이교도의, 이단의, 이방인 heave: 오르다, 토하다, 천식, 들어 올리다, 들어서 던져 넣다, 융기, 움직이다, 부풀리다, 들리다, 높아지다, 수평 전위 heavenly: 하늘의, 천국 같은, 훌륭한, 천부의, 거룩한, 근사한, 타고난, 천국의, 멋진, 천국과 같이 heaving: 올림, 끌어올림, 들어올림 hector: 허세를 부리다, 약한 자를 괴롭히다, 남자 이름, 소리지르는 사람, 소리지르다, 헥토르 heinous: 가증한, 극악무도한, 가증스러운 helm: 키, 자루, 지도, 지도하다, 키를 잡다, 의 키를 다루다, 지배권, 지배 helper: 조수, 지지자, 조력자, 거드는 사람, 위안자, 원조자, 돕는사람, 구조자, 협력자, 돕는 사람 helplessly: 의지할 데 없이, 어쩔 도리없이, 어찌할 수 없이, 의지할 데 없는, 힘없이 helter-skelter: 난잡하게, 나선형 미끄럼틀, 당황하여, 당황함 hen: 암컷, 암닭, 암탉 henceforth: 차후, 이후, 금후 herald: 전령관, 문장관, 의전관, 사자, 신문의 이름, 고지자, 보도자, 전달하다, 포고자 hereafter: 내세에서, 금후, 앞으로, 이후 heroic: 실물보다 큰, 영웅시의, 웅대한, 과장된 표현, 용감한, 영웅적인, 장렬한, 용사의, 영웅의, 영웅사격, 영웅사 heroism: 영웅적 자질, 영웅적 행위, 영웅적자질 hesitate: 주저하다, 망설이다 hesitating: 주저하는, 망설이는 hideous: 오싹해지는, 끔찍한, 무서운, 섬뜩한, 보기만 해도 무서운 high-minded: 고상한 high-pitched: 음조가 높은 high-spirited: 원기가 좋은, 위세가 좋은 hillock: 작은 언덕, 봉토둑, 조그만 산 hillside: 산허리, 산중턱 hindrance: 방해, 장애, 방해물 hinge: 요점, 어지러워, 경첩, 경첩을 달다, 돌쩌귀, 경첩으로 움직이다, 에 달려 있다, 에 경첩을 달다, 에게 따라 정해지다 hipped: 에 열중한, 우울한, 엉덩이가

361 있는 hirsute: 털많은, 숱이 많은 hiss: 쉿하다, 쉬이하다, 쉭쉭하는 소리를 내면서 나타내다, 시하고 불만의 소리를 내다, 시이시이하는 소리를 내면서 말하다, 시이시이하는 소리를 내면서 나타내다, 시이시이 하기, 스음, 슈웃하는 소리를 내다, 쉿하는 소리를 내다, 쉿하고 제지하다 hissing: 쉿소리 나기, 시이시이하기의 스음, 치찰음의, 쉭쉭하기의 스음 hitched: 절름거리는 hive: 벌통에 넣다, 꿀벌통, 벌집, 벌통에 들어가다, 와글와글하는 군중, 축적하다, 꿀벌의 벌집벌통, 벌집에 들다, 벌통에 모으다, 벌통에 살게 하다, 벌통에 저장하다 hoarse: 쉰목소리의, 귀에 거슬리는, 목쉰, 목이쉰, 목쉰소리의, 쉰, 소란스러운 hod: 호드, 석탄통, 벽돌 상자 hole-and-corner: 비밀의 homelike: 마음편한, 자기집에 있는 듯한 homely: 검소한, 평범한, 수수한, 꾸밈없는, 가정의, 가정적인, 얼굴이 못생긴, 내집과 같은, 보기 흉한, 흔히 있는 homeric: 호모풍의, 호머의, 호머풍의 homeward: 귀로의, 본국으로 향해서, 집으로, 집으로 돌아가는, 집쪽으로 homicidal: 살인의, 살인할 경향이 있는 honeyed: 꿀로 달게하다, 달콤한, 간살스러운, 꿀이 많은 honolulu: 하와이의주도 honoured: 명예스러운, 명예스럽게 생각하여, 영광스럽게 생각하여, 명예를 받은 hooked: 갈고리 모양의, 훅이 달린, 마약 중독의, 고리가 달린, 갈고리 모양으로 구부러진 hooker: 매춘부, 영국의 외대박이 어선, 후커, 도둑, 네덜란드의 두대박이 어선, 독한술, 사기꾼, 암캐, 구식의 볼품없는 배, 쌍돛대 범선, 갈고리 모양으로 구부리는 사람 hop: 홉, 춤추다, 마약, 앙감질, 아편, 뛰다, 홉 열매를 따다, 이륙하다, 도약, 짧은 여행, 홉의 열매를 따다 hopelessly: 희망을 잃고, 가망없이, 절망하여, 절망적으로 horde: 큰 무리, 군중, 유목민의 무리, 떼짓다, 유랑민의의 떼, 유목민의 떼, 큰 떼거리

362 horribly: 무섭게 horrid: 무서운, 지독한 horrified: 겁에 질린, 충격 받은, 공포를 나타내는 horseshoe: 편자, 편자를 박다, 편자 모양의 것, 말편자, 편자 던지기, 마제형의 물건, 에 편자를 박다, 왕게, 제철형의 물건, 투구게, 편자던지기 놀이 hose: 호스, 긴 양말을 신기하다, 긴양말, 호스로 물을 끼얹다, 긴 양말, 긴 바지, 에 호스로 물을 뿌리다 hotly: 뜨겁게, 열심히, 열렬히, 몹시, 흥분하여, 맹렬히, 매우 성을 내어, 골나서, 노기를 띠고 hot-tempered: 성마른 hound: 사냥개, 열중하는 사람, 맹렬히 쫓다, 비열한자, 사냥개로 사냥하다, 비열한 사나이, 개 householder: 호주, 세대주, 가장 hovel: 오두막집, 광, 헛간, 오두막집에 넣다 hovering: 공중 정지, 호버링 howl: 멀리서 짖다, 울부짖으며 말하다, 윙윙 휘몰아 치다, 짖다, 짖음, 큰 소리를 내다, 호통쳐서 침묵시키다, 멀리서 짖는 소리, 악을 쓰며 말하다 howling: 쓸쓸한, 울부짖는, 터무니 없는, 대단한, 터무니없는, 짖는 huff: 성내다, 못살게 굴다, 울러대다, 분개, 성나게하다, 화, 호통치다, 발끈하다, 성냄, 화내다, 말을 잡는 것 hullabaloo: 떠들썩함, 시끄러움, 왁자지껄함, 와글와글 hum: 콧노래를 부르다, 우물우물 말하다, 윙울리다, 윙윙하다, 경기가 좋다, 나쁜 냄새가 나다, 입속에서 우물거리다, 윙윙거리다 humane: 우아한, 사람을 고상하게 만드는, 인정있는, 친절한, 인도적인, 사람을 고상하게 하는 humbug: 협잡, 엉터리, 속임수, 협잡하다, 속이다, 속임수를 쓰다, 시시하다, 야바위, 협잡꾼 humiliated: 에게 창피를 주는 humiliation: 부끄러움, 굴욕, 창피를 줌 humility: 겸손, 겸허 humming: 활발한, 콧노래, 번성하는, 씽씽한, 붕붕하는, 거품 이는, 붕붕거리는, 소리를 내는 humorous: 익살스러운, 우스꽝스러운, 유우머가 있는, 익살의 hump: 혹, 우울, 둥그렇게 하다, 육봉, 열심히 하다, 화가남,

Lord Jim 노력하다, 등이 구부러지다, 노력, 질주하다, 험프 hundredth: 백번째의, 제 백의, 백분의 일, 백 번째의 것, 백의 것, 백의, 백번째의 사람, 백의 사람, 백, 백번째 hungrily: 게걸스럽게, 굶주린 듯이, 배고파서, 허기져서, 걸신 들린듯이 hurl: 퍼붓다, 내던지다, 내던짐, 던지다, 세게 던지기, 차로 운반하다 hurricane: 폭풍, 열대의 구풍, 폭팔, 허리케인 전투기, 격렬 hurriedly: 매우 급히, 서둘러서 hush: 쉿, 입 밖에 내지 않다, 고요하게하다, 쉬쉬해버리다, 고요해지다, 침묵, 침묵하다, 조용함, 조용해지다, 조용히, 은폐 huskily: 쉰 목소리로, 허스키로 husky: 쉰 목소리의, 허스키, 에스키모 개, 억센, 실팍한 사람, 실팍진, 깍지의, 건조하다, 겉껍질의, 껍질의, 에스키모 개의 hyna: 하이에나, 잔인한 사람, 배신자, 욕심꾸러기, 잔혹한 사람 hysterically: 병적으로 흥분한, 히스테리의 iamb: 약강격, 단장격 iced: 얼음으로 냉각한, 당의을 입힌, 얼음을채운, 얼음에 채운, 얼음으로 뒤덮인, 얼음으로 덮인 idealist: 이상주의자, 공상가, 관념론자, 관념주의자, 이상론자 idiot: 백치, 바보, 천치, 얼간이, 병신 idiotic: 백치의, 바보의 idly: 무익하게, 멍하니, 게으르게, 헛되이, 빈둥거려, 빈둥거리며, 하는일 없이, 게을리, 한는 일 없이 idyllic: 목가적인, 아름다운, 소박한, 아주 좋은, 전원시풍의, 전원시의 ignorant: 무식한, 을 모르는, 무지몽매한, 무지에서 비롯되는, 무지한 illuminated: 채식된, 술취한, 일루미네이션 을한 illuminating: 조명하는, 비추는, 밝히는, 계몽적인 illusive: 착각을 일으키는, 혼동하기 쉬운, 눈을 속이는, 환영적인, 현혹시키는, 가공의 실체가 없는, 사람을 현혹하는 illusory: 실체가 없는, 가공의, 사람을 속이는, 착각의, 현혹시키는, 환영적인, 사람을 미혹하는, 사람을 현혹하는 illustrious: 유명한, 저명한, 현저한, 찬란한, 빛나는, 혁혁한 imbecile: 우둔, 저능, 허약한, 매우 어리석은, 치우, 저능자, 저능한 imbecility: 저능, 우둔함, 바보짓,

어리석은 언동, 어리석은말 imbibe: 마시다, 흡수하다, 섭취하다, 동화하다, 받아 들이다 imitated: 본뜬, 모조의 가짜의, 모방된, 흉내내어진 immaculate: 결점없는, 깨끗한, 흠없는, 깨끗한 순결한, 때 묻지 않은, 반점없는, 완전한, 티없는, 죄없는, 오점없는, 결점이 없는 immaterial: 비물질적인, 무형의, 정신상의, 중요하지 않은, 중요치 않은, 영적인중요치 않은, 영적인, 보잘것없는, 하찮은, 실체없는, 물질이 아닌 immeasurably: 한없이, 끝없이, 잴수 없을 정도로 immensity: 무한한 공간, 광대, 광대함 immerse: 침례를 베풀다, 잠그다, 열중시키다, 에 빠뜨리다, 가라앉히다, 담그다, 몰두하게 하다, 에 휩쓸어 넣다, 적시다, 몰두시키다 immobility: 정지, 고정, 부동, 부동성 immoral: 부도덕한, 품행이 나쁜, 음란한, 외설한, 도덕에 어긋나는 immorality: 부도덕, 추행, 외설, 품행이 나쁨, 풍속, 난잡함, 문란, 부도덕행위, 음란, 품행 나쁨, 난행 immortal: 영원한, 신의, 죽지 않는, 불후의, 불사의, 죽지 않느 사람, 불후의 명성이 있는 사람, 불멸의 불후의, 죽지않는 사람, 불멸의, 명성이 사라지지 않는 사람 immovable: 움직일 수 없는, 부동산, 움직이지 않는, 부동의, 확고한, 고정된, 감정에 좌우되지 않는, 정지한, 해마다 같은 날짜의 고정된, 자약한, 태연 immovably: 부동의, 동요되지 않는, 확고한, 냉정한 부동산 impalpable: 무형의, 영묘한, 실체가 없는, 이해할 수 없는, 만져도 모르는, 만져 보아도 알수없는, 쉽게 이해하기 어려운, 만져도 알 수 없는 impart: 전하다, 곁들이다, 나눠 주다덧붙이다, 말해버리다, 알리다, 주다, 첨가하다, 나누어주다 impassable: 통행할 수 없는, 극복할수 없는, 넘어설 수없는, 지나갈수 없는, 통과할수 없는, 지나갈 수 없는 impassible: 고통을 느끼지 않는, 무신경한, 태연한, 무감각한, 둔감한, 아픔을 느끼지 않는 impassioned: 열렬한, 감격한, 감동한, 정열적인 impassive: 냉정한, 고통을 느끼지 않는, 무감각한, 감동 없는, 무표정한, 의식없는둔감한, 태연한,

Joseph Conrad 둔감한, 열성없는.태연한 impatience: 조바심, 성급함, 초조, 견딜 수 없음, 참을수 없는일, 조급, 안달, 성급 impatient: 성마른, 안달하는, 참을수 없는, 갈망하는몹시기다려지는, 못 견디는, 성급한, 안절부절 못하는, 조바심하는, 참을성없는, 탐나서 못견디는 impatiently: 성급하게, 안절부절 못하는, 조바심하며, 참을수 없는, 못 견디는, 성마른 impeccable: 결점 없는, 결점없는, 나무랄데 없는, 죄를 범하지 않는, 죄를 범하지 않은, 죄없는, 죄를 범한 적이 없는 impending: 절박한, 박두한, 금세 일어날 것 같은, 튀어나온 impenetrable: 헤아릴 수 없는, 불가입성의, 무감각한, 꿰뚫을 수 없는, 불가해의, 불가해한, 완고한, 물들지 않는, 고집스러운, 동요되지 않는, 둔한 impenitence: 고집, 완고함, 회개하지않음, 회개하지 않음 impenitent: 개전의 정이 없는, 완고한 회개하지 않는 사람 imperceptible: 눈에 보이지 않는, 미세한, 점차적인, 알아챌수 없을 만큼의, 알수없는, 근소한, 관찰할 수 없는, 경미한, 지각할수 없는 imperceptibly: 관찰할 수 없는, 근소한, 점차적인 imperfect: 미완료의, 불완전한, 불충분한, 결점이 있는, 미완료 시제, 미완료시제, 반과거의, 미완성의 imperfectly: 미완료의, 불완전한, 불완전하게, 미완성의, 불충분하게 imperishable: 불멸의, 불후의, 부패하지 않는, 불사의, 영원한 imperturbable: 침착한, 냉정한, 동요치 않는, 동요하지 않는, 태연한 impetuosity: 격렬, 성급함, 성급한 언동 impetuously: 맹렬한, 성급한, 격렬한 implacable: 달래기 어려운, 무자비한, 화해할수 없는, 달랠 수 없는, 앙심깊은, 준엄함, 집요한 implicitly: 필연적으로 호함되어 있는, 목계적인, 암암리의, 절대의, 절대적으로 impossibility: 불가능성, 불가능한 일, 불가능 impotence: 허약, 뇌쇠, 음위, 성교불능, 발기불능, 무력한, 무기력함, 허약함, 무력 impotent: 무력한, 음위의, 허약한, 노쇠한, 체력이 없는, 노쇠자, 뇌쇠한, 능력이 없는, 무력자, 성교

불능의, 성교불능자 imprecation: 저주, 방자, 기원, 빌기 impregnable: 난공 불락의, 확고한, 도덕심이 견고한, 수정가능한, 굴치않는, 지지않는, 끄떡 않는, 난공 불락 impressively: 인상깊게, 인상적으로 imprisoned: 교도소에 집어 넣은 improper: 부적당한, 버릇없는, 부도덕한, 틀린, 맞지 않는, 어울리지 않는, 온당치 못한, 음란한, 타당하지 않은, 그른, 상스러운 improvised: 즉석에서 지은, 즉흥의 imprudence: 경솔, 경솔한 행동 impudence: 뻔뻔스러움, 건방짐, 몰염치, 건방진 언행 impudent: 뻔뻔스러운, 건방진, 염치없는 impulsive: 충동적인, 추진적인, 순간력의, 추진하는, 자극적인, 고무적인, 감정에 끌린, 감정에 흐른 impulsiveness: 감정에 끌린 것 impunity: 형을 받지 않음, 형, 처벌되지 않음, 을 받지 않음, 무사히, 무벌, 벌을 받지 않음, 해를 받지 않음 inaccessible: 접근하기 어려운, 친해지기 어려운, 움직여 지지 않는, 얻기 힘든, 얻기, 도달하기, 난해한, 가까이 가기, 어려운, 가까이하기 어려운 inanimate: 생명없는, 생명이 없는, 활기가 없는 inanition: 공허, 영양실조, 기아 inarticulate: 분명치 않은, 관절이 없는, 말을 못하는, 모호한, 말을 못 하는 inaudible: 알아들을 수 없는, 들리지 않은 inborn: 타고난, 천부의, 선천적인 incalculable: 막대한, 무수한, 예상 할 수 없는, 기대 할 수 없는, 믿을수 없는, 변덕스러운, 셀 수 없는, 예상할수 없는, 이루어 헤아릴수 없는, 예상할 수 없는, 헤아릴 수 없는 incandescent: 백열의, 번쩍이는, 빛나는, 열렬한, 백열광을 내는 incarnation: 구체화, 화신, 권화, 실현, 육신을 입으심, 육아발생, 육체를 부여함, 인간화, 육체를 부여하기, 강생 incense: 향, 향을 피우다, 분향하다, 아첨, 에 향을 피우다, 아부, 방향, 향내, 성나게 하다, 노하게 하다, 몹시 화나게 하다 incertitude: 불확실, 의혹, 부정 incessantly: 끊임없는, 간단 없이, 끊임 없이

363 incisive: 통렬한, 예민한, 예리한, 날카로운, 기민한, 재빠른 incisively: 통렬한, 예민한 incognito: 가명, 익명, 암행, 익명자, 변명의, 신분을 숨기고, 미행자, 익명의가명의암행의, 가명으로, 가명자 incoherent: 점착력이없는, 흐트러진, 지리 멸렬의, 조리가 서지 않는, 조리가 맞지 않는, 모순된, 논리가 일관되지 않는, 일관되지 않은 incompleteness: 미완성, 불충분 incomprehensible: 무한한, 불가해한, 무한한것, 이해할 수 없는, 이해할수 없는 incomprehensibly: 불가해한, 이해할수 없게, 일이지만, 불가해할 정도로 inconceivable: 상상도 할 수 없는, 상상 할 수도, 믿을수 없는, 상상할 수도 없는, 상상할 수 없는, 인지를 초월한, 터무니없는, 믿어지지 않는 inconsolably: 위로할수 없을 정도로 incontinently: 즉시, 자제심이 없는, 자제할수 없게, 음란한 inconvenience: 불편, 부자유, 폐, 귀찮음, 불편을 느끼게하다, 불편을 주다, 불편한것, 폐를 끼치다, 귀찮은 일, 불편한 것, 에게 불편을 느끼게 하다 incorrigible: 교정할 수 없는, 완고한, 제멋대로 구는, 건지기 어려운, 고쳐지지 않는, 선도없는 사람, 순댈수 없는 incredulous: 쉽게 믿지 않는, 의심하는 듯한, 쉽사리 믿지 않는, 의심많은 indecision: 우유부단, 우유 부단 indefinable: 막연한, 형용하기 어려운, 정의할 수 없는, 정의하기 어려운, 한정할 수 없는 indefinite: 부정의, 명확하지 않은, 막연한, 애매한, 일정하지 않은, 한계 없는, 일정치 않은, 불명료한, 한계가 없는 indefiniteness: 불확정, 무한정, 부정 indescribable: 형언할 수 없는, 막연한 indifference: 무관심한, 중립, 무차별, 중성의, 대수롭지 않은, 냉담, 개의치 않음, 시원치 않은, 중요치 않음, 공평한, 무관심 indifferent: 무관심한, 공평한, 중성의, 치우치지 않는, 개의치 않는, 평범한, 좋지도 나쁘지도 않은, 변변치 않은중성의, 중립의, 중요치 않은, 시원치 않은 indigestion: 미숙, 소화 불량, 지적 소화불량, 위약, 이해부족, 소화가

364 안됨 indignant: 분개한, 성난 indignation: 분개, 의분, 분 indiscreet: 경솔한, 지각없는, 무분별한, 분별없는 indiscretion: 무분별, 비밀누설, 지각없음, 무분별한 행위, 근신하지 않는 행위, 경솔한 언동, 무분별의 indistinct: 불명료한, 흐릿한, 희미한, 뚜렷하지 않은 indistinguishable: 구별할 수 없는, 인정받지 못하는, 구분할 수 없는, 식별할 수 없는 individuality: 개성, 특성, 개체, 인격, 개인, 특질, 단일체, 개체성, 개인적 특성 indolent: 게으른, 나태한, 무통의, 빈둥빈둥하는무활동의무통의 indomitable: 굴복하지 않는, 불굴의 지지 않으려고 하는, 굽히지 않는 indulge: 빠지다, 탐닉하다, 지불유예를 주다, 실컷 마시다, 어하다, 마음대로 하게하다, 술을 많이 마시다, 버릇없이 가르다, 만족시키다, 대사를 베풀다, 기쁘게하다 indulgence: 대사, 신앙의 자유, 은혜, 탐닉, 관대, 방종, 대사부, 도락, 멋대로 함, 면죄부, 방자 indulgent: 관대한, 멋대로 하게하는, 어하는, 응석을 받아주는 부모, 엄하지 않은, 제멋대로 하게 하는 indulgently: 제멋대로 하게 industrious: 근면한, 부지런한, 애쓰는 industriously: 부지런히, 열심히, 꾸준히 ineffable: 말로 표현할 수 없는, 말해서는 안될 inefficient: 무능한, 비능률적인, 낭비가 많은, 효력이 없는, 쓸모 없는 inert: 자동력이 없는, 활성이 없는, 둔한, 화학작용을 일으키지 않는, 활발치 못한, 원만한, 화학변화를 일으키지 않은, 활발하지 못한, 느린 inexperienced: 경험이 없는 서투름, 미숙, 무경험, 경험이 없는 inexplicable: 설명할 수 없는, 불가해한, 납득이 안 가는, 해석할 수 없는 inexpressible: 말로 표현할 수 없는, 양복바지, 이루 말할수없는, 바지 inexpressibly: 말로 나타낼 수 없게, 표현하기 어려울 정도로, 대단히, 말하기 어렵게 inexpugnable: 정복하기 어려운, 확고부동한, 논파할수 없는등, 넓힐 수 없는, 넓어지지 않는, 난공불락의, 길어지지 않은, 격파하기 어려운

Lord Jim infamous: 파렴치한, 수치스런, 악명 높은, 지독한, 불명예스러운, 악명높은, 공민권을 박탈당한, 아주나쁜, 악독한이름난, 악랄한, 지긋지긋한 infantry: 보병, 보병연대, 보병과, 보병의 infectious: 전염성의, 전염병의, 옮기쉬운, 전염의, 전염되기 쉬운 infer: 추론하다, 의미하다, 암시하다, 추단하다, 추측하다 inferiority: 열등, 하급, 하위, 조악, 열세 infernal: 지옥의, 지독한, 명부의, 악마와 같은, 지긋지긋한, 악마 같은, 악독한, 무도한, 비인간적인 infernally: 지독하게, 몹시, 악마같이, 악마처럼 infidel: 이교도, 이교도의, 믿음이 없는 사람, 불신자, 신앙심 없는 사람, 신앙심이 없는, 신앙심이 없는 사람, 이단자의 infinitely: 지독히, 훨씬, 무한히, 무한의, 몹시, 막대한, 대단히, 무한 infinity: 무한대, 무한, 무수, 무한히 inflamed: 염증을 일으킨, 충혈한, 얼굴이 빨개진, 흥분한 inflated: 과장된, 우쭐해진, 팽창한, 폭등한, 크게 팽창한, 부풀은, 팽창된, 우쭐한, 부풀어 오른 inflexible: 확고한, 불굴의, 구부릴 수 없는, 완고한, 불굴의 강직한, 굽힐수 없는, 굽지 않은, 구부러지지 않는, 고칠수 없는, 꿋꿋한 inflexibly: 구부릴 수 없는, 불굴의, 구부러지지 않는, 확고한 inglorious: 불명예스러운, 창피한, 수치스러운, 무명의, 면목없는, 이름도없는, 불명예, 이름도 없는 ingratitude: 배은 망덕, 망은, 은혜를 모름 inhuman: 몰인정한, 비인간적인, 초인적인, 잔학한, 냉혹한, 잔인한 injected: 주사된 충혈된 injustice: 부정, 불공평, 부정행위, 불법, 권리침해 inkstand: 잉크스탠드 inlaid: 상감의, 박이 넣은, 상감 세공을한 innate: 타고난, 선천적인, 본질적인, 고유의, 본유적인, 천부의 innermost: 맨 안쪽의, 가장 깊숙한 곳, 가장 깊은 속의 innumerable: 무수한, 셀수 없는, 이루 셀 수 없는 inoffensive: 해가 되지 않는, 해롭지 않은, 악의가 없는, 불쾌감을 주지 않는, 불쾌감을 느끼게 하지 않는, 거슬리지 않는, 해를 안끼치는

inquire: 문의하다, 묻다, 조사하다, 질문하다 inquiring: 알고 싶어 하는, 묻고 싶은 듯한, 묻는, 미심쩍은, 미심쩍은 듯한, 알고 싶어하는, 호기심에찬, 캐묻기 좋아하는, 탐구적인 inquisitive: 캐묻기 좋아하는, 알고자 하는, 물어보고 싶어하는, 호기심이 강한, 호기심이 많은, 알고싶어하는 inquisitively: 호기심많게, 호기심에 차서 insanity: 광기, 정신 이상, 어리석은 짓, 정신병, 미친것, 미친 짓, 정신이상 inscribed: 헌사하는, 내접시키는, 명기하는, 쓰는, 기입하는 inscription: 명, 비문, 제명, 헌정사, 명각, 비명, 공채의 등록, 등록공채, 제자 inscrutable: 불가사의한, 알 수 없는, 수수께끼같은, 불가해한, 헤아릴수 없는, 헤아릴 수 없는 insecure: 불안정한, 위태로운, 걱정스러운, 불안한, 무너져 내릴 것같은, 확실치 않은, 확신이 안가는, 안전하지 않은 insecurity: 불안정, 위험, 불안정한것, 불안전, 근심, 걱정거리, 불확실 insensible: 무감각한, 의식이 없는, 인사 불성의, 무관심한, 알아채리 못할 정도로, 인사불성의, 감지할수 없는, 무신경의, 아주 적은, 감수성 없는, 무신경인 inseparable: 분리할 수 없는, 친구, 나눌수없는, 떨어지기 어려운것, 떨어질수 없는, 나눌 수 없는 insignificant: 대수롭지 않은, 하찮은, 무의미한, 천한, 시시한, 의미 없는 insolence: 오만, 무례, 거만함, 건방진, 건방진태도, 거만 insolent: 무례한, 건방진, 오만한, 안하무인의 insoluble: 해결할 수 없는, 녹지 않는, 불용해성의, 용해되지 않는, 풀수없는 inspire: 고무하다, 시사하다, 불어넣다, 영감을 주다, 숨을 들이 쉬다, 숨을 들이쉬다, 일어나게하다, 빨아들이다, 지시를 주다, 고취하다, 감격시키다 inspiring: 고무하는, 영감을 주는, 용기를 주는, 한 감정을 불어넣는 instantaneous: 동시에 일어나는, 순간의, 도시적, 그순간의, 즉석의, 즉시의, 즉시일어나는 instantaneously: 즉석의, 동시에 일어나는 instinctive: 본능적인, 천성의, 직관적인

Joseph Conrad instinctively: 직관적으로, 본능적으로, 천성의, 본능적인 instructive: 교육적인, 유익한, 교훈적인 insufferably: 견딜수 없도록, 참을수 없이 insulting: 모욕적인, 무례한, 모욕의 intangible: 막연한, 만질 수 없는, 무형의, 손으로 만질 수 없는, 파악할수 없는, 실체가 없는, 감지할수 없는, 불가해한, 구름을 잡는 것과 같은 intelligently: 지적으로 intelligible: 지성만으로 알수 있는, 알기쉬 운, 알기쉬운, 이해할수 있는, 이해할 수 있는, 명료한, 지성적인 intelligibly: 명료한, 알기 쉬운 intensely: 격렬하게 intently: 골똘하게, 여념이 없는, 여념이 없이, 오로지, 지심의, 집중되어 있는 intercede: 중재하다, 조정하다, 중간에 들어 조정하다 interlocutor: 대화자, 대담자, 질문자, 흑인연주단의 사회자 interminable: 지루하게 긴, 끝없는, 한없는 interminably: 지루하게 긴, 끝없는 interposition: 간섭, 중재, 조정, 제기하다, 말참견하다, 개재, 각주의 연방정부에 대한 간섭 허용주의, 사이에 넣음, 중재에 나서다, 사이에 들어가다, 사이에 끼우다 interpreter: 연출자, 해석자, 번역기, 통역자, 해석프로그램, 설명자, 통역 interrupt: 방해하다, 가로막다, 중단하다, 중단시키다, 끼어들다, 일시 정지, 도중에서 방해하다, 저지하다 intimacy: 친밀, 친교, 정교, 밀통, 간통, 친밀함을 나타내는 행위, 불의 intolerable: 견딜 수 없는, 과도한, 참을수 없는, 애타는, 약오르는 intolerably: 참을수 없이, 극히, 견디지 못하게 intonation: 영창, 인토네이션, 억양, 인토내이션, 음의 정조법, 읊음, 옳음, 첫악구, 소리의 억약, 어조, 음창 intoxicated: 취하다, 흥분한, 술취한, 도취된 intoxicating: 취하게 하는 열중케하는 intrepid: 대담한, 무서움을 모르는, 용맹스러운, 용맹한 intrepidity: 대담, 용맹스러움, 겁없음, 대담한 행위, 대담함, 용맹 intrigue: 밀통, 음모, 음모를 꾸미다, 밀통하다, 의 호기심을 돋우다, 달성하다, 의 흥미를 돋구다, 술책을

쓰다, 손에 넣다, 불의, 의 흥미를 돋우다 intruder: 침입자, 난입자, 방해자, 침입기, 비행기 intuition: 직각, 직관, 직관적 통찰 invalid: 병약한, 병약자, 병자, 무효의, 병약자 취급을 받다, 병약하게 되다, 병약자로서 면제하다, 병약하게 하다, 상병으로 현역에서 제대하다, 상이 군인 명부에 기입하다, 허약한 inverted: 동성애의, 반대의, 반전된, 성도착의, 역으로 한, 역의, 성욕 도착의 invincible: 무적의, 정복할수없는, 극복할수 없는, 불굴의, 완강한, 정복할수 없는 inviolable: 불가침의, 신성한, 침범할수 없는, 범할수 없는 involuntarily: 저도 모르게, 부지불식간에, 마지못해, 본의 아니면서, 본의 아니게 invulnerable: 상처를 입힐 수 없는, 죽지 않는, 상하게 할수 없는, 이겨낼수 없는, 반박할수 없는, 반박할 수 없는, 공격에 견디는 inward: 내적인, 안으로, 내장, 내부, 내부의, 낮은, 창자, 안의, 내심, 마음의, 수입의 iron-grey: 철회색의, 철회색 irrational: 이성이 없는, 불합리한, 무리의 부진근수의무리수, 분별없는, 무리수의, 무리수, 무리의, 부진근수의 irregularly: 불규칙하게, 비정규적으로, 불규칙적으로, 부정기적으로, 고르지 않게 irremediable: 돌이킬 수 없는, 치료할 수 없는, 불치의 irrepressible: 억제할수 없는 사람, 견딜수 없는, 억압할수없는, 억제할 수 없는, 누를 수 없는, 제어할 수 없는 irreproachable: 결점없는, 흠잡을 데 없는, 탓할나위없는, 비난할 여지가 없는, 비난할 수 없는, 비난할 여자가 없는 irresistible: 저항할 수 없는, 불문곡직의, 좋다 할수없는, 제어할 수 없는, 억누를수 없는, 사람을 녹이는싫다, 누를 수 없는, 꼼짝 못하게 하는 irresistibly: 저항할 수 없는, 제어할 수 없는, 불문곡직의 irresolute: 우유 부단한, 결단력 없는, 우물쭈물하는 irresponsible: 책임을 지지 않는, 무책임한, 책임이 없는, 책임감이 없는, 책임감이 없는사람, 책임지지

365 않는 irresponsive: 반응이 없는, 응답하지 않는 irretrievably: 돌이킬수 없는 irritably: 과민한, 성마른, 자극 반응력이 있는, 성 잘 내는, 염증을 잘 일으키는 irritated: 따끔따끔한, 신경질이 난, 자극받은, 염증을 일으킨 irritating: 자극하는, 화나게 하는, 화나는, 초조하게 만들다, 짜증나는, 자극하다, 아리게하는, 신경질나는, 비위에 거슬리는, 무효로 하다, 노하게 하다 islander: 섬사람, 섬의 주민, 섬나라 사람 islet: 작은섬, 작은 섬, 작은 섬과 비슷한 것 jab: 찌르다, 잽을 먹이다, 꽉 찌르기, 쿡 찌르다, 날쌔게 쥐어박다, 갑자기 찌르기 jagged: 톱니 모양의, 들쭉날쭉하게 된, 들쭉날쭉한, 이상하게 된, 바위 따위의 톱니와 같은, 톱니와 같은 jailer: 간수, 교도관 janissary: 앞잡이, 터키 병사, 쫄개, 터어키 옛 근위병, 터키의 친위 보병, 터어키의 친위 보병 jar: 충돌, 삐걱거리는 소리, 거슬리다, 진동하다, 단지, 갈리다, 항아리, 충격, 아가리 넓은 병, 싸움, 신경에 거슬리는 것 jargon: 뜻을 알수 없는 말, 변말, 횡설수설, 이해할 수 없는 말, 특수 용어, 횡설수설하다 jaunty: 명랑한, 쾌활한, 말쑥한, 멋진, 젠체하는, 의기양양한, 뽐내는, 유쾌한, 기분이 거뜬하고 쾌활한 javanese: 자바의, 자바 섬 사람, 자바 섬 사람의, 자바 어 jaws: 입 부분, 좁다란 입구 jealously: 질투심으로 jeeringly: 조롱하여, 비웃어, 회롱조로, 희롱조로 jerk: 바보, 휙 던지다, 갑자기 밀다, 홱 당기다, 포육으로 만들다, 포육, 경련, 쿡 찌르다, 꽉 비틀다, 내뱉듯이 말하다, 멍청이 jerked: 홱 움직이는, 갑자기 말하는, 내뱉듯이 갑자기 말하는, 육포로 만든, 홱 움직이게 하는 jerky: 갑자기 움직이는, 움찔하는, 바보같은, 경련적인, 실룩실룩 움직이는, 홱 움직이는, 말린 고기 jetty: 둑, 방파제, 혹옥 같은, 새까만, 잔교, 흑옥같은, 흑옥의 jewel: 보석, 보배, 보석 같은 것, 석, 귀중한 사람, 귀중한 물건 jiffy: 순간

366 jocular: 우스운, 익살맞은, 우스꽝스러운 joker: 조커, 익살꾼, 사기, 책략, 농담하는 사람, 사기 조항, 농담을 하는 사람, 놈 joking: 농담하는, 장난치는 jokingly: 장난치는, 농담하는 jollification: 흥겨워 떠돌기, 환락 jollity: 술잔치, 즐거움, 떠들며 놀기, 명랑, 유쾌, 환락, 쾌활함 jove: 천만에, 맹세코, 목성, 주피터 jovial: 즐거운, 쾌활한, 유쾌한, 명령한 joyous: 즐거운 judicially: 사법상, 재판관답게, 재판에 의하여 judicious: 현명한, 사려있는, 사려분별이 있는 judy: 여자 이름, 여자, 아둔한 여자, 주디 jumbled: 난잡하게 하는, 뒤섞이는 kaleidoscope: 만화경, 끊임없이 변화하는 것, 주마등 keel: 배, 용골, 졸도하다, 전복시키다, 용골 별자리, 사람 등을 넘어뜨리다, 배를 뒤집어엎다, 뒤집히다, 뒤집어엎다, 넘어뜨리다, 배가 뒤집히다 keenly: 예민하게, 날카롭게 kelp: 켈프, 해초회 kidnap: 채가다, 유괴하다, 유괴, 아이를 채가다 kidney: 신장, 성질, 종류, 콩팥, 기질 kindliness: 친절 kindred: 유사, 혈족, 친척 관계, 일가 권속, 혈족의, 같은 성질의, 친척, 같은 종류의, 같은 종류, 혈연, 혈연의 kneeling: 무릎을 꿇는 knockabout: 소형 돛배의 일종 knocks: 녹스 knoll: 작은 둔덕, 작은 산 knotty: 엉킨, 마디 많은, 해결이 어려운, 매듭 있는, 결절이 있는, 결절의, 분규된 knowingly: 약삭 빠르게, 일부러, 알면서, 아는 체하고, 자랑스러운 얼굴로, 알고 있으면서 knuckles: 지관절부, 주먹의 지관절부 koran: 코란, 코오란 laborious: 힘드는, 부지런한 labouring: 애쓰는, 고생하는, 노동에 종사하는 laced: 알코올을 가미한, 레이스로 장식된, 가미한, 끈이 달린 lachrymose: 비통한, 슬픈, 눈물을 잘 흘리는, 슬픔을 자아내는, 눈물이 많은 lackadaisical: 감상적인, 생각에

Lord Jim 잠긴, 고민하는 듯한 lame: 절름발이의, 절름발이로 만들다, 불충분한, 앞뒤가 맞지 않는, 절름발이가 절룩거리다, 절름발이가 되다, 운율이 불완전한, 불완전한, 불구의, 라메 lameness: 앞뒤가 맞지 않는, 절름발이의, 불충분한 lamentable: 슬픈, 통탄할 lamentation: 비탄, 슬픔, 예레미야 애가 lamentations: 예레미야 애가 lance: 창, 창기병, 남자 이름, 랜싯, 첨두 아치, 작살, 첨두창, 근대 기병이나 중세 기사의 창, 물고기를 찌르는 작살, 랜싯창, 랜싯 아치 landing-place: 상륙장 languid: 불경기의, 귀찮은, 느른한, 무기력한, 노곤한 languor: 무기력, 시름, 우울, 노곤함 lank: 호리호리한, 야윈, 곱슬곱슬하지 않은, 여윈 lanky: 몹시 홀쭉한, 껑충한 lantern: 초롱, 칸델라, 등화실, 환등, 정탑, 등대의 등실, 등실, 채광창, 환등기 lanyard: 죔줄, 끈, 매는 밧줄 lapel: 접어젖힌 옷깃, 접은 옷깃 lapse: 경과, 추이, 잘못, 실수, 소멸하다, 폐지, 모르는 사이에 빠지다, 과실, 물의 고요한 흐름, 고요한 흐름, 타락 largish: 큼직한, 좀큰 lascar: 동인도 제도의 뱃사람, 동인도인 수부, 외국선에 타서 근무하는 동인도인 수부 lashed: 속눈썹이 있는, 속눈썹이 ...한 latitude: 위도, 범위, 지대, 지역, 자유, 관용도, 한대지방, 사상 따위의 자유 범위, 위도에서 보았을 때의 지방, 노출의 관용도, 자유 범위 latter-day: 근대의, 근대의 laughable: 우스운, 어리석은 lawless: 무법의, 누를 수 없는, 법률없는, 법률이 없는, 법률이 행해지지 않는 lazily: 게으른, 느린 leak: 새다, 샘, 새는 구멍이 있다, 새는 곳, 누전, 새기 시작하다, 새다비, 새는 구멍, 비밀 따위가 새다, 새는 물, 새게 하다 leathery: 가죽제품, 가죽, 가죽 같은 ledge: 광맥, 암초, 좁은선반, 창 따위에서 돌출되어 있는 선반, 선반, 벽 따위에서 돌출되어 있는 선반 leeward: 바람이 불어가는 쪽, 바람 불어가는 쪽의, 바람 불어가는 쪽에, 바람 불어가는 쪽으로, 바람

불어가는 쪽 leggings: 각반, 레깅스 legion: 군단, 군대, 다수의, 다수, 아강, 동식물 분류의 아강 leisurely: 여유있게, 한가하게, 여유 있는, 느릿하게 lenient: 관대한, 온화한, 허술한 lest: 을 두려워하여, 하지 않도록, 하지나 않을까 하고 liar: 거짓말쟁이 liberties: 시효로 얻은특권, 칙허로 얻은 특권, 특권 licking: 때림, 핥음, 지게 함, 호되게 때리기, 대단히 lied: 가곡, 리드 lifeless: 죽은, 생명없는, 생명이 없는, 활기가 없는, 생물이 살고 있지 않은 lighted: 불이 켜진 light-headed: 머리가 핑핑 도는 light-hearted: 마음편한 lighthouse: 등대 lightness: 밝기, 광량, 가벼움, 환함 lightning: 번개, 전광, 번개와 같은, 번개의 liking: 기호, 좋아함 limb: 수족, 날개, 팔, 의 가지를자르다, 앞이, 가장자리, 구, 달 따위의 가장자리, 문장의 구, 엽변, 의 손발을 끊다 linger: 어정거리다, 질질 끌다, 오래 머물다, 나중에까지 남다, 꾸물거리다, 쉬이 사라지지않다, 우물쭈물 보내다, 질질 끌게 하다, 우물쭈물하다, 떠나기를 망설이다 lingering: 머뭇거리는, 오래끄는, 못내 아쉬운, 미련이 있는, 오래 끄는, 주저하는 liquor: 알코올 음료, 술, 술을 많이 먹이다, 물약, 용액에 담그다, 독주를 마시게 하다, 독주를 많이 마시다, 분비액 listener: 경청자, 청취자 livery: 제복, 정복, 정식량, 일정한 옷, 옷차림, 간이 나쁜, 말이나 마차 세놓은 업, 말의 정식량, 마차셋집, 동업 조합, 말셋집 livid: 납빛의, 퍼렇게 멍든, 격노하여, 창백한 loading: 짐싣기, 선적, 짐싣기의 loafer: 게으름뱅이, 간편화의일종 loathsome: 지긋지긋한, 구역질 나는, 기분 나쁜, 육체적으로 기분 나쁜, 싫는, 싫어서 견딜 수 없는 localities: 장소, 부근, 소재지, 지방성, 풍습 등의 지방성 lodgment: 숙소, 퇴적, 군대의 숙영, 발판, 거점, 숙박, 의사 표시, 항의 따위의 의사 표시

Joseph Conrad lofty: 거만한, 고상한, 당당한, 치속은, 대단히 높은, 숭고한, 거드럭거리는, 매우 높은 loins: 허리, 허리부분 loneliness: 쓸쓸함, 외로움 longing: 갈망, 갈망하는, 사모, 고대, 고향을 몹시 그리워하고 있다, 그리움 갈망하는, 동경, 몹시 그리워하는 longish: 기름한, 길쭉한 loom: 베틀, 직기, 어렴풋이 보다, 어렴풋이 나타나다, 어렴풋이 나타남, 불안스럽게 다가오다, 위험 따위가 불안스럽게 다가오다, 직조기, 걱정거리 따위가 불안스럽게 다가오다 looped: 고리가 달린, 동그라미가 된, 취한 loophole: 빠져나갈구멍, 빠져나갈 구멍, 총쏘는 구멍, 도망칠 길 loot: 전리품, 약탈하다, 돈, 부정이득, 약탈물, 약탈자, 부정 이득을 취하다 loquacious: 말많은, 말이 많은 loser: 손실자, 유실자, 진편, 실패자, 패자, 경기에서 진편, 장애 구역 loth: 싫은, 싫어하여 lowering: 내려가는, 비천한, 저하시키는, 저하, 낮게 하는 lucid: 맑은, 명백한, 투명한, 빛나는, 뚜렷한, 의식 따위가 뚜렷한 luggage: 여행가방, 수하물, 여행 가방 lugubrious: 애처로운, 가엾은, 슬픈듯 한, 슬픈듯한, 슬픈 듯한 luminous: 밝은, 빛나는, 명쾌한, 빛을 내는, 총명한 lumpily: 덩어리지게 lunatic: 미친, 정신 이상의, 미친사람, 미치광이 lurch: 비틀거림, 경향, 경사, 대패, 차 따위가 갑자기 기울기, 상대를 러치로 이기다, 배 따위가 갑자기 기울기, 궁상, 갑자기 기울기, 러치로 이기다, 갑자기 기울다 lurid: 창백한, 무시무시한, 무서운, 섬쩍지근하게붉은, 구름 따위 불타 오르듯이 붉은, 불타 오르듯이 붉은, 어쩐지 기분 나쁜, 전광 따위 불타 오르듯이 붉은, 풍경 따위 불타 오르듯이 붉은, 하늘 따위 불타 오르듯이 붉은 lust: 육욕, 열망, 색정, 강한 욕망, 갈망, 열망하다, 색욕을 일으키다, 갈망하다 lustre: 광택, 윤기를 내는 재료, 천 따위에 광택을 내다, 광택을 내다, 또기 따위에 광택을 내다, 빛나다 lustrous: 광택있는 macassar: 마카사르 향유

madagascar: 아프리카 남동쪽의 섬나라, 마다가스카르 madly: 미쳐서, 극단으로, 몹시, 미친듯이 madman: 미친 사람, 광인 magician: 마술사, 마법사, 마술적 기량이 있는 사람 magnanimous: 도량이 넓은, 아량 있는, 도량이 큰 magnificence: 장엄, 훌륭함, 장려, 호화, 웅대 mahogany: 마호가니, 적갈색, 마호가니색의, 마호가니재의, 마호가니재의 식탁, 마호가니재 maiden: 처음의, 아가씨, 처녀, 미혼녀, 미혼의, 소녀, 단두대, 단두대... 미혼의, 처녀인, 처녀의 mainmast: 큰 돛대, 메인마스트 mainsail: 주범 malacca: 말라카 malay: 말레이 사람, 말레이 사람의, 말레이 어의, 말레이 말, 말레이 반도의 malediction: 저주, 악담 malevolent: 심술궂은, 악의 있는, 익의 있는 malice: 악의, 해칠 마음, 범의, 적극적인 악의 malicious: 악의 있는, 속 검은, 적의 있는 malignant: 유해한, 악성의, 악의를 품은, 적의 있는, 악의 있는 manageable: 다루기 쉬운, 통제하기 쉬운 mane: 갈기, 말이나 사자의 갈기 manfully: 단호한, 씩씩한, 남자다운 mangy: 더러운, 옴이 오른, 비열한, 옴에 투성이의, 옴에 걸린 maniac: 미친, 미친 사람, 미치광이, 미친 광이, 광란의 manifest: 나타나다, 적하 목록에 기재하다, 명백한, 명시하다, 나타내다, 입증하다, 의견을 발표하다, 적하 목록, 유령 따위가 나타나다, 밖으로 나타내다, 감정 따위를 밖으로 나타내다 manifestation: 표명, 명시, 정견 발표 manila: 마닐라 여송연, 필리핀의 수도, 마닐라 삼, 마닐라, 마닐라 종이로 된, 마닐라삼, 담황갈색 manly: 사내다운, 남자 같은, 남성적인, 남자와 같은, 여자가 남자와 같은 manned: 유인의, 사람이 탄, 사람을 태운 manuvre: 기동 연습, 책동, 전략적 행동, 연습하다, 작전척 행동, 항공기의 선희 등의 운동, 연습시키다, 교묘한 조치, 기동하다,

367 운동 man-of-war: 군함, 보통 옛날의 군함 mansions: 아파트 mantelpiece: 벽로의 앞 장식, 벽로의 장식, 벽난로의 앞장식, 벽난로 선반 many-sided: 다방면에 걸친, 다방면의 maritime: 바다의, 바다에 사는, 해변의, 해상의, 해안 가까이에 사는, 항해의 marrow: 골수, 순수한, 정수, 서양 호박, 원기, 자양이 풍부한 음식 marshy: 늪의, 소택이 많은, 늪 같은, 늪 습지대의, 늪 습지의, 늪에서 나는, 늪이 많은 martial: 전쟁의, 호전적인, 무용의, 전쟁에 적합한, 군인다운, 용감한, 무력의, 군신의 marvel: 경이, 놀라운 것, 경탄, 놀라운 일, 불가사의하게 여기다, 놀라다, 놀람 massacre: 학살하다, 대학살, 헐뜯다, 압승하다, 완패, 대량 학살, 해치우다, 다수의 동물을 학살하다, 남을 헐뜯다, 상대를 압승하다, 시합 따위에서 상대를 압승하다 mast: 돛대, 마스트, 도토리, 평수부로서, 기둥, 돛대를 세우다, 떡갈나무 따위의 열매, 너도밤나무 따위의 열매, 모양의 기둥, 밤나무 따위의 열매 masterpiece: 걸작, 대표작, 명작 mat: 매트, 신바닥 문지르는 깔개, 멍석, 엉킨 물건, 깔개, 대지, 광택없는-- 대지, 양탄자, 멍석을 깔다, 광택없는, 엉키다 matrimonial: 결혼의, 부부의 matted: 매트를 깐, 헝클어진, 엉킨, 돗자리를 깐, 윤을 없앤, 머리 따위가 헝클어진, 텁수룩한, 광택을 없앤 matter-of-fact: 멋없는, 사무적인, 사실의 mattress: 침대요, 침상, 짚 요, 요, 섶나무 다발, 침대용의 털 요, 털 요, 호안 공사의 섶나무 다발, 침대용의 짚요 maul: 쳐서 부수다, 거칠게 다루다, 혹평하다, 가르다, 메, 뭇매질하다, 치다, 큰 망치, 큰 메로 치다, 할퀴어 상처내다, 혼내주다 maze: 미로, 분규, 어리둥절하게 하다 meagre: 빈약한, 결핍한, 불충분한, 무미건조한, 메마른, 야윈, 마른 meanness: 천함, 인색, 조악, 야비, 빈약, 비열, 보잘것 없음, 하찮은, 하찮음 measly: 홍역의, 홍역에 걸린, 촌충이 붙은, 빈약한, 흥역의, 흥역에 걸린 mechanically: 기계로, 기계적으로,

368 기계 장치로 meddle: 주물럭거리다, 참견하다, 만지작거리다, 공연히 만지작거리다, 간섭하다 meditate: 꾀하다, 숙고하다, 을 묵상하다, 명상하다, 묵상하다 meditation: 묵상, 명상록, 심사숙고, 심사 숙고, 명상 meditative: 명상적인 meekly: 온순하게, 유화하게 melancholy: 우울, 우울한, 습관적인 우울, 우울병, 체질적인 우울, 우울증 melanesia: 태평양 중부의 섬들, 멜라네시아 mellifluous: 유창한, 꿀같이 감미로운, 목소리 따위 부드럽고 아름다운, 부드럽고 아름다운, 음악 따위 부드럽고 아름다운 melt: 녹다, 가엾은 생각이 나다, 녹아 없어지다, 녹아 섞이다, 풀리다, 용해, 누그러지다, 흩뜨리다, 감정 따위가 누그러지다, 소리가 부드럽게 울려퍼지다, 부드럽게 울려퍼지다 melted: 곤드레만드레 취한 menace: 협박, 위협, 골칫거리, 귀찮은 것, 협박하다, 위협하다, 공갈, 위험한 것 menacing: 위협하는, 협박적인 menacingly: 협박적으로 mending: 파손품, 수선, 수선할 것, 수선 부분, 고칠 것, 수선 재료 mercantile: 상업의, 돈에 눈이 어두운, 무역의 merci: 고맙습니다 merciful: 자비로운 merciless: 무자비한, 용서없는 mercilessly: 무자비하게, 무정하게 meridian: 정오, 자오선, 환경, 장소, 전성기, 특성, 정점, 자오선의 merited: 당연한, 상응한, 가치 있는 merriment: 웃고 즐기기, 흥겹게 떠들기, 환락, 유쾌, 명랑한 소동 merry: 즐거운, 명랑한, 유쾌한, 거나한, 흥겨운, 거나하게 취한 기분의 mesh: 그물코, 맞물림, 그물올가미, 함정, 망사, 그물코의, 그물에 걸리다, 그물로 잡다 messenger: 심부름꾼, 선구, 연줄에 달아 바람에 울게 하는 종이, 전조, 사자 metallic: 금속의, 엄한, 냉철한 methodical: 조직적인, 규율바른, 감리교파의, 질서있는, 방법의, 질서정연한 meticulous: 지나치게 세심한, 옹졸한, 사소한 일에 너무 마음을 쓰는

Lord Jim metier: 직업, 전문, 장기, 메티에, 수법 midday: 정오, 대낮, 대낮의 mien: 풍채, 태도 migrating: 이동하는, 이주하는 mildly: 온화하게, 상냥하게, 부드럽게, 다소, 약간 mingled: 섞는, 뒤섞이는 miraculous: 기적적인, 놀랄만한, 불가사의한 misanthropic: 염세적인, 사람 싫어하는, 사람을 싫어하는 misbegotten: 서출의, 형편없는, 덜된, 멸시한 만한, 사생아의, 꼴사나운, 사생아의 불운한 태생의, 쓸모없는 mischief: 장난, 해, 손해, 위해, 고자, 익살, 재난의 씨, 장난꾸러기, 도대체 miserably: 비참하게, 불쌍하게, 형편없이, 비참할 만큼, 초라하게, 지독히 misfortune: 불행, 불운, 재난 mishap: 재난, 불행 missionary: 전도의, 선교사, 전도사 mister: 선생님, 님, 형씨, 여보시오, 씨, 나리, 군, 귀하, 선생, 교사, 여보 mistrust: 신용하지 않다, 의심하다, 추측하다, 불신, 불신용 mistrustful: 의심 많음 misty: 희미한, 막연한, 안개가 자욱한, 안개가 짙은, 안개 짙은, 분명치 않은, 안개낀, 눈물 어린, 몽롱한, 모호한, 안개가 덮인 misunderstanding: 오해, 불화 moan: 신음하다, 한탄하다, 끙끙거리다, 신음, 슬픔의 신음, 불행 따위를 한탄하다, 고통의 신음, 신음 소리 mob: 폭도, 오합지졸, 군중, 떼지어 습격하다, 소매치기의 일당, 소매치기의 한패, 도둑의 일당, 대중취향, 폭도의, 하충민, 군중의 mohammed: 마호메트 momentarily: 잠깐, 시시각각, 지금이라도, 즉시, 순간적으로 momentary: 순간의, 찰나의, 순간적인, 시시각각의 momentous: 중대한, 중요한, 지극히 중대한, 지극히 중요한 monde: 사교계, 사회, 세상 monosyllable: 단음절어, 단음절 monotone: 단조, 단조롭게 이야기 하다, 단조-단조롭게 이야기 하다, 단조의, 단조음, 단조음의 monotonous: 단조로운, 변화가 없어 지루한 monotony: 단조로움, 단음, 단조 monsoon: 계절풍, 우기, 인도의 우기, 계절

monstrous: 거대한, 기괴한, 괴물같은, 극악 무도한, 어처구니 없는, 괴이한, 대단히 monumental: 거대한, 기념되는, 실물보다 큰, 불멸의, 기념의, 기념이 되는, 나쁜 뜻에서 터무니없는, 기념비와 같은, 기념비의, 터무니없는 moodily: 언짢게, 우울하게, 변덕스럽게 moody: 우울한, 까다로운, 변덕스러운 moonlight: 달빛-아르바이트할, 아르바이트할, 달빛, 정규의 일 이외에 특히 야간에 아르바이트를하다, 달빛의, 부업을 하다, 아르바이트를 하다, 정규의 일 이외에 특히 야간에 부업을 하다, 월광 moorings: 계선 설비, 계선 장치, 계선소 morbid: 병적인, 섬뜩한, 병의, 불건전한, 무시무시한, 정신이 병적인, 질병에 관한, 질병의 moribund: 다 죽어 가는, 죽어가는 morose: 시무룩한, 까다로운, 부질없는, 꾀까다로운 mortal: 치명적인, 인간의, 인간, 불치의, 길고 긴, 생각할 수 있는, 지루한, 죽어야 할, 죽어야 할 것, 사람, 가능한-죽어야 할 것 mortification: 굴욕, 고행, 금욕, 탈저, 억울함, 회저, 분함, 억울한 일 mosque: 회교 교당, 사원, 이슬람교의 사원 mossy: 이끼 낀, 이끼 같은, 케케묵은 mote: 티끌, 아주 작은 조각, 남의 사소한 결점, 오점 motherly: 어머니의, 어머니 같은, 어머니로서의, 어머니로서 motionless: 움직이 않는, 퍄, 뭄짓으로 신호하다, 움직이지 않는, 정지한, 정지한-뭄짓으로 신호하다링, 팅삥, 동기가 없는 motto: 금언, 표어, 모토, 반복 악구, 명, 좌우명, 서적 따위의 제구, 제구 mound: 석가산, 작은 언덕, 투수판, 흙무덤, 둑, 둑덕지게 하다 mournful: 슬픔에 잠긴, 슬픈, 애처로운 mournfully: 슬퍼 보이게, 슬픔에 잠겨, 절망적인, 천한, 치사한 mourning: 상, 애도, 슬픔, 상복, 비탄 moustache: 코밑수염, 콧수염, 수염 mouthful: 소량, 입 가득, 한 입, 한 입 가득 mouthpiece: 대변자, 마우드피스, 부는 구명, 재갈, 빨대 구명, 악기의 입대는 부분, 입대는 부분

Joseph Conrad muddle: 혼란, 혼합하다, 얼근히 취하게 하다, 어리 둥절하게 하다, 어리 둥절하게 하다-갈피를 못잡다혼잡, 혼잡, 혼란 상태, 뒤죽박죽을 만들다, 뒤범벅을 만들다, 되는대로 해치우다, 낭비하다 muddy: 충충한, 흐리게 하다, 진흙 투성이의, 진흙의, 혼란한, 혼란한진흙 투성이로 만들다, 진흙 투성이로 만들다, 진흙이 많은, 흐린, 빛 따위가 흐린, 음성 따위가 흐린 muffled: 소리를 둔하게 한, 소리를 죽인 mulatto: 황갈색의, 백인과 흑인과의 트기, 백인과 흑인의 제일대 혼혈아, 혹백 혼혈아의 mulish: 고집센, 노새 같은, 노새와 같은 multitude: 다수, 군중 multitudinous: 수많은, 다수의 mumble: 우물 우물 먹다, 중얼 거리다, 중얼거리는 말, 이 빠진 사람이 우물우물 씹다, 나직하여 분명치 않은 말, 우물우물 씹다, 입속에서 중얼중얼 말하다, 중얼중얼 말하다 mumbling: 중얼중얼 말하기 murmur: 시내의 졸졸거리는 소리, 속삭임, 불평, 파도의 출렁거리는 소리, 졸졸 소래내다, 웅성대다, 중얼 거림, 투덜거리다, 투덜거리다-중얼 거림, 속삭이다, 나뭇잎 따위의 살랑거리는 소리 mush: 값싼 감상, 옥수수 죽, 박쥐우산, 전세 마차집, 죽 모양의 것, 개썰매의 여행, 걸쭉한 죽, 몰랑한 덩어리, 옥수수의 걸쭉한 죽 musing: 생각에 잠긴 muster: 소집하다, 소집, 점호하다, 검열, 점호, 분발시키다, 집합, 점호를 위해 병사 등을 소집하다, 선원 등을 소집하다, 사람 따위의 집합, 모이다 mute: 폐쇄음의, 무언의, 벙어리의, 약음기를 달다, 회장꾼, 말 않는 배우, 벙어리 하인, 벙어리, 벌어리, 묵자의-벌어리, 묵자의 mutely: 무언으로, 소리를 내지 않고, 벙어리같이 mutiny: 반란을 일으키다, 반란, 반항하다, 폭동, 반항, 폭동-반항, 폭동을 일으키다 mutter: 불평, 중얼거리다, 투덜거리다, 얼거림, 투덜거리다얼거림, 속삭이다, 속삭임 muttering: 준얼거리기 muzzle: 입마개, 총구, 말못하게 하다, 코, 입부분, 부리망, 언론을 탄압하다, 재갈, 재갈-개 따위에

부리망을 씌우다, 개 따위에 부리망을 씌우다, 포구 mystic: 신비한, 신비주으자, 비교의, 비교의-신비주으자, 비법의, 신비가, 신비적인, 신비주의적인, 정신적 상징의 nab: 붙잡다, 체포하다, 후닥닥 먹다, 잡다, 움켜쥐다, 잡아채다, 무알콜 맥주 nail: 손톱, 발톱, 못, 붙잡다, 끌다, 터치아웃시키다, 체포하다, 후려갈기다, 네일궐련, 네일, 잡다 nameless: 무명의, 명명되지 않은, 익명의, 서출의, 이름 없는, 형언할수 없는, 이름없는, 언어도단의, 언어 도단의, 알 수 없는, 세상에 알려지지 않은 nape: 목덜미 narrator: 이야기하는 사람 naturalist: 자연주의자, 박물학자, 박제사, 애완동물상인, 자연주의적인, 사실적인 nauseous: 구역질나는, 싫은, 욕지기나게 하는, 지겨운, 진저리나는, 욕지기나는 nautical: 항해의, 선원의, 선박의, 배의, 해사의, 항해술의 navigable: 항행할수 있는, 항해 할 수 있는, 항해하기에 알맞은, 항해하기에 할 수 있는, 항행에 견딜 수 있는, 항행하기에 알맞은, 항행하기에 할 수 있는 nazarene: 나사렛 사람, 나사렛의, 나사렛 사람의, 초기 기독교도, 예수, 기독교도, 예수그리스도, 크리스트교도, 그리스도 교도 ne: 원래 이름은 neatness: 깔끔함, 정연, 단정, 말끔, 산뜻, 재치있음 negatively: 부정적으로, 음전기를 띠고, 부인하여, 소극적으로 negligible: 무시해도 좋은, 하찮은 neutrality: 중립, 중성, 국외중립 정책, 중립 정책, 불편부당, 중립 상태 newcomer: 신출내기, 신참자, 새로온 사람, 풋내기, 새로 온 사람 nickel: 니켈 도금하다, 니켈, 백동화, 니켈의, 니켈을 함유한 nip: 꼬집다, 집다, 일본인, 물다, 한모금, 상하게하다, 상해, 잡아채다, 달리다, 살을에는 듯한 추위, 근소 noiseless: 소리없는, 소음이 없는조용한, 고요한, 잡음이 적은, 소리가 안나는 noiselessly: 소리나지 않도록, 조용히, 조용하게 noisily: 시끄럽게, 요란하게 noisome: 해로운, 싫은, 불쾌한,

369 악취가나는 nomadic: 방랑의, 유목의, 유목민의 nonchalantly: 냉정하게, 무관심하게, 태연하게 nondescript: 막연한, 특징이 없는, 정체모를, 정체를 알수 없는 사람, 정체를 알수 없는, 정체 모를 것, 정체를 알 수 없는, 정체 모를 사람 northward: 북방, 북을 향하여, 북쪽으로, 북쪽으로의, 북, 북을향한, 북으로 향한, 북쪽으로 향해서, 북쪽으로 향한, 북으로 향해서 norwegian: 노르웨이이, 노르웨이의, 노르웨이 어의, 노르웨이 인의, 노르웨이 인 nudity: 가림없는 물건, 나체꾸밈없음, 나체화, 벌거숭이, 벌거벗음 numbness: 얼어서 고움 nut-brown: 밤색의, 소녀의 얼굴 따위가 밤색의, 에일 따위가 밤색의, 에일 따위가 적갈색의, 적갈색의, 소녀의 얼굴 따위가 적갈색의 oar: 노, 노젓다, 노젓는 사람, 젓다, 노와 같은 구실을 하는 것, 노젓는 배, 노를 쓰다, 노를 젓다, 배를 노로 젓다 obedience: 복종, 귀의, 교회의 권위, 지배 obedient: 순종하는, 유순한, 고분고분한 obediently: 유순하게, 효성스럽게 obese: 뚱뚱한, 비대, 비만 obligatory: 필수의, 의무로서 지게 되는, 의무로 지우는 obliging: 친절한, 기꺼이 남을 돌봐 주는 oblique: 비스듬한, 간접의, 부정한, 부정, 비스듬히 되다, 사선, 사선면의, 잎 따위 부등변의, 사격의, 사각의, 빗각의 oblivion: 망각, 잊기쉬움, 잊기 oblong: 장방형, 직사각형의, 직사각형 obscene: 외설한, 추잡한, 역겨운, 음란한 obscurity: 불명료, 어두컴컴함, 난해한곳, 미천, 어둠, 불분명, 세상에 알려지지 않음 obsequious: 추종적인, 아첨하는, 에게 아첨하는 obstinacy: 난치, 완고, 고집, 완고한 언행, 병의 난치 obstinate: 완고한, 완강한, 난치의, 고집센, 병이 난치의 obstinately: 부득부득 obtuseness: 둔감함 occult: 엄폐, 신비적인, 불가사의의, 숨다, 신비한, 을 숨기다, 엄폐하다,

370 숨기다, 원뜻은 숨은, 숨은 octagon: 팔변형, 팔각형, 팔각형의 odious: 싫은, 밉살스러운, 증오해야 할, 추악한 odiously: 가증스럽게, 얄밉게, 불쾌하게 odour: 냄새, 평판, 기미 offhand: 즉석에서, 아무렇게나, 되는대로의, 즉석의, 서서 하는, 즉시의, 선 채로, 아무렇게나 하는 officious: 비공식의, 참견하기좋아하는, 쓸데없는친절을베푸는, 참견 잘 하는 offing: 난바다 oho: 오호! 하아! 저런 olive: 올리브색, 올리브, 올리브 나무, 올리브 열매, 올리브의, 올리브나무, 올리브나무의 가지, 올리브 빛깔, 어린아이, 얇게 썬 쇠고기를 야채에 싸서 찐 요리, 올리브 빛깔의 omnipotence: 전능, 무한한 힘, 전능한 신, 전능의 신, 전능의 one-legged: 외다리의, 편무적, 한쪽만의, 한쪽으로 치우친 onward: 전방으로, 전방에, 전진의, 전진적인 opal: 단백석, 오팔 opaque: 불투명한, 우둔한, 충충한, 광택없는, 광택이 없는, 불투명체, 전기 따위에 대한 부전도성의, 열 따위에 대한 부전도성의, 부전도성의 open-eyed: 눈을 뜬, 빈틈 없는 opium: 아편 oppressive: 압제적인, 가혹한, 답답한, 압박하는 opulent: 부유한, 풍부한, 풍부 orb: 천체, 구체, 구, 눈알, 세계, 안구, 눈, 공 모양으로 하다, 보주 orchard: 과수원, 과수원의 전체 과수 orderly: 전령, 순종하는, 순서바른, 명령의, 연락병, 유순한, 순서 바른, 규율이 바른, 당번병 ordnance: 병기, 포, 군수품, 군수품부 orifice: 구멍, 아가리, 파이프 따위의 구멍, 굴뚝 따위의 구멍, 상처 따위의 구멍 ornamental: 장식적인, 장식용의, 장식물 ossa: 그리스 북동부의 산 ostentation: 자랑해 보임, 과시, 허영, 겉치레하기 ostentatiously: 화려하게, 허세를 부려, 여봐란 듯이 outburst: 폭팔, 폭발, 화산 따위의 폭발, 격정 따위의 폭발 outcry: 외침, 경매, 떠들썩함, 보다 큰

Lord Jim 소리로 외치다, 야료하다, 항의 outermost: 정상의, 맨 뒤의, 맨 꼭대기의, 가장 밖의, 가장 먼, 가장 바깥쪽의 outlines: 요점 outlying: 외딴, 지경 밖에 있는, 멀리 떨어진, 밖에 있는 out-of-the-way: 인적이 뜸한, 기이한 outrage: 폭행, 범하다, 격분, 윤리 따위를 어기다, 에게 폭행하다, 어기다, 법률 따위를 어기다, 불법, 불법적인 행동, 격분시키다 outraged: 윤리 따위를 어기는, 에게 폭행하는, 어기는, 법률 따위를 어기는, 격분시키는 outskirts: 변두리, 교외, 주변, 도시 따위의 변두리 outspoken: 솔직한, 거리낌 없는, 숨김없이 말하다, 기탄없이 말하다 outspread: 펼치다, 펼쳐진, 필쳐진 outstretched: 펼친, 뻗친 outward: 밖으로 향하는, 바깥쪽의, 육체의, 외부의, 밖으로, 바깥쪽에, 외부, 밖에, 현세적인 outwardly: 외견상, 표면상, 외면상은, 밖으로 향하여, 외면에, 밖을 향하여, 외부에 대하여, 바깥쪽에, 외부적으로 outwards: 밖으로, 밖에 oval: 달걀 모양의, 난형, 난형의 overbearing: 거만한, 고압적인, 뽐내는, 위압적인, 횡포한, 건방진 overboard: 배 밖으로 overcast: 흐린, 흐려지다, 어두워지다, 어두운, 음침한, 어둡게 하다, 구름으로 덮다, 흐린 날씨, 구름으로 뒤덮다, 감치다, 하늘이 흐린 overgrown: 너무 크게 자란, 너무 자란, 전면에 우거진, 지나치게 자란, 키가 너무 큰, 전면에무성한, 꼴사나운, 볼꼴사나운, 너무커진, 식물이 너무 무성한, 사람이 너무 크게 자란 overjoyed: 기쁨에 넘친, 매우 기뻐하는 overspread: 전면에 펴다, 전면에 퍼지다, 전면에 펼치다 overt: 명백한, 공공연한, 증거 따위 명백한 overtake: 갑자기 덮쳐오다, 에 뒤따라 미치다, 만회하다, 뒤떨어진 일 따위를 만회하다, 상회하다, 을 뒤따라 잡다, 재난 따위가 엄습해오다, 차가 추월을 하다, 추월을 하다, 추월하다, 폭풍우 따위가 엄습해오다 overthrow: 뒤집어 엎다, 전복, 파괴, 타도하다, 타도, 전복시키다, 정복

owing: 빚지고 있는, 지불해야 할, 에 기인하는 ox: 수소, 소 paced: 보의, 걸음이 ...인 pacify: 달래다, 평화를 수립하다, 가라앉히다, 가라않히다 pacing: 보측 paddle: 방망이로 치다, 아장 아장 걷다, 철벙 거리다, 물장난하다, 노 비슷한 것, 노를한번 저음, 노, 한번 저음, 찰싹 때리다, 기선 따위의 외륜, 보트를 노로 젓다 paddler: 물장난 치는 사람 pageant: 허식, 야외극, 장려한 행렬, 장관, 패전트, 겉치레, 행렬 pah: 체, 흐응 palaver: 수다, 아첨, 잡담, 상담, 감언, 교섭하다, 교섭 paled: 말뚝으로 둘러 막은 palisade: 벼랑, 뾰족 말뚝, 울타리, 방책을 두드리다, 말뚝을 둘러 치다, 울짱 palliate: 누그러지게 하다, 변명하다, 일시적으로 완화시키다, 병세 따위를 일시적으로 완화시키다 pallor: 창백, 해쓱함, 피부 따위의 창백, 얼굴 따위의 창백 palpable: 명백한, 만질 수 있는, 만져서 알 수 있는 palpitating: 맥박이 뛰는 pane: 창유리, 구역, 에 창유리를 끼우다, 창, 창유리의 한 장 pang: 격통, 고통, 마음 아픔, 마음의 괴로움 panic-stricken: 공황에 휩쓸린 pantaloon: 바지, 근대 무언극의, 어릿광대역, 늙은이 어릿광대역, 늙은이, 판탈로네, 판탈롱의, 십구세기경의 바지 pantry: 식료품실, 가정의 식료품 저장실, 식료품 저장실 pants: 바지, 드로즈, 속바지, 팬츠, 팬티 paralysed: 마비시키는 parapet: 난간, 성의 흉장 parched: 목이 마른, 목마른, 구운, 바짝 마른, 볶은, 지면 따위 말라 있는, 말라 있는, 목이 칼칼하게 마른 parchment: 양피지, 양피지의 문서, 양피지비슷한 종이, 비슷한 종이, 양피지의 parentage: 가문, 혈통, 태생, 부모임 parlour: 객실, 거실, 응접실, 면회실, 특별 휴게실, 객실용의, 영업소, 원래 객실, 원래 객실풍으로 설비한 영업소, 클럽 따위의 특별 담화실, 특별 담화실 parody: 풍자적 모방 시문, 서투른 모방, 풍자적으로 개작하다, 조롱적

Joseph Conrad 개작 시문, 조롱적으로 개작하다, 패러디, 풍자적 개작 시문 parson: 교구 목사, 목사관, 검은 동물 parsonage: 목사관, 성직론, 성직록, 사제관 parted: 나뉜, 부분으로 나뉜, 흐트러진, 갈라진 parting: 이별, 고별, 나누는, 출발, 분리, 별세, 고별의, 떠나가는, 머리 따위의 가리마, 저물어 가는, 이별의 partisan: 도당, 유격병, 가담, 당파심, 한 도아리, 당파심이 강한 pas: 우선권, 선행권, 파스, 결핵 치료약, 스텝 passionately: 열렬히, 격노하여, 격심하게 passionless: 열정이 없는, 냉정한, 침착한 passively: 수동태로, 피동적으로 passiveness: 수동 patent: 명백한, 특허, 열려 있는, 개방성의, 공유지 양도 증서, 개방되어 있는, 특허권, 전매 특허의, 의 전매 특허를 얻다, 색다른, 독특한 것 paternal: 아버지의, 부자주의, 아버지로서 paternity: 아버지임, 부계 pathetically: 감상적으로, 애절하게 pathos: 정감, 애수감, 애틋함을 자아내는 힘, 비애, 비창, 애수를 자아내는 가락, 애수 patiently: 끈기 있게 patriarch: 가장, 족장, 가장 정치, 지위, 창설자, 야곱의 열두명의 아들, 비셥의 존칭, 원로 patriarchal: 존경할 만한, 원로의, 가장의, 대주교의, 족장의 patriotic: 애국의, 애국심이 강한 paunchy: 배가나온, 올챙이배의, 배가 나온 paved: 포장된 pea: 완두, 완두콩 비슷한 식물, 콩, 푸른 완두, 완두 같은, 완두의 peal: 울림, 한 벌의 종, 종소리의 울림, 종악, 울려 퍼지다, 울려 퍼지게 하다, 음악적으로 가락을 맞춘 한 벌의 종, 종 따위의 울림, 천둥 따위의 울림, 대포 따위의 울림, 우렁차게 울려 퍼지게 하다 pearler: 진주 채취자, 진주 채취선 pearly: 진주 같은, 진주조개로 만든 단추가 달린 옷의 단추, 진주조개로 만든 단추가 달린 옷, 진주의 pease: 완두콩, 완두류의, 완두류 pecker: 곡괭이, 원기, 딱따구리, 용기, 쪼는 새, 부리 peculation: 위탁금 횡령자, 공금 사용자, 공금 유용, 공금 횡령,

위탁금 유용, 위탁금 횡령 pedestal: 기초, 주춧대, 대좌, 근저, 대에 올려 놓다, 대좌위에 올려 놓다, 받침대, 축받이, 흉상 따위의 받침대 pediment: 그리스식 건축의, 박공, 페디멘트 peep: 출현, 나타나다, 삐악삐악, 엿보기, 엿보다, 작은 소리로 이야기 하다, 훔쳐봄, 훔쳐보다, 들여다보는 구멍, 짹짹울다, 작은 새 따위가 짹짹우는 소리 peg: 안정시키다, 부지런히 일하다, 줄조르개, 나무못, 마개, 이유, 위가 넓고 아래가 좁아진, 겨누다, 공 따위를 던지다, 급, 나무로 만든 의족 pellucid: 투명한, 명백한 pelting: 하찮은, 시시한 pendent: 미결정의, 늘어진, 쑥내민, 미결의, 툭 튀어나온, 문제 따위 미정의, 구문이 불완전한, 문제 따위 미결의, 늘어뜨린, 미정의 penetrating: 관통하는, 꿰뚫는, 침투하는, 날카로운, 견식 높은, 예리한, 잘 들리는, 통찰력이 있는, 현명한, 예민한 pennyworth: 소액, 거래 pensive: 구슬픈, 생각에 잠긴, 생각에 잠겨 있는 pensively: 생각에 잠긴 채로, 구슬프게 pent-up: 갇힌 pepper-and-salt: 흰 점과 검은점이 섞인 무늬의 직물, 희끗희끗한 perceptible: 지각 할 수 있는, 인지할 수 있는, 지각할 수 있는 perch: 앉다, 횃대, 얹다, 두다, 농어류의 물고기, 높은 지위, 마부석, 마차 따위의 마부석, 새 따위를 앉게 하다, 좌석, 새가 앉는 횃대 perchance: 아마, 우연히, 어쩌면 perdition: 파멸, 멸망, 지옥, 전멸 perfidious: 불성실한, 배반의, 배반하는, 불신의 perforated: 구멍이 난, 바늘 구멍이 있는 perfumed: 방향을 내는, 에 향수를 뿌리는 perfunctory: 형식적인, 기계적인, 되는 대로의, 마지못해 하는 peril: 위험, 위험에 빠뜨리다, 모험 periodically: 정기적으로, 주기적으로 perish: 멸망하다, 썩어 없어지다, 지독하게, 죽다, 괴롭히다혹독한, 말라 죽다, 무너지다, 무너지다-몹시 곤란하게 하다, 몹시 곤란하게 하다, 의 기능을 잃게 하다, 몹시 괴롭히다 perishable: 부패하기 쉬운, 수송중에 부패되기 쉬운 것, 부패되기 쉬운 식품, 부패되기 쉬운 물건

371 perpendicular: 수직의, 수선, 수직면, 직각을 이루는, 수직의 위치, 수직, 선 채로의, 깍아지근 듯한-수직면, 수직식의, 수직선 건축, 수직 위치 perpendicularly: 수직으로 perpetual: 종신의, 영구한, 끊임없는, 사철 피는, 영구하다, 다년생 식물, 부단한, 잔소리 따위 부단한, 영속하는, 다년생의, 싸움 따위 부단한 perpetually: 영구히, 영속적으로, 끊임없이, 그칠사이 없이, 일년 내내, 시종 perplexed: 당황한, 난처한, 복잡한, 어찌할 바를 모르는, 골치 아픈 perseverance: 인내, 참을성 있는, 고집, 궁극적 구원 persistence: 고집, 지속성 persistently: 부득부득 perspiration: 땀, 발한 작용, 발한작용, 발한 persuasive: 동기, 설득력 있는, 유인, 설득력이 있는 pertinacity: 완고, 불요 불굴, 불요불굴, 외고집, 집착력, 집요함, 끈덕짐 perturbation: 불안의 원인, 불안, 당황, 섭동, 마음의 동요, 걱정의 원인 perverse: 사악한, 빙퉁그러진, 사악, 곡해하는, 심술 궂은, 외고집, 성질이 비뚤어진, 태도가 정도를 벗어난, 뜻대로 되지 않는, 정도를 벗어난, 일이 뜻대로 되지 않는 perverted: 이상의, 그릇된, 변태의, 사도에 빠진, 비뚤어진 pestilence: 페스트, 평화를 파괴하는, 치명적인, 악성 유행병, 성가신 petrified: 술이취한, 곤드레만드레 취한 phantasmal: 허깨비의, 공사의, 공상의, 유령의, 환여의, 환영의 phantom: 환상, 유령, 환영, 꼭두, 유령같은, 가공의, 독깨비, 도깨비, 모형, 외관뿐인 것, 외관뿐인 사람 phenomenal: 경이적인, 굉장한, 자연 현상의, 현상의 philosophic: 철학의, 현명한, 냉정한, 철학자의 philtre: 미약, 춘약 phraseology: 어법, 말 physique: 체격 pickings: 따고 남은 것, 장물, 부수입, 부정한 부수입 picturesque: 그림같은, 생생한, 아름다운, 그림 같은 piecemeal: 조금씩, 조각난, 산산이 조각난, 산산이, 산산조각의, 제각기 pierce: 통찰하다, 감동시키다,

372 관통하다, 꿰뚫다, 에스며들다들어가다, 에 구멍을 뚫다, 돌입하다, 꿰찌르다, 고함 소시 다위가 날카롭게 울리다, 고함 소리 따위가 날카롭게 울리다, 에 구멍을 둠다 piercing: 꿰찌르는, 날카로운, 뼈에 사무치는, 통찰력 있는, 꿰뚫는 piety: 경건, 효성, 순종, 공순, 효행, 공손 pigtail: 변발, 꼰 담배, 돼지꼬리 piled: 보풀이 있는 piles: 치질, 말뚝 pilgrim: 순례자, 방랑, 여행, 방랑자, 어느 지방으로의 새 이주자, 필그림 파더즈중의 한 사람, 순례하다, 새 전입자, 새 전입이주자, 어느 지방으로의 새 전입자 pilgrimage: 순례 여행, 인생 행로, 긴 여행, 순례하다, 순례, 순례 여행에 나서다, 순례 편력에 나서다 pill: 알약, 공, 싫은 사람, 환약, 환약으로 만들다, 경구 피임약, 골프 따위의 공, 싫은 것, 야구 따위의 공, 약탈하다, 의사 pillar: 기둥, 주석, 기둥 모양의 것, 기둥 모양의 우체통, 기둥으로 받치다, 붉은 기둥 모양의 우체통 pinch: 꼬집다, 인색하게 굴다, 죄다, 집다, 훔치다, 바싹조리차다, 어려움, 수척하게 하다, 움츠러들게 하다, 잘라내다, 체포하다-죄어들다꼭기다 pins: 다리 pious: 경건한, 신앙심이 깊은, 종교적인, 효성스러운, 실현 가능성이 없는, 종교심으로의, 탄복할 만한 pirate: 약탈하다, 해적, 침해자, 저작권을 침해하다, 훔치는 사람, 약탈자, 저작권, 해적짓을 하다, 해적질하다, 약탈자-해적짓을 하다, 표절자 pistol: 권총, 권총으로 쏘다 pitch-dark: 피치처럼 검은, 역청처럼 검은 pitcher: 던지는 사람, 투수, 물주전자, 피처, 던져 싣는 사람, 짚 따위를 짐차에 던져 싣는 사람, 주머니 모양의 잎, 건초 따위를 짐차에 던져 싣는 사람, 가벼운 철제 타구봉 pitching: 포서, 뒷질, 투구, 배 따위의 상하로 흔들리기, 배 따위의 세로로 흔들리기, 상하로 흔들리기, 세로로 흔들리기 pitchy: 피치 같은, 새까만, 진득진득한, 피치가 많은, 피치 많은 piteous: 애처로운, 불쌍한 pith: 원기, 진수, 힘, 요점, 정력, 수, 속, 문장 따위의 힘, 나무의 속, 의 요점을 제거하다, 의 속을 제거하다

Lord Jim pitiful: 불쌍한, 인정 많은, 비루한, 가련하게 여겨야 할, 인정이 많은, 불쌍히 여겨야 할, 동정심이 많은 pitiless: 무정한, 무자비한 pitilessly: 무자비하게, 냉혹하게 pitted: 얽은 자국이 있는 pitying: 동정하는, 불쌍히 여기는 pivot: 중심점, 선회축, 사북, 향도, 피벗, 축항회전하다축상, 축항회전하다, 축으로 회전하다, 축상회전하다, 요점, 회전하다 placid: 평온한, 침착한, 온화한 placidity: 평정, 평온 placidly: 고요하게, 침착하게, 평온하게 plague: 역병, 천재, 괴롭히다, 재해, 귀찮은 일, 성가신 사람, 천벌, 말썰역병에 걸리게 하다, 역병에 걸리게 하다, 페승, 재화 따위를 당하게 하다 plains: 평지, 야지 plaint: 불평, 비탄, 고소, 고소장, 슬픔 plaintive: 애처로운, 슬픈, 슬픈 듯한 plank: 두꺼운 판자, 즉시 지불하다, 밑에 놓다, 판자위에서 구운 채 내놓다, 정강의 조항-판자를 깔다, 의지가 되는 것, 정당의 강령 항목, 즉석에서 지불하다, 당장지불하다, 에 널빤지를 깔다, 강령 항목 planking: 판자 깔기, 붙이는 판자, 선체 겉판자 playful: 놀기 좋아하는, 농담의 pleading: 변명, 변론, 변호, 탄원, 탄원하는 pleasantly: 유쾌하게, 상냥하게, 즐겁게, 쾌활하게 pleasurable: 즐거운, 유쾌한, 기분좋은 pleasurably: 만족한 듯이, 즐거운 듯이 pliable: 유순한, 유연한, 고분고분한, 휘기 쉬운, 휘지-쉬운, 유손한, 휘기쉬운 pluck: 잡아당기다, 담력, 용기를 불러 일으키다, 용기, 꽃과 과일 따위를 따다, 털을 잡아 뽑다, 잡아채다, 현악기의 튕겨 소리내다, 낙제, 낙제시키다, 낙제시키다-획 당기다-잡아당김 plunder: 약탈, 약탈하다, 착복하다, 약탈품, 노략질하다, 사람들로부터 물건을 약탈하다, 장소로부터 물건을 약탈하다 plunge: 돌진, 돌진하다, 다이빙하다, 던져넣다, 뒷질하다, 뛰어들다, 말이 뒷다리를 들고 뛰어오르다, 찌르다, 배의 뒷질, 큰 도박을 하다, 어떤 상다태로 몰아 넣다-뛰어들다 pock-marked: 마마 자국처럼 되어,

로 마마 자국처럼 되어, 마마 자국이 있는 poesy: 시, 운문, 작시 poignant: 매서운, 통렬한, 찌르는 듯한, 찌르는, 톡 쏘는, 툭 쏘는, 맛이 톡 쏘는, 신랄한 point-blank: 직사로, 직사의, 사격 따위 직사로, 사격 따위 직사의 pointedly: 신랄하게, 날카롭게, 명백하게, 빗대고 politeness: 공손 polynesia: 폴리네시아, 폴리네시아의, 폴리네시아 사람 pompous: 과장된, 호화로운, 거드름 피우는, 건방진, 화려한, 허풍떠는, 젠체하는 ponderous: 육중한, 다루기 힘든, 답답한, 대단히 무거운, 묵직한, 매우 무거운 poop: 고물-고물을 치다, 바보, 하찮은 자, 피로하게 하다, 지쳐빠지다, 지쳐 빠지게 하다, 의 고물을 치다, 원래 고물, 남을 지쳐 빠지게 하다, 기계 따위가 움직이지 않다, 고물 popinjay: 수다 스럽고 젠체하는 사람, 앵무새처럼 수다스러운 맵시꾼 populous: 인구 조밀한, 인구가 조밀한 pork: 돼지고기, 보조금, 의원이 정치적 배려로 주게 하는 정부 관직 따위, 의원이 정치적 배려로 주게 하는 정부 보조금, 돼지 고기 portal: 입구, 문, 간문의, 앞 현관 portent: 전조, 흉조, 불길한 일의 조짐, 중대한 일의 조짐, 조짐 portico: 주량 현관, 포르티코 portly: 당당한, 비만한, 몸집이 뚱뚱한 portuguese: 포르투갈 사람, 포르투갈의, 포르투갈 사람포르투갈의, 포르투갈 인, 포르투갈 인의, 포르투갈 어, 포르투갈 말, 포르투갈 어의 possessor: 소유자, 점유자 posted: 밝은, 정통한, 지위가 있는 posthumous: 유복자로 태어난, 사후에 출판된, 사후의 postulate: 요구하다, 필요 조건, 가정하다, 가정, 가정하다-근본 원리, 공준, 근본 원리, 성직에 임명하다, 기초조건, 선결조건, 자명한 것으로 가정하다 posture: 상태, 자세, 인 체하다, 자세를 취하다, 형세, 태도, 젠체하다, 신체의 자세, 어떤 자세를 취하다, 어떤 태도를 취하다, 어떤 특정한 자세

Joseph Conrad pounce: 급습, 지림분, 붙잡으려 들다, 갑자기 덮치다, 갑자기 덮치다-붙잡으려 덤벼듦, 붙잡으려 덤벼듦, 남의 결점 따위를 심하게 책망하다, 잘못 따위를 심하게 책망하다, 갑자기 달려들다, 달려들어 붙들다, 심하게 책망하다 powerfully: 강력하게, 유력하게, 심히, 많이, 매우 prance: 도약, 뻐기며 걷다, 말을 껑충껑충 뛰게 하여 나아가다, 뛰어 돌아 다니다, 뒷다리로 뛰다, 말을 껑충거리며 나아가게 하다, 껑충거리며 나아가게 하다, 뒷다리로 껑충거리며 나아가다, 말이 뒷다리로 껑충거리며 나아가다 prau: 프라우선 preaching: 설교, 설교하는 것 precarious: 불안정한, 위험한, 남의 뜻에 좌우되는, 불확실하다, 믿을 수 없는, 근거가 불확실한, 남의 마음대로 되는 precariously: 불안정하게 precaution: 경계, 예방책, 조심 precedent: 선례, 판례, 앞의, 에서는, 의, 에 앞서는 precipice: 절벽, 벼랑 predicament: 상태, 궁경, 단정된 것 preparatory: 예비의, 준비의 prescience: 예지, 통찰, 선견, 혜안 preserving: 보호하기 presiding: 수석의, 주재하는, 사회하는 presume: 추정하다, 기화로 삼다, 이라고 생각하다, 대담히도..하다, 주제넘게 나서다, 대담히도, 하다, 가정하다 pretence: 구실, 주장, 거짓 꾸밈, 허세, 요구, 겉치례, 허위, 겉치레 pretended: 거짓의 prevail: 이기다, 우세하다, 설복하다, 유행되다, 잘 되다, 설득하다 priceless: 돈으로 살 수 없는, 어처구니 없는, 말도 아닌, 대단히 귀중한, 값으로 따질 수 없는, 아주 재미있는 pricking: 동통, 따금따금 쑤시는 아픔, 따금따금 찌름, 따끔따끔 찌름 primeval: 태고의, 원시의 proceeding: 의사록, 행동, 조치, 소송절차, 회보, 조처, 처리, 소송 절차, 행위, 의사, 진행 procure: 알선하다, 얻다, 가져오다, 획득하다, 뚜쟁이질하다, 일으키다, 특히 노력하거나 애를 써서 획득하다, 매춘부를 주선하다 prod: 자극하다, 찌르다, 찌르는 바늘, 격려하다, 막대기, 신교도, 꿰뚫는 막대, 찌르는 막대

professed: 공언한, 자칭의, 가장한, 겉꾸밈의, 공공연한, 서약하고 종교단에 든, 서약하고 수도회에 들어간, 겉보기만의 professionally: 전문적으로, 직업적으로, 전문적으로 말하면, 직업상 profoundly: 깊이, 매우, 심원하게, 몹시 profundity: 깊음, 심연, 심오, 깊이, 깊은속, 오묘 projecting: 돌출한 pronounce: 발음하다, 의견을 말하다, 판단을 내리다, 선고하다, 말하다, 단언하다-발음하다, 선언하다 pronouncement: 선언, 결정, 선고, 의견, 공고 pronouncing: 발음, 발음의, 발표, 선언, 발음을 표시하는 propeller: 프로펠러, 추진기, 추진자, 추진하는 사람, 나선 추진기, 추진자의, 추진물의, 추진물 propitiatory: 달래는, 보상의, 비위 맞추는, 화해하는 proportioned: 균형잡힌, 비례하는 prosaic: 평범한, 지루한, 산문적인, 산문체의, 산문의, 무미건조한 prostrate: 엎드린, 넘어뜨리다, 패배한, 넘어진, 굴복시키다, 부복한, 엎드리다, 항복시키다, 포복성의, 쇠약하게 하다, 쓰러뜨리다 protector: 보호자, 보호물, 섭정, 보호하는 것 protesting: 불복하는 proverb: 속담, 대동사, 평판 있는것, 우화, 인기 있는 것, 어떤 점에서 저명한 것, 어떤 점에서 인기 있는 것, 속담극, 저명한 것 providence: 섭리, 장래에 대한 배려, 신의 뜻, 신조, 검약, 선견, 하나님, 천우, 신의 provocation: 자극, 성나게 함, 성남, 화, 성나게 하기, 화나게 하는 것 provoking: 성이 나는, 속타게 하는, 자극하는 prowess: 용기, 훌륭한 솜씨, 용감한 행위 prowl: 찾아 헤맴, 배회, 헤매다배회, 헤매다, 배회하다, 훔칠 기회를 노려 기웃거리다, 기웃거리다, 시내를 배회하다, 사냥감 기웃거리다 prudence: 신중, 분별, 사려, 검소, 여자 이름, 사려 분별 puff: 훅 불기, 피우다, 헐떡이다, 한번 붊, 과대 광고, 부풂, 숱, 불다, 슈크림, 훅훅 불다, 칙칙하면서 움직이다

373 puffed: 숨이 차서, 부푼, 헐떡이고, 사람이 숨이 차서, 우쭐한, 부풀은 pumpkin: 호박, 허세부리는 사람 pungent: 날카로운, 자극하는, 마음을 찌르는, 신랄한, 혀나 코를 자극하는, 마음을 몹시 아프게 하는 punish: 혼내주다, 벌하다, 호되게 해치우다, 응징하다, 사람을 벌하다, 죄를 벌하다, 상대방을 혼내주다 puppy: 강아지, 건방진 풋내기, 특히 한 살 이하의 강아지 purblind: 반소경의, 우둔한, 흐려뵈는, 반소경이 되게 하다, 우둔해지게 하다 purplish: 자줏빛을 띤, 자주빛을 띤, 자주빛의 purser: 사무장, 경리관, 퍼서 pyjamas: 파자마, 이슬람 교도의 헐렁한 바지, 느슨한 바지, 헐렁한 바지, 이슬람 교도의 느슨한 바지 quaking: 떨고있는, 전율하고 있는, 흔들리는 quarrel: 싸움의 원인, 싸움, 불평, 말다툼, 네모진 촉이 달린 화살, 불화의 씨, 불화, 불평하다, 싸움하다, 말다툼하다, 말다툼의 원인 quarrelsome: 싸움 좋아하는, 싸움을 좋아하는 quartermaster: 병참 장교, 조타수, 병참장교, 보급장교 quaver: 진음, 떨리는 목소리, 떨리다, 떨리는 목소리로 노래하다, 떠는 소리를 내다, 팔분 음표, 특히 음성이 떨리다, 떨게 하다, 가락을 떨게 하다 quavering: 떨리는 quay: 부두, 안벽 queensland: 퀸즐랜드 queer: 수상한, 가짜돈, 몸이 좋지 않은, 비역쟁이, 기묘한, 술취한, 부정한, 우스운, 결딴내다, 기분 나쁜, 술에 취한 queerly: 기묘하게, 의심스럽게, 이상하게 querulously: 불평을 잘하는 것 같은 questionable: 의심스러운, 수상 쩍은, 수상한 quietude: 조용함, 평온, 정온, 고요, 정적 quiver: 떨림, 떨게 하다, 화살통, 진동, 전통, 떨다, 전동, 흔들리다 quivering: 진동하는, 떨고 있는, 떨리는 racehorse: 경주말, 경주마, 경마용 말 racially: 인종상, 인종적으로 racket: 직업, 라켓, 소음, 시련, 셈을 치르다, 공갈, 협잡, 소동, 협박 라켓으로 치다, 부정한 돈벌이, 부정 rag: 넝마, 조각, 꾸짖다, 단편,

374 놀리다, 장난치다, 신문, 법석, 누더기, 막, 지폐 ragamuffin: 부랑아, 누더기를 걸친 더러운 사람, 남루한 옷을 입은 부랑아, 누더기를 몸에 걸친 초라한 사람, 누더기를 걸친 초라한 사람 ragged: 조화되지 않은, 울툭불툭한, 남루한, 초라한, 불완전한, 찢어진, 야생의, 깔쭉깔쭉한, 손질을 게을리한, 결점이 있는, 고르지 못한 raging: 격노한, 맹렬한, 미친듯이 사나운, 사납게 날뛰는, 맹위를 떨치는, 거칠어지는 rags: 누더기 rails: 철도주, 울타리 rajah: 라자, 왕, 귀족, 추장 rambling: 산만한, 덩굴지는, 흩어져있는, 할 일없이 거니는, 한가로이 걷는, 어스렁거리는, 사방으로 뻗은, 두서없는, 꾸불꾸불한, 균형이 잡혀지지 않은, 구불구불 뻗은 ramshackle: 도덕의식이 낮은, 넘어질 듯한, 덜컥거리는, 쓰러질듯한, 아무렇게나 만든, 일정한 주견이 없는, 흔들거리는, 흔들흔들하는, 체제 따위 금방이라도 무너질 것 같은, 금방이라도 무너질 것 같은, 집 따위 금방이라도 무너질 것 같은 rancour: 심한 증오, 적의, 깊은 원한, 사무친 한 rangoon: 랑군 rap: 내뱉듯이 말하다, 톡톡 두드림, 비난, 조금, 가볍게 두드림, 죽이다, 동전 한푼, 랩, 비난 톡톡두드리다, 톡톡 두드리기, 톡톡 두드리다 rapacious: 강탈하는, 생물을 잡아먹는, 욕심 많은, 탐욕한, 잡아채는, 육식하는, 욕심 사나운 rapacity: 탐욕, 강탈 rapidity: 속도, 급속, 민첩, 신속 rapine: 강탈, 약탈 rascal: 악당, 녀석, 악한, 하층민, 천한 사람, 악당근성, 불량배, 놈, 장난꾸러기, 부랑자의 rash: 무모한, 발진, 뾰루지, 지각없는, 성급한, 무분별한, 부스럼, 빈발, 다발, 경솔한, 조급한 rasping: 삐걱거리는, 신경을 자극하는, 귀에 거슬리는, 초조하게 만드는 rattan: 등나무, 등, 등지팡이, 에 등나무의 부목을 대다 rattle: 놀라게 하다, 혼란시키다, 수다스러운 사람, 딸랑이, 힘차게 차를 몰다, 상소리로 꾸짖다, 흥분시키다, 향음기관, 척척해치우다, 일사천리로

Lord Jim 통과시키다, 을덜컥덜컥 움직이다 rattling: 활발한, 굉장한, 덜거덕거리는, 훌륭한, 아주, 성가신, 매우, 딸랑거리는, 대단히, 기운찬, 귀찮은 ravenous: 굶주린, 게걸든, 게걸스럽게 먹는, 탐욕스런, 마구 먹어대는 ravine: 좁은 골짜기, 산골짜기, 협곡 raving: 굉장한, 헛소리, 광란, 대단한, 대단히, 노호, 헛소리하는, 헛소리를 하는, 미쳐날뛰는, 광란의, 광란하는 readiness: 신속, 준비, 쾌락, 준비성, 준비가 되어 있음, 용이, 자진해서함, 재빠름 reasoned: 사리에 맞는, 상세한 이유를 붙인, 도리에 입각한, 숙고한 끝의 reassuring: 안심시키는, 믿음직한, 용기를 돋우는, 위안을 주는, 고무적인 rebellious: 반항적인, 다루기 힘든, 반항하는, 반역심이 있는, 반란하는, 모반의, 힘에 부치는, 다루기 어려운, 낫기 힘든, 난치의, 모반하는 rebound: 반동, 반발, 되돌아오다, 리바운드, 되튐, 반향하다, 반향, 다시 일어서다, 되 튀다, 산울림, 반향시키다 receptacle: 저장소, 용기, 소켓, 그릇, 콘센트, 꽃턱, 피난소, 두는 곳, 꽃받침 receptive: 민감한, 잘 받아들이는, 잘받아들이는, 감수성이 풍부한, 잘 받아 들이는, 인상 따위를 잘 받아 들이는, 사상 따위를 잘 받아 들이는 recess: 휴회, 휴게, 휴가, 구석, 와, 휴회하다, 은거지, 휴식, 후미진 곳, 벽장, 감추다 recipient: 수납자, 받아들이는, 수령인, 용기, 받아들이는 수취인, 감수성이 있는, 수령하는 recital: 이야기, 암송, 상술, 독주, 독주회, 낭송, 낭독, 비고 부분, 사실의 설명 부분, 연주회, 자세한 설명 reckless: 개의치 않는, 무모한, 분별 없는, 앞뒤를 가리지 않는 recklessly: 무분별하게, 무모하게 recklessness: 무모, 무분별 reckoning: 청산, 계산, 계산서, 청산일, 벌, 최후의 심판일, 측정, 셈, 배 위치의 추산, 계산서응보, 응보 recollect: 다시 모으다, 회상하다, 가라앉히다, 생각해 내다, 생각나다, 기억나다, 북돋우다, 진정시키다, 냉정하게 하다, 다시 불러일으키다, 상기다 recollection: 회상, 기억, 추억,

회고록, 상기, 회고, 옛날을 생각케 하는 것, 마음의 평정, 기억력 rectitude: 정직, 곧음, 성실, 정확, 청렴 rectory: 교구목사의 주택, 교장의 영지, 교장의 주택, 교장의 수입, 교구 목사의 recumbent: 기댄, 가로누운, 경사진, 휴식하는, 활발하지 못한, 활발치 못한, 태만한, 드러누운, 가로 누운, 휴식하고 있는 recurved: 뒤쪽으로 휜 reddish: 불그스름한, 불그레한, 붉은 빛을 띤 redeeming: 벌충하는, 명예회복의, 보충하는 redemption: 구원, 구출, 속죄, 되찾기, 죄인을 구죄함, 상각, 벌충, 되사기, 되받기, 상환, 대속하는 것 red-faced: 얼굴이 붉은, 화가 난, 부끄러운, 당황한, 얼굴을 붉힌 red-hot: 핫도그, 섹시한, 최신의, 노발대발한, 열렬한, 몹시 흥분한, 흥분한사람, 작고 빨간 과자, 여자를 동반하지 않은 남자, 선정적인, 새빨갛게탄 reef: 암초, 축범부, 축범하다, 모래톱, 장애물, 줄이다, 짧게하다, 광맥, 초, 돛의 축범부, 돛을 줄이다 reflective: 반사하는, 반영하는, 반사적인, 반성하는, 반사에 의한, 사려 깊은, 상호 연관적인, 묵상적인, 동작이 반사적인, 숙고하는, 재귀의 refutation: 논박, 반박, 논파, 남의 잘못을 논증함 regain: 회복하다, 되찾다, 복귀하다, 로 되돌아가다, 다시 도착하다, 탈환하다, 에 귀착하다, 에 복귀하다 regretfully: 불만스럽게, 애석하게, 유감스럽게 regrettable: 유감스러운, 가엾은, 아까운, 후회되는, 안된, 섭섭한, 서운한, 분한, 개탄할, 애처로운 regulate: 조절하다, 규정하다, 규제하다, 통제하다, 표준, 조정기, 정리하다, 규칙적이 되게하다, 규칙바르게하다, 규칙 바르게하다, 단속하다 rejoice: 기뻐하다, 기쁘게 하다, 축하하다, 향유하다, 가지고 있다, 좋아하다, 을 누리고 있다, 즐기다, 괴상한 이름을 가지고 있다 religiously: 양심적으로, 신앙심깊게, 종교적으로 relish: 조미료, 식욕, 좋아하다, 향기, 흥미, 기호, 양념, 풍미, 즐기다, 맛보다, 기미 reminiscences: 회고담 remnant: 나머지, 유물, 자투리,

Joseph Conrad 찌꺼기, 잔존물, 지스러기, 잔여, 나머지 의, 유풍, 자취, 끄트러기 remorse: 양심의 가책, 후회, 연민, 회한, 자책, 자비 remorseful: 양심의 가책을 받는, 몹시 후회하고 있는, 후회하는 remorsefully: 동정심깊게 remoteness: 멀음, 연분이 멈 rend: 쪼개지다, 째지다, 강탈하다, 비틀어 떼다, 찢다, 찌르다, 분열시키다, 쥐어 뜯다, 괴롭히다, 떼어놓다, 산란하게 하다 renegade: 배교자, 변절자, 배교의, 배교자가 되다, 배반하다, 배반의, 배신의, 배신자, 배신하다, 변절한, 저버린 renown: 명성, 고명, 영명 repass: 다시 제출하여 통과시키다, 되돌아오다, 다시지나가다, 다시 지나가다, 다시지나가게하다 repay: 갚다, 보답하다, 빚을 갚다, 상환하다, 은혜를 갚다, 보복하다, 돈을 갚다, 에 보답하다 repeating: 연발하는, 반복하는, 순환하는, 되풀이하는 repentance: 후회, 회한, 회개, 참회 repose: 눕히다, 쉬다, 침착, 휴식, 두다, 영면하다, 자다, 휴지, 영면, 걸다, 조화 repress: 억누르다, 억압하다, 억제하다, 진압하다, 정복하다 repressed: 억압된 reproach: 불명예, 비난, 질책, 치욕, 꾸짖다, 비난의 말, 비난하다, 책망하다, 체면을 손상시키다, 망신, 의 체면을 손상하다 reproachful: 책망하는, 비난하는, 수치스러운, 책망하는 듯한, 나무랄 만한, 나무라는, 부끄러운, 꾸짖는 repulse: 격퇴하다, 격퇴, 거절, 퇴짜놓다, 반발, 반박하다, 반감, 물리치다, 거절하다, 증오, 퇴짜 repulsive: 쌀쌀한, 반발하는, 물리치는, 혐오감을 일으키는, 쫓아버리는, 불쾌한, 반향하는, 냉정한, 몹시 불쾌한 reputable: 훌륭한, 평판이 좋은, 명성 있는, 이름높은, 존경할 만한, 평판 좋은 resemble: 닮다, 와 비슷하다, 을 닮다, 을 ...에 비기다 resent: 원망하다, 분개하다, 에 골내다, 을 분개하다, 괘씸하게 생각하다, 화내다 resentful: 분개한, 성마른, 골을 잘 내는, 성 잘내는, 분개하고 있는, 원망하고 있는 reside: 존재하다, 주재하다, 살다, 거주하다, 속하다, 있다, 귀속하다,

성질이 존재하다 resignedly: 체념하여, 단념하여, 복종하여, 하는 수 없이 resolute: 단호한, 굳게 결심한, 의연한, 불굴의, 할 결의인, 굳은결의의 resolutely: 단호하게, 단호히, 결연히 resounding: 반향하는, 널리 알려진, 메아리치는, 울려퍼지는, 울리는, 틀림없는 respectability: 명사들, 신분이 높은 사람들, 체면, 훌륭한 태도, 존경할 만함, 남부끄럽지 않음, 체통, 존경할 만 함, 점잖은분, 인습적인 예의, 인습적 의례 respectful: 정중한, 경의를 표하는, 공손한, 존중하는 responsive: 대답하는, 이해가 빠른, 응답 성가를 부르는, 반응하는, 반응을 잘 일으키는, 바로 대답하는, 민감한, 대답의, 대답을 나타내는, 감응하기 쉬운 restrain: 구속하다, 억제하다, 제지하다, 감금하다, 자유를 빼앗다, 속박하다, 못하게 하다, 누르다, 말리다, 수감하다, 방지하다 restrained: 자제된, 억제된, 삼가는, 차분한, 절도있는, 절도 있는 retainer: 종자, 가신, 보유자, 신하, 축받이통, 부하, 소송의뢰, 변호약속, 변호사 의뢰료, 보존물, 보존자 reticence: 과묵, 말수적음, 침묵, 조심함, 삼감, 말이 없음 retinue: 수행원, 종자, 배신, 시종, 특히 귀인 등의 시종, 특히 왕후 등의 시종 retort: 레토르트, 역습, 보복하다, 대꾸하다, 레토르트로 건류하다, 말대꾸하다, 반박하다, 역습하다, 증류기, 보복, 말대꾸 retribution: 보복, 응보, 천벌, 징벌, 벌 retriever: 되찾는 사람, 리트리버, 사냥개, 회복자, 회복하는 사람, 회복하는 것, 되찾는 것 reunion: 재결합, 친목회, 재회, 동창회, 재결합동 revengeful: 복수심에 불타는, 앙심 깊은, 앙심깊은 reverberation: 반향, 반사, 반사광, 반사열, 반사열처리, 반향음, 여운 reverently: 경건하게, 겸손하게, 경의를 갖고, 공손하게, 삼가 revolted: 가슴이 메스꺼운 revolting: 구역나는, 메스꺼운, 반란하는, 불쾌감을 일으키는, 싫은, 지긋지긋한, 반란을 일으키는 revolver: 회전로, 리볼버, 연발 권총, 연발권총

375 revolving: 회전하는, 회전식의, 회전장치의, 선회하는, 윤전식의 ridicule: 비웃다, 비웃음, 조소, 조롱, 놀림, 조롱거리, 조소하다, 웃음거리 rifles: 라이플부대 rigged: 식범장의 rigging: 삭구, 장비, 옷, 의장, 의복, 의류 righteous: 공정한, 당연한, 바른, 정당한, 고결한, 정의의, 정직한, 바른사람, 지당한, 올바른, 올바르다 righteousness: 공정, 정의, 정직, 방정, 올바름, 정당성 rigidly: 굳게, 엄밀히, 완고하게 rim: 가장자리, 수면, 속이다, 테두리, 언저리, 둘러싸다, 테두리 쇠, 큰테, 외륜, 변두리, 해면 rip: 찢다, 찢어지다, 째지다, 거칠게 말하다, 격랑, 폭로하다, 잡아 찢음, 폐마, 째진 틈, 방탕아, 터지다 ripe: 익은, 원숙한, 난숙한, 화농한, 붉고 탐스러운, 상스러운, 잘발달된, 준비가 다 된, 천한, 푹 곪은, 한창의 ripple: 웨이브, 잔물결, 잔물결이 일다, 파문, 웅성웅성하는 소리, 삼바디, 물결모양, 잔 물결, 잔물결소리, 찰랑찰랑, 파문을 일으키다 roadstead: 정박소, 로드스터, 닻 내리는 곳, 도보 여행, 탈것, 항구 밖의 정박소 roam: 돌아다니다, 배회하다, 산책, 돌아다님, 배회, 표랑, 거닐다, 걸어 다니다, 걸어 돌아다니다, 돌아다니기, 을 돌아다니다 roar: 으르렁거리다, 울리다, 노호, 포효, 폭소, 외치다, 노호하다, 고함치다, 반향하다, 소리쳐 말하다, 왁자그르르 웃다 roaring: 떠들썩한, 포효, 활발한, 으르렁거림, 술마시며 떠드는, 소리, 경기가 좋은, 굉음, 극도로, 노호하는, 굉굉히 울리는 rocket: 로켓, 봉화, 로켓의, 겨자과의 식물, 화전, 에 로켓을 발사하다, 돌진하다, 쏘아올리는 불꽃, 꿩 따위가 일직선으로 날아오르다, 물가 따위가 급등하다, 말이 돌진하다 rocking: 흔들리는, 진동, 흔들리는 흔들림 rocking-chair: 흔들의자 rogue: 장난꾸러기, 개구쟁이, 악한, 악당, 부랑자, 개주쟁이, 녀석, 무리에서 따로 떨어진 동물, 불한당, 장난 꾸러기, 야생 동물이 무리에서 떨어져나와 광포한 roomy: 널찍한, 넓은 rooted: 뿌리깊은, 뿌리박은, 정착한,

376 뿌리있는, 뿌리를 박고 붙어 있는, 움직이지 못하는, 뿌리를 박은 rosy: 유망한, 장미빛의, 장미로 만든, 불그스름한, 발그레한, 장미가 많은, 장미로 꾸민, 담홍색의, 홍안의, 낙관적인, 밝은 rot: 부패, 썩다, 썩음, 썩어 문드러지다, 부패물, 타락시키다, 부패시키다, 부패하다, 부패병, 헛소리, 타락 roundabout: 에움길, 에두르는, 회전목마, 토실토실 살찐, 사내아이의 짧은 웃옷, 에두름, 남자용 짧은 재킷, 에움길의, 원, 멀리 도는, 환상 교통 정리의 rounding: 회전하는, 둥글게 하는데 쓰는, 주위를 둘러싸는, 원순화, 둥글어진 것, 둥글게 함, 둥글어지는 rousing: 활발한, 터무니없는, 열렬한, 각성시키는, 감동케하는, 고무하는, 타오르는, 흥분시키는, 격려하는 rout: 패주시키다, 패주, 궤주, 무질서한 군중, 끌어내다, 떠들썩한 군중, 볼온 집회, 사교적인 모임, 참패 패주시키다, 코로 파헤집다, 큰야회 rover: 해적, 배회자, 먼 과녁, 조방기, 조방공, 입석 손님, 해적선, 임시과녁, 임시 과녁, 월면차, 로버 rowing: 로잉, 배젓기, 저정용의, 조정 rubicund: 혈색이 좋은, 얼굴이 벌건, 붉은 ruck: 잡동사니, 다수, 대중, 주름살, 럭, 다량, 낙오된 말의 떼, 러크하다, 주름, 허섭쓰레기, 주름지게 주름지다 rudder: 키, 방향타, 지도자, 꽁지깃, 지침, 교반봉, 배의 키 ruddily: 불그스름하게, 빨갛게, 붉게 ruddy: 붉은, 혈색이 좋은, 싫은, 붉게 하다, 몹시, 괘씸한, 지긋지긋한, 붉어지다, 매우, 건강한, 불그스레한 rudely: 조잡하게, 무례하게, 버릇없이, 거칠게, 불쑥, 격력하게 ruffian: 악한, 악당의, 잔인한, 흉포한, 흉악한, 악당, 잔인, 무법자, 흉악, 깡패, 깡패의 ruffling: 세포의 파동 운동 rugged: 울퉁불퉁한, 엄격한, 괴로운, 귀에 거슬리는, 험악한, 껄껄한, 주름진, 세련되지 못한, 튼튼한, 폭풍우의, 거친 ruinous: 황폐한, 파멸을 가져오는, 파괴적인, 영락한, 터무니없이 비싼, 몰락한, 파멸을 초래하는, 파괴된 rumble: 우르르 소리, 우르르 울리다, 의 진상을 간파하다, 울리다, 덜커덕가나다, 덜거덕거리며 가다,

Lord Jim 와글와글 지껄이다, 우르르울리는 소리, 와글와글 외치다, 수레 따위가 덜거덕거리며 가다, 하인 좌석 runaway: 도망, 쉽게 이긴, 도망친, 탈주자, 도망자, 달아난, 탈주, 낙승, 사랑의 도피, 급히 오르는, 가출소년 rust: 녹, 녹슬다, 녹병에 걸리다, 녹병, 무활동, 녹슬게 하다, 녹병균, 녹빛이 되다, 녹빛, 나쁜 습관, 둔해지다 rustic: 시골의, 통나무로 만든, 조야한, 소박한, 거칠게 만든, 수수한, 전원의, 농부, 시골 사람, 촌사람 같은, 시골풍의 rustle: 훔치다, 기운차게 하다, 바스락바스락, 살랑살랑 소리내다, 살랑살랑 흔들다, 살랑거리는 소리, 살랑거리다, 서둘러 다루다, 말 따위를 훔치다, 서둘러 움직이다, 소 따위를 훔치다 rustling: 살랑살랑 소리나는, 활발한, 활동적인, 옷스치는 소리가 나는, 가축 도둑질, 살랑살랑 소리 rusty: 녹슨, 녹빛의, 녹병에 걸린, 무디어진, 구식의, 낡아빠진, 반항적인, 녹에서 생긴, 썩은 냄새가 나는, 완고한, 다루기 힘든 ruthlessness: 냉혹, 무정, 무자비 sabre: 사베르, 사베르로 베다, 사베르로 상처를 입히다, 무력, 기병대 sacking: 결정적 승리, 즈크지, 약탈, 자루감 sagacious: 현명한, 슬기로운, 명민한, 기민한, 슬기롭다, 영리한 sagacity: 현명, 총명 sailor: 선원, 수병, 수부, 수병 모자, 해군 군인 salient: 철각, 현저한, 돌출한, 참호따위의 돌출부, 철각의, 돌각의, 분출하는, 뛰어오를 자세의 sallow: 누르스름한, 땅버들, 창백하게 하다, 혈색이 나쁜, 버드나무속의 식물, 누르스름한 색이 되게 되다, 누르스름한 빛깔, 누르스름한 색이 되게 하다 saloon: 술집, 바, 객실, 홀, 큰 방, 사교실, 오락장, 큰 홀, 특별 객차, 라운지, 세단형 자동차 salutary: 유익한, 건강에 좋은 sameness: 동일, 일륜, 동일성 sandals: 샌들 sandbank: 모래톱, 사주, 모래 언덕 sanguinary: 잔인한, 피비린내 나는, 지독한, 피비린내나는 sans: 산세리프, 없이 sarong: 사롱, 사롱용의 천 satan: 사탄, 마왕 satanic: 사탄적인, 악마같은, 악마의,

마왕의 saucer: 받침접시, 받침 접시, 받침 접시 모양의 것, 화분의 밑받침 savagely: 야만적인, 잔인, 야만인, 사나운, 사납게, 몹시 화가 나서 savour: 맛, 기미, 의 기미가있다, 다소 -의 맛이나다, 흥미, 맛을 내다, 맛보다, 맛이 있다, 아취, 풍미 scabbard: 칼집, 권총집, 집, 칼집에 꽂다 scaffolding: 비계, 가설, 설명난에 적었습니다, 발판 재료, 인위적 이론, 발판 scandalous: 명예롭지 못한, 못된, 중상적인, 수치스러운, 중상하는 scandinavian: 스칸디나비아의 스칸디나비아 사람의, 북구 사람, 북구의, 스칸디나비아 말의, 스칸디나비아 사람, 스칸디나비아 사람의, 스칸디나비아의 scanning: 주사, 스캐닝, 정사, 운율분석, 정사하는 scant: 인색한, 가까스로의, 모자라는, 불충분한, 인색하게 굴다, 좀 부족한, 경시하다, 아껴서, 아까워하다, 부족한 scanty: 부족한, 모자라는 scar: 암초, 낭떠러지, 벼랑, 상처, 흉터, 흉터가 남다, 에 상처를 남기다, 산 중턱의 깎아지른 듯한 바위, 전쟁 등의 상처 scarce: 드문, 부족한, 희귀한, 결석하다, 결핍한 scare: 겁냄, 깜짝 놀라게 하다, 겁을 집어먹다, 으르다, 놀람, 깜짝 놀라는 일, 겁, 놀라게 하여 쫓아버리다, 소동, 위협하다, 겁내다 scathing: 해치는, 호된 scattering: 흩어진, 산재한, 성긴 sceptically: 회의론적으로, 의심많게 scheming: 흉계가 있는, 계획적인, 교활한 음모, 책략적인, 교활한 schnapps: 네덜란드 진 schooner: 포장마차, 큰 맥주잔, 스쿠너, 큰 조끼, 큰 포장 마차, 스쿠너선 scolding: 잔소리가 심한, 잔소리, 꾸짖는, 힐책 scorching: 맹렬한, 태우는, 난폭한질주, 호된 태움, 호된, 태우는 듯한, 매우 뜨거운, 몹시 뜨거운, 난폭한 질주, 태움, 타는 듯이 scorn: 경멸하다, 경멸, 떳떳하게 여기지 않다, 냉소하다, 경멸받는 것, 거절하다, 조소하다, 경멸받는 사람 scornful: 경멸하다, 떳떳하게 여기지 않다, 경멸, 경멸하는, 비웃는, 깔보는, 냉소적인 scornfully: 경멸하다, 경멸, 떳떳하게

Joseph Conrad 여기지 않다, 깔보고, 경멸하여, 경멸적으로 scotsman: 스코틀랜드의 사람, 스코틀랜드 사람 scoundrel: 악당, 깡패, 건달의 scour: 질주하다, 문질러 닦다, 물로 씻어내다, 급히 찾아 다니다, 갈다, 청소하다, 찾아 헤매다, 갈아서 닦다, 씻어내기, 을 급히 지나치다, 을 대충 생각하다 scourge: 천벌, 몹시 괴롭히다, 매질하다, 채찍, 벌하다, 매, 징벌하다, 채찍질하다 scowl: 찌푸린 얼굴, 잔뜩 찌푸린 날씨, 험악 해지다, 험한 날씨, 얼굴을 찌푸리다 scramble: 기어오르다, 퍼지다, 서로 다투어 빼앗다, 기다, 주파수 변환기, 우유를 넣어 휘저어 익히다, 그러모으다, 불규칙하게 뻗다, 쟁탈전, 급히 서둘러 하다, 긴급 출격 scrape: 켜다, 긁어 모으다, 문지르다, 문질러 만들다, 푼푼이 모으다, 비벼 스치며 나아가다, 문질러 지다, 긁어모으다, 면도하다, 발을 비비다, 고생 scraping: 부스러기, 문지르기, 긁어 모은것, 긁어 모은 것, 깍기, 깍은 부스러기, 깍음, 거리의 무뢰한, 긁기, 먼지, 할큄 screech: 급정거 소리, 날카로운 소리, 새된 소리를 지르다, 끽끽하는 소리, 을 날카로운 소리로 외치다, 씨구려 위스키, 삐걱삐걱하는 소리, 삐걱삐걱 소리가 나다, 날카로운 외침, 진한 럼주, 끽끽 소리가 나다 screwed: 나사로 고정시킨, 나사모양의, 술 취한, 엉망인, 나사로 죈, 술취한, 비뚤어진 scribe: 필기자, 서기, 저술가, 대서인, 선침으로 선을 긋다, 사본 필경자, 서가, 학자, 선침, 저작자 scrub: 관목, 그렇게 하기, 덤블, 미사일 발사중지하다, 뼈빠지게 일하다, 빡빡 문지르다, 자잘한, 북북 문질러 닦기, 취소, 잘 자라지 못한 나무, 미사일 발사 중지 scrupulous: 양심적인, 고지식한, 신중한, 주의 깊은, 정확한, 꼼꼼한 scuffle: 난투, 당황하여 돌아다니다, 맞붙어 싸우다, 발을 질질 끄는 걸음, 발을 질질 끌며 걷다, 당황하여 달리다 seagoing: 원양 항해에 알맞은, 배로 가는, 원양 항해의, 항해를 업으로 삼는 seam: 솔기, 상처 자국, 갈라진 틈, 에 솔기를 내다, 얇은 층, 봉합선, 꿰매 맞추다, 틈을 내다, 두 지층의

경계선, 상처 금을 내다, 상처 자국을 내다 seaman: 뱃사람, 수병, 항해자, 선원 seamanlike: 뱃사람, 수병 seamanship: 항해기술, 수병, 뱃사람, 선박 조종술 seaport: 항구, 항구도시 seaworthy: 내항성이 있는, 항해에 알맞는, 항해에 적합한, 항해에 견딜 수 있는 seclusion: 격리, 은퇴, 은둔 sedentary: 정주성의, 줄곧 앉아 있는, 앉아서 일하는, 앉기 잘하는 사람, 앉아 있는, 정주의 seductive: 황홀케하다, 꾀어내다, 부추기다, 유혹하다, 유혹적인, 매혹적인 seething: 격렬한, 혹독한, 펄펄 끓는, 용솟음치는, 심한, 속이 끓어 오르는, 비등하는소용돌이치는, 동요하는, 들끓는 seize: 잡다, 압류하다, 침범하다, 이용하다, 움켜쥐다, 이해하다, 잡아매다, 잘 알고 있다, 붙들어 매다, 덮치다, 엄습하다 seizing: 압류, 잡기, 동여맴, 동여매는 밧줄, 점유, 움켜짐, 꼭쥠, 빼앗음, 소유, 붙잡기 self-appointed: 독단적인, 자칭하는, 자기 추천의 self-assertion: 자기 주장, 아집을 부림 self-command: 자제, 침착, 극기 self-communion: 자성 self-control: 자제, 극기, 자제심, 근신 selfishly: 이기적으로, 자기본위로, 자기 본위로 selfishness: 이기주의, 자기본위, 자애적 self-knowledge: 자각, 자기 인식 self-love: 자애, 이기주의, 자기애 self-possessed: 냉정한, 침착한 self-satisfaction: 자기 만족, 자부, 독선 self-satisfied: 자기 만족의, 독선적인 semblance: 유사, 외관, 겉꾸밈, 외형, 허울 semicircular: 반원의, 반원형의 senile: 고령의, 노쇠의, 노인, 노년기의, 노쇠한 senseless: 무감각한, 무분별한, 무의식의, 몰상식한, 무감각의, 무의미한 senselessly: 무감각한, 무의식의, 무분별한, 무의식적으로, 무감각하게, 무분별하게 sensibility: 감각, 감수성, 감정, 감각력, 민감, 섬세한 감각, 섬세한 감정

377 sentient: 마음, 지각력이 있는 사람, 지각력이 있는 것, 지각력이 있는, 감각 력이있는, 의식하는, 감각력이 있는 사람, 감각력이 있는 것, 감각력이 있는 sentiment: 의견, 감상, 정서, 감정의, 감상적인, 다감, 정취, 다감한, 감정, 감정에 흐르는 경향, 감정적인 생각 sentimental: 감상적인, 감정의, 다감한, 감정적인, 감정에 바탕을 둔 sentimentalism: 감상주의, 다정다감 sentry: 보초, 파수, 망꾼 sepulture: 매장, 무덤, 묘소 serene: 고요한, 맑게 갠, 평화로운, 온화한, 잔잔한, 맑게 갠 하늘, 평온, 고귀하신, 맑게 하다, 침착한 serenely: 고요, 잔잔, 청명하게, 침착, 침착하게, 평화스러움, 화창, 고요히 serenity: 화창함, 청명, 침착, 고요, 평온, 맑음, 전하 serge: 서지, 세루 seriousness: 정색, 진지, 용이치 않음, 딱딱함, 엄숙, 중대, 심각함, 중대함, 진지함 serried: 밀집한, 빽빽이 들어찬 sewer: 하수구, 재봉사, 하수도, 급사장, 바느질하는 기계, 바느질하는 사람, 하수 shabby: 초라한, 쩨쩨한, 입어서 낡은, 낡아빠진, 지저분한, 비열한 shadowless: 그림자없는 shadowy: 공허한, 덧없는, 몽롱한, 그림자 있는, 그림자가 많은, 그림자 같은, 환상의, 흔적을 나타내는 shady: 수상한, 희미한, 뒤가 구린, 그늘의, 좋지않은, 그늘이 많은, 떳떳하지 못한, 드러내 놓을 수 없는 shakespearian: 셰익스피어 학자 shakily: 떨며, 불확실하게, 비틀거리며, 위태위태하게, 허약하여, 흔들려서 shaky: 흔들리는, 불확실한, 떠는, 비슬비슬하는, 위태로운, 동요하는, 마음이 안 놓이는, 병약한, 부들부들 떨리는 shalt: 직설법 현재 sham: 가짜, 속임, 을 가장하다, 협작꾼, 군사 연습, 하는 체하다, 모조의, 짐짓, 가짜의, 허풍선이, 허위의 shamefully: 부끄러운, 창피한 shapeless: 모양이 좋음, 무형의, 엉성항, 혼란한, 못생긴 shapely: 모양이 좋은, 모양 가좋은, 형태 가좋은 shaved: 불필요한 부품, 액세서리를 떼낸 shaver: 이발사, 사기꾼, 꼬마, 대패질하는 사람, 면도기구, 풋내기,

378 깎는 도구, 깎는 사람, 고리 대금업자, 깎는사람, 전기 면도기 shaving: 깎아낸 부스러기, 면도함, 대팻밥, 깎음, 면도, 수염을 밀기 shedding: 나누기, 흘리기, 벗은 허물, 오두막 sheen: 빗남, 광채, 광택, 윤, 광휘 sheeting: 판금, 시트, 판자울, 흙막이널, 울판자, 시트감 shellfish: 조개, 갑각 동물, 갑각류 sherif: 모로코의 왕 shimmer: 희미한 빛, 가물가물 비치다, 반짝임, 아른거리는 빛, 어렴풋한 빛, 흔들리는 상, 흔들리다, 희미하게 반짝이다 shindy: 소동, 야단법석 shipboard: 배 shipowner: 선주, 배 임자, 선주. 배 임자 shipwreck: 난파, 파멸하다, 과멸, 과선하다, 파선, 난파하다, 난파선, 파멸시키다, 파멸, 난파선의 잔해, 난선하다 shipwrecked: 깨어진, 난파한 shirk: 게을리 하다, 피하다, 책임을 회피하다, 기피자, 회피하다 shirker: 회피자, 게으름뱅이, 기피자 shiver: 조각, 부서지다, 파편, 부수다, 오한, 부들부들 떨게 하다, 떨림, 떨리게 하다, 산산이 부서지다, 산산이 부수다, 산산조각 shivering: 몸의 떨림, 전율 shivers: 산산조각 shoal: 얕아지다, 떼를 짓다, 모래톱, 어군, 여울목, 떼 다수, 무리, 앝은, 다수, 얕은, 여울 shocking: 지독한, 지독하게, 충격적인, 망측한, 무서운, 오싹하게 하는, 고약한, 소름끼치는, 형편 없는 shortness: 짧음, 부족, 무름, 낮음, 가까움, 무뚝뚝함, 냉랭함, 부서지기 쉬움, 간략 shove: 밀치다, 출발하다, 떠나다, 밀어내다, 찌르다, 저어 나아가다, 떼밀기, 밀다, 지지, 밀어 만들다, 한 번 떼밀기 shovel: 삽, 삽으로 푸다, 큰 숟갈, 을 삽으로 뜨다, 을 많이 퍼넣다, 을 삽으로 파다, 을 많이 넣다, 삽으로 하나 가득한 분량, 동력 삽, 셔블 모자, 삽으로 일을 하다 shrewd: 빈틈없는, 기민한, 모진, 심한, 약빠른, 날카로운, 짓궂은, 얘민한, 영리해 보이는 shrewdness: 빈틈없음, 격심함, 심술, 기민, 예민 shrewish: 으드등거리는, 바가지 긁는, 앙앙거리는, 짓궂은 shriek: 비명, 새된 소리를 지르다, 그

Lord Jim 소리, 을 새된 목소리로 말하다 shrill: 새된 소리로, 강렬한, 날카로운 소리, 날카롭게, 높은 소리로, 새된 목소리, 새된 목소리로 말하다, 새된 목소리로, 날카로운 소리를 내다, 날카로운, 과장된 shrine: 묘, 신전, 성체 용기, 사당, 감실에 모시다, 감실, 성당, 성물함, 을 사당에 모시다, 성골함, 전당 shrinking: 움츠리는, 겁내는, 움츠리는 것 shrivelled: 주름지게 한 shudder: 떨다, 떪, 몸서리치다, 떨림, 몸서리 shuffle: 속이다, 뒤섞다, 섞어서 떼다, 벗다, 이리저리 움직이다, 발을 질질 끌다, 발을 질질 끄는 걸음, 발끌기, 움직이다, 뒤섞음, 걸치다 shutter: 셔터, 덧문, 개폐기, 셔터를 달다, 문을 달다, 덧문을 닫다, 닫는 사람, 닫는 것, 겉창을 닫다 shyly: 수줍어서, 겁내어, 부끄러워 하며, 수줍게 shyness: 수줍음, 스스러움, 겁, 겁많음, 숫기없음, 소심 siam: 샴 siamese: 시암의, 시암말의, 시암사람의, 시암말, 시암 사람, 시암 고양이, 샴 말 sickening: 병나게 하는, 지겨운, 메스꺼운, 구역질나게 하는, 욕지기나게 하는 sickly: 병약한, 골골하는, 감상적인, 몸이 나쁜, 창백한, 역겹게 하는, 병난, 건강에 나쁜, 싫증 나는, 병자같은, 욕지기나게 하는 sidelong: 옆의, 비스듬한, 곁에, 옆으로 sidewalk: 인도, 보도 sieve: 거르다, 체, 체로 치다, 입이 가벼운 사람, 조리 sighted: 눈이 보이는, 시의 silhouette: 실루엣, 그림자, 흑색 반면 영상, 실루엣으로 하다, 실루엣으로 그리다 silky: 반드러운, 비단의, 부드러운, 견모가 밀생한, 명주 같은, 명주의, 입에 감치는 silvery: 은빛의, 은과 같은, 은을 함유한, 은 같은, 은의, 은방울을 굴리는 듯한 simile: 직유 similitude: 비교, 외모, 유사, 비슷함, 직유 simmering: 당장에라도 폭발할 것 같은 sincere: 성실한, 진실의 sincerity: 성실, 성의, 정직 sinful: 죄많은, 버력입을, 죄있는,

죄가 있는, 벌받을 single-handed: 한 손의, 한 손으로, 홀로, 단신 singly: 단독으로, 혼자서, 제 힘으로, 하나씩, 한 사람씩 singularly: 단수로, 단수, 이상하게, 훌륭한, 각각의 단수의, 개개의, 단 하나의, 독특한, 멋진, 이상한, 현저한 sinking: 가라앉음, 내려앉는, 쇠약 가라앉는, 쇠퇴하는, 가라앉는 sinner: 죄인, 개구쟁이 sinuosity: 꾸불꾸불함, 굽이, 복잡함, 만곡, 만곡부, 뒤엉킴, 구불구불함, 꾸불꾸불 sip: 한 모금, 홀짝홀짝 마시다, 조금씩 마시다, 찔끔찔끔 마시다 skeleton: 해골, 골격, 골자, 뼈대, 해골의, 여윈, 여윈 사람, 줄기, 최소한도의, 조직 skimpy: 다라운, 모자라는, 인색한, 꽉 죄는, 불충분한 skinny: 가죽과 같은, 바싹 마른, 정보, 인색한, 가죽 모양의, 말라붙은 skunk: 스컹크, 영패시키다, 역겨운 녀석, 완전히 망치다, 싫은 놈, 영패 sky-high: 하늘처럼 높이, 하늘처럼 높게, 매우 높은, 매우, 산산조각으로 skylight: 천장, 천공광, 채광창 slab: 석판, 두꺼운 판, 두껍게 벤 조각, 시체 안치대, 투수판, 두꺼운 판자로 만들다, 넓적하고 두꺼운 조각, 널빤지로 켜다, 끈적끈적한, 감상적인, 죽더끼 slack: 느린, 늦추다, 늘어진, 침체된, 분탄, 느즈러진 곳, 느즈러진, 느슨한, 좋지 못한, 약해지다, 슬랙스 slam: 혹평하다, 쾅, 전승하다, 쿵, 혹평, 내동댕이치다, 털썩 내려놓다, 세차게 밀어 붙이다, 세차게 밟다, 전승, 교도소 slang: 속어, 속어를쓰다, 속어를 쓰다, 속어의, 술어, 통용어 slant: 경향, 기울다, 물매, 편견으로 말하다, 견지, 경사, 곁눈, 관점, 기울게 하다, 비스듬한, 빈정댐 slap: 모욕, 갑자기, 정면으로, 털썩, 찰싹, 손바닥으로 때림, 똑바로, 홱, 재빨리 바르다, 찰싹 하고 소리를 내다, 재빨리 놓다 slapping: 무척 빠른, 크고 훌륭한 훌륭하게, 굉장한, 몹시 빠른, 큼직한 slash: 사선, 홱홱 채찍질하다, 혹평, 터놓은 자리, 삭제, 깊숙이 베다, 난도질, 휙 내리쳐 베다, 혹평하다, 일격, 삭제하다 slashing: 훌륭한, 맹렬한, 멋진, 신랄한, 마구 베는, 도상, 날카로운 slate: 점판암, 슬레이트, 후보자 명부,

Joseph Conrad 석판, 석관, 슬레이트로 이다, 예정하다, 후보자 명부에 등록하다, 혹평하다, 석판색, 석판질의 slaty: 석판색의, 슬레이트의, 석판 모양의, 슬레이트색의, 슬레이트같은, 슬레이트가많은, 석판쥐빛의 sleek: 매끄럽게 하다, 매만지다, 말솜씨가 번드르르한, 함함한, 단정히 하다, 단정한, 야드르르하고 부드러운, 매끄러운, 말주변이 좋은, 몸맵시를 가다듬다, 산뜻한 sleepily: 졸린, 졸음이 오는 듯한 sleepless: 잠 못 이루는, 방심치 않는, 가만있지 않는, 불면증의, 쉬지 않는, 끊임없는 sleepy: 졸음이 오는 듯한, 졸린, 너무 익어 속이 썩기 시작한, 잠자는 듯한, 졸리는 slenderly: 홀쭉하게, 빈약하게, 협음으로 slime: 찰흙을 칠하다, 찰흙, 점액, 끈적끈적한 것, 찐득찐득한 것, 진흙투성이가 되다, 점액으로 뒤덮다, 언짢은 것, 악의 세계, 미꾸라지처럼 미끈미끈 빠져 나가다, 더러운 것 sling: 매다는 사슬, 매달다, 삼각 붕대, 투석기로 던지다, 멜빵, 메달아 올리다, 투석, 투석기, 투석기로 쏘다, 돌을 쏨, 걸빵 slink: 살금살금 걷다, 가만히 도망치다, 조산하다, 간들간들 걷다, 달 차지 못한 새끼, 달이 차지 못한, 살금살금 도망가다, 유산하다 slippery: 불안정한, 미끄러운, 믿을 수 없는, 속임수의, 뻔뻔스러운, 의미가 선명하지 않은, 잡을 데가 없는 slit: 틈, 길게 벤자리, 긴 구멍, 긴 짬, 길다랗게 베인 상처, 째어 발기다, 가느다랗게 찢다, 가느다랗게 찢어지다, 가느다랗게 쪼개다, 가느다랗게 째다, 가느다랗게 베어지다 sloping: 경사진, 비스듬한, 비탈진 sluggishly: 불경기인, 게으른, 활발치 못한, 게으름 피우는, 느린 smartly: 분개하다, 비통, 빈틈없는, 스마트한, 아픔, 약삭빠른, 욱시욱신 아프다, 강한, 분개, 날카로운, 날랜 smash: 분쇄, 스매시, 실패, 충돌, 대성공, 박살내다, 대만원, 대패, 맹렬하게 내리치다, 맹렬히 나아가다, 파산하다 smashing: 맹렬한, 굉장한, 분쇄하는 smilingly: 미소짓듯이, 명랑하게 smite: 괴롭히다, 치밀다, 죽이다, 매혹하다, 덮치다, 때리다, 강타하다,

시도, 강타, 때림, 세게 때리다 smother: 묵살하다, 찜으로 하다, 자욱한 연기, 야단법석, 쉬쉬하다, 퍼붓다, 묻다, 대혼란, 눌러 참다, 끄다, 질식 시키다 smudge: 더럽히다, 모깃불, 얼룩, 오점, 더러워지다, 더러움, 모닥불, 모깃불을 놓다, 흐릿한 윤곽 smuggle: 밀항하다, 밀수하다, 밀수출하다, 밀수입하다, 몰래 갖고 들어오다, 밀입국하다 smuggling: 밀수 snare: 향현, 덫, 유혹하다 snarl: 으르렁거림, 혼란, 으르렁거리다, 고함, 호통치다, 소리지르며 말하다, 엉클어짐, 고함치다, 욕설, 혼란하게 하다, 딱딱거리다 snatch: 와락 붙잡다, 잡아챔, 작은 조각, 강탈, 급히 먹다, 한입, 단시간, 단편, 잡으려고 하다, 용하게 얻다, 움켜잡으려들다 sneak: 고자질꾼, 고자질하다, 비겁한 사람, 후무리다, 슬그머니 움직이다, 몰래 움직이다, 훔치다, 남몰래 하는, 고자질하는 학생, 굽실굽실하다, 남몰래 빠져 나감 sneaking: 비열한, 슬금슬금하는, 살금살금 걷는, 비밀의 snort: 콧김, 씨근거리, 배기음, 콧김을 뿜다, 씩씩 소리내다, 스노클, 소방용 수압 기중기, 소량, 씩씩거리며 말하다, 잠수용 플라스틱 관, 증기를 뿜다 snuffy: 성낸, 코담배같은, 역겨운, 부루퉁한, 화난, 코담배색의, 코담배 냄새나는 soaking: 적심, 흠뻑 젖는, 흠뻑젖어서 so-and-so: 여차여차, 이러저러, 나쁜 놈, 아무개 soar: 높이 날기, 높이 올라가다, 폭등하다, 부풀다, 치솟다, 일정한 높이를 활공하다, 활공의 고도, 활공의 범위, 솟구치다, 높이 치솟다, 날기 soaring: 상승, 우뚝 솟은, 높이 날기, 높이 나는, 고원한, 우뚝 솟음, 날아 오르는, 활상 sobbing: 흐느껴 우는 sober: 수수한, 술이 깨다, 냉정한, 취하지않은, 진지한, 분별 있는, 맑은 정신의, 마음이 가라앉다, 마음을 가라앉히다, 과장 없는, 침착해지다 soberly: 분별 있는, 진지한, 술이 깨다, 취하지않은, 수수한, 마음이 가라앉다, 마음을 가라앉히다, 냉정한, 과장 없는, 맑은 정신의, 침착하게

379 softness: 조용한, 수월한, 연한, 흐릿한, 온화한, 상쾌한, 조용하게, 부드럽게, 부드러운물건, 부드러운, 매끈한 soft-spoken: 부드러운 solemn: 엄숙한, 정식의, 격식 차린, 신성한, 종교 상의, 진지한, 심각한 표정의, 종교상의, 중대한 solemnity: 의식, 장엄, 엄숙, 점잔뺌, 정식, 점잔 뺌 solemnly: 엄숙하게, 장엄하게, 진지하게 solicitation: 간원, 유혹, 간청, 교사, 권유, 귀찮게 졸라댐, 손님끌기, 애걸복걸, 유도, 증회 유치 solicitude: 갈망, 걱정거리, 걱정, 열망, 근심 solidly: 고체, 속이 비지 않은, 순수한, 견실한, 신뢰할 수 있는, 고체의, 단결된, 두꺼운, 똑 같은, 멋진, 사이가 좋은 solitary: 고독한, 혼자의, 외로운, 단독의, 혼자사는 사람, 혼자 사는 사람, 유일한, 분리된, 인적이 없는 solitude: 고독, 쓸쓸한 곳, 독거, 외딴 곳, 황야 solomon: 현인, 솔로몬, 기원전 10 세기의 이스라엘 왕 somali: 소말리족, 소말리 말 sombre: 수수한, 어두컴컴한, 음침한, 침울한, 거무칙칙한, 어둠침침한 sometime: 언제가 조만간, 이전, 이따금, 이따금의, 이전의, 언젠가, 어떤 때에 somnolence: 졸림, 비몽사몽 son-in-law: 사위 sonorous: 과장된, 울려 퍼지는, 낭랑한, 당당한, 울리는, 격조 높은 soothe: 달래다, 완화시키다, 가라앉히다, 위로하다, 진정시키다, 만족시키다 sooty: 거무스름한, 그을은, 그을음의, 그을음 빛갈의, 그을음투성이의, 그을음 같은, 그을음으로 더러워진, 그을음 빛깔의 sorcerer: 마법사, 마술사 sordid: 더러운, 야비한, 욕심 많은, 칙칙한 sorrel: 밤색, 수영, 구렁 말, 참소리쟁이, 팽이밥류, 밤색의 sorrow: 불행, 슬픔, 고난, 슬픈, 슬퍼보이는, 아쉬움, 슬퍼하다, 후회, 고생 sorrowful: 슬픈, 가슴아픈, 슬퍼보이는, 애처로운, 슬퍼하는, 슬프게 하는, 슬픔에 젖은, 후회하는 soundless: 깊이를 헤아릴 수 없는, 아주 깊은, 소리나지 않는, 깊이를 잴 수 없는, 소리 없는

380 soutane: 평상복, 수단, 수탄 southerly: 남쪽으로, 남풍, 남쪽의, 남쪽에, 남쪽에의 southward: 남으로부터, 남으로, 남쪽에, 남쪽으로, 남쪽으로의, 남쪽의 southwest: 남서, 남서로, 남서부 지방, 남서에 있는, 남서의 span: 뼘으로 재다, 한 쌍의 말, 한뼘, 짧은 길이, 전장, 경간, 한쌍의 말, 전폭, 걸치다, 한 뼘, 한 멍에에 매인 한 쌍의 소 spaniel: 비굴한 알랑쇠, 스패니엘 spar: 서로 차다, 원재, 투계, 주먹으로 치고 받다, 연안 경비 여성 예비 대원, 연안 경비, 여성 예비 대원, 상갑판, 말다툼하다, 연안 경비대 여자 예비대원, 철평석 4 spark: 불꽃, 구애하다, 의 도화선이 되다, 생기, 스파크, 불똥, 활기을 주다, 정부, 점화 장치, 연인, 색골 sparkle: 불꽃, 생기, 번쩍이다, 번쩍임, 빛나다, 발하다, 거품이 알다, 거품 남, 재기, 재기의 번득임, 불꽃을 튀기다 sparkling: 반짝이는, 번득이는, 거품이 이는, 불꽃을 튀기는 sparrow: 참새, 스패로 sparse: 희박한, 빈약한, 희소한, 성긴, 부족한, 드문드문 난 spat: 가벼운 싸움, 가볍게 때림, 후두두 뿌리다, 승강이질, 조개의 알, 승강이질하다, 굵은 빗방울, 스팻, 말다툼, 말다툼하다, 굴의 알 spatula: 주걱, 암설자, 압설자 spawn: 알, 결과, 산물, 우글거리는 아이들, 군사, 균사, 낳다, 수두룩이 낳다, 알을 낳다, 애새끼 spear: 창, 싹, 싹이 트다, 어린 가지, 창처럼 꽂히다, 창병, 작살, 싹트다, 창으로 찌르다 speck: 얼룩, 극히 작은 조각, 반점을 찍다, 작은 반점, 점을 붙이다, 흠을 찍다, 흠을 붙이다, 지방, 잔 알맹이, 점을 찍다, 작은 얼룩 speckled: 얼룩덜룩한, 반점이 있는 spectacle: 구경거리, 안경, 광경, 장관, 보기에 도 지겨운 것, 타자의 재차의 무득점, 보기에 도 딱한 것 spectacles: 안경 spectral: 스펙트럼의, 허깨비의, 유령의, 유령 같은 spectrally: 무섭게, 스펙트럼으로, 유령같이 spectre: 유령, 요괴, 무서운 것 speechless: 말을 못하는, 잠자코 있는, 말 못하는, 말문이 막힌, 말하지 않는, 이루 형언할 수 없는 speeding: 속도위반, 속도를 위반한,

Lord Jim 고속으로 움직이는, 고속 진행 spellbound: 홀린, 주문에 걸린, 주문에 얽매인 sphinx: 수수께끼의 인물, 스핑크스, 스핑크스 석상, 사자의 몸과 남자의 머리를 가진 상, 대스핑크스상, 스핑크스상, 박각시나방 spinney: 잡목숲, 잡목림 spinning: 방적, 방적업 spite: 악의, 원한, 앙심으로, 에 짓궂게 굴다, 을 돌보지 않고, 에도 불구하고, 짓궂게 굴다, 앙갚음하다 spiteful: 짓궂은, 악의가 있는 splash: 튀다, 튀기다, 튀김, 철벅철벅, 첨벙, 반점, 흩뿌린 것 같은 무늬로 하다, 큰호평을 얻다, 소량의 소다수, 풍덩 떨어지다, 튄물 splendour: 빛남, 광채, 호화, 훌륭함, 현저함, 장려, 현저, 광휘를 나타내는 것, 광휘를 주는 것 spoil: 관직, 망치다, 이권, 약탈하다, 발굴물, 약탈품, 아이를 응석받이로 키우다, 못쓰게 되다, 손상케하다, 상하다, 약탈 spoilt: 응석받이로 자라 못쓰게 된 spout: 내뿜다, 주둥이, 전당잡히다, 전당포, 분출, 회오리, 도도히 말하다, 물기둥전당물 발송 승강기, 분류, 꼭지, 분수 springing: 도약운동, 스프링 sprung: 얼근한 spun: 자은, 실 모양으로한, 잡아늘인, 잡아 늘인, 지칠 대로 지친 spunk: 용기, 부싯깃, 용기 백배하다, 노여움, 정액 spur: 박차, 격려하다, 며느리발톱, 돌출부, 격려, 박차를 가하다, 아이젠, 짧은 가지, 자극, 지선, 박차를 달다 spurious: 가짜의, 사생아의, 그럴싸한, 비논리적인, 의사의 spurred: 박차를 단, 쇠발톱이 있는, 독촉을 받은, 다그쳐진 spurt: 분출, 한바탕 분발, 역주, 스퍼트, 일순, 용솟음, 앙등, 쏟아져 나오다, 내뿜다, 싹이 트다, 분투를 하다 squall: 소동, 돌풍, 스콜, 질풍, 질풍이 휘몰아치다, 그 소리, 싸움, 꽥꽥 떠들다, 비명을 지르다, 일진의 광풍, 꽥꽥 우는 소리 squally: 험악한, 돌풍의, 일진 광풍의 squalor: 치사함, 더러움, 너더분함, 비열, 누추함 squarely: 정면으로, 직각으로, 공명정대하게, 네모지게, 배불리, 바로, 딱 잘라서, 단호하게, 거리낌없이, 정직하게, 정정당당히 squeak: 찍찍 울다, 삐걱거리다, 끽끽

거리다, 아슬아슬하게 피함, 쥐 우는 소리, 찍찍 소리를 내다, 끽끽소리로 말하다, 삐걱거리는 소리, 성공하다, 앙앙, 앙앙울다 squirm: 꿈틀거리다, 몸부림치다, 어색해 하다, 머뭇거리다, 꿈틀거리기, 어색해하기, 어색해함 squirrel: 다람쥐, 저장하다, 지붕에 올라가다 stabbing: 찌르는 듯한 stacked: 육체미 있는 stager: 경험자, 노련한 사람, 노련가 stagger: 비틀거리다, 망설이다, 흔들리다, 엇걸림, 깜짝 놀라다, 시차방식, 어지러움, 서로 엇걸리게 배열하다, 현기, 흔들리게 하다, 주저하다 staggering: 비틀거리는, 깜짝 놀라게 하는, 망설이는 stagnant: 흐르지 않는, 활발치 못한, 괴어 있는, 불경기의, 활기 없는 stairway: 계단, 충계 stalwart: 충실한, 튼튼한, 용감한, 키가 크고 늠름한 사람, 매우 충실한 사람, 매우 충실한, 키가 크고 늠름한 stammer: 말을 더듬다, 더듬으며 말하다, 말 더듬기, 더듬거리며 말하다, 말더듬기 stanchion: 칸막이 기둥, 지주, 기둥, 에 지주를 대다 standpoint: 견지, 입장, 견해 standstill: 정지, 휴지, 막힘, 침체 stand-up: 선 채로 하는, 서 있는, 정정당당한, 서 있는 것 starboard: 우현으로 돌리다, 우현, 진로를 오른쪽으로 잡다, 우현의, 우현쪽의 starlight: 별빛, 별빛의 starred: 별표가 있는, 별로 장식한, 운명지어진, 주역이 된, 운명을 지닌, 인기 배우로서 이름난, 별로 아로새긴, 스타아로서 이름난 startle: 놀람, 깜짝 놀라게 하다, 깜작놀라다, 펄쩍 뛸 만한 놀람, 펄쩍 뛰게 하다 startling: 놀랄 만한, 기겁하게 하는 startlingly: 놀랄만큼, 놀랍도록 starvation: 굶주림, 아사, 박봉의 starve: 갈망하다, 굶주리다, 아사하다, 굶주리게 하다, 배고프다, 동사시키다, 굶어 죽다, 시장기를 느끼다, 허기지게 하다 starved: 굶주린, 허기진, 굶어 죽는 statuesque: 조상 같은, 위엄이 있는, 윤곽이 고른 stature: 발달, 신장 성장, 키, 성장, 성장도 stave: 통널, 보표, 장대, 부서지다, 디딤대, 시구, 절, 통널을 붙이다, 연,

Joseph Conrad 막대, 깨지다 steadfast: 견실한, 부동의, 고정된 steadfastly: 확고부동하게, 불변으로 steadfastness: 확고부동함, 불변 steadiness: 불변, 견실함, 끈기, 착실, 한결같음 steak: 스테이크, 불고기, 베낸 고깃점, 두껍게 썬 고기 stealth: 비밀, 몰래, 몰래 하기, 슬그머니 하기 stealthily: 몰래, 은밀히 stealthiness: 남의 눈을 피함, 몰래 함, 은밀 stealthy: 몰래 한, 비밀의, 남의 눈을 피하는 steamer: 기선, 찌는 기구, 증기기관 steely: 무정한, 강철로 만든, 단단한, 강철같이, 강철의, 견고한 steer: 키를 잡다, 조언, 향하다, 나아가다, 어린수소, 충고, 조종하다, 인도하다, 에 관계하지 않다, 식육용의 불깐 소, 돌리다 steering: 조타, 조정, 등선실, 조타의 stein: 맥주용 큰 컵, 맥주잔 stentorian: 우레같은 목소리의, 목소리가 큰 stern: 황량한, 엄격한, 고물, 쓸쓸한, 선미, 굳은, 준엄한, 단호한, 고물 별자리, 피할 도리가 없는, 엉덩이 sternly: 엄숙하게, 단호하게, 피폐하게, 엄격하게, 엄하게 stiffly: 뻣뻣하게, 완고하게, 완강하게, 단호하게, 딱딱하게 stiffness: 단단함, 완고함, 강도, 강성, 딱딱함, 빳빳함 stillness: 침묵, 조용한 환경, 정적, 고요, 평온, 소리 없는 곳, 고, 고요함 sting: 찌르다, 찌르기, 자극하다, 속이다, 격통, 가시, 얼얼하다, 고통, 바늘이 돋치다, 엄청난 값을 부르다, 빈정거림 stinking: 구린, 냄새나는, 악취를 풍기는, 불쾌할 정도로 stirring: 감동시키는, 붐비는, 활발한, 활약하는 stockade: 방책, 영창, 울타리를 둘러 친곳, 울타리로 둘러치다, 말뚝의 방파제, 방책의 울, 울타리를 둘러치다, 말뚝을 둘러치다 stock-in-trade: 재고품 stock-still: 움직이지 않는, 움직이지 않게 stolid: 멍청한, 둔감한 stolidly: 멍청하게 stone-blind: 아주 눈이 먼 stone-deaf: 귀가 아주 안들리는 stony: 돌의, 돌이 많은, 무표정한, 무정한, 돌같은, 부동의, 냉혹한, 망연자실하게 하는, 씨가 많은,

돌처럼 단단한 stoop: 새우등, 현과의 툇마루, 허리가 굽다, 전락하다, 굽히다, 굴종, 겸손, 구부러지다, 몸을 굽히다, 하다, 자신을 낮추어 storehouse: 창고, 보고 storeroom: 저장실, 광 stormy: 폭풍우의, 소란스러운, 날씨가 험악한, 격렬한, 폭풍우 같은 stout: 뚱뚱한, 튼튼한, 용감한, 살찐, 흑맥주, 억센, 비만형의 옷, 끄떡도 않는, 독한, 스타우트 stowaway: 밀항자, 무임승차자 straggler: 낙오자, 우거져 퍼지는 풀, 불규칙하게 뻗어나간 가지, 미조 straightway: 곧, 당장에, 직접 일직선의, 즉시, 즉각, 일직선으로, 직선의, 일직선의 strained: 억지의, 팽팽한, 긴박한, 긴장한, 긴장된, 억지로 지어낸, 부자연스러운 strait: 궁핍, 해협, 좁은, 곤란, 좁은문, 엄중한 straits: 궁핍 stray: 길을 잃다, 길 잃은, 길 잃은 가축, 드문, 뿔뿔이 흩어진, 일행에서 뒤처진, 방황하다, 못된 길로 빠지다, 집잃은 아이, 헤매다, 고립한 streak: 줄, 광맥, 질주하다, 줄이 지다, 성향, 나체로 대중 앞을 달리다, 줄무의, 기미, 줄무늬지다, 경향, 줄을 긋다 streamer: 사광, 테이프, 유광, 장식리본, 전단 표제, 기드림, 흐르는 것, 스트리머, 톱 전단에 걸친 큰 표제 streaming: 흐름, 능력별 학급 편성 stricken: 맞은, 다친, 덮친, 습격당한 stride: 쉽사리 헤어나다, 한걸음, 활보하다, 큰걸음, 큰 걸음으로 걷다, 성큼넘다, 급히 가다, 큰 걸음, 걸터 앉다, 한걸음의 폭, 걸터 서다 strife: 싸움, 투쟁, 다툼 stringy: 실의, 실 같은, 섬유질의, 힘줄이 많은, 실오리처럼 늘어지는, 끈적 끈적한, 실처럼 늘어나는 striped: 줄무늬가 있는, 줄이 있는 stroll: 산책하다, 산책, 어슬렁어슬렁 거닐기, 을 어슬렁어슬렁 거닐다, 어슬렁어슬렁 거닐다, 방랑하다, 유랑하다, 한가롭게 이리저리 거닐다, 한가롭게 거닐다, 떠돌아다니다, 어슬렁어슬렁 걷기 strolling: 순회 공연하는 stronghold: 요새, 본거지, 중심지 stubborn: 완고한, 완강한, 다루기 어려운, 말 안 듣는, 단단한 stubbornly: 완강히, 완고하게 stuck-up: 거만한

381 stuffy: 통풍이 안되는, 답답한, 딱딱한, 나른한, 무거운, 부루퉁한, 성난, 뾰로통한, 하찮은 일에 정색을 잘하는 stumble: 말을 더듬다, 실책, 비틀거림, 비틀거리게 하다, 망설이다, 실수, 더듬거리다, 마주치다, 헛딛어 곱드러지다, 망설이게 하다, 비틀거리다 stump: 유세하다, 의족, 그루터기, 괴롭히다, 뿌리, 의족으로 걷다, 곤경에 빠져, 꼬투리, 난처하게 하다, 도전하다, 쿵쿵 걷다 stupidity: 어리석음, 우둔, 어리석은 언동, 어리석은 짓, 얼빠진 언동, 얼빠짐 stupidly: 어리석게도, 마취되어 sturdy: 억센, 불굴의, 완강한, 건전한, 우람스러운 styx: 삼도내 subdue: 정복하다, 억제하다, 이기다, 복종시키다, 누르다, 부드럽게 하다 subdued: 억제된, 가라앉은, 차분한, 조용한, 완화된, 약해진, 낮춘, 낮아진, 정복된 subjugation: 복종, 종속, 진압 submarine: 잠수함, 바다속의, 잠수함으로 하는, 잠수함의, 해저 식물, 해저의, 해저 동물 submerged: 극빈의, 숨겨진, 침수생의, 최저 생활을 하는, 감추어진, 물속에서 자라는, 빈궁한, 수몰된, 수중의, 액내의, 침수된 submissive: 복종하는, 유순한, 고분고분, 복종적인, 순종하는 submissively: 유순하게 subside: 가라앉다, 침전하다, 잠잠해지다, 삐다, 내려앉다, 앉다, 빠지다 subtlety: 예민, 민감, 정묘, 난해, 불가사의, 희박, 교묘, 미묘, 교활, 세밀한 구분, 세밀한구별 subtly: 치밀하게, 예민하게, 미묘하게, 교활하게 succeeding: 계속되는, 다음의 successively: 연속적으로, 잇따라서, 잇달아서 suck: 빨다, 흡수하다, 한 번 빨기, 빨아들이다, 빨기흡인력, 얻다, 착취하다, 홀짝 빨아들이다, 한 번 핥기, 실망, 에게 젖을 먹이다 suddenness: 갑작스러움, 별안간, 돌연 sufferance: 인내력, 묵허, 관용, 덕분에, 묵인, 인내 suggestive: 암시적인, 연상시키는, 유혹적인, 암시하는, 암시의, 생각나게 하는, 유발시키는 듯한 sulkily: 셀쭉하여, 심술나서,

382 부루퉁해서, 부구퉁하여, 토라져서 sulkiness: 부루퉁함, 실쭉하기, 찌푸린 얼굴, 토라져 있음 sulky: 부루퉁한, 찌무룩한, 실쭉한, 한 필의 말이 끄는 일인승 이륜 마차, 음산한 sullen: 음산한, 찌무룩한, 지르퉁한, 찌푸린 얼굴, 육중한, 실쭉한 sultan: 술탄, 회교국군주, 스위트술탄, 술탄박새 sumptuous: 사치스런, 값진, 호화로운, 값비싼 sunburnt: 햇볕에 탄, 햇볕에 타 죽은 sunken: 물밑의, 움푹 들어간, 가라앉은, 내려앉은, 살이 빠진, 움푹한 sunlit: 햇볕에 쬐인, 볕이드는 sunrise: 해돋이, 해뜰녘, 초기 sunset: 말기, 해질녘, 일몰, 저녁놀, 종말, 일물 superannuated: 시대에 뒤진, 퇴직한, 노쇠한, 노쇠하여 퇴직한, 병약하여 퇴직한 superfluous: 여분의 supernatural: 초자연의, 불가사의한, 초자연적인 힘, 신의 조화 superstitious: 미신에 사로잡힌, 미신저긴, 미신의 supplicating: 간청하는 supportable: 원조할 수 있는, 지탱할 수 있는, 참을 수 있는 surf: 밀려오는 파도, 파도를 타다, 바닷가에 밀려서 부서지는 흰 파도 surlily: 기분이 좋지 않게, 무뚝뚝하게, 험악하게 surliness: 무뚝뚝함, 험악함, 기분이 좋지 않음 surly: 지르퉁한, 무뚝뚝한, 까다로운, 기분이 언짢아하는, 거친 surpassing: 뛰어난, 비상한, 우수한, 빼어난 surreptitious: 비밀의, 내밀한, 뒤가 구린 surround: 둘러싸다, 두르다, 둘러싸는 것, 에워싸다 surveying: 측량, 측량술 swagger: 멋진, 스마트한, 자랑하다, 으스대다, 뻐기다, 거들럭거리며 걷다, 거드럭거리는 걸음걸이, 을러대어, 시키다, 뽐내며 걷기, 뽐내며 걷다 swampy: 늪의, 늪이 많은, 습지의 swarm: 떼짓다, 무리, 군중, 떼지어 분봉하다, 떼, 다수, 꿀벌떼, 기어 오르다, 부유 세포군, 분봉하다, 벌 떼 sway: 흔들다, 동요, 지배하다, 좌우하다, 지배, 의 결의를 움직이다, 흔들리다, 좌우 하는 힘, 자유로이

Lord Jim 하는 힘, 의 의견을 움직이다 swearing: 서약, 욕을 퍼붓기 sweated: 저임금 노동의 sweating: 고문, 고역, 발한, 착취당함 sweetly: 상냥하게, 달게, 귀엽게, 향기롭게, 기분 좋게, 기분좋게, 잘 들어, 아름답게 swell: 멋쟁이, 부풀다, 멋진, 달인, 붇다, 증대, 명사, 훌륭한, 맵시 있는, 늘다, 높이다 swimmer: 헤엄치는 사람, 수영자, 헤엄치는사람, 헤엄치는동물 swindle: 사취, 사기, 사취하다, 속이다, 사기하다, 속여 빼앗다 swirl: 소용돌이치다, 소용돌이, 소용돌이치게 하다, 소용돌이꼴로 되다, 휘감기다, 빙빙돌다, 소용돌이에 휩쓸어 나르다, 눈보라, 아찔아찔하다, 물고기가 물속에서 튀는 것 swish: 휘두르다, 삭삭 소리, 휙하고 나다, 한 번 휘두르기, 삭삭 거리다, 휙휙 소리가 나게 하다, 싹 베어버리다, 채찍질하다, 휙 하고 소리내다, 싹뚝 소리나다, 휙 소리내다 swivel: 회전 고리, 대, 선회포, 회전 포가, 회전대, 전환, 회전시키다, 선회하다, 선회시키다, 회전 이음쇠를 달다, 회전 조인트 swollen: 부푼, 물이 불은, 과장된 sworn: 맹세한, 선서한 sympathetically: 동정하여, 찬성하여, 호의적으로, 가엾이 여겨, 교감하여 symptom: 징후, 증후, 조짐, 징조 tablecloth: 테이블 보, 식탁보 tableful: 한 식탁의 분량 taciturn: 말없는, 과묵한 tact: 재치, 촉감, 요령, 솜씨, 재주, 박자 taffrail: 고물의 난간 tailor: 재봉사, 양복점을 경영하다, 짓다, 양복장이, 옷이 날개, 양복을 짓다, 맞추어 만들다, 재단사 tails: 뒷면이 나온, 뒷면이 나와서 talisman: 부적, 호부, 신비한 힘이 있는 것 talkative: 말 많은, 이야기하기 좋아하는 tamil: 타밀 사람, 타밀 문자, 타밀 사람의, 타밀 말의, 타밀 말 tangible: 분규, 확실한, 만져서 알수 있는, 엉킴, 혼란, 유형재산, 만져서 알 수 있는, 명백한 tangle: 엉키다, 빠지다, 얽히다, 빠뜨리다, 얽히게 하다, 싸우다, 분규가 일어나다, 분규를 일으키다, 올가미에 걸리게 하다, 얽힘, 싸움

tangled: 얽힌, 혼란을 일으킨, 분규의 tanned: 무두질한, 햇볏에 탄 tarry: 늦어지다, 기다리다, 타르의, 망설이다, 타르로 더럽혀진, 타르를 칠한, 머무르다, 체재, 체재하다 taskmaster: 십장, 감독, 일을 할당하는 사람, 엄격한 주인, 엄격한 선생 teak: 티크재, 티크, 티크나무 tearing: 찢는, 괴로운, 냅다, 미친듯이, 사납게 날뛰는, 잡아뜯는, 맹렬이, 쥐어 뜯는, 쥐어뜯는 듯한, 맹렬한, 맹렬히 teaspoon: 찻숟가락, 찻숟가락으로 하나, 찻숟가락으로 하나의 양 teeming: 풍부한, 우글우글한, 지식이 많은, 새끼가 많은, 다산의, 넘치는, 풍부함 telescope: 짧아지다, 망원경, 박다, 짧게하다, 끼워 넣다, 끼워넣는 식의, 망원경자리, 짧게 하다, 끼워지다 temperament: 기질, 평균율, 성미, 격정, 체질, 격한 성미 temperate: 삼가는, 온난한, 절제하는, 온건한, 절주의, 중용을 지키는 tenacity: 끈기, 고집, 불굴, 점착력, 뛰어난 기억력, 완강, 강인성 tenderness: 유연함, 마음이 무름, 민감, 애정, 유연, 친절, 다정 tenebrous: 어두운, 음침한 tensely: 긴장하여, 팽팽하게, 팽팽히 tentacle: 촉수, 촉각, 촉사 terrify: 겁나게하다, 겁나게 하다, 무섭게 하다 terrifying: 겁나게 하는, 무서운, 놀라게 하는 testify: 증명하다, 확언하다, 증인이 되다, 증언하다, 입증하다, 공언하다, 의 증거가 되다 thankful: 감사하고 있는, 감사의, 감사하는 thatch: 이엉, 띠, 띠로 이은 지붕, 초가지붕, 짚 지풍, 숱 많은 머리털, 갈 지풍, 이엉으로 이다, 풀 지풍 therein: 그 속에, 그 점에서, 그 가운데에 thereupon: 그위에, 그러므로, 그리하여, 거기서, 그 위에, 그 후 즉시 thickly: 불명료하게, 빽빽하게, 탁한 목소리로, 두껍게, 굵게, 무성하게, 잔뜩, 짙게 thinker: 사상가, 생각하는 사람, 사색가 thinly: 가늘게, 얇게, 드문드문, 성기게, 가냘프게, 엷게, 희박하게, 묽게 thinner: 희석제, 얇게 하는 사람희석제제초하는사람, 용제, 얇게

Joseph Conrad 하는 사람, 희석액, 얇게 하는 것, 가지 치는 사람, 제초하는 사람 thirsty: 술을 좋아하는, 목마른, 갈망하는, 건조한, 목마르게 하는, 열망하는, 물기 없는 thorny: 가시가 많은, 곤란한, 어려운 thoroughfare: 가로, 통행, 통로, 본도, 왕래, 통과, 도로, 수로, 통과할 수 있는 큰길 thoughtful: 생각에 잠긴, 주의 깊은, 인정있는, 사려 깊은, 생각이 깊은, 인정 있는 thoughtfulness: 사려깊음, 생각이 깊음, 신중함, 인정이 있음 thrashing: 타작, 탈곡, 도리깨질, 대패, 채찍질 threadbare: 진부한, 누더기를 걸친, 해어져서 실이 드러난, 케케 묵은, 입어서 다 떨어진, 닳아서 올이 드러나 보이는 threateningly: 험악하게 three-legged: 다리가 셋인 threescore: 육십, 육십의 throb: 동계, 떨리다, 고동, 떨림, 뛰다, 두근거리다, 감동, 고동치다, 욱식욱신 쑤시다, 율동적으로 뛰다, 진동 throng: 군중, 쇄도하다, 혼잡, 모여들다, 중압, 에 모여들다, 많은 것의 집합, 떼를 지어 모이다, 가득 메우다 thump: 심하게 때리다, 두근 거리다, 탁 부딪치다, 탁하고 떨어지다, 강력히 변호하다, 강력히 선전하다, 강력히 지지하다, 두근거리다, 쿵쿵거리며 걷다, 때림, 탁하고 치다 thumping: 거대한, 엄청나게, 터무니 없는, 놀랄만한, 탁 치는, 쾅 치는, 거대하게 thunderstorm: 천둥치는 폭풍우, 뇌우 thunderstruck: 깜짝 놀란, 벼락 맞은, 벼락맞은 thwart: 반대하다, 카누의 창막이, 좌절시키다, 보트나 카누의 가로장, 가로질러, 가로지른, 방해하다, 훼방놓다, 가로놓인, 보트 젓는 사람의 좌석, 을 가로질러서 tidily: 말쑥하게, 정연하게 tidings: 소식, 통지, 사건, 기별 tiffin: 점심, 점심을 먹다 tiller: 키의 손잡이, 경작자, 경운기, 새싹, 어린나무, 키 손잡이, 농부 tilt: 경사, 기울기, 포장, 기울다, 기울이다, 상하로 움직이다, 마상 창 시합을 하다, 찌르다, 찌르기, 공격하다, 마상 창 시합 timely: 시기적절한, 때에 알맞은, 적시의, 때맞춘 적시안타, 적시에,

일찍이 timid: 겁많은, 수줍어하는, 머뭇거리는 timidity: 겁많음, 소심 timidly: 소심하게, 겁많게, 마음이 약해서 ting: 딸랑딸랑 tinge: 티, 물들이다, 가미하다, 기미, 엷은 색, 조금바꾸다, 엷게 착색하다, 기, 에 기미를 띠게 하다, 엷은 색조 tinkle: 땜장이 노릇을 하다, 만지작거리다, 서투른 수선을 하다, 쉬하다, 딸랑딸랑, 전화, 딸랑딸랑 울리다 tinkling: 딸랑딸랑 tint: 에 색을 칠하다, 엷게 물들이다, 기, 엷은빛깔, 선음영, 색채, 색조, 백색바림, 색의 농담, 엷은 빛깔, 색채의 배합 tiptoe: 발끝, 살그머니, 발끝으로, 열심히, 발끝으로 걷다, 살그머니 하는, 주의 깊은, 크게 기대하고 있는, 발끝으로 서 있는, 발끝으로 선, 발끝으로 걷는 to-do: 법석 toil: 수고, 힘드는일, 그물, 수고하다, 올가미, 고생, 노고, 애써 나아가다, 짐승 잡는 그물, 힘써 일하다, 을 애써 이룩하다 token: 기념품, 표, 이름만의, 대용화폐, 명목상의, 암호, 유물, 점점, 증거, 전조, 신호 tolerably: 참을성 있게, 참을 수 있을 정도로 toleration: 관용, 묵인, 신교의 자유, 참고 견딤, 묵허 tomb: 무덤, 매장하다, 묘비, 죽음 topi: 코리검, 인도의 토피, 헬멧 모자, 토피 torchlight: 횃불빛, 횃불의, 횃불의 빛 torment: 고통, 괴롭히다, 못살게 굴다, 나무라다, 그원인, 고민, 괴롭힘, 곤란하게 하다, 고문대 torpid: 마비된, 무감각한, 활발치 않은, 오크스퍼르드 대학의 춘계 보트 레이스, 움직이지 않는, 동면하는 torpor: 활동정지, 마비, 지둔, 무기력 torrent: 연발, 분류, 억수같이 쏟아짐, 억수, 급류 torrid: 열렬한, 염열의, 탄 tortoise: 거북, 느림보, 귀갑 모양의 큰 방패, 귀갑대, 남생이 tortuous: 꼬불꼬불한, 속검은, 비틀린, 마음이 빙퉁그러진, 비비꼬인, 비뚤어진 toss: 단숨에 들이켜다, 던지다, 흥분, 돈던지기를 하여 결정짓다, 아래위로 몹시 흔들다번롱하다,

383 상하의 동요, 낙마, 높이 쳐 올리다, 손쉽게 해 치우다, 던져올리다, 던지기 tossing: 야당, 변명, 아웃, 탈락, 외부, 수비측 totter: 비틀거리다, 비틀거림, 뒤뚝뒤뚝 걷다, 흔들리기, 흔들리다, 넝마주이, 흔들거리다 tout: 상태를 몰래 살피다, 졸라대다, 정보를 제공하다, 정보 제공을 업으로 삼다, 상태를 살피다, 끈질기게 요구하다, 강매하다, 성가시도록 권유하다, 예상꾼, 팔다, 지분지분하게 권하다 tow: 삼 부스러기, 끌려가는 배, 밧줄로 끌다, 돌보아주다, 거느리다, 끄는 밧줄, 배를 끌기, 끌다, 끌고 가다, 끌리는 배, 밧줄로 끎 towered: 탑이 있는 towering: 높이 솟은, 격렬한, 큰 원대한, 위대한, 큰, 높이 치솟은 townsfolk: 읍민, 도시주민, 도회지 사람들 toy: 장난감, 하찮은 것, 장난하다, 시시덕거리다, 희롱하다, 장난감 같은, 소꿉장난, 장난감의, 장난삼아 생각하다, 실용이 안 되는 물건 tractability: 유순함, 온순함 tractable: 세공하기 쉬운, 유순한, 다루기 쉬운, 취급하기 쉬운 trader: 상인, 상선, 무역선, 거래원 trailing: 길게 나부끼는, 질질끌리는, 기는 traitor: 반역자, 배반자, 매국노, 배신자 trammels: 빔 컴퍼스 tramp: 매춘부, 부정기 화물선, 터벅터벅 걷다, 방랑자, 방랑하다, 도보 여행하다, 쿵쿵걷다, 짓밟다, 짖밟다, 긴 도보 여행, 무거운 발소리 trample: 짓밟다, 짓밟음, 유린하다, 심하게 다루다, 짓밟는 소리, 무시하다, 내리 밟다 trance: 꿈결, 비몽 사몽, 황홀상태, 실신, 황홀, 황홀하게 만들다 tranquillity: 평온, 침착, 평안, 평정 transgression: 위반, 범죄 treacherous: 배반하는, 믿을 수 없는, 의지가 안되는, 반역하는, 기대에 어긋나는 treachery: 배반, 배신, 반역 tread: 밟아 뭉개다, 걷다, 짓밟다, 밟다, 걸음걸이, 밟기, 교미하다, 가로장, 밟는 소리, 억누르다, 디딤판 trebly: 고음으로, 세 가지 모양으로, 세 겹으로 tremble: 진동, 흔들리다, 조바심하다, 전율하다, 떨하다, 떨림, 전전긍긍하다, 전율, 떨다, 떨게 하다

384 tremor: 전율, 떨림, 떨리는 목소리, 오싹오싹하는 흥분, 미동, 진전 tremulous: 떨리는, 전율하는, 겁많은, 떨린, 겁 많은 tremulously: 떨며, 전율하여 trepidation: 전율, 공포, 떨림 tributary: 지류의, 공물을 바치는, 보조의, 종속하는, 공물을 바치는 사람, 지류, 속국, 공물을 바치는 나라, 공물로 바치는 trickle: 똑똑 떨어지다, 소량, 실개천, 뚝뚝 떨어짐, 조금씩 누설되다, 조금씩 흩어져 가다, 드문드문 오다, 드문드문 흩어져 가다, 똑똑 떨어지게 하다, 물방울, 조금씩 오다 trieste: 트리에스테 trifle: 소량, 낭비하다, 트라이플, 실없는 짓을 하다, 가지고 장난하다, 만지작 거리다, 사소한일, 소홀히 하다, 실떡거리다, 약간, 하찮은일 trifling: 하찮은, 경박한, 시시한, 사소한, 게으른 trigonometry: 삼각법 trim: 장식하다, 정돈하다, 손질, 목조부, 균형을 잡다, 균형, 복장, 기분, 깎아 버리다, 정된, 정돈된 tripod: 삼각, 삼각 걸상, 삼각의, 삼각 의자, 삼각기, 삼각대, 그 모조품 tripoli: 트리폴리 triumphantly: 기고 만장하여, 의기 양양하여, 의기양양하여 troop: 군대, 수송하다, 사귀다, 떼, 모이다, 편성하다, 일단 무리, 몰리다, 떼지어 나가다, 대, 기병 중대 tropics: 열대지방 trot: 자습서, 총총걸음으로 걷다, 총총걸음, 자습용 번역서, 아장아장 걷는 어린애, 속보로 달기다, 속보, 서두르며 가다, 빠른운동, 빠른 걸음으로 안내하다, 자습서로 공부하다 truculent: 잔인한, 야만스런, 모질고 사나운, 흉포한, 거친 trunks: 트렁크스 trustfulness: 신뢰함 trusting: 믿는, 사람을 의심하지 않는, 믿고있는, 남을 의심하지 않는 trustworthy: 신뢰할 수 있는, 확실한, 신용할 수 있는 trusty: 모범수, 믿을 수 있는, 신뢰할 수 있는, 신용할 수 있는, 믿을 만한 사람 truthful: 진실의, 성실한, 정직한, 거짓말 안하는 truthfully: 정직하게 truthfulness: 정직함 tug: 끌다, 잡아 당기다, 분투, 예인선, 끄집어 내다, 배를 끌다, 당기다,

Lord Jim 장학생, 짧은 가죽 끈, 힘껏 당김, 예인선으로 끌다 tumble: 넘어지다, 공중제비를 하다, 뒹굴다, 전략하다, 구르다, 구르다시피 달려오다, 딱 마주치다, 부닥치다, 좌우로 흔들리다, 폭락하다, 넘어뜨리다 tumbler: 큰 컵, 오뚝이, 곡예사, 공중제비하는 비둘기, 회전통, 넘어지는 사람, 공중제비 비둘기, 공이치기 용수철, 전동 장치의 가동부 tumbling: 텀블링 tumult: 흥분, 혼란, 소동, 떠들썩함, 소란, 소요, 격동 tumultuous: 떠들썩한, 혼란한, 흥분한, 동요한 tumultuously: 시끄럽게, 동요되게 turban: 터번, 터번형의 부인 모자, 터번식 모자 turmoil: 혼란, 소동, 소란 turnpike: 유료 도로, 통행료를 받는 문, 유료 고속 도로, 통행세 받는 문 turtle: 호도애, 바다거북, 거북의 고기, 바다거북을 잡다, 터틀 tussle: 격투, 격투하다 twang: 콧소리, 팅, 현의 소리, 윙하고 울다, 윙하고 울리다, 콧소리로 말하다, 윙 tweed: 트위드 옷, 트위트, 트위드, 트위드의 twilight: 황혼, 여명, 희미한 빛, 땅거미, 어둑새벽, 어스레하게 밝은, 여명기, 미광, 어슴푸레한 짐작, 어스름, 희미하게 비추다 twinkle: 빤짝 빤짝 빛나다, 깜짝임, 깜빡할 사이, 빤짝임, 순간, 반짝하고 빛내다, 반짝반짝 빛나다, 반짝거림, 경쾌하게 움직이다, 경쾌한 움직임, 깜빡거림 twinkling: 경쾌한, 어른거림, 반짝반짝 빛나는, 반짝임, 번득이는, 순간, 번쩍거리는, 번드거임, 반짝거리는, 깜ㅃ가임, 깜빡임 twirl: 장식 글씨, 회전, 손끝으로 이리저리 만지작 거리다, 빙글빙글 돌리기, 투구하다, 빙그르빙글 돌다, 빙글빙글 돌다, 빙빙 돌다, 빙빙 돌리다, 비틀어 돌리다, 던지다 twitch: 씰룩씰룩 움직이다, 홱 잡아 당기다, 꼬집다, 경련, 씰룩거리다, 코 비트는 기구, 홱 잡아당김 twopence: 이펜스 청동화, 이펜스 twopenny: 싸구려의, 펜스의, 맥주의 일종, 이펜스 동화, 이펜스의, 값싼 tyke: 개구쟁이, 똥개, 야견, 시골뜨기, 아이 tyrannical: 활자의, 전제 군주적인 unabashed: 태연한, 부끄러워 하지

않는, 뻔뻔스러운, 부끄러운 기색 없는 unaccountable: 설명할 수 없는, 까닭을 알 수 없는, 책임이 없는 unaccustomed: 익숙지 않은, 보통이 아닌, 별난, 예사롭지 않은, 의숙지 못한 unalterable: 바꿀 수 없는, 변경할 unanimously: 합으로 unanswerable: 대답할 수 없는, 논박할 수 없는, 책임이 없는, 반박할 수 없는, 답변할 수 없는 unappeasable: 만족시킬 수 없는, 완화시킬 수 없는, 가라앉힐 수 없는 unapproachable: 접근하기 어려운, 쌀쌀한, 따르기 어려운, 비길바 없는 unassuming: 겸손한, 주제넘지 않은 unattainable: 이룰 수 없는, 도달하기 어려운, 얻기 어려운 unattended: 치료를 받지 않은, 방치된, 수행원이 없는, 돌봄을 받지 않은, 수반하지 않은, 출석자가 적은, 출석자가 없는, 참가자가 적은, 참가자가 없는 unattractive: 매력적이 아닌, 남의 눈을 끌지 않는, 흥미 없는, 사람의 눈을 끌지 않는 unavoidable: 피할 수 없는, 무효로할 수 없는, 피하기 어려운, 모면하기 어려운 unavoidably: 어쩔 수 없이, 피할 수 없이 unawares: 뜻밖에, 알지 못하고, 불시에, 모르는 사이에, 모르고, 무심히, 부지중에 unbearable: 참기 어려운, 견딜 수 없는 unbecoming: 어울리지 않는, 맞지 않는, 보기 흉한, 버릇없는, 온당치 못한 unbelief: 불신앙, 불신, 의혹 unbelieving: 믿으려 하지 않는, 안 믿는, 회의적인, 신앙 없는 unbounded: 무한의, 한정되지 않은, 억제할 수 없는 unbridled: 구속이 없는, 방일한, 굴레를 매지 않은, 말굴레를 매지 않은, 억제되지 않은 unbroken: 파손되지 않은, 길들여 지지 않은, 중단되지 않은, 완전한, 미개간의, 꺽이지 않은, 꺾이지 않은, 중단되지 않는, 손상되지 않은, 깨어지지 않은, 경작되지 않은 unbuttoned: 단추를 끄른, 속박되지 않은, 자유로운 uncanny: 기분 나쁜, 이상한, 초자연적인, 힘드는, 부자연스러울 정도의, 섬뜩한 unceasing: 끊임 없는, 끊임없는

Joseph Conrad unceasingly: 부단하게 unchangeable: 변하지 않는, 불변의 unchanging: 불변의, 변하지 않는, 항상 일정한 unchecked: 조회받지 않은, 억제되지 않는, 억제되지 않은 unclasp: 펴다, 걸쇠를 벗기다, 놓다, 의 걸쇠를 벗기다 unclean: 더러운, 부정한, 불결한, 사악한 외설한, 맹졸하지 못한, 순결하지 못한, 먹지 못하게 금지된, 명확하지 못한 unclouded: 맑은, 환한, 구름없는, 갠, 밝은, 구름이 끼지 않은 uncommonly: 드물게, 매우, 진귀하게, 흔하지 않게 uncompromising: 강경한, 완고한, 양보하지 않은, 단호한, 타협하지 않는 unconcern: 무관심, 태연, 냉담, 무관심의 unconcerned: 태연한, 무관한, 관계가 없는, 관심을 가지지 않는, 개의하지 않는, 무사 태평한, 개의치 않는, 흥미을 가지지 않는 unconscionable: 비양심적인, 불합리한, 터무니 없는, 양심이 없는, 부조리한 unconsciously: 모르게, 무의식적으로, 부지중에 unconsciousness: 무의식, 인사 불성, 현기증이 나다, 의식불명 uncontrollable: 억제할 수 없는, 제어할 수 없는, 통제할 수 없는 uncounted: 세지 않은, 무수한 uncovered: 보험에 들지 않은, 모자를 쓰지 않은, 담보가 없는, 덮개가 없는, 노출된, 모자를 쓰지않는, 차페물이 없는, 덮게를 씌우지 않는, 차폐물이 없는 uncrossed: 교차되지 않은, 방해받지 않는, 횡선을 긋지 않은, 방해되지 않은 undeniable: 부정할 수 없는, 다툴 여지가 없는, 우수한, 흠잡을 데 없는, 부정하기 어려운, 부인하기 어려운 underestimate: 과소 평가하다, 과소 평가, 싼, 싸게 어림하다, 어림, 너무 싸게 어림하다, 너무 싸게 견적하다, 싼 어림, 싼 견적 undergrowth: 덤불, 발육부진전, 관목, 발육 불충분, 잔털 underhand: 비밀의, 밑으로 던지는, 밑으로 던져, 비밀히, 부정한, 손이 모자라는 undersized: 보통보다 작은, 소형의, 보통 크기보다 작은 undertaker: 인수인, 장의사, 기업,

떠맡은 일, 보증, 사업, 일, 청부한 일, 약속 undertone: 엷은 빛깔, 작음소리, 저음, 저류, 완화된 색, 다른 색으로 완화된 색, 기초음 아래의 배음 undiscovered: 미지의, 발견되지 않은 undisguised: 있는 그대로의, 가면을 쓰지 않은, 변장하지 않은 undisturbed: 평온한, 방해되지 않는, 방해받지 않은 undone: 풀어진, 파멸한, 하지않은 미완성의, 하지 않은, 푼, 영락한 undying: 불멸의, 불사의, 죽지 않는 unearthly: 섬뜩한, 상식밖의, 이 세상 것 같지 않은, 비현실적인, 기분나쁜, 굉장한, 이세상의 것 같지 않은, 초자연적인, 터무니 없는, 무시무시한, 소름 끼치는 uneasily: 걱정하여, 불쾌하게, 불안 속에, 불안속에 uneasiness: 불안, 거북함, 걱정, 불쾌, 불유쾌 unenlightened: 계몽되지 않은, 완미한, 진상을 모르는, 무지한, 미개의, 미개한, 사리를 모르는, 편견에 찬 unequal: 같지 않은, 불평등한, 감당 못하는, 부동한, 비등하지 않은 unerring: 잘못이 없는, 틀림 없는, 틀리지 않는 unexplored: 아직 탐험되지 않은, 아직 탐구되지 않은, 아직 답사되지 않은 unexpressed: 암묵의, 표현되지 않은 unfaded: 퇴색되지 않은, 빛이 날지 않은 unfailing: 신뢰할 수 있는, 틀림이 없는, 끊임 없는, 다함 없는, 절대 확실한 unfaithful: 성실하지 않은, 부정한, 부정확한, 정숙하지 못한, 불충실한 unfaltering: 주저하지 않은, 비틀거리지 않은, 비틀거리지 않는, 주저하지 않는 unfathomable: 깊이를 헤아릴 수 없는, 불가해한, 잴 수 없는, 심오한 unflinching: 움츠리지 않은, 단호한 unflinchingly: 단호하게, 움추리지 않고 unforeseen: 뜻밖의, 예기치 못한, 뜻하지 않은, 생각지 않은, 예측하기 어려운 일 unforgiving: 앙심 먹은, 용서 없는, 용서없는, 용서치 않는, 용서하지 않는, 집념이 강한 ungainly: 보기 흉한, 몰골스러운, 꼴사나운 ungracious: 무례한, 예절없는, 공손하지 않은

385 unhappily: 비참하게, 운나쁘게, 불행하게, 불행히, 유감스럽게도 unharmed: 무사한, 상하지 않은 unhealthy: 건강치 못한, 불건전한, 위험한, 건강하지 못한, 건강에 해로운 unhesitating: 망설이지 않는, 민활한, 주저하지 않는, 어물거리지 않는 unholy: 사악한, 신성치 않은, 무서운, 신성하지 않은, 신앙심 없는 unhook: 갈고리에서 벗기다, 갈훅가 풀리다, 갈고리가 풀리다 uninhabitable: 사람이 거주할 수 없는, 사람이 살 수 없는 uninhabited: 무인의, 사람이 살지 않은, 사람이 살지 않는 unintelligent: 지력이 없는, 우둔한, 무지한 unintelligible: 이해할 수 없는, 분명치 않은 uninteresting: 시시한, 흥미없는, 재미없는 uninterrupted: 끊임없는, 연속적인, 중단되지 않은 universally: 도처에, 보편적으로, 널리, 일반적으로, 예외 없이, 전칭적으로 unjust: 부정한, 불공평한 unkind: 불친절한, 몰인정한, 냉혹한, 사나운 unknowable: 알 수 없는, 불가지의, 불가지의 것 unlucky: 불길한, 공교로운, 불행을 가져오는, 불행한, 잘되지 않는, 계제가 나쁜, 불운한 unmarried: 미혼의 unmentionable: 입에 담을 수 없는, 말해서는 안 될, 말해서는 안 되는 unmitigated: 완화되지 않은, 순전한, 완전한, 누그러지지 않는 unmolested: 평온한, 곤란받지않는 unmoved: 냉정한, 흔들리지않는, 확고한, 확고 부동한 unnatural: 부자연한, 보통이아닌, 인도에 어긋나는, 이상한, 몰인정한, 자연적인 인정에 배치되는, 자연적인 본성에 배치되는, 자연적인 천성에 배치되는, 꾸민 티가 나는 unnoticed: 눈에 띄지 않는, 돌보아지지 않는, 주의를 끌지않는, 주목되지 않는, 주의되지 않는 unoffending: 죄없는, 사람을성나게하지않는, 해롭지 않은, 해가 없는, 죄가 없는 unpleasantly: 불쾌하게, 불유쾌하게 unprepared: 준비없는, 준비가 없는, 즉석의, 준비가 되지 않은, 각오가 되지 않은

386 unpropitious: 계제가 나쁜, 불길한, 불운한 unprovoked: 자극받지 않은, 정당한 이유가 없는, 도발되지 않은, 자극되지 않은 unquestioning: 무조건의, 의심치 않는, 절대적인, 주저하지 않는, 질문하지 않는 unreasoned: 이치에 닿지 않는, 불합리한 unreasoning: 이성적으로 생각하지 않는, 사리에 맞지 않는 unrecorded: 등록되지 않은, 기록에 실리지 않은 unreflecting: 반성하지 않는, 무분별한, 반사않는, 빛을 반사하지 않는 unrelieved: 단조로운, 누그러지지 않은, 변화없는, 구제되지 않는, 구제받지 못한, 평면적인, 요철없는, 변화 없는, 명암 없는, 요철 없는 unreserve: 솔직, 스스럼없음, 거리낌 없음, 기탄없음 unreservedly: 기탄없이, 솔직히, 제한없이, 거리낌없이, 기탄 없이 unruffled: 조용한, 냉정한, 떠들어대지않는, 물결이 일지 않은, 혼란되지않은, 파문이 일지 않은 unsafe: 위험한, 불안한 unsavoury: 불미스러운, 맛없는, 불쾌한, 좋지 못한 냄새가 나는, 좋지 못한 맛이 나는 unscalable: 기어 오를 수 없는 unseemly: 꼴사나운, 꼴사납게, 보기흉한, 부적당한, 보기 흉한, 보기 흉하게, 부적당하게 unseen: 눈에 보이지 않는, 보이지않는, 본적이없는, 아직 본 일이 없는, 즉석의, 보이지 않는 것 unselfish: 이기적이아닌, 욕심이없는, 이기적이 아닌 unsettled: 변하기 쉬운, 할당되지 않은, 결정되지 않은, 동란의, 동요하는, 미결제의, 미정의, 미해결의, 불안정한, 일정치 않은, 정착 주민이 없는 unshakable: 흔들리지 않는, 부동의, 확고부동한, 흔들 수 없는 unshaken: 동요하지않는, 확고한, 흔들리지 않는 unspeakable: 이루말할수없는, 심한, 언어도단의, 형언하기 어려운, 말하기 싫은, 입에 담기도 싫은 unsteadily: 미덥지 못하게, 불안정하게 unsteady: 불안정한, 미덥지 못한, 변하기쉬운, 소행이 나쁜, 변하기 쉬운, 불안정하게 하다, 행실이 단정치 못한, 몸가짐이 단정치 못한

Lord Jim unsubstantial: 비현실적인, 허울만의, 견고하지 않은, 실질없는, 실체가 없는, 실질이 없는 unsuspected: 의심받지 않은, 생각지도 못할, 혐의받지 않은 unsuspecting: 의심하지 않는, 신용하는 unthinking: 부주의한, 생각없는, 사고력이 없는 untold: 셀 수 없는, 이야기되지 않은, 밝혀지지 않은, 언급되지 않은, 헤아릴 수 없는 untouched: 언급되지 않은, 손대지 않은, 감동되지 않은, 논급되지 않은 untroubled: 조용한, 괴로움을 안 당하는, 근심하지 않은, 잔잔한 unused: 익숙하지 않은, 쓰지 않는, 사용한 적이 없는, 사용하지 않은 unutterable: 발음할 수 없는, 말도 안되는, 이루 말할 수 없는, 말로 표현할 수 없는, 철저한 unwearied: 지치지 않은, 끈덕진, 불굴의 unwholesome: 불건전한, 유해한, 건강에 좋지 않는, 건강에 나쁜, 몸에 나쁜, 병적인 unwieldy: 다루기 힘든, 모양이 없는, 부피가 큰, 꼴 사나운 unwittingly: 모르고, 의식하지 않고 unworthy: 의 가치 없는, 가치없는, 부끄러운, 비열한, 가치 없는, 변변치 못한 사람, 알맞지 않은 upbraiding: 비판, 비난, 비난하는, 나무라는, 비난하는 질책 uprise: 일어서다, 증대하다, 오르막이되다, 오르다, 오르막, 상승, 떠오르다, 발생, 반란을 일으키다, 치받이, 폭동을 일으키다 uprising: 반란, 폭동, 일어남, 오르막, 치받이, 기립 uproar: 소음, 큰소란, 소동, 소란 upside: 위쪽, 상부, 혼란하여 upstanding: 훌륭한, 직립한, 곧추선, 똑바로 선 upturned: 뒤집힌, 파헤쳐진, 위로 향한, 끝이 구부러진, 치뜬, 끝이 위로 향한, 파헤처진 upward: 상승하는, 위로 향하는, 이상, 위쪽으로, 위를 향해서, 위로 향한, 위로 향하여, 에서 위쪽으로 uselessly: 쓸데없이, 헛되이, 무익하게 utilitarian: 공리적인, 공리주의의, 공리주의자, 실용적인 utmost: 최대의, 가장먼, 극한, 최대 한도, 최고의 것, 가장 떨어진, 최대한도, 최대한의, 최상의 것 vacancy: 공허, 결원, 공석, 방심, 틈, 빈곳, 공백, 빈 자리, 빈자리, 공간,

빈터 vagabond: 방랑자, 방랑하는, 떠도는, 불량배, 변변찮은, 방랑성의, 부랑자, 행로가 일정치 않은, 유랑자, 부랑성의, 부랑성벽의 vagueness: 모호함, 건성, 막연 vain: 헛된, 쓸데 없는, 공허한, 자부심이 강한, 헛되게, 경솔하게, 가치없는, 자만심이 강한, 속절없는 valiant: 용감한, 훌륭한, 용맹스런 valise: 여행가방, 여행용 손가방, 배낭 valorous: 씩씩한, 용감한 valour: 용기, 무용, 용맹 vampire: 흡혈귀, 요부, 남의 고혈을 짜는 사람, 탕녀, 흡혈박쥐, 함정, 흡혈 박쥐, 흡혈귀 같은 착취자 vanish: 사라지다, 영이되다, 소멸하다, 없어지다, 영이 되다, 소음, 희미해지다, 보이지 않게 하다 vanity: 공허, 화장대, 무가치, 허영, 무익, 허영심, 허무함, 허황한 것, 휴대용 화장품 상자 vapour: 허풍떨다, 증기, 침울, 증발하다, 부질없는 공상, 발산시키다 vas: 도관, 관, 맥관 vase: 꽃병, 병, 단지, 병 장식 vastly: 광대하게, 광막하게, 방대하게, 크게, 대단히 vastness: 광대한 넓이, 광대, 광대함 vault: 둥근 천장, 둥근 지붕, 지하실, 둥근 천장이 있는 장소, 푸른 하늘, 지하 납골소, 귀중품 보관실, 뛰어 넘다, 뛰다, 도약, 창공 vehement: 열렬한, 격렬한, 열정적인 veil: 베일, 감추다, 가리개, 구실, 너울, 덮어 가리는 물건, 막, 싸다, 베일을 걸치다, 덮개, 연구개 veiled: 분명치 않은, 가면을 쓴, 감추어진, 베일로 덮인, 숨겨진 velvety: 부드러운, 촉감이 매끄러운, 맛이 순한, 벨벳 같은, 벨벳같은, 혀끝에 닿는 맛이 좋은 venerable: 부주교님, 존경할 만한, 가경자, 나이 먹어 존엄한, 오래되어 숭엄한, 오래된 venetian: 베니스풍의, 베니스의, 베니스사람, 베니스 사람, 베니스 풍식의, 베네치아 풍의, 베네치아 풍식의, 베네치아 사람, 베니스 풍의 vengeance: 복수, 극단으로, 철저하게, 원수 갚기, 원수갚기 vengeful: 복수심에 불타는, 복수심이 있는 vent: 환기용 작은 창, 항문, 터진 구멍, 터뜨리다, 에 구멍을 내다, 손구멍, 빠지는 구멍, 배출구를 찾아내다, 배출구, 바람 구멍, 나갈

Joseph Conrad 구멍을 터주다 verandah: 베란다 verge: 가장자리, 기울다, 경계, 한계, 끝, 바싹 다가가다, 에 직면하다, 에 향하다, 접하다, 가, 향하다 vermin: 사회의 해충, 해충, 건달, 깡패, 해로운 짐승, 두더지 따위, 영국에서는 엽조나 가금을 해치는 매, 여우, 올빼미, 해수 vestige: 흔적, 발자취, 퇴화 기관, 극히 조금, 발자국, 아주 조금, 자취, 흔적 기관 vexation: 애탐, 괴롭힘, 화냄, 고민거리, 고통, 고민, 귀찮은 사물, 애태움, 속상함, 괴로움의 원인, 번뇌의 원인 vexed: 안절부절 못하는, 곤란한, 마음 아픈, 성난, 머리를 이프게 하는 vexedly: 화를 내고, 부아가 나서 vibrate: 흔들리다, 진동하다, 진동시키다, 후들거리다, 오싹하게하다, 마음이 떨리다, 흔들어 표시하다, 떨다, 감동시키다, 감동하다, 진동하여 내다 vibration: 진동, 떨림, 마음의 동요, 동요, 진동 시키기, 정신적 전파 viceroy: 부왕, 총독, 태수 victorious: 승리의, 승리를 가져오는, 이긴, 승리를 거둔, 전승자의, 승리를 나타내는, 이겨서 의기양양한, 전승의 vie: 경쟁하다, 다투다, 우열이 없다 vigil: 철야, 불면, 교회 축일의 전날, 밤샘, 불침번, 철야로 기도하는 밤, 축일 전날밤의 철야기도, 철야 기도 vigilant: 자지 않고 지키는, 방심하지 않는, 경계하는, 경계하고 있는 vigour: 정력, 활기, 힘, 구속력 vile: 지독한, 빈약한, 야비한, 부도덕한, 대단히 나쁜, 하찮은, 변변찮은, 상스러운, 비열한, 몹시 나쁜, 비참한 villager: 마을 사람, 시골 사람 villainous: 몹시 나쁜, 하등의, 지독한, 천한, 악한같은, 형편없는, 넌더리나는, 극악한, 악인 같은, 악한 같은 villainy: 극악, 나쁜 짓, 악랄한 수단, 악행 violet: 제비꽃, 제비꽃 향기가 나는, 보라빛, 보라빛의, 보랏빛이다, 보랏빛, 제비꽃 속의 식물, 보라색의 virile: 남성적인, 성년 남자의, 생식력이 있는, 힘찬, 생식의, 남성인 virility: 정력, 힘참, 생식력, 사내다움, 사나이다움, 남자임, 남자의 생식력 virtuous: 정숙한, 선량한, 도덕적인, 덕이 있는, 덕 있는, 효력이 있는,

고결한 체하는 viscous: 점착성의, 가소성의, 끈적이는, 찐득찐득한 vise: 바이스, 바이스로 되다, 되다, 바이스로 죄다, 사증, 사증하다, 이서하다 visibly: 눈에 보이게, 뚜렷하게, 명백히, 역력히 visitation: 천벌, 방문, 순시, 천혜, 시찰, 선박 임검, 그 축일, 성모 방문의 축일, 순회 조사, 오래 끄는 방문, 필요 이상 머무는 방문 vista: 전망, 가로수 길, 거리, 멀리 보이는 경치, 예상, 멀리 내다보이는 경치, 추억 vitality: 활기, 생명력, 지속력, 활력, 원기, 지속력성 vividly: 생생하게, 발랄하게, 선명하게 vocation: 적성, 천직, 신의 부르심, 직업, 신명, 장사, 재능, 사명, 사명감 void: 무효의, 빈, 공간, 배설하다, 무효로 하다, 공허, 빈곳, 비어 있는, 무익한, 공허한, 취소하다 volcano: 화산, 금방 폭발할 것 같은 감정, 금방 폭발할 것 같은 사태 volition: 의지, 결의, 의욕, 의지력, 선택, 의지의 작용, 의지 작용 volley: 발리를 하다, 일제히 발사되다, 연발, 일제 사격, 발리로 되치다, 빗발치듯하는 탄환, 연발하다, 일제 사격하다, 발리, 발리로 쳐 넘기다, 발리로 쳐차 넘기다 volubility: 유창, 회전성, 휘감는 습성, 구르기 쉬움, 다변, 수다 voluble: 유창한, 수다스러운, 입심좋은, 말 잘 하는, 변설이 유창한, 휘감는, 습성이 있는, 회전성의 voluminous: 부피가 큰, 다작의, 권수가 많은, 풍부한, 큰 부수의, 큰 책의, 저서가 많은, 책수가 많은, 성량이 풍부한, 넉넉한, 음량이 풍부한 vouch: 보증하다, 확증하다, 을 증인으로 소환하다, 예증으로 인용하다, 보증인이 되다, 보장하다, 책임지다 vulgar: 상스러운, 일반의, 통속적인, 일반 대중의, 서민의, 야비한한, 일반 민중이 사용하는, 평민의, 저속한, 평민, 일반대중의 waddle: 힘차게 일에 착수하다, 어기죽 걸음, 어기죽 어기죽 걷다, 걸어서건너다, 그 걸음걸이, 상대를 맹렬히 공격하다, 간섭하다, 도섭, 뒤뚱 걸음, 뒤뚱뒤뚱 걷다, 어기적어기적 걷다

387 wag: 흔들다, 익살꾸러기, 흔듦, 흔들거림, 흔들리다, 흔들기, 출발하다, 여러 모로 변해가다, 아장아장 걷다, 신호하다, 농뗑이 부리다 wail: 울부짖다, 비탄하다, 울부짖는 소리, 처량하게 울리는 소리, 구슬픈 소리를 내다, 비탄, 한탄하다, 울부짖듯 윙윙대는 소리 waistcoat: 조끼, 양복 조끼 waking: 깨어 있는, 몽상 walled: 벽이 있는 wallow: 빠지다, 뒹굴다, 허위적거리다, 탐닉하다, 뒹굶, 돈이 주체 못할 만큼 많다, 수렁, 뒹굴기, 삐거덕거리며 나아가다, 흔들리면서 나아가다 wand: 지휘봉, 지팡이, 과녁판, 관장, 직표, 표적판 wander: 헤매다, 옆길로 벗어나다, 헛소리하다, 오락가락하다, 두서없이 되다, 길을 잘못 들다, 걸어 돌아다니다, 꾸불꾸불 흐르다, 꾸불꾸불 이어지다, 종잡을 수 없게 되다, 거닐다 wariness: 조심, 주의, 경계심, 신중, 신중성 warlike: 전쟁의, 호전적인, 전투적인, 상무의, 도전적인, 군사의, 용맹한 warmly: 충심으로, 열심히, 따뜻하게, 흥분하여, 열렬히, 따뜻이 warp: 날실, 왜곡하다, 비뚤어짐, 뒤틀리다, 구부리다, 뒤틀림, 뒤둥그러짐, 밧줄로 끌다, 밧줄, 뒤틀리게 하다, 뒤둥그러찌다 watchful: 경계하는, 주의 깊은, 조심스러운, 방심하지 않는, 주의깊은 watchfulness: 신중, 경계, 신중성 watchmaker: 시계 제조인, 시계수리인, 시계 수리인, 시계 제조 수리인 waterfall: 폭포, 폭포수, 늘어진 것, 밀려오는 것 waterfowl: 물새 waterside: 물가, 물가에서 일하는, 수변, 물가의 wattled: 늘어진 살이 있는, 욋가지로 엮은, 느어진 살이 있는, 오리로 역어 만든 wavering: 떨리는, 흔들리는 wayfarer: 나그네, 단기 숙박자, 여행자 waylaid: 매복하다, 요격하다 weaken: 약해지다, 결단성이 없어지다, 묽게 하다, 우유 부단하게 되다, 약하게 하다, 약화시키다, 꺾이다, 굴복하다, 흔들거리다 weak-headed: 머리가 둔한, 쉽게

388 취하는, 술에 약한 weariness: 권태, 싫증, 피로 web: 물갈퀴, 거미집, 꾸민 것, 거미줄 모양의 것, 한 두루마리의 인쇄용지, 피륙, 한 베틀분의 천, 얇은 금속판, 웹, 거미줄을 치다, 꾀한 것 weep: 울다, 흘리다, 눈물을 흘리다, 슬퍼하다, 스며 나오게 하다, 물방울이 듣다, 비탄하다, 스며내다, 에 눈물을 흘리다, 물기를 내뿜다, 가지를 축 늘어뜨리다 weeping: 드리우는, 가지가 휘늘어진, 우는, 눈물 흘리는, 눈물울 흘리는, 눈물을 흘리는, 늘어짐, 배어 나오는, 스며 나오는, 스며 나옴, 울음 weigh: 무거운 짐이 되다, 무게를 달다, 닻을 올리다, 울리다, 말을 음미하다, 몸무게를 달다, 손으로 무게를 헤아리다, 숙고하다, 압박하다, 잘 생각하다, 존중되다 weirdly: 기묘하게 well-bred: 씨가 좋은, 뱀뱀이가 있는, 교양있게 자란, 행실이 좋은, 혈통이 좋은, 좋은 가문에서 자란, 예절 바른, 얌전한, 교육을 잘 받은 well-found: 충분히 준비를 갖춘, 충분히 장비를 갖춘, 충분히 시설을 갖춘 well-groomed: 옷차림이 단정한, 몸차림이 단정한, 손질이 잘 되어 있는 wellington: 정치가, 영국의 장군, 니유 찔란드의 수도, 웰링턴 부츠, 웰링턴 well-proportioned: 균형이 잘 잡힌 well-to-do: 유복한, 명사적, 부유 계급, 부자인 westering: 서쪽으로 향하는, 서쪽으로 기운, 서쪽으로 기우는 westward: 서방에, 서쪽의, 서쪽, 서쪽으로 향하는, 서부 제국, 서쪽에, 서쪽으로 whaler: 포경선, 고래잡는 사람 wharf: 부두, 선창, 선창에 매다 wheeling: 윤전, 노면의 상태, 수레로 나르기, 자전거 타기 wheezy: 진부한, 그르렁거리는, 씨근거리는 whence: 하는 그 곳으로, 어찌하여, 어디서, 바의, 왜, 어떻게, 출처, 하는, 어디로부터 whereabouts: 어디쯤에, 소재, 있는 곳, 행방, 의 장소 wherefore: 이유, 어째서, 그러므로, 왜, 무슨 이유로, 까닭, 그런 이유로 wherein: 어떤 점에서, 그 중에, 그점에서, 무엇 가운데에, 하는 바의,

Lord Jim 어떤 점으로 whiles: 그러는 동안에, 때때로, 하는 동안, 하지만, 그런데 whim: 변덕, 일시적 기분, 권상기 whine: 우는 소리, 낑낑거리는 소리, 낑낑거리다, 애처롭게 울다, 우는소리하다, 낑낑거림, 구슬피 울다, 킹킹대는 소리, 흐느끼는 소리, 우는 소리하다 whirl: 혼란, 선회, 소용돌이, 현기증나다, 빙빙 돌리다, 빙빙돌다, 잇따라 일어나는 일, 질주하다, 차로 신속히 운반한다, 현기증이 나다, 회전 whisk: 털다, 한 번 털기, 민첩한 행동, 작은비, 철사로 만든 거품내는 기구, 급히 채가다, 가볍게 휘두르다, 휘저어서 거품내다, 사라지다, 휘젓다, 휘젓는 기구 whisker: 구레나룻, 침상결정, 수염 결정, 얼마 안 되는 거리, 턱 whiskers: 구레나룻 whisperer: 속살거리는 사람 whispering: 속삭임, 속삭이는 whistling: 휘파람을 부는, 휘파람같은 소리를 내는, 천식, 휘파람 whit: 조금, 미소, 성령 강림 대축일 white-faced: 표면이 흰, 얼굴에 흰 부분이 있는, 얼굴이 흰, 안색이 창백한 whitish: 회옵스름한, 약간 흰 whoop: 후우후우 울다, 외치는 소리, 큰소리로 외치다, 소리지르며 말하다, 후우후우 우는 소리, 그르렁거리는 소리, 그르렁거리다, 탁탕을 내다, 탁을 내다, 만들어내다, 탁치다 wicker: 채그릇 세공의, 채로 만든, 채그릇세공, 채, 작은 가지로 만든, 작은 가지, 고리버들 세공 wildness: 황야, 야생, 방탕, 황폐 willed: 의 의지가 있는 willingly: 자진해서, 기꺼이, 쾌히 windlass: 윈치, 자아틀, 권양기, 권양기로 감아 올리다 windward: 바람 불어오는 쪽, 바람 불어오는 쪽의, 바람 불어오는 쪽으로 winged: 날개를 다친, 고속의, 날개 있는, 팔을 다친, 빠른, 신속한, 숭고한, 적절한, 날개를 쓰는, 비양하는, 날 수 있는 wink: 눈짓하다, 반짝이다, 기운차게, 깜박이다, 눈깜박임, 보고도 못본체하다, 눈을 깜빡이다, 눈짓, 눈짓으로 신호하다, 깜박임, 윙크하다 wiry: 철사로 만든, 실팍진, 철사

같은, 철사 모양의, 금속성의, 깐깐한 wisp: 도깨비 불, 다발, 작은것, 한모숨, 단편, 양복솔, 한줌 wistful: 탐나는 듯한, 생각에 잠긴, 곰곰 생각하는, 탐내는 wistfully: 바라는 듯이 witch: 마녀, 마법을 쓰다, 마녀의, 호리다, 매혹적인 여자, 못된 할멈, 쭈그렁 할멈, 매혹하다, 보기 흉한 노파, 아주 매력 있는 여자 wither: 쇠퇴시키다, 시들다, 움츠러들게 하다, 이울다, 식다, 이울게하다, 위축시키다, 약해지다, 손상하다, 시들게 하다 withered: 시든, 쇠퇴한, 이운 withering: 시들게 하는, 위축시키는 wizened: 시든 woe: 비애, 재난, 고뇌, 아아, 슬프도다, 고생, 불행 wolfish: 이리같은, 잔인한, 탐욕스런, 이리 같은 wolfishly: 잔인하게 wolverine: 그 모피, 오소리떼 wonderfully: 이상하게, 훌륭하게, 이상하게도 wont: 습관, 버릇처럼 된, 풍습, 늘...하는, 에 익숙한 wooded: 나무가 무성한, 한 목질의, 삼림이 있는, 삼림이 많은 worm: 벌레, 교묘히 환심을 사다, 기듯 나아가다, 벌레처럼 기다, 캐내다, 서서히 나아가게 하다, 벌레 같은 모양, 기생충병, 벌레 같은 인간, 금이 가다, 교묘히 빌붙다 worm-eaten: 케케묵은, 벌레 먹은 worn-out: 써서 낡은, 진부한, 지쳐빠진 wraith: 생령, 유령, 망령, 앙상하게 마른 사람 wreathed: 고리로 만드는 wreck: 난파, 잔해, 난파시키다, 파괴하다, 난파선, 난파하다, 난파선을 구조하다, 파멸, 파괴, 영락한 사람, 난파선을 구조하러 가다 wrecker: 난파선 약탈자, 건물 철거업자, 해체업자, 파괴자, 난선 구조자, 난선 구조자선 wrest: 비틀다, 억지로 갖다 대다, 비틂, 접질림, 비틀기, 짜내다, 조율건, 애써 얻다, 애써 가지다, 캐내다, 왜곡하다 wrestling: 레슬링, 씨름 wretched: 나쁜, 불운한, 지독한, 비참한, 야비한, 아주 불쾌한, 서툰 wretchedness: 야비, 불쾌, 연민 wriggle: 꿈틀거리다, 꿈틀거림, 교묘하게 환심을 사다, 꿈틀거리게 하다, 움직이게 하다, 요리조리 잘

Joseph Conrad 헤쳐 나가다, 요리조리 잘 빠져 나가다, 꿈틀거리며 나아가다, 교묘히 환심을 사다, 몸부림침 wring: 짜다, 꽉 쥐다, 비틀다, 짜기, 괴롭히다, 짜내다, 감다, 짬, 왜곡하다, 손을 꽉 쥠, 과즙 짜는 기계 wrinkled: 주름진, 주름살지는 wrinkles: 주름살 writ: 영장, 문서 writhe: 몸부림, 몸부림치다, 뒤틀다, 고민하다, 뒤틀기, 비틀다 yam: 감자, 고구마, 마, 고구마의 일종, 참마 yankee: 뉴잉글랜드 사람, 미국인, 북군병사, 북부 여러 주 사람, 양키, 양키의, 양키식의, 북부 사람, 미국 북부 여러 주의 사람, 뉴우 잉글랜드 사람, 미국 사람 yap: 서태평양 캐롤린 제도중의 한 섬, 요란스럽게 짖는 소리, 불량비, 바보, 시끄러운잔소리, 얼간이, 투덜대다, 시끄럽게 짖는 소리, 얍, 시끄러운 잔소리, 강아지가 캥캥하고 짖다 yawning: 하품하고 있는, 지루한, 지루한 기색이 보이는, 입을 크게 벌린, 피로한 기색이 보이는, 하품을 하고 있는 yearning: 동경, 열망, 포부, 대망, 사모하는, 그리움, 열망하는, 간절한 생각 yell: 아우성치다, 큰소리로 외치다, 포복 절도하다, 폭소하다, 찢어지는 듯한 소리를 내다, 소리치다, 큰소리를 지르다, 자기 편 선수 응원의 일정한 함성, 응원에서 …에게 일정한 함성을 보내다, 외침, 외쳐 말하다 yellowish: 누르스름한, 누른빛을 띤 yelp: 깽깽, 날카로운 울음소리, 큰 소리를 지르다, 깽깽 울다, 큰소리로 말하다, 사람의 날카로운 외침 소리, 개가 성내어 짖는 소리, 개가 깽깽 우는 소리, 개가 짖다 yoke: 멍에, 멜대, 어깨, 한쌍의 가축, 허리, 지배, 어울리다, 멍에문, 함께 일하다, 결합시키다, 이음목 yonder: 저기에, 저쪽, 훨씬 저쪽의, 저곳에, 저곳에의 youngster: 어린이, 젊은이, 특히 소년 yourselves: 당신 자신들 youthful: 젊은, 젊은이의, 젊음에 넘치는, 발랄한, 초기의, 유년기의, 기운찬, 젊은이에 알맞은, 청년 특유의, 이른 zenith: 절정, 천정, 정점, 극도

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