Howards End (Webster's Korean Thesaurus Edition)

HOWARDS END WEBSTER'S KOREAN THESAURUS EDITION

for ESL, EFL, ELP, TOEFL®, TOEIC®, and AP® Test Preparation

E.M. Forster

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Howards End Webster's Korean Thesaurus Edition

for ESL, EFL, ELP, TOEFL®, TOEIC®, and AP® Test Preparation

E.M. Forster

TOEFL®, TOEIC®, AP® and Advanced Placement® are trademarks of the Educational Testing Service which has neither reviewed nor endorsed this book. All rights reserved.

ii ICON CLASSICS Published by ICON Group International, Inc. 7404 Trade Street San Diego, CA 92121 USA www.icongrouponline.com Howards End: Webster's Korean Thesaurus Edition for ESL, EFL, ELP, TOEFL®, TOEIC®, and AP® Test Preparation This edition published by ICON Classics in 2005 Printed in the United States of America. Copyright ©2005 by ICON Group International, Inc. Edited by Philip M. Parker, Ph.D. (INSEAD); Copyright ©2005, all rights reserved. All rights reserved. This book is protected by copyright. No part of it may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without written permission from the publisher. Copying our publications in whole or in part, for whatever reason, is a violation of copyright laws and can lead to penalties and fines. Should you want to copy tables, graphs, or other materials, please contact us to request permission (E-mail: [email protected]). ICON Group often grants permission for very limited reproduction of our publications for internal use, press releases, and academic research. Such reproduction requires confirmed permission from ICON Group International, Inc. TOEFL®, TOEIC®, AP® and Advanced Placement® are trademarks of the Educational Testing Service which has neither reviewed nor endorsed this book. All rights reserved. ISBN 0-497-91351-8

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Contents PREFACE FROM THE EDITOR .......................................................................................... 1 CHAPTER 1 ...................................................................................................................... 2 CHAPTER 2 ...................................................................................................................... 6 CHAPTER 3 .................................................................................................................... 13 CHAPTER 4 .................................................................................................................... 23 CHAPTER 5 .................................................................................................................... 31 CHAPTER 6 .................................................................................................................... 45 CHAPTER 7 .................................................................................................................... 56 CHAPTER 8 .................................................................................................................... 65 CHAPTER 9 .................................................................................................................... 75 CHAPTER 10................................................................................................................... 81 CHAPTER 11................................................................................................................... 90 CHAPTER 12................................................................................................................. 105 CHAPTER 13................................................................................................................. 111 CHAPTER 14................................................................................................................. 119 CHAPTER 15................................................................................................................. 130 CHAPTER 16................................................................................................................. 143 CHAPTER 17................................................................................................................. 156 CHAPTER 18................................................................................................................. 164 CHAPTER 19................................................................................................................. 174 CHAPTER 20................................................................................................................. 184 CHAPTER 21................................................................................................................. 193 CHAPTER 22................................................................................................................. 195 CHAPTER 23................................................................................................................. 203 CHAPTER 24................................................................................................................. 212 CHAPTER 25................................................................................................................. 217 CHAPTER 26................................................................................................................. 227 CHAPTER 27................................................................................................................. 244 CHAPTER 28................................................................................................................. 251 CHAPTER 29................................................................................................................. 255 CHAPTER 30................................................................................................................. 262 CHAPTER 31................................................................................................................. 269

iv CHAPTER 32................................................................................................................. 275 CHAPTER 33................................................................................................................. 280 CHAPTER 34................................................................................................................. 289 CHAPTER 35................................................................................................................. 299 CHAPTER 36................................................................................................................. 304 CHAPTER 37................................................................................................................. 307 CHAPTER 38................................................................................................................. 319 CHAPTER 39................................................................................................................. 326 CHAPTER 40................................................................................................................. 329 CHAPTER 41................................................................................................................. 334 CHAPTER 42................................................................................................................. 344 CHAPTER 43................................................................................................................. 349 CHAPTER 44................................................................................................................. 355 GLOSSARY ................................................................................................................... 364

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PREFACE FROM THE EDITOR Webster’s paperbacks take advantage of the fact that classics are frequently assigned readings in English courses. By using a running English-to-Korean thesaurus at the bottom of each page, this edition of Howards End by E.M. Forster was edited for three audiences. The first includes Koreanspeaking students enrolled in an English Language Program (ELP), an English as a Foreign Language (EFL) program, an English as a Second Language Program (ESL), or in a TOEFL® or TOEIC® preparation program. The second audience includes English-speaking students enrolled in bilingual education programs or Korean speakers enrolled in English speaking schools. The third audience consists of students who are actively building their vocabularies in Korean in order to take foreign service, translation certification, Advanced Placement® (AP®)1 or similar examinations. By using the Webster's Korean Thesaurus Edition when assigned for an English course, the reader can enrich their vocabulary in anticipation of an examination in Korean or English. Webster’s edition of this classic is organized to expose the reader to a maximum number of difficult and potentially ambiguous English words. Rare or idiosyncratic words and expressions are given lower priority compared to “difficult, yet commonly used” words. Rather than supply a single translation, many words are translated for a variety of meanings in Korean, allowing readers to better grasp the ambiguity of English, and avoid them using the notes as a pure translation crutch. Having the reader decipher a word’s meaning within context serves to improve vocabulary retention and understanding. Each page covers words not already highlighted on previous pages. If a difficult word is not translated on a page, chances are that it has been translated on a previous page. A more complete glossary of translations is supplied at the end of the book; translations are extracted from Webster’s Online Dictionary. Definitions of remaining terms as well as translations can be found at www.websters-onlinedictionary.org. Please send suggestions to [email protected] The Editor Webster’s Online Dictionary www.websters-online-dictionary.org

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Howards End

CHAPTER 1

One may as well begin with Helen’s letters to her sister.% HOWARDS END, Tuesday. DEAREST MEG, It isn’t going to be what we expected. It is old and little, and altogether delightful—red brick. We can scarcely pack in as it is, and the dear knows what will happen when Paul (younger son) arrives tomorrow. From hall you go right or left into dining-room or drawingroom. Hall itself is practically a room. You open another door in it, and there are the stairs going up in a sort of tunnel to the first-floor. Three bedrooms in a row there, and three attics in a row above. That isn’t all the house really, but it’s all that one notices—nine windows as you look up from the front garden. Then there’s a very big wych-elm—to the left as you look up— leaning a little over the house, and standing on the boundary between the garden and meadow. I quite love that tree already. Also ordinary elms, oaks—no nastier than ordinary oaks—pear-trees, apple-trees, and a vine. No silver birches, though. However, I must get on to my host and

Korean boundary: 경계, 한계, 경계선 타에 의한 득점, 경계선, 경계선 타. brick: 벽돌, 벽돌을 깔다, 벽돌로 둘러싸다, 호인, 집짓기 나무, 서글서글한 사람, 믿음직한 남자, 별돌 모양의 물건, 벽돌을 쌓다, 쌓기 놀이의 토막나무. dining-room: 식당. drawing-room: 응접실, 특별 객실, 회견, 제도실. host: 숙주, 주인, 천사의 떼, 군세,

다수, 많은 떼, 군, 여럿, 호스트역을 맡다, 주최국을 맡다, 주인역을 맡다. meadow: 목초지, 강변의 낮은 풀밭. pack: 싸다, 짐을 지우다, 다발, 포장하다, 꾸러미, 꾸리다, 일당, 짐짝, 묶음, 짐을 꾸리다, 운송용의. practically: 실용적으로, 실제로는, 실지 로, 실질상, 이나 진배없이, 이나 다름없이, 거의, 실지로. scarcely: 겨우, 거의, 이 아니다, 하지 않는 일은 좀처럼 없다, 간신히.

silver: 은, 은의, 은화, 은을 입히다, 은으로 만든, 은그릇, 은도금 하다, 질산은, 질산은을 칠하다, 은실, 은 같은. tomorrow: 내일, 내일에, 내일의. tunnel: 터널, 지하도, 갱도를 파고 나아가다, 굴, 에 굴을 파다, 터널을 파고 나아가다, 에 터널을 파다. vine: 포도나무, 덩굴, 덩굴이 뻗다, 포도주, 덩굴 식물. windows: 윈도우.

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hostess. I only wanted to show that it isn’t the least what we expected. Why did we settle that their house would be all gables and wiggles, and their garden all gamboge-coloured paths? I believe simply because we associate them with expensive hotels—Mrs. Wilcox trailing in beautiful dresses down long corridors, Mr. Wilcox bullying porters, etc. We females are that unjust.% I shall be back Saturday; will let you know train later. They are as angry as I am that you did not come too; really Tibby is too tiresome, he starts a new mortal disease every month. How could he have got hay fever in London? and even if he could, it seems hard that you should give up a visit to hear a schoolboy sneeze. Tell him that Charles Wilcox (the son who is here) has hay fever too, but he’s brave, and gets quite cross when we inquire after it. Men like the Wilcoxes would do Tibby a power of good. But you won’t agree, and I’d better change the subject. This long letter is because I’m writing before breakfast. Oh, the beautiful vine leaves! The house is covered with a vine. I looked out earlier, and Mrs. Wilcox was already in the garden. She evidently loves it. No wonder she sometimes looks tired. She was watching the large red poppies come out. Then she walked off the lawn to the meadow, whose corner to the right I can just see. Trail, trail, went her long dress over the sopping grass, and she came back with her hands full of the hay that was cut yesterday—I suppose for rabbits or something, as she kept on smelling it. The air here is delicious. Later on I heard the noise of croquet balls, and looked out again, and it was Charles Wilcox practising; they are keen on all games. Presently he started sneezing and had to stop. Then I hear more clicketing, and it is Mr. Wilcox practising, and then, ‘a-tissue, a-tissue’: he has to stop too. Then Evie comes out, and does some calisthenic exercises on a machine that is tacked on to a greengage-tree—they put everything to use—and then she says ‘atissue,’ and in she goes. And finally Mrs. Wilcox reappears, trail, trail, still smelling hay and looking at the flowers. I inflict all this on you because once you said that life is sometimes life and sometimes only a

Korean associate: 준회원, 연합시키다, 한동아리, 공동시키다, 동료, 교제하다, 연상하다, 준, 연합한, 연상하다-교제하다-동료, 연상되는 것-동아리의. calisthenic: 미용 체조의, 미용체조의. croquet: 크로케, 제치다, 크로케이. fever: 열병, 열, 발열시키다, 열광, 열광적인, 열병의, 열이 있는, 흥분 상태, 흥분, 열병에 걸리게 걸리다, 열병에 걸리게 하다.

hay: 건초, 건초를 만들다, 마초, 잔돈의, 잔돈, 건초의. hostess: 여주인, 스튜어디스, 여급, 여주인의 역할, 안주인, 호스티스. inflict: 가하다, 과하다, 주다, 괴롭히다, 짊어지우다. inquire: 문의하다, 묻다, 조사하다, 질문하다. mortal: 치명적인, 인간의, 인간, 불치의, 길고 긴, 생각할 수 있는, 지루한, 죽어야 할, 죽어야 할 것,

사람, 가능한-죽어야 할 것. schoolboy: 남학생, 학생 다운, 학생의. sneeze: 재채기, 업신여기다, 재채기하다, 깔보다, 유괴, 유괴하다, 체포하다. sopping: 흠뻑 젖은, 흠뻑. tiresome: 귀찮은, 성가신, 지루한, 따분한, 진저리 나는, 지겨운, 싫증나는, 속썩이는, 지리한. trailing: 길게 나부끼는, 질질끌리는, 기는.

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drama, and one must learn to distinguish t’other from which, and up to now I have always put that down as ‘Meg’s clever nonsense.’ But this morning, it really does seem not life but a play, and it did amuse me enormously to watch the W’s. Now Mrs. Wilcox has come in.% I am going to wear [omission]. Last night Mrs. Wilcox wore an [omission], and Evie [omission]. So it isn’t exactly a go-as-you-please place, and if you shut your eyes it still seems the wiggly hotel that we expected. Not if you open them. The dog-roses are too sweet. There is a great hedge of them over the lawn—magnificently tall, so that they fall down in garlands, and nice and thin at the bottom, so that you can see ducks through it and a cow. These belong to the farm, which is the only house near us. There goes the breakfast gong. Much love. Modified love to Tibby. Love to Aunt Juley; how good of her to come and keep you company, but what a bore. Burn this. Will write again Thursday. HELEN

HOWARDS END, Friday. DEAREST MEG, I am having a glorious time. I like them all. Mrs. Wilcox, if quieter than in Germany, is sweeter than ever, and I never saw anything like her steady unselfishness, and the best of it is that the others do not take advantage of her. They are the very happiest, jolliest family that you can imagine. I do really feel that we are making friends. The fun of it is that they think me a noodle, and say so—at least Mr. Wilcox does—and when that happens, and one doesn’t mind, it’s a pretty sure test, isn’t it? He says the most horrid things about women’s suffrage so nicely, and when I said I believed in equality he just folded his arms and gave me such a setting down as I’ve never had. Meg, shall we ever learn to talk less? I never felt so ashamed of myself in my life. I couldn’t point to a

Korean amuse: 위안하다, 즐겁게, 즐겁게하다, 재미있게하다, 쁘게 하다, 분 전환을 하다, 즐겁게 하다. ashamed: 낯을 붉히어, 부끄러워하여, 부끄러이 여겨, 부끄러워. ducks: 즈크 바지. enormously: 막대하게, 터무니없이, 거대하게, 엄청나게. equality: 평등, 대등, 동등, 같음. glorious: 영광스러운, 유쾌한, 빛나는, 장려한, 현란한, 기분좋은,

영예스러운, 거룩한. gong: 징, 그 소리, 에게 징을 울려 신호하다, 접시 모야의 종, 훈장. hedge: 울타리를 만들다, 양쪽에 걸다, 장벽, 막다, 울타리로 두르다, 울타리, 에 장벽을 만들다, 양다리 걸치기, 방해하다, 산울타리, 바자울. helen: 여자 이름. horrid: 무서운, 지독한. nicely: 훌륭하게, 정밀하게, 기분좋게, 까다롭게, 제대로, 꼼꼼하게,

세심하게, 잘, 꼭. noodle: 바보, 누들, 악기를 타다, 밀가루와 달걀로 만든 국수면류, 멍텅구리, 머리, 곰곰생각하다. quieter: 방음 장치. suffrage: 투표, 투표권, 선거권, 남을 위한 짧은 기도. unselfishness: 이기적이 아님, 사심없음. wiggly: 주저하는, 파동치는, 흔들리는, 꿈틀거리는.

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time when men had been equal, nor even to a time when the wish to be equal had made them happier in other ways. I couldn’t say a word. I had just picked up the notion that equality is good from some book— probably from poetry, or you. Anyhow, it’s been knocked into pieces, and, like all people who are really strong, Mr. Wilcox did it without hurting me. On the other hand, I laugh at them for catching hay fever. We live like fighting-cocks, and Charles takes us out every day in the motor—a tomb with trees in it, a hermit’s house, a wonderful road that was made by the Kings of Mercia—tennis—a cricket match—bridge— and at night we squeeze up in this lovely house. The whole clan’s here now—it’s like a rabbit warren. Evie is a dear. They want me to stop over Sunday—I suppose it won’t matter if I do. Marvellous weather and the view’s marvellous—views westward to the high ground. Thank you for your letter. Burn this.% Your affectionate HELEN

HOWARDS END, Sunday. Dearest, dearest Meg,—I do not know what you will say: Paul and I are in love—the younger son who only came here Wednesday.

Korean affectionate: 깊이 사랑하고 있는, 애정 있는, 애정이 깊은, 애정어린, 친애하는. catching: 전염성의, 전염하는, 마음을 빼앗는, 매력있는, 매력 있는 것. cricket: 귀뚜라미, 크리켓, 공명 정대한 행동, 낮은 의자, 페어플레이, 발판, 발 얹는 대, 크리켓을 하다, 신사다운 행동, 낮은 삼각 의자. notion: 개념, 의견, 생각, 의향, 관념, 능력, 방물, 비현실적인, 의지,

이해력, 잡화. 압착되다, 붐빔, 짜내다, 착취하다. picked: 정선한, 깨끗이 한, 쥐어뜯는. tomb: 무덤, 매장하다, 묘비, 죽음. pieces: 산산조각. warren: 토끼의 번식지, 사람이 몰려 poetry: 시, 운문, 작시, 시정, 시가, 들끓는 지역, 양토장, 토끼의 군서지, 노래하는 마음. 토끼 사육장, 남자 이름, 야생 조수 rabbit: 토끼, 토끼의 모피, 서투른 사육 특허지, 야생 조수 사육 특권, 경기자, 집토끼, 겁쟁이, 토끼 고기, 빽빽이 들어선 곳, 빽빽이 들어선 토끼 사냥을 하다, 저주하다, 불평을 건물. 털어 놓다, 뱅충맞이, 토끼 사냥하다. westward: 서방에, 서쪽의, 서쪽, squeeze: 압착하다, 압착, 밀어 넣다, 서쪽으로 향하는, 서부 제국, 서쪽에, 곤경, 본뜨기, 혼잡, 짜지다, 서쪽으로.

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CHAPTER 2

Margaret glanced at her sister’s note and pushed it over the breakfast-table to her aunt. There was a moment’s hush, and then the flood-gates opened.% “I can tell you nothing, Aunt Juley. I know no more than you do. We met— we only met the father and mother abroad last spring. I know so little that I didn’t even know their son’s name. It’s all so—” She waved her hand and laughed a little. “In that case it is far too sudden.” “Who knows, Aunt Juley, who knows?” “But, Margaret dear, I mean we mustn’t be unpractical now that we’ve come to facts. It is too sudden, surely.” “Who knows!” “But Margaret dear—” “I’ll go for her other letters,” said Margaret. “No, I won’t, I’ll finish my breakfast. In fact, I haven’t them. We met the Wilcoxes on an awful expedition that we made from Heidelberg to Speyer. Helen and I had got it into our heads that there was a grand old cathedral at Speyer—the Archbishop of Speyer was one of the seven electors—you know—’Speyer, Maintz, and Koln.’ Those three sees once commanded the Rhine Valley and got it the name of Priest Street.”

Korean abroad: 널리, 해외에, 틀려서, 퍼져서, 예배당, 대성당이 있는, 대회당, 집 밖에, 밖에, 집 밖으로, 잘못하여, 주교좌성당, 권위 있는, 비쇼프의 외국으로, 본거지 외에서, 국외로. 자리를 가진, 천주교회. aunt: 고모, 아주머니, 백모, 숙모, expedition: 원정, 급속, 탐험대, 신속, 이모. 여행. awful: 무서운, 대단한, 장엄한, finish: 끝, 끝손질, 해치우다, 끝내다, 굉장한, 두려운, 무섭다, 몹시, 완성하다, 마무리칠을하다, 경외심을 일으키게 하는. 마무리하다, 죽이다, 끝나다, 매우 breakfast: 조반, 조반을먹다, 아침 섬세한, 가느다란. 식사. grand: 멋진, 웅대한, 중대한, 위대한, cathedral: 대성당, 대성당 소속의, 큰 굉장한, 거만한, 장엄한, 전부의,

주되는, 거룩한, 큰. heads: 머릿 수. hush: 쉿, 입 밖에 내지 않다, 고요하게하다, 쉬쉬해버리다, 고요해지다, 침묵, 침묵하다, 조용함, 조용해지다, 조용히, 은폐. sudden: 돌연한, 갑작스런, 돌연. unpractical: 실용적이 아닌, 비실용적인.

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“I still feel quite uneasy about this business, Margaret.” “The train crossed by a bridge of boats, and at first sight it looked quite fine. But oh, in five minutes we had seen the whole thing. The cathedral had been ruined, absolutely ruined, by restoration; not an inch left of the original structure. We wasted a whole day, and came across the Wilcoxes as we were eating our sandwiches in the public gardens. They too, poor things, had been taken in—they were actually stopping at Speyer—and they rather liked Helen insisting that they must fly with us to Heidelberg. As a matter of fact, they did come on next day. We all took some drives together. They knew us well enough to ask Helen to come and see them—at least, I was asked too, but Tibby’s illness prevented me, so last Monday she went alone. That’s all. You know as much as I do now. It’s a young man out the unknown. She was to have come back Saturday, but put off till Monday, perhaps on account of—I don’t know.% She broke off, and listened to the sounds of a London morning. Their house was in Wickham Place, and fairly quiet, for a lofty promontory of buildings separated it from the main thoroughfare. One had the sense of a backwater, or rather of an estuary, whose waters flowed in from the invisible sea, and ebbed into a profound silence while the waves without were still beating. Though the promontory consisted of flats—expensive, with cavernous entrance halls, full of concierges and palms—it fulfilled its purpose, and gained for the older houses opposite a certain measure of peace. These, too, would be swept away in time, and another promontory would rise upon their site, as humanity piled itself higher and higher on the precious soil of London. Mrs. Munt had her own method of interpreting her nieces. She decided that Margaret was a little hysterical, and was trying to gain time by a torrent of talk. Feeling very diplomatic, she lamented the fate of Speyer, and declared that never, never should she be so misguided as to visit it, and added of her own accord that the principles of restoration were ill understood in Germany. “The Germans,” she said, “are too thorough, and this is all very well sometimes, but at other times it does not do.”

Korean accord: 조화하다, 맞다, 일치하다, 화음, 을 일치시키다, 을 적응시키다, 을 조화시키다, 일치, 임의, 협정, 주다. backwater: 역수, 침체, 되 밀리는 물, 거꾸로 젓다, 지적 부진, 되밀리는 물, 밀려 나가는 물. cavernous: 동굴이 많은, 동굴 같은, 깊은, 움푹 들어간, 움푹한, 동굴에서 나오는 듯한. estuary: 강어귀, 내포.

hysterical: 히스테리의, 병적으로 흥분한. lamented: 애도를 받는. lofty: 거만한, 고상한, 당당한, 치속은, 대단히 높은, 숭고한, 거드럭거리는, 매우 높은. misguided: 오도된. piled: 보풀이 있는. promontory: 곶, 갑. ruined: 몰락한, 파멸한, 황폐한, 해를 입은, 타락한, 멸망한, 파산한.

thorough: 순전한, 철저한, 완전한, 충분한, 철저한 정책, 철저한 행동. thoroughfare: 가로, 통행, 통로, 본도, 왕래, 통과, 도로, 수로, 통과할 수 있는 큰길. torrent: 연발, 분류, 억수같이 쏟아짐, 억수, 급류. uneasy: 불안한, 걱정되는, 거북한, 어색한. wasted: 황폐한, 살해된, 지나간. waves: 미해군 여자 예비부대.

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“Exactly,” said Margaret; “Germans are too thorough.” And her eyes began to shine.% “Of course I regard you Schlegels as English,” said Mrs. Munt hastily— ”English to the backbone.” Margaret leaned forward and stroked her hand. “And that reminds me—Helen’s letter—” “Oh, yes, Aunt Juley, I am thinking all right about Helen’s letter. I know—I must go down and see her. I am thinking about her all right. I am meaning to go down” “But go with some plan,” said Mrs. Munt, admitting into her kindly voice a note of exasperation. “Margaret, if I may interfere, don’t be taken by surprise. What do you think of the Wilcoxes? Are they our sort? Are they likely people? Could they appreciate Helen, who is to my mind a very special sort of person? Do they care about Literature and Art? That is most important when you come to think of it. Literature and Art. Most important. How old would the son be? She says ‘younger son.’ Would he be in a position to marry? Is he likely to make Helen happy? Did you gather—” “I gathered nothing.” They began to talk at once. “Then in that case—” “In that case I can make no plans, don’t you see.” “On the contrary—” “I hate plans. I hate lines of action. Helen isn’t a baby.” “Then in that case, my dear, why go down?” Margaret was silent. If her aunt could not see why she must go down, she was not going to tell her. She was not going to say “I love my dear sister; I must be near her at this crisis of her life.” The affections are more reticent than the passions, and their expression more subtle. If she herself should ever fall in love

Korean appreciate: 평가하다, 감상하다, 충돌하다, 조정하다, 해치다, 의 결혼식을 거행하다. 감사하다, 음미하다, 이해하다, 참견하다, 중재하다, 대립하다, reticent: 과묵한, 말을 삼가는, 입이 시세가 오르다, 시세가오르다, 진가를 손상하다, 훼방하다, 발벗고 나서다. 무거운, 말이 없는. 인정하다, 진가를인정하다, 값을 kindly: 친절한, 쾌히, 기꺼이, silent: 조용한, 활동하지 않는, 묵음의, 올리다, 값이 오르다. 상냥하게, 상냥한, 온하한, 쾌히 무언의, 무언으로, 침묵하는, 조용히, exasperation: 격분, 악화, 분노, 격화, 받아들이다, 친절히, 기후 따위가 잠자코, 익명의, 침묵을 지키는, 격노. 온화한, 온화한, 자연히. 소식이 없는. hate: 미워하다, 증오, 좋아하지 않다, lines: 벌과, 단시, 윤곽. subtle: 미묘한, 포착하기 어려운, 몹시 싫어하다, 따돌리다, 증오의 marry: 굳게 결합시키다, 와 결혼하다, 희박한, 음흉한, 예민한, 미세한, 대상, 미움. 결혼시키다, 결혼하다, 꼬아 합치다, 서서히 효과가 나타나는, 교활한, interfere: 간섭하다, 방해하다, 밧줄 따위를 꼬아 합치다, 시집가다, 묽은, 파악하기 어려운, 세밀한.

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with a man, she, like Helen, would proclaim it from the house-tops, but as she only loved a sister she used the voiceless language of sympathy.% “I consider you odd girls,” continued Mrs. Munt, “and very wonderful girls, and in many ways far older than your years. But—you won’t be offended?— frankly I feel you are not up to this business. It requires an older person. Dear, I have nothing to call me back to Swanage.” She spread out her plump arms. “I am all at your disposal. Let me go down to this house whose name I forget instead of you.” “Aunt Juley”—she jumped up and kissed her—”I must, must go to Howards End myself. You don’t exactly understand, though I can never thank you properly for offering.” “I do understand,” retorted Mrs. Munt, with immense confidence. “I go down in no spirit of interference, but to make inquiries. Inquiries are necessary. Now, I am going to be rude. You would say the wrong thing; to a certainty you would. In your anxiety for Helen’s happiness you would offend the whole of these Wilcoxes by asking one of your impetuous questions—not that one minds offending them.” “I shall ask no questions. I have it in Helen’s writing that she and a man are in love. There is no question to ask as long as she keeps to that. All the rest isn’t worth a straw. A long engagement if you like, but inquiries, questions, plans, lines of action—no, Aunt Juley, no.” Away she hurried, not beautiful, not supremely brilliant, but filled with something that took the place of both qualities—something best described as a profound vivacity, a continual and sincere response to all that she encountered in her path through life. “If Helen had written the same to me about a shop-assistant or a penniless clerk—” “Dear Margaret, do come into the library and shut the door. Your good maids are dusting the banisters.”

Korean asking: 청구, 의뢰, 질문, 부탁. continual: 빈번한, 계속적인, 끊임없는, 자주 일어나는, 연속적인. dusting: 청소, 구타, 먼지 털기, 가루 살포. hurried: 매우 급한, 재촉하는. impetuous: 격렬한, 맹렬한, 열렬한, 성급한, 충동적인, 성급함. offend: 싫은, 감정을 해치다, 죄를 범하다, 예의 따위를 위반하다, 죄를 짓게 하다, 정의감 따위를

손상시키다, 감정을 상하게 하다, 위반하다, 감각 따위를 손상시키다, 과오를 범하다, 남의 감정을 상하게 하다. offending: 불쾌한. penniless: 무일푼의, 찰가난의, 둔 한 푼 없는. plump: 노골적인, 갑자기, 곧장, 부푼, 살찌게 하다, 털썩, 통통하게 살찐통통히 살찌다, 퉁명스런, 털썩 떨어지다, 퉁명스러운, 노골적으로.

proclaim: 선언하다, 나타내다, 공표하다, 금지령을 선포하다, 선포하다, 지역 따위에 금령을 내리다, 금령을 내리다. sincere: 성실한, 진실의. supremely: 지상으로, 최고로, 주권을 가져서, 극도로. vivacity: 생기, 활발, 쾌활, 활달, 장난, 쾌활한 행위, 까불기, 활기. voiceless: 목소리가 없는, 무성음의, 무성의, 벙어리의.

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“—or if she had wanted to marry the man who calls for Carter Paterson, I should have said the same.” Then, with one of those turns that convinced her aunt that she was not mad really and convinced observers of another type that she was not a barren theorist, she added: “Though in the case of Carter Paterson I should want it to be a very long engagement indeed, I must say.” “I should think so,” said Mrs. Munt; “and, indeed, I can scarcely follow you. Now, just imagine if you said anything of that sort to the Wilcoxes. I understand it, but most good people would think you mad. Imagine how disconcerting for Helen! What is wanted is a person who will go slowly, slowly in this business, and see how things are and where they are likely to lead to.” Margaret was down on this.% “But you implied just now that the engagement must be broken off.” “I think probably it must; but slowly.” “Can you break an engagement off slowly?” Her eyes lit up. “What’s an engagement made of, do you suppose? I think it’s made of some hard stuff, that may snap, but can’t break. It is different to the other ties of life. They stretch or bend. They admit of degree. They’re different.” “Exactly so. But won’t you let me just run down to Howards House, and save you all the discomfort? I will really not interfere, but I do so thoroughly understand the kind of thing you Schlegels want that one quiet look round will be enough for me.” Margaret again thanked her, again kissed her, and then ran upstairs to see her brother. He was not so well. The hay fever had worried him a good deal all night. His head ached, his eyes were wet, his mucous membrane, he informed her, was in a most unsatisfactory condition. The only thing that made life worth living was the thought of Walter Savage Landor, from whose Imaginary Conversations she had promised to read at frequent intervals during the day.

Korean barren: 임신 못하는, 불모의, 메마른, 열매를 맺지 않는, 농작물이 나지않는, 재미없는, 무익한, 내용이 보잘것 없는, 새끼를 못 낳는, 효과없는, 황야. bend: 구부리다, 굴복시키다, 굽히다, 굴곡, 주시하다-굽다, 결삭, 경향, 힘을 쏟다-굽이, 당기다, 기울이다, 굴복하다. convinced: 확신을 가진, 신념이 있는. discomfort: 불쾌하게 하다, 불편을

주다, 불쾌. disconcerting: 당황케하는, 불안하게 하는, 혼란케 하는. engagement: 약혼, 고용, 약속, 초빙, 용무, 교전, 맞물림, 연대성, 일, 계약. implied: 함축된, 은연중의, 언외의, 암시적인. lit: 문학의, 빛나는, 문학. membrane: 얇은 막, 양피지, 막피, 문서의 한장, 막. mucous: 점액을 분비하는, 점액의.

ran: 란. snap: 달려들다, 덥석 물다, 딸깍 소리내다, 정력, 못 견디게 되다, 꽝당다, 물어뜯다, 덥석 물음, 버럭 소리침, 불발로 그치다, 툭 끊다. theorist: 이론가, 이론을 세우는 사람, 학설을 세우는 사람. thoroughly: 철저히, 순전히, ㅁㅇ완전히, 충분히, 완전히. unsatisfactory: 마음에차지않는, 불충분한, 불만족스런.

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It was rather difficult. Something must be done about Helen. She must be assured that it is not a criminal offence to love at first sight. A telegram to this effect would be cold and cryptic, a personal visit seemed each moment more impossible. Now the doctor arrived, and said that Tibby was quite bad. Might it really be best to accept Aunt Juley’s kind offer, and to send her down to Howards End with a note? Certainly Margaret was impulsive. She did swing rapidly from one decision to another. Running downstairs into the library, she cried—”Yes, I have changed my mind; I do wish that you would go.” There was a train from King’s Cross at eleven. At half-past ten Tibby, with rare self-effacement, fell asleep, and Margaret was able to drive her aunt to the station.% “You will remember, Aunt Juley, not to be drawn into discussing the engagement. Give my letter to Helen, and say whatever you feel yourself, but do keep clear of the relatives. We have scarcely got their names straight yet, and besides, that sort of thing is so uncivilized and wrong. “So uncivilized?” queried Mrs. Munt, fearing that she was losing the point of some brilliant remark. “Oh, I used an affected word. I only meant would you please only talk the thing over with Helen.” “Only with Helen.” “Because—” But it was no moment to expound the personal nature of love. Even Margaret shrank from it, and contented herself with stroking her good aunt’s hand, and with meditating, half sensibly and half poetically, on the journey that was about to begin from King’s Cross. Like many others who have lived long in a great capital, she had strong feelings about the various railway termini. They are our gates to the glorious and the unknown. Through them we pass out into adventure and sunshine, to them alas! we return. In Paddington all Cornwall is latent and the remoter west; down the inclines of Liverpool Street lie fenlands and the illimitable Broads;

Korean alas: 아아, 슬픈지고. contented: 만족하고 있는, 흡족해 하는, 달갑게 하는, 만족한. cryptic: 비밀의, 암호를 사용한, 숨은, 신비스런, 신비적인, 몸을 숨기는데 알맞은, 몸을 숨기는 데 알맞은. expound: 설명하다, 상술하다, 상세히 설명하다. illimitable: 무한의, 무한한, 광대한, 끝없는. impulsive: 충동적인, 추진적인,

순간력의, 추진하는, 자극적인, 고무적인, 감정에 끌린, 감정에 흐른. latent: 숨어 있는, 숨은, 보이지 않는, 잠복성. losing: 승산없는, 실패의, 패배의, 실패, 지는. remark: 주의, 말하다, 의견, 주목, 비평, 주의하다, 알아채다, 논평하다, 말, 감지하다, 유의하다. self-effacement: 무아, 표면에 나서지 않음.

sensibly: 현명하게, 스마트하기보다는 실용 본위로, 눈에 띌 정도로, 느끼기 쉽게, 분별있게, 지각 있게, 현저히현명하게, 분별 있게, 느낄 수 있게. sunshine: 햇빛, 맑은 날씨, 명랑, 양지, 쾌활. telegram: 전보. uncivilized: 야만의, 미개한, 문명으로부터 격리된, 미개의, 황량한.

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Scotland is through the pylons of Euston; Wessex behind the poised chaos of Waterloo. Italians realize this, as is natural; those of them who are so unfortunate as to serve as waiters in Berlin call the Anhalt Bahnhof the Stazione d’Italia, because by it they must return to their homes. And he is a chilly Londoner who does not endow his stations with some personality, and extend to them, however shyly, the emotions of fear and love.% To Margaret—I hope that it will not set the reader against her—the station of King’s Cross had always suggested Infinity. Its very situation—withdrawn a little behind the facile splendours of St. Pancras—implied a comment on the materialism of life. Those two great arches, colourless, indifferent, shouldering between them an unlovely clock, were fit portals for some eternal adventure, whose issue might be prosperous, but would certainly not be expressed in the ordinary language of prosperity. If you think this ridiculous, remember that it is not Margaret who is telling you about it; and let me hasten to add that they were in plenty of time for the train; that Mrs. Munt, though she took a second-class ticket, was put by the guard into a first (only two seconds on the train, one smoking and the other babies—one cannot be expected to travel with babies); and that Margaret, on her return to Wickham Place, was confronted with the following telegram: All over. Wish I had never written. Tell no one. —HELEN But Aunt Juley was gone—gone irrevocably, and no power on earth could stop her.

Korean chilly: 냉담한, 냉랭하게, 냉랭한, 오싹한, 차가운, 하기가 나는, 찬, 으스스한, 추위를 타는. colourless: 특색이 없는, 핏기가 없는, 어느 편에도 치우치지 않는, 무색의. endow: 기금을기부하다, 자질, 부여하다, 능력 따위를 부여하다, 재산을 증여하다. facile: 고분고분한, 손쉬운, 경솔한, 용이한, 잘 돌아가는, 힘들지 않는, 잘 지껄이는, 유창한, 양순한, 쉽사리

얻을 수 있는, 쉬운. hasten: 서두르다, 재촉하다, 서두르게 하다. indifferent: 무관심한, 공평한, 중성의, 치우치지 않는, 개의치 않는, 평범한, 좋지도 나쁘지도 않은, 변변치 않은중성의, 중립의, 중요치 않은, 시원치 않은. irrevocably: 취소할 수 없는, 되부를 수 없는, 변경할 수 없는. materialism: 유물주의, 유물론.

prosperity: 번영, 행운, 성공. prosperous: 번영하는, 운이 좋은, 행운의 길, 잘 되어 가는, 순조로운. second-class: 제이종의, 이급의, 이등으로, 이등의, 제이종, 이급, 차석 우등 졸업, 이류의. seconds: 이등품. shyly: 수줍어서, 겁내어, 부끄러워 하며, 수줍게. unlovely: 사랑스럽지 않은, 불쾌한, 추한, 못생긴, 싫은, 귀엽지 않은.

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Most complacently did Mrs. Munt rehearse her mission. Her nieces were independent young women, and it was not often that she was able to help them. Emily’s daughters had never been quite like other girls. They had been left motherless when Tibby was born, when Helen was five and Margaret herself but thirteen. It was before the passing of the Deceased Wife’s Sister Bill, so Mrs. Munt could without impropriety offer to go and keep house at Wickham Place. But her brother-in-law, who was peculiar and a German, had referred the question to Margaret, who with the crudity of youth had answered, “No, they could manage much better alone.” Five years later Mr. Schlegel had died too, and Mrs. Munt had repeated her offer. Margaret, crude no longer, had been grateful and extremely nice, but the substance of her answer had been the same. “I must not interfere a third time,” thought Mrs. Munt. However, of course she did. She learnt, to her horror, that Margaret, now of age, was taking her money out of the old safe investments and putting it into Foreign Things, which always smash. Silence would have been criminal. Her own fortune was invested in Home Rails, and most ardently did she beg her niece to imitate her. “Then we should be together, dear.” Margaret, out of politeness, invested a few hundreds in the Nottingham and Derby Railway, and though the Foreign Things did admirably and the Nottingham and Derby declined with the steady dignity of which only Home Rails are capable, Mrs. Munt never ceased to rejoice, and to say, “I did

Korean admirably: 훌륭히. ardently: 열렬히, 열심히, 불타게. brother-in-law: 자매의 남편, 자형, 형부, 남편 또는 아내의 형제. complacently: 만족하여. crudity: 미숙한 것, 조잡, 미숙, 미완성품, 생경, 생것, 거침, 날것, 생짜임, 거칠다, 거칡. imitate: 모방하다, 흉내내다, 모조하다, 모범으로 삼다, 본받다, 모사하다, 위조하다.

impropriety: 부적당, 행실 나쁨, 숙달시키다, 자세히 말하다, 점잖지 못함, 잘못오용, 온당치 않음, 시연하다. 상스러움, 도리에 어긋남, 부정, rejoice: 기뻐하다, 기쁘게 하다, 버릇없는행위, 버릇없음, 어울리지 축하하다, 향유하다, 가지고 있다, 않는 말. 좋아하다, 을 누리고 있다, 즐기다, motherless: 어머니가 없는. 괴상한 이름을 가지고 있다. niece: 조카딸, 질녀. repeated: 되풀이된, 거듭된. politeness: 공손. smash: 분쇄, 스매시, 실패, 충돌, rehearse: 예행 연습을 하다, 암송하다, 대성공, 박살내다, 대만원, 대패, 복창하다, 매거하다, 을 되풀이하다, 맹렬하게 내리치다, 맹렬히 나아가다, 열거하다, 연습하다, 연습을 하다, 파산하다.

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manage%that, at all events. When the smash comes poor Margaret will have a nest-egg to fall back upon.” This year Helen came of age, and exactly the same thing happened in Helen’s case; she also would shift her money out of Consols, but she, too, almost without being pressed, consecrated a fraction of it to the Nottingham and Derby Railway. So far so good, but in social matters their aunt had accomplished nothing. Sooner or later the girls would enter on the process known as throwing themselves away, and if they had delayed hitherto, it was only that they might throw themselves more vehemently in the future. They saw too many people at Wickham Place—unshaven musicians, an actress even, German cousins (one knows what foreigners are), acquaintances picked up at Continental hotels (one knows what they are too). It was interesting, and down at Swanage no one appreciated culture more than Mrs. Munt; but it was dangerous, and disaster was bound to come. How right she was, and how lucky to be on the spot when the disaster came! The train sped northward, under innumerable tunnels. It was only an hour’s journey, but Mrs. Munt had to raise and lower the window again and again. She passed through the South Welwyn Tunnel, saw light for a moment, and entered the North Welwyn Tunnel, of tragic fame. She traversed the immense viaduct, whose arches span untroubled meadows and the dreamy flow of Tewin Water. She skirted the parks of politicians. At times the Great North Road accompanied her, more suggestive of infinity than any railway, awakening, after a nap of a hundred years, to such life as is conferred by the stench of motor-cars, and to such culture as is implied by the advertisements of antibilious pills. To history, to tragedy, to the past, to the future, Mrs. Munt remained equally indifferent; hers but to concentrate on the end of her journey, and to rescue poor Helen from this dreadful mess. The station for Howards End was at Hilton, one of the large villages that are strung so frequently along the North Road, and that owe their size to the traffic of coaching and pre-coaching days. Being near London, it had not shared in the rural decay, and its long High Street had budded out right and left into residential estates. For about a mile a series of tiled and slated houses passed

Korean actress: 여배우. antibilious: 담즙병 예방의. awakening: 각성, 눈뜨게한는, 눈뜸, 깨우치는, 깨우치는-눈뜸. budded: 꽃봉오리를 밍은, 아접한, 싹튼. delayed: 뒤 늦은, 지발의. dreamy: 공상적인, 어렴풋한, 꿈결같은, 꿈꾸는 듯한, 꿈 많은, 꿈같은. infinity: 무한대, 무한, 무수, 무한히.

innumerable: 무수한, 셀수 없는, 이루 셀 수 없는. nap: 보풀, 선잠, 낮잠, 이길 말이 라고 지목하다, 필승마, 졸면서보내다, 잠깐 졸다, 선잠자다, 겉잠, 보풀을 세우다, 잠깐자다. northward: 북방, 북을 향하여, 북쪽으로, 북쪽으로의, 북, 북을향한, 북으로 향한, 북쪽으로 향해서, 북쪽으로 향한, 북으로 향해서. pills: 의사.

span: 뼘으로 재다, 한 쌍의 말, 한뼘, 짧은 길이, 전장, 경간, 한쌍의 말, 전폭, 걸치다, 한 뼘, 한 멍에에 매인 한 쌍의 소. stench: 악취, 고약한 냄새. suggestive: 암시적인, 연상시키는, 유혹적인, 암시하는, 암시의, 생각나게 하는, 유발시키는 듯한. untroubled: 조용한, 괴로움을 안 당하는, 근심하지 않은, 잔잔한. viaduct: 윽교, 고가교, 육교.

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before Mrs. Munt’s inattentive eyes, a series broken at one point by six Danish tumuli that stood shoulder to shoulder along the highroad, tombs of soldiers. Beyond these tumuli habitations thickened, and the train came to a standstill in a tangle that was almost a town.% The station, like the scenery, like Helen’s letters, struck an indeterminate note. Into which country will it lead, England or Suburbia? It was new, it had island platforms and a subway, and the superficial comfort exacted by business men. But it held hints of local life, personal intercourse, as even Mrs. Munt was to discover. “I want a house,” she confided to the ticket boy. “Its name is Howards Lodge. Do you know where it is?” “Mr. Wilcox!” the boy called. A young man in front of them turned round. “She’s wanting Howards End.” There was nothing for it but to go forward, though Mrs. Munt was too much agitated even to stare at the stranger. But remembering that there were two brothers, she had the sense to say to him, “Excuse me asking, but are you the younger Mr. Wilcox or the elder?” “The younger. Can I do anything for you?” “Oh, well”—she controlled herself with difficulty. “Really. Are you? I—” She moved away from the ticket boy and lowered her voice. “I am Miss Schlegels aunt. I ought to introduce myself, oughtn’t I? My name is Mrs. Munt.” She was conscious that he raised his cap and said quite coolly, “Oh, rather; Miss Schlegel is stopping with us. Did you want to see her?” “Possibly—” “I’ll call you a cab. No; wait a mo—” He thought. “Our motor’s here. I’ll run you up in it.” “That is very kind—”

Korean agitated: 흥분한, 동요한. cab: 택시, 자습서, 택시로 가다, 기관사실, 트럭의 운전대, 택시를 타다, 승객용마차, 승합마차, 운전대. coolly: 냉정하게, 냉담하게, 뻔뻔스럽게, 서늘하게, 차갑게, 침착하게. highroad: 대로, 쉬운길, 큰길, 순탄한 길, 공로, 확실한 길. inattentive: 실례, 태만, 부주의, 무뚝뚝함, 부주의한, 등한한.

indeterminate: 막연한, 불확정의, 불확정한, 부정의. intercourse: 성교, 교통, 교제, 영교, 영적인 교통, 의사의 교환, 영적 교통, 영적 교류. scenery: 풍경, 경치, 무대 배경, 세트, 배경, 무대면. standstill: 정지, 휴지, 막힘, 침체. stare: 응시하다, 응시, 두드러 지다, 빤히 보다, 노려보아..시키다, 시키다, 빤히 쳐다보기, 노려보아, 노려보다,

눈에 띄다. stopping: 정지, 중지, 메우개, 구두점을 찍음, 멈추게 함, 멎는, 메워서 채움, 손가락으로 선을 누름. subway: 지하철, 지하도. superficial: 표면의, 피상적인, 천박한, 면적의, 넓이의, 깊이가 없는. tangle: 엉키다, 빠지다, 얽히다, 빠뜨리다, 얽히게 하다, 싸우다, 분규가 일어나다, 분규를 일으키다, 올가미에 걸리게 하다, 얽힘, 싸움.

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“Not at all, if you’ll just wait till they bring out a parcel from the office. This way.” “My niece is not with you by any chance?” “No; I came over with my father. He has gone on north in your train. You’ll see Miss Schlegel at lunch. You’re coming up to lunch, I hope?” “I should like to come up,” said Mrs. Munt, not committing herself to nourishment until she had studied Helen’s lover a little more. He seemed a gentleman, but had so rattled her round that her powers of observation were numbed. She glanced at him stealthily. To a feminine eye there was nothing amiss in the sharp depressions at the corners of his mouth, nor in the rather boxlike construction of his forehead. He was dark, clean-shaven and seemed accustomed to command.% “In front or behind? Which do you prefer? It may be windy in front.” “In front if I may; then we can talk.” “But excuse me one moment—I can’t think what they’re doing with that parcel.” He strode into the booking-office and called with a new voice: “Hi! hi, you there! Are you going to keep me waiting all day? Parcel for Wilcox, Howards End. Just look sharp!” Emerging, he said in quieter tones: “This station’s abominably organized; if I had my way, the whole lot of ‘em should get the sack. May I help you in?” “This is very good of you,” said Mrs. Munt, as she settled herself into a luxurious cavern of red leather, and suffered her person to be padded with rugs and shawls. She was more civil than she had intended, but really this young man was very kind. Moreover, she was a little afraid of him: his self-possession was extraordinary. “Very good indeed,” she repeated, adding: “It is just what I should have wished.” “Very good of you to say so,” he replied, with a slight look of surprise, which, like most slight looks, escaped Mrs. Munt’s attention. “I was just tooling my father over to catch the down train.” “You see, we heard from Helen this morning.”

Korean abominably: 몹시, 지독히, 가증스레. accustomed: 익숙한, 평소의, 여느 때와 다름없는, 길든, 습관의, 에 익숙한. amiss: 어긋나서, 잘못한, 형편이 나쁜, 고장난, 빗나가서, 수사납게, 이 적절하지 않은, 잘못되어, 탈이 나서, 이 적질하지 않은. cavern: 동굴, 동굴에 넣다, 공동, 땅굴, 에 굴을 파다, 큰 동굴. clean-shaven: 수염을 말끔히 민,

수염을 말끔히 깎은. feminine: 여성의, 여자다운, 여성, 여자의, 여성 휴지의, 여자 같은. luxurious: 사치스런, 사치를 좋아하는, 호화스런, 매우 쾌적한, 사치스러운. nourishment: 자양물, 육성, 양식, 영양물, 영양상태양식, 음식, 음식물, 자양분 공급, 조성. parcel: 꾸러미, 한 떼, 소포, 한 뭉치, 분배하다, 소포로 하다, 소화물, 한

구획, 나누다, 일부분, 한 획의 토지. self-possession: 냉정, 유연, 침착. stealthily: 몰래, 은밀히. tooling: 압형, 공구세공, 공작기계 일습, 연장으로 세공하기, 장식매김, 정 자국이 나란히 나게하는 다듬질, 공작 기계 일습, 정 자국이 나란히 나게 하는 다듬질, 공구 세공. windy: 바람이 센, 공허한, 수다스러운, 깜짝 놀란, 가스가 차는, 바람 불어오는 쪽의, 입만의, 말만의.

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Young Wilcox was pouring in petrol, starting his engine, and performing other actions with which this story has no concern. The great car began to rock, and the form of Mrs. Munt, trying to explain things, sprang agreeably up and down among the red cushions. “The mater will be very glad to see you,” he mumbled. “Hi! I say. Parcel for Howards End. Bring it out. Hi!” A bearded porter emerged with the parcel in one hand and an entry book in the other. With the gathering whir of the motor these ejaculations mingled: “Sign, must I? Why the—should I sign after all this bother? Not even got a pencil on you? Remember next time I report you to the station-master. My time’s of value, though yours mayn’t be. Here”—here being a tip.% “Extremely sorry, Mrs. Munt.” “Not at all, Mr. Wilcox.” “And do you object to going through the village? It is rather a longer spin, but I have one or two commissions.” “I should love going through the village. Naturally I am very anxious to talk things over with you.” As she said this she felt ashamed, for she was disobeying Margaret’s instructions. Only disobeying them in the letter, surely. Margaret had only warned her against discussing the incident with outsiders. Surely it was not “uncivilized or wrong” to discuss it with the young man himself, since chance had thrown them together. A reticent fellow, he made no reply. Mounting by her side, he put on gloves and spectacles, and off they drove, the bearded porter—life is a mysterious business—looking after them with admiration. The wind was in their faces down the station road, blowing the dust into Mrs. Munt’s eyes. But as soon as they turned into the Great North Road she opened fire. “You can well imagine,” she said, “that the news was a great shock to us.” “What news?”

Korean admiration: 감탄, 칭찬, 찬미, 경탄, 경이, 칭찬의 대상, 찬양의 대상. agreeably: 기꺼이, 쾌히, 일치하여, 유쾌하게, 에 따라서, 에 따라. bearded: 까끄라기가 있는, 수염이 있는, 수염이 난, 비늘이 있는, 미늘이 있는. blowing: 취입 성형, 재즈 연주, 분출하는 소리. gathering: 모임, 채집, 종기, 수확, 주름, 곪음, 접지 맞추기, 집회, 개더,

농양, 부어 오름. mater: 어머니. mingled: 섞는, 뒤섞이는. mysterious: 불가사의한, 이상한, 신비한, 신비적인. pencil: 연필, 화필, 광속, 연필로 쓴, 연필로 그리다, 광속선, 연필 모양의 물건, 연필로 쓰다. performing: 공연을 요하는, 실행할 수 있는, 재주 부릴 수 있는, 재주 부릴줄 아는, 실행하는, 성취할 수 있는.

porter: 문지기, 운반인, 흑맥주, 특등차의 사환, 관리인, 짐꾼. pouring: 붓는 것, 붓는 것의. spectacles: 안경. spin: 낙제시키다, 질주하다, 잣다, 방적하다, 짓다, 회전시켜 만들다, 어질어질하다, 눈이 핑 돌다, 토하다, 뱅글뱅글 돌다, 급락. whir: 휙 하다, 윙윙 돌다, 휙 나는 소리, 씽 하는 소리, 씽 소리내며 날다.

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“Mr. %Wilcox,” she said frankly. everything. I have seen Helen’s letter.”

“Margaret has told me everything—

He could not look her in the face, as his eyes were fixed on his work; he was travelling as quickly as he dared down the High Street. But he inclined his head in her direction, and said, “I beg your pardon; I didn’t catch.” “About Helen. Helen, of course. Helen is a very exceptional person—I am sure you will let me say this, feeling towards her as you do—indeed, all the Schlegels are exceptional. I come in no spirit of interference, but it was a great shock.” They drew up opposite a draper’s. Without replying, he turned round in his seat, and contemplated the cloud of dust that they had raised in their passage through the village. It was settling again, but not all into the road from which he had taken it. Some of it had percolated through the open windows, some had whitened the roses and gooseberries of the wayside gardens, while a certain proportion had entered the lungs of the villagers. “I wonder when they’ll learn wisdom and tar the roads,” was his comment. Then a man ran out of the draper’s with a roll of oilcloth, and off they went again. “Margaret could not come herself, on account of poor Tibby, so I am here to represent her and to have a good talk.” “I’m sorry to be so dense,” said the young man, again drawing up outside a shop. “But I still haven’t quite understood.” “Helen, Mr. Wilcox—my niece and you.” He pushed up his goggles and gazed at her, absolutely bewildered. Horror smote her to the heart, for even she began to suspect that they were at crosspurposes, and that she had commenced her mission by some hideous blunder. “Miss Schlegel and myself.” he asked, compressing his lips. “I trust there has been no misunderstanding,” quavered Mrs. Munt. “Her letter certainly read that way.” “What way?”

Korean beg: 빌다, 구걸하다, 빌어먹다, 앞발을들고서다, 발을들고서다, 시주해 줄 것을 청하다, 애걸하다, 앞발을 들고 서서 재롱부리다, 부탁하다, 간청하다, 용서를 청하다. blunder: 큰실수를 하다, 머뭇머뭇하다, 큰실수, 잘못하다, 무심코 입 밖에 내다, 에 실수로 깜박하여 들어가다, 에 실수로 들어가다, 우물쭈물하다, 큰 실수, 큰 실수를 하다, 그르치다.

compressing: 압착하는, 압축하는. frankly: 숨김없이, 터놓고, 솔직히. goggles: 고글. hideous: 오싹해지는, 끔찍한, 무서운, 섬뜩한, 보기만 해도 무서운. inclined: 경사진, 하고 싶어하여, 에 마음이 내키는, 경사진각도를 이루는, 경각을 이루는, 경향을 나타내며, 경향이 있는. interference: 간섭, 방해, 참견, 저촉, 혼신우선권 다툼, 혼신, 충돌,

불법방해, 음파 따위의 간섭의, 광파 따위의 간섭의, 간섭의. oilcloth: 유포. settling: 앙금, 침전물, 식민, 결정, 내려앉음, 고정, 맑아짐. tar: 타르, 뱃사람, 엄하게 벌하다, 선원, 가출옥 때의 남은 형기, 타르를 바르다. wayside: 길가, 길가의, 노변. wisdom: 학문, 지혜, 현명, 지식, 분별 현인, 금언, 명언, 현인.

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“That you and she—” She paused, then drooped her eyelids.% “I think I catch your meaning,” he said stickily. “What an extraordinary mistake!” “Then you didn’t the least—” she stammered, getting blood-red in the face, and wishing she had never been born. “Scarcely, as I am already engaged to another lady.” There was a moment’s silence, and then he caught his breath and exploded with, “Oh, good God! Don’t tell me it’s some silliness of Paul’s.” “But you are Paul.” “I’m not.” “Then why did you say so at the station?” “I said nothing of the sort.” “I beg your pardon, you did.” “I beg your pardon, I did not. My name is Charles.” “Younger” may mean son as opposed to father, or second brother as opposed to first. There is much to be said for either view, and later on they said it. But they had other questions before them now. “Do you mean to tell me that Paul—” But she did not like his voice. He sounded as if he was talking to a porter, and, certain that he had deceived her at the station, she too grew angry. “Do you mean to tell me that Paul and your niece—” Mrs. Munt—such is human nature—determined that she would champion the lovers. She was not going to be bullied by a severe young man. “Yes, they care for one another very much indeed,” she said. “I dare say they will tell you about it by-and-by. We heard this morning.” And Charles clenched his fist and cried, “The idiot, the idiot, the little fool!” Mrs. Munt tried to divest herself of her rugs. “If that is your attitude, Mr. Wilcox, I prefer to walk.”

Korean caught: 사람을 속이는. 고용된, 약혼중인, 용무중인, champion: 일류의, 투사, 선수권 통화중인, 약혼인, 연동의, 종사하는, 보유자, 챔피언, 우승자, 옹호하다, 벽에 반쯤 묻힌. 우승한, 전사, 뛰어난 사람, 투사로서 exploded: 기계를 분해하여 부품의 활동하다, 옹호자. 상호 관계를 나타내는, 논파된, dare: 도전하다, 위험을 무릅쓰다, 폭발한. 모험적으로 해보다, 감히 ~ 하다, extraordinary: 보통이아닌, 비범한, 용기가 있다, 도전, 무릅쓰다. 특명의, 엄청난, 이상한, 특별 수당, deceived: 사기하는. 임시의, 비상한. divest: 빼앗다, 옷을벗다, 벗기다. fist: 필적, 주먹, 주먹으로 치다, 손, engaged: 바쁜, 약속된, 교전중인, 손가락표, 손표, 손가락 표, 조종하다,

주먹으로 때리다, 파악. idiot: 백치, 바보, 천치, 얼간이, 병신. opposed: 반대의, 적대하는, 대립된, 반대하는. pardon: 용서, 특사, 은사, 용서하다, 사면, 사면하다, 면죄부, 교황의 면죄, 눈감아 주다, 용서하다 용서, 교황의 사죄. silliness: 어리석음, 바보같음, 어리석은 짓. stickily: 끈적거리게.

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“I beg you will do no such thing. I’ll take you up this moment to the house. Let me tell you the thing’s impossible, and must be stopped.” Mrs. Munt did not often lose her temper, and when she did it was only to protect those whom she loved. On this occasion she blazed out. “I quite agree, sir. The thing is impossible, and I will come up and stop it. My niece is a very exceptional person, and I am not inclined to sit still while she throws herself away on those who will not appreciate her.” Charles worked his jaws.% “Considering she has only known your brother since Wednesday, and only met your father and mother at a stray hotel—” “Could you possibly lower your voice? The shopman will overhear.” “Esprit de classe”—if one may coin the phrase—was strong in Mrs. Munt. She sat quivering while a member of the lower orders deposited a metal funnel, a saucepan, and a garden squirt beside the roll of oilcloth. “Right behind?” “Yes, sir.” And the lower orders vanished in a cloud of dust. “I warn you: Paul hasn’t a penny; it’s useless.” “No need to warn us, Mr. Wilcox, I assure you. The warning is all the other way. My niece has been very foolish, and I shall give her a good scolding and take her back to London with me.” “He has to make his way out in Nigeria. He couldn’t think of marrying for years and when he does it must be a woman who can stand the climate, and is in other ways—Why hasn’t he told us? Of course he’s ashamed. He knows he’s been a fool. And so he has—a damned fool.” She grew furious. “Whereas Miss Schlegel has lost no time in publishing the news.” “If I were a man, Mr. Wilcox, for that last remark I’d box your ears. You’re not fit to clean my niece’s boots, to sit in the same room with her, and you dare— you actually dare—I decline to argue with such a person.”

Korean assure: 보증하다, 납득시키다, 보험에 넣다, 안심시키다, 확신시키다, 확실히하다, 납득하다, 확실하게 하다, 보험을 걸다. damned: 저주받은, 지겨운, 지독히, 넌더리나는. exceptional: 특별한, 예외적인. foolish: 하찮은, 바보같은, 미련한, 어리석은. funnel: 깔때기, 채광구멍, 통풍통, 깔때기를 통과하다, 깔때기 모양이

되다, 깔대기 모양이 되게 하다, 에 뿜게 하다. 집중하다, 굴뚝. stray: 길을 잃다, 길 잃은, 길 잃은 quivering: 진동하는, 떨고 있는, 가축, 드문, 뿔뿔이 흩어진, 일행에서 떨리는. 뒤처진, 방황하다, 못된 길로 빠지다, saucepan: 스튜 냄비, 손잡이 달린 집잃은 아이, 헤매다, 고립한. 속깊은 냄비, 소스 냄비. temper: 기분, 기질, 침착, 평정, 굳기, scolding: 잔소리가 심한, 잔소리, 되불림, 알맞은 조합정도, 적당한 꾸짖는, 힐책. 정도, 반죽하다, 부드러워지다, shopman: 점원, 직공. 되불리다. squirt: 분출, 주사기, 분수, 건방진 warn: 경고하다, 훈계하다, 예고하다, 젊은 이, 분출하다, 건방진 벼락부자, 에 통고하다, 주의하다.

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“All I know is, she’s spread the thing and he hasn’t, and my father’s away and I—” “And all that I know is—” “Might I finish my sentence, please?” “No.” Charles clenched his teeth and sent the motor swerving all over the lane.% She screamed. So they played the game of Capping Families, a round of which is always played when love would unite two members of our race. But they played it with unusual vigour, stating in so many words that Schlegels were better than Wilcoxes, Wilcoxes better than Schlegels. They flung decency aside. The man was young, the woman deeply stirred; in both a vein of coarseness was latent. Their quarrel was no more surprising than are most quarrels—inevitable at the time, incredible afterwards. But it was more than usually futile. A few minutes, and they were enlightened. The motor drew up at Howards End, and Helen, looking very pale, ran out to meet her aunt. “Aunt Juley, I have just had a telegram from Margaret; I—I meant to stop your coming. It isn’t—it’s over.” The climax was too much for Mrs. Munt. She burst into tears. “Aunt Juley dear, don’t. Don’t let them know I’ve been so silly. It wasn’t anything. Do bear up for my sake.” “Paul,” cried Charles Wilcox, pulling his gloves off. “Don’t let them know. They are never to know.” “Oh, my darling Helen—” “Paul! Paul!” A very young man came out of the house. “Paul, is there any truth in this?” “I didn’t—I don’t—”

Korean climax: 절정, 점층법, 최고조, 극상, 클라이맥스, 엑스터시, 클라이맥스에 달하다, 최고점, 오르가슴, 성적 쾌감의 절정, 극점. coarseness: 조잡, 야비, 거침, 열등, 조잡함, 추잡, 결의 거침. darling: 가장 사랑하는 사람, 귀여운, 당신, 가장 사랑하는, 가장 귀여워하는 사람. decency: 예의, 체면, 점잖음, 예의 범절, 체면상, 보통의 살림에 필요한

물건, 어엿한 생활에 필요한 것, 예절 말다툼, 네모진 촉이 달린 화살, 바름, 보기 흉하지 않음, 관대. 불화의 씨, 불화, 불평하다, 싸움하다, enlightened: 계몽된, 밝은, 개화된, 말다툼하다, 말다툼의 원인. 견식 있는, 계발된, 문명의, 문명화한, unite: 결합하다, 일치하다, 하나로 진보한, 훤히 통달한. 하다, 결혼시키다, 겸비하다, 일치 futile: 쓸데없는, 무용, 무익한짓, 시키다, 하나로 되다, 합병하다, 속절없는, 효과 없는, 하찮은. 결혼하다, 제휴하다, 맞잡다. incredible: 믿어지지 않는, 엄청난, vein: 기질, 정맥, 시맥, 광맥, 혈관, 거짓말 같은, 굉장한, 놀라운, 믿기 특질, 엽맥, 성격, 맥을내다, 돌결, 어려운, 신용할수 없는, 놀랄만한. 나뭇결. quarrel: 싸움의 원인, 싸움, 불평, vigour: 정력, 활기, 힘, 구속력.

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“Yes or no, man; plain question, plain answer. Did or didn’t Miss Schlegel— ” “Charles dear,” said a voice from the garden. “Charles, dear Charles, one doesn’t ask plain questions. There aren’t such things.” They were all silent. It was Mrs. Wilcox.% She approached just as Helen’s letter had described her, trailing noiselessly over the lawn, and there was actually a wisp of hay in her hands. She seemed to belong not to the young people and their motor, but to the house, and to the tree that overshadowed it. One knew that she worshipped the past, and that the instinctive wisdom the past can alone bestow had descended upon her—that wisdom to which we give the clumsy name of aristocracy. High born she might not be. But assuredly she cared about her ancestors, and let them help her. When she saw Charles angry, Paul frightened, and Mrs. Munt in tears, she heard her ancestors say, “Separate those human beings who will hurt each other most. The rest can wait.” So she did not ask questions. Still less did she pretend that nothing had happened, as a competent society hostess would have done. She said, “Miss Schlegel, would you take your aunt up to your room or to my room, whichever you think best. Paul, do find Evie, and tell her lunch for six, but I’m not sure whether we shall all be downstairs for it.” And when they had obeyed her, she turned to her elder son, who still stood in the throbbing stinking car, and smiled at him with tenderness, and without a word, turned away from him towards her flowers. “Mother,” he called, “are you aware that Paul has been playing the fool again?” “It’s all right, dear. They have broken off the engagement.” “Engagement—!” “They do not love any longer, if you prefer it put that way,” said Mrs. Wilcox, stooping down to smell a rose.

Korean aristocracy: 귀족 정치, 귀족사회, 일류의 사람들, 귀족적인 성질, 귀족, 귀족적인 정신. assuredly: 대담히, 확실하게, 자신있게, 확실히, 자신을 가지고, 확신을 가지고. belong: 에속하다, 의 것이다, 있다, 있어야 하다, 속하다, 소속하다. bestow: 수여하다, 숙박시키다, 쓰다, 간직하여 두다, 주다, 두다, 증여하다, 저장하다, 묵게 하다, 부여하다.

clumsy: 꼴사나운, 다루기 힘든, 쓰기 불편한, 볼품없는, 재치 없는, 어색한, 솜씨시없는, 무뚝뚝한, 모양없는, 서투른, 모양 없는. descended: 유래한, 전해진. instinctive: 본능적인, 천성의, 직관적인. lawn: 잔디, 론, 잔디밭, 숲사이의 빈 터론, 론천. noiselessly: 소리나지 않도록, 조용히, 조용하게.

stinking: 구린, 냄새나는, 악취를 풍기는, 불쾌할 정도로. tenderness: 유연함, 마음이 무름, 민감, 애정, 유연, 친절, 다정. throbbing: 두근거리는. whichever: 어느..이든지, 도대체 어느것을, 도대체 어느것이, 도대체 어느것쪽을, 어느 것이든지, 어느 것쪽이든지. wisp: 도깨비 불, 다발, 작은것, 한모숨, 단편, 양복솔, 한줌.

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CHAPTER 4

Helen%and her aunt returned to Wickham Place in a state of collapse, and for a little time Margaret had three invalids on her hands. Mrs. Munt soon recovered. She possessed to a remarkable degree the power of distorting the past, and before many days were over she had forgotten the part played by her own imprudence in the catastrophe. Even at the crisis she had cried, “Thank goodness, poor Margaret is saved this!” which during the journey to London evolved into, “It had to be gone through by someone,” which in its turn ripened into the permanent form of “The one time I really did help Emily’s girls was over the Wilcox business.” But Helen was a more serious patient. New ideas had burst upon her like a thunder clap, and by them and by her reverberations she had been stunned. The truth was that she had fallen in love, not with an individual, but with a family. Before Paul arrived she had, as it were, been tuned up into his key. The energy of the Wilcoxes had fascinated her, had created new images of beauty in her responsive mind. To be all day with them in the open air, to sleep at night under their roof, had seemed the supreme joy of life, and had led to that abandonment of personality that is a possible prelude to love. She had liked giving in to Mr. Wilcox, or Evie, or Charles; she had liked being told that her

Korean abandonment: 포기, 포자기, 기, 위부, 유기, 자유 분방, 자포자기. air: 공기, 대기, 산들바람, 선율, 모양, 노래, 공중, 하늘, 태도, 가락, 외양. catastrophe: 대단원, 파국, 대이변, 대실패, 파멸, 지각의 격변, 튼 재앙, 큰재변, 대참사. clap: 임질, 가볍게 치다, 손뼉치기, 박수, 치다, 파열음, 일격, 탕하는 소리, 툭 두드리기, 철썩때리다, 파닥이다.

fascinated: 매혹하는, 노려보는. 흘려버린. forgotten: 망각된. prelude: 전주곡, 서막, 전주곡을 goodness: 친절, 미덕, 선량함, 좋음, 연주하다, 준비 행위, 준비 행위신, 선량, 미점. 전주곡이 되다, 전주곡이 되다, hands: 소유, 일군. 서두가 되다, 서두가 되다-전주곡을 imprudence: 경솔, 경솔한 행동. 연주하다, 의 전주곡이 되다, journey: 여행하다, 여정, 여행, 보통 전서곡을 연주하다. 육로의 여행. recovered: 회복한, 병 등에서 회복한. permanent: 영속하는, 불변의, 영구한, supreme: 최후의, 지고의, 최고도, 퍼머넌트. 최고위의, 절대의. possessed: 침착한, 홀린, 미친,

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notions%of life were sheltered or academic; that Equality was nonsense, Votes for Women nonsense, Socialism nonsense, Art and Literature, except when conducive to strengthening the character, nonsense. One by one the Schlegel fetiches had been overthrown, and, though professing to defend them, she had rejoiced. When Mr. Wilcox said that one sound man of business did more good to the world than a dozen of your social reformers, she had swallowed the curious assertion without a gasp, and had leant back luxuriously among the cushions of his motor-car. When Charles said, “Why be so polite to servants? they don’t understand it,” she had not given the Schlegel retort of, “If they don’t understand it, I do.” No; she had vowed to be less polite to servants in the future. “I am swathed in cant,” she thought, “and it is good for me to be stripped of it.” And all that she thought or did or breathed was a quiet preparation for Paul. Paul was inevitable. Charles was taken up with another girl, Mr. Wilcox was so old, Evie so young, Mrs. Wilcox so different. Round the absent brother she began to throw the halo of Romance, to irradiate him with all the splendour of those happy days, to feel that in him she should draw nearest to the robust ideal. He and she were about the same age, Evie said. Most people thought Paul handsomer than his brother. He was certainly a better shot, though not so good at golf. And when Paul appeared, flushed with the triumph of getting through an examination, and ready to flirt with any pretty girl, Helen met him halfway, or more than halfway, and turned towards him on the Sunday evening. He had been talking of his approaching exile in Nigeria, and he should have continued to talk of it, and allowed their guest to recover. But the heave of her bosom flattered him. Passion was possible, and he became passionate. Deep down in him something whispered, “This girl would let you kiss her; you might not have such a chance again.” That was “how it happened,” or, rather, how Helen described it to her sister, using words even more unsympathetic than my own. But the poetry of that kiss, the wonder of it, the magic that there was in life for hours after it—who can describe that? It is so easy for an Englishman to sneer at these chance collisions of human beings. To the insular cynic and the insular moralist they offer an

Korean conducive: 도움이 되는, 에 도움이 되는, 이바지하는. cynic: 비꼬는, 비꼬는 사람, 견유학파의 사람, 빈정거리는, 빈정대는 사람, 견유학파적인, 견유학파의, 견유학파, 냉소자, 시닉학파. flirt: 새롱거리다, 가지고놀다, 흔들어대다, 깡총깡총 움직이다, 던지다, 짐, 급격한 움직임, 바람둥이 여자, 농탕치다, 장난삼아 연애하다,

장난삼아 해보다. 사치스럽게. halo: 후광, 무리, 영광. moralist: 윤리학자, 도덕가, 도학자, insular: 섬의, 편협한, 섬 모양의, 도덕주의자, 덕육가. 섬나라 근성의, 섬나라근성의, sneer: 비웃다, 비웃어 말하다, 조소, 섬사람의, 점재하는, 섬같은, 섬 비웃음, 멸시, 비웃는 말, 비웃듯이 사람의, 고립한, 섬나라 백성의. 말하다, 비웃으며 말하다, 비웃는 irradiate: 비추다, 빛나다, 쏟다, 태도, 비웃듯이 쓰다. 찬란히 빛나는, 쐬다, 부리다, 밝히다, unsympathetic: 공명하지 않는, 계발하다, 일광을 쬐다, 기뻐서 동정심 없는, 냉담한, 매정한, 빛나게 하다, 방사하다. 동정심이 없는, 무정한, 성미가 luxuriously: 안일하게, 호사스럽게, 맞지않는.

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equal opportunity. It is so easy to talk of “passing emotion,” and how to forget how vivid the emotion was ere it passed. Our impulse to sneer, to forget, is at root a good one. We recognize that emotion is not enough, and that men and women are personalities capable of sustained relations, not mere opportunities for an electrical discharge. Yet we rate the impulse too highly. We do not admit that by collisions of this trivial sort the doors of heaven may be shaken open. To Helen, at all events, her life was to bring nothing more intense than the embrace of this boy who played no part in it. He had drawn her out of the house, where there was danger of surprise and light; he had led her by a path he knew, until they stood under the column of the vast wych-elm. A man in the darkness, he had whispered “I love you” when she was desiring love. In time his slender personality faded, the scene that he had evoked endured. In all the variable years that followed she never saw the like of it again.% “I understand,” said Margaret—”at least, I understand as much as ever is understood of these things. Tell me now what happened on the Monday morning.” “It was over at once.” “How, Helen?” “I was still happy while I dressed, but as I came downstairs I got nervous, and when I went into the dining-room I knew it was no good. There was Evie—I can’t explain—managing the tea-urn, and Mr. Wilcox reading the Times.” “Was Paul there?” “Yes; and Charles was talking to him about Stocks and Shares, and he looked frightened.” By slight indications the sisters could convey much to each other. Margaret saw horror latent in the scene, and Helen’s next remark did not surprise her. “Somehow, when that kind of man looks frightened it is too awful. It is all right for us to be frightened, or for men of another sort—father, for instance; but for men like that! When I saw all the others so placid, and Paul mad with terror in case I said the wrong thing, I felt for a moment that the whole Wilcox family

Korean convey: 양도하다, 전달하다, 나르다, 전하다, 뜻하다, 알리다, 옮기다, 나타내다, 운반하다, 시사하다. discharge: 발사하다, 방전, 방출하다, 이행하다, 방전하다, 해임, 짐을부리다, 번지다, 해고, 해고하다, 발사. embrace: 포함하다, 포옹하다, 껴안다, 매수하다, 깨닫다, 포옹, 채용하다, 서로 껴안다, 채용하다-서로 껴안다포옹, 성교, 채택하다.

emotion: 감동, 정서, 감정. ere: 하기 전에, 오히려. faded: 시든, 빛깔이 바랜, 색이 바랜. frightened: 깜짝 놀란, 겁먹은. impulse: 충격, 충동, 자극, 추진, 변덕, 충격량, 역적, 고무, 일시적 감정순간력, 욕구. instance: 경우, 보기로 들다, 소송, 예, 권고, 권유, 실례, 시사, 제의, 보기실례, 부탁. placid: 평온한, 침착한, 온화한.

slender: 가느다란, 마른, 얼마 안 되는, 빈약한, 미덥지 못한, 미덥지 않은, 협음의, 모자라는, 호리호리한. sustained: 지속된. terror: 공포, 무서운사람, 무서움, 성가신 녀석, 몹시 들볶아대는 것, 공포 정치, 테러. trivial: 하찮은, 평범한, 보잘것 없는, 보통의, 하찮은 일, 진부한. vivid: 생생한, 선명한, 똑똑한, 산뜻한, 발랄한, 뜻한, 밝은.

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was a fraud, just a wall of newspapers and motor-cars and golf-clubs, and that if it fell I should find nothing behind it but panic and emptiness. “% “I don’t think that. particularly the wife.”

The Wilcoxes struck me as being genuine people,

“No, I don’t really think that. But Paul was so broad-shouldered; all kinds of extraordinary things made it worse, and I knew that it would never do—never. I said to him after breakfast, when the others were practising strokes, ‘We rather lost our heads,’ and he looked better at once, though frightfully ashamed. He began a speech about having no money to marry on, but it hurt him to make it, and I—stopped him. Then he said, ‘I must beg your pardon over this, Miss Schlegel; I can’t think what came over me last night.’ And I said, ‘Nor what over me; never mind.’ And then we parted—at least, until I remembered that I had written straight off to tell you the night before, and that frightened him again. I asked him to send a telegram for me, for he knew you would be coming or something; and he tried to get hold of the motor, but Charles and Mr. Wilcox wanted it to go to the station; and Charles offered to send the telegram for me, and then I had to say that the telegram was of no consequence, for Paul said Charles might read it, and though I wrote it out several times, he always said people would suspect something. He took it himself at last, pretending that he must walk down to get cartridges, and, what with one thing and the other, it was not handed in at the Post Office until too late. It was the most terrible morning. Paul disliked me more and more, and Evie talked cricket averages till I nearly screamed. I cannot think how I stood her all the other days. At last Charles and his father started for the station, and then came your telegram warning me that Aunt Juley was coming by that train, and Paul—oh, rather horrible—said that I had muddled it. But Mrs. Wilcox knew.” “Knew what?” “Everything; though we neither of us told her a word, and had known all along, I think.” “Oh, she must have overheard you.”

Korean consequence: 결과, 결론, 영향, 중대성, 귀결, 사회적 중요성, 자존, 중요성, 잘난체함, 결말, 중대함. emptiness: 무지, 덧없음, 공허, 공복, 무의미, 공, 빈 곳, 텅 빔, 빔, 무가치. fraud: 사기, 사기꾼, 협잡, 가짜, 부정 수단, 기만, 사기 행위. frightfully: 지독히, 무시무시하게, 무섭게, 몹시. genuine: 진짜의, 성실한, 진실의, 순수한, 진품의, 순종의.

handed: 손이 있는. hurt: 상처, 고통, 다치다, 부상, 부상을 입히다, 상처를 입히다, 아프다, 상처를 입다, 해를 입다, 에 상처를 내다, 상하게 하다. panic: 공황적인, 공황, 열광케 하다, 당황, 낭패, 낭패의, 공포, 당황하다, 목신 팬의, 갈팡질팡하다, 당찮은. pretending: 거짓의, 사칭하는, 겉치레하는, 왕위를 노리는. struck: 파업으로 폐쇄된.

suspect: 의심하다, 용의자, 의심스러운, 알아채다, 느끼다, 이 아닌가 생각하다, 의심을 품다. terrible: 무서운, 몹시, 극히 서투른, 호된, 무서운 사람, 대단한. till: 까지, 갈다, 돈궤, 서랍, 귀중품함, 할 때까지는, 하여 마침내, 표석 점토, 배양하다, 땅을 갈다, 까지줄곧. warning: 경고, 예고, 통지, 훈계, 전조, 경고의, 경보, 훈계의.

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“I suppose so, but it seemed wonderful. When Charles and Aunt Juley drove up, calling each other names, Mrs. Wilcox stepped in from the garden and made everything less terrible. Ugh! but it has been a disgusting business. To think that—” She sighed.% “To think that because you and a young man meet for a moment, there must be all these telegrams and anger,” supplied Margaret. Helen nodded. “I’ve often thought about it, Helen. It’s one of the most interesting things in the world. The truth is that there is a great outer life that you and I have never touched—a life in which telegrams and anger count. Personal relations, that we think supreme, are not supreme there. There love means marriage settlements, death, death duties. So far I’m clear. But here my difficulty. This outer life, though obviously horrid, often seems the real one—there’s grit in it. It does breed character. Do personal relations lead to sloppiness in the end?” “Oh, Meg, that’s what I felt, only not so clearly, when the Wilcoxes were so competent, and seemed to have their hands on all the ropes. “ “Don’t you feel it now?” “I remember Paul at breakfast,” said Helen quietly. “I shall never forget him. He had nothing to fall back upon. I know that personal relations are the real life, for ever and ever. “Amen!” So the Wilcox episode fell into the background, leaving behind it memories of sweetness and horror that mingled, and the sisters pursued the life that Helen had commended. They talked to each other and to other people, they filled the tall thin house at Wickham Place with those whom they liked or could befriend. They even attended public meetings. In their own fashion they cared deeply about politics, though not as politicians would have us care; they desired that public life should mirror whatever is good in the life within. Temperance, tolerance, and sexual equality were intelligible cries to them; whereas they did not follow our Forward Policy in Thibet with the keen attention that it merits,

Korean befriend: 돕다, 친구가 되다, 사귀다, 돌보아주다, 의 편이 되다. breed: 품종, 종류, 기르다, 씨를 받다, 임신하고 있다, 가르치다, 번식시키다, 양육하다, 발생하다, 새끼를 낳다, 낳다. competent: 자격이 있는, 유능한, 충분한, 요구에 맞는, 상당한, 능력이 있는, 허용되는, 합법적인, 적당한, 심리권을 가진. desired: 옳은, 훌륭한, 바랐던,

희망했던. disgusting: 구역질나는, 지겨운, 메스꺼운. episode: 삽화, 에피소드, 일회분의 작품, 삽화적인 일, 대화, 일회분의 이야기. grit: 용기, 중덜거리다, 이를 갈다, 잔 모래, 담력, 조립사암, 모래. horror: 공포, 열등품, 소름끼치게하는, 염오, 무서운것, 공포의 전율, 치가 떨리는 기분, 무서운 것, 참으로

지독한 것. intelligible: 지성만으로 알수 있는, 알기쉬 운, 알기쉬운, 이해할수 있는, 이해할 수 있는, 명료한, 지성적인. merits: 공적, 당연한 벌, 당연한 상. sweetness: 아름다움, 친절, 방향, 단맛, 유쾌, 감미로움, 신선, 부드러움, 단 맛, 신선함, 사랑스러움. tolerance: 공차, 관용, 내약력, 혀용차, 여유, 아량, 참음, 내성, 허용오차, 허용 오차.

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and would at times dismiss the whole British Empire with a puzzled, if reverent, sigh. Not out of them are the shows of history erected: the world would be a grey, bloodless place were it entirely composed of Miss Schlegels. But the world being what it is, perhaps they shine out in it like stars.% A word on their origin. They were not “English to the backbone,” as their aunt had piously asserted. But, on the other band, they were not “Germans of the dreadful sort.” Their father had belonged to a type that was more prominent in Germany fifty years ago than now. He was not the aggressive German, so dear to the English journalist, nor the domestic German, so dear to the English wit. If one classed him at all it would be as the countryman of Hegel and Kant, as the idealist, inclined to be dreamy, whose Imperialism was the Imperialism of the air. Not that his life had been inactive. He had fought like blazes against Denmark, Austria, France. But he had fought without visualizing the results of victory. A hint of the truth broke on him after Sedan, when he saw the dyed moustaches of Napoleon going grey; another when he entered Paris, and saw the smashed windows of the Tuileries. Peace came—it was all very immense, one had turned into an Empire—but he knew that some quality had vanished for which not all Alsace-Lorraine could compensate him. Germany a commercial Power, Germany a naval Power, Germany with colonies here and a Forward Policy there, and legitimate aspirations in the other place, might appeal to others, and be fitly served by them; for his own part, he abstained from the fruits of victory, and naturalized himself in England. The more earnest members of his family never forgave him, and knew that his children, though scarcely English of the dreadful sort, would never be German to the backbone. He had obtained work in one of our provincial Universities, and there married Poor Emily (or Die Englanderin as the case may be), and as she had money, they proceeded to London, and came to know a good many people. But his gaze was always fixed beyond the sea. It was his hope that the clouds of materialism obscuring the Fatherland would part in time, and the mild intellectual light re-emerge. “Do you imply that we Germans are stupid, Uncle Ernst?” exclaimed a haughty and magnificent nephew. Uncle Ernst replied, “To my mind. You use the intellect, but you no longer care about it. That I call stupidity.” As the haughty nephew

Korean backbone: 등뼈, 기골, 분수령, 척추, 근간. bloodless: 핏기가없는, 냉혈의, 열정이 없는, 원기 없는, 피를 흘리지 않는, 핏기 없는, 혈기 없는. countryman: 동향인, 촌사람, 지방의 주민, 같은 나라 사람, 시골사람, 동포. dyed: 물들인, 염색된. earnest: 진지한, 열심인, 진지, 진심, 중대한, 정식, 성실한, 성실, 엄숙한-

성실, 엄숙한, 계약금. fitly: 적당하게, 알맞게, 시기에 맞게, 꼭 맞게, 적당히, 적절히, 정연하게. haughty: 거만한, 오만한, 오만하는. idealist: 이상주의자, 공상가, 관념론자, 관념주의자, 이상론자. inactive: 현역이 아닌, 게으른, 움직이지 않는, 불선광성의방사능이 없는, 활동하지 않은, 나태한, 불활동의, 비선광 성의, 사용되지 않고 있는불활성의, 비활성의,

활동하지 않는. intellect: 지력, 지식인, 지성, 식자, 예지, 이지, 지식인들. nephew: 조카, 생질의 사생아. reverent: 경건한, 독한, 숭상하는. shine: 햇빛, 빛나다, 장난, 닦다, 비치다, 빼어나다, 좋아함, 윤기, 애착, 퍼렇게 멍든 눈, 일광. smashed: 술취한. wit: 기지, 재치, 지력, 알다, 재치있는 사람, 정신, 재주꾼, 지.

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did not follow, he continued, “You only care about the’ things that you can use, and therefore arrange them in the following order: Money, supremely useful; intellect, rather useful; imagination, of no use at all. No”—for the other had protested—”your Pan-Germanism is no more imaginative than is our Imperialism over here. It is the vice of a vulgar mind to be thrilled by bigness, to think that a thousand square miles are a thousand times more wonderful than one square mile, and that a million square miles are almost the same as heaven. That is not imagination. No, it kills it. When their poets over here try to celebrate bigness they are dead at once, and naturally. Your poets too are dying, your philosophers, your musicians, to whom Europe has listened for two hundred years. Gone. Gone with the little courts that nurtured them—gone with Esterhaz and Weimar. What? What’s that? Your Universities? Oh, yes, you have learned men, who collect more facts than do the learned men of England. They collect facts, and facts, and empires of facts. But which of them will rekindle the light within?” To all this Margaret listened, sitting on the haughty nephew’s knee.% It was a unique education for the little girls. The haughty nephew would be at Wickham Place one day, bringing with him an even haughtier wife, both convinced that Germany was appointed by God to govern the world. Aunt Juley would come the next day, convinced that Great Britain had been appointed to the same post by the same authority. Were both these loud-voiced parties right? On one occasion they had met, and Margaret with clasped hands had implored them to argue the subject out in her presence. Whereat they blushed, and began to talk about the weather. “Papa” she cried—she was a most offensive child— ”why will they not discuss this most clear question?” Her father, surveying the parties grimly, replied that he did not know. Putting her head on one side, Margaret then remarked, “To me one of two things is very clear; either God does not know his own mind about England and Germany, or else these do not know the mind of God.” A hateful little girl, but at thirteen she had grasped a dilemma that most people travel through life without perceiving. Her brain darted up and

Korean dilemma: 딜레마, 궁지, 진퇴양난, 진퇴 양난, 양도 논법. govern: 제어하다, 관리하다, 통치하다, 다스리다, 억제하다, 통치다, 에 적용되다, 좌우하다, 지배하다. grimly: 잔인하게, 엄하게, 으스스하게, 무시무시하게, 무섭게, 기분나쁘게, 험악하게. hateful: 미운, 싫은, 증오에 찬, 지긋지긋한, 가증스런, 가증스러운,

미워할만한. imaginative: 상상력이 풍부한, 상상의, 상상적인, 상상에 관한, 공상에 잠기는, 상상하기 좋아하는, 상상상의, 창작력이 풍부한, 구상력이 풍부한. mile: 마일, 일마일 경주, 먼거리, 훨씬. offensive: 공격, 공격적인, 무례한, 불쾌한, 공세, 비위에 거슬리는, 싫은. rekindle: 다시 점화하다, 다시 점화시키다, 재연하다, 재연시키다,

다시기운을 북돋우다, 다시 불을 붙이다, 다시 불붙다, 다시 기운이 나다, 다시 불타다. surveying: 측량, 측량술. vice: 악습, 육체적 결함, 나쁜 버릇, 사악, 결점, 부도덕, 바이스, 대리로서, 악, 악덕, 병. vulgar: 상스러운, 일반의, 통속적인, 일반 대중의, 서민의, 야비한한, 일반 민중이 사용하는, 평민의, 저속한, 평민, 일반대중의.

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down; it grew pliant and strong. Her conclusion was, that any human being lies nearer to the unseen than any organization, and from this she never varied.% Helen advanced along the same lines, though with a more irresponsible tread. In character she resembled her sister, but she was pretty, and so apt to have a more amusing time. People gathered round her more readily, especially when they were new acquaintances, and she did enjoy a little homage very much. When their father died and they ruled alone at Wickham Place, she often absorbed the whole of the company, while Margaret—both were tremendous talkers—fell flat. Neither sister bothered about this. Helen never apologized afterwards, Margaret did not feel the slightest rancour. But looks have their influence upon character. The sisters were alike as little girls, but at the time of the Wilcox episode their methods were beginning to diverge; the younger was rather apt to entice people, and, in enticing them, to be herself enticed; the elder went straight ahead, and accepted an occasional failure as part of the game. Little need be premised about Tibby. He was now an intelligent man of sixteen, but dyspeptic and difficile.

Korean alike: 똑같은, 같은, 같게, 같이, 서로 같은. amusing: 우스운, 재미나는, 재미있는, 즐거운, 우스움, 즐거움. apt: 적당한, 하기쉬운, 이해가 빠른, 적절한, 총기있는, 하기 쉬운, 할 것 같은, 재기있는. difficile: 남과 어울리지 않는, 까다로운, 다루기 힘든, 성미가 까다로운, 곤란한. diverge: 빗나가다, 차이지다, 갈리다,

벗어나다, 분기하다, 갈라지다. dyspeptic: 소화불량의, 소화불량인 사람, 우울하고 화를 잘내는, 우울한 소화불량인 사람, 위병에 걸린, 소화 불량의. entice: 꾀다, 유혹하다, 미끼, 유혹. enticing: 마음을 끄는, 유혹적인, 마음을 끌 만한. homage: 존경, 복종, 신종의 예, 경의. irresponsible: 책임을 지지 않는, 무책임한, 책임이 없는, 책임감이

없는, 책임감이 없는사람, 책임지지 않는. pliant: 휘기 쉬운. rancour: 심한 증오, 적의, 깊은 원한, 사무친 한. tread: 밟아 뭉개다, 걷다, 짓밟다, 밟다, 걸음걸이, 밟기, 교미하다, 가로장, 밟는 소리, 억누르다, 디딤판. unseen: 눈에 보이지 않는, 보이지않는, 본적이없는, 아직 본 일이 없는, 즉석의, 보이지 않는 것.

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It%will be generally admitted that Beethoven’s Fifth Symphony is the most sublime noise that has ever penetrated into the ear of man. All sorts and conditions are satisfied by it. Whether you are like Mrs. Munt, and tap surreptitiously when the tunes come—of course, not so as to disturb the others—; or like Helen, who can see heroes and shipwrecks in the music’s flood; or like Margaret, who can only see the music; or like Tibby, who is profoundly versed in counterpoint, and holds the full score open on his knee; or like their cousin, Fraulein Mosebach, who remembers all the time that Beethoven is “echt Deutsch”; or like Fraulein Mosebach’s young man, who can remember nothing but Fraulein Mosebach: in any case, the passion of your life becomes more vivid, and you are bound to admit that such a noise is cheap at two shillings. It is cheap, even if you hear it in the Queen’s Hall, dreariest music-room in London, though not as dreary as the Free Trade Hall, Manchester; and even if you sit on the extreme left of that hall, so that the brass bumps at you before the rest of the orchestra arrives, it is still cheap. “Who is Margaret talking to?” said Mrs. Munt, at the conclusion of the first movement. She was again in London on a visit to Wickham Place. Helen looked down the long line of their party, and said that she did not know.

Korean brass: 놋쇠, 금관악기, 철면피, 교란하다, 저해하다, 침해하다. 고급장교, 금전, 놋그릇, 창녀, dreary: 울적한, 쓸쓸한, 지루한, 놋쇠빛, 축받이, 뻔뻔스러움, 돈. 처량한, 음울한, 황량한. counterpoint: 대위법, 대위선율, 대위 flood: 홍수, 범람, 범람하다, 선율. 관개하다, 만조, 밀어닥치다, 넘쳐 cousin: 사촌, 같은 계통의 것, 친척, 흐르다, 쇄도, 호수, 대해, 강. 경, 친한 친구, 봉, 사촌간, 얼간이, orchestra: 오케스트라, 주악석, 일가, 종자, 종형. 관현악단, 일층석, 무대 앞의 disturb: 방해하다, 어지럽히다, 합창대석, 상등석, 무대 앞의 소란하게 하다, 불안하게하다, 오케스트라석, 무대 앞의 상등석, 불안하게 하다, 소란하게하다, 고대 그리스 극장의 무대 앞의

합창대석, 오케스트라석, 무대 앞의 주악석. profoundly: 깊이, 매우, 심원하게, 몹시. sublime: 고상하게 하다, 장엄한, 승화시키다, 고상한, 숭고, 장엄, 숭고하다, 승화하다, 고상하게 되다, 웅대한, 최고의. surreptitiously: 몰래, 부정하게, 남모르게. versed: 숙달한, 에 환한, 정통한.

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“Would it be some young man or other whom she takes an interest in?” “I expect so,” Helen replied. Music enwrapped her, and she could not enter into the distinction that divides young men whom one takes an interest in from young men whom one knows.% “You girls are so wonderful in always having—Oh dear! one mustn’t talk.” For the Andante had begun—very beautiful, but bearing a family likeness to all the other beautiful Andantes that Beethoven had written, and, to Helen’s mind, rather disconnecting the heroes and shipwrecks of the first movement from the heroes and goblins of the third. She heard the tune through once, and then her attention wandered, and she gazed at the audience, or the organ, or the architecture. Much did she censure the attenuated Cupids who encircle the ceiling of the Queen’s Hall, inclining each to each with vapid gesture, and clad in sallow pantaloons, on which the October sunlight struck. “How awful to marry a man like those Cupids!” thought Helen. Here Beethoven started decorating his tune, so she heard him through once more, and then she smiled at her cousin Frieda. But Frieda, listening to Classical Music, could not respond. Herr Liesecke, too, looked as if wild horses could not make him inattentive; there were lines across his forehead, his lips were parted, his pince-nez at right angles to his nose, and he had laid a thick, white hand on either knee. And next to her was Aunt Juley, so British, and wanting to tap. How interesting that row of people was! What diverse influences had gone to the making! Here Beethoven, after humming and hawing with great sweetness, said “Heigho,” and the Andante came to an end. Applause, and a round of “wunderschoning” and “prachtvolleying” from the German contingent. Margaret started talking to her new young man; Helen said to her aunt: “Now comes the wonderful movement: first of all the goblins, and then a trio of elephants dancing;” and Tibby implored the company generally to look out for the transitional passage on the drum. “On the what, dear?” “On the drum, Aunt Juley.”

Korean angles: 앵글족. censure: 비난, 비난하다, 혹평, 견책, 책망하다, 견책하다, 책망, 혹평하다. clad: 장비한, 입은, 다른 금속을 입히다, 덮인, 클래딩하다. contingent: 불확정의, 분견대, 파견단, 우발적인, 우연히 발생한 사항, 분담, 혹 있을지도 모르는, 에 부수하는, 부수사건, 있을수있는, 임시의. encircle: 일주하다, 둘러싸다, 둘러 싸다, 에워 싸다.

humming: 활발한, 콧노래, 번성하는, 씽씽한, 붕붕하는, 거품 이는, 붕붕거리는, 소리를 내는. laid: 집에 틀어박힌, 몸져 누워 있는. likeness: 비슷함, 상사성, 외관, 초상, 흡사한 것, 흡사한 사람. pantaloons: 십구세기경의 바지. parted: 나뉜, 부분으로 나뉜, 흐트러진, 갈라진. pince-nez: 코안경. sallow: 누르스름한, 땅버들, 창백하게

하다, 혈색이 나쁜, 버드나무속의 식물, 누르스름한 색이 되게 되다, 누르스름한 빛깔, 누르스름한 색이 되게 하다. sunlight: 햇빛, 일광. transitional: 과도적인, 변천하는, 과도기의, 변하는 시기의. trio: 삼중창, 삼중주, 세폭 한 짝, 트리오, 셋으로 된 짝. vapid: 흥미없는, 생기 없는, 김빠진, 생기를 잃은, 맛없는.

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“No; look out for the part where you think you have done with the goblins and they come back,” breathed Helen, as the music started with a goblin walking quietly over the universe, from end to end. Others followed him. They were not aggressive creatures; it was that that made them so terrible to Helen. They merely observed in passing that there was no such thing as splendour or heroism in the world. After the interlude of elephants dancing, they returned and made the observation for the second time. Helen could not contradict them, for, once at all events, she had felt the same, and had seen the reliable walls of youth collapse. Panic and emptiness! Panic and emptiness! The goblins were right.% Her brother raised his finger: it was the transitional passage on the drum. For, as if things were going too far, Beethoven took hold of the goblins and made them do what he wanted. He appeared in person. He gave them a little push, and they began to walk in major key instead of in a minor, and then—he blew with his mouth and they were scattered! Gusts of splendour, gods and demigods contending with vast swords, colour and fragrance broadcast on the field of battle, magnificent victory, magnificent death! Oh, it all burst before the girl, and she even stretched out her gloved hands as if it was tangible. Any fate was titanic; any contest desirable; conqueror and conquered would alike be applauded by the angels of the utmost stars. And the goblins—they had not really been there at all? They were only the phantoms of cowardice and unbelief? One healthy human impulse would dispel them? Men like the Wilcoxes, or President Roosevelt, would say yes. Beethoven knew better. The goblins really had been there. They might return— and they did. It was as if the splendour of life might boil over—and waste to steam and froth. In its dissolution one heard the terrible, ominous note, and a goblin, with increased malignity, walked quietly over the universe from end to end. Panic and emptiness! Panic and emptiness! Even the flaming ramparts of the world might fall. Beethoven chose to make all right in the end. He built the ramparts up. He blew with his mouth for the second time, and again the goblins were scattered.

Korean conqueror: 정복자, 승리자, 전승자, 정복왕 윌리엄 일세, 정복왕 윌리엄 1세. contradict: 모순되다, 부정하다, 반박하다, 반대하다, 부인하다. cowardice: 겁, 비겁, 소심. dispel: 쫓아 버리다, 홑뜨리다, 흩뜨리다, 쫓아버리다. flaming: 과장된, 열렬한, 타는 듯한, 열정에 불타는, 불타는, 현란한, 타오르는, 눈이 이글이글 빛난는,

불을 뿜는, 색채가 타는듯이 빨간, 타는 듯이 붉은. fragrance: 방향, 향기로움. froth: 거품, 시시한것, 거품을 뿜다, 거품을 일으키다, 쓸데없는얘기, 쓸데없는 얘기, 거품을일으키다, 거품을 일게 하다, 거품을 내뿜다, 공허. goblin: 악귀, 도깨비, 장난꾸러기 작은 요정, 심술궂은 작은 요정. heroism: 영웅적 자질, 영웅적 행위,

영웅적자질. interlude: 막간, 사이, 간주곡, 에피소드, 중간, 동안, 막간 극, 막간여흥, 막간의, 사이에 일어난, 중간극간주곡. malignity: 악성, 악의, 원한, 병의 악성. titanic: 거대한, 타이탄 신의, 타이탄신의, 티탄의, 힘이 센, 강력 무쌍한, 타이타닉호, 타이탄 신 같은. unbelief: 불신앙, 불신, 의혹.

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He brought back the gusts of splendour, the heroism, the youth, the magnificence of life and of death, and, amid vast roarings of a superhuman joy, he led his Fifth Symphony to its conclusion. But the goblins were there. They could return. He had said so bravely, and that is why one can trust Beethoven when he says other things.% Helen pushed her way out during the applause. She desired to be alone. The music summed up to her all that had happened or could happen in her career. She read it as a tangible statement, which could never be superseded. The notes meant this and that to her, and they could have no other meaning, and life could have no other meaning. She pushed right out of the building, and walked slowly down the outside staircase, breathing the autumnal air, and then she strolled home. “Margaret,” called Mrs. Munt, “is Helen all right?” “Oh yes.” “She is always going away in the middle of a programme,” said Tibby. “The music has evidently moved her deeply,” said Fraulein Mosebach. “Excuse me,” said Margaret’s young man, who had for some time been preparing a sentence, “but that lady has, quite inadvertently, taken my umbrella.” “Oh, good gracious me!—I am so sorry. Tibby, run after Helen.” “I shall miss the Four Serious Songs if I do.” “Tibby love, you must go.” “It isn’t of any consequence,” said the young man, in truth a little uneasy about his umbrella. “But of course it is. Tibby! Tibby!” Tibby rose to his feet, and wilfully caught his person on the backs of the chairs. By the time he had tipped up the seat and had found his hat, and had deposited his full score in safety, it was “too late” to go after Helen. The Four Serious Songs had begun, and one could not move during their performance.

Korean amid: 의 한 복판에, 의 한가운데에, 이 한창일 때, 한창 한는 중에, 복판에, 의 한복판에, 한창 때에. applause: 찬성, 박수갈채, 칭찬, 박수 갈채. autumnal: 가을의, 초로기의, 가을에 피는. bravely: 용감하게, 화려하게. breathing: 호흡, 동경, 발성, 열망, 휴식, 미풍, 부동, 숨쉬는, 숨쉬는 동안, 숨을 불어넣음, 호흡법.

evidently: 명백히, 분명히, 보매, 분명하게, 아무래도. gracious: 상냥한, 친절한, 정중한, 우아한, 기품 있는, 자비로운, 관대한, 존귀한, 품위있는, 우미한, 유익한. inadvertently: 부주의한, 부주의에 의한, 무심결에한, 나태한. magnificence: 장엄, 훌륭함, 장려, 호화, 웅대. splendour: 빛남, 광채, 호화, 훌륭함, 현저함, 장려, 현저, 광휘를 나타내는

것, 광휘를 주는 것. staircase: 계단, 사닥다리 계단. superhuman: 초인적인, 사람의 짓이 아닌, 신기의, 신의. tangible: 분규, 확실한, 만져서 알수 있는, 엉킴, 혼란, 유형재산, 만져서 알 수 있는, 명백한. umbrella: 우산, 핵우산, 지상군 원호 항공대, 보호, 포괄적인, 우산의, 우산으로 보호하다, 우산으로 가리다, 양산, 상공 엄호, 삿갓.

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“My sister is so careless,” whispered Margaret. “Not at all,” replied the young man; but his voice was dead and cold.% “If you would give me your address—” “Oh, not at all, not at all;” and he wrapped his greatcoat over his knees. Then the Four Serious Songs rang shallow in Margaret’s ears. Brahms, for all his grumbling and grizzling, had never guessed what it felt like to be suspected of stealing an umbrella. For this fool of a young man thought that she and Helen and Tibby had been playing the confidence trick on him, and that if he gave his address they would break into his rooms some midnight or other and steal his walkingstick too. Most ladies would have laughed, but Margaret really minded, for it gave her a glimpse into squalor. To trust people is a luxury in which only the wealthy can indulge; the poor cannot afford it. As soon as Brahms had grunted himself out, she gave him her card and said, “That is where we live; if you preferred, you could call for the umbrella after the concert, but I didn’t like to trouble you when it has all been our fault.” His face brightened a little when he saw that Wickham Place was W. It was sad to see him corroded with suspicion, and yet not daring to be impolite, in case these well-dressed people were honest after all. She took it as a good sign that he said to her, “It’s a fine programme this afternoon, is it not?” for this was the remark with which he had originally opened, before the umbrella intervened. “The Beethoven’s fine,” said Margaret, who was not a female of the encouraging type. “I don’t like the Brahms, though, nor the Mendelssohn that came first—and ugh! I don’t like this Elgar that’s coming.” “What, what?” called Herr Liesecke, overhearing. Circumstance will not be fine?”

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“Oh, Margaret, you tiresome girl!” cried her aunt. “Here have I been persuading Herr Liesecke to stop for Pomp and Circumstance, and you are undoing all my work. I am so anxious for him to hear what we are doing in music. Oh, you mustn’t run down our English composers, Margaret.”

Korean daring: 겁이 없는, 대담무쌍한, 지불유예를 주다, 실컷 마시다, 대담한, 모험적인 기상, 모험적인 어하다, 마음대로 하게하다, 술을 용기. 많이 마시다, 버릇없이 가르다, glimpse: 흘긋 보다, 희미하게 보이다, 만족시키다, 대사를 베풀다, 흘긋봄, 일견, 힐끗 보다, 힐끗 기쁘게하다. 보이다. luxury: 사치, 사치품, 쾌락, 호화, 비싼 greatcoat: 무거운 외투, 두꺼운 천으로 물건, 유쾌함. 만든 큰 외투. minded: 할 마음이 있는, 마음이 있는, grumbling: 투덜거리는. 한 마음의, 하고 싶은 마음이 있는. impolite: 무례한, 버릇 없는. squalor: 치사함, 더러움, 너더분함, indulge: 빠지다, 탐닉하다, 비열, 누추함.

steal: 훔치다, 도둑질하다, 도루하다, 훔침, 횡재, 도둑질, 도루, 몰래 손에 넣다, 훔친물건, 몰래가다조용히 움직이다, 싸게 산 물건. stealing: 훔침, 도루, 훔친물건. ugh: 억, 윽. undoing: 풀기, 원상태로 하기, 취소, 타락, 영락, 파멸, 끄름, 원상복구. wealthy: 부유한, 풍부한, 유복한, 부자인, 많은, 넉넉한. well-dressed: 좋은 옷을 입은.

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“For my part, I have heard the composition at Stettin,” said Fraulein Mosebach. “On two occasions. It is dramatic, a little.” “Frieda, you despise English music. You know you do. And English art. And English Literature, except Shakespeare and he’s a German. Very well, Frieda, you may go.” The lovers laughed and glanced at each other. Moved by a common impulse, they rose to their feet and fled from Pomp and Circumstance.% “We have this call to play in Finsbury Circus, it is true,” said Herr Liesecke, as he edged past her and reached the gangway just as the music started. “Margaret—” loudly whispered by Aunt Juley. “Margaret, Margaret! Fraulein Mosebach has left her beautiful little bag behind her on the seat.” Sure enough, there was Frieda’s reticule, containing her address book, her pocket dictionary, her map of London, and her money. “Oh, what a bother—what a family we are! Fr-Frieda!” “Hush!” said all those who thought the music fine. “But it’s the number they want in Finsbury Circus—” “Might I—couldn’t I—” said the suspicious young man, and got very red. “Oh, I would be so grateful.” He took the bag—money clinking inside it—and slipped up the gangway with it. He was just in time to catch them at the swing-door, and he received a pretty smile from the German girl and a fine bow from her cavalier. He returned to his seat up-sides with the world. The trust that they had reposed in him was trivial, but he felt that it cancelled his mistrust for them, and that probably he would not be “had” over his umbrella. This young man had been “had” in the past—badly, perhaps overwhelmingly—and now most of his energies went in defending himself against the unknown. But this afternoon—perhaps on account of music—he perceived that one must slack off occasionally, or what is the good of being alive? Wickham Place, W., though a risk, was as safe as most things, and he would risk it.

Korean bow: 활, 이물, 구부리다, 절하다, 꾸부러지다, 나비넥타이, 만곡부, 인사하다, 켜다, 함수, 절. cavalier: 거만한, 기사, 무관심한, 호위해 가다, 여성의 호위자 노릇을 하다, 기사다운, 호탕한, 왕당원, 파트너, 정중한 신사, 예의바른 사내. clinking: 땡그랑 울리는, 멋들어진, 멋들어지게, 뛰어나게 좋은, 쨍그렁 소리나는. composition: 작곡, 작문, 조립,

혼합물, 구성, 구성물, 기질, 문장, 식자, 성질, 복합. despise: 경멸하다. dictionary: 사전, 사서, 옥편, 자전. edged: 날이 있는, 통렬한, 거나하게 취한, 가장자리가 있는. energies: 능력, 에너지, 정력, 활동력. gangway: 비켜라, 좌석의 통로, 현문, 경사면, 좌석 사이의 통로, 주요갱도, 통로, 배다리. loudly: 큰소리로, 화려하게, 고성으로.

map: 지도, 지도를 만들다, 약도. mistrust: 신용하지 않다, 의심하다, 추측하다, 불신, 불신용. reticule: 여자용 손가방, 핸드백, 그물 주머니, 십자선, 망원경 등의 십자선. slack: 느린, 늦추다, 늘어진, 침체된, 분탄, 느즈러진 곳, 느즈러진, 느슨한, 좋지 못한, 약해지다, 슬랙스. suspicious: 의심을 나타내는, 괴이쩍은, 의심하는, 의심스러운, 의심 많은, 의혹을 일으키는.

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So when the concert was over and Margaret said, “We live quite near; I am going there now. Could you walk around with me, and we’ll find your umbrella?” he said, “Thank you,” peaceably, and followed her out of the Queen’s Hall. She wished that he was not so anxious to hand a lady downstairs, or to carry a lady’s programme for her—his class was near enough her own for its manners to vex her. But she found him interesting on the whole—every one interested the Schlegels on the whole at that time—and while her lips talked culture, her heart was planning to invite him to tea.% “How tired one gets after music!” she began. “Do you find the atmosphere of Queen’s Hall oppressive?” “Yes, horribly.” “But surely the atmosphere of Covent Garden is even more oppressive.” “Do you go there much?” “When my work permits, I attend the gallery for, the Royal Opera.” Helen would have exclaimed, “So do I. I love the gallery,” and thus have endeared herself to the young man. Helen could do these things. But Margaret had an almost morbid horror of “drawing people out,” of “making things go.” She had been to the gallery at Covent Garden, but she did not “attend” it, preferring the more expensive seats; still less did she love it. So she made no reply. “This year I have been three times—to Faust, Tosca, and—” Was it “Tannhouser” or “Tannhoyser”? Better not risk the word. Margaret disliked Tosca and Faust. And so, for one reason and another, they walked on in silence, chaperoned by the voice of Mrs. Munt, who was getting into difficulties with her nephew. “I do in a way remember the passage, Tibby, but when every instrument is so beautiful, it is difficult to pick out one thing rather than another. I am sure that you and Helen take me to the very nicest concerts. Not a dull note from

Korean anxious: 하고 싶어하는, 불안한, 누그러뜨리다, 지루한, 둔해지다, 걱정스러운, 열망하는, 열망하여, 또렷하지 않은, 또렷하지않은, 걱정하는. 지루한-무디게하다, 무디게하다. concert: 합주, 협정하다, 제휴, 연주회, instrument: 기계, 기구, 악기, 증서, 협화음, 협조, 협조하다, 협약, 앞잡이, 수단, 방편, 조격의, 악기의, 콘서트용의, 콘서트에서 연주되는, 도구, 기계의. 음악회. invite: 초대장, 초대하다, 끌다, downstairs: 아래층에 사는 사람들, 가져오다, 초래하다, 간청하다, 아래층에, 아래층, 아래층에-아래응, 자아내다, 부탁하다, 끌다 아래층으로. 쏠리게하다, 야기시키다, 청하다. dull: 둔한, 무딘, 둔감한, 흐리게하다, manners: 예의, 예절, 풍습.

morbid: 병적인, 섬뜩한, 병의, 불건전한, 무시무시한, 정신이 병적인, 질병에 관한, 질병의. peaceably: 평화롭게. tired: 피곤한, 진부한, 물린, 지친, 싫증난, 케케묵은, 싫어진, 세상이 싫어져서, 낡아빠진, 타이어를 단. vex: 성나게 하다, 짜증나게하다, 을 분해하다, 뒤흔들리게 하다, 동요시키다, 괴롭히다, 초조하게 하다, 격랑이 일게 하다.

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beginning%to end. I only wish that our German friends would have stayed till it finished.” “But surely you haven’t forgotten the drum steadily beating on the low C, Aunt Juley?” came Tibby’s voice. “No one could. It’s unmistakable.” “A specially loud part?” hazarded Mrs. Munt. “Of course I do not go in for being musical,” she added, the shot failing. “I only care for music—a very different thing. But still I will say this for myself—I do know when I like a thing and when I don’t. Some people are the same about pictures. They can go into a picture gallery—Miss Conder can—and say straight off what they feel, all round the wall. I never could do that. But music is so different to pictures, to my mind. When it comes to music I am as safe as houses, and I assure you, Tibby, I am by no means pleased by everything. There was a thing—something about a faun in French—which Helen went into ecstasies over, but I thought it most tinkling and superficial, and said so, and I held to my opinion too.” “Do you agree?” asked Margaret. “Do you think music is so different to pictures?” “I—I should have thought so, kind of,” he said. “So should I. Now, my sister declares they’re just the same. We have great arguments over it. She says I’m dense; I say she’s sloppy.” Getting under way, she cried: “Now, doesn’t it seem absurd to you? What is the good of the Arts if they are interchangeable? What is the good of the ear if it tells you the same as the eye? Helen’s one aim is to translate tunes into the language of painting, and pictures into the language of music. It’s very ingenious, and she says several pretty things in the process, but what’s gained, I’d like to know? Oh, it’s all rubbish, radically false. If Monet’s really Debussy, and Debussy’s really Monet, neither gentleman is worth his salt—that’s my opinion. Evidently these sisters quarrelled. “Now, this very symphony that we’ve just been having—she won’t let it alone. She labels it with meanings from start to finish; turns it into literature. I wonder if the day will ever return when music will be treated as music. Yet I

Korean absurd: 불합리한, 어리석은, 부조리한, 모순된, 부조리. beating: 고동, 때림, 날개치기, 타파, 매질, 박정한 대우, 구타, 맥박, 패배, 채찍질의 처벌, 지게 하기. dense: 우둔한, 조밀한, 짙은, 농밀한, 머리가 나쁜, 밀집한, 이해하기 힘든. drum: 북, 불러모으다, 드럼통, 고실, 북을 치고 돌아다니다, 북을 치고 돌아디니며 모집하다, 고동, 북으로 연주하다, 북을치다, 고막, 억지로

주입시키다. faun: 반염소의 신, 농업을 맡은반인, 목축, 목축.농업을맡은반인, 파우니. ingenious: 교묘한, 독창적인, 영리한, 재간 있는, 정교한, 창의력이 있는, 재주가 있는, 있는. interchangeable: 교환할 수 있는, 교체할 수 있는, 바꿀 수 있는, 교대할 수 있는. pictures: 영화. pleased: 기뻐하는, 만족한.

radically: 과격하게, 근본적으로, 철저하게, 급진적으로, 본래. steadily: 꾸준히, 착실히, 견실하게. symphony: 교향곡, 심포니, 음의 조화. tinkling: 딸랑딸랑. translate: 번역하다, 옮기다, 해석하다, 고쳐 만들다, 이동시키다, 이동하다, 헌 재료로 만들다, 헌 옷 등을 만들다, 헌 구두 만들다, 중계하다, 병진시키다.

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don’t know. There’s my brother—behind us. He treats music as music, and oh, my goodness! He makes me angrier than anyone, simply furious. With him I daren’t even argue.” An unhappy family, if talented.% “But, of course, the real villain is Wagner. He has done more than any man in the nineteenth century towards the muddling of arts. I do feel that music is in a very serious state just now, though extraordinarily interesting. Every now and then in history there do come these terrible geniuses, like Wagner, who stir up all the wells of thought at once. For a moment it’s splendid. Such a splash as never was. But afterwards—such a lot of mud; and the wells—as it were, they communicate with each other too easily now, and not one of them will run quite clear. That’s what Wagner’s done.” Her speeches fluttered away from the young man like birds. If only he could talk like this, he would have caught the world. Oh to acquire culture! Oh, to pronounce foreign names correctly! Oh, to be well informed, discoursing at ease on every subject that a lady started! But it would take one years. With an hour at lunch and a few shattered hours in the evening, how was it possible to catch up with leisured women, who had been reading steadily from childhood? His brain might be full of names, he might have even heard of Monet and Debussy; the trouble was that he could not string them together into a sentence, he could not make them “tell,” he could not quite forget about his stolen umbrella. Yes, the umbrella was the real trouble. Behind Monet and Debussy the umbrella persisted, with the steady beat of a drum. “I suppose my umbrella will be all right,” he was thinking. “I don’t really mind about it. I will think about music instead. I suppose my umbrella will be all right.” Earlier in the afternoon he had worried about seats. Ought he to have paid as much as two shillings? Earlier still he had wondered, “Shall I try to do without a programme?” There had always been something to worry him ever since he could remember, always something that distracted him in the pursuit of beauty. For he did pursue beauty, and therefore, Margaret’s speeches did flutter away from him like birds.

Korean communicate: 통신하다, 전하다, 나누다, 통해 있다, 전염시키다, 전달하다, 의사를 소통하다, 성찬을 주다, 성찬을 받다, 감염시키다, 교통하다. distracted: 광란의, 어수선한, 빗나간. extraordinarily: 엄청나게, 이례적으로, 비상하게, 대단하게, 유별나게, 특별히. flutter: 펄럭임, 훨훨날다, 홰치다, 두근거리다, 퍼덕거리다, 나부끼다,

동요, 퍼덕이다, 날개치다, 빠르고 불규칙하게 뛰다, 활개짓. furious: 맹렬한, 격노한, 사납게 날뛰는, 노하여 펄펄 뛰는, 미쳐날뛰는, 미쳐 날뛰는, 소란스러운. geniuses: 요정. leisured: 한가한, 여가 있는. pronounce: 발음하다, 의견을 말하다, 판단을 내리다, 선고하다, 말하다, 단언하다-발음하다, 선언하다.

pursuit: 추적, 종사, 직업, 수행, 추구, 추격, 연구, 속행, 하는 일. splash: 튀다, 튀기다, 튀김, 철벅철벅, 첨벙, 반점, 흩뿌린 것 같은 무늬로 하다, 큰호평을 얻다, 소량의 소다수, 풍덩 떨어지다, 튄물. stir: 활동, 움직이다, 움직임, 휘젓다, 뒤섞다, 흥분, 찌르기, 휘젓기, 유통하다, 흥분시키다, 활동하다. villain: 악한, 놈, 악인, 이 자식, 녀석, 천민, 이놈, 농노.

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Margaret talked ahead, occasionally saying, “Don’t you think so? don’t you feel the same?” And once she stopped, and said “Oh, do interrupt me!” which terrified him. She did not attract him, though she filled him with awe. Her figure was meagre, her face seemed all teeth and eyes, her references to her sister and brother were uncharitable. For all her cleverness and culture, she was probably one of those soulless, atheistical women who have been so shown up by Miss Corelli. It was surprising (and alarming) that she should suddenly say, “I do hope that you’ll come in and have some tea.” “I do hope that you’ll come in and have some tea. We should be so glad. I have dragged you so far out of your way.” They had arrived at Wickham Place. The sun had set, and the backwater, in deep shadow, was filling with a gentle haze. To the right of the fantastic skyline of the flats towered black against the hues of evening; to the left the older houses raised a square-cut, irregular parapet against the grey. Margaret fumbled for her latchkey. Of course she had forgotten it. So, grasping her umbrella by its ferrule, she leant over the area and tapped at the dining-room window.% “Helen! Let us in!” “All right,” said a voice. “You’ve been taking this gentleman’s umbrella.” “Taken a what?” said Helen, opening the door. “Oh, what’s that? Do come in! How do you do?” “Helen, you must not be so ramshackly. You took this gentleman’s umbrella away from Queen’s Hall, and he has had the trouble of coming for it.” “Oh, I am so sorry!” cried Helen, all her hair flying. She had pulled off her hat as soon as she returned, and had flung herself into the big dining-room chair. “I do nothing but steal umbrellas. I am so very sorry! Do come in and choose one. Is yours a hooky or a nobbly? Mine’s a nobbly—at least, I think it is.” The light was turned on, and they began to search the hall, Helen, who had abruptly parted with the Fifth Symphony, commenting with shrill little cries.

Korean alarming: 놀랄 정도의, 경각심, 경종, 놀라운. atheistical: 무신론의. awe: 외경하다, 경외, 두려움. cleverness: 교묘, 영리, 영리함, 솝씨 있음, 솜씨 좋음, 빈틈 없음, 민첩. ferrule: 물미, 에 페룰을 달다. grasping: 붙잡는, 쥐는, 잡는, 탐욕스러운, 구두쇠의, 남욕스러운. haze: 안개, 혹사하다, 곯리다, 못살게 굴다, 몽롱, 아지랑이, 이내.

hooky: 갈고리의, 갈고리 같은, 학교를 빼먹음. interrupt: 방해하다, 가로막다, 중단하다, 중단시키다, 끼어들다, 일시 정지, 도중에서 방해하다, 저지하다. latchkey: 걸쇠의 열쇠. meagre: 빈약한, 결핍한, 불충분한, 무미건조한, 메마른, 야윈, 마른. parapet: 난간, 성의 흉장. shrill: 새된 소리로, 강렬한, 날카로운

소리, 날카롭게, 높은 소리로, 새된 목소리, 새된 목소리로 말하다, 새된 목소리로, 날카로운 소리를 내다, 날카로운, 과장된. skyline: 지평선, 하늘을 배경으로 한 윤곽. soulless: 영혼이 없는, 기백 없는, 무정한. towered: 탑이 있는. uncharitable: 무자비한, 가차없는, 엄한.

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“Don’t you talk, Meg! You stole an old gentleman’s silk top-hat. Yes, she did, Aunt Juley. It is a positive fact. She thought it was a muff. Oh, heavens! I’ve knocked the In and Out card down. Where’s Frieda? Tibby, why don’t you ever—No, I can’t remember what I was going to say. That wasn’t it, but do tell the maids to hurry tea up. What about this umbrella?” She opened it. “No, it’s all gone along the seams. It’s an appalling umbrella. It must be mine.” But it was not.% He took it from her, murmured a few words of thanks, and then fled, with the lilting step of the clerk. “But if you will stop—” cried Margaret. “Now, Helen, how stupid you’ve been!” “Whatever have I done?” “Don’t you see that you’ve frightened him away? I meant him to stop to tea. You oughtn’t to talk about stealing or holes in an umbrella. I saw his nice eyes getting so miserable. No, it’s not a bit of good now.” For Helen had darted out into the street, shouting, “Oh, do stop!” “I dare say it is all for the best,” opined Mrs. Munt. “We know nothing about the young man, Margaret, and your drawing-room is full of very tempting little things.” But Helen cried: “Aunt Juley, how can you! You make me more and more ashamed. I’d rather he had been a thief and taken all the apostle spoons than that I—Well, I must shut the front-door, I suppose. One more failure for Helen.” “Yes, I think the apostle spoons could have gone as rent,” said Margaret. Seeing that her aunt did not understand, she added: “You remember ‘rent.’ It was one of father’s words—Rent to the ideal, to his own faith in human nature. You remember how he would trust strangers, and if they fooled him he would say, ‘It’s better to be fooled than to be suspicious’—that the confidence trick is the work of man, but the want-of-confidence-trick is the work of the devil.” “I remember something of the sort now,” said Mrs. Munt, rather tartly, for she longed to add, “It was lucky that your father married a wife with money.”

Korean apostle: 사도, 최초의전도자, 주창자, 최초의 기독교 전도자, 총무 위원. appalling: 대단한, 섬뜩한, 심한, 끔찍한, 무서운, 오싹 소름이 끼치는, 질리는. clerk: 목사, 판매원, 사무원, 점원, 학자, 서기, 서기로 근무하다, 프런트계, 점원 노릇을 하다, 사무관, 교회서기. hurry: 서두르다, 서두름, 허둥대어, 급함, 서두르게하다, 쉽사리, 서두를

필요, 사구, 서두르게 하다, 진음곡, 열심. lilting: 즐겁고 신나는, 경쾌한. miserable: 비참한, 불쌍한, 초라한, 딱한, 빈약한, 천박한. muff: 공을 놓치다, 머프, 얼뜨기, 실수하다, 스포츠에 서툰 사람, 스포츠에 서툰 사람-실수하다, 받다가 놓치다, 토시 비슷한 것, 통, 공을 받다가 놓치다, 그르치기. shouting: 외침, 환호, 고함 소리.

stole: 여자용 어깨 걸이, 영대, 스톨, 길고 헐거운 겉옷, 주부용 외투. tartly: 짜릿하게, 시큼하게. tempting: 유혹하는, 황홀하게 하는, 부추기는, 마음이 당기는. thief: 도둑. top-hat: 실크해트, 최상층의. trick: 장난, 버릇, 비결, 속이다, 계교, 요술, 요술부리다, 장난감, 모양내다, 의 기대를 저버리다, 계략. wife: 여자, 처, 아내, 부인.

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But this was unkind, and she contented herself with, “Why, he might have stolen the little Ricketts picture as well.” “Better that he had,” said Helen stoutly.% “No, I agree with Aunt Juley,” said Margaret. “I’d rather mistrust people than lose my little Ricketts. There are limits.” Their brother, finding the incident commonplace, had stolen upstairs to see whether there were scones for tea. He warmed the teapot—almost too deftly— rejected the Orange Pekoe that the parlour-maid had provided, poured in five spoonfuls of a superior blend, filled up with really boiling water, and now called to the ladies to be quick or they would lose the aroma. “All right, Auntie Tibby,” called Helen, while Margaret, thoughtful again, said: “In a way, I wish we had a real boy in the house—the kind of boy who cares for men. It would make entertaining so much easier.” “So do I,” said her sister. “Tibby only cares for cultured females singing Brahms.” And when they joined him she said rather sharply: “Why didn’t you make that young man welcome, Tibby? You must do the host a little, you know. You ought to have taken his hat and coaxed him into stopping, instead of letting him be swamped by screaming women.” Tibby sighed, and drew a long strand of hair over his forehead. “Oh, it’s no good looking superior. I mean what I say.” “Leave Tibby alone!” said Margaret, who could not bear her brother to be scolded. “Here’s the house a regular hen-coop!” grumbled Helen. “Oh, my dear!” protested Mrs. Munt. “How can you say such dreadful things! The number of men you get here has always astonished me. If there is any danger it’s the other way round.” “Yes, but it’s the wrong sort of men, Helen means.”

Korean aroma: 방향, 기품, 향기, 묘취, 아취, 품격. astonished: 놀란. blend: 섞이다, 혼합물, 융화하다, 조화하다, 섞다, 잘되다, 조제하다, 혼합, 혼합하다, 어울리다, 혼성어. boiling: 비등, 비등하는, 끓음, 사나운, 끓어 오르는, 일회분의 삶을 거리, 푹푹 찌는 듯한, 격렬한. commonplace: 평범한, 평범한 일, 상투어, 진부한, 흔해빠진말, 비망록,

다반사, 평범한 것, 흔해빠진 말, 흔해빠진 이야기. cultured: 교화된, 재배된, 교양있는, 문화를 가진, 세련된, 양식된. dreadful: 무서운, 몹시 불쾌한, 따분한, 지겨운, 지긋지긋한. entertaining: 재미있는, 유쾌한. forehead: 이마, 전부, 앞부분, 부분, 앞 부분. screaming: 깜짝 놀라게 하는, 번지르르한, 이목을 끌게 하는,

우스워 못 견디는, 날카롭게 외치는, 선정적인, 깔깔 웃는, 킥킥거리는, 외치는, 삑삑 우는, 쇳소리를 지르는. strand: 바닷가, 좌초시키다, 가닥을 끊다, 물가, 꼬다, 좌초하다, 외가닥, 궁핍하게 하다. thoughtful: 생각에 잠긴, 주의 깊은, 인정있는, 사려 깊은, 생각이 깊은, 인정 있는. unkind: 불친절한, 몰인정한, 냉혹한, 사나운.

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“No, I don’t,” corrected Helen. “We get the right sort of man, but the wrong side of him, and I say that’s Tibby’s fault. There ought to be a something about the house—an—I don’t know what.” “A touch of the W.’s, perhaps?” Helen put out her tongue.% “Who are the W.’s?” asked Tibby. “The W.’s are things I and Meg and Aunt Juley know about and you don’t, so there!” “I suppose that ours is a female house,” said Margaret, “and one must just accept it. No, Aunt Juley, I don’t mean that this house is full of women. I am trying to say something much more clever. I mean that it was irrevocably feminine, even in father’s time. Now I’m sure you understand! Well, I’ll give you another example. It’ll shock you, but I don’t care. Suppose Queen Victoria gave a dinner-party, and that the guests had been Leighton, Millais, Swinburne, Rossetti, Meredith, Fitzgerald, etc. Do you suppose that the atmosphere of that dinner would have been artistic? Heavens no! The very chairs on which they sat would have seen to that. So with our house—it must be feminine, and all we can do is to see that it isn’t effeminate. Just as another house that I can mention, but I won’t, sounded irrevocably masculine, and all its inmates can do is to see that it isn’t brutal.” “That house being the W.’s house, I presume,” said Tibby. “You’re not going to be told about the W.’s, my child,” Helen cried, “so don’t you think it. And on the other hand, I don’t the least mind if you find out, so don’t you think you’ve done anything clever, in either case. Give me a cigarette.” “You do what you can for the house,” said Margaret. “The drawing-room reeks of smoke.” “If you smoked too, the house might suddenly turn masculine. Atmosphere is probably a question of touch and go. Even at Queen Victoria’s dinner-party—

Korean artistic: 예술적인, 미술의, 예술의, 멋있는, 미술적인. atmosphere: 분위기, 공기, 대기, 기압, 기분, 운치, 전체를 싸고 있는 가스체, 주위의정황, 풍격, 환경, 대기권. clever: 영리한, 교묘한, 사람이 좋은, 약삭빠른, 익숙한, 솜씨좋은, 손재주있는, 슬기로운, 현명한, 머리가 좋은, 똑똑한. effeminate: 연약한, 여자같은, 여자 같은.

etc: 따위, 기타, 등, 등등. fault: 과실, 결점, 책임, 단층, 테니스 폴트, 단점, 실수, 흠, 냄새 자취를 잃음, 잘못. female: 여성, 암, 암의, 여성의, 여자로 이루어진, 계집, 암컷, 암컷의, 여자. least: 하다못해, 가장적게, 최소, 가장 적게, 가장 작은. masculine: 남자의, 남자같은, 남성, 남자다운, 남성의, 여자가 남자같은,

남성 대명사 따위, 남성 명사. mention: 이름을 들다, 진술하다, 언급하다, 언급, 이름을 들기, 말하다. ours: 우리의 것, 우리의 가족, 우리의 연대 따위, 우리의 임무, 우리의 회사. shock: 쇼크, 충격, 충격을 주다, 격돌, 충돌하다, 타격, 짚가리, 충돌, 가리다, 헝클어진 머리, 부스스한것. smoked: 훈제의, 유연으로 그을린, 그을린, 훈제한. suddenly: 갑자기, 돌연히, 별안간.

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if something had been just a little different—perhaps if she’d worn a clinging Liberty tea-gown instead of a magenta satin—” “With an Indian shawl over her shoulders—” “Fastened at the bosom with a Cairngorm-pin—” Bursts of disloyal laughter—you must remember that they are half German— greeted these suggestions, and Margaret said pensively, “How inconceivable it would be if the Royal Family cared about Art.” And the conversation drifted away and away, and Helen’s cigarette turned to a spot in the darkness, and the great flats opposite were sown with lighted windows, which vanished and were relit again, and vanished incessantly. Beyond them the thoroughfare roared gently—a tide that could never be quiet, while in the east, invisible behind the smokes of Wapping, the moon was rising.% “That reminds me, Margaret. We might have taken that young man into the dining-room, at all events. Only the majolica plate—and that is so firmly set in the wall. I am really distressed that he had no tea.” For that little incident had impressed the three women more than might be supposed. It remained as a goblin football, as a hint that all is not for the best in the best of all possible worlds, and that beneath these superstructures of wealth and art there wanders an ill-fed boy, who has recovered his umbrella indeed, but who has left no address behind him, and no name.

Korean bosom: 가슴, 껴안다, 내부, 마음속에 비추다, 암시하다, 힌트, 지시, 년지시 간직하다, 믿고 있는, 품, 흉부, 비치다, 넌지시알리다, 귀뜸, 요령, 흉부슴속, 가슴속, 속, 표면. 희미한 징조. clinging: 남에게 의존하는, 몸에 착 incessantly: 끊임없는, 간단 없이, 붙는, 달라 붙는, 끈덕진, 감겨 붙는, 끊임 없이. 들러붙는, 몸의 윤곽이 드러나는, inconceivable: 상상도 할 수 없는, 밀착성의. 상상 할 수도, 믿을수 없는, 상상할 disloyal: 불충한, 불성실한, 불충실한. 수도 없는, 상상할 수 없는, 인지를 distressed: 피로한, 궁핍한, 구유핍한, 초월한, 터무니없는, 믿어지지 않는. 투매의, 고민하는. invisible: 눈에 보이지 않는, 신, 영계, hint: 암시, 변죽울리기, 넌지시 눈에 안보이는, 모습을 나타내지

않는, 숨은, 얼굴을 보이지 않는, 얼굴을 내놓지 않는. lighted: 불이 켜진. magenta: 빨간 아닐린 물감, 그 색, 마젠타색, 마젠타색의, 짙은 흥색의, 마젠타. majolica: 마졸리카 도자기, 마졸리카. pensively: 생각에 잠긴 채로, 구슬프게. shawl: 숄, 어깨 걸치개, 에 숄을 걸치다.

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CHAPTER 6

We are not concerned with the very poor. They are unthinkable, and only to be approached by the statistician or the poet. This story deals with gentlefolk, or with those who are obliged to pretend that they are gentlefolk.% The boy, Leonard Bast, stood at the extreme verge of gentility. He was not in the abyss, but he could see it, and at times people whom he knew had dropped in, and counted no more. He knew that he was poor, and would admit it: he would have died sooner than confess any inferiority to the rich. This may be splendid of him. But he was inferior to most rich people, there is not the least doubt of it. He was not as courteous as the average rich man, nor as intelligent, nor as healthy, nor as lovable. His mind and his body had been alike underfed, because he was poor, and because he was modern they were always craving better food. Had he lived some centuries ago, in the brightly coloured civilizations of the past, he would have had a definite status, his rank and his income would have corresponded. But in his day the angel of Democracy had arisen, enshadowing the classes with leathern wings, and proclaiming, “All men are equal—all men, that is to say, who possess umbrellas,” and so he was obliged to assert gentility, lest he slipped into the abyss where nothing counts, and the statements of Democracy are inaudible.

Korean abyss: 심연, 혼돈, 지옥, 나락, 끝없이 깊은 구렁. brightly: 환하게, 밝게. confess: 자인하다, 자백하다, 고해를 듣다, 고해하다, 참회하다, 고백하다, 자공하다, 공언하다. courteous: 예의바른, 정중한, 친절한. craving: 갈망, 열망, 간원 강렬한, 갈망하는, 열망하는. definite: 명확한, 뚜렷한, 일정한, 한정된, 한정하는.

gentility: 예절바름, 품위, 지체 높음, 점잔 빼기, 상류 계급, 얌전뺌, 문벌이 좋음. gentlefolk: 양가의 사람들, 양갓집 사람들, 지체 있는 집안의 사람들, 지체 있는 신분이 높은 사람들. inaudible: 알아들을 수 없는, 들리지 않은. inferiority: 열등, 하급, 하위, 조악, 열세. leathern: 가죽의.

lest: 을 두려워하여, 하지 않도록, 하지나 않을까 하고. lovable: 사랑스러운, 귀여운. statistician: 통계학자, 통계가. underfed: 영양 부족의. unthinkable: 생각할 수 없는, 있은성 싶지 않은, 상상도할 수 없는, 생각할 가치도 없는. verge: 가장자리, 기울다, 경계, 한계, 끝, 바싹 다가가다, 에 직면하다, 에 향하다, 접하다, 가, 향하다.

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As he walked away from Wickham Place, his first care was to prove that he was as good as the Miss Schlegels. Obscurely wounded in his pride, he tried to wound them in return. They were probably not ladies. Would real ladies have asked him to tea? They were certainly ill-natured and cold. At each step his feeling of superiority increased. Would a real lady have talked about stealing an umbrella? Perhaps they were thieves after all, and if he had gone into the house they could have clapped a chloroformed handkerchief over his face. He walked on complacently as far as the Houses of Parliament. There an empty stomach asserted itself, and told him he was a fool.% “Evening, Mr. Bast.” “Evening, Mr. Dealtry.” “Nice evening.” “Evening.” Mr. Dealtry, a fellow clerk, passed on, and Leonard stood wondering whether he would take the tram as far as a penny would take him, or whether he would walk. He decided to walk—it is no good giving in, and he had spent money enough at Queen’s Hall—and he walked over Westminster Bridge, in front of St. Thomas’s Hospital, and through the immense tunnel that passes under the South-Western main line at Vauxhall. In the tunnel he paused and listened to the roar of the trains. A sharp pain darted through his head, and he was conscious of the exact form of his eye sockets. He pushed on for another mile, and did not slacken speed until he stood at the entrance of a road called Camelia Road, which was at present his home. Here he stopped again, and glanced suspiciously to right and left, like a rabbit that is going to bolt into its hole. A block of flats, constructed with extreme cheapness, towered on either hand. Farther down the road two more blocks were being built, and beyond these an old house was being demolished to accommodate another pair. It was the kind of scene that may be observed all over London, whatever the locality—bricks and mortar rising and falling with the restlessness of the water in a fountain, as the city receives more and more

Korean blocks: 블록. bolt: 볼트, 전광, 빗장, 굵은 화살, 체질하다, 빗장으로 걸다, 번개불, 음미하다, 뛰어나가다, 도주뛰어나가다, 죔못. cheapness: 염가, 값쌈. fountain: 분수, 샘, 기름통, 원천, 잉크 통, 분출하다, 쏘다 분수, 액체 저장 용기. handkerchief: 손수건. ill-natured: 심술궂은.

mortar: 모르타르, 박격포, 회반죽모르타르로 굳히다, 막자 사발, 유발, 절구, 철확, 회반죽 -에 모르타르를 바르다, 에 모르타르를 바르다, 구포. restlessness: 차분하지 못함. roar: 으르렁거리다, 울리다, 노호, 포효, 폭소, 외치다, 노호하다, 고함치다, 반향하다, 소리쳐 말하다, 왁자그르르 웃다. slacken: 느슨해지다, 늦추다, 늘어지다, 게을리하다, 감소시키다,

늦어지다. superiority: 우월, 우세. suspiciously: 수상쩍게, 의심쩍게, 의심많게, 의심스럽게. thieves: 도둑. tram: 궤도, 광차, 시가전차, 석탄차, 시가 전차, 정확힌 조정, 운반차, 전차로 가다, 타원 컴퍼스, 광차로 나르다, 전차로 나르다. wounded: 부상한, 상처입은, 부상자들.

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men upon her soil. Camelia Road would soon stand out like a fortress, and command, for a little, an extensive view. Only for a little. Plans were out for the erection of flats in Magnolia Road also. And again a few years, and all the flats in either road might be pulled down, and new buildings, of a vastness at present unimaginable, might arise where they had fallen.% “Evening, Mr. Bast.” “Evening, Mr. Cunningham.” “Very serious thing this decline of the birth-rate in Manchester.” “I beg your pardon?” “Very serious thing this decline of the birth-rate in Manchester,” repeated Mr. Cunningham, tapping the Sunday paper, in which the calamity in question had just been announced to him. “Ah, yes,” said Leonard, who was not going to let on that he had not bought a Sunday paper. “If this kind of thing goes on the population of England will be stationary in 1960.” “You don’t say so.” “I call it a very serious thing, eh?” “Good-evening, Mr. Cunningham.” “Good-evening, Mr. Bast.” Then Leonard entered Block B of the flats, and turned, not upstairs, but down, into what is known to house agents as a semi-basement, and to other men as a cellar. He opened the door, and cried “Hullo!” with the pseudo-geniality of the Cockney. There was no reply. “Hullo!” he repeated. The sitting-room was empty, though the electric light had been left burning. A look of relief came over his face, and he flung himself into the armchair. The sitting-room contained, besides the armchair, two other chairs, a piano, a three-legged table, and a cosy corner. Of the walls, one was occupied by the window, the other by a draped mantelshelf bristling with Cupids. Opposite the

Korean agents: 자치령 대표, 자치령주 대표. armchair: 안락의자, 실제 경험에 의하지 않은, 경험에 의하지 않은. bristling: 작은 청어, 청어속의 작은 물고기. burning: 불타는, 긴급한, 격렬한, 타고 있는 것, 타고 있는, 시급한. calamity: 재난, 참화, 불행, 비참. cellar: 지하실, 석탄 저장소, 포도주 저장, 최하위, 포도주 저장실, 저장 포도주, 움, 지하실에 저장하다,

지하실에 저정하다, 땅광. contained: 억제하는, 조심스러운. cosy: 기분 좋은, 보온 커버, 있기 편한, 차양이 있는 이인용 의자. erection: 발기, 직립, 설립, 건립, 건물, 건설, 조립, 건설물. fortress: 요새, 안전지대, 요새로 방어하다, 요새지, 요새 도시. mantelshelf: 벽로 선반, 벽로 선발, 벽난로 선반. occupied: 점령된, 에 종사하고 있는,

가득차 있는. piano: 여리게, 피아노, 여린, 약음의, 피아노 연주, 피아노연주, 약음, 약음부. stationary: 고정된, 정지한, 움직이지 않는, 고정시킨, 변화 없는, 얼른 보아 경도에 변화가 없는, 움직이지 않는 것, 움직이지 않는 사람, 정주한. three-legged: 다리가 셋인. unimaginable: 상상할 수 없는. vastness: 광대한 넓이, 광대, 광대함.

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window was the door, and beside the door a bookcase, while over the piano there extended one of the masterpieces of Maud Goodman. It was an amorous and not unpleasant little hole when the curtains were drawn, and the lights turned on, and the gas-stove unlit. But it struck that shallow makeshift note that is so often heard in the modem dwelling-place. It had been too easily gained, and could be relinquished too easily.% As Leonard was kicking off his boots he jarred the three-legged table, and a photograph frame, honourably poised upon it, slid sideways, fell off into the fireplace, and smashed. He swore in a colourless sort of way, and picked the photograph up. It represented a young lady called Jacky, and had been taken at the time when young ladies called Jacky were often photographed with their mouths open. Teeth of dazzling whiteness extended along either of Jacky’s jaws, and positively weighted her head sideways, so large were they and so numerous. Take my word for it, that smile was simply stunning, and it is only you and I who will be fastidious, and complain that true joy begins in the eyes, and that the eyes of Jacky did not accord with her smile, but were anxious and hungry. Leonard tried to pull out the fragments of glass, and cut his fingers and swore again. A drop of blood fell on the frame, another followed, spilling over on to the exposed photograph. He swore more vigorously, and dashed to the kitchen, where he bathed his hands. The kitchen was the same size as the sitting room; through it was a bedroom. This completed his home. He was renting the flat furnished: of all the objects that encumbered it none were his own except the photograph frame, the Cupids, and the books. “Damn, damn, damnation!” he murmured, together with such other words as he had learnt from older men. Then he raised his hand to his forehead and said, “Oh, damn it all—” which meant something different. He pulled himself together. He drank a little tea, black and silent, that still survived upon an upper shelf. He swallowed some dusty crumbs of cake. Then he went back to the sitting-room, settled himself anew, and began to read a volume of Ruskin. “Seven miles to the north of Venice—”

Korean amorous: 요염한, 연애의, 연애를하고 있는, 사라을 표시하는, 호색의, 연애를하고있는, 사랑을표시하는, 사랑의, 호색적인. anew: 재차, 다시, 새로이, 다시 한번. bookcase: 책장, 책꽃이, 서가. crumbs: 아이쿠, 이런. dashed: 괘씸한, 굉장히, 낙심한, 의기 소침한, 지독히. dazzling: 눈부신. dusty: 먼지빛의, 먼지투성이의,

티끌투성이의, 가루의, 무미 건조한, 가루 모양의. fastidious: 꽤 까다로운, 꾀까다로운, 까다로운. fireplace: 벽난로. furnished: 가구 달린, 구색을 갖춘, 재고량이 ...한. honourably: 존경받도록, 훌륭히, 정당하게, 올바르게. jaws: 입 부분, 좁다란 입구. leonard: 남자 이름.

makeshift: 둘러 맞춤, 임시변통, 임시 변통의, 임시 변통. modem: 변복조 장치. stunning: 기절시키는, 멍하게 하는, 아주 멋진, 멍해지는, 매우 훌륭한. vigorously: 원기있게. weighted: 부담이 무거운, 짐을 실은, 출신구 인구 비례로 대표권을 행사하는. whiteness: 흼, 순백함, 결백, 창백함, 창백, 순결, 백색 물질.

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How perfectly the famous chapter opens! How supreme its command of admonition and of poetry! The rich man is speaking to us from his gondola.% “Seven miles to the north of Venice the banks of sand which nearer the city rise little above low-water mark attain by degrees a higher level, and knit themselves at last into fields of salt morass, raised here and there into shapeless mounds, and intercepted by narrow creeks of sea.” Leonard was trying to form his style on Ruskin: he understood him to be the greatest master of English Prose. He read forward steadily, occasionally making a few notes. “Let us consider a little each of these characters in succession, and first (for of the shafts enough has been said already), what is very peculiar to this church— its luminousness.” Was there anything to be learnt from this fine sentence? Could he adapt it to the needs of daily life? Could he introduce it, with modifications, when he next wrote a letter to his brother, the lay-reader? For example— “Let us consider a little each of these characters in succession, and first (for of the absence of ventilation enough has been said already), what is very peculiar to this flat—its obscurity. “ Something told him that the modifications would not do; and that something, had he known it, was the spirit of English Prose. “My flat is dark as well as stuffy.” Those were the words for him. And the voice in the gondola rolled on, piping melodiously of Effort and Self-Sacrifice, full of high purpose, full of beauty, full even of sympathy and the love of men, yet somehow eluding all that was actual and insistent in Leonard’s life. For it was the voice of one who had never been dirty or hungry, and had not guessed successfully what dirt and hunger are. Leonard listened to it with reverence. He felt that he was being done good to, and that if he kept on with Ruskin, and the Queen’s Hall Concerts, and some pictures by Watts, he would one day push his head out of the grey waters and see the universe. He believed in sudden conversion, a belief which may be right,

Korean adapt: 적응시키다, 수정하다, 개작하다, 조화시키다, 순응하다, 개조 하다, 번안 하다, 각색 하다, 순응시키다. admonition: 훈계, 타이름, 충고, 경고, 훈방, 설유. attain: 달성하다, 도달하다, 이루다, 이르다, 결혼하다, 붙어있다, 첨부하다. dirt: 진흙, 쓰레기, 오물, 비열한 언사, 흙, 토지, 먼지, 욕, 굴욕을 참다,

폐석, 욕설. 태평한.텨평 성세, 태평한, 태평 성세, gondola: 곤돌라, 너벅선, 조롱, 조선, 옷의 가선끝, 옷의 가선끝-새된. 차량이 낮은 무개 대형 화차. reverence: 존경, 존경하다, 위덕, 님, insistent: 강요하는, 주의를 끄는, 경례, 숭상, 숭상하다, 신부님, 경의, 끈덕진, 눈에 띄는, 뚜렷한, 두드러진. 위엄, 경계. morass: 소지, 늪, 궁지, 소택지. shapeless: 모양이 좋음, 무형의, obscurity: 불명료, 어두컴컴함, 엉성항, 혼란한, 못생긴. 난해한곳, 미천, 어둠, 불분명, 세상에 ventilation: 환기 장치, 통풍, 자유 알려지지 않음. 토의, 환기, 바로, 공기의 유통, piping: 관의 재료, 새된 소리, 관악, 문제의 공개 토론, 여론에 묻기, 픽픽끓는, 피리를 붊, 새된, 통풍상태, 표출, 환기법.

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but which is peculiarly attractive to a half-baked mind. It is the bias of much popular religion: in the domain of business it dominates the Stock Exchange, and becomes that “bit of luck” by which all successes and failures are explained. “If only I had a bit of luck, the whole thing would come straight.... He’s got a most magnificent place down at Streatham and a 20 h.-p. Fiat, but then, mind you, he’s had luck.... I’m sorry the wife’s so late, but she never has any luck over catching trains.” Leonard was superior to these people; he did believe in effort and in a steady preparation for the change that he desired. But of a heritage that may expand gradually, he had no conception: he hoped to come to Culture suddenly, much as the Revivalist hopes to come to Jesus. Those Miss Schlegels had come to it; they had done the trick; their hands were upon the ropes, once and for all. And meanwhile, his flat was dark, as well as stuffy.% Presently there was a noise on the staircase. He shut up Margaret’s card in the pages of Ruskin, and opened the door. A woman entered, of whom it is simplest to say that she was not respectable. Her appearance was awesome. She seemed all strings and bell-pulls—ribbons, chains, bead necklaces that clinked and caught—and a boa of azure feathers hung round her neck, with the ends uneven. Her throat was bare, wound with a double row of pearls, her arms were bare to the elbows, and might again be detected at the shoulder, through cheap lace. Her hat, which was flowery, resembled those punnets, covered with flannel, which we sowed with mustard and cress in our childhood, and which germinated here yes, and there no. She wore it on the back of her head. As for her hair, or rather hairs, they are too complicated to describe, but one system went down her back, lying in a thick pad there, while another, created for a lighter destiny, rippled around her forehead. The face—the face does not signify. It was the face of the photograph, but older, and the teeth were not so numerous as the photographer had suggested, and certainly not so white. Yes, Jacky was past her prime, whatever that prime may have been. She was descending quicker than most women into the colourless years, and the look in her eyes confessed it.

Korean awesome: 무서운, 두려운, 경외심이 나타나 있는, 두려움을 일으 키게 하는, 위엄있는. azure: 하늘빛, 푸른하늘, 하늘빛의, 창공의, 푸른 하늘. bead: 구슬, 방울, 염주알, 거품의, 염주, 로자리오, 유리알, 가늠쇠, 구슬이 되다, 구슬선, 구슬로 장식하다. boa: 보아, 큰구렁이, 왕뱀, 확대 공동 변동환시세제.

confessed: 정평있는, 명백한, 인정된, 인정받은, 자인한. cress: 유채과의 야채, 양갓냉이. descending: 내려가는, 강하하는, 하향의. flannel: 플란넬, 모직 속옷, 융의 일종, 플란넬제 의류, 플란넬로 만든, 플란넬제 걸레, 플란넬제 타월, 플란넬제 헝겊, 허튼소리, 플란넬 제품. flowery: 화려한, 꽃 같은, 꽃이 많은,

꽃같은, 꽃이많은. half-baked: 불완전한, 설구워진, 열성이 없는. mustard: 겨자, 갓, 겨자의. peculiarly: 특히, 독특하게, 각별히, 괴이하게, 색다르게, 개인적으로. signify: 의미하다, 중대하다, 예시하다, 나타내다, 중요하다, 의 전조가 되다. uneven: 한결같지 않은, 평탄하지 않은, 균질이 아닌, 흘수의.

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“What ho!” said Leonard, greeting that apparition with much spirit, and helping it off with its boa.% Jacky, in husky tones, replied, “What ho!” “Been out?” he asked. The question sounds superfluous, but it cannot have been really, for the lady answered, “No,” adding, “Oh, I am so tired.” “You tired?” “Eh?” “I’m tired,” said he, hanging the boa up. “Oh, Len, I am so tired.” “I’ve been to that classical concert I told you about,” said Leonard. “What’s that?” “I came back as soon as it was over.” “Any one been round to our place?” asked Jacky. “Not that I’ve seen. I met Mr. Cunningham outside, and we passed a few remarks.” “What, not Mr. Cunnginham?” “Yes.” “Oh, you mean Mr. Cunningham.” “Yes. Mr. Cunningham.” “I’ve been out to tea at a lady friend’s.” Her secret being at last given to the world, and the name of the lady-friend being even adumbrated, Jacky made no further experiments in the difficult and tiring art of conversation. She never had been a great talker. Even in her photographic days she had relied upon her smile and her figure to attract, and now that she was— “On the shelf, On the shelf,

Korean apparition: 환영, 유령, 요괴, 출현물. attract: 끌다, 끌어당기다, 유혹하다, 매혹하다, 유인하다, 유치하다. classical: 고전주의의, 고전파의, 전형적인, 고전 문학의, 고전적인, 의고적인, 고전의, 인문적인, 모범적인, 고전 취미적인, 우수한. greeting: 인사말, 인사, 인사장, 환영. hanging: 교수형, 임박한, 매달린, 커튼, 걸린 것, 교살, 내리막, 교수형에 처할, 급경사, 급경사의,

매달기. helping: 도움, 조력, 거들어줌, 조력 구원의, 한번담는 분량, 돕는 도움이 되는, 거들기. husky: 쉰 목소리의, 허스키, 에스키모 개, 억센, 실팍한 사람, 실팍진, 깍지의, 건조하다, 겉껍질의, 껍질의, 에스키모 개의. passed: 합격한, 지나가 버린. photographic: 사진 같은, 극히 사실적인, 사진의.

secret: 비밀의, 비밀을 지키는, 비결, 음부, 숨은, 신비스러운, 비법, 신비, 외딴, 불가사의, 비밀. shelf: 선반, 모래톱, 모양의 장소, 바위턱, 시령, 암초, 암붕, 평층. superfluous: 여분의. talker: 공론가, 말이 많은 사람, 연설자, 이야기하는 사람, 수다장이, 이야기 하는 사람, 좌담가, 강연자. tiring: 지루한, 지치게하는, 피로하게 하는.

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Boys, boys, I’m on the shelf,” she was not likely to find her tongue. Occasional bursts of song (of which the above is an example) still issued from her lips, but the spoken word was rare.% She sat down on Leonard’s knee, and began to fondle him. She was now a massive woman of thirty-three, and her weight hurt him, but he could not very well say anything. Then she said, “Is that a book you’re reading?” and he said, “That’s a book,” and drew it from her unreluctant grasp. Margaret’s card fell out of it. It fell face downwards, and he murmured, “Bookmarker.” “Len—” “What is it?” he asked, a little wearily, for she only had one topic of conversation when she sat upon his knee. “You do love me?” “Jacky, you know that I do. How can you ask such questions!” “But you do love me, Len, don’t you?” “Of course I do.” A pause. The other remark was still due. “Len—” “Well? What is it?” “Len, you will make it all right?” “I can’t have you ask me that again,” said the boy, flaring up into a sudden passion. “I’ve promised to marry you when I’m of age, and that’s enough. My word’s my word. I’ve promised to marry you as soon as ever I’m twenty-one, and I can’t keep on being worried. I’ve worries enough. It isn’t likely I’d throw you over, let alone my word, when I’ve spent all this money. Besides, I’m an Englishman, and I never go back on my word. Jacky, do be reasonable. Of course I’ll marry you. Only do stop badgering me.” “When’s your birthday, Len?”

Korean birthday: 생일, 생신. downwards: 쇠미한, 쇠잔하여, 아래쪽으로. flaring: 나팔꽃 모양의, 현란한, 벌어진, 타오르는, 저속하고 번지르르한, 너울너울 타는, 활활 타는. fondle: 귀여워하다. grasp: 잡다, 지배, 쥐다, 쥠, 잡으려 하다, 자루, 이해하다, 이해, 달려들다, 손잡이, 이해력.

knee: 무릎, 무릎으로 대다, 무릎모양의 것, 무릎 모양의 것, 무릎으로 건드리다, 무릎 모양의 물건. passion: 열정, 격정, 정욕, 정열, 수난, 감정의 폭발, 울화, 수동, 열렬한 사랑, 감탄하는 것, 열망하는 것. pause: 휴지, 중지, 단락, 휴지 하다, 머뭇거리다, 지체, 일시적인 중지, 휴지하다, 구절, 일시 중지. spent: 다 써버린, 지쳐버린, 산란한.

tongue: 말, 혀, 국어, 탕, 혀를 사용하여 불다, 혀를 사용하다, 널름거리다, 혀 모양의 것, 말하다, 혀 모양의 가장자리를 만들다, 혀처럼 생긴 것. topic: 화제, 제목, 논제, 주제, 저서명, 이야기거리, 토픽, 대체론. wearily: 지쳐서, 피곤한 듯이, 싫증나서, 질려서, 질려서 물려서. worried: 당혹한, 걱정스런, 곤란한, 걱정스러운.

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“I’ve told you again and again, the eleventh of November next. Now get off my knee a bit; someone must get supper, I suppose.” Jacky went through to the bedroom, and began to see to her hat. This meant blowing at it with short sharp puffs. Leonard tidied up the sitting-room, and began to prepare their evening meal. He put a penny into the slot of the gasmeter, and soon the flat was reeking with metallic fumes. Somehow he could not recover his temper, and all the time he was cooking he continued to complain bitterly.% “It really is too bad when a fellow isn’t trusted. It makes one feel so wild, when I’ve pretended to the people here that you’re my wife—all right, you shall be my wife—and I’ve bought you the ring to wear, and I’ve taken this flat furnished, and it’s far more than I can afford, and yet you aren’t content, and I’ve also not told the truth when I’ve written home.” He lowered his voice. “He’d stop it.” In a tone of horror, that was a little luxurious, he repeated: “My brother’d stop it. I’m going against the whole world, Jacky. “That’s what I am, Jacky. I don’t take any heed of what anyone says. I just go straight forward, I do. That’s always been my way. I’m not one of your weak knock-kneed chaps. If a woman’s in trouble, I don’t leave her in the lurch. That’s not my street. No, thank you. “I’ll tell you another thing too. I care a good deal about improving myself by means of Literature and Art, and so getting a wider outlook. For instance, when you came in I was reading Ruskin’s Stones of Venice. I don’t say this to boast, but just to show you the kind of man I am. I can tell you, I enjoyed that classical concert this afternoon.” To all his moods Jacky remained equally indifferent. When supper was ready—and not before—she emerged from the bedroom, saying: “But you do love me, don’t you?” They began with a soup square, which Leonard had just dissolved in some hot water. It was followed by the tongue—a freckled cylinder of meat, with a little jelly at the top, and a great deal of yellow fat at the bottom—ending with

Korean boast: 자랑하다, 가지고 있다, 자랑, 뽐내다, 큰소리치다, 호언장담하다, 대강 다듬다, 과시하다, 가지다, 자랑 거리. chaps: 카우보이의 가죽바지. cooking: 요리용의, 요리법, 요리하기. cylinder: 원통, 실린더, 원주, 회전통, 봄베, 탄창, 원통형의 석인, 통, 윤전기, 기관의실린더, 온수탱크. eleventh: 제11의, 열한 명 한조의 것, 제 십일, 제 11, 오전 열한 시 경에

먹는 가벼운 식사, 오전 열한 시 경에 먹는 가벼운 다과, 열한 시, 열한 개 한벌의 것, 열한, 십일, 십일의. freckled: 주근깨가 있는. heed: 주의, 조심, 조심하다, 유의하다, 주의하다. jelly: 젤리, 젤리처럼 되게하다, 마멀레이드, 잼, 젤리가 되다, 젤리로 만들다. knock-kneed: 엑스각의, 안짱다리의, 신통치 않는.

lurch: 비틀거림, 경향, 경사, 대패, 차 따위가 갑자기 기울기, 상대를 러치로 이기다, 배 따위가 갑자기 기울기, 궁상, 갑자기 기울기, 러치로 이기다, 갑자기 기울다. metallic: 금속의, 엄한, 냉철한. pretended: 거짓의. slot: 가늘고 긴 구멍, 요금 구멍, 의 자국을 밟다, 넣다, 마룻바닥의 구멍 뚜껑, 홈, 위치, 요금 구멍, 발자취, 슬롯, 시간대.

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another square dissolved in water (jelly: pineapple), which Leonard had prepared earlier in the day. Jacky ate contentedly enough, occasionally looking at her man with those anxious eyes, to which nothing else in her appearance corresponded, and which yet seemed to mirror her soul. And Leonard managed to convince his stomach that it was having a nourishing meal.% After supper they smoked cigarettes and exchanged a few statements. She observed that her “likeness” had been broken. He found occasion to remark, for the second time, that he had come straight back home after the concert at Queen’s Hall. Presently she sat upon his knee. The inhabitants of Camelia Road tramped to and fro outside the window, just on a level with their heads, and the family in the flat on the ground-floor began to sing, “Hark, my soul, it is the Lord.” “That tune fairly gives me the hump,” said Leonard. Jacky followed this, and said that, for her part, she thought it a lovely tune. “No; I’ll play you something lovely. Get up, dear, for a minute.” He went to the piano and jingled out a little Grieg. He played badly and vulgarly, but the performance was not without its effect, for Jacky said she thought she’d be going to bed. As she receded, a new set of interests possessed the boy, and he began to think of what had been said about music by that odd Miss Schlegel—the one that twisted her face about so when she spoke. Then the thoughts grew sad and envious. There was the girl named Helen, who had pinched his umbrella, and the German girl who had smiled at him pleasantly, and Herr someone, and Aunt someone, and the brother—all, all with their hands on the ropes. They had all passed up that narrow, rich staircase at Wickham Place, to some ample room, whither he could never follow them, not if he read for ten hours a day. Oh, it was not good, this continual aspiration. Some are born cultured; the rest had better go in for whatever comes easy. To see life steadily and to see it whole was not for the likes of him. From the darkness beyond the kitchen a voice called, “Len?” “You in bed?” he asked, his forehead twitching.

Korean ample: 넓은, 충분한, 광대한, 풍부한. aspiration: 포부, 대망, 기음, 갈망, 빨아냄, 열망, 기식음 발성, 호흡, 흡출. contentedly: 만족스럽게. convince: 확신시키다, 납득시키다, 수긍하게하다. envious: 부러워하는, 시기하는, 시기심이 강한. fro: 이리저리, 저쪽에, 앞뒤로, 저쪽으로.

named: 유명한, 지명된, 지정의. nourishing: 자양분이 많은, 자양이 되는, 영양이 되는. occasionally: 가끔, 이따금, 때때로. pinched: 여윈, 옹색한, 바싹 죈. pleasantly: 유쾌하게, 상냥하게, 즐겁게, 쾌활하게. sing: 노래하다, 지저귀다, 울다, 울리다, 윙윙거리다, 픽픽하다, 시를 짓다, 노래가 되다, 소리치다, 자백하다, 노래를 짓다.

stomach: 위, 식욕, 욕망, 참다, 먹다, 삼키다, 소화하다, 기호, 기분, 복부. supper: 저녁 식사, 밤참. tune: 협조, 상태, 조율하다, 곡조, 조화시키다, 노래하다, 곡, 조화, 장단이 맞음, 음조를 맞추다, 갑자기 겸손해지다. twisted: 일그러진, 황홀해진, 꼬인, 술취한, 비틀어진. whither: 어디로, 곳으로, 그 곳으로, 가는 곳.

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“M’m.” “All right.” Presently she called him again.% “I must clean my boots ready for the morning,” he answered. Presently she called him again. “I rather want to get this chapter done.” “What?” He closed his ears against her. “What’s that?” “All right, Jacky, nothing; I’m reading a book.” “What?” “What?” he answered, catching her degraded deafness. Presently she called him again. Ruskin had visited Torcello by this time, and was ordering his gondoliers to take him to Murano. It occurred to him, as he glided over the whispering lagoons, that the power of Nature could not be shortened by the folly, nor her beauty altogether saddened by the misery, of such as Leonard.

Korean altogether: 전부해서, 아주전혀, 대체로-전체적 효과, 벌거숭이, 요컨대, 전체, 전혀, 다 합하여. beauty: 아름다움, 미, 아름다운 것, 미인, 터무니 없는 것, 좋은 점, 아름다운 동물, 미관, 아름다운것, 미점, 미인들. boots: 구두닦이, 구두 닦기, 구두닦기. clean: 완전한, 청결한, 깨끗한, 청소하다, 결백한, 깨끗해지다, 흠없는, 순결한, 새로운, 아주,

순수한. closed: 폐쇄한, 업무를 정지한, 폐쇄적인, 지붕이 있는, 자음으로 끝나는, 자급의, 닫은, 교통차단한, 비공개의, 배타적인, 금렵중인. deafness: 귀먹음, 귀머거리, 귀를 기울이지 않음. degraded: 타락한, 퇴화한, 부패한, 저하한. folly: 어리석음, 어리석은 짓, 어리석게 돈만 많이 들인 물건, 우론,

막대한 돈을 들인 어처구니없는 큰 건축, 글래머 걸 출연자, 어리석은 행동. misery: 불행, 비참, 빈곤, 고통, 정신적 고통, 육체적 고통. nor: 부정논리화, 보다도, 도 또한 ...않다, 없다, 도 아니다. presently: 현재, 이내, 목하, 곧, 이윽고, 얼마 안되어, 곧바로. ruskin: 영국의비평가. whispering: 속삭임, 속삭이는.

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“Oh, Margaret,” cried her aunt next morning, “such a most unfortunate thing has happened. I could not get you alone.”% The most unfortunate thing was not very serious. One of the flats in the ornate block opposite had been taken furnished by the Wilcox family, “coming up, no doubt, in the hope of getting into London society.” That Mrs. Munt should be the first to discover the misfortune was not remarkable, for she was so interested in the flats, that she watched their every mutation with unwearying care. In theory she despised them—they took away that old-world look—they cut off the sun—flats house a flashy type of person. But if the truth had been known, she found her visits to Wickham Place twice as amusing since Wickham Mansions had arisen, and would in a couple of days learn more about them than her nieces in a couple of months, or her nephew in a couple of years. She would stroll across and make friends with the porters, and inquire what the rents were, exclaiming for example: “What! a hundred and twenty for a basement? You’ll never get it!” And they would answer: “One can but try, madam.” The passenger lifts, the provision lifts, the arrangement for coals (a great temptation for a dishonest porter), were all familiar matters to her, and perhaps a relief from the politico-economical-aesthetic atmosphere that reigned at the Schlegels’.

Korean arrangement: 준비, 각색, 정돈, 화해, 정리, 배치, 배열, 편곡, 협정. basement: 지계, 지하실, 지하, 최하부. discover: 발견하다, 밝히다, 찾아내다, 나타내다, 발견자, 내색하다. dishonest: 부정직한, 부정한. flashy: 야한, 섬광적인, 속되게 번지르르한, 일시적으로 화려한, 불같은. misfortune: 불행, 불운, 재난. mutation: 변화, 돌연 변이, 변종, 모음

변화, 모음변화. old-world: 태고의, 구대륙의. ornate: 화려한, 장식한, 장식하게. passenger: 승객, 여객, 여객의, 탑승객, 통행인, 선객, 팀 따위의 짐스러운 사람, 여객용의, 그룹 따위의 짐스러운 사람, 짐스러운 사람. rents: 부모. stroll: 산책하다, 산책, 어슬렁어슬렁 거닐기, 을 어슬렁어슬렁 거닐다,

어슬렁어슬렁 거닐다, 방랑하다, 유랑하다, 한가롭게 이리저리 거닐다, 한가롭게 거닐다, 떠돌아다니다, 어슬렁어슬렁 걷기. temptation: 유혹, 광야의 시험, 유혹물. unfortunate: 유감스러운, 불길한, 불행한, 불행한 결과를 가져오는, 불운한 사람, 불운한, 적당하지 않은, 불행한 사람. unwearying: 동요하지 않는.

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Margaret received the information calmly, and did not agree that it would throw a cloud over poor Helen’s life.% “Oh, but Helen isn’t a girl with no interests,” she explained. “She has plenty of other things and other people to think about. She made a false start with the Wilcoxes, and she’ll be as willing as we are to have nothing more to do with them.” “For a clever girl, dear, how very oddly you do talk. Helen’ll have to have something more to do with them, now that they’re all opposite. She may meet that Paul in the street. She cannot very well not bow.” “Of course she must bow. But look here; let’s do the flowers. I was going to say, the will to be interested in him has died, and what else matters? I look on that disastrous episode (over which you were so kind) as the killing of a nerve in Helen. It’s dead, and she’ll never be troubled with it again. The only things that matter are the things that interest one. Bowing, even calling and leaving cards, even a dinner-party—we can do all those things to the Wilcoxes, if they find it agreeable; but the other thing, the one important thing—never again. Don’t you see?” Mrs. Munt did not see, and indeed Margaret was making a most questionable statement—that any emotion, any interest once vividly aroused, can wholly die. “I also have the honour to inform you that the Wilcoxes are bored with us. I didn’t tell you at the time—it might have made you angry, and you had enough to worry you—but I wrote a letter to Mrs. W., and apologized for the trouble that Helen had given them. She didn’t answer it.” “How very rude!” “I wonder. Or was it sensible?” “No, Margaret, most rude.” “In either case one can class it as reassuring.”

Korean agreeable: 기분 좋은, 유쾌한, 적당한, 어울리는, 쾌이 흥하는, 사근사근한, 마음에 드는, 맞는, 상냥한, 기꺼이 동의하는. bored: 지루한, 따분한. bow: 활, 이물, 구부리다, 절하다, 꾸부러지다, 나비넥타이, 만곡부, 인사하다, 켜다, 함수, 절. calmly: 고요히, 냉정하게, 태연하게, 태연히, 냉정히, 온화하게, 조용하게. disastrous: 비참한, 재해의.

episode: 삽화, 에피소드, 일회분의 작품, 삽화적인 일, 대화, 일회분의 이야기. inform: 밀고하다, 알리다, 알려주다, 통지하다, 채우다, 지식을 주다, 기별하다, 불어넣다, 고무하다, 분별하다, 고발하다. nerve: 신경, 용기, 잎맥, 기력, 뻔뻔스러움, 근원, 담력, 날개맥, 정력, 중추, 우울. oddly: 기묘하게, 기이하게, 홀수로,

기수로, 나머지가 되어, 짝 안 맞게, 기묘하게도, 흘수로. questionable: 의심스러운, 수상 쩍은, 수상한. troubled: 난처한, 거칠은, 소란한, 교란된, 근심스러운. vividly: 생생하게, 발랄하게, 선명하게.

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Mrs. Munt sighed. She was going back to Swanage on the morrow, just as her nieces were wanting her most. Other regrets crowded upon her: for instance, how magnificently she would have cut Charles if she had met him face to face. She had already seen him, giving an order to the porter—and very common he looked in a tall hat. But unfortunately his back was turned to her, and though she had cut his back, she could not regard this as a telling snub.% “But you will be careful, won’t you?” she exhorted. “Oh, certainly. Fiendishly careful.” “And Helen must be careful, too,” “Careful over what?” cried Helen, at that moment coming into the room with her cousin. “Nothing,” said Margaret, seized with a momentary awkwardness. “Careful over what, Aunt Juley?” Mrs. Munt assumed a cryptic air. “It is only that a certain family, whom we know by name but do not mention, as you said yourself last night after the concert, have taken the flat opposite from the Mathesons—where the plants are in the balcony.” Helen began some laughing reply, and then disconcerted them all by blushing. Mrs. Munt was so disconcerted that she exclaimed, “What, Helen, you don’t mind them coming, do you?” and deepened the blush to crimson. “Of course I don’t mind,” said Helen a little crossly. “It is that you and Meg are both so absurdly grave about it, when there’s nothing to be grave about at all.” “I’m not grave,” protested Margaret, a little cross in her turn. “Well, you look grave; doesn’t she, Frieda?” “I don’t feel grave, that’s all I can say; you’re going quite on the wrong tack.” “No, she does not feel grave,” echoed Mrs. Munt. “I can bear witness to that. She disagrees—” “Hark!” interrupted Fraulein Mosebach. “I hear Bruno entering the hall.”

Korean absurdly: 불합리하게, 엉터리로. awkwardness: 어색함, 꼴사나움, 서투름, 이상함. blush: 붉히다, 부끄러워하다, 얼굴을 붉히다, 얼굴을 붉힘, 얼굴을붉히다, 빨개지다, 얼굴이 빨개지다, 발그레해지다, 발그레함, 언뜻 봄. blushing: 얼굴이 빨개진, 조심성 있는, 얼굴을 붉힘, 부끄럼을 잘 타는, 부끄러워함. crimson: 진홍색의, 진홍색,

진홍색으로 하다, 진홍색이 되다, 피비린내 나는, 새빨개지다, 새빨갛게하다, 시뻘건, 물들이다. crossly: 거꾸로, 뿌루퉁하게, 가로로, 가로, 심술궂게, 심사가 나서, 반대로, 비스듬히. crowded: 붐비는, 혼잡한, 만원의, 파란 만장의, 다사다난한, 붐비다, 장소가 가득 차서, 가득 차서. disconcerted: 당혹한, 당황한. grave: 수수한, 무덤, 명심하다,

새기다, 중대한, 진지한, 묘혈, 심각한, 중요한, 예사롭지 않은, 침침한. interrupted: 중단된, 가로막힌, 단속적인, 중절된. laughing: 우스운, 기쁜듯한, 웃는, 웃을, 웃고 있는, 웃을 만한, 웃음. momentary: 순간의, 찰나의, 순간적인, 시시각각의. morrow: 아침, 이튿날, 직후. seized: 점유한.

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For Herr Liesecke was due at Wickham Place to call for the two younger girls. He was not entering the hall—in fact, he did not enter it for quite five minutes. But Frieda detected a delicate situation, and said that she and Helen had much better wait for Bruno down below, and leave Margaret and Mrs. Munt to finish arranging the flowers. Helen acquiesced. But, as if to prove that the situation was not delicate really, she stopped in the doorway and said: “Did you say the Mathesons’ flat, Aunt Juley? How wonderful you are! I never knew that the woman who laced too tightly’s name was Matheson.” “Come, Helen,” said her cousin.% “Go, Helen,” said her aunt; and continued to Margaret almost in the same breath: “Helen cannot deceive me, She does mind.” “Oh, hush!” breathed Margaret. tiresome.”

“Frieda’ll hear you, and she can be so

“She minds,” persisted Mrs. Munt, moving thoughtfully about the room, and pulling the dead chrysanthemums out of the vases. “I knew she’d mind—and I’m sure a girl ought to! Such an experience! Such awful coarse-grained people! I know more about them than you do, which you forget, and if Charles had taken you that motor drive—well, you’d have reached the house a perfect wreck. Oh, Margaret, you don’t know what you are in for. They’re all bottled up against the drawing-room window. There’s Mrs. Wilcox—I’ve seen her. There’s Paul. There’s Evie, who is a minx. There’s Charles—I saw him to start with. And who would an elderly man with a moustache and a copper-coloured face be?” “Mr. Wilcox, possibly.” “I knew it. And there’s Mr. Wilcox.” “It’s a shame to call his face copper colour,” complained Margaret. “He has a remarkably good complexion for a man of his age.” Mrs. Munt, triumphant elsewhere, could afford to concede Mr. Wilcox his complexion. She passed on from it to the plan of campaign that her nieces should pursue in the future. Margaret tried to stop her.

Korean bottled: 몹시 취한, 병에 넣은, 병에 담은, 술에 취한, 병에 든. breathed: 무성음의. coarse-grained: 야한, 결이 거친, 조잡한, 천한. complexion: 안색, 외관, 형세, 모양, 양상, 형편, 혈색, 얼굴빛, 얼굴의 살갗. concede: 인정하다, 양보하다, 용인하다, 부여하다, 패배를 인정하다, 핸디캡으로서 주다,

승인하다. copper: 구리, 구리빛의, 동, 동전, 주홍부전나비속의 나비, 순경, 동화, 동산주, 취사용 보일러, 구리의, 구리빛. deceive: 속이다, 미혹시키다, 사기하다. laced: 알코올을 가미한, 레이스로 장식된, 가미한, 끈이 달린. minx: 말괄량이, 바람난 처녀. moustache: 코밑수염, 콧수염, 수염.

remarkably: 두드러지게, 몹시, 현저하게, 뚜렷하게, 매우. thoughtfully: 생각에 잠겨, 친절히, 생각이 깊게. triumphant: 의기양양한, 승리를 거둔, 의기 양양한, 승리를 얻은. wreck: 난파, 잔해, 난파시키다, 파괴하다, 난파선, 난파하다, 난파선을 구조하다, 파멸, 파괴, 영락한 사람, 난파선을 구조하러 가다.

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“Helen did not take the news quite as I expected, but the Wilcox nerve is dead in her really, so there’s no need for plans.” “It’s as well to be prepared.” “No—it’s as well not to be prepared.” “Because—’ Her thought drew being from the obscure borderland. She could not explain in so many words, but she felt that those who prepare for all the emergencies of life beforehand may equip themselves at the expense of joy. It is necessary to prepare for an examination, or a dinner-party, or a possible fall in the price of stock: those who attempt human relations must adopt another method, or fail. “Because I’d sooner risk it,” was her lame conclusion.% “But imagine the evenings,” exclaimed her aunt, pointing to the Mansions with the spout of the watering-can. “Turn the electric light on her or there, and it’s almost the same room. One evening they may forget to draw their blinds down, and you’ll see them; and the next, you yours, and they’ll see you. Impossible to sit out on the balconies. Impossible to water the plants, or even speak. Imagine going out of the front-door, and they come out opposite at the same moment. And yet you tell me that plans are unnecessary, and you’d rather risk it.” “I hope to risk things all my life.” “Oh, Margaret, most dangerous.” “But after all,” she continued with a smile, “there’s never any great risk as long as you have money.” “Oh, shame! What a shocking speech!” “Money pads the edges of things,” said Miss Schlegel. “God help those who have none.” “But this is something quite new!” said Mrs. Munt, who collected new ideas as a squirrel collects nuts, and was especially attracted by those that are portable.

Korean beforehand: 미리, 예기하다, 불충분한, 앞뒤가 맞지 않는, 대비하다, 전부터, 사전에, 서다, 절름발이가 절룩거리다, 절름발이가 앞서다, 벌써부터, 지레 짐작으로, 되다, 운율이 불완전한, 불완전한, 이전에, 빨리. 불구의, 라메. borderland: 국경지대, 국경중간지대, nuts: 제기랄, 미친 바보의, 시시해, 소속이 불확실한 경계점, 국경. 열중하여, 미친. equip: 장비하다, 갖추다, 꾸미다, portable: 들고다닐 수 있는, 휴대용의, 준비하다, 갖추게 하다, 갖추어 주다, 이동할 수 잇는, 유대용의휴대용의, 채비를 해주다. 이동할 수 있는, 가지고 다닐 수 있는, expected: 기대하는. 휴대용 기구. lame: 절름발이의, 절름발이로 만들다, shocking: 지독한, 지독하게,

충격적인, 망측한, 무서운, 오싹하게 하는, 고약한, 소름끼치는, 형편 없는. sooner: 선구적 이주자, 선구이주민, 선수치는 사람. spout: 내뿜다, 주둥이, 전당잡히다, 전당포, 분출, 회오리, 도도히 말하다, 물기둥전당물 발송 승강기, 분류, 꼭지, 분수. squirrel: 다람쥐, 저장하다, 지붕에 올라가다. watering-can: 물뿌리개.

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“New for me; sensible people have acknowledged it for years. You and I and the Wilcoxes stand upon money as upon islands. It is so firm beneath our feet that we forget its very existence. It’s only when we see someone near us tottering that we realize all that an independent income means. Last night, when we were talking up here round the fire, I began to think that the very soul of the world is economic, and that the lowest abyss is not the absence of love, but the absence of coin.” “I call that rather cynical.” “So do I. But Helen and I, we ought to remember, when we are tempted to criticize others, that we are standing on these islands, and that most of the others, are down below the surface of the sea. The poor cannot always reach those whom they want to love, and they can hardly ever escape from those whom they love no longer. We rich can. Imagine the tragedy last June, if Helen and Paul Wilcox had been poor people, and couldn’t invoke railways and motorcars to part them.” “That’s more like Socialism,” said Mrs. Munt suspiciously.% “Call it what you like. I call it going through life with one’s hand spread open on the table. I’m tired of these rich people who pretend to be poor, and think it shows a nice mind to ignore the piles of money that keep their feet above the waves. I stand each year upon six hundred pounds, and Helen upon the same, and Tibby will stand upon eight, and as fast as our pounds crumble away into the sea they are renewed—from the sea, yes, from the sea. And all our thoughts are the thoughts of six-hundred-pounders, and all our speeches; and because we don’t want to steal umbrellas ourselves, we forget that below the sea people do want to steal them, and do steal them sometimes, and that what’s a joke up here is down there reality—” “There they go—there goes Fraulein Mosebach. Really, for a German she does dress charmingly. Oh—!” “What is it?” “Helen was looking up at the Wilcoxes’ flat.”

Korean absence: 부재, 결핍, 방심, 결석, 없음. acknowledged: 일반적으로 인정된, 정평 있는, 정평있는. charmingly: 매력적으로, 아름답게. criticize: 비평하다, 비난하다, 흠잡다, 흠을 잡다, 혹평하다, 비판하다, 평론하다. crumble: 힘 없이 무너지다, 산산이 무너지다, 크럼블, 부스러 뜨리다, 가루로 만들다, 망하다, 무너지다, 바수다, 붕괴하다, 부스러지다,

부스러뜨리다. pretend: 속이다, 자부하다, 인 체하다, ignore: 무시하다, 모르는체하다. 거짓의, 감히..하려고 하다, 가장하다, invoke: 호소하다, 기원하다, 체하다, 공상상의, 요구하다, 구실로 불러내다, 빌다, 염원하다, 발동하다, 삼다. 떠오르게 하다, 간청하다, 간절히 realize: 실현하다, 깨닫다, 현금으로 바라다, 가져오다, 실시하다. 바꾸다, 실감하다, 돈으로 바꾸다, joke: 농담, 놀리다, 장난, 익살, 실행하다, 돈이 되다, 여실히 웃음거리, 농담을 하다. 보여주다, 에 팔리다, 이해하다, 얻다. longer: 더 길게. tragedy: 비극, 참사, 비극적 사건, lowest: 최하의, 최소의. 비극 연출법, 비극 창작법, 비극적 piles: 치질, 말뚝. 성질, 비극적 요소.

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“Why shouldn’t she?” “I beg your pardon, I interrupted you. What was it you were saying about reality?” “I had worked round to myself, as usual,” answered Margaret in tones that were suddenly preoccupied.% “Do tell me this, at all events. Are you for the rich or for the poor?” “Too difficult. Ask me another. Am I for poverty or for riches? For riches. Hurrah for riches!” “For riches!” echoed Mrs. Munt, having, as it were, at last secured her nut. “Yes. For riches. Money for ever!” “So am I, and so, I am afraid, are most of my acquaintances at Swanage, but I am surprised that you agree with us.” “Thank you so much, Aunt Juley. While I have talked theories, you have done the flowers.” “Not at all, dear. I wish you would let me help you in more important things.” “Well, would you be very kind? Would you come round with me to the registry office? There’s a housemaid who won’t say yes but doesn’t say no.” On their way thither they too looked up at the Wilcoxes’ flat. Evie was in the balcony, “staring most rudely,” according to Mrs. Munt. Oh yes, it was a nuisance, there was no doubt of it. Helen was proof against a passing encounter but—Margaret began to lose confidence. Might it reawake the dying nerve if the family were living close against her eyes? And Frieda Mosebach was stopping with them for another fortnight, and Frieda was sharp, abominably sharp, and quite capable of remarking, “You love one of the young gentlemen opposite, yes?” The remark would be untrue, but of the kind which, if stated often enough, may become true; just as the remark, “England and Germany are bound to fight,” renders war a little more likely each time that it is made, and is therefore made the more readily by the gutter press of either nation. Have the

Korean according: 그러므로, 따라서, 흐르다, 얕은 도랑, 흐른 자국, 좌, 나름으로, 에 따라, 에 의하여. 우양페이지의 여백, 촛농이 흐르다. balcony: 발코니, 노대, 특별석, 이층 housemaid: 가정부, 하녀. 특별석, 전망대, 고물의 전망대. nuisance: 폐, 남에게 폐를 끼치는 fortnight: 이주일. 행위, 불쾌한 물건, 성가신 물건, gentlemen: 남자분, 신사, 아마추어 불쾌한사람, 딱한 사정, 귀찮은 일, 선수, 남자용 화장실, 유산 유한 방해, 성가신 것, 남에게 폐가 되는 계급의 사람, 귀족이 아니면서 가문을 행위, 폐가 되는 행위. 다는 특권을 가진 사람. nut: 견과, 너트, 머리, 어미나사, gutter: 홈통, 빈민가, 촛농이 멋쟁이, 대가리, 암나사, 괴짜, 어려운 흘러내리다, 도랑을 만들다, 수로, 문제, 성교하다, 석탄의 작은 덩이.

registry: 등록, 등기, 호적등기소, 기재, 기입, 직업소개소, 등기 우편, 직업 소개소. riches: 부, 많음, 재물, 재보, 재산, 풍부. thither: 저기에, 저쪽에, 저쪽의, 저쪽으로. untrue: 진실이 아닌, 불성실한, 맞지 않는, 성실하지 않은, 올바르지 않은, 표준에 맞지 않는, 충실하지 않은, 치수에 맞지 않는, 본에 맞지 않는.

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private emotions also their gutter press? Margaret thought so, and feared that good Aunt Juley and Frieda were typical specimens of it. They might, by continual chatter, lead Helen into a repetition of the desires of June. Into a repetition—they could not do more; they could not lead her into lasting love. They were—she saw it clearly—Journalism; her father, with all his defects and wrong-headedness, had been Literature, and had he lived, he would have persuaded his daughter rightly.% The registry office was holding its morning reception. A string of carriages filled the street. Miss Schlegel waited her turn, and finally had to be content with an insidious “temporary,” being rejected by genuine housemaids on the ground of her numerous stairs. Her failure depressed her, and though she forgot the failure, the depression remained. On her way home she again glanced up at the Wilcoxes’ flat, and took the rather matronly step of speaking about the matter to Helen. “Helen, you must tell me whether this thing worries you.” “If what?” said Helen, who was washing her hands for lunch. “The W.’s coming.” “No, of course not.” “Really?” “Really.” Then she admitted that she was a little worried on Mrs. Wilcox’s account; she implied that Mrs. Wilcox might reach backward into deep feelings, and be pained by things that never touched the other members of that clan. “I shan’t mind if Paul points at our house and says, ‘There lives the girl who tried to catch me.’ But she might.” “If even that worries you, we could arrange something. There’s no reason we should be near people who displease us or whom we displease, thanks to our money. We might even go away for a little.” “Well, I am going away. Frieda’s just asked me to Stettin, and I shan’t be back till after the New Year. Will that do? Or must I fly the country altogether? Really, Meg, what has come over you to make such a fuss?”

Korean backward: 거꾸로의, 싫어하는, 뒤로의, 개약의, 뒤로, 개악의, 거꾸로, 발전이 늦은, 후방의, 후방으로, 퇴보하여. chatter: 재잘거리다, 졸졸 흐르다, 끽끽 우는 소리, 재잘거림, 끽끽거리다, 달각달각 소리내다, 딱딱 맞부딪치다, 딱딱소리, 수다, 수다쟁이, 잘 지저귀는새. clan: 씨족, 일족, 당파, 대가족, 벌족, 일가, 일당, 일문, 파벌.

defects: 결점들. depressed: 움푹 들어간, 저하된, 볼황의, 불황의, 내리 줄린, 궁핍한, 내리 줄인, 내려앉은, 표준 이하의, 의기 소침한. displease: 불쾌하게 하다, 성나게 하다. insidious: 교활한, 잠행성의, 음흉한, 방심할수 없는, 모르는 사이에 진행하는, 흉계의, 사람을 함정에 빠뜨리는.

lasting: 영속하는, 영원한 영속, 오래가는, 일종의 튼튼한 나사. matronly: 관록 있는, 지나치게 뚱뚱한, 침착한. pained: 아파하는, 감정이 상한, 싱처 입은, 화난. repetition: 되풀이, 반복, 암송, 모사, 모방, 복사, 반복된 말, 복주, 복창, 사본, 재주장. touched: 감동한, 머리가 약간 돈, 감동된, 조금 미친, 조금미친.

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“Oh, I’m getting an old maid, I suppose. I thought I minded nothing, but really I—I should be bored if you fell in love with the same man twice and”— she cleared her throat—”you did go red, you know, when Aunt Juley attacked you this morning. I shouldn’t have referred to it otherwise.”% But Helen’s laugh rang true, as she raised a soapy hand to heaven and swore that never, nowhere and nohow, would she again fall in love with any of the Wilcox family, down to its remotest collaterals.

Korean fall: 가을, 떨어지다, 분류되다, 폭포, 뽑히다, 함락, 우연히 오다, 쇠미, 강하하다, 내리막, 강하. fell: 벌채, 공그르기, 쳐서 넘어 뜨리다, 내리다, 내려가다, 드리워지다, 쓰러지다, 수피, 새어 나오다, 넘어가다, 다가오다. heaven: 하늘, 천국, 상공, 하느님, 천제, 어머나. laugh: 웃다, 웃음, 흥겨워하다, 시키다, 조모하다, 웃으며 ...하다,

곡식 따위가 유쾌한 듯이 소리내어 웃다, 경치 따위가 유쾌한 듯이 소리내어 웃다, 물 따위가 유쾌한 듯이 소리내어 웃다, 소리를 내어 웃다, 웃어서 이르게 하다. maid: 소녀, 하녀, 아가씨, 처녀, 잔소리꾼, 조커 빼기, 신부의 들러리, 미혼녀, 계집아이, 여자. nohow: 기분이 좋지 않은, 결코..않다, 혼란한, 탈이 난, 편찮은, 기분이 언짢은.

nowhere: 시시한, 어딘지 모르는 곳, 이름도 없는 존재, 무명, 별볼일 없는. raised: 높인, 양각의, 붕긋한, 한층 높은, 도드라진, 높아진, 부풀게한, 부풀게 한, 효모로 부풀게 한. soapy: 비누투성이의, 비누의, 알랑거리는, 비누 투성이의, 아첨하는, 비누 같은, 미끈미끈한, 비누같은, 비누질의, 연속 홈 멜로드라마 같은. twice: 두번, 두 번, 두 배로.

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The%friendship between Margaret and Mrs. Wilcox, which was to develop so—quickly and with such strange results, may perhaps have had its beginnings at Speyer, in the spring. Perhaps the elder lady, as she gazed at the vulgar, ruddy cathedral, and listened to the talk of Helen and her husband, may have detected in the other and less charming of the sisters a deeper sympathy, a sounder judgment. She was capable of detecting such things. Perhaps it was she who had desired the Miss Schlegels to be invited to Howards End, and Margaret whose presence she had particularly desired. All this is speculation: Mrs. Wilcox has left few clear indications behind her. It is certain that she came to call at Wickham Place a fortnight later, the very day that Helen was going with her cousin to Stettin. “Helen!” cried Fraulein Mosebach in awestruck tones (she was now in her cousin’s confidence)—”his mother has forgiven you!” And then, remembering that in England the new-comer ought not to call before she is called upon, she changed her tone from awe to disapproval, and opined that Mrs. Wilcox was “keine Dame.” “Bother the whole family!” snapped Margaret. “Helen, stop giggling and pirouetting, and go and finish your packing. Why can’t the woman leave us alone?”

Korean awestruck: 위엄에 눌린, 두려운 생각이 든, 외경심이 일어난, 위압당한, 위엄에 압도된. charming: 매력적인, 매우 좋은, 매우 재미있는, 마법을 거 는, 매혹적인, 매력있는, 매우 귀여운, 마법을 거는, 매력 있는. disapproval: 부인, 비난, 불찬성, 안된다고 함. elder: 장로, 원로, 손위의, 연장자, 연장의, 고참, 고참의, 양딱총나무,

딱총나무, 이전의, 이전의-연장자. husband: 남편, 절약하다, 절약가, 남편이 되다, 검약하다. judgment: 판단, 천벌, 재판, 판결, 분별, 심판, 비관, 감정, 견식, 의견, 비판. packing: 포장, 짐꾸리기, 채워 넣는것, 통조림 제조, 포장용품, 통조림 제조업, 짐 꾸리기, 습포, 패킹. ruddy: 붉은, 혈색이 좋은, 싫은, 붉게 하다, 몹시, 괘씸한, 지긋지긋한,

붉어지다, 매우, 건강한, 불그스레한. sounder: 음향기, 울리는 것, 전음 발신기, 측심원, 소리내는 것, 소식자, 울리는 사람, 측심기, 산돼지 떼. speculation: 투기, 추측, 사색, 공리. sympathy: 동정, 공명, 교감, 동조, 연민, 일치, 조화, 찬성, 동의, 동감, 감웅성. tone: 어조, 색조, 가락을 붙이다, 음질, 품격, 가락, 가락이 붙다, 강하게 하다, 호조, 논조, 조화시키다.

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“I don’t know what I shall do with Meg,” Helen retorted, collapsing upon the stairs. “She’s got Wilcox and Box upon the brain. Meg, Meg, I don’t love the young gentleman; I don’t love the young gentleman, Meg, Meg. Can a body speak plainer?” “Most certainly her love has died,” asserted Fraulein Mosebach.% “Most certainly it has, Frieda, but that will not prevent me from being bored with the Wilcoxes if I return the call.” Then Helen simulated tears, and Fraulein Mosebach, who thought her extremely amusing, did the same. “Oh, boo hoo! boo hoo hoo! Meg’s going to return the call, and I can’t. ‘Cos why? ‘Cos I’m going to German-eye.” “If you are going to Germany, go and pack; if you aren’t, go and call on the Wilcoxes instead of me.” “But, Meg, Meg, I don’t love the young gentleman; I don’t love the young—0 lud, who’s that coming down the stairs? I vow ‘tis my brother. 0 crimini!” A male—even such a male as Tibby—was enough to stop the foolery. The barrier of sex, though decreasing among the civilized, is still high, and higher on the side of women. Helen could tell her sister all, and her cousin much about Paul; she told her brother nothing. It was not prudishness, for she now spoke of “the Wilcox ideal” with laughter, and even with a growing brutality. Nor was it precaution, for Tibby seldom repeated any news that did not concern himself. It was rather the feeling that she betrayed a secret into the camp of men, and that, however trivial it was on this side of the barrier, it would become important on that. So she stopped, or rather began to fool on other subjects, until her longsuffering relatives drove her upstairs. Fraulein Mosebach followed her, but lingered to say heavily over the banisters to Margaret, “It is all right—she does not love the young man—he has not been worthy of her.” “Yes, I know; thanks very much.” “I thought I did right to tell you.” “Ever so many thanks.”

Korean banisters: 계단의 난간. barrier: 장벽, 관문, 울타리, 방해, 방벽, 불투과성의, 울타리로 둘러싸다, 장애, 장애물. boo: 마리화나, 피이, 피이하다, 부우, 피이하여 퇴장시키다, 피이 하다, 야유하다, 우우 하다, 우우하여 퇴장시키다. brutality: 잔인성, 만행, 야만성, 잔인한 행위, 야만, 무자비. civilized: 교화된, 예의바른, 교양이

높은, 문명화한, 개명한, 품위있는, 좀처럼, 않는. 예의 바른. simulated: 가장한, 모의 실험의, decreasing: 점점 주는, 감소하는. 모조의, 인 체하는, 가짜의, 모의 drove: 몰려가는 가축 때, 떼지어 가는 훈련의. 무리, 굵은 정. vow: 맹세, 단언하다, 서원, 맹세하다, foolery: 어리석은 짓, 어리석은짓. 서약, 할 것을 맹세하다, 약속하다, laughter: 웃음, 웃음소리. 서약하다, 맹세의 내용, 기원, 맹세의 long-suffering: 참을성 있는, 참을성 행위. 있음. worthy: 훌륭한, 명사, 하기에 족한, precaution: 경계, 예방책, 조심. 훌륭한 인물, 상당한, 가치있는, 사람, seldom: 드물게, 흔히, 좀처럼...않는, 가치 있는.

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“What’s that?” asked Tibby. No one told him, and he proceeded into the dining-room, to eat Elvas plums.% That evening Margaret took decisive action. The house was very quiet, and the fog—we are in November now—pressed against the windows like an excluded ghost. Frieda and Helen and all their luggage had gone. Tibby, who was not feeling well, lay stretched on a sofa by the fire. Margaret sat by him, thinking. Her mind darted from impulse to impulse, and finally marshalled them all in review. The practical person, who knows what he wants at once, and generally knows nothing else, will excuse her of indecision. But this was the way her mind worked. And when she did act, no one could accuse her of indecision then. She hit out as lustily as if she had not considered the matter at all. The letter that she wrote Mrs. Wilcox glowed with the native hue of resolution. The pale cast of thought was with her a breath rather than a tarnish, a breath that leaves the colours all the more vivid when it has been wiped away. DEAR MRS. WILCOX, I have to write something discourteous. It would be better if we did not meet. Both my sister and my aunt have given displeasure to your family, and, in my sister’s case, the grounds for displeasure might recur. As far as I know, she no longer occupies her thoughts with your son. But it would not be fair, either to her or to you, if they met, and it is therefore right that our acquaintance which began so pleasantly, should end. I fear that you will not agree with this; indeed, I know that you will not, since you have been good enough to call on us. It is only an instinct on my part, and no doubt the instinct is wrong. My sister would, undoubtedly, say that it is wrong. I write without her knowledge, and I hope that you will not associate her with my discourtesy. Believe me, Yours truly, M. J. SCHLEGEL

Korean accuse: 고발하다, 고소하다, 비난하다, 책하다. acquaintance: 지식, 알고 있음, 면식, 아는 사람, 잘아는 사람, 익히 알고 있음, 안면, 숙지, 아는 사인. decisive: 결정적인, 확고한, 과단성 있는, 움직이기 어겨운, 단화한, 중대한, 움직이기 어려운, 명확한, 단호한. discourteous: 무례한, 실례의. discourtesy: 무례, 무례한 언행,

버릇없음. displeasure: 불쾌. ghost: 유령, 환영, 망령, 영적인, 유령의, 환상, 근소한 가능성, 혼, 을 따라 다니다, -을 따라 다니다, 대작하다. hue: 색조, 빛깔, 색상, 고함, 외침소리, 비난의 소리, 색채, 고함소리, 특색. indecision: 우유부단, 우유 부단. instinct: 본능, 천성, 가득 찬, 넘치는, 배어든, 직각력, 가득찬.

luggage: 여행가방, 수하물, 여행 가방. lustily: 튼튼하게. recur: 되돌아가다, 회상되다, 순환하다, 회상하다, 마음에 다시 떠오르다, 재발하다, 호소하다, 되돌아가 말하다, 의뢰하다, 의지하다, 다시 떠오르다. sofa: 소파, 긴의자. tarnish: 흐림, 오점, 흐리다, 녹, 손상시키다, 더러움, 흐리게 하다, 흐려지다, 더럽히다.

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Margaret sent this letter round by post. Next morning she received the following reply by hand: DEAR MISS SCHLEGEL, You should not have written me such a letter. I called to tell you that Paul has gone abroad.% RUTH WILCOX Margaret’s cheeks burnt. She could not finish her breakfast. She was on fire with shame. Helen had told her that the youth was leaving England, but other things had seemed more important, and she had forgotten. All her absurd anxieties fell to the ground, and in their place arose the certainty that she had been rude to Mrs. Wilcox. Rudeness affected Margaret like a bitter taste in the mouth. It poisoned life. At times it is necessary, but woe to those who employ it without due need. She flung on a hat and shawl, just like a poor woman, and plunged into the fog, which still continued. Her lips were compressed, the letter remained in her hand, and in this state she crossed the street, entered the marble vestibule of the flats, eluded the concierges, and ran up the stairs till she reached the second-floor. She sent in her name, and to her surprise was shown straight into Mrs. Wilcox’s bedroom. “Oh, Mrs. Wilcox, I have made the baddest blunder. ashamed and sorry than I can say.”

I am more, more

Mrs. Wilcox bowed gravely. She was offended, and did not pretend to the contrary. She was sitting up in bed, writing letters on an invalid table that spanned her knees. A breakfast tray was on another table beside her. The light of the fire, the light from the window, and the light of a candle-lamp, which threw a quivering halo round her hands, combined to create a strange atmosphere of dissolution. “I knew he was going to India in November, but I forgot.”

Korean bowed: 굽은, 머리를 숙인, 활을 가진, fog: 안개, 안개로 덮다, 혼미, 당혹, 활 모양의, 활 모양을 한. 당황케 하다, 흐려지다, 두번째 풀, burnt: 불에 덴, 탄. 안개가 끼다, 풀을 서서 마른 채로 compressed: 간결한, 압축된, 측면의, 내버려 두다, 선채로 마른 풀, 흐림의. 편평한. gravely: 자갈을 깐, 귀에 거슬리는, contrary: 반대의, 심술궂은, 상반하는 자갈이 많은, 자갈의. 사물, 정반대, 반대로, 거꾸로, 역, invalid: 병약한, 병약자, 병자, 무효의, 불리한, 거꾸로의, 반대명제, 병약자 취급을 받다, 병약하게 되다, 외고집의. 병약자로서 면제하다, 병약하게 하다, dissolution: 해산, 용해, 분해, 해약, 상병으로 현역에서 제대하다, 상이 해소, 붕괴, 사멸, 해체, 소멸. 군인 명부에 기입하다, 허약한.

rude: 거친, 버릇없는, 대강의, 건장한, 교양 없는, 난폭한, 자연 그대로의, 울퉁불퉁한, 거센, 강장한, 미가공의. tray: 쟁반, 얕은 접시, 칸막이 상자, 장애물 치우개. vestibule: 현관, 전정, 문간방, 연랑, 연결 복도를 설치하다, 접근로, 차 대는 곳, 출입방, 에 입구방을 설치하다. woe: 비애, 재난, 고뇌, 아아, 슬프도다, 고생, 불행.

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“He sailed on the 17th for Nigeria, in Africa.” “I knew—I know. I have been too absurd all through. I am very much ashamed.” Mrs. Wilcox did not answer.% “I am more sorry than I can say, and I hope that you will forgive me.” “It doesn’t matter, Miss Schlegel. It is good of you to have come round so promptly.” “It does matter,” cried Margaret. “I have been rude to you; and my sister is not even at home, so there was not even that excuse. “Indeed?” “She has just gone to Germany.” “She gone as well,” murmured the other. “Yes, certainly, it is quite safe— safe, absolutely, now.” “You’ve been worrying too!” exclaimed Margaret, getting more and more excited, and taking a chair without invitation. “How perfectly extraordinary! I can see that you have. You felt as I do; Helen mustn’t meet him again.” “I did think it best.” “Now why?” “That’s a most difficult question,” said Mrs. Wilcox, smiling, and a little losing her expression of annoyance. “I think you put it best in your letter—it was an instinct, which may be wrong.” “It wasn’t that your son still—” “Oh no; he often—my Paul is very young, you see.” “Then what was it?” She repeated: “An instinct which may be wrong.” “In other words, they belong to types that can fall in love, but couldn’t live together. That’s dreadfully probable. I’m afraid that in nine cases out of ten Nature pulls one way and human nature another.”

Korean absolutely: 그래, 아주 맞았어, 절대적으로, 정말 그래, 전혀, 전적으로, 독립하여. afraid: 두려워하여, 근심하여, 걱정하여, 유감으로 생각하다, 염려하여, 싫어하여. annoyance: 성가심, 두통거리, 약오름, 성가신 일, 성가신 사람, 성가시게 굴기, 괴로움. dreadfully: 무섭게, 겁에 질려, 무시무시하게.

excited: 흥분한, 흥분한 활발한, 여기한, 여기 상태의. excuse: 구실, 용서하다, 변명하다, 보아주다, 사과, 핑계, 발뺌, 변명, 면제하다-변명, 면제하다, 이유. forgive: 용서하다, 삭치다, 빚을탕감하다, 빚을 탕감하다, 면제하다, 삭히다, 관대히 봐주다. invitation: 초대, 유언, 유혹, 유인, 초빙, 권유, 도전, 매력, 안내장. perfectly: 완전히, 더할 나위 없이,

몹시, 굉장히, 더할 나위없이, 매우, 이상적으로, 완전하게, 아주. probable: 있음직한, 사실 같은, 확실한 듯한, 할 듯 싶은, 유망한 후보자, 무슨일을 할 것 같은 사람, 보결선수, 일어날 듯한 사건, 무슨 일을 할 것 같은 사람. smiling: 방긋거림, 미소, 은혜, 냉소. worrying: 귀찮은, 걱정되는, 성가신, 애타는.

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“These are indeed ‘other words,’ “ said Mrs. Wilcox.” I had nothing so coherent in my head. I was merely alarmed when I knew that my boy cared for your sister.” “Ah, I have always been wanting to ask you. How did you know? Helen was so surprised when our aunt drove up, and you stepped forward and arranged things. Did Paul tell you?” “There is nothing to be gained by discussing that,” said Mrs. Wilcox after a moment’s pause.% “Mrs. Wilcox, were you very angry with us last June? I wrote you a letter and you didn’t answer it.” “I was certainly against taking Mrs. Matheson’s flat. I knew it was opposite your house.” “But it’s all right now?” “I think so.” “You only think? You aren’t sure? I do love these little muddles tidied up?” “Oh yes, I’m sure,” said Mrs. Wilcox, moving with uneasiness beneath the clothes. “I always sound uncertain over things. It is my way of speaking.” “That’s all right, and I’m sure too.” Here the maid came in to remove the breakfast-tray. They were interrupted, and when they resumed conversation it was on more normal lines. “I must say good-bye now—you will be getting up.” “No—please stop a little longer—I am taking a day in bed. Now and then I do.” “I thought of you as one of the early risers.” “At Howards End—yes; there is nothing to get up for in London.” “Nothing to get up for?” cried the scandalized Margaret. “When there are all the autumn exhibitions, and Ysaye playing in the afternoon! Not to mention people.”

Korean alarmed: 불안해 하는, 겁 먹은, 깜짝 놀란. angry: 성난, 성나있는, 몹시쑤시는, 타는 듯한, 험한, 염증을 일으킨. autumn: 가을, 가을의, 성숙이. coherent: 간섭성의, 밀착하는, 응집성의, 조리가 서는, 앞뒤의 동이 닿는, 조리가 선. conversation: 회화, 담화, 대화, 비공식 회담, 성교, 좌담, 사교, 친교. flat: 노골적인, 맛없는, 김빠진,

광택없는, 단조로운, 편평한, 불경기의, 납작한, 납죽엎드린, 공기가빠진, 평평하게. good-bye: 안녕, 안녕히 가세요, 안녕히 가십시오, 안녕히 계십시오. merely: 단지, 다만. opposite: 반대의, 역의, 반대의 것, 마주보는, 의 맞은쪽의, 반대쪽에, 반대쪽의, 반대자, 대생의, 정반대 말, 반대 사람. remove: 이전, 제거하다, 진급, 옮기다,

해임하다, 떠나다, 거리, 치우다, 이동, 간격, 단계. surprised: 놀란, 놀라다. uncertain: 불확실한, 일정치 않은, 흔들거리는, 믿을 수 없는, 분명치 않은, 의심스러운, 변하기 쉬운, 확신이 없는, 확정되지 않은. uneasiness: 불안, 거북함, 걱정, 불쾌, 불유쾌. wanting: 모자라는, 부족한, 지혜가 모자라는, 이 없이.

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“The truth is, I am a little tired. First came the wedding, and then Paul went off, and, instead of resting yesterday, I paid a round of calls.” “A wedding?” “Yes; Charles, my elder son, is married.” “Indeed!” “We took the flat chiefly on that account, and also that Paul could get his African outfit. The flat belongs to a cousin of my husband’s, and she most kindly offered it to us. So before the day came we were able to make the acquaintance of Dolly’s people, which we had not yet done.” Margaret asked who Dolly’s people were.% “Fussell. The father is in the Indian army—retired; the brother is in the army. The mother is dead.” So perhaps these were the “chinless sunburnt men” whom Helen had espied one afternoon through the window. Margaret felt mildly interested in the fortunes of the Wilcox family. She had acquired the habit on Helen’s account, and it still clung to her. She asked for more information about Miss Dolly Fussell that was, and was given it in even, unemotional tones. Mrs. Wilcox’s voice, though sweet and compelling, had little range of expression. It suggested that pictures, concerts, and people are all of small and equal value. Only once had it quickened—when speaking of Howards End. “Charles and Albert Fussell have known one another some time. They belong to the same club, and are both devoted to golf. Dolly plays golf too, though I believe not so well, and they first met in a mixed foursome. We all like her, and are very much pleased. They were married on the 11th, a few days before Paul sailed. Charles was very anxious to have his brother as best man, so he made a great point of having it on the 11th. The Fussells would have preferred it after Christmas, but they were very nice about it. There is Dolly’s photograph—in that double frame.” “Are you quite certain that I’m not interrupting, Mrs. Wilcox?”

Korean acquired: 획득한, 습득한, 후천적인. chiefly: 주로, 대개, 거의, 우선. compelling: 강제적인, -하지 않을 수 없는, 강력한, 사람을 가만히 두지 않는, 어쩔 수 없는, 억지의, 감탄하지 않을수 없는. devoted: 헌신적인, 골몰하여, 저주받은, 몸을 바친, 애정이 깊은, 열애하는, 골몰하는, 헌납된. foursome: 넷으로 된, 포섬그것을 하는 4사람.

habit: 습관, 버릇, 습성, 에 살다, 복장, 기질, 체질, 여성승마복, 입히다, 여성 승마복, 의복. instead: 의 대신에, 그 대신으로서. mildly: 온화하게, 상냥하게, 부드럽게, 다소, 약간. mixed: 남녀 혼합의, 섞인, 혼합된, 혼성의, 남녀 혼성의, 머리가 혼란해진, 여러 잡다한 인간으로 이루어진. outfit: 채비, 필수품을 공급하다, 도구,

채비를 차리다, 일행, 에 공급하다, 여행 따위의 채비, 여행 따위의 채비품, 채비품, 협동 활동의 일행, 마음의 준비. resting: 휴면하고 있는, 휴식하고 있는, 증식하지 않고 있는. sunburnt: 햇볕에 탄, 햇볕에 타 죽은. unemotional: 감정적이 아닌, 냉정한, 감정에 좌우되지 않는. wedding: 결혼 기념식, 결혼, 혼례, 결합, 결혼식, 결혼의.

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“Yes, quite.” “Then I will stay. I’m enjoying this.” Dolly’s photograph was now examined. It was signed “For dear Mims,” which Mrs. Wilcox interpreted as “the name she and Charles had settled that she should call me.” Dolly looked silly, and had one of those triangular faces that so often prove attractive to a robust man. She was very pretty. From her Margaret passed to Charles, whose features prevailed opposite. She speculated on the forces that had drawn the two together till God parted them. She found time to hope that they would be happy.% “They have gone to Naples for their honeymoon.” “Lucky people!” “I can hardly imagine Charles in Italy.” “Doesn’t he care for travelling?” “He likes travel, but he does see through foreigners so. What he enjoys most is a motor tour in England, and I think that would have carried the day if the weather had not been so abominable. His father gave him a car of his own for a wedding present, which for the present is being stored at Howards End.” “I suppose you have a garage there?” “Yes. My husband built a little one only last month, to the west of the house, not far from the wych-elm, in what used to be the paddock for the pony.” The last words had an indescribable ring about them. “Where’s the pony gone?” asked Margaret after a pause. “The pony? Oh, dead, ever so long ago.” “The wych-elm I remember. Helen spoke of it as a very splendid tree.” “It is the finest wych-elm in Hertfordshire. Did your sister tell you about the teeth?” “No.”

Korean abominable: 지독한, 싫은, 지겹게, 지겨운, 지긋지긋한, 참으로 싫은. examined: 검토하는, 심리하는, 검사하는, 진찰하는, 조사하는, 심사하는, 심문하는, 시험하는. garage: 차고, 격납고, 개라지, 정비 공장에 넣다, 차고에 넣다, 포프 음악의 하나. indescribable: 형언할 수 없는, 막연한. paddock: 작은 목장, 경마장에 딸린

울친 땅, 마구간 작은 목장, 인가 가까이 있는 작은 목장. photograph: 사진에 찍히다, 사진을 찍다, 사진으로 찍다, 찰영하다, 사진, 의 사진을 찍다. pony: 조랑말, 작은 잔, 자습서, 경주마, 소형의 것, 이십오파운드, 참고서, 보통 것보다 작은, 외국어 텍스트 따위의 참고서. robust: 튼튼한, 건장한, 억센, 강건한, 조야한, 감칠맛 있는, 강한, 격심한,

정력적인, 튼튼하게 만든, 확고한. settled: 고정된, 기틀이 잡힌, 안정된, 정주한, 청산된. signed: 사인이 들어있는, 서명된. silly: 어리석은, 바보 같은, 천진한, 아연한, 단순한, 백치의, 순진한, 기절한, 바보. splendid: 화려한, 빛나는, 훌륭한, 굉장한, 근사한, 멋진, 눈부신. triangular: 삼각의, 삼자간의, 삼자의, 삼각형의.

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“Oh, %it might interest you. There are pigs’ teeth stuck into the trunk, about four feet from the ground. The country people put them in long ago, and they think that if they chew a piece of the bark, it will cure the toothache. The teeth are almost grown over now, and no one comes to the tree.” “I should. I love folklore and all festering superstitions.” “Do you think that the tree really did cure toothache, if one believed in it?” “Of course it did. It would cure anything—once.” “Certainly I remember cases—you see I lived at Howards End long, long before Mr. Wilcox knew it. I was born there.” The conversation again shifted. At the time it seemed little more than aimless chatter. She was interested when her hostess explained that Howards End was her own property. She was bored when too minute an account was given of the Fussell family, of the anxieties of Charles concerning Naples, of the movements of Mr. Wilcox and Evie, who were motoring in Yorkshire. Margaret could not bear being bored. She grew inattentive, played with the photograph frame, dropped it, smashed Dolly’s glass, apologized, was pardoned, cut her finger thereon, was pitied, and finally said she must be going—there was all the housekeeping to do, and she had to interview Tibby’s riding-master. Then the curious note was struck again. “Good-bye, Miss Schlegel, good-bye. Thank you for coming. cheered me up.”

You have

“I’m so glad!” “I—I wonder whether you ever think about yourself.?” “I think of nothing else,” said Margaret, blushing, but letting her hand remain in that of the invalid. “I wonder. I wondered at Heidelberg.” “I’m sure!” “I almost think—”

Korean aimless: 목적없는, 목적이 없는, 양생하다, 치료법, 영혼의 구제, 목표없는. 목사직, 낫다, 가황, 가황하다. bark: 짖다, 기나피, 기침 소리, 기침을 curious: 이상한, 호기심이 강한, 하다, 포성, 총성, 나무 껍질로 덮다, 진서인, 면밀한, 묘한, 호기심을 끄는, 나무껍질, 소리지르다, 배, 피부진기한, 정성들인, 캐기 좋아하는, 껍질을 벗기다. 외설한, 알고 싶어하는. chew: 씹다, 씹음, 깊이 생각하다, finger: 손가락, 손가락을 대다, 심사 숙고하다, 씹는 과자, 충분히 탄주하다, 켜다, 손가락 모양의 물건, 의논하다, 저작하다, 씹느 담배를 만지다, 을 손가락으로 젖히다, 을 씹다, 한 입, 저작, 한입. 손가락으로 넘기다, 악기가 cure: 치유, 치료하다, 고치다, 치료, 손가락으로 연주되다, 손가락으로

만지다, 손가락 폭. folklore: 민속학, 민간전승, 민간 전승. housekeeping: 가정. letting: 셋집, 임대, 전세아파트. motoring: 자동차운전, 드라이브, 자동차 운전, 자동차 운전기술. thereon: 그 위에, 그 즉시, 그 후 즉시. toothache: 치통. trunk: 트렁크, 줄기, 주요한, 간선, 중계선, 몸통, 코, 주요부, 본체, 트렁크스, 전화 중계회선.

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“Yes?” asked Margaret, for there was a long pause—a pause that was somehow akin to the flicker of the fire, the quiver of the reading-lamp upon their hands, the white blur from the window; a pause of shifting and eternal shadows.% “I almost think you forget you’re a girl.” Margaret was startled and a little annoyed. remarked. “That not so wildly girlish.”

“I’m twenty-nine,” she

Mrs. Wilcox smiled. “What makes you say that? Do you mean that I have been gauche and rude?” A shake of the head. “I only meant that I am fifty-one, and that to me both of you—Read it all in some book or other; I cannot put things clearly.” “Oh, I’ve got it—inexperience. I’m no better than Helen, you mean, and yet I presume to advise her.” “Yes. You have got it. Inexperience is the word.” “Inexperience,” repeated Margaret, in serious yet buoyant tones. “Of course, I have everything to learn—absolutely everything—just as much as Helen. Life’s very difficult and full of surprises. At all events, I’ve got as far as that. To be humble and kind, to go straight ahead, to love people rather than pity them, to remember the submerged—well, one can’t do all these things at once, worse luck, because they’re so contradictory. It’s then that proportion comes in—to live by proportion. Don’t begin with proportion. Only prigs do that. Let proportion come in as a last resource, when the better things have failed, and a deadlock—Gracious me, I’ve started preaching!” “Indeed, you put the difficulties of life splendidly,” said Mrs. Wilcox, withdrawing her hand into the deeper shadows. “It is just what I should have liked to say about them myself.”

Korean akin: 혈족의, 같은, 동족의, 비슷한, 유사해. annoyed: 괴로운. blur: 더럽히다, 오명, 흐리게하다더러움, 더러워지다, 오점, 몽롱, 불선명, 윙윙거리는 소리, 더러움, 흐려 보이는 것, 흐리게 하다. buoyant: 오름세의, 경쾌한, 부력이있는, 부양성이 있는, 부력이 있는, 탄력이 있는, 시세가 기미의, 오를 기미의.

contradictory: 모순된, 정반대의 사물, 부정적 주장, 반박론, 반박적인, 모순 대당, 모순대당, 야립치 않는, 양립하지 않는, 자가 당착의, 자가당착의. failed: 실패한. flicker: 번득임, 깜박이는빛, 반짝임, 언뜻 보이다, 얼른거리다, 펄럭이다, 흔들거리다, 가물거리다, 딱다구리, 살랑거림, 기절하다. gauche: 서투른, 재치 없는, 어색한.

luck: 행운, 불행히도, 운, 불운. presume: 추정하다, 기화로 삼다, 이라고 생각하다, 대담히도..하다, 주제넘게 나서다, 대담히도, 하다, 가정하다. quiver: 떨림, 떨게 하다, 화살통, 진동, 전통, 떨다, 전동, 흔들리다. shifting: 이동하는, 바뀌는, 속임수, 협잡의, 이동, 수책을 부리는, 술책을 부리는. startled: 놀란.

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Mrs. %Wilcox cannot be accused of giving Margaret much information about life. And Margaret, on the other hand, has made a fair show of modesty, and has pretended to an inexperience that she certainly did not feel. She had kept house for over ten years; she had entertained, almost with distinction; she had brought up a charming sister, and was bringing up a brother. Surely, if experience is attainable, she had attained it. Yet the little luncheon-party that she gave in Mrs. Wilcox’s honour was not a success. The new friend did not blend with the “one or two delightful people” who had been asked to meet her, and the atmosphere was one of polite bewilderment. Her tastes were simple, her knowledge of culture slight, and she was not interested in the New English Art Club, nor in the dividing-line between Journalism and Literature, which was started as a conversational hare. The delightful people darted after it with cries of joy, Margaret leading them, and not till the meal was half over did they realize that the principal guest had taken no part in the chase. There was no common topic. Mrs. Wilcox, whose life had been spent in the service of husband and sons, had little to say to strangers who had never shared it, and whose age was half her own. Clever talk alarmed her, and withered her delicate imaginings; it was the social; counterpart of a motorcar, all jerks, and she was a wisp of hay, a flower. Twice she deplored the weather, twice criticized the train service on the Great Northern Railway. They

Korean alarmed: 불안해 하는, 겁 먹은, 깜짝 놀란. attainable: 달성할수있는, 달성할 수 있는, 이를 수 있는. bewilderment: 당황. blend: 섞이다, 혼합물, 융화하다, 조화하다, 섞다, 잘되다, 조제하다, 혼합, 혼합하다, 어울리다, 혼성어. chase: 사냥, 추적, 뒤쫓다, 달리다, 홈, 달아나다, 사냥하다, 의 뒤를 쫓다, 쫓아내다, 을 추구하다, 떠나다.

conversational: 회화체의, 이야기 잘하는, 회화의, 이야기하기 좋아하는, 좌담식의, 좌담을 잘하는. counterpart: 부본, 짝진 것의 한쪽, 상대물, 대응부, 대조물, 부절, 비슷한 사람, 아주 닮은 사람, 한짝, 한통, 사본. hare: 산토끼. hay: 건초, 건초를 만들다, 마초, 잔돈의, 잔돈, 건초의. inexperience: 무경험, 미숙, 서투름,

세상을 모름. modesty: 겸양, 수줍음, 정숙, 조심스러움, 겸손. motorcar: 자동차. pretended: 거짓의. wisp: 도깨비 불, 다발, 작은것, 한모숨, 단편, 양복솔, 한줌. withered: 시든, 쇠퇴한, 이운.

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vigorously assented, and rushed on, and when she inquired whether there was any news of Helen, her hostess was too much occupied in placing Rothenstein to answer. The question was repeated: “I hope that your sister is safe in Germany by now.” Margaret checked herself and said, “Yes, thank you; I heard on Tuesday.” But the demon of vociferation was in her, and the next moment she was off again.% “Only on Tuesday, for they live right away at Stettin. Did you ever know any one living at Stettin?” “Never,” said Mrs. Wilcox gravely, while her neighbour, a young man low down in the Education Office, began to discuss what people who lived at Stettin ought to look like. Was there such a thing as Stettininity? Margaret swept on. “People at Stettin drop things into boats out of overhanging warehouses. At least, our cousins do, but aren’t particularly rich. The town isn’t interesting, except for a clock that rolls its eyes, and the view of the Oder, which truly is something special. Oh, Mrs. Wilcox, you would love the Oder! The river, or rather rivers—there seem to be dozens of them—are intense blue, and the plain they run through an intensest green.” “Indeed! That sounds like a most beautiful view, Miss Schlegel.” “So I say, but Helen, who will muddle things, says no, it’s like music. The course of the Oder is to be like music. It’s obliged to remind her of a symphonic poem. The part by the landing-stage is in B minor, if I remember rightly, but lower down things get extremely mixed. There is a slodgy theme in several keys at once, meaning mud-banks, and another for the navigable canal, and the exit into the Baltic is in C sharp major, pianissimo.” “What do the overhanging warehouses make of that?” asked the man, laughing. “They make a great deal of it,” replied Margaret, unexpectedly rushing off on a new track. “I think it’s affectation to compare the Oder to music, and so do you, but the overhanging warehouses of Stettin take beauty seriously, which we don’t, and the average Englishman doesn’t, and despises all who do. Now don’t

Korean affectation: 체함, 짐짓 꾸밈, 태. 어리 둥절하게 하다-갈피를 못잡다checked: 체크 무늬의, 바둑판 무늬의, 혼잡, 혼잡, 혼란 상태, 뒤죽박죽을 바둑판무늬의. 만들다, 뒤범벅을 만들다, 되는대로 demon: 악마, 귀신, 일에 비범한 사람, 해치우다, 낭비하다. 정령, 귀재. navigable: 항행할수 있는, 항해 할 수 dozens: 상대방 가족에 대한 농담을 있는, 항해하기에 알맞은, 항해하기에 하는 게임. 할 수 있는, 항행에 견딜 수 있는, exit: 퇴장하다, 출구, 퇴출구, 퇴장, 항행하기에 알맞은, 항행하기에 할 수 나감, 퇴거, 끝내기, 퇴거하다. 있는. muddle: 혼란, 혼합하다, 얼근히 placing: 자본 매출. 취하게 하다, 어리 둥절하게 하다, remind: 생각나게 하다, 상기시키다,

깨우치다, 생각나게하다, 일깨우다. rightly: 바르게, 정확히, 정당하게, 틀림없이, 정당히, 마땅히, 당연히, 정말로, 적당히. rushing: 러닝 플레이로 나아간 거리, 러싱. symphonic: 교향적인, 교향곡의. unexpectedly: 뜻밖에, 돌연, 예상외로, 갑자기. vociferation: 고래고래 소리지르기, 시끄러움, 노호.

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say ‘Germans have no taste,’ or I shall scream. They haven’t. But—but—such a tremendous but!—they take poetry seriously. They do take poetry seriously.% “Is anything gained by that?” “Yes, yes. The German is always on the lookout for beauty. He may miss it through stupidity, or misinterpret it, but he is always asking beauty to enter his life, and I believe that in the end it will come. At Heidelberg I met a fat veterinary surgeon whose voice broke with sobs as he repeated some mawkish poetry. So easy for me to laugh—I, who never repeat poetry, good or bad, and cannot remember one fragment of verse to thrill myself with. My blood boils— well, I’m half German, so put it down to patriotism—when I listen to the tasteful contempt of the average islander for things Teutonic, whether they’re Bocklin or my veterinary surgeon. ‘Oh, Bocklin,’ they say; ‘he strains after beauty, he peoples Nature with gods too consciously.’ Of course Bocklin strains, because he wants something—beauty and all the other intangible gifts that are floating about the world. So his landscapes don’t come off, and Leader’s do.” “I am not sure that I agree. Do you?” said he, turning to Mrs. Wilcox. She replied: “I think Miss Schlegel puts everything splendidly”; and a chill fell on the conversation. “Oh, Mrs. Wilcox, say something nicer than that. It’s such a snub to be told you put things splendidly. “ “I do not mean it as a snub. Your last speech interested me so much. Generally people do not seem quite to like Germany. I have long wanted to hear what is said on the other side.” “The other side? Then you do disagree. Oh, good! Give us your side.” “I have no side. But my husband”—her voice softened, the chill increased— ”has very little faith in the Continent, and our children have all taken after him.” “On what grounds? Do they feel that the Continent is in bad form?” Mrs. Wilcox had no idea; she paid little attention to grounds. She was not intellectual, nor even alert, and it was odd that, all the same, she should give the

Korean intangible: 막연한, 만질 수 없는, 무형의, 손으로 만질 수 없는, 파악할수 없는, 실체가 없는, 감지할수 없는, 불가해한, 구름을 잡는 것과 같은. islander: 섬사람, 섬의 주민, 섬나라 사람. lookout: 관심사, 감시, 전망, 경계망, 전도, 조망, 망보기, 감시소, 임무. mawkish: 구역질나는, 연약하고 감상적인, 걸핏하면 눈물짓는,

욕지기나는. misinterpret: 그릇 해석하다, 오해하다. snub: 들창코의, 급정거, 냉대하다, 몰아세우다, 무뚝뚝한, 윽박지르다, 호되게 꾸짖음, 담배를 비벼 끄다, 넓적코의, 급히 멈춤, 갑자기 멈추기 위한. splendidly: 화려한, 훌륭한, 굉장한, 근사한, 빛나는. stupidity: 어리석음, 우둔, 어리석은

언동, 어리석은 짓, 얼빠진 언동, 얼빠짐. surgeon: 군의관, 외과 의사, 선의. tasteful: 풍아한, 품위있는, 풍류있는, 취미가 고상한, 멋을 아는, 풍류를 아는. thrill: 스릴, 전율, 떨리다, 오싹하다, 몸떨림, 스릴러, 오싹하는 느낌, 몸에 사무치다, 감동시키다, 스릴물, 떨림. veterinary: 수의, 수의의, 수의학의, 수의사.

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idea of greatness. Margaret, zigzagging with her friends over Thought and Art, was conscious of a personality that transcended their own and dwarfed their activities. There was no bitterness in Mrs. Wilcox; there was not even criticism; she was lovable, and no ungracious or uncharitable word had passed her lips. Yet she and daily life were out of focus: one or the other must show blurred. And at lunch she seemed more out of focus than usual, and nearer the line that divides life from a life that may be of greater importance.% “You will admit, though, that the Continent—it seems silly to speak of ‘the Continent,’ but really it is all more like itself than any part of it is like England. England is unique. Do have another jelly first. I was going to say that the Continent, for good or for evil, is interested in ideas. Its Literature and Art have what one might call the kink of the unseen about them, and this persists even through decadence and affectation. There is more liberty of action in England, but for liberty of thought go to bureaucratic Prussia. People will there discuss with humility vital questions that we here think ourselves too good to touch with tongs.” “I do not want to go to Prussian” said Mrs. Wilcox—”not even to see that interesting view that you were describing. And for discussing with humility I am too old. We never discuss anything at Howards End.” “Then you ought to!” said Margaret. “Discussion keeps a house alive. It cannot stand by bricks and mortar alone.” “It cannot stand without them,” said Mrs. Wilcox, unexpectedly catching on to the thought, and rousing, for the first and last time, a faint hope in the breasts of the delightful people. “It cannot stand without them, and I sometimes think—But I cannot expect your generation to agree, for even my daughter disagrees with me here.” “Never mind us or her. Do say!” “I sometimes think that it is wiser to leave action and discussion to men.” There was a little silence.

Korean bitterness: 씀, 비참함, 격심함, 고통, 신랄, 불황. bureaucratic: 관료 정치의, 번문 욕례의, 관료식의, 공직자의. decadence: 쇠미, 퇴미, 데카당스, 퇴폐, 타락. delightful: 매우 기쁜, 즐거운. evil: 해악, 불길한, 나쁜, 악, 악행, 해로운, 해롭게, 사악하게, 불운한, 불행하게, 사악한. faint: 어질어질한, 희미한, 연약한,

기절하다, 쇠약해진, 약해지다, 활기없는, 졸도하다, 엷은, 가냘픈, 힘없는. greatness: 큼, 탁월, 위대, 다대함, 저명, 웅대, 다대, 거대, 거대함, 중대, 다량. humility: 겸손, 겸허. kink: 결함, 꼬임, 변덕, 비틀림, 성질의 빙퉁그러짐, 엉클어짐, 옹고집, 근육의 경련, 피퍅한 성질, 피팩한 성질, 실 따위의 꼬임.

liberty: 자유, 멋대로함, 자유구역, 방종, 시효로 얻은 특권, 칙허로 얻은 특권, 특권, 할 자유. ourselves: 우리자신, 우리 스스로, 우리들 자신에게, 우리들 자신을, 평상시의 우리들, 평소의 우리들. rousing: 활발한, 터무니없는, 열렬한, 각성시키는, 감동케하는, 고무하는, 타오르는, 흥분시키는, 격려하는. ungracious: 무례한, 예절없는, 공손하지 않은.

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“One admits that the arguments against the suffrage are extraordinarily strong,” said a girl opposite, leaning forward and crumbling her bread.% “Are they? I never follow any arguments. I am only too thankful not to have a vote myself.” “We didn’t mean the vote, though, did we?” supplied Margaret. “Aren’t we differing on something much wider, Mrs. Wilcox? Whether women are to remain what they have been since the dawn of history; or whether, since men have moved forward so far, they too may move forward a little now. I say they may. I would even admit a biological change.” “I don’t know, I don’t know.” “I must be getting back to my overhanging warehouse,” said the man. “They’ve turned disgracefully strict. Mrs. Wilcox also rose. “Oh, but come upstairs for a little. Miss Quested plays. Do you like MacDowell? Do you mind him only having two noises? If you must really go, I’ll see you out. Won’t you even have coffee?” They left the dining-room, closing the door behind them, and as Mrs. Wilcox buttoned up her jacket, she said: “What an interesting life you all lead in London!” “No, we don’t,” said Margaret, with a sudden revulsion. “We lead the lives of gibbering monkeys. Mrs. Wilcox—really—We have something quiet and stable at the bottom. We really have. All my friends have. Don’t pretend you enjoyed lunch, for you loathed it, but forgive me by coming again, alone, or by asking me to you.” “I am used to young people,” said Mrs. Wilcox, and with each word she spoke the outlines of known things grew dim. “I hear a great deal of chatter at home, for we, like you, entertain a great deal. With us it is more sport and politics, but—I enjoyed my lunch very much, Miss Schlegel, dear, and am not pretending, and only wish I could have joined in more. For one thing, I’m not particularly well just today. For another, you younger people move so quickly

Korean alone: 혼자, 단지, 홀로, 자기 혼자서, 고독한, 단독으로. biological: 생물학의, 생물학상의, 생물학응용의. closing: 마감, 폐쇄, 마지막의, 종결, 결산, 결산의, 폐점, 마감하는, 밀폐, 폐회의, 종장의. dawn: 밝아지다, 새벽, 동이 트다, 여명, 나타나기 시작하다, 날이새다, 동틀녁, 동틀영, 시초, 날이 새다. dim: 둔한, 어둑한, 희미한, 둔하게

하다, 어둑해지다, 흐리게 하다, 흐려지다, 어슴푸레한, 둔해지다, 어둑하게 하다, 비관적인. disgracefully: 불명예스럽게, 면목 없게. entertain: 대접하다, 품다, 즐겁게하다, 유쾌한, 재미있는, 즐겁게 하다, 간직하다, 호의로써 받아들이다, 환대하다. leaning: 경향, 경사, 기호. outlines: 요점.

revulsion: 격변, 회수, 유도법, 혐오감, 잡아뗌, 되돌아감, 급변, 급격한 반동, 극도의 불쾌감, 반감, 극도의 반감. stable: 안정된, 착실한, 마구간, 마구간에 넣다, 복원력이 있는, 외양간, 말, 말 조련장, 안정성의, 영속성의, 견고한. strict: 엄한, 절대적인, 정확한, 엄격한, 긴장된, 엄밀한, 완전한. thankful: 감사하고 있는, 감사의, 감사하는.

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that it dazes me. Charles is the same, Dolly the same. But we are all in the same boat, old and young. I never forget that.”% They were silent for a moment. Then, with a newborn emotion, they shook hands. The conversation ceased suddenly when Margaret re-entered the dining-room: her friends had been talking over her new friend, and had dismissed her as uninteresting.

Korean boat: 보트, 기선, 나르다, 배에 싣다, 배 모양의 그릇-배로 가다, 배, 배에 태우다, 보트를 타다, 자동차, 배 모양의 그릇. conversation: 회화, 담화, 대화, 비공식 회담, 성교, 좌담, 사교, 친교. dining-room: 식당. emotion: 감동, 정서, 감정. forget: 잊다, 잊어버리다, 게을리하다, 잊고 두고오다, 깜빡 잊다, 말할 것을 잊다, 잊고 두고가다.

friend: 친구, 벗, 자기편, 근친, 동지, suddenly: 갑자기, 돌연히, 별안간. 지지자, 의 친구가 되다, 퀘이커, talking: 담화, 말하는, 표정이 풍부한, 프렌드파, 도와주는 사람, 동반자. 수다, 수다스러운. hands: 소유, 일군. uninteresting: 시시한, 흥미없는, newborn: 갓태어난, 신생아, 갓난, 재미없는. 신생의, 부활한, 재생한, 마음을 고쳐먹은, 다시 태어난. silent: 조용한, 활동하지 않는, 묵음의, 무언의, 무언으로, 침묵하는, 조용히, 잠자코, 익명의, 침묵을 지키는, 소식이 없는.

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Several days passed.% Was Mrs. Wilcox one of the unsatisfactory people—there are many of them— who dangle intimacy and then withdraw it? They evoke our interests and affections, and keep the life of the spirit dawdling round them. Then they withdraw. When physical passion is involved, there is a definite name for such behaviour—flirting—and if carried far enough it is punishable by law. But no law—not public opinion even—punishes those who coquette with friendship, though the dull ache that they inflict, the sense of misdirected effort and exhaustion, may be as intolerable. Was she one of these? Margaret feared so at first, for, with a Londoner’s impatience, she wanted everything to be settled up immediately. She mistrusted the periods of quiet that are essential to true growth. Desiring to book Mrs. Wilcox as a friend, she pressed on the ceremony, pencil, as it were, in hand, pressing the more because the rest of the family were away, and the opportunity seemed favourable. But the elder woman would not be hurried. She refused to fit in with the Wickham Place set, or to reopen discussion of Helen and Paul, whom Margaret would have utilized as a short-cut. She took her time, or perhaps let time take her, and when the crisis did come all was ready.

Korean ache: 아프다, 아픔, 쑤시다, 갈망하다, 간망하다, 통증, 하고 싶어 못 견디다. coquette: 요염한 여자, 요염한계집, 바람둥이여자. dangle: 매달리다, 어른거려 꾀다, 따라다니다, 매달다, 뒤쫓다, 뒤쫘다, 따라다니다-매달다. evoke: 환기하다, 불러일으키다, 이송하다, 불러내다, 일깨우다. exhaustion: 피로, 고갈, 소모, 배출, 철저한 연구, 철저한 검토, 다 써버림,

배기. favourable: 유리한, 승낙의, 알맞은, 찬성의, 호희를 보이는, 유망한, 호의를 보이는. impatience: 조바심, 성급함, 초조, 견딜 수 없음, 참을수 없는일, 조급, 안달, 성급. intimacy: 친밀, 친교, 정교, 밀통, 간통, 친밀함을 나타내는 행위, 불의. intolerable: 견딜 수 없는, 과도한, 참을수 없는, 애타는, 약오르는.

pressing: 긴급한, 무리하게 조르는, 프레스한 레코드, 화급한, 압착물, 억누름, 졸라대는, 압착하기, 긴급의. punishable: 벌주어야 할, 벌줄 수 있는, 벌해야 할. reopen: 다시 열다, 재개하다, 다시 열리다, 재개되다, 다시 시작하다. withdraw: 회수하다, 취소하다, 움츠리다, 움츠러들다, 물러나다, 철수하다, 철회하다, 물러서다, 탈퇴하다, 취하하다, 사용을 끊다.

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The crisis opened with a message: would Miss Schlegel come shopping? Christmas was nearing, and Mrs. Wilcox felt behind-hand with the presents. She had taken some more days in bed, and must make up for lost time. Margaret accepted, and at eleven o’clock one cheerless morning they started out in a brougham.% “First of all,” began Margaret, “we must make a list and tick off the people’s names. My aunt always does, and this fog may thicken up any moment. Have you any ideas?” “I thought we would go to Harrod’s or the Haymarket Stores,” said Mrs. Wilcox rather hopelessly. “Everything is sure to be there. I am not a good shopper. The din is so confusing, and your aunt is quite right—one ought to make a list. Take my notebook, then, and write your own name at the top of the page.” “Oh, hooray!” said Margaret, writing it. “How very kind of you to start with me!” But she did not want to receive anything expensive. Their acquaintance was singular rather than intimate, and she divined that the Wilcox clan would resent any expenditure on outsiders; the more compact families do. She did not want to be thought a second Helen, who would snatch presents since she could not snatch young men, nor to be exposed, like a second Aunt Juley, to the insults of Charles. A certain austerity of demeanour was best, and she added: “I don’t really want a Yuletide gift, though. In fact, I’d rather not.” “Why?” “Because I’ve odd ideas about Christmas. Because I have all that money can buy. I want more people, but no more things.” “I should like to give you something worth your acquaintance, Miss Schlegel, in memory of your kindness to me during my lonely fortnight. It has so happened that I have been left alone, and you have stopped me from brooding. I am too apt to brood.” “If that is so,” said Margaret, “if I have happened to be of use to you, which I didn’t know, you cannot pay me back with anything tangible.”

Korean austerity: 내핍 생활, 엄숙, 간결, 엄격, 내핍적인. cheerless: 재미없는, 기운이 없는, 쓸쓸한, 우울한. demeanour: 행실, 품행, 태도. din: 소음, 뇌고 되뇌이다, 소음이 나다, 소음으로 멍멍하게 하다, 귀를 멍멍하게 하다, 울리다. hopelessly: 희망을 잃고, 가망없이, 절망하여, 절망적으로. resent: 원망하다, 분개하다, 에

골내다, 을 분개하다, 괘씸하게 생각하다, 화내다. shopper: 물건 사는 손님, 물건 사는 사람, 무료 신문. shopping: 쇼핑, 물건사기. singular: 단수, 단 하나의, 단수의, 현저한, 각각의 단수의, 보통이 아닌 단수, 멋진, 이상한, 개개의, 훌륭한, 단수형. snatch: 와락 붙잡다, 잡아챔, 작은 조각, 강탈, 급히 먹다, 한입, 단시간,

단편, 잡으려고 하다, 용하게 얻다, 움켜잡으려들다. thicken: 진해지다, 두꺼워지다, 흐려지다, 굵어지다, 흐리게 하다, 두껍게하다, 탁해지다, 진하게하다, 안개를 자욱하게 하다, 빽빽해지다, 굵게 하다. tick: 진드기, 외상, 똑딱거리다, 순간, 베갯잇, 신용 대부, 재깍재깍 가다, 체크를 하다, 대조의 표, 이불잇, 똑딱.

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“%I suppose not, but one would like to. Perhaps I shall think of something as we go about.” Her name remained at the head of the list, but nothing was written opposite it. They drove from shop to shop. The air was white, and when they alighted it tasted like cold pennies. At times they passed through a clot of grey. Mrs. Wilcox’s vitality was low that morning, and it was Margaret who decided on a horse for this little girl, a golliwog for that, for the rector’s wife a copper warming-tray. “We always give the servants money.” “Yes, do you, yes, much easier,” replied Margaret, but felt the grotesque impact of the unseen upon the seen, and saw issuing from a forgotten manger at Bethlehem this torrent of coins and toys. Vulgarity reigned. Public-houses, besides their usual exhortation against temperance reform, invited men to “Join our Christmas goose club”— one bottle of gin, etc., or two, according to subscription. A poster of a woman in tights heralded the Christmas pantomime, and little red devils, who had come in again that year, were prevalent upon the Christmas-cards. Margaret was no morbid idealist. She did not wish this spate of business and self-advertisement checked. It was only the occasion of it that struck her with amazement annually. How many of these vacillating shoppers and tired shop-assistants realized that it was a divine event that drew them together? She realized it, though standing outside in the matter. She was not a Christian in the accepted sense; she did not believe that God had ever worked among us as a young artisan. These people, or most of them, believed it, and if pressed, would affirm it in words. But the visible signs of their belief were Regent Street or Drury Lane, a little mud displaced, a little money spent, a little food cooked, eaten, and forgotten. Inadequate. But in public who shall express the unseen adequately? It is private life that holds out the mirror to infinity; personal intercourse, and that alone, that ever hints at a personality beyond our daily vision. “No, I do like Christmas on the whole,” she announced. “In its clumsy way, it does approach Peace and Goodwill. But oh, it is clumsier every year.” “Is it? I am only used to country Christmases.”

Korean affirm: 단언하다, 확언하다, 확인하다, 긍정하다, 지지하다, 확약하다. artisan: 장색, 장인. clot: 응고시키다, 응고하다, 엉긴 덩어리, 바보, 소수인의 떼, 엉기다, 엉겨붙은, 얽히게 하다, 굳어져 움직이기 어렵게 만들다, 뭉치게하다, 뭉치게 하다. exhortation: 권고, 권고의 말, 훈계, 간곡한 권고. golliwog: 기괴한 얼굴의 인형, 얼굴이

새까맣고 괴기한 인형. goose: 거위, 바보, 거위고기, 대형 다리미, 얼간이, 충실하여, 야유, 재봉사의 다리미, 구우즈. grotesque: 그로테스크풍, 터무니 없는, 우스운, 기괴한, 고딕체, 괴기미, 그로테스크 무늬의, 그로테스크풍의, 괴기한. manger: 여물통, 구유. pantomime: 몸짓, 무언극, 동화극, 손짓, 손짓으로 나타내다, 손짓으로

의사를 나타내다, 몸짓으로 의사를 나타내다, 몸짓으로 나타내다. spate: 격발, 큰비, 홍수, 큰물, 터져 나옴. temperance: 절주, 절제, 금주, 삼감. tights: 몸에 꽉 끼는 옷, 속옷. vacillating: 동요하는, 망설이는, 우유 부단한, 우유부단한, 결단성이 없는, 진동하는. vitality: 활기, 생명력, 지속력, 활력, 원기, 지속력성.

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“We%are usually in London, and play the game with vigour—carols at the Abbey, clumsy midday meal, clumsy dinner for the maids, followed by Christmas-tree and dancing of poor children, with songs from Helen. The drawing-room does very well for that. We put the tree in the powder-closet, and draw a curtain when the candles are lighted, and with the looking-glass behind it looks quite pretty. I wish we might have a powder-closet in our next house. Of course, the tree has to be very small, and the presents don’t hang on it. No; the presents reside in a sort of rocky landscape made of crumpled brown paper.” “You spoke of your ‘next house,’ Miss Schlegel. Wickham Place?”

Then are you leaving

“Yes, in two or three years, when the lease expires. We must.” “Have you been there long?” “All our lives.” “You will be very sorry to leave it.” “I suppose so. We scarcely realize it yet. My father—” She broke off, for they had reached the stationery department of the Haymarket Stores, and Mrs. Wilcox wanted to order some private greeting cards. “If possible, something distinctive,” she sighed. At the counter she found a friend, bent on the same errand, and conversed with her insipidly, wasting much time. “My husband and our daughter are motoring.” “Bertha too? Oh, fancy, what a coincidence!” Margaret, though not practical, could shine in such company as this. While they talked, she went through a volume of specimen cards, and submitted one for Mrs. Wilcox’s inspection. Mrs. Wilcox was delighted—so original, words so sweet; she would order a hundred like that, and could never be sufficiently grateful. Then, just as the assistant was booking the order, she said: “Do you know, I’ll wait. On second thoughts, I’ll wait. There’s plenty of time still, isn’t there, and I shall be able to get Evie’s opinion.”

Korean booking: 기입, 예약, 출연 계약, 치부. crumpled: 뒤틀린, 주름살 투성이의, 쭈글쭈글한. curtain: 막, 커튼, 막을 치다, 휘장 꼴의 물건, 막으로 가리다, 한 권의 끝, 막벽, 위장을 치다, 죽음, 칸막이, 휘장. dancing: 무도, 춤, 댄스 홀, 무도장, 댄스 연습, 댄스. errand: 심부름, 볼일, 사명, 심부름의 내용, 내용.

insipidly: 무미건조한, 싱거운, 재미없는. inspection: 시찰, 검열, 사열, 감찰, 검열하다, 점검열람, 정밀검사, 조사하다. lease: 임대하다, 빌리다, 임차하다, 땅을 임대하다, 땅을 임차하다, 차지계약, 차가계약, 조차, 임차권. looking-glass: 거울. midday: 정오, 대낮, 대낮의. reside: 존재하다, 주재하다, 살다,

거주하다, 속하다, 있다, 귀속하다, 성질이 존재하다. rocky: 바위가 많은, 불안정한, 완고한, 흔들흔들하는, 암석으로 된, 바위많은, 태연한, 암석질의, 비슬거리는, 불안한, 바위의. specimen: 견본, 표본, 괴짜, 인물, 별난 사람, 예. stationery: 문방구, 편지지, 문구. wasting: 소모성의, 황폐하게 하는, 낭비.

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They returned to the carriage by devious paths; when they were in, she said, “But couldn’t you get it renewed?” “I beg your pardon?” asked Margaret.% “The lease, I mean.” “Oh, the lease! Have you been thinking of that all the time? How very kind of you!” “Surely something could be done.” “No; values have risen too enormously. They mean to pull down Wickham Place, and build flats like yours.” “But how horrible!” “Landlords are horrible.” Then she said vehemently: “It is monstrous, Miss Schlegel; it isn’t right. I had no idea that this was hanging over you. I do pity you from the bottom of my heart. To be parted from your house, your father’s house—it oughtn’t to be allowed. It is worse than dying. I would rather die than—Oh, poor girls! Can what they call civilization be right, if people mayn’t die in the room where they were born? My dear, I am so sorry—” Margaret did not know what to say. Mrs. Wilcox had been overtired by the shopping, and was inclined to hysteria. “Howards End was nearly pulled down once. It would have killed me.” “Howards End must be a very different house to ours. We are fond of ours, but there is nothing distinctive about it. As you saw, it is an ordinary London house. We shall easily find another.” “So you think.” “Again my lack of experience, I suppose!” said Margaret, easing away from the subject. “I can’t say anything when you take up that line, Mrs. Wilcox. I wish I could see myself as you see me—foreshortened into a backfisch. Quite the ingenue. Very charming—wonderfully well read for my age, but incapable—”

Korean born: 타고난, 태어난, 으로 태어난. carriage: 탈것, 몸가짐, 운반, 수송, 태도, 운임, 통과, 운반대, 유모차, 포가, 처리. civilization: 개화, 문명, 교화, 문명국, 인구 밀집지, 도시, 문명 국민, 문화 생활, 문명세계, 문명 사회, 문명 세계. devious: 꾸불꾸불한, 우회하는, 인륜을 벗어난, 정도를 벗어난, 솔직하지 않은, 멀리 돌아가는.

distinctive: 독특한, 특수한, 특유의. 극악 무도한, 어처구니 없는, 괴이한, dying: 죽어가는, 임종, 임종의, 죽음, 대단히. 꺼져가는, 사망, 죽을. pity: 동정, 연민, 애석한 일, 가엾게 fond: 어리석은, 다정한, 정에 무른, 여기다, 유감의 원인-가엾게 여기다, 사랑에 빠진, 실없는, 애정있는, 가엾게 생각하다, 불쌍히 생각하다, 좋아서, 토대, 레이스의 바닥 천, 불쌍함. 기초, 좋아하는. pull: 뽑다, 끌다, 당기다, 제어하다, hysteria: 히스테리, 병적흥분. 마시다, 따다, 당기어 손상시키다, ingenue: 천진난만한한 소녀, 천진한 당겨지다, 찢다, 잡아 당기다, 끌어 소녀. 당기다. monstrous: 거대한, 기괴한, 괴물같은, risen: 일어난, 부활한, 오른.

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Mrs. Wilcox would not be deterred. “Come down with me to Howards End now,” she said, more vehemently than ever. “I want you to see it. You have never seen it. I want to hear what you say about it, for you do put things so wonderfully.” Margaret glanced at the pitiless air and then at the tired face of her companion. “Later on I should love it,” she continued, “but it’s hardly the weather for such an expedition, and we ought to start when we’re fresh. Isn’t the house shut up, too?” She received no answer. Mrs. Wilcox appeared to be annoyed.% “Might I come some other day?” Mrs. Wilcox bent forward and tapped the glass. “Back to Wickham Place, please!” was her order to the coachman. Margaret had been snubbed. “A thousand thanks, Miss Schlegel, for all your help.” “Not at all.” “It is such a comfort to get the presents off my mind—the Christmas-cards especially. I do admire your choice.” It was her turn to receive no answer. In her turn Margaret became annoyed. “My husband and Evie will be back the day after tomorrow. That is why I dragged you out shopping today. I stayed in town chiefly to shop, but got through nothing, and now he writes that they must cut their tour short, the weather is so bad, and the police-traps have been so bad—nearly as bad as in Surrey. Ours is such a careful chauffeur, and my husband feels it particularly hard that they should be treated like roadhogs.” “Why?” “Well, naturally he—he isn’t a road-hog.” “He was exceeding the speed-limit, I conclude. He must expect to suffer with the lower animals.” Mrs. Wilcox was silenced. In growing discomfort they drove homewards. The city seemed Satanic, the narrower streets oppressing like the galleries of a

Korean admire: 감탄하다, 칭찬하다, 기뻐하다, 좋아하다, 찬미하다, 황홀하게 바라보다, 탄복하며 바라보다, 찬탄하다, 탄복하다. bent: 굽은, 초원, 황야, 마음을 기울인, 열심인, 경향, 허리가 굽은, 성벽, 겨이삭속 또는 그와 비슷한 포아풀과의 잡초, 그 줄기, 기호. chauffeur: 운전사, 운전사로 일하다, 태우고 가다, 자동차로 안내하다, 의운전사로 일하다, 의 운전사로

일하다, 의 자가용차의 운전사로 일하다. coachman: 마부, 제물 낚시. comfort: 위로, 위안하다, 낙, 위로가 되는 사람, 이불, 즐거움, 편안하게 하다, 생활을 즐겁게 해 주는 것, 마음 편안함, 원조하다, 안락. companion: 동료, 동무, 동반자, 갑판 승강구의 덮개문, 말동무, 안내서, 이야기 상대로 고용된 여자, 짝, 천창, 최하위 훈작사, 패.

conclude: 체결하다, 끝내다, 말을 맺다, 끝나다, 결론을 내리다, 마치다, 결론하다, 결말짓다, 결정하다, 마무리하다, 추단하다. exceeding: 대단한, 굉장한, 엄청난, 과도한. homewards: 집쪽으로. pitiless: 무정한, 무자비한. shut: 닫히다, 잠기다, 잠그다, 잠가 막다, 막다, 가로막다, 폐쇄음의, 휴업하다, 폐쇄하다, 닫다, 에 가두다.

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mine. No harm was done by the fog to trade, for it lay high, and the lighted windows of the shops were thronged with customers. It was rather a darkening of the spirit which fell back upon itself, to find a more grievous darkness within. Margaret nearly spoke a dozen times, but something throttled her. She felt petty and awkward, and her meditations on Christmas grew more cynical. Peace? It may bring other gifts, but is there a single Londoner to whom Christmas is peaceful? The craving for excitement and for elaboration has ruined that blessing. Goodwill? Had she seen any example of it in the hordes of purchasers? Or in herself. She had failed to respond to this invitation merely because it was a little queer and imaginative—she, whose birthright it was to nourish imagination! Better to have accepted, to have tired themselves a little by the journey, than coldly to reply, “Might I come some other day?” Her cynicism left her. There would be no other day. This shadowy woman would never ask her again.% They parted at the Mansions. Mrs. Wilcox went in after due civilities, and Margaret watched the tall, lonely figure sweep up the hall to the lift. As the glass doors closed on it she had the sense of an imprisonment. The beautiful head disappeared first, still buried in the muff, the long trailing skirt followed. A woman of undefinable rarity was going up heaven-ward, like a specimen in a bottle. And into what a heaven—a vault as of hell, sooty black, from which soots descended! At lunch her brother, seeing her inclined for silence, insisted on talking. Tibby was not ill-natured, but from babyhood something drove him to do the unwelcome and the unexpected. Now he gave her a long account of the dayschool that he sometimes patronized. The account was interesting, and she had often pressed him for it before, but she could not attend now, for her mind was focussed on the invisible. She discerned that Mrs. Wilcox, though a loving wife and mother, had only one passion in life—her house—and that the moment was solemn when she invited a friend to share this passion with her. To answer “another day” was to answer as a fool. “Another day” will do for brick and mortar, but not for the Holy of Holies into which Howards End had been

Korean babyhood: 유아기, 젖먹이, 유년기. 품다, 조장하다, 육성하다, sooty: 거무스름한, 그을은, 그을음의, birthright: 생득권, 타고난 권리. 영양분을주다, 에게 자양분을 주다, 그을음 빛갈의, 그을음투성이의, cynicism: 견유 철학, 냉소, 시니시즘, 거름을 주다. 그을음 같은, 그을음으로 더러워진, 빈정댐, 비꼬는 말, 비꼬는 버릇. queer: 수상한, 가짜돈, 몸이 좋지 그을음 빛깔의. elaboration: 퇴고, 역작, 면밀한 않은, 비역쟁이, 기묘한, 술취한, unwelcome: 싫은, 달갑지 않은, 마무리, 고심하여 완성시킴, 동화, 부정한, 우스운, 결딴내다, 기분 나쁜, 환영받지 못하는, 환영받지 못 하는, 고심작, 고심하여 만듦. 술에 취한. 반갑지 않은, 환 영받지 못하는. grievous: 슬픈, 비통한, 괴로운, rarity: 희박, 진품, 드묾, 진귀, 진기. vault: 둥근 천장, 둥근 지붕, 지하실, 쓰라린, 심한, 애처로운, 괴롭게 하는, shadowy: 공허한, 덧없는, 몽롱한, 둥근 천장이 있는 장소, 푸른 하늘, 한탄할 만한. 그림자 있는, 그림자가 많은, 그림자 지하 납골소, 귀중품 보관실, 뛰어 nourish: 기르다, 키우다, 보호하다, 같은, 환상의, 흔적을 나타내는. 넘다, 뛰다, 도약, 창공.

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transfigured. Her own curiosity was slight. She had heard more than enough about it in the summer. The nine windows, the vine, and the wych-elm had no pleasant connections for her, and she would have preferred to spend the afternoon at a concert. But imagination triumphed. While her brother held forth she determined to go, at whatever cost, and to compel Mrs. Wilcox to go, too. When lunch was over she stepped over to the flats.% Mrs. Wilcox had just gone away for the night. Margaret said that it was of no consequence, hurried downstairs, and took a hansom to King’s Cross. She was convinced that the escapade was important, though it would have puzzled her to say why. There was a question of imprisonment and escape, and though she did not know the time of the train, she strained her eyes for the St. Pancras’ clock. Then the clock of King’s Cross swung into sight, a second moon in that infernal sky, and her cab drew up at the station. There was a train for Hilton in five minutes. She took a ticket, asking in her agitation for a single. As she did so, a grave and happy voice saluted her and thanked her. “I will come if I still may,” said Margaret, laughing nervously. “You are coming to sleep, dear, too. It is in the morning that my house is most beautiful. You are coming to stop. I cannot show you my meadow properly except at sunrise. These fogs”—she pointed at the station roof—”never spread far. I dare say they are sitting in the sun in Hertfordshire, and you will never repent joining them. “I shall never repent joining you.” “It is the same.” They began the walk up the long platform. Far at its end stood the train, breasting the darkness without. They never reached it. Before imagination could triumph, there were cries of “Mother! Mother!” and a heavy-browed girl darted out of the cloak-room and seized Mrs. Wilcox by the arm. “Evie!” she gasped. “Evie, my pet—”

Korean agitation: 선동, 동요, 흥분, 동란, 논의, 뒤흔들기. compel: 강요하다, 강제하다, 억지로 복종시키다, 억지로 시키다, 강제적인, 억지로...시키다. connections: 연결. curiosity: 호기심, 골동품, 진기함, 진기한 것, 신기함, 진기한것. escapade: 도피, 엉뚱한 짓, 멋대로구는짓, 장난, 탈출, 탈선 행위. forth: 앞으로, 밖으로, 보이는곳에,

에서 바깥에, 보이는 곳에, 이후. hansom: 핸섬, 말 한 필이 끄는 2륜 마차. imprisonment: 투옥, 감금, 구금, 속박, 금고, 유폐. infernal: 지옥의, 지독한, 명부의, 악마와 같은, 지긋지긋한, 악마 같은, 악독한, 무도한, 비인간적인. nervously: 힘차게, 초조하게, 소심하게, 억세게, 신경질적으로. puzzled: 하면 좋은가에 대해 어찌할

바를 몰라, 어쩔 줄을 모르는, 좋은가에 대해 어찌할 바를 몰라. repent: 후회하다, 포복성의, 기어다니는, 뉘우치다, 유감으로 생각하다, 회개하다, 유감스럽게 생각하다. strained: 억지의, 팽팽한, 긴박한, 긴장한, 긴장된, 억지로 지어낸, 부자연스러운. sunrise: 해돋이, 해뜰녘, 초기. swung: 흔들거리는, 물결 모양의.

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The girl called, “Father! I say! look who’s here.” “Evie, dearest girl, why aren’t you in Yorkshire?” “No—motor smash—changed plans—Father’s coming.” “Why, Ruth!” cried Mr. Wilcox, joining them. “What in the name of all that’s wonderful are you doing here, Ruth?” Mrs. Wilcox had recovered herself.% “Oh, Henry dear!—here’s a lovely surprise—but let me introduce—but I think you know Miss Schlegel.” “Oh, yes,” he replied, not greatly interested. “But how’s yourself, Ruth?” “Fit as a fiddle,” she answered gaily. “So are we and so was our car, which ran A-1 as far as Ripon, but there a wretched horse and cart which a fool of a driver—” “Miss Schlegel, our little outing must be for another day.” “I was saying that this fool of a driver, as the policeman himself admits—” “Another day, Mrs. Wilcox. Of course.” “—But as we’ve insured against third party risks, it won’t so much matter—” “—Cart and car being practically at right angles—” The voices of the happy family rose high. Margaret was left alone. No one wanted her. Mrs. Wilcox walked out of King’s Cross between her husband and her daughter, listening to both of them.

Korean cart: 짐마차를 사용하다, 짐마차로 나르다, 쉽게 이기다, 나르다, 짐마차, 운반차, 이륜마차, 수월히 이기다, 애써 나르다, 짐수레를 끌다, 이륜 경마차. driver: 마부, 운전수, 조종자, 기관사, 치는띵 사람, 드라이버, 말 몰이꾼, 박는 기계, 소 몰이꾼, 운전사, 감독. fool: 바보, 속이다, 농담하다, 어리석은 짓을 하다, 어릿광대, 우롱하다, 희롱하다, 풀, 놀리다,

낭비하다, 바보 취급을 받는 사람. gaily: 유쾌하게, 흥겹게, 야하게. greatly: 위대하게, 매우, 크게, 대단히, 훨씬, 숭고하게, 심히, 관대하게. horse: 말, 안마, 기병, 말을 달다, 암내나다, 승마하다, 발판, 혹사하다, 목마, 다리가 있는 물건걸이, 사람. insured: 보험에 가입한, 보험계약자, 보험이 걸린, 보험금 수취인, 피보험자. joining: 결합하는, 결합하는 것,

접합하는, 접합하는 것. listening: 청취, 청음, 경청, 귀를 기울임. lovely: 사랑스러움, 멋진, 사랑스러운, 미인, 아름다운, 기쁜. outing: 소풍, 나들이. policeman: 경관, 순경. wonderful: 이상한, 놀라운, 굉장한, 훌륭한. wretched: 나쁜, 불운한, 지독한, 비참한, 야비한, 아주 불쾌한, 서툰.

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The funeral was over. The carriages rolled away through the soft mud, and only the poor remained. They approached to the newly-dug shaft and looked their last at the coffin, now almost hidden beneath the spadefuls of clay. It was their moment. Most of them were women from the dead woman’s district, to whom black garments had been served out by Mr. Wilcox’s orders. Pure curiosity had brought others. They thrilled with the excitement of a death, and of a rapid death, and stood in groups or moved between the graves, like drops of ink. The son of one of them, a wood-cutter, was perched high above their heads, pollarding one of the churchyard elms. From where he sat he could see the village of Hilton, strung upon the North Road, with its accreting suburbs; the sunset beyond, scarlet and orange, winking at him beneath brows of grey; the church; the plantations; and behind him an unspoilt country of fields and farms. But he, too, was rolling the event luxuriously in his mouth. He tried to tell his mother down below all that he had felt when he saw the coffin approaching: how he could not leave his work, and yet did not like to go on with it; how he had almost slipped out of the tree, he was so upset; the rooks had cawed, and no wonder—it was as if rooks knew too. His mother claimed the prophetic power herself—she had seen a strange look about Mrs. Wilcox for some time. London had done the mischief, said others. She had been a kind lady; her grandmother had been kind, too—a plainer person, but very kind. Ah, the old sort was dying

Korean churchyard: 묘지, 구내, 교회묘지, 교회의 경내. clay: 점토, 육체, 찰흙, 자질, 흙, 인격, 인품, 사기담뱃대, 천성, 진흙, 인체. coffin: 관, 관에 넣다, 낡은 배, 납관하다, 널, 말굽뼈. drops: 점적약. funeral: 장례식의, 장례행렬, 장례식, 장례의, 싫은 일. garments: 옷. grandmother: 할머니, 어하다, 조모,

응석을 받다. graves: 포도주, 그라부산. ink: 잉크, 먹물, 잉크를 칠하다, 잉크로 쓰다, 잉크로 더럽히다서명하다, 인쇄용 잉크. mischief: 장난, 해, 손해, 위해, 고자, 익살, 재난의 씨, 장난꾸러기, 도대체. mud: 진흙, 보수적이다, 발전이 없다, 진창. orange: 오렌지, 오렌지의, 오렌지색, 오렌지빛, 오렌지 빛의, 귤, 주황색.

prophetic: 예언의, 경고의, 예언적인. rolled: 압연한. rolling: 구르는, 굴리기, 회전. scarlet: 주홍색, 주홍빛, 진홍색의, 진홍색, 죄많은, 진분홍 빛의 옷, 죄악을 상징하는 진홍빛. shaft: 샤프트, 수갱, 통로, 화살, 굴대, 축대, 창자루, 광선, 배기 구멍, 화살대, 축. sunset: 말기, 해질녘, 일몰, 저녁놀, 종말, 일물.

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out! Mr. Wilcox, he was a kind gentleman. They advanced to the topic again and again, dully, but with exaltation. The funeral of a rich person was to them what the funeral of Alcestis or Ophelia is to the educated. It was Art; though remote from life, it enhanced life’s values, and they witnessed it avidly.% The grave-diggers, who had kept up an undercurrent of disapproval—they disliked Charles; it was not a moment to speak of such things, but they did not like Charles Wilcox—the grave-diggers finished their work and piled up the wreaths and crosses above it. The sun set over Hilton: the grey brows of the evening flushed a little, and were cleft with one scarlet frown. Chattering sadly to each other, the mourners passed through the lych-gate and traversed the chestnut avenues that led down to the village. The young wood-cutter stayed a little longer, poised above the silence and swaying rhythmically. At last the bough fell beneath his saw. With a grunt, he descended, his thoughts dwelling no longer on death, but on love, for he was mating. He stopped as he passed the new grave; a sheaf of tawny chrysanthemums had caught his eye. “They didn’t ought to have coloured flowers at buryings,” he reflected. Trudging on a few steps, he stopped again, looked furtively at the dusk, turned back, wrenched a chrysanthemum from the sheaf, and hid it in his pocket. After him came silence absolute. The cottage that abutted on the churchyard was empty, and no other house stood near. Hour after hour the scene of the interment remained without an eye to witness it. Clouds drifted over it from the west; or the church may have been a ship, high-prowed, steering with all its company towards infinity. Towards morning the air grew colder, the sky clearer, the surface of the earth hard and sparkling above the prostrate dead. The wood-cutter, returning after a night of joy, reflected: “They lilies, they chrysants; it’s a pity I didn’t take them all.” Up at Howards End they were attempting breakfast. Charles and Evie sat in the dining-room, with Mrs. Charles. Their father, who could not bear to see a face, breakfasted upstairs. He suffered acutely. Pain came over him in spasms, as if it was physical, and even while he was about to eat, his eyes would fill with tears, and he would lay down the morsel untasted.

Korean bough: 큰가지, 교수대, 큰 가지. chrysanthemum: 국화, 국화꽃, 국화속. cleft: 갈라진, 쪼개진, 분열, 갈라진 틈, 오목한 자리, 단절, 갈라진 금, 쪼개진 조각. dully: 둔하게, 멍청하게, 느리게, 지루하게, 활발치 못하게, 느럭느럭. dwelling: 주거, 주소, 거처. exaltation: 승진, 높임, 항진, 의기양양.

furtively: 몰래, 슬쩍, 살그머니, 슬그머니, 은밀히. grunt: 불평의 소리, 꿀꿀 거리다, 해병대원, 보병, 꿀꿀 거리는 소리, 으르렁거리며 말하다, 툴툴 거리는 소리, 툴툴거리다, 꿀꿀거리다. interment: 매장, 토장. mating: 교배. morsel: 소량, 한조각, 한입, 한 입, 음식물의 한 입. prostrate: 엎드린, 넘어뜨리다,

패배한, 넘어진, 굴복시키다, 부복한, 엎드리다, 항복시키다, 포복성의, 쇠약하게 하다, 쓰러뜨리다. rhythmically: 억양있게, 율동적으로, 장단이 잘맞게. sheaf: 묶다, 다발짓다, 묶음, 다발, 단. sparkling: 반짝이는, 번득이는, 거품이 이는, 불꽃을 튀기는. tawny: 황갈색, 황갈색의. undercurrent: 암류, 저류, 표면에 나타나지 않은 경향, 하층의 흐름.

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He%remembered his wife’s even goodness during thirty years. Not anything in detail—not courtship or early raptures—but just the unvarying virtue, that seemed to him a woman’s noblest quality. So many women are capricious, breaking into odd flaws of passion or frivolity. Not so his wife. Year after year, summer and winter, as bride and mother, she had been the same, he had always trusted her. Her tenderness! Her innocence! The wonderful innocence that was hers by the gift of God. Ruth knew no more of worldly wickedness and wisdom than did the flowers in her garden, or the grass in her field. Her idea of business—”Henry, why do people who have enough money try to get more money?” Her idea of politics—”I am sure that if the mothers of various nations could meet, there would be no more wars.” Her idea of religion—ah, this had been a cloud, but a cloud that passed. She came of Quaker stock, and he and his family, formerly Dissenters, were now members of the Church of England. The rector’s sermons had at first repelled her, and she had expressed a desire for “a more inward light,” adding, “not so much for myself as for baby” (Charles). Inward light must have been granted, for he heard no complaints in later years. They brought up their three children without dispute. They had never disputed. She lay under the earth now. She had gone, and as if to make her going the more bitter, had gone with a touch of mystery that was all unlike her. “Why didn’t you tell me you knew of it?” he had moaned, and her faint voice had answered: “I didn’t want to, Henry—I might have been wrong—and every one hates illnesses.” He had been told of the horror by a strange doctor, whom she had consulted during his absence from town. Was this altogether just? Without fully explaining, she had died. It was a fault on her part, and—tears rushed into his eyes—what a little fault! It was the only time she had deceived him in those thirty years. He rose to his feet and looked out of the window, for Evie had come in with the letters, and he could meet no one’s eye. Ah yes—she had been a good woman—she had been steady. He chose the word deliberately. To him steadiness included all praise.

Korean bride: 신부, 새색시. capricious: 변덕스러운, 급변하는. cloud: 구름, 흐림, 더럽히다, 구름 무늬로 아로새기다, 구름으로 덮다, 흐리다, 흐리게 하다, 애매하게 만들다, 부드러운 스카프, 먼지, 어둠. complaints: 불만. courtship: 구애, 구혼, 구혼기간, 구혼 기간. formerly: 이전에, 전에, 먼저, 옛날에, 원래는, 지난날.

frivolity: 천박, 하찮은 일, 경박, 경솔, 경솔한 언동, 쓸데없는 일. hers: 그 여자의 것. innocence: 무죄, 천진난만, 결백, 순진, 꼭두서니과의 일종, 무해, 순결, 숫 됨, 현삼과의 일종, 깨끗함, 때묻지 않음. inward: 내적인, 안으로, 내장, 내부, 내부의, 낮은, 창자, 안의, 내심, 마음의, 수입의. praise: 칭찬, 찬미, 칭찬하다,

숭배하다, 칭찬할 만한 사람, 칭찬할 만한 물건, 신을 숭배하다, 찬미하다, 찬양하다, 찬양, 신을 찬미하다. steadiness: 불변, 견실함, 끈기, 착실, 한결같음. unvarying: 변치 않는. virtue: 미덕, 정조, 장점, 가치, 고결, 효력, 미점, 도덕적 우수성, 선량, 덕, 효능. wickedness: 사악함, 심술궂음, 사악. worldly: 세속적인, 이 세상의, 세상의.

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He himself, gazing at the wintry garden, is in appearance a steady man. His face was not as square as his son’s, and, indeed, the chin, though firm enough in outline, retreated a little, and the lips, ambiguous, were curtained by a moustache. But there was no external hint of weakness. The eyes, if capable of kindness and goodfellowship, if ruddy for the moment with tears, were the eyes of one who could not be driven. The forehead, too, was like Charles’s. High and straight, brown and polished, merging abruptly into temples and skull, it has the effect of a bastion that protected his head from the world. At times it had the effect of a blank wall. He had dwelt behind it, intact and happy, for fifty years.% “The post’s come, Father,” said Evie awkwardly. “Thanks. Put it down.” “Has the breakfast been all right?” “Yes, thanks.” The girl glanced at him and at it with constraint. She did not know what to do. “Charles says do you want the Times?” “No, I’ll read it later.” “Ring if you want anything, Father, won’t you?” “I’ve all I want.” Having sorted the letters from the circulars, she went back to the diningroom. “Father’s eaten nothing,” she announced, sitting down with wrinkled brows behind the tea-urn— Charles did not answer, but after a moment he ran quickly upstairs, opened the door, and said: “Look here, Father, you must eat, you know”; and having paused for a reply that did not come, stole down again. “He’s going to read his letters first, I think,” he said evasively; “I dare say he will go on with his breakfast afterwards.” Then he took up the Times, and for some time there was no sound except the clink of cup against saucer and of knife on plate.

Korean abruptly: 갑자기, 충격적으로, 무뚝뚝하게, 뜻밖에, 돌연적, 퉁명스럽게. ambiguous: 모호한, 두 가지 뜻으로 해석할 수 있는, 두 가지 뜻으로 해석할 수 있는모호한. awkwardly: 어색하게, 꼴사납게, 서투르게, 이상하게. bastion: 능보, 요새, 성체. blank: 무표정한, 공허한, 백지의, 문이나 창이 없는, 멍한-백지, 기입

용지-비우다, 단조로운, 공백으로하다, 흥미 없는, 공백, 공허. clink: 교도소, 유치장, 돈, 땡그랑 소리, 쨍, 땡땡 울리다, 땡그랑 울리다, 땡그랑 소리나게 하다, 땡땡 소리나게 하다. constraint: 강제, 속박, 거북스러움, 억압, 어색함, 압박, 조심스러움. intact: 손 대지 않은, 완전한, 손상되지 않은, 변하지 않은, 그대로인, 손대지 않은.

kindness: 친절, 우정, 상냥함, 친절한 태도, 친절한 행위. polished: 닦은, 광택이 있는, 세련된, 우아한, 닦아 낸, 갈아 낸. saucer: 받침접시, 받침 접시, 받침 접시 모양의 것, 화분의 밑받침. skull: 두개골, 머리, 두뇌, 머리를 때리다, 일류 인물. wintry: 겨울의, 추운, 냉담한, 겨울다운, 냉랭한. wrinkled: 주름진, 주름살지는.

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Poor Mrs. Charles sat between her silent companions, terrified at the course of events, and a little bored. She was a rubbishy little creature, and she knew it. A telegram had dragged her from Naples to the death-bed of a woman whom she had scarcely known. A word from her husband had plunged her into mourning. She desired to mourn inwardly as well, but she wished that Mrs. Wilcox, since fated to die, could have died before the marriage, for then less would have been expected of her. Crumbling her toast, and too nervous to ask for the butter, she remained almost motionless, thankful only for this, that her father-in-law was having his breakfast upstairs.% At last Charles spoke. “They had no business to be pollarding those elms yesterday,” he said to his sister. “No indeed.” “I must make a note of that,” he continued. “I am surprised that the rector allowed it.” “Perhaps it may not be the rector’s affair.” “Whose else could it be?” “The lord of the manor.” “Impossible.” “Butter, Dolly?” “Thank you, Evie dear. Charles—” “Yes, dear?” “I didn’t know one could pollard elms. willows.”

I thought one only pollarded

“Oh no, one can pollard elms.” “Then why oughtn’t the elms in the churchyard to be pollarded?” Charles frowned a little, and turned again to his sister. “Another point. I must speak to Chalkeley.” “Yes, rather; you must complain to Chalkeley.

Korean creature: 생물, 창조물, 인간, 노예, 소산, 녀석, 사람, 가공의 동물, 지배 당하는 자, 여자, 부하. fated: 숙명적인, 저주받은, 운명 지워진, 운명이 정해진. father-in-law: 시아버지, 장인. inwardly: 내부에, 마음속에 몰래, 마음속으로, 안으로, 작은 목소리로, 안쪽으로, 내부로. motionless: 움직이 않는, 퍄, 뭄짓으로 신호하다, 움직이지 않는,

정지한, 정지한-뭄짓으로 잘라 낸 사슴, 의 가지를 짧게 치다, 신호하다링, 팅삥, 동기가 없는. 가루가 섞인 밀기울. mourn: 슬퍼하다, 애도하다, rector: 교장, 총장, 학장, 교구목사, 몽상하다, 상을 입다, 을 슬퍼하다, 교구 목사, 수도원장, 신학교 교장, 탄식하다. 원장, 주임 신부, 교구사제, 학교에서 mourning: 상, 애도, 슬픔, 상복, 비탄. 교장. pollard: 가지를 바짝 자른나무, rubbishy: 쓰레기의, 시시한, 가지를 잘라낸 나무 가지를 치다, 쓸데없는, 어리석은, 잡동사니의, 뿔없는 소, 뿔을 자른 사슴, 뿔을 찌꺼기의, 폐물의. 잘라낸 사슴, 가지를 바짝 순을 딴 terrified: 겁먹은, 무서워하는, 겁에 나무, 가지를 바짝 자른 나무, 뿔을 질린.

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“It’s%no good him saying he is not responsible for those men. responsible.”

He is

“Yes, rather.” Brother and sister were not callous. They spoke thus, partly because they desired to keep Chalkeley up to the mark—a healthy desire in its way—partly because they avoided the personal note in life. All Wilcoxes did. It did not seem to them of supreme importance. Or it may be as Helen supposed: they realized its importance, but were afraid of it. Panic and emptiness, could one glance behind. They were not callous, and they left the breakfast-table with aching hearts. Their mother never had come in to breakfast. It was in the other rooms, and especially in the garden, that they felt her loss most. As Charles went out to the garage, he was reminded at every step of the woman who had loved him and whom he could never replace. What battles he had fought against her gentle conservatism! How she had disliked improvements, yet how loyally she had accepted them when made! He and his father—what trouble they had had to get this very garage! With what difficulty had they persuaded her to yield them to the paddock for it—the paddock that she loved more dearly than the garden itself! The vine—she had got her way about the vine. It still encumbered the south wall with its unproductive branches. And so with Evie, as she stood talking to the cook. Though she could take up her mother’s work inside the house, just as the man could take it up without, she felt that something unique had fallen out of her life. Their grief, though less poignant than their father’s, grew from deeper roots, for a wife may be replaced; a mother never. Charles would go back to the office. There was little to do at Howards End. The contents of his mother’s will had been long known to them. There were no legacies, no annuities, none of the posthumous bustle with which some of the dead prolong their activities. Trusting her husband, she had left him everything without reserve. She was quite a poor woman—the house had been all her dowry, and the house would come to Charles in time. Her water-colours Mr. Wilcox intended to reserve for Paul, while Evie would take the jewellery and lace. How easily she slipped out of life! Charles thought the habit laudable,

Korean aching: 쑤시는, 아픈. bustle: 서두르다, 떠들게 하다, 떠들다, 야단법석, 재촉하다, 부산하게 움직이다, 붐비다, 야단 법석, 허리받이. callous: 무감각한, 냉담한, 굳히다, 굳어진, 못이 박힌, 무정한, 굳어지다, 못박힌, 무감각하게 하다, 무정하게, 예사인. conservatism: 보수주의, 줄잡아, 수수한, 줄잡은, 보존물, 보수적인

사람, 보수적인, 방부제, 영국 보수당의, 낡은 것을 고수하는 사람, 고루한. dearly: 값 비싸게, 끔찍이, 비싸게, 대정 깊이, 깊이, 극진히. dowry: 결혼 지참금, 천부의 재능. lace: 매질하다, 레이스, 끈, 장식, 가미하다, 몰, 줄무늬로 하다, 비난하다, 에 끈을 꿰다, 소량의 진 술, 끈으로 죄다. laudable: 칭찬할 만한.

loyally: 충성스럽게, 충실하게. poignant: 매서운, 통렬한, 찌르는 듯한, 찌르는, 톡 쏘는, 툭 쏘는, 맛이 톡 쏘는, 신랄한. posthumous: 유복자로 태어난, 사후에 출판된, 사후의. prolong: 연장하다, 늘이다, 모음 따위를 길게 발음하다, 길게 발음하다, 길게 하다. unproductive: 불모의, 비생산적인, 헛된, 수확이 없는.

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though he did not intend to adopt it himself, whereas Margaret would have seen in it an almost culpable indifference to earthly fame. Cynicism—not the superficial cynicism that snarls and sneers, but the cynicism that can go with courtesy and tenderness—that was the note of Mrs. Wilcox’s will. She wanted not to vex people. That accomplished, the earth might freeze over her for ever.% No, there was nothing for Charles to wait for. He could not go on with his honeymoon, so he would go up to London and work—he felt too miserable hanging about. He and Dolly would have the furnished flat while his father rested quietly in the country with Evie. He could also keep an eye on his own little house, which was being painted and decorated for him in one of the Surrey suburbs, and in which he hoped to install himself soon after Christmas. Yes, he would go up after lunch in his new motor, and the town servants, who had come down for the funeral, would go up by train. He found his father’s chauffeur in the garage, said, “Morning” without looking at the man’s face, and, bending over the car, continued: “Hullo! my new car’s been driven!” “Has it, sir?” “Yes,” said Charles, getting rather red; “and whoever’s driven it hasn’t cleaned it properly, for there’s mud on the axle. Take it off.” The man went for the cloths without a word. He was a chauffeur as ugly as sin—not that this did him disservice with Charles, who thought charm in a man rather rot, and had soon got rid of the little Italian beast with whom they had started. “Charles—” His bride was tripping after him over the hoar-frost, a dainty black column, her little face and elaborate mourning hat forming the capital thereof. “One minute, I’m busy. suppose?”

Well, Crane, who’s been driving it, do you

“Don’t know, I’m sure, sir. No one’s driven it since I’ve been back, but, of course, there’s the fortnight I’ve been away with the other car in Yorkshire.”

Korean accomplished: 성취된, 뛰어난, 교양이 있는, 능란한, 세련된, 조예가 깊은, 기정의, 완료된, 완성된. axle: 차축, 굴대, 축, 굴대의. culpable: 과실있는, 무도한, 비난할만한, 유죄의, 책잡을 만한, 죄있는, 과실 있는. dainty: 우아한, 품위 있는, 성미가 까다로운, 맛좋은, 진미, 맛좋은짐미, 우미한, 까다로운, 맛있는 것. decorated: 장식식의, 훈장을 받은,

훌륭하게 꾸민, 장식된. 중성의, 대수롭지 않은, 냉담, 개의치 disservice: 학대, 박해, 위해, 해. 않음, 시원치 않은, 중요치 않음, earthly: 지구의, 세속의, 속세의, 공평한, 무관심. 도대체, 전혀, 이 세상의, 지상의. rot: 부패, 썩다, 썩음, 썩어 freeze: 동결시키다, 얼다, 얼게하다, 문드러지다, 부패물, 타락시키다, 섬뜩하다, 동결, 얼어죽다, 얼어 죽다, 부패시키다, 부패하다, 부패병, 혹한, 얼음이 얼다, 결빙, 결빙기. 헛소리, 타락. honeymoon: 밀월, 신혼여행, thereof: 그것의, 거기서부터, 그것에 협조관계, 이상하게 친밀한 기간, 관해서, 그것으로부터. 신흔 여행. tripping: 경쾌한, 경쾌하게 빨리 걷는, indifference: 무관심한, 중립, 무차별, 보행 자세를 취한, 비틀거리는.

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The mud came off easily.% “Charles, your father’s down. Something’s happened. He wants you in the house at once. Oh, Charles!” “Wait, dear, wait a minute. Who had the key to the garage while you were away, Crane?” “The gardener, sir.” “Do you mean to tell me that old Penny can drive a motor?” “No, sir; no one’s had the motor out, sir.” “Then how do you account for the mud on the axle?” “I can’t, of course, say for the time I’ve been in Yorkshire. No more mud now, sir.” Charles was vexed. The man was treating him as a fool, and if his heart had not been so heavy he would have reported him to his father. But it was not a morning for complaints. Ordering the motor to be round after lunch, he joined his wife, who had all the while been pouring out some incoherent story about a letter and a Miss Schlegel. “Now, Dolly, I can attend to you. Miss Schlegel? What does she want?” When people wrote a letter Charles always asked what they wanted. Want was to him the only cause of action. And the question in this case was correct, for his wife replied, “She wants Howards End.” “Howards End? Now, Crane, just don’t forget to put on the Stepney wheel.” “No, sir.” “Now, mind you don’t forget, for I—Come, little woman.” When they were out of the chauffeur’s sight he put his arm around her waist and pressed her against him. All his affection and half his attention—it was what he granted her throughout their happy married life. “But you haven’t listened, Charles—” “What’s wrong?”

Korean affection: 애정, 영향, 병, 감정, 특성, 성질, 호의, 기질, 감동. attend: 간호하다, 출석하다, 모시다, 섬기다, 수행하다, 주의하여듣다, 다니다, 유의하다, 참석하다, 주의하다, 전렴하다. gardener: 원예사, 정원사, 외야수, 조원업자, 원예가, 채소 재배자, 취미로 정원 가꾸는 사람, 원예 애호가. incoherent: 점착력이없는, 흐트러진,

지리 멸렬의, 조리가 서지 않는, 조리가 맞지 않는, 모순된, 논리가 일관되지 않는, 일관되지 않은. lunch: 점심을 먹다, 점심, 도시락, 오전의 도시락, 에게 점심을 제공하다, 가벼운 식사, 노동자의 오전의 도시락, 런치를 먹다. motor: 원동력, 발동기, 전동기, 내연기관, 움직이게 하는, 운동 근육, 원동의, 자동차로 가다, 모터, 운동 근육-움직이게 하는, 원동의-

자동차로 가다. pressed: 바쁜, 모자라서, 눌린, 다린. sight: 시계, 봄, 구경거리, 시각, 일견, 시력, 목격, 웃음거리, 힐끗봄, 광경, 경치. vexed: 안절부절 못하는, 곤란한, 마음 아픈, 성난, 머리를 이프게 하는. waist: 허리, 블라우스, 요부, 몸통옷, 가운데의 잘룩한 곳, 허리의 잘룩한 곳, 여성복의 치수, 여성복의 허리, 중앙의 잘룩한 부분.

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“I keep on telling you—Howards End. Miss Schlegels got it.” “Got what?” asked Charles, unclasping her. talking about?”

“What the dickens are you

“Now, Charles, you promised not to say those naughty—” “Look here, I’m in no mood for foolery. It’s no morning for it either.” “I tell you—I keep on telling you—Miss Schlegel—she’s got it—your mother’s left it to her—and you’ve all got to move out!” “Howards End?” “Howards End!” she screamed, mimicking him, and as she did so Evie came dashing out of the shrubbery.% “Dolly, go back at once! My father’s much annoyed with you. Charles”—she hit herself wildly—”come in at once to Father. He’s had a letter that’s too awful.” Charles began to run, but checked himself, and stepped heavily across the gravel path. There the house was—the nine windows, the unprolific vine. He exclaimed, “Schlegels again!” and as if to complete chaos, Dolly said, “Oh no, the matron of the nursing home has written instead of her.” “Come in, all three of you!” cried his father, no longer inert. “Dolly, why have you disobeyed me?” “Oh, Mr. Wilcox—” “I told you not to go out to the garage. I’ve heard you all shouting in the garden. I won’t have it. Come in.” He stood in the porch, transformed, letters in his hand. “Into the dining-room, every one of you. We can’t discuss private matters in the middle of all the servants. Here, Charles, here; read these. See what you make.” Charles took two letters, and read them as he followed the procession. The first was a covering note from the matron. Mrs. Wilcox had desired her, when the funeral should be over, to forward the enclosed. The enclosed—it was from

Korean chaos: 무질서, 혼돈, 대혼란, 혼란상태. covering: 덮는, 지붕, 덮개, 덮음, 피복, 커버, 외피, 엄호의, 엄호-덮는, 엄호, 덮어씌움. dashing: 기운찬, 멋부린, 화려한, 기세 좋은, 위세 당당한. enclosed: 에워싸는, 둘러막는, 동봉하는, 넣는. gravel: 자갈, 괴롭히다, 결사, 난치하게 하다, 난처하게 하다,

요석증, 요석. nursing: 육아, 양육하는, 양육받는, inert: 자동력이 없는, 활성이 없는, 젖먹이기, 보육, 병구완간호, 둔한, 화학작용을 일으키지 않는, 간호하는, 간호사의일, 양육되는, 활발치 못한, 원만한, 화학변화를 육아 업무, 직업으로서의 육아 업무. 일으키지 않은, 활발하지 못한, 느린. porch: 베란다, 현관, 옛날 아테네에서 matron: 간호 부장, 기혼 부인, 학교 제노가 제자들을 모아서 철학 강의를 여자 사감, 원장, 간호 원장, 기혼 한 복도. 여성. procession: 행렬, 행진, 순위에 변화가 mood: 기분, 법, 마음, 음계법, 없는 재미 없는 경주, 행진하다, 시무룩함, 선법, 서법, 일시적인 기분, 행령을 지어 나아가다, 행렬을 지어 변덕스러움, 방법, 논식. 나아가다, 행렬의 행진.

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his mother herself. She had written: “To my husband: I should like Miss Schlegel (Margaret) to have Howards End.” “I suppose we’re going to have a talk about this?” he remarked, ominously calm.% “Certainly. I was coming out to you when Dolly—” “Well, let’s sit down.” “Come, Evie, don’t waste time, sit down.” In silence they drew up to the breakfast-table. The events of yesterday— indeed, of this morning—suddenly receded into a past so remote that they seemed scarcely to have lived in it. Heavy breathings were heard. They were calming themselves. Charles, to steady them further, read the enclosure out loud: “A note in my mother’s handwriting, in an envelope addressed to my father, sealed. Inside: ‘I should like Miss Schlegel (Margaret) to have Howards End.’ No date, no signature. Forwarded through the matron of that nursing home. Now, the question is—” Dolly interrupted him. “But I say that note isn’t legal. Houses ought to be done by a lawyer, Charles, surely.” Her husband worked his jaw severely. Little lumps appeared in front of either ear—a symptom that she had not yet learnt to respect, and she asked whether she might see the note. Charles looked at his father for permission, who said abstractedly, “Give it her.” She seized it, and at once exclaimed: “Why, it’s only in pencil! I said so. Pencil never counts.” “We know that it is not legally binding, Dolly,” said Mr. Wilcox, speaking from out of his fortress. “We are aware of that. Legally, I should be justified in tearing it up and throwing it into the fire. Of course, my dear, we consider you as one of the family, but it will be better if you do not interfere with what you do not understand.” Charles, vexed both with his father and his wife, then repeated: “The question is—” He had cleared a space of the breakfast-table from plates and knives, so that he could draw patterns on the tablecloth. “The question is

Korean abstractedly: 추상적으로. binding: 제본, 동이는, 속박하는, 속박, 붕대, 묶는, 묶는 것, 변비를 일으키는, 선 두르는 재료, 동여 묶는, 꼭 졸라 맴. calming: 가라앉히는. enclosure: 울안, 종획지, 울타리, 울, 구내, 담, 동봉한 것, 봉입물, 울로 둘러싼 땅, 동봉, 둘러쌈. envelope: 봉투, 포장재료, 콘돔, 기낭, 싸개.

handwriting: 필적, 육필, 필사본. jaw: 턱, 수다, 입부분, 잔소리하다, 잔소리, 어귀, 군소리하다, 입 부분, 설교하다, 남에게 설교하다, 골짜기 따위의 좁다란 입구. knives: 나이프, 칼. legally: 법률의, 합법적인. loud: 큰소리로, 화려한, 떠들썩한, 극성스러운, 소리가 큰, 주제넘는, 불쾌히, 좀 지나치게 화려한, 높은, 야비한, 야하게.

ominously: 불길하게도. sealed: 봉인한, 도장을 찍은. signature: 테마 음악, 서명, 기호, 접지 번호, 전지, 서명하기, 인쇄지의 접지 번호, 용법주의. symptom: 징후, 증후, 조짐, 징조. tablecloth: 테이블 보, 식탁보. tearing: 찢는, 괴로운, 냅다, 미친듯이, 사납게 날뛰는, 잡아뜯는, 맹렬이, 쥐어 뜯는, 쥐어뜯는 듯한, 맹렬한, 맹렬히.

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whether Miss Schlegel, during the fortnight we were all away, whether she unduly—” He stopped.% “I don’t think that,” said his father, whose nature was nobler than his son’s “Don’t think what?” “That she would have—that it is a case of undue influence. No, to my mind the question is the—the invalid’s condition at the time she wrote.” “My dear father, consult an expert if you like, but I don’t admit it is my mother’s writing.” “Why, you just said it was!” cried Dolly. “Never mind if I did,” he blazed out; “and hold your tongue.” The poor little wife coloured at this, and, drawing her handkerchief from her pocket, shed a few tears. No one noticed her. Evie was scowling like an angry boy. The two men were gradually assuming the manner of the committee-room. They were both at their best when serving on committees. They did not make the mistake of handling human affairs in the bulk, but disposed of them item by item, sharply. Calligraphy was the item before them now, and on it they turned their well-trained brains. Charles, after a little demur, accepted the writing as genuine, and they passed on to the next point. It is the best—perhaps the only— way of dodging emotion. They were the average human article, and had they considered the note as a whole it would have driven them miserable or mad. Considered item by item, the emotional content was minimized, and all went forward smoothly. The clock ticked, the coals blazed higher, and contended with the white radiance that poured in through the windows. Unnoticed, the sun occupied his sky, and the shadows of the tree stems, extraordinarily solid, fell like trenches of purple across the frosted lawn. It was a glorious winter morning. Evie’s fox terrier, who had passed for white, was only a dirty grey dog now, so intense was the purity that surrounded him. He was discredited, but the blackbirds that he was chasing glowed with Arabian darkness, for all the conventional colouring of life had been altered. Inside, the clock struck ten with

Korean brains: 뛰어난 지능을 가진 사람. 생각이 있는. colouring: 채색, 색조, 착색, 착색제, frosted: 서리로 덮인, 설탕을 하얗게 혈색. 친, 진한 음료, 설탕을 입힌, 서리가 consult: 고려하다, 상의하다, 내린, 동결된, 서리로 뒤덮인, 동상에 참고하다, 찾다, 의견을 묻다, 걸린, 상해를 입은, 희게 센. 조사하다, 의견을 듣다, 상담하다, purity: 청정, 결백, 청결, 순정, 정격, 진찰을 받다, 의논하다, 컨설턴트 문체의 정격, 어구의 정격, 청렴. 직을 맡다. purple: 화려한, 제왕의, 자줏빛, 왕위, demur: 이의를 말하다, 항변하다, 호화로운, 자주빛의, 고위-자주빛의, 반대하다, 이의. 자주빛이 되게하다, 자줏빛의, disposed: 배치된, 한 감정을 품고, 할 호화로운-자주빛이 되게하다, 고위.

radiance: 광휘, 빛남, 광채, 발광, 눈.얼굴의 빛, 방열. smoothly: 평지, 매끄러운, 입에 당기는, 유창한, 반드러워지다, 수염 없는, 초원, 잔잔한, 반드럽게 함, 반드러운 부분, 반드러운. terrier: 테리어, 토지 대장, 국토 의용군 군인. undue: 과도한, 기한이 되지 않은, 지나치게 많은, 부적당한, 매우심한, 부당한.

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a rich and confident note. Other clocks confirmed it, and the discussion moved towards its close.% To follow it is unnecessary. It is rather a moment when the commentator should step forward. Ought the Wilcoxes to have offered their home to Margaret? I think not. The appeal was too flimsy. It was not legal; it had been written in illness, and under the spell of a sudden friendship; it was contrary to the dead woman’s intentions in the past, contrary to her very nature, so far as that nature was understood by them. To them Howards End was a house: they could not know that to her it had been a spirit, for which she sought a spiritual heir. And—pushing one step farther in these mists—may they not have decided even better than they supposed? Is it credible that the possessions of the spirit can be bequeathed at all? Has the soul offspring? A wych-elm tree, a vine, a wisp of hay with dew on it—can passion for such things be transmitted where there is no bond of blood? No; the Wilcoxes are not to be blamed. The problem is too terrific, and they could not even perceive a problem. No; it is natural and fitting that after due debate they should tear the note up and throw it on to their dining-room fire. The practical moralist may acquit them absolutely. He who strives to look deeper may acquit them—almost. For one hard fact remains. They did neglect a personal appeal. The woman who had died did say to them, “Do this,” and they answered, “We will not.” The incident made a most painful impression on them. Grief mounted into the brain and worked there disquietingly. Yesterday they had lamented: “She was a dear mother, a true wife: in our absence she neglected her health and died.” Today they thought: “She was not as true, as dear, as we supposed.” The desire for a more inward light had found expression at last, the unseen had impacted on the seen, and all that they could say was “Treachery.” Mrs. Wilcox had been treacherous to the family, to the laws of property, to her own written word. How did she expect Howards End to be conveyed to Miss Schlegel? Was her husband, to whom it legally belonged, to make it over to her as a free gift? Was the said Miss Schlegel to have a life interest in it, or to own it absolutely? Was there to be no compensation for the garage and other improvements that

Korean acquit: 석방하다, 변제, 방면하다, 면제하다, 영주증, 다하다, 석방번, 수행, 행동하다, 연기하다, 을 해제하다. commentator: 주석자, 실황방송원, 시사해설자, 시사 해설자, 뉴스 해설자. credible: 신용할 수 있는, 확실한, 믿을 만한 소식통에서, 신용할수있는, 신뢰할 수 있는. dew: 이슬이 내리다, 이슬방울, 이슬로

적시다, 이슬이 내리다-이슬로 적시다, 이슬이 내린다, 이슬, 신선함, 이슬로 젖다. farther: 더먼, 좀더, 그위에, 더욱더, 더멀리, 더욱이, 더 앞선, 더 멀리, 더 먼, 더 뒤의, 더 나중의. flimsy: 얇은 종이, 박약한, 취약한, 천박한, 얇은 원고지, 무른, 지폐, 얇은 여성복, 얇은, 보잘것 없는. impacted: 빈틈이 없는, 인구가 조밀한, 인구조밀한, 꽉찬,

재정적으로 애먹고 있는, 꽉 채워진, 매복해 있는, 들어찬. neglected: 게을리한. offspring: 자식, 자손, 결과. possessions: 재산. terrific: 무서운, 굉장한, 대단한, 이상한, 훌륭한, 무시무시하다, 무섭다, 소름이 끼치다. treacherous: 배반하는, 믿을 수 없는, 의지가 안되는, 반역하는, 기대에 어긋나는.

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they had made under the assumption that all would be theirs some day? Treacherous! treacherous and absurd! When we think the dead both treacherous and absurd, we have gone far towards reconciling ourselves to their departure. That note, scribbled in pencil, sent through the matron, was unbusinesslike as well as cruel, and decreased at once the value of the woman who had written it.% “Ah, well!” said Mr. Wilcox, rising from the table. “I shouldn’t have thought it possible.” “Mother couldn’t have meant it,” said Evie, still frowning. “No, my girl, of course not.” “Mother believed so in ancestors too—it isn’t like her to leave anything to an outsider, who’d never appreciate. “ “The whole thing is unlike her,” he announced. “If Miss Schlegel had been poor, if she had wanted a house, I could understand it a little. But she has a house of her own. Why should she want another? She wouldn’t have any use of Howards End.” “That time may prove,” murmured Charles. “How?” asked his sister. “Presumably she knows—mother will have told her. She got twice or three times into the nursing home. Presumably she is awaiting developments.” “What a horrid woman!” And Dolly, who had recovered, cried, “Why, she may be coming down to turn us out now!” Charles put her right. “I wish she would,” he said ominously. “I could then deal with her.” “So could I,” echoed his father, who was feeling rather in the cold. Charles had been kind in undertaking the funeral arrangements and in telling him to eat his breakfast, but the boy as he grew up was a little dictatorial, and assumed the post of chairman too readily. “I could deal with her, if she comes, but she won’t come. You’re all a bit hard on Miss Schlegel.”

Korean assumed: 가장한, 꾸민, 가정한, 인수한. assumption: 가정, 떠맡음, 상상, 건방짐, 횡령, 주제넘음, 인수, 거만, 성모 마리아의 승천, 성모몽소승천, 가설. cruel: 잔인한, 심한, 잔혹한, 아주, 몹시, 지독하게, 무정한, 무참한, 비차만, 비참한, 지독한. departure: 이탈, 출발, 발차, 변경, 출발의, 동서 거리, 새 발전, 사망.

dictatorial: 독재자의, 독재적인, 명령적인. frowning: 언짢은, 찌푸린 얼굴의, 찌푸린얼굴의, 험한. outsider: 국외자, 문외한, 외부 사람, 천한 사람, 당밖의 사람, 원밖의 사람, 이길 가망이 없는 기수, 조합밖의 사람, 이길 가망이 없는 말. presumably: 그럴 듯하게, 아마, 추측하건대, 생각하건대. readily: 쾌히, 손쉽게, 쉽사리, 기꺼이,

서슴없이, 선뜻, 쉽게. rising: 기립, 상승, 오르는, 승진하는, 기상, 올라가는, 오르막의, 종기, 이상의, 에 가까운, 뾰루지. theirs: 그들의 것. unbusinesslike: 사무적이 아닌, 비조직적인, 비실제적인, 사무적인 아닌, 사업목적에 관심 없는. undertaking: 사업, 약속, 인수한 일, 장의 취급업.

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“That Paul business was pretty scandalous, though.” “I want no more of the Paul business, Charles, as I said at the time, and besides, it is quite apart from this business. Margaret Schlegel has been officious and tiresome during this terrible week, and we have all suffered under her, but upon my soul she’s honest. She’s not in collusion with the matron. I’m absolutely certain of it. Nor was she with the doctor. I’m equally certain of that. She did not hide anything from us, for up to that very afternoon she was as ignorant as we are. She, like ourselves, was a dupe—” He stopped for a moment. “You see, Charles, in her terrible pain your poor mother put us all in false positions. Paul would not have left England, you would not have gone to Italy, nor Evie and I into Yorkshire, if only we had known. Well, Miss Schlegel’s position has been equally false. Take all in all, she has not come out of it badly.” Evie said: “But those chrysanthemums—” “Or coming down to the funeral at all—” echoed Dolly.% “Why shouldn’t she come down? She had the right to, and she stood far back among the Hilton women. The flowers—certainly we should not have sent such flowers, but they may have seemed the right thing to her, Evie, and for all you know they may be the custom in Germany. “ “Oh, I forget she isn’t really English,” cried Evie. “That would explain a lot.” “She’s a cosmopolitan,” said Charles, looking at his watch. “I admit I’m rather down on cosmopolitans. My fault, doubtless. I cannot stand them, and a German cosmopolitan is the limit. I think that’s about all, isn’t it? I want to run down and see Chalkeley. A bicycle will do. And, by the way, I wish you’d speak to Crane some time. I’m certain he’s had my new car out.” “Has he done it any harm?” “No.” “In that case I shall let it pass. It’s not worth while having a row.” Charles and his father sometimes disagreed. But they always parted with an increased regard for one another, and each desired no doughtier comrade when

Korean besides: 제외하고, 그위에, 게다가, 분포한, 자유주의경향의 인텔리, 게다가-더하여, 이외에, 을 제외하고, 국제적인, 사해 동포주의의, 세계각지 외에는, 더하여, 그 위에, 그 밖에, 사람들로 구성된, 세계를 집으로 이외에도. 삼는, 세계주의적인, 전세계적인, bicycle: 자전거, 자전거에 타다, 세계주의자, 세계 각지 사람들로 자전거 등으로 직송하다, 자전거를 구성된. 타다. custom: 풍습, 습관, 관습, 세관, 애고, collusion: 공모, 통모, 결탁. 관세, 규칙, 관례, 고객, 단골, 돌봐줌. comrade: 동무, 동지, 친구, 동료, doubtless: 확실히, 의심할 여지 없이, 동료다운, 전우, 조합원. 의심 없는. cosmopolitan: 세계주의의, 전세계에 hide: 숨다, 피혁, 때리다, 짐승의 가죽,

숨기다, 심하게 매질하다, 짐승 가죽, 숨기기, 숨는 장소. ignorant: 무식한, 을 모르는, 무지몽매한, 무지에서 비롯되는, 무지한. officious: 비공식의, 참견하기좋아하는, 쓸데없는친절을베푸는, 참견 잘 하는. scandalous: 명예롭지 못한, 못된, 중상적인, 수치스러운, 중상하는.

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it was necessary to voyage for a little past the emotions. So the sailors of Ulysses voyaged past the Sirens, having first stopped one another’s ears with wool.%

Korean necessary: 필요한, 변소, 필수품, 필연적인, 피할수 없는, 생활 필수품, 필요물, 필요한물건, 필연의, 필요한 물건, 필요한 행동. voyage: 항해, 항해하다, 바다를 건너가다, 건너 지르다, 여행기.

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Charles%need not have been anxious. Miss Schlegel had never heard of his mother’s strange request. She was to hear of it in after years, when she had built up her life differently, and it was to fit into position as the headstone of the corner. Her mind was bent on other questions now, and by her also it would have been rejected as the fantasy of an invalid. She was parting from these Wilcoxes for the second time. Paul and his mother, ripple and great wave, had flowed into her life and ebbed out of it for ever. The ripple had left no traces behind: the wave had strewn at her feet fragments torn from the unknown. A curious seeker, she stood for a while at the verge of the sea that tells so little, but tells a little, and watched the outgoing of this last tremendous tide. Her friend had vanished in agony, but not, she believed, in degradation. Her withdrawal had hinted at other things besides disease and pain. Some leave our life with tears, others with an insane frigidity; Mrs. Wilcox had taken the middle course, which only rarer natures can pursue. She had kept proportion. She had told a little of her grim secret to her friends, but not too much; she had shut up her heart—almost, but not entirely. It is thus, if there is any rule, that we ought to die—neither as victim nor as fanatic, but as the seafarer who can greet with an equal eye the deep that he is entering, and the shore that he must leave.

Korean degradation: 좌천, 격하, 타락, 침식, 저하, 면직, 분해, 저락, 하락, 퇴보, 파면. differently: 다르게, 같지 않게, 따로, 그렇지 않게, 별도로, 달리. fanatic: 열광자, 열광적인, 광신자, 광신적인. fantasy: 공상, 변덕, 백일몽, 기상, 상상하다, 공상 문학 작품, 공상하다. feet: 발. frigidity: 한랭, 불감증, 냉담, 쌀쌀함,

활기 없음, 무기력. 따위의 가리마, 저물어 가는, 이별의. grim: 엄한, 무서운, 불굴의, 험상궂은, ripple: 웨이브, 잔물결, 잔물결이 잔인한, 얼굴이 무서운, 완강한. 일다, 파문, 웅성웅성하는 소리, headstone: 초석, 주석, 귀돌, 묘석, 삼바디, 물결모양, 잔 물결, 주춧돌. 잔물결소리, 찰랑찰랑, 파문을 insane: 미친, 제정신이 아닌, 미친 것 일으키다. 같은, 환장한 것 같은, 정신이상자를 seafarer: 뱃사람, 선원 생활, 바다 위한, 광기의, 몰상식한, 광폭한, 여행. 발광한, 미친 듯한. seeker: 목표물 탐색 장치, 탐구자, 그 parting: 이별, 고별, 나누는, 출발, 장치를 한 미사일. 분리, 별세, 고별의, 떠나가는, 머리

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The last word—whatever it would be—had certainly not been said in Hilton churchyard. She had not died there. A funeral is not death, any more than baptism is birth or marriage union. All three are the clumsy devices, coming now too late, now too early, by which Society would register the quick motions of man. In Margaret’s eyes Mrs. Wilcox had escaped registration. She had gone out of life vividly, her own way, and no dust was so truly dust as the contents of that heavy coffin, lowered with ceremonial until it rested on the dust of the earth, no flowers so utterly wasted as the chrysanthemums that the frost must have withered before morning. Margaret had once said she “loved superstition.” It was not true. Few women had tried more earnestly to pierce the accretions in which body and soul are enwrapped. The death of Mrs. Wilcox had helped her in her work. She saw a little more clearly than hitherto what a human being is, and to what he may aspire. Truer relationships gleamed. Perhaps the last word would be hope—hope even on this side of the grave.% Meanwhile, she could take an interest in the survivors. In spite of her Christmas duties, in spite of her brother, the Wilcoxes continued to play a considerable part in her thoughts. She had seen so much of them in the final week. They were not “her sort,” they were often suspicious and stupid, and deficient where she excelled; but collision with them stimulated her, and she felt an interest that verged into liking, even for Charles. She desired to protect them, and often felt that they could protect her, excelling where she was deficient. Once past the rocks of emotion, they knew so well what to do, whom to send for; their hands were on all the ropes, they had grit as well as grittiness, and she valued grit enormously. They led a life that she could not attain to—the outer life of “telegrams and anger,” which had detonated when Helen and Paul had touched in June, and had detonated again the other week. To Margaret this life was to remain a real force. She could not despise it, as Helen and Tibby affected to do. It fostered such virtues as neatness, decision, and obedience, virtues of the second rank, no doubt, but they have formed our civilization. They form character, too; Margaret could not doubt it: they keep the soul from becoming sloppy. How dare Schlegels despise Wilcoxes, when it takes all sorts to make a world?

Korean aspire: 치솟다, 올라가다, 갈망하다, 동경하다, 솟아 오르다, 열망하다. baptism: 세례, 침례, 첫 출전, 괴로운 시련, 화형에 의한 순교, 순교, 세례식. ceremonial: 의식의, 의식, 형식적으로, 의식 절차, 의식적인, 전례, 정식의. collision: 충돌, 상충, 알력, 대립, 격돌. deficient: 결함 있는, 불충분한,

부족한. earnestly: 진지하게, 진정으로, 진심으로, 열심히. hitherto: 지금까지는, 지금까지. liking: 기호, 좋아함. neatness: 깔끔함, 정연, 단정, 말끔, 산뜻, 재치있음. obedience: 복종, 귀의, 교회의 권위, 지배. pierce: 통찰하다, 감동시키다, 관통하다, 꿰뚫다, 에스며들다-

들어가다, 에 구멍을 뚫다, 돌입하다, 꿰찌르다, 고함 소시 다위가 날카롭게 울리다, 고함 소리 따위가 날카롭게 울리다, 에 구멍을 둠다. sloppy: 너절한, 젖은, 무척 감상적인, 젖어서 단청치 못한, 나약하고 감상적인, 묽고 싱거운, 질퍽한, 더러워진. spite: 악의, 원한, 앙심으로, 에 짓궂게 굴다, 을 돌보지 않고, 에도 불구하고, 짓궂게 굴다, 앙갚음하다.

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“Don’t%brood too much,” she wrote to Helen, “on the superiority of the unseen to the seen. It’s true, but to brood on it is mediaeval. Our business is not to contrast the two, but to reconcile them.” Helen replied that she had no intention of brooding on such a dull subject. What did her sister take her for? The weather was magnificent. She and the Mosebachs had gone tobogganing on the only hill that Pomerania boasted. It was fun, but overcrowded, for the rest of Pomerania had gone there too. Helen loved the country, and her letter glowed with physical exercise and poetry. She spoke of the scenery, quiet, yet august; of the snow-clad fields, with their scampering herds of deer; of the river and its quaint entrance into the Baltic Sea; of the Oderberge, only three hundred feet high, from which one slid all too quickly back into the Pomeranian plains, and yet these Oderberge were real mountains, with pine-forests, streams, and views complete. “It isn’t size that counts so much as the way things are arranged.” In another paragraph she referred to Mrs. Wilcox sympathetically, but the news had not bitten into her. She had not realized the accessories of death, which are in a sense more memorable than death itself. The atmosphere of precautions and recriminations, and in the midst a human body growing more vivid because it was in pain; the end of that body in Hilton churchyard; the survival of something that suggested hope, vivid in its turn against life’s workaday cheerfulness;—all these were lost to Helen, who only felt that a pleasant lady could now be pleasant no longer. She returned to Wickham Place full of her own affairs—she had had another proposal—and Margaret, after a moment’s hesitation, was content that this should be so. The proposal had not been a serious matter. It was the work of Fraulein Mosebach, who had conceived the large and patriotic notion of winning back her cousins to the Fatherland by matrimony. England had played Paul Wilcox, and lost; Germany played Herr Forstmeister someone—Helen could not remember his name. Herr Forstmeister lived in a wood, and standing on the summit of the Oderberge, he had pointed out his house to Helen, or rather, had pointed out the

Korean accessories: 부속물. brood: 곰곰히 생각하다, 종류, 한배의병아리, 한배 새끼, 종족-알을 품다, 아이들, -숙고하다, 숙고하다, 한배 병아리, 품다, 알을 품다. deer: 사슴. hesitation: 주저, 망설임. lived: 생명이 ...한. magnificent: 웅대한, 장려한, 훌륭한, 장엄한, 우수한, 아주 훌륭한, 이상한. matrimony: 결혼, 결혼 생활.

mediaeval: 중세의, 구식의, 중고의, 중세풍의. memorable: 유명한, 잊지 못할, 기억할만한. midst: 한가운데, 중앙. overcrowded: 초만원의. patriotic: 애국의, 애국심이 강한. plains: 평지, 야지. proposal: 신청, 청혼, 계획, 제안. quaint: 고풍이며 아취 있는, 색다르고 재미있는, 기이한, 별스러워

재미있는. reconcile: 화해시키다, 조화시키다, 단념시키다, 조정하다, 스스로 체념케 하다, 에 만족하게하다, 일치시키다. summit: 절정, 정상, 수뇌회담, 수뇌부, 모서리, 정상 회담, 정점, 꼭대기, 수뇌 회담, 수뇌급, 수뇌급의. sympathetically: 동정하여, 찬성하여, 호의적으로, 가엾이 여겨, 교감하여. workaday: 실제적인, 일하는 날의, 평범한, 평일의.

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wedge%of pines in which it lay. She had exclaimed, “Oh, how lovely! That’s the place for me!” and in the evening Frieda appeared in her bedroom. “I have a message, dear Helen,” etc., and so she had, but had been very nice when Helen laughed; quite understood—a forest too solitary and damp—quite agreed, but Herr Forstmeister believed he had assurance to the contrary. Germany had lost, but with good-humour; holding the manhood of the world, she felt bound to win. “And there will even be someone for Tibby,” concluded Helen. “There now, Tibby, think of that; Frieda is saving up a little girl for you, in pig-tails and white worsted stockings, but the feet of the stockings are pink, as if the little girl had trodden in strawberries. I’ve talked too much. My head aches. Now you talk.” Tibby consented to talk. He too was full of his own affairs, for he had just been up to try for a scholarship at Oxford. The men were down, and the candidates had been housed in various colleges, and had dined in hall. Tibby was sensitive to beauty, the experience was new, and he gave a description of his visit that was almost glowing. The august and mellow University, soaked with the richness of the western counties that it has served for a thousand years, appealed at once to the boy’s taste: it was the kind of thing he could understand, and he understood it all the better because it was empty. Oxford is—Oxford: not a mere receptacle for youth, like Cambridge. Perhaps it wants its inmates to love it rather than to love one another: such at all events was to be its effect on Tibby. His sisters sent him there that he might make friends, for they knew that his education had been cranky, and had severed him from other boys and men. He made no friends. His Oxford remained Oxford empty, and he took into life with him, not the memory of a radiance, but the memory of a colour scheme. It pleased Margaret to hear her brother and sister talking. They did not get on overwell as a rule. For a few moments she listened to them, feeling elderly and benign. Then something occurred to her, and she interrupted: “Helen, I told you about poor Mrs. Wilcox; that sad business?” “Yes.”

Korean benign: 온화한, 친절한, 인정많은, 양서의, 상냥한, 유순한, 인자한. cranky: 변덕스런, 흔들흔들하는, 괴팍한, 불안정한, 병약한, 꾸불꾸불한, 까다로운, 기울기 쉬운, 심기가 뒤틀린, 짓궂은, 괴짜의. glowing: 백열의, 홍조된, 샛빨간, 열렬한, 열심인, 적열하는, 백열하는 것, 백열하는, 적열하는 것. manhood: 남자임, 남자다움, 인간임, 성년 남자 전체, 남성기, 성년, 인격,

인성, 성인, 성인 남자. mellow: 익은, 원숙한, 풍부하고 아름다운, 향기 높은, 익어 달콤한, 명랑한, 부드럽게 하다, 향기가 높고 맛이 좋은, 부드럽고 아름다운, 토질이 부드러운, 인간이 원숙한. receptacle: 저장소, 용기, 소켓, 그릇, 콘센트, 꽃턱, 피난소, 두는 곳, 꽃받침. richness: 귀중, 부유, 풍부, 비옥, 풍요, 훌륭함, 자양분, 윤택, 맛좋고

실속있음. scholarship: 장학금, 학식, 장학생의 자격, 학문. soaked: 스며든, 흠뻑젖은. solitary: 고독한, 혼자의, 외로운, 단독의, 혼자사는 사람, 혼자 사는 사람, 유일한, 분리된, 인적이 없는. strawberries: 딸기. understood: 이해된, 양해된, 이해한. worsted: 소모사, 소모직물, 털실, 털실의, 털실로 만든, 소모사제의.

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“I have had a correspondence with her son. He was winding up the estate, and wrote to ask me whether his mother had wanted me to have anything. I thought it good of him, considering I knew her so little. I said that she had once spoken of giving me a Christmas present, but we both forgot about it afterwards.”% “I hope Charles took the hint.” “Yes—that is to say, her husband wrote later on, and thanked me for being a little kind to her, and actually gave me her silver vinaigrette. Don’t you think that is extraordinarily generous? It has made me like him very much. He hopes that this will not be the end of our acquaintance, but that you and I will go and stop with Evie some time in the future. I like Mr. Wilcox. He is taking up his work—rubber—it is a big business. I gather he is launching out rather. Charles is in it, too. Charles is married—a pretty little creature, but she doesn’t seem wise. They took on the flat, but now they have gone off to a house of their own.” Helen, after a decent pause, continued her account of Stettin. How quickly a situation changes! In June she had been in a crisis; even in November she could blush and be unnatural; now it was January, and the whole affair lay forgotten. Looking back on the past six months, Margaret realized the chaotic nature of our daily life, and its difference from the orderly sequence that has been fabricated by historians. Actual life is full of false clues and sign-posts that lead nowhere. With infinite effort we nerve ourselves for a crisis that never comes. The most successful career must show a waste of strength that might have removed mountains, and the most unsuccessful is not that of the man who is taken unprepared, but of him who has prepared and is never taken. On a tragedy of that kind our national morality is duly silent. It assumes that preparation against danger is in itself a good, and that men, like nations, are the better for staggering through life fully armed. The tragedy of preparedness has scarcely been handled, save by the Greeks. Life is indeed dangerous, but not in the way morality would have us believe. It is indeed unmanageable, but the essence of it is not a battle. It is unmanageable because it is a romance, and its essence is romantic beauty.

Korean chaotic: 혼돈된, 무질서한, 혼란한. 가공적인 이야기, 가공적으로 만들어 fabricated: 꾸며내는, 만드는. 내다. orderly: 전령, 순종하는, 순서바른, staggering: 비틀거리는, 깜짝 놀라게 명령의, 연락병, 유순한, 순서 바른, 하는, 망설이는. 규율이 바른, 당번병. unmanageable: 다루기 힘든, preparedness: 군비의 충실, 준비, 제어하기 어려운. 각오가 되어 있음, 준비가 되어 있음. unnatural: 부자연한, 보통이아닌, romance: 로맨스, 전기소설, 꾸며낸 인도에 어긋나는, 이상한, 몰인정한, 이야기를 하다, 연애 사건, 허구, 자연적인 인정에 배치되는, 자연적인 로망스말의, 모험소설, 로망스말 본성에 배치되는, 자연적인 천성에 계통의, 꾸민 이야기를 하다, 배치되는, 꾸민 티가 나는.

unprepared: 준비없는, 준비가 없는, 즉석의, 준비가 되지 않은, 각오가 되지 않은. unsuccessful: 성공하지 못한, 실패한, 잘되지 않은. vinaigrette: 정신 돌리는 약병, 냄새 맡는 약병. winding: 구부러짐, 굴곡하는, 굴곡, 감아 올림, 감아 들임, 둘러 말하는, 감은 것, 부정한 행동, 우여 곡절, 감음, 감는 법.

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Margaret %hoped that for the future she would be less cautious, not more cautious, than she had been in the past.

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Over%two years passed, and the Schlegel household continued to lead its life of cultured but not ignoble ease, still swimming gracefully on the grey tides of London. Concerts and plays swept past them, money had been spent and renewed, reputations won and lost, and the city herself, emblematic of their lives, rose and fell in a continual flux, while her shallows washed more widely against the hills of Surrey and over the fields of Hertfordshire. This famous building had arisen, that was doomed. Today Whitehall had been transformed: it would be the turn of Regent Street tomorrow. And month by month the roads smelt more strongly of petrol, and were more difficult to cross, and human beings heard each other speak with greater difficulty, breathed less of the air, and saw less of the sky. Nature withdrew: the leaves were falling by midsummer; the sun shone through dirt with an admired obscurity. To speak against London is no longer fashionable. The Earth as an artistic cult has had its day, and the literature of the near future will probably ignore the country and seek inspiration from the town. One can understand the reaction. Of Pan and the elemental forces, the public has heard a little too much—they seem Victorian, while London is Georgian—and those who care for the earth with sincerity may wait long ere the pendulum swings back to her again. Certainly London fascinates. One visualizes it as a tract of quivering grey, intelligent without purpose, and excitable without love; as a spirit that has

Korean building: 건축, 건물, 부속건조물, 건축물. doomed: 운이 다한, 불운한. elemental: 원소의, 사대의, 근원적인, 본질적인, 원리의, 원소 같은, 초보의, 자연력과 같은, 자연 그대로의, 요소의. emblematic: 상징의, 을 상징하는, 상징적인. excitable: 흥분하기쉬운, 격하기 쉬운. fashionable: 유행의, 상류 사회의,

사교계의, 유행계의, 최신 유행의. flux: 흐름, 밀물, 연속적인 변화, 용제, 유동, 설사시키다, 녹다, 변전하다, 융제로 처리하다, 이상유출, 흐르다. gracefully: 우아하게, 얌전하게, 고상하게, 친절하게. ignoble: 불명예스러운, 야비한, 신분이 천한, 시시한, 멸시할 만한, 저열한, 비천한, 천한, 하등의. midsummer: 한여름. pendulum: 추, 흔들이, 긴자, 진자,

매단 램프, 흔들리는 추, 동요하는 것, 시계의 진자처럼 동요하는 것, 시계 따위의 흔들리는 추. petrol: 가솔린. sincerity: 성실, 성의, 정직. smelt: 용해하다, 제련하다, 빙어, 빙어 무리의 식용어. tract: 소책자, 팜플렛, 지역, 관, 넓이, 기간, 계통, 넓은 땅, 소논문, 다발, 넓은 면적. won: 원, 한국의 화폐 단위, 원의.

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altered before it can be chronicled; as a heart that certainly beats, but with no pulsation of humanity. It lies beyond everything: Nature, with all her cruelty, comes nearer to us than do these crowds of men. A friend explains himself: the earth is explicable—from her we came, and we must return to her. But who can explain Westminster Bridge Road or Liverpool Street in the morning—the city inhaling—or the same thoroughfares in the evening—the city exhaling her exhausted air? We reach in desperation beyond the fog, beyond the very stars, the voids of the universe are ransacked to justify the monster, and stamped with a human face. London is religion’s opportunity—not the decorous religion of theologians, but anthropomorphic, crude. Yes, the continuous flow would be tolerable if a man of our own sort—not anyone pompous or tearful—were caring for us up in the sky.% The Londoner seldom understands his city until it sweeps him, too, away from his moorings, and Margaret’s eyes were not opened until the lease of Wickham Place expired. She had always known that it must expire, but the knowledge only became vivid about nine months before the event. Then the house was suddenly ringed with pathos. It had seen so much happiness. Why had it to be swept away? In the streets of the city she noted for the first time the architecture of hurry, and heard the language of hurry on the mouths of its inhabitants—clipped words, formless sentences, potted expressions of approval or disgust. Month by month things were stepping livelier, but to what goal? The population still rose, but what was the quality of the men born? The particular millionaire who owned the freehold of Wickham Place, and desired to erect Babylonian flats upon it—what right had he to stir so large a portion of the quivering jelly? He was not a fool—she had heard him expose Socialism—but true insight began just where his intelligence ended, and one gathered that this was the case with most millionaires. What right had such men—But Margaret checked herself. That way lies madness. Thank goodness she, too, had some money, and could purchase a new home. Tibby, now in his second year at Oxford, was down for the Easter vacation, and Margaret took the opportunity of having a serious talk with him. Did he at

Korean anthropomorphic: 의인화된, 사람의 모습을 닮은, 인격화된. decorous: 점잖은, 예의바른, 예의 바른. desperation: 절망, 자포자기, 기를 씀, 필사. expire: 만기가 되다, 끝나다, 내쉬다, 숨을 내쉬다, 뿜어 내다, 죽다, 숨을 거두다. formless: 무정형의, 형태없는, 형태가 없는, 모양이 확실치 않은, 형태 없는.

freehold: 자유보유권. millionaire: 백만장자, 대부호, 백만 장자. moorings: 계선 설비, 계선 장치, 계선소. pathos: 정감, 애수감, 애틋함을 자아내는 힘, 비애, 비창, 애수를 자아내는 가락, 애수. pompous: 과장된, 호화로운, 거드름 피우는, 건방진, 화려한, 허풍떠는, 젠체하는.

potted: 화분에 심은, 단지에 넣은, 병조림의, 병에 넣은. pulsation: 맥박, 동계, 맥동, 진동, 박동, 파동. ringed: 반지를 낀, 고리가 있는, 고리 모양의, 결혼한, 약혼한, 고리를 낀. tolerable: 참을수 있는, 상당한, 참을 수 있는, 웬만한, 꽤 건강한. vacation: 휴가를 보내다, 휴가, 휴정기, 휴일, 휴가를 얻다, 정기 휴가, 명도, 궐위 기간, 공석 기간.

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all know where he wanted to live? Tibby didn’t know that he did know. Did he at all know what he wanted to do? He was equally uncertain, but when pressed remarked that he should prefer to be quite free of any profession. Margaret was not shocked, but went on sewing for a few minutes before she replied: “I was thinking of Mr. Vyse. He never strikes me as particularly happy.” “Ye-es,” said Tibby, and then held his mouth open in a curious quiver, as if he, too, had thoughts of Mr. Vyse, had seen round, through, over, and beyond Mr. Vyse, had weighed Mr. Vyse, grouped him, and finally dismissed him as having no possible bearing on the subject under discussion. That bleat of Tibby’s infuriated Helen. But Helen was now down in the dining-room preparing a speech about political economy. At times her voice could be heard declaiming through the floor.% “But Mr. Vyse is rather a wretched, weedy man, don’t you think? Then there’s Guy. That was a pitiful business. Besides”—shifting to the general—” every one is the better for some regular work.” Groans. “I shall stick to it,” she continued, smiling. “I am not saying it to educate you; it is what I really think. I believe that in the last century men have developed the desire for work, and they must not starve it. It’s a new desire. It goes with a great deal that’s bad, but in itself it’s good, and I hope that for women, too, ‘not to work’ will soon become as shocking as ‘not to be married’ was a hundred years ago.” “I have no experience of this profound desire to which you allude,” enunciated Tibby. “Then we’ll leave the subject till you do. I’m not going to rattle you round. Take your time. Only do think over the lives of the men you like most, and see how they’ve arranged them.” “I like Guy and Mr. Vyse most,” said Tibby faintly, and leant so far back in his chair that he extended in a horizontal line from knees to throat.

Korean bleat: 매애, 매애 울다, 우는 소리, 지평선상의, 수평선상의. 매애하고 울다, 재잘재잘 말하다, infuriated: 격노한. 재잘재잘 지껄이다. pitiful: 불쌍한, 인정 많은, 비루한, educate: 교육하다, 훈련하다, 가련하게 여겨야 할, 인정이 많은, 양성하다, 양육하다, 기르다, 학교에 불쌍히 여겨야 할, 동정심이 많은. 보내다. rattle: 놀라게 하다, 혼란시키다, faintly: 희미하게, 힘없이, 가냘프게, 수다스러운 사람, 딸랑이, 힘차게 소심하게, 어렴풋이, 연약하게, 차를 몰다, 상소리로 꾸짖다, 머무적거리며. 흥분시키다, 향음기관, 척척해치우다, horizontal: 가로의, 수평의, 평평한, 일사천리로 통과시키다, 을덜컥덜컥 지평선의, 수평위치, 수평선, 지평선, 움직이다.

sewing: 재봉, 바느질감, 바느질실, 재봉의. shocked: 어안이 벙벙한, 얼떨떨한, 충격을 받은. starve: 갈망하다, 굶주리다, 아사하다, 굶주리게 하다, 배고프다, 동사시키다, 굶어 죽다, 시장기를 느끼다, 허기지게 하다. weedy: 잡초 같은, 잡초가 많은, 갸냘픈, 건달인, 마른, 변변치 못한, 잡초 투성이의, 흘쪽한.

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“And%don’t think I’m not serious because I don’t use the traditional arguments—making money, a sphere awaiting you, and so on—all of which are, for various reasons, cant.” She sewed on. “I’m only your sister. I haven’t any authority over you, and I don’t want to have any. Just to put before you what I think the truth. You see”—she shook off the pince-nez to which she had recently taken—”in a few years we shall be the same age practically, and I shall want you to help me. Men are so much nicer than women.” “Labouring under such a delusion, why do you not marry?” “I sometimes jolly well think I would if I got the chance.” “Has nobody arst you?” “Only ninnies.” “Do people ask Helen?” “Plentifully.” “Tell me about them.” “No.” “Tell me about your ninnies, then.” “They were men who had nothing better to do,” said his sister, feeling that she was entitled to score this point. “So take warning: you must work, or else you must pretend to work, which is what I do. Work, work, work if you’d save your soul and your body. It is honestly a necessity, dear boy. Look at the Wilcoxes, look at Mr. Pembroke. With all their defects of temper and understanding, such men give me more pleasure than many who are better equipped and I think it is because they have worked regularly and honestly. “Spare me the Wilcoxes,” he moaned. “I shall not. They are the right sort.” “Oh, goodness me, Meg!” he protested, suddenly sitting up, alert and angry. Tibby, for all his defects, had a genuine personality. “Well, they’re as near the right sort as you can imagine.”

Korean alert: 경계, 방심 않는, 민활한, 경계경보, 경보, 기민한. delusion: 착각, 속임, 미망, 미혹, 현혹, 매혹. equipped: 채비를 해주는, 장비하는, 갖추어 주다, 갖추게 하는. honestly: 정직하게, 성실하게. jolly: 즐거운, 대단한, 놀리다, 대단히, 얼근한 기분의, 유쾌한, 치살려서 기쁘게 하다, 엄청한, 매우, 멋진, 거나하게 취한.

necessity: 필수품, 궁핍, 필요, 필요성, 자리, 눈금을 내다. 필연, 필요물, 불가피, 긴급한 필요, soul: 영혼, 정수, 정신, 확실히, 기백, 궁상, 궁경, 불가결한 것. 단연코, 열정, 화신, 사람, 흑인이 pembroke: 펨브록. 전하는 강렬한 느낌, 흑인 본래의. personality: 인격, 인물 비평, 인물, spare: 절약하다, 할애하다, 용서하다, 개성, 사람임, 사람됨, 성격, 장소 나누어 주다, 예비품, 아끼지 않다, 따위의 분위기, 인간으로서의 존재, 아끼다, 없는대로 지내다, 억누르다, 개성이 있는 사람, 그 사람 특유의 검약하다, 삼가다. 성격. sphere: 하늘, 구체, 천공, 천체, 별, score: 득점하다, 이유, 계산하다, 득점, 활동범위, 구, 구면, 영역, 지구본, 얻다, 총보, 진상, 계산, 성공, 벤 지위.

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“No, no—oh, no!” “I was thinking of the younger son, whom I once classed as a ninny, but who came back so ill from Nigeria. He’s gone out there again, Evie Wilcox tells me— out to his duty.” “Duty” always elicited a groan.% “He doesn’t want the money, it is work he wants, though it is beastly work— dull country, dishonest natives, an eternal fidget over fresh water and food. A nation who can produce men of that sort may well be proud. No wonder England has become an Empire.” “Empire!” “I can’t bother over results,” said Margaret, a little sadly. “They are too difficult for me. I can only look at the men. An Empire bores me, so far, but I can appreciate the heroism that builds it up. London bores me, but what thousands of splendid people are labouring to make London—” “What it is,” he sneered. “What it is, worse luck. I want activity without civilization. paradoxical! Yet I expect that is what we shall find in heaven.”

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“And I,” said Tibby, “want civilization without activity, which, I expect, is what we shall find in the other place.” “You needn’t go as far as the other place, Tibbi-kins, if you want that. You can find it at Oxford.” “Stupid—” “If I’m stupid, get me back to the house-hunting. I’ll even live in Oxford if you like—North Oxford. I’ll live anywhere except Bournemouth, Torquay, and Cheltenham. Oh yes, or Ilfracombe and Swanage and Tunbridge Wells and Surbiton and Bedford. There on no account.” “London, then.” “I agree, but Helen rather wants to get away from London. However, there’s no reason we shouldn’t have a house in the country and also a flat in town,

Korean beastly: 짐승 같은, 더러운, 대단히, 영원한 것, 하느님. 지겨운, 잔인한, 지독한, 지독하게, fidget: 싱숭생숭함, 마음졸이다, 지긋지긋한, 오싹 할 만큼 싫은, 싫은, 싱숭생숭 하다, 싱숭생숭하다, 몹시. 만지작거리다, 안절부절 못하게 하다, bother: 괴롭히다, 번민하다, 안절부절 못하다, 안절부절 못함, 귀찮게하다, 괴로워하다, 에게 침착하지 못한 사람. 폐끼치다, 귀찮음, 걱정하다, ill: 서투른, 병든, 나쁜, 나쁘게, 불행, 조무래기 싸움, 을 저주하다, 성가신 악, 불친절하게, 불친절한, 고난, 일, 을 괴롭히다. 병고, 형편이 나쁜. eternal: 영원한, 영구한, 끝없는, labouring: 애쓰는, 고생하는, 노동에 평상시의, 예의, 불멸의, 변함없는, 종사하는.

ninny: 멍청이, 바보. paradoxical: 역설의, 역설적인, 역설을 좋아하는, 궤변을 농하는, 역설적으로. sadly: 슬프게, 한탄할 정도로, 치사한, 천한, 진지한, 우중충충한, 지독한, 절망적인, 유감스럽게도, 어두운, 애처롭게. stupid: 어리석은, 고집센, 무감각한, 멍청한, 시시한, 바보. thousands: 오만.

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provided we all stick together and contribute. Though of course—Oh, how one does maunder on, and to think, to think of the people who are really poor. How do they live? Not to move about the world would kill me.” As she spoke, the door was flung open, and Helen burst in in a state of extreme excitement.% “Oh, my dears, what do you think? You’ll never guess. A woman’s been here asking me for her husband. Her what?” (Helen was fond of supplying her own surprise.) “Yes, for her husband, and it really is so.” “Not anything to do with Bracknell?” cried Margaret, who had lately taken on an unemployed of that name to clean the knives and boots. “I offered Bracknell, and he was rejected. So was Tibby. (Cheer up, Tibby!) It’s no one we know. I said, ‘Hunt, my good woman; have a good look round, hunt under the tables, poke up the chimney, shake out the antimacassars. Husband? husband?’ Oh, and she so magnificently dressed and tinkling like a chandelier.” “Now, Helen, what did happen really?” “What I say. I was, as it were, orating my speech. Annie opens the door like a fool, and shows a female straight in on me, with my mouth open. Then we began—very civilly. ‘I want my husband, what I have reason to believe is here.’ No—how unjust one is. She said ‘whom,’ not ‘what.’ She got it perfectly. So I said, ‘Name, please?’ and she said, ‘Lan, Miss,’ and there we were. “Lan?” “Lan or Len. We were not nice about our vowels. Lanoline.” “But what an extraordinary—” “I said, ‘My good Mrs. Lanoline, we have some grave misunderstanding here. Beautiful as I am, my modesty is even more remarkable than my beauty, and never, never has Mr. Lanoline rested his eyes on mine.’ “ “I hope you were pleased,” said Tibby.

Korean burst: 파열하다, 돌발, 별안간 나타나다, 터지다, 폭발, 충만하다, 찢다, 집중 사격, 파열시키다, 파열, 잡아 찢다. cheer: 환호, 기분, 갈채, 갈채하다, 격려, 격려하다, 기운이 나다, 음식물, 기운을 북돋우다, 환성을 지르다, 음식. chimney: 등피, 굴뚝, 분화구, 침니, 굴뚝모양의 것, 대단한 흡연가, 굴뚝 모양의 것.

civilly: 속인적으로, 민법상, 민간으로, 민법산, 정중히, 예절바르게, 정중하게, 예의바르게, 민사적으로, 시민답게, 시민 답게. dressed: 요리 준비가 된, 옷을 입은, 과거분사, 손질을 한. lately: 요즈음, 최근. maunder: 방황하다, 종작 없이 이야기하다, 종작없이 지껄이다, 중얼중얼하다, 두서없이 지껄이다, 어슬렁거리다.

misunderstanding: 오해, 불화. poke: 게으름뱅이, 주머니, 찌르다, 포켓, 구멍을 찔러서 뚫다, 밀다, 찌름, 자리공, 앞챙이쑥나온여자모자, 와 성교하다-찌르다, 천착하다. shake: 악수하다, 휘두르다, 떨어버리다, 흔들다, 흔들어 깨우다, 흩뿌리다, 흔들어 떨어뜨리다, 진동하다, 전음을 쓰다, 흔들리게 하다, 떨다. unjust: 부정한, 불공평한.

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“Of%course,” Helen squeaked. “A perfectly delightful experience. Oh, Mrs. Lanoline’s a dear—she asked for a husband as if he was an umbrella. She mislaid him Saturday afternoon—and for a long time suffered no inconvenience. But all night, and all this morning her apprehensions grew. Breakfast didn’t seem the same—no, no more did lunch, and so she strolled up to 2, Wickham Place as being the most likely place for the missing article.” “But how on earth—” “Don’t begin how on earthing. ‘I know what I know,’ she kept repeating, not uncivilly, but with extreme gloom. In vain I asked her what she did know. Some knew what others knew, and others didn’t, and if they didn’t, then others again had better be careful. Oh dear, she was incompetent! She had a face like a silkworm, and the dining-room reeks of orris-root. We chatted pleasantly a little about husbands, and I wondered where hers was too, and advised her to go to the police. She thanked me. We agreed that Mr. Lanoline’s a notty, notty man, and hasn’t no business to go on the lardy-da. But I think she suspected me up to the last. Bags I writing to Aunt Juley about this. Now, Meg, remember—bags I.” “Bag it by all means,” murmured Margaret, putting down her work. “I’m not sure that this is so funny, Helen. It means some horrible volcano smoking somewhere, doesn’t it?” “I don’t think so—she doesn’t really mind. The admirable creature isn’t capable of tragedy.” “Her husband may be, though,” said Margaret, moving to the window. “Oh, no, not likely. No one capable of tragedy could have married Mrs. Lanoline.” “Was she pretty?” “Her figure may have been good once.” The flats, their only outlook, hung like an ornate curtain between Margaret and the welter of London. Her thoughts turned sadly to house-hunting. Wickham Place had been so safe. She feared, fantastically, that her own little

Korean admirable: 훌륭한, 좋다, 칭찬할 만한. agreed: 동의하여, 일치한, 협정한. earthing: 지구인. fantastically: 공상적으로, 괴상하게, 환상적으로. gloom: 어둠, 어두워지다, 암흑, 음울, 음울한 표정, 우울, 암영, 어두운 얼굴을 하다, 침울, 어둑어둑해지다, 어둡게 하다. incompetent: 무능한, 무능력의, 부적임자, 무자격자, 무자격의,

무능력자, 능력없는, 쓸모없는, 무능한 사람. inconvenience: 불편, 부자유, 폐, 귀찮음, 불편을 느끼게하다, 불편을 주다, 불편한것, 폐를 끼치다, 귀찮은 일, 불편한 것, 에게 불편을 느끼게 하다. outlook: 예측, 전망, 견지, 감시, 시야, 조망. repeating: 연발하는, 반복하는, 순환하는, 되풀이하는.

silkworm: 누에. uncivilly: 난폭하게, 무례하게, 버릇없이. vain: 헛된, 쓸데 없는, 공허한, 자부심이 강한, 헛되게, 경솔하게, 가치없는, 자만심이 강한, 속절없는. volcano: 화산, 금방 폭발할 것 같은 감정, 금방 폭발할 것 같은 사태. welter: 혼란, 잠기다, 뒹굴다, 빠지다, 허위적거리다, 동요, 묻히다, 뒹굶, 뒹굴기, 몹시 큰 사람, 강타.

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flock might be moving into turmoil and squalor, into nearer contact with such episodes as these.% “Tibby and I have again been wondering where we’ll live next September,” she said at last. “Tibby had better first wonder what he’ll do,” retorted Helen; and that topic was resumed, but with acrimony. Then tea came, and after tea Helen went on preparing her speech, and Margaret prepared one, too, for they were going out to a discussion society on the morrow. But her thoughts were poisoned. Mrs. Lanoline had risen out of the abyss, like a faint smell, a goblin football, telling of a life where love and hatred had both decayed.

Korean acrimony: 호됨, 격렬함, 독살스러움, 끌기 위하여 원가 이하로 팔다, 축구 매서움, 신랄함. 선수, 축구를 하다, 아무렇게나 decayed: 부식하는. 취급되는 사람, 아무렇게나 취급되는 discussion: 변론, 논문, 토론, 토의, 것. 논의, 즐기며 마심, 즐기며 먹음. hatred: 증오, 혐오, 몹시 싫어함, 미움. flock: 신도, 모이다, 무리짓다, 무리, prepared: 준비가 되어 있는, 조리된, 군중, 떼지어 오다, 떼, 털 부스러기를 조제된, 각오가 되어 있는. 채우다, 털솜부스러기, 한뭉치의 smell: 냄새, 의 냄새가 나다, 후각, 양털, 털뭉치. 낌새, 냄새 맡음, 냄새맡고 다니다, football: 축구, 손님을 끌기 위한 악취가 나다, 알아채다, 냄새맡다, 싸구려 상품, 축구경기자, 손님을 맡아내다, 냄새가 나다.

telling: 효과적인, 현저한, 인상적인, 드러내는, 뚜렷한, 유효한, 현저한 이야기하기, 감정을 나타내는, 말함, 이야기함. turmoil: 혼란, 소동, 소란. wonder: 이 아닐까 생각하다, 놀라다, 놀라움, 이상하게 생각하다, 불가사의, 놀라운, 놀라운 사물, 경탄할 만한 사람, 경탄할 불가사의한 사람, 경이, 의심하다. wondering: 이상한 듯한.

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The%mystery, like so many mysteries, was explained. Next day, just as they were dressed to go out to dinner, a Mr. Bast called. He was a clerk in the employment of the Porphyrion Fire Insurance Company. Thus much from his card. He had come “about the lady yesterday.” Thus much from Annie, who had shown him into the dining-room. “Cheers, children!” cried Helen. “It’s Mrs. Lanoline.” Tibby was interested. The three hurried downstairs, to find, not the gay dog they expected, but a young man, colourless, toneless, who had already the mournful eyes above a drooping moustache that are so common in London, and that haunt some streets of the city like accusing presences. One guessed him as the third generation, grandson to the shepherd or ploughboy whom civilization had sucked into the town; as one of the thousands who have lost the life of the body and failed to reach the life of the spirit. Hints of robustness survived in him, more than a hint of primitive good looks, and Margaret, noting the spine that might have been straight, and the chest that might have broadened, wondered whether it paid to give up the glory of the animal for a tail coat and a couple of ideas. Culture had worked in her own case, but during the last few weeks she had doubted whether it humanized the majority, so wide and so widening is the gulf that stretches between the natural and the philosophic man,

Korean accusing: 비난하는, 나무라는, 죄가 있다고 하는, 책망하는 듯한, 고발하는. bast: 인피부, 속껍질. coat: 칠하다, 외피, 상의, 입히다, 씌운 것, 가죽, 스커트, 덮개, 코트, 칠, 층. dinner: 정찬, 오찬, 만찬, 정식, 식사를 하다, 공식 오찬, 공식 만찬. drooping: 눈을 내리깐, 늘어진, 풀이 죽은. employment: 고용직, 고용, 일, 직업,

사용, 일자리. grandson: 손자. gulf: 만, 심연, 화방수, 큰 간격, 소용돌이, 깊은 구멍, 소용 돌이, 보통 급제. haunt: 소굴, 출몰하다, 나오다, 자주가다, 마음에 붙어 다니다, 자주가는 장소, 에 자주 가다, 나타나다, 끊임없이 출입하는 장소, 자주 나타나다. mournful: 슬픔에 잠긴, 슬픈,

애처로운. robustness: 강건, 튼튼. spine: 등뼈, 척주, 가시, 돌기, 책의 등, 바늘. toneless: 음조가 없는, 색조가 없는, 단조로운, 음이 없는, 억양이 없는. wide: 넓게, 헐거운, 폭이 넓은, 개구음의, 동떨어진, 멀리, 활짝열린, 헐렁헐렁한, 해박한, 엉뚱하게 잘못 짚어, 너른. widening: 공동체 확장책.

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so many the good chaps who are wrecked in trying to cross it. She knew this type very well—the vague aspirations, the mental dishonesty, the familiarity with the outsides of books. She knew the very tones in which he would address her. She was only unprepared for an example of her own visiting-card.% “You wouldn’t remember giving me this, Miss Schlegel?” said he, uneasily familiar. “No; I can’t say I do.” “Well, that was how it happened, you see.” “Where did we meet, Mr. Bast? For the minute I don’t remember.” “It was a concert at the Queen’s Hall. I think you will recollect,” he added pretentiously, “when I tell you that it included a performance of the Fifth Symphony of Beethoven.” “We hear the Fifth practically every time it’s done, so I’m not sure—do you remember, Helen?” “Was it the time the sandy cat walked round the balustrade?” He thought not. “Then I don’t remember. specially.”

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“And you, if I may say so, took away my umbrella, inadvertently of course.” “Likely enough,” Helen laughed, “for I steal umbrellas even oftener than I hear Beethoven. Did you get it back?” “Yes, thank you, Miss Schlegel.” “The mistake arose out of my card, did it?” interposed Margaret. “Yes, the mistake arose—it was a mistake.” “The lady who called here yesterday thought that you were calling too, and that she could find you?” she continued, pushing him forward, for, though he had promised an explanation, he seemed unable to give one. “That’s so, calling too—a mistake.”

Korean arose: 과거. calling: 천직, 부름, 직업, 소집, 점호, 강한 충동, 하느님의 부르심, 방문, 울음소리, 외침, 소명. cat: 고양이, 육각기, 토하다, 메기, 심술궂은 여자, 채찍으로 때리다, 재즈연주가, 재즈광, 잘 할퀴는 아이, 열광적인 스윙 연구가, 양끝이 뾰족한 나무 막대기. dishonesty: 부정직, 불성실, 사기, 부정, 거짓말.

explanation: 설명, 변명, 뜻, 해명, 해석, 해설, 설명이 되는 말, 의견 나누기. familiarity: 친교, 친함, 허울없음, 친숙함, 친밀, 무엄한, 무간함, 치근치근함, 익히 앎, 임의로움, 스스럼 없음. mistake: 잘못 생각하다, 틀리다, 오해, 잘못, 오해하다, 그르치다, 착각하다. pushing: 미는, 활동적인, 억지가 센, 진취적인, 고집 센.

sandy: 불안정한, 모래의, 모래투성이의, 연한 갈색의, 여자 이름, 스코틀랜드 인의 별명, 모랫빛의, 모래빛의, 꺼칠꺼칠한, 남자 이름. unable: 할 수 없는, 무력한. uneasily: 걱정하여, 불쾌하게, 불안 속에, 불안속에. vague: 분명치 않은, 모호한, 막연한, 몽롱하다, 멍한, 아주 조금의, 아주 희미한.

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“Then why—?” began Helen, but Margaret laid a hand on her arm.% “I said to my wife,” he continued more rapidly—”I said to Mrs. Bast, ‘I have to pay a call on some friends,’ and Mrs. Bast said to me, ‘Do go.’ While I was gone, however, she wanted me on important business, and thought I had come here, owing to the card, and so came after me, and I beg to tender my apologies, and hers as well, for any inconvenience we may have inadvertently caused you.” “No inconvenience,” said Helen; “but I still don’t understand.” An air of evasion characterized Mr. Bast. He explained again, but was obviously lying, and Helen didn’t see why he should get off. She had the cruelty of youth. Neglecting her sister’s pressure, she said, “I still don’t understand. When did you say you paid this call?” “Call? What call?” said he, staring as if her question had been a foolish one, a favourite device of those in mid-stream. “This afternoon call.” “In the afternoon, of course!” he replied, and looked at Tibby to see how the repartee went. But Tibby, himself a repartee, was unsympathetic, and said, “Saturday afternoon or Sunday afternoon?” “S-Saturday.” “Really!” said Helen; “and you were still calling on Sunday, when your wife came here. A long visit.” “I don’t call that fair,” said Mr. Bast, going scarlet and handsome. There was fight in his eyes.” I know what you mean, and it isn’t so.” “Oh, don’t let us mind,” said Margaret, distressed again by odours from the abyss. “It was something else,” he asserted, his elaborate manner breaking down. “I was somewhere else to what you think, so there!” “It was good of you to come and explain,” she said. “The rest is naturally no concern of ours.”

Korean breaking: 단선, 파괴, 길들이기, 음의 분열, 조교. cruelty: 잔학, 잔인한 행위, 끔찍함, 잔혹, 학대, 잔인성, 무자비. device: 고안, 장치, 의장, 도안, 계획, 계략, 기장, 혼자 힘으로 하게 내버려두다, 문장, 의지. elaborate: 공들인, 면밀하게, 면밀한, 퇴고하다, 애써서 만들어내다, 힘들인, 정성들여, 정교해지다, 애써 만들다, 동화하다, 갈고 닦다.

evasion: 회피, 도피, 둘러댐, 얼버무리기, 탈출. favourite: 마음에 드는 것, 인기 있는 사람 마음에 드는, 마음에 드는, 인기 있는 말, 좋아하는 사람, 특히 잘하는, 특히 좋아하는 물건. handsome: 상당한, 활수한, 단정하게 잘 생긴, 훌륭한, 멋진. lying: 거짓말의, 거짓말쟁이의, 드러눕기, 거짓말하기, 거짓말하는, 드러누워 있는.

owing: 빚지고 있는, 지불해야 할, 에 기인하는. repartee: 재치 있는 응답, 재치 있는 즉답, 재치 있게 맞받는 재간, 재치있게 즉답하는 솜씨, 재치있게 즉답하는 재간, 임기 응변의 응답. staring: 응시하는, 야한, 혼란한, 전혀, 노려보는. tender: 허약한, 간호인, 부드러운, 제출하다, 입찰하다, 부속선, 감시인, 입찰, 제공, 친절한, 탄수차.

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“Yes, but I want—I wanted—have you ever read The Ordeal of Richard Feverel?” Margaret nodded.% “It’s a beautiful book. I wanted to get back to the Earth, don’t you see, like Richard does in the end. Or have you ever read Stevenson’s Prince Otto?” Helen and Tibby groaned gently. “That’s another beautiful book. You get back to the Earth in that. I wanted— ” He mouthed affectedly. Then through the mists of his culture came a hard fact, hard as a pebble. “I walked all the Saturday night,” said Leonard. “I walked.” A thrill of approval ran through the sisters. But culture closed in again. He asked whether they had ever read E. V. Lucas’s Open Road. Said Helen, “No doubt it’s another beautiful book, but I’d rather hear about your road.” “Oh, I walked.” “How far?” “I don’t know, nor for how long. It got too dark to see my watch.” “Were you walking alone, may I ask?” “Yes,” he said, straightening himself; “but we’d been talking it over at the office. There’s been a lot of talk at the office lately about these things. The fellows there said one steers by the Pole Star, and I looked it up in the celestial atlas, but once out of doors everything gets so mixed—” “Don’t talk to me about the Pole Star,” interrupted Helen, who was becoming interested. “I know its little ways. It goes round and round, and you go round after it.” “Well, I lost it entirely. First of all the street lamps, then the trees, and towards morning it got cloudy.” Tibby, who preferred his comedy undiluted, slipped from the room. He knew that this fellow would never attain to poetry, and did not want to hear him

Korean approval: 찬성, 시인, 인가, 승인. atlas: 지도책, 수폭 탄두를 적재한 대륙간 탄도 유도탄, 아틀라스, 아틀라스판, 남상주, 환추. becoming: 어울리는, 알맞은, 생성. celestial: 하늘의, 천인, 중국의, 중국인, 천국의, 천상의, 천사, 천체의, 신성한-중국인, 거룩한, 천국같은. comedy: 희극, 인생극, 희극적 요소, 희극적인 장면, 코메디.

doubt: 의심, 의심하다, 의심스러움, 하다, 다루기 완고한 동물, 의문, 의문-의심하다, 의혹을 품다, 울퉁불퉁한 자갈 무늬, 의 결을 불확실함, 염려하다. 거칠게 하다, 자갈 크기의 덩어리, fellow: 한 쪽, 평의원, 자식, 일원, 종이 따위의 표면에 기공한 애인, 놈, 동지, 동료, 동무, 한패, 울퉁불퉁한 자갈 무늬, 수정, 물의 녀석. 작용 따위로 둥글게 된 조약돌, 마노, gently: 점잖게, 부드럽게, 서서히, 다루기 힘든 사람. 양반답게, 조용히, 완만하게, undiluted: 물타지 않은, 희석하지 온화하게, 예의범절이 바르게, 않은. 우아하게, 천천히, 친절히. walking: 걷기, 걷는, 보행, 걷듯이 pebble: 조약돌, 표면을 도톨도톨하게 요동하는.

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trying. Margaret and Helen remained. Their brother influenced them more than they knew: in his absence they were stirred to enthusiasm more easily.% “Where did you start from?” cried Margaret. “Do tell us more.” “I took the Underground to Wimbledon. As I came out of the office I said to myself, ‘I must have a walk once in a way. If I don’t take this walk now, I shall never take it.’ I had a bit of dinner at Wimbledon, and then—” “But not good country there, is it?” “It was gas-lamps for hours. Still, I had all the night, and being out was the great thing. I did get into woods, too, presently.” “Yes, go on,” said Helen. “You’ve no idea how difficult uneven ground is when it’s dark.” “Did you actually go off the roads?” “Oh yes. I always meant to go off the roads, but the worst of it is that it’s more difficult to find one’s way.” “Mr. Bast, you’re a born adventurer,” laughed Margaret. “No professional athlete would have attempted what you’ve done. It’s a wonder your walk didn’t end in a broken neck. Whatever did your wife say?” “Professional athletes never move without lanterns and compasses,” said Helen. “Besides, they can’t walk. It tires them. Go on.” “I felt like R. L. S. You probably remember how in Virginibus—” “Yes, but the wood. This ‘ere wood. How did you get out of it?” “I managed one wood, and found a road the other side which went a good bit uphill. I rather fancy it was those North Downs, for the road went off into grass, and I got into another wood. That was awful, with gorse bushes. I did wish I’d never come, but suddenly it got light—just while I seemed going under one tree. Then I found a road down to a station, and took the first train I could back to London.” “But was the dawn wonderful?” asked Helen.

Korean athlete: 경기자, 운동가, 운동 선수, 운동선수, 육상 경기 선수, 체육. attempted: 미수의, 기도한. enthusiasm: 열광, 열의, 열중, 열심, 열중시키는 것, 종교적 열광. fancy: 변덕, 공상하다, 취미, 공상, 애호가들, 좋아하다, 도락, 터무니 없는, 공상력, 공상의, 애호물로 색다른 동물 등을 기르다. gorse: 가시금작화, 가시금작나무. grass: 풀, 잔디, 봄, 목초, 풀 위에

펴다, 풀 돋는 계절, 포아풀과의 풀, 목옷깃, 목부분, 목덜미살, 목덜미 살. 목초지, 풀로 덫다, 때려 눕히다, uphill: 힘드는, 치받이의, 오르막의, 목초를 먹이다. 치받이를 올라, 고개위로, 올라가는, l: 알파벳 열두번째 문자, 연속한 것의 높은 곳에 있는, 오르막길, 곤란을 제 십이번째, 제 십이번째, 오십, 무릅쓰고, 고개 위로, 언덕 위로. 연속한 것의 제 십이번째의 것, 엘 woods: 형이 보통임. 자형, 엘, 고가 철도, 제 십이번째의 worst: 가장 나쁘게, 가장 나쁜, 것, 엘 자형의 것. 지우다, 무찌르다, 최악의 것, 가장 myself: 나 자신, 내자신, 자기. 심한 것, 지게 하다, 가장 나쁜 것, neck: 목, 지협, 목의 길이, 옷깃, 해협, 가장 나쁜 사람, 제일 심한, 가장 심한 좁은곳, 서로 목을 껴안고 애무하다, 사람.

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With unforgettable sincerity he replied, “No.” The word flew again like a pebble from the sling. Down toppled all that had seemed ignoble or literary in his talk, down toppled tiresome R. L. S. and the “love of the earth” and his silk top-hat. In the presence of these women Leonard had arrived, and he spoke with a flow, an exultation, that he had seldom known.% “The dawn was only grey, it was nothing to mention—” “Just a grey evening turned upside down. I know.” “—and I was too tired to lift up my head to look at it, and so cold too. I’m glad I did it, and yet at the time it bored me more than I can say. And besides— you can believe me or not as you choose—I was very hungry. That dinner at Wimbledon—I meant it to last me all night like other dinners. I never thought that walking would make such a difference. Why, when you’re walking you want, as it were, a breakfast and luncheon and tea during the night as well, and I’d nothing but a packet of Woodbines. Lord, I did feel bad! Looking back, it wasn’t what you may call enjoyment. It was more a case of sticking to it. I did stick. I—I was determined. Oh, hang it all! what’s the good—I mean, the good of living in a room for ever? There one goes on day after day, same old game, same up and down to town, until you forget there is any other game. You ought to see once in a way what’s going on outside, if it’s only nothing particular after all.” “I should just think you ought,” said Helen, sitting on the edge of the table. The sound of a lady’s voice recalled him from sincerity, and he said: “Curious it should all come about from reading something of Richard Jefferies.” “Excuse me, Mr. Bast, but you’re wrong there. something far greater.”

It didn’t.

It came from

But she could not stop him. Borrow was imminent after Jefferies—Borrow, Thoreau, and sorrow. R. L. S. brought up the rear, and the outburst ended in a swamp of books. No disrespect to these great names. The fault is ours, not theirs. They mean us to use them for sign-posts, and are not to blame if, in our weakness, we mistake the sign-post for the destination. And Leonard had

Korean books: 책. 에게 점심을 제공하다, 런치를 먹다, destination: 목적지, 보낼 곳, 목적, 도시락, 노동자의 오전의 도시락, 대상. 가벼운 식사, 오전의 도시락. disrespect: 무례, 실례, 경멸하다, outburst: 폭팔, 폭발, 화산 따위의 경시하다. 폭발, 격정 따위의 폭발. enjoyment: 향락, 기쁨, 보유, 향유. packet: 상당한 금액, 강타, 실패, exultation: 환희, 광희, 열광, 몹시 정기선, 일격, 우펀선, 불운, 묶음, 기뻐함. 소포, 패킷, 총알에 맞다. imminent: 절박한, 곧 닥쳐올 것 같은, sling: 매다는 사슬, 매달다, 삼각 붕대, 촉박한, 박두한, 급박한. 투석기로 던지다, 멜빵, 메달아 luncheon: 점심, 오찬, 점심을 먹다, 올리다, 투석, 투석기, 투석기로 쏘다,

돌을 쏨, 걸빵. sorrow: 불행, 슬픔, 고난, 슬픈, 슬퍼보이는, 아쉬움, 슬퍼하다, 후회, 고생. sticking: 끈적거림, 끈적끈적한, 늘어붙는, 개탕 대패로 깎기. swamp: 압도하다, 물에 잠기게 하다, 처박다, 궁지에 몰아 넣다, 늪, 늪에 빠지다, 수렁에 빠뜨리다. unforgettable: 잊을 수 없는. upside: 위쪽, 상부, 혼란하여.

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reached the destination. He had visited the county of Surrey when darkness covered its amenities, and its cosy villas had re-entered ancient night. Every twelve hours this miracle happens, but he had troubled to go and see for himself. Within his cramped little mind dwelt something that was greater than Jefferies’ books—the spirit that led Jefferies to write them; and his dawn, though revealing nothing but monotones, was part of the eternal sunrise that shows George Borrow Stonehenge.% “Then you don’t think I was foolish?” he asked, becoming again the naive and sweet-tempered boy for whom Nature had intended him. “Heavens, no!” replied Margaret. “Heaven help us if we do!” replied Helen. “I’m very glad you say that. Now, my wife would never understand—not if I explained for days.” “No, it wasn’t foolish!” cried Helen, her eyes aflame. “You’ve pushed back the boundaries; I think it splendid of you.” “You’ve not been content to dream as we have—” “Though we have walked, too—” “I must show you a picture upstairs—” Here the door-bell rang. The hansom had come to take them to their evening party. “Oh, bother, not to say dash—I had forgotten we were dining out; but do, do, come round again and have a talk.” “Yes, you must—do,” echoed Margaret. Leonard, with extreme sentiment, replied: “No, I shall not. It’s better like this.” “Why better?” asked Margaret. “No, it is better not to risk a second interview. I shall always look back on this talk with you as one of the finest things in my life. Really. I mean this. We can never repeat. It has done me real good, and there we had better leave it.”

Korean aflame: 타올라, 불타올라, 불타 올라, 화끈 달아서, 불타서. amenities: 기분에 맞음, 생활을 즐겁게 해주는 가지가지의 일, 예의. cramped: 경련을 일으킨, 비좁은, 알아보기 힘든, 읽기어려운, 배배꼬인, 갑갑한. darkness: 어둠, 암흑, 무지, 설명, 애매, 불명료, 맹목, 흑심. dining: 식사. extreme: 극도의, 과격한, 극도, 극단,

맨끝의, 양극단, 극단적인 수단, 극단의, 맨 끝에 있는 것, 최후의, 최후의.극단. glad: 기쁜, 유쾌한, 기쁜 듯한, 글라디올러스, 기뻐서. miracle: 기적, 불가사의한 물건, 기적극, 불가사의한 것, 불가사의한 사람. naive: 천진난만한, 순진한, 소박한, 고지식한, 숫된, 속기쉬운, 원시적인, 경험이 없는, 믿기쉬운, 선입적

지식이 없는, 세상을 모르는 단순한. repeat: 반복, 되풀이, 암송하다, 반복절, 이중 투표를 하다, 되풀이하다, 복창하다, 되풀이 하다, 사본, 재공급, 재방송 프로그램. revealing: 계발적인, 뜻이 깊은, 노출된, 나타나 있는. sentiment: 의견, 감상, 정서, 감정의, 감상적인, 다감, 정취, 다감한, 감정, 감정에 흐르는 경향, 감정적인 생각. sweet-tempered: 마음씨 고운.

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“That’s rather a sad view of life, surely.” “Things so often get spoiled.” “I know,” flashed Helen, “but people don’t.” He could not understand this. He continued in a vein which mingled true imagination and false. What he said wasn’t wrong, but it wasn’t right, and a false note jarred. One little twist, they felt, and the instrument might be in tune. One little strain, and it might be silent for ever. He thanked the ladies very much, but he would not call again. There was a moment’s awkwardness, and then Helen said: “Go, then; perhaps you know best; but never forget you’re better than Jefferies.” And he went. Their hansom caught him up at the corner, passed with a waving of hands, and vanished with its accomplished load into the evening.% London was beginning to illuminate herself against the night. Electric lights sizzled and jagged in the main thoroughfares, gas-lamps in the side streets glimmered a canary gold or green. The sky was a crimson battlefield of spring, but London was not afraid. Her smoke mitigated the splendour, and the clouds down Oxford Street were a delicately painted ceiling, which adorned while it did not distract. She has never known the clear-cut armies of the purer air. Leonard hurried through her tinted wonders, very much part of the picture. His was a grey life, and to brighten it he had ruled off a few corners for romance. The Miss Schlegels—or, to speak more accurately, his interview with them— were to fill such a corner, nor was it by any means the first time that he had talked intimately to strangers. The habit was analogous to a debauch, an outlet, though the worst of outlets, for instincts that would not be denied. Terrifying him, it would beat down his suspicions and prudence until he was confiding secrets to people whom he had scarcely seen. It brought him many fears and some pleasant memories. Perhaps the keenest happiness he had ever known was during a railway journey to Cambridge, where a decent-mannered undergraduate had spoken to him. They had got into conversation, and gradually Leonard flung reticence aside, told some of his domestic troubles, and hinted at the rest. The undergraduate, supposing they could start a friendship,

Korean battlefield: 싸움터, 전장, 투쟁의 장. brighten: 상쾌하다, 밝아지다, 밝게하다, 닦다, 반짝이다, 명랑해지다, 반짝이게 하다. canary: 카나리아, 밀고자, 카나리아 빛, 여자가수, 카나리아 제도산의 백포도주, 가수, 카나리아 빛의, 여자, 동료를 파는 범인, 카나리아빛, 카나리아제도산의. confiding: 곧잘 믿는, 믿기 쉬운, 믿어버리고 있는, 신뢰하는.

debauch: 타락시키다, 우혹하다, 난봉, 방탕, 퇴폐시키다, 퇴폐시키다-방탕, 주색에 빠지다. delicately: 미묘하게, 정교하게, 섬세하게, 우아하게, 고상하게. distract: 딴 데로 돌리다, 착란시키다, 어지럽히다, 괴롭히다, 빗가게 하다. illuminate: 비추다, 계몽하다, 밝아지다, 분명히 하다, 을 명백히 하다, 광명을 던지다, 명성을 높이다, 장식하다, 광채를 더하다, 해명하다,

유명하게하다. jagged: 톱니 모양의, 들쭉날쭉하게 된, 들쭉날쭉한, 이상하게 된, 바위 따위의 톱니와 같은, 톱니와 같은. prudence: 신중, 분별, 사려, 검소, 여자 이름, 사려 분별. reticence: 과묵, 말수적음, 침묵, 조심함, 삼감, 말이 없음. supposing: 이라면, 만약. undergraduate: 재학생, 대학 재학생, 대학생의, 대학의.

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asked him to “coffee after hall,” which he accepted, but afterwards grew shy, and took care not to stir from the commercial hotel where he lodged. He did not want Romance to collide with the Porphyrion, still less with Jacky, and people with fuller, happier lives are slow to understand this. To the Schlegels, as to the undergraduate, he was an interesting creature, of whom they wanted to see more. But they to him were denizens of Romance, who must keep to the corner he had assigned them, pictures that must not walk out of their frames.% His behaviour over Margaret’s visiting-card had been typical. His had scarcely been a tragic marriage. Where there is no money and no inclination to violence tragedy cannot be generated. He could not leave his wife, and he did not want to hit her. Petulance and squalor were enough. Here “that card” had come in. Leonard, though furtive, was untidy, and left it lying about. Jacky found it, and then began, “What’s that card, eh?” “Yes, don’t you wish you knew what that card was?” “Len, who’s Miss Schlegel?” etc. Months passed, and the card, now as a joke, now as a grievance, was handed about, getting dirtier and dirtier. It followed them when they moved from Cornelia Road to Tulse Hill. It was submitted to third parties. A few inches of pasteboard, it became the battlefield on which the souls of Leonard and his wife contended. Why did he not say, “A lady took my umbrella, another gave me this that I might call for my umbrella”? Because Jacky would have disbelieved him? Partly, but chiefly because he was sentimental. No affection gathered round the card, but it symbolized the life of culture, that Jacky should never spoil. At night he would say to himself, “Well, at all events, she doesn’t know about that card. Yah! done her there!” Poor Jacky! she was not a bad sort, and had a great deal to bear. She drew her own conclusion—she was only capable of drawing one conclusion—and in the fulness of time she acted upon it. All the Friday Leonard had refused to speak to her, and had spent the evening observing the stars. On the Saturday he went up, as usual, to town, but he came not back Saturday night nor Sunday morning, nor Sunday afternoon. The inconvenience grew intolerable, and though she was now of a retiring habit, and shy of women, she went up to

Korean collide: 충돌하다, 일치하지 않다, 상충하다, 부딪치다. fuller: 직물의 축융공, 축융공, 둥근 홈을 내는 연장, 둥근 홈을 내다, 천의 올을 배게하는 직공, 천의 올을 배게 하는 직공. fulness: 비만, 충만, 참, 풍부, 만족, 차 있음, 풍부함. furtive: 은밀한, 남몰래하는, 아무가 남의 눈을 기이는, 몰래 하는, 속임수가 많은.

grievance: 불만, 불평거리, 불만의 씨. inclination: 경향, 기울기, 경사, 경각, 경도, 성향, 기울이기, 의향, 숙임, 사면, 비탈. observing: 관찰력이 예리한, 관측적인, 주의깆은. pasteboard: 판지, 카드, 명함, 입장권, 두꺼운 종이, 종이로 만든. retiring: 은퇴하는, 수줍은, 퇴직의, 삼가는, 내성적인, 수줍게, 물러나는, 내향적인, 겸손한, 암띤, 퇴직자의.

sentimental: 감상적인, 감정의, 다감한, 감정적인, 감정에 바탕을 둔. shy: 뒷걸음질, 내성적인, 냉소, 겁많은, 부족한, 조심성 많은, 놀라 물러서다, 홱 던지다, 을 의심하다, 수줍다, 을 피하다. spoil: 관직, 망치다, 이권, 약탈하다, 발굴물, 약탈품, 아이를 응석받이로 키우다, 못쓰게 되다, 손상케하다, 상하다, 약탈. untidy: 단정치 못한, 어수선한.

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Wickham Place. Leonard returned in her absence. The card, the fatal card, was gone from the pages of Ruskin, and he guessed what had happened.% “Well?” he had exclaimed, greeting her with peals of laughter. “I know where you’ve been, but you don’t know where I’ve been. “ Jacky sighed, said, “Len, I do think you might explain,” and resumed domesticity. Explanations were difficult at this stage, and Leonard was too silly—or it is tempting to write, too sound a chap to attempt them. His reticence was not entirely the shoddy article that a business life promotes, the reticence that pretends that nothing is something, and hides behind the Daily Telegraph. The adventurer, also, is reticent, and it is an adventure for a clerk to walk for a few hours in darkness. You may laugh at him, you who have slept nights on the veldt, with your rifle beside you and all the atmosphere of adventure past. And you also may laugh who think adventures silly. But do not be surprised if Leonard is shy whenever he meets you, and if the Schlegels rather than Jacky hear about the dawn. That the Schlegels had not thought him foolish became a permanent joy. He was at his best when he thought of them. It buoyed him as he journeyed home beneath fading heavens. Somehow the barriers of wealth had fallen, and there had been—he could not phrase it—a general assertion of the wonder of the world. “My conviction,” says the mystic, “gains infinitely the moment another soul will believe in it,” and they had agreed that there was something beyond life’s daily grey. He took off his top-hat and smoothed it thoughtfully. He had hitherto supposed the unknown to be books, literature, clever conversation, culture. One raised oneself by study, and got upsides with the world. But in that quick interchange a new light dawned. Was that something” walking in the dark among the surburban hills? He discovered that he was going bareheaded down Regent Street. London came back with a rush. Few were about at this hour, but all whom he passed looked at him with a hostility that was the more impressive because it was unconscious. He put his hat on. It was too big; his head disappeared like a

Korean adventurer: 모험가, 투기꾼, 모험가 누기가, 엉큼한 수단으로 지위나 돈을 노리는 사나이. assertion: 단언, 독단, 주장, 나타나다. bareheaded: 맨손의. domesticity: 가정적임, 가사, 가정생활. fading: 페이딩. fatal: 숙명적인, 치명적인, 결정적인, 운명의. hostility: 적대, 적의, 전쟁상태, 저항.

infinitely: 지독히, 훨씬, 무한히, 무한의, 몹시, 막대한, 대단히, 무한. interchange: 교환, 번갈아 일어나게 하다, 교대시키다, 교환하다, 교대하다, 갈마들다, 교대, 교역, 교체, 주고받다, 서로 교환하다. mystic: 신비한, 신비주으자, 비교의, 비교의-신비주으자, 비법의, 신비가, 신비적인, 신비주의적인, 정신적 상징의. oneself: 스스로, 자기, 자기 자신이,

자신. rifle: 라이플총, 강선을 넣다, 강탈하다, 샅샅이 뒤지다, 선조, 소총, 소총 부대, 포획하다, 소총으로 쏘다, 선조총, 훔치다. shoddy: 가짜, 가짜의, 재생의, 굴퉁이의, 재생 털실, 위조품, 재생 나사, 재생 모직물, 재생한 털실, 재생 모직물의, 싸구려 물품. upsides: 피장파장으로, 와 호각으로. veldt: 초원, 초원지대.

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pudding %into a basin, the ears bending outwards at the touch of the curly brim. He wore it a little backwards, and its effect was greatly to elongate the face and to bring out the distance between the eyes and the moustache. Thus equipped, he escaped criticism. No one felt uneasy as he titupped along the pavements, the heart of a man ticking fast in his chest.

Korean backwards: 뒤로, 거꾸로, 뒤쪽으로, 퇴보하여, 후방으로, 역행하여, 역으로, 뒤로 향하여, 거슬러 올라가서. basin: 대야, 세면기, 웅덩이 유역, 분지, 한 대야 가득, 반층, 웅덩이, 독. brim: 가장자리, 양테, 가득채우다, 넘치다, 그릇의 가장자리, 가득 붓다. chest: 가슴, 궤, 금고, 밀폐 용기, 상자, 큰상자, 흉곽, 장롱, 자금, 가슴 속, 흉중.

criticism: 비평, 비난, 비판, 성서 비평, 비판주의, 평론, 평론문, 혹평, 흠잡기, 비판 철학. curly: 곱슬곱슬한, 고수머리가 있는, 소용돌이치는, 오그라든, 나무결이 물결 모양의. elongate: 길어지다, 연장하다, 가늘고긴, 길게하다, 길어진, 연장하다-길어진, 길게 하다, 가늘고 긴. escaped: 도망한, 탈주한.

fast: 빠른, 빨리, 단단한, 저항력이 있는, 굳게, 방탕하여, 착착, 단식하다, 푹, 재빠른, 고감도의. outwards: 밖으로, 밖에. pudding: 푸딩, 소시지의 일종, 푸딩처럼 말랑말랑한 것, 실리, 실익헛 칭찬, 살이 찌고 키가 작은 남자, 물질적 보수. ticking: 똑딱거림, 이불잇감, 무명베, 아마포, 두색 이상의 줄무늬, 재깍소리, 똑딱소리, 재깍거림.

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The sisters went out to dinner full of their adventure, and when they were both full of the same subject, there were few dinner-parties that could stand up against them. This particular one, which was all ladies, had more kick in it than most, but succumbed after a struggle. Helen at one part of the table, Margaret at the other, would talk of Mr. Bast and of no one else, and somewhere about the entree their monologues collided, fell ruining, and became common property. Nor was this all. The dinner-party was really an informal discussion club; there was a paper after it, read amid coffee-cups and laughter in the drawing-room, but dealing more or less thoughtfully with some topic of general interest. After the paper came a debate, and in this debate Mr. Bast also figured, appearing now as a bright spot in civilization, now as a dark spot, according to the temperament of the speaker. The subject of the paper had been, “How ought I to dispose of my money?” the reader professing to be a millionaire on the point of death, inclined to bequeath her fortune for the foundation of local art galleries, but open to conviction from other sources. The various parts had been assigned beforehand, and some of the speeches were amusing. The hostess assumed the ungrateful role of “the millionaire’s eldest son,” and implored her expiring parent not to dislocate Society by allowing such vast sums to pass out of the family. Money was the fruit of self-denial, and the second generation had a right to profit by the self-denial of the first. What right had “Mr. Bast” to profit? The

Korean adventure: 모험, 흔치않은 체험, 흔치안은 체험, 재미있는, 희한한 사건, 투기, 위험을 무릅쓰다, 위험에 빠뜨리다, 모험심, 모험담, 감행하다. appearing: 인 듯한. bequeath: 전하다, 남기다, 유증하다, 유언으로 증여하는 것, 유언으로 양도하다, 후세에 남기는 것. conviction: 죄의 자각, 설득, 회오, 확신, 신념, 유죄의 판결, 설득력, 유죄판결.

dislocate: 탈구시키다, 관절을 삐다, 순서를 어지럽히다. dispose: 배치하다, 일의 성패를 결정하다, 처리하다, 충당하다, 할 마음이 나게 하다, 의 경향을 갖게 하다, 일의 추세를 결정하다. eldest: 가장나이많은, 가장 나이 많은. entree: 입장, 앙트레, 서주곡, 입장권, 전주곡, 주요 요리, 출장, 서곡. figured: 모양으로 나타낸, 무늬 있는, 그림으로 표시한, 도식으로 표시한,

무늬가 있는, 문채 있는, 코드를 나타내는 숫자가 있는, 화음을 나타내는 숫자가 있는. fortune: 행운, 부, 운, 재산, 운명, 운수, 재산을 주다, 우연히 일어나다, 운명의 여신. self-denial: 극기, 자기 부정, 자제. temperament: 기질, 평균율, 성미, 격정, 체질, 격한 성미. ungrateful: 은혜를 모르는, 애쓴 보람 없는, 일한 보람 없는.

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National Gallery was good enough for the likes of him. After property had had its say—a saying that is necessarily ungracious—the various philanthropists stepped forward. Something must be done for “Mr. Bast”: his conditions must be improved without impairing his independence; he must have a free library, or free tennis-courts; his rent must be paid in such a way that he did not know it was being paid; it must be made worth his while to join the Territorials; he must be forcibly parted from his uninspiring wife, the money going to her as compensation; he must be assigned a Twin Star, some member of the leisured classes who would watch over him ceaselessly (groans from Helen); he must be given food but no clothes, clothes but no food, a third-return ticket to Venice, without either food or clothes when he arrived there. In short, he might be given anything and everything so long as it was not the money itself.% And here Margaret interrupted. “Order, order, Miss Schlegel!” said the reader of the paper. “You are here, I understand, to advise me in the interests of the Society for the Preservation of Places of Historic Interest or Natural Beauty. I cannot have you speaking out of your role. It makes my poor head go round, and I think you forget that I am very ill.” “Your head won’t go round if only you’ll listen to my argument,” said Margaret. “Why not give him the money itself. You’re supposed to have about thirty thousand a year.” “Have I? I thought I had a million.” “Wasn’t a million your capital? Dear me! we ought to have settled that. Still, it doesn’t matter. Whatever you’ve got, I order you to give as many poor men as you can three hundred a year each. “ “But that would be pauperizing them,” said an earnest girl, who liked the Schlegels, but thought them a little unspiritual at times. “Not if you gave them so much. A big windfall would not pauperize a man. It is these little driblets, distributed among too many, that do the harm. Money’s educational. It’s far more educational than the things it buys.” There was a

Korean advise: 충고하다, 조언하다, 알리다, 통지하다, 통고하다, 의논하다, 권하다, 상담하다. ceaselessly: 끊임없이. compensation: 보수, 봉급, 보정, 보상, 대상, 배상, 음, 보충, 보강, 대상 작용, 달러화의 구매력 보정. distributed: 분포된. forcibly: 강제적으로, 힘차게, 억지로, 힘으로, 강력하게. harm: 해, 손해, 된서리 맞다, 해악,

손상, 상해, 해치다. 불화, 임차료, 협곡, 균열, 방세, 에 improved: 개량하는, 개선하는. 지대를 물다, 임대. necessarily: 필연적으로, 부득이, ticket: 표, 공천 후보자 명부, 표찰을 반드시. 달다, 표를 팔다, 적당한 물건, pauperize: 피구호민으로 만들다, 게시표, 딱지, 셋집 표찰, 안성맞춤인 가난하게 만들다, 구호대상자가 되게 일, 승차권, 소환장. 하다, 가난하게 하다. unspiritual: 현세적인, 물질적인, reader: 독본, 강사, 리더, 독자, 정신적이 아닌. 독서가, 판독기, 낭독자, 교정원, 읽는 windfall: 뜻밖의 횡재, 바람에 떨어진 사람, 대학 조교, 교정자. 과일, 굴러 들어온 복, 바람에 떨어진 rent: 지대, 임대되다, 분열, 집세, 과실.

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protest. “In a sense,” added Margaret, but the protest continued. “Well, isn’t the most civilized thing going, the man who has learnt to wear his income properly?”% “Exactly what your Mr. Basts won’t do.” “Give them a chance. Give them money. Don’t dole them out poetry-books and railway-tickets like babies. Give them the wherewithal to buy these things. When your Socialism comes it may be different, and we may think in terms of commodities instead of cash. Till it comes give people cash, for it is the warp of civilization, whatever the woof may be. The imagination ought to play upon money and realize it vividly, for it’s the—the second most important thing in the world. It is so sluffed over and hushed up, there is so little clear thinking—oh, political economy, of course, but so few of us think clearly about our own private incomes, and admit that independent thoughts are in nine cases out of ten the result of independent means. Money: give Mr. Bast money, and don’t bother about his ideals. He’ll pick up those for himself.” She leant back while the more earnest members of the club began to misconstrue her. The female mind, though cruelly practical in daily life, cannot bear to hear ideals belittled in conversation, and Miss Schlegel was asked however she could say such dreadful things, and what it would profit Mr. Bast if he gained the whole world and lost his own soul. She answered, “Nothing, but he would not gain his soul until he had gained a little of the world.” Then they said, “No they did not believe it,” and she admitted that an overworked clerk may save his soul in the superterrestrial sense, where the effort will be taken for the deed, but she denied that he will ever explore the spiritual resources of this world, will ever know the rarer joys of the body, or attain to clear and passionate intercourse with his fellows. Others had attacked the fabric of Society-Property, Interest, etc.; she only fixed her eyes on a few human beings, to see how, under present conditions, they could be made happier. Doing good to humanity was useless: the many-coloured efforts thereto spreading over the vast area like films and resulting in an universal grey. To do good to one, or, as in this case, to a few, was the utmost she dare hope for.

Korean admitted: 시인된, 공인된, 명백한. commodities: 상품, 유용한 물건. cruelly: 잔인하게, 몹시, 지독하게, 잔혹하게. deed: 행위, 실행, 행동, 업적, 증서. dole: 실업수당, 짤름거리다, 운명, 시여물, 비탄, 슬픔, 운, 구호품, 을 나누어 주다, 시주. humanity: 인류, 인간성, 인정, 인간, 인문 과학, 박애, 인간임, 사람의 속성, 자선 행위, 라틴 문학, 인간애.

hushed: 고요한, 조용해진. 한도, 최고의 것, 가장 떨어진, misconstrue: 그릇읽다, 뜻을 잘못 최대한도, 최대한의, 최상의 것. 해석하다, 오해하다. warp: 날실, 왜곡하다, 비뚤어짐, passionate: 열렬한, 감정적인, 감정에 뒤틀리다, 구부리다, 뒤틀림, 지배되는, 성 잘 내는, 열렬하다, 뒤둥그러짐, 밧줄로 끌다, 밧줄, 열렬하는, 인정에 무른, 화내기 쉬운. 뒤틀리게 하다, 뒤둥그러찌다. thereto: 그밖에 다시, 거기에, 거기에 wherewithal: 자금, 수단. 더하여, 또, 게다가 또, 그것에. woof: 씨, 피륙, 천, 감, 줄, 개가 낮게 useless: 쓸모없는, 무익한, 속절없는, 으르릉거리는 소리, 기초를 이루는 편치 않은. 요소, 낮게 으르릉거리다, 주체를 utmost: 최대의, 가장먼, 극한, 최대 이루는 재료, 직물.

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Between the idealists, and the political economists, Margaret had a bad time. Disagreeing elsewhere, they agreed in disowning her, and in keeping the administration of the millionaire’s money in their own hands. The earnest girl brought forward a scheme of “personal supervision and mutual help,” the effect of which was to alter poor people until they became exactly like people who were not so poor. The hostess pertinently remarked that she, as eldest son, might surely rank among the millionaire’s legatees. Margaret weakly admitted the claim, and another claim was at once set up by Helen, who declared that she had been the millionaire’s housemaid for over forty years, overfed and underpaid; was nothing to be done for her, so corpulent and poor? The millionaire then read out her last will and testament, in which she left the whole of her fortune to the Chancellor of the Exchequer. Then she died. The serious parts of the discussion had been of higher merit than the playful—in a men’s debate is the reverse more general?—but the meeting broke up hilariously enough, and a dozen happy ladies dispersed to their homes.% Helen and Margaret walked the earnest girl as far as Battersea Bridge Station, arguing copiously all the way. When she had gone they were conscious of an alleviation, and of the great beauty of the evening. They turned back towards Oakley Street. The lamps and the plane-trees, following the line of the embankment, struck a note of dignity that is rare in English cities. The seats, almost deserted, were here and there occupied by gentlefolk in evening dress, who had strolled out from the houses behind to enjoy fresh air and the whisper of the rising tide. There is something continental about Chelsea Embankment. It is an open space used rightly, a blessing more frequent in Germany than here. As Margaret and Helen sat down, the city behind them seemed to be a vast theatre, an opera-house in which some endless trilogy was performing, and they themselves a pair of satisfied subscribers, who did not mind losing a little of the second act. “Cold?” “No.” “Tired?”

Korean alleviation: 경감, 완화. blessing: 고마운 것, 은총, 축복, 행복, 가호, 식전의 기도, 복, 찬성, 축복의 말. copiously: 풍부하게. corpulent: 뚱뚱한, 비만한. deserted: 버림받은, 사람이 살지 않는, 활페한, 황폐한. dignity: 존엄, 위엄, 관록, 품위, 체면에 관계되다, 위풍, 위계, 고위 인사.

dispersed: 흩어진, 분산된, 분산한. embankment: 둑, 축제, 제방, 둑을 쌓기, 뎀자의 둑. merit: 장점, 공적, 공로, 뛰어남, 취할점, 가치, 공죄, 학교에서 벌점에 대한 상점, 취할만한 점, 시비, 상점. overfed: 과거분사형, 의 과거. pertinently: 적절하게. supervision: 감독. testament: 유언, 성약, 증거, 계약, 성서, 유서.

trilogy: 삼부작, 삼비극. underpaid: 박봉의. weakly: 약한, 병약한 약하게, 허약한, 갸날프게, 우유부단하게, 약하게, 물기 많게, 무기력하게, 가냘프게, 묽게, 병약한. whisper: 속삭이다, 속삭임, 소근거림, 살랑살랑소리, 살랑살랑 소리를 내다, 말을 가만히 퍼뜨리다, 은밀히 말을 퍼뜨리다, 몰래 말하다, 소문, 적은 분량, 일러바치다.

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“Doesn’t matter.” The earnest girl’s train rumbled away over the bridge.% “I say, Helen—” “Well?” “Are we really going to follow up Mr. Bast?” “I don’t know.” “I think we won’t.” “As you like.” “It’s no good, I think, unless you really mean to know people. The discussion brought that home to me. We got on well enough with him in a spirit of excitement, but think of rational intercourse. We mustn’t play at friendship. No, it’s no good.” “There’s Mrs. Lanoline, too,” Helen yawned. “So dull.” “Just so, and possibly worse than dull.” “I should like to know how he got hold of your card.” “But he said—something about a concert and an umbrella—” “Then did the card see the wife—” “Helen, come to bed.” “No, just a little longer, it is so beautiful. Tell me; oh yes; did you say money is the warp of the world?” “Yes.” “Then what’s the woof?” “Very much what one chooses,” said Margaret. “It’s something that isn’t money—one can’t say more.” “Walking at night?” “Probably.” “For Tibby, Oxford?”

Korean beautiful: 아름다운, 훌륭한, 우수한, 가인, 뛰어난, 멋있는, 미인, 보기 좋은, 산뜻한, 아름다운 것, 아름다움. card: 카드, 인물, 초대장, 금속빗빗다.훑다, 트럼프카드, 패, 카드에 기입하다, 짧은 광고, 적절한 것, 목록표, 괴짜. excitement: 흥분, 자극하는 것, 자극, 격앙, 법석, 동요. follow: 이해하다, 추적하다, 뒤따르다, 종사하다, 추구, 추종, 더 청하는

음식, 뒤에서 쫓아가다, 따라가다, spirit: 기분, 기질, 정신, 영혼, 사람, 따라오다, 따르다. 생기, 유령, 알코올, 인물, 시대정신, friendship: 우정, 친목, 친선, 교우, 신. 벗으로서 사귐, 벗으로서의 사귐. train: 열차, 옷자락, 훈련하다, possibly: 어떻게든지 해서, 아마, 길들이다, 차례, 유혹하다, 꼬리, 어쩌면, 무슨 일이 있어도, 혹시, 손질하여 가꾸다, 열, 일행, 순서. 아무리 해도, 어떻게 해서라도. worse: 더욱 나쁘게, 더욱 나쁜, 더욱 rational: 유리수, 합리적인, 추리의, 나쁜 일, 더욱 심하게, 보다 나쁜, 유리의, 이성의, 합리적인 것, 추론의, 악화되어, 한층 더 나쁨. 순이론의, 유리수의, 사리에 맞는, 이성 있는.

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“It seems so.” “For you?” “Now that we have to leave Wickham Place, I begin to think it’s that. For Mrs. Wilcox it was certainly Howards End.” One’s own name will carry immense distances. Mr. Wilcox, who was sitting with friends many seats away, heard his, rose to his feet, and strolled along towards the speakers.% “It is sad to suppose that places may ever be more important than people,” continued Margaret. “Why, Meg? They’re so much nicer generally. I’d rather think of that forester’s house in Pomerania than of the fat Herr Forstmeister who lived in it.” “I believe we shall come to care about people less and less, Helen. The more people one knows the easier it becomes to replace them. It’s one of the curses of London. I quite expect to end my life caring most for a place.” Here Mr. Wilcox reached them. It was several weeks since they had met. “How do you do?” he cried. “I thought I recognized your voices. Whatever are you both doing down here?” His tones were protective. He implied that one ought not to sit out on Chelsea Embankment without a male escort. Helen resented this, but Margaret accepted it as part of the good man’s equipment. “What an age it is since I’ve seen you, Mr. Wilcox. I met Evie in the Tube, though, lately. I hope you have good news of your son.” “Paul?” said Mr. Wilcox, extinguishing his cigarette, and sitting down between them. “Oh, Paul’s all right. We had a line from Madeira. He’ll be at work again by now.” “Ugh—” said Helen, shuddering from complex causes. “I beg your pardon?” “Isn’t the climate of Nigeria too horrible?”

Korean accepted: 용인된, 일반적으로 인정된, 일반에게 받아 들여진, 인수가 끄ㄷ난. cigarette: 궐련. climate: 기후, 풍토, 사조, 사회.시대의 풍조, 풍조, 토지. escort: 호위자, 호위하다, 호위, 호송, 호송하다, 남성 동반자, 호위대, 경호하다, 동행하다. fat: 지방, 살찐, 기름기, 살찌다, 지방이 많은, 풍부한, 유복한, 둔감한,

비옥한, 윤택, 비만. immense: 광대한, 거대한, 훌륭한, 한없는, 막대한, 광대하다, 멋진, 이루 헤아릴수 없는, 굉장히, 굉장한, 아주. ought: 영, 하기로 되어있다, 해야만 한다, 하기로 되어 있다, 빚이 있다, 하여야 한다, 지고 있다, 의무를 지고 있다, 을 지불할 의무가 있다, 을 반제할 의무가 있다, 일 것이다. protective: 보호하는, 보호 무역의, 상해방지의, 보호물, 보호하는 것.

recognized: 인정하는. replace: 되돌리다, 에 대신하다, 제자리에 놓다, 돌려주다, 바꾸다, 갚다, 교대시키다, 교환하다, 대체하다, 복지시키다, 복직시키다. sad: 진지한, 슬픈, 어두운, 지독한, 우중충충한, 설구워진, 어이없는, 슬퍼하는, 칙칙한, 언어도단의, 잘 부풀지 않은. shuddering: 쭈뼛해지는, 떠는, 몸서리치는.

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“Someone’s%got to go,” he said simply. “England will never keep her trade overseas unless she is prepared to make sacrifices. Unless we get firm in West Africa, Ger—untold complications may follow. Now tell me all your news.” “Oh, we’ve had a splendid evening,” cried Helen, who always woke up at the advent of a visitor. “We belong to a kind of club that reads papers, Margaret and I—all women, but there is a discussion after. This evening it was on how one ought to leave one’s money—whether to one’s family, or to the poor, and if so how—oh, most interesting.” The man of business smiled. Since his wife’s death he had almost doubled his income. He was an important figure at last, a reassuring name on company prospectuses, and life had treated him very well. The world seemed in his grasp as he listened to the River Thames, which still flowed inland from the sea. So wonderful to the girls, it held no mysteries for him. He had helped to shorten its long tidal trough by taking shares in the lock at Teddington, and if he and other capitalists thought good, some day it could be shortened again. With a good dinner inside him and an amiable but academic woman on either flank, he felt that his hands were on all the ropes of life, and that what he did not know could not be worth knowing. “Sounds a most original entertainment!” he exclaimed, and laughed in his pleasant way. “I wish Evie would go to that sort of thing. But she hasn’t the time. She’s taken to breed Aberdeen terriers—jolly little dogs. “I expect we’d better be doing the same, really.” “We pretend we’re improving ourselves, you see,” said Helen a little sharply, for the Wilcox glamour is not of the kind that returns, and she had bitter memories of the days when a speech such as he had just made would have impressed her favourably. “We suppose it is a good thing to waste an evening once a fortnight over a debate, but, as my sister says, it may be better to breed dogs.”

Korean advent: 출현, 예수의 강림, 도래, 그리스도의 강림, 그리스도의 강생. amiable: 붙임성 있는, 귀염성 있는, 호감을 주는, 온화한, 상냥한, 마음씨 고운, 귀여운, 마음씨가 상냥한. favourably: 순조롭게, 유리하게, 호의적으로, 호의를 가지고. flank: 측면, 측면을지키다, 옆구리, 구리, 부대의측면, 부대의 측면, 측면의, 의 측면에 서다, 측면에 위치하다, 측면을 공격하다.

glamour: 마법, 매혹하다, 매력, 마법의. impressed: 감명을 받아, 감명하여. inland: 국내, 오지, 내지의, 내륙으로, 내륙, 국내의, 내지, 내륙의, 국내에 한정된, 국내에, 국내로. reassuring: 안심시키는, 믿음직한, 용기를 돋우는, 위안을 주는, 고무적인. sharply: 날카롭게, 빈틈없이, 갑자기, 또렷하게, 세게, 민첩하게, 심하게.

shorten: 짧게 하다, 무르게 하다, 짧아지다, 줄이다, 아동복을 입히다, 빼앗다, 깎다, 파삭파식하게 하다, 짧아 보이게 하다. tidal: 조수의, 간만이 있는, 밀물 때에만 운항할 수 있는, 주기적으로 변동하는. trough: 기압골, 구유, 반죽 그릇, 여물통, 골, 물통, 홈통, 각광기, 물마루 사이의 골. woke: 과거분사.

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“Not at all. I don’t agree with your sister. There’s nothing like a debate to teach one quickness. I often wish I had gone in for them when I was a youngster. It would have helped me no end.” “Quickness—?” “Yes. Quickness in argument. Time after time I’ve missed scoring a point because the other man has had the gift of the gab and I haven’t. Oh, I believe in these discussions.” The patronizing tone thought Margaret, came well enough from a man who was old enough to be their father. She had always maintained that Mr. Wilcox had a charm. In times of sorrow or emotion his inadequacy had pained her, but it was pleasant to listen to him now, and to watch his thick brown moustache and high forehead confronting the stars. But Helen was nettled. The aim of their debates she implied was Truth.% “Oh yes, it doesn’t much matter what subject you take,” said he. Margaret laughed and said, “But this is going to be far better than the debate itself.” Helen recovered herself and laughed too. “No, I won’t go on,” she declared. “I’ll just put our special case to Mr. Wilcox.” “About Mr. Bast? Yes, do. He’ll be more lenient to a special case. “But, Mr. Wilcox, do first light another cigarette. It’s this. We’ve just come across a young fellow, who’s evidently very poor, and who seems interest—” “What’s his profession?” “Clerk.” “What in?” “Do you remember, Margaret?” “Porphyrion Fire Insurance Company.” “Oh yes; the nice people who gave Aunt Juley a new hearth-rug. He seems interesting, in some ways very, and one wishes one could help him. He is married to a wife whom he doesn’t seem to care for much. He likes books, and what one may roughly call adventure, and if he had a chance—But he is so poor.

Korean charm: 매력, 주문, 마력, 매혹하다, 돈, 작은 장식물, 참, 매력을 가지다, 황홀하게 하다, 매력이 있다, 부적. declared: 공공연한, 숨김 없는, 공언한, 언명한, 신고한, 선언한. gab: 수다, 갈고리, 능변, 쓸데없는 지껄임, 국제 통화기금의 일반 차입 협정, 쓸데없이 지껄이다, 입. gift: 선물, 재능, 천분, 부여하다, 선사하다, 선사하다부여하다, 증여, 천부의 재능, 천부.

inadequacy: 부적당, 불충분, 불충분한, 부적당한점, 부적당한, 무능. lenient: 관대한, 온화한, 허술한. patronizing: 은혜를 베풀어 짐짓 자랑하는, 거드름 피우는, 은인인체하는, 은인인 체하는, 오만한, 애고하는, 드러내어 선심을 쓰는, 단골로 애호하는. pleasant: 쾌활한, 유쾌한, 즐거운, 익살, 맑은, 농담, 우스운, 날씨가

쾌적한, 쾌적한. quickness: 민첩, 성급함, 신속, 기민, 빠르기, 급격, 속도, 성마름, 급속. roughly: 거칠게, 대충, 귀에 거슬리게, 난폭하게, 대강, 버릇없이, 개략적으로. scoring: 득점, 관현악보 작성. teach: 가르치다, 교수하다, 선생질하다, 깨닫게 하다, 교사를 하다, 혼내주다, 훈련하다. youngster: 어린이, 젊은이, 특히 소년.

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He%lives a life where all the money is apt to go on nonsense and clothes. One is so afraid that circumstances will be too strong for him and that he will sink. Well, he got mixed up in our debate. He wasn’t the subject of it, but it seemed to bear on his point. Suppose a millionaire died, and desired to leave money to help such a man. How should he be helped? Should he be given three hundred pounds a year direct, which was Margaret’s plan? Most of them thought this would pauperize him. Should he and those like him be given free libraries? I said ‘No!’ He doesn’t want more books to read, but to read books rightly. My suggestion was he should be given something every year towards a summer holiday, but then there is his wife, and they said she would have to go too. Nothing seemed quite right! Now what do you think? Imagine that you were a millionaire, and wanted to help the poor. What would you do?” Mr. Wilcox, whose fortune was not so very far below the standard indicated, laughed exuberantly. “My dear Miss Schlegel, I will not rush in where your sex has been unable to tread. I will not add another plan to the numerous excellent ones that have been already suggested. My only contribution is this: let your young friend clear out of the Porphyrion Fire Insurance Company with all possible speed.” “Why?” said Margaret. He lowered his voice. “This is between friends. It’ll be in the Receiver’s hands before Christmas. It’ll smash,” he added, thinking that she had not understood. “Dear me, Helen, listen to that. And he’ll have to get another place!” “Will have? Let him leave the ship before it sinks. Let him get one now.” “Rather than wait, to make sure?” “Decidedly.” “Why’s that?” Again the Olympian laugh, and the lowered voice. “Naturally the man who’s in a situation when he applies stands a better chance, is in a stronger position, than the man who isn’t. It looks as if he’s worth something. I know by

Korean bear: 곰, 견디다, 가지다, 지니다, nonsense: 무의미한 말, 어리석은 ship: 수송하다, 배, 을 배에 싣다, 배에 덮치다, 하기에 족하다, 받치다, 생각, 어리석은, 시시한 것, 의시, 타다, 배로 가다, 설비하다, 전 나르다, 난폭자, 배겨내다, 지탱하다. 허튼소리, 넌센스시, 어리석은 말, 승무원, 쫓아버리다, 파도를 뒤집어 contribution: 기고, 기부, 공헌, 기증, 무의미한, 어리석은 행위넌센스, 되지 쓰다, 함, 선원으로 고용하다. 분담액, 투고, 군세, 기고문, 기부금, 않은 소리. sink: 쇠약해지다, 내려앉다, 낮추다, 기여, 보험료. numerous: 다수의, 곡조가 아름다운, 가라앉히다, 지다, 스며들다, indicated: 가리키는. 많은, 셀수 없이 많은, 수많은. 몰락하다, 침몰하다, 숙이다, 쑥 libraries: 도서관. rush: 돌진시키다, 돌진, 등심초, 빠지다, 우묵해지다. listen: 듣다, 따르다, 경청하다, 돌진하다, 골풀, 돌격하다, 쇄도, suggestion: 암시, 유발, 투, 제안, 도청하다, 귀를 기울이다, 들리다, 돌격, 하찮은 물건, 쇄도하다, 기미, 생각남, 암시되어진 사람, 들어 주다, 처럼 들리다. 급행하다. 생각하기, 제의.

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myself—(this is letting you into the State secrets)—it affects an employer greatly. Human nature, I’m afraid.” “I hadn’t thought of that,” murmured Margaret, while Helen said, “Our human nature appears to be the other way round. We employ people because they’re unemployed. The boot man, for instance.” “And how does he clean the boots?” “Not well,” confessed Margaret.% “There you are!” “Then do you really advise us to tell this youth—” “I advise nothing,” he interrupted, glancing up and down the Embankment, in case his indiscretion had been overheard. “I oughtn’t to have spoken—but I happen to know, being more or less behind the scenes. The Porphyrion’s a bad, bad concern—Now, don’t say I said so. It’s outside the Tariff Ring.” “Certainly I won’t say. In fact, I don’t know what that means.” “I thought an insurance company never smashed,” was Helen’s contribution. “Don’t the others always run in and save them?” “You’re thinking of reinsurance,” said Mr. Wilcox mildly. “It is exactly there that the Porphyrion is weak. It has tried to undercut, has been badly hit by a long series of small fires, and it hasn’t been able to reinsure. I’m afraid that public companies don’t save one another for love.” “ ‘Human nature,’ I suppose,” quoted Helen, and he laughed and agreed that it was. When Margaret said that she supposed that clerks, like every one else, found it extremely difficult to get situations in these days, he replied, “Yes, extremely,” and rose to rejoin his friends. He knew by his own office—seldom a vacant post, and hundreds of applicants for it; at present no vacant post. “And how’s Howards End looking?” said Margaret, wishing to change the subject before they parted. Mr. Wilcox was a little apt to think one wanted to get something out of him. “It’s let.”

Korean boot: 장화를 신기다, 장화, 번뜩이는. 구둣발질하다, 쓸모있다, 덤, indiscretion: 무분별, 비밀누설, 구듯발질, 이익, 덤으로-쓸모 있다, 지각없음, 무분별한 행위, 근신하지 도움이 되다, 구두닦이, 발길로 차다. 않는 행위, 경솔한 언동, 무분별의. employ: 고용하다, 쓰다, 고용, 사용, reinsure: 재보험하다, 보험자가 다시 에 종사하다, 소비하다, 소비하다부보하다. 고용, 실직하다, 에 고용되어, rejoin: 응답하다, 다시 결합하다, 사용하다, 직업을 주다. 재회하다, 다시 함께 되다, 다시 employer: 고용주. 합치다, 재 합동시키다, glancing: 번쩍번쩍 빛나는, 넌지시 재결합시키다, 재결합하다, 빗대는, 맞고 빗나가는, 번쩍이는, 재합동시키다, 항변하다, 대답하다.

supposed: 상상된, 가정의, 소문난. undercut: 싼값으로 팔다, 소 돼지의 허리살, 하부를 잘라내다, 허리의 연한 고기, 가격을 내리다, 쳐올리다, 의 아래 부분을 잘라내다, 아래를 잘라낸, 아래 부분을 잘라냄, 벌채할 나무의 넘어지는 방향을 나타낸 새김눈, 밑에서 쳐올리기. vacant: 빈, 멍한, 한가한, 비어 있는, 공허한, 결원의, 사람이 안 사는, 허탈한, 빈자리 지위의, 빈자리의.

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“Really. And you wandering homeless in long-haired Chelsea? strange are the ways of Fate!”%

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“No; it’s let unfurnished. We’ve moved.” “Why, I thought of you both as anchored there for ever. Evie never told me.” “I dare say when you met Evie the thing wasn’t settled. We only moved a week ago. Paul has rather a feeling for the old place, and we held on for him to have his holiday there; but, really, it is impossibly small. Endless drawbacks. I forget whether you’ve been up to it?” “As far as the house, never.” “Well, Howards End is one of those converted farms. They don’t really do, spend what you will on them. We messed away with a garage all among the wych-elm roots, and last year we enclosed a bit of the meadow and attempted a mockery. Evie got rather keen on Alpine plants. But it didn’t do—no, it didn’t do. You remember, or your sister will remember, the farm with those abominable guinea-fowls, and the hedge that the old woman never would cut properly, so that it all went thin at the bottom. And, inside the house, the beams—and the staircase through a door—picturesque enough, but not a place to live in.” He glanced over the parapet cheerfully. “Full tide. And the position wasn’t right either. The neighbourhood’s getting suburban. Either be in London or out of it, I say; so we’ve taken a house in Ducie Street, close to Sloane Street, and a place right down in Shropshire—Oniton Grange. Ever heard of Oniton? Do come and see us—right away from everywhere, up towards Wales. “ “What a change!” said Margaret. But the change was in her own voice, which had become most sad. “I can’t imagine Howards End or Hilton without you.” “Hilton isn’t without us,” he replied. “Charles is there still.” “Still?” said Margaret, who had not kept up with the Charles’. “But I thought he was still at Epsom. They were furnishing that Christmas—one Christmas. How everything alters! I used to admire Mrs. Charles from our windows very often. Wasn’t it Epsom?”

Korean anchored: 닻을 내린, 서로 가까이 모여 있는. cheerfully: 쾌활하게, 기분좋게, 명랑하게, 기쁜 마음으로, 기꺼이. converted: 전환된, 개장한, 개종한. everywhere: 어디에나, 도처에, 모든 곳. furnishing: 복식품, 비치된 가구, 가구의 설비, 가구. homeless: 집없는, 집이 없는. impossibly: 극단적으로, 있을것

같지도 않게, 참을수 없는, 지독한, 특유의, 세련되지 않은 교외거주자, 어처구니 없이, 어림도 없는, 어려운, 시외의, 교외에 있는. 불가능한, 불가능하게, 터무니없이, tide: 풍조, 때, 경향, 극복하다, 조수, 있을 수 없을 정도로. 흐름, 조수를 타고가다, 헤어나게 long-haired: 예술가의, 인텔리 같은, 하다, 성쇠, 나르다, 견뎌내게 하다. 장발의, 젊고 반사회적인 히피적인. unfurnished: 공급되지 않은, 설비가 mockery: 조롱, 조소의 대상, 헛수고, 안된. 흉내, 놀림, 가짜. wandering: 만유, 헛소리, 헤매는, properly: 정확히, 철저히, 훌륭하게, 어슬렁어슬렁 걷기, 옆길로새는, 전적으로, 적당히, 적당하게. 두서없는, 방랑, 산책, 꾸불꾸불한, suburban: 교외의, 편협한, 도시 근교 돌아다니는, 방랑하여.

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“Yes, %but they moved eighteen months ago. Charles, the good chap”—his voice dropped—”thought I should be lonely. I didn’t want him to move, but he would, and took a house at the other end of Hilton, down by the Six Hills. He had a motor, too. There they all are, a very jolly party—he and she and the two grandchildren.” “I manage other people’s affairs so much better than they manage them themselves,” said Margaret as they shook hands. “When you moved out of Howards End, I should have moved Mr. Charles Wilcox into it. I should have kept so remarkable a place in the family.” “So it is,” he replied. “I haven’t sold it, and don’t mean to.” “No; but none of you are there.” “Oh, we’ve got a splendid tenant—Hamar Bryce, an invalid. If Charles ever wanted it—but he won’t. Dolly is so dependent on modern conveniences. No, we have all decided against Howards End. We like it in a way, but now we feel that it is neither one thing nor the other. One must have one thing or the other.” “And some people are lucky enough to have both. You’re doing yourself proud, Mr. Wilcox. My congratulations.” “And mine,” said Helen. “Do remind Evie to come and see us—two, Wickham Place. We shan’t be there very long, either.” “You, too, on the move?” “Next September,” Margaret sighed. “Every one moving! Good-bye.” The tide had begun to ebb. Margaret leant over the parapet and watched it sadly. Mr. Wilcox had forgotten his wife, Helen her lover; she herself was probably forgetting. Every one moving. Is it worth while attempting the past when there is this continual flux even in the hearts of men? Helen roused her by saying: “What a prosperous vulgarian Mr. Wilcox has grown! I have very little use for him in these days. However, he did tell us

Korean affairs: 상황, 정사. conveniences: 의식주의 편리. dependent: 의존하는, 부양 가족, 의존하는 사람, 종속의, 종속의의존하는 사람, 남에게 의지하여 사는 사람, 에 좌우되는, 의지하는, 매달린. ebb: 썰물, 간조, 기울다, 쇠퇴, 성쇠, 성쇠-써다, 만회하다, 감퇴, 줄다, 빠지다. eighteen: 열여덟의 열여덟, 열여덟살, 열 여덟, 십팔.

lonely: 쓸쓸한, 고립한, 고독한, 어거하다, 어겨하다. 외톨이, 외로운, 인적이 드문, proud: 자존심이 있는, 거만한, 고독하게. 자랑하고 있는, 영광으로 여기는, lover: 애호자, 연인, 애인, 찬미자, 자랑으로 생각하는, 자랑할 만한, 문예 따위의 애호자. 자랑하다, 당당한, 교만한, 일이 lucky: 행운의, 운이좋은, 상서로운, 자랑할 만한, 물건이 자랑할 만한. 운이 좋은, 재수 좋은 사람, 도망, remarkable: 주목할 만한, 비범한, 행운을 가져오는. 이상한, 현저한, 보통이 아닌, 드문, manage: 처리하다, 다루다, 조종하다, 두드러진, 놀랄만한, 비상한, 뛰어난. 경영하다, 관리하다, 조교하다, vulgarian: 상스러운 사람, 속인, 취급하다, 헤쳐나가다, 먹다, 상스러운어정뱅이, 속물, 속물의.

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about the Porphyrion. Let us write to Mr. Bast as soon as ever we get home, and tell him to clear out of it at once.”% “Do; yes, that’s worth doing. Let us.” “Let’s ask him to tea.”

Korean ask: 청구하다, 초청하다, 만한. 결혼예고를발표하다, 묻다, 물어보다, write: 쓰다, 기록하다, 저작하다, 부탁하다, 필요로하다, 청하다, 편지를 쓰다, 써넣다, 써서 칭하다, 세평을 묻다, 의뢰하다, 초대하다. 나타내다, 기술하다, 글씨를 쓰다, bast: 인피부, 속껍질. 기억 장치에 기록하다, 쓰이다. soon: 빨리, 기꺼이, 곧, 이내, 이윽고, 하자마자, 하자 마자, 하고 싶다, 보다는 차라리, 일찍. worth: 값어치, 상당하는 분량, 일어나다, 재산, 만큼의 값어치가 있는, 어치, 의 가치가 있는, 가치, 할

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CHAPTER 16

Leonard accepted the invitation to tea next Saturday. But he was right; the visit proved a conspicuous failure.% “Sugar?” said Margaret. “Cake?” said Helen. “The big cake or the little deadlies? I’m afraid you thought my letter rather odd, but we’ll explain—we aren’t odd, really—not affected, really. We’re over-expressive: that’s all. “ As a lady’s lap-dog Leonard did not excel. He was not an Italian, still less a Frenchman, in whose blood there runs the very spirit of persiflage and of gracious repartee. His wit was the Cockney’s; it opened no doors into imagination, and Helen was drawn up short by “The more a lady has to say, the better,” administered waggishly. “Oh, yes,” she said. “Ladies brighten—” “Yes, I know. The darlings are regular sunbeams. Let me give you a plate.” “How do you like your work?” interposed Margaret. He, too, was drawn up short. He would not have these women prying into his work. They were Romance, and so was the room to which he had at last penetrated, with the queer sketches of people bathing upon its walls, and so

Korean affected: 영향을 받은, 체하는, 침범된, 짐짓 꾸민, 한 기분으로 있는, 감동한, 걸린, 부자연스런, 일부러인 것 같은, 젠체하는, 감동된. bathing: 수영, 멱감기수영복 차림의 미인, 목욕. cake: 케이크, 얇고 납작한 빵, 뭉치다, 단단한 덩어리, 두껍게뒤덮다, 핫케이크, 케이크 한개, 양과자-굳다, 양과자, 뭉쳐지다, 굳게하다. conspicuous: 두드러진, 확실히

보이는, 눈에 잘 띄는, 현저한, 홀수의, 한쪽의, 장소 따위 동떨어진, 저명한, 이채를 띤, 뛰어난, 뚜렷한. 이상한. drawn: 비긴, 빼낸, 속을빼낸, 찡그린, persiflage: 농담, 놀림, 야유. 잡아뽑은, 내장을 따낸, 잡아당겨 regular: 완전한, 규칙적인, 상비의, 늘어진, 잡아당겨 일그러진, 그어진. 정규의, 일상의, 통례의, 규칙변화의, excel: 능가하다, 뛰어나다, 빼어나다. 정식의, 본직의, 정규병, 정기적인. imagination: 상상, 상상력, 창작력, repartee: 재치 있는 응답, 재치 있는 공상, 창조력, 심상, 구상력, 즉답, 재치 있게 맞받는 재간, 망상이해력. 재치있게 즉답하는 솜씨, 재치있게 odd: 여분의, 나머지의, 임시의, 짝이 즉답하는 재간, 임기 응변의 응답. 맞지 않게, 묘한, 괴상하게, 은혜,

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were the very tea-cups, with their delicate borders of wild strawberries. But he would not let Romance interfere with his life. There is the devil to pay then.% “Oh, well enough,” he answered. “Your company is the Porphyrion, isn’t it?” “Yes, that’s so”—becoming rather offended. round.”

“It’s funny how things get

“Why funny?” asked Helen, who did not follow the workings of his mind. “It was written as large as life on your card, and considering we wrote to you there, and that you replied on the stamped paper—” “Would you call the Porphyrion one of the big Insurance Companies?” pursued Margaret. “It depends what you call big.” “I mean by big, a solid, well-established concern, that offers a reasonably good career to its employes.” “I couldn’t say—some would tell you one thing and others another,” said the employe uneasily. “For my own part”—he shook his head—”I only believe half I hear. Not that even; it’s safer. Those clever ones come to the worse grief, I’ve often noticed. Ah, you can’t be too careful.” He drank, and wiped his moustache, which was going to be one of those moustaches that always droop into tea-cups—more bother than they’re worth, surely, and not fashionable either. “I quite agree, and that’s why I was curious to know: is it a solid, wellestablished concern?” Leonard had no idea. He understood his own corner of the machine, but nothing beyond it. He desired to confess neither knowledge nor ignorance, and under these circumstances, another motion of the head seemed safest. To him, as to the British public, the Porphyrion was the Porphyrion of the advertisement—a giant, in the classical style, but draped sufficiently, who held in one hand a burning torch, and pointed with the other to St. Paul’s and Windsor Castle. A

Korean delicate: 섬세한, 허약한, 고상한, 정묘한, 미묘한, 민감한, 우아한, 솜씨 좋은, 세심한 주의가 필요한, 정밀한, 맛좋은. devil: 악마, 악인, 하청일을 하다, 짓찢다, 괴롭히다, 고기에 후추를 발라 굽다, 비상한 정력가, 비상한 정력가-고기에 후추를 발라 굽다, 괴상한 우상, 지독한, 제기랄. droop: 쇠하다, 풀이죽다, 처지다, 수그러지다, 늘어짐, 고개숙임,

수그러짐, 눈을내리깔다, 눈을 내리깔다, 처짐, 축 늘어짐. employe: 종업원, 사용인, 고용인, 피고용인. giant: 거인, 거대한, 위인, 기가스. grief: 재난, 실패하다, 비탄, 불운, 깊은 슬픔, 고통. ignorance: 무식, 무지, 모르고 있음. reasonably: 합리적으로, 꽤, 알맞게, 상당히, 온당하게, 분별있게, 무리없이, 마땅하여, 당연히, 이성을

갖고, 사리에 맞게. solid: 고체, 견실한, 입체의, 고체의, 사이가 좋은, 멋진, 완전한, 순수한, 속이 비지 않은, 연속된, 하이픈없이 된. sufficiently: 충분히. torch: 횃불, 빛, 막대 모양의 회중 전등, 토치램프, 회중 전등, 지식의 등불, 방화범, 문화의 등불, 토치. well-established: 정착된, 확립된, 기초가 튼튼한.

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large sum of money was inscribed below, and you drew your own conclusions. This giant caused Leonard to do arithmetic and write letters, to explain the regulations to new clients, and re-explain them to old ones. A giant was of an impulsive morality—one knew that much. He would pay for Mrs. Munt’s hearth-rug with ostentatious haste, a large claim he would repudiate quietly, and fight court by court. But his true fighting weight, his antecedents, his amours with other members of the commercial Pantheon—all these were as uncertain to ordinary mortals as were the escapades of Zeus. While the gods are powerful, we learn little about them. It is only in the days of their decadence that a strong light beats into heaven.% “We were told the Porphyrion’s no go,” blurted Helen. “We wanted to tell you; that’s why we wrote.” “A friend of ours did think that it is unsufficiently reinsured,” said Margaret. Now Leonard had his clue. He must praise the Porphyrion. “You can tell your friend,” he said, “that he’s quite wrong.” “Oh, good!” The young man coloured a little. In his circle to be wrong was fatal. The Miss Schlegels did not mind being wrong. They were genuinely glad that they had been misinformed. To them nothing was fatal but evil. “Wrong, so to speak,” he added. “How ‘so to speak’?” “I mean I wouldn’t say he’s right altogether.” But this was a blunder. “Then he is right partly,” said the elder woman, quick as lightning. Leonard replied that every one was right partly, if it came to that. “Mr. Bast, I don’t understand business, and I dare say my questions are stupid, but can you tell me what makes a concern ‘right’ or ‘wrong’?” Leonard sat back with a sigh.

Korean antecedents: 경력, 이력. arithmetic: 산수, 계산, 셈본, 초등수학, 산수의 능력, 산수의. clue: 실마리, 단서, 에게 정보를 주다, 줄거리, 이야기의 줄거리, 도표, 퍼즐의 열쇠, 에게실마리를 주다, 열쇠, 에게 실마리를 주다, 에게 해결의 실마리를 주다. genuinely: 순수하게, 진정으로, 성실하게. haste: 서두름, 급속, 재촉하다,

서두르다, 서두르게 하다, 성급, 급함. repudiate: 거절하다, 거부하다, inscribed: 헌사하는, 내접시키는, 부인하다, 이행을 거절하다, 인연을 명기하는, 쓰는, 기입하는. 끊다, 포기하다, 이혼하다, 의절하다, lightning: 번개, 전광, 번개와 같은, 국채의 지불을 거부하다, 국채의 번개의. 지불을 거절하다, 국가가 국채의 misinformed: 잘못 알고 있는, 정보를 지불을 거절하다. 잘못 들은. sigh: 한숨, 탄식, 을 슬퍼하다, ostentatious: 허세부리는, 겉꾸미는, 한숨쉬며 말하다, 그리워하다, 화려한. 살랑거리다, 슬퍼하다, 한숨 쉬다, quietly: 조용히, 수수하게, 얌전하게, 한숨 지으며 말하다, 한숨 짓듯 평온하게, 살짝, 침착하게. 산들거리다, 사모하다.

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“Our friend, who is also a business man, was so positive. He said before Christmas—” “And advised you to clear out of it,” concluded Helen. “But I don’t see why he should know better than you do.” Leonard rubbed his hands. He was tempted to say that he knew nothing about the thing at all. But a commercial training was too strong for him. Nor could he say it was a bad thing, for this would be giving it away; nor yet that it was good, for this would be giving it away equally. He attempted to suggest that it was something between the two, with vast possibilities in either direction, but broke down under the gaze of four sincere eyes. As yet he scarcely distinguished between the two sisters. One was more beautiful and more lively, but “the Miss Schlegels” still remained a composite Indian god, whose waving arms and contradictory speeches were the product of a single mind.% “One can but see,” he remarked, adding, “as Ibsen says, ‘things happen.’ “ He was itching to talk about books and make the most of his romantic hour. Minute after minute slipped away, while the ladies, with imperfect skill, discussed the subject of reinsurance or praised their anonymous friend. Leonard grew annoyed—perhaps rightly. He made vague remarks about not being one of those who minded their affairs being talked over by others, but they did not take the hint. Men might have shown more tact. Women, however tactful elsewhere, are heavy-handed here. They cannot see why we should shroud our incomes and our prospects in a veil. “How much exactly have you, and how much do you expect to have next June?” And these were women with a theory, who held that reticence about money matters is absurd, and that life would be truer if each would state the exact size of the golden island upon which he stands, the exact stretch of warp over which he throws the woof that is not money. How can we do justice to the pattern otherwise? And the precious minutes slipped away, and Jacky and squalor came nearer. At last he could bear it no longer, and broke in, reciting the names of books feverishly. There was a moment of piercing joy when Margaret said, “So you

Korean anonymous: 작자불명의, 익명의, 개성없는, 작자 불명의, 개성이 없는, 의명의. composite: 합성의, 혼성의, 합성물, 혼합식의, 복합물, 복합의, 혼합객차, 혼합 객차. feverishly: 불안정하게, 열광적으로, 열나게. heavy-handed: 압제적인. imperfect: 미완료의, 불완전한, 불충분한, 결점이 있는, 미완료 시제,

미완료시제, 반과거의, 미완성의. itching: 가려운, 가려움, 갈망, 하고 싶어 못견디는, 하고싶어 못견딤. lively: 명랑한, 쾌할한, 선명한, 활기있는, 잘 튀는, 활발하게, 실감을주는, 실감을 주는, 힘차게, 기운찬, 곡 따위 명랑한. piercing: 꿰찌르는, 날카로운, 뼈에 사무치는, 통찰력 있는, 꿰뚫는. reinsurance: 재보험. shroud: 덮개, 수의, 양옆뱃전에 버틴

돛대줄, 싸는 것, 양 옆뱃전에 버틴 돛대줄, 지하 예배당, 돛대 밧줄, 측판, 수의를 입히다, 가리다. tact: 재치, 촉감, 요령, 솜씨, 재주, 박자. tactful: 감각이 세련된, 약삭빠른, 재치 있는, 지치 있는, 재치있는, 요령있는, 빈틈없는, 적절한. veil: 베일, 감추다, 가리개, 구실, 너울, 덮어 가리는 물건, 막, 싸다, 베일을 걸치다, 덮개, 연구개.

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like Carlyle,” and then the door opened, and “Mr. Wilcox, Miss Wilcox” entered, preceded by two prancing puppies.% “Oh, the dears! Oh, Evie, how too impossibly sweet!” screamed Helen, falling on her hands and knees. “We brought the little fellows round,” said Mr. Wilcox. “I bred ‘em myself.” “Oh, really! Mr. Bast, come and play with puppies.” “I’ve got to be going now,” said Leonard sourly. “But play with puppies a little first.” “This is Ahab, that’s Jezebel,” said Evie, who was one of those who name animals after the less successful characters of Old Testament history. “I’ve got to be going.” Helen was too much occupied with puppies to notice him. “Mr. Wilcox, Mr. Ba—Must you be really? Good-bye!” “Come again,” said Helen from the floor. Then Leonard’s gorge arose. Why should he come again? What was the good of it? He said roundly: “No, I shan’t; I knew it would be a failure.” Most people would have let him go. “A little mistake. We tried knowing another class—impossible.” But the Schlegels had never played with life. They had attempted friendship, and they would take the consequences. Helen retorted, “I call that a very rude remark. What do you want to turn on me like that for?” and suddenly the drawing-room re-echoed to a vulgar row. “You ask me why I turn on you?” “Yes.” “What do you want to have me here for?” “To help you, you silly boy!” cried Helen. “And don’t shout.”

Korean bred: 하게 자란. falling: 낙하, 타락, 함락, 떨어지는, 전도, 내리는, 추락, 하락하는, 타락하는, 강하, 붕괴. gorge: 게걸스레 먹다, 불쾌, 골짜기, 좁은통로를 막는 물건, 삼킨 음식, 가득 채우다, 배불리 먹다, 대로를 막는 집적물, 목구멍, 불쾌함, 통로를 막는 집적물. history: 역사, 사극, 경력, 연혁, 사학, 사서, 이야기, 조직적 기술, 과거지사.

knees: 무릎. knowing: 멋진, 빈틈 없는, 아는 체하는, 알고 있는, 지식, 멋있는, 사물을 아는, 앎, 잘 알고 있는, 모자 따위 멋있는, 빈틈없는. notice: 통지, 게시, 주의, 주의하다, 고시, 통지하다, 언급하다, 후대, 예고, 주목하다, 통보. roundly: 둥글게, 기운차게, 완전히, 솔직히, 충분히, 대강, 활발히, 원형으로, 솔직하게, 세차게, 철저히.

row: 젓다, 거리, 열, 줄, 소동, 법석, 말다툼하다, 가로수, 노젓기, 떠들다, 배를 젓다. sourly: 불쾌하게, 심술궂게, 음침하게, 시큼하게, 시게, 까다롭게. successful: 성공한, 성대한, 입신한, 대성공의, 합격한, 좋은 결과의, 출세한, 운 좋은, 크게 히트한, 잘된, 명성을 얻은. tried: 시험이 끝난, 확실한, 시험을 마친.

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“I don’t want your patronage. I don’t want your tea. I was quite happy. What do you want to unsettle me for?” He turned to Mr. Wilcox. “I put it to this gentleman. I ask you, sir, am to have my brain picked?” Mr. Wilcox turned to Margaret with the air of humorous strength that he could so well command. “Are we intruding, Miss Schlegel? Can we be of any use or shall we go?” But Margaret ignored him.% “I’m connected with a leading insurance company, sir. I receive what I take to be an invitation from these—ladies” (he drawled the word). “I come, and it’s to have my brain picked. I ask you, is it fair?” “Highly unfair,” said Mr. Wilcox, drawing a gasp from Evie, who knew that her father was becoming dangerous. “There, you hear that? Most unfair, the gentleman says. There! Not content with”—pointing at Margaret—”you can’t deny it.” His voice rose: he was falling into the rhythm of a scene with Jacky. “But as soon as I’m useful it’s a very different thing. ‘Oh yes, send for him. Cross-question him. Pick his brains.’ Oh yes. Now, take me on the whole, I’m a quiet fellow: I’m law-abiding, I don’t wish any unpleasantness; but I—I—” “You,” said Margaret—”you—you—” Laughter from Evie, as at a repartee. “You are the man who tried to walk by the Pole Star.” More laughter. “You saw the sunrise.” Laughter. “You tried to get away from the fogs that are stifling us all—away past books and houses to the truth. You were looking for a real home. “ “I fail to see the connection,” said Leonard, hot with stupid anger. “So do I.” There was a pause. “You were that last Sunday—you are this today. Mr. Bast! I and my sister have talked you over. We wanted to help you;

Korean anger: 화, 성, 노염, 노여움, 분노, 성나게 하다. connected: 연속된, 관계가 있는, 일관된, 연고가 있는, 관계있는, 연락이 있는. deny: 부정하다, 면회를 거절하다, 거절하다, 부인하다. gasp: 헐떡거리다, 숨이 막히다, 헐떡거리며 말하다, 헐떡거림, 숨참, 헐떡임, 열망하다, 숨막힘. humorous: 익살스러운,

우스꽝스러운, 유우머가 있는, 익살의. law-abiding: 준법의. patronage: 후원, 서임권, 애고, 후원하다, 특히 관직의 임명권, 임명권, 생색, 생색을 내기. rhythm: 리듬, 율동, 운율, 규칙적인 반복운동, 반복, 운율형식, 절주, 율. stifling: 답답한, 숨막힐 듯한, 딱딱하고 거북한, 거북살스러운, 숨막힐듯한.

unfair: 부정한, 불공평한, 공명 정대하지 못한. unpleasantness: 오해, 불화, 살풍경, 불유쾌, 불쾌감, 불쾌한 일, 불쾌함, 비위에 거슬림, 사건다툼, 파흥, 몰취미. unsettle: 침착성을 잃게하다, 동요시키다, 동요하다, 어지럽히다, 불안정해지다, 의 마음을 동요시키다, 뒤흔들다.

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we also supposed you might help us. We did not have you here out of charity— which bores us—but because we hoped there would be a connection between last Sunday and other days. What is the good of your stars and trees, your sunrise and the wind, if they do not enter into our daily lives? They have never entered into mine, but into yours, we thought—Haven’t we all to struggle against life’s daily greyness, against pettiness, against mechanical cheerfulness, against suspicion? I struggle by remembering my friends; others I have known by remembering some place—some beloved place or tree—we thought you one of these.” “Of course, if there’s been any misunderstanding,” mumbled Leonard, “all I can do is to go. But I beg to state—” He paused. Ahab and Jezebel danced at his boots and made him look ridiculous. “You were picking my brain for official information—I can prove it—I—He blew his nose and left them.% “Can I help you now?” said Mr. Wilcox, turning to Margaret. “May I have one quiet word with him in the hall?” “Helen, go after him—do anything—anything—to make the noodle understand.” Helen hesitated. “But really—” said their visitor. “Ought she to?” At once she went. He resumed. “I would have chimed in, but I felt that you could polish him off for yourselves—I didn’t interfere. You were splendid, Miss Schlegel— absolutely splendid. You can take my word for it, but there are very few women who could have managed him.” “Oh yes,” said Margaret distractedly. “Bowling him over with those long sentences was what fetched me,” cried Evie. “Yes, indeed,” chuckled her father; “all that part about ‘mechanical cheerfulness’—oh, fine!”

Korean beloved: 가장 사랑하는, 애인, 남편, 소중한-가장 사랑하는 사람, 아내, 가장 사랑하는 사람, 귀여운, 애용하는, 여보, 사랑받아, 사랑스러운. bowling: 볼링, 투구, 스키틀, 목 구 희, 공굴리기, 구 주 희. cheerfulness: 쾌활하는 것. connection: 연결, 관계, 연락, 단체, 정교, 단골, 친척, 사이, 종파, 거래처, 연고.

greyness: 회색. mechanical: 기계의, 물리적인, 기계에 의한, 기계학의, 기게학의, 기계적인, 기계역학의, 기계상의, 직공의. pettiness: 비열, 시시함, 인색함, 하찮음, 도량이 좁은. picking: 채집물, 좀도둑, 이삭, 남은 것, 훔친 물품, 장물, 따고 남은 것, 선발, 곡괭 따위로 파기, 파기. ridiculous: 웃기는, 우스운, 터무니 없이, 터무니 없는, 어리석은,

우스꽝스러운. stars: 별빛. suspicion: 미량, 의심, 협의, 소량, 낌새챔, 느낌, 용의, 에 혐의를 두다. visitor: 체재객, 방문자, 장학사, 문병객, 관광객, 순시자, 철새, 방문객, 시찰원, 원정군. yours: 당신의, 당신의 편지, 당신의 것, 댁내, 경구, 당신의 역할, 당신의 가족, 경백, 당신의 것인, 당신의 본분, 드림.

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“I’m very sorry,” said Margaret, collecting herself. “He’s a nice creature really. I cannot think what set him off. It has been most unpleasant for you.” “Oh, I didn’t mind.” Then he changed his mood. He asked if he might speak as an old friend, and, permission given, said: “Oughtn’t you really to be more careful?” Margaret laughed, though her thoughts still strayed after Helen. “Do you realize that it’s all your fault?” she said. “You’re responsible.” “I?” “This is the young man whom we were to warn against the Porphyrion. We warn him, and—look!” Mr. Wilcox was annoyed. “I hardly consider that a fair deduction,” he said.% “Obviously unfair,” said Margaret. “I was only thinking how tangled things are. It’s our fault mostly—neither yours nor his.” “Not his?” “No.” “Miss Schlegel, you are too kind.” “Yes, indeed,” nodded Evie, a little contemptuously. “You behave much too well to people, and then they impose on you. I know the world and that type of man, and as soon as I entered the room I saw you had not been treating him properly. You must keep that type at a distance. Otherwise they forget themselves. Sad, but true. They aren’t our sort, and one must face the fact.” “Ye-es.” “Do admit that we should never have had the outburst if he was a gentleman.” “I admit it willingly,” said Margaret, who was pacing up and down the room. “A gentleman would have kept his suspicions to himself.” Mr. Wilcox watched her with a vague uneasiness.

Korean admit: 허락하다, 들이다, 인정하다, distance: 거리, 간격, 능가하다, 사이, 승인하다, 입장을 허용하다, 수용할 앞 지르다, 사이를 두다, 먼데 사이를 수 있다, 고백하다, 여지가 있다, 에 두다, 앞지르다, 먼 데, 먼 거리, 들어갈 수단이 되다, 수용하다, 넣다. 간격을 두다. behave: 처신하다, 행동하다, fair: 깨끗한, 아름다운, 순조로운, 갠, 예절바르게 행동하다, 올바르게 정중한, 금발의, 여성, 장애물이 없는, 행동하다, 작동하다, 움직이다, 유망한, 품평회, 철저한. 예절바르다, 얌전하다, 작용하다, gentleman: 남자분, 신사, 모험가, 반응을 나타내다, 성질을 나타내다. 종복, 협잡꾼, 지체높은사람, 수입이 contemptuously: 모욕적으로, 있지만 직업이 없는남자, 남자용 경멸하여. 변소, 남자, 유한계급, 그 남자.

impose: 강요하다, 속이다, 과하다, 정판하다, 떠맡기다, 부과하다, 지우다, 속여서 사게하다, 안기다, 안수하다, 에 편승하다 편승하다. pacing: 보측. permission: 허가, 허용, 면허, 허락. strayed: 길을 잃는. tangled: 얽힌, 혼란을 일으킨, 분규의. unpleasant: 불쾌한, 불유쾌한, 심술궂은.

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“What%did he suspect you of?” “Of wanting to make money out of him.” “Intolerable brute! But how were you to benefit?” “Exactly. How indeed! Just horrible, corroding suspicion. One touch of thought or of goodwill would have brushed it away. Just the senseless fear that does make men intolerable brutes.” “I come back to my original point. You ought to be more careful, Miss Schlegel. Your servants ought to have orders not to let such people in.” She turned to him frankly. “Let me explain exactly why we like this man, and want to see him again.” “That’s your clever way of thinking. I shall never believe you like him.” “I do. Firstly, because he cares for physical adventure, just as you do. Yes, you go motoring and shooting; he would like to go camping out. Secondly, he cares for something special in adventure. It is quickest to call that special something poetry—” “Oh, he’s one of that writer sort.” “No—oh no! I mean he may be, but it would be loathsome stiff. His brain is filled with the husks of books, culture—horrible; we want him to wash out his brain and go to the real thing. We want to show him how he may get upsides with life. As I said, either friends or the country, some”—she hesitated—”either some very dear person or some very dear place seems necessary to relieve life’s daily grey, and to show that it is grey. If possible, one should have both.” Some of her words ran past Mr. Wilcox. He let them run past. Others he caught and criticized with admirable lucidity. “Your mistake is this, and it is a very common mistake. This young bounder has a life of his own. What right have you to conclude it is an unsuccessful life, or, as you call it, ‘grey’?” “Because—”

Korean bounder: 벼락출세자, 버릇없는사람, 바운드가 큰 땅볼, 천한 사람. brute: 짐승, 싫은 놈, 야수적인, 감각이 없는, 잔인한. camping: 야영, 캠프생활, 캠프 생활, 천막 생활. goodwill: 호의, 영업권, 단골, 동정. horrible: 무서운, 심한, 지겨운, 무시무시한, 오싹할 만큼 싫은. loathsome: 지긋지긋한, 구역질 나는, 기분 나쁜, 육체적으로 기분 나쁜,

싫는, 싫어서 견딜 수 없는. 무의미한. lucidity: 맑음, 광휘, 밝음, 투명, 명백, shooting: 촬영, 사격, 총사냥, 발사, 명석, 광명, 밝기, 본정신, 제정신, 격통, 수렵, 사출, 사냥터, 쿡쿡 청명. 쑤시는 아픔, 수렵 구역. relieve: 구제하다, 해직하다, stiff: 시체, 딱딱한, 빡빡한, 독한, 안심시키다, 덜다, 경감하다, 대조 강세의, 완고한, 뻣뻣한, 되게 반죽된, 시키다, 덜어주다, 돋보이게 하다, 딱딱한사람, 잘움직이지 않는, 경직한 두드러지게 하다, 교대하다, 팽팽한. 구출하다. wash: 도금하다, 씻다, 세광하다, 세제, senseless: 무감각한, 무분별한, 세탁, 습지, 화장수, 믿을 만하다, 그 무의식의, 몰상식한, 무감각의, 소리, 씻어 정하게 하다, 쓸어 넣다.

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“One minute. You know nothing about him. He probably has his own joys and interests—wife, children, snug little home. That’s where we practical fellows”—he smiled—”are more tolerant than you intellectuals. We live and let live, and assume that things are jogging on fairly well elsewhere, and that the ordinary plain man may be trusted to look after his own affairs. I quite grant—I look at the faces of the clerks in my own office, and observe them to be dull, but I don’t know what’s going on beneath. So, by the way, with London. I have heard you rail against London, Miss Schlegel, and it seems a funny thing to say but I was very angry with you. What do you know about London? You only see civilization from the outside. I don’t say in your case, but in too many cases that attitude leads to morbidity, discontent, and Socialism.” She admitted the strength of his position, though it undermined imagination. As he spoke, some outposts of poetry and perhaps of sympathy fell ruining, and she retreated to what she called her “second line”—to the special facts of the case.% “His wife is an old bore,” she said simply. “He never came home last Saturday night because he wanted to be alone, and she thought he was with us.” “With you?” “Yes.” Evie tittered. “He hasn’t got the cosy home that you assumed. He needs outside interests.” “Naughty young man!” cried the girl. “Naughty?” said Margaret, who hated naughtiness more than sin. “When you’re married, Miss Wilcox, won’t you want outside interests?” “He has apparently got them,” put in Mr. Wilcox slyly. “Yes, indeed, Father.” “He was tramping in Surrey, if you mean that,” said Margaret, pacing away rather crossly. “Oh, I dare say!” “Miss Wilcox, he was!”

Korean discontent: 불만, 불만을 품게하다, 정신의 병적 상태, 정신의 병적 성질, 불만의 원인, 불만이 있는, 불평이 질병률. 있는. naughtiness: 장난꾸러기. hated: 미워하는. observe: 관찰하다, 소견을 말하다, intellectuals: 지식인들. 지키다, 주시하다, 거행하다, jogging: 조깅. 진술하다, 규칙 따위를 준수하다, leads: 지붕을 잇는데 쓰는 함석. 인지하다, 준수하다, 관찰에 의하여 married: 결혼한, 부부의, 기혼자, 인지하다. 기혼의. plain: 명백한, 평이한, 쉬운, 보통의, morbidity: 병적인 상태, 불건전, 병적 솔직한, 소박한, 평탄한, 단순한, 상태, 한 지방의 질병률, 병적 성질, 예쁘지 않은, 무늬없는, 평지.

sin: 잘못, 죄, 칠죄종, 짓다, 위반, 저지르다, 벌받을 일, 죄를 짓다, 사인, 신. slyly: 몰래, 장난스러운, 교활한, 은밀한, 익살맞은, 음흉한. snug: 아늑한, 넉넉한, 숨은, 조촐한, 깨끗한, 내항성있는, 잘 정비된, 서로 기분 좋게 눕다, 가지런히 정비된, 단정히 하다, 아담한. tolerant: 관대한, 내성이 있는, 아량있는, 아량이 있는.

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“M-m-m-m!” from Mr. Wilcox, who thought the episode amusing, if risque. With most ladies he would not have discussed it, but he was trading on Margaret’s reputation as an emanicipated woman.% “He said so, and about such a thing he wouldn’t lie.” They both began to laugh. “That’s where I differ from you. Men lie about their positions and prospects, but not about a thing of that sort.” He shook his head. “Miss Schlegel, excuse me, but I know the type.” “I said before—he isn’t a type. He cares about adventures rightly. He’s certain that our smug existence isn’t all. He’s vulgar and hysterical and bookish, but I don’t think that sums him up. There’s manhood in him as well. Yes, that’s what I’m trying to say. He’s a real man.” As she spoke their eyes met, and it was as if Mr. Wilcox’s defences fell. She saw back to the real man in him. Unwittingly she had touched his emotions. A woman and two men—they had formed the magic triangle of sex, and the male was thrilled to jealousy, in case the female was attracted by another male. Love, say the ascetics, reveals our shameful kinship with the beasts. Be it so: one can bear that; jealousy is the real shame. It is jealousy, not love, that connects us with the farmyard intolerably, and calls up visions of two angry cocks and a complacent hen. Margaret crushed complacency down because she was civilized. Mr. Wilcox, uncivilized, continued to feel anger long after he had rebuilt his defences, and was again presenting a bastion to the world. “Miss Schlegel, you’re a pair of dear creatures, but you really must be careful in this uncharitable world. What does your brother say?” “I forget.” “Surely he has some opinion?” “He laughs, if I remember correctly.” “He’s very clever, isn’t he?” said Evie, who had met and detested Tibby at Oxford.

Korean bookish: 책의, 학자연하는, 서적상의, 딱딱한, 책을 좋아하는, 탁상의, 학식이 많은, 독서의, 책에 열중하는, 학문에 열중하는. complacency: 자기만족, 안심, 자기 만족. complacent: 자기 만족의, 자기만족의, 느긋한, 득의의, 마음에 흡족한. crushed: 진압하는, 압착하는, 쑤셔 넣는, 서로 밀고 들어가는, 밀어 넣는, 무너지는, 눌러 부수는, 궤멸시키는,

구김살투성이로 만드는. defences: 방어 시설. farmyard: 농가의안뜰, 농가의 안뜰, 농장 구내. hen: 암컷, 암닭, 암탉. intolerably: 참을수 없이, 극히, 견디지 못하게. jealousy: 경계심, 샘, 질투, 시기, 빈틈 없는 배려. kinship: 유사, 혈족 관계, 친척관계, 성질 따위 유사.

rebuilt: 개축하다, 재건하다. risque: 문란한, 외설의, 음란한. shameful: 부끄러운, 창피한, 고약한, 잡스러운. smug: 공부벌레, 혼자 우쭐대는, 말쑥한, 잘난 체하는, 산뜻한, 공부밖에 모르는 학생. trading: 상업에 종사하는. triangle: 트라이앵글, 삼각자, 삼각자리, 삼각, 삼각형, 삼각 기중기, 삼각 형틀, 삼인조.

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“Yes, pretty well—but I wonder what Helen’s doing.” “She is very young to undertake this sort of thing,” said Mr. Wilcox.% Margaret went out into the landing. She heard no sound, and Mr. Bast’s topper was missing from the hall. “Helen!” she called. “Yes!” replied a voice from the library. “You in there?” “Yes—he’s gone some time.” Margaret went to her. “Why, you’re all alone,” she said. “Yes—it’s all right, Meg—Poor, poor creature—” “Come back to the Wilcoxes and tell me later—Mr. W. much concerned, and slightly titillated.” “Oh, I’ve no patience with him. I hate him. Poor dear Mr. Bast! he wanted to talk literature, and we would talk business. Such a muddle of a man, and yet so worth pulling through. I like him extraordinarily. “ “Well done,” said Margaret, kissing her, “but come into the drawing-room now, and don’t talk about him to the Wilcoxes. Make light of the whole thing.” Helen came and behaved with a cheerfulness that reassured their visitor— this hen at all events was fancy-free. “He’s gone with my blessing,” she cried, “and now for puppies.” As they drove away, Mr. Wilcox said to his daughter: “I am really concerned at the way those girls go on. They are as clever as you make ‘em, but unpractical—God bless me! One of these days they’ll go too far. Girls like that oughtn’t to live alone in London. Until they marry, they ought to have someone to look after them. We must look in more often—we’re better than no one. You like them, don’t you, Evie?” Evie replied: “Helen’s right enough, but I can’t stand the toothy one. And I shouldn’t have called either of them girls.”

Korean behaved: 한 태도의, 행동거지가 ...한. 따위의 인쇄물. bless: 찬미하다, 정화하다, 수호하다, missing: 보이지 않는, 있어야 할 곳에 은총을 내리다, 신성케 하다, 없는, 행방 불명인, 없어진, 분실한, 찬양하다, 축복하다, 신을 찬양하다, 행방불명의, 분실된. 신을 하다, 은혜를 베풀다, 저주하다. patience: 인내, 끈기, 혼자 노는 카드 fancy-free: 연애를모르는. 놀이, 혼자 하는 카드 놀이, 혼자서 kissing: 키스하는. 놀기, 트럼프 따위 혼자서 놀기. landing: 상륙, 착륙, 상륙장, 층계 참, pretty: 예쁜, 상당한, 귀여운, 매우, 층계참. 아름다운, 유복하여, 귀여운 아이, literature: 문학, 문헌, 인쇄물, 문예, 이름답게 하다, 예쁘장한, 예쁘장하게 지술, 학문, 광고 따위의 인쇄물, 전단 하다, 상당히.

slightly: 조금, 약간, 약하게. toothy: 이를 드러낸, 뻐드렁니의. topper: 뛰어난 것, 위의것, 우수한 사람, 잘 보이려고 위에 얹은 좋은 것, 뛰어난 사람, 겉보기 물건, 높은 물결, 돌담 위의 큰 돌, 상부에 있는 것, 실크해트, 토퍼코트. undertake: 약속하다, 떠맡다, 보증하다, 인수인, 인수하다, 기도하다, 청부인, 장의사, 맡다, 싸우다, 장례식을 떠맡다.

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Evie %had grown up handsome. Dark-eyed, with the glow of youth under sunburn, built firmly and firm-lipped, she was the best the Wilcoxes could do in the way of feminine beauty. For the present, puppies and her father were the only things she loved, but the net of matrimony was being prepared for her, and a few days later she was attracted to a Mr. Percy Cahill, an uncle of Mrs. Charles, and he was attracted to her.

Korean beauty: 아름다움, 미, 아름다운 것, 미인, 터무니 없는 것, 좋은 점, 아름다운 동물, 미관, 아름다운것, 미점, 미인들. charles: 남자 이름, 남자이름. feminine: 여성의, 여자다운, 여성, 여자의, 여성 휴지의, 여자 같은. few: 별로없는, 적은, 거의 없는, 조금은 있는, 수가 적은. firmly: 굳게, 견고하게, 단단하게, 확고하게, 단단히, 단호하게.

glow: 백열, 열정, 선명함, 열중하다, 기쁨, 달다, 만족감, 백열빛을 내다, 불붙다, 작열, 빛을 발하다. handsome: 상당한, 활수한, 단정하게 잘 생긴, 훌륭한, 멋진. matrimony: 결혼, 결혼 생활. net: 올가미, 그물, 정가, 함정, 그물을 치다, 정량, 그물로 잡다, 순량, 순익, 네트, 에누리 없는 정미. prepared: 준비가 되어 있는, 조리된, 조제된, 각오가 되어 있는.

present: 선물, 있는, 현재의, 현재 시제, 겨누다, 소개하다, 추천하다, 현재, 내놓다, 배알시키다, 상연하다. sunburn: 볕에 탐, 햇볕에 태우다, 볕에 태우다, 볕에 타다, 햇볕에 탐. uncle: 아저씨, 숙부, 백부, 고모부, 이모부, 삼촌, 큰아버지, 전당포 주인, 작은아버지, 이웃집 아저씨, 외삼촌. youth: 젊음, 초기, 청년, 연소, 청춘, 젊은이, 혈기, 발육기, 원기, 젊은이들, 청춘기.

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The%Age of Property holds bitter moments even for a proprietor. When a move is imminent, furniture becomes ridiculous, and Margaret now lay awake at nights wondering where, where on earth they and all their belongings would be deposited in September next. Chairs, tables, pictures, books, that had rumbled down to them through the generations, must rumble forward again like a slide of rubbish to which she longed to give the final push, and send toppling into the sea. But there were all their father’s books—they never read them, but they were their father’s, and must be kept. There was the marble-topped chiffonier—their mother had set store by it, they could not remember why. Round every knob and cushion in the house sentiment gathered, a sentiment that was at times personal, but more often a faint piety to the dead, a prolongation of rites that might have ended at the grave. It was absurd, if you came to think of it; Helen and Tibby came to think of it: Margaret was too busy with the house-agents. The feudal ownership of land did bring dignity, whereas the modern ownership of movables is reducing us again to a nomadic horde. We are reverting to the civilization of luggage, and historians of the future will note how the middle classes accreted possessions without taking root in the earth, and may find in this the secret of their imaginative poverty. The Schlegels were certainly the poorer for the loss of Wickham Place. It had helped to balance their lives, and almost to counsel them.

Korean belongings: 소지품, 재능, 재산, 성질, 소유물, 가족. cushion: 완충물, 쿠션, 쿠션 꼴을 한 것, 공기 쿠션, 가라앉히다, 허리띠에 대는 헝겊받침, 쿠션을 달다, 쿠션으로 받치다, 안석, 베이스, 방석. horde: 큰 무리, 군중, 유목민의 무리, 떼짓다, 유랑민의의 떼, 유목민의 떼, 큰 떼거리. knob: 혹, 손잡이, 작고 둥근 언덕, 마디, 설상가상으로, 혹이 생기다,

작고 둥근 덩어리, 에 손잡이를 달다. 덜커덕가나다, 덜거덕거리며 가다, luggage: 여행가방, 수하물, 여행 가방. 와글와글 지껄이다, 우르르울리는 movables: 동산. 소리, 와글와글 외치다, 수레 따위가 nomadic: 방랑의, 유목의, 유목민의. 덜거덕거리며 가다, 하인 좌석. piety: 경건, 효성, 순종, 공순, 효행, sentiment: 의견, 감상, 정서, 감정의, 공손. 감상적인, 다감, 정취, 다감한, 감정, prolongation: 연장, 연장 부분. 감정에 흐르는 경향, 감정적인 생각. proprietor: 경영자, 소유자, 소유주, 독점권 소유자, 집주인, 사업주. rumble: 우르르 소리, 우르르 울리다, 의 진상을 간파하다, 울리다,

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Nor is their ground-landlord spiritually the richer. He has built flats on its site, his motor-cars grow swifter, his exposures of Socialism more trenchant. But he has spilt the precious distillation of the years, and no chemistry of his can give it back to society again.% Margaret grew depressed; she was anxious to settle on a house before they left town to pay their annual visit to Mrs. Munt. She enjoyed this visit, and wanted to have her mind at ease for it. Swanage, though dull, was stable, and this year she longed more than usual for its fresh air and for the magnificent downs that guard it on the north. But London thwarted her; in its atmosphere she could not concentrate. London only stimulates, it cannot sustain; and Margaret, hurrying over its surface for a house without knowing what sort of a house she wanted, was paying for many a thrilling sensation in the past. She could not even break loose from culture, and her time was wasted by concerts which it would be a sin to miss, and invitations which it would never do to refuse. At last she grew desperate; she resolved that she would go nowhere and be at home to no one until she found a house, and broke the resolution in half an hour. Once she had humorously lamented that she had never been to Simpson’s restaurant in the Strand. Now a note arrived from Miss Wilcox, asking her to lunch there. Mr. Cahill was coming, and the three would have such a jolly chat, and perhaps end up at the Hippodrome. Margaret had no strong regard for Evie, and no desire to meet her fiance, and she was surprised that Helen, who had been far funnier about Simpson’s, had not been asked instead. But the invitation touched her by its intimate tone. She must know Evie Wilcox better than she supposed, and declaring that she “simply must,” she accepted. But when she saw Evie at the entrance of the restaurant, staring fiercely at nothing after the fashion of athletic women, her heart failed her anew. Miss Wilcox had changed perceptibly since her engagement. Her voice was gruffer, her manner more downright, and she was inclined to patronize the more foolish virgin. Margaret was silly enough to be pained at this. Depressed at her

Korean athletic: 운동경기의, 장장한, 운동가 같은, 운동의, 경기의, 운동 경기의, 스포츠맨다운. broke: 무일푼의, 파산하여. chat: 지빠귀과의 작은 새, 잡담하다, 잡담, 에게 말을 걸다, 담소하다, 한담, 지빠귀과의 작은새, 담소, 채트, 잡담하기. distillation: 증류법, 능류액, 증류액, 증류. downright: 솔직한, 철저히, 아주,

완전한, 명확한, 곧은, 철저한. downs: 다운스 정박지, 잉글랜드 남부 및 동남부의 구릉지대. fiance: 약혼자. fiercely: 맹렬하게, 지독하게, 사납게. humorously: 익살스럽게. patronize: 보호하다, 후원하다, 은혜를 베풀다, 단골로 애호하다, 선심을 쓰고 돌봐 주다, 은인인 체하다, 단골로 다니다, 장려하다, 단골이 되다, 단골로 하다, 상점

따위를 단골로 하다. perceptibly: 인식할 수 있게. spiritually: 영적으로, 정신적으로, 신성하게, 고상하게. thrilling: 오싹하게 하는, 스릴 만점의, 감격적인, 소름이 끼치는, 떨리는, 장렬한, 두근두근하게 하는, 자릿자릿하게 하는. trenchant: 뚜렷한, 통렬한, 강력한, 찌르는 듯한, 효과적인, 가차없는, 날카로운.

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isolation, she saw not only houses and furniture, but the vessel of life itself slipping past her, with people like Evie and Mr. Cahill on board.% There are moments when virtue and wisdom fail us, and one of them came to her at Simpson’s in the Strand. As she trod the staircase, narrow, but carpeted thickly, as she entered the eating-room, where saddles of mutton were being trundled up to expectant clergymen, she had a strong, if erroneous, conviction of her own futility, and wished she had never come out of her backwater, where nothing happened except art and literature, and where no one ever got married or succeeded in remaining engaged. Then came a little surprise. “Father might be of the party—yes, Father was.” With a smile of pleasure she moved forward to greet him, and her feeling of loneliness vanished. “I thought I’d get round if I could,” said he. “Evie told me of her little plan, so I just slipped in and secured a table. Always secure a table first. Evie, don’t pretend you want to sit by your old father, because you don’t. Miss Schlegel, come in my side, out of pity. My goodness, but you look tired! Been worrying round after your young clerks?” “No, after houses,” said Margaret, edging past him into the box. hungry, not tired; I want to eat heaps.”

“I’m

“That’s good. What’ll you have?” “Fish pie,” said she, with a glance at the menu. “Fish pie! Fancy coming for fish pie to Simpson’s. It’s not a bit the thing to go for here. “ “Go for something for me, then,” said Margaret, pulling off her gloves. Her spirits were rising, and his reference to Leonard Bast had warmed her curiously. “Saddle of mutton,” said he after profound reflection: “and cider to drink. That’s the type of thing. I like this place, for a joke, once in a way. It is so thoroughly Old English. Don’t you agree?” “Yes,” said Margaret, who didn’t. The order was given, the joint rolled up, and the carver, under Mr. Wilcox’s direction, cut the meat where it was succulent, and piled their plates high. Mr. Cahill insisted on sirloin, but

Korean carver: 조각가, 고기 베는 칼과 대형포오크, 고기베는 나이프, 고기베는 나이프롸 큰 포크, 고기베는 사람, 조각사, 고기 베는 사람. cider: 사과술, 사과주스. edging: 가선, 가장자리의 장식, 서서히 다가섬, 가두리 침, 가장 자리 장식. erroneous: 잘못된, 틀린. expectant: 기대하는 사람, 지망자, 임신중인, 예기하는, 기다리고 있는,

기다리는, 임신중의, 추정 상속의, 등심고기, 권력을 쥐고, 안상부, 추정 상속인, 기대되는. 안장에 올라 타다, 에 안장을 얹다, futility: 무용, 무익한 짓. 말에 안장을 얹다, 지우다. greet: 들어오다, 보이다, 인사하다, sirloin: 허리고기, 소의 허리 상부의 들리다, 맞다, 에게 인사하다, 눈에 살. 띄다. succulent: 흥미진진한, 즙이많은, loneliness: 쓸쓸함, 외로움. 다육의, 흥미 진진한, 다즙 조직, 즙이 mutton: 양고기, 양고기의. 많은. pie: 파이, 거저 먹기, 까치, 썩 좋은것, thickly: 불명료하게, 빽빽하게, 탁한 뇌물, 크림 샌드위치. 목소리로, 두껍게, 굵게, 무성하게, saddle: 안장 모양의 물건, 안장, 잔뜩, 짙게.

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admitted that he had made a mistake later on. He and Evie soon fell into a conversation of the “No, I didn’t; yes, you did” type—conversation which, though fascinating to those who are engaged in it, neither desires nor deserves the attention of others.% “It’s a golden rule to tip the carver. Tip everywhere’s my motto.” “Perhaps it does make life more human.” “Then the fellows know one again. Especially in the East, if you tip, they remember you from year’s end to year’s end. “Have you been in the East?” “Oh, Greece and the Levant. I used to go out for sport and business to Cyprus; some military society of a sort there. A few piastres, properly distributed, help to keep one’s memory green. But you, of course, think this shockingly cynical. How’s your discussion society getting on? Any new Utopias lately?” “No, I’m house-hunting, Mr. Wilcox, as I’ve already told you once. Do you know of any houses?” “Afraid I don’t.” “Well, what’s the point of being practical if you can’t find two distressed females a house? We merely want a small house with large rooms, and plenty of them.” “Evie, I like that! Miss Schlegel expects me to turn house agent for her!” “What’s that, Father? “I want a new home in September, and someone must find it. I can’t.” “Percy, do you know of anything?” “I can’t say I do,” said Mr. Cahill. “How like you! You’re never any good.” “Never any good. Just listen to her! Never any good. Oh, come!” “Well, you aren’t. Miss Schlegel, is he?”

Korean agent: 대리인, 작인, 행위자, 주선인, 개인의 기억력, 메모리, 사후의 명성, 앞잡이, 동작의 주체, 행위자의, 기억의 시간적범위. 특약점, 탐정, 첩보원, 지배인. neither: 도 않고, 그것은 관계없는 cynical: 빈정대는, 냉소적인, 일이다, 도 아니고, 또한 ...도 않다. 견유학파의, 세상을 백안시하는. plenty: 많음, 풍부, 충분한, 많은, fascinating: 매혹적인. 충분히, 충분, 충분히-많은, 충분한golden: 금빛의, 금의, 귀중한, 절호의, 충분히, 가득함, 다량. 훌륭한, 황금, 금으로 반든, 금이 practical: 실용적인, 실지의, 실지 가득찬, 누런빛의, 융성한, 전성의. 경험이 있는, 실질상의, 실기 시험, memory: 추억, 기억, 기념, 기억력, 실지상의, 응용적인, 이 제 구실을 죽은 뒤의 명성, 영, 기억의 범위, 잘하는, 제 구실을 잘하는, 사실상의,

실지 경험을 한. rooms: 한조의 방. shockingly: 몹시, 무시무시하게, 지독하게, 깜짝 놀랄 만큼, 엄청나게. sport: 운동가, 농담, 운동회, 노름꾼, 낭비하다, 장난, 과시하다, 오락, 경기, 시원시원한 남자, 사냥꾼. tip: 끝, 팁, 기울다, 기울이다, 정상, 선단, 뒤집히다, 인사하려고 벗다, 에 끝을 붙이다, 끝에 씌우다, 뒤집어 엎다.

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The%torrent of their love, having splashed these drops at Margaret, swept away on its habitual course. She sympathized with it now, for a little comfort had restored her geniality. Speech and silence pleased her equally, and while Mr. Wilcox made some preliminary inquiries about cheese, her eyes surveyed the restaurant, and admired its well-calculated tributes to the solidity of our past. Though no more Old English than the works of Kipling, it had selected its reminiscences so adroitly that her criticism was lulled, and the guests whom it was nourishing for imperial purposes bore the outer semblance of Parson Adams or Tom Jones. Scraps of their talk jarred oddly on the ear. “Right you are! I’ll cable out to Uganda this evening,” came from the table behind. “Their Emperor wants war; well, let him have it,” was the opinion of a clergyman. She smiled at such incongruities. “Next time,” she said to Mr. Wilcox, “you shall come to lunch with me at Mr. Eustace Miles’s.” “With pleasure.” “No, you’d hate it,” she said, pushing her glass towards him for some more cider. “It’s all proteids and body-buildings, and people come up to you and beg your pardon, but you have such a beautiful aura.” “A what?” “Never heard of an aura? Oh, happy, happy man! I scrub at mine for hours. Nor of an astral plane?” He had heard of astral planes, and censured them. “Just so. Luckily it was Helen’s aura, not mine, and she had to chaperone it and do the politenesses. I just sat with my handkerchief in my mouth till the man went.” “Funny experiences seem to come to you two girls. No one’s ever asked me about my—what d’ye call it? Perhaps I’ve not got one.” “You’re bound to have one, but it may be such a terrible colour that no one dares mention it.” “Tell me, though, Miss Schlegel, do you really believe in the supernatural and all that?”

Korean adroitly: 교묘하게, 솜씨좋게, 빈틈없게, 약게, 기민하게. astral: 별의, 별로부터의, 별이 많은. aura: 발기체, 미묘한 분위기, 특수 미묘한 분위기, 영기, 발기, 미풍의 상징, 전조. cable: 해외 전보, 케이블, 피복 전선, 굵은 밧줄, 닻줄, 강삭, 새끼 모양의 장식을 달다, 해저 전신으로 보내다, 케이블선, 해저 전선, 쇠사슬. chaperone: 샤프롱, 여성보호자

보호자로서 동반하다. clergyman: 성직자, 목사. experiences: 경험담. geniality: 친절, 쾌적, 온화, 친절한 행위. habitual: 습관적인, 습관상의, 평소의, 스관적인. preliminary: 예비의, 예선. reminiscences: 회고담. scrub: 관목, 그렇게 하기, 덤블, 미사일 발사중지하다, 뼈빠지게

일하다, 빡빡 문지르다, 자잘한, 북북 문질러 닦기, 취소, 잘 자라지 못한 나무, 미사일 발사 중지. selected: 선택된, 정선된, 선발된. semblance: 유사, 외관, 겉꾸밈, 외형, 허울. solidity: 견고, 고체성, 견실, 단단함, 밀도 짙음, 체적, 굳음, 실질적임, 입체성, 고체. supernatural: 초자연의, 불가사의한, 초자연적인 힘, 신의 조화.

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“Too difficult a question.” “Why’s that? Gruyere or Stilton?” “Gruyere, please.” “Better have Stilton.” “Stilton. Because, though I don’t believe in auras, and think Theosophy’s only a halfway-house—” “—Yet there may be something in it all the same,” he concluded, with a frown.% “Not even that. It may be halfway in the wrong direction. I can’t explain. I don’t believe in all these fads, and yet I don’t like saying that I don’t believe in them.” He seemed unsatisfied, and said: “So you wouldn’t give me your word that you don’t hold with astral bodies and all the rest of it?” “I could,” said Margaret, surprised that the point was of any importance to him. “Indeed, I will. When I talked about scrubbing my aura, I was only trying to be funny. But why do you want this settled?” “I don’t know.” “Now, Mr. Wilcox, you do know.” “Yes, I am,” “No, you’re not,” burst from the lovers opposite. Margaret was silent for a moment, and then changed the subject. “How’s your house?” “Much the same as when you honoured it last week.” “I don’t mean Ducie Street. Howards End, of course.” “Why ‘of course’?” “Can’t you turn out your tenant and let it to us? We’re nearly demented.” “Let me think. I wish I could help you. But I thought you wanted to be in town. One bit of advice: fix your district, then fix your price, and then don’t

Korean advice: 조언, 통지, 충고, 의견. 보고, 의견, 보고, 안내. direction: 방향, 경향, 명령, 지도, 방위, 지휘, 이사, 지도자의 직, 방면, 악보상의 기호, 수취인 주소 성명. district: 지방, 지구, 구역, 교구, 선거구. explain: 설명하다, 변명하다, 덧붙이기, 해석하다, 허사, 욕설, 군더더기, 해명하다. fix: 고정시키다, 결정하다, 수리하다,

준비하다, 집중시키다, 정착시키다, 조리하다, 지우다, 곤경, 마련하다, 위치. funny: 이상한, 우스운, 혼자서 젓는 길쭉한 보트, 농담, 우습게, 재미있게, 만화란, 익살맞은, 기분이 언짢은. halfway: 중도의, 반쯤, 어중된, 어느 정도, 도중의, 중도에서. honoured: 명예스러운, 명예스럽게 생각하여, 영광스럽게 생각하여, 명예를 받은.

importance: 오만, 중요, 중요한 지위, 중대성, 무게, 거드름, 관록, 중요성, 중대. saying: 속담, 격언, 말, 말하기. tenant: 거주자, 차가인, 차지인, 에 살다, 임차하다, 빌다, 소작인, 차용자, 부동산 보유자, 부동산 점유자, 차용하다. unsatisfied: 만족하지않는, 만족하지 않은, 충족하지 않은.

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budge. That’s how I got both Ducie Street and Oniton. I said to myself, ‘I mean to be exactly here,’ and I was, and Oniton’s a place in a thousand.”% “But I do budge. Gentlemen seem to mesmerize houses—cow them with an eye, and up they come, trembling. Ladies can’t. It’s the houses that are mesmerizing me. I’ve no control over the saucy things. Houses are alive. No?” “I’m out of my depth,” he said, and added: “Didn’t you talk rather like that to your office boy?” “Did I?—I mean I did, more or less. I talk the same way to every one—or try to.” “Yes, I know. And how much do you suppose that he understood of it?” “That’s his lookout. I don’t believe in suiting my conversation to my company. One can doubtless hit upon some medium of exchange that seems to do well enough, but it’s no more like the real thing than money is like food. There’s no nourishment in it. You pass it to the lower classes, and they pass it back to you, and this you call ‘social intercourse’ or ‘mutual endeavour,’ when it’s mutual priggishness if it’s anything. Our friends at Chelsea don’t see this. They say one ought to be at all costs intelligible, and sacrifice—” “Lower classes,” interrupted Mr. Wilcox, as it were thrusting his hand into her speech. “Well, you do admit that there are rich and poor. That’s something.” Margaret could not reply. Was he incredibly stupid, or did he understand her better than she understood herself? “You do admit that, if wealth was divided up equally, in a few years there would be rich and poor again just the same. The hard-working man would come to the top, the wastrel sink to the bottom.” “Every one admits that.” “Your Socialists don’t.”

Korean budge: 조금 움직이다, 조금움직이다, 어린 양의 모피, 움직이게 하다, 움직이다, 양보시키다, 생각을 바꾸다, 조금 움직이게 하다. divided: 분할된, 열개한, 갈라진, 분리된, 분배한, 각기 다른. equally: 평등하게, 그와 동시에, 균일하게, 동등하게, 그럼에도 불구하고, 같게, 똑같게. incredibly: 거짓말 같은, 믿을수 없을 만큼, 믿기 어려운, 대단히, 매우.

medium: 매개, 환경, 중용, 매체, 수단, 방법, 배양기, 매질, 중간, 무당, 평균. mesmerize: 매혹하다, 최면술을 걸다, -에게 최면술을 걸다, 놀라게 하다, 감화하다, 에게 최면술을 걸다. mesmerizing: 매력적. mutual: 상호의, 공통의, 공동의. reply: 대답하다, 대답, 반향하다, 응답하다, 응전, 응전하다, 응하다, 회답, 대꾸하다, 항변하다, 응수.

saucy: 건방진, 스마트한, 멋진, 뻔뻔스런, 쾌활한. suiting: 양복지, 복지. thrusting: 자기 주장이 강한, 공격적인. trembling: 전율하는, 떨림, 떨리는, 전율, 떨기, 전율 떠는. wastrel: 낭비자, 파치, 부랑자, 건달, 흠 있는 물건. wealth: 재산, 부, 풍부, 재화, 자본, 부유, 행복.

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“My Socialists do. Yours mayn’t; but I strongly suspect yours of being not Socialists, but ninepins, which you have constructed for your own amusement. I can’t imagine any living creature who would bowl over quite so easily.” He would have resented this had she not been a woman. But women may say anything—it was one of his holiest beliefs—and he only retorted, with a gay smile: “I don’t care. You’ve made two damaging admissions, and I’m heartily with you in both.” In time they finished lunch, and Margaret, who had excused herself from the Hippodrome, took her leave. Evie had scarcely addressed her, and she suspected that the entertainment had been planned by the father. He and she were advancing out of their respective families towards a more intimate acquaintance. It had begun long ago. She had been his wife’s friend, and, as such, he had given her that silver vinaigrette as a memento. It was pretty of him to have given that vinaigrette, and he had always preferred her to Helen—unlike most men. But the advance had been astonishing lately. They had done more in a week than in two years, and were really beginning to know each other.% She did not forget his promise to sample Eustace Miles, and asked him as soon as she could secure Tibby as his chaperon. He came, and partook of bodybuilding dishes with humility. Next morning the Schlegels left for Swanage. They had not succeeded in finding a new home.

Korean amusement: 즐거움, 위안, 오락, 재미로 하는 것, 재미. astonishing: 놀라운. bowl: 사발, 나무공, 큰잔, 볼링경기, 대접, 굴리다, 공기, 저울의 접시, 투구, 십주희, 론 볼링. chaperon: 샤프롱, 샤프롱 노릇하다, 보호자로서 동반하다, 여성보호자, 여성 보호자. damaging: 불리한 진술, 손해를 끼치는, 해로운.

dishes: 식탁용 접시류. entertainment: 마음에 품음, 대접, 여녜, 연회, 오락, 여응, 환대, 연예, 주연. gay: 방탕한, 쾌활한, 화려한, 화사한, 명랑한, 뻔뻔한, 건강한, 동성연애자, 동성 연애자의, 동성연애, 동성 연애의. heartily: 마음으로부터, 열의를 갖고, 정중히, 매우, 배불리, 마음으로, 기운차게.

intimate: 친밀한, 상세한, 암시하다, 사사로운, 깊은, 친구, 친한친구, 알리다, 일신상의, 정교를 맺고 있는 사통하고 있는, 친숙한. memento: 기념물, 유물, 기념품. ninepins: 나인핀즈. promise: 약속, 천국, 촉망, 희망의 땅, 약속하다, 가망이 있다, 가망, 가망약속하다, 의 희망이 있다, 의 가망성이 있다, 약속한 일. respective: 각각의, 각자의, 저마다의.

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CHAPTER 18

As%they were seated at Aunt Juley’s breakfast-table at The Bays, parrying her excessive hospitality and enjoying the view of the bay, a letter came for Margaret and threw her into perturbation. It was from Mr. Wilcox. It announced an “important change” in his plans. Owing to Evie’s marriage, he had decided to give up his house in Ducie Street, and was willing to let it on a yearly tenancy. It was a businesslike letter, and stated frankly what he would do for them and what he would not do. Also the rent. If they approved, Margaret was to come up at once—the words were underlined, as is necessary when dealing with women—and to go over the house with him. If they disapproved, a wire would oblige, as he should put it into the hands of an agent. The letter perturbed, because she was not sure what it meant. If he liked her, if he had manoeuvred to get her to Simpson’s, might this be a manoeuvre to get her to London, and result in an offer of marriage? She put it to herself as indelicately as possible, in the hope that her brain would cry, “Rubbish, you’re a self-conscious fool!” But her brain only tingled a little and was silent, and for a time she sat gazing at the mincing waves, and wondering whether the news would seem strange to the others.

Korean businesslike: 민첩한, 사무적인, 실제적인. excessive: 과도한, 극단적인, 터무니없는, 과도의. hospitality: 환대, 후대, 친절한 대접, 친절히 대접하기. manoeuvre: 기동 연습, 책동, 전략적 행동, 연습하다, 작전척 행동, 항공기의 선희 등의 운동, 연습시키다, 교묘한 조치, 기동하다, 운동.

mincing: 점잔빼는, 점잔빼며 걷는, 거드럭거리는, 종종걸음치는, 다지는 데 쓰는, 짐짓...체하는. oblige: 할 의무를 지우다, 에게 은혜를 베풀다, 호의를 나타내다, 하지 않을 수 없게 하다. perturbation: 불안의 원인, 불안, 당황, 섭동, 마음의 동요, 걱정의 원인. seated: 걸상이 ~한, 앉는 부분이 ~한, 엉덩이가~한.

self-conscious: 자의식이 강한, 자의식의, 사람 앞을 꺼리는, 수줍어하는. tenancy: 그기간, 임차, 차용 기간, 차지, 차용. wire: 철사, 전선, 전보를 치다, 전신, 철사로 묶다, 전보치다, 전보, 결승선, 철사 세공, 전선을 가설하다, 덫. yearly: 매년의, 그 해만의, 연1회의, 일년간의, 일년에 한번, 매년, 그 해의.

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As soon as she began speaking, the sound of her own voice reassured her. There could be nothing in it. The replies also were typical, and in the buff of conversation her fears vanished.% “You needn’t go though—” began her hostess. “I needn’t, but hadn’t I better? It’s really getting rather serious. We let chance after chance slip, and the end of it is we shall be bundled out bag and baggage into the street. We don’t know what we want, that’s the mischief with us—” “No, we have no real ties,” said Helen, helping herself to toast. “Shan’t I go up to town today, take the house if it’s the least possible, and then come down by the afternoon train tomorrow, and start enjoying myself. I shall be no fun to myself or to others until this business is off my mind.” “But you won’t do anything rash, Margaret?” “There’s nothing rash to do.” “Who are the Wilcoxes?” said Tibby, a question that sounds silly, but was really extremely subtle, as his aunt found to her cost when she tried to answer it. “I don’t manage the Wilcoxes; I don’t see where they come in.” “No more do I,” agreed Helen. “It’s funny that we just don’t lose sight of them. Out of all our hotel acquaintances, Mr. Wilcox is the only one who has stuck. It is now over three years, and we have drifted away from far more interesting people in that time. “Interesting people don’t get one houses.” “Meg, if you start in your honest-English vein, I shall throw the treacle at you.” “It’s a better vein than the cosmopolitan,” said Margaret, getting up. “Now, children, which is it to be? You know the Ducie Street house. Shall I say yes or shall I say no? Tibby love—which? I’m specially anxious to pin you both.” “It all depends what meaning you attach to the word ‘possi—’ “ “It depends on nothing of the sort. Say ‘yes.’ “

Korean attach: 붙이다, 구속하다, 부착하다, 하다, 타격, 팬, 의 힘을 약하게 하다, 성급한, 무분별한, 부스럼, 빈발, 소속시키다, 압류하다, 애정으로맺다, 맨살, 가죽으로 닦다. 다발, 경솔한, 조급한. 달다, 을 애정으로 묶다, 덧붙이다, fun: 장난, 농담하다, 장난하다, specially: 임시로, 특히, 특별한 귀착시키다, 일시적으로 타부대에 재미나는, 놀이, 희롱, 즐거운, 농담, 방법으로, 특별히, 일부러, 특제로, 배속시키다. 재미있는 사람, 재미있는 사물, 큰 각별히, 모처럼. baggage: 말괄량이, 군용 행낭, 소동. toast: 축배, 축배를 들다, 토스트, 수화물, 닮고 닮은 여자, 바람난 여자, pin: 다리, 핀, 못, 병모양의 표주, 토스트하다, 불로 따뜻이 하다, 축사, 휴대품, 닳고 닳은 여자, 수하물, 짐. 밧줄을 비끄러매는 말뚝, 볼링핀, 굽다, 축배를 받는 사람, buff: 부드러운가죽으로닦다, 장식 핀, 줄조르개, 못바늘, 노받이, 노르스름하게 구워지다, 건배를 받는 담황색의가죽, 사람의 맨살, 무두질한 하찮은 것-핀을 꽂다. 사람, 건배하다. 담황색 가죽, 버프, 완충기 역할을 rash: 무모한, 발진, 뾰루지, 지각없는, treacle: 당밀.

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“Say ‘no.’ “ Then Margaret spoke rather seriously. “I think,” she said, “that our race is degenerating. We cannot settle even this little thing; what will it be like when we have to settle a big one?” “It will be as easy as eating,” returned Helen.% “I was thinking of Father. How could he settle to leave Germany as he did, when he had fought for it as a young man, and all his feelings and friends were Prussian? How could he break loose with Patriotism and begin aiming at something else? It would have killed me. When he was nearly forty he could change countries and ideals—and we, at our age, can’t change houses. It’s humiliating.” “Your father may have been able to change countries,” said Mrs. Munt with asperity, “and that may or may not be a good thing. But he could change houses no better than you can, in fact, much worse. Never shall I forget what poor Emily suffered in the move from Manchester.” “I knew it,” cried Helen. “I told you so. It is the little things one bungles at. The big, real ones are nothing when they come.” “Bungle, my dear! You are too little to recollect—in fact, you weren’t there. But the furniture was actually in the vans and on the move before the lease for Wickham Place was signed, and Emily took train with baby—who was Margaret then—and the smaller luggage for London, without so much as knowing where her new home would be. Getting away from that house may be hard, but it is nothing to the misery that we all went through getting you into it.” Helen, with her mouth full, cried: “And that’s the man who beat the Austrians, and the Danes, and the French, and who beat the Germans that were inside himself. And we’re like him.” “Speak for yourself,” said Tibby. please.”

“Remember that I am cosmopolitan,

“Helen may be right.”

Korean aiming: 겨냥, 조준. asperity: 격렬함, 꺼칠꺼칠함, 퉁명스러움, 거칠기, 감촉의 나쁨, 혹독함. beat: 치다, 속이다, 순찰, 휘젓다, 면하다-연거푸 치다, 지게 하다, 특종기사, 박자를 맞추다, 박자, 뛰다-계속해서 치기, 치는 소리. dear: 친애하는, 귀여운, 귀여운 사람, 아니 그런데, 귀중한, 참, 비싸게, 비싼, 친애하는 사람, 애인, 사랑하는

사람. forty: 마흔, 사십. furniture: 가구, 비품, 내용, 부속 쇠붙이, 갖추어진것. loose: 풀다, 풀린, 쏘다, 엉성한, 총포를 쏘다, 포장이 나쁜, 헐렁헐렁한, 헐거워지다, 흐트러진, 낙낙한, 놓다. ones: 그 사람의, 사람의. returned: 송환된, 돌려보내진, 돌아 온, 돌아온.

seriously: 진지하게, 심히, 중하게. settle: 해결하다, 진정시키다, 가라앉다, 결정하다, 놓다, 식민하다, 자리잡게 하다, 안정시키다, 주다, 결심하다, 이주하다. smaller: 작게. spoke: 살, 에 살을 달다, 가로장, 바퀴 멈추개, 타륜의 손잡이, 제륜자, 제동자로 바퀴를 멈추다, 단목, 스포우크, 살을 달다.

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“Of course she’s right,” said Helen.% Helen might be right, but she did not go up to London. Margaret did that. An interrupted holiday is the worst of the minor worries, and one may be pardoned for feeling morbid when a business letter snatches one away from the sea and friends. She could not believe that her father had ever felt the same. Her eyes had been troubling her lately, so that she could not read in the train, and it bored her to look at the landscape, which she had seen but yesterday. At Southampton she “waved” to Frieda: Frieda was on her way down to join them at Swanage, and Mrs. Munt had calculated that their trains would cross. But Frieda was looking the other way, and Margaret travelled on to town feeling solitary and old-maidish. How like an old maid to fancy that Mr. Wilcox was courting her! She had once visited a spinster—poor, silly, and unattractive— whose mania it was that every man who approached her fell in love. How Margaret’s heart had bled for the deluded thing! How she had lectured, reasoned, and in despair acquiesced! “I may have been deceived by the curate, my dear, but the young fellow who brings the midday post really is fond of me, and has, as a matter fact—” It had always seemed to her the most hideous corner of old age, yet she might be driven into it herself by the mere pressure of virginity. Mr. Wilcox met her at Waterloo himself. She felt certain that he was not the same as usual; for one thing, he took offence at everything she said. “This is awfully kind of you,” she began, “but I’m afraid it’s not going to do. The house has not been built that suits the Schlegel family.” “What! Have you come up determined not to deal?” “Not exactly.” “Not exactly? In that case let’s be starting.” She lingered to admire the motor, which was new and a fairer creature than the vermilion giant that had borne Aunt Juley to her doom three years before. “Presumably it’s very beautiful,” she said. “How do you like it, Crane?”

Korean awfully: 무섭게, 대단히. bled: 물집의, 거품의. borne: 시야가 좁은, 마음이 좁은. calculated: 계획된, 하게끔 되어, 계산된, 계획적인, 고의의, 고의적인, 에 알맞아, 예측된, 적합한, 할 듯한. curate: 부목사, 작은 부젓가락, 보좌 신부, 목사. despair: 절망, 절망의 근원, 절망하다, 자포자기. doom: 운명짓다, 운명, 선고하다,

죽음, 파멸, 최후의 심판, 재판, 판정하다, 법령. landscape: 풍경화, 정원을 꾸미다, 조망, 가로, 조경술을 써서 녹화하다, 미화하다, 풍경화법, 경치, 녹화하다, 조경술을 써서 미화하다. mania: 조병, 열광, 열, 광. mere: 호수, 단순한, 에 불과한, 못, 명색뿐인, 에 지나지 않는, 전적인 호수. old-maidish: 노처녀 같은.

reasoned: 사리에 맞는, 상세한 이유를 붙인, 도리에 입각한, 숙고한 끝의. travelled: 견문이 넓은, 여행자가 많은, 널리 여행을 한. vermilion: 주홍색의, 주, 진사의, 진사, 주홍색, 주홍으로 물들이다, 주홍, 주홍으로 칠하다, 주홍빛의, 주홍의, 주홍빛. virginity: 처녀임, 순결, 처녀성, 처녀동정임.

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“Come, %let’s be starting,” repeated her host. “How on earth did you know that my chauffeur was called Crane?” “Why, I know Crane: I’ve been for a drive with Evie once. I know that you’ve got a parlourmaid called Milton. I know all sorts of things.” “Evie!” he echoed in injured tones. “You won’t see her. She’s gone out with Cahill. It’s no fun, I can tell you, being left so much alone. I’ve got my work all day—indeed, a great deal too much of it—but when I come home in the evening, I tell you, I can’t stand the house.” “In my absurd way, I’m lonely too,” Margaret replied. “It’s heart-breaking to leave one’s old home. I scarcely remember anything before Wickham Place, and Helen and Tibby were born there. Helen says—” “You, too, feel lonely?” “Horribly. Hullo, Parliament’s back!” Mr. Wilcox glanced at Parliament contemptuously. The more important ropes of life lay elsewhere. “Yes, they are talking again.” said he. “But you were going to say—” “Only some rubbish about furniture. Helen says it alone endures while men and houses perish, and that in the end the world will be a desert of chairs and sofas—just imagine it!—rolling through infinity with no one to sit upon them.” “Your sister always likes her little joke. “She says ‘Yes,’ my brother says ‘No,’ to Ducie Street. It’s no fun helping us, Mr. Wilcox, I assure you.” “You are not as unpractical as you pretend. I shall never believe it.” Margaret laughed. But she was—quite as unpractical. She could not concentrate on details. Parliament, the Thames, the irresponsive chauffeur, would flash into the field of house-hunting, and all demand some comment or response. It is impossible to see modern life steadily and see it whole, and she had chosen to see it whole. Mr. Wilcox saw steadily. He never bothered over the mysterious or the private. The Thames might run inland from the sea, the

Korean comment: 논평, 해설, 주석하다, 비평하다, 소문, 의견으로서 진술하다, 주해, 설명, 주석, 비평, 세평. concentrate: 집중하다, 농축하다, 농축액, 선광하다, 응집하다, 집중시키다, 전렴하다, 한점에 모이다, 한 점에 모으다, 전력을 기울이다, 전념하다. desert: 버리다, 당연한 응보, 사막, 도망하다, 불모의, 상을 받을 만한

가치, 사막의, 지방의, 쓸쓸한, 불모 parlourmaid: 잔심부름하는 계집아이, 시대, 불모 지대. 하녀. details: 상세한 기술, 상세한 설명. perish: 멸망하다, 썩어 없어지다, flash: 플래시, 섬광, 허식, 번득임, 지독하게, 죽다, 괴롭히다혹독한, 번득이다, 방류수, 빛나다, 획 말라 죽다, 무너지다, 무너지다-몹시 지나가다, 홱 나오다, 순가, 가짜의. 곤란하게 하다, 몹시 곤란하게 하다, injured: 부상한, 감정이 상한, 손상된, 의 기능을 잃게 하다, 몹시 괴롭히다. 다친, 감정을 상한, 상처입은, rubbish: 쓰레기, 폐물, 시시하다, 부상자들, 다쳐서. 시시한 생각, 쓸데없이, 어리석은 짓, irresponsive: 반응이 없는, 응답하지 잠꼬대, 찌꺼기, 허튼 소리, 소용없는 않는. 물건, 경멸하다.

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chauffeur might conceal all passion and philosophy beneath his unhealthy skin. They knew their own business, and he knew his.% Yet she liked being with him. He was not a rebuke, but a stimulus, and banished morbidity. Some twenty years her senior, he preserved a gift that she supposed herself to have already lost—not youth’s creative power, but its selfconfidence and optimism. He was so sure that it was a very pleasant world. His complexion was robust, his hair had receded but not thinned, the thick moustache and the eyes that Helen had compared to brandy-balls had an agreeable menace in them, whether they were turned towards the slums or towards the stars. Some day—in the millennium—there may be no need for his type. At present, homage is due to it from those who think themselves superior, and who possibly are.” “At all events you responded to my telegram promptly,” he remarked. “Oh, even I know a good thing when I see it.” “I’m glad you don’t despise the goods of this world.” “Heavens, no! Only idiots and prigs do that.” “I am glad, very glad,” he repeated, suddenly softening and turning to her, as if the remark had pleased him. “There is so much cant talked in would-be intellectual circles. I am glad you don’t share it. Self-denial is all very well as a means of strengthening the character. But I can’t stand those people who run down comforts. They have usually some axe to grind. Can you?” “Comforts are of two kinds,” said Margaret, who was keeping herself in hand—”those we can share with others, like fire, weather, or music; and those we can’t—food, for instance. It depends.” “I mean reasonable comforts, of course. I shouldn’t like to think that you—” He bent nearer; the sentence died unfinished. Margaret’s head turned very stupid, and the inside of it seemed to revolve like the beacon in a lighthouse. He did not kiss her, for the hour was half-past twelve, and the car was passing by the stables of Buckingham Palace. But the atmosphere was so charged with emotion that people only seemed to exist on her account, and she was surprised

Korean beacon: 등대, 횃불, 경고하다, 봉화로 신호하다, 봉화, 수로표지-봉화를 올리다, 인도하다, 항공 표지, 신호소, 봉홧불, 고지. cant: 기울이다, 경사, 은어, 변말, 경사면, 뒤집다, 모서리를 자른, 방향을 바꾸다, 서로 통하는 말, 캔트, 점잔빼는 말투를 쓰다. grind: 가루가 되다, 돌리다, 문지르다, 부지런히 일하다, 삐걱거리다, 바드득거리다, 가루를 타다, 갈리다,

갈아서 닳게 하다, 끈기 있게 공부하다, 닦다. lighthouse: 등대. rebuke: 비난, 힐책, 징계, 비난하다, 꾸짖다, 견책하다, 견책. revolve: 회전하다, 궁리하다, 곰곰이 생각하다, 회전시키다, 순환하다, 공전하다, 오가다, 선회하다, 주기적으로 일어나다, 생각나다, 운행시키다. self-confidence: 자신, 자신 과잉,

자신감, 자부. softening: 연수법, 연화, 노망, 뇌연화, 우둔. strengthening: 보강하는, 강하게 하는 것. unfinished: 미완성의, 완전히 마무리 되지 않은, 미완성인, 비육 불충분한, 마무리가 덜 된, 다듬지 않은. unhealthy: 건강치 못한, 불건전한, 위험한, 건강하지 못한, 건강에 해로운.

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that Crane did not realize this, and turn round. Idiot though she might be, surely Mr. Wilcox was more—how should one put it?—more psychological than usual. Always a good judge of character for business purposes, he seemed this afternoon to enlarge his field, and to note qualities outside neatness, obedience, and decision.% “I want to go over the whole house,” she announced when they arrived. “As soon as I get back to Swanage, which will be tomorrow afternoon, I’ll talk it over once more with Helen and Tibby, and wire you ‘yes’ or ‘no.’ “ “Right. The dining-room.” And they began their survey. The dining-room was big, but over-furnished. Chelsea would have moaned aloud. Mr. Wilcox had eschewed those decorative schemes that wince, and relent, and refrain, and achieve beauty by sacrificing comfort and pluck. After so much self-colour and self-denial, Margaret viewed with relief the sumptuous dado, the frieze, the gilded wall-paper, amid whose foliage parrots sang. It would never do with her own furniture, but those heavy chairs, that immense side-board loaded with presentation plate, stood up against its pressure like men. The room suggested men, and Margaret, keen to derive the modern capitalist from the warriors and hunters of the past, saw it as an ancient guesthall, where the lord sat at meat among his thanes. Even the Bible—the Dutch Bible that Charles had brought back from the Boer War—fell into position. Such a room admitted loot. “Now the entrance-hall.” The entrance-hall was paved. “Here we fellows smoke.” We fellows smoked in chairs of maroon leather. It was as if a motor-car had spawned. “Oh, jolly!” said Margaret, sinking into one of them. “You do like it?” he said, fixing his eyes on her upturned face, and surely betraying an almost intimate note. “It’s all rubbish not making oneself comfortable. Isn’t it?” “Ye-es. Semi-rubbish. Are those Cruikshanks?”

Korean dado: 징두리 판벽, 에 징두리 판벽을 캠프 여행을 하다, 탈주 흑인, 붙이다. 빈둥거리다, 무인도에 버리다, enlarge: 넓어지다, 퍼지다, 확대하다, 무인도에 버려진 사람, 불고의 일종, 부연하다, 상세하게 설명하다, 적갈색의, 적갈색. 석방하다, 크게 하다, 확장하다. paved: 포장된. frieze: 프리즈, 띠모양의 장식, pluck: 잡아당기다, 담력, 용기를 불러 띠모양의장식, 보풀을 세우다, 소벽. 일으키다, 용기, 꽃과 과일 따위를 gilded: 금도금한, 화려한. 따다, 털을 잡아 뽑다, 잡아채다, loot: 전리품, 약탈하다, 돈, 부정이득, 현악기의 튕겨 소리내다, 낙제, 약탈물, 약탈자, 부정 이득을 취하다. 낙제시키다, 낙제시키다-획 당기다maroon: 밤색의, 고립시키다, 밤색, 잡아당김.

relent: 누그러지다, 마음이 누그러지다, 마음이 부드러워지다, 측은하게 생각하다, 가엾게 여기다, 상냥해지다. sumptuous: 사치스런, 값진, 호화로운, 값비싼. upturned: 뒤집힌, 파헤쳐진, 위로 향한, 끝이 구부러진, 치뜬, 끝이 위로 향한, 파헤처진. wince: 주춤하다, 주춤함, 움츠리다, 움츠림, 질겁.

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“Gillrays. Shall we go on upstairs?” “Does all this furniture come from Howards End?” “The Howards End furniture has all gone to Oniton.” “Does—However, I’m concerned with the house, not the furniture. How big is this smoking-room?” “Thirty by fifteen. No, wait a minute. Fifteen and a half?.” “Ah, well. Mr. Wilcox, aren’t you ever amused at the solemnity with which we middle classes approach the subject of houses?” They proceeded to the drawing-room. Chelsea managed better here. It was sallow and ineffective. One could visualize the ladies withdrawing to it, while their lords discussed life’s realities below, to the accompaniment of cigars. Had Mrs. Wilcox’s drawing-room looked thus at Howards End? Just as this thought entered Margaret’s brain, Mr. Wilcox did ask her to be his wife, and the knowledge that she had been right so overcame her that she nearly fainted.% But the proposal was not to rank among the world’s great love scenes. “Miss Schlegel”—his voice was firm—”I have had you up on false pretences. I want to speak about a much more serious matter than a house.” Margaret almost answered: “I know—” “Could you be induced to share my—is it probable—” “Oh, Mr. Wilcox!” she interrupted, holding the piano and averting her eyes. “I see, I see. I will write to you afterwards if I may.” He began to stammer. “Miss Schlegel—Margaret—you don’t understand.” “Oh yes! Indeed, yes!” said Margaret. “I am asking you to be my wife.” So deep already was her sympathy, that when he said, “I am asking you to be my wife,” she made herself give a little start. She must show surprise if he expected it. An immense joy came over her. It was indescribable. It had nothing to do with humanity, and most resembled the all-pervading happiness

Korean accompaniment: 반주, 수반하는 물건, 반주부, 부속물. afterwards: 나중에, 후에. amused: 즐기는, 명랑한, 즐거워 하는, 즐거워하는. brain: 두뇌, 뇌, 지력, 지적인 사람, 두뇌부, 지적 지도자. false: 가짜의, 가락이 맞지 않는, 거짓의, 틀린, 부정의, 가의, 임시의, 불성실한, 꾸민, 그릇된, 의사의. fifteen: 십오, 열 다섯.

induced: 인공적으로 출산시키는, 매기다, 나란히 세우다. 인공분만을 하는, 유도하는, solemnity: 의식, 장엄, 엄숙, 점잔뺌, 야기하는, 인공적으로 일으키는, 정식, 점잔 뺌. 권유하는, 귀납하는. stammer: 말을 더듬다, 더듬으며 ineffective: 쓸모없는, 효과적인 아닌, 말하다, 말 더듬기, 더듬거리며 효과 없는, 무효의, 무능한, 무력한. 말하다, 말더듬기. joy: 즐거움, 기쁨, 기뻐하다, 기쁘게 visualize: 눈에 보이게 하다, 생생하게 하다, 기쁨거리, 행복, 기쁘게 해주다, 마음 속에 그리다, 영상을 마음 속에 기쁨을 주는 것. 그리다, 예상하다, 마음 속에 선하게 rank: 열, 계급, 지독한, 병졸, 고관, 떠오르게 하다. 평가하다, 횡렬, 군대, 고위, 등급을

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of fine weather. Fine weather is due to the sun, but Margaret could think of no central radiance here. She stood in his drawing-room happy, and longing to give happiness. On leaving him she realized that the central radiance had been love.% “You aren’t offended, Miss Schlegel?” “How could I be offended?” There was a moment’s pause. He was anxious to get rid of her, and she knew it. She had too much intuition to look at him as he struggled for possessions that money cannot buy. He desired comradeship and affection, but he feared them, and she, who had taught herself only to desire, and could have clothed the struggle with beauty, held back, and hesitated with him. “Good-bye,” she continued. “You will have a letter from me—I am going back to Swanage tomorrow. “Thank you.” “Good-bye, and it’s you I thank.” “I may order the motor round, mayn’t I?” “That would be most kind.” “I wish I had written instead. Ought I to have written?” “Not at all.” “There’s just one question—” She shook her head. He looked a little bewildered, and they parted. They parted without shaking hands: she had kept the interview, for his sake, in tints of the quietest grey. Yet she thrilled with happiness ere she reached her own house. Others had loved her in the past, if one may apply to their brief desires so grave a word, but those others had been “ninnies”—young men who had nothing to do, old men who could find nobody better. And she had often “loved,” too, but only so far as the facts of sex demanded: mere yearnings for the masculine, to be dismissed for what they were worth, with a smile. Never before had her personality been touched. She was not young or very rich, and it

Korean brief: 간결한, 요악하다, 훈령, 단시간의, 대의, 명령을 내리다, 짧은, 변호를 의뢰하다, 요령, 잠시의, 소송 사건의 적요를 작성하다. comradeship: 동지로서의 사귐, 우애, 우의, 동료관계, 동지애, 동료 관계. grey: 회색의, 회색, 노년의, 쥐색 옷감, 쥐색의 그림 물감, 태고의, 회색 옷, 회색 옷감, 회색으로 되다, 회색의 그림 물감, 회색의 그림 염료. happiness: 행복, 행운, 유쾌, 교묘,

적절, 기쁨, 교묘함. 벗어나다, 끝마치다, 없애다, interview: 회견, 면접, 면접하다, 으로부터 자유롭게하다, 면하게하다, 인터뷰, 회담. 회견, 회견하다, 구축하다. 회견하다방문하다, 회견기사, 방문, sake: 목적, 위함, 이유, 제발, 을 위함. 대담, 방문하여 의견을 묻다. shaking: 흔들림, 진동, 흔들리는, intuition: 직각, 직관, 직관적 통찰. 흔듦. leaving: 찌꺼기, 잔물, 쓰레기. struggle: 노력, 고투, 버둥질, 밀어 longing: 갈망, 갈망하는, 사모, 고대, 헤치고 나아가다, 고투하다, 격투, 고향을 몹시 그리워하고 있다, 그리움 노력하다, 발버둥질, 허위적거리다, 갈망하는, 동경, 몹시 그리워하는. 몸부림, 몸부림치다. rid: 제거하다, 면하다, 치우다, 구하다,

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amazed her that a man of any standing should take her seriously. As she sat trying to do accounts in her empty house, amidst beautiful pictures and noble books, waves of emotion broke, as if a tide of passion was flowing through the night air. She shook her head, tried to concentrate her attention, and failed. In vain did she repeat: “But I’ve been through this sort of thing before.” She had never been through it; the big machinery, as opposed to the little, had been set in motion, and the idea that Mr. Wilcox loved, obsessed her before she came to love him in return.% She would come to no decision yet. “Oh, sir, this is so sudden”—that prudish phrase exactly expressed her when her time came. Premonitions are not preparation. She must examine more closely her own nature and his; she must talk it over judicially with Helen. It had been a strange love-scene—the central radiance unacknowledged from first to last. She, in his place, would have said “Ich liebe dich,” but perhaps it was not his habit to open the heart. He might have done it if she had pressed him—as a matter of duty, perhaps; England expects every man to open his heart once; but the effort would have jarred him, and never, if she could avoid it, should he lose those defences that he had chosen to raise against the world. He must never be bothered with emotional talk, or with a display of sympathy. He was an elderly man now, and it would be futile and impudent to correct him. Mrs. Wilcox strayed in and out, ever a welcome ghost; surveying the scene, thought Margaret, without one hint of bitterness.

Korean amazed: 놀란. amidst: 한창 하는 중에, 의 한복판에. emotional: 감정적인, 감정의, 정에 무른, 감정에 호소하는. examine: 심문하다, 심사하다, 시험하다, 검사하다, 진찰하다, 조사하다, 검정하다, 검토하다, 심리하다. flowing: 흐르는, 유창한, 늘어진, 미끈하게 머리, 물 흐르는 듯한, 미끈하게 처진, 조수가 밀려

들어오는, 넘치도록 많은. impudent: 뻔뻔스러운, 건방진, 염치없는. judicially: 사법상, 재판관답게, 재판에 의하여. machinery: 기계, 조직, 기관, 꾸밈, 초자연적사건, 기계장치, 기구, 기계 장치, 기계류. noble: 고귀한, 훌륭한, 귀족, 고결한, 귀중한, 당당한, 숭고한, 유명한, 뛰어난, 독선가, 노블금화파업

파괴지도자. phrase: 구, 성구, 관용구, 금언, 말, 악구로 표현하다, 악구 문구, 성구말씨로 표현하다, 표현법, 명언, 말씨로 표현하다. preparation: 예습, 준비, 조합제, 조제 식품, 채비, 자습, 자습시간, 예습시간, 예비조사, 학생들의 방과후의 예습, 학생들의 방과후의 예습시간. prudish: 숙녀인 체하는, 세침떠는.

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If one wanted to show a foreigner England, perhaps the wisest course would be to take him to the final section of the Purbeck Hills, and stand him on their summit, a few miles to the east of Corfe. Then system after system of our island would roll together under his feet. Beneath him is the valley of the Frome, and all the wild lands that come tossing down from Dorchester, black and gold, to mirror their gorse in the expanses of Poole. The valley of the Stour is beyond, unaccountable stream, dirty at Blandford, pure at Wimborne—the Stour, sliding out of fat fields, to marry the Avon beneath the tower of Christchurch. The valley of the Avon—invisible, but far to the north the trained eye may see Clearbury Ring that guards it, and the imagination may leap beyond that on to Salisbury Plain itself, and beyond the Plain to all the glorious downs of Central England. Nor is Suburbia absent. Bournemouth’s ignoble coast cowers to the right, heralding the pine-trees that mean, for all their beauty, red houses, and the Stock Exchange, and extend to the gates of London itself. So tremendous is the City’s trail! But the cliffs of Freshwater it shall never touch, and the island will guard the Island’s purity till the end of time. Seen from the west, the Wight is beautiful beyond all laws of beauty. It is as if a fragment of England floated forward to greet the foreigner—chalk of our chalk, turf of our turf, epitome of what will follow. And behind the fragment lies Southampton, hostess to the nations, and Portsmouth, a latent fire, and all around it, with double and treble

Korean chalk: 초크로 쓰다, 초크로 쓴 기호, 백악, 백악질의, 분유, 분필, 초크로 쓴, 호분, 초크, 색초크, 색분필. epitome: 발췌, 대요, 대표적인 것, 의 축도. foreigner: 외국인, 외국선, 이방인, 이인, 외국 제품, 국외자. fragment: 파편, 단편, 부서진 조각, 산산이 부수다, 산산 조각이 되다, 미완성유고, 미완성 유고, 부서지다. guards: 근위 연대.

leap: 뛰기, 도약하다, 뛰다, 약동하다, 그 거리, 뛰어 넘다, 일사천리로, 껑충뛰다, 뛰어넘다, 뛰게 하다. nations: 근대 민족 국가, 민족 국가. sliding: 변화하는, 미끄러지는, 미끄러져 움직이는. stream: 시내, 흐르다, 흐름, 펄럭이다, 풍조, 경향, 흘리다, 유출시키다, 정보의 흐름, 펄럭이게 하다, 물결. tossing: 야당, 변명, 아웃, 탈락, 외부, 수비측.

trail: 기다, 오솔길, 질질 끌리다, 질질 끌다, 점점 사라지다, 자국, 길게 이야기하다, 의 뒤를 쫓다, 늘어지다, 밟아서 길을 내다, 발을 끌며 걷다. tremendous: 무서운, 무시무시한, 굉장한, 멋진, 대단한, 거대한. turf: 잔디, 잔디로 덮다, 토탄, 떼, 경마, 한 장의 뗏장, 땟장, 내쫓다, 토탄을 캐다, 경마장. unaccountable: 설명할 수 없는, 까닭을 알 수 없는, 책임이 없는.

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collision of tides, swirls the sea. How many villages appear in this view! How many castles! How many churches, vanished or triumphant! How many ships, railways, and roads! What incredible variety of men working beneath that lucent sky to what final end! The reason fails, like a wave on the Swanage beach; the imagination swells, spreads, and deepens, until it becomes geographic and encircles England.% So Frieda Mosebach, now Frau Architect Liesecke, and mother to her husband’s baby, was brought up to these heights to be impressed, and, after a prolonged gaze, she said that the hills were more swelling here than in Pomerania, which was true, but did not seem to Mrs. Munt apposite. Poole Harbour was dry, which led her to praise the absence of muddy foreshore at Friedrich Wilhelms Bad, Rugen, where beech-trees hang over the tideless Baltic, and cows may contemplate the brine. Rather unhealthy Mrs. Munt thought this would be, water being safer when it moved about. “And your unhealthy?”

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lakes—Vindermere,

Grasmere—are

they,

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“No, Frau Liesecke; but that is because they are fresh water, and different. Salt water ought to have tides, and go up and down a great deal, or else it smells. Look, for instance, at an aquarium.” “An aquarium! Oh, Meesis Munt, you mean to tell me that fresh aquariums stink less than salt? Why, when Victor, my brother-in-law, collected many tadpoles—” “You are not to say ‘stink,’ “ interrupted Helen; “at least, you may say it, but you must pretend you are being funny while you say it.” “Then ‘smell.’ And the mud of your Pool down there—does it not smell, or may I say ‘stink, ha, ha’?” “There always has been mud in Poole Harbour,” said Mrs. Munt, with a slight frown. “The rivers bring it down, and a most valuable oyster-fishery depends upon it.”

Korean apposite: 적절한, 적당한. aquarium: 수족관, 목사관, 양어지. brine: 소금물, 바닷물, 소금물에 절이다. contemplate: 예기하다, 응시하다, 정관하다, 기도하다, 하려고생각하다, 눈여겨보다, 명상하다, 묵상하다, 숙고하다, 심사숙고하다, 심사하다. foreshore: 물가, 갯벌. frown: 눈살을 찌푸리다, 언짢은 얼굴, 언짢은얼굴, 상을찡그리다, 상을

찡그리다, 난색을 표하다, 형세가 시원치 않게 되다, 찌푸린 얼굴, 위태로운 상태가 되다. gaze: 응시, 응시하다, 뚫어지게 바라보며 서 있다, 뚫어지게 보다. geographic: 지리학의, 지리적인, 지리학상의. lucent: 빛나는, 번쩍이는, 투명한. moved: 움직이는. muddy: 충충한, 흐리게 하다, 진흙 투성이의, 진흙의, 혼란한, 혼란한-

진흙 투성이로 만들다, 진흙 투성이로 만들다, 진흙이 많은, 흐린, 빛 따위가 흐린, 음성 따위가 흐린. prolonged: 연장한, 오래 끈, 오래 끝. stink: 악취, 냄새를 맡아내다, 평판이 나쁘다, 악취를 풍겨 내쫓다, 고약한 냄새, 악취를 풍기다, 악취를 피워 내쫓다, 의 냄새를 맡다, 평이 나쁘다, 화학. swelling: 팽창, 기복, 종기, 부푼, 증대 융기한, 증대, 융기한, 팽윤.

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“Yes, that is so,” conceded Frieda; and another international incident was closed.% “ ‘Bournemouth is,’ “ resumed their hostess, quoting a local rhyme to which she was much attached—” ‘Bournemouth is, Poole was, and Swanage is to be the most important town of all and biggest of the three.’ Now, Frau Liesecke, I have shown you Bournemouth, and I have shown you Poole, so let us walk backward a little, and look down again at Swanage.” “Aunt Juley, wouldn’t that be Meg’s train?” A tiny puff of smoke had been circling the harbour, and now was bearing southwards towards them over the black and the gold. “Oh, dearest Margaret, I do hope she won’t be overtired.” “Oh, I do wonder—I do wonder whether she’s taken the house.” “I hope she hasn’t been hasty.” “So do I—oh, so do I.” “Will it be as beautiful as Wickham Place?” Frieda asked. “I should think it would. Trust Mr. Wilcox for doing himself proud. All those Ducie Street houses are beautiful in their modern way, and I can’t think why he doesn’t keep on with it. But it’s really for Evie that he went there, and now that Evie’s going to be married—” “Ah!” “You’ve never seen Miss Wilcox, Frieda. How absurdly matrimonial you are!” “But sister to that Paul?” “Yes.” “And to that Charles,” said Mrs. Munt with feeling. “Oh, Helen, Helen, what a time that was!” Helen laughed. “Meg and I haven’t got such tender hearts. If there’s a chance of a cheap house, we go for it.”

Korean bearing: 관계, 태도, 거동, 관련, 낳음, 문장, 방위각, 인내, 축받이. cheap: 싸게, 값싼, 시시한, 싼, 저리의, 노력하지 않고 얻은, 값싸게, 할인의, 값이 싼, 인쇄한, 저속한. circling: 빙글빙글돌기. gold: 금, 금의, 금도금, 부, 황금, 금으로 만든, 금빛, 금화, 금제품, 과녁의 한복판, 금색. harbour: 피난처, 항구, 은신처 숨기다, 품다 정박하다, 숨겨 주다, 잠시 묵다,

정박하다. incident: 일어나기 쉬운, 사건, 삽화, 투사의, 부대적인, 부수하는, 투사하는, 부대 사건, 일어난일, 부대적 사물, 작은사건. matrimonial: 결혼의, 부부의. puff: 훅 불기, 피우다, 헐떡이다, 한번 붊, 과대 광고, 부풂, 숱, 불다, 슈크림, 훅훅 불다, 칙칙하면서 움직이다. rhyme: 운, 시를 짓다, 압운시, 동운어,

운이 맞다, 운을 달다, 각운, 운문, 운이 맞게 하다, 암운, 시로 만들다. sister: 자매, 누이, 언니, 자매의, 수녀, 짝의, 여자친구, 여자 형제, 여성 단체, 부인회, 동생. smoke: 얼굴을 붉히다, 궐련, 김이 나다, 그을리다, 대마초를 피우다, 잘 타지 않고 내다, 흑인, 훈제로 하다, 덧없는 것, 여송연, 연기. southwards: 남쪽으로, 남쪽에. tiny: 아주 작은, 작은, 유아.

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“Now look, Frau Liesecke, at my niece’s train. You see, it is coming towards us—coming, coming; and, when it gets to Corfe, it will actually go through the downs, on which we are standing, so that, if we walk over, as I suggested, and look down on Swanage, we shall see it coming on the other side. Shall we?” Frieda assented, and in a few minutes they had crossed the ridge and exchanged the greater view for the lesser. Rather a dull valley lay below, backed by the slope of the coastward downs. They were looking across the Isle of Purbeck and on to Swanage, soon to be the most important town of all, and ugliest of the three. Margaret’s train reappeared as promised, and was greeted with approval by her aunt. It came to a standstill in the middle distance, and there it had been planned that Tibby should meet her, and drive her, and a teabasket, up to join them.% “You see,” continued Helen to her cousin, “the Wilcoxes collect houses as your Victor collects tadpoles. They have, one, Ducie Street; two, Howards End, where my great rumpus was; three, a country seat in Shropshire; four, Charles has a house in Hilton; and five, another near Epsom; and six, Evie will have a house when she marries, and probably a pied-a-terre in the country—which makes seven. Oh yes, and Paul a hut in Africa makes eight. I wish we could get Howards End. That was something like a dear little house! Didn’t you think so, Aunt Juley?” “ I had too much to do, dear, to look at it,” said Mrs. Munt, with a gracious dignity. “I had everything to settle and explain, and Charles Wilcox to keep in his place besides. It isn’t likely I should remember much. I just remember having lunch in your bedroom.” “Yes so do I. But, oh dear, dear, how dead it all seems! And in the autumn there began this anti-Pauline movement—you, and Frieda, and Meg, and Mrs. Wilcox, all obsessed with the idea that I might yet marry Paul.” “You yet may,” said Frieda despondently. Helen shook her head. “The Great Wilcox Peril will never return. If I’m certain of anything it’s of that.”

Korean backed: 배서가 있는, 등을 댄, 후원 받은. coastward: 해안쪽으로, 해안쪽의. collect: 쌓이다, 모으다, 수집하다, 가지러 가다, 본기도, 집중하다, 징수하다, 모이다, 기부금을 모집하다, 특도, 선불로. crossed: 횡선을 그은, 십자모양으로 놓은, 열십자로 된, 방해된, 방해되는, 교차한, 교차된, 가로 세로로 글씨를 쓴, 교차.

despondently: 낙담해서, 기죽어서. greater: 대. hut: 오두막, 오두막집, 임시병사에 머무르다, 임시병사, 가병사, 오두막에 묵다, 오두막에 묵게하다. lesser: 보다작은, 보다 적은, 보다 작은, 보다 적게. planned: 정연한, 계획된. ridge: 이랑, 산등성이, 산마루, 이랑이 되다, 등, 등줄기, 산맥, 산맥마룻대, 산봉우리, 융기, 콧날.

rumpus: 소음, 언쟁, 소동, 격론, 큰 소란, 소란, 말다툼. slope: 경사지다, 경사도, 비탈, 경사면, 경사지게 하다, 경사, 달아나다, 어깨 총의 자세, 자체의 기울기. standing: 지위, 상비의, 서 있음, 영구적인, 존속, 괴어 있는, 명성, 입목, 관에 박힌, 베지 않은, 서 있는. valley: 골짜기, 유역, 계곡, 골짜기 비슷한 것, 골, 골짜기 모양의 골.

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“One is certain of nothing but the truth of one’s own emotions.” The remark fell damply on the conversation. But Helen slipped her arm round her cousin, somehow liking her the better for making it. It was not an original remark, nor had Frieda appropriated it passionately, for she had a patriotic rather than a philosophic mind. Yet it betrayed that interest in the universal which the average Teuton possesses and the average Englishman does not. It was, however illogically, the good, the beautiful, the true, as opposed to the respectable, the pretty, the adequate. It was a landscape of Bocklin’s beside a landscape of Leader’s, strident and ill-considered, but quivering into supernatural life. It sharpened idealism, stirred the soul. It may have been a bad preparation for what followed.% “Look!” cried Aunt Juley, hurrying away from generalities over the narrow summit of the down. “Stand where I stand, and you will see the pony-cart coming. I see the pony-cart coming.” They stood and saw the pony-cart coming. Margaret and Tibby were presently seen coming in it. Leaving the outskirts of Swanage, it drove for a little through the budding lanes, and then began the ascent. “Have you got the house?” they shouted, long before she could possibly hear. Helen ran down to meet her. The highroad passed over a saddle, and a track went thence at right angles along the ridge of the down. “Have you got the house?” Margaret shook her head. “Oh, what a nuisance! So we’re as we were?” “Not exactly.” She got out, looking tired. “Some mystery,” said Tibby. “We are to be enlightened presently.” Margaret came close up to her and whispered that she had had a proposal of marriage from Mr. Wilcox.

Korean adequate: 적당한, 충분한, 족한, 그만그만한, 알맞은, 겨우 합격할 만한. ascent: 오르막, 오름, 상승, 등산, 사승, 오르막길, 올라감. budding: 발아, 싹틈, 싹트기 시작한, 발육기의, 소장의 발아, 신진의, 싹이 트기 시작한, 아접, 움틈, 나타나기 시작한. damply: 습기가 차서, 축축하게, 축축하여, 기운 없이.

idealism: 이상주의, 관념론, 유심론, 관념주의. ill-considered: 분별 없는. illogically: 불합리하게, 비논리적으로. outskirts: 변두리, 교외, 주변, 도시 따위의 변두리. passionately: 열렬히, 격노하여, 격심하게. philosophic: 철학의, 현명한, 냉정한, 철학자의. respectable: 존경할 만한, 상당한,

훌륭한, 점잔빼는, 존경할만한, 훌륭한 사람, 품행이 방정한, 품위 있는 보기 흉치 않은, 존경할만한 사람, 흉하지 않은, 신분이 좋은. strident: 귀에 거슬리는, 삐걱거리는. thence: 그때부터, 그러므로, 거기서부터, 그런고로, 그곳에서부터. universal: 보편적인, 우주의, 전칭의, 만능의, 만유의, 전칭명제, 널리행해지는, 전세계의, 만인의, 만능인, 모든 사람의.

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Helen was amused. She opened the gate on to the downs so that her brother might lead the pony through. “It’s just like a widower,” she remarked. “They’ve cheek enough for anything, and invariably select one of their first wife’s friends.” Margaret’s face flashed despair.% “That type—” She broke off with a cry. “Meg, not anything wrong with you?” “Wait one minute,” said Margaret, whispering always. “But you’ve never conceivably—you’ve never—” She pulled herself together. “Tibby, hurry up through; I can’t hold this gate indefinitely. Aunt Juley! I say, Aunt Juley, make the tea, will you, and Frieda; we’ve got to talk houses, and I’ll come on afterwards.” And then, turning her face to her sister’s, she burst into tears. Margaret was stupefied. She heard herself saying, “Oh, really—” She felt herself touched with a hand that trembled. “Don’t,” sobbed Helen, “don’t, don’t, Meg, don’t!” She seemed incapable of saying any other word. Margaret, trembling herself, led her forward up the road, till they strayed through another gate on to the down. “Don’t, don’t do such a thing! I tell you not to—don’t! I know—don’t!” “What do you know?” “Panic and emptiness,” sobbed Helen. “Don’t!” Then Margaret thought, “Helen is a little selfish. I have never behaved like this when there has seemed a chance of her marrying. She said: “But we would still see each other very often, and—” “It’s not a thing like that,” sobbed Helen. And she broke right away and wandered distractedly upwards, stretching her hands towards the view and crying. “What’s happened to you?” called Margaret, following through the wind that gathers at sundown on the northern slopes of hills. “But it’s stupid!” And

Korean cheek: 건방진 말, 볼, 뺨, 궁둥이, 측면, 에게 건방지게 말하다, 건방지게 굴다, 뻔뻔스러움, 철면피, 건방진 행위, 건방진 태도. cry: 부르짖다, 울다, 외침, 고함, 애원하다, 엉엉 울다, 큰소리로 부르다, 큰소리로 알리다, 외치다, 울며...하다, 함성. crying: 외치는, 긴급한, 울부짖는, 심한, 좌시할 수없는, 지독한. gate: 수문, 문, 입장자수, 입장권

매상총액, 문짝, 금족을 명하다, 출입구, 차단기, 시가, 법정, 방법. gathers: 주름. incapable: 무능한, 무력한, 허용하지 않는, 할수 없는, 자격이 없는, 자격 없는, 을 못하는, 에 견딜 수 없는, 불가능한, 무자격자, 무능자. indefinitely: 막연히, 무기한으로, 부정의, 불명료한, 불명확하게, 일정하지 않은, 한계 없는. invariably: 변화없이, 반드시, 일정

불변하게, 일정 불변하게 늘. select: 선택에 까다로운, 고르다, 도시행정 위원, 가려내다, 극상의, 뽑다, 뽑아 가려낸, 상류계급을 위한, 상류 사회의, 선택, 분리하다. selfish: 이기적인, 제멋대로의, 자기 본위의, 자애적인. sundown: 일몰. upwards: 향상 지향의, 에서 위쪽으로, 위로 향하여, 이상.

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suddenly stupidity seized her, and the immense landscape was blurred. But Helen turned back.% “ Meg—” “I don’t know what’s happened to either of us,” said Margaret, wiping her eyes. “We must both have gone mad.” Then Helen wiped hers, and they even laughed a little. “Look here, sit down.” “All right; I’ll sit down if you’ll sit down.” “There. (One kiss.) Now, whatever, whatever is the matter?” “I do mean what I said. Don’t; it wouldn’t do.” “Oh, Helen, stop saying ‘don’t’! It’s ignorant. It’s as if your head wasn’t out of the slime. ‘Don’t’ is probably what Mrs. Bast says all the day to Mr. Bast.” Helen was silent. “Well?” “Tell me about it first, and meanwhile perhaps I’ll have got my head out of the slime.” “That’s better. Well, where shall I begin? When I arrived at Waterloo—no, I’ll go back before that, because I’m anxious you should know everything from the first. The ‘first’ was about ten days ago. It was the day Mr. Bast came to tea and lost his temper. I was defending him, and Mr. Wilcox became jealous about me, however slightly. I thought it was the involuntary thing, which men can’t help any more than we can. You know—at least, I know in my own case—when a man has said to me, ‘So-and-so’s a pretty girl,’ I am seized with a momentary sourness against So-and-so, and long to tweak her ear. It’s a tiresome feeling, but not an important one, and one easily manages it. But it wasn’t only this in Mr. Wilcox’s case, I gather now.” “Then you love him?”

Korean ear: 귀, 청각, 경청, 보리 따위의 이삭, 무의식적인, 불수의, 의사에 반한, 귀꼴의 물건, 귓바퀴, 옥수수 열매, 부지불식간의, 마음내키지 옥수수열매, 귀 모양의 것, 이삭, 않는무의식 중의, 무의식 중의. 이삭이 패다. jealous: 불신앙을 용서치 않는, easily: 편안히, 쉽게, 쉽사리, 샘내는, 질투많은, 경계심이 강한, 용이하게, 원활하게, 편안하게. 다른 신을 섬기는 것을 허락지 않는, gather: 채집하다, 모으다, 개더, 지키는데 급급한, 질투심 많은. 거두어들이기, 긴장시키다, 증가하다, meanwhile: 그동안, 그 동안에, 내다, 찌푸리다, 짜내다, 수금, 이야기는 바뀌어, 한편 이야기는 추측하다. 바뀌어. involuntary: 본의아닌, 불수의의, slime: 찰흙을 칠하다, 찰흙, 점액,

끈적끈적한 것, 찐득찐득한 것, 진흙투성이가 되다, 점액으로 뒤덮다, 언짢은 것, 악의 세계, 미꾸라지처럼 미끈미끈 빠져 나가다, 더러운 것. sourness: 시큼함, 심술궂음, 음침함, 찌무룩함, 까다로움. tweak: 비틀기, 꼬집다, 명안, 왈칵 당김, 비틀다, 시스템의 소수 변경, 잡아당기기, 정신 선경경련을 일으키다, 정신 장애를 일으키다, 동요.

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Margaret considered. “It is wonderful knowing that a real man cares for you,” she said. “The mere fact of that grows more tremendous. Remember, I’ve known and liked him steadily for nearly three years.% “But loved him?” Margaret peered into her past. It is pleasant to analyze feelings while they are still only feelings, and unembodied in the social fabric. With her arm round Helen, and her eyes shifting over the view, as if this county or that could reveal the secret of her own heart, she meditated honestly, and said, “No.” “But you will?” “Yes,” said Margaret, “of that I’m pretty sure. Indeed, I began the moment he spoke to me.” “And have settled to marry him?” “I had, but am wanting a long talk about it now. What is it against him, Helen? You must try and say.” Helen, in her turn, looked outwards. “It is ever since Paul,” she said finally. “But what has Mr. Wilcox to do with Paul?” “But he was there, they were all there that morning when I came down to breakfast, and saw that Paul was frightened—the man who loved me frightened and all his paraphernalia fallen, so that I knew it was impossible, because personal relations are the important thing for ever and ever, and not this outer life of telegrams and anger.” She poured the sentence forth in one breath, but her sister understood it, because it touched on thoughts that were familiar between them. “That’s foolish. In the first place, I disagree about the outer life. Well, we’ve often argued that. The real point is that there is the widest gulf between my love-making and yours. Yours—was romance; mine will be prose. I’m not running it down—a very good kind of prose, but well considered, well thought out. For instance, I know all Mr. Wilcox’s faults. He’s afraid of emotion. He cares too much about success, too little about the past. His sympathy lacks

Korean analyze: 분석하다, 분해하다, 해석하다, 검토하다, 분석적으로 검토하다, 정신분석하다, 해부하다. breath: 호흡, 숨, 순간, 선들거림, 생기, 향기, 한숨, 산들거림, 무성음, 무성, 은은한 향기. disagree: 맞지 않다, 일치하지 않다, 의견을 달리하다, 다투다, 의견이 다르다. fabric: 구조, 조직, 직물, 피륙, 구조물, 짜임새, 편물, 천, 건물, 구성법, 바탕.

fallen: 타락한, 쓰러진, 파멸한, 죽은, 떨어진, 전복된. familiar: 친한, 흔한, 길들여진, 부담없는, 뻔뻔스러운, 스스럼없는, 탁터놓은, 잘 알고있는, 잘 알려져있는, 잘알고있는, 잘알려져있는. outer: 바깥쪽의, 외면의, 밖의, 과녁 밖, 표적의 중심권 이외의 부분, 중심권 이외의 부분, 객관적인. paraphernalia: 장치, 여러 가지 도구,

자질구레한 소지품, 장구, 아내의 소유품. prose: 산문, 산문의, 평범, 공상력이 부족한, 공상력이 부족한-평범하게 쓰다, 산문적인, 평범하게 말하다, 평범한 이야기, 평범한 이야기산문의, 평범하게 쓰다, 산문체로 쓰다. reveal: 보이다, 계시하다, 시현, 창틀, 나타내다, 드러내다, 문설주, 폭로, 밝히다, 계시, 들추어내다.

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poetry, and so isn’t sympathy really. I’d even say”—she looked at the shining lagoons—”that, spiritually, he’s not as honest as I am. Doesn’t that satisfy you?” “No, it doesn’t,” said Helen. “It makes me feel worse and worse. You must be mad.” Margaret made a movement of irritation.% “I don’t intend him, or any man or any woman, to be all my life—good heavens, no! There are heaps of things in me that he doesn’t, and shall never, understand.” Thus she spoke before the wedding ceremony and the physical union, before the astonishing glass shade had fallen that interposes between married couples and the world. She was to keep her independence more than do most women as yet. Marriage was to alter her fortunes rather than her character, and she was not far wrong in boasting that she understood her future husband. Yet he did alter her character—a little. There was an unforeseen surprise, a cessation of the winds and odours of life, a social pressure that would have her think conjugally. “So with him,” she continued. “There are heaps of things in him—more especially things that he does—that will always be hidden from me. He has all those public qualities which you so despise and enable all this—” She waved her hand at the landscape, which confirmed anything. “If Wilcoxes hadn’t worked and died in England for thousands of years, you and I couldn’t sit here without having our throats cut. There would be no trains, no ships to carry us literary people about in, no fields even. Just savagery. No—perhaps not even that. Without their spirit life might never have moved out of protoplasm. More and more do I refuse to draw my income and sneer at those who guarantee it. There are times when it seems to me—” “And to me, and to all women. So one kissed Paul.” “That’s brutal,” said Margaret. “Mine is an absolutely different case. I’ve thought things out.” “It makes no difference thinking things out. They come to the same.” “ Rubbish!”

Korean alter: 바꾸다, 거세하다, 박뀌다, 변경, 생각하다, 지정하다, 셈이다, 뜻하다, savagery: 사나운, 야만인, 야만적인, 변경할 수 있는, 거세하다-변경할 수 꾀하다, 기도하다, 가리키다. 잔인, 야만 상태, 야만적 행위, 야수, 있는-변경, 바뀌다, 고쳐 만들다, protoplasm: 원형질. 흉포, 미개 상태. 달라지다. refuse: 폐물, 거절하다, 쓰레기, shade: 그늘, 망령, 땅거미, 차양, 색조, boasting: 자랑하는, 자랑, 거만. 사퇴하다, 폐물의, 인간 폐물, 저승, 그늘지게하다, 색의 뉘앙스, ceremony: 예의, 의식, 식전, 형식, 퇴짜놓다, 지질한, 찌끼, 멈춰서다, 안 바림하다, 으로부터 빛을 막다, 어둠. 딱딱함, 식, 의례. 뛰어넘으려 하다. shining: 화려한, 빛나는 뛰어난, cessation: 중지, 정지, 중단, 휴지. satisfy: 만족시키다, 풀게하다, 채우다, 두드러진, 빛나는. hidden: 숨겨진, 숨은. 가라앉히다, 갚다, 안심시키다, unforeseen: 뜻밖의, 예기치 못한, intend: 할 작정이다, 예정하다, 이루다, 지불하다, 풀다, 충족시키다, 뜻하지 않은, 생각지 않은, 예측하기 의미하다, 의도하다, 하려고 만족을 주다. 어려운 일.

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There %was a long silence, during which the tide returned into Poole Harbour. “One would lose something,” murmured Helen, apparently to herself. The water crept over the mud-flats towards the gorse and the blackened heather. Branksea Island lost its immense foreshores, and became a sombre episode of trees. Frome was forced inward towards Dorchester, Stour against Wimborne, Avon towards Salisbury, and over the immense displacement the sun presided, leading it to triumph ere he sank to rest. England was alive, throbbing through all her estuaries, crying for joy through the mouths of all her gulls, and the north wind, with contrary motion, blew stronger against her rising seas. What did it mean? For what end are her fair complexities, her changes of soil, her sinuous coast? Does she belong to those who have moulded her and made her feared by other lands, or to those who have added nothing to her power, but have somehow seen her, seen the whole island at once, lying as a jewel in a silver sea, sailing as a ship of souls, with all the brave world’s fleet accompanying her towards eternity?

Korean accompanying: 따르는, 동봉한, 동반중인, 수행중인. brave: 용감한, 용사, 화려한, 도전하다, 훌륭한, 용감하게 해내다, 전사. displacement: 배수량, 면직, 이동, 대체, 감정 전이, 바꿔 놓음, 배기량, 바꾸어 놓기, 배수톤, 여과. eternity: 영원, 내세, 영구, 영원한 진실, 영원한 진리, 오래 시간, 영원의 세계, 영원한 존재.

fleet: 빠른, 함대, 선대, 기단, 후미, 빨리, 차량, 지나가 버리다, 강어귀, 비행대, 선단. heather: 히스속의 식물, 히스, 식물. jewel: 보석, 보배, 보석 같은 것, 석, 귀중한 사람, 귀중한 물건. sailing: 범주, 출범, 항행, 항해술, 순조로운 진행, 항행력, 항해의. sinuous: 꾸불꾸불한, 복잡한, 빙통그러진, 유연한. soil: 오물, 더러워지다, 더럽히다, 흙,

토양, 비료, 타락시키다, 얼룩을 묻히다, 생육지, 토지, 더럼. sombre: 수수한, 어두컴컴한, 음침한, 침울한, 거무칙칙한, 어둠침침한. somehow: 웬일인지, 그럭저럭, 좌우간, 어떻든지, 어떻게 든지 하여, 어쩐지, 어떻게든지. triumph: 성공하다, 이기다, 승리, 개선식, 승리감, 승리를 기뻐하다, 승리를 자랑하다, 대성공, 승리의 기쁨, 정복, 공적.

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Margaret had often wondered at the disturbance that takes place in the world’s waters, when Love, who seems so tiny a pebble, slips in. Whom does Love concern beyond the beloved and the lover? Yet his impact deluges a hundred shores. No doubt the disturbance is really the spirit of the generations, welcoming the new generation, and chafing against the ultimate Fate, who holds all the seas in the palm of her hand. But Love cannot understand this. He cannot comprehend another’s infinity; he is conscious only of his own—flying sunbeam, falling rose, pebble that asks for one quiet plunge below the fretting interplay of space and time. He knows that he will survive at the end of things, and be gathered by Fate as a jewel from the slime, and be handed with admiration round the assembly of the gods. “Men did produce this,” they will say, and, saying, they will give men immortality. But meanwhile—what agitations meanwhile! The foundations of Property and Propriety are laid bare, twin rocks; Family Pride flounders to the surface, puffing and blowing, and refusing to be comforted; Theology, vaguely ascetic, gets up a nasty ground swell. Then the lawyers are aroused—cold brood—and creep out of their holes. They do what they can; they tidy up Property and Propriety, reassure Theology and Family Pride. Half-guineas are poured on the troubled waters, the lawyers creep back, and, if all has gone well, Love joins one man and woman together in Matrimony.

Korean ascetic: 금욕적인, 고행자, 고행의, 금욕생활자, 금욕생활자-고행의, 금욕주의자, 고행자 같은. comprehend: 이해하다, 포함하다, 함축하다. creep: 포복, 기다, 살살 기다, 소리를 죽여 걷다, 근질근질하다, 탐해구로 해저를 더듬다, 지층의 변형, 점점 어긋나 움직이다, 섬뜩해지는 느낌, 살금살금 걷다, 슬며시 접근하다. foundations: 토대.

immortality: 불사, 불후, 불멸, 불후의 다시 자신을 갖게하다, 다시 용기를 명성, 영속성, 영원한 생명. 내게 하다, 에게 힘을 북돋우다. interplay: 상호 작용, 상호작용하다, sunbeam: 햇빛, 광선, 태양 광선. 상호 작용교차. swell: 멋쟁이, 부풀다, 멋진, 달인, plunge: 돌진, 돌진하다, 다이빙하다, 붇다, 증대, 명사, 훌륭한, 맵시 있는, 던져넣다, 뒷질하다, 뛰어들다, 말이 늘다, 높이다. 뒷다리를 들고 뛰어오르다, 찌르다, twin: 쌍둥이의, 쌍둥이, 닮은, 짝을 배의 뒷질, 큰 도박을 하다, 어떤 이루다, 쌍둥이를 낳다, 짝이 되게 상다태로 몰아 넣다-뛰어들다. 하다, 쌍둥이의 한 뻑坡, 쌍둥이자리, puffing: 추어올림, 훅불기. 쌍정, 쌍정을 이루게 하다, 미국의 reassure: 재보증하다, 안심시키다, 이인승 우주 비행 계획.

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Margaret had expected the disturbance, and was not irritated by it. For a sensitive woman she had steady nerves, and could bear with the incongruous and the grotesque; and, besides, there was nothing excessive about her loveaffair. Good-humour was the dominant note of her relations with Mr. Wilcox, or, as I must now call him, Henry. Henry did not encourage romance, and she was no girl to fidget for it. An acquaintance had become a lover, might become a husband, but would retain all that she had noted in the acquaintance; and love must confirm an old relation rather than reveal a new one.% In this spirit she promised to marry him. He was in Swanage on the morrow, bearing the engagement-ring. They greeted one another with a hearty cordiality that impressed Aunt Juley. Henry dined at The Bays, but he had engaged a bedroom in the principal hotel: he was one of those men who knew the principal hotel by instinct. After dinner he asked Margaret if she wouldn’t care for a turn on the Parade. She accepted, and could not repress a little tremor; it would be her first real love scene. But as she put on her hat she burst out laughing. Love was so unlike the article served up in books: the joy, though genuine, was different; the mystery an unexpected mystery. For one thing, Mr. Wilcox still seemed a stranger. For a time they talked about the ring; then she said: “Do you remember the Embankment at Chelsea? It can’t be ten days ago.” “Yes,” he said, laughing. “And you and your sister were head and ears deep in some Quixotic scheme. Ah well!” “I little thought then, certainly. Did you?” “I don’t know about that; I shouldn’t like to say.” “Why, was it earlier?” she cried. “Did you think of me this way earlier! How extraordinarily interesting, Henry! Tell me.” But Henry had no intention of telling. Perhaps he could not have told, for his mental states became obscure as soon as he had passed through them. He misliked the very word “interesting,” connoting it with wasted energy and even with morbidity. Hard facts were enough for him.

Korean cordiality: 진심, 진심어린 언동, 따뜻한 우정, 성실, 충정, 친절. disturbance: 방해물, 불안, 소동, 소란, 교란시키는 것, 방해, 침해. hat: 푹쉬다, 추기경의 빨간 모자, 모자. hearty: 친절한, 튼튼한, 마음으로부터의, 배부른, 풍부한, 열심인, 원기왕성한 사람, 충분한, 친구, 마음속으로부터의, 활기찬. incongruous: 조화되지 않는,

부조리한, 어울리지 않은, 동닿지 않은, 모순된, 부적당한. irritated: 따끔따끔한, 신경질이 난, 자극받은, 염증을 일으킨. love-affair: 연애 사건. nerves: 신경 과민, 신경 이상, 근원. obscure: 덮어 감추다, 불명료한, 어둡게 하다, 어두운, 세상에 알려지지 않은, 모호한, 눈에 띄지 않는, 거무칙칙한, 뚜렷하지 않은, 명성 따위의빛을 잃게 하다, 발음

따위를 불명료하게 하다. repress: 억누르다, 억압하다, 억제하다, 진압하다, 정복하다. stranger: 손님, 제삼자, 낯선 사람, 새로 온 사람, 무 경험자, 모르는 사람, 을 쌀쌀하게대하다, 여보세요, 문외한. tremor: 전율, 떨림, 떨리는 목소리, 오싹오싹하는 흥분, 미동, 진전. unexpected: 뜻하지 않은, 뜻밖의, 예기치 않은.

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“I didn’t think of it,” she pursued. “No; when you spoke to me in the drawing-room, that was practically the first. It was all so different from what it’s supposed to be. On the stage, or in books, a proposal is—how shall I put it?—a full-blown affair, a kind of bouquet; it loses its literal meaning. But in life a proposal really is a proposal—” “By the way—” “—a suggestion, a seed,” she concluded; and the thought flew away into darkness.% “I was thinking, if you didn’t mind, that we ought to spend this evening in a business talk; there will be so much to settle.” “I think so too. Tell me, in the first place, how did you get on with Tibby?” “With your brother?” “Yes, during cigarettes.” “Oh, very well.” “I am so glad,” she answered, a little surprised. “What did you talk about? Me, presumably.” “About Greece too.” “Greece was a very good card, Henry. Tibby’s only a boy still, and one has to pick and choose subjects a little. Well done.” “I was telling him I have shares in a currant-farm near Calamata. “What a delightful thing to have shares in! honeymoon?”

Can’t we go there for our

“What to do?” “To eat the currants. And isn’t there marvellous scenery?” “Moderately, but it’s not the kind of place one could possibly go to with a lady.” “Why not?” “No hotels.”

Korean affair: 일, 사건, 물건, 물품, 사무, 들어가다, 식사하다, 슬픔에 잠기다, meaning: 의미, 의의, 목적, 저의, 뜻, 하기, 문제, 추문, 전투, 일거리, 연애 부식하다, 파괴하다-식사하다, 의미심장한, 눈초리 따위가 사건. 먹을수있다. 의미심장한. bouquet: 꽃다발, 향기, 듣기 좋은 말, full-blown: 만발한. pick: 따다, 고르다, 곡괭이, 이쑤시개, 화환. literal: 정확한, 문자의, 오자, 문자 뜯다, 비집어 열다, 골라잡다, 우비다, choose: 고르다, 선택하다, 원하다, 그대로의, 문자그대로의, 문자 그대로 송곳, 쥐어뜯다, 찌르다. 선거하다, 결정하다, 하고 싶은 생각하는, 오식, 융통성 없는, spend: 돈을 쓰다, 들이다, 낭비하다, 기분이 들다, 택하다, 선택, 바라다, 문자그대로생각하는, 문자 그대로 보내다, 쓰다, 지쳐 빠지게 하다, 하는 쪽을 택하다. 정확한, 문자대로의. 다써버리다, 바치다, 산란하다, eat: 먹다, 먹어 들어가다, 침식하다, marvellous: 훌륭한, 불가사의한, 지치게 하다, 돈을 들이다. 파괴하다, 먹을 수 있다, 먹이 놀라운, 놀랄만한, 기이.

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“Some%ladies do without hotels. Are you aware that Helen and I have walked alone over the Apennines, with our luggage on our backs?” “I wasn’t aware, and, if I can manage it, you will never do such a thing again.” She said more gravely: “You haven’t found time for a talk with Helen yet, I suppose?” “No.” “Do, before you go. I am so anxious you two should be friends.” “Your sister and I have always hit it off,” he said negligently. “But we’re drifting away from our business. Let me begin at the beginning. You know that Evie is going to marry Percy Cahill.” “Dolly’s uncle.” “Exactly. The girl’s madly in love with him. A very good sort of fellow, but he demands—and rightly—a suitable provision with her. And in the second place, you will naturally understand, there is Charles. Before leaving town, I wrote Charles a very careful letter. You see, he has an increasing family and increasing expenses, and the I. and W. A. is nothing particular just now, though capable of development. “Poor fellow!” murmured Margaret, looking out to sea, and not understanding. “Charles being the elder son, some day Charles will have Howards End; but I am anxious, in my own happiness, not to be unjust to others.” “Of course not,” she began, and then gave a little cry. “You mean money. How stupid I am! Of course not!” Oddly enough, he winced a little at the word. “Yes. Money, since you put it so frankly. I am determined to be just to all—just to you, just to them. I am determined that my children shall have no case against me.” “Be generous to them,” she said sharply. “Bother justice!” “I am determined—and have already written to Charles to that effect—”

Korean begin: 착수하다, 시작되다, 시작하다, 말하기 시작하다, 할 것 같지 않다, 하기 시작하다. capable: 유능한, 을 감히 할, 의 능력이 있는, 실력이 있는, 하기를 서슴지 않을, 훌륭하게, 을 넣을수있는, 할수 있는, 장래성, 자격있는, 능력. careful: 주의깊은, 꼼꼼한, 소중히 하는, 인색한, 조심성 있는, 철저한, 조심스러운, 조소심스런, 정성들인,

신중한, 소중히하는. determined: 단호한, 결정된, 확정된, 결연한, 굳게 결심한. expenses: 소요 경비. generous: 관대한, 풍부한, 비옥한, 마음이 넓은, 감칠맛이 있는, 기름지, 활수한. hit: 히트, 치다, 안타, 우연히 발견하다, 타격, 명언, 부닥치다, 에 공교롭게 부닥치다, 요구하다, 생각이 미치다, 빗댐.

increasing: 증가하는. madly: 미쳐서, 극단으로, 몹시, 미친듯이. naturally: 당연히, 자연히, 있는 그대로, 물론, 본래, 태어나면서부터, 타고나기를, 진짜 그대로, 자연의 힘으로, 실물그대로, 수월하게. suitable: 적당한, 어울리는. understanding: 이해력, 양해, 이해, 동의, 지시력, 이해력 있는, 발, 일치.

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“But%how much have you got?” “What?” “How much have you a year? I’ve six hundred.” “My income?” “Yes. We must begin with how much you have, before we can settle how much you can give Charles. Justice, and even generosity, depend on that.” “I must say you’re a downright young woman,” he observed, patting her arm and laughing a little. “What a question to spring on a fellow!” “Don’t you know your income? Or don’t you want to tell it me?” “I—” “That’s all right”—now she patted him—”don’t tell me. I don’t want to know. I can do the sum just as well by proportion. Divide your income into ten parts. How many parts would you give to Evie, how many to Charles, how many to Paul?” “The fact is, my dear, I hadn’t any intention of bothering you with details. I only wanted to let you know that—well, that something must be done for the others, and you’ve understood me perfectly, so let’s pass on to the next point.” “Yes, we’ve settled that,” said Margaret, undisturbed by his strategic blunderings. “Go ahead; give away all you can, bearing in mind I’ve a clear six hundred. What a mercy it is to have all this money about one!” “We’ve none too much, I assure you; you’re marrying a poor man. “Helen wouldn’t agree with me here,” she continued. “Helen daren’t slang the rich, being rich herself, but she would like to. There’s an odd notion, that I haven’t yet got hold of, running about at the back of her brain, that poverty is somehow ‘real.’ She dislikes all organization, and probably confuses wealth with the technique of wealth. Sovereigns in a stocking wouldn’t bother her; cheques do. Helen is too relentless. One can’t deal in her high-handed manner with the world.”

Korean depend: 의지하다, 믿다, 의존하다, 종속하다, 매달리다, 나름이다, 미결이다. generosity: 관대, 도량이 큼, 활수함, 관대한 행위, 아낌 없는 마음씨. high-handed: 고압적인. intention: 의지, 결혼할 의사, 의미, 취지, 목적, 의향, 치유, 유합, 합창. manner: 방법, 방식, 풍습, 태도, 다소, 작풍, 예절, 양식, 생활 양식, 종류, 예의.

mercy: 자비, 행운, 고마움, 연민. none: 아무도 ... 않다. poverty: 가난, 결핍, 불모, 빈약. relentless: 잔인한, 냉혹한, 가차없는, 무자비한. slang: 속어, 속어를쓰다, 속어를 쓰다, 속어의, 술어, 통용어. spring: 봄, 샘, 용수철을 달다, 튀다, 폭발시키다, 도약하다, 뛰다, 뛰어넘다, 반동, 원천, 청춘. stocking: 스타킹, 긴 양말, 구두를

벗고, 긴양말, 다리털. strategic: 전략의, 전략상 중요한, 전략폭격의, 국외 의존의, 전략상의. sum: 금액, 합계, 요점, 총계, 절정, 개략, 요약하다, 이 도, 개요, 합집합, 의 개요를 설명하다. technique: 기법, 기교, 기술, 사람을 끄는 솜씨. undisturbed: 평온한, 방해되지 않는, 방해받지 않은.

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“There’s this other point, and then I must go back to my hotel and write some letters. What’s to be done now about the house in Ducie Street?” “Keep it on—at least, it depends. When do you want to marry me?” She raised her voice, as too often, and some youths, who were also taking the evening air, overheard her. “Getting a bit hot, eh?” said one. Mr. Wilcox turned on them, and said sharply, “I say!” There was silence. “Take care I don’t report you to the police.” They moved away quietly enough, but were only biding their time, and the rest of the conversation was punctuated by peals of ungovernable laughter.% Lowering his voice and infusing a hint of reproof into it, he said: “Evie will probably be married in September. We could scarcely think of anything before then.” “The earlier the nicer, Henry. Females are not supposed to say such things, but the earlier the nicer.” “How about September for us too?” he asked, rather dryly. “Right. Shall we go into Ducie Street ourselves in September? Or shall we try to bounce Helen and Tibby into it? That’s rather an idea. They are so unbusinesslike, we could make them do anything by judicious management. Look here—yes. We’ll do that. And we ourselves could live at Howards End or Shropshire.” He blew out his cheeks. “Heavens! how you women do fly round! My head’s in a whirl. Point by point, Margaret. Howards End’s impossible. I let it to Hamar Bryce on a three years’ agreement last March. Don’t you remember? Oniton. Well, that is much, much too far away to rely on entirely. You will be able to be down there entertaining a certain amount, but we must have a house within easy reach of Town. Only Ducie Street has huge drawbacks. There’s a mews behind.” Margaret could not help laughing. It was the first she had heard of the mews behind Ducie Street. When she was a possible tenant it had suppressed itself, not consciously, but automatically. The breezy Wilcox manner, though genuine,

Korean automatically: 자동식으로, 자동적으로. bounce: 되튐, 튀다, 뛰어오르다, 해고하다, 튀어돌아오게하다, 툭 튀어, 불쑥, 크게 꾸짖다, 통신 위성으로 중계하다, 튀게 하다, 내쫓다. breezy: 미풍의, 산들바람이 부는, 쾌활한, 상쾌한, 바람이 잘 통하는, 미풍성의. cheeks: 측면, 궁둥이.

consciously: 의식적으로, 의식하여, 알면서, 자각하여. dryly: 냉담하게, 건조하여, 무미건조하게, 비꼬아서. huge: 거대한, 광대한, 광대하다. judicious: 현명한, 사려있는, 사려분별이 있는. mews: 마구간, 아파트, 골목, 마차를 넣어 두는 광장 주위의 마구간, 말을 넣어 두는 광장 주위의 마구간. rely: 의지하다, 믿다, 기대를 걸다,

신뢰하다. reproof: 비난, 질책, 잔소리, 견책, 꾸지람, 다시 방수가공하다, 비난의 말, 의 교정쇄를 다시 내다, 책망. ungovernable: 제어가 어려운, 제어할 수 없는, 다스리기 어려운. whirl: 혼란, 선회, 소용돌이, 현기증나다, 빙빙 돌리다, 빙빙돌다, 잇따라 일어나는 일, 질주하다, 차로 신속히 운반한다, 현기증이 나다, 회전.

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lacked the clearness of vision that is imperative for truth. When Henry lived in Ducie Street he remembered the mews; when he tried to let he forgot it; and if anyone had remarked that the mews must be either there or not, he would have felt annoyed, and afterwards have found some opportunity of stigmatizing the speaker as academic. So does my grocer stigmatize me when I complain of the quality of his sultanas, and he answers in one breath that they are the best sultanas, and how can I expect the best sultanas at that price? It is a flaw inherent in the business mind, and Margaret may do well to be tender to it, considering all that the business mind has done for England.% “Yes, in summer especially, the mews is a serious nuisance. The smoking room, too, is an abominable little den. The house opposite has been taken by operatic people. Ducie Street’s going down, it’s my private opinion.” “How sad! It’s only a few years since they built those pretty houses.” “Shows things are moving. Good for trade.” “I hate this continual flux of London. It is an epitome of us at our worst— eternal formlessness; all the qualities, good, bad, and indifferent, streaming away—streaming, streaming for ever. That’s why I dread it so. I mistrust rivers, even in scenery. Now, the sea—” “High tide, yes.” “Hoy toid”—from the promenading youths. “And these are the men to whom we give the vote,” observed Mr. Wilcox, omitting to add that they were also the men to whom he gave work as clerks— work that scarcely encouraged them to grow into other men. “However, they have their own lives and interests. Let’s get on.” He turned as he spoke, and prepared to see her back to The Bays. The business was over. His hotel was in the opposite direction, and if he accompanied her his letters would be late for the post. She implored him not to come, but he was obdurate. “A nice beginning, if your aunt saw you slip in alone!”

Korean clearness: 밝기, 명료도, 방해물이 없음, 밝음, 명석, 맑음, 투명, 아무렴 그렇고말고, 확실히, 분명함. complain: 호소하다, 고소하다, 불평하다, 슬픈 소리를 내다, 하소연하다, 투덜거리다, 불평을하다, 불만을 털어놓다, 신음하다, 앓다, 푸념하다. den: 굴, 소굴, 작고 아늑한 사실, 밀실, 사실, 유년단의 분대. dread: 공포, 두려움, 두려워하다,

걱정하다, 격정하다, 무서운 물건, 무서운 사람. flaw: 돌풍, 금, 결점, 흠, 흠집을 내다, 한차례의 폭풍, 금가다, 질풍, 잠시 동안의 폭풍우. grocer: 식료품상, 식료품 잡화 상인. imperative: 피할 수 없는, 명령적인, 명령, 긴급한, 명령법의, 명령법, 긴요한, 위엄있는, 필수적인, 필요성, 강제적인. inherent: 고유의, 타고난, 본래부터의.

obdurate: 완고한, 냉혹한. operatic: 오페라의, 가극의. smoking: 발연, 흡연, 냄, 끽연, 담배를 피우는, 발한, 흡연 연기 나는, 그을림, 연기 남, 담배 피우는, 김 나는. stigmatize: 에 낙인을 찍다, 비난하다, 에 오명을 씌우다, 낙인을 찍다, 성흔이 생기게 하다, 소반이 생기게 하다, 에게 오명을 씌우다. streaming: 흐름, 능력별 학급 편성.

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“But%I always do go about alone. Considering I’ve walked over the Apennines, it’s common sense. You will make me so angry. I don’t the least take it as a compliment.” He laughed, and lit a cigar. “It isn’t meant as a compliment, my dear. I just won’t have you going about in the dark. Such people about too! It’s dangerous. “ “Can’t I look after myself? I do wish—” “Come along, Margaret; no wheedling.” A younger woman might have resented his masterly ways, but Margaret had too firm a grip of life to make a fuss. She was, in her own way, as masterly. If he was a fortress she was a mountain peak, whom all might tread, but whom the snows made nightly virginal. Disdaining the heroic outfit, excitable in her methods, garrulous, episodical, shrill, she misled her lover much as she had misled her aunt. He mistook her fertility for weakness. He supposed her “as clever as they make ‘em,” but no more, not realizing that she was penetrating to the depths of his soul, and approving of what she found there. And if insight were sufficient, if the inner life were the whole of life, their happiness has been assured. They walked ahead briskly. The parade and the road after it were well lighted, but it was darker in Aunt Juley’s garden. As they were going up by the side-paths, through some rhododendrons, Mr. Wilcox, who was in front, said “Margaret” rather huskily, turned, dropped his cigar, and took her in his arms. She was startled, and nearly screamed, but recovered herself at once, and kissed with genuine love the lips that were pressed against her own. It was their first kiss, and when it was over he saw her safely to the door and rang the bell for her, but disappeared into the night before the maid answered it. On looking back, the incident displeased her. It was so isolated. Nothing in their previous conversation had heralded it, and, worse still, no tenderness had ensued. If a man cannot lead up to passion he can at all events lead down from it, and she had hoped, after her complaisance, for some interchange of gentle words. But he

Korean approving: 시인하는. briskly: 기운차게, 상쾌하게, 활발하게. cigar: 여송연, 엽궐련, 시거. complaisance: 공손, 정중, 친절, 유순함, 상냥함, 은근함, 정중함. compliment: 찬사, 경의, 칭찬하다, 의례적인 인사말, 경의를 표하다, 경의의 표시, 아첨, 대갚음하다인사하다, 듣기 좋은 말을 하다, 따리, 영광된 일.

depths: 깊은 곳. displeased: 화난. garrulous: 잘 지껄이는, 시끄럽게 지저귀는. heroic: 실물보다 큰, 영웅시의, 웅대한, 과장된 표현, 용감한, 영웅적인, 장렬한, 용사의, 영웅의, 영웅사격, 영웅사. huskily: 쉰 목소리로, 허스키로. masterly: 대가다운, 훌륭한, 교묘한, 느란하게, 능란한, 대가답게, 훌륭히,

명인 답게, 명인 다운, 대가 답게, 대가 다운. methods: 행동 양식. misled: 그릇 인도하다, 현혹시키다. nightly: 밤마다, 밤의, 밤마다의, 밤에, 밤에 나오는. penetrating: 관통하는, 꿰뚫는, 침투하는, 날카로운, 견식 높은, 예리한, 잘 들리는, 통찰력이 있는, 현명한, 예민한. virginal: 처녀의, 순결한, 버지널.

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had %hurried away as if ashamed, and for an instant she was reminded of Helen and Paul.

Korean ashamed: 낯을 붉히어, 부끄러워하여, 부끄러이 여겨, 부끄러워. instant: 순간, 절박한, 즉시, 즉각의, 긴급한, 즉석의, 즉각, 즉석식의, 인스턴트식품, 인스턴트커피, 이달의.

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Charles had just been scolding his Dolly. She deserved the scolding, and had bent before it, but her head, though bloody, was unsubdued, and her chirrupings began to mingle with his retreating thunder.% “You’ve woken the baby. I knew you would. (Rum-ti-foo, Rackety-tackety Tompkin!) I’m not responsible for what Uncle Percy does, nor for anybody else or anything, so there!” “Who asked him while I was away? Who asked my sister down to meet him? Who sent them out in the motor day after day?” “Charles, that reminds me of some poem.” “Does it indeed? We shall all be dancing to a very different music presently. Miss Schlegel has fairly got us on toast.” “I could simply scratch that woman’s eyes out, and to say it’s my fault is most unfair.” “It’s your fault, and five months ago you admitted it.” “I didn’t.” “You did.” “Tootle, tootle, playing on the pootle!” exclaimed Dolly, suddenly devoting herself to the child.

Korean anybody: 누군가, 누구도, 아무도, 어엿한 인물, 누구든지, 아무도어엿한 인물. baby: 젊은 여자, 작은동물, 애인, 소녀, 갓난애, 아기, 어린이 용의, 사람, 갓난아이, 응석 받다, 어린애처럼 다루다. bloody: 피의, 피투성이를 만들다, 심한, 피투성이의, 잔인한, 지독한, 피비린내 나는, 무척, 다루기 어려운, 굉장히, 살벌한.

deserved: 당연한. 무거운, 책임 있는, 의무 이행 능력이 fairly: 공정히, 꽤, 아주, 명료하게, 있는, 책임이 있다, 을 초래하는, 완전히, 상당히, 정말로, 요정같이, 확실한. 어지간히, 뚜렷이, 그런대로. scratch: 긁다, 긁힌 상처, 말살하다, herself: 그 여자 자신, 그녀는, 그녀 갈겨 쓰다, 근근히 살아가다, 긁는 일, 자신. 소정의 규준에 달하다, 어쩌다 맞기, mingle: 섞다, 섞이다, 사귀다, 우비어 파다, 지우다, 찰과상. 어울리다, 뒤섞이다. tootle: 피리 소리, 가볍게 불다, 잡담, responsible: 책임이 있는, 책임을 재잘거리다, 짹짹 울다, 피리 등을 다할 수 있는, 신뢰할 수 있는, 책임을 느리게 불다, 피리 등을 부는 소리. 져야할, 책임을 다 할 수 있는, 책임이 unsubdued: 정복되지 않은.

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“It’s all very well to turn the conversation, but Father would never have dreamt of marrying as long as Evie was there to make him comfortable. But you must needs start match-making. Besides, Cahill’s too old.”% “Of course, if you’re going to be rude to Uncle Percy—” “Miss Schlegel always meant to get hold of Howards End, and, thanks to you, she’s got it.” “I call the way you twist things round and make them hang together most unfair. You couldn’t have been nastier if you’d caught me flirting. Could he, diddums?” “We’re in a bad hole, and must make the best of it. I shall answer the pater’s letter civilly. He’s evidently anxious to do the decent thing. But I do not intend to forget these Schlegels in a hurry. As long as they’re on their best behaviour— Dolly, are you listening?—we’ll behave, too. But if I find them giving themselves airs, or monopolizing my father, or at all ill-treating him, or worrying him with their artistic beastliness, I intend to put my foot down, yes, firmly. Taking my mother’s place! Heaven knows what poor old Paul will say when the news reaches him.” The interlude closes. It has taken place in Charles’s garden at Hilton. He and Dolly are sitting in deck-chairs, and their motor is regarding them placidly from its garage across the lawn. A short-frocked edition of Charles also regards them placidly; a perambulator edition is squeaking; a third edition is expected shortly. Nature is turning out Wilcoxes in this peaceful abode, so that they may inherit the earth.

Korean abode: 체류, 주거, 거주, 주소. beastliness: 더러움, 불결, 짐승 같은 짓, 부정, 무식, 외설, 야만, 난폭, 구역질 나는 것, 음탕, 추악. decent: 친절한, 적당한, 어울리는, 관대한, 상당한 신분의, 남보기 흉하지 않은, 어지간한, 남앞에 나서도 될 만큼 옷을 입은, 예절 바른. edition: 호화판, 판, 총서, 복제, 보급판의 판, 호화판의 판. flirting: 희롱하는, 시시덕거리는.

hang: 교살하다, 걸다, 조금도, 벽에 바르다, 걸림새, 취지, 늘어뜨리다, 방식, 사용법, 요령, 늘어지다. inherit: 상속하다, 유전하다, 물려받다, 계승하다, 재산을 상속하다, 재산을 물려받다, 이어 받다. needs: 꼭, 어떻게든지. peaceful: 평온한, 태평한, 평화로운, 평화를 위한, 온화한, 평화적인, 평화를 애호하는, 평화를 사랑하는,

평시용의, 조용한, 평화스러운. perambulator: 유모차, 순시자. placidly: 고요하게, 침착하게, 평온하게. regarding: 에 관해서, 의점에서는, 한점에서는, 에 관하여, 에 관해서는. regards: 문안 인사, 편지 따위의 문안 인사. twist: 꼰 실, 새끼, 혼합주, 꼬다, 곡해하다, 구부리다, 구부러지다, 끈, 감다, 한 번 꼬기, 기벽.

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Margaret%greeted her lord with peculiar tenderness on the morrow. Mature as he was, she might yet be able to help him to the building of the rainbow bridge that should connect the prose in us with the passion. Without it we are meaningless fragments, half monks, half beasts, unconnected arches that have never joined into a man. With it love is born, and alights on the highest curve, glowing against the grey, sober against the fire. Happy the man who sees from either aspect the glory of these outspread wings. The roads of his soul lie clear, and he and his friends shall find easy-going. It was hard-going in the roads of Mr. Wilcox’s soul. From boyhood he had neglected them. “I am not a fellow who bothers about my own inside.” Outwardly he was cheerful, reliable, and brave; but within, all had reverted to chaos, ruled, so far as it was ruled at all, by an incomplete asceticism. Whether as boy, husband, or widower, he had always the sneaking belief that bodily passion is bad, a belief that is desirable only when held passionately. Religion had confirmed him. The words that were read aloud on Sunday to him and to other respectable men were the words that had once kindled the souls of St. Catharine and St. Francis into a white-hot hatred of the carnal. He could-not be as the saints and love the Infinite with a seraphic ardour, but he could be a little ashamed of loving a wife. “Amabat, amare timebat.” And it was here that Margaret hoped to help him.

Korean aloud: 큰 소리로, 똑똑히, 소리 내어. ardour: 열정, 열심. asceticism: 금욕주의, 고행, 수덕주의, 고행생활, 고행 생활. boyhood: 소년기, 소년사회, 소년들. carnal: 육체의, 현세적인, 육욕적인, 육감적인, 속세의, 물질적인. desirable: 바람직한, 갖고 싶은. francis: 남자이름. incomplete: 불완전한, 미완성의, 불충분한, 불완전자동사, 미비의.

meaningless: 무의미한, 뜻이 없는, 무가치한. monk: 수도사, 수사. outspread: 펼치다, 펼쳐진, 필쳐진. rainbow: 무지개, 덧없는 희망, 무지개의. seraphic: 거룩한, 천사의, 치품 천사 같은, 치품 천사의. sneaking: 비열한, 슬금슬금하는, 살금살금 걷는, 비밀의. sober: 수수한, 술이 깨다, 냉정한,

취하지않은, 진지한, 분별 있는, 맑은 정신의, 마음이 가라앉다, 마음을 가라앉히다, 과장 없는, 침착해지다. unconnected: 관계가 없는, 앞뒤가 맞지 않는, 연속되지 않은, 조리가 맞지 않는, 연고가 없는, 연결되지 않은. white-hot: 열렬한, 백열한, 아주 열심인, 백열의, 흥분한. widower: 홀아비. wings: 공군 기장.

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It did not seem so difficult. She need trouble him with no gift of her own. She would only point out the salvation that was latent in his own soul, and in the soul of every man. Only connect! That was the whole of her sermon. Only connect the prose and the passion, and both will be exalted, and human love will be seen at its height. Live in fragments no longer. Only connect, and the beast and the monk, robbed of the isolation that is life to either, will die.% Nor was the message difficult to give. It need not take the form of a good “talking.” By quiet indications the bridge would be built and span their lives with beauty. But she failed. For there was one quality in Henry for which she was never prepared, however much she reminded herself of it: his obtuseness. He simply did not notice things, and there was no more to be said. He never noticed that Helen and Frieda were hostile, or that Tibby was not interested in currant plantations; he never noticed the lights and shades that exist in the grayest conversation, the finger-posts, the milestones, the collisions, the illimitable views. Once—on another occasion—she scolded him about it. He was puzzled, but replied with a laugh: “My motto is Concentrate. I’ve no intention of frittering away my strength on that sort of thing.” “It isn’t frittering away the strength,” she protested. “It’s enlarging the space in which you may be strong.” He answered: “You’re a clever little woman, but my motto’s Concentrate.” And this morning he concentrated with a vengeance. They met in the rhododendrons of yesterday. In the daylight the bushes were inconsiderable and the path was bright in the morning sun. She was with Helen, who had been ominously quiet since the affair was settled. “Here we all are!” she cried, and took him by one hand, retaining her sister’s in the other. “Here we are. Good-morning, Helen.” Helen replied, “Good-morning, Mr. Wilcox.” “Henry, she has had such a nice letter from the queer, cross boy—Do you remember him? He had a sad moustache, but the back of his head was young.”

Korean beast: 짐승, 가축, 짐승 같은 놈, 식용 소, 동물, 짐승 같은 사람, 축생, 네발짐승. concentrated: 집중된, 농축한, 응집된, 집중한. connect: 연결하다, 연상하다, 잇다, 연결되다, 득점이 되도록 치다, 관련시키다, 연속하다, 전원에 연결하다, 전화로 연결하다, 접속하다, 연고 관계를 가지게 하다. currant: 까치밥나무, 작은 씨없는

건포도, 건포도, 그 열매. daylight: 일광, 주간, 낮, 틈, 눈, 이해, 의식. exalted: 고귀한, 지위가 높은, 고상한, 숭고한, 기뻐 날뛰는, 고양된, 의기양양한. height: 높이, 고도, 고지, 둔덕, 절정, 한창, 극치, 높은 곳, 높음, 이 한창이어서, 하늘. hostile: 적의, 적대하는, 적의 있는. inconsiderable: 사소한, 중요치 않은,

하찮은, 중요하지 않은. isolation: 절연, 격리, 고립, 분리, 유리, 고독단리, 교통차단. motto: 금언, 표어, 모토, 반복 악구, 명, 좌우명, 서적 따위의 제구, 제구. obtuseness: 둔감함. salvation: 구제, 구조, 구조자, 구원, 구세, 구제물. sermon: 잔소리, 설교, 설교하다, 교훈. vengeance: 복수, 극단으로, 철저하게, 원수 갚기, 원수갚기.

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“I have had a letter too. Not a nice one—I want to talk it over with you:” for Leonard Bast was nothing to him now that she had given him her word; the triangle of sex was broken for ever.% “Thanks to your hint, he’s clearing out of the Porphyrion.” “Not a bad business that Porphyrion,” he said absently, as he took his own letter out of his pocket. “Not a bad—” she exclaimed, dropping his hand. Embankment—”

“Surely, on Chelsea

“Here’s our hostess. Good-morning, Mrs. Munt. Fine rhododendrons. Good morning, Frau Liesecke; we manage to grow flowers in England, don’t we?” “Not a bad business?” “No. My letter’s about Howards End. Bryce has been ordered abroad, and wants to sublet it. I am far from sure that I shall give him permission. There was no clause in the agreement. In my opinion, subletting is a mistake. If he can find me another tenant, whom I consider suitable, I may cancel the agreement. Morning, Schlegel. Don’t you think that’s better than subletting?” Helen had dropped her hand now, and he had steered her past the whole party to the seaward side of the house. Beneath them was the bourgeois little bay, which must have yearned all through the centuries for just such a wateringplace as Swanage to be built on its margin. The waves were colourless, and the Bournemouth steamer gave a further touch of insipidity, drawn up against the pier and hooting wildly for excursionists. “When there is a sublet I find that damage—” “Do excuse me, but about the Porphyrion. I don’t feel easy—might I just bother you, Henry?” Her manner was so serious that he stopped, and asked her a little sharply what she wanted.

Korean absently: 얼빠져, 넋을 잃고, 멍하니, 방심하여. bourgeois: 중산계급의, 부르조아, 중산계급의사람, 유산계급의, 중산 계급의 시민, 자본주의 사회의 지배 계급의 구성원, 버조이스 활자, 자본주의의. cancel: 취소하다, 삭제하다, 취소, 말소, 상쇄하다, 소인을 찍다, 중화하다, 중지하다, 약분하다, 약분되다, 삭제.

clause: 조항, 절, 조목, 악구, 절의. clearing: 청소, 청산, 개척지, 소해, 어음 교환, 어음 교환액, 어음교환, 장애물 제거, 개간지. dropping: 낙하, 강하, 낙하물, 촛농, 듣기, 똑똑 떨어짐, 똥, 방울져 떨어지는것, 적하, 탈모, 투하. insipidity: 김빠진, 맛없는, 재미없는, 평범, 맛없음, 무미건조, 평범한말, 무미. ordered: 정연한, 질서 바른, 정돈된.

pier: 교각, 부두, 방파제, 선창, 창문사이의 벽, 창과 창 사이의 벽, 잔교. seaward: 바다쪽의, 바다쪽으로, 바다를 향한, 바다쪽. steamer: 기선, 찌는 기구, 증기기관. sublet: 하청 시키다, 다시 빌려주다, 전대하다. wildly: 거칠게, 격렬하게, 야생상태로, 과격하게, 난폭하게, 미친 듯이, 야생적으로, 무턱대고.

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“You%said on Chelsea Embankment, surely, that it was a bad concern, so we advised this clerk to clear out. He writes this morning that he’s taken our advice, and now you say it’s not a bad concern. “ “A clerk who clears out of any concern, good or bad, without securing a berth somewhere else first, is a fool, and I’ve no pity for him.” “He has not done that. He’s going into a bank in Camden Town, he says. The salary’s much lower, but he hopes to manage—a branch of Dempster’s Bank. Is that all right?” “Dempster! My goodness me, yes.” “More right than the Porphyrion?” “Yes, yes, yes; safe as houses—safer.” “Very many thanks. I’m sorry—if you sublet—?” “If he sublets, I shan’t have the same control. In theory there should be no more damage done at Howards End; in practice there will be. Things may be done for which no money can compensate. For instance, I shouldn’t want that fine wych-elm spoilt. It hangs—Margaret, we must go and see the old place some time. It’s pretty in its way. We’ll motor down and have lunch with Charles.” “I should enjoy that,” said Margaret bravely. “What about next Wednesday?” “Wednesday? No, I couldn’t well do that. Aunt Juley expects us to stop here another week at least.” “But you can give that up now.” “Er—no,” said Margaret, after a moment’s thought. “Oh, that’ll be all right. I’ll speak to her.” “This visit is a high solemnity. My aunt counts on it year after year. She turns the house upside down for us; she invites our special friends—she scarcely knows Frieda, and we can’t leave her on her hands. I missed one day, and she would be so hurt if I didn’t stay the full ten.”

Korean advised: 숙고한, 신중한, 곰곰이 안정시키다, 보수를 치르다, 생각한 끝의, 무분별한, 숙고한 후의. 보정하다, 보충하다, 갚다, 다, berth: 숙소, 침대, 지위, 정박시키다, 메우다, 변상하다, 보상을 하다, 정박지, 직업-정박하다, 정박 위치, 지불하다. 정박 거리, 정박 간격, 적당한 장소, damage: 손해, 손상, 손상시키다, 손해 정박하다. 배상금-해치다, 해치다, 손상시키다branch: 가지, 지맥, 분가, 갈라지다, 못 쓰게 되다, 손해 배상금, 다치다, 지류, 출장소, 분파, 가지를내다, 비용, 손해를 입히다, 손해액. 분기, 가지 모양의 물건, 가지를 enjoy: 즐기다, 누리다, 향유하다, 갈라지게 하다. 건강, 성교하다, 즐겁게 시간을 compensate: 보상하다, 구매력을 보내다, 갖고 있다, 향수하다.

safe: 안전한, 틀림없는, 믿을 수 있는, 몹시 조심하는, 무사한, 세이프의, 금고, 도망할우려가 없는, 위험성이 없는, 의 가능성이 있는, 찬장. spoilt: 응석받이로 자라 못쓰게 된. surely: 확실히, 꼭, 설마, 안전하게, 틀림없이, 기필코, 결코, 반드시, 정말로, 좋고말고. thanks: 고마워요, 감사합니다, 고맙습니다, 감사. theory: 이론, 학설, 설, 공론, 론, 의견.

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“But I’ll say a word to her. Don’t you bother.” “Henry, I won’t go. Don’t bully me.” “You want to see the house, though?” “Very much—I’ve heard so much about it, one way or the other. Aren’t there pigs’ teeth in the wych-elm?” “Pigs’ teeth?” “And you chew the bark for toothache.” “What a rum notion! Of course not!” “Perhaps I have confused it with some other tree. There are still a great number of sacred trees in England, it seems.” But he left her to intercept Mrs. Munt, whose voice could be heard in the distance: to be intercepted himself by Helen.% “Oh, Mr. Wilcox, about the Porphyrion—” she began, and went scarlet all over her face. “It’s all right,” called Margaret, catching them up. better.”

“Dempster’s Bank’s

“But I think you told us the Porphyrion was bad, and would smash before Christmas.” “Did I? It was still outside the Tariff Ring, and had to take rotten policies. Lately it came in—safe as houses now.” “In other words, Mr. Bast need never have left it.” “No, the fellow needn’t.” “—and needn’t have started life elsewhere at a greatly reduced salary.” “He only says ‘reduced,’ “ corrected Margaret, seeing trouble ahead. “With a man so poor, every reduction must be great. deplorable misfortune.”

I consider it a

Korean bully: 훌륭한, 약자를괴롭히는자, 위협하다, 통조림쇠고기, 마구 뻐기다, 약한 자를 괴롭히는 사람, 뚜쟁이, 통조림한 쇠고기, 골리다, 심술꾼, 시합을 개시하다. confused: 혼란스러운, 당황한, 혼란한, 어리둥절한, 지리멸렬한, 낭패한. deplorable: 비참한, 슬퍼할, 가엾은, 애처로운, 통탄할. elsewhere: 어딘가딴곳에, 어떤

딴곳으로, 어떤 딴곳에, 어떤 딴곳에서. intercept: 방해하다, 방수하다, 가로막다, 차단하다, 두 점에 의해서 자라내다, 패스를 끊다, 요격하다, 빼앗다, 두점선으로 잘라내다, 가로 막다, 도중에서 잡다가로채다. reduction: 축소, 변형, 감소, 환원법, 약분, 할인, 축도, 정복, 환원, 환산, 감수분열. rotten: 약한, 썩은, 부패한, 부서지기

쉬운, 타락한, 더러운, 취약한, 나쁜, 태도가 나쁜, 궂은, 축축한. rum: 이상한, 술, 럼 술, 기묘한, 서투른, 럼주, 만만찮은, 위험한, 어려운, 별스런, 럼술. sacred: 신성한, 종교적인, 모신, 바쳐진, 바친, 신성 불가침의, 신의 사자인, 전용되는. seeing: 이므로, 인 사실을 생각하면, 봄. teeth: 이.

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Mr. Wilcox, intent on his business with Mrs. Munt, was going steadily on, but the last remark made him say: “What? What’s that? Do you mean that I’m responsible?”% “You’re ridiculous, Helen.” “You seem to think—” He looked at his watch. “Let me explain the point to you. It is like this. You seem to assume, when a business concern is conducting a delicate negotiation, it ought to keep the public informed stage by stage. The Porphyrion, according to you, was bound to say, ‘I am trying all I can to get into the Tariff Ring. I am not sure that I shall succeed, but it is the only thing that will save me from insolvency, and I am trying.’ My dear Helen—” “Is that your point? A man who had little money has less—that’s mine.” “I am grieved for your clerk. But it is all in the day’s work. It’s part of the battle of life.” “A man who had little money,” she repeated, “has less, owing to us. Under these circumstances I do not consider ‘the battle of life’ a happy expression.” “Oh come, come!” he protested pleasantly. “You’re not to blame. No one’s to blame.” “Is no one to blame for anything?” “I wouldn’t say that, but you’re taking it far too seriously. Who is this fellow?” “We have told you about the fellow twice already,” said Helen. “You have even met the fellow. He is very poor and his wife is an extravagant imbecile. He is capable of better things. We—we, the upper classes—thought we would help him from the height of our superior knowledge—and here’s the result!” He raised his finger. “Now, a word of advice.” “I require no more advice.” “A word of advice. Don’t take up that sentimental attitude over the poor. See that she doesn’t, Margaret. The poor are poor, and one’s sorry for them, but there it is. As civilization moves forward, the shoe is bound to pinch in places,

Korean circumstances: 사정, 상황, 환경. extravagant: 낭비하는, 엄청난, 터무니 없는, 기발한. grieved: 슬퍼하는, 슬픈. imbecile: 우둔, 저능, 허약한, 매우 어리석은, 치우, 저능자, 저능한. informed: 지식이 있는, 지식의 필요한, 소식통의, 견문이 넓은, 사정에 밝은, 학식이 있는. insolvency: 지급 불능의, 지불불능, 채무초과, 파산, 지불 불능.

intent: 의미, 의지, 열심인, 취지, 목적, 의향, 사실상, 열중하여, 집중된, 여념이 없는, 여념없는. negotiation: 유통, 교섭, 양도, 협상, 뚫고 나감, 뛰어넘음, 담판, 빠져 나가기, 어음의 유통. pinch: 꼬집다, 인색하게 굴다, 죄다, 집다, 훔치다, 바싹조리차다, 어려움, 수척하게 하다, 움츠러들게 하다, 잘라내다, 체포하다-죄어들다꼭기다. shoe: 구두, 신, 편자, 단화, 접촉부,

끝쇠, 타이어의 외피, 이왕 내친 걸음이면 끝까지, 집전장치, 구두를 신기다, 구두 모양의 것. succeed: 에 계속하다, 성공하다, 잇따라 일어나다, 계속되다, 입신하다, 의 뒤를 잇다, 계승하다, 의 자리를 계승하다, 후임이 되다. superior: 우세한, 우수한, 뛰어난 사람, 거만한, 윗사람, 수도원장, 우량한, 을 초월한, 에 동요되지 않는, 보다 놓은, 상급자.

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and it’s absurd to pretend that anyone is responsible personally. Neither you, nor I, nor my informant, nor the man who informed him, nor the directors of the Porphyrion, are to blame for this clerk’s loss of salary. It’s just the shoe pinching—no one can help it; and it might easily have been worse.” Helen quivered with indignation.% “By all means subscribe to charities—subscribe to them largely—but don’t get carried away by absurd schemes of Social Reform. I see a good deal behind the scenes, and you can take it from me that there is no Social Question—except for a few journalists who try to get a living out of the phrase. There are just rich and poor, as there always have been and always will be. Point me out a time when men have been equal—” “I didn’t say—” “Point me out a time when desire for equality has made them happier. No, no. You can’t. There always have been rich and poor. I’m no fatalist. Heaven forbid! But our civilization is moulded by great impersonal forces” (his voice grew complacent; it always did when he eliminated the personal), “and there always will be rich and poor. You can’t deny it” (and now it was a respectful voice)—”and you can’t deny that, in spite of all, the tendency of civilization has on the whole been upward.” “Owing to God, I suppose,” flashed Helen. He stared at her. “You grab the dollars. God does the rest.” It was no good instructing the girl if she was going to talk about God in that neurotic modern way. Fraternal to the last, he left her for the quieter company of Mrs. Munt. He thought, “She rather reminds me of Dolly.” Helen looked out at the sea. “Don’t even discuss political economy with Henry,” advised her sister. “It’ll only end in a cry.”

Korean fatalist: 운명론자, 숙명론자. 감정을 섞지 않는, 비인칭동사, forbid: 금하다, 허락지않다, 금지하다, 객관적인. 방해하다, 하는 일이 절대로 없기를. informant: 통지자, 밀고자, 보고자, grab: 잡아채기, 횡령, 빼앗다, 정보제공자, 밀고자피조사자, 움켜잡기, 움켜잡다, 집 기계, 흥미를 피조사자. 주다, 그랩, 덮치다, 부여잡다, 움켜 neurotic: 신경증환자, 신경증의, 쥐다. 신경증에 잘듣는, 신경을 침범하는, impersonal: 비개인적인, 비인칭의, 신경계의, 노이로제에 걸린, 일반적인, 비인격적인, 개인에 노이로제의, 신경증에 걸린, 신경증 관계없는, 비인간적인, 인격을 가지지 환자. 않는, 개인에 관하지 않는, 개인의 respectful: 정중한, 경의를 표하는,

공손한, 존중하는. salary: 봉급, 월급, 에게 봉급을 주다, 급료. subscribe: 서명하다, 예약하다, 기부하다, 응모하다, 기부자 명부에 써넣다, 서명하여 동의 하다, 찬성하다, 구독하다, 기부명부에 기명하다, 승낙하다, 동의하다. tendency: 경향, 버릇, 취지, 추세, 성벽, 특정한 경향, 성향, 풍조.

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“But%he must be one of those men who have reconciled science with religion,” said Helen slowly. “I don’t like those men. They are scientific themselves, and talk of the survival of the fittest, and cut down the salaries of their clerks, and stunt the independence of all who may menace their comfort, but yet they believe that somehow good—and it is always that sloppy ‘somehow’—will be the outcome, and that in some mystical way the Mr. Basts of the future will benefit because the Mr. Basts of today are in pain.” “He is such a man in theory. But oh, Helen, in theory!” “But oh, Meg, what a theory!” “Why should you put things so bitterly, dearie?” “Because I’m an old maid,” said Helen, biting her lip. “I can’t think why I go on like this myself.” She shook off her sister’s hand and went into the house. Margaret, distressed at the day’s beginning, followed the Bournemouth steamer with her eyes. She saw that Helen’s nerves were exasperated by the unlucky Bast business beyond the bounds of politeness. There might at any minute be a real explosion, which even Henry would notice. Henry must be removed. “Margaret!” her aunt called. “Magsy! It isn’t true, surely, what Mr. Wilcox says, that you want to go away early next week?” “Not ‘want,’ “ was Margaret’s prompt reply; “but there is so much to be settled, and I do want to see the Charles’.” “But going away without taking the Weymouth trip, or even the Lulworth?” said Mrs. Munt, coming nearer. “Without going once more up Nine Barrows Down?” “I’m afraid so.” Mr. Wilcox rejoined her with, “Good! I did the breaking of the ice.” A wave of tenderness came over her. She put a hand on either shoulder, and looked deeply into the black, bright eyes. What was behind their competent stare? She knew, but was not disquieted.

Korean biting: 찌르는듯한, 물어 뜯는, 살을 에는 듯한, 날카로운. bitterly: 쓰게, 격심하게, 비참하게, 몹시, 살을 에듯이, 통렬히. explosion: 파열, 폭발, 급증, 파열의, 폭발의, 폭음, 폭음의. lip: 입술, 입술을 쓰다, 찰싹찰싹 치다, 수다, 귀때, 입, 입술을 대다, 중얼거리다, 끝끝내 고집을 세우다, 에 입술을 대다, 표면만의. menace: 협박, 위협, 골칫거리, 귀찮은

것, 협박하다, 위협하다, 공갈, 위험한 연구, 발육저지, 곡예를 하다. 것. survival: 잔존, 생존자, 잔존물, mystical: 비법의, 신비의. 예부터의 풍습, 살아남음, 살아남기, outcome: 결과, 성공. 비상용의, 긴급용의, 활착. prompt: 사상, 곧...하는, 민속한, unlucky: 불길한, 공교로운, 불행을 힌트를 주다, 즉시의, 숨어서 대사를 가져오는, 불행한, 잘되지 않는, 일러주다, 생가가나게 하다, 생각나게 계제가 나쁜, 불운한. 하다, 정확히, 자극하다, 자극하는 것. wave: 파도, 물결치다, 파동, 물결, stunt: 묘기, 발육을 방해하다, 곡예, 펄럭이다, 휘두르다, 물결치게 하다, 주접든 동식물, 주접들기, 흔들리다, 바다, 너울거리다, 흔들어 주접들게하다, 위축병, 곡예비행, 신호하다.

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Margaret had no intention of letting things slide, and the evening before she left Swanage she gave her sister a thorough scolding. She censured her, not for disapproving of the engagement, but for throwing over her disapproval a veil of mystery. Helen was equally frank. “Yes,” she said, with the air of one looking inwards, “there is a mystery. I can’t help it. It’s not my fault. It’s the way life has been made.” Helen in those days was over-interested in the subconscious self. She exaggerated the Punch and Judy aspect of life, and spoke of mankind as puppets, whom an invisible showman twitches into love and war. Margaret pointed out that if she dwelt on this she, too, would eliminate the personal. Helen was silent for a minute, and then burst into a queer speech, which cleared the air. “Go on and marry him. I think you’re splendid; and if anyone can pull it off, you will.” Margaret denied that there was anything to “pull off,” but she continued: “Yes, there is, and I wasn’t up to it with Paul. I can only do what’s easy. I can only entice and be enticed. I can’t, and won’t attempt difficult relations. If I marry, it will either be a man who’s strong enough to boss me or whom I’m strong enough to boss. So I shan’t ever marry, for there aren’t such men. And Heaven help any one whom I do marry, for I shall certainly run away from him before you can say ‘Jack Robinson.’ There! Because I’m uneducated. But you, you’re different; you’re a heroine.” “Oh, Helen! Am I? Will it be as dreadful for poor Henry as all that?”

Korean boss: 두목, 감독, 사마귀, 보스, 둥근 돌기, 감독하다, 우두머리가되다, 보스가 되다, 두목이 되다, 돌기, 양각. eliminate: 제거하다, 삭제하다, 배설하다, 생략하다, 고려에 넣지 않다, 죽이다, 배출하다. exaggerated: 과장된, 떠벌린, 비대한, 비정상적으로 확장된, 지나친. frank: 솔직한, 프랑크족의 사람, 공공연한, 무료 송달의 서명, 터놓은,

숨김없는, 숨김 없는, 무료로 부치다, 무료로 송달하다. inwards: 안으로, 마음속으로, 내부에. mankind: 남성, 인간, 인류. mystery: 신비, 비결, 중세 종교극, 성체, 불가사의, 비밀, 추리 소설, 성사극, 비법, 성사, 신비적인 사건. pointed: 뾰족한, 가시돋친, 노골적인, 두드러진, 말씨가 명쾌한, 명쾌한. self: 자기, 본인, 사욕, 이기심, 단일의, 진수, 귀사, 자아, 귀점, 자신, 나.

showman: 흥행사, 연기적 재능이 있는 사람. slide: 미끄러짐, 사태, 슬라이드, 미끄러지다, 활주, 스르르 빠져들다, 단층, 슬라이딩, 미끄러 떨어뜨리는 대, 미끄러져 가다, 산사태. subconscious: 어렴풋이 의식하고 있는, 잠재의식, 잠재 의식의, 잠재 의식. uneducated: 교육은 받지 못한, 무지한, 무교육의.

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“You%mean to keep proportion, and that’s heroic, it’s Greek, and I don’t see why it shouldn’t succeed with you. Go on and fight with him and help him. Don’t ask me for help, or even for sympathy. Henceforward I’m going my own way. I mean to be thorough, because thoroughness is easy. I mean to dislike your husband, and to tell him so. I mean to make no concessions to Tibby. If Tibby wants to live with me, he must lump me. I mean to love you more than ever. Yes, I do. You and I have built up something real, because it is purely spiritual. There’s no veil of mystery over us. Unreality and mystery begin as soon as one touches the body. The popular view is, as usual, exactly the wrong one. Our bothers are over tangible things—money, husbands, house-hunting. But Heaven will work of itself.” Margaret was grateful for this expression of affection, and answered, “Perhaps.” All vistas close in the unseen—no one doubts it—but Helen closed them rather too quickly for her taste. At every turn of speech one was confronted with reality and the absolute. Perhaps Margaret grew too old for metaphysics, perhaps Henry was weaning her from them, but she felt that there was something a little unbalanced in the mind that so readily shreds the visible. The business man who assumes that this life is everything, and the mystic who asserts that it is nothing, fail, on this side and on that, to hit the truth. “Yes, I see, dear; it’s about halfway between,” Aunt Juley had hazarded in earlier years. No; truth, being alive, was not halfway between anything. It was only to be found by continuous excursions into either realm, and though proportion is the final secret, to espouse it at the outset is to insure sterility. Helen, agreeing here, disagreeing there, would have talked till midnight, but Margaret, with her packing to do, focussed the conversation on Henry. She might abuse Henry behind his back, but please would she always, be civil to him in company? “I definitely dislike him, but I’ll do what I can,” promised Helen. “Do what you can with my friends in return.” This conversation made Margaret easier. Their inner life was so safe that they could bargain over externals in a way that would have been incredible to Aunt Juley, and impossible for Tibby or Charles. There are moments when the

Korean bargain: 흥정하다, 매매, 약속을 하다, 수단을 강구하다, 안전하게하다, 거래, 교섭하다, 기대하다, 바꾸다, 싼 보험을 걸다, 보증이되다, 보험 물건, 의 조건을 붙이다, 헐값의. 증서를 발행하다. dislike: 싫어하다, 혐오, 미워하다, lump: 덩어리, 참다, 견디다, 증오, 싫어함. 덩어리지다, 많음, 어슬렁어슬렁 espouse: 시집보내다, 지지하다, 걷다, 총체로, 덩어리로 만들다, 혹, 채용하다, 신봉하다, 처로 삼다. 땅딸보, 멍청이. externals: 외관. metaphysics: 추상론, 심리학, insure: 보증하다, 보험에 들다, 형이상학, 그리스 어의 뜻에서, 확실하게 하다, 보험에 가입하다, 그리스 물리학 다음의 것의 뜻에서. 지키다, 의 보험을 맡다, 을 방지할 outset: 착수, 최초, 시초.

realm: 범위, 왕국, 영역, 부문, 영토, 권, 국토, 계, 분야, 세계, 대. sterility: 불임, 무효, 불모, 빈약, 무취미, 무결과, 무미 건조, 빈곤, 중성, 불임증. thoroughness: 충분함, 완벽함, 철저함, 면밀함, 완전. unbalanced: 불안정한, 미결산의, 균형을 잃은, 어울리지 않는, 정서 불안정에 빠진, 정신 불안정에 빠진, 미청산의, 평형을 잃은.

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inner life actually “pays,” when years of self-scrutiny, conducted for no ulterior motive, are suddenly of practical use. Such moments are still rare in the West; that they come at all promises a fairer future. Margaret, though unable to understand her sister, was assured against estrangement, and returned to London with a more peaceful mind.% The following morning, at eleven o’clock, she presented herself at the offices of the Imperial and West African Rubber Company. She was glad to go there, for Henry had implied his business rather than described it, and the formlessness and vagueness that one associates with Africa had hitherto brooded over the main sources of his wealth. Not that a visit to the office cleared things up. There was just the ordinary surface scum of ledgers and polished counters and brass bars that began and stopped for no possible reason, of electric-light globes blossoming in triplets, of little rabbit hutches faced with glass or wire, of little rabbits. And even when she penetrated to the inner depths, she found only the ordinary table and Turkey carpet, and though the map over the fireplace did depict a helping of West Africa, it was a very ordinary map. Another map hung opposite, on which the whole continent appeared, looking like a whale marked out for blubber, and by its side was a door, shut, but Henry’s voice came through it, dictating a “strong” letter. She might have been at the Porphyrion, or Dempster’s Bank, or her own wine-merchant’s. Everything seems just alike in these days. But perhaps she was seeing the Imperial side of the company rather than its West African, and Imperialism always had been one of her difficulties. “One minute!” called Mr. Wilcox on receiving her name. He touched a bell, the effect of which was to produce Charles. Charles had written his father an adequate letter—more adequate than Evie’s, through which a girlish indignation throbbed. And he greeted his future stepmother with propriety. “I hope that my wife—how do you do?—will give you a decent lunch,” was his opening. “I left instructions, but we live in a rough-and-ready way. She expects you back to tea, too, after you have had a look at Howards End. I

Korean blubber: 엉엉욺, 울며 말하다, 눈물로 얼룩지게하다, 엉엉 울다, 엉엉울다, 엉엉 울기, 울면서 말하다, 두툼한, 고래의 기름, 여분의 지방, 눈물로 얼룩지게 하다. depict: 묘사하다, 서술하다. estrangement: 소원, 이간, 버성김, 소외, 불화. girlish: 소녀의, 소녀다운, 연약한, 앳된, 계집애 같은, 계집애같은, 소녀같은, 소녀를 위한, 소녀시대의,

순진한. globes: 유방. indignation: 분개, 의분, 분. propriety: 적당, 예의 범절, 예의 바름, 타당, 교양, 예의. rough-and-ready: 난투, 뒤범벅이된, 임시변통의, 저돌적인, 졸속 주의의, 혼전. scum: 찌끼, 더껑이, 찌꺼기, 인간 지스러기, 거품이 일다, 인간 찌꺼 기, 인간 쓰레기, 인간 말짜, 에서 뜬

찌꺼기를 걷어내다, 에 더껑이를 만들다, 에 거품을 만들다. stepmother: 의붓어머니, 계모, 의붓어미. ulterior: 저쪽의, 금후의, 장래의, 뒤의, 마음 속의, 마음 의향 등. vagueness: 모호함, 건성, 막연. whale: 고래, 고래잡이에 종사하다, 굉장히 큰것, 심하게 때리다, 매질하다, 뛰어난 사람, 뛰어난 것, 때리다.

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wonder what you’ll think of the place. I wouldn’t touch it with tongs myself. Do sit down! It’s a measly little place.” “I shall enjoy seeing it,” said Margaret, feeling, for the first time, shy.% “You’ll see it at its worst, for Bryce decamped abroad last Monday without even arranging for a charwoman to clear up after him. I never saw such a disgraceful mess. It’s unbelievable. He wasn’t in the house a month.” “I’ve more than a little bone to pick with Bryce,” called Henry from the inner chamber. “Why did he go so suddenly?” “Invalid type; couldn’t sleep.” “Poor fellow!” “Poor fiddlesticks!” said Mr. Wilcox, joining them. “He had the impudence to put up notice-boards without as much as saying with your leave or by your leave. Charles flung them down.” “Yes, I flung them down,” said Charles modestly. “I’ve sent a telegram after him, and a pretty sharp one, too. He, and he in person is responsible for the upkeep of that house for the next three years.” “The keys are at the farm; we wouldn’t have the keys.” “Quite right.” “Dolly would have taken them, but I was in, fortunately.” “What’s Mr. Bryce like?” asked Margaret. But nobody cared. Mr. Bryce was the tenant, who had no right to sublet; to have defined him further was a waste of time. On his misdeeds they descanted profusely, until the girl who had been typing the strong letter came out with it. Mr. Wilcox added his signature. “Now we’ll be off,” said he. A motor-drive, a form of felicity detested by Margaret, awaited her. Charles saw them in, civil to the last, and in a moment the offices of the Imperial and West African Rubber Company faded away. But it was not an impressive drive.

Korean bone: 뼈, 해골, 골격, 뼈로만든것, 골분 비료를 주다-공부만 들이 파다, 몸-뼈를발라내다, 시체, 철저히, 줄의 맨 끝에 있는 사람, 주사위, 열심히 공부하는 사람. chamber: 약실, 방, 소실, 침실, 변호사 사무실, 의원, 의회, 회의장, 회의실, 회의소, 회관. charwoman: 파출부, 잡역부, 날품팔이 여자, 빌딩의 날품팔이. disgraceful: 수치스러운, 욕된.

felicity: 행복, 지복, 적절한 표현, 교묘함, 경사, 적절. impressive: 인상적인, 강한 인상을 주는, 감명을 주는, 깊은 감명을 주는. impudence: 뻔뻔스러움, 건방짐, 몰염치, 건방진 언행. measly: 홍역의, 홍역에 걸린, 촌충이 붙은, 빈약한, 흥역의, 흥역에 걸린. mess: 혼란, 잡탕, 혼합식, 실책, 회식 동료, 한끼분, 북새, 한 접시분의 음식, 희식하다, 흩어져 어수선함,

흔란. modestly: 얌전하게, 삼가서, 겸손하게, 삼가하여, 겸손하여. profusely: 풍부하게, 마구, 넘치도록, 통이 크게. tongs: 집게, 부젓가락, 화젓가락. typing: 타이프라이프치기, 타이프라이터로 치기. unbelievable: 믿을 수 없는, 믿기 어려운. upkeep: 유지, 유지비, 유리.

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Perhaps the weather was to blame, being grey and banked high with weary clouds. Perhaps Hertfordshire is scarcely intended for motorists. Did not a gentleman once motor so quickly through Westmoreland that he missed it? and if Westmoreland can be missed, it will fare ill with a county whose delicate structure particularly needs the attentive eye. Hertfordshire is England at its quietest, with little emphasis of river and hill; it is England meditative. If Drayton were with us again to write a new edition of his incomparable poem, he would sing the nymphs of Hertfordshire as indeterminate of feature, with hair obfuscated by the London smoke. Their eyes would be sad, and averted from their fate towards the Northern flats, their leader not Isis or Sabrina, but the slowly flowing Lea. No glory of raiment would be theirs, no urgency of dance; but they would be real nymphs.% The chauffeur could not travel as quickly as he had hoped, for the Great North Road was full of Easter traffic. But he went quite quick enough for Margaret, a poor-spirited creature, who had chickens and children on the brain. “They’re all right,” said Mr. Wilcox. “They’ll learn—like the swallows and the telegraph-wires.” “Yes, but, while they’re learning—” “The motor’s come to stay,” he answered. “One must get about. There’s a pretty church—oh, you aren’t sharp enough. Well, look out, if the road worries you—right outward at the scenery. “ She looked at the scenery. It heaved and merged like porridge. Presently it congealed. They had arrived. Charles’s house on the left; on the right the swelling forms of the Six Hills. Their appearance in such a neighbourhood surprised her. They interrupted the stream of residences that was thickening up towards Hilton. Beyond them she saw meadows and a wood, and beneath them she settled that soldiers of the best kind lay buried. She hated war and liked soldiers—it was one of her amiable inconsistencies.

Korean attentive: 친절한, 경청하는, 정중한, 주의깊은, 주의 깊은. banked: 줄지어 늘어놓다. fare: 음식물, 가다, 먹다, 지내다, 승객, 일어나다, 요금, 여행하다, 대접받다, 운임, 되다. fate: 운명, 운, 죽음, 숙명, 파멸, 운명의 삼여신. glory: 장관, 기뻐하다, 영광, 후광, 명예, 번영, 죽다, 송영, 자랑하다, 찬미, 성조기.

incomparable: 비교할 수 없는, 견줄 나위 없는, 비길데 없는. meditative: 명상적인. neighbourhood: 근처, 이웃, 인근, 지구, 이웃의 정의, 인근 사람들, 접근하기, 근처의. outward: 밖으로 향하는, 바깥쪽의, 육체의, 외부의, 밖으로, 바깥쪽에, 외부, 밖에, 현세적인. porridge: 죽, 오트밀죽. raiment: 의류, 의복.

thickening: 풀먹임, 농후제, 농화, 두껍게하기, 두꺼워짐, 농밀화, 굵게 함, 농후재료, 두껍게 됨, 두껍게 함, 굵게 됨. urgency: 긴급, 긴급한 일, 절박, 역설, 위급, 급박, 긴급 안건이라는 결의, 위기, 화급, 한결같은 주장, 집요. weary: 지치다, 지치게 하다, 지치게 하는, 싫어진, 넌더리나는, 동경하다, 싫증나다, 지루하게 하다, 지루해지다, 피로한, 싫증나게 하다.

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But here was Dolly, dressed up to the nines, standing at the door to greet them, and here were the first drops of the rain. They ran in gaily, and after a long wait in the drawing-room sat down to the rough-and-ready lunch, every dish in which concealed or exuded cream. Mr. Bryce was the chief topic of conversation. Dolly described his visit with the key, while her father-in-law gave satisfaction by chaffing her and contradicting all she said. It was evidently the custom to laugh at Dolly. He chaffed Margaret, too, and Margaret, roused from a grave meditation, was pleased, and chaffed him back. Dolly seemed surprised, and eyed her curiously. After lunch the two children came down. Margaret disliked babies, but hit it off better with the two-year-old, and sent Dolly into fits of laughter by talking sense to him. “Kiss them now, and come away,” said Mr. Wilcox. She came, but refused to kiss them: it was such hard luck on the little things, she said, and though Dolly proffered Chorly-worly and Porgly-woggles in turn, she was obdurate.% By this time it was raining steadily. The car came round with the hood up, and again she lost all sense of space. In a few minutes they stopped, and Crane opened the door of the car. “What’s happened?” asked Margaret. “What do you suppose?” said Henry. A little porch was close up against her face. “Are we there already?” “We are.” “Well, I never! In years ago it seemed so far away.” Smiling, but somehow disillusioned, she jumped out, and her impetus carried her to the front-door. She was about to open it, when Henry said: “That’s no good; it’s locked. Who’s got the key?” As he had himself forgotten to call for the key at the farm, no one replied. He also wanted to know who had left the front gate open, since a cow had strayed in from the road, and was spoiling the croquet lawn. Then he said rather crossly:

Korean carried: 운반된, 넋을 잃은, 황홀해진, 황홀한, 제 정신을 잃은. concealed: 숨기는. cow: 암소, 암컷, 으르다, 단정치 못한 여자, 위협하다, 겁을 먹게하다, 젖소, 축우. cream: 크림, 정수, 완전히 해치우다, 알짜를 뽑다, 더껑이, 화장용 크림, 크림 과자, 정화, 크림으로 만든, 휘저어 크림 모양으로 만들다, 크림을 분리하다.

curiously: 호기심에서, 기묘하게, 지독하게, 신기한 듯이, 진기한듯이, 기묘하게도. dish: 접시에 담다, 요리, 푼주, 접시, 움푹해지다, 식품, 성적 매력이 있는 여자, 위성 방송, 미인, 그릇, 사발 모양으로 움푹 들어가게 하다. disillusioned: 환멸을 느낀. eyed: 눈구멍이 달린, 눈 모양의 얼룩이 있는, 눈을 한. hood: 두건, 덮개, 덮개를 씌우다,

뚜껑을 하다, 후드, 단의 뜻, 들의 뜻, 등에 늘어진천, 불량 소년, 어린 시절, 사회의 뜻. impetus: 기동력, 운동량, 자극, 힘, 기세, 관성. kiss: 키스, 당과의 일종, 키스하다, 굴욕을 당하다, 가볍게 스치다, 접촉하다, 에 키스하다, 에 가볍게 스치다, 가볍게 스치기. meditation: 묵상, 명상록, 심사숙고, 심사 숙고, 명상.

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“Margaret, you wait in the dry. I’ll go down for the key. It isn’t a hundred yards.% “Mayn’t I come too?” “No; I shall be back before I’m gone.” Then the car turned away, and it was as if a curtain had risen. For the second time that day she saw the appearance of the earth. There were the greengage-trees that Helen had once described, there the tennis lawn, there the hedge that would be glorious with dog-roses in June, but the vision now was of black and palest green. Down by the dell-hole more vivid colours were awakening, and Lent Lilies stood sentinel on its margin, or advanced in battalions over the grass. Tulips were a tray of jewels. She could not see the wych-elm tree, but a branch of the celebrated vine, studded with velvet knobs, had covered the porch. She was struck by the fertility of the soil; she had seldom been in a garden where the flowers looked so well, and even the weeds she was idly plucking out of the porch were intensely green. Why had poor Mr. Bryce fled from all this beauty? For she had already decided that the place was beautiful. “Naughty cow! indignation.

Go away!” cried Margaret to the cow, but without

Harder came the rain, pouring out of a windless sky, and spattering up from the notice-boards of the house-agents, which lay in a row on the lawn where Charles had hurled them. She must have interviewed Charles in another world—where one did have interviews. How Helen would revel in such a notion! Charles dead, all people dead, nothing alive but houses and gardens. The obvious dead, the intangible alive, and—no connection at all between them! Margaret smiled. Would that her own fancies were as clear-cut! Would that she could deal as high-handedly with the world! Smiling and sighing, she laid her hand upon the door. It opened. The house was not locked up at all. She hesitated. Ought she to wait for Henry? He felt strongly about property, and might prefer to show her over himself. On the other hand, he had told her to

Korean celebrated: 유명한, 저명한. clear-cut: 윤곽이 뚜렷한, 선명한, 명쾌한, 윤곽이 렷한 뚜. colours: 그림 물감, 색 리본, 입장, 군기. fertility: 비옥, 다산, 풍요, 출생률, 산출력, 수정률, 수정 능력. idly: 무익하게, 멍하니, 게으르게, 헛되이, 빈둥거려, 빈둥거리며, 하는일 없이, 게을리, 한는 일 없이. intensely: 격렬하게.

margin: 가장자리, 난외, 여유, 한계, 방주를 털다, 이문, 판매 수익, 변두리, 여지, 증거금을 걸다, 증거금. naughty: 버릇없는, 장난꾸러기의, 못된, 외설한, 아슬아슬한, 성교, 못된 나쁜, 나쁜, 장난스러운, 도리에 어긋난, 부적합한. revel: 술잔치, 한껏 즐기다, 주연을 베풀다, 환락, 음주 등에 낭비하다, 에 빠지다, 술마시고 흥청거림, 매우 기뻐하다, 마시고 흥청거리다, 술로

낭비하다, 몹시 즐기다. sentinel: 보초, 파수병을 두다, 파수병, 망보다, 보초를 서다, 표지, 보초를 세우다, 보초의. tennis: 테니스, 정구. velvet: 벨벳, 고스란한 이익, 벨벳의, 녹용, 우단과 같은, 보드라운, 벨벳제의, 조용한, 이익, 우단, 벨벳 비슷한 것. weeds: 상복. windless: 바람 없는, 잔잔한, 숨이 찬.

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keep in the dry, and the porch was beginning to drip. So she went in, and the drought from inside slammed the door behind.% Desolation greeted her. Dirty finger-prints were on the hall-windows, flue and rubbish on its unwashed boards. The civilization of luggage had been here for a month, and then decamped. Dining-room and drawing room—right and left—were guessed only by their wall-papers. They were just rooms where one could shelter from the rain. Across the ceiling of each ran a great beam. The dining-room and hall revealed theirs openly, but the drawing-room’s was match-boarded—because the facts of life must be concealed from ladies? Drawing-room, dining-room, and hall—how petty the names sounded! Here were simply three rooms where children could play and friends shelter from the rain. Yes, and they were beautiful. Then she opened one of the doors opposite—there were two—and exchanged wall-papers for whitewash. It was the servants’ part, though she scarcely realized that: just rooms again, where friends might shelter. The garden at the back was full of flowering cherries and plums. Farther on were hints of the meadow and a black cliff of pines. Yes, the meadow was beautiful. Penned in by the desolate weather, she recaptured the sense of space which the motor had tried to rob from her. She remembered again that ten square miles are not ten times as wonderful as one square mile, that a thousand square miles are not practically the same as heaven. The phantom of bigness, which London encourages, was laid for ever when she paced from the hall at Howards End to its kitchen and heard the rains run this way and that where the watershed of the roof divided them. Now Helen came to her mind, scrutinizing half Wessex from the ridge of the Purbeck Downs, and saying: “You will have to lose something.” She was not so sure. For instance, she would double her kingdom by opening the door that concealed the stairs. Now she thought of the map of Africa; of empires; of her father; of the two supreme nations, streams of whose life warmed her blood, but, mingling, had

Korean desolate: 황량한, 황폐케하다, 황폐한, 음산한, 고독한, 사람이 안 사는, 시람이 안 사는, 쓸쓸한, 내버려진. drip: 적하, 물방울, 똑똑 떨어지다, 똑똑떨어지다, 빗물받이 돌, 서교성 없는 사람, 미련한 사람, 물방울을 듣게 하다, 똑똑 떨어지는 물방울 소리, 똑똑 떨어지기, 듣다. drought: 가뭄, 한발, 건조. flowering: 꽃이 피는, 개화, 개화기, 꽃 장식을 달기, 꽃을 감상하기 위해

재배되는. unwashed: 씻지 않은, 불결한, 물결에 flue: 보풀, 송기관, 연기구멍, 깃가지, 씻기지 않은, 하층 사회, 하층민의. 후릿 그물, 나팔꽃 모양으로 watershed: 유역, 분수계, 분수계에 벌어지다, 닻혀, 미늘, 쳐두는 그물, 둘러싸인 지역, 분수선, 위기, 중대한 촉, 털 부스러기. 시기, 분기점. openly: 공공연하게, 터놓고, whitewash: 영패시키다, 백색도료를 숨김없이, 공공연히, 솔직하게. 칠하다, 실패를 겉꾸림하다, paced: 보의, 걸음이 ...인. 백색도료, 실패를 겉꾸림하는 일, phantom: 환상, 유령, 환영, 꼭두, 풍화, 한잔의 셰리술, 희게 회칠하다, 유령같은, 가공의, 독깨비, 도깨비, 겉칠하여 속이다, 수성 백색 도료, 모형, 외관뿐인 것, 외관뿐인 사람. 영패.

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cooled her brain. She paced back into the hall, and as she did so the house reverberated.% “Is that you, Henry?” she called. There was no answer, but the house reverberated again. “Henry, have you got in?” But it was the heart of the house beating, faintly at first, then loudly, martially. It dominated the rain. It is the starved imagination, not the well-nourished, that is afraid. Margaret flung open the door to the stairs. A noise as of drums seemed to deafen her. A woman, an old woman, was descending, with figure erect, with face impassive, with lips that parted and said dryly: “Oh! Well, I took you for Ruth Wilcox.” Margaret stammered: “I—Mrs. Wilcox—I?” “In fancy, of course—in fancy. You had her way of walking. Good-day.” And the old woman passed out into the rain.

Korean answer: 대답하다, 일치하다, 책임을 지다, 풀다, 응하다, 부합하다, 대답, 해답, 고개를 끄덕여 대답하다, 성공하다, 보증하다. deafen: 귀먹게 하다, 큰 소리를 줄이다, 귀머거리로 만들다, 들리지 않게 하다, 방음 장치를 하다, 귀가 들리지 않게 하다. erect: 건립하다, 꼿꼿이 세우다, 꼿꼿이선, 똑바로 선, 세우다, 승격시키다, 서다, 조립하다,

직립시키다, 창설하다, 곤두서서. figure: 인물, 숫자, 모습, 도안, 도형, 상징, 초상, 외관, 피겨스케이트, 자릿수, 도해. hall: 현관, 사무소, 홀, 넓은방, 회당, 회관, 조합본부, 저택, 복도, 대 식당, 교사. heart: 심장, 가슴, 애정, 중심, 용기, 본심, 마음속, 마음, 원기, 핵심, 중앙. impassive: 냉정한, 고통을 느끼지 않는, 무감각한, 감동 없는, 무표정한,

의식없는둔감한, 태연한, 둔감한, 열성없는.태연한. martially: 용감하게. noise: 소음, 잡음, 소리, 평판, 소리를 내다, 시끄러움, 야단, 떠들다, 소란, 소문을 내다, 소문을 퍼뜨리다. rain: 비, 비를 내리다, 우기, 우천, 빗발치듯 퍼붓다, 강우, 비가 오다, 비오듯 하다, 빗발처럼 쏟아지다, 엎친데 덮치기, 의 비를 내리게하다. starved: 굶주린, 허기진, 굶어 죽는.

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“It%gave her quite a turn,” said Mr. Wilcox, when retailing the incident to Dolly at tea-time. “None of you girls have any nerves, really. Of course, a word from me put it all right, but silly old Miss Avery—she frightened you, didn’t she, Margaret? There you stood clutching a bunch of weeds. She might have said something, instead of coming down the stairs with that alarming bonnet on. I passed her as I came in. Enough to make the car shy. I believe Miss Avery goes in for being a character; some old maids do.” He lit a cigarette. “It is their last resource. Heaven knows what she was doing in the place; but that’s Bryce’s business, not mine.” “I wasn’t as foolish as you suggest,” said Margaret. “She only startled me, for the house had been silent so long.” “Did you take her for a spook?” asked Dolly, for whom “spooks” and “going to church” summarized the unseen. “Not exactly.” “She really did frighten you,” said Henry, who was far from discouraging timidity in females. “Poor Margaret! And very naturally. Uneducated classes are so stupid.” “Is Miss Avery uneducated classes?” Margaret asked, and found herself looking at the decoration scheme of Dolly’s drawing-room.

Korean alarming: 놀랄 정도의, 경각심, 경종, 놀라운. bonnet: 덮개, 보닛, 남자모자, 여자모자, 테 없는 모자, 공모자. bunch: 송이, 다발, 혹, 한패, 융기. decoration: 장식, 훈장, 장식품, 서훈, 장식법. discouraging: 낙담시키는, 용기를 꺾는, 실망적인, 신이 안나는, 맥빠진, 시원찮은. drawing-room: 응접실, 특별 객실,

회견, 제도실. foolish: 하찮은, 바보같은, 미련한, 어리석은. frighten: 겁내다, 놀라다, 소스라쳐 놀라게 하다, 놀라게하다, 무서워하다, 을러대어 ~을시키다. resource: 자원, 자력, 수단, 재원, 기지, 물자, 기략, 자산, 방책, 방편, 공급원. shy: 뒷걸음질, 내성적인, 냉소, 겁많은, 부족한, 조심성 많은, 놀라

물러서다, 홱 던지다, 을 의심하다, 수줍다, 을 피하다. startled: 놀란. timidity: 겁많음, 소심. uneducated: 교육은 받지 못한, 무지한, 무교육의. unseen: 눈에 보이지 않는, 보이지않는, 본적이없는, 아직 본 일이 없는, 즉석의, 보이지 않는 것. weeds: 상복.

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“She’s just one of the crew at the farm. People like that always assume things. She assumed you’d know who she was. She left all the Howards End keys in the front lobby, and assumed that you’d seen them as you came in, that you’d lock up the house when you’d done, and would bring them on down to her. And there was her niece hunting for them down at the farm. Lack of education makes people very casual. Hilton was full of women like Miss Avery once.” “I shouldn’t have disliked it, perhaps.” “Or Miss Avery giving me a wedding present,” said Dolly.% Which was illogical but interesting. Through Dolly, Margaret was destined to learn a good deal. “But Charles said I must try not to mind, because she had known his grandmother.” “As usual, you’ve got the story wrong, my good Dorothea.” “I mean great-grandmother—the one who left Mrs. Wilcox the house. Weren’t both of them and Miss Avery friends when Howards End, too, was a farm?” Her father-in-law blew out a shaft of smoke. His attitude to his dead wife was curious. He would allude to her, and hear her discussed, but never mentioned her by name. Nor was he interested in the dim, bucolic past. Dolly was—for the following reason. “Then hadn’t Mrs. Wilcox a brother—or was it an uncle? Anyhow, he popped the question, and Miss Avery, she said ‘No.’ Just imagine, if she’d said ‘Yes,’ she would have been Charles’s aunt. (Oh, I say,—that’s rather good! ‘Charlie’s Aunt’! I must chaff him about that this evening.) And the man went out and was killed. Yes, I’m certain I’ve got it right now. Tom Howard—he was the last of them.” “I believe so,” said Mr. Wilcox negligently.

Korean allude: 넌지시 비추다, 에 관해 말하다, 논급하다, 언급하다, 암시하다. bucolic: 시골의, 양치는사람의, 목가, 목자의. casual: 우연의, 무심결의, 뜻하지 않은, 태평한, 임시의, 평상복, 캐주얼의, 그때 그때의, 뜻밖의, 무관심한, 우발의. chaff: 여물, 왕겨, 놀리다, 놀림, 썰다, 하찮은 것, 레이더 탐지 방해용

금속편, 마초, 야유, 호, 허섭쓰레기. 원외 운동자, 의원에게 공작을 하다, crew: 동아리, 패거리, 승무원, 크루, 원외로부터의 운동, 현관 홀, 의회의 승무원 전원, 반, 의 승무원의 로비에서 운동하다, 운동하여 일원으로서 일하다, 일단, 일반 통과시키려고 하다, 운동하여 선원들, 대, 보트팀. 통과시키다. destined: 예정된, 운명지어진, 향하는. lock: 자물쇠, 챙겨넣다, 타래, hunting: 사냥, 추구, 탐색, 수렵, 끌어안다, 총기, 한 줌의털, 자물쇠를 난조의, 수렵의, 탐구, 탐구의, 난조. 채우다, 제륜장차, 가두다, illogical: 비논리적인, 불합리한, 고착시키다, 자물쇠가 채워지다. 조리에 맞지 않는. mentioned: 상기한, 언급한, 말하는. lobby: 로비, 복도, 의원, 현관의 홀,

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“I say! Howards End—Howard’s Ended!” cried Dolly. “I’m rather on the spot this evening, eh?” “I wish you’d ask whether Crane’s ended.” “Oh, Mr. Wilcox, how can you?” “Because, if he has had enough tea, we ought to go.—Dolly’s a good little woman,” he continued, “but a little of her goes a long way. I couldn’t live near her if you paid me.” Margaret smiled. Though presenting a firm front to outsiders, no Wilcox could live near, or near the possessions of, any other Wilcox. They had the colonial spirit, and were always making for some spot where the white man might carry his burden unobserved. Of course, Howards End was impossible, so long as the younger couple were established in Hilton. His objections to the house were plain as daylight now.% Crane had had enough tea, and was sent to the garage, where their car had been trickling muddy water over Charles’s. The downpour had surely penetrated the Six Hills by now, bringing news of our restless civilization. “Curious mounds,” said, Henry, “but in with you now; another time.” He had to be up in London by seven—if possible, by six-thirty. Once more she lost the sense of space; once more trees, houses, people, animals, hills, merged and heaved into one dirtiness, and she was at Wickham Place. Her evening was pleasant. The sense of flux which had haunted her all the year disappeared for a time. She forgot the luggage and the motor-cars, and the hurrying men who know so much and connect so little. She recaptured the sense of space, which is the basis of all earthly beauty, and, starting from Howards End, she attempted to realize England. She failed—visions do not come when we try, though they may come through trying. But an unexpected love of the island awoke in her, connecting on this side with the joys of the flesh, on that with the inconceivable. Helen and her father had known this love, poor Leonard Bast was groping after it, but it had been hidden from Margaret till this afternoon. It had certainly come through the house and old Miss Avery.

Korean awoke: 깨우다의 과거분사. burden: 부담, 귀찮은, 요지, 귀찮은일, 무거운짐, 무거운짐을 지우다, 무거운 짐, 괴롭히다, 노래의 반복구, 배의 적재력, 반복구. colonial: 식민의, 식민지의, 식민지 주민, 식민지 시대풍의, 식민지 시대의, 식민지풍의, 군체의, 낡아빠진-식민지 거주민. dirtiness: 불결, 비열, 천함, 상스러움. downpour: 억수, 호우, 억수 같은 비.

flesh: 고기, 육체, 살, 인류, 육욕, 식육, 생물, 살집, 살색, 과육, 친척. groping: 암중 모색하는, 손으로 더듬는. haunted: 붙은, 고뇌에 시달린, 도깨비가 나오는, 유령이 나오는, 무엇에 흘린. restless: 끊임없는, 불안한, 침착하지 못한, 잠잘 수 없는, 잠못이루는, 활동적인, 쉬지 않는, 쉬지 못하게 하는, 들떠 있는, 부단한, 침착하지

않은. spot: 점, 반점, 얼룩, 당장의, 흑점, 오점, 조금, 발견하다, 결점, 산재시키다, 지점. starting: 출발, 개시. unobserved: 지켜지지않은, 관찰되지않는, 지켜지지 않은. younger: 나이 적은 쪽의, 연하의 사람, 손아랫사람들, 어린 쪽의, 연하쪽의 젊은이, 형제 중 어린 쪽의, 손아래의, 손 아래 사람들, 아이들.

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Through them: the notion of “through” persisted; her mind trembled towards a conclusion which only the unwise have put into words. Then, veering back into warmth, it dwelt on ruddy bricks, flowering plum-trees, and all the tangible joys of, spring.% Henry, after allaying her agitation, had taken her over his property, and had explained to her the use and dimensions of the various rooms. He had sketched the history of the little estate. “It is so unlucky,” ran the monologue, “that money wasn’t put into it about fifty years ago. Then it had four—five-times the land—thirty acres at least. One could have made something out of it then—a small park, or at all events shrubberies, and rebuilt the house farther away from the road. What’s the good of taking it in hand now? Nothing but the meadow left, and even that was heavily mortgaged when I first had to do with things— yes, and the house too. Oh, it was no joke.” She saw two women as he spoke, one old, the other young, watching their inheritance melt away. She saw them greet him as a deliverer. “Mismanagement did it—besides, the days for small farms are over. It doesn’t pay—except with intensive cultivation. Small holdings, back to the land—ah! philanthropic bunkum. Take it as a rule that nothing pays on a small scale. Most of the land you see (they were standing at an upper window, the only one which faced west) belongs to the people at the Park—they made their pile over copper—good chaps. Avery’s Farm, Sishe’s— what they call the Common, where you see that ruined oak—one after the other fell in, and so did this, as near as is no matter. “But Henry had saved it; without fine feelings or deep insight, but he had saved it, and she loved him for the deed. “When I had more control I did what I could: sold off the two and a half animals, and the mangy pony, and the superannuated tools; pulled down the outhouses; drained; thinned out I don’t know how many guelder-roses and elder-trees; and inside the house I turned the old kitchen into a hall, and made a kitchen behind where the dairy was. Garage and so on came later. But one could still tell it’s been an old farm. And yet it isn’t the place that would fetch one of your artistic crew.” No, it wasn’t; and if he did not quite understand it, the artistic crew would still less: it was English, and the wych-elm that she saw from the window was an English tree. No report had prepared her for its peculiar glory. It was

Korean bunkum: 부질 없는 이야기, 인기를 끌기 위한 연설. cultivation: 경작, 교화, 재배, 배양, 배양균, 양성, 수양, 수련, 세련, 교양, 양식. dairy: 낙농업, 유제품 판매소, 우유점, 낙농장, 착유장, 우유 판매점, 낙농, 젖소, 버터 판매점. deliverer: 교부자, 구조자, 배달인, 인도인, 석방자. drained: 수분제외.

fetch: 가져오다, 도달하다, 내다, 오게하다, 불러오다, 팔리다, 가하다, 가하다-물건을가져오다, 갖다 주다, 물건을가져오다, 의 마음을 사로잡다. insight: 통찰력, 통찰, 식견, 견식, 간파, 간파력, 안식. mangy: 더러운, 옴이 오른, 비열한, 옴에 투성이의, 옴에 걸린. melt: 녹다, 가엾은 생각이 나다, 녹아 없어지다, 녹아 섞이다, 풀리다, 용해, 누그러지다, 흩뜨리다, 감정 따위가

누그러지다, 소리가 부드럽게 울려퍼지다, 부드럽게 울려퍼지다. monologue: 독백, 독백극, 혼자하는 대사, 독무대, 독백 형식의 시, 장황한 연설. philanthropic: 박애의, 인정이 많은. superannuated: 시대에 뒤진, 퇴직한, 노쇠한, 노쇠하여 퇴직한, 병약하여 퇴직한. unwise: 슬기없는, 약지 못한, 어리석은, 지각 없는, 지혜 없는.

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neither warrior, nor lover, nor god; in none of these roles do the English excel. It was a comrade, bending over the house, strength and adventure in its roots, but in its utmost fingers tenderness, and the girth, that a dozen men could not have spanned, became in the end evanescent, till pale bud clusters seemed to float in the air. It was a comrade. House and tree transcended any similes of sex. Margaret thought of them now, and was to think of them through many a windy night and London day, but to compare either to man, to woman, always dwarfed the vision. Yet they kept within limits of the human. Their message was not of eternity, but of hope on this side of the grave. As she stood in the one, gazing at the other, truer relationship had gleamed.% Another touch, and the account of her day is finished. They entered the garden for a minute, and to Mr. Wilcox’s surprise she was right. Teeth, pigs’ teeth, could be seen in the bark of the wych-elm tree—just the white tips of them showing. “Extraordinary!” he cried. “Who told you?” “I heard of it one winter in London,” was her answer, for she, too, avoided mentioning Mrs. Wilcox by name.

Korean bud: 싹, 눈, 꽃봉오리, 싹트게하다, 시들어 떨어지는, 섬세한, 사라지는. 발달하기 시작하다, 동료, 친해지다, float: 띄우다, 뜨다, 뜨는 물건, 자라기 시작하다, 어린이, 아체, 유통되다, 떨어져가다, 퍼지다, 아접하다. 표류하다, 세워지다, 흙손, 부유물, compare: 비교하다, 비유하다, 비교, 부레. 맞 견주다, 대조하다, 견줌, 에 girth: 뱃대끈, 띠, 둘레의 치수, 비기다, 이나 마찬가지이다, 뱃대끈을 졸라매다, 치수가 ...이다. 참조하다, 필적하다, 견주다. pale: 창백한, 창백하게 하다, 엷게 dozen: 다스. 하다, 어슴푸레한, 엷은, 경계, evanescent: 덧없는, 무한소의, 사라져 창백해지다, 한계, 중앙의 세로줄 가는, 순간의, 지극히 미미한, 곧 무늬, 어둠침침한, 약한.

relationship: 관계, 천척관계, 친척관계, 간, 친척 관계. surprise: 기습, 놀람, 놀라게 하다, 불시의 공격, 불시에 습격하다, 현행 중에 붙잡다, 놀라운 일, 뜻밖의, 시키다, 불시에 쳐서, 놀라운 사건. vision: 시력, 환상, 시각, 상상력, 환영, 허깨비, 광경, 아름다운 사람, 예언력, 유령, 봄. warrior: 노병, 무인, 용사, 전사, 무인의, 전사의.

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Evie heard of her father’s engagement when she was in for a tennis tournament, and her play went simply to pot. That she should marry and leave him had seemed natural enough; that he, left alone, should do the same was deceitful; and now Charles and Dolly said that it was all her fault. “But I never dreamt of such a thing,” she grumbled. “Dad took me to call now and then, and made me ask her to Simpson’s. Well, I’m altogether off Dad.” It was also an insult to their mother’s memory; there they were agreed, and Evie had the idea of returning Mrs. Wilcox’s lace and jewellery “as a protest.” Against what it would protest she was not clear; but being only eighteen, the idea of renunciation appealed to her, the more as she did not care for jewellery or lace. Dolly then suggested that she and Uncle Percy should pretend to break off their engagement, and then perhaps Mr. Wilcox would quarrel with Miss Schlegel, and break off his; or Paul might be cabled for. But at this point Charles told them not to talk nonsense. So Evie settled to marry as soon as possible; it was no good hanging about with these Schlegels eyeing her. The date of her wedding was consequently put forward from September to August, and in the intoxication of presents she recovered much of her good-humour. Margaret found that she was expected to figure at this function, and to figure largely; it would be such an opportunity, said Henry, for her to get to know his set. Sir James Bidder would be there, and all the Cahills and the Fussells, and his

Korean consequently: 따라서, 필연적으로, 그러므로, 그 결과로서. deceitful: 거짓의, 기만적인, 속이는, 사기의. function: 기능, 의식, 함수, 작용하다, 임무, 작용, 직분을다하다, 직분을 다하다, 상관관계, 직능, 상관. insult: 모욕하다, 모욕, 모욕적 언동, 무례, 손상, 에게 무례한 짓을 하다, 욕보이다. intoxication: 취함, 중독, 열중, 흥분,

도취. 증서, 단언, 이의, 지불을 거절하다, jewellery: 보석류, 보석 장식, 보석 지불을 거절하다-이의, 결의 따위에 세공. 이의를 제기하다, 이의를 제기하다, largely: 크게, 주로, 아낌없이, 주장하다. 너그러이, 풍부하게. renunciation: 포기, 부인, 단념, 거부, opportunity: 기회. 거절, 기권, 부인장, 폐기, 중지, pot: 단지, 항아리, 화분, 병, 한번에 거절성명, 포기 승인장. 건돈, 속깊은 남비, 술, 물고기나 tournament: 토너먼트, 승자 진출전, 새우를 잡는 바구니, 높은 양반, 쏘다, 마상시합, 경기, 시합, 마상 시합대회, 하나 가득한 분량. 마상 시합. protest: 항의하다, 단언하다, 거절

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sister-in-law, Mrs. Warrington Wilcox, had fortunately got back from her tour round the world. Henry she loved, but his set promised to be another matter. He had not the knack of surrounding himself with nice people—indeed, for a man of ability and virtue his choice had been singularly unfortunate; he had no guiding principle beyond a certain preference for mediocrity; he was content to settle one of the greatest things in life haphazard, and so, while his investments went right, his friends generally went wrong. She would be told, “Oh, So-andso’s a good sort—a thundering good sort,” and find, on meeting him, that he was a brute or a bore. If Henry had shown real affection, she would have understood, for affection explains everything. But he seemed without sentiment. The “thundering good sort” might at any moment become “a fellow for whom I never did have much use, and have less now,” and be shaken off cheerily into oblivion. Margaret had done the same as a schoolgirl. Now she never forgot anyone for whom she had once cared; she connected, though the connection might be bitter, and she hoped that some day Henry would do the same.% Evie was not to be married from Ducie Street. She had a fancy for something rural, and, besides, no one would be in London then, so she left her boxes for a few weeks at Oniton Grange, and her banns were duly published in the parish church, and for a couple of days the little town, dreaming between the ruddy hills, was roused by the clang of our civilization, and drew up by the roadside to let the motors pass. Oniton had been a discovery of Mr. Wilcox’s—a discovery of which he was not altogether proud. It was up towards the Welsh border, and so difficult of access that he had concluded it must be something special. A ruined castle stood in the grounds. But having got there, what was one to do? The shooting was bad, the fishing indifferent, and women-folk reported the scenery as nothing much. The place turned out to be in the wrong part of Shropshire, damn it, and though he never damned his own property aloud, he was only waiting to get it off his hands, and then to let fly. Evie’s marriage was its last appearance in public. As soon as a tenant was found, it became a house for which he never had had much use, and had less now, and, like Howards End, faded into Limbo.

Korean banns: 결혼 거행의 예고, 결혼 예고. bore: 구멍, 구멍을 뚫다, 싫증나게하다, 송곳구멍, 밀물, 총구멍, 해일, 뚫다, 구멍을 내다, 구멍이 나다, 따분한 것. cheerily: 명랑하게, 기분 좋게, 기분좋게, 기운 좋게, 기운좋게. clang: 뗑하고 울리다, 그소리, 쾅울리다, 그 소리, 뗑그렁하고 울리게 하다, 뗑그렁하고 울리다, 뗑하고 울리게 하다, 철커덩하고

울리다, 철커덩하고 울리게 하다. duly: 정식으로, 당연히, 제시간에, 바로, 적당히, 둔하게. haphazard: 아무렇게나, 우연, 되는대로, 우연의, 되는대로의, 우연한. knack: 요령, 버릇, 숙련된 기술, 기교. mediocrity: 범용, 평범한사람, 평범. oblivion: 망각, 잊기쉬움, 잊기. roadside: 길가, 노변, 길가의, 대로변, 대로변의.

schoolgirl: 여학생. singularly: 단수로, 단수, 이상하게, 훌륭한, 각각의 단수의, 개개의, 단 하나의, 독특한, 멋진, 이상한, 현저한. sister-in-law: 제수, 형수, 시누이, 올케, 처제. thundering: 엄청나게, 터무니없는, 우뢰같이 울리는, 우뢰같은, 터무니없이, 매우, 뇌성같이 울리는, 뇌성 같은, 거대한, 우뢰 같은.

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But on Margaret Oniton was destined to make a lasting impression. She regarded it as her future home, and was anxious to start straight with the clergy, etc., and, if possible, to see something of the local life. It was a market-town—as tiny a one as England possesses—and had for ages served that lonely valley, and guarded our marches against the Kelt. In spite of the occasion, in spite of the numbing hilarity that greeted her as soon as she got into the reserved saloon at Paddington, her senses were awake and watching, and though Oniton was to prove one of her innumerable false starts, she never forgot it, nor the things that happened there.% The London party only numbered eight—the Fussells, father and son, two Anglo-Indian ladies named Mrs. Plynlimmon and Lady Edser, Mrs. Warrington Wilcox and her daughter, and lastly, the little girl, very smart and quiet, who figures at so many weddings, and who kept a watchful eye on Margaret, the bride-elect, Dolly was absent—a domestic event detained her at Hilton; Paul had cabled a humorous message; Charles was to meet them with a trio of motors at Shrewsbury. Helen had refused her invitation; Tibby had never answered his. The management was excellent, as was to be expected with anything that Henry undertook; one was conscious of his sensible and generous brain in the background. They were his guests as soon as they reached the train; a special label for their luggage; a courier; a special lunch; they had only to look pleasant and, where possible, pretty. Margaret thought with dismay of her own nuptials—presumably under the management of Tibby. “Mr. Theobald Schlegel and Miss Helen Schlegel request the pleasure of Mrs. Plynlimmon’s company on the occasion of the marriage of their sister Margaret.” The formula was incredible, but it must soon be printed and sent, and though Wickham Place need not compete with Oniton, it must feed its guests properly, and provide them with sufficient chairs. Her wedding would either be ramshackly or bourgeois—she hoped the latter. Such an affair as the present, staged with a deftness that was almost beautiful, lay beyond her powers and those of her friends.

Korean awake: 깨우다, 일으키다, 깨다, 깨닫다, 방심 않는, 잘 알아채서, 깨어서, 자각시키다-눈뜨다, 자각시키다, 눈뜨다, 분기하다깨어서. clergy: 성직자들, 목사, 성직자. courier: 안내원, 급사, 신보, 시중꾼, 동행, 특사, 수원, 밀사, 가이드. deftness: 손재주 있는 것. detained: 유치하는, 감금하는, 구류하는.

dismay: 당황, 경악, 깜짝 놀라게 하다, 근심시키다, 당황케 하다, 놀람. guarded: 조심성 있는, 신중한, 감시되어 있는, 방어되어 있는. hilarity: 명랑, 환희. lastly: 최후에, 최후로. numbing: 마비시키는, 멍하게 하는. reserved: 보류한, 제한된, 예비의, 수줍은, 예약한, 지정의, 전세낸, 운명지어진, 말수가 적은, 사양하는, 수줍어하는.

saloon: 술집, 바, 객실, 홀, 큰 방, 사교실, 오락장, 큰 홀, 특별 객차, 라운지, 세단형 자동차. staged: 일부러 꾸민, 상연용으로 각색된, 단계적으로 생기는, 무대에 올려진, 연출된, 단계적으로 생기도록 계획된. watchful: 경계하는, 주의 깊은, 조심스러운, 방심하지 않는, 주의깊은.

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The low rich purr of a Great Western express is not the worst background for conversation, and the journey passed pleasantly enough. Nothing could have exceeded the kindness of the two men. They raised windows for some ladies, and lowered them for others, they rang the bell for the servant, they identified the colleges as the train slipped past Oxford, they caught books or bag-purses in the act of tumbling on to the floor. Yet there was nothing finicky about their politeness: it had the Public School touch, and, though sedulous, was virile. More battles than Waterloo have been won on our playing-fields, and Margaret bowed to a charm of which she did not wholly approve, and said nothing when the Oxford colleges were identified wrongly. “Male and female created He them”; the journey to Shrewsbury confirmed this questionable statement, and the long glass saloon, that moved so easily and felt so comfortable, became a forcinghouse for the idea of sex.% At Shrewsbury came fresh air. Margaret was all for sight-seeing, and while the others were finishing their tea at the Raven, she annexed a motor and hurried over the astonishing city. Her chauffeur was not the faithful Crane, but an Italian, who dearly loved making her late. Charles, watch in hand, though with a level brow, was standing in front of the hotel when they returned. It was perfectly all right, he told her; she was by no means the last. And then he dived into the coffee-room, and she heard him say, “For God’s sake, hurry the women up; we shall never be off,” and Albert Fussell reply, “Not I; I’ve done my share,” and Colonel Fussell opine that the ladies were getting themselves up to kill. Presently Myra (Mrs. Warrington’s daughter) appeared, and as she was his cousin, Charles blew her up a little: she had been changing her smart traveling hat for a smart motor hat. Then Mrs. Warrington herself, leading the quiet child; the two Anglo-Indian ladies were always last. Maids, courier, heavy luggage, had already gone on by a branch-line to a station nearer Oniton, but there were five hat-boxes and four dressing-bags to be packed, and five dust-cloaks to be put on, and to be put off at the last moment, because Charles declared them not necessary. The men presided over everything with unfailing good-humour. By half-past five the party was ready, and went out of Shrewsbury by the Welsh Bridge.

Korean approve: 찬성하다, 시인하다, 실증하다, 인가하다, 마음에들다, 승인하다, 보여주다-시인하다, 보여주다, 좋다고 인정하다, 수락하다, 임을 보이다. brow: 이마, 눈썹, 벼랑 꼭대기, 벼랑, 얼굴. faithful: 성실한, 신뢰할 수 있는, 신자들, 정확한, 충실한, 충실한 신도들, 정확. finicky: 몹시 신경을 쓰는, 까다로운.

finishing: 최후의, 끝손질의, 마무리의, 끝손질의 최후의 손질, 마무리 손질. hotel: 호텔, 여관, 저택. opine: 생각하다, 의견을 말하다, 라는 의견을 내세우다, 라는 의견을 갖다. purr: 목을 울리다, 가르랑거리다, 목구멍을 울림, 낮은 엔진소리, 을 만족한 듯이 말하다. sedulous: 애써 공들인, 부지런한, 꼼꼼한, 근면한.

traveling: 이동, 여행, 여행용의, 움직이는, 순회하는, 이동하는, 움직일 수 있는, 활주하는, 여행의, 순회 흥행, 순력. tumbling: 텀블링. unfailing: 신뢰할 수 있는, 틀림이 없는, 끊임 없는, 다함 없는, 절대 확실한. virile: 남성적인, 성년 남자의, 생식력이 있는, 힘찬, 생식의, 남성인. wrongly: 잘못하여, 틀리게, 부정하게.

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Shropshire had not the reticence of Hertfordshire. Though robbed of half its magic by swift movement, it still conveyed the sense of hills. They were nearing the buttresses that force the Severn eastern and make it an English stream, and the sun, sinking over the Sentinels of Wales, was straight in their eyes. Having picked up another guest, they turned southward, avoiding the greater mountains, but conscious of an occasional summit, rounded and mild, whose colouring differed in quality from that of the lower earth, and whose contours altered more slowly. Quiet mysteries were in progress behind those tossing horizons: the West, as ever, was retreating with some secret which may not be worth the discovery, but which no practical man will ever discover.% They spoke of Tariff Reform. Mrs. Warrington was just back from the Colonies. Like many other critics of Empire, her mouth had been stopped with food, and she could only exclaim at the hospitality with which she had been received, and warn the Mother Country against trifling with young Titans. “They threaten to cut the painter,” she cried, “and where shall we be then? Miss Schlegel, you’ll undertake to keep Henry sound about Tariff Reform? It is our last hope.” Margaret playfully confessed herself on the other side, and they began to quote from their respective hand-books while the motor carried them deep into the hills. Curious these were, rather than impressive, for their outlines lacked beauty, and the pink fields—on their summits suggested the handkerchiefs of a giant spread out to dry. An occasional outcrop of rock, an occasional wood, an occasional “forest,” treeless and brown, all hinted at wildness to follow, but the main colour was an agricultural green. The air grew cooler; they had surmounted the last gradient, and Oniton lay below them with its church, its radiating houses, its castle, its river-girt peninsula. Close to the castle was a grey mansion, unintellectual but kindly, stretching with its grounds across the peninsula’s neck—the sort of mansion that was built all over England in the beginning of the last century, while architecture was still an expression of the national character. That was the Grange, remarked Albert, over his shoulder, and then he jammed the brake on, and the motor slowed down and stopped.

Korean brake: 브레이크, 수풀, 덤불, 고사리, 브레이크를 걸다, 양치의 무리, 두들겨 섬유를 뽑다, 타마기, 숲, 옛 고문 도구의 일종, 방지. cooler: 냉각기, 청량음료, 교도소, 독감방, 형무소, 유치장, 냉장고, 영창. exclaim: 외치다, 큰 소리로 말하다, 비난하다. gradient: 물매, 언덕, 변화율, 경사진 곳, 구배, 경사, 보행성의.

mansion: 대저택, 성수, 아파트. outcrop: 노출, 노출하다, 노두, 광맥의 노출, 나타나다. peninsula: 반도, 아베리아 반도. playfully: 쾌활하게, 농담으로, 명랑하게. rounded: 둥글게 한, 세련된, 완성된, 원순음의, 끝수가 없는, 둥글린, 낭랑한, 어림수의, 완벽한, 입술을 둥글게 하여 발음되는. sinking: 가라앉음, 내려앉는, 쇠약

가라앉는, 쇠퇴하는, 가라앉는. southward: 남으로부터, 남으로, 남쪽에, 남쪽으로, 남쪽으로의, 남쪽의. threaten: 위협하다, 할 듯하다, 닥치고 있다, 의 우려가 있다, 할 우려가 있다, 협박하다, 임박하다. treeless: 수목이 없는. trifling: 하찮은, 경박한, 시시한, 사소한, 게으른. wildness: 황야, 야생, 방탕, 황폐.

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“I’m sorry,” said he, turning round. “Do you mind getting out—by the door on the right? Steady on!” “What’s happened?” asked Mrs. Warrington.% Then the car behind them drew up, and the voice of Charles was heard saying: “Get out the women at once.” There was a concourse of males, and Margaret and her companions were hustled out and received into the second car. What had happened? As it started off again, the door of a cottage opened, and a girl screamed wildly at them. “What is it?” the ladies cried. Charles drove them a hundred yards without speaking. Then he said: “It’s all right. Your car just touched a dog.” “But stop!” cried Margaret, horrified. “It didn’t hurt him.” “Didn’t really hurt him?” asked Myra. “No.” “Do please stop!” said Margaret, leaning forward. She was standing up in the car, the other occupants holding her knees to steady her. “I want to go back, please.” Charles took no notice. “We’ve left Mr. Fussell behind,” said another; “and Angelo, and Crane.” “Yes, but no woman.” “I expect a little of”—Mrs. Warrington scratched her palm—” will be more to the point than one of us!” “The insurance company sees to that,” remarked Charles, “and Albert will do the talking.” “I want to go back, though, I say!” repeated Margaret, getting angry.

Korean concourse: 집합, 경마장, 군중, 경기장, 군집, 합류, 큰 길, 중앙광장, 중앙홀, 중앙 광장. cottage: 시골집, 단층집, 작은 별장, 작은 집, 작은주택, 교외주택, 작은 주택, 오두막집, 직립식 소형 피아노. expect: 기대하다, 예기하다, 예상하다, 당연한 일로 여기다, 바라다, 당연한 일로서 기대하다, 배고 있다, 생각하다, 임신해 있다. girl: 계집아이, 소녀, 하녀, 젊은 여자,

숫처녀, 여자, 애인, 여급, 거얼. holding: 소유주, 보유, 소유, 유지, 지주, 토지, 파지, 홀딩, 보유지, 토지 보유, 공을 잠시 받치고 있기. horrified: 겁에 질린, 충격 받은, 공포를 나타내는. insurance: 보험, 보험 계약, 보험금, 대비, 보험료, 보호, 보증, 보증의, 보험 증권, 보험 증권의, 보험의. received: 용인된, 받아들여진, 일반적으로 인정된, 믿어지고 있는.

speaking: 말하기, 연설, 정치적 집회, 이야기 하기에 적합한, 담화, 이야기를 할 정도의, 생생한, 말하는, 말이라도 할 것 같은. steady: 침착한, 착실한, 흔들리지 않는, 변치 않는, 간단없는, 이미 정해진친구, 한결같은, 꾸준한, 견고 하게 하다, 견고한, 안정시키다. turning: 굴곡, 선회, 회전, 변화, 변절, 녹로세공, 형성, 선반 세공법, 녹로 세공법, 녹로 세공, 선반 세공.

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Charles took no notice. The motor, loaded with refugees, continued to travel very slowly down the hill. “The men are there,” chorused the others. “Men will see to it.” “The men can’t see to it. Oh, this is ridiculous! Charles, I ask you to stop.” “Stopping’s no good,” drawled Charles.% “Isn’t it?” said Margaret, and jumped straight out of the car. She fell on her knees, cut her gloves, shook her hat over her ear. Cries of alarm followed her. “You’ve hurt yourself,” exclaimed Charles, jumping after her. “Of course I’ve hurt myself!” she retorted. “May I ask what—” “There’s nothing to ask,” said Margaret. “Your hand’s bleeding.” “I know.” “I’m in for a frightful row from the pater.” “You should have thought of that sooner, Charles.” Charles had never been in such a position before. It was a woman in revolt who was hobbling away from him, and the sight was too strange to leave any room for anger. He recovered himself when the others caught them up: their sort he understood. He commanded them to go back. Albert Fussell was seen walking towards them. “It’s all right!” he called. “It wasn’t a dog, it was a cat.” “There!” exclaimed Charles triumphantly. “It’s only a rotten cat. “Got room in your car for a little un? I cut as soon as I saw it wasn’t a dog; the chauffeurs are tackling the girl.” But Margaret walked forward steadily. Why should the chauffeurs tackle the girl? Ladies sheltering behind men, men sheltering behind servants—the whole system’s wrong, and she must challenge it.

Korean alarm: 경보, 놀람, 경보기, 자명종, 공포, 놀란, 공보, 일보 내딛고 하는 도전, 놀라운, 경보를 전하다. albert: 앨버트공, 남자 이름. challenge: 수하, 수하하다, 도전하다, 도전, 촉구하다, 의심하다, 이의 신청을 하다, 의욕이 솟게 함, 냄새를 맡고 짖다, 거부하다, 당연히 요구하다. frightful: 무서운, 추악한, 불쾌한, 아주 보기 싫은, 아주 보기 흉한,

지독한. 붙잡다, 테이클, 부지런히 시작하다, jumping: 뛰는, 도약, 뜀, 도약하는. 달려들다, 도구, 도르래로 끌어 loaded: 탄알을 잰, 감정적이 된, 납을 올리다, 복활차, 에 달려들다. 박은, 짐실은, 취한, 화약을잰, 의미 tackling: 태클 동작, 도르래 장치, 심장한, 다른 것을 섞은, 만취한, 도구의 한벌, 밧줄, 배의 삭구, 붙잡고 박은, 술 따위 다른 것을 섞은. 방해함, 고패 장치. revolt: 반란, 반항, 반감, 반란을 travel: 여행하다, 움직이다, 여행, 을 일으키다, 비위 상하게 하다, 혐오, 걷다, 을 여행하다, 지나가다, 미치다, 반항적태도, 구역질나다, 반감이 팔고다니다, 이동하다, 여행기, 기행. 생기다, 폭동, 적편에 붙다. triumphantly: 기고 만장하여, 의기 tackle: 태클, 태클하다, 마구를 달다, 양양하여, 의기양양하여.

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“Miss Schlegel! ‘Pon my word, you’ve hurt your hand.” “I’m just going to see,” said Margaret. “Don’t you wait, Mr. Fussell.” The second motor came round the corner. “lt is all right, madam,” said Crane in his turn. He had taken to calling her madam.% “What’s all right? The cat?” “Yes, madam. The girl will receive compensation for it.” “She was a very ruda girla,” said Angelo from the third motor thoughtfully. “Wouldn’t you have been rude?” The Italian spread out his hands, implying that he had not thought of rudeness, but would produce it if it pleased her. The situation became absurd. The gentlemen were again buzzing round Miss Schlegel with offers of assistance, and Lady Edser began to bind up her hand. She yielded, apologizing slightly, and was led back to the car, and soon the landscape resumed its motion, the lonely cottage disappeared, the castle swelled on its cushion of turf, and they had arrived. No doubt she had disgraced herself. But she felt their whole journey from London had been unreal. They had no part with the earth and its emotions. They were dust, and a stink, and cosmopolitan chatter, and the girl whose cat had been killed had lived more deeply than they. “Oh, Henry,” she exclaimed, “I have been so naughty,” for she had decided to take up this line. “We ran over a cat. Charles told me not to jump out, but I would, and look!” She held out her bandaged hand. “Your poor Meg went such a flop.” Mr. Wilcox looked bewildered. welcome his guests in the hall.

In evening dress, he was standing to

“Thinking it was a dog,” added Mrs. Warrington. “Ah, a dog’s a companion!” said Colonel Fussell. “A dog’ll remember you.” “Have you hurt yourself, Margaret?” “Not to speak about; and it’s my left hand.” “Well, hurry up and change.”

Korean assistance: 원조, 참석자, 조력, 거듦. 치장하다. bind: 동이다, 덩굴, 감다, 제본, dust: 먼지, 흙, 가루, 티끌, 인체, 유해, 구속하다-묶는 것, 속박하다쓰레기, 분말, 무덤, 먼지를 떨다, 굳어지다, 끈, 매다, 변비를 일으키게 굴욕을 받고. 하다, 속박하다, 장정하다. jump: 뛰다, 뛰어 오르게 하다, buzzing: 윙윙거리는. 일치하다, 뛰어 넘다, 뛰어오르다, deeply: 철저히, 짙게, 깊이, 굵고 폭등하다, 에서 벗어나다, 움찔하다, 낮게, 대단히, 심각하게, 교묘히. 비약하다, 생략하다, 뛰어 옮기다. dress: 의복, 정장하다, 예복, 드레스, motion: 움직임, 동작, 신청, 몸짓, 정열시키다, 다듬다, 입히다, 움직이지 않는, 의회 등에서의 동의, 정장시키다, 무두질하다, 치료하다, 정지한, 동의, 제의, 운동, 운전.

rudeness: 버릇없음, 난폭, 무례, 자연 그대로, 조잡, 시끄럽기. spread: 펴다, 퍼지다, 유포, 퍼뜨리다, 미치다, 보급, 뻗다, 유포하다, 흩뿌리다, 펼치다, 큰 기사. unreal: 공상의, 실재 하지 않은, 실재하지 않는. welcome: 환영, 환영받는, 환영하다, 고마운, 어서 오십쇼, 환영합니다, 어서 오세요, 맞다, 잘 오셨습니다, 천만에요, 기쁜.

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She obeyed, as did the others. Mr. Wilcox then turned to his son.% “Now, Charles, what’s happened?” Charles was absolutely honest. He described what he believed to have happened. Albert had flattened out a cat, and Miss Schlegel had lost her nerve, as any woman might. She had been got safely into the other car, but when it was in motion had leapt out—again, in spite of all that they could say. After walking a little on the road, she had calmed down and had said that she was sorry. His father accepted this explanation, and neither knew that Margaret had artfully prepared the way for it. It fitted in too well with their view of feminine nature. In the smoking-room, after dinner, the Colonel put forward the view that Miss Schlegel had jumped it out of devilry. Well he remembered as a young man, in the harbour of Gibraltar once, how a girl—a handsome girl, too—had jumped overboard for a bet. He could see her now, and all the lads overboard after her. But Charles and Mr. Wilcox agreed it was much more probably nerves in Miss Schlegel’s case. Charles was depressed. That woman had a tongue. She would bring worse disgrace on his father before she had done with them. He strolled out on to the castle mound to think the matter over. The evening was exquisite. On three sides of him a little river whispered, full of messages from the west; above his head the ruins made patterns against the sky. He carefully reviewed their dealings with this family, until he fitted Helen, and Margaret, and Aunt Juley into an orderly conspiracy. Paternity had made him suspicious. He had two children to look after, and more coming, and day by day they seemed less likely to grow up rich men. “It is all very well,” he reflected, “the pater saying that he will be just to all, but one can’t be just indefinitely. Money isn’t elastic. What’s to happen if Evie has a family? And, come to that, so may the pater. There’ll not be enough to go round, for there’s none coming in, either through Dolly or Percy. It’s damnable!” He looked enviously at the Grange, whose windows poured light and laughter. First and last, this wedding would cost a pretty penny. Two ladies were strolling up and down the garden terrace, and as the syllables “Imperialism” were wafted to his ears, he guessed that one of them was his aunt. She might have helped him, if she too had not had a family to

Korean artfully: 교묘하게, 인위적으로. dealings: 교섭. devilry: 악마, 무모한 장난, 마법, 악마의 짓, 악행, 마술, 악마화, 악마의 소행, 극악무도, 극악 무도, 극악 무도한 짓. disgrace: 창피, 치욕, 욕보이다, 눈 밖에 나 있음, 불명예, 수치가 되다, 총애를 잃게 하다, 망신시키는 것. elastic: 경쾌한, 탄력있는, 밝은, 낭창한, 융통성있는-고무줄,

융통성있는, 고무줄, 고무 끈, 반발력이 있는, 고무줄이 든 천의 제품, 고리 모양의 고무줄. enviously: 시기하여, 부러워하게, 질투하여. exquisite: 절묘한, 정교한, 예민한, 멋쟁이 남자, 우미한, 우아한, 더할나위 없는, 깊은, 취미가 까다로운 사람, 취미가까다로운사람, 아주 아름다운. flattened: 반음 낮아지는, 평평해지는,

평평하게 하는, 반음 낮추는, 단조롭게 하는, 김이 빠지는, 기력을 없애는, 발딱 넘어뜨리는. mound: 석가산, 작은 언덕, 투수판, 흙무덤, 둑, 둑덕지게 하다. overboard: 배 밖으로. pater: 아버지, 페이터. ruins: 손해. safely: 몹시 조심하는, 무사한, 믿을 수 있는, 틀림없는, 안전한, 안전하게. strolling: 순회 공연하는.

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provide for. “Every one for himself,” he repeated—a maxim which had cheered him in the past, but which rang grimly enough among the ruins of Oniton. He lacked his father’s ability in business, and so had an ever higher regard for money; unless he could inherit plenty, he feared to leave his children poor.% As he sat thinking, one of the ladies left the terrace and walked into the meadow; he recognized her as Margaret by the white bandage that gleamed on her arm, and put out his cigar, lest the gleam should betray him. She climbed up the mound in zigzags, and at times stooped down, as if she was stroking the turf. It sounds absolutely incredible, but for a moment Charles thought that she was in love with him, and had come out to tempt him. Charles believed in temptresses, who are indeed the strong man’s necessary complement, and having no sense of humour, he could not purge himself of the thought by a smile. Margaret, who was engaged to his father, and his sister’s wedding-guest, kept on her way without noticing him, and he admitted that he had wronged her on this point. But what was she doing? Why was she stumbling about amongst the rubble and catching her dress in brambles and burrs? As she edged round the keep, she must have got to leeward and smelt his cigar-smoke, for she exclaimed, “Hullo! Who’s that?” Charles made no answer. “Saxon or Kelt?” she continued, laughing in the darkness. “But it doesn’t matter. Whichever you are, you will have to listen to me. I love this place. I love Shropshire. I hate London. I am glad that this will be my home. Ah, dear”—she was now moving back towards the house—”what a comfort to have arrived!” “That woman means mischief,” thought Charles, and compressed his lips. In a few minutes he followed her indoors, as the ground was getting damp. Mists were rising from the river, and presently it became invisible, though it whispered more loudly. There had been a heavy downpour in the Welsh hills.

Korean bandage: 붕대, 붕대를 감다, 안대, 쇠 띠, 쇠 테. betray: 나타내다, 누설하다, 배반하다, 저버리다, 유괴하다, 배신하다, 팔다, 속이다, 무심코 드러내다, 거역하다, 에 위배하다. gleam: 번득이다, 번적임, 희미한 징조, 희미하게 번쩍이다, 어렴풋한 빛, 번득임, 빛, 번쩍이다. humour: 기분, 해학, 유우머, 익살, 액, 변덕 비위를 맞추다, 기질, 잘 다루다,

만족시키다. 깨끗해지다-정화, 숙청, 제거하다. indoors: 옥내에서, 옥내에. rubble: 잡석, 파편, 밤자갈, 거친 돌, leeward: 바람이 불어가는 쪽, 바람 조각, 쇄석, 벽돌 따위의 파편, 돌 불어가는 쪽의, 바람 불어가는 쪽에, 따위의 파편, 막돌. 바람 불어가는 쪽으로, 바람 불어가는 saxon: 색슨 사람, 색슨 사람의, 색슨, 쪽. 색슨 말, 색스니 사람의, 영국사람, maxim: 격언, 금언, 처세술, 작센 사람, 스코틀랜드 저지 사람, 속사기관총, 맥심총. 색슨 족, 앵글로색슨 사람, 색슨의. purge: 일소하다, 깨끗이 하다, tempt: 유혹하다, 무릅쓰다, 시도하다, 깨끗해지다, 추방하다, 풀다, 하제, 성나게 하다, 꾀다, 당기게 하다, 할 정화, 변동시키다, 변동시키다생각이 나게 하다, 시험하다.

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Next%morning a fine mist covered the peninsula. The weather promised well, and the outline of the castle mound grew clearer each moment that Margaret watched it. Presently she saw the keep, and the sun painted the rubble gold, and charged the white sky with blue. The shadow of the house gathered itself together and fell over the garden. A cat looked up at her window and mewed. Lastly the river appeared, still holding the mists between its banks and its overhanging alders, and only visible as far as a hill, which cut off its upper reaches. Margaret was fascinated by Oniton. She had said that she loved it, but it was rather its romantic tension that held her. The rounded Druids of whom she had caught glimpses in her drive, the rivers hurrying down from them to England, the carelessly modelled masses of the lower hills, thrilled her with poetry. The house was insignificant, but the prospect from it would be an eternal joy, and she thought of all the friends she would have to stop in it, and of the conversion of Henry himself to a rural life. Society, too, promised favourably. The rector of the parish had dined with them last night, and she found that he was a friend of her father’s, and so knew what to find in her. She liked him. He would introduce her to the town. While, on her other side, Sir James Bidder sat, repeating that she only had to give the word, and he would whip up the county families for twenty miles round. Whether Sir James, who was Garden Seeds, had

Korean carelessly: 부주의하게, 태평하게, 안개로 덮다, 안개가 덮이다. 무심코, 경솔하게, 속 편하게. outline: 대요, 윤곽, 약도, 윤곽을 conversion: 전환, 개종, 전향, 횡령, 그리다, 개략, 개요, 외형, 개설하다, 환산, 변환, 차환, 변설, 환위, 이자를 의 윤곽을 그리다. 원금에 가산하기, 바꿔짐. painted: 허식적인, 색채가 선명한, insignificant: 대수롭지 않은, 하찮은, 인공의, 채색한, 연지바른, 그린, 무의미한, 천한, 시시한, 의미 없는. 겉치장한, 연지 칠한. masses: 다수. romantic: 낭만주의의, 로맨틱한, mist: 안개, 어린아이, 조금, 적으나마 공상적인, 공상에 잠기는, 로맨틱한 성의있는 기부, 아주작은것, 금액의 사상, 신비적인, 전기 소설적인, 단위, 소액, 흐림, 이슬비가 내리다, 전기적인, 가공의, 낭만주의의 작가,

낭만파의. rural: 시골의, 전원의, 촌스러운, 농업의, 시골티 나는, 시골티가 나다. shadow: 그림자, 어둠, 어둡게 하다, 비호, 영상, 환영, 미행자, 그늘, 보호다다, 덮다, 그림자를 만들다. whip: 마부, 채찍질하다, 감치다, 사냥개 담당원, 매, 크림 달걀 따위를 거품일게 한 디저트 과자, 원내총무, 낚싯대를 휙 던져 났다, 휘감다, 단단히 감다, 거품일게 하다.

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promised what he could perform, she doubted, but so long as Henry mistook them for the county families when they did call, she was content.% Charles and Albert Fussell now crossed the lawn. They were going for a morning dip, and a servant followed them with their bathing-dresses. She had meant to take a stroll herself before breakfast, but saw that the day was still sacred to men, and amused herself by watching their contretemps. In the first place the key of the bathing-shed could not be found. Charles stood by the riverside with folded hands, tragical, while the servant shouted, and was misunderstood by another servant in the garden. Then came a difficulty about a spring-board, and soon three people were running backwards and forwards over the meadow, with orders and counter orders and recriminations and apologies. If Margaret wanted to jump from a motor-car, she jumped; if Tibby thought paddling would benefit his ankles, he paddled; if a clerk desired adventure, he took a walk in the dark. But these athletes seemed paralysed. They could not bathe without their appliances, though the morning sun was calling and the last mists were rising from the dimpling stream. Had they found the life of the body after all? Could not the men whom they despised as milksops beat them, even on their own ground? She thought of the bathing arrangements as they should be in her day—no worrying of servants, no appliances, beyond good sense. Her reflections were disturbed by the quiet child, who had come out to speak to the cat, but was now watching her watch the men. She called, “Good-morning, dear,” a little sharply. Her voice spread consternation. Charles looked round, and though completely attired in indigo blue, vanished into the shed, and was seen no more. “Miss Wilcox is up—” the child whispered, and then became unintelligible. “What’s that?” It sounded like, “—cut-yoke—sack back—” “I can’t hear.” “—On the bed—tissue-paper—”

Korean bathe: 미역, 잠그다, 적시다, 씻다해수욕, 끼얹다, 목욕하다, 뒤덮이다, 씻다, 뒤덮다, 담그다, 헤엄치다. bathing: 수영, 멱감기수영복 차림의 미인, 목욕. consternation: 깜짝 놀람, 대경실색, 경악. contretemps: 뜻밖의 사고, 뜻밖의 일. dip: 담그다, 살충액에 담그어 씻다, 살짝 적시다, 적시다, 잠시 내렸다 올리다, 어리석은 사람, 양초, 순간적

강하, 소매치기, 물건을 건지려고 손을 쑥 넣다, 살짝 잠기다. disturbed: 교란된, 정신장애자, 사란한, 산란한, 정서장애가 있는, 정서장애자, 정신장애가 있는. indigo: 인도쪽, 남쪽빛, 쪽, 인디고남색 쪽빛, 남빛. paralysed: 마비시키는. riverside: 강변, 강기슭, 강기슭의, 강변의, 강가의, 강가. stroll: 산책하다, 산책, 어슬렁어슬렁

거닐기, 을 어슬렁어슬렁 거닐다, 어슬렁어슬렁 거닐다, 방랑하다, 유랑하다, 한가롭게 이리저리 거닐다, 한가롭게 거닐다, 떠돌아다니다, 어슬렁어슬렁 걷기. tragical: 비극적으로, 비참하게, 비참한. unintelligible: 이해할 수 없는, 분명치 않은.

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Gathering that the wedding-dress was on view, and that a visit would be seemly, she went to Evie’s room. All was hilarity here. Evie, in a petticoat, was dancing with one of the Anglo-Indian ladies, while the other was adoring yards of white satin. They screamed, they laughed, they sang, and the dog barked.% Margaret screamed a little too, but without conviction. She could not feel that a wedding was so funny. Perhaps something was missing in her equipment. Evie gasped: “Dolly is a rotter not to be here! Oh, we would rag just then!” Then Margaret went down to breakfast. Henry was already installed; he ate slowly and spoke little, and was, in Margaret’s eyes, the only member of their party who dodged emotion successfully. She could not suppose him indifferent either to the loss of his daughter or to the presence of his future wife. Yet he dwelt intact, only issuing orders occasionally—orders that promoted the comfort of his guests. He inquired after her hand; he set her to pour out the coffee and Mrs. Warrington to pour out the tea. When Evie came down there was a moment’s awkwardness, and both ladies rose to vacate their places. “Burton,” called Henry, “serve tea and coffee from the side-board!” It wasn’t genuine tact, but it was tact, of a sort—the sort that is as useful as the genuine, and saves even more situations at Board meetings. Henry treated a marriage like a funeral, item by item, never raising his eyes to the whole, and “Death, where is thy sting? Love, where is thy victory?” one would exclaim at the close. After breakfast she claimed a few words with him. It was always best to approach him formally. She asked for the interview, because he was going on to shoot grouse tomorrow, and she was returning to Helen in town. “Certainly, dear,” said he. “Of course, I have the time. What do you want?” “Nothing.” “I was afraid something had gone wrong.” “No; I have nothing to say, but you may talk.” Glancing at his watch, he talked of the nasty curve at the lych-gate. She heard him with interest. Her surface could always respond to his without

Korean adoring: 숭배하는, 경배할 만한, 홀딱 퍼붓다, 억수같이 퍼붓다-유출, 흘러 반한. 나오다. grouse: 불평, 뇌조, 불평하다, rag: 넝마, 조각, 꾸짖다, 단편, 놀리다, 투덜대다, 뇌조 무리. 장난치다, 신문, 법석, 누더기, 막, petticoat: 여성의, 여자, 페티코트, 지폐. 스커트, 어린이의 속치마, 스커트 rotter: 건달, 미움받는 자, 변변찮은 형의 덮개, 아동복, 여성복, 스커트 녀석, 보기 싫은 녀석, 쓸모없는 사람, 형의 것. 무용지물. pour: 호우, 쏟다, 많이 베풀다, 유출, satin: 새틴, 매끄러운, 공단, 공단의, 퍼붓다, 붓다, 도도히 말하다-흘러 공단 같은 윤을 내다, 공단 같은, 수자 나오다, 도도히 말하다, 억수같이 같은 표면, 나방의 일종.

seemly: 적당한, 점잖은, 알맞은, 품위 있게. sting: 찌르다, 찌르기, 자극하다, 속이다, 격통, 가시, 얼얼하다, 고통, 바늘이 돋치다, 엄청난 값을 부르다, 빈정거림. thy: 그대의. vacate: 떠나가다, 무효로 하다, 비우다, 퇴거하다, 물러나다, 취소하다, 휴가를 보내다, 공허하게 하다, 그만두고 물러나다, 비게 하다.

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contempt, though all her deeper being might be yearning to help him. She had abandoned any plan of action. Love is the best, and the more she let herself love him, the more chance was there that he would set his soul in order. Such a moment as this, when they sat under fair weather by the walks of their future home, was so sweet to her that its sweetness would surely pierce to him. Each lift of his eyes, each parting of the thatched lip from the clean-shaven, must prelude the tenderness that kills the Monk and the Beast at a single blow. Disappointed a hundred times, she still hoped. She loved him with too clear a vision to fear his cloudiness. Whether he droned trivialities, as today, or sprang kisses on her in the twilight, she could pardon him, she could respond.% “If there is this nasty curve,” she suggested, “couldn’t we walk to the church? Not, of course, you and Evie; but the rest of us might very well go on first, and that would mean fewer carriages.” “One can’t have ladies walking through the Market Square. The Fussells wouldn’t like it; they were awfully particular at Charles’s wedding. My—she— one of our party was anxious to walk, and certainly the church was just round the corner, and I shouldn’t have minded; but the Colonel made a great point of it.” “You men shouldn’t be so chivalrous,” said Margaret thoughtfully. “Why not?” She knew why not, but said that she did not know. He then announced that, unless she had anything special to say, he must visit the wine-cellar, and they went off together in search of Burton. Though clumsy and a little inconvenient, Oniton was a genuine country house. They clattered down flagged passages, looking into room after room, and scaring unknown maids from the performance of obscure duties. The wedding-breakfast must be in readiness when they came back from church, and tea would be served in the garden. The sight of so many agitated and serious people made Margaret smile, but she reflected that they were paid to be serious, and enjoyed being agitated. Here were the lower wheels of the machine that was tossing Evie up into nuptial

Korean abandoned: 버림받은, 방탕한, 파렴치한, 자포자기한, 쟈유 분방한. blow: 강타, 불다, 개화, 바람에 날리다, 취주, 타격, 한번 불기, 휘몰아치다, 산란, 폭발하다, 낭비하다. cloudiness: 우울, 흐림, 운량, 몽롱함, 둔함, 음침함, 침울, 흐린 하늘, 흐린날씨, 구름무늬. contempt: 치욕, 경멸, 모욕, 멸시, 모멸, 수치, 업신여김, 창피, 모욕죄.

fewer: 보다 소수의. inconvenient: 불편한, 형편이 마땅하지 않은, 폐가되는, 부자유스런, 형편이 나쁜, 부자유한. nasty: 더러운, 추잡한, 외설한, 심술궂은, 비열한, 거친, 거친난처한 귀찮은, 무거운, 불쾌한, 역겨운더러운, 고역스러운. paid: 유급의, 고용된, 지불필의, 현금으로 치른, 지불이 끝난. readiness: 신속, 준비, 쾌락, 준비성,

준비가 되어 있음, 용이, 자진해서함, 재빠름. twilight: 황혼, 여명, 희미한 빛, 땅거미, 어둑새벽, 어스레하게 밝은, 여명기, 미광, 어슴푸레한 짐작, 어스름, 희미하게 비추다. yearning: 동경, 열망, 포부, 대망, 사모하는, 그리움, 열망하는, 간절한 생각.

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glory. A little boy blocked their way with pig-tails. His mind could not grasp their greatness, and he said: “By your leave; let me pass, please.” Henry asked him where Burton was. But the servants were so new that they did not know one another’s names. In the still-room sat the band, who had stipulated for champagne as part of their fee, and who were already drinking beer. Scents of Araby came from the kitchen, mingled with cries. Margaret knew what had happened there, for it happened at Wickham Place. One of the wedding dishes had boiled over, and the cook was throwing cedar-shavings to hide the smell. At last they came upon the butler. Henry gave him the keys, and handed Margaret down the cellar-stairs. Two doors were unlocked. She, who kept all her wine at the bottom of the linen-cupboard, was astonished at the sight. “We shall never get through it!” she cried, and the two men were suddenly drawn into brotherhood, and exchanged smiles. She felt as if she had again jumped out of the car while it was moving.% Certainly Oniton would take some digesting. It would be no small business to remain herself, and yet to assimilate such an establishment. She must remain herself, for his sake as well as her own, since a shadowy wife degrades the husband whom she accompanies; and she must assimilate for reasons of common honesty, since she had no right to marry a man and make him uncomfortable. Her only ally was the power of Home. The loss of Wickham Place had taught her more than its possession. Howards End had repeated the lesson. She was determined to create new sanctities among these hills. After visiting the wine-cellar, she dressed, and then came the wedding, which seemed a small affair when compared with the preparations for it. Everything went like one o’clock. Mr. Cahill materialized out of space, and was waiting for his bride at the church door. No one dropped the ring or mispronounced the responses, or trod on Evie’s train, or cried. In a few minutes—the clergymen performed their duty, the register was signed, and they were back in their carriages, negotiating the dangerous curve by the lych-gate. Margaret was convinced that they had not been married at all, and that the Norman church had been intent all the time on other business.

Korean ally: 동맹하다, 친척이다-동맹자, 결연하다, 동류의, 원조자, 연합하다, 제휴시키다, 연합시키다, 동맹국, 결합시키다, 결연시키다. assimilate: 동화하다, 흡수하다, 소화하다, 이해하다, 비슷해지다동화된 물건, 비슷해지다, 비교하다동화하다, 비교하다, 동화된 물건, 동화시키다, 용화시키다. blocked: 마약에 취한, 막힌, 폐색된, 봉쇄된, 통행금지.

boiled: 취한, 끓은. brotherhood: 조합, 협회, 결사, 동료, 형제관계, 친선 단체, 철도 종업원 조합, 성직자단, 형제간, 철도 노동조합, 수사단. butler: 집사, 하인 우두머리 식사 담당원, 하인 우두머리, 궁내성 주류 관리자. champagne: 샴페인, 샴페인 색, 샹파뉴. drinking: 음주의, 마시기의, 음용의.

honesty: 정직, 성실, 솔직, 루나리아, 정절. sanctities: 신성한 감정 따위, 신성한 의무. uncomfortable: 불안한, 불쾌한, 기분이 언짢은, 살기 거북한, 살기 불편한, 신기 거북한, 신기 불편한, 앉기 거북한, 앉기 불편한, 입기 거북한, 입기 불편한. visiting: 방문, 방문용의.

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There were more documents to sign at the house, and the breakfast to eat, and then a few more people dropped in for the garden party. There had been a great many refusals, and after all it was not a very big affair—not as big as Margaret’s would be. She noted the dishes and the strips of red carpet, that outwardly she might give Henry what was proper. But inwardly she hoped for something better than this blend of Sunday church and fox-hunting. If only someone had been upset! But this wedding had gone off so particularly well— ”quite like a Durbar” in the opinion of Lady Edser, and she thoroughly agreed with her.% So the wasted day lumbered forward, the bride and bridegroom drove off, yelling with laughter, and for the second time the sun retreated towards the hills of Wales. Henry, who was more tired than he owned, came up to her in the castle meadow, and, in tones of unusual softness, said that he was pleased. Everything had gone off so well. She felt that he was praising her, too, and blushed; certainly she had done all she could with his intractable friends, and had made a special point of kowtowing to the men. They were breaking camp this evening: only the Warringtons and quiet child would stay the night, and the others were already moving towards the house to finish their packing. “I think it did go off well,” she agreed. “Since I had to jump out of the motor, I’m thankful I lighted on my left hand. I am so very glad about it, Henry dear; I only hope that the guests at ours may be half as comfortable. You must all remember that we have no practical person among us, except my aunt, and she is not used to entertainments on a large scale.” “I know,” he said gravely. “Under the circumstances, it would be better to put everything into the hands of Harrod’s or Whiteley’s, or even to go to some hotel.” “You desire a hotel?” “Yes, because—well, I mustn’t interfere with you. No doubt you want to be married from your old home.” “My old home’s falling into pieces, Henry. I only want my new. Isn’t it a perfect evening—”

Korean bridegroom: 신랑. camp: 야영지, 수용소, 진영, 군대생활, 천막을 치다, 캠프, 캠프장, 산장, 동성애의, 꾸미는 태도, 지부. carpet: 양탄자, 융단, 깔개, 풀밭, 양탄자를 깔다, 꾸짖다, 온통 깔림, 온통 뒤덮다, 꽃밭, 불러꾸짖다. comfortable: 안락한, 이불, 기분이 좋은, 마음 편한, 목도리, 기분좋은, 마음편한, 충분한. documents: 문서.

intractable: 처치하기 어려운, 다루기 신을 찬미하는 것, 신을 숭배하는 것. 힘드는, 고집센, 억지스러운, 고치기 softness: 조용한, 수월한, 연한, 어려운, 다루기 힘든, 가공하기 흐릿한, 온화한, 상쾌한, 조용하게, 어려운. 부드럽게, 부드러운물건, 부드러운, noted: 유명한, 저명한, 악보가 붙은. 매끈한. outwardly: 외견상, 표면상, 외면상은, unusual: 유별난, 보통이 아닌, 밖으로 향하여, 외면에, 밖을 향하여, 진기한, 별난, 비범한. 외부에 대하여, 바깥쪽에, upset: 전복, 불화, 뒤집힌, 혼란, 외부적으로. 혼란한, 지게하다, 패배, 망치다, owned: 이 소유하는. 뒤집어 엎다, 몸을해치다, 당황케 praising: 칭찬하는 것, 찬양하는 것, 하다.

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“The Alexandrina isn’t bad—” “The Alexandrina,” she echoed, more occupied with the threads of smoke that were issuing from their chimneys, and ruling the sunlit slopes with parallels of grey.% “It’s off Curzon Street.” “Is it? Let’s be married from off Curzon Street.” Then she turned westward, to gaze at the swirling gold. Just where the river rounded the hill the sun caught it. Fairyland must lie above the bend, and its precious liquid was pouring towards them past Charles’s bathing-shed. She gazed so long that her eyes were dazzled, and when they moved back to the house, she could not recognize the faces of people who were coming out of it. A parlour-maid was preceding them. “Who are those people?” she asked. “They’re callers!” exclaimed Henry. “It’s too late for callers.” “Perhaps they’re town people who want to see the wedding presents.” “I’m not at home yet to townees.” “Well, hide among the ruins, and if I can stop them, I will.” He thanked her. Margaret went forward, smiling socially. She supposed that these were unpunctual guests, who would have to be content with vicarious civility, since Evie and Charles were gone, Henry tired, and the others in their rooms. She assumed the airs of a hostess; not for long. For one of the group was Helen— Helen in her oldest clothes, and dominated by that tense, wounding excitement that had made her a terror in their nursery days. “What is it?” she called. “Oh, what’s wrong? Is Tibby ill?” Helen spoke to her two companions, who fell back. Then she bore forward furiously. “They’re starving!” she shouted. “I found them starving!”

Korean civility: 정중한 태도, 정중, 정중함, 예의바름, 공손, 예의바른말, 예의바른 태도, 예의바른 말, 정중한 말. furiously: 미친듯이 노하여, 맹렬히. liquid: 액체, 유음, 맑은, 유창한, 돈으로 바꿀 수 있는, 유음의, 유동체, 액체의, 투명한, 유려한, 시 따위 유려한. nursery: 육아실, 양성소, 묘상, 아이방, 종묘장장, 온상,

보육학교모아치기, 보육 학교, 모아 놓은 공, 보육실, 모아치기. preceding: 선행하는, 앞의, 전술한. precious: 귀중한, 귀여운, 순전한, 지독한, 소중한, 비싼, 점잔빼는, 꾀까다로운, 대단한, 몹시, 소중한 사람. ruling: 우세한, 지배, 통치하는, 일반적인, 지배하는, 판정, 통치, 재정, 괘를 그음, 일반의, 주요한. socially: 사회적으로, 사교적으로,

사교상, 허물없이, 터놓고. sunlit: 햇볕에 쬐인, 볕이드는. tense: 팽팽한, 긴장한, 긴장시키다, 시제, 팽팽하게 하다, 팽팽해지다, 부자연스러운. unpunctual: 시간을 지키지 않는, 규율적이 아닌, 꼼꼼하지 않은. vicarious: 대상의, 대신의, 대리의, 대상 성의, 대신하여 받는, 상상하여 느끼는, 대리직의.

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“Who? Why have you come?” “The Basts.” “Oh, Helen!” moaned Margaret. “Whatever have you done now?” “He has lost his place. He has been turned out of his bank. Yes, he’s done for. We upper classes have ruined him, and I suppose you’ll tell me it’s the battle of life. Starving. His wife is ill. Starving. She fainted in the train.” “Helen, are you mad?” “Perhaps. Yes. If you like, I’m mad. But I’ve brought them. I’ll stand injustice no longer. I’ll show up the wretchedness that lies under this luxury, this talk of impersonal forces, this cant about God doing what we’re too slack to do ourselves.” “Have you actually brought two starving people from London to Shropshire, Helen?” Helen was checked. She had not thought of this, and her hysteria abated. “There was a restaurant car on the train,” she said.% “Don’t be absurd. They aren’t starving, and you know it. Now, begin from the beginning. I won’t have such theatrical nonsense. How dare you! Yes, how dare you!” she repeated, as anger filled her, “bursting in to Evie’s wedding in this heartless way. My goodness! but you’ve a perverted notion of philanthropy. Look”—she indicated the house—”servants, people out of the windows. They think it’s some vulgar scandal, and I must explain, ‘Oh no, it’s only my sister screaming, and only two hangers-on of ours, whom she has brought here for no conceivable reason.’ “ “Kindly take back that word ‘hangers-on,’ “ said Helen, ominously calm. “Very well,” conceded Margaret, who for all her wrath was determined to avoid a real quarrel. “I, too, am sorry about them, but it beats me why you’ve brought them here, or why you’re here yourself. “It’s our last chance of seeing Mr. Wilcox.”

Korean calm: 평온한, 고요한, 뻔뻔스러운, 무풍, 가라앉히다, 침착한, 침착, 고요, 냉정, 평온, 뱃심좋은. conceivable: 생각할 수 있는, 상상할 수 있는 한의, 상상할 수 있는, 상상컨대. filled: 차는, 충족시키는, 흡족하게 하는, 흙으로 돋우는, 팽팽하게 하는, 차지하는, 채우는, 가득 따르는, 조제하는, 섞어 넣는, 바람을 가득 받는.

heartless: 무정한. injustice: 부정, 불공평, 부정행위, 불법, 권리침해. mad: 미친, 무모한, 열중한, 들떠서 흥청거리는, 공수병에 걸린, 미친 것 같은, 성난, 열광한, 분노. perverted: 이상의, 그릇된, 변태의, 사도에 빠진, 비뚤어진. philanthropy: 박애, 박애주의. restaurant: 레스토랑, 식당, 음식점, 요리점, 요릿집.

scandal: 중상, 추문, 반감, 의옥, 치욕, 악평, 험담, 불명예, 소동. theatrical: 극장의, 연극의, 연극 같은, 연극, 연극조의, 연극적 행동. upper: 상위의, 후기의, 상부의, 초라한 모습으로, 위의, 갑피, 가난하여, 각성제, 구두 갑피, 높은, 높은 쪽에 있는 것. wrath: 격노, 복수, 벌. wretchedness: 야비, 불쾌, 연민.

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Margaret moved towards the house at this. She was determined not to worry Henry.% “He’s going to Scotland. I know he is. I insist on seeing him.” “Yes, tomorrow.” “I knew it was our last chance.” “How do you do, Mr. Bast?” said Margaret, trying to control her voice. “This is an odd business. What view do you take of it?” “There is Mrs. Bast, too,” prompted Helen. Jacky also shook hands. She, like her husband, was shy, and, furthermore, ill, and furthermore, so bestially stupid that she could not grasp what was happening. She only knew that the lady had swept down like a whirlwind last night, had paid the rent, redeemed the furniture, provided them with a dinner and breakfast, and ordered them to meet her at Paddington next morning. Leonard had feebly protested, and when the morning came, had suggested that they shouldn’t go. But she, half mesmerized, had obeyed. The lady had told them to, and they must, and their bed-sitting-room had accordingly changed into Paddington, and Paddington into a railway carriage, that shook, and grew hot, and grew cold, and vanished entirely, and reappeared amid torrents of expensive scent. “You have fainted,” said the lady in an awe-struck voice. “Perhaps the air will do you good.” And perhaps it had, for here she was, feeling rather better among a lot of flowers. “I’m sure I don’t want to intrude,” began Leonard, in answer to Margaret’s question. “But you have been so kind to me in the past in warning me about the Porphyrion that I wondered—why, I wondered whether—” “Whether we could get him back into the Porphyrion again,” supplied Helen. “Meg, this has been a cheerful business. A bright evening’s work that was on Chelsea Embankment.” Margaret shook her head and returned to Mr. Bast.

Korean accordingly: 따라서, 그러므로, 그에 따라서, 적절히, 그에 알맞게. bestially: 짐승같이, 야만스럽게, 수성의, 흉포하게. bright: 유망한, 화창한, 환한, 쾌활한, 밝게빛나는, 머리가좋은, 밝다, 영리한, 투명한, 빈틈없는, 선명한. cheerful: 즐거운, 유쾌한, 쾌활한, 싫은, 지독한, 마음으로 부터의, 기분 좋은, 기운찬, 마음을 밝게하는, 명랑한, 밝은.

expensive: 비싼, 사치스런, 비싸다, 비용이 되는, 값비싼. feebly: 무기력하게, 나약하게. furthermore: 그 위에 더, 더욱 더, 더욱이, 게다가. happening: 사건, 우발사, 해프닝, 사고. insist: 주장하다, 우기다, 강요하다, 고집하다, 억지로 하게 하다, 역설하다, 끝까지 우기다, 강력히 주장하다.

scent: 냄새, 향수를 뿌리다, 향수, 흔적, 향기, 냄새 맡다, 냄새를 풍기다, 냄새자취, 실마리, 알아채다, 후각. whirlwind: 선풍, 회오리 바람, 급격한, 소용돌이침. worry: 걱정, 근심, 괴로워하다, 물어뜯어 괴롭히다, 괴롭히다, 고생, 걱정하다, 걱정시키다, 동물을 물어뜯어 괴롭히다, 물고 흔들다, 풀려고 애쓰다.

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“I don’t understand. You left the Porphyrion because we suggested it was a bad concern, didn’t you?” “That’s right.” “And went into a bank instead?” “I told you all that,” said Helen; “and they reduced their staff after he had been in a month, and now he’s penniless, and I consider that we and our informant are directly to blame.” “I hate all this,” Leonard muttered.% “I hope you do, Mr. Bast. But it’s no good mincing matters. You have done yourself no good by coming here. If you intend to confront Mr. Wilcox, and to call him to account for a chance remark, you will make a very great mistake.” “I brought them. I did it all,” cried Helen. “I can only advise you to go at once. My sister has put you in a false position, and it is kindest to tell you so. It’s too late to get to town, but you’ll find a comfortable hotel in Oniton, where Mrs. Bast can rest, and I hope you’ll be my guests there.” “That isn’t what I want, Miss Schlegel,” said Leonard. “You’re very kind, and no doubt it’s a false position, but you make me miserable. I seem no good at all.” “It’s work he wants,” interpreted Helen. “Can’t you see?” Then he said: “Jacky, let’s go. We’re more bother than we’re worth. We’re costing these ladies pounds and pounds already to get work for us, and they never will. There’s nothing we’re good enough to do.” “We would like to find you work,” said Margaret rather conventionally. “We want to—I, like my sister. You’re only down in your luck. Go to the hotel, have a good night’s rest, and some day you shall pay me back the bill, if you prefer it.” But Leonard was near the abyss, and at such moments men see clearly. “You don’t know what you’re talking about,” he said. “I shall never get work now. If

Korean abyss: 심연, 혼돈, 지옥, 나락, 끝없이 깊은 구렁. bast: 인피부, 속껍질. coming: 다음의, 도래, 오는, 신진의, 그리스도의 재림, 내방, 다가올, 미래의, 유명해지기 시작한, 올, 도착. concern: 관심, 관계, 걱정, 관심사, 에 관계하다, 것, 관심을 갖다, 영업, 관여하다, 중요성, 걱정하다. confront: 직면하다, 맞서다, 대결시키다, 에게 들이닥치다,

대비하다, 의 눈에 들이대다, penniless: 무일푼의, 찰가난의, 둔 한 앞에나타나다, 대항시키다, 비교하다. 푼 없는. conventionally: 진부하게, prefer: 제출하다, 우선권을 주다, 인습적으로, 판에 박은 듯이. 승진시키다, 을 좋아하다, 에게 costing: 원가 계산, 원가계산. 우선권을 주다, 제기하다, 채권자 directly: 직접으로, 곧바로, 즉시, 등에게 우선권을 주다. 즉시로, 직접, 참으로, 곧장. reduced: 영락한, 환원한, 감소한, mincing: 점잔빼는, 점잔빼며 걷는, 할인한, 줄인, 쇠약한, 몰락한, 거드럭거리는, 종종걸음치는, 다지는 기약의, 축소한. 데 쓰는, 짐짓...체하는. month: 달, 월, 한달.

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rich people fail at one profession, they can try another. Not I. I had my groove, and I’ve got out of it. I could do one particular branch of insurance in one particular office well enough to command a salary, but that’s all. Poetry’s nothing, Miss Schlegel. One’s thoughts about this and that are nothing. Your money, too, is nothing, if you’ll understand me. I mean if a man over twenty once loses his own particular job, it’s all over with him. I have seen it happen to others. Their friends gave them money for a little, but in the end they fall over the edge. It’s no good. It’s the whole world pulling. There always will be rich and poor.” He ceased.% “Won’t you have something to eat?” said Margaret. “I don’t know what to do. It isn’t my house, and though Mr. Wilcox would have been glad to see you at any other time—as I say, I don’t know what to do, but I undertake to do what I can for you. Helen, offer them something. Do try a sandwich, Mrs. Bast.” They moved to a long table behind which a servant was still standing. Iced cakes, sandwiches innumerable, coffee, claret-cup, champagne, remained almost intact: their overfed guests could do no more. Leonard refused. Jacky thought she could manage a little. Margaret left them whispering together and had a few more words with Helen. She said: “Helen, I like Mr. Bast. I agree that he’s worth helping. I agree that we are directly responsible.” “No, indirectly. Via Mr. Wilcox.” “Let me tell you once for all that if you take up that attitude, I’ll do nothing. No doubt you’re right logically, and are entitled to say a great many scathing things about Henry. Only, I won’t have it. So choose. Helen looked at the sunset. “If you promise to take them quietly to the George, I will speak to Henry about them—in my own way, mind; there is to be none of this absurd screaming about justice. I have no use for justice. If it was only a question of money, we

Korean attitude: 자세, 태도, 배행자세, 몸가짐, 비행 자세, 비행자세, 애티튜드, 의견. coffee: 커피, 커피 열매, 커피 한 잔, 커피가 딸린 가벼운 식사, 커피색, 식후의 커피, 짙은 갈색, 커피 색, 커피 나무. command: 지휘하다, 명령, 지배하다, 지휘, 명하다, 의 값어치가 있다, 지배력, 장악지, 차지하고 있다, 명령하다, 조망.

fail: 실패하다, 부족하다, 낙제하다, 게을리하다, 파산하다, 모자라다, 약해지다, 파산하다-실망시키다, 없다, 흉작이 되다, 약속 따위를 태만히 하다. groove: 상궤, 홈, 가는 홈, 정해진 순서, 에 홈을 파다, 에 홈을 내다, 상도, 홈관례, 최고조, 적소. indirectly: 간접적 행동, 간접적으로. justice: 재판관, 정의, 정당, 재판, 공정, 적법, 당연한 응보, 법의 시행,

타당, 공평, 사법. logically: 논리적으로. profession: 공언, 직업, 동업자들, 신앙 고백, 배우들, 거짓 감정. sandwich: 샌드위치, 사이에 끼우다, 샌드위치 모양의 것, 끼워 넣다, 샌드위치 케이크. scathing: 해치는, 호된. servant: 하인, 봉사자, 고용인, 머슴, 부하, 공무원, 종업원, 하인의. twenty: 스물.

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could do it ourselves. But he wants work, and that we can’t give him, but possibly Henry can.” “It’s his duty to,” grumbled Helen.% “Nor am I concerned with duty. I’m concerned with the characters of various people whom we know, and how, things being as they are, things may be made a little better. Mr. Wilcox hates being asked favours: all business men do. But I am going to ask him, at the risk of a rebuff, because I want to make things a little better.” “Very well. I promise. You take it very calmly. “ “Take them off to the George, then, and I’ll try. Poor creatures! but they look tried.” As they parted, she added: “I haven’t nearly done with you, though, Helen. You have been most self-indulgent. I can’t get over it. You have less restraint rather than more as you grow older. Think it over and alter yourself, or we shan’t have happy lives.” She rejoined Henry. Fortunately he had been sitting down: these physical matters were important. “Was it townees?” he asked, greeting her with a pleasant smile. “You’ll never believe me,” said Margaret, sitting down beside him. “It’s all right now, but it was my sister.” “Helen here?” he cried, preparing to rise. “But she refused the invitation. I thought she despised weddings.” “Don’t get up. She has not come to the wedding. I’ve bundled her off to the George.” Inherently hospitable, he protested. “No; she has two of her proteges with her, and must keep with them.” “Let ‘em all come.” “My dear Henry, did you see them?” “I did catch sight of a brown bunch of a woman, certainly.

Korean beside: 비교하여, 벗어나서, 떨어져서, 곁에, 빗나가서, 와 비교하여, 외에, 을 벗어나서, 의 곁에, 의 곁에서. catch: 걸리다, 발견하다, 쥐다, 붙들다, 잡기, 손잡이, 붙들려고 하다, 사람을 속이는, 걸다, 얻고 싶은 것, 의 주의를 끌다. duty: 의무, 임무, 본분, 관세, 경의, 조세, 일, 효율, 종무, 직무, 책임. grow: 점점 더해지다, 성장하다, 늘다, 재배하다, 자라게 하다, 자라다, 크다,

강해지다, 생장시키다, 나다, 점차로 금지, 구속하는 것. -하게 되다. self-indulgent: 스스로 과한, 자초한. hospitable: 극진한, 따뜻하게 sitting: 착석, 개정, 회가, 한차례일, 대접하는, 기꺼이 받아들이는, 대접이 알을 품고 있는, 알 품기, 개회, 좋은. 거주중인, 사진의 모델이 됨, 앉은, older: 연장의. 일하며 앉아 있는 기간. rebuff: 거절, 좌절, 퇴짜, 퇴짜 놓다, smile: 미소, 냉소, 은혜, 방긋거림, 저지하다, 박참, 박차다, 거절하다, 청명한 모양, 미소짓다, 스마일, 퇴박하다. 열리다, 미소로 표시하다, 웃다, restraint: 속박, 억제, 자제, 구속, 웃으세요. 감금, 제지, 출항금지, 억제력, 조심,

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“The%brown bunch was Helen, but did you catch sight of a sea-green and salmon bunch?” “What! are they out beanfeasting?” “No; business. They wanted to see me, and later on I want to talk to you about them.” She was ashamed of her own diplomacy. In dealing with a Wilcox, how tempting it was to lapse from comradeship, and to give him the kind of woman that he desired! Henry took the hint at once, and said: “Why later on? Tell me now. No time like the present.” “Shall I?” “If it isn’t a long story.” “Oh, not five minutes; but there’s a sting at the end of it, for I want you to find the man some work in your office.” “What are his qualifications?” “I don’t know. He’s a clerk.” “How old?” “Twenty-five, perhaps.” “What’s his name?” “Bast,” said Margaret, and was about to remind him that they had met at Wickham Place, but stopped herself. It had not been a successful meeting. “Where was he before?” “Dempster’s Bank.” “Why did he leave?” he asked, still remembering nothing. “They reduced their staff.” “All right; I’ll see him.” It was the reward of her tact and devotion through the day. Now she understood why some women prefer influence to rights. Mrs. Plynlimmon, when condemning suffragettes, had said: “The woman who can’t influence her

Korean comradeship: 동지로서의 사귐, 우애, 우의, 동료관계, 동지애, 동료 관계. dealing: 관계, 취급, 교제, 거래, 행동, 교섭, 도름. devotion: 귀의, 헌신, 애착, 전념, 기도, 전렴. diplomacy: 외교 수완, 외교, 외교술. influence: 영향, 세력, 감화력, 좌우하다, 유도, 감응력, 움직이다, 감화를 주다, 작용, 위력, 영향을 미치다.

lapse: 경과, 추이, 잘못, 실수, sting: 찌르다, 찌르기, 자극하다, 소멸하다, 폐지, 모르는 사이에 속이다, 격통, 가시, 얼얼하다, 고통, 빠지다, 과실, 물의 고요한 흐름, 바늘이 돋치다, 엄청난 값을 부르다, 고요한 흐름, 타락. 빈정거림. reward: 보답하다, 보수, 보수를 주다, tact: 재치, 촉감, 요령, 솜씨, 재주, 벌, 현상금, 사례금, 보상하다, 보상, 박자. 이익, 보복하다, 응보. talk: 말하다, 지껄이다, 의논하다, rights: 공민권, 공민권의, 진상. 소문, 객담, 이야기, 담화, 언어, 빈말, salmon: 연어, 연어살빛, 연어 살빛, 방언, 말투. 연어 살, 연어살색의. sea-green: 해록색, 해록색의.

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husband%to vote the way she wants ought to be ashamed of herself.” Margaret had winced, but she was influencing Henry now, and though pleased at her little victory, she knew that she had won it by the methods of the harem. “I should be glad if you took him,” she said, “but I don’t know whether he’s qualified.” “I’ll do what I can. But, Margaret, this mustn’t be taken as a precedent.” “No, of course—of course—” “I can’t fit in your proteges every day. Business would suffer.” “I can promise you he’s the last. He—he’s rather a special case.” “Proteges always are.” She let it stand at that. He rose with a little extra touch of complacency, and held out his hand to help her up. How wide the gulf between Henry as he was and Henry as Helen thought he ought to be! And she herself—hovering as usual between the two, now accepting men as they are, now yearning with her sister for Truth. Love and Truth—their warfare seems eternal. Perhaps the whole visible world rests on it, and if they were one, life itself, like the spirits when Prospero was reconciled to his brother, might vanish into air, into thin air. “Your protege has made us late,” said he. “The Fussells will just be starting.” On the whole she sided with men as they are. Henry would save the Basts as he had saved Howards End, while Helen and her friends were discussing the ethics of salvation. His was a slap-dash method, but the world has been built slap-dash, and the beauty of mountain and river and sunset may be but the varnish with which the unskilled artificer hides his joins. Oniton, like herself, was imperfect. Its apple-trees were stunted, its castle ruinous. It, too, had suffered in the border warfare between the Anglo Saxon and the Kelt, between things as they are and as they ought to be. Once more the west was retreating, once again the orderly stars were dotting the eastern sky. There is certainly no rest for us on the earth. But there is happiness, and as Margaret descended the mound on her lover’s arm, she felt that she was having her share.

Korean accepting: 어음 인수 상사. artificer: 제작가, 기술가, 장색, 장인, 기술자. border: 경계, 가장자리, 가선, 가를 두르다, 가, 국경-접하다, 영토, 가장자리 장식, 국경, 테두리, 접하다. ethics: 윤리학, 도덕, 도덕 원리. harem: 후궁, 도장방, 하렘의 아내와 첩들, 하렘. protege: 피보호자, 보호를 받는 사람, 보호를 받는 피보호자, 부하.

ruinous: 황폐한, 파멸을 가져오는, 속임, 니스를칠한 표면, 겉치레하다, 파괴적인, 영락한, 터무니없이 비싼, 겉꾸미다, 광택면, 광택, 겉꾸밈하다, 몰락한, 파멸을 초래하는, 파괴된. 니스를 칠하다. stunted: 성장을 방해당한, 주접든, victory: 승리, 승리의 여신, 정복. 발달이 멎은, 발육이 멎은. visible: 눈에 보이는, 명백한, 면회할 unskilled: 익숙하지못한, 수 있는, 눈에 보이는 것, 방문자를 숙련이필요치않은, 숙달하지 않은. 면회할 수 있는, 빈번하게 뉴스에 vanish: 사라지다, 영이되다, 나오는, 곧 쓸 수 있는, 시각적으로 소멸하다, 없어지다, 영이 되다, 소음, 표시된. 희미해지다, 보이지 않게 하다. warfare: 전쟁, 교전, 전쟁 행위, 투쟁, varnish: 겉치레, 니스, 니스 칠하다, 교전 상태, 싸움, 전투.

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To her annoyance, Mrs. Bast was still in the garden; the husband and Helen had left her there to finish her meal while they went to engage rooms. Margaret found this woman repellent. She had felt, when shaking her hand, an overpowering shame. She remembered the motive of her call at Wickham Place, and smelt again odours from the abyss—odours the more disturbing because they were involuntary. For there was no malice in Jacky. There she sat, a piece of cake in one hand, an empty champagne glass in the other, doing no harm to anybody.% “She’s overtired,” Margaret whispered. “She’s something else,” said Henry. “This won’t do. I can’t have her in my garden in this state.” “Is she—” Margaret hesitated to add “drunk.” Now that she was going to marry him, he had grown particular. He discountenanced risque conversations now. Henry went up to the woman. She raised her face, which gleamed in the twilight like a puff-ball. “Madam, you will be more comfortable at the hotel,” he said sharply. Jacky replied: “If it isn’t Hen!” “Ne crois pas que le mari lui ressemble,” apologized Margaret. “Il est tout a fait different.” “Henry!” she repeated, quite distinctly. Mr. Wilcox was much annoyed. “I can’t congratulate you on your proteges,” he remarked. “Hen, don’t go. You do love me, dear, don’t you?” “Bless us, what a person!” sighed Margaret, gathering up her skirts. Jacky pointed with her cake. “You’re a nice boy, you are.” She yawned. “There now, I love you.” “Henry, I am awfully sorry.”

Korean congratulate: 축하하다, 축사를 하다, 축하의 말을 하다, 경축하다. distinctly: 뚜렷하게, 명백하게. disturbing: 불안하게 하는, 교란시키는, 불온한. engage: 약속하다, 교전하다, 걸리다, 예약하다, 고용하다, 정치에 관계된, 속박하다, 당기다, 종사시키다, 교전시키다, 관계된. est: 심신 통일 훈련. malice: 악의, 해칠 마음, 범의,

적극적인 악의. motive: 운동을 일으키는, 동기, 동기가 되는, 동기가 되는-동기, 동인, 예술 작품의 주제, 동기의, 문학의 주제, 기동의, 일반적으로 주지, 주제. overpowering: 압도적인, 저항할 수 없는. pas: 우선권, 선행권, 파스, 결핵 치료약, 스텝. repellent: 반발하는, 싫은, 튀기는,

물리치는, 반발력, 격퇴하는, 물리치는 것, 방충제, 불쾌한, 삭히는 약, 퉁기는. tout: 상태를 몰래 살피다, 졸라대다, 정보를 제공하다, 정보 제공을 업으로 삼다, 상태를 살피다, 끈질기게 요구하다, 강매하다, 성가시도록 권유하다, 예상꾼, 팔다, 지분지분하게 권하다.

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“And pray why?” he asked, and looked at her so sternly that she feared he was ill. He seemed more scandalized than the facts demanded. “To have brought this down on you.” “Pray don’t apologize.” The voice continued.% “Why does she call you ‘Hen’?” said Margaret innocently. “Has she ever seen you before?” “Seen Hen before!” said Jacky. “Who hasn’t seen Hen? He’s serving you like me, my dear. These boys! You wait—Still we love ‘em.” “Are you now satisfied?” Henry asked. Margaret began to grow frightened. “I don’t know what it is all about,” she said. “Let’s come in.” But he thought she was acting. He thought he was trapped. He saw his whole life crumbling. “Don’t you indeed?” he said bitingly. “I do. Allow me to congratulate you on the success of your plan.” “This is Helen’s plan, not mine.” “I now understand your interest in the Basts. Very well thought out. I am amused at your caution, Margaret. You are quite right—it was necessary. I am a man, and have lived a man’s past. I have the honour to release you from your engagement.” Still she could not understand. She knew of life’s seamy side as a theory; she could not grasp it as a fact. More words from Jacky were necessary—words unequivocal, undenied. “So that—” burst from her, and she went indoors. She stopped herself from saying more. “So what?” asked Colonel Fussell, who was getting ready to start in the hall. “We were saying—Henry and I were just having the fiercest argument, my point being—” Seizing his fur coat from a footman, she offered to help him on. He protested, and there was a playful little scene.

Korean bitingly: 통렬하게, 날카롭게. caution: 경고, 조심, 경계, 에게 경고하다, 경계를 요하는 사물, 담보, 예령, 주의, 희한한 사람, 주의시키다, 신중. footman: 종복, 하인, 보병, 부나비의 일종, 쇠붙이로 된 받침. fur: 모피, 거웃, 부드러운 털, 부드러운 모피를 붙이다, 백태가 생기다, 외음부, 모피의, 부드러운털, 모피 동물, 백태.

honour: 명예, 도의심, 면목, 명성, 우등, 존경, 끗수가 가장 높은 패, 명예가 되는 것, 명예상, 에 영광을 주다, 인수하다. innocently: 호인, 결백한, 깨끗한, 무식한, 무해한, 순진한, 이 없는 사람, 죄없는. playful: 놀기 좋아하는, 농담의. pray: 빌다, 제발, 기원하다, 간원하다, 기원하여 이루어지게 하다, 기도하다, 기도하다-바라다, 바라다, 에게

기원하다, 에게 간청하다. seamy: 솔기가 있는, 이면의, 암흑면, 보기 흉한, 솔기가 나온. serving: 음식을 차림, 한 끼분의 음식, 피복재, 한 그릇, 음식시중, 음식 시중, 한 끼분의 음료, 인분. sternly: 엄숙하게, 단호하게, 피폐하게, 엄격하게, 엄하게. unequivocal: 명백한, 보호하지 않은, 모호하지 않은, 애매하지 않은.

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“No, let me do that,” said Henry, following. “Thanks so much! You see—he has forgiven me!” The Colonel said gallantly: “I don’t expect there’s much to forgive. He got into the car. The ladies followed him after an interval. Maids, courier, and heavier luggage had been sent on earlier by the branch—line. Still chattering, still thanking their host and patronizing their future hostess, the guests were home away.% Then Margaret continued: “So that woman has been your mistress?” “You put it with your usual delicacy,” he replied. “When, please?” “Why?” “When, please?” “Ten years ago.” She left him without a word. For it was not her tragedy: it was Mrs. Wilcox’s.

Korean continued: 계속된, 연장된, 연속되고 있는, 계속하는, 존속하는, 존속시키는, 연장하는, 계속하여 진술하는, 계속시키는, 계속되는, 연기하는. courier: 안내원, 급사, 신보, 시중꾼, 동행, 특사, 수원, 밀사, 가이드. earlier: 좀 전에. forgive: 용서하다, 삭치다, 빚을탕감하다, 빚을 탕감하다, 면제하다, 삭히다, 관대히 봐주다.

gallantly: 용감하게, 친절히, 은인인체하는, 은인인 체하는, 친절하게, 정중하게, 씩씩하게, 오만한, 애고하는, 드러내어 선심을 당당하게, 상냥하게. 쓰는, 단골로 애호하는. hostess: 여주인, 스튜어디스, 여급, tragedy: 비극, 참사, 비극적 사건, 여주인의 역할, 안주인, 호스티스. 비극 연출법, 비극 창작법, 비극적 interval: 간격, 휴게시간, 음정, 성질, 비극적 요소. 이따금, 때때로, 차거리, 여기저기, usual: 보통의, 일상의, 예의, 틈막간, 휴지기, 휴지시간, 막간. 언제나의, 통상의, 여느 때의 건강 luggage: 여행가방, 수하물, 여행 가방. 상태, 평소에 볼 수 있는. patronizing: 은혜를 베풀어 짐짓 자랑하는, 거드름 피우는,

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Helen%began to wonder why she had spent a matter of eight pounds in making some people ill and others angry. Now that the wave of excitement was ebbing, and had left her, Mr. Bast, and Mrs. Bast stranded for the night in a Shropshire hotel, she asked herself what forces had made the wave flow. At all events, no harm was done. Margaret would play the game properly now, and though Helen disapproved of her sister’s methods, she knew that the Basts would benefit by them in the long run. “Mr. Wilcox is so illogical,” she explained to Leonard, who had put his wife to bed, and was sitting with her in the empty coffee-room. “If we told him it was his duty to take you on, he might refuse to do it. The fact is, he isn’t properly educated. I don’t want to set you against him, but you’ll find him a trial.” “I can never thank you sufficiently, Miss Schlegel,” was all that Leonard felt equal to. “I believe in personal responsibility. Don’t you? And in personal everything. I hate—I suppose I oughtn’t to say that—but the Wilcoxes are on the wrong tack surely. Or perhaps it isn’t their fault. Perhaps the little thing that says ‘I’ is missing out of the middle of their heads, and then it’s a waste of time to blame them. There’s a nightmare of a theory that says a special race is being born

Korean blame: 책임, 나무라다, 비난하다, 한결같은, 같은 또래, 필적하는, 여울, 헛돌다. 비난, 허물, 의 탓으로 돌리다-비난, 대등한 물건, 감당하는, 균등하게 tack: 음식물, 압정, 방침, 시침질, 못, 탓, 지우다, 의 탓으로 돌리다, 책망. 하다, 필적하다, 필적하는 사람. 돛의 위치에 따르는 배 진로의 방향, educated: 교양 있는, 교육받은, flow: 흐름, 유출량, 범람시키다, 밀물, 돛 위치에 따르는 배 진로의 방향, 돛 지식에 의한, 숙련된, 근거가 있는, 밀다, 많이있다, 쓸리다, 흐르게하다, 위치 변경에 의한 방향 전환, 교육 받은, 경험에 의한. 흐르다, 머리칼이 늘어지다, 냇물. 지그재그 항정, 지그재그로 나감, empty: 배고픈, 공허한, 빈, 비우다, nightmare: 악몽, 몽마, 가위, 공포감, 가봉. 무의미한, 비어있는, 비다, 에 불쾌한 사람, 무서운일, 가위눌림, waste: 쇠약해지다, 낭비하다, 낭비, 흘러들다, 물 등을 내보내다, 옮기다, 불쾌한 예감, 무서움. 폐물, 황폐시키다, 황폐한, 낭비되다, 없는. race: 인종, 특징, 경주하다, 경주, 폐물의, 불모의, 쇠약, 찌꺼기. equal: 같은, 필적자, 평정한, 경쟁, 운행, 질주하다, 자손, 품종,

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which will rule the rest of us in the future just because it lacks the little thing that says ‘I.’ Had you heard that?”% “I get no time for reading.” “Had you thought it, then? That there are two kinds of people—our kind, who live straight from the middle of their heads, and the other kind who can’t, because their heads have no middle? They can’t say ‘I.’ They aren’t in fact, and so they’re supermen. Pierpont Morgan has never said ‘I’ in his life.” Leonard roused himself. If his benefactress wanted intellectual conversation, she must have it. She was more important than his ruined past. “I never got on to Nietzsche,” he said. “But I always understood that those supermen were rather what you may call egoists.” “Oh, no, that’s wrong,” replied Helen. “No superman ever said ‘I want,’ because ‘I want’ must lead to the question, ‘Who am I?’ and so to Pity and to Justice. He only says ‘want.’ ‘Want Europe,’ if he’s Napoleon; ‘want wives,’ if he’s Bluebeard; ‘want Botticelli,’ if he’s Pierpont Morgan. Never the ‘I’; and if you could pierce through him, you’d find panic and emptiness in the middle.” Leonard was silent for a moment. Then he said: “May I take it, Miss Schlegel, that you and I are both the sort that say ‘I’?” “Of course.” “And your sister too?” “Of course,” repeated Helen, a little sharply. She was annoyed with Margaret, but did not want her discussed. “All presentable people say ‘I.’ “ “But Mr. Wilcox—he is not perhaps—” “I don’t know that it’s any good discussing Mr. Wilcox either.” “Quite so, quite so,” he agreed. Helen asked herself why she had snubbed him. Once or twice during the day she had encouraged him to criticize, and then had pulled him up short. Was she afraid of him presuming? If so, it was disgusting of her.

Korean benefactress: 은혜를 베푸는 사람의 여성형. intellectual: 지적인, 지식인, 이지적인, 식자, 지력의, 지력을 요하는, 지력이 발달한, 머리를 쓰는, 지력 있는. lead: 납, 도선, 측연, 선도, 지내다, 안내하다, 우세, 거느리다, 통하다, 지휘, 지침. middle: 중앙, 중부, 허리, 중간, 중명사몸통, 한가운데의, 중앙의,

중간물, 중간에 두다, 중간의, 중명사. 억제하다, 자. presentable: 보기 흉하지 않은, short: 갑자기, 짧게, 키가 작은, 예의바른, 선물에 적합한, 남앞에 내 부족한, 독한, 짧은, 짧은 음의, 놓을 수 있는, 남 앞에 내 놓을 수 부족하여, 미치지 못하다, 간단한, 있는. 깨지기 쉬운. presuming: 주제넘은, 뻔뻔스러운, straight: 철저한, 순수한, 직접적으로, 염치없는. 정연한, 직선, 원작대로, 솔직한, 곧, pulled: 건강이 쇠약해진, 딴, 털을 곧은, 똑바른, 솔직하게. 뜯은. superman: 초인. rule: 괘, 규칙, 규정하다, 통치하다, 지배하다, 지배, 법칙, 괘선, 표준,

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But%he was thinking the snub quite natural. Everything she did was natural, and incapable of causing offence. While the Miss Schlegels were together he had felt them scarcely human—a sort of admonitory whirligig. But a Miss Schlegel alone was different. She was in Helen’s case unmarried, in Margaret’s about to be married, in neither case an echo of her sister. A light had fallen at last into this rich upper world, and he saw that it was full of men and women, some of whom were more friendly to him than others. Helen had become “his” Miss Schlegel, who scolded him and corresponded with him, and had swept down yesterday with grateful vehemence. Margaret, though not unkind, was severe and remote. He would not presume to help her, for instance. He had never liked her, and began to think that his original impression was true, and that her sister did not like her either. Helen was certainly lonely. She, who gave away so much, was receiving too little. Leonard was pleased to think that he could spare her vexation by holding his tongue and concealing what he knew about Mr. Wilcox. Jacky had announced her discovery when he fetched her from the lawn. After the first shock, he did not mind for himself. By now he had no illusions about his wife, and this was only one new stain on the face of a love that had never been pure. To keep perfection perfect, that should be his ideal, if the future gave him time to have ideals. Helen, and Margaret for Helen’s sake, must not know. Helen disconcerted him by fuming the conversation to his wife. “Mrs. Bast— does she ever say ‘I’?” she asked, half mischievously, and then, “Is she very tired?” “It’s better she stops in her room,” said Leonard. “Shall I sit up with her?” “No, thank you; she does not need company.” “Mr. Bast, what kind of woman is your wife?” Leonard blushed up to his eyes. “You ought to know my ways by now. Does that question offend you?” “No, oh no, Miss Schlegel, no.”

Korean admonitory: 권고하는, 설유하는, 훈계의, 경고하는. discovery: 발견물, 발견, 발표 요구 수속, 줄거리의 전개. echo: 반향하다, 반향, 메아리, 흉내내기, 모방, 초음파 검사법, 모방하다, 메아리치다, 숲의요정메아리치다, 그대로 되풀이하여 대답하다, 종양. grateful: 감사히 여기는, 고마운, 기쁜, 즐거운, 기분 좋은, 고맙게 생각하는.

mischievously: 유해하게. perfection: 완전, 극치, 완성, 완전한 사람, 우수한 점. receiving: 수신의, 받는, 고매, 받음, 환영의. remote: 멀리 떨어진, 외딴, 궁벽한, 아득한, 미미한, 먼 옛날의, 먼, 근소한, 원격 조작에 의한, 희미한, 스튜디오 밖에서의 방송 프로그램. stain: 얼룩, 오점, 더러워지다, 착색, 착색하다, 흠, 더럽히다, 손상시키다,

얼룩지다, 얼룩을 묻히다, 더럼. unmarried: 미혼의. vehemence: 격렬함, 맹위, 열렬, 맹렬함, 격정. vexation: 애탐, 괴롭힘, 화냄, 고민거리, 고통, 고민, 귀찮은 사물, 애태움, 속상함, 괴로움의 원인, 번뇌의 원인. whirligig: 회전하는 장난감, 회전운동, 물매암이, 회전목마.

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“Because I love honesty. Don’t pretend your marriage has been a happy one. You and she can have nothing in common.” He did not deny it, but said shyly: “I suppose that’s pretty obvious; but Jacky never meant to do anybody any harm. When things went wrong, or I heard things, I used to think it was her fault, but, looking back, it’s more mine. I needn’t have married her, but as I have I must stick to her and keep her.” “How long have you been married?” “Nearly three years.” “What did your people say?” “They will not have anything to do with us. They had a sort of family council when they heard I was married, and cut us off altogether.” Helen began to pace up and down the room. “My good boy, what a mess!” she said gently. “Who are your people?” He could answer this. His parents, who were dead, had been in trade; his sisters had married commercial travellers; his brother was a lay-reader.% “And your grandparents?” Leonard told her a secret that he had held shameful up to now. “They were just nothing at all,” he said, “—agricultural labourers and that sort.” “So! From which part?” “Lincolnshire mostly, but my mother’s father—he, oddly enough, came from these parts round here.” “From this very Shropshire. Yes, that is odd. My mother’s people were Lancashire. But why do your brother and your sisters object to Mrs. Bast?” “Oh, I don’t know.” “Excuse me, you do know. I am not a baby. I can bear anything you tell me, and the more you tell the more I shall be able to help. Have they heard anything against her?” He was silent.

Korean brother: 형제, 동포, 동료, 친구, 동지, 우방 군주, 여보게. commercial: 광고 방송, 상업상의, 통상의, 영리적인, 공업용의, 커머셜, 광고방송의, 판매용의, 영리본위의, 업무용의, 시엠. happy: 적절한, 행복한, 교묘한, 행운의, 유쾌한, 즐거운, 행복하다, 다행한, 얼근히 취한, 행복을 더 하는. marriage: 결혼, 결혼식, 밀접한 결합, 결혼 생활, 매리지, 결혼생활.

mine: 광산, 풍부한 자원, 지뢰, 나의 것, 기뢰, 나의 가족들 광산, 철광, 보고, 광갱, 비밀수단으로 파괴하다, 비밀수단으로 뒤엎다. mostly: 대개. object: 대상, 목적, 물건, 목적어, 물체, 객관, 반대하다, 싫어하다, 불쌍한, 반대 이유로 들다, 감정 따위의 대상. obvious: 명백한, 분명한, 감정 따위가 노골적인, 노골적인, 농담 따위가 노골적인.

pace: 속도, 걷는 속도, 보폭, 보조, 대속으로가다, 진도, 한 걸음, 걸음, 포족, 발걸음, 포족걷다. stick: 붙이다, 찌르다, 잔가지, 조종간, 단장, 나무토막, 지팡이 멍청이, 연속 무하 폭탄, 고착 시키다, 엄청난 값을 부르다, 걸리게 하다. suppose: 생각하다, 상상하다, 믿다, 가정하다, 을 필요 조건으로 하다, 상정하다, 만약...이라면, 만약, 이라면, 의 가정을 필요로 하다.

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“I think I have guessed now,” said Helen very gravely.% “I don’t think so, Miss Schlegel; I hope not.” “We must be honest, even over these things. I have guessed. I am frightfully, dreadfully sorry, but it does not make the least difference to me. I shall feel just the same to both of you. I blame, not your wife for these things, but men.” Leonard left it at that—so long as she did not guess the man. She stood at the window and slowly pulled up the blinds. The hotel looked over a dark square. The mists had begun. When she turned back to him her eyes were shining. “Don’t you worry,” he pleaded. “I can’t bear that. We shall be all right if I get work. If I could only get work—something regular to do. Then it wouldn’t be so bad again. I don’t trouble after books as I used. I can imagine that with regular work we should settle down again. It stops one thinking. “ “Settle down to what?” “Oh, just settle down.” “And that’s to be life!” said Helen, with a catch in her throat. “How can you, with all the beautiful things to see and do—with music—with walking at night— ” “Walking is well enough when a man’s in work,” he answered. “Oh, I did talk a lot of nonsense once, but there’s nothing like a bailiff in the house to drive it out of you. When I saw him fingering my Ruskins and Stevensons, I seemed to see life straight real, and it isn’t a pretty sight. My books are back again, thanks to you, but they’ll never be the same to me again, and I shan’t ever again think night in the woods is wonderful.” “Why not?” asked Helen, throwing up the window. “Because I see one must have money.” “Well, you’re wrong.” “I wish I was wrong, but—the clergyman—he has money of his own, or else he’s paid; the poet or the musician—just the same; the tramp—he’s no different.

Korean bailiff: 집행관, 집사, 법정내의 간수, 법의 집행관. dark: 어두운, 비밀의, 어둠, 캄캄한, 숨은, 수수께끼 같은, 사악한, 슬픈, 우울한, 무지한, 무지. drive: 몰다, 드라이브, 돌진하다, 운전하다, 혹사하다, 몰이하다, 영위하다, 부딪치다, 추진력, 차로나르다, 쫘다. fingering: 가는 털실, 운지법, 손가락으로 만지작거림, 운지기호.

guess: 추측, 생각하다, 알아맞히다, 추측하다, 직각하다, 라고 생각하다, 풀어맞히다, 생각해맞히다, 추단하다, 어림 짐작으로 말하다. honest: 정직한, 섞지않은, 성실한, 진짜의, 평판이 좋은, 거짓이 없는, 기특한. imagine: 생각하다, 상상하다, 추상하다, 미루어 생각하다, 의 뜻에서, 추측하다꾀하다, 상상력을 동원하다, 상, 추측하다.

poet: 시인, 시인 기질의 사람, 가인. slowly: 느릿느릿, 더딘, 재미없는, 느린, 늦은, 더디게 하다, 둔한, 느리게, 천천히. square: 정사각형, 평방의, 광장, 방진, 한 구획, 정사각형의, 정사각형으로 하다, 공평한, 곱자, 정직한, 충분한. throat: 좁은 통로, 목소리, 목, 기관, 목구멍, 에 홈을 만들다, 에 홈을 파다, 좁은 입구, 좁은 출구, 목구멍 모양의 물건.

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The tramp goes to the workhouse in the end, and is paid for with other people’s money. Miss Schlegel, the real thing’s money and all the rest is a dream.” “You’re still wrong. You’ve forgotten Death.” Leonard could not understand.% “If we lived for ever what you say would be true. But we have to die, we have to leave life presently. Injustice and greed would be the real thing if we lived for ever. As it is, we must hold to other things, because Death is coming. I love Death—not morbidly, but because He explains. He shows me the emptiness of Money. Death and Money are the eternal foes. Not Death and Life. Never mind what lies behind Death, Mr. Bast, but be sure that the poet and the musician and the tramp will be happier in it than the man who has never learnt to say, ‘I am I.’ “ “I wonder.” “We are all in a mist—I know but I can help you this far—men like the Wilcoxes are deeper in the mist than any. Sane, sound Englishmen! building up empires, levelling all the world into what they call common sense. But mention Death to them and they’re offended, because Death’s really Imperial, and He cries out against them for ever.” “I am as afraid of Death as any one.” “But not of the idea of Death.” “But what is the difference?” “Infinite difference,” said Helen, more gravely than before. Leonard looked at her wondering, and had the sense of great things sweeping out of the shrouded night. But he could not receive them, because his heart was still full of little things. As the lost umbrella had spoilt the concert at Queen’s Hall, so the lost situation was obscuring the diviner harmonies now. Death, Life and Materialism were fine words, but would Mr. Wilcox take him on as a clerk? Talk as one would, Mr. Wilcox was king of this world, the superman, with his own morality, whose head remained in the clouds.

Korean die: 주사위, 죽다, 소멸하다, 거푸집, 나사틀, 희미해지다, 화인, 죽을 것 같다, 주사위꼴로 자른 것, 주사위 도박, 점점 작아지다. diviner: 점쟁이, 광맥을 찾아내는 사람, 예언자, 점치는 사람, 수맥, 수맥을 찾아내는 사람. fine: 훌륭한, 섬세한, 예리한, 미세한, 맑게 갠, 고운, 순도가 높은, 가는, 아름다운, 품위있는 고상한, 우수한. goes: 미국의 정지 기상 위성.

greed: 욕심, 탐욕. levelling: 단순화, 땅고르기. morality: 도덕, 교훈, 덕행, 도덕률, 도의, 윤리학, 개인의 덕행, 이야기 따위의 교훈, 도덕극, 도덕우의극. morbidly: 병적으로, 불건전하게. musician: 음악가, 작곡가, 악사. receive: 수신하다, 이해하다, 경험하다, 수용하다, 수취하다, 받다, 사들이다, 수령하다, 응접하다, 받아내다, 접수하다.

sweeping: 청소, 일소하는, 일소, 파죽지세, 전반에 걸친, 불어제침, 밀어내림, 먼지, 대대적인, 쓰레기, 소탕. tramp: 매춘부, 부정기 화물선, 터벅터벅 걷다, 방랑자, 방랑하다, 도보 여행하다, 쿵쿵걷다, 짓밟다, 짖밟다, 긴 도보 여행, 무거운 발소리. whose: 누구의. workhouse: 소년원, 취역소, 감화원, 구빈원.

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“I must be stupid,” he said apologetically.% While to Helen the paradox became clearer and clearer. “Death destroys a man: the idea of Death saves him.” Behind the coffins and the skeletons that stay the vulgar mind lies something so immense that all that is great in us responds to it. Men of the world may recoil from the charnel-house that they will one day enter, but Love knows better. Death is his foe, but his peer, and in their age-long struggle the thews of Love have been strengthened, and his vision cleared, until there is no one who can stand against him. “So never give in,” continued the girl, and restated again and again the vague yet convincing plea that the Invisible lodges against the Visible. Her excitement grew as she tried to cut the rope that fastened Leonard to the earth. Woven of bitter experience, it resisted her. Presently the waitress entered and gave her a letter from Margaret. Another note, addressed to Leonard, was inside. They read them, listening to the murmurings of the river.

Korean bitter: 쓴, 모진, 격심한, 비참한, 쓴맛, 가엾은, 쓴맥주, 모진-쓴맛, 씁, 격렬한, 쓰라린. charnel-house: 납골당. convincing: 납득이가는, 설득력 있는. enter: 참가하다, 시작하다, 들다, 에들어가다, 에들다, 에 들어가다, 신고하다, 박히다, 떠오르다, 등장하다, 들어박히다. foe: 적, 적군, 원수, 상대. note: 주를 달다, 적어두다, 어음, 음표,

주의, 저명, 주목, 선율, 부호, 메모, 각서. paradox: 역설, 모순된 설, 자가 당착의 말. peer: 동등한 사람, 귀족, 동배, 응시하다, 보이기 시작하다, 희미하게 나타나다, 비길 데 없는, 상원 의원, 동료, 에 필적하다, 자세히 들여다보다. plea: 변명, 항변, 탄원, 구실, 변호. recoil: 뒷걸음질, 반동, 뒷걸음질치다,

되튀다, 위축, 되튀기, 진저리침, 공무니빼다, 혐오, 다시 감다, 퇴각하다. river: 강, 다량의 흐름, 생사의갈림길, 하천, 째는사람, 생사의 갈림길. rope: 새끼, 비결, 밧줄로 묶다, 요령, 교수형, 로프, 끈적끈적해지다, 밧줄, 올가미로 잡다, 줄타기용 줄, 줄. thews: 근력, 근육, 힘줄. waitress: 여급, 여급사, 웨이트리스.

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For%many hours Margaret did nothing; then she controlled herself, and wrote some letters. She was too bruised to speak to Henry; she could pity him, and even determine to marry him, but as yet all lay too deep in her heart for speech. On the surface the sense of his degradation was too strong. She could not command voice or look, and the gentle words that she forced out through her pen seemed to proceed from some other person. “My dearest boy,” she began, “this is not to part us. It is everything or nothing, and I mean it to be nothing. It happened long before we ever met, and even if it had happened since, I should be writing the same, I hope. I do understand.” But she crossed out “I do understand”; it struck a false note. Henry could not bear to be understood. She also crossed out, “It is everything or nothing. “Henry would resent so strong a grasp of the situation. She must not comment; comment is unfeminine. “I think that’ll about do,” she thought. Then the sense of his degradation choked her. Was he worth all this bother? To have yielded to a woman of that sort was everything, yes, it was, and she could not be his wife. She tried to translate his temptation into her own language, and her brain reeled. Men must be different, even to want to yield to

Korean choked: 메인, 숨막히는, 진저리난, 불성실한, 꾸민, 그릇된, 의사의. 막힌. marry: 굳게 결합시키다, 와 결혼하다, command: 지휘하다, 명령, 지배하다, 결혼시키다, 결혼하다, 꼬아 합치다, 지휘, 명하다, 의 값어치가 있다, 밧줄 따위를 꼬아 합치다, 시집가다, 지배력, 장악지, 차지하고 있다, 의 결혼식을 거행하다. 명령하다, 조망. pity: 동정, 연민, 애석한 일, 가엾게 degradation: 좌천, 격하, 타락, 침식, 여기다, 유감의 원인-가엾게 여기다, 저하, 면직, 분해, 저락, 하락, 퇴보, 가엾게 생각하다, 불쌍히 생각하다, 파면. 불쌍함. false: 가짜의, 가락이 맞지 않는, resent: 원망하다, 분개하다, 에 거짓의, 틀린, 부정의, 가의, 임시의, 골내다, 을 분개하다, 괘씸하게

생각하다, 화내다. struck: 파업으로 폐쇄된. temptation: 유혹, 광야의 시험, 유혹물. translate: 번역하다, 옮기다, 해석하다, 고쳐 만들다, 이동시키다, 이동하다, 헌 재료로 만들다, 헌 옷 등을 만들다, 헌 구두 만들다, 중계하다, 병진시키다. unfeminine: 여자답지 않은, 여성적이 아닌, 여성용이 아닌.

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such a temptation. Her belief in comradeship was stifled, and she saw life as from that glass saloon on the Great Western, which sheltered male and female alike from the fresh air. Are the sexes really races, each with its own code of morality, and their mutual love a mere device of Nature to keep things going? Strip human intercourse of the proprieties, and is it reduced to this? Her judgment told her no. She knew that out of Nature’s device we have built a magic that will win us immortality. Far more mysterious than the call of sex to sex is the tenderness that we throw into that call; far wider is the gulf between us and the farmyard than between the farm-yard and the garbage that nourishes it. We are evolving, in ways that Science cannot measure, to ends that Theology dares not contemplate. “Men did produce one jewel,” the gods will say, and, saying, will give us immortality. Margaret knew all this, but for the moment she could not feel it, and transformed the marriage of Evie and Mr. Cahill into a carnival of fools, and her own marriage—too miserable to think of that, she tore up the letter, and then wrote another: DEAR MR. BAST, I have spoken to Mr. Wilcox about you, as I promised, and am sorry to say that he has no vacancy for you. Yours truly, M. J. SCHLEGEL She enclosed this in a note to Helen, over which she took less trouble than she might have done; but her head was aching, and she could not stop to pick her words: DEAR HELEN, Give him this. The Basts are no good. Henry found the woman drunk on the lawn. I am having a room got ready for you here, and will you please come round at once on getting this? The Basts are not at all

Korean belief: 신앙, 믿음, 생각, 신념, 신용, 신뢰, 신조. carnival: 사육제, 축제, 왁자거리며 놀기, 유원지, 광란, 법석, 순회흥행, 스포츠경기, 시합, 흥청거림. drunk: 주정뱅이, 술취한, 취한, 술주정뱅이, 술좌석, 도취된. evolving: 발달시키는, 판명되는, 진화하는, 진화시키는, 방출하는, 끌어내는, 전개하는. garbage: 쓰레기, 찌꺼기, 고기찌끼,

보잘것 없는 것. throw: 던지다, 움직이다, 흔들어 j: 제 십번째, 마리화나 담배, 알파벳 떨어뜨리다, 스카프, 던지기, 갑자기 10번째문자, 자, 제 십번째의 것, 움직이다, 빠뜨리다, 얹히게 하다, 제이의 이형, 제이자형, 제이자형의 분리, 가벼운 두르개, 행정. 것, 제이. truly: 참으로, 정확히, 바르게, 성실히, magic: 마법, 마법의, 기술, 정확하게, 사실을 말하자면, 정말로, 불가사의한, 기술의, 불가사의한 힘, 진실로, 충실히. 마술적인, 마법 같은. vacancy: 공허, 결원, 공석, 방심, 틈, races: 경마 대회. 빈곳, 공백, 빈 자리, 빈자리, 공간, spoken: 구두, 입으로 말하는, 구두의, 빈터. 담화에 사용되는, 말에 사용되는.

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the type we should trouble about. I may go round to them myself in the morning, and do anything that is fair.% M In writing this, Margaret felt that she was being practical. Something might be arranged for the Basts later on, but they must be silenced for the moment. She hoped to avoid a conversation between the woman and Helen. She rang the bell for a servant, but no one answered it; Mr. Wilcox and the Warringtons were gone to bed, and the kitchen was abandoned to Saturnalia. Consequently she went over to the George herself. She did not enter the hotel, for discussion would have been perilous, and, saying that the letter was important, she gave it to the waitress. As she recrossed the square she saw Helen and Mr. Bast looking out of the window of the coffee-room, and feared she was already too late. Her task was not yet over; she ought to tell Henry what she had done. This came easily, for she saw him in the hall. The night wind had been rattling the pictures against the wall, and the noise had disturbed him. “Who’s there?” he called, quite the householder. Margaret walked in and past him. “I have asked Helen to sleep,” she said. “She is best here; so don’t lock the front-door.” “I thought someone had got in,” said Henry. “At the same time I told the man that we could do nothing for him. I don’t know about later, but now the Basts must clearly go.” “Did you say that your sister is sleeping here, after all?” “Probably.” “Is she to be shown up to your room?” “I have naturally nothing to say to her; I am going to bed. Will you tell the servants about Helen? Could someone go to carry her bag?” He tapped a little gong, which had been bought to summon the servants.

Korean avoid: 피하다, 회피하다, 무효, 무효로 하다, 기피. bell: 종, 종소리, 방울, 초인종, 벨, 수사슴 울음소리, 종 모양의 꽃, 갓, 울다, 종 모양의 것, 종 모양이 되다. carry: 이월하다, 나르다, 전하다, 수반하다, 가게에 놓다, 배고 있다, 기르다, 사정, 단번에 넘기다, 머리를 쳐들다, 재정적 원조를 하다. householder: 호주, 세대주, 가장. kitchen: 부엌, 주방, 부엌의,

부엌용의. 과하다, 일, 사업, 꾸짖다, 고된 일, perilous: 위험한. 태스크, 힘드는 일, 임무. rattling: 활발한, 굉장한, trouble: 고생, 걱정하다, 소동, 고장, 덜거덕거리는, 훌륭한, 아주, 성가신, 어려움, 벌을 받다, 귀찮은 일, 매우, 딸랑거리는, 대단히, 기운찬, 귀찮음, 벌을 받고, 분쟁, 걱정. 귀찮은. wind: 바람, 숨, 불다, 감다, 굽이, sleeping: 수면. 소문, 휘감기다, 호흡, 한번 감기, summon: 소집하다, 불러 일으키다, 통풍하다, 숨을 돌리게 하다. 요구하다, 호출하다, 에게 항복을 writing: 문서, 필적, 습자, 저술, 씀, 권고하다, 소환하다, 에 권유하다. 문자로 쓰는, 저작, 쓴 것, 쓰기, 집필, task: 직무, 혹사하다, 작업, 일을 글을 쓰기.

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“You must make more noise than that if you want them to hear.” Henry opened a door, and down the corridor came shouts of laughter. “Far too much screaming there,” he said, and strode towards it. Margaret went upstairs, uncertain whether to be glad that they had met, or sorry. They had behaved as if nothing had happened, and her deepest instincts told her that this was wrong. For his own sake, some explanation was due.% And yet—what could an explanation tell her? A date, a place, a few details, which she could imagine all too clearly. Now that the first shock was over, she saw that there was every reason to premise a Mrs. Bast. Henry’s inner life had long laid open to her—his intellectual confusion, his obtuseness to personal influence, his strong but furtive passions. Should she refuse him because his outer life corresponded? Perhaps. Perhaps, if the dishonour had been done to her, but it was done long before her day. She struggled against the feeling. She told herself that Mrs. Wilcox’s wrong was her own. But she was not a bargain theorist. As she undressed, her anger, her regard for the dead, her desire for a scene, all grew weak. Henry must have it as he liked, for she loved him, and some day she would use her love to make him a better man. Pity was at the bottom of her actions all through this crisis. Pity, if one may generalize, is at the bottom of woman. When men like us, it is for our better qualities, and however tender their liking, we dare not be unworthy of it, or they will quietly let us go. But unworthiness stimulates woman. It brings out her deeper nature, for good or for evil. Here was the core of the question. Henry must be forgiven, and made better by love; nothing else mattered. Mrs. Wilcox, that unquiet yet kindly ghost, must be left to her own wrong. To her everything was in proportion now, and she, too, would pity the man who was blundering up and down their lives. Had Mrs. Wilcox known of his trespass? An interesting question, but Margaret fell asleep, tethered by affection, and lulled by the murmurs of the river that descended all the night from Wales. She felt herself at one with her future home, colouring it and coloured by it, and awoke to see, for the second time, Oniton Castle conquering the morning mists.

Korean blundering: 실수하는, 서투른, 어색한, 어줍은, 투미한. conquering: 정복하는. corridor: 복도, 회랑, 회랑지대, 회랑 지대. dishonour: 굴욕, 불명예, 치욕, 정조를 범하다, 인수거절, 의 명예를 손상시키다, 어기다, 수칫거리, 지불거절, 의 명예를 더럽히다. generalize: 개괄하다, 일반화하다, 일반성만을 그리다, 일반적으로

말하다, 막연히 말하다, 개괄적으로 말하다, 개괄, 법칙화하다, 보급시키다, 일반화, 종합. premise: 전제, 구내, 전술한 사항, 미리 말하다, 전제로 하다, 집, 전기 재산, 전치하다, 앞서 한 말, 기술 사항, 가옥. trespass: 방해, 주제넘게 굴다, 편승하다, 침해, 침입, 침입하다, 죽다, 불법 침해, 위법 행위를 하다, 죄, 폐를 끼치다.

undressed: 옷을 벗은, 잠옷 바람의, 발가벗은, 붕대 감지 않은, 소스를 치지 않은, 요리하지 않은, 손질하지 않은, 무두질하지 않은, 약장의. unquiet: 침착하지 못한, 들뜬, 불안한, 볼온한. unworthiness: 가치없음, 어울리지 않음. unworthy: 의 가치 없는, 가치없는, 부끄러운, 비열한, 가치 없는, 변변치 못한 사람, 알맞지 않은.

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“Henry dear—” was her greeting.% He had finished his breakfast, and was beginning the Times. His sister-inlaw was packing. She knelt by him and took the paper from him, feeling that it was unusually heavy and thick. Then, putting her face where it had been, she looked up in his eyes. “Henry dear, look at me. No, I won’t have you shirking. Look at me. There. That’s all.” “You’re referring to last evening,” he said huskily. “I have released you from your engagement. I could find excuses, but I won’t. No, I won’t. A thousand times no. I’m a bad lot, and must be left at that.” Expelled from his old fortress, Mr. Wilcox was building a new one. He could no longer appear respectable to her, so he defended himself instead in a lurid past. It was not true repentance. “Leave it where you will, boy. It’s not going to trouble us: I know what I’m talking about, and it will make no difference.” “No difference?” he inquired. “No difference, when you find that I am not the fellow you thought?” He was annoyed with Miss Schlegel here. He would have preferred her to be prostrated by the blow, or even to rage. Against the tide

Korean appear: 나타나다, 같다, 공표하다, 도가 강한, 다액의, 고된, 심한. 보이다, 출두하다, 나오다, 분명하다, lurid: 창백한, 무시무시한, 무서운, 인 듯하다. 섬쩍지근하게붉은, 구름 따위 불타 feeling: 느낌, 감각, 촉감, 감수성, 오르듯이 붉은, 불타 오르듯이 붉은, 동정, 지각, 흥분, 감각이 있는, 어쩐지 기분 나쁜, 전광 따위 불타 다감한, 느끼는, 감정. 오르듯이 붉은, 풍경 따위 불타 finished: 끝마친, 완전한, 끝낸, 오르듯이 붉은, 하늘 따위 불타 완성된, 몰락한, 사라져가는, 오르듯이 붉은. 죽어가는. rage: 맹위를 떨치다, 격노, 열망, heavy: 무거운, 대량의, 격렬한, 격노하다, 고조에 달하다, 감흥, 무거운 사람, 묵직한, 모진, 악인역, 대유행, 감동, 열광, 격렬, 날뛰다.

repentance: 후회, 회한, 회개, 참회. thick: 가장 두꺼운부분, 두껍게, 우거진 수풀, 만난을 무릅쓰고, 한창 때, 굵은, 진하게, 두꺼운, 빽빽한, 짙은, 진한. thousand: 천, 무수, 천의, 다수, 수천의, 천개. unusually: 현저하게, 대단히, 몹시, 이상하게, 매우, 괴상하게, 보통과는 달리, 유별나게, 전에 없이.

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of his sin flowed the feeling that she was not altogether womanly. Her eyes gazed too straight; they had read books that are suitable for men only. And though he had dreaded a scene, and though she had determined against one, there was a scene, all the same. It was somehow imperative.% “I am unworthy of you,” he began. “Had I been worthy, I should not have released you from your engagement. I know what I am talking about. I can’t bear to talk of such things. We had better leave it. “ She kissed his hand. He jerked it from her, and, rising to his feet, went on: “You, with your sheltered life, and refined pursuits, and friends, and books, you and your sister, and women like you—I say, how can you guess the temptations that lie round a man?” “It is difficult for us,” said Margaret; “but if we are worth marrying, we do guess.” “Cut off from decent society and family ties, what do you suppose happens to thousands of young fellows overseas? Isolated. No one near. I know by bitter experience, and yet you say it makes ‘no difference.’ “ “Not to me.” He laughed bitterly. Margaret went to the side-board and helped herself to one of the breakfast dishes. Being the last down, she turned out the spirit-lamp that kept them warm. She was tender, but grave. She knew that Henry was not so much confessing his soul as pointing out the gulf between the male soul and the female, and she did not desire to hear him on this point. “Did Helen come?” she asked. He shook his head. “But that won’t do at all, at all! We don’t want her gossiping with Mrs. Bast.” “Good God! no!” he exclaimed, suddenly natural. Then he caught himself up. “Let them gossip. My game’s up, though I thank you for your unselfishness—little as my thanks are worth.”

Korean desire: 원하다, 정욕, 욕구, 바라다, 욕구-바라는 것, 바라다-소원, 바라는 것, 소원, 바람, 욕망, 희망. gossip: 잡담, 험담, 소문, 수다, 수다쟁이, 남의 이야기를 퍼뜨리고 돌아다니다, 잡담을 하다. gossiping: 수다쟁이, 쑥덕공론하는. jerked: 홱 움직이는, 갑자기 말하는, 내뱉듯이 갑자기 말하는, 육포로 만든, 홱 움직이게 하는. lie: 거짓말, 방향, 눕다, 위치, 있다,

기대다, 향, 거짓말하다, 통해 있다, 사기, 소굴. near: 가까운, 가까이, 아주 닮은, 거의, 정밀하게, 근친의, 의 가까이에, 검소하게, 관계가 깊은, 친한, 가까이 가다. overseas: 해외의, 해외로 가는, 외국의, 해외로부터의, 해외에, 해외로. pointing: 뾰족하게 함, 지시, 메지 바르기, 정확한 조준, 구두법.

refined: 세련된, 우아한, 미묘한, 정제된, 정확한, 정련한, 정교한, 엄정한, 정묘한, 품위있는, 정제한. scene: 추태, 경치, 장면, 장, 사건, 광경, 나타나다, 무대 배경이나 세트, 실황, 언쟁하다, 은밀히. turned: 녹로로 세공한, 돌린, 거꾸러 된. womanly: 여자다운, 여성에게 어울리는, 여자 같은.

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“Didn’t she send me a message or anything?” “I heard of none.” “Would you ring the bell, please?” “What to do?” “Why, to inquire.” He swaggered up to it tragically, and sounded a peal. Margaret poured herself out some coffee. The butler came, and said that Miss Schlegel had slept at the George, so far as he had heard. Should he go round to the George? “I’ll go, thank you,” said Margaret, and dismissed him.% “It is no good,” said Henry. “Those things leak out; you cannot stop a story once it has started. I have known cases of other men—I despised them once, I thought that I’m different, I shall never be tempted. Oh, Margaret—” He came and sat down near her, improvising emotion. She could not bear to listen to him. “We fellows all come to grief once in our time. Will you believe that? There are moments when the strongest man—’Let him who standeth, take heed lest he fall.’ That’s true, isn’t it? If you knew all, you would excuse me. I was far from good influences—far even from England. I was very, very lonely, and longed for a woman’s voice. That’s enough. I have told you too much already for you to forgive me now.” “Yes, that’s enough, dear.” “I have”—he lowered his voice—”I have been through hell.” Gravely she considered this claim. Had he? Had he suffered tortures of remorse, or had it been, “There! that’s over. Now for respectable life again”? The latter, if she read him rightly. A man who has been through hell does not boast of his virility. He is humble and hides it, if, indeed, it still exists. Only in legend does the sinner come forth penitent, but terrible, to conquer pure woman by his resistless power. Henry was anxious to be terrible, but had not got it in him. He was a good average Englishman, who had slipped. The really

Korean conquer: 정복하다, 극복하다, 새는 구멍, 비밀 따위가 새다, 새는 손아귀에 넣다, 억누르다, 획득하다, 물, 새게 하다. 승리를얻다, 타파하다, 공략하다, legend: 전설, 명, 일러두기, 설명문, 이가다, 승리를 얻다. 성도전, 메달 따위의 명각, 화폐 표면 hell: 지옥, 마굴, 지옥과 같은 장소, 따위의 명각, 명각, 전설 문학. 빌어먹을, 이세상의 지옥, 저승. peal: 울림, 한 벌의 종, 종소리의 울림, humble: 겸손한, 검소한, 천하게 하다, 종악, 울려 퍼지다, 울려 퍼지게 하다, 창피를 주다, 욕을 보이다, 비천한, 음악적으로 가락을 맞춘 한 벌의 종, 낮추는, 천한, 경멸하다. 종 따위의 울림, 천둥 따위의 울림, leak: 새다, 샘, 새는 구멍이 있다, 새는 대포 따위의 울림, 우렁차게 울려 곳, 누전, 새기 시작하다, 새다비, 퍼지게 하다.

penitent: 참회하는, 고해자, 뉘우치는, 후회하는, 후회하는 사람, 참회하는 사람. remorse: 양심의 가책, 후회, 연민, 회한, 자책, 자비. resistless: 저항하지 않는, 불가항력의, 저항할 수 없는, 저항 할 수 없는. sinner: 죄인, 개구쟁이. tragically: 비극적으로, 비참하게. virility: 정력, 힘참, 생식력, 사내다움, 사나이다움, 남자임, 남자의 생식력.

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culpable point—his faithlessness to Mrs. Wilcox—never seemed to strike him. She longed to mention Mrs. Wilcox. And bit by bit the story was told her. It was a very simple story. Ten years ago was the time, a garrison town in Cyprus the place. Now and then he asked her whether she could possibly forgive him, and she answered, “I have already forgiven you, Henry.” She chose her words carefully, and so saved him from panic. She played the girl, until he could rebuild his fortress and hide his soul from the world. When the butler came to clear away, Henry was in a very different mood—asked the fellow what he was in such a hurry for, complained of the noise last night in the servants’ hall. Margaret looked intently at the butler. He, as a handsome young man, was faintly attractive to her as a woman—an attraction so faint as scarcely to be perceptible, yet the skies would have fallen if she had mentioned it to Henry.% On her return from the George the building operations were complete, and the old Henry fronted her, competent, cynical, and kind. He had made a clean breast, had been forgiven, and the great thing now was to forget his failure, and to send it the way of other unsuccessful investments. Jacky rejoined Howards End and Ducie Street, and the vermilion motor-car, and the Argentine Hard Dollars, and all the things and people for whom he had never had much use and had less now. Their memory hampered him. He could scarcely attend to Margaret who brought back disquieting news from the George. Helen and her clients had gone. “Well, let them go—the man and his wife, I mean, for the more we see of your sister the better.” “But they have gone separately—Helen very early, the Basts just before I arrived. They have left no message. They have answered neither of my notes. I don’t like to think what it all means.” “What did you say in the notes?” “I told you last night.” “Oh—ah—yes! Dear, would you like one turn in the garden?”

Korean attraction: 인력, 흡인, 매력, 끄는 힘, 끄는힘, 련인, 흡인력, 끌어 당김, 사람의 마음을 끄는 것, 사람끌기, 관광명소. attractive: 관심을 끄는, 인력이있는, 사람의마음을끄는, 사람의 마음을 끄는, 인력이 있는, 매력적인. breast: 가슴, 유방, 흉부, 무릅쓰다, 가슴에받다, 가슴통을 달다, 가슴을 대다, 가슴 모양의 부분, 대담하게 맞서다, 젖퉁이, 헤치고 나아가다.

chose: 재산, 물, 물건. disquieting: 불안하게 하는, 걱정되는, 불안한. garrison: 수비대, 요새지, 주둔군, 요새, 주둔병, 수비대를 두다. intently: 골똘하게, 여념이 없는, 여념이 없이, 오로지, 지심의, 집중되어 있는. message: 통신, 신탁, 전언, 대통령 교서, 소식, 예언자가 전하는 신탁, 통신하다, 용무, 신호하다,

심부름꾼이 맡은 용무, 대통령의 교서. perceptible: 지각 할 수 있는, 인지할 수 있는, 지각할 수 있는. rebuild: 재건하다, 다시 세우다, 개축하다, 개조하다. strike: 때리다, 치다, 찌어내다, 부딪다, 발견하다, 느끼게 하다, 뜻밖에 만나다, 푹 찌르다, 맞히다, 가하다, 공격하다.

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Margaret took his arm. The beautiful weather soothed her. But the wheels of Evie’s wedding were still at work, tossing the guests outwards as deftly as they had drawn them in, and she could not be with him long. It had been arranged that they should motor to Shrewsbury, whence he would go north, and she back to London with the Warringtons. For a fraction of time she was happy. Then her brain recommenced.% “I am afraid there has been gossiping of some kind at the George. Helen would not have left unless she had heard something. I mismanaged that. It is wretched. I ought to—have parted her from that woman at once. “Margaret!” he exclaimed, loosing her arm impressively. “Yes—yes, Henry?” “I am far from a saint—in fact, the reverse—but you have taken me, for better or worse. Bygones must be bygones. You have promised to forgive me. Margaret, a promise is a promise. Never mention that woman again.” “Except for some practical reason—never.” “Practical! You practical!” “Yes, I’m practical,” she murmured, stooping over the mowing-machine and playing with the grass which trickled through her fingers like sand. He had silenced her, but her fears made him uneasy. Not for the first time, he was threatened with blackmail. He was rich and supposed to be moral; the Basts knew that he was not, and might find it profitable to hint as much. “At all events, you mustn’t worry,” he said. “This is a man’s business.” He thought intently. “On no account mention it to anybody.” Margaret flushed at advice so elementary, but he was really paving the way for a lie. If necessary he would deny that he had ever known Mrs. Bast, and prosecute her for libel. Perhaps he never had known her. Here was Margaret, who behaved as if he had not. There the house. Round them were half a dozen gardeners, clearing up after his daughter’s wedding. All was so solid and

Korean blackmail: 갈취, 공갈, 공갈하다, 약탈, 약탈을 면하려는 자에게 산적이 부과한 공납물. bygones: 과거의 일, 과거. deftly: 능란하게, 솜씨가 좋게. elementary: 초보의, 원소의, 본질의, 기본의, 초보적인, 요소의, 사대의, 단원소의, 기본이 되는. fraction: 분수, 단편, 파편, 부분, 조금, 분류, 빵을 나누기. impressively: 인상깊게, 인상적으로.

libel: 중상하다, 모욕이 되는 것, 제소하다, 장사 따위를 영위하다, 중상문, 명예 훼손죄, 중상하는 글, 영위하다, 기소하다. 고소하다, 명예훼손죄, 불명예가 되는 rich: 귀중한, 부유한, 풍부한, 비옥한, 것, 문서에 의한 명예훼손죄, 선명한, 기름진, 값진, 아주 우스운, 비방하다, 모욕하다. 호화로운, 부자의, 강렬한. paving: 포장, 포상, 포장재료, 포도, sand: 모래, 용기, 모래를 뿌리다, 포석, 포장 재료. 설탕, 모래톱, 수명, 백사장 모래, profitable: 이문이 있는, 유익한, 시각, 모래벌판, 모래 사장, 모랫빛. 유리한. whence: 하는 그 곳으로, 어찌하여, prosecute: 수행하다, 경영하다, 어디서, 바의, 왜, 어떻게, 출처, 하는, 고소하다, 고소하다-기소하다, 어디로부터.

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spruce, that the past flew up out of sight like a spring-blind, leaving only the last five minutes unrolled. Glancing at these, he saw that the car would be round during the next five, and plunged into action. Gongs were tapped, orders issued, Margaret was sent to dress, and the housemaid to sweep up the long trickle of grass that she had left across the hall. As is Man to the Universe, so was the mind of Mr. Wilcox to the minds of some men—a concentrated light upon a tiny spot, a little Ten Minutes moving self-contained through its appointed years. No Pagan he, who lives for the Now, and may be wiser than all philosophers. He lived for the five minutes that have past, and the five to come; he had the business mind.% How did he stand now, as his motor slipped out of Oniton and breasted the great round hills? Margaret had heard a certain rumour, but was all right. She had forgiven him, God bless her, and he felt the manlier for it. Charles and Evie had not heard it, and never must hear. No more must Paul. Over his children he felt great tenderness, which he did not try to track to a cause: Mrs. Wilcox was too far back in his life. He did not connect her with the sudden aching love that he felt for Evie. Poor little Evie! he trusted that Cahill would make her a decent husband. And Margaret? How did she stand? She had several minor worries. Clearly her sister had heard something. She dreaded meeting her in town. And she was anxious about Leonard, for whom they certainly were responsible. Nor ought Mrs. Bast to starve. But the main situation had not altered. She still loved Henry. His actions, not his disposition, had disappointed her, and she could bear that. And she loved her future home. Standing up in the car, just where she had leapt from it two days before, she gazed back with deep emotion upon Oniton. Besides the Grange and the Castle keep, she could now pick out the church and the black-and-white gables of the George. There was the bridge, and the river nibbling its green peninsula. She could even see the bathing-shed, but while she was looking for Charles’s new springboard, the forehead of the hill rose up and hid the whole scene.

Korean actions: 행위, 행실, 거등. black-and-white: 흑백이 뚜렷한, 흑백의, 흑백 얼룩의. disappointed: 실망한. disposition: 성질, 처리, 배치, 성향, 처분, 배열. minor: 작은 쪽의, 소, 부전공과목의, 손아래의, 중요하지 않은, 단조, 미성년자, 부전공인, 과목이 부전공인, 단조의, 마이너 리그. orders: 명령, 성직.

rumour: 소문, 풍설 소문을 내다, 소문을 내다, 소음. self-contained: 자기 충족의, 그것만으로 완비된, 말없는, 터놓지 않는, 자급식의, 가구별로 필요 시설이 각추어진, 독립한, 자제하는, 각호 독립식의, 말 없는. springboard: 뜀판, 계기를 주는 것, 스프링보드. spruce: 말쑥한, 말쑥하게 하다, 가문비나무속의 나무, 그 재목,

말쑥하게 꾸미다, 모양내다, 가문비, 몸치장시키다, 조촐한. sweep: 옷자락을 끌며 걷다, 털다, 청소하다, 엄습하다, 길고 큰 노, 굴뚝 청소부, 타다, 만곡, 먼지, 한 번 휘두르기, 청소. trickle: 똑똑 떨어지다, 소량, 실개천, 뚝뚝 떨어짐, 조금씩 누설되다, 조금씩 흩어져 가다, 드문드문 오다, 드문드문 흩어져 가다, 똑똑 떨어지게 하다, 물방울, 조금씩 오다.

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She never saw it again. Day and night the river flows down into England, day after day the sun retreats into the Welsh mountains, and the tower chimes, “See the Conquering Hero.” But the Wilcoxes have no part in the place, nor in any %place. It is not their names that recur in the parish register. It is not their ghosts that sigh among the alders at evening. They have swept into the valley and swept out of it, leaving a little dust and a little money behind.

Korean dust: 먼지, 흙, 가루, 티끌, 인체, 유해, 의지하다, 다시 떠오르다. sun: 항성, 태양, 햇볕에 쬐다, 쓰레기, 분말, 무덤, 먼지를 떨다, register: 성역, 기명하다, 기록하다, 일광욕하다, 날, 헷빛, 태양처럼 굴욕을 받고. 자동기록기, 레지스터, 표, 음전, 빛나는 것, 양지쪽, 햇빛, 영광, 해. leaving: 찌꺼기, 잔물, 쓰레기. 음역, 등기로 부치다, 가리키다, 기록. tower: 탑, 성채, 성루, 높이 솟아 parish: 교구, 교구의 주민, 미국 river: 강, 다량의 흐름, 생사의갈림길, 오르다, 요새, 우뚝 솟다, 철도 로스엔젤레스주의 군, 군, 담당 구역, 하천, 째는사람, 생사의 갈림길. 신호소, 곧추 올라가다, 일직선으로 구빈구. sigh: 한숨, 탄식, 을 슬퍼하다, 날아오름, 솟다, 끄는 것. recur: 되돌아가다, 회상되다, 한숨쉬며 말하다, 그리워하다, valley: 골짜기, 유역, 계곡, 골짜기 순환하다, 회상하다, 마음에 다시 살랑거리다, 슬퍼하다, 한숨 쉬다, 비슷한 것, 골, 골짜기 모양의 골. 떠오르다, 재발하다, 호소하다, 한숨 지으며 말하다, 한숨 짓듯 되돌아가 말하다, 의뢰하다, 산들거리다, 사모하다.

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CHAPTER 30

Tibby%was now approaching his last year at Oxford. He had moved out of college, and was contemplating the Universe, or such portions of it as concerned him, from his comfortable lodgings in Long Wall. He was not concerned with much. When a young man is untroubled by passions and sincerely indifferent to public opinion, his outlook is necessarily limited. Tibby neither wished to strengthen the position of the rich nor to improve that of the poor, and so was well content to watch the elms nodding behind the mildly embattled parapets of Magdalen. There are worse lives. Though selfish, he was never cruel; though affected in manner, he never posed. Like Margaret, he disdained the heroic equipment, and it was only after many visits that men discovered Schlegel to possess a character and a brain. He had done well in Mods, much to the surprise of those who attended lectures and took proper exercise, and was now glancing disdainfully at Chinese in case he should some day consent to qualify as a Student Interpreter. To him thus employed Helen entered. A telegram had preceded her. He noticed, in a distant way, that his sister had altered. As a rule he found her too pronounced, and had never come across this look of appeal, pathetic yet dignified—the look of a sailor who has lost everything at sea.

Korean disdainfully: 경멸하여. embattled: 괴롭혀지는, 총안 흉장이 있는, 총안 모양으로 들쭉날쭉한, 지겨운, 전투 태세를 갖춘, 적에게 포위 당한, 흉벽꼴의 요철이 있는, 포진한. heroic: 실물보다 큰, 영웅시의, 웅대한, 과장된 표현, 용감한, 영웅적인, 장렬한, 용사의, 영웅의, 영웅사격, 영웅사. indifferent: 무관심한, 공평한, 중성의,

치우치지 않는, 개의치 않는, 평범한, 미음으로부터, 진정으로. 좋지도 나쁘지도 않은, 변변치 strengthen: 강해지다, 기운이 나다, 않은중성의, 중립의, 중요치 않은, 기운을 돋우다, 강하게하다, 강하게 시원치 않은. 하다. lodgings: 셋방. telegram: 전보. pathetic: 가련한, 감동시키는, untroubled: 조용한, 괴로움을 안 감상적인, 서투른, 애수에 찬. 당하는, 근심하지 않은, 잔잔한. pronounced: 뚜렷한, 명백한, 단호한. sailor: 선원, 수병, 수부, 수병 모자, 해군 군인. sincerely: 성실한, 진실의,

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“I have come from Oniton,” she began. “There has been a great deal of trouble there.” “Who’s for lunch?” said Tibby, picking up the claret, which was warming in the hearth. Helen sat down submissively at the table. “Why such an early start?” he asked.% “Sunrise or something—when I could get away.” “So I surmise. Why?” “I don’t know what’s to be done, Tibby. I am very much upset at a piece of news that concerns Meg, and do not want to face her, and I am not going back to Wickham Place. I stopped here to tell you this.” The landlady came in with the cutlets. Tibby put a marker in the leaves of his Chinese Grammar and helped them. Oxford—the Oxford of the vacation— dreamed and rustled outside, and indoors the little fire was coated with grey where the sunshine touched it. Helen continued her odd story. “Give Meg my love and say that I want to be alone. I mean to go to Munich or else Bonn.” “Such a message is easily given,” said her brother. “As regards Wickham Place and my share of the furniture, you and she are to do exactly as you like. My own feeling is that everything may just as well be sold. What does one want with dusty economic, books, which have made the world no better, or with mother’s hideous chiffoniers? I have also another commission for you. I want you to deliver a letter.” She got up. “I haven’t written it yet. Why shouldn’t I post it, though?” She sat down again. “My head is rather wretched. I hope that none of your friends are likely to come in.” Tibby locked the door. His friends often found it in this condition. Then he asked whether anything had gone wrong at Evie’s wedding. “Not there,” said Helen, and burst into tears. He had known her hysterical—it was one of her aspects with which he had no concern—and yet these tears touched him as something unusual. They were

Korean aspects: 상들. claret: 클라레, 피, 자홍색, 적자색의. coated: 방수가공한, 광을 낸, 상의를 걸친, 겉에 광을 낸, 겉에 바른, 광을 번쩍이는. condition: 상태, 조절하다, 조건, 신분, 처지, 개량하다, 에게 조건 반사를 일으키게 하다, 조건절, 주위의 상황, 불가결한 사정, 재시험. deliver: 배달하다, 구해내다, 연설을 하다, 넘겨주다, 석방을 하다,

분만하다, 후보자을 위하여 표를 모으다, 분만시키다, 넘겨 주다, 가하다, 해방시키다. hearth: 노변, 화상, 노, 가정, 난로 바닥. landlady: 여관의 여주인, 여자지주, 하숙 따위의 여주인, 여지주, 여주인, 여관 따위의 여주인, 여가장. marker: 득점 기록원, 조명탄, 서표, 묘비, 이정표, 부호를 붙이는 도구, 표를 붙이는 물건, 표를 붙이는 도구,

표를 붙이는 사람, 부호를 붙이는 물건, 묘표. post: 우편, 우체국, 기둥, 우송하다, 우편물, 지위, 부서, 게시하다, 우체통, 주둔지, 붙이다. submissively: 유순하게. surmise: 추량, 추측하다, 추측, 추량하다. warming: 따뜻하게 함, 채찍질, 구타, 가온, 따뜻해짐.

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nearer the things that did concern him, such as music. He laid down his knife and looked at her curiously. Then, as she continued to sob, he went on with his lunch.% The time came for the second course, and she was still crying. Apple Charlotte was to follow, which spoils by waiting. “Do you mind Mrs. Martlett coming in?” he asked, “or shall I take it from her at the door?” “Could I bathe my eyes, Tibby?” He took her to his bedroom, and introduced the pudding in her absence. Having helped himself, he put it down to warm in the hearth. His hand stretched towards the Grammar, and soon he was turning over the pages, raising his eyebrows scornfully, perhaps at human nature, perhaps at Chinese. To him thus employed Helen returned. She had pulled herself together, but the grave appeal had not vanished from her eyes. “Now for the explanation,” she said. “Why didn’t I begin with it? I have found out something about Mr. Wilcox. He has behaved very wrongly indeed, and ruined two people’s lives. It all came on me very suddenly last night; I am very much upset, and I do not know what to do. Mrs. Bast—” “Oh, those people!” Helen seemed silenced. “Shall I lock the door again?” “No, thanks, Tibbikins. You’re being very good to me. I want to tell you the story before I go abroad. You must do exactly what you like—treat it as part of the furniture. Meg cannot have heard it yet, I think. But I cannot face her and tell her that the man she is going to marry has misconducted himself. I don’t even know whether she ought to be told. Knowing as she does that I dislike him, she will suspect me, and think that I want to ruin her match. I simply don’t know what to make of such a thing. I trust your judgment. What would you do?” “I gather he has had a mistress,” said Tibby.

Korean bedroom: 침실, 침실용의, 통근자가 사는. employed: 고용자들, 노동자, 취직하고 있는. knife: 나이프, 메스, 식칼, 단도로 찌르다, 나이프로 베다, 비겁한 수법으로 해치우려 하다, 칼, 수술용 칼, 해치우려고 하다, 헤치며 나아가다, 음흉한 수단으로 해치우려고 하다. ruin: 파멸, 폐허, 손해, 파산, 몰락,

파멸시키다, 피해, 잔해, 파괴하다, stretched: 잡아당기는. 영락, 몰락한 사람. waiting: 기다리는 시간, 기다리는, scornfully: 경멸하다, 경멸, 떳떳하게 기다림, 시중듦, 시중드는, 시중들기, 여기지 않다, 깔보고, 경멸하여, 대기 시간. 경멸적으로. warm: 따뜻해지기, 따뜻하게 하다, sob: 눈물을 자아내는, 흐느끼다, 흥분시키다, 열중하다, 따뜻한, 흐느끼는 듯한 소리를 내다, 훌쩍이는 열렬한, 생생한, 동정적으로 되다, 울음, 훌쩍이면서 이야기하다, 불유쾌한, 진실에 가까워지는, 흐느낌, 흐느껴 울다, 흐느끼며 가까운. 말하다, 숨을 가쁘게 쉬다, 숨을 헐떡이다, 개새끼.

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Helen flushed with shame and anger. “And ruined two people’s lives. And goes about saying that personal actions count for nothing, and there always will be rich and poor. He met her when he was trying to get rich out in Cyprus—I don’t wish to make him worse than he is, and no doubt she was ready enough to meet him. But there it is. They met. He goes his way and she goes hers. What do you suppose is the end of such women?” He conceded that it was a bad business.% “They end in two ways: Either they sink till the lunatic asylums and the workhouses are full of them, and cause Mr. Wilcox to write letters to the papers complaining of our national degeneracy, or else they entrap a boy into marriage before it is too late. She—I can’t blame her. “But this isn’t all,” she continued after a long pause, during which the landlady served them with coffee. “I come now to the business that took us to Oniton. We went all three. Acting on Mr. Wilcox’s advice, the man throws up a secure situation and takes an insecure one, from which he is dismissed. There are certain excuses, but in the main Mr. Wilcox is to blame, as Meg herself admitted. It is only common justice that he should employ the man himself. But he meets the woman, and, like the cur that he is, he refuses, and tries to get rid of them. He makes Meg write. Two notes came from her late that evening—one for me, one for Leonard, dismissing him with barely a reason. I couldn’t understand. Then it comes out that Mrs. Bast had spoken to Mr. Wilcox on the lawn while we left her to get rooms, and was still speaking about him when Leonard came back to her. This Leonard knew all along. He thought it natural he should be ruined twice. Natural! Could you have contained yourself?. “It is certainly a very bad business,” said Tibby. His reply seemed to calm his sister. “I was afraid that I saw it out of proportion. But you are right outside it, and you must know. In a day or two— or perhaps a week—take whatever steps you think fit. I leave it in your hands.” She concluded her charge.

Korean barely: 간신히, 드러내놓고, 겨우, 빠뜨리다, 함정에 빠뜨리다, 올가미를 proportion: 비율, 비례, 균형, 꾸밈없이, 가까스로, 드러내고, 걸다, 속여서 빠져들게 하다, 덫에 비례시키다, 용적, 면적, 조화, 몫, 빈약하게, 사실대로, 숨김없이. 걸리게 한, 모함하다, 덫에 걸리게 균형이 잡힌, 크기, 균형 잡히게 하다. count: 세다, 계산, 수를 세다, 백작, 하다, 속여서...시키다. secure: 확실한, 튼튼한, 확신하는, 중요하다, 셈, 계산하다, 고려, 박자를 insecure: 불안정한, 위태로운, 안전한, 구하다, 안전히 하다, 맞추다, 카운트, 셈되다. 걱정스러운, 불안한, 무너져 내릴 안전하게 되다, 붙들어 매다, 보험에 cur: 망종, 똥개, 들개, 쌍놈, 겁쟁이, 것같은, 확실치 않은, 확신이 안가는, 들다, 보증하다, 단단히 잠그다. 불량배. 안전하지 않은. shame: 치욕, 불명예, 수치, 창피한 일, degeneracy: 퇴화, 퇴보, 타락, 성적 lunatic: 미친, 정신 이상의, 미친사람, 부끄럼, 부끄러워 하게 하다, 도착, 축퇴. 미치광이. 모욕하다, 부끄럽게 하다, 부끄러움, entrap: 을 속이다, 덫으로 잡다, papers: 서류, 신문 증명서. 심한 짓, 잡된 행실.

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“The facts as they touch Meg are all before you,” she added; and Tibby sighed and felt it rather hard that, because of his open mind, he should be empanelled to serve as a juror. He had never been interested in human beings, for which one must blame him, but he had had rather too much of them at Wickham Place. Just as some people cease to attend when books are mentioned, so Tibby’s attention wandered when “personal relations” came under discussion. Ought Margaret to know what Helen knew the Basts to know? Similar questions had vexed him from infancy, and at Oxford he had learned to say that the importance of human beings has been vastly overrated by specialists. The epigram, with its faint whiff of the eighties, meant nothing. But he might have let it off now if his sister had not been ceaselessly beautiful.% “You see, Helen—have a cigarette—I don’t see what I’m to do.” “Then there’s nothing to be done. I dare say you are right. Let them marry. There remains the question of compensation. “ “Do you want me to adjudicate that too? Had you not better consult an expert?” “This part is in confidence,” said Helen. “It has nothing to do with Meg, and do not mention it to her. The compensation—I do not see who is to pay it if I don’t, and I have already decided on the minimum sum. As soon as possible I am placing it to your account, and when I am in Germany you will pay it over for me. I shall never forget your kindness, Tibbikins, if you do this.” “What is the sum?” “Five thousand.” “Good God alive!” said Tibby, and went crimson. “Now, what is the good of driblets? To go through life having done one thing—to have raised one person from the abyss: not these puny gifts of shillings and blankets—making the grey more grey. No doubt people will think me extraordinary.” “I don’t care a damn what people think!” cried he, heated to unusual manliness of diction. “But it’s half what you have.”

Korean adjudicate: 판결하다, 재정하다, 선고하다, 재결하다, 판결을 내리다. cease: 그만두다, 그치다, 끝나다, 중지, 중지하다, 멎다, 멈추다-중지, 끝내다, 중단. damn: 저주하다, 빌어먹을, 파멸시키다, 비난하다, 제기랄, 지금도, 지금도-제기랄, 빌어 먹을, 빌어 먹을-조금, 욕을퍼붓다, 욕을 퍼붓다. diction: 용어, 말씨, 용어 선택, 용어

어법, 발성법. eighties: 팔십의 수, 여든 대, 팔십. epigram: 경구, 풍자시, 경구적표현, 경구적 표현. heated: 격한, 뜨거워진, 흥분, 가열된, 흥분한. infancy: 초기, 유년, 미성년, 유소, 요람기, 유아, 미성년에, 초기에, 유년시대. juror: 배심원, 심사원, 선서자, 심사위원.

manliness: 사내다운, 남자 같은, 사내다움. puny: 아주 작은, 미약한, 보잘것 없는, 자그마한. remains: 나머지, 유해. vastly: 광대하게, 광막하게, 방대하게, 크게, 대단히. whiff: 훅 불다, 담배 피우다, 담배의 한 모금, 한번 붊, 확 풍기는 냄새, 헛치다, 작은 엽궐련, 빨다, 주낙질하다, 헛치기, 한번 불기.

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“Not nearly half.” She spread out her hands over her soiled skirt. “I have far too much, and we settled at Chelsea last spring that three hundred a year is necessary to set a man on his feet. What I give will bring in a hundred and fifty between two. It isn’t enough.” He could not recover. He was not angry or even shocked, and he saw that Helen would still have plenty to live on. But it amazed him to think what haycocks people can make of their lives. His delicate intonations would not work, and he could only blurt out that the five thousand pounds would mean a great deal of bother for him personally.% “I didn’t expect you to understand me.” “I? I understand nobody.” “But you’ll do it?” “Apparently.” “I leave you two commissions, then. The first concerns Mr. Wilcox, and you are to use your discretion. The second concerns the money, and is to be mentioned to no one, and carried out literally. You will send a hundred pounds on account tomorrow.” He walked with her to the station, passing through those streets whose serried beauty never bewildered him and never fatigued. The lovely creature raised domes and spires into the cloudless blue, and only the ganglion of vulgarity round Carfax showed how evanescent was the phantom, how faint its claim to represent England. Helen, rehearsing her commission, noticed nothing: the Basts were in her brain, and she retold the crisis in a meditative way, which might have made other men curious. She was seeing whether it would hold. He asked her once why she had taken the Basts right into the heart of Evie’s wedding. She stopped like a frightened animal and said, “Does that seem to you so odd?” Her eyes, the hand laid on the mouth, quite haunted him, until they were absorbed into the figure of St. Mary the Virgin, before whom he paused for a moment on the walk home.

Korean absorbed: 열중한, 마음을 빼앗긴, 흡수된, 병합된, 여념 없는. blurt: 무심결에말하다, 불쑥 말하다, 불쑥 말을 꺼냄, 엉겹결에 말함, 무심결에 말하다. cloudless: 맑게 갠, 구름 없는, 구름이 없는. discretion: 신중, 행동의 자유, 분별, 사려, 자유 재량, 마음대로, 분별 연령, 판단의 자유, 선택의 자유. ganglion: 신경절, 중심, 활동의 중심.

literally: 글자뜻대로. mary: 막달라 마리아, 성모 마리아, 여자 이름. passing: 통행하는, 합격의, 대충의, 목전의, 삽시간의, 소멸, 통행, 통과하는, 통과, 의안 따위의 통과, 사건 따위의 발생. recover: 회복시키다, 회복하다, 벌충하다, 되찾다, 보상하다, 승소, 완쾌, -의 덮개를 갈아 붙이다, 회복, 되찾음, 승소하다.

represent: 묘사하다, 대표하다, 말하다, 의미하다, 기술하다, 상연하다, 에 상당하다, 나타내다, 표현하다, 의 대표자이다, 체하다. serried: 밀집한, 빽빽이 들어찬. skirt: 스커트, 변두리에 있다, 과 경계를 접하다, 에 자락을달다, 가를 따라가다, 계집, 변두리, 가장자리, 자락, 가장자리를 따라 가다, 교외. vulgarity: 속악, 상스러움, 예의없음, 야비함, 무례한 언동.

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It is convenient to follow him in the discharge of his duties. Margaret summoned him the next day. She was terrified at Helen’s flight, and he had to say that she had called in at Oxford. Then she said: “Did she seem worried at any rumour about Henry?” He answered, “Yes.” “I knew it was that!” she exclaimed. “I’ll write to her.” Tibby was relieved.% He then sent the cheque to the address that Helen gave him, and stated that later on he was instructed to forward five thousand pounds. An answer came back, very civil and quiet in tone—such an answer as Tibby himself would have given. The cheque was returned, the legacy refused, the writer being in no need of money. Tibby forwarded this to Helen, adding in the fulness of his heart that Leonard Bast seemed somewhat a monumental person after all. Helen’s reply was frantic. He was to take no notice. He was to go down at once and say that she commanded acceptance. He went. A scurf of books and china ornaments awaited them. The Basts had just been evicted for not paying their rent, and had wandered no one knew whither. Helen had begun bungling with her money by this time, and had even sold out her shares in the Nottingham and Derby Railway. For some weeks she did nothing. Then she reinvested, and, owing to the good advice of her stockbrokers, became rather richer than she had been before.

Korean acceptance: 어음의 인수, 수령, 수락, 수납. bungling: 서투른, 서투른 솜씨. cheque: 수표. convenient: 편리한, 에 가까운, 형편이 좋은, 손쉬운, 형편이좋은, 간편한 손쉽고 편리한, 사용하기 좋은, 부근에. flight: 날기, 도주, 비행, 패주, 고양, 경과, 우주여행, 항공여행, 비행술, 떼, 떼지어 날다.

frantic: 심히 흥분한, 미친, 광란의, 심히흥분한, 황급한, 굉장한, 미친 사람 같은. legacy: 유산, 전승물. monumental: 거대한, 기념되는, 실물보다 큰, 불멸의, 기념의, 기념이 되는, 나쁜 뜻에서 터무니없는, 기념비와 같은, 기념비의, 터무니없는. paying: 지불하는 지불, 지불하는 돈이 벌리는, 수지가 맞은, 지불하는, 돈이

벌리는. quiet: 조용함, 조용한, 침착한, 얌전한, 평정한, 평정, 평온히, 침착, 조용히, 조용해지다, 정지. scurf: 비듬, 머리비듬. somewhat: 얼마간, 다소, 어느 정도, 약간. stated: 정해진, 진술된. writer: 쓰는 사람, 필자, 작가, 저자, 작문 자습서, 필기자, 사자기.

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Houses%have their own ways of dying, falling as variously as the generations of men, some with a tragic roar, some quietly, but to an after-life in the city of ghosts, while from others—and thus was the death of Wickham Place—the spirit slips before the body perishes. It had decayed in the spring, disintegrating the girls more than they knew, and causing either to accost unfamiliar regions. By September it was a corpse, void of emotion, and scarcely hallowed by the memories of thirty years of happiness. Through its round-topped doorway passed furniture, and pictures, and books, until the last room was gutted and the last van had rumbled away. It stood for a week or two longer, open-eyed, as if astonished at its own emptiness. Then it fell. Navvies came, and spilt it back into the grey. With their muscles and their beery good temper, they were not the worst of undertakers for a house which had always been human, and had not mistaken culture for an end. The furniture, with a few exceptions, went down into Hertfordshire, Mr. Wilcox having most kindly offered Howards End as a warehouse. Mr. Bryce had died abroad—an unsatisfactory affair—and as there seemed little guarantee that the rent would be paid regularly, he cancelled the agreement, and resumed possession himself. Until he relet the house, the Schlegels were welcome to stack their furniture in the garage and lower rooms. Margaret demurred, but Tibby accepted the offer gladly; it saved him from coming to any decision about the

Korean accost: 인사, 말을 걸다. 말붙임, 말붙임, 말을 걸다, 말을걸다, 거지가 남에게 말을걸다, 가까이 가서 말을 걸다. beery: 맥주의, 맥주에 취한, 매주로 어큰한, 맥주같은, 맥주 냄새가 나는. corpse: 시체, 송장. doorway: 문간, 입구. gladly: 기꺼이, 즐거이, 쾌히. hallowed: 신성한, 신성화한, 존경받는, 신성화된.

mistaken: 잘못된, 판단이 잘못된. variously: 여러 가지이름으로, open-eyed: 눈을 뜬, 빈틈 없는. 여러방면으로, 가지가지로, stack: 낟가리, 서가, 많음, 걸어총하다, 가지각색으로, 형형색색으로, 여러 걸어총, 다량, 더미, 고도차를두어 가지로. 대기시키다, 조립 굴뚝, 굴뚝, 부정한 void: 무효의, 빈, 공간, 배설하다, 수로 카드. 무효로 하다, 공허, 빈곳, 비어 있는, thirty: 서티, 서른, 삼십세의, 삼십세, 무익한, 공허한, 취소하다. 끝을 나타내는 기호, 삼십. warehouse: 큰 상점, 창고, 창고에 unfamiliar: 잘알지 못하는, 진기한, 넣다, 도매상, 저장소, 도매점, 보세 모르는, 알려지지 않은, 생소한, 창고에 예치하다, 인간 창고에 익숙지 못한. 수용하다, 인간 창고.

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future. The plate and the more valuable pictures found a safer home in London, but the bulk of the things went country-ways, and were entrusted to the guardianship of Miss Avery.% Shortly before the move, our hero and heroine were married. They have weathered the storm, and may reasonably expect peace. To have no illusions and yet to love—what stronger surety can a woman find? She had seen her husband’s past as well as his heart. She knew her own heart with a thoroughness that commonplace people believe impossible. The heart of Mrs. Wilcox was alone hidden, and perhaps it is superstitious to speculate on the feelings of the dead. They were married quietly—really quietly, for as the day approached she refused to go through another Oniton. Her brother gave her away, her aunt, who was out of health, presided over a few colourless refreshments. The Wilcoxes were represented by Charles, who witnessed the marriage settlement, and by Mr. Cahill. Paul did send a cablegram. In a few minutes, and without the aid of music, the clergyman made them man and wife, and soon the glass shade had fallen that cuts off married couples from the world. She, a monogamist, regretted the cessation of some of life’s innocent odours; he, whose instincts were polygamous, felt morally braced by the change, and less liable to the temptations that had assailed him in the past. They spent their honeymoon near Innsbruck. Henry knew of a reliable hotel there, and Margaret hoped for a meeting with her sister. In this she was disappointed. As they came south, Helen retreated over the Brenner, and wrote an unsatisfactory postcard from the shores of the Lake of Garda, saying that her plans were uncertain and had better be ignored. Evidently she disliked meeting Henry. Two months are surely enough to accustom an outsider to a situation which a wife has accepted in two days, and Margaret had again to regret her sister’s lack of self-control. In a long letter she pointed out the need of charity in sexual matters: so little is known about them; it is hard enough for those who are personally touched to judge; then how futile must be the verdict of Society. “I don’t say there is no standard, for that would destroy morality; only that there can be no standard until our impulses are classified and better understood.”

Korean accustom: 익히다, 늘하는식의, 예의, 에 익숙해지다, 의히다. cablegram: 해저전신, 해저전보, 해외전보, 해저 전보. classified: 기밀 취급의, 분류한, 비밀의, 분류된, 은밀한, 기밀의, 항목별의, 항목별 광고, 항목별 광고란. guardianship: 보호, 후견인의 임무, 수호, 후견권, 후견직, 후견. hero: 영웅, 주인공, 용사, 신인.

heroine: 여걸, 여장부, 여주인공, 열부, 반신녀, 여주 인공. minutes: 의사록. monogamist: 일부 일처주의자, 일부일처주의자. morally: 도덕적으로, 실제로, 진실로, 도덕상, 도의상, 사실상. polygamous: 일부 다처의, 자웅 혼주의. postcard: 우편 엽서, 사제 엽서. regret: 유감, 후회, 애석, 정중한 거절,

아쉬움, 후회하다, 슬픔, 비탄, 뉘우치다. self-control: 자제, 극기, 자제심, 근신. speculate: 추측하다, 사색하다, 투기를 하다, 의 부기를 하다, 투기하다. superstitious: 미신에 사로잡힌, 미신저긴, 미신의. surety: 보증, 담보, 보증인, 확실성. verdict: 평결, 의견, 판단, 답신, 판정. weathered: 풍화된, 물매를 준, 천연던조된.

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Helen thanked her for her kind letter—rather a curious reply. She moved south again, and spoke of wintering in Naples.% Mr. Wilcox was not sorry that the meeting failed. Helen left him time to grow skin over his wound. There were still moments when it pained him. Had he only known that Margaret was awaiting him—Margaret, so lively and intelligent, and yet so submissive—he would have kept himself worthier of her. Incapable of grouping the past, he confused the episode of Jacky with another episode that had taken place in the days of his bachelorhood. The two made one crop of wild oats, for which he was heartily sorry, and he could not see that those oats are of a darker stock which are rooted in another’s dishonour. Unchastity and infidelity were as confused to him as to the Middle Ages, his only moral teacher. Ruth (poor old Ruth!) did not enter into his calculations at all, for poor old Ruth had never found him out. His affection for his present wife grew steadily. Her cleverness gave him no trouble, and, indeed, he liked to see her reading poetry or something about social questions; it distinguished her from the wives of other men. He had only to call, and she clapped the book up and was ready to do what he wished. Then they would argue so jollily, and once or twice she had him in quite a tight corner, but as soon as he grew really serious, she gave in. Man is for war, woman for the recreation of the warrior, but he does not dislike it if she makes a show of fight. She cannot win in a real battle, having no muscles, only nerves. Nerves make her jump out of a moving motor-car, or refuse to be married fashionably. The warrior may well allow her to triumph on such occasions; they move not the imperishable plinth of things that touch his peace. Margaret had a bad attack of these nerves during the honeymoon. He told her—casually, as was his habit—that Oniton Grange was let. She showed her annoyance, and asked rather crossly why she had not been consulted. “I didn’t want to bother you,” he replied. “Besides, I have only heard for certain this morning.” “Where are we to live?” said Margaret, trying to laugh. “I loved the place extraordinarily. Don’t you believe in having a permanent home, Henry?”

Korean bachelorhood: 독신 생활, 독신 시절, 독신. crop: 멀떠구니, 심다, 자르다, 수확하다, 수확고, 채찍의 손잡이, 무리, 노두, 농작물, 동물 한 마리 분의 무두질한 가죽, 막깎기. distinguished: 저명한, 고귀한, 상류의, 뛰어난, 수훈의, 기품 있는, 두드러진. fashionably: 최신 유행대로, 유행을 따라.

grouping: 배치, 그룹, 그룹으로 나누기, 집단화, 모으는 일, 분류, 조. imperishable: 불멸의, 불후의, 부패하지 않는, 불사의, 영원한. infidelity: 신앙심이 없음, 불의, 배신, 배신행위, 부정, 불신, 간통, 무신앙, 불심, 크리스트교를 믿지 않음. intelligent: 지적인, 총명한, 영리한, 현명한, 정보처리 기능을 가진, 재치있는, 이해력있는, 이해력이 좋은, 이성적인, 이해력이 있는.

occasions: 용무. plinth: 주각, 원주의 토대. recreation: 휴양, 오락, 기분전환, 레크리에이션, 보양, 개조물, 개조. rooted: 뿌리깊은, 뿌리박은, 정착한, 뿌리있는, 뿌리를 박고 붙어 있는, 움직이지 못하는, 뿌리를 박은. wives: 부인들. wound: 해치다, 상처를 입히다, 부상, 고통, 손해, 사랑의 상처, 상처, 상처내다, 부상하게 하다, 손상.

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He assured her that she misunderstood him. It is home life that distinguishes us from the foreigner. But he did not believe in a damp home.% “This is news. I never heard till this minute that Oniton was damp.” “My dear girl!”—he flung out his hand—”have you eyes? have you a skin? How could it be anything but damp in such a situation? In the first place, the Grange is on clay, and built where the castle moat must have been; then there’s that destestable little river, steaming all night like a kettle. Feel the cellar walls; look up under the eaves. Ask Sir James or anyone. Those Shropshire valleys are notorious. The only possible place for a house in Shropshire is on a hill; but, for my part, I think the country is too far from London, and the scenery nothing special. “ Margaret could not resist saying, “Why did you go there, then?” “I—because—” He drew his head back and grew rather angry. “Why have we come to the Tyrol, if it comes to that? One might go on asking such questions indefinitely.” One might; but he was only gaining time for a plausible answer. Out it came, and he believed it as soon as it was spoken. “The truth is, I took Oniton on account of Evie. Don’t let this go any further.” “Certainly not.” “I shouldn’t like her to know that she nearly let me in for a very bad bargain. No sooner did I sign the agreement than she got engaged. Poor little girl! She was so keen on it all, and wouldn’t even wait to make proper inquiries about the shooting. Afraid it would get snapped up—just like all of your sex. Well, no harm’s done. She has had her country wedding, and I’ve got rid of my house to some fellows who are starting a preparatory school.” “Where shall we live, then, Henry? I should enjoy living somewhere.” “I have not yet decided. What about Norfolk?” Margaret was silent. Marriage had not saved her from the sense of flux. London was but a foretaste of this nomadic civilization which is altering human

Korean assured: 자신있게, 확실한, 보험에 부친, 확신하여, 자신 있는, 생명 보험을 건, 보증된. castle: 성장, 성, 큰저택, 더블린성, 안전한 은신처, 대저택, 성을 쌓다, 왕을 지키다, 성장말로 지키다. damp: 습기, 못살게 굴다, 낙담시키다, 낙담, 기를 꺽다, 실망, 축죽한, 축축하게하다, 습기 있는-축축하게 하다, 방해-축죽한, 방해. eaves: 처마.

foretaste: 시식, 시식하다, 기대, 예상, 예상하다, 예기, 미리 알다, 미리 맛보다, 미리조금 맛봄, 미리 맛봄. keen: 열심인, 예민한, 날카로운, 예리한, 살을 에는 듯한, 통곡하다, 산란한, 모진, 곡성, 격렬한, 강한. kettle: 솥, 주전자, 탕관, 곤란한 지경, 구혈, 빙하 바닥의 구혈, 케틀드럼. moat: 해자, 도시의 해자 외호, 성벽 주위의 해자 외호, 에 해자를 두르다, 해자 외호.

notorious: 유명한, 이름난악명높은, 악명높은, 사람 따위 유명한, 행동 따위 유명한, 주지의, 장소 따위 유명한. plausible: 그럴 듯한, 말솜씨가 좋은, 그럴듯한. preparatory: 예비의, 준비의. resist: 저항하다, 반항하다, 방해하다, 참다, 격퇴하다, 무시하다, 방염제, 반대하다, 방부제, 삼가다, 거스르다.

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nature so profoundly, and throws upon personal relations a stress greater than they have ever borne before. Under cosmopolitanism, if it comes, we shall receive no help from the earth. Trees and meadows and mountains will only be a spectacle, and the binding force that they once exercised on character must be entrusted to Love alone. May Love be equal to the task! “It is now what?” continued Henry. “Nearly October. Let us camp for the winter at Ducie Street, and look out for something in the spring.% “If possible, something permanent. I can’t be as young as I was, for these alterations don’t suit me. “ “But, my dear, which would you rather have—alterations or rheumatism?” “I see your point,” said Margaret, getting up. “If Oniton is really damp, it is impossible, and must be inhabited by little boys. Only, in the spring, let us look before we leap. I will take warning by Evie, and not hurry you. Remember that you have a free hand this time. These endless moves must be bad for the furniture, and are certainly expensive.” “What a practical little woman it is! What’s it been reading? Theo—theo— how much?” “Theosophy.” So Ducie Street was her first fate—a pleasant enough fate. The house, being only a little larger than Wickham Place, trained her for the immense establishment that was promised in the spring. They were frequently away, but at home life ran fairly regularly. In the morning Henry went to the business, and his sandwich—a relic this of some prehistoric craving—was always cut by her own hand. He did not rely upon the sandwich for lunch, but liked to have it by him in case he grew hungry at eleven. When he had gone, there was the house to look after, and the servants to humanize, and several kettles of Helen’s to keep on the boil. Her conscience pricked her a little about the Basts; she was not sorry to have lost sight of them. No doubt Leonard was worth helping, but being Henry’s wife, she preferred to help someone else. As for theatres and discussion societies, they attracted her less and less. She began to “miss” new movements,

Korean boil: 삶다, 끓이다, 종기, 비등, 부스럼, 데치다, 비등하다, 격분하다, 졸여서 만들다, 분출하다, 끓다. conscience: 양심, 도의심, 선악의 관념. cosmopolitanism: 세계주의, 사해 동포주의. eleven: 열한사람의, 축구팀, 열하나, 열한, 십일. endless: 순환의, 끝없는, 무한한, 영원한, 끝이 없는.

establishment: 설립, 시설, 권력기구, 확립, 편성, 상비 병력, 상비 편제, 당국자, 설립물, 국립, 제도. frequently: 종종, 자주, 때때로, 빈번히. humanize: 인정있게 만들다, 인간답게 하다, 교화하다, 인간화하다, 인간답게 되다. hungry: 갈망하는, 배고픈, 공복의, 굶주린, 메마른, 몹시 원하는, 불모의, 식욕을 일으키는.

inhabited: 사람이 살고 있는. prehistoric: 유사 이전의, 아주 옛날의. regularly: 정식으로, 규칙적으로, 격식대로, 철저히, 질서 있게, 정기적으로, 적당하게, 온통, 여느 때와 같이, 아주, 반듯하게. relic: 유물, 유골, 유적, 기념품, 유풍, 유보, 성골, 시체, 잔재, 자취, 유품. spectacle: 구경거리, 안경, 광경, 장관, 보기에 도 지겨운 것, 타자의 재차의 무득점, 보기에 도 딱한 것.

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and to spend her spare time re-reading or thinking, rather to the concern of her Chelsea friends. They attributed the change to her marriage, and perhaps some deep instinct did warn her not to travel further from her husband than was inevitable. Yet the main cause lay deeper still; she had outgrown stimulants, and was passing from words to things. It was doubtless a pity not to keep up with Wedekind or John, but some closing of the gates is inevitable after thirty, if the mind itself is to become a creative power.%

Korean closing: 마감, 폐쇄, 마지막의, 종결, 의심 없는. 결산, 결산의, 폐점, 마감하는, 밀폐, inevitable: 피할 수 없는, 필연적인, 폐회의, 종장의. 어김없는, 피할길 없는, 판에 박은, creative: 창조적인, 독창적인 사람, 어쩔수 없는 운명, 부득이한, 창적적인, 창조력이 있는, 독창적인, 변함없는, 면하기 어려운, 당연한, 창작적인. 고정적인. deep: 깊은, 심원한, 심연, instinct: 본능, 천성, 가득 찬, 넘치는, 마음으로부터의, 목소리가 굵고 낮은, 배어든, 직각력, 가득찬. 몰두해 있는, 심한, 깊숙이, 깊이 lay: 놓다, 위치, 직업, 일, 지형, 노래, 파묻힌, 음험한, 색이 짙은. 속인의, 꼬인자리, 고정시키다, doubtless: 확실히, 의심할 여지 없이, 과하다, 넘어뜨리다.

pity: 동정, 연민, 애석한 일, 가엾게 여기다, 유감의 원인-가엾게 여기다, 가엾게 생각하다, 불쌍히 생각하다, 불쌍함. thinking: 생각하는, 생각하기, 사고력 있는, 사상이 있는, 생각, 생각하는 생각, 사고, 생각함. warn: 경고하다, 훈계하다, 예고하다, 에 통고하다, 주의하다.

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She was looking at plans one day in the following spring—they had finally decided to go down into Sussex and build—when Mrs. Charles Wilcox was announced.% “Have you heard the news?” Dolly cried, as soon as she entered the room. “Charles is so ang—I mean he is sure you know about it, or rather, that you don’t know.” “Why, Dolly!” said Margaret, placidly kissing her. “Here’s a surprise! How are the boys and the baby?” Boys and the baby were well, and in describing a great row that there had been at Hilton Tennis Club, Dolly forgot her news. The wrong people had tried to get in. The rector, as representing the older inhabitants, had said—Charles had said—the tax-collector had said—Charles had regretted not saying—and she closed the description with, “But lucky you, with four courts of your own at Midhurst.” “It will be very jolly,” replied Margaret. “Are those the plans? Does it matter me seeing them?” “Of course not.” “Charles has never seen the plans.”

Korean course: 진행, 방침, 달리다, 연속, 과정, 진로, 큰 가로돛, 침로를 잡다, 경과, 가로 층, 돌다. decided: 단호한, 뚜렷한, 명백한, 결정적인, 결연한, 분명한. description: 기술, 묘사, 서술, 특징, 종류, 서술적 묘사. finally: 최후로, 마침내, 최종적으로. kissing: 키스하는. lucky: 행운의, 운이좋은, 상서로운, 운이 좋은, 재수 좋은 사람, 도망,

행운을 가져오는. 말다툼하다, 가로수, 노젓기, 떠들다, news: 보도, 뉴스, 기별, 정보, 진문, 배를 젓다. 기사, 흥미있는 사건, 신문이름, 신문, sure: 확실히, 튼튼한, 꼭, 틀림없는, 소식, 색다른 사건. 자신 있는, 확실히...하는, 확실한, placidly: 고요하게, 침착하게, 하다, 하는, 안전한. 평온하게. tax-collector: 세금 징수원. rector: 교장, 총장, 학장, 교구목사, wrong: 오해하다, 고장난, 나쁜, 나쁜 교구 목사, 수도원장, 신학교 교장, 짓, 틀려서, 나쁜게, 부정, 해치다, 원장, 주임 신부, 교구사제, 학교에서 틀린, 거꾸로의, 고장나서. 교장. row: 젓다, 거리, 열, 줄, 소동, 법석,

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“They have only just arrived. Here is the ground floor—no, that’s rather difficult. Try the elevation. We are to have a good many gables and a picturesque sky-line.” “What makes it smell so funny?” said Dolly, after a moment’s inspection. She was incapable of understanding plans or maps.% “I suppose the paper.” “And which way up is it?” “Just the ordinary way up. That’s the sky-line, and the part that smells strongest is the sky.” “Well, ask me another. Margaret—oh—what was I going to say? How’s Helen?” “Quite well.” “Is she never coming back to England? Every one thinks it’s awfully odd she doesn’t.” “So it is,” said Margaret, trying to conceal her vexation. She was getting rather sore on this point. “Helen is odd, awfully. She has now been away eight months. “But hasn’t she any address?” “A poste restante somewhere in Bavaria is her address. Do write her a line. I will look it up for you.” “No, don’t bother. That’s eight months she has been away, surely?” “Exactly. She left just after Evie’s wedding. It would be eight months.” “Just when baby was born, then?” “Just so.” Dolly sighed, and stared enviously round the drawing-room. She was beginning to lose her brightness and good looks. The Charles’ were not well off, for Mr. Wilcox, having brought up his children with expensive tastes, believed in letting them shift for themselves. After all, he had not treated them generously.

Korean address: 연설, 청원, 구혼, 제언, 주소, 풍부하게, 활수하게. 인사, 수신인 이름.주소, 수신인 이름, lose: 실패하다, 지다, 잃다, 벗어나다, 인사말, 사무 능력, 본격적으로 패하다, 줄다, 정신 팔리다, 을 착수하다. 잃게하다, 손해보다, 늦어서 못타다, brightness: 환함, 머리가 좋음, 빛남. 쇠하다. conceal: 숨기다, 감추다, 비밀로 하다, ordinary: 보통의, 보통이하의, 직통의, 내색하지 않다. 평범한, 보통으로, 보통, 통상, 의식 elevation: 올리는일, 고상, 기품, 승진, 차례서, 옛날의 자전거, 보통 수준의, 입면, 향상, 공중의 순간 정지, 보통주. 고상하게 함, 앙각, 입면도, 높임. picturesque: 그림같은, 생생한, generously: 관대하게, 푸짐하게, 아름다운, 그림 같은.

shift: 교대, 속이다, 변화, 바꾸다, 변경, 옮기다, 임시변통으로, 꾸려나가다, 움직이다, 이리저리 변동하다, 방책. somewhere: 어딘 가에, 어느땐가, 어디론가, 약, 어딘가에, 어딘가. sore: 상처, 아픈, 언짢은 추억, 지독한, 성마른, 슬픈, 아프게, 얼얼한, 비통, 힘차게, 진무른데. stared: 한 운명을 지닌, 별로 장식한, 별이 총총한, 별표가 있는.

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Yet%another baby was expected, she told Margaret, and they would have to give up the motor. Margaret sympathized, but in a formal fashion, and Dolly little imagined that the step-mother was urging Mr. Wilcox to make them a more liberal allowance. She sighed again, and at last the particular grievance was remembered. “Oh yes,” she cried, “that is it: Miss Avery has been unpacking your packing-cases.” “Why has she done that? How unnecessary!” “Ask another. I suppose you ordered her to.” “I gave no such orders. Perhaps she was airing the things. undertake to light an occasional fire.”

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“It was far more than an air,” said Dolly solemnly. “The floor sounds covered with books. Charles sent me to know what is to be done, for he feels certain you don’t know.” “Books!” cried Margaret, moved by the holy word. “Dolly, are you serious? Has she been touching our books?” “Hasn’t she, though! What used to be the hall’s full of them. Charles thought for certain you knew of it.” “I am very much obliged to you, Dolly. What can have come over Miss Avery? I must go down about it at once. Some of the books are my brother’s, and are quite valuable. She had no right to open any of the cases.” “I say she’s dotty. She was the one that never got married, you know. Oh, I say, perhaps she thinks your books are wedding-presents to herself. Old maids are taken that way sometimes. Miss Avery hates us all like poison ever since her frightful dust-up with Evie.” “I hadn’t heard of that,” said Margaret. compensations.

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“Didn’t you know she gave Evie a present last August, and Evie returned it, and then—oh, goloshes! You never read such a letter as Miss Avery wrote.”

Korean airing: 공기에 쐼, 드라이브, 산책, 야외운동, 바람에 말림, 바람에 쐼, 방송, 개진, 외출. allowance: 수당, 공제, 급여액, 승인, 용돈, 용인, 유리한 조건, 지급하는 돈, 참작, 할인, 허용 오차. dotty: 점투성이의, 다리를저는, 휘청휘청하는, 점이많은, 정신이이상한, 정신이 이상한, 여자 이름, 휘청휘청한, 머리가 모자라는, 점이 있는, 열중한.

fashion: 유행, 형, 방법, 종류, 못쓰게 하다-해로운, 못쓰게 하다, 형성하다, 유행아-형성하다, 처럼, 독을 넣다. 맞추다, 인기있는 사람, 인기있는 solemnly: 엄숙하게, 장엄하게, 물건, 상류 사회의 사람들. 진지하게. holy: 신성한, 거룩한, 성인 같은. touching: 감동시키는, 애처로운, 에 occasional: 이따금의, 때때로의, 관하여, 에 관해서, 감동적인. 임시로 쓰는, 때때로, 임시의, 때로의, valuable: 귀중한, 값비싼, 귀중품, 시 따위 특별한 경우를 위한, 특별한 평가할수 있는, 가치 있는, 금전적 경우를 위한, 관직 따위 임시의. 가치가 있는, 가치를 평가할 수 있는. poison: 독, 해독, 헤치다, 독살하다, 해로운, 폐해-독을 넣다, 폐해, 독약,

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“But it was wrong of Evie to return it. It wasn’t like her to do such a heartless thing.” “But the present was so expensive.” “Why does that make any difference, Dolly?” “Still, when it costs over five pounds—I didn’t see it, but it was a lovely enamel pendant from a Bond Street shop. You can’t very well accept that kind of thing from a farm woman. Now, can you?” “You accepted a present from Miss Avery when you were married.% “Oh, mine was old earthenware stuff—not worth a halfpenny. Evie’s was quite different. You’d have to ask anyone to the wedding who gave you a pendant like that. Uncle Percy and Albert and father and Charles all said it was quite impossible, and when four men agree, what is a girl to do? Evie didn’t want to upset the old thing, so thought a sort of joking letter best, and returned the pendant straight to the shop to save Miss Avery trouble.” “But Miss Avery said—” Dolly’s eyes grew round. “It was a perfectly awful letter. Charles said it was the letter of a madman. In the end she had the pendant back again from the shop and threw it into the duckpond. “Did she give any reasons?” “We think she meant to be invited to Oniton, and so climb into society.” “She’s rather old for that,” said Margaret pensively. “May not she have given the present to Evie in remembrance of her mother?” “That’s a notion. Give every one their due, eh? Well, I suppose I ought to be toddling. Come along, Mr. Muff—you want a new coat, but I don’t know who’ll give it you, I’m sure;” and addressing her apparel with mournful humour, Dolly moved from the room. Margaret followed her to ask whether Henry knew about Miss Avery’s rudeness. “Oh yes.”

Korean addressing: 어드레싱, 어드레스 지정. apparel: 의복, 차리다, 꾸미다, 의상, 제복의장식수-입히다, 입히다, 기성복, 제복, 장식. climb: 오르다, 오르는 곳, 기어오르다, 타다, 급히 입다, 감기어 뻗어 오르다, 승진, 승진하다, 오름, 떠오르다, 상승. due: 할 예정인, 응당치러야할, 세금, 정식으로, 응당, 에 돌여야할, 마땅히, 때가 오면, 당연할, 당연할-마땅히,

지불 기일이 된. earthenware: 질그릇, 오지그릇. eh: 그렇지요?, 엣?, 뭐?. enamel: 에나멜, 법랑, 유약, 법랑질, 에나멜을 칠하다, 오지그릇의유약을 입히다, 시기질, 에나멜로 그리다, 에나멜 도료, 에 에나멜을 칠하다, 에 에나멜을 입히다. halfpenny: 잔돈, 하찮은, 반페니, 선정적인, 반 페니 동전의값, 반 페니 동전의, 반 페니 동전, 반 페니.

joking: 농담하는, 장난치는. madman: 미친 사람, 광인. pendant: 늘임 장식, 램프, 매단, 짧은 밧줄, 드림 장식, 매달려 있는것, 페넌트, 아랫 돛대 꼭대기에서 밑으로 늘어뜨린 짧은 밧줄, 장기, 회중 시계의 용두의 고리, 용두의 고리. remembrance: 기념, 기억, 회상, 추억, 기념품, 기억력, 전갈, 기억의 범위, 유물, 잊지 않고 있음, 안부를 묻는 전언.

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“I wonder, then, why he let me ask her to look after the house.” “But she’s only a farm woman,” said Dolly, and her explanation proved correct. Henry only censured the lower classes when it suited him. He bore with Miss Avery as with Crane—because he could get good value out of them. “I have patience with a man who knows his job,” he would say, really having patience with the job, and not the man. Paradoxical as it may sound, he had something of the artist about him; he would pass over an insult to his daughter sooner than lose a good charwoman for his wife.% Margaret judged it better to settle the little trouble herself. Parties were evidently ruffled. With Henry’s permission, she wrote a pleasant note to Miss Avery, asking her to leave the cases untouched. Then, at the first convenient opportunity, she went down herself, intending to repack her belongings and store them properly in the local warehouse: the plan had been amateurish and a failure. Tibby promised to accompany her, but at the last moment begged to be excused. So, for the second time in her life, she entered the house alone.

Korean accompany: 반주하다, 따르다, 따르게 하다, 동반하다. amateurish: 아마추어 같은, 서투른, 전문적이 못되는. artist: 예술가, 화가, 예능인, 명수. correct: 정정하다, 옳은, 교정하다, 정확한, 바로잡다, 의당한, 중화하다, 올바른, 품행방정한, 틀림없는, 틀림 없는. failure: 실패자, 태만, 낙제, 부족, 실패, 파산, 감퇴, 불이행, 고장, 없음,

불충분. farm: 사육장, 경작하다, 농장, 농가, 토지를 대차하다, 선수양성팀, 도급맡다, 농장을 경영하다, 대리그 소속의 제2군팀, 돈을 받고 빌려 주다, 요양소. intending: 미래의.지망하는. pass: 수로, 통용하다, 합격하다, 지나다, 고개, 산길, 변화하다, 물길, 고갯길, 경과하다, 요충지. ruffled: 주름장식이 있는, 물결이 인,

교란된, 주름투성이의, 목털이 난. store: 축적, 공급하다, 창고에 보관하다, 백화점, 저장소, 저장, 기억시키다, 저축하다, 비축, 떼어두다, 넣을 여지가 있다. suited: 의 슈트를 입은, 슈트를 입은, 적합하여, 어울려. untouched: 언급되지 않은, 손대지 않은, 감동되지 않은, 논급되지 않은.

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The%day of her visit was exquisite, and the last of unclouded happiness that she was to have for many months. Her anxiety about Helen’s extraordinary absence was still dormant, and as for a possible brush with Miss Avery—that only gave zest to the expedition. She had also eluded Dolly’s invitation to luncheon. Walking straight up from the station, she crossed the village green and entered the long chestnut avenue that connects it with the church. The church itself stood in the village once. But it there attracted so many worshippers that the devil, in a pet, snatched it from its foundations, and poised it on an inconvenient knoll, three-quarters of a mile away. If this story is true, the chestnut avenue must have been planted by the angels. No more tempting approach could be imagined for the luke-warm Christian, and if he still finds the walk too long, the devil is defeated all the same, Science having built Holy Trinity, a Chapel of Ease, near the Charles’, and roofed it with tin. Up the avenue Margaret strolled slowly, stopping to watch the sky that gleamed through the upper branches of the chestnuts, or to finger the little horseshoes on the lower branches. Why has not England a great mythology? Our folklore has never advanced beyond daintiness, and the greater melodies about our country-side have all issued through the pipes of Greece. Deep and true as the native imagination can be, it seems to have failed here. It has stopped with the witches and the fairies. It cannot vivify one fraction of a summer field,

Korean anxiety: 걱정, 불안, 열망, 근심, 걱정거리, 염원. avenue: 가로수 길, 큰거리, 가로, 수단, 두 줄로 늘어선 가로수, 방법, 큰 가로, 현관에 이르는 통로, 접근수단. chestnut: 진부한 이야기, 밤, 밤색, 밤나무, 밤색의, 젖퉁이, 서양칠엽수, 밤색 털의 말, 구렁말, 밤나무목재, 불알. chestnuts: 젖통이.

daintiness: 우미, 가림, 까다로움, 호사를 좋아함, 미미. defeated: 쳐부수는. dormant: 잠자는, 활동휴지중인, 움직이지 않는, 휴지 상태에 있는. knoll: 작은 둔덕, 작은 산. mythology: 신화학, 신화. pet: 애완동물, 이성을 애무하다, 페트, 마음에 드는, 마음에 드는 물건귀여워하는, 부루퉁함, 애정을 나타내는, 성내다, 귀여워하다,

귀여워하는 동물, 씨무룩함. pipes: 기관. roofed: 으로 지붕을 한, 지붕이 있는. unclouded: 맑은, 환한, 구름없는, 갠, 밝은, 구름이 끼지 않은. vivify: 활기를 띠게 하다, 여 생기를 주다, 에 생명을 주다, 에 생기를 주다. zest: 묘미, 풍미, 대단한 흥미, 열심, 에 풍미를 더하다, 음식물에 넣는 풍미를 더하는 것, 풍취, 강한 흥미.

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or give names to half a dozen stars. England still waits for the supreme moment of her literature—for the great poet who shall voice her, or, better still, for the thousand little poets whose voices shall pass into our common talk.% At the church the scenery changed. The chestnut avenue opened into a road, smooth but narrow, which led into the untouched country. She followed it for over a mile. Its little hesitations pleased her. Having no urgent destiny, it strolled downhill or up as it wished, taking no trouble about the gradients, nor about the view, which nevertheless expanded. The great estates that throttle the south of Hertfordshire were less obtrusive here, and the appearance of the land was neither aristocratic nor suburban. To define it was difficult, but Margaret knew what it was not: it was not snobbish. Though its contours were slight, there was a touch of freedom in their sweep to which Surrey will never attain, and the distant brow of the Chilterns towered like a mountain. “Left to itself,” was Margaret’s opinion, “this county would vote Liberal.” The comradeship, not passionate, that is our highest gift as a nation, was promised by it, as by the low brick farm where she called for the key. But the inside of the farm was disappointing. A most finished young person received her. “Yes, Mrs. Wilcox; no, Mrs. Wilcox; oh yes, Mrs. Wilcox, auntie received your letter quite duly. Auntie has gone up to your little place at the present moment. Shall I send the servant to direct you?” Followed by: “Of course, auntie does not generally look after your place; she only does it to oblige a neighbour as something exceptional. It gives her something to do. She spends quite a lot of her time there. My husband says to me sometimes, ‘Where’s auntie?’ I say, ‘Need you ask? She’s at Howards End.’ Yes, Mrs. Wilcox. Mrs. Wilcox, could I prevail upon you to accept a piece of cake? Not if I cut it for you?” Margaret refused the cake, but unfortunately this acquired her gentility in the eyes of Miss Avery’s niece. “I cannot let you go on alone. Now don’t. You really mustn’t. I will direct you myself if it comes to that. I must get my hat. Now”—roguishly—”Mrs. Wilcox, don’t you move while I’m gone.”

Korean aristocratic: 귀족의, 귀족적인, 귀족티 활강경기의, 수월한, 활강의, 내는. 내리막길의, 내리막 길. auntie: 아줌마, 미사일 요격용 미사일, expanded: 팽창한, 확대한, 평체인, 영국 방송 협회, 미사일 요격미사일. 확장하는, 확대하는, 넓히는, 퍼지는, define: 정의를 내리다, 명확히 하다, 팽창시키는, 발전하는, 넓어지는, 한계를 정하다, 규정짓다, 밝히다, 넓게 하는. 특징짓다. neighbour: 동포, 이웃의, 이웃하다, destiny: 운명, 천명, 하늘, 하늘의 뜻. 같은 종류끼리서로 이웃하는 것, 서로 disappointing: 실망시키는. 이웃하는 것, 이웃 사람. downhill: 내리받이, 비탈을내려서, obtrusive: 강요하는 듯한, 중뿔나게 쇠퇴, 쇠퇴하는, 편한, 내리막의, 참견하는, 강요하는.

prevail: 이기다, 우세하다, 설복하다, 유행되다, 잘 되다, 설득하다. slight: 경멸, 근소한, 약한, 얕보다, 적은, 훌쭉한, 가냘픈, 모자라는, 하찮은, 경시하다, 조금도. snobbish: 속물 근성이 있는, 속물의. throttle: 목을 조르다, 죄다, 억압하다, 질식시키다, 감속시키다, 목, 누르다, 절기하다, 조절판, 목구멍. urgent: 긴급한, 중요한, 강요하는, 긴급하다, 죄어치는.

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Stunned, Margaret did not move from the best parlour, over which the touch of art nouveau had fallen. But the other rooms looked in keeping, though they conveyed the peculiar sadness of a rural interior. Here had lived an elder race, to which we look back with disquietude. The country which we visit at week-ends was really a home to it, and the graver sides of life, the deaths, the partings, the yearnings for love, have their deepest expression in the heart of the fields. All was not sadness. The sun was shining without. The thrush sang his two syllables on the budding guelder-rose. Some children were playing uproariously in heaps of golden straw. It was the presence of sadness at all that surprised Margaret, and ended by giving her a feeling of completeness. In these English farms, if anywhere, one might see life steadily and see it whole, group in one vision its transitoriness and its eternal youth, connect—connect without bitterness until all men are brothers. But her thoughts were interrupted by the return of Miss Avery’s niece, and were so tranquillizing that she suffered the interruption gladly.% It was quicker to go out by the back door, and, after due explanations, they went out by it. The niece was now mortified by unnumerable chickens, who rushed up to her feet for food, and by a shameless and maternal sow. She did not know what animals were coming to. But her gentility withered at the touch of the sweet air. The wind was rising, scattering the straw and ruffling the tails of the ducks as they floated in families over Evie’s pendant. One of those delicious gales of spring, in which leaves stiff in bud seem to rustle, swept over the land and then fell silent. “Georgia,” sang the thrush. “Cuckoo,” came furtively from the cliff of pine-trees. “Georgia, pretty Georgia,” and the other birds joined in with nonsense. The hedge was a half-painted picture which would be finished in a few days. Celandines grew on its banks, lords and ladies and primroses in the defended hollows; the wild rose-bushes, still bearing their withered hips, showed also the promise of blossom. Spring had come, clad in no classical garb, yet fairer than all springs; fairer even than she who walks through the myrtles of Tuscany with the graces before her and the zephyr behind.

Korean completeness: 완전성, 완정. 살랑살랑 흔들다, 살랑거리는 소리, disquietude: 불안한 상태, 동요, 걱정, 살랑거리다, 서둘러 다루다, 말 불온, 불안. 따위를 훔치다, 서둘러 움직이다, 소 garb: 외관, 복장, 모양, 옷, 의상, 복장 따위를 훔치다. 양식, 옷을 입히다. scattering: 흩어진, 산재한, 성긴. graces: 애고. shameless: 파렴치한, 부끄러움을 graver: 조각사, 조각칼, 조각도, 모르는, 수치를 모르는, 풍속을 조각가. 문란케 하는. ruffling: 세포의 파동 운동. sow: 암퇘지, 뿌리다, 에 씨를 뿌리다, rustle: 훔치다, 기운차게 하다, 퍼뜨리다, 흩 뿌리다, 씨를 뿌리다, 의 바스락바스락, 살랑살랑 소리내다, 원인을 뿌리다, 선철이 흐르는 길, 의

씨를 뿌리다, 쥐며느리, 원인을 뿌리다. thrush: 개똥지빠귀, 여자 팝송 가수, 질염, 제차부란, 아구창. transitoriness: 덧없음, 무상함, 일시적임. uproariously: 시끄럽게, 소란하게. zephyr: 산들바람, 서풍, 천, 연풍, 가볍고 부드러운 실, 미풍, 아주 엷은 모직의 운동복, 엷은 여성용 옷감의 일종.

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The two women walked up the lane full of outward civility. But Margaret was thinking how difficult it was to be earnest about furniture on such a day, and the niece was thinking about hats. Thus engaged, they reached Howards End. Petulant cries of “Auntie!” severed the air. There was no reply, and the front door was locked.% “Are you sure that Miss Avery is up here?” asked Margaret. “Oh yes, Mrs. Wilcox, quite sure. She is here daily.” Margaret tried to look in through the dining-room window, but the curtain inside was drawn tightly. So with the drawing-room and the hall. The appearance of these curtains was familiar, yet she did not remember them being there on her other visit: her impression was that Mr. Bryce had taken everything away. They tried the back. Here again they received no answer, and could see nothing; the kitchen-window was fitted with a blind, while the pantry and scullery had pieces of wood propped up against them, which looked ominously like the lids of packing-cases. Margaret thought of her books, and she lifted up her voice also. At the first cry she succeeded. “Well, well!” replied someone inside the house. “If it isn’t Mrs. Wilcox come at last!” “Have you got the key, auntie?” “Madge, go away,” said Miss Avery, still invisible. “Auntie, it’s Mrs. Wilcox—” Margaret supported her. “Your niece and I have come together—” “Madge, go away. This is no moment for your hat.” The poor woman went red. “Auntie gets more eccentric lately,” she said nervously. “Miss Avery!” called Margaret. “I have come about the furniture. Could you kindly let me in?”

Korean appearance: 외관, 출현, 모양, 출두, 유령, 발간, 상황, 등장, 현상, 곡두, 형세 체면상. blind: 맹목적인, 눈먼, 발, 숨은, 어리석은, 이성을 잃은, 차일, 커튼, 문, 막다른-눈멀게 하다, 눈멀게 하다. curtains: 한 권의 끝. eccentric: 편심적인, 편심륜, 편심의, 별난, 편심론, 별난사람, 괴짜, 괴짜의-괴짜, 괴짜의, 이심원,

편심기. fitted: 장비하여, 을 갖추어, 꼭 맞게 만들어진. impression: 인상, 날인, 흔적, 느낌, 자국, 생각, 인쇄, 감명, 영향, 의치의 본, 인각. lane: 차선, 작은길, 시골길, 골목길, 규정항로, 통로, 단거리 경주의 코스, 사람의 열사이의 통로, 산울타리 따위 사이의 좁은 길, 좁은 길, 집 따위 사이의 좁은 길.

pantry: 식료품실, 가정의 식료품 저장실, 식료품 저장실. reached: 뇌물을 먹은, 매수 당한, 부패한. scullery: 설거지간, 방. tightly: 단단히, 팽팽하게, 꾀, 꽉 죄어져, 꼭. wood: 숲, 나무, 식림하다, 수풀, 나무로 만든, 나무제품, 목재을 모아두다, 재목을 공급하다, 목제의, 목관악기, 에 나무를 심다.

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“Yes, Mrs. Wilcox,” said the voice, “of course.” But after that came silence. They called again without response. They walked round the house disconsolately.% “I hope Miss Avery is not ill,” hazarded Margaret. “Well, if you’ll excuse me,” said Madge, “perhaps I ought to be leaving you now. The servants need seeing to at the farm. Auntie is so odd at times.” Gathering up her elegancies, she retired defeated, and, as if her departure had loosed a spring, the front door opened at once. Miss Avery said, “Well, come right in, Mrs. Wilcox!” quite pleasantly and calmly. “Thank you so much,” began Margaret, but broke off at the sight of an umbrella-stand. It was her own. “Come right into the hall first,” said Miss Avery. She drew the curtain, and Margaret uttered a cry of despair. For an appalling thing had happened. The hall was fitted up with the contents of the library from Wickham Place. The carpet had been laid, the big work-table drawn up near the window; the bookcases filled the wall opposite the fireplace, and her father’s sword—this is what bewildered her particularly—had been drawn from its scabbard and hung naked amongst the sober volumes. Miss Avery must have worked for days. “I’m afraid this isn’t what we meant,” she began. “Mr. Wilcox and I never intended the cases to be touched. For instance, these books are my brother’s. We are storing them for him and for my sister, who is abroad. When you kindly undertook to look after things, we never expected you to do so much.” “The house has been empty long enough,” said the old woman. Margaret refused to argue. “I dare say we didn’t explain,” she said civilly. “It has been a mistake, and very likely our mistake.” “Mrs. Wilcox, it has been mistake upon mistake for fifty years. The house is Mrs. Wilcox’s, and she would not desire it to stand empty any longer.” To help the poor decaying brain, Margaret said:

Korean amongst: -중에, 중에서, 의 사이에, 중의한 사람으로, 중의한 하나로, 의 사이에서. argue: 논하다, 논쟁하다, 논증하다, 설득하다, 입증하다, 주장하다, 논의하다. contents: 찬성 투표, 찬성 투표자. fifty: 쉰개, 오십인. front: 전선, 태도, 표면, 싸움터, 전면, 용모, 을 향하다, 정면의, 앞쪽, 으로, 앞면에 붙이다.

intended: 고의의, 약혼자, 계획된, 대답, 리스폰스, 반응, 응창, 감웅. 미래의, 의도된, 미래의 남편, 예정된. retired: 외딴, 퇴직한, 궁벽한, library: 장서, 서재, 표준 프로그램의 사양하는, 은퇴한, 구석진, 삼가는, 수집, 도서관, 문고, 독서 클럽, 퇴역한, 시골 구석의. 개인의 문고, 총서. scabbard: 칼집, 권총집, 집, 칼집에 naked: 적나라한, 벌거벗은, 잎이 꽂다. 없는, 무방비의, 있는 그대로의, silence: 묵살, 무소식, 침묵, 침묵을 꾸밈없는, 안경등에 의존하지 않은, 지킴, 침묵시키는 사람, 침묵 지키다, 벌거숭이의, 드러난, 나체의, 가리개 잠잠하게 하다, 소음장치, 비밀, 망각, 없는. 조용히. response: 응답, 감응, 응답문, 응답송,

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“Yes, Mrs. Wilcox’s house, the mother of Mr. Charles.” “Mistake upon mistake,” said Miss Avery. “Mistake upon mistake.” “Well, I don’t know,” said Margaret, sitting down in one of her own chairs. “I really don’t know what’s to be done.” She could not help laughing.% The other said: “Yes, it should be a merry house enough.” “I don’t know—I dare say. Well, thank you very much, Miss Avery. Yes, that’s all right. Delightful.” “There is still the parlour.” She went through the door opposite and drew a curtain. Light flooded the drawing-room and the drawing-room furniture from Wickham Place. “And the dining-room.” More curtains were drawn, more windows were flung open to the spring. “Then through here—” Miss Avery continued passing and repassing through the hall. Her voice was lost, but Margaret heard her pulling up the kitchen blind. “I’ve not finished here yet,” she announced, returning. “There’s still a deal to do. The farm lads will carry your great wardrobes upstairs, for there is no need to go into expense at Hilton.” “It is all a mistake,” repeated Margaret, feeling that she must put her foot down. “A misunderstanding. Mr. Wilcox and I are not going to live at Howards End.” “Oh, indeed. On account of his hay fever?” “We have settled to build a new home for ourselves in Sussex, and part of this furniture—my part—will go down there presently.” She looked at Miss Avery intently, trying to understand the kink in her brain. Here was no maundering old woman. Her wrinkles were shrewd and humorous. She looked capable of scathing wit and also of high but unostentatious nobility. “You think that you won’t come back to live here, Mrs. Wilcox, but you will.” “That remains to be seen,” said Margaret, smiling. “We have no intention of doing so for the present. We happen to need a much larger house. Circumstances oblige us to give big parties. Of course, some day—one never knows, does one?”

Korean build: 세우다, 만듦새, 구조, 뼈대, 우연히...하다, 우연히 일어나다, 짓다, 만들다, 쌓아 올리다, 우연히 만나다, 우연히 있다. 에의지하다, 체격, 늘리다, 내세우다. merry: 즐거운, 명랑한, 유쾌한, expense: 비용, 지출, 손실, 희생, 거나한, 흥겨운, 거나하게 취한 지출금, 비용이 드는 일, 비돈이 드는 기분의. 일, 소요 경비. nobility: 고귀한 태생, 귀족, 고결함, flooded: 물에 잠긴, 침수된. 남작, 백작, 숭고, 숭고함, 자작, 후작, foot: 발, 운각, 보병, 최하부, 아랫 고상함, 귀족상원의원과 그집안. 부분, 산기슭, 발부분, 딛다, 걷다, shrewd: 빈틈없는, 기민한, 모진, 심한, 말석, 걸음. 약빠른, 날카로운, 짓궂은, 얘민한, happen: 일어나다, 생기다, 영리해 보이는.

unostentatious: 검소한, 드러나지 않는, 수수한, 허세부리지 않는, 거만떨지 않는. upstairs: 위층에, 위층, 이층, 상공에, 한층 높은 지위에, 위층에서, 한층 높은 그러나 별로 권위가 없는 지위에, 이층의, 이층으로, 이층에, 고공에. wrinkles: 주름살.

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Miss Avery retorted: “Some day! Tcha! tcha! Don’t talk about some day. You are living here now.” “Am I?” “You are living here, and have been for the last ten minutes, if you ask me.” It was a senseless remark, but with a queer feeling of disloyalty Margaret rose from her chair. She felt that Henry had been obscurely censured. They went into the dining-room, where the sunlight poured in upon her mother’s chiffonier, and upstairs, where many an old god peeped from a new niche. The furniture fitted extraordinarily well. In the central room—over the hall, the room that Helen had slept in four years ago—Miss Avery had placed Tibby’s old bassinette.% “The nursery,” she said. Margaret turned away without speaking. At last everything was seen. The kitchen and lobby were still stacked with furniture and straw, but, as far as she could make out, nothing had been broken or scratched. A pathetic display of ingenuity! Then they took a friendly stroll in the garden. It had gone wild since her last visit. The gravel sweep was weedy, and grass had sprung up at the very jaws of the garage. And Evie’s rockery was only bumps. Perhaps Evie was responsible for Miss Avery’s oddness. But Margaret suspected that the cause lay deeper, and that the girl’s silly letter had but loosed the irritation of years. “It’s a beautiful meadow,” she remarked. It was one of those open-air drawing-rooms that have been formed, hundreds of years ago, out of the smaller fields. So the boundary hedge zigzagged down the hill at right angles, and at the bottom there was a little green annex—a sort of powder-closet for the cows. “Yes, the maidy’s well enough,” said Miss Avery, “for those that is, who don’t suffer from sneezing.” And she cackled maliciously. “I’ve seen Charlie Wilcox go out to my lads in hay time—oh, they ought to do this—they mustn’t do that—he’d learn them to be lads. And just then the tickling took him. He has

Korean chiffonier: 거울달린 옷장, 서랍장, 키가 큰 서랍장. disloyalty: 불충실, 신의 없음, 불실, 불신, 불충, 신의 없는 행위, 불충실한 행위. formed: 생물적 특징을 갖춘, 형성된. friendly: 친한, 친절한, 호의를보이는, 형편좋은, 붙임성 있는, 우정이있는, 친구의, 친절, 친구처럼, 우호적인, 친선경기. ingenuity: 발명의 재간, 정교, 교묘함,

재주, 발명의재주, 독창력, 교묘, 고안력, 발명의 재질. irritation: 자극, 염증, 성남, 아픔, 짜증, 화냄, 짜증나게 함, 화, 자극하는것, 짜증나는것, 성나게 함. maliciously: 심술궂게, 악의있게. niche: 벽감, 적소, 벽감에 안치하다, 앉이다, 벽감에 놓다, 사람에 있어서의 적소, 물건에 있어서의 적소. oddness: 기묘, 별남, 기이, 불완전한

것. sprung: 얼근한. stacked: 육체미 있는. straw: 짚, 밀짚, 가짜의, 하찮은, 하찮은 물건, 짚한 오라기, 짚으로 만든, 스트로, 밀짚모자, 하찮은 것, 짚으로 만든 것. suffer: 입다, 견디다, 당하다, 병에 걸리다, 괴로워하다, 손해를 입다, 겪다, 고생하다, 허용하여, 아파하다, 하게 하다.

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it from his father, with other things. There’s not one Wilcox that can stand up against a field in June—I laughed fit to burst while he was courting Ruth.” “My brother gets hay fever too,” said Margaret.% “This house lies too much on the land for them. Naturally, they were glad enough to slip in at first. But Wilcoxes are better than nothing, as I see you’ve found.” Margaret laughed. “They keep a place going, don’t they? Yes, it is just that.” “They keep England going, it is my opinion.” But Miss Avery upset her by replying: “Ay, they breed like rabbits. Well, well, it’s a funny world. But He who made it knows what He wants in it, I suppose. If Mrs. Charlie is expecting her fourth, it isn’t for us to repine.” “They breed and they also work,” said Margaret, conscious of some invitation to disloyalty, which was echoed by the very breeze and by the songs of the birds. “It certainly is a funny world, but so long as men like my husband and his sons govern it, I think it’ll never be a bad one—never really bad.” “No, better’n nothing,” said Miss Avery, and turned to the wych-elm. On their way back to the farm she spoke of her old friend much more clearly than before. In the house Margaret had wondered whether she quite distinguished the first wife from the second. Now she said: “I never saw much of Ruth after her grandmother died, but we stayed civil. It was a very civil family. Old Mrs. Howard never spoke against anybody, nor let anyone be turned away without food. Then it was never ‘Trespassers will be prosecuted’ in their land, but would people please not come in. Mrs. Howard was never created to run a farm.” “Had they no men to help them?” Margaret asked. Miss Avery replied: “Things went on until there were no men.” “Until Mr. Wilcox came along,” corrected Margaret, anxious that her husband should receive his dues.

Korean bad: 나쁜, 심한, 불길한, 악운, 불량한, 부정한, 시원치 않은, 악성의, 나쁘게 된, 나쁜 것, 서투른. breeze: 산들바람, 소문, 나아가다, 법석, 산들바람이 불다, 소동, 싸움, 풍파, 등에, 미풍, 분탄. civil: 예의바른, 국내의, 시민 사회의, 시민으로서의, 시민의, 민간용의, 일반 시민의, 민사의, 달력의, 내정의, 민간인의. conscious: 의식하고 있는, 을 강하게

의식하는, 지각이 있는, 알아채고 fourth: 제 사, 네번째, 네번째의, 있는, 알아채어, 의식, 의식있는, 네분의, 네분의 하나의, 네째, 네째의, 의식적인, 자각하고 있는, 자의식이 독립 기념일, 사 등품, 제 4의. 강한, 정신이 있는. slip: 스르르 빠지다, 전표, dues: 부과금. 살짝들어가다, 몰래 달아나다, field: 경기장, 밭, 벌판, 분야, 싸움터, 미끄러지다, 쑥 걸쳐 입다, 쑥 산지, 바탕, 광장, 영상면, 내야, 표면. 집어넣다, 의 가지를 자르다, 부전, fit: 적합, 적당한, 준비시키다, 건강한, 미끄러 뜨리다, 풀어 놓다. 꼭 맞다, 만듦새, 조달하다, 알맞은, stand: 일어서다, 위치하다, 세우다, 수험 준비를 하다, 격발, 이야기의 한 서다, 침로를 잡다, 받다, 괴다, 구절. 멈춰서다, 오래가다, 고수하다, 참다.

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“I suppose so; but Ruth should have married a—no disrespect to you to say this, for I take it you were intended to get Wilcox any way, whether she got him first or no.” “Whom should she have married?” “A soldier!” exclaimed the old woman. “Some real soldier.” Margaret was silent. It was a criticism of Henry’s character far more trenchant than any of her own. She felt dissatisfied.% “But that’s all over,” she went on. “A better time is coming now, though you’ve kept me long enough waiting. In a couple of weeks I’ll see your lights shining through the hedge of an evening. Have you ordered in coals?” “We are not coming,” said Margaret firmly. She respected Miss Avery too much to humour her. “No. Not coming. Never coming. It has all been a mistake. The furniture must be repacked at once, and I am very sorry but I am making other arrangements, and must ask you to give me the keys.” “Certainly, Mrs. Wilcox,” said Miss Avery, and resigned her duties with a smile. Relieved at this conclusion, and having sent her compliments to Madge, Margaret walked back to the station. She had intended to go to the furniture warehouse and give directions for removal, but the muddle had turned out more extensive than she expected, so she decided to consult Henry. It was as well that she did this. He was strongly against employing the local man whom he had previously recommended, and advised her to store in London after all. But before this could be done an unexpected trouble fell upon her.

Korean character: 인물, 평판, 지위, 성격, 문자, 특성, 인격, 기호, 신분, 형질, 성사의 인호. compliments: 의례적인 인사말. conclusion: 결론, 추단, 종결, 결말, 체결, 결정, 결과, 종국, 단안, 끝, 판정. couple: 부부, 둘, 연결하다, 한쌍, 연상하다, 얼마간, 우력, 연결되다, 교미하다, 교미시키다, 결혼하다. extensive: 조방의, 대규모의, 광범위에

걸친, 넓은, 넓은 범위에 걸치는, 광대한, 외연적인. lights: 가축의 허파, 허파, 양 따위의 허파, 돼지 따위의 허파. previously: 이전에, 미리. removal: 이동, 제거, 해임, 살해, 면직, 철거, 철수, 이전, 이상, 해직, 이사. resigned: 체념한, 사직한, 사직하여 빈, 을 감수하는, 인종하는, 단념한, 복종적인. respected: 훌륭한, 소문난,

높이평가되는. sorry: 유감스러운, 슬픈, 가엾은, 딱한, 후회하는, 미안한, 미안해요, 미안하게 생각하는, 형편없는. station: 역, 위치, 주둔지, 방송국, 파출소 방송국, 정거장, 지위, 소, 국, 신분, 근거지. strongly: 강하게, 튼튼하게, 열심히, 맹렬히, 공고히, 강경히, 강경하게, 격심하게.

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It was not unexpected entirely. Aunt Juley’s health had been bad all the winter. She had had a long series of colds and coughs, and had been too busy to get rid of them. She had scarcely promised her niece “to really take my tiresome chest in hand,” when she caught a chill and developed acute pneumonia. Margaret and Tibby went down to Swanage. Helen was telegraphed for, and that spring party that after all gathered in that hospitable house had all the pathos of fair memories. On a perfect day, when the sky seemed blue porcelain, and the waves of the discreet little bay beat gentlest of tattoos upon the sand, Margaret hurried up through the rhododendrons, confronted again by the senselessness of Death. One death may explain itself, but it throws no light upon another: the groping inquiry must begin anew. Preachers or scientists may generalize, but we know that no generality is possible about those whom we love; not one heaven awaits them, not even one oblivion. Aunt Juley, incapable of tragedy, slipped out of life with odd little laughs and apologies for having stopped in it so long. She was very weak; she could not rise to the occasion, or realize the great mystery which all agree must await her; it only seemed to her that she was quite done up—more done up than ever before; that she saw and heard and felt less every moment; and that, unless something changed, she would soon feel nothing. Her spare strength she devoted to plans: could not Margaret take some steamer expeditions? were mackerel cooked as Tibby liked

Korean acute: 격렬한, 급성의, 날카로운, 뾰족한, 예민한, 빈틈없는, 예각, 예, 격렬하다, 고통스러운, 예리한. await: 기다리다, 에 준비되어 있다. bay: 만, 궁지, 월계수, 후미, 월계관, 짖어대며 덤비다, 소리지르다, 영예, 짖는 소리, 쫓겨서 몰린 상태-짖다, 밤색의. chill: 오한, 냉기, 차가운, 한기, 춥게 하다, 냉담한, 냉장하다, 냉랭한, 풀죽음, 추위에 떨고 있는, 냉담.

discreet: 사려가 깊은, 신중한, 분별 있는, 분별있는, 지각있는, 사려있는. generality: 대부분, 일반성, 보편성, 통칙, 개략, 일반적임, 과반수, 개론, 개설, 대다수, 일반적 진술. inquiry: 문의, 연구, 질문, 조회, 조사, 탐구, 심리, 취조, 물어보기. mackerel: 고등어. occasion: 기회, 일으키다, 원인, 특수한 경우, 이유, 근거, 용무, 때, 유인, 특별한 사건, 특정한 때.

pneumonia: 폐렴. porcelain: 자기 제품, 자기. senselessness: 무감각한, 무의식의, 무분별한, 무분별, 무의식상태. sky: 하늘, 날씨, 천국, 느닷없이, 기후, 창공, 높이 날리다, 경관, 천장 가까이에 진열하다. weak: 약변화의, 묽은, 약한, 힘없는, 어리석은, 약세인, 악센트 없는, 내림세인, 약점 있는, 악센트가 없는, 불충분한.

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them? She worried herself about Helen’s absence, and also that she could be the cause of Helen’s return. The nurses seemed to think such interests quite natural, and perhaps hers was an average approach to the Great Gate. But Margaret saw Death stripped of any false romance; whatever the idea of Death may contain, the process can be trivial and hideous.% “Important—Margaret dear, take the Lulworth when Helen comes.” “Helen won’t be able to stop, Aunt Juley. She has telegraphed that she can only get away just to see you. She must go back to Germany as soon as you are well.” “How very odd of Helen! Mr. Wilcox—” “Yes, dear?” “Can he spare you?” Henry wished her to come, and had been very kind. Yet again Margaret said so. Mrs. Munt did not die. Quite outside her will, a more dignified power took hold of her and checked her on the downward slope. She returned, without emotion, as fidgety as ever. On the fourth day she was out of danger. “Margaret—important,” it went on: “I should like you to have some companion to take walks with. Do try Miss Conder.” “I have been a little walk with Miss Conder.” “But she is not really interesting. If only you had Helen.” “I have Tibby, Aunt Juley.” “No, but he has to do his Chinese. Some real companion is what you need. Really, Helen is odd.” “Helen is odd, very,” agreed Margaret. “Not content with going abroad, why does she want to go back there at once?”

Korean average: 평균, 평균의, 해손평균하다, 표준의, 평균값을 내리다, 보통의, 평균 ...이 되다, 해손, 보통 수준의, 일반표준, 보통. cause: 이유, 원인, 소송, 대의, 주의, 의 원인이 되다, 하게 하다, 끼치다, 일으키다, 주장, 정당한이유. contain: 포함하다, 참다, 견제하다, 끼다, 들어가다, 억누르다, 담고있다, 와 같다, 품다, 인수로 가지다, 이 들어가다.

content: 내용, 용적, 함유량, 차례, 만족하여, 찬성하여, 만족, 내용물, 속알맹이, 흐뭇해하여-만족, 찬성투표. danger: 위험, 장애, 의 위험이 있다, 위험 상태, 위험물. dignified: 고귀한, 위험 있는, 위엄 있는. downward: 아래쪽으로, 내려가는, 이후, 이래, 쇠잔하여, 쇠미한, 내리받이의, 이후의, 아래쪽으로의,

쇠퇴하여, 아래로 향한. fidgety: 안절부절 못하는, 안달하는, 까다로운, 불안한, 조바심하는. hold: 지탱하다, 소유하다, 끌다, 품다, 효력이 있다, 유지하다, 견디다, 보류하다, 잡다, 쥐다, 나아가다. interesting: 재미있는, 흥미있는, 임신하여. walk: 걷다, 산책하다, 걸어가다, 보행, 처세, 걸음걸이, 사육장, 산책길, 걸리다, 산책, 행동.

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“No doubt she will change her mind when she sees us. She has not the least balance.”% That was the stock criticism about Helen, but Margaret’s voice trembled as she made it. By now she was deeply pained at her sister’s behaviour. It may be unbalanced to fly out of England, but to stop away eight months argues that the heart is awry as well as the head. A sick-bed could recall Helen, but she was deaf to more human calls; after a glimpse at her aunt, she would retire into her nebulous life behind some poste restante. She scarcely existed; her letters had become dull and infrequent; she had no wants and no curiosity. And it was all put down to poor Henry’s account! Henry, long pardoned by his wife, was still too infamous to be greeted by his sister-in-law. It was morbid, and, to her alarm, Margaret fancied that she could trace the growth of morbidity back in Helen’s life for nearly four years. The flight from Oniton; the unbalanced patronage of the Basts; the explosion of grief up on the Downs—all connected with Paul, an insignificant boy whose lips had kissed hers for a fraction of time. Margaret and Mrs. Wilcox had feared that they might kiss again. Foolishly: the real danger was reaction. Reaction against the Wilcoxes had eaten into her life until she was scarcely sane. At twenty-five she had an idee fixe. What hope was there for her as an old woman? The more Margaret thought about it the more alarmed she became. For many months she had put the subject away, but it was too big to be slighted now. There was almost a taint of madness. Were all Helen’s actions to be governed by a tiny mishap, such as may happen to any young man or woman? Can human nature be constructed on lines so insignificant? The blundering little encounter at Howards End was vital. It propagated itself where graver intercourse lay barren; it was stronger than sisterly intimacy, stronger than reason or books. In one of her moods Helen had confessed that she still “enjoyed” it in a certain sense. Paul had faded, but the magic of his caress endured. And where there is enjoyment of the past there may also be reaction— propagation at both ends.

Korean awry: 일러진, 뒤틀리어, 뒤틀린, 구부러져, 틀려서. caress: 애무, 애무하다, 친절히 대하다, 어루만지듯 닿다, 쓰다듬다, 껴안다, 즐겁게 들리다, 가볍게 어루만지다, 어루만지다. encounter: 회전, 우연히만남, 교전, 부닥치다, 만나다, 마주침, 교전하다, 대항하다. fancied: 공상의, 상상의, 가공의, 사육자, 이길 듯싶은, 잘 될 듯싶은,

마음에 든. 흐린, 애매한, 기억, 막연, 불명료한, infamous: 파렴치한, 수치스런, 악명 운무와 같은, 의미등이, 표현, 흐릿. 높은, 지독한, 불명예스러운, sane: 제정신의, 합리적인, 분별이 악명높은, 공민권을 박탈당한, 있는, 건전한. 아주나쁜, 악독한이름난, 악랄한, sisterly: 자매의, 여성 단체, 짝의, 지긋지긋한. 여자친구, 언니, 수녀, 누이, 자매, infrequent: 드문, 좀처럼 없는, 좀처럼 부인회, 자매 같은, 자매같이. 일어나지 않는, 보통이 아닌, 진기한. taint: 더럽히다, 더러워지다, 썩다, madness: 광기, 열광, 광희, 정신 착란. 감염, 기미, 더럼, 오명, 해독을 mishap: 재난, 불행. 끼치다, 오염하다, 병독, 타락. nebulous: 성운 모양의, 불투명한,

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Well, it is odd and sad that our minds should be such seed-beds, and we without power to choose the seed. But man is an odd, sad creature as yet, intent on pilfering the earth, and heedless of the growths within himself. He cannot be bored about psychology. He leaves it to the specialist, which is as if he should leave his dinner to be eaten by a steam-engine. He cannot be bothered to digest his own soul. Margaret and Helen have been more patient, and it is suggested that Margaret has succeeded—so far as success is yet possible. She does understand herself, she has some rudimentary control over her own growth. Whether Helen has succeeded one cannot say.% The day that Mrs. Munt rallied Helen’s letter arrived. She had posted it at Munich, and would be in London herself on the morrow. It was a disquieting letter, though the opening was affectionate and sane. DEAREST MEG, Give Helen’s love to Aunt Juley. Tell her that I love, and have loved, her ever since I can remember. I shall be in London Thursday. My address will be care of the bankers. I have not yet settled on a hotel, so write or wire to me there and give me detailed news. If Aunt Juley is much better, or if, for a terrible reason, it would be no good my coming down to Swanage, you must not think it odd if I do not come. I have all sorts of plans in my head. I am living abroad at present, and want to get back as quickly as possible. Will you please tell me where our furniture is. I should like to take out one or two books; the rest are for you. Forgive me, dearest Meg. This must read like rather a tiresome letter, but all letters are from your loving HELEN It was a tiresome letter, for it tempted Margaret to tell a lie. If she wrote that Aunt Juley was still in danger her sister would come. Unhealthiness is contagious. We cannot be in contact with those who are in a morbid state

Korean contact: 접촉, 교제, 접촉시키다, 교섭하고 있는 사람, 육안에 의한 지상관찰, 접전, 접촉비행으로, 접촉비행의, 접촉의, 접촉하다, 친교연락. contagious: 전염성의, 전염적으로, 전염독이 있는, 옮기 쉬운. detailed: 상세한. digest: 소화하다, 참다, 납득하다, 이해하다, 요약하다, 요약, 간추리다, 적요, 삭다-요약, 간추리다-

소화되다, 삭다. heedless: 부주의한, 경솔한. loving: 사랑하는, 애정을 품고있는, 친애하는, 남을 사랑하는, 충실한. opening: 개시, 열기, 개시의, 광장, 구멍, 취직자리, 통로, 개통, 서두, 숲속의 공지, 틈. patient: 환자, 인내력이 강한, 근면한, 병자, 의사쪽에서 보아서 환자, 인내심이 강한, 허용하는, 참을성이 있는, 참을성이 강한, 인내심이 있는.

posted: 밝은, 정통한, 지위가 있는. psychology: 심리학, 심리. rudimentary: 초보의, 미발달의, 흔적의, 발육부전의, 기본의, 형성기의. seed: 씨, 시드하다, 씨를 뿌리다, 자손, 종자, 알, 성숙하다, 시드된 경기자, 원인, 종자가 되는 것, 정액. specialist: 전문가, 기술 하사관, 전문가의, 전문의. steam-engine: 증기 기관.

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without ourselves deteriorating. To “act for the best” might do Helen good, but would do herself harm, and, at the risk of disaster, she kept her colours flying a little longer. She replied that their aunt was much better, and awaited developments.% Tibby approved of her reply. Mellowing rapidly, he was a pleasanter companion than before. Oxford had done much for him. He had lost his peevishness, and could hide his indifference to people and his interest in food. But he had not grown more human. The years between eighteen and twentytwo, so magical for most, were leading him gently from boyhood to middle age. He had never known young-manliness, that quality which warms the heart till death, and gives Mr. Wilcox an imperishable charm. He was frigid, through no fault of his own, and without cruelty. He thought Helen wrong and Margaret right, but the family trouble was for him what a scene behind footlights is for most people. He had only one suggestion to make, and that was characteristic. “Why don’t you tell Mr. Wilcox?” “About Helen?” “Perhaps he has come across that sort of thing.” “He would do all he could, but—” “Oh, you know best. But he is practical.” It was the student’s belief in experts. Margaret demurred for one or two reasons. Presently Helen’s answer came. She sent a telegram requesting the address of the furniture, as she would now return at once. Margaret replied, “Certainly not; meet me at the bankers at four.” She and Tibby went up to London. Helen was not at the bankers, and they were refused her address. Helen had passed into chaos. Margaret put her arm round her brother. He was all that she had left, and never had he seemed more unsubstantial. “Tibby love, what next?” He replied: “It is extraordinary.”

Korean approved: 인가된, 입증된, 승인된, 공인의, 공인된, 정평있는. arm: 팔, 무기, 문장, 군사, 명과, 까치발, 병기, 후미, 팔걸이, 팔 보양의 것, 큰 가지. characteristic: 특질, 에 특유한, 지표, 독특한, 특색, 특색의, 특성, 특질있는, 특징, 특징적인, 의 특징을 나타내는. disaster: 천재, 참사, 재해, 재난, 큰 실패, 재앙.

experts: 전문가. flying: 나는 듯이 빠른, 나는, 질주, 비행, 공중에 뜨는, 급히 서두르는, 솜나부랑이, 공중에 떠도는, 흩날리는 것, 펄럭이는, 뛰어 달아나는. food: 양식, 식량, 식품, 자양분, 먹을 것, 양분, 음식. footlights: 무대, 각광, 풋트라이트, 배우직업. frigid: 딱딱한, 쌀쌀한, 형식적인, 극한의, 불감증의, 몹시 추운,

불감증인, 써늘한. leading: 지도, 주요한, 지휘하는, 통솔, 지표, 훌륭한, 세력있는, 이끄는, 주역의, 납세공, 인도하는. magical: 마술적인, 신기한, 마법 같은, 마법의. rapidly: 서둘러, 급속히, 신속히, 순식간에, 빠르게, 빨리. unsubstantial: 비현실적인, 허울만의, 견고하지 않은, 실질없는, 실체가 없는, 실질이 없는.

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“Dear, your judgment’s often clearer than mine. Have you any notion what’s at the back?” “None, unless it’s something mental.” “Oh—that!” said Margaret. “Quite impossible.” But the suggestion had been uttered, and in a few minutes she took it up herself. Nothing else explained. And London agreed with Tibby. The mask fell off the city, and she saw it for what it really is—a caricature of infinity. The familiar barriers, the streets along which she moved, the houses between which she had made her little journeys for so many years, became negligible suddenly. Helen seemed one with grimy trees and the traffic and the slowly-flowing slabs of mud. She had accomplished a hideous act of renunciation and returned to the One. Margaret’s own faith held firm. She knew the human soul will be merged, if it be merged at all, with the stars and the sea. Yet she felt that her sister had been going amiss for many years. It was symbolic the catastrophe should come now, on a London afternoon, while rain fell slowly.% Henry was the only hope. Henry was definite. He might know of some paths in the chaos that were hidden from them, and she determined to take Tibby’s advice and lay the whole matter in his hands. They must call at his office. He could not well make it worse. She went for a few moments into St. Paul’s, whose dome stands out of the welter so bravely, as if preaching the gospel of form. But within, St. Paul’s is as its surroundings—echoes and whispers, inaudible songs, invisible mosaics, wet footmarks crossing and recrossing the floor. Si monumentum requiris, circumspice: it points us back to London. There was no hope of Helen here. Henry was unsatisfactory at first. That she had expected. He was overjoyed to see her back from Swanage, and slow to admit the growth of a new trouble. When they told him of their search, he only chaffed Tibby and the Schlegels generally, and declared that it was “just like Helen” to lead her relatives a dance. “That is what we all say,” replied Margaret. “But why should it be just like Helen? Why should she be allowed to be so queer, and to grow queerer?”

Korean caricature: 만화식으로 그리다, 만화화, 풍차그림, 풍자하다, 풍자만화, 서투른 모방, 만화화하다, 만화, 민화화, 풍자 만화, 풍자 만화문. crossing: 교차, 교차점, 횡단, 이종교배, 건널목, 교잡, 횡선, 십자로, 방해, 횡단보도, 도항. dome: 둥근꼭대기, 둥근천정, 반구형의것, 머리, 둥근 천장, 둥근 지붕 모양의 물건, 비면, 웅장한 건물.

faith: 신앙, 신의, 신뢰, 신념, 서약, 신용, 신조, 약속, 교리, 충성, 성실. gospel: 복음서, 복음, 교리, 주의, 진리, 교의, 신조, 복음문. grimy: 때묻은, 때으로 더러워진, 더러운, 검댕으로 더럽혀진, 때로 더럽혀진. mask: 가면, 복면, 차폐하다, 마스크, 가면을 쓰다, 탈, 정체를 드러내다, 에게 가면을 씌우다, 방해하다, 가장한 사람, 핑계.

negligible: 무시해도 좋은, 하찮은. overjoyed: 기쁨에 넘친, 매우 기뻐하는. preaching: 설교, 설교하는 것. symbolic: 상징적인, 상징의, 기호를 사용하는, 을 상정하는, 부호의, 상징주의적인. wet: 술, 젖은, 적시다, 습기, 젖다, 축축한, 비의, 우천, 물기, 비, 주류제조 판매를 허가하고 있는.

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“Don’t ask me. I’m a plain man of business. I live and let live. My advice to you both is, don’t worry. Margaret, you’ve got black marks again under your eyes. You know that’s strictly forbidden. First your aunt—then your sister. No, we aren’t going to have it. Are we, Theobald?” He rang the bell. “I’ll give you some tea, and then you go straight to Ducie Street. I can’t have my girl looking as old as her husband.” “All the same, you have not quite seen our point,” said Tibby.% Mr. Wilcox, who was in good spirits, retorted, “I don’t suppose I ever shall.” He leant back, laughing at the gifted but ridiculous family, while the fire flickered over the map of Africa. Margaret motioned to her brother to go on. Rather diffident, he obeyed her. “Margaret’s point is this,” he said. “Our sister may be mad.” Charles, who was working in the inner room, looked round. “Come in, Charles,” said Margaret kindly. “Could you help us at all? We are again in trouble.” “I’m afraid I cannot. What are the facts? We are all mad more or less, you know, in these days.” “The facts are as follows,” replied Tibby, who had at times a pedantic lucidity. “The facts are that she has been in England for three days and will not see us. She has forbidden the bankers to give us her address. She refuses to answer questions. Margaret finds her letters colourless. There are other facts, but these are the most striking.” “She has never behaved like this before, then?” asked Henry. “Of course not!” said his wife, with a frown. “Well, my dear, how am I to know?” A senseless spasm of annoyance came over her. “You know quite well that Helen never sins against affection,” she said. “You must have noticed that much in her, surely.” “Oh yes; she and I have always hit it off together.”

Korean colourless: 특색이 없는, 핏기가 없는, 어느 편에도 치우치지 않는, 무색의. diffident: 자신없는, 암띰, 망설임, 수줍은, 자신없음, 자신 없는. fire: 불, 화재, 발사, 염증, 모닥불, 자극하다, 흥분시키다, 포화, 시련, 불지르다, 광채. forbidden: 금지된, 금단의. gifted: 타고난 재능이 있는, 천부의 재주가 있는, 수재의, 매우 머리가 좋은, 천부의 재능이 있는.

inner: 내부의, 안의, 정신의, 영적인, 무의식의, 몰상식한, 무감각의, 밥통, 비밀의, 위, 영혼, 안쪽의, 무의미한. 과녁의 내권내권 명중, 식욕. spasm: 경련, 발작. lucidity: 맑음, 광휘, 밝음, 투명, 명백, strictly: 엄한, 절대적인, 정확한, 명석, 광명, 밝기, 본정신, 제정신, 엄격하게. 청명. tea: 차, 저녁식사, 달인물, 차잎, 차를 marks: 득점, 자취. 마시다, 차나무, 티, 마리화나, 달여낸 pedantic: 학자연하는, 현학적인, 즙, 오후의 초대. 현학저인, 학자티를 내는, 아는 체하는. senseless: 무감각한, 무분별한,

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“No, Henry—can’t you see?—I don’t mean that.” She recovered herself, but not before Charles had observed her. Stupid and attentive, he was watching the scene.% “I was meaning that when she was eccentric in the past, one could trace it back to the heart in the long run. She behaved oddly because she cared for someone, or wanted to help them. There’s no possible excuse for her now. She is grieving us deeply, and that is why I am sure that she is not well. ‘Mad’ is too terrible a word, but she is not well. I shall never believe it. I shouldn’t discuss my sister with you if I thought she was well—trouble you about her, I mean.” Henry began to grow serious. Ill-health was to him something perfectly definite. Generally well himself, he could not realize that we sink to it by slow gradations. The sick had no rights; they were outside the pale; one could lie to them remorselessly. When his first wife was seized, he had promised to take her down into Hertfordshire, but meanwhile arranged with a nursing-home instead. Helen, too, was ill. And the plan that he sketched out for her capture, clever and well-meaning as it was, drew its ethics from the wolf-pack. “You want to get hold of her?” he said. “That’s the problem, isn’t it? She has got to see a doctor.” “For all I know she has seen one already.” “Yes, yes; don’t interrupt.” He rose to his feet and thought intently. The genial, tentative host disappeared, and they saw instead the man who had carved money out of Greece and Africa, and bought forests from the natives for a few bottles of gin. “I’ve got it,” he said at last. “It’s perfectly easy. Leave it to me. We’ll send her down to Howards End.” “How will you do that?” “After her books. Tell her that she must unpack them herself. Then you can meet her there.” “But, Henry, that’s just what she won’t let me do. It’s part of her—whatever it is—never to see me.”

Korean capture: 포획물, 포획, 획득하다, 점령, 사로잡다, 포착하다, 생포, 지배권을 쥐다, 잡다, 포착, 점령하다. carved: 개척하는, 고기를 베어 나누는, 베는, 새기는, 출세 등을 개척하는. genial: 온화한, 다정한, 친절한, 쾌적한, 온난한, 턱의, 정다운, 천재의, 생식의. gin: 진, 덫, 기중기, 씨아, 기중, 기중장치.

gradations: 순서. 시험, 주저하는. remorselessly: 무자비하게, 후회없게. trace: 선, 발자국, 봇줄, 나아가다, sick: 창백한, 병의, 병자용의, 발견하다, 그리다, 흔적, 베끼다, 의 욕지기가 나는, 그리워하는, 넌더리 유래를 조사하다, 조금, 추적하다. 나는, 상태가 좋지 않은, 싫증이 나는, unpack: 풀다, 꺼내다, 꾸러미를 토하다, 병자의, 싫증이 나서. 끄르다, 도로 빼내다, 짐을 풀다, 짐을 slow: 느린, 느리게, 둔한, 더딘, 부리다, 꾸러미를 풀다, 꾸러미에서 더디게 하다, 늦은, 재미없는, 꺼내다, 언팩하다, 짐 등에서 꺼내다. 느릿느릿, 대범한, 늦게 가는, 늦게 well-meaning: 선의의, 선의에서 하다. 나온, 호인인, 마음씨 좋은, 호의에서 tentative: 시험적인, 시험삼아 하는, 우러난.

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“Of course you won’t tell her you’re going. When she is there, looking at the cases, you’ll just stroll in. If nothing is wrong with her, so much the better. But there’ll be the motor round the corner, and we can run her up to a specialist in no time.”% Margaret shook her head. “It’s quite impossible.” “Why?” “It doesn’t seem impossible to me,” said Tibby; “it is surely a very tippy plan.” “It is impossible, because—” She looked at her husband sadly. “It’s not the particular language that Helen and I talk if you see my meaning. It would do splendidly for other people, whom I don’t blame.” “But Helen doesn’t talk,” said Tibby. “That’s our whole difficulty. She won’t talk your particular language, and on that account you think she’s ill.” “No, Henry; it’s sweet of you, but I couldn’t.” “I see,” he said; “you have scruples.” “I suppose so.” “And sooner than go against them you would have your sister suffer. You could have got her down to Swanage by a word, but you had scruples. And scruples are all very well. I am as scrupulous as any man alive, I hope; but when it is a case like this, when there is a question of madness—” “I deny it’s madness.” “You said just now—” “It’s madness when I say it, but not when you say it.” Henry shrugged his shoulders. “Margaret! Margaret!” he groaned. “No education can teach a woman logic. Now, my dear, my time is valuable. Do you want me to help you or not?” “Not in that way.” “Answer my question. Plain question, plain answer. Do—”

Korean account: 이익, 평가, 계산, 설명하다, 근거, 기사, 변명, 설명, 셈, 셈하다, 이유. alive: 활기를 띠어, 살아서, 혈기왕성하여, 살아 있는, 떼지어, 민감한, 전류가 통하고 있는, 생생하여. corner: 구석, 매점하다, 모퉁이, 을 구석으로 몰다, 모를 내다, 매점, 지방, 궁지, 모서리의 쇠붙이, 구석진 곳, 코너킥.

difficulty: 곤란, 이의, 궁박, 난국, 논쟁, 지장, 어려움, 항의, 곤경. hope: 희망하다, 바라다, 기대, 호프, 희망, 유망한 사람, 희망을 품다, 기대하다, 소망, 바람, 희망을 주는 것. impossible: 불가능한, 참을수 없는, 지독한, 있을 수없는, 어림도 없는, 믿기어려운, 몹시 이상한, 몹시 싫은, 어려운, 있을 수 없는, 괴상망측한. logic: 논리, 논리학, 조리.

scrupulous: 양심적인, 고지식한, 신중한, 주의 깊은, 정확한, 꼼꼼한. sweet: 단 것, 사탕, 캔디, 친절한, 신선한, 상냥한, 상냥하게, 향기로운, 맛있는, 귀여운, 순조롭게. tippy: 불안정한, 엎어지기 쉬운, 기울어지기 쉬운, 엎어 지기 쉬운. whom: 어느 것, 어느 사람, 누구의 목적격.

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Charles surprised them by interrupting. Howards End out of it,” he said.%

“Pater, we may as well keep

“Why, Charles?” Charles could give no reason; but Margaret felt as if, over tremendous distance, a salutation had passed between them. “The whole house is at sixes and sevens,” he said crossly. “We don’t want any more mess.” “Who’s ‘we’?” asked his father. “My boy, pray, who’s ‘we’?” “I am sure I beg your pardon,” said Charles. intruding.”

“I appear always to be

By now Margaret wished she had never mentioned her trouble to her husband. Retreat was impossible. He was determined to push the matter to a satisfactory conclusion, and Helen faded as he talked. Her fair, flying hair and eager eyes counted for nothing, for she was ill, without rights, and any of her friends might hunt her. Sick at heart, Margaret joined in the chase. She wrote her sister a lying letter, at her husband’s dictation; she said the furniture was all at Howards End, but could be seen on Monday next at 3 p.m., when a charwoman would be in attendance. It was a cold letter, and the more plausible for that. Helen would think she was offended. And on Monday next she and Henry were to lunch with Dolly, and then ambush themselves in the garden. After they had gone, Mr. Wilcox said to his son: “I can’t have this sort of behaviour, my boy. Margaret’s too sweet-natured to mind, but I mind for her.” Charles made no answer. “Is anything wrong with you, Charles, this afternoon?” “No, pater; but you may be taking on a bigger business than you reckon.” “How?” “Don’t ask me.”

Korean ambush: 잠복, 매복, 복병, 매복장소, 숨어서 기다리다, 메복하다. attendance: 출석, 시중, 돌봄, 참석, 출근, 간호, 출석자수, 관객수, 서비스, 서비스료. behaviour: 행동, 동작, 행실, 움직이는 폼, 대우, 태도, 가동. cold: 냉정한, 희미한, 추운, 차가운, 흥을 깨는, 감기, 냉담한, 불감증의, 약한, 한색의, 열을 흡수하기 어려운. dictation: 명령, 지령, 받아쓰기, 수술,

받아 쓰기, 구술, 받아 쓴 것. 위기, 억지로 떠맡기다, 억지, 밀어 eager: 열심인, 열망하여, 심한, 에 움직이다, 밀고 나아가다, 추진, 열성적인, 열망하는, 갈망하는. 강하게 주장하다. garden: 유원지, 정원, 비옥한 땅, 뜰, salutation: 인사, 인사말, 경례, 절, 광장, 흔히 있는, 원예, 외야, 정원의, 목례. 땅이 기름진 농경 지대, 가. satisfactory: 더할나위 없는, 만족한, hunt: 찾다, 사냥, 사냥하다, 몰이하다, 만족스러운, 충분히 속죄가 되는. 사냥을 하다, 사냥에 쓰다, 추적하다, son: 아들, 자손, 젊은이, 병신 같은 놈, 괴롭히다, 박해하다, 쫓아 버리다, 치사한 놈, 양자, 사위, 계승자, 예수, 쫑아 버리다. 자제, 나라사람. push: 밀다, 절박, 쑥 내밀다, 적극성,

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One%speaks of the moods of spring, but the days that are her true children have only one mood; they are all full of the rising and dropping of winds, and the whistling of birds. New flowers may come out, the green embroidery of the hedges increase, but the same heaven broods overhead, soft, thick, and blue, the same figures, seen and unseen, are wandering by coppice and meadow. The morning that Margaret had spent with Miss Avery, and the afternoon she set out to entrap Helen, were the scales of a single balance. Time might never have moved, rain never have fallen, and man alone, with his schemes and ailments, was troubling Nature until he saw her through a veil of tears. She protested no more. Whether Henry was right or wrong, he was most kind, and she knew of no other standard by which to judge him. She must trust him absolutely. As soon as he had taken up a business, his obtuseness vanished. He profited by the slightest indications, and the capture of Helen promised to be staged as deftly as the marriage of Evie. They went down in the morning as arranged, and he discovered that their victim was actually in Hilton. On his arrival he called at all the livery-stables in the village, and had a few minutes’ serious conversation with the proprietors. What he said, Margaret did not know—perhaps not the truth; but news arrived

Korean afternoon: 오후, 오후의, 석간, 오후에, 대낮. arrival: 도착, 도착자, 출현, 도달, 신생아, 입항, 출생, 도착의, 도착자물. balance: 저울, 천칭, 균형, 균형을 잡다, 평균, 평형, 청산하다, 비교하다, 번갈아 앞뒤로 움직이다, 밸런스, 맞아떨어지다. coppice: 작은 관목숲, 잡목숲, 작은 관목 숲.

embroidery: 윤색, 자수, 수놓기, 자수품. judge: 판단하다, 재판관, 재판하다, 판사, 사사기, 심판자, 비판하다, 사사, 판결을내리다, 판결을 내리다, 심판하는 사람. overhead: 머리 위의, 전반적인, 경상비, 위층에, 고가의, 상공에, 위로, 총경비, 일반의, 간접비, 라켓을 사용하는 경기의 머리 위에서 내려치는 타구.

scales: 저울. soft: 조용한, 부드러운 물건, 부드러운, 온화한, 수월한, 조용하게, 상쾌한, 매끈한, 연한, 부드럽게, 손쉬운. truth: 성실, 진실, 진리, 사실, 정직, 사실은, 사실을 말하면, 정말, 박진성. victim: 희생, 피해자, 밥, 봉, 산 재물, 희생자. whistling: 휘파람을 부는, 휘파람같은 소리를 내는, 천식, 휘파람.

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after lunch that a lady had come by the London train, and had taken a fly to Howards End.% “She was bound to drive,” said Henry. “There will be her books. “I cannot make it out,” said Margaret for the hundredth time. “Finish your coffee, dear. We must be off.” “Yes, Margaret, you know you must take plenty,” said Dolly. Margaret tried, but suddenly lifted her hand to her eyes. Dolly stole glances at her father-in-law which he did not answer. In the silence the motor came round to the door. “You’re not fit for it,” he said anxiously. “Let me go alone. I know exactly what to do.” “Oh yes, I am fit,” said Margaret, uncovering her face. “Only most frightfully worried. I cannot feel that Helen is really alive. Her letters and telegrams seem to have come from someone else. Her voice isn’t in them. I don’t believe your driver really saw her at the station. I wish I’d never mentioned it. I know that Charles is vexed. Yes, he is—” She seized Dolly’s hand and kissed it. “There, Dolly will forgive me. There. Now we’ll be off.” Henry had been looking at her closely. He did not like this breakdown. “Don’t you want to tidy yourself?” he asked. “Have I time?” “Yes, plenty.” She went to the lavatory by the front door, and as soon as the bolt slipped, Mr. Wilcox said quietly: “Dolly, I’m going without her.” Dolly’s eyes lit up with vulgar excitement. She followed him on tip-toe out to the car. “Tell her I thought it best.” “Yes, Mr. Wilcox, I see.”

Korean anxiously: 걱정스럽게, 근심하여, exactly: 정확하게, 꼭, 그렇소, 조금도 lady: 귀부인, 부인, 숙녀, 양, 걱정하여. 틀림없이, 바로 그렇습니다, 바로 성모마리아, 기품있는 여성, 모 bound: 범위, 경계, 행의, 열중하여, 그대로, 바로, 틀림없이. 마리아, 애인, 여자 변소, 여성용 되튀다, 뜀, 밀접한 관계에, 한계, 에 fly: 날다, 파리, 날리다, 조종하다, 화장실, 여자. 가려고, 결심을 한, 확실한. 달아나다, 순식간에없어지다, lavatory: 세면대, 세면소, 화장실, breakdown: 분석, 붕괴, 고장, 사고, 비행하다, 비행, 도망하다, 달리다, 세면실. 쇠약, 활발한 흑인의 재즈 댄스, 몰락, 펄럭이다. tidy: 단정한, 상당한, 자질구레한 것을 결렬. hundredth: 백번째의, 제 백의, 백분의 넣는 그릇, 의지의 등씌우개, 깨끗한 closely: 꽉, 열심히, 밀접하게, 면밀히, 일, 백 번째의 것, 백의 것, 백의, 것을 좋아하는, 정돈하다, 꽤 좋은, 접근하여, 일심으로, 알뜰하게, 백번째의 사람, 백의 사람, 백, 치우다, 포동포동한, 깨끗이 치우다, 친밀하게, 엄중히, 친밀히, 엄밀히. 백번째. 말쑥한.

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“Say anything you like. All right.” The car started well, and with ordinary luck would have got away. But Porgly-woggles, who was playing in the garden, chose this moment to sit down in the middle of the path. Crane, in trying to pass him, ran one wheel over a bed of wallflowers. Dolly screamed. Margaret, hearing the noise, rushed out hatless, and was in time to jump on the footboard. She said not a single word: he was only treating her as she had treated Helen, and her rage at his dishonesty only helped to indicate what Helen would feel against them. She thought, “I deserve it: I am punished for lowering my colours.” And she accepted his apologies with a calmness that astonished him.% “I still consider you are not fit for it,” he kept saying. “Perhaps I was not at lunch. But the whole thing is spread clearly before me now.” “I was meaning to act for the best.” “Just lend me your scarf, will you? This wind takes one’s hair so.” “Certainly, dear girl. Are you all right now?” “Look! My hands have stopped trembling.” “And have quite forgiven me? Then listen. Her cab should already have arrived at Howards End. (We’re a little late, but no matter.) Our first move will be to send it down to wait at the farm, as, if possible, one doesn’t want a scene before servants. A certain gentleman”—he pointed at Crane’s back—”won’t drive in, but will wait a little short of the front gate, behind the laurels. Have you still the keys of the house?” “Yes.” “Well, they aren’t wanted. Do you remember how the house stands?” “Yes.” “If we don’t find her in the porch, we can stroll round into the garden. Our object—” Here they stopped to pick up the doctor.

Korean calmness: 평온, 냉정, 참착, 침착. deserve: 값어치가 있다, 받을 만하다, 할 만하다. footboard: 발판, 디딤판. hatless: 모자 없는, 모자를 안 쓴. hearing: 청력, 듣기, 들어주기, 들리는 거리, 청각, 경청, 가청거리, 청위, 청취, 들리는 범위, 심문. indicate: 가리키다, 지적하다, 나타내다, 보이다, 필요성을 나타내다, 지시하다, 지시를 내다, 의

징조이다, 은연중 나타내다, 사용할것을 지적하다, 의 표시다. laurels: 월계수의 가지, 월계수의 잎, 승리의 표시로서의 월계수의 잎, 승리의 표시로서의 월계수의 가지, 명예. lend: 빌려주다, 증대시키다, 더하다, 꾸어주다, 도와주다, 돈을 꾸어주다. lowering: 내려가는, 비천한, 저하시키는, 저하, 낮게 하는. path: 통로, 행로, 길, 경로, 경주로,

진로, 좁은 길. scarf: 스카프, 넥타이, 목도리, 사모턱 이음, 테이블보, 접합하다, 입다, 책상보, 덮다, 끼워 잇기, 깃장식을 두르다. wheel: 방향을 바꾸다, 선회시키다, 자전거를 타다, 움직이다, 녹로로 만들다, 핸들, 바퀴, 수레바퀴, 자전거, 세력가, 선회하다.

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“I%was just saying to my wife, Mansbridge, that our main object is not to frighten Miss Schlegel. The house, as you know, is my property, so it should seem quite natural for us to be there. The trouble is evidently nervous— wouldn’t you say so, Margaret?” The doctor, a very young man, began to ask questions about Helen. Was she normal? Was there anything congenital or hereditary? Had anything occurred that was likely to alienate her from her family? “Nothing,” answered Margaret, wondering what would have happened if she had added: “Though she did resent my husband’s immorality.” “She always was highly strung,” pursued Henry, leaning back in the car as it shot past the church. “A tendency to spiritualism and those things, though nothing serious. Musical, literary, artistic, but I should say normal—a very charming girl.” Margaret’s anger and terror increased every moment. How dare these men label her sister! What horrors lay ahead! What impertinences that shelter under the name of science! The pack was turning on Helen, to deny her human rights, and it seemed to Margaret that all Schlegels were threatened with her. “Were they normal?” What a question to ask! And it is always those who know nothing about human nature, who are bored by psychology and shocked by physiology, who ask it. However piteous her sister’s state, she knew that she must be on her side. They would be mad together if the world chose to consider them so. It was now five minutes past three. The car slowed down by the farm, in the yard of which Miss Avery was standing. Henry asked her whether a cab had gone past. She nodded, and the next moment they caught sight of it, at the end of the lane. The car ran silently like a beast of prey. So unsuspicious was Helen that she was sitting on the porch, with her back to the road. She had come. Only her head and shoulders were visible. She sat framed in the vine, and one of her hands played with the buds. The wind ruffled her hair, the sun glorified it; she was as she had always been.

Korean alienate: 양도하다, 멀리하다, 이간하다, 소원하게 하다, 멀리 하다, 따돌리다, 딴 데로 돌리다. buds: 남성용 내의. congenital: 타고난, 선천적인. framed: 틀에 낀. hereditary: 세습의, 유전의, 대대의, 유전성의. label: 꼬리표, 이름을 붙이다, 라고 부르다, 라고부르다, 레이블, 우표, 딱지, 부호, 분류하다, 상표, 에

꼬리표를 붙이다. literary: 문어의, 문학의, 문학에 소양이 깊은, 문학에 능통한, 문필의, 문어적인, 문예의, 문학적인, 학문의, 문학에 정통한. physiology: 생리학, 생리 현상. piteous: 애처로운, 불쌍한. prey: 괴롭히다, 먹이, 밥, 희생, 해하다, 포식, 약탈품, 잡아먹다, 약탈품- 먹이로 하다, 약탈하다, 먹이로 하다.

shelter: 방공호, 보호하다, 피난하다, 보호물, 은신처, 차페물, 주거, 햇빛을 피하다, 비호하다, 비호, 대피호. silently: 잠자코, 조용히, 아무 말 않고, 묵묵히, 고요하게. spiritualism: 유심론, 강신술, 심령론, 관념론, 강령설. unsuspicious: 의심스럽지 않은, 의심치 않은, 의심하지 않는. yard: 야드, 마당, 조차장, 뜰, 마, 구내, 작업장, 활대, 일터, 지팡이, 막대.

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Margaret was seated next to the door. Before her husband could prevent her, she slipped out. She ran to the garden gate, which was shut, passed through it, and deliberately pushed it in his face. The noise alarmed Helen. Margaret saw her rise with an unfamiliar movement, and, rushing into the porch, learnt the simple explanation of all their fears—her sister was with child.% “Is the truant all right?” called Henry. She had time to whisper: “Oh, my darling—” The keys of the house were in her hand. She unlocked Howards End and thrust Helen into it. “Yes, all right,” she said, and stood with her back to the door.

Korean alarmed: 불안해 하는, 겁 먹은, 깜짝 놀란. deliberately: 신중히, 유유히, 일부러, 찬찬히, 고의로. movement: 악장, 운동, 움직임, 변통, 동작, 기계의 움직이는 부분, 나도는 상황, 운전, 진전, 동향, 이동. porch: 베란다, 현관, 옛날 아테네에서 제노가 제자들을 모아서 철학 강의를 한 복도. prevent: 예방하다, 방해하다,

일어나지 않게 하다, 방해하여, 막다, 밀치다, 밀기, 돌격. 에 앞서서 처리하다. truant: 무단 결석하는, 농뗑이, 무단 rise: 일어나다, 떠오르다, 오르다, 결석하다, 농뗑이 부리다, 무단 기원, 증대, 상승, 향상하다, 출세, 결석자, 게으름뱅이. 등귀, 일어서다, 소생. whisper: 속삭이다, 속삭임, 소근거림, rushing: 러닝 플레이로 나아간 거리, 살랑살랑소리, 살랑살랑 소리를 내다, 러싱. 말을 가만히 퍼뜨리다, 은밀히 말을 seated: 걸상이 ~한, 앉는 부분이 ~한, 퍼뜨리다, 몰래 말하다, 소문, 적은 엉덩이가~한. 분량, 일러바치다. thrust: 밀다, 찌르다, 찔러넣다, 공격, 습격, 돌진하다, 찌르기, 혹평,

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“Margaret, %you look upset!” said Henry. Mansbridge had followed. Crane was at the gate, and the flyman had stood up on the box. Margaret shook her head at them; she could not speak any more. She remained clutching the keys, as if all their future depended on them. Henry was asking more questions. She shook her head again. His words had no sense. She heard him wonder why she had let Helen in. “You might have given me a knock with the gate,” was another of his remarks. Presently she heard herself speaking. She, or someone for her, said “Go away.” Henry came nearer. He repeated, “Margaret, you look upset again. My dear, give me the keys. What are you doing with Helen?” “Oh, dearest, do go away, and I will manage it all.” “Manage what?” He stretched out his hand for the keys. She might have obeyed if it had not been for the doctor. “Stop that at least,” she said piteously; the doctor had turned back, and was questioning the driver of Helen’s cab. A new feeling came over her; she was fighting for women against men. She did not care about rights, but if men came into Howards End, it should be over her body. “Come, this is an odd beginning,” said her husband.

Korean box: 상자, 회양목, 상자모양의것, 선을두른기사, 따귀, 따귀를갈기다, 상자에넣다, 박스 기사, 선물, 손바닥으로 침, 한 상자의 분량. cab: 택시, 자습서, 택시로 가다, 기관사실, 트럭의 운전대, 택시를 타다, 승객용마차, 승합마차, 운전대. fighting: 싸움, 전투의, 전투, 논쟁, 다툼, 투쟁 싸우는, 회전, 전투용의, 화이팅. flyman: 무대 장치를 조작하는 담당자,

전세 유람 마차의 마부, 무대 장치를 맡아 보는 사람. gate: 수문, 문, 입장자수, 입장권 매상총액, 문짝, 금족을 명하다, 출입구, 차단기, 시가, 법정, 방법. knock: 노킹, 노크, 두드리다, 부딪치다, 치다, 튼튼한, 두드림, 깜짝 놀라게 하다, 깍아내리다, 그 소리, 헐뜯다. piteously: 가련하게. questioning: 질문, 의심스러운, 심문,

묻는 듯한, 캐묻는. repeated: 되풀이된, 거듭된. speak: 이야기하다, 탄원하다, 표명하다, 이야기 하다, 울리다, 연설하다, 말하다, 성명하다, 나타내다, 쓰다, 에게 말을 걸다. stretched: 잡아당기는. upset: 전복, 불화, 뒤집힌, 혼란, 혼란한, 지게하다, 패배, 망치다, 뒤집어 엎다, 몸을해치다, 당황케 하다.

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The doctor came forward now, and whispered two words to Mr. Wilcox—the scandal was out. Sincerely horrified, Henry stood gazing at the earth.% “I cannot help it,” said Margaret. “Do wait. It’s not my fault. Please all four of you to go away now.” Now the flyman was whispering to Crane. “We are relying on you to help us, Mrs. Wilcox,” said the young doctor. “Could you go in and persuade your sister to come out?” “On what grounds?” said Margaret, suddenly looking him straight in the eyes. Thinking it professional to prevaricate, he murmured something about a nervous breakdown. “I beg your pardon, but it is nothing of the sort. You are not qualified to attend my sister, Mr. Mansbridge. If we require your services, we will let you know.” “I can diagnose the case more bluntly if you wish,” he retorted. “You could, but you have not. You are, therefore, not qualified to attend my sister.” “Come, come, Margaret!” said Henry, never raising his eyes. “This is a terrible business, an appalling business. It’s doctor’s orders. Open the door.” “Forgive me, but I will not.” “I don’t agree.” Margaret was silent. “This business is as broad as it’s long,” contributed the doctor. “We had better all work together. You need us, Mrs. Wilcox, and we need you.” “Quite so,” said Henry. “I do not need you in the least,” said Margaret. The two men looked at each other anxiously. “No more does my sister, who is still many weeks from her confinement.”

Korean bluntly: 무디게, 무뚝뚝하게, 퉁명스럽게. broad: 넓은, 광대한, 넓은 뜻의-넓은 곳, 호수, 마음이 넓은, 대강의, 밝은.대강의, 밝은, 음란한, 가득찬, 단번에 알 수 있는. diagnose: 진단하다. nervous: 신경의, 강한, 힘찬, 소심한, 흥분하기 쉬운, 신경질의, 간결한, 침착성이 없는, 안절부절못하는, 안달복달하는, 신경질인.

persuade: 납득시키다, 주장하다, 을 필요로 하다, 할필요가 있다, 설복하다, 설득하다. 명령하다, 구하다, 을 요하다, prevaricate: 속이다, 얼버무려 넘기다. 필요로하다, 필요하다, 법률 따위가 professional: 직업적인, 지적 직업에 요구하다. 종사하는, 직업화하다, 지적 직업인, wait: 기다리다, 늦추다, 기다림, 직업 선수, 직업선수직업 선수, 기다리는 시간, 시중들다, 시중을 직업인, 전문의-지적 직업인, 전문의, 들다, 미루다, 성가대, 방문하다, 하지 장사를 하는, 지적 직업에 알맞은. 않고 내버려 두다, 따르다. qualified: 한정된, 자격 있는, 조건부의, 적임의, 면허 받은, 제한된. require: 요구하다, 명하다, 요청하다,

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“Margaret, Margaret!” “Well, Henry, send your doctor away. What possible use is he now?” Mr. Wilcox ran his eye over the house. He had a vague feeling that he must stand firm and support the doctor. He himself might need support, for there was trouble ahead.% “It all turns on affection now,” said Margaret. “Affection. Don’t you see?” Resuming her usual methods, she wrote the word on the house with her finger. “Surely you see. I like Helen very much, you not so much. Mr. Mansbridge doesn’t know her. That’s all. And affection, when reciprocated, gives rights. Put that down in your notebook, Mr. Mansbridge. It’s a useful formula.” Henry told her to be calm. “You don’t know what you want yourselves,” said Margaret, folding her arms. “For one sensible remark I will let you in. But you cannot make it. You would trouble my sister for no reason. I will not permit it. I’ll stand here all the day sooner.” “Mansbridge,” said Henry in a low voice, “perhaps not now.” The pack was breaking up. At a sign from his master, Crane also went back into the car. “Now, Henry, you,” she said gently. None of her bitterness had been directed at him. “Go away now, dear. I shall want your advice later, no doubt. Forgive me if I have been cross. But, seriously, you must go.” He was too stupid to leave her. Now it was Mr. Mansbridge who called in a low voice to him. “I shall soon find you down at Dolly’s,” she called, as the gate at last clanged between them. The fly moved out of the way, the motor backed, turned a little, backed again, and turned in the narrow road. A string of farm carts came up in the middle; but she waited through all, for there was no hurry. When all was over and the car had started, she opened the door. “Oh, my darling!” she said. “My darling, forgive me.” Helen was standing in the hall.

Korean cross: 교차하다, 교배시키다, 가로지르다, 십자가, 고난, 가로의, 잡종의, 부정, 가로줄을 긋다, 건너가다, 비뚤어진. directed: 규제된, 유도된, 지시받은. folding: 접는, 접을 수 있는, 저게된. master: 주인, 석사, 도련님, 대가, 선생, 명인, 숙달하다, 임자, 교장, 가장, 억제하다. narrow: 제한된, 해협, 좁히다, 좁아지다, 가는, 가까스로의, 마음이

좁은, 한정된, 좁은, 협로, 하협. 수 있는, 알아채고, 알아챈, 느낄 수 notebook: 공책, 수첩, 노트, 어음첩, 있는, 느끼기 쉬운, 감각의, 연습장, 잡기장, 필기장, 노우트. 신용본위의, 눈에 띌 정도의. permit: 허락하다, 가능하게 하다, sign: 기호, 간판, 표시, 손짓, 서명시켜 가능하게하다, 면허, 하게 내버려 고용하다, 기적, 서명하다, 징후, 두다, 허가, 여유가 있다, 용납하다, 신호하다, 사인, 길잡이. 허가증. string: 현, 일렬, 속이다, 긴장시키다, send: 보내다, 내리다, 던지다, 내다, 끈, 부대 조건, 실이되다, 섬유를 빠지게 하다, 시키다, 쏘다, 전도하다, 떼다, 실, 의 현을 조르다, 일렬로 쫓아버리다, 베풀다, 주시다. 늘어세우다. sensible: 분별 있는, 현명한, 지각할

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Margaret bolted the door on the inside. Then she would have kissed her sister, but Helen, in a dignified voice, that came strangely from her, said: “Convenient! You did not tell me that the books were unpacked. I have found nearly everything that I want.% “I told you nothing that was true.” “It has been a great surprise, certainly. Has Aunt Juley been ill?” “Helen, you wouldn’t think I’d invent that?” “I suppose not,” said Helen, turning away, and crying a very little. “But one loses faith in everything after this.” “We thought it was illness, but even then—I haven’t behaved worthily.” Helen selected another book. “I ought not to have consulted anyone. What would our father have thought of me?” She did not think of questioning her sister, nor of rebuking her. Both might be necessary in the future, but she had first to purge a greater crime than any that Helen could have committed—that want of confidence that is the work of the devil.

Korean anyone: 누군가, 누구도, 누구라도, 누구든지. certainly: 확실히, 알았습니다, 물론이죠, 틀림없이, 그렇고말고요, 그럼은요, 그렇고 말고요. confidence: 신임, 비밀, 자신, 신용, 배짱, 신뢰, 확신, 털어놓음, 대담함, 속이야기, 신뢰대담함. crime: 범죄, 죄악, 죄, 나쁜짓, 반 도덕적 행위, 부끄러운짓, 유감스런일, 군기위반으로 처벌하다,

분한 일, 유감스런 일. 정성들여, 가까이에 접근하여, dignified: 고귀한, 위험 있는, 위엄 꼼꼼하게, 대략, 간신히, 아주, 있는. 긴밀하게, 정밀하게. illness: 병. purge: 일소하다, 깨끗이 하다, inside: 내부, 내부에, 안쪽, 내부의, 깨끗해지다, 추방하다, 풀다, 하제, 배, 내막, 안쪽의, 내부에 있는, 정화, 변동시키다, 변동시키다인가에 가까운 부분, 내면에, 내면의. 깨끗해지다-정화, 숙청, 제거하다. invent: 발명하다, 날조하다, 조작하다, strangely: 이상하게, 기묘하게, 만들다, 창안하다, 훔치다, 을 서먹서먹하게, 기묘하게도, 색다르게, 처음으로 만들어 내다. 이상하게도. nearly: 거의, 밀접하게, 가까스로,

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“Yes, %I am annoyed,” replied Helen. “My wishes should have been respected. I would have gone through this meeting if it was necessary, but after Aunt Juley recovered, it was not necessary. Planning my life, as I now have to do—” “Come away from those books,” called Margaret. “Helen, do talk to me.” “I was just saying that I have stopped living haphazard. One can’t go through a great deal of”—she missed out the noun—”without planning one’s actions in advance. I am going to have a child in June, and in the first place conversations, discussions, excitement, are not good for me. I will go through them if necessary, but only then. In the second place I have no right to trouble people. I cannot fit in with England as I know it. I have done something that the English never pardon. It would not be right for them to pardon it. So I must live where I am not known.” “But why didn’t you tell me, dearest?” “Yes,” replied Helen judicially. “I might have, but decided to wait.” “ I believe you would never have told me.” “Oh yes, I should. We have taken a flat in Munich.” Margaret glanced out of window. “By ‘we’ I mean myself and Monica. But for her, I am and have been and always wish to be alone.” “I have not heard of Monica.” “You wouldn’t have. She’s an Italian—by birth at least. She makes her living by journalism. I met her originally on Garda. Monica is much the best person to see me through.” “You are very fond of her, then.” “She has been extraordinarily sensible with me.” Margaret guessed at Monica’s type—”Italiano Inglesiato” they had named it: the crude feminist of the South, whom one respects but avoids. And Helen had turned to it in her need!

Korean advance: 나아가게 하다, 승진시키다, 나아가다, 값을 올리다, 전진, 진보, 의견을 내다 선불하다, 전진하다, 승급, 선불, 제출하다. birth: 탄생, 태어난 것, 출산, 출생, 혈통, 가문, 기원, 출신, 태생. crude: 조잡한, 미숙한, 날것의, 노골적인, 천연그대로의, 익지 않은, 어미 변화가 없는, 원료, 칙칙한, 거친, 소화가 안된. feminist: 여권 주장자, 여권 확장론자,

여권주의자, 여성 해방론자, 남녀 특히 경제적 계획, 사회적 계획. 동권론자, 페미니스트. respects: 인사. journalism: 저널리즘, 신문기수투의 window: 창, 창문, 창틀, 창을 내다, 문체, 신문업. 장식창, 윈도, 예정기일의 차이, 실행 living: 생계, 현존의, 생활, 생활에 기간, 관찰할 기회, 창구. 관한, 목사의 수입, 살림, 살아있는, wish: 소원, 바라다, 빌다, 기원, 현대의, 활기있는, 흐르고 있는, 이기를 빌다, 떠맡기다, 면 좋겠다고 자연그대로의. 생각하다, 기원 하다, 바람, 희망하다, originally: 원래, 독창적으로, 바라는 바. 최초부터, 처음에는, 처음부터, 본래. planning: 계획, 평면 계획, 계획화,

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“You must not think that we shall never meet,” said Helen, with a measured kindness. “I shall always have a room for you when you can be spared, and the longer you can be with me the better. But you haven’t understood yet, Meg, and of course it is very difficult for you. This is a shock to you. It isn’t to me, who have been thinking over our futures for many months, and they won’t be changed by a slight contretemps, such as this. I cannot live in England.”% “Helen, you’ve not forgiven me for my treachery. You couldn’t talk like this to me if you had.” “Oh, Meg dear, why do we talk at all?” She dropped a book and sighed wearily. Then, recovering herself, she said: “Tell me, how is it that all the books are down here?” “Series of mistakes.” “And a great deal of the furniture has been unpacked.” “All.” “Who lives here, then?” “No one.” “I suppose you are letting it though—” “The house is dead,” said Margaret with a frown. “Why worry on about it?” “But I am interested. You talk as if I had lost all my interest in life. I am still Helen, I hope. Now this hasn’t the feel of a dead house. The hall seems more alive even than in the old days, when it held the Wilcoxes’ own things.” “Interested, are you? Very well, I must tell you, I suppose. My husband lent it on condition we—but by a mistake all our things were unpacked, and Miss Avery, instead of—” She stopped. “Look here, I can’t go on like this. I warn you I won’t. Helen, why should you be so miserably unkind to me, simply because you hate Henry?” “I don’t hate him now,” said Helen. “I have stopped being a schoolgirl, and, Meg, once again, I’m not being unkind. But as for fitting in with your English

Korean dead: 완전히, 죽은, 무감각한, 활기없는, 지쳐버린, 완전한, 죽은 듯이 고요함, 가장 생기가 없는 시각, 죽은 사람, 확실한, 몹시. deal: 도르다, 전나무 재목, 나누다, 베풀다, 소나무 재목, 장사하다, 주다, 카드놀이의 패 도르는 일, 한 판, 가하다, 거래하다. fitting: 입혀보기, 비품, 부속품, 가구, 설치, 적합, 적당한, 어울리는, 건구, 형, 입어보기.

interested: 흥미를 가진, 이해 관계 정신팔린, 죽인, 파멸된, 잃어버린, 있는, 이해 관계가 있는, 사심이 있는, 헛되이, 죽은. 타산적인, 편견을 가진, 사리에 measured: 신중한, 정확히 잰, 정연한, 좌우된. 고려한, 표준에입각한, 정확하게잰, lent: 사순절, 케리므브즈 대학 춘계 율동적인, 박자가맞는, 박자가 맞는, 보트 레이스. 알맞은, 운을 다는. live: 살다, 생활하다, 존속하다, 남다, miserably: 비참하게, 불쌍하게, 보내다, 살아 있다, 살아있는, 형편없이, 비참할 만큼, 초라하게, 생방송의, 생존하다, 을 상식으로 지독히. 하다, 재미있게살다. treachery: 배반, 배신, 반역. lost: 진, 허비한, 잃은, 놓친, 길잃은,

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life—no, put it out of your head at once. Imagine a visit from me at Ducie Street! It’s unthinkable.” Margaret could not contradict her. It was appalling to see her quietly moving forward with her plans, not bitter or excitable, neither asserting innocence nor confessing guilt, merely desiring freedom and the company of those who would not blame her. She had been through—how much? Margaret did not know. But it was enough to part her from old habits as well as old friends.% “Tell me about yourself,” said Helen, who had chosen her books, and was lingering over the furniture. “There’s nothing to tell.” “But your marriage has been happy, Meg?” “Yes, but I don’t feel inclined to talk.” “You feel as I do.” “Not that, but I can’t.” “No more can I. It is a nuisance, but no good trying.” Something had come between them. Perhaps it was Society, which henceforward would exclude Helen. Perhaps it was a third life, already potent as a spirit. They could find no meeting-place. Both suffered acutely, and were not comforted by the knowledge that affection survived. “Look here, Meg, is the coast clear?” “You mean that you want to go away from me?” “I suppose so—dear old lady! it isn’t any use. I knew we should have nothing to say. Give my love to Aunt Juley and Tibby, and take more yourself than I can say. Promise to come and see me in Munich later.” “Certainly, dearest.” “For that is all we can do.” It seemed so. Most ghastly of all was Helen’s common sense: Monica had been extraordinarily good for her.

Korean acutely: 격심하게, 예민하게, exclude: 몰아내다, 제외하다, 날카롭게. 배척하다, 추방하다, 들어오지 못하게 chosen: 선발된, 좋아하는, 뽑힌, 하다, 채택하지 않다, 여지를 전혀 선택한, 선택된, 신에게 선택된, 주지 않다. 신에게 뽑힌. freedom: 자유, 특권, 면제, 자유독립, coast: 해안, 힘들이지 않고 해치우다, 해면, 자유사용권, 자유 자재, 솔직함, 썰매로 미끄러져 내려가다, 연안, 뛰어난 승차감, 제멋대로 함, 활강사면, 타성으로 달리다, 해방되어 있음. 타력주행, 태평양 연안지방, ghastly: 무시무시한, 지독한, 추진하다, 자전거의 페달을 밟지 않ㄱ 송장같은, 핼쑥한, 파랗게 질린, 내려가다, 연안지방. 무섭게, 무서운, 할쑥한, 심한,

무시무시하게. guilt: 죄, 비행, 유죄, 죄의식. habits: 버릇, 습관. henceforward: 차후, 이후, 금후. lingering: 머뭇거리는, 오래끄는, 못내 아쉬운, 미련이 있는, 오래 끄는, 주저하는. potent: 유력한, 힘센, 효력이 있는, 성적 능력이 있는, 도덕적으로 영향력이 강한, 효험이 있는, 효능이 있는.

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“I am glad to have seen you and the things.” She looked at the bookcase lovingly, as if she was saying farewell to the past.% Margaret unbolted the door. She remarked: “The car has gone, and here’s your cab.” She led the way to it, glancing at the leaves and the sky. The spring had never seemed more beautiful. The driver, who was leaning on the gate, called out, “Please, lady, a message,” and handed her Henry’s visiting-card through the bars. “How did this come?” she asked. Crane had returned with it almost at once. She read the card with annoyance. It was covered with instructions in domestic French. When she and her sister had talked she was to come back for the night to Dolly’s. “Il faut dormir sur ce sujet.” While Helen was to be found “une comfortable chambre a l’hotel.” The final sentence displeased her greatly until she remembered that the Charles’ had only one spare room, and so could not invite a third guest. “Henry would have done what he could,” she interpreted. Helen had not followed her into the garden. The door once open, she lost her inclination to fly. She remained in the hall, going from bookcase to table. She grew more like the old Helen, irresponsible and charming. “This is Mr. Wilcox’s house?” she inquired. “Surely you remember Howards End?” “Remember? I who remember everything! But it looks to be ours now.” “Miss Avery was extraordinary,” said Margaret, her own spirits lightening a little. Again she was invaded by a slight feeling of disloyalty. But it brought her relief, and she yielded to it. “She loved Mrs. Wilcox, and would rather furnish her house with our things than think of it empty. In consequence here are all the library books. “

Korean covered: 덮개를 씌운, 뚜껑을 한, 모자를 쓴, 엄호물이 있는, 지붕이 있는, 차폐한, 감춰진. crane: 기중기, 학, 사이펀, 목을 길게 빼다, 기중기로 달아올리다, 크레인, 쑥 내밀다, 뱃전의 팔 모양의 기중기, 왜가리, 자재갈고리, 주저하다. domestic: 국내의, 하인, 가정적인, 하녀, 길들여진, 국산의, 가정에충실한, 가정내의, 가사의, 가정의, 길든.

everything: 만사, 가장 소중한 것, 무엇이든지모두, 모두, 무엇이든지. farewell: 안녕, 고별, 작별의 인사, 작별의인사, 작별 인사를 하다, 작별. final: 결정적인, 목적의, 최후의 것, 결승전, 최종시험, 최종의, 목적을 나타내는, 말끝의, 마지막의, 최후의. furnish: 설비, 공급하다, 가구를 갖추다, 비치된가구, 비치된 가구, 장치를 갖추다, 주다, 설치하다, 가구를 설비하다.

guest: 손님, 빈객, 내방자, 숙박인, 기생 동물, 기생 식물. instructions: 훈령. lovingly: 애정을 기울여. relief: 교체, 제거, 기분 전환, 구조, 돋을새김, 고저, 경감, 탁월, 기복, 부조, 소창. sentence: 문장, 선고, 판결, 형벌, 악구, 결정, 의견, 선고하다, 금언, 악절, 명제. unbolted: 체질하지 않은.

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“Not all the books. She hasn’t unpacked the Art Books, in which she may show her sense. And we never used to have the sword here.” “The sword looks well, though.” “Magnificent.” “Yes, doesn’t it?” “Where’s the piano, Meg?” “I warehoused that in London. Why?” “Nothing.” “Curious, too, that the carpet fits.” “The carpet’s a mistake,” announced Helen. “I know that we had it in London, but this floor ought to be bare. It is far too beautiful.” “You still have a mania for under-furnishing. Would you care to come into the dining-room before you start? There’s no carpet there.% They went in, and each minute their talk became more natural. “Oh, what a place for mother’s chiffonier!” cried Helen. “Look at the chairs, though.” “Oh, look at them! Wickham Place faced north, didn’t it?” “North-west.” “Anyhow, it is thirty years since any of those chairs have felt the sun. Feel. Their little backs are quite warm.” “But why has Miss Avery made them set to partners? I shall just—” “Over here, Meg. Put it so that any one sitting will see the lawn.” Margaret moved a chair. Helen sat down in it. “Ye-es. The window’s too high.” “Try a drawing-room chair.” “No, I don’t like the drawing-room so much. The beam has been matchboarded. It would have been so beautiful otherwise. “

Korean bare: 닳아빠진, 노골적인, 결핍된, 써서 낡은, 알몸의, 부족한, 노출된, 이 없는, 장식없는, 벗기다, 드러낸. beam: 광선, 선폭, 도리, 빛나다, 가로들보, 대, 성에, 대들보, 번쩍이다, 미소짓다, 들보. chair: 의자, 강좌, 을 의자에 앉히다, 의장직을 맡다, 을 권위있는 지위에 앉히다, 가마, 체어, 의장석회장석, 시장의 직, 전기의자-자리이 앉히다, 대학교수의 직.

drawing-room: 응접실, 특별 객실, 자디잔, 회의 의사록 자디잔, 회견, 제도실. 세밀하다. faced: 한 얼굴을 한, 둥근 얼굴의, otherwise: 그렇지 않으면, 다른, 달리, 정변을 향한, 활자가 굵은, 표면이 다른 상태로, 딴 방법으로, ..한. 딴점에서는, 다른 방법으로, 다른 floor: 층, 의원석, 제작, 발언권, 방법의, 기타의 점에서, 그렇지 않는, 최저가격, 촬영소, 마루, 입회장, 기타의 점의. 마루를 깔다, 바닥, 마루바닥에 앉히. sword: 검, 무력, 전쟁, 칼, 총검. mania: 조병, 열광, 열, 광. minute: 분, 순간, 상세한, 각서, 미소한, 의사록, 정밀한, 잠시,

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“Helen, %what a memory you have for some things! You’re perfectly right. It’s a room that men have spoilt through trying to make it nice for women. Men don’t know what we want—” “And never will.” “I don’t agree. In two thousand years they’ll know.” “But the chairs show up wonderfully. Look where Tibby spilt the soup.” “Coffee. It was coffee surely.” Helen shook her head. “Impossible. Tibby was far too young to be given coffee at that time.” “Was Father alive?” “Yes.” “Then you’re right and it must have been soup. I was thinking of much later—that unsuccessful visit of Aunt Juley’s, when she didn’t realize that Tibby had grown up. It was coffee then, for he threw it down on purpose. There was some rhyme, ‘Tea, coffee—coffee, tea,’ that she said to him every morning at breakfast. Wait a minute—how did it go?” “I know—no, I don’t. What a detestable boy Tibby was!” “But the rhyme was simply awful. No decent person could have put up with it.” “Ah, that greengage tree,” cried Helen, as if the garden was also part of their childhood. “Why do I connect it with dumbbells? And there come the chickens. The grass wants cutting. I love yellow-hammers—” Margaret interrupted her. “I have got it,” she announced. ‘Tea, tea, coffee, tea, Or chocolaritee.’ “That every morning for three weeks. No wonder Tibby was wild.”

Korean agree: 일치하다, 동의하다, 찬성하다, 합의에 달하다, 맞다, 합치하다, 합의에 도달하다, 합의 하다, 의견이 일치하다, 부합하다, 마음이 맞다. childhood: 초기 단계, 유년기.어림, 어린시절, 유년, 유년 시대, 초기의 시대, 어린 시절. cutting: 예리한, 신랄한, 절단, 싸게 파는, 자른 가지, 필름 편집, 통렬한, 살을 에는 듯한, 날카로운, 깎고 가는 가공, 오려낸 것.

detestable: 몹시 싫은, 혐오할 만한. dumbbells: 아령들. greengage: 양자두의 일종, 서양자두의 우량 품종. nice: 좋은, 훌륭한, 정밀한, 민감한, 근엄한, 어려운, 니스, 친절한, 난처한, 예쁜, 가리는 것이 많은. purpose: 목적, 의도, 의지, 효과, 의의, 잘, 하려고 생각하다, 결심, 계획하다, 의도하다, 용도. soup: 수프, 마력, 짙은 안개, 속력을

늘리다, 에 활기를 주다, 마력을 늘리다, 니트로글리세린, 마력을 높이다, 더 활기를 띠게 하다, 성능을 높이다. visit: 방문하다, 왕진하다, 체재하다, 시찰가다, 손님으로 가다, 방문, 닥치다, 당하게 하다, 문병하다, 구경가다, 왕진. wonderfully: 이상하게, 훌륭하게, 이상하게도.

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“Tibby is moderately a dear now,” said Helen.% “There! I knew you’d say that in the end. Of course he’s a dear.” A bell rang. “Listen! what’s that?” Helen said, “Perhaps the Wilcoxes are beginning the siege.” “What nonsense—listen!” And the triviality faded from their faces, though it left something behind— the knowledge that they never could be parted because their love was rooted in common things. Explanations and appeals had failed; they had tried for a common meeting-ground, and had only made each other unhappy. And all the time their salvation was lying round them—the past sanctifying the present; the present, with wild heart-throb, declaring that there would after all be a future, with laughter and the voices of children. Helen, still smiling, came up to her sister. She said, “It is always Meg.” They looked into each other’s eyes. The inner life had paid. Solemnly the clapper tolled. No one was in the front. Margaret went to the kitchen, and struggled between packing-cases to the window. Their visitor was only a little boy with a tin can. And triviality returned. “Little boy, what do you want?” “Please, I am the milk.” “Did Miss Avery send you?” said Margaret, rather sharply. “Yes, please.” “Then take it back and say we require no milk.” While she called to Helen, “No, it’s not the siege, but possibly an attempt to provision us against one.” “But I like milk,” cried Helen. “Why send it away?” “Do you? Oh, very well. But we’ve nothing to put it in, and he wants the can.” “Please, I’m to call in the morning for the can,” said the boy.

Korean attempt: 시도하다, 습격, 해보다, 꾀하다, 노력, 노리다, 노리다-시도, 시도, 미수, 습격하다, 기도. beginning: 처음, 개시, 발단, 시작, 초기, 시초, 초기의. boy: 소년, 남학생, 녀석, 보이, 급사, 사내아이, 남자, 젊은이, 애인, 아들, 사환. clapper: 박수치는 사람, 설렁, 종의 추, 딱다기, 혀, 땡땡이, 수다쟁이, 방울의 추.

moderately: 중간정도로, 적당하게. 경찰관, 한 깡통. provision: 식량, 설비, 공급량, 대책, triviality: 하찮은 일, 하찮은 작품, 조항, 준비, 규정, 규정-식띵향을 하찮음, 하찮은 것, 사소한 일에 대한 공급하다, 식띵향을 공급하다, 집착, 사소한 일에 대한 관심, 하찮은 지급량, 마련. 생각. siege: 포위, 을 포위하다, 의 포의를 unhappy: 불행한, 부적당한, 적절하지 풀다, 줄기차게 공격하다, 오랜 기간, 못한, 계제 나쁜. 포위 공격. wild: 난폭한, 황무지, 황폐한, tin: 주석, 양철, 주석을 입히다, 주석 열광적인, 야생의, 야만의, 빗나간, 그릇, 양철 깡통, 주석으로 만든, 사람이 살지 않는, 난폭하게, 황야, 통조림하다, 돈, 경찰관의 배지, 방탕한.

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“The house will be locked up then.” “In the morning would I bring eggs, too?” “Are you the boy whom I saw playing in the stacks last week?” The child hung his head.% “Well, run away and do it again.” “Nice little boy,” whispered Helen. Helen.”

“I say, what’s your name?

Mine’s

“Tom.” That was Helen all over. The Wilcoxes, too, would ask a child its name, but they never told their names in return. “Tom, this one here is Margaret. And at home we’ve another called Tibby.” “Mine are lop-eared,” replied Tom, supposing Tibby to be a rabbit. “You’re a very good and rather a clever little boy. Mind you come again.— Isn’t he charming?” “Undoubtedly,” said Margaret. “He is probably the son of Madge, and Madge is dreadful. But this place has wonderful powers.” “What do you mean?” “I don’t know.” “Because I probably agree with you.” “It kills what is dreadful and makes what is beautiful live.” “I do agree,” said Helen, as she sipped the milk. “But you said that the house was dead not half an hour ago.” “Meaning that I was dead. I felt it.” “Yes, the house has a surer life than we, even if it was empty, and, as it is, I can’t get over that for thirty years the sun has never shone full on our furniture. After all, Wickham Place was a grave. Meg, I’ve a startling idea.” “What is it?”

Korean bring: 제기하다, 이끌다, 초래하다, 일으키다, 낳다, 데리고오다, 가지고오다, 가져오다, 갖다 주다, 이르게 하다. clever: 영리한, 교묘한, 사람이 좋은, 약삭빠른, 익숙한, 솜씨좋은, 손재주있는, 슬기로운, 현명한, 머리가 좋은, 똑똑한. dreadful: 무서운, 몹시 불쾌한, 따분한, 지겨운, 지긋지긋한. furniture: 가구, 비품, 내용, 부속

쇠붙이, 갖추어진것. grave: 수수한, 무덤, 명심하다, 새기다, 중대한, 진지한, 묘혈, 심각한, 중요한, 예사롭지 않은, 침침한. hour: 시각, 시, 시간, 한시간, 영업시간, 한 시간, 시과, 사기, 때, 근무 시간, 계절의 여신들. milk: 젖, 우유, 유체, 젖 모양의 액체, 통신을 도청하다, 젖이 나다, 전선에서 통신을 도청하다, 유제,

유액, 에서 젖을 짜다, 에서 착취하다. rabbit: 토끼, 토끼의 모피, 서투른 경기자, 집토끼, 겁쟁이, 토끼 고기, 토끼 사냥을 하다, 저주하다, 불평을 털어 놓다, 뱅충맞이, 토끼 사냥하다. return: 돌아가다, 되돌아가다, 대답하다, 답신하다, 보수, 반사하다, 반환, 보답하다, 답례, 선출, 돌려주다. startling: 놀랄 만한, 기겁하게 하는. supposing: 이라면, 만약.

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“Drink some milk to steady you.” Margaret obeyed.% “No, I won’t tell you yet,” said Helen, “because you may laugh or be angry. Let’s go upstairs first and give the rooms an airing.” They opened window after window, till the inside, too, was rustling to the spring. Curtains blew, picture-frames tapped cheerfully. Helen uttered cries of excitement as she found this bed obviously in its right place, that in its wrong one. She was angry with Miss Avery for not having moved the wardrobes up. “Then one would see really.” She admired the view. She was the Helen who had written the memorable letters four years ago. As they leant out, looking westward, she said: “About my idea. Couldn’t you and I camp out in this house for the night?” “I don’t think we could well do that,” said Margaret. “Here are beds, tables, towels—” “I know; but the house isn’t supposed to be slept in, and Henry’s suggestion was—” “I require no suggestions. I shall not alter anything in my plans. But it would give me so much pleasure to have one night here with you. It will be something to look back on. Oh, Meg lovey, do let’s!” “But, Helen, my pet,” said Margaret, “we can’t without getting Henry’s leave. Of course, he would give it, but you said yourself that you couldn’t visit at Ducie Street now, and this is equally intimate.” “Ducie Street is his house. This is ours. Our furniture, our sort of people coming to the door. Do let us camp out, just one night, and Tom shall feed us on eggs and milk. Why not? It’s a moon.” Margaret hesitated. “I feel Charles wouldn’t like it,” she said at last. “Even our furniture annoyed him, and I was going to clear it out when Aunt Juley’s illness prevented me. I sympathize with Charles. He feels it’s his mother’s

Korean ago: 전에, 지금부터 전에, 현재를 기준으로 과거를 가르키는 표현. bed: 침대, 잠자리, 자다, 취침, 고정시키다, 강바닥-재우다, 화단에 심다, 숙박, 쌓아 올리다, 판판하게 놓다, 취침 시간. feed: 공급하다, 먹이를 먹다, 만족시키다, 기르다, 공급재료, 먹을 것을 줌, 사료, 식사공급, 음식물을주다, 식사, 음식물을 주다. leave: 떠나다, 휴가, 남기다, 잎이

나오다, 놓고가다, 둔채 잊다, 인 채로 두다, 허가, 출발하다, 맡기다, 작별. lovey: 여보, 애인. obviously: 분명히, 명백하게, 분명하게, 두드러지게. pleasure: 기호, 오락, 의지, 쾌락, 즐거움, 욕구, 유쾌, 즐기다, 특히 육체적 쾌락, 육체적 쾌락, 만족시키다. rustling: 살랑살랑 소리나는, 활발한, 활동적인, 옷스치는 소리가 나는,

가축 도둑질, 살랑살랑 소리. sympathize: 동정하다, 동의하다, 조화하다, 공명하다, 동감하다, 동정하다같이 하다, 찬성하다. westward: 서방에, 서쪽의, 서쪽, 서쪽으로 향하는, 서부 제국, 서쪽에, 서쪽으로. written: 성문의, 문자로 쓴, 쓴, 문어의. yourself: 당신 자신, 정상적인 당신, 평소의 당신.

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house. He loves it in rather an untaking way. Henry I could answer for—not Charles.”% “I know he won’t like it,” said Helen. “But I am going to pass out of their lives. What difference will it make in the long run if they say, ‘And she even spent the night at Howards End’?” “How do you know you’ll pass out of their lives? We have thought that twice before.” “Because my plans—” “—which you change in a moment.” “Then because my life is great and theirs are little,” said Helen, taking fire. “I know of things they can’t know of, and so do you. We know that there’s poetry. We know that there’s death. They can only take them on hearsay. We know this is our house, because it feels ours. Oh, they may take the title-deeds and the doorkeys, but for this one night we are at home.” “It would be lovely to have you once more alone,” said Margaret. “It may be a chance in a thousand.” “Yes, and we could talk.” She dropped her voice. “It won’t be a very glorious story. But under that wych-elm—honestly, I see little happiness ahead. Cannot I have this one night with you?” “I needn’t say how much it would mean to me.” “Then let us.” “It is no good hesitating. Shall I drive down to Hilton now and get leave?” “Oh, we don’t want leave.” But Margaret was a loyal wife. In spite of imagination and poetry—perhaps on account of them—she could sympathize with the technical attitude that Henry would adopt. If possible, she would be technical, too. A night’s lodging—and they demanded no more—need not involve the discussion of general principles. “Charles may say no,” grumbled Helen.

Korean adopt: 채택하다, 채용하다, 양자로 삼다, 양녀로 삼다. ahead: 앞서서, 앞질러, 나아가, 이겨, 우세하여, 앞으로, 앞에, 암페타민 상용자, 앞쪽에. chance: 우연, 가망, 기회, 운에 맡기고 해보다, 호기, 운, 가능성, 승산, 복권, 우연한, 우연히 만나다. difference: 다름, 불화, 차이점, 차액, 의견 차이. hearsay: 소문, 풍문, 풍문의.

hesitating: 주저하는, 망설이는. involve: 포함하다, 열중시키다, 수반하다, 싸다, 감다, 복잡하게 하다, 복잡하게 만들다, 관계하다, 뜻하다, 에 영향을 미치다, 연루시키다. loves: 사랑. loyal: 충성스러운, 충성의, 충의의, 충실한, 충신, 충성스럽다. spite: 악의, 원한, 앙심으로, 에 짓궂게 굴다, 을 돌보지 않고, 에도 불구하고, 짓궂게 굴다, 앙갚음하다.

story: 소문, 전설, 이야기, 거짓말, 줄거리, 역사, 신상 이야기, 기사, 경력, 두뇌, 위층. sympathize: 동정하다, 동의하다, 조화하다, 공명하다, 동감하다, 동정하다같이 하다, 찬성하다. technical: 기술의, 공업의, 공예의, 학술의, 전문의, 전문적인, 인위적인, 전문인, 기술상의, 기법의, 규칙상 성립 되는. theirs: 그들의 것.

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“We shan’t consult him.” “Go if you like; I should have stopped without leave.” It was the touch of selfishness, which was not enough to mar Helen’s character, and even added to its beauty. She would have stopped without leave, and escaped to Germany the next morning. Margaret kissed her.% “Expect me back before dark. I am looking forward to it so much. It is like you to have thought of such a beautiful thing.” “Not a thing, only an ending,” said Helen rather sadly; and the sense of tragedy closed in on Margaret again as soon as she left the house. She was afraid of Miss Avery. It is disquieting to fulfil a prophecy, however superficially. She was glad to see no watching figure as she drove past the farm, but only little Tom, turning somersaults in the straw.

Korean consult: 고려하다, 상의하다, 참고하다, 찾다, 의견을 묻다, 조사하다, 의견을 듣다, 상담하다, 진찰을 받다, 의논하다, 컨설턴트 직을 맡다. disquieting: 불안하게 하는, 걱정되는, 불안한. escaped: 도망한, 탈주한. forward: 앞으로, 전방의, 회송하다, 급진적인, 촉진하다, 발송하다, 진보적인, 앞에, 철 이른, 전방으로의,

조숙한. 하찮은 물건, 짚한 오라기, 짚으로 fulfil: 이행하다, 적합하다, 힘을 만든, 스트로, 밀짚모자, 하찮은 것, 완전히 발휘하다, 완수하다, 자신의 짚으로 만든 것. 소질을 충분히 발휘하다, 종료하다, superficially: 천박하게, 외면적으로, 달성하다, 다하다. 피상적으로, 표면적으로. mar: 망쳐놓다, 손상시키다, 흠내다, touch: 촉감, 가벼운 병, 기항하다, 번지 레지스터, 흠을 내다. 언급하다, 가필하다, 감동시키다, prophecy: 예언, 예언 능력, 예언하다. 접촉, 촉진, 대다, 접촉하다, 만지다. selfishness: 이기주의, 자기본위, tragedy: 비극, 참사, 비극적 사건, 자애적. 비극 연출법, 비극 창작법, 비극적 straw: 짚, 밀짚, 가짜의, 하찮은, 성질, 비극적 요소.

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The%tragedy began quietly enough, and like many another talk, by the man’s deft assertion of his superiority. Henry heard her arguing with the driver, stepped out and settled the fellow, who was inclined to be rude, and then led the way to some chairs on the lawn. Dolly, who had not been “told,” ran out with offers of tea. He refused them, and ordered her to wheel baby’s perambulator away, as they desired to be alone. “But the diddums can’t listen; he isn’t nine months old,” she pleaded. “That’s not what I was saying,” retorted her father-in-law. Baby was wheeled out of earshot, and did not hear about the crisis till later years. It was now the turn of Margaret. “Is it what we feared?” he asked. “It is.” “Dear girl,” he began, “there is a troublesome business ahead of us, and nothing but the most absolute honesty and plain speech will see us through.” Margaret bent her head. “I am obliged to question you on subjects we’d both prefer to leave untouched. As you know, I am not one of your Bernard Shaws who consider nothing sacred. To speak as I must will pain me, but there are

Korean absolute: 무조건의, 절대의, 전제의, 순수한, 기계어로 쓰인, 절대온도의, 독립의. consider: 숙고하다, 고려하다, 주시하다, 중히 여기다, 팁을 주다, 간주하다, 고려에 넣다, 고찰하다, 생각하다, 존경하다, 참작하다. crisis: 위기, 분기점, 중대 국면, 결정적 단계, 고비, 분리, 위험한 고비. deft: 능숙한, 솜씨 좋은, 손재주 있는.

earshot: 들리는거리, 들리는 거리, 목소리가 닿는 거리. father-in-law: 시아버지, 장인. honesty: 정직, 성실, 솔직, 루나리아, 정절. pain: 고통, 아픔, 형벌, 애쓰다, 고뇌, 괴로움, 고생한 값으로, 고생, 에게 고통을 주다, 아프다, 벌. perambulator: 유모차, 순시자. speech: 말, 연설, 말투, 담화, 화법, 표현력, 이야기, 언어 국어 방언,

언어능력, 연설법, 말하기. troublesome: 귀찮은, 골치 아픈, 다루기 힘든, 성가신, 까다로운, 말썽부리는. untouched: 언급되지 않은, 손대지 않은, 감동되지 않은, 논급되지 않은. wheeled: 바퀴 달린, 바퀴의.

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occasions—We are husband and wife, not children. I am a man of the world, and you are a most exceptional woman.” All Margaret’s senses forsook her. She blushed, and looked past him at the Six Hills, covered with spring herbage. Noting her colour, he grew still more kind.% “I see that you feel as I felt when—My poor little wife! Oh, be brave! Just one or two questions, and I have done with you. Was your sister wearing a wedding-ring?” Margaret stammered a “No.” There was an appalling silence. “Henry, I really came to ask a favour about Howards End.” “One point at a time. I am now obliged to ask for the name of her seducer.” She rose to her feet and held the chair between them. Her colour had ebbed, and she was grey. It did not displease him that she should receive his question thus. “Take your time,” he counselled her. “Remember that this is far worse for me than for you.” She swayed; he feared she was going to faint. Then speech came, and she said slowly: “Seducer? No; I do not know her seducer’s name.” “Would she not tell you?” “I never even asked her who seduced her,” said Margaret, dwelling on the hateful word thoughtfully. “That is singular.” Then he changed his mind. “Natural perhaps, dear girl, that you shouldn’t ask. But until his name is known, nothing can be done. Sit down. How terrible it is to see you so upset! I knew you weren’t fit for it. I wish I hadn’t taken you.” Margaret answered, “I like to stand, if you don’t mind, for it gives me a pleasant view of the Six Hills.” “As you like.”

Korean appalling: 대단한, 섬뜩한, 심한, 끔찍한, 무서운, 오싹 소름이 끼치는, 질리는. colour: 물들이다, 색 착색하다, 과실이 물들다, 국기에 대한 경례, 군기, 군기에 대한 경례, 군대, 개성, 물들다, 입장, 색 리본. displease: 불쾌하게 하다, 성나게 하다. dwelling: 주거, 주소, 거처. faint: 어질어질한, 희미한, 연약한,

기절하다, 쇠약해진, 약해지다, 단독, 담홍색, 장미꽃, 활기없는, 졸도하다, 엷은, 가냘픈, 가장아름다운여인, 꼭지, 장미빛안색, 힘없는. 발그레한 얼굴빛. favour: 호의, 정실, 이익, 친절, 은혜, thoughtfully: 생각에 잠겨, 친절히, 은고, 부탁, 호의를 보이다, 편애하다, 생각이 깊게. 편애, 즐겨 착용하다. wearing: 입을 수 있는, 지치게 하는, hateful: 미운, 싫은, 증오에 찬, 입도록 지어진, 착용하도록 만들어진, 지긋지긋한, 가증스런, 가증스러운, 닳게 하는, 닳은, 닳는. 미워할만한. herbage: 목초, 초본류, 방목권, 풀. rose: 장미, 장미빛, 장미무늬, 미인,

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“Have%you anything else to ask me, Henry?” “Next you must tell me whether you have gathered anything. I have often noticed your insight, dear. I only wish my own was as good. You may have guessed something, even though your sister said nothing. The slightest hint would help us.” “Who is ‘we’?” “I thought it best to ring up Charles.” “That was unnecessary,” said Margaret, growing warmer. “This news will give Charles disproportionate pain.” “He has at once gone to call on your brother.” “That too was unnecessary.” “Let me explain, dear, how the matter stands. You don’t think that I and my son are other than gentlemen? It is in Helen’s interests that we are acting. It is still not too late to save her name.” Then Margaret hit out for the first time. “Are we to make her seducer marry her?” she asked. “If possible. Yes.” “But, Henry, suppose he turned out to be married already? One has heard of such cases.” “In that case he must pay heavily for his misconduct, and be thrashed within an inch of his life.” So her first blow missed. She was thankful of it. What had tempted her to imperil both of their lives? Henry’s obtuseness had saved her as well as himself. Exhausted with anger, she sat down again, blinking at him as he told her as much as he thought fit. At last she said: “May I ask you my question now?” “Certainly, my dear.” “Tomorrow Helen goes to Munich—” “Well, possibly she is right.”

Korean acting: 대리의, 직무 대행의, 행위, 가짜의, 연출용의, 임시의. blinking: 지독한, 명멸하는, 깜박거리는, 어처구니 없는, 지독하게, 반짝이는, 몹시, 심한 매우, 굉장히, 되게, 어처구니없는. disproportionate: 불균형한, 불균형의. growing: 성장하는, 증대하는, 성장, 생성, 발육. heavily: 느릿느릿, 무겁게, 묵직하게,

힘에겨운듯이, 무겁게 육중하게, 팔찌, 나이테, 고리, 울리는 소리, 무거운 듯이, 답답하게, 몹시, 치다, 경마장. 엄숙하고 무게있게. save: 오래가다, 을 제외하고, 덜다, imperil: 위태롭게 하다, 위험하다, 모으다, 구해내다, 절약하다, 건지다, 위태로게 하다. 면케하다, 은 도로 치고, 저장, inch: 인치, 소량, 신장, 조금씩 지키다. 움직이다, 키, 작은섬, 조금, 강우량 seducer: 유혹하다, 꾀어내다, 단위, 조금씩 움직이게 하다. 부추기다, 황홀케하다, 유혹자. misconduct: 간통, 품행 불량, 비행, 의 warmer: 온열기, 가열장치, 따뜻하게 처리를 잘못하다. 하는 것, 따뜻하게 하는 물건, 온열 ring: 반지, 울림, 연륜, 도당, 울리다, 장치, 따뜻하게 하는 사람.

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“Henry, let a lady finish. Tomorrow she goes; tonight, with your permission, she would like to sleep at Howards End.” It was the crisis of his life. Again she would have recalled the words as soon as they were uttered. She had not led up to them with sufficient care. She longed to warn him that they were far more important than he supposed. She saw him weighing them, as if they were a business proposition.% “Why Howards End?” he said at last. “Would she not be more comfortable, as I suggested, at the hotel?” Margaret hastened to give him reasons. “It is an odd request, but you know what Helen is and what women in her state are.” He frowned, and moved irritably. “She has the idea that one night in your house would give her pleasure and do her good. I think she’s right. Being one of those imaginative girls, the presence of all our books and furniture soothes her. This is a fact. It is the end of her girlhood. Her last words to me were, ‘A beautiful ending.’ “ “She values the old furniture for sentimental reasons, in fact.” “Exactly. You have quite understood. It is her last hope of being with it.” “I don’t agree there, my dear! Helen will have her share of the goods wherever she goes—possibly more than her share, for you are so fond of her that you’d give her anything of yours that she fancies, wouldn’t you? and I’d raise no objection. I could understand it if it was her old home, because a home, or a house”—he changed the word, designedly; he had thought of a telling point— ”because a house in which one has once lived becomes in a sort of way sacred, I don’t know why. Associations and so on. Now Helen has no associations with Howards End, though I and Charles and Evie have. I do not see why she wants to stay the night there. She will only catch cold.” “Leave it that you don’t see,” cried Margaret. “Call it fancy. But realize that fancy is a scientific fact. Helen is fanciful, and wants to.” Then he surprised her—a rare occurrence. He shot an unexpected bolt. “If she wants to sleep one night, she may want to sleep two. We shall never get her out of the house, perhaps.”

Korean designedly: 계획적으로, 일부러, 고의로. fanciful: 공상의, 변덕스런, 기발한, 기상 천외한, 공상에 잠기는. girlhood: 소녀임, 소녀들, 소녀 시절, 소녀 시대. irritably: 과민한, 성마른, 자극 반응력이 있는, 성 잘 내는, 염증을 잘 일으키는. objection: 반대, 이의, 반대 이유, 싫은, 혐오, 난점.

occurrence: 사건, 발생, 큰 사건, 대 사건, 사건의 발생, 일어난 일. raise: 세우다, 제기하다, 올리다, 승진시키다, 일으키다, 지르다, 높이다, 소생시키다, 늘리다, 기르다, 모으다. rare: 드문, 희박한, 진기한, 설익은, 설구워진, 매우, 극히, 참좋은, 희귀한, 희한한, 귀한. request: 수요, 요구, 간청, 요청하다, 바라다, 청구물, 요청, 소원, 의뢰,

청원서, 청구. scientific: 과학적인, 학술상의, 정확한, 숙련된, 기량이 있는, 과학의, 기술이 뛰어난. sufficient: 충분한, 충분, 할 능력이 있는, 할 만큼의 능력이 있는. tonight: 오늘밤, 오늘밤은. wherever: 대체 어디에, 어디에 든지, 어디로 든지, 대체 어디로, 대체 어디에서, 어디든지.

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“Well?” said Margaret, with the precipice in sight. “And suppose we don’t get her out of the house? Would it matter? She would do no one any harm.” Again the irritated gesture.% “No, Henry,” she panted, receding. “I didn’t mean that. We will only trouble Howards End for this one night. I take her to London tomorrow—” “Do you intend to sleep in a damp house, too?” “She cannot be left alone.” “That’s quite impossible! Madness. You must be here to meet Charles.” “I have already told you that your message to Charles was unnecessary, and I have no desire to meet him.” “Margaret—my Margaret—” “What has this business to do with Charles? concerns you less, and Charles not at all.”

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“As the future owner of Howards End,” said Mr. Wilcox, arching his fingers, “I should say that it did concern Charles.” “In what way? Will Helen’s condition depreciate the property?” “My dear, you are forgetting yourself.” “I think you yourself recommended plain speaking.” They looked at each other in amazement. The precipice was at their feet now. “Helen commands my sympathy,” said Henry. “As your husband, I shall do all for her that I can, and I have no doubt that she will prove more sinned against than sinning. But I cannot treat her as if nothing has happened. I should be false to my position in society if I did.” She controlled herself for the last time. “No, let us go back to Helen’s request,” she said. “It is unreasonable, but the request of an unhappy girl. Tomorrow she will go to Germany, and trouble society no longer. Tonight she asks to sleep in your empty house—a house which you do not care about, and

Korean amazement: 놀람, 소스라침. arching: 궁형부, 아치. commands: 명령. controlled: 조심스런, 관리된, 억제된, 지배하의, 통제된. depreciate: 얕보다, 가치가 떨어지다, 경시하다, 깎아내리다, 가치를 떨어뜨리다, 가치를 저하시키다, 가치를 감소시키다. meet: 마주치다, 적당한, 만나다, 아는 사이가 되다, 와 서로 만나보다,

하나로 합치다, -을 만나다, 자다, 헤프다. 어울리는, 와 마주치다, 교점, treat: 대접하다, 논하다, 대우하다, 마중하다. 간주하다, 취급하다, 한턱, 향응하다, owner: 임자, 소유자, 화주. 향음, 한턱내다, 즐거운 일, 처리하다. precipice: 절벽, 벼랑. unnecessary: 불필요한, 무익한, prove: 입증하다, 시험하다, 검산하다, 불필요한 것. 이라 판명되다, 인정하다, 인하다, unreasonable: 부조리한, 터무니없는, 임이 알려지다, 이라는 것을 알다, 의 비합리적인, 부당한, 조리가 맞지 교정쇄를 내다, 을 검산하다, 알다. 않는, 무모한, 이성을 좇지 않는, sleep: 자다, 영면, 수면, 정지, 동면, 이성을 따르지 않는. 마비되다, 묵다, 잠듦, 마비, 이성과

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which%you have not occupied for over a year. May she? Will you give my sister leave? Will you forgive her—as you hope to be forgiven, and as you have actually been forgiven? Forgive her for one night only. That will be enough.” “As I have actually been forgiven—?” “Never mind for the moment what I mean by that,” said Margaret. “Answer my question.” Perhaps some hint of her meaning did dawn on him. If so, he blotted it out. Straight from his fortress he answered: “I seem rather unaccommodating, but I have some experience of life, and know how one thing leads to another. I am afraid that your sister had better sleep at the hotel. I have my children and the memory of my dear wife to consider. I am sorry, but see that she leaves my house at once.” “You mentioned Mrs. Wilcox.” “I beg your pardon?” “A rare occurrence. In reply, may I mention Mrs. Bast?” “You have not been yourself all day,” said Henry, and rose from his seat with face unmoved. Margaret rushed at him and seized both his hands. She was transfigured. “Not any more of this!” she cried. “You shall see the connection if it kills you, Henry! You have had a mistress—I forgave you. My sister has a lover— you drive her from the house. Do you see the connection? Stupid, hypocritical, cruel—oh, contemptible!—a man who insults his wife when she’s alive and cants with her memory when she’s dead. A man who ruins a woman for his pleasure, and casts her off to ruin other men. And gives bad financial advice, and then says he is not responsible. These, man, are you. You can’t recognize them, because you cannot connect. I’ve had enough of your unweeded kindness. I’ve spoilt you long enough. All your life you have been spoiled. Mrs. Wilcox spoiled you. No one has ever told what you are—muddled, criminally muddled. Men like you use repentance as a blind, so don’t repent. Only say to yourself, ‘What Helen has done, I’ve done.’ “

Korean criminally: 형법에 의해서, 법을 범하여, 형법상의, 형사, 범죄적으로, 죄를 저질러, 법을 어겨. financial: 재정상의, 재정의. fortress: 요새, 안전지대, 요새로 방어하다, 요새지, 요새 도시. hypocritical: 위선의, 위선적인. kindness: 친절, 우정, 상냥함, 친절한 태도, 친절한 행위. recognize: 인정하다, 알아보다, 승인하다, 발언을 허가하다,

고백하다, 인지하다, 알아보고 인사하다, 인식하다, 에게 발언권을 인정하다, 표창하다, 남의 수고 따위를 인정하다. repent: 후회하다, 포복성의, 기어다니는, 뉘우치다, 유감으로 생각하다, 회개하다, 유감스럽게 생각하다. repentance: 후회, 회한, 회개, 참회. ruins: 손해. seat: 자리, 의석, 좌석, 소재지, 예약석,

의자, 왕권, 승마자세, 왕위, 의원의 지위, 의자의 재료. seem: 생각이 들다, 있을 것처럼 보이다, 같다, 로 보이다, 처럼 보이다, 이 있는 것처럼 생각되다, 이 정말인 것 같다, 인 것처럼 생각되다. spoilt: 응석받이로 자라 못쓰게 된. unaccommodating: 불친절한, 융통성이 없는, 순종하지 않는. unmoved: 냉정한, 흔들리지않는, 확고한, 확고 부동한.

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“The two cases are different,” Henry stammered. His real retort was not quite ready. His brain was still in a whirl, and he wanted a little longer.% “In what way different? You have betrayed Mrs. Wilcox, Helen only herself. You remain in society, Helen can’t. You have had only pleasure, she may die. You have the insolence to talk to me of differences, Henry?” Oh, the uselessness of it! Henry’s retort came. “I perceive you are attempting blackmail. It is scarcely a pretty weapon for a wife to use against her husband. My rule through life has been never to pay the least attention to threats, and I can only repeat what I said before: I do not give you and your sister leave to sleep at Howards End.” Margaret loosed his hands. He went into the house, wiping first one and then the other on his handkerchief. For a little she stood looking at the Six Hills, tombs of warriors, breasts of the spring. Then she passed out into what was now the evening.

Korean attention: 주의, 친절, 정중, 정중한, 보살핌, 주의력, 고려, 응급치료, 배려, 처리, 차려 자세. blackmail: 갈취, 공갈, 공갈하다, 약탈, 약탈을 면하려는 자에게 산적이 부과한 공납물. evening: 저녁, 밤, 오후, 해질녁, 해질녁칭, 만년, 의 밤, 저녁 때, 저녁의. handkerchief: 손수건. insolence: 오만, 무례, 거만함, 건방진,

건방진태도, 거만. perceive: 지각하다, 이해하다, 알아채다, 인식하다. ready: 즉석의, 재빠른, 하기 쉬운, 준비시키다, 준비된, 편리한, 준비를 갖춘, 준비가 되어 있는, 채비가된, 사격 준비 자세를 취한, 준비하다. remain: 머무르다, 남다, 유해, 유물, 유적, 나머지, 유족, 존속하다, 생환자, 화석, 유저. retort: 레토르트, 역습, 보복하다,

대꾸하다, 레토르트로 건류하다, 말대꾸하다, 반박하다, 역습하다, 증류기, 보복, 말대꾸. uselessness: 무용, 무익. weapon: 무기, 병기, 흉기, 공격의 수단, 무장하다. whirl: 혼란, 선회, 소용돌이, 현기증나다, 빙빙 돌리다, 빙빙돌다, 잇따라 일어나는 일, 질주하다, 차로 신속히 운반한다, 현기증이 나다, 회전.

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Charles and Tibby met at Ducie Street, where the latter was staying. Their interview was short and absurd. They had nothing in common but the English language, and tried by its help to express what neither of them understood. Charles saw in Helen the family foe. He had singled her out as the most dangerous of the Schlegels, and, angry as he was, looked forward to telling his wife how right he had been. His mind was made up at once: the girl must be got out of the way before she disgraced them farther. If occasion offered she might be married to a villain or, possibly, to a fool. But this was a concession to morality, it formed no part of his main scheme. Honest and hearty was Charles’s dislike, and the past spread itself out very clearly before him; hatred is a skilful compositor. As if they were heads in a note-book, he ran through all the incidents of the Schlegels’ campaign: the attempt to compromise his brother, his mother’s legacy, his father’s marriage, the introduction of the furniture, the unpacking of the same. He had not yet heard of the request to sleep at Howards End; that was to be their master-stroke and the opportunity for his. But he already felt that Howards End was the objective, and, though he disliked the house, was determined to defend it. Tibby, on the other hand, had no opinions. He stood above the conventions: his sister had a right to do what she thought right. It is not difficult to stand above the conventions when we leave no hostages among them; men can always

Korean campaign: 운동, 유세, 종군하다, 종군, 권유, 회전, 출정하다, 출정, 전쟝, 군사행동, 운동을 일으키다. compositor: 식자공. compromise: 타협, 더럽히다, 절충안, 타협하다, 양보, 신용, 손상하다, 화해, 위태롭게 하는 것-사화하다, 잃게하다, 화해하다. concession: 면허, 양보, 이권, 양여, 거류지, 허가, 특허, 특권, 토지사용권, 조차지, 조계.

dangerous: 위험한, 위독한, 무시무시한, 위험하게. defend: 변호하다, 지키다, 방위하다, 방어하다, 답변하다, 항변하다, 옹호하다. express: 명시된, 명백한, 표시하다, 특별히, 표현하다, 급행의, 지급편, 특별한, 정확한, 지급편으로 보내다, 운송회사. introduction: 소개, 피로, 도입, 채용, 수입, 받아들임, 첫수입, 서편, 전래,

서론, 서설. latter: 후자의, 끝의, 뒤의, 근자의, 요즘의, 후방의. note-book: 수첩. objective: 객관적인, 목표, 목적, 실재의, 목표의, 실재물, 객관적으로, 대물 렌즈, 목적격, 목적격의, 외계의. scheme: 조직, 계획, 계획하다, 음모, 방법, 획책하다, 기구, 안, 개요, 모사하다, 도식. skilful: 숙련된, 잘 만들어진.

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be more unconventional than women, and a bachelor of independent means need encounter no difficulties at all. Unlike Charles, Tibby had money enough; his ancestors had earned it for him, and if he shocked the people in one set of lodgings he had only to move into another. His was the leisure without sympathy—an attitude as fatal as the strenuous: a little cold culture may be raised on it, but no art. His sisters had seen the family danger, and had never forgotten to discount the gold islets that raised them from the sea. Tibby gave all the praise to himself, and so despised the struggling and the submerged.% Hence the absurdity of the interview; the gulf between them was economic as well as spiritual. But several facts passed: Charles pressed for them with an impertinence that the undergraduate could not withstand. On what date had Helen gone abroad? To whom? (Charles was anxious to fasten the scandal on Germany.) Then, changing his tactics, he said roughly: “I suppose you realize that you are your sister’s protector?” “In what sense?” “If a man played about with my sister, I’d send a bullet through him, but perhaps you don’t mind.” “I mind very much,” protested Tibby. “Who d’ye suspect, then? Speak out, man. One always suspects someone.” “No one. I don’t think so.” Involuntarily he blushed. He had remembered the scene in his Oxford rooms. “You are hiding something,” said Charles. As interviews go, he got the best of this one. “When you saw her last, did she mention anyone’s name? Yes, or no!” he thundered, so that Tibby started. “In my rooms she mentioned some friends, called the Basts—” “Who are the Basts?” “People—friends of hers at Evie’s wedding.”

Korean absurdity: 부조리한, 엉터리없는 일, fasten: 잠기다, 멈추다, 잠그다, 불합리, 어리석은 일. 고착하다, 꽉달라붙다, 꽉 달라붙다, bachelor: 학사, 독신자, 미혼 남자, 단단히 고정시키다, 미혼남자, 다른 기사를 섬기는 젊은 단단히고정시키다, 붙들어 매다, 기사. 붙들어매다, 고정하다. bullet: 소총탄, 작은 공, 굵은 hiding: 매질, 은닉, 은닉처, 은신처, 가운뎃점. 후려갈김, 숨김, 숨는 곳. discount: 할인하다, 할인, 에누리하여 impertinence: 부적절한 행위, 무례한 생각하다, 에누리하여 듣다, 가치를 행위, 무례, 건방짐, 부적당한, 줄이다, 효과를 줄이다, 할인하여 건방진, 당치 않은, 무례하게도, 사들이다, 할인하여 팔다. 무례한, 무례한사람, 부적절 관계.

strenuous: 정력적인, 분투적인, 분투하는. struggling: 분투하는, 생활고와 싸우는, 기를쓰는, 발버둥치는, 노력하는. tactics: 전술, 술책, 용병학, 책략, 배열론, 전술학. unconventional: 관습에 매이지 않은, 판에 박히지 않은, 관습을 좇지 않는. withstand: 에 저항하다, 에 잘 견디다, 저항하다, 견디어내다, 반항하다.

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“I don’t remember. But, by great Scott! I do. My aunt told me about some tag-rag. Was she full of them when you saw her? Is there a man? Did she speak of the man? Or—look here—have you had any dealings with him?” Tibby was silent. Without intending it, he had betrayed his sister’s confidence; he was not enough interested in human life to see where things will lead to. He had a strong regard for honesty, and his word, once given, had always been kept up to now. He was deeply vexed, not only for the harm he had done Helen, but for the flaw he had discovered in his own equipment.% “I see—you are in his confidence. They met at your rooms. Oh, what a family, what a family! God help the poor pater—” And Tibby found himself alone.

Korean aunt: 고모, 아주머니, 백모, 숙모, 이모. dealings: 교섭. flaw: 돌풍, 금, 결점, 흠, 흠집을 내다, 한차례의 폭풍, 금가다, 질풍, 잠시 동안의 폭풍우. harm: 해, 손해, 된서리 맞다, 해악, 손상, 상해, 해치다. honesty: 정직, 성실, 솔직, 루나리아, 정절. human: 사람의, 인간에게 있기 쉬운,

인간적인, 인간다운, 인류, 인간, 사람. intending: 미래의.지망하는. poor: 가난한, 불쌍한, 빈약한, 운수 나쁜, 가난하게, 열등한, 부족한, 초라한, 빈민, 비천한, 볼품없는. regard: 관계하다, 점, 관계, 주의, 존경, 주시, 배려, 유의하다, 관심, 호의, 주목하다. remember: 기억력이 있다, 기억하고 있다, 생각해 내다, 기억하다,

상기하다, 을 기억하고 있다, 에게 선물을 주다, 기억해 두다, 전언하다, 을 위하여 기도하다, 을 고맙게여기고 있다. strong: 유력한, 강한, 강렬한, 열심인, 튼튼한, 굳센, 힘찬, 큰, 잘하는, 인원이 ...인, 힘센. vexed: 안절부절 못하는, 곤란한, 마음 아픈, 성난, 머리를 이프게 하는.

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Leonard—he%would figure at length in a newspaper report, but that evening he did not count for much. The foot of the tree was in shadow, since the moon was still hidden behind the house. But above, to right, to left, down the long meadow the moonlight was streaming. Leonard seemed not a man, but a cause. Perhaps it was Helen’s way of falling in love—a curious way to Margaret, whose agony and whose contempt of Henry were yet imprinted with his image. Helen forgot people. They were husks that had enclosed her emotion. She could pity, or sacrifice herself, or have instincts, but had she ever loved in the noblest way, where man and woman, having lost themselves in sex, desire to lose sex itself in comradeship? Margaret wondered, but said no word of blame. This was Helen’s evening. Troubles enough lay ahead of her—the loss of friends and of social advantages, the agony, the supreme agony, of motherhood, which is even yet not a matter of common knowledge. For the present let the moon shine brightly and the breezes of the spring blow gently, dying away from the gale of the day, and let the earth, who brings increase, bring peace. Not even to herself dare she blame Helen. She could not assess her trespass by any moral code; it was everything or nothing. Morality can tell us that murder is worse than stealing, and group most sins in an order all must approve, but it cannot group Helen. The surer its

Korean agony: 희비의 극치, 단말마의 괴로움, 초상, 화상, 상징, 이미지, 모습, 표상. 이외에 특히 야간에 부업을 하다, 고뇌, 고통, 그리스도의 고통, 심한 moon: 달, 멍하니 시간을 보내다, 월광. 고통, 죽음의 고통, 감정의 격발, 위성-멍하니 바라보다, 위성, 멍하니 motherhood: 어머니, 어머니임, 모성, 격발. 바라보다, 행성의 위성, 초승달 모친의 정신, 어머니의 의무. assess: 할당하다, 평가하다, 시정하다, 모양의 것, 월광, 빈둥거리다, 멍하니 sacrifice: 희생타, 희생, 투매하다, 과세하다, 성질을 평가하다, 보내다, 일개월. 헌신, 싸구려로, 그로 인한 손실, 사정하다, 가치를 평가하다. moonlight: 달빛-아르바이트할, 제물, 희생타로 진루시키다, 희생적 gale: 강풍, 큰바람, 흥분 상태, 환희, 아르바이트할, 달빛, 정규의 일 행위, 희생하다, 희생타를 치다. 폭소, 실바람, 버드소귀나무의 일종, 이외에 특히 야간에 sex: 성, 성욕, 성교, 성기, 성별, 성의, 폭풍, 정기 지불금, 미풍, 광희. 아르바이트를하다, 달빛의, 부업을 여성, 암수의, 섹스, 성적인, image: 상, 영상, 심상, 전형, 조상, 하다, 아르바이트를 하다, 정규의 일 성적매력을 돋우다.

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pronouncements on this point, the surer may we be that morality is not speaking. Christ was evasive when they questioned Him. It is those that cannot connect who hasten to cast the first stone.% This was Helen’s evening—won at what cost, and not to be marred by the sorrows of others. Of her own tragedy Margaret never uttered a word. “One isolates,” said Helen slowly. “I isolated Mr. Wilcox from the other forces that were pulling Leonard downhill. Consequently, I was full of pity, and almost of revenge. For weeks I had blamed Mr. Wilcox only, and so, when your letters came—” “I need never have written them,” sighed Margaret. “They never shielded Henry. How hopeless it is to tidy away the past, even for others!” “I did not know that it was your own idea to dismiss the Basts.” “Looking back, that was wrong of me.” “Looking back, darling, I know that it was right. It is right to save the man whom one loves. I am less enthusiastic about justice now. But we both thought you wrote at his dictation. It seemed the last touch of his callousness. Being very much wrought up by this time—and Mrs. Bast was upstairs. I had not seen her, and had talked for a long time to Leonard—I had snubbed him for no reason, and that should have warned me I was in danger. So when the notes came I wanted us to go to you for an explanation. He said that he guessed the explanation—he knew of it, and you mustn’t know. I pressed him to tell me. He said no one must know; it was something to do with his wife. Right up to the end we were Mr. Bast and Miss Schlegel. I was going to tell him that he must be frank with me when I saw his eyes, and guessed that Mr. Wilcox had ruined him in two ways, not one. I drew him to me. I made him tell me. I felt very lonely myself. He is not to blame. He would have gone on worshipping me. I want never to see him again, though it sounds appalling. I wanted to give him money and feel finished. Oh, Meg, the little that is known about these things!” She laid her face against the tree.

Korean blamed: 지긋지긋한, 빌어먹을, 천벌받을, 빌어먹을 몹시, 지겹게. callousness: 무정, 굳성. cast: 던지다, 캐스트, 주조되다, 던지기, 해고하다, 향하다, 버리다, 경향, 주조하다, 배정하다, 계산하다. dismiss: 물리치다, 기각하다, 떠나게하다, 면직시키다, 물러가라고 말하다, 해산시키다, 버리다, 간단히 처리해 버리다, 해고하다, 퇴거시키다, 아웃시키다.

enthusiastic: 열광의, 광신적인, 열광적인. evasive: 회피적인, 둘러대는, 포착하기어려운, 똑바로 보려고 하지 않는, 파악하기 어려운. hopeless: 가망없는, 절감의, 희망없는, 희망을 잃은, 쓸모없는. isolated: 고립된, 격리된, 절연된, 단리된. reason: 이유, 논하다, 추론하다, 설복하다, 이성, 동기, 도리, 분별,

제정신, 추리력, 추리하다. revenge: 원한, 복수하다, 복수심, 앙갚음, 원수를 갚다, 복수, 보복, 설욕의 기회, 복수의 기회, 원한을 갚다, 의 복수를 하다. tree: 나무, 나무를 달다, 수목, 골을 끼다, 가꼐도, 계통수, 목제품, 궁지에 몰아 넣다, 나무 위로 쫓다, 수목 모양의 것, 크리스마스 트리. wrought: 만든, 세공한, 가공한, 꾸민, 두들겨 만든.

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“The little, too, that is known about growth! Both times it was loneliness, and the night, and panic afterwards. Did Leonard grow out of Paul?” Margaret did not speak for a moment. So tired was she that her attention had actually wandered to the teeth—the teeth that had been thrust into the tree’s bark to medicate it. From where she sat she could see them gleam. She had been trying to count them. “Leonard is a better growth than madness,” she said. “I was afraid that you would react against Paul until you went over the verge.” “I did react until I found poor Leonard. I am steady now. I shan’t ever like your Henry, dearest Meg, or even speak kindly about him, but all that blinding hate is over. I shall never rave against Wilcoxes any more. I understand how you married him, and you will now be very happy.” Margaret did not reply.% “Yes,” repeated Helen, her voice growing more tender, “I do at last understand.” “Except Mrs. Wilcox, dearest, no one understands our little movements.” “Because in death—I agree.” “Not quite. I feel that you and I and Henry are only fragments of that woman’s mind. She knows everything. She is everything. She is the house, and the tree that leans over it. People have their own deaths as well as their own lives, and even if there is nothing beyond death, we shall differ in our nothingness. I cannot believe that knowledge such as hers will perish with knowledge such as mine. She knew about realities. She knew when people were in love, though she was not in the room. I don’t doubt that she knew when Henry deceived her.” “Good-night, Mrs. Wilcox,” called a voice. “Oh, good-night, Miss Avery.” “Why should Miss Avery work for us?” Helen murmured. “Why, indeed?”

Korean beyond: 저쪽편에, 외에-저편, 내세, 이치지 않는-저쪽에, 넘어서, 이외는, 이상으로, 저편에, 을 넘어서, 을 지나서, 의 범위를 넘어서. blinding: 현혹시키는, 눈을 멀게 하는, 자갈, 새 포장 도로의 틈새기를 메우기 위한 모래, 눈을 어지럽히는, 사려 분별을 잃게 하는, 침상, 눈을 부시게하는, 눈을 멀게하는. differ: 의견을 달리하다, 다르다, 논쟁하다.

growth: 재배, 성장, 증대, 생장물, 지껄이다, 고래고래 소리지르다, 극구 발육, 산물, 생장, 발달. 칭찬하는, 마구 떠들어 대기, 물 knowledge: 지식, 학식, 이해, 학문, 따위가 휘몰아치다. 견문, 인식, 인생 따위의 경험, 경험. react: 반응하다, 역행하다, 반항하다, medicate: 약으로 치료하다, 약을 반작용하다, 반동하다, 역습하다, 섞다, 에 의료를 베풀다. 재연하다, 반대하다, 반발하다, nothingness: 무, 소용없음, 실신죽음, 거듭행하다, 에 화학 반응을 일으키게 존재하지 않음, 하찮은것, 무가치. 하다. rave: 헛소리하다, 사납게 일다, trying: 괴로운, 견딜 수 없는, 화나는, 격찬하다, 소리치다, 정신없이 쓰라린, 시험삼아 해보는, 견디기 떠들다, 중얼중얼 지껄이다, 정신없이 어려운, 약오르는, 지치는, 고된.

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Miss Avery crossed the lawn and merged into the hedge that divided it from the farm. An old gap, which Mr. Wilcox had filled up, had reappeared, and her track through the dew followed the path that he had turfed over, when he improved the garden and made it possible for games.% “This is not quite our house yet,” said Helen. “When Miss Avery called, I felt we are only a couple of tourists.” “We shall be that everywhere, and for ever.” “But affectionate tourists—” “But tourists who pretend each hotel is their home.” “I can’t pretend very long,” said Helen. “Sitting under this tree one forgets, but I know that tomorrow I shall see the moon rise out of Germany. Not all your goodness can alter the facts of the case. Unless you will come with me.” Margaret thought for a moment. In the past year she had grown so fond of England that to leave it was a real grief. Yet what detained her? No doubt Henry would pardon her outburst, and go on blustering and muddling into a ripe old age. But what was the good? She had just as soon vanish from his mind. “Are you serious in asking me, Helen? Should I get on with your Monica?” “You would not, but I am serious in asking you.” “Still, no more plans now. And no more reminiscences.” They were silent for a little. It was Helen’s evening. The present flowed by them like a stream. The tree rustled. It had made music before they were born, and would continue after their deaths, but its song was of the moment. The moment had passed. The tree rustled again. Their senses were sharpened, and they seemed to apprehend life. Life passed. The tree nestled again. “Sleep now,” said Margaret. The peace of the country was entering into her. It has no commerce with memory, and little with hope. Least of all is it concerned with the hopes of the

Korean apprehend: 우려하다, 체포하다, 이해다다, 붙잡다, 염려하다, 이해하다, 깨닫다, 감지하다이해하다, 감지하다. blustering: 호통치는, 사납게 불어치는, 고함치는, 세차게 몰아치는, 시끄러운, 뽐내는. commerce: 상업, 통상, 교제, 교섭, 교역, 무역. continue: 계속하다, 연장하다, 존속하다, 연기하다, 계속되다,

계속시키다, 이연하다, 이월하다, 게속하고 있다, 페이지로 계속, 머무르다. gap: 간격, 산협, 차이, 결합, 산이 끊어진 데, 갈라진틈, 갈라진 틈, 갭, 터진틈, 익간격, 빈 곳. peace: 평화, 강화, 안심, 사이좋게, 조용히, 친안, 평온한, 평화로운, 치안, 평온, 조용함. ripe: 익은, 원숙한, 난숙한, 화농한, 붉고 탐스러운, 상스러운, 잘발달된,

준비가 다 된, 천한, 푹 곪은, 한창의. serious: 중대한, 진지한, 엄숙한, 짐짓 위엄을 차린, 중한, 심한, 격렬하다, 딱딱한, 방심할 수 없는. song: 노래, 가곡, 가창, 시, 지저귐, 변명, 설명, 창가, 을 자랑하다, 무가차한 것, 물끓는 소리. track: 추적하다, 경주로, 통로, 발자국, 에 발자국을 남기다, 신발에 묻혀 들이다, 육상경기, 선로, 지나간 자국, 찾아내다, 흔적.

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next %five minutes. It is the peace of the present, which passes understanding. Its murmur came “now,” and “now” once more as they trod the gravel, and “now,” as the moonlight fell upon their father’s sword. They passed upstairs, kissed, and amidst the endless iterations fell asleep. The house had enshadowed the tree at first, but as the moon rose higher the two disentangled, and were clear for a few moments at midnight. Margaret awoke and looked into the garden. How incomprehensible that Leonard Bast should have won her this night of peace! Was he also part of Mrs. Wilcox’s mind?

Korean amidst: 한창 하는 중에, 의 한복판에. 캄캄한. 이외에 특히 야간에 부업을 하다, awoke: 깨우다의 과거분사. moon: 달, 멍하니 시간을 보내다, 월광. endless: 순환의, 끝없는, 무한한, 위성-멍하니 바라보다, 위성, 멍하니 murmur: 시내의 졸졸거리는 소리, 영원한, 끝이 없는. 바라보다, 행성의 위성, 초승달 속삭임, 불평, 파도의 출렁거리는 gravel: 자갈, 괴롭히다, 결사, 모양의 것, 월광, 빈둥거리다, 멍하니 소리, 졸졸 소래내다, 웅성대다, 중얼 난치하게 하다, 난처하게 하다, 보내다, 일개월. 거림, 투덜거리다, 투덜거리다-중얼 요석증, 요석. moonlight: 달빛-아르바이트할, 거림, 속삭이다, 나뭇잎 따위의 incomprehensible: 무한한, 불가해한, 아르바이트할, 달빛, 정규의 일 살랑거리는 소리. 무한한것, 이해할 수 없는, 이해할수 이외에 특히 야간에 sword: 검, 무력, 전쟁, 칼, 총검. 없는. 아르바이트를하다, 달빛의, 부업을 midnight: 한밤중, 자정, 한밤중의, 하다, 아르바이트를 하다, 정규의 일

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Far%different was Leonard’s development. The months after Oniton, whatever minor troubles they might bring him, were all overshadowed by Remorse. When Helen looked back she could philosophize, or she could look into the future and plan for her child. But the father saw nothing beyond his own sin. Weeks afterwards, in the midst of other occupations, he would suddenly cry out, “Brute—you brute, I couldn’t have—” and be rent into two people who held dialogues. Or brown rain would descend, blotting out faces and the sky. Even Jacky noticed the change in him. Most terrible were his sufferings when he awoke from sleep. Sometimes he was happy at first, but grew conscious of a burden hanging to him and weighing down his thoughts when they would move. Or little irons scorched his body. Or a sword stabbed him. He would sit at the edge of his bed, holding his heart and moaning, “Oh what shall I do, whatever shall I do?” Nothing brought ease. He could put distance between him and the trespass, but it grew in his soul. Remorse is not among the eternal verities. The Greeks were right to dethrone her. Her action is too capricious, as though the Erinyes selected for punishment only certain men and certain sins. And of all means to regeneration Remorse is surely the most wasteful. It cuts away healthy tissues with the poisoned. It is a knife that probes far deeper than the evil. Leonard was driven straight through its torments and emerged pure, but enfeebled—a better man, who would never

Korean descend: 내려가다, 타락하다, 내리다, 급승하다, 전해지다, 축소하다, 지평선 쪽으로 움직이다, 습격하다, 내리받이가 되다, 남 쪽으로 움직이다, 계통을 잇다. dethrone: 폐하다, 폐위하다, 퇴위. ease: 안락, 안심시키다, 늦추다, 덜다, 편안, 여유, 쉬움, 마음놓고, 안심하다, 불안하여, 마음놓이지 않아. edge: 가장자리, 날, 천천히 움직이다,

날카로움, 끝, 비스듬히 나아가다, 우세, 흥분해 있다, 날카롭게 하다비스듬히 나아가다, 날카롭게 하다, 거나하게 취함. healthy: 건강한, 건강에 좋은, 건전한. irons: 족쇄. philosophize: 철학적으로 사색하다, 이론을 세우다. punishment: 학대, 처벌, 형벌, 벌, 강타, 가혹한 처사, 경기 등에서 지치게 함, 징벌, 지치게 함.

pure: 순수한, 순혈의, 단순한, 순전한, 더러움 없는, 오점 없는, 깨끗한, 순이론적인-순수한 것, 순이론적인, 완전한, 고결한. regeneration: 재건, 부흥, 갱생, 재생, 신생, 쇄신, 부활, 개척, 개혁. sit: 앉다, 개회하다, 불다, 맞다, 타다, 착석하다, 의석을 갖다, 얹혀 있다, 착석시키다, 걸터 앉다, 출석하다. wasteful: 불경제의, 낭비하는, 낭비적인, 황폐시키는, 허비의.

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lose control of himself again, but also a smaller, who had less to control. Nor did purity mean peace. The use of the knife can become a habit as hard to shake off as passion itself, and Leonard continued to start with a cry out of dreams.% He built up a situation that was far enough from the truth. It never occurred to him that Helen was to blame. He forgot the intensity of their talk, the charm that had been lent him by sincerity, the magic of Oniton under darkness and of the whispering river. Helen loved the absolute. Leonard had been ruined absolutely, and had appeared to her as a man apart, isolated from the world. A real man, who cared for adventure and beauty, who desired to live decently and pay his way, who could have travelled more gloriously through life than the Juggernaut car that was crushing him. Memories of Evie’s wedding had warped her, the starched servants, the yards of uneaten food, the rustle of overdressed women, motor-cars oozing grease on the gravel, rubbish on a pretentious band. She had tasted the lees of this on her arrival: in the darkness, after failure, they intoxicated her. She and the victim seemed alone in a world of unreality, and she loved him absolutely, perhaps for half an hour. In the morning she was gone. The note that she left, tender and hysterical in tone, and intended to be most kind, hurt her lover terribly. It was as if some work of art had been broken by him, some picture in the National Gallery slashed out of its frame. When he recalled her talents and her social position, he felt that the first passerby had a right to shoot him down. He was afraid of the waitress and the porters at the railway-station. He was afraid at first of his wife, though later he was to regard her with a strange new tenderness, and to think, “There is nothing to choose between us, after all.” The expedition to Shropshire crippled the Basts permanently. Helen in her flight forgot to settle the hotel bill, and took their return tickets away with her; they had to pawn Jacky’s bangles to get home, and the smash came a few days afterwards. It is true that Helen offered him five thousands pounds, but such a sum meant nothing to him. He could not see that the girl was desperately righting herself, and trying to save something out of the disaster, if it was only five thousand pounds. But he had to live somehow. He turned to his family,

Korean crippled: 무능력한, 불구의. crushing: 눌러 터뜨리는, 압도적인, 박살내는, 결정적인, 분쇄하는, 궤멸적인, 눌러 터뜨리는 것. decently: 친절하게, 볼썽사납지 않게, 상당히, 예의바르게, 훌륭하게, 품위 있게, 제법, 적절하게, 괜찮게, 점잖게, 품위있게. gloriously: 멋지게, 빛나게, 훌륭히, 기분이 썩 좋게, 근사하게. grease: 그리스, 기름, 뇌물, 에

증회하다, 에 기름을 바르다, 지방, 유지, 에기름을 바르다, 수지, 에 기름을 치다. intoxicated: 취하다, 흥분한, 술취한, 도취된. lees: 지게미, 술찌꺼기, 재강, 술 따위의 재강, 포도주 따위의 재강. passerby: 통행인. pawn: 졸, 걸다, 저당, 전당잡히다, 남의 끄나불 짓하는 사람, 남의 끄나불 짖하는 사람, 저당잡히다,

걸고 맹세하다, 담보, 동산의 담보, 명예를 걸고 맹세하다. permanently: 영구히, 불변으로, 영속하게. pretentious: 자부하는, 뽐내는, 허세를 부리는, 잘난 체하는. starched: 풀을 먹인, 위엄을 부리는, 거북살스럽게 하는. uneaten: 먹지 않은. unreality: 비현실, 실재하지 않는 것, 비현실성, 허구, 비실제적 성격.

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and degraded himself to a professional beggar. There was nothing else for him to do.% “A letter from Leonard,” thought Blanche, his sister; “and after all this time.” She hid it, so that her husband should not see, and when he had gone to his work read it with some emotion, and sent the prodigal a little money out of her dress allowance. “A letter from Leonard!” said the other sister, Laura, a few days later. She showed it to her husband. He wrote a cruel insolent reply, but sent more money than Blanche, so Leonard soon wrote to him again. And during the winter the system was developed. Leonard realized that they need never starve, because it would be too painful for his relatives. Society is based on the family, and the clever wastrel can exploit this indefinitely. Without a generous thought on either side, pounds and pounds passed. The donors disliked Leonard, and he grew to hate them intensely. When Laura censured his immoral marriage, he thought bitterly, “She minds that! What would she say if she knew the truth?” When Blanche’s husband offered him work, he found some pretext for avoiding it. He had wanted work keenly at Oniton, but too much anxiety had shattered him; he was joining the unemployable. When his brother, the lay-reader, did not reply to a letter, he wrote again, saying that he and Jacky would come down to his village on foot. He did not intend this as blackmail. Still, the brother sent a postal order, and it became part of the system. And so passed his winter and his spring. In the horror there are two bright spots. He never confused the past. He remained alive, and blessed are those who live, if it is only to a sense of sinfulness. The anodyne of muddledom, by which most men blur and blend their mistakes, never passed Leonard’s lips— And if I drink oblivion of a day, So shorten I the stature of my soul.

Korean anodyne: 진통의, 진통제, 완화물, 기분을 누구러뜨리는, 감정을 완화시키는. beggar: 거지, 악한-거지로 만들다, 가난뱅이, 가난하게 하다, 무력하게 하다, 놈, 기부금을 모으는 사람, 빈약하게 하다, 가난들게 하다. blessed: 축복을 받은, 행복한, 복된, 신성한, 저주받은, 축복받은, 축성된, 기쁜. exploit: 착취하다, 개척하다,

개발하다, 미끼삼다, 이용하다, 채굴하다, 부당하게 이용하다, 공훈, 공적. immoral: 부도덕한, 품행이 나쁜, 음란한, 외설한, 도덕에 어긋나는. insolent: 무례한, 건방진, 오만한, 안하무인의. keenly: 예민하게, 날카롭게. painful: 아픈, 괴로운, 쓰라린, 고통스럽게, 애써서. postal: 우편의, 우체국의, 우편 엽서.

pretext: 구실, 변명, 변병. prodigal: 낭비자, 낭비하는, 풍부한, 아낌없이 주는, 방탕한 아들, 낭비자방탕한 아들. sinfulness: 버락입을, 죄많은, 죄있는. stature: 발달, 신장 성장, 키, 성장, 성장도. unemployable: 고용 불가능한. winter: 겨울, 만년, 얼리다, 피한하다, 월동시키다, 세, 겨울을 나다, 나이, 겨울의, 얼게 하다, 겨울을 보내다.

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It is a hard saying, and a hard man wrote it, but it lies at the foot of all character.% And the other bright spot was his tenderness for Jacky. He pitied her with nobility now—not the contemptuous pity of a man who sticks to a woman through thick and thin. He tried to be less irritable. He wondered what her hungry eyes desired—nothing that she could express, or that he or any man could give her. Would she ever receive the justice that is mercy—the justice for by-products that the world is too busy to bestow? She was fond of flowers, generous with money, and not revengeful. If she had borne him a child he might have cared for her. Unmarried, Leonard would never have begged; he would have flickered out and died. But the whole of life is mixed. He had to provide for Jacky, and went down dirty paths that she might have a few feathers and dishes of food that suited her. One day he caught sight of Margaret and her brother. He was in St. Paul’s. He had entered the cathedral partly to avoid the rain and partly to see a picture that had educated him in former years. But the light was bad, the picture ill placed, and Time and Judgment were inside him now. Death alone still charmed him, with her lap of poppies, on which all men shall sleep. He took one glance, and turned aimlessly away towards a chair. Then down the nave he saw Miss Schlegel and her brother. They stood in the fairway of passengers, and their faces were extremely grave. He was perfectly certain that they were in trouble about their sister. Once outside—and he fled immediately—he wished that he had spoken to them. What was his life? What were a few angry words, or even imprisonment? He had done wrong—that was the true terror. Whatever they might know, he would tell them everything he knew. He re-entered St. Paul’s. But they had moved in his absence, and had gone to lay their difficulties before Mr. Wilcox and Charles. The sight of Margaret turned remorse into new channels. He desired to confess, and though the desire is proof of a weakened nature, which is about to lose the essence of human intercourse, it did not take an ignoble form. He did

Korean aimlessly: 목적없이, 정처없이. glance: 빗나가다 흘긋 돌리다, 훑어 한바퀴 돌다, 아랫자락, 기꺼이 듣다, channels: 채널. 보다, 잠깐 언급되다, 잠깐 보아서, 접어겹치다, 한번감기, 처진 부분, charmed: 매혹된, 기쁘게 생각하여, 흘긋 봄, 일견하다, 흘긋 돌리다, 무릎부분. 저주 받은, 마법으로 보호된, 마법에 스치고 지나가 다, 흘긋, 일견, 번쩍 nave: 바퀴통, 본당, 중앙부, 회중석, 걸린. 빛나다. 교회당 안의 본당, 차의 바퀴통. contemptuous: 경멸적인, 사람을 irritable: 성마른, 민감한, 과민한, proof: 증명, 시험, 교정쇄, 증거, 표준 얕잡아보는, 오만 무례, 경멸하여. 염증을 잘 일으키는, 화를 잘내는, 강도의, 증언, 에 견디는, 교정하다, difficulties: 항의, 어려움, 곤경, 곤란. 흥분성의, 자극 반응력이 있는, 표준강도-시험필의, 튼튼하게 하다, essence: 정, 정수, 본질, 향수, 에센스, 안달하는, 반응하는, 성 잘 내는, 성을 시험 인화. 실체, 엑스, 실재. 잘내는. revengeful: 복수심에 불타는, 앙심 fairway: 항로, 페어웨이, 안전한 뱃길. lap: 무릎, 싸다, 핥다, 기르는 환경, 깊은, 앙심깊은.

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not suppose that confession would bring him happiness. It was rather that he yearned to get clear of the tangle. So does the suicide yearn. The impulses are akin, and the crime of suicide lies rather in its disregard for the feelings of those whom we leave behind. Confession need harm no one—it can satisfy that test— and though it was un-English, and ignored by our Anglican cathedral, Leonard had a right to decide upon it.% Moreover, he trusted Margaret. He wanted her hardness now. That cold, intellectual nature of hers would be just, if unkind. He would do whatever she told him, even if he had to see Helen. That was the supreme punishment she would exact. And perhaps she would tell him how Helen was. That was the supreme reward. He knew nothing about Margaret, not even whether she was married to Mr. Wilcox, and tracking her out took several days. That evening he toiled through the wet to Wickham Place, where the new flats were now appearing. Was he also the cause of their move? Were they expelled from society on his account? Thence to a public library, but could find no satisfactory Schlegel in the directory. On the morrow he searched again. He hung about outside Mr. Wilcox’s office at lunch time, and, as the clerks came out said: “Excuse me, sir, but is your boss married?” Most of them stared, some said, “What’s that to you?” but one, who had not yet acquired reticence, told him what he wished. Leonard could not learn the private address. That necessitated more trouble with directories and tubes. Ducie Street was not discovered till the Monday, the day that Margaret and her husband went down on their hunting expedition to Howards End. He called at about four o’clock. The weather had changed, and the sun shone gaily on the ornamental steps—black and white marble in triangles. Leonard lowered his eyes to them after ringing the bell. He felt in curious health: doors seemed to be opening and shutting inside his body, and he had been obliged to steep sitting up in bed, with his back propped against the wall. When the parlourmaid came he could not see her face; the brown rain had descended suddenly.

Korean confession: 자백, 고해, 고백, 고백서, 무늬를 넣다, 대리석제, 책 가장자리 가풀막, 적시다, 담그다, 담금, 몰두 자인, 신앙고백, 구술서. 따위를 대리석 무늬로 하다, 종이 시키다, 급경사진, 가파른, 적심. directory: 예배 규칙서, 지령서, 따위를 대리석 무늬로 하다, 아이들의 tracking: 능력별 학급 편성, 추적, 인명부, 주소 성명록, 집정부, 공기돌, 비누 따위를 대리석 무늬로 미사일의 추적, 촬영중 카메라의 지도자의 직, 주소성명록, 이사, 하다, 대리석 무늬로 하다, 대리석의 좌우이동, 적성별 학급 편성. 지휘의. 조각물. yearn: 동정하다, 그리워하다, disregard: 무시하다, 무시, 경시하다, ornamental: 장식적인, 장식용의, 동경하다, 간절히-하고 싶어하다, 경시. 장식물. 그립게 생각하다, 열망하다, 사모의 hardness: 견고, 곤란, 난해, 가혹, ringing: 울리는, 울려퍼지는, 울림, 정을 품다, 사모하다, 불쌍히 여기다, 경도, 단단함, 무정, 물의 경연, 준엄. 공명, 이명. 몹시 …하고 싶어하다. marble: 대리석, 공기돌, 조각, 대리석 steep: 담그는 액체, 험한, 엄청난,

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“Does Mrs. Wilcox live here?” he asked.% “She’s out,” was the answer. “When will she be back?” “I’ll ask,” said the parlourmaid. Margaret had given instructions that no one who mentioned her name should ever be rebuffed. Putting the door on the chain—for Leonard’s appearance demanded this—she went through to the smoking-room, which was occupied by Tibby. Tibby was asleep. He had had a good lunch. Charles Wilcox had not yet rung him up for the distracting interview. He said drowsily: “I don’t know. Hilton. Howards End. Who is it?” “I’ll ask, sir.” “No, don’t bother.” “They have taken the car to Howards End,” said the parlourmaid to Leonard. He thanked her, and asked whereabouts that place was. “You appear to want to know a good deal,” she remarked. But Margaret had forbidden her to be mysterious. She told him against her better judgment that Howards End was in Hertfordshire. “Is it a village, please?” “Village! It’s Mr. Wilcox’s private house—at least, it’s one of them. Mrs. Wilcox keeps her furniture there. Hilton is the village.” “Yes. And when will they be back?” “Mr. Schlegel doesn’t know. We can’t know everything, can we?” She shut him out, and went to attend to the telephone, which was ringing furiously. He loitered away another night of agony. Confession grew more difficult. As soon as possible he went to bed. He watched a patch of moonlight cross the floor of their lodging, and, as sometimes happens when the mind is overtaxed, he fell asleep for the rest of the room, but kept awake for the patch of moonlight. Horrible! Then began one of those disintegrating dialogues. Part of him said: “Why horrible? It’s ordinary light from the room.” “But it moves.” “So does the

Korean asleep: 잠들어, 활발치않아서, 하녀. telephone: 전화, 전화를 걸다, 전화로 마비되어, 팽이가서서, 영면하여, patch: 반점, 작은 지면, 깁는 헝겊, 이야기하다, 전화로 불러내다, 전화에 죽어, 자서, 저려. 일시 미봉하다, 패치, 경작한 좁은 관한, 전화의, 전화로 신청하여 drowsily: 졸린듯이, 꾸벅꾸벅, 지면, 한 번 바르는 분량의 고약, 에 보내다, 전화로 부르다. 잠결에, 나른하게. 바대를 대다, 에 쇳조각 따위를 대다, village: 마을, 촌, 마을의, 마을 light: 빛, 밝은, 가벼운, 가볍게, 광명, 멋으로 붙이는 헝겊, 헝겊 조각. 사람들. 밝아지다, 내리다, 경쾌한, 조명, 불, rest: 쉬다, 쉼표, 휴식, 대, 휴식하다, whereabouts: 어디쯤에, 소재, 있는 광선. 수면, 영면하다, 휴양, 휴지, 안심, 곳, 행방, 의 장소. lodging: 하숙, 셋방, 숙소, 숙박, 안심하고 있다. 하숙집, 학장 관사, 주소. rung: 가로장, 가로대, 살, 단, 단계, parlourmaid: 잔심부름하는 계집아이, 사닥다리의 가로장, 바퀴의 살.

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moon.” “But it is a clenched fist.” “Why not?” “But it is going to touch me.” “Let it.” And, seeming to gather motion, the patch ran up his blanket. Presently a blue snake appeared; then another, parallel to it. “Is there life in the moon?” “Of course.” “But I thought it was uninhabited.” “Not by Time, Death, Judgment, and the smaller snakes.” “Smaller snakes!” said Leonard indignantly and aloud. “What a notion!” By a rending effort of the will he woke the rest of the room up. Jacky, the bed, their food, their clothes on the chair, gradually entered his consciousness, and the horror vanished outwards, like a ring that is spreading through water.% “I say, Jacky, I’m going out for a bit.” She was breathing regularly. The patch of light fell clear of the striped blanket, and began to cover the shawl that lay over her feet. Why had he been afraid? He went to the window, and saw that the moon was descending through a clear sky. He saw her volcanoes, and the bright expanses that a gracious error has named seas. They paled, for the sun, who had lit them up, was coming to light the earth. Sea of Serenity, Sea of Tranquillity, Ocean of the Lunar Storms, merged into one lucent drop, itself to slip into the sempiternal dawn. And he had been afraid of the moon! He dressed among the contending lights, and went through his money. It was running low again, but enough for a return ticket to Hilton. As it clinked Jacky opened her eyes. “Hullo, Len! What ho, Len!” “What ho, Jacky! see you again later.” She turned over and slept. The house was unlocked, their landlord being a salesman at Convent Garden. Leonard passed out and made his way down to the station. The train, though it did not start for an hour, was already drawn up at the end of the platform, and he lay down in it and slept. With the first jolt he was in daylight; they had left the gateways of King’s Cross, and were under blue sky. Tunnels followed, and after each the sky grew bluer, and from the embankment at

Korean blanket: 담요, 덮어 버리다, 숨기다, 차별하지 않는, 방해하다, 일률적인담요에 싸다, 총괄적인, 모포총괄적인, 전면을 덮는 것, 일률적인, 쉬쉬 덮어 버리다. ho: 호, 허허, 저런, 어이, 흥. hullo: 인사말. indignantly: 분연히, 분개하여. jolt: 동요, 덜컹거리다, 덜컹거리며 나아가다, 덜컹거림, 충격, 흔들리다, 심한 상하의 움직임, 덜커덕커덕

흔들리다, 급격히 흔들리게 하다, 마차 따위가 급격히 흔들리게 하다. landlord: 지주, 주인, 바깥 주인, 바깥주인, 하숙 따위의 주인, 여관 따위의 주인, 가장. paled: 말뚝으로 둘러 막은. parallel: 평행의, 평행선, 평행부호, 대응하는, 유사물, 유사한, 위선, 동일방향의, 평행, 비교, 같은 것으로 들다. salesman: 점원, 세일즈맨, 외판원,

판매원. seeming: 겉으로의, 외관상의 겉보기, 외관, 겉모양, 외관상의, 표면만의. sempiternal: 영원한, 구원의. snake: 뱀, 뒤틀다, 꿈틀거리다, 꿈틀꿈틀 움직이다, 음흉한 사람, 잡아 끌다, 말 살며시 가벼리다, 말 없이 가벼리다, 묶다, 뱀 같은 인간, 와이어로 하수관을 청소하다. striped: 줄무늬가 있는, 줄이 있는.

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Finsbury%Park he had his first sight of the sun. It rolled along behind the eastern smokes—a wheel, whose fellow was the descending moon—and as yet it seemed the servant of the blue sky, not its lord. He dozed again. Over Tewin Water it was day. To the left fell the shadow of the embankment and its arches; to the right Leonard saw up into the Tewin Woods and towards the church, with its wild legend of immortality. Six forest trees—that is a fact—grow out of one of the graves in Tewin churchyard. The grave’s occupant—that is the legend—is an atheist, who declared that if God existed, six forest trees would grow out of her grave. These things in Hertfordshire; and farther afield lay the house of a hermit—Mrs. Wilcox had known him—who barred himself up, and wrote prophecies, and gave all he had to the poor. While, powdered in between, were the villas of business men, who saw life more steadily, though with the steadiness of the half-closed eye. Over all the sun was streaming, to all the birds were singing, to all the primroses were yellow, and the speedwell blue, and the country, however they interpreted her, was uttering her cry of “now.” She did not free Leonard yet, and the knife plunged deeper into his heart as the train drew up at Hilton. But remorse had become beautiful. Hilton was asleep, or at the earliest, breakfasting. Leonard noticed the contrast when he stepped out of it into the country. Here men had been up since dawn. Their hours were ruled, not by a London office, but by the movements of the crops and the sun. That they were men of the finest type only the sentimentalist can declare. But they kept to the life of daylight. They are England’s hope. Clumsily they carry forward the torch of the sun, until such time as the nation sees fit to take it up. Half clodhopper, half board-school prig, they can still throw back to a nobler stock, and breed yeomen. At the chalk pit a motor passed him. In it was another type, whom Nature favours—the Imperial. Healthy, ever in motion, it hopes to inherit the earth. It breeds as quickly as the yeoman, and as soundly; strong is the temptation to acclaim it as a super-yeoman, who carries his country’s virtue overseas. But the Imperialist is not what he thinks or seems. He is a destroyer. He prepares the

Korean acclaim: 환호, 갈채, 갈채하다, 갈채를 보내다, 환호하다. afield: 들에, 집에서 떨어져, 싸움터에서, 상궤를 벗어나, 벌판에, 들로, 헤맹, 집에서 멀리 떨어져, 고향에서 멀리 떨어져. atheist: 무신론자, 무신앙자. barred: 모래톱이 있는, 빗장이 있는, 줄 있는, 줄무늬가 있는, 가두어 버린, 빗장이 달린, 줄이 있는. clodhopper: 시골뜨기, 투박하고

무거운 신, 무겁고 투박한 구두, 굼벵이, 미련한 사람, 농사꾼. destroyer: 파괴자, 구축함, 약탈자, 파기자. pit: 씨, 함정, 지옥, 구덩이, 곰보를 만들다, 아래층 뒤쪽 좌석, 채굴장, 움푹한 곳, 얽은 자국, 싸움 붙이기, 구덩이를 만들다. powdered: 가루모양의, 가루의. prig: 딱딱한 사람, 뽐내는 사람, 학자 연하는 사람, 훔치다, 형식적인 사람.

sentimentalist: 다정 다감한 사람, 감성적인 사람, 감정가, 감상적인 사람, 정에 약한 사람. soundly: 충분히, 건전한, 확실한, 합리적인, 철저한, 강하지않은, 안전한, 건전하게. speedwell: 꼬리풀의 일종, 꼬리풀 무리. yeoman: 자작농, 종자, 기마 의용병, 소지주, 하사관, 자유민, 향사, 서무계, 국왕의 시종, 제후.

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way for cosmopolitanism, and though his ambitions may be fulfilled, the earth that he inherits will be grey.% To Leonard, intent on his private sin, there came the conviction of innate goodness elsewhere. It was not the optimism which he had been taught at school. Again and again must the drums tap, and the goblins stalk over the universe before joy can be purged of the superficial. It was rather paradoxical, and arose from his sorrow. Death destroys a man, but the idea of death saves him—that is the best account of it that has yet been given. Squalor and tragedy can beckon to all that is great in us, and strengthen the wings of love. They can beckon; it is not certain that they will, for they are not love’s servants. But they can beckon, and the knowledge of this incredible truth comforted him. As he approached the house all thought stopped. Contradictory notions stood side by side in his mind. He was terrified but happy, ashamed, but had done no sin. He knew the confession: “Mrs. Wilcox, I have done wrong,” but sunrise had robbed its meaning, and he felt rather on a supreme adventure. He entered a garden, steadied himself against a motor-car that he found in it, found a door open and entered a house. Yes, it would be very easy. From a room to the left he heard voices, Margaret’s amongst them. His own name was called aloud, and a man whom he had never seen said, “Oh, is he there? I am not surprised. I now thrash him within an inch of his life.” “Mrs. Wilcox,” said Leonard, “I have done wrong.” The man took him by the collar and cried, “Bring me a stick.” Women were screaming. A stick, very bright, descended. It hurt him, not where it descended, but in the heart. Books fell over him in a shower. Nothing had sense. “Get some water,” commanded Charles, who had all through kept very calm. “He’s shamming. Of course I only used the blade. Here, carry him out into the air.” Thinking that he understood these things, Margaret obeyed him. They laid Leonard, who was dead, on the gravel; Helen poured water over him. “That’s enough,” said Charles.

Korean beckon: 신호하다, 손짓으로 부르다, 유혹하다, 유인하다, 고갯짓 따위로 부르다, 몸짓 따위로 부르다, 초대하다, 손짓하여 부르다, 꾀어 부르다. blade: 칼날, 잎, 멋장이, 칼, 날개, 검객, 견갑골, 위세가 당당한 사내, 위세가 호탕한 사내, 혀끝, 노깃. collar: 깃, 목걸이, 칼라, 변색부, 태클, 롤 말이로 만든 돼지고기나 생선, 속박, 고리, 태클하다, 훈장, 깃을

달다. innate: 타고난, 선천적인, 본질적인, 고유의, 본유적인, 천부의. optimism: 낙천주의. shower: 소나기, 많음, 쏟아짐, 선물, 소나기로 적시다, 빗발치듯 내리다, 소나기가 쏟아지다, 뿌리다, 빗발 치듯함, 샤워, 소나기가 오다. stalk: 줄기, 대, 몰래 접근하다, 활보하다, 퍼지다, 잎꼭지, 유유히 걷다, 몰래 접근함, 경상부, 활보,

꽃꼭지. tap: 꼭지, 마개, 술집, 창갈이 가죽, 콘센트, 째고 물을 빼다, 똑똑, 언제든지 쓸수 있게 준비되어, 꼭지를 달다, 의 꼭지를 따다, 소등나팔. thrash: 때리기, 도리깨질, 도리깨질하다, 채찍질하다, 뒹굴다, 때리다, 탈곡하다, 록 음악의 한 형식, 두드리다, 파도를 거슬러 나아가다, 파도를 헤치고 나아가다.

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“Yes, %murder’s enough,” said Miss Avery, coming out of the house with the sword.

Korean coming: 다음의, 도래, 오는, 신진의, 그리스도의 재림, 내방, 다가올, 미래의, 유명해지기 시작한, 올, 도착. sword: 검, 무력, 전쟁, 칼, 총검.

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When Charles left Ducie Street he had caught the first train home, but had no inkling of the newest development until late at night. Then his father, who had dined alone, sent for him, and in very grave tones inquired for Margaret.% “I don’t know where she is, pater,” said Charles. “Dolly kept back dinner nearly an hour for her.” “Tell me when she comes in—.” Another hour passed. The servants went to bed, and Charles visited his father again, to receive further instructions. Mrs. Wilcox had still not returned. “I’ll sit up for her as late as you like, but she can hardly be coming. Isn’t she stopping with her sister at the hotel?” “Perhaps,” said Mr. Wilcox thoughtfully—”perhaps.” “Can I do anything for you, sir?” “Not tonight, my boy.” Mr. Wilcox liked being called sir. He raised his eyes and gave his son more open a look of tenderness than he usually ventured. He saw Charles as little boy and strong man in one. Though his wife had proved unstable his children were left to him.

Korean alone: 혼자, 단지, 홀로, 자기 혼자서, 고독한, 단독으로. caught: 사람을 속이는. dinner: 정찬, 오찬, 만찬, 정식, 식사를 하다, 공식 오찬, 공식 만찬. grave: 수수한, 무덤, 명심하다, 새기다, 중대한, 진지한, 묘혈, 심각한, 중요한, 예사롭지 않은, 침침한. hardly: 간신히, 애써서, 고생하여, 가혹하게, 엄하게, 하기가 무섭게,

겨우, 아마 ...아니다, 거의...않다, 심하게. inkling: 암시, 어렴풋이 알고 있음, 눈치챔, 어렴풋이 알아차리기. instructions: 훈령. late: 늦게, 늦은, 밤늦도록, 지난번의, 근년, 더딘, 뒤늦게, 요전의, 작고한, 저물어, 최근. sir: 님, 경, 이봐, 나리, 각위, 여러분, 선생님, 씨, 에게 씨라고 부르다, 근계, 직업 앞에 붙이는 남자의 경칭.

stopping: 정지, 중지, 메우개, 구두점을 찍음, 멈추게 함, 멎는, 메워서 채움, 손가락으로 선을 누름. tenderness: 유연함, 마음이 무름, 민감, 애정, 유연, 친절, 다정. tonight: 오늘밤, 오늘밤은. unstable: 불안정한, 변하기쉬운, 분해하기쉬운, 마음이 변하기 쉬운, 분해하기 쉬운. usually: 보통, 평소에, 평소에는, 늘, 대개, 일반적으로.

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After midnight he tapped on Charles’s door. “I can’t sleep,” he said. “I had better have a talk with you and get it over.” He complained of the heat. Charles took him out into the garden, and they paced up and down in their dressing-gowns. Charles became very quiet as the story unrolled; he had known all along that Margaret was as bad as her sister.% “She will feel differently in the morning,” said Mr. Wilcox, who had of course said nothing about Mrs. Bast. “But I cannot let this kind of thing continue without comment. I am morally certain that she is with her sister at Howards End. The house is mine—and, Charles, it will be yours—and when I say that no one is to live there, I mean that no one is to live there. I won’t have it.” He looked angrily at the moon. “To my mind this question is connected with something far greater, the rights of property itself.” “Undoubtedly,” said Charles. Mr. Wilcox linked his arm in his son’s, but somehow liked him less as he told him more. “I don’t want you to conclude that my wife and I had anything of the nature of a quarrel. She was only over-wrought, as who would not be? I shall do what I can for Helen, but on the understanding that they clear out of the house at once. Do you see? That is a sine qua non.” “Then at eight tomorrow I may go up in the car?” “Eight or earlier. Say that you are acting as my representative, and, of course, use no violence, Charles.” On the morrow, as Charles returned, leaving Leonard dead upon the gravel, it did not seem to him that he had used violence. Death was due to heart disease. His stepmother herself had said so, and even Miss Avery had acknowledged that he only used the flat of the sword. On his way through the village he informed the police, who thanked him, and said there must be an inquest. He found his father in the garden shading his eyes from the sun. “It has been pretty horrible,” said Charles gravely. “They were there, and they had the man up there with them too.” “What—what man?”

Korean along: 을 끼고, 을 따라, 을 따라서, 이쪽으로, 로 따라서, 앞으로, 데리고, 가까워져서, 계속 앞으로, 약, 지나서. angrily: 노하여, 성나서, 화나서, 화내어. disease: 병, 질환, 질병, 병폐, 변질, 불건전, 폐해, 불건전한 상태, 술의 변질. eight: 에이트, 여덟 개의, 여덟 개 한 조, 여덟 점 짜리 패, 여덟 기통 자동차, 여덟 사람의, 여덟 절판, 여덟

절판의, 여덟의, 팔세의, 팔시. 대표물, 대표적인, 전형, 대표자, heat: 열, 뜨거워지다, 발정, 노력, 대리의, 견본, 대표하는, 유사물, 더위, 흥분, 상기, 열심, 클라이맥스, 국회의원. 뜨겁게 하다, 따뜻해지다. shading: 묘영법, 농담, 차광, 그늘 inquest: 검시, 심리, 배심, 집합적 지게 하기, 미세한 변화, 햇볕가림, 검시배심원, 검시관. 근소한변화, 차일, 점차적인 변화, property: 소유지, 재산, 특성, 소유물, 명암법, 근소한 변화. 소품, 성질, 소유권, 물질 고유의 sine: 사인. 성질. violence: 폭력, 모독, 폭행, 난폭, qua: 로서, 의 자격으로. 손해, 침해, 맹렬, 격렬함, 격렬. representative: 전형적인, 대리인,

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“I told you last night. His name was Bast.” “My God, is it possible?” said Mr. Wilcox. “In your mother’s house! Charles, in your mother’s house!” “I know, pater. That was what I felt. As a matter of fact, there is no need to trouble about the man. He was in the last stages of heart disease, and just before I could show him what I thought of him he went off. The police are seeing about it at this moment.” Mr. Wilcox listened attentively.% “I got up there—oh, it couldn’t have been more than half-past seven. The Avery woman was lighting a fire for them. They were still upstairs. I waited in the drawing-room. We were all moderately civil and collected, though I had my suspicions. I gave them your message, and Mrs. Wilcox said, ‘Oh yes, I see; yes,’ in that way of hers.” “Nothing else?” “I promised to tell you, ‘with her love,’ that she was going to Germany with her sister this evening. That was all we had time for.” Mr. Wilcox seemed relieved. “Because by then I suppose the man got tired of hiding, for suddenly Mrs. Wilcox screamed out his name. I recognized it, and I went for him in the hall. Was I right, pater? I thought things were going a little too far.” “Right, my dear boy? I don’t know. But you would have been no son of mine if you hadn’t. Then did he just—just—crumple up as you said?” He shrunk from the simple word. “He caught hold of the bookcase, which came down over him. So I merely put the sword down and carried him into the garden. We all thought he was shamming. However, he’s dead right enough. Awful business!” “Sword?” cried his father, with anxiety in his voice. “What sword? Whose sword?” “A sword of theirs.”

Korean anxiety: 걱정, 불안, 열망, 근심, 걱정거리, 염원. bookcase: 책장, 책꽃이, 서가. collected: 모은, 침착한, 수집한, 태연자약. drawing-room: 응접실, 특별 객실, 회견, 제도실. hiding: 매질, 은닉, 은닉처, 은신처, 후려갈김, 숨김, 숨는 곳. lighting: 조명, 그림 등에서 빛의 배치, 빛의 배치, 사진 등에서 빛의

배치, 조명법, 점화. sword: 검, 무력, 전쟁, 칼, 총검. moderately: 중간정도로, 적당하게. upstairs: 위층에, 위층, 이층, 상공에, pater: 아버지, 페이터. 한층 높은 지위에, 위층에서, 한층 recognized: 인정하는. 높은 그러나 별로 권위가 없는 seven: 일곱, 칠, 일곱 번째, 일곱 명, 지위에, 이층의, 이층으로, 이층에, 일곱 번째의 사람, 일곱 시, 일곱개 한 고공에. 조의 것, 일곱명 한 조의 것, 칠의, word: 말, 약속, 단어, 이야기, 성서, 칠의 기호, 일곱 번째의 물건. 암호, 낱말, 하느님의 말씀, 말로 simple: 순전한, 간소한, 수수한, 표현하다, 기별, 기계어. 순연한, 유치한, 천진한, 하찮은, 티없는, 자연스러운, 솔직한, 단순한.

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“What were you doing with it?” “Well, didn’t you see, pater, I had to snatch up the first thing handy I hadn’t a riding-whip or stick. I caught him once or twice over the shoulders with the flat of their old German sword.” “Then what?” “He pulled over the bookcase, as I said, and fell,” said Charles, with a sigh. It was no fun doing errands for his father, who was never quite satisfied.% “But the real cause was heart disease? Of that you’re sure?” “That or a fit. However, we shall hear more than enough at the inquest on such unsavoury topics.” They went into breakfast. Charles had a racking headache, consequent on motoring before food. He was also anxious about the future, reflecting that the police must detain Helen and Margaret for the inquest and ferret the whole thing out. He saw himself obliged to leave Hilton. One could not afford to live near the scene of a scandal—it was not fair on one’s wife. His comfort was that the pater’s eyes were opened at last. There would be a horrible smash up, and probably a separation from Margaret; then they would all start again, more as they had been in his mother’s time. “I think I’ll go round to the police-station,” said his father when breakfast was over. “What for?” cried Dolly, who had still not been “told.” “Very well, sir. Which car will you have?” “I think I’ll walk.” “It’s a good half-mile,” said Charles, stepping into the garden. “The sun’s very hot for April. Shan’t I take you up, and then, perhaps, a little spin round by Tewin?” “You go on as if I didn’t know my own mind,” said Mr. Wilcox fretfully. Charles hardened his mouth. “You young fellows’ one idea is to get into a motor. I tell you, I want to walk: I’m very fond of walking.”

Korean afford: 산출하다, 여유가 있다, 할 수 있다, 할 힘이 있다, 할 여유가 있다, 의 돈이 있다, 할 여가가 있다, 할 돈이 있다, 제공하다, 의 힘이 있다, 의 여가가 있다. consequent: 귀결, 결과의, 논리상 필연의, 후건, 당연한결과, 후항, 후율, 단안, 당연한, 결과로서일어나는, 결과로서 생기는. detain: 말리다, 억류하다, 붙들다, 감금하다, 구류하다, 유치하다, 을

못가게 붙들다. ferret: 흰족제비, 흰족제비로 사냥을 하다, 찾아내다, 흰족제비를 써서 사냥하다, 몰아내다, 사냥하다, 가는 테이프, 가는 리본. fretfully: 까다롭게, 돌풍적으로, 초조하게. handy: 알맞은, 가까이 있는, 솜씨 좋은, 편리한, 손 가까이에 있는, 능숙한, 펼리한. hardened: 강해진, 경화한, 굳어진,

단단해지, 무정한, 상습적인, 철면피한. headache: 두통, 두통거리. racking: 고문하는, 몸을 괴롭히는, 심한. separation: 분리, 별거, 이탈, 이혼, 이별, 분리점, 제대, 간격, 해고, 분리선. unsavoury: 불미스러운, 맛없는, 불쾌한, 좋지 못한 냄새가 나는, 좋지 못한 맛이 나는.

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“Oh, all right; I’m about the house if you want me for anything. I thought of not going up to the office today, if that is your wish.” “It is, indeed, my boy,” said Mr. Wilcox, and laid a hand on his sleeve.% Charles did not like it; he was uneasy about his father, who did not seem himself this morning. There was a petulant touch about him—more like a woman. Could it be that he was growing old? The Wilcoxes were not lacking in affection; they had it royally, but they did not know how to use it. It was the talent in the napkin, and, for a warm-hearted man, Charles had conveyed very little joy. As he watched his father shuffling up the road, he had a vague regret—a wish that something had been different somewhere—a wish (though he did not express it thus) that he had been taught to say “I” in his youth. He meant to make up for Margaret’s defection, but knew that his father had been very happy with her until yesterday. How had she done it? By some dishonest trick, no doubt—but how? Mr. Wilcox reappeared at eleven, looking very tired. There was to be an inquest on Leonard’s’ body tomorrow, and the police required his son to attend. “I expected that,” said Charles. “I shall naturally be the most important witness there.”

Korean affection: 애정, 영향, 병, 감정, 특성, 성질, 호의, 기질, 감동. defection: 배반, 변절, 부족, 탈당, 저버림. dishonest: 부정직한, 부정한. indeed: 참으로, 과연, 정말로, 실로, 정말, 과연그래, 하기는 그래, 하긴, 설마, 그렇기는 커녕, 대단히. inquest: 검시, 심리, 배심, 집합적 검시배심원, 검시관. lacking: 이 결핍된, 결핍되어.

napkin: 냅킨, 기저귀, 손수건, trick: 장난, 버릇, 비결, 속이다, 계교, 냅킨으로 싸다, 생리용 냅킨. 요술, 요술부리다, 장난감, 모양내다, petulant: 성마른, 까다로운. 의 기대를 저버리다, 계략. required: 필수의. uneasy: 불안한, 걱정되는, 거북한, royally: 멋지게, 왕답게, 왕으로서, 어색한. 훌륭하게, 훌륭히, 장엄하게, 굉장히. witness: 목격하다, 증거, 증언하다, talent: 재능, 연예인, 재능 있는 목격자, 증인, 서명하다, 증언, 에 사람들, 인재, 고대 그리스, 재주, 입회하다, 증거가 되다, 증거물, 탤런트, 히부리의 무게 이름, 재능 증명하다. 있는 사람, 자기 마음대로 거는 사람들.

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Out of the turmoil and horror that had begun with Aunt Juley’s illness and was not even to end with Leonard’s death, it seemed impossible to Margaret that healthy life should re-emerge. Events succeeded in a logical, yet senseless, train. People lost their humanity, and took values as arbitrary as those in a pack of playing-cards. It was natural that Henry should do this and cause Helen to do that, and then think her wrong for doing it; natural that she herself should think him wrong; natural that Leonard should want to know how Helen was, and come, and Charles be angry with him for coming—natural, but unreal. In this jangle of causes and effects what had become of their true selves? Here Leonard lay dead in the garden, from natural causes; yet life was a deep, deep river, death a blue sky, life was a house, death a wisp of hay, a flower, a tower, life and death were anything and everything, except this ordered insanity, where the king takes the queen, and the ace the king. Ah, no; there was beauty and adventure behind, such as the man at her feet had yearned for; there was hope this side of the grave; there were truer relationships beyond the limits that fetter us now. As a prisoner looks up and sees stars beckoning, so she, from the turmoil and horror of those days, caught glimpses of the diviner wheels. And Helen, dumb with fright, but trying to keep calm for the child’s sake, and Miss Avery, calm, but murmuring tenderly, “No one ever told the lad he’ll have a child”—they also reminded her that horror is not the end. To what

Korean ace: 하늘의 용사, 우수 선수, 명인, 능수, 에이스, 제1인자, 카드 따위의 1, 홀인원, 서비스 에이스, 카드 에이스, 최고의 것. arbitrary: 전횡의, 횡포한, 멋대로의, 메 마음대로의, 기분내키는대로의, 임의의, 멋대로인, 마음대로의, 기분내키는 대로의, 독단적인. dumb: 우둔한, 벙어리의, 말이없는, 말못하는, 무언의, 말문이 막힌, 아연케 하다, 말문이막힌, 깜작

놀라게 하다, 바보 같다, 소리없는. jangle: 싸움, 짤랑짤랑, 시끄러운소리, fetter: 차꼬, 차꼬를 채우사, 속박하다, 시끄러운 소리, 극도로 곤두서게 족쇄, 족쇄를 채우다. 하다, 종 따위의 난조, 시끄럽게 fright: 돌연한 공포, 우스운 사람, 지껄이다, 땡그랑땡그랑 울리다, 추악한사람, 추악한 사람, 난조. 우스운사람, 깜짝 놀라게 하다, 보기 prisoner: 죄수, 포로, 붙잡힌 흉한 물건, 도깨비 같은 사람, 도깨비 사람모르고 잡아두다, 자유를 빼앗긴 같은 물건, 공포, 보기 흉한 사람. 사람, 죄인, 자유를 빼앗긴 것, 붙잡힌 insanity: 광기, 정신 이상, 어리석은 것, 붙잡힌 사람. 짓, 정신병, 미친것, 미친 짓, tenderly: 상냥하게, 예민하게, 상하기 정신이상. 쉽게, 유약하게.

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ultimate harmony we tend she did not know, but there seemed great chance that a child would be born into the world, to take the great chances of beauty and adventure that the world offers. She moved through the sunlit garden, gathering narcissi, crimson-eyed and white. There was nothing else to be done; the time for telegrams and anger was over, and it seemed wisest that the hands of Leonard should be folded on his breast and be filled with flowers. Here was the father; leave it at that. Let Squalor be turned into Tragedy, whose eyes are the stars, and whose hands hold the sunset and the dawn.% And even the influx of officials, even the return of the doctor, vulgar and acute, could not shake her belief in the eternity of beauty. Science explained people, but could not understand them. After long centuries among the bones and muscles it might be advancing to knowledge of the nerves, but this would never give understanding. One could open the heart to Mr. Mansbridge and his sort without discovering its secrets to them, for they wanted everything down in black and white, and black and white was exactly what they were left with. They questioned her closely about Charles. She never suspected why. Death had come, and the doctor agreed that it was due to heart disease. They asked to see her father’s sword. She explained that Charles’s anger was natural, but mistaken. Miserable questions about Leonard followed, all of which she answered unfalteringly. Then back to Charles again. “No doubt Mr. Wilcox may have induced death,” she said; “but if it wasn’t one thing it would have been another, as you yourselves know.” At last they thanked her, and took the sword and the body down to Hilton. She began to pick up the books from the floor. Helen had gone to the farm. It was the best place for her, since she had to wait for the inquest. Though, as if things were not hard enough, Madge and her husband had raised trouble; they did not see why they should receive the offscourings of Howards End. And, of course, they were right. The whole world was going to be right, and amply avenge any brave talk against the conventions. “Nothing matters,” the Schlegels had said in the past, “except one’s self-respect and that of one’s friends.” When the time came, other things

Korean amply: 충분히, 널히, 널리. avenge: 복수하다, 대응하다, 원수를갚다, 대갚음하다, 앙갚음하다, 보복하다, 에게 복수 하다, 의 복수를 하다. doctor: 의사, 박사, 수선하다, 치료하다, 숙수, 수선하는사람, 수선하는사람-치료하다, 보정기, 약을 먹다, 암녹색의 제물 낚시, 손질하다. harmony: 조화, 화성, 화합, 일치,

일치점 요람. 자존. influx: 유입, 강어귀, 쇄도, 밀어닥침, tend: 주의하다, 도움이 되다, 돌보다, 유입점. 시중들다, 지키다, 향하다, 간호하다, natural: 자연의, 제자리표, 타고난, 경향이있다, 기울다, 하기 쉽다, 으로 천연의, 자연적인 것, 당연한, 본래의, 향하다. 자연그대로의, 가공하지 않은, ultimate: 최후의, 가장 먼, 궁극적인, 선천적인, 제자리음. 근본의, 최종점, 결론, 궁극적은, offscourings: 사회에서 버림받은 궁극의, 최고의, 근본적인. 사람, 인간 폐물, 찌꺼기, 오물, 인간 yourselves: 당신 자신들. 쓰레기, 폐물. self-respect: 자존심, 자존이 있는,

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mattered terribly. However, Madge had yielded, and Helen was assured of peace for one day and night, and tomorrow she would return to Germany.% As for herself, she determined to go too. No message came from Henry; perhaps he expected her to apologize. Now that she had time to think over her own tragedy, she was unrepentant. She neither forgave him for his behaviour nor wished to forgive him. Her speech to him seemed perfect. She would not have altered a word. It had to be uttered once in a life, to adjust the lopsidedness of the world. It was spoken not only to her husband, but to thousands of men like him—a protest against the inner darkness in high places that comes with a commercial age. Though he would build up his life without hers, she could not apologize. He had refused to connect, on the clearest issue that can be laid before a man, and their love must take the consequences. No, there was nothing more to be done. They had tried not to go over the precipice but perhaps the fall was inevitable. And it comforted her to think that the future was certainly inevitable: cause and effect would go jangling forward to some goal doubtless, but to none that she could imagine. At such moments the soul retires within, to float upon the bosom of a deeper stream, and has communion with the dead, and sees the world’s glory not diminished, but different in kind to what she has supposed. She alters her focus until trivial things are blurred. Margaret had been tending this way all the winter. Leonard’s death brought her to the goal. Alas! that Henry should fade, away as reality emerged, and only her love for him should remain clear, stamped with his image like the cameos we rescue out of dreams. With unfaltering eye she traced his future. He would soon present a healthy mind to the world again, and what did he or the world care if he was rotten at the core? He would grow into a rich, jolly old man, at times a little sentimental about women, but emptying his glass with anyone. Tenacious of power, he would keep Charles and the rest dependent, and retire from business reluctantly and at an advanced age. He would settle down—though she could not realize this. In her eyes Henry was always moving and causing others to move, until the ends of the earth met. But in time he must get too tired to move, and settle

Korean adjust: 조정하다, 화해시키다, 맞추다, 정리하다, 순응하다, 조정되다, 조절하다. apologize: 사죄하다, 사과하다, 변명하다, 용서를 빌다, 변호하다, 해명하다. communion: 친교, 종교 단체, 교섭, 성찬식, 공유, 간담, 교우, 종파, 조합, 내성, 영성체. core: 핵심, 심, 중심핵, 응어리, 인종 평등 회의, 자기코어, 자심, 고갱이,

속을빼내다, 자심기억장치, 근. 물러나게 하다, 자다, 아웃시키다, diminished: 감소된, 권위가 떨어진, 은퇴시키다, 아웃 시키다, 퇴각하다, 반음 줄인, 감손된. 입후보를 단념하다, 지폐 따위를 fade: 시들다, 코스에서 벗어나다, 회수하다. 자취를 감추다, 사라지다, 바래다, terribly: 무섭게, 무시무시하게, 몹시, 희미해지다, 색이 바래다, 쇠퇴하다, 지독하게, 심하게. 지다-색을 바래게 하다, 쭈그러들다, unfaltering: 주저하지 않은, 차츰 안보이게 되다. 비틀거리지 않은, 비틀거리지 않는, lopsidedness: 기울어짐. 주저하지 않는. reluctantly: 싫어하면서, 마지못해. unrepentant: 뉘우치지 않는, 완고한, retire: 회수하다, 퇴직하다, 물러나다, 고집 센.

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down. What next? The inevitable word. appropriate Heaven.%

The release of the soul to its

Would they meet in it? Margaret believed in immortality for herself. An eternal future had always seemed natural to her. And Henry believed in it for himself. Yet, would they meet again? Are there not rather endless levels beyond the grave, as the theory that he had censured teaches? And his level, whether higher or lower, could it possibly be the same as hers? Thus gravely meditating, she was summoned by him. He sent up Crane in the motor. Other servants passed like water, but the chauffeur remained, though impertinent and disloyal. Margaret disliked Crane, and he knew it. “Is it the keys that Mr. Wilcox wants?” she asked. “He didn’t say, madam.” “You haven’t any note for me?” “He didn’t say, madam.” After a moment’s thought she locked up Howards End. It was pitiable to see in it the stirrings of warmth that would be quenched for ever. She raked out the fire that was blazing in the kitchen, and spread the coals in the gravelled yard. She closed the windows and drew the curtains. Henry would probably sell the place now. She was determined not to spare him, for nothing new had happened as far as they were concerned. Her mood might never have altered from yesterday evening. He was standing a little outside Charles’s gate, and motioned the car to stop. When his wife got out he said hoarsely: “I prefer to discuss things with you outside.” “It will be more appropriate in the road, I am afraid,” said Margaret. “Did you get my message?” “What about?”

Korean appropriate: 적당한, 특유한, 돌리다, 도용하다, 착복하다, 고유의, 충당하다, 계상하다, 지출을 승인하다, 전유하다. blazing: 심한, 타는, 강렬한, 타는 듯한, 듯한, 타오르는, 뻔한. concerned: 관계하고 있는, 걱정스러운, 근심하는, 관심을 가진, 사회문제에 관심이 있는, 염려하는, 근심스러운, 사회 문제에 관심이 있는, 정치 문제에 관심이 있는.

discuss: 토론하다, 상의하다, 토론자, 양도하다, 발사, 개봉, 방출, 양도, 논하다, 음미하다, 맛있게 먹다, 서로 포기하다. 이야기하다, 서로 이약기하다, sell: 실망, 속이다, 장사하다, 팔리다, 심의하다, 즐기며 먹다, 논의하다. 속임수, 선전하다, 매진, 납득시키다, hoarsely: 목이 쉬어, 떠들석하게. 배신하다, 초만원, 판매전술. impertinent: 건방진, 무례한, stop: 중지, 멈추다, 방해하다, 주제넘은, 당치 않은, 무관계한, 그만두다, 서다, 휴지, 세우다, 멈춤, 부적당한, 적절하지 못한, 적절하지 멎음, 틀어막다, 중지하다. 않은. warmth: 따뜻함, 흥분, 열심, 화, 온정, pitiable: 비천한, 가엾은. 온기, 격렬함, 온난, 따뜻한 느낌, release: 해방, 석방, 공개, 투하, 해제, 동정, 격앙.

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“I am going to Germany with my sister. I must tell you now that I shall make it my permanent home. Our talk last night was more important than you have realized. I am unable to forgive you and am leaving you.” “I am extremely tired,” said Henry, in injured tones. “I have been walking about all the morning, and wish to sit down.” “Certainly, if you will consent to sit on the grass.” The Great North Road should have been bordered all its length with glebe. Henry’s kind had filched most of it. She moved to the scrap opposite, wherein were the Six Hills. They sat down on the farther side, so that they could not be seen by Charles or Dolly.% “Here are your keys,” said Margaret. She tossed them towards him. They fell on the sunlit slope of grass, and he did not pick them up. “I have something to tell you,” he said gently. She knew this superficial gentleness, this confession of hastiness, that was only intended to enhance her admiration of the male. “I don’t want to hear it,” she replied. “My sister is going to be ill. My life is going to be with her now. We must manage to build up something, she and I and her child.” “Where are you going?” “Munich. We start after the inquest, if she is not too ill.” “After the inquest?” “Yes.” “Have you realized what the verdict at the inquest will be?” “Yes, heart disease.” “No, my dear; manslaughter.” Margaret drove her fingers through the grass. The hill beneath her moved as if it was alive.

Korean beneath: 아래쪽에, 가치조차 없는, 못하여, 어울리지 않는, 바로 아래에, 의 바로 밑에, 아래에, 아래서, 바로 아래쪽에, 할 가치 없는, 땅 속에. consent: 동의, 동의하다, 승낙하다, 승낙, 동의자, 찬성하다, 일치. enhance: 높이다, 늘리다, 강화하다, 높아지다. extremely: 극단적으로, 극도록, 대단히, 몹시, 아주, 매우. gentleness: 친절, 온순, 과격하지

않음, 온화함, 상냥함, 부드러움, 표준의 길이, 음절의 길이, 정신, 안은, 정다움. 행동의 철저한 범위, 시간적인 길이, glebe: 밭, 성직영지, 교회 부속지, 들, 보트의 정신, 모음의 길이. 땅, 토지. scrap: 오려낸 것, 폐기하다, 폐물, hastiness: 성급함, 화급, 조급함, 성급, 파쇠, 작은 조각, 파편, 부스러기로 경솔, 조급, 급한 것. 하다, 주먹다짐하다, 쇠부스러기, hill: 언덕, 흙무더기, 북주다, 야산, 싸움꾼, 잡동사니. 작은산, 쌓아 올리다, 높이 wherein: 어떤 점에서, 그 중에, 쌓아올리다, 쌓아올린 흙, 여름철 그점에서, 무엇 가운데에, 하는 바의, 주재지, 조그만 산. 어떤 점으로. length: 길이, 기간, 세로, 기장, 특정

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“Manslaughter,” repeated Mr. Wilcox. “Charles may go to prison. I dare not tell him. I don’t know what to do—what to do. I’m broken—I’m ended. “% No sudden warmth arose in her. She did not see that to break him was her only hope. She did not enfold the sufferer in her arms. But all through that day and the next a new life began to move. The verdict was brought in. Charles was committed for trial. It was against all reason that he should be punished, but the law, being made in his image, sentenced him to three years’ imprisonment. Then Henry’s fortress gave way. He could bear no one but his wife, he shambled up to Margaret afterwards and asked her to do what she could with him. She did what seemed easiest—she took him down to recruit at Howards End.

Korean arms: 무기, 팔, 힘, 전투 무장시키다, 권력, 앞다리, 문장, 군사. break: 부서지다, 깨뜨리다, 관계를 끊다, 돌발하다, 부수다, 무너지다, 교제를 끊다, 단절, 꺾이다, 꺾다, 그만두다. committed: 언질을 주어, 헌신적인, 전렴하는, 꼼짝못할 입장이 되어, 명확한 태도를 가진, 약속하여, 전념하는. enfold: 싸다, 포옹하다, 안다, 접다, 에

주름을 달다, 주름잡다. 신병을 넣다. fortress: 요새, 안전지대, 요새로 sufferer: 환자, 수난자, 고생하는 사람, 방어하다, 요새지, 요새 도시. 이재자, 이재민, 괴로워하는 사람. imprisonment: 투옥, 감금, 구금, trial: 시련, 시도, 재판, 곤란, 귀찮은 속박, 금고, 유폐. 사람, 시험, 시험의 결과, 심리, prison: 구치소, 형무소, 교도소, 감옥, 취조를 받고, 재난, 시험적인. 금고, 투옥하다, 감금하다. verdict: 평결, 의견, 판단, 답신, 판정. recruit: 보충하다, 신병을 모집하다, 신회원, 신병, 보양하다, 원기가 회복되다, 회복시키다, 증가하다, 신입사원, 원기를 북돋우다, 에

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Tom’s father was cutting the big meadow. He passed again and again amid whirring blades and sweet odours of grass, encompassing with narrowing circles the sacred centre of the field. Tom was negotiating with Helen.% “I haven’t any idea,” she replied. “Do you suppose baby may, Meg?” Margaret put down her work and regarded them absently. that?” she asked.

“What was

“Tom wants to know whether baby is old enough to play with hay?” “I haven’t the least notion,” answered Margaret, and took up her work again. “Now, Tom, baby is not to stand; he is not to lie on his face; he is not to lie so that his head wags; he is not to be teased or tickled; and he is not to be cut into two or more pieces by the cutter. Will you be as careful as all that?” Tom held out his arms. “That child is a wonderful nursemaid,” remarked Margaret. “He is fond of baby. That’s why he does it!” was Helen’s answer. They’re going to be lifelong friends.” “Starting at the ages of six and one?” “Of course. It will be a great thing for Tom.”

Korean absently: 얼빠져, 넋을 잃고, 멍하니, 방심하여. amid: 의 한 복판에, 의 한가운데에, 이 한창일 때, 한창 한는 중에, 복판에, 의 한복판에, 한창 때에. cut: 베다, 절단, 패를 떼다, 몫, 자르다, 끊다, 삭감, 묽게 하다, 절단하다, 벤 상처, 패 떼기. cutter: 재단사, 커터, 베는 도구, 베는 사람, 소형 말썰매, 소형감시선, 필름 편집자, 절단기, 재단기, 자르는사람,

감시선. cutting: 예리한, 신랄한, 절단, 싸게 파는, 자른 가지, 필름 편집, 통렬한, 살을 에는 듯한, 날카로운, 깎고 가는 가공, 오려낸 것. fond: 어리석은, 다정한, 정에 무른, 사랑에 빠진, 실없는, 애정있는, 좋아서, 토대, 레이스의 바닥 천, 기초, 좋아하는. grass: 풀, 잔디, 봄, 목초, 풀 위에 펴다, 풀 돋는 계절, 포아풀과의 풀,

목초지, 풀로 덫다, 때려 눕히다, 목초를 먹이다. lifelong: 일생의, 평생의, 종신의. meadow: 목초지, 강변의 낮은 풀밭. sacred: 신성한, 종교적인, 모신, 바쳐진, 바친, 신성 불가침의, 신의 사자인, 전용되는. sweet: 단 것, 사탕, 캔디, 친절한, 신선한, 상냥한, 상냥하게, 향기로운, 맛있는, 귀여운, 순조롭게.

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“It may be a greater thing for baby.” Fourteen months had passed, but Margaret still stopped at Howards End. No better plan had occurred to her. The meadow was being recut, the great red poppies were reopening in the garden. July would follow with the little red poppies among the wheat, August with the cutting of the wheat. These little events would become part of her year after year. Every summer she would fear lest the well should give out, every winter lest the pipes should freeze; every westerly gale might blow the wych-elm down and bring the end of all things, and so she could not read or talk during a westerly gale. The air was tranquil now. She and her sister were sitting on the remains of Evie’s mockery, where the lawn merged into the field.% “What a time they all are!” said Helen. “What can they be doing inside?” Margaret, who was growing less talkative, made no answer. The noise of the cutter came intermittently, like the breaking of waves. Close by them a man was preparing to scythe out one of the dell-holes. “I wish Henry was out to enjoy this,” said Helen. “This lovely weather and to be shut up in the house! It’s very hard.” “It has to be,” said Margaret. “The hay-fever is his chief objection against living here, but he thinks it worth while.” “Meg, is or isn’t he ill? I can’t make out.” “Not ill. Eternally tired. He has worked very hard all his life, and noticed nothing. Those are the people who collapse when they do notice a thing.” “I suppose he worries dreadfully about his part of the tangle.” “Dreadfully. That is why I wish Dolly had not come, too, today. Still, he wanted them all to come. It has to be.” “Why does he want them?” Margaret did not answer. “Meg, may I tell you something? I like Henry.” “You’d be odd if you didn’t,” said Margaret.

Korean chief: 추장, 주로, 족장, 장관, 장, 최고의, 주요한, 주요부, 두목, 보스, 상관. collapse: 무너지다, 쇠약해지다, 붕괴, 접다, 좌절하다, 접어지다, 무너뜨리다, 허탈하다, 무너짐, 허탈케하다, 폭락하다. fear: 경외하다, 무서워하다, 걱정하다, 공포, 두려움, 경외, 걱정, 근심, 근심하다, 망설이다, 무서움. intermittently: 간헐적으로, 때때로.

meg: 대의 뜻의 결합사. red: 빨간, 빨강, 적자, 혁명적인, 공산주의의, 적색의, 피에 물든, 잔인한, 작열하는, 영령의, 빨갱이의. scythe: 큰 낫, 수레바퀴에 단 낫, 큰 낫으로 베다. summer: 여름, 여름을 지내다, 여름의, 청춘, 하계, 여름철 동안 방목하다, 피서하다, 한창때, 나이, 여름 동안 방목하다. talkative: 말 많은, 이야기하기

좋아하는. tranquil: 조용한, 평온한, 차분한. weather: 풍화시키다, 바람 불어오는 쪽의, 일기, 의 바람을 거슬러 달리다, 외기에 쐬어 변화하다, 외기에 쐬다, 얼근히 취하여, 비바람에 맞히다, 말리다, 뚫고 나아가다, 황천. westerly: 서쪽에서, 서쪽으로 향한, 서방의, 서방에. wheat: 밀.

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“I usen’t to.” “Usen’t!” She lowered her eyes a moment to the black abyss of the past. They had crossed it, always excepting Leonard and Charles. They were building up a new life, obscure, yet gilded with tranquillity. Leonard was dead; Charles had two years more in prison. One usen’t always to see clearly before that time. It was different now.% “I like Henry because he does worry.” “And he likes you because you don’t.” Helen sighed. She seemed humiliated, and buried her face in her hands. After a time she said: “Above love,” a transition less abrupt than it appeared. Margaret never stopped working. “I mean a woman’s love for a man. I supposed I should hang my life on to that once, and was driven up and down and about as if something was worrying through me. But everything is peaceful now; I seem cured. That Herr Forstmeister, whom Frieda keeps writing about, must be a noble character, but he doesn’t see that I shall never marry him or anyone. It isn’t shame or mistrust of myself. I simply couldn’t. I’m ended. I used to be so dreamy about a man’s love as a girl, and think that for good or evil love must be the great thing. But it hasn’t been; it has been itself a dream. Do you agree?” “I do not agree. I do not.” “I ought to remember Leonard as my lover,” said Helen, stepping down into the field. “I tempted him, and killed him and it is surely the least I can do. I would like to throw out all my heart to Leonard on such an afternoon as this. But I cannot. It is no good pretending. I am forgetting him.” Her eyes filled with tears. “How nothing seems to match—how, my darling, my precious—” She broke off. “Tommy!” “Yes, please?” “Baby’s not to try and stand.—There’s something wanting in me. I see you loving Henry, and understanding him better daily, and I know that death

Korean abrupt: 험준한, 느닷없는, 퉁명스러운, 뜻밖의, 단열의, 툭 잘라낸 꼴의. abyss: 심연, 혼돈, 지옥, 나락, 끝없이 깊은 구렁. clearly: 분명히, 똑똑히, 물론, 밝게, 아무렴, 뚜럿하게, 깨끗하게, 확실히, 의심할 여지 없이, 명료하게, 뚜렷하게. daily: 일간 신문, 날마다, 매일의, 매일, 일부의, 일상의, 매일 계산하는,

통근하는 하녀. dream: 몽상, 꿈, 공상하다, 꿈꾸다, 매력 있는 사람, 아름다운 사람, 훌륭한 사람, 꿈인가 싶은 사람, 포부, 아름다운 것, 멍하니 세월을 보내다. dreamy: 공상적인, 어렴풋한, 꿈결같은, 꿈꾸는 듯한, 꿈 많은, 꿈같은. excepting: 말고는, 을 제외하면, 을 빼고, -을 빼고, 을 제외하고. gilded: 금도금한, 화려한.

humiliated: 에게 창피를 주는. mistrust: 신용하지 않다, 의심하다, 추측하다, 불신, 불신용. pretending: 거짓의, 사칭하는, 겉치레하는, 왕위를 노리는. simply: 다만, 전혀, 어리석게, 단순히, 솔직히, 간단히, 고지식하게, 간소하게, 정말로, 천진난만하게. tranquillity: 평온, 침착, 평안, 평정. transition: 변이, 변천, 과도기, 전조, 변화, 전이, 조바꿈.

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wouldn’t%part you in the least. defect?”

But I—Is it some awful appalling, criminal

Margaret silenced her. She said: “It is only that people are far more different than is pretended. All over the world men and women are worrying because they cannot develop as they are supposed to develop. Here and there they have the matter out, and it comforts them. Don’t fret yourself, Helen. Develop what you have; love your child. I do not love children. I am thankful to have none. I can play with their beauty and charm, but that is all—nothing real, not one scrap of what there ought to be. And others—others go farther still, and move outside humanity altogether. A place, as well as a person, may catch the glow. Don’t you see that all this leads to comfort in the end? It is part of the battle against sameness. Differences—eternal differences, planted by God in a single family, so that there may always be colour; sorrow perhaps, but colour in the daily grey. Then I can’t have you worrying about Leonard. Don’t drag in the personal when it will not come. Forget him.” “Yes, yes, but what has Leonard got out of life?” “Perhaps an adventure.” “Is that enough?” “Not for us. But for him.” Helen took up a bunch of grass. She looked at the sorrel, and the red and white and yellow clover, and the quaker grass, and the daisies, and the bents that composed it. She raised it to her face. “Is it sweetening yet?” asked Margaret. “No, only withered.” “It will sweeten tomorrow.” Helen smiled. “Oh, Meg, you are a person,” she said. “Think of the racket and torture this time last year. But now I couldn’t stop unhappy if I tried. What a change—and all through you!”

Korean battle: 투쟁, 전투, 싸움, 승리, 교전, 전쟁, 고투하다, 분투하다, 와 싸우다, 싸우다, 투쟁하다. clover: 클로버, 토끼풀. composed: 침착한, 으로 구성되어, 차분한. drag: 발을 질질 끌며걷다, 끌리다, 당기다, 흙다, 써레, 끌기, 느릿느릿 나아가다, 바퀴 멈추개, 바퀴멈추개, 느릿느릿나아가다, 느릿느릿걷다. fret: 먹어들어가다, 초조하다,

부식하다, 물결치게하다, 애타다, 누그러지다, 달게 되다, 의 느낌을 프렛, 초조, 에 프렛을 달다, 애달음, 좋게 하다, 의 매력을 높이다, 의 안달하다, 뇌문. 비위를 맞추다, 의 울림을 좋게 하다, racket: 직업, 라켓, 소음, 시련, 셈을 의 입맛을 좋게 하다. 치르다, 공갈, 협잡, 소동, 협박 sweetening: 감미료, 달게 함, 달게 라켓으로 치다, 부정한 돈벌이, 부정. 하기. sameness: 동일, 일륜, 동일성. torture: 고문, 곡해하다, 고통, 을 sorrel: 밤색, 수영, 구렁 말, 고문하다, 몹시 괴롭히다, 억지로 참소리쟁이, 팽이밥류, 밤색의. 갖다 붙이다, 억지로 비틀다, 억지로 sweeten: 달게 하다, 좋아지다, 꼬부리다, 고문하다, 괴롭히다, 심한 좋게하다, 유쾌하게 하다, 고통.

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“Oh, we merely settled down. You and Henry learnt to understand one another and to forgive, all through the autumn and the winter.” “Yes, but who settled us down?” Margaret did not reply. The scything had begun, and she took off her pincenez to watch it.% “You!” cried Helen. “You did it all, sweetest, though you’re too stupid to see. Living here was your plan—I wanted you; he wanted you; and every one said it was impossible, but you knew. Just think of our lives without you, Meg—I and baby with Monica, revolting by theory, he handed about from Dolly to Evie. But you picked up the pieces, and made us a home. Can’t it strike you—even for a moment—that your life has been heroic? Can’t you remember the two months after Charles’s arrest, when you began to act, and did all?” “You were both ill at the time,” said Margaret. “I did the obvious things. I had two invalids to nurse. Here was a house, ready furnished and empty. It was obvious. I didn’t know myself it would turn into a permanent home. No doubt I have done a little towards straightening the tangle, but things that I can’t phrase have helped me.” “I hope it will be permanent,” said Helen, drifting away to other thoughts. “I think so. There are moments when I feel Howards End peculiarly our own.” “All the same, London’s creeping.” She pointed over the meadow—over eight or nine meadows, but at the end of them was a red rust. “You see that in Surrey and even Hampshire now,” she continued. “I can see it from the Purbeck Downs. And London is only part of something else, I’m afraid. Life’s going to be melted down, all over the world.” Margaret knew that her sister spoke truly. Howards End, Oniton, the Purbeck Downs, the Oderberge, were all survivals, and the melting-pot was

Korean arrest: 체포하다, 체포, 막다, 저지하다, 붙들다, 구속, 구류, 저지, 마음을 끌다, 마음을 끌다-저지, 정지. melted: 곤드레만드레 취한. nine: 아홉, 아홉의, 야구팀, 아홉의 기호, 구홀, 카드 놀이 따위의 구, 아홉 명이 한 조가 되는 것, 아홉 명이 한 세트가 되는 것, 아홉 개가한 조가 되는 것, 아홉 개가한 세트가 되는 것. nurse: 간호하다, 유모, 젖을 먹이다,

젖을 먹다, 보모, 공을 모아놓기, 돌리다, 뒹굴다, 돌리다, 모양, 복자, 간호사로 일하다, 간호사로서 방향을 바꾸다, 번갈아. 근무하다, 간호인, 보호목, 보호하다. understand: 이해하다, 의 의미로 pince-nez: 코안경. 해석하다, 추측하다, 정통하다, revolting: 구역나는, 메스꺼운, 전해듣고 있다, 이해력이 있다, 반란하는, 불쾌감을 일으키는, 싫은, 생각하다, 마음 속에서 보충하다, 지긋지긋한, 반란을 일으키는. 들어서 알다, 들어서 알고 있다, 알다. rust: 녹, 녹슬다, 녹병에 걸리다, 녹병, watch: 경계, 주시하다, 감시하다, 무활동, 녹슬게 하다, 녹병균, 녹빛이 돌보다, 지켜보다, 감시, 대기하고 되다, 녹빛, 나쁜 습관, 둔해지다. 있다, 불침번, 야경, 엿보다, 자지 turn: 돌다, 순번, 변화, 회전, 선반을 않고 있다.

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being prepared for them. Logically, they had no right to be alive. One’s hope was in the weakness of logic. Were they possibly the earth beating time? “Because a thing is going strong now, it need not go strong for ever,” she said. “This craze for motion has only set in during the last hundred years. It may be followed by a civilization that won’t be a movement, because it will rest on the earth. All the signs are against it now, but I can’t help hoping, and very early in the morning in the garden I feel that our house is the future as well as the past.” They turned and looked at it. Their own memories coloured it now, for Helen’s child had been born in the central room of the nine. Then Margaret said, “Oh, take care—!” for something moved behind the window of the hall, and the door opened.% “The conclave’s breaking at last. I’ll go.” It was Paul. Helen retreated with the children far into the field. Friendly voices greeted her. Margaret rose, to encounter a man with a heavy black moustache. “My father has asked for you,” he said with hostility. She took her work and followed him. “We have been talking business,” he continued, “but I dare say you knew all about it beforehand.” “Yes, I did.” Clumsy of movement—for he had spent all his life in the saddle—Paul drove his foot against the paint of the front door. Mrs. Wilcox gave a little cry of annoyance. She did not like anything scratched; she stopped in the hall to take Dolly’s boa and gloves out of a vase. Her husband was lying in a great leather chair in the dining-room, and by his side, holding his hand rather ostentatiously, was Evie. Dolly, dressed in purple, sat near the window. The room was a little dark and airless; they were obliged to keep it like this until the carting of the hay. Margaret joined the family

Korean airless: 바람이 없는, 환기가 나쁜, 빙렬이 나타나게 굽다, 발광하다, 부려, 여봐란 듯이. 공기 없는. 미치게 하다, 열중, 발광시키다, paint: 그리다, 도료, 화장품, 연지, annoyance: 성가심, 두통거리, 약오름, 미치다, 열중시키다, 대유행. 페인트, 페인트칠, 채료, 화장하다, 성가신 일, 성가신 사람, 성가시게 hundred: 백, 다수, 많은, 많이, 굵은 페인트 칠하다, 페인트칠하다, 그림 굴기, 괴로움. 설탕, 무수, 백의, 백달러, 백사람, 물감. boa: 보아, 큰구렁이, 왕뱀, 확대 공동 백의 기호, 백야드 경주. vase: 꽃병, 병, 단지, 병 장식. 변동환시세제. leather: 가죽, 가죽 끈으로 때리다, weakness: 우둔, 불충분, 결점, 약함, coloured: 색의, 착색한, 수상쩍은, 가죽제품, 가죽을 씌우다, 가죽 제품, 우유부단, 약점, 저능, 유약, 박약, 과장한, 유색인, 채색되어 있는, 가죽으로 만든, 가죽의, 사람의 피부, 마음이 약함, 나약. 문장을 꾸민, 유색의. 피부, 가죽을 무두질하다. craze: 열광, 빙렬이 생기다, 광기, ostentatiously: 화려하게, 허세를

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without speaking; the five of them had met already at tea, and she knew quite well what was going to be said. Averse to wasting her time, she went on sewing. The clock struck six.% “Is this going to suit every one?” said Henry in a weary voice. He used the old phrases, but their effect was unexpected and shadowy. “Because I don’t want you all coming here later on and complaining that I have been unfair.” “It’s apparently got to suit us,” said Paul. “I beg your pardon, my boy. You have only to speak, and I will leave the house to you instead.” Paul frowned ill-temperedly, and began scratching at his arm. “As I’ve given up the outdoor life that suited me, and I have come home to look after the business, it’s no good my settling down here,” he said at last. “It’s not really the country, and it’s not the town.” “Very well. Does my arrangement suit you, Evie?” “Of course, Father.” “And you, Dolly?” Dolly raised her faded little face, which sorrow could wither but not steady. “Perfectly splendidly,” she said. “I thought Charles wanted it for the boys, but last time I saw him he said no, because we cannot possibly live in this part of England again. Charles says we ought to change our name, but I cannot think what to, for Wilcox just suits Charles and me, and I can’t think of any other name.” There was a general silence. Dolly looked nervously round, fearing that she had been inappropriate. Paul continued to scratch his arm. “Then I leave Howards End to my wife absolutely,” said Henry. “And let every one understand that; and after I am dead let there be no jealousy and no surprise.”

Korean apparently: 명백히, 일견하여, 겉보기에는, 분명히, 보기에, 명확하게. clock: 시계, 사람의 얼굴, 시계로 시간을 재다, 때리다, 기록을 내다, 자수 장식을 하다, 의 시간을 재다, 양말의 장식수, 내내, 치다, 양말목의 자수 장식. inappropriate: 부적당한, 온당치 못한. outdoor: 문밖의, 원외의, 집 밖의. phrases: 실없는 말.

sewing: 재봉, 바느질감, 바느질실, 마음에 들다. 재봉의. wasting: 소모성의, 황폐하게 하는, shadowy: 공허한, 덧없는, 몽롱한, 낭비. 그림자 있는, 그림자가 많은, 그림자 weary: 지치다, 지치게 하다, 지치게 같은, 환상의, 흔적을 나타내는. 하는, 싫어진, 넌더리나는, 동경하다, sorrow: 불행, 슬픔, 고난, 슬픈, 싫증나다, 지루하게 하다, 슬퍼보이는, 아쉬움, 슬퍼하다, 후회, 지루해지다, 피로한, 싫증나게 하다. 고생. wither: 쇠퇴시키다, 시들다, suit: 형편이 좋다, 청원, 소송, 한 벌, 움츠러들게 하다, 이울다, 식다, 적합하다, 탄원, 구애, 적합하게 하다, 이울게하다, 위축시키다, 약해지다, 에 어울리다, 남하는 대로 하다, 의 손상하다, 시들게 하다.

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Margaret did not answer. There was something uncanny in her triumph. She, who had never expected to conquer anyone, had charged straight through these Wilcoxes and broken up their lives.% “In consequence, I leave my wife no money,” said Henry. “That is her own wish. All that she would have had will be divided among you. I am also giving you a great deal in my lifetime, so that you may be independent of me. That is her wish, too. She also is giving away a great deal of money. She intends to diminish her income by half during the next ten years; she intends when she dies to leave the house to her—to her nephew, down in the field. Is all that clear? Does every one understand?” Paul rose to his feet. He was accustomed to natives, and a very little shook him out of the Englishman. Feeling manly and cynical, he said: “Down in the field? Oh, come! I think we might have had the whole establishment, piccaninnies included.” Mrs. Cahill whispered: “Don’t, Paul. You promised you’d take care.” Feeling a woman of the world, she rose and prepared to take her leave. Her father kissed her. “Good-bye, old girl,” he said; “don’t you worry about me. “ “Good-bye, Dad.” Then it was Dolly’s turn. Anxious to contribute, she laughed nervously, and said: “Good-bye, Mr. Wilcox. It does seem curious that Mrs. Wilcox should have left Margaret Howards End, and yet she get it, after all.” From Evie came a sharply-drawn breath. “Good-bye,” she said to Margaret, and kissed her. And again and again fell the word, like the ebb of a dying sea. “Good-bye.” “Good-bye, Dolly.” “So long, Father.” “Good-bye, my boy; always take care of yourself.”

Korean broken: 파산한, 길든, 부서진, 서투른, 울퉁불퉁한, 끊어진, 깨진, 단속적인, 낙담한, 지리멸렬의, 짓밟힌. charged: 긴장된, 논쟁이 일어날 것 같은, 대전한, 마약에 취한, 실효전하를 가진, 일촉즉발의. conquer: 정복하다, 극복하다, 손아귀에 넣다, 억누르다, 획득하다, 승리를얻다, 타파하다, 공략하다, 이가다, 승리를 얻다. contribute: 기고하다, 기부하다,

이바지하다, 기여하다, 기부를 하다, 주다, 의 한 도움이 되다, 기증하다, 공헌하다, 의 한 원인이 되다. dies: 날, 일. diminish: 줄이다, 감소시키다, 줄다. income: 소득, 수입, 정기적수입, 정기 수입. independent: 독립의, 조합 교회파의, 자주의, 무소속의, 독립심이 강한, 독자적인, 독립한 사람, 독립한, 마음대로 하는, 무소속 의원,

무소속자. lifetime: 평생, 평생의, 일생, 생애의. manly: 사내다운, 남자 같은, 남성적인, 남자와 같은, 여자가 남자와 같은. sea: 바다, 놀, 선원이 되다, 온통, 해상에서, 항해중에, 할 바를 모르고, 퍼짐, 호수, 일대, 얼근히 취하여. uncanny: 기분 나쁜, 이상한, 초자연적인, 힘드는, 부자연스러울 정도의, 섬뜩한.

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“Good-bye, Mrs. Wilcox.” “Good-bye.% Margaret saw their visitors to the gate. Then she returned to her husband and laid her head in his hands. He was pitiably tired. But Dolly’s remark had interested her. At last she said: “Could you tell me, Henry, what was that about Mrs. Wilcox having left me Howards End?” Tranquilly he replied: “Yes, she did. But that is a very old story. When she was ill and you were so kind to her she wanted to make you some return, and, not being herself at the time, scribbled ‘Howards End’ on a piece of paper. I went into it thoroughly, and, as it was clearly fanciful, I set it aside, little knowing what my Margaret would be to me in the future.” Margaret was silent. Something shook her life in its inmost recesses, and she shivered. “I didn’t do wrong, did I?” he asked, bending down. “You didn’t, darling. Nothing has been done wrong.” From the garden came laughter. “Here they are at last!” exclaimed Henry, disengaging himself with a smile. Helen rushed into the gloom, holding Tom by one hand and carrying her baby on the other. There were shouts of infectious joy. “The field’s cut!” Helen cried excitedly—”the big meadow! We’ve seen to the very end, and it’ll be such a crop of hay as never!” Weybridge, 1908-1910.

Korean aside: 떨어져서-방백, 옆에, 떼어서, 독백, 곁으로, 곁에, 방백, 별도로 하고, 생각하지 않고, 따로 두고. carrying: 운송, 운송의, 적재의, 적재, 목소리가 잘 들리는, 잘 들리는, 운수, 적재 운송의. darling: 가장 사랑하는 사람, 귀여운, 당신, 가장 사랑하는, 가장 귀여워하는 사람. fanciful: 공상의, 변덕스런, 기발한, 기상 천외한, 공상에 잠기는.

gloom: 어둠, 어두워지다, 암흑, 음울, 음울한 표정, 우울, 암영, 어두운 얼굴을 하다, 침울, 어둑어둑해지다, 어둡게 하다. hay: 건초, 건초를 만들다, 마초, 잔돈의, 잔돈, 건초의. infectious: 전염성의, 전염병의, 옮기쉬운, 전염의, 전염되기 쉬운. inmost: 맨 안쪽의, 가장 깊은, 마음 깊은곳의, 깊이 간직한, 마음 깊이 간직한, 내심의, 가장 깊숙한 곳의,

가장 깊은속의. meadow: 목초지, 강변의 낮은 풀밭. piece: 한 조각, 한개, 총, 단편, 한 필, 한 곡, 한 구획, 한예, 한장, 화폐, 한 통. pitiably: 부쌍하게, 비열하게. remark: 주의, 말하다, 의견, 주목, 비평, 주의하다, 알아채다, 논평하다, 말, 감지하다, 유의하다.

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GLOSSARY abandonment: 포기, 포자기, 기, 위부, 유기, 자유 분방, 자포자기 aberdeen: 스모치테리어개, 스콜틀랜드의 동북부도시 abode: 체류, 주거, 거주, 주소 abominable: 지독한, 싫은, 지겹게, 지겨운, 지긋지긋한, 참으로 싫은 abominably: 몹시, 지독히, 가증스레 abrupt: 험준한, 느닷없는, 퉁명스러운, 뜻밖의, 단열의, 툭 잘라낸 꼴의 abruptly: 갑자기, 충격적으로, 무뚝뚝하게, 뜻밖에, 돌연적, 퉁명스럽게 absent: 결석의, 없는, 부재의, 멍청한, 멍하게, 결근의, 결근하다, 결석하다, 결여된, 멍한, 출타중인 absently: 얼빠져, 넋을 잃고, 멍하니, 방심하여 absorbed: 열중한, 마음을 빼앗긴, 흡수된, 병합된, 여념 없는 abstractedly: 추상적으로 absurd: 불합리한, 어리석은, 부조리한, 모순된, 부조리 absurdity: 부조리한, 엉터리없는 일, 불합리, 어리석은 일 absurdly: 불합리하게, 엉터리로 abyss: 심연, 혼돈, 지옥, 나락, 끝없이 깊은 구렁 accepting: 어음 인수 상사 accessories: 부속물 acclaim: 환호, 갈채, 갈채하다, 갈채를 보내다, 환호하다 accommodate: 적응시키다, 숙박시키다, 빌려주다, 공급하다, 화해시키다, 수용하다, 조절하다, 조정하다, 편의를 도모하다 accompaniment: 반주, 수반하는 물건, 반주부, 부속물 accompany: 반주하다, 따르다, 따르게 하다, 동반하다 accompanying: 따르는, 동봉한, 동반중인, 수행중인 accomplished: 성취된, 뛰어난, 교양이 있는, 능란한, 세련된, 조예가

깊은, 기정의, 완료된, 완성된 accord: 조화하다, 맞다, 일치하다, 화음, 을 일치시키다, 을 적응시키다, 을 조화시키다, 일치, 임의, 협정, 주다 according: 그러므로, 따라서, 나름으로, 에 따라, 에 의하여 accost: 인사, 말을 걸다. 말붙임, 말붙임, 말을 걸다, 말을걸다, 거지가 남에게 말을걸다, 가까이 가서 말을 걸다 accurately: 정확히, 정밀하게, 정밀히, 정확하게 accuse: 고발하다, 고소하다, 비난하다, 책하다 accusing: 비난하는, 나무라는, 죄가 있다고 하는, 책망하는 듯한, 고발하는 accustom: 익히다, 늘하는식의, 예의, 에 익숙해지다, 의히다 accustomed: 익숙한, 평소의, 여느 때와 다름없는, 길든, 습관의, 에 익숙한 ace: 하늘의 용사, 우수 선수, 명인, 능수, 에이스, 제1인자, 카드 따위의 1, 홀인원, 서비스 에이스, 카드 에이스, 최고의 것 ache: 아프다, 아픔, 쑤시다, 갈망하다, 간망하다, 통증, 하고 싶어 못 견디다 aching: 쑤시는, 아픈 acquaintance: 지식, 알고 있음, 면식, 아는 사람, 잘아는 사람, 익히 알고 있음, 안면, 숙지, 아는 사인 acquit: 석방하다, 변제, 방면하다, 면제하다, 영주증, 다하다, 석방번, 수행, 행동하다, 연기하다, 을 해제하다 acrimony: 호됨, 격렬함, 독살스러움, 매서움, 신랄함 actress: 여배우 acutely: 격심하게, 예민하게, 날카롭게 adapt: 적응시키다, 수정하다, 개작하다, 조화시키다, 순응하다,

개조 하다, 번안 하다, 각색 하다, 순응시키다 addressing: 어드레싱, 어드레스 지정 adequately: 충분하게, 그런대로 어울리게, 적당하게, 마땅히, 적절하게, 적합하게 adjudicate: 판결하다, 재정하다, 선고하다, 재결하다, 판결을 내리다 adjust: 조정하다, 화해시키다, 맞추다, 정리하다, 순응하다, 조정되다, 조절하다 admirable: 훌륭한, 좋다, 칭찬할 만한 admirably: 훌륭히 admiration: 감탄, 칭찬, 찬미, 경탄, 경이, 칭찬의 대상, 찬양의 대상 admire: 감탄하다, 칭찬하다, 기뻐하다, 좋아하다, 찬미하다, 황홀하게 바라보다, 탄복하며 바라보다, 찬탄하다, 탄복하다 admonition: 훈계, 타이름, 충고, 경고, 훈방, 설유 admonitory: 권고하는, 설유하는, 훈계의, 경고하는 adoring: 숭배하는, 경배할 만한, 홀딱 반한 adroitly: 교묘하게, 솜씨좋게, 빈틈없게, 약게, 기민하게 advent: 출현, 예수의 강림, 도래, 그리스도의 강림, 그리스도의 강생 adventure: 모험, 흔치않은 체험, 흔치안은 체험, 재미있는, 희한한 사건, 투기, 위험을 무릅쓰다, 위험에 빠뜨리다, 모험심, 모험담, 감행하다 adventurer: 모험가, 투기꾼, 모험가 누기가, 엉큼한 수단으로 지위나 돈을 노리는 사나이 affectation: 체함, 짐짓 꾸밈, 태 affection: 애정, 영향, 병, 감정, 특성, 성질, 호의, 기질, 감동 affectionate: 깊이 사랑하고 있는, 애정 있는, 애정이 깊은, 애정어린, 친애하는 affirm: 단언하다, 확언하다, 확인하다, 긍정하다, 지지하다,

E.M. Forster 확약하다 afield: 들에, 집에서 떨어져, 싸움터에서, 상궤를 벗어나, 벌판에, 들로, 헤맹, 집에서 멀리 떨어져, 고향에서 멀리 떨어져 aflame: 타올라, 불타올라, 불타 올라, 화끈 달아서, 불타서 agitated: 흥분한, 동요한 agitation: 선동, 동요, 흥분, 동란, 논의, 뒤흔들기 agony: 희비의 극치, 단말마의 괴로움, 고뇌, 고통, 그리스도의 고통, 심한 고통, 죽음의 고통, 감정의 격발, 격발 agreeable: 기분 좋은, 유쾌한, 적당한, 어울리는, 쾌이 흥하는, 사근사근한, 마음에 드는, 맞는, 상냥한, 기꺼이 동의하는 agreeably: 기꺼이, 쾌히, 일치하여, 유쾌하게, 에 따라서, 에 따라 aiming: 겨냥, 조준 aimless: 목적없는, 목적이 없는, 목표없는 aimlessly: 목적없이, 정처없이 airing: 공기에 쐼, 드라이브, 산책, 야외운동, 바람에 말림, 바람에 쐼, 방송, 개진, 외출 airless: 바람이 없는, 환기가 나쁜, 공기 없는 akin: 혈족의, 같은, 동족의, 비슷한, 유사해 alarmed: 불안해 하는, 겁 먹은, 깜짝 놀란 alarming: 놀랄 정도의, 경각심, 경종, 놀라운 alas: 아아, 슬픈지고 alert: 경계, 방심 않는, 민활한, 경계경보, 경보, 기민한 alienate: 양도하다, 멀리하다, 이간하다, 소원하게 하다, 멀리 하다, 따돌리다, 딴 데로 돌리다 alike: 똑같은, 같은, 같게, 같이, 서로 같은 alleviation: 경감, 완화 allude: 넌지시 비추다, 에 관해 말하다, 논급하다, 언급하다, 암시하다 ally: 동맹하다, 친척이다-동맹자, 결연하다, 동류의, 원조자, 연합하다, 제휴시키다, 연합시키다, 동맹국, 결합시키다, 결연시키다 aloud: 큰 소리로, 똑똑히, 소리 내어 alpine: 알프스의, 고산의, 대단히 높은, 높은 산의, 알펜의, 활강의, 알프스 산맥의 amateurish: 아마추어 같은, 서투른, 전문적이 못되는 amazed: 놀란 amazement: 놀람, 소스라침

ambiguous: 모호한, 두 가지 뜻으로 해석할 수 있는, 두 가지 뜻으로 해석할 수 있는모호한 ambush: 잠복, 매복, 복병, 매복장소, 숨어서 기다리다, 메복하다 amenities: 기분에 맞음, 생활을 즐겁게 해주는 가지가지의 일, 예의 amiable: 붙임성 있는, 귀염성 있는, 호감을 주는, 온화한, 상냥한, 마음씨 고운, 귀여운, 마음씨가 상냥한 amid: 의 한 복판에, 의 한가운데에, 이 한창일 때, 한창 한는 중에, 복판에, 의 한복판에, 한창 때에 amidst: 한창 하는 중에, 의 한복판에 amiss: 어긋나서, 잘못한, 형편이 나쁜, 고장난, 빗나가서, 수사납게, 이 적절하지 않은, 잘못되어, 탈이 나서, 이 적질하지 않은 amorous: 요염한, 연애의, 연애를하고 있는, 사라을 표시하는, 호색의, 연애를하고있는, 사랑을표시하는, 사랑의, 호색적인 ample: 넓은, 충분한, 광대한, 풍부한 amply: 충분히, 널히, 널리 amuse: 위안하다, 즐겁게, 즐겁게하다, 재미있게하다, 쁘게 하다, 분 전환을 하다, 즐겁게 하다 amused: 즐기는, 명랑한, 즐거워 하는, 즐거워하는 amusement: 즐거움, 위안, 오락, 재미로 하는 것, 재미 amusing: 우스운, 재미나는, 재미있는, 즐거운, 우스움, 즐거움 analogous: 유사한, 상사의 analyze: 분석하다, 분해하다, 해석하다, 검토하다, 분석적으로 검토하다, 정신분석하다, 해부하다 anchored: 닻을 내린, 서로 가까이 모여 있는 andante: 안단테의, 안단테의 곡, 안단테 anew: 재차, 다시, 새로이, 다시 한번 angel: 천사, 영국의옛금화, 재정적후원자, 천사같은 사람, 옛날의 영국 금화, 재정적 후원자 angles: 앵글족 anglican: 성공회의, 영국 국교회의, 영국국교의, 영국성공회의-영국 국교도, 영국 교회의 anglo: 영국뜻의 결합사, 영국의 angrily: 노하여, 성나서, 화나서, 화내어 annoyance: 성가심, 두통거리, 약오름, 성가신 일, 성가신 사람, 성가시게 굴기, 괴로움 annoyed: 괴로운 annually: 해마다, 매년, 연년 anodyne: 진통의, 진통제, 완화물, 기분을 누구러뜨리는, 감정을

365 완화시키는 anonymous: 작자불명의, 익명의, 개성없는, 작자 불명의, 개성이 없는, 의명의 antecedents: 경력, 이력 anthropomorphic: 의인화된, 사람의 모습을 닮은, 인격화된 antibilious: 담즙병 예방의 anxiously: 걱정스럽게, 근심하여, 걱정하여 anyhow: 되는 대로, 적당히, 적어도, 어떻게든, 아무렇게나, 어떻게 해서든지, 여하튼, 아무리 해도 apennines: 아펜니노 산맥, 아펜니노산맥 apologetically: 사죄하여, 변명하여, 변명적으로 apologize: 사죄하다, 사과하다, 변명하다, 용서를 빌다, 변호하다, 해명하다 apostle: 사도, 최초의전도자, 주창자, 최초의 기독교 전도자, 총무 위원 appalling: 대단한, 섬뜩한, 심한, 끔찍한, 무서운, 오싹 소름이 끼치는, 질리는 apparel: 의복, 차리다, 꾸미다, 의상, 제복의장식수-입히다, 입히다, 기성복, 제복, 장식 apparition: 환영, 유령, 요괴, 출현물 appearing: 인 듯한 applause: 찬성, 박수갈채, 칭찬, 박수 갈채 apposite: 적절한, 적당한 apprehend: 우려하다, 체포하다, 이해다다, 붙잡다, 염려하다, 이해하다, 깨닫다, 감지하다이해하다, 감지하다 approve: 찬성하다, 시인하다, 실증하다, 인가하다, 마음에들다, 승인하다, 보여주다-시인하다, 보여주다, 좋다고 인정하다, 수락하다, 임을 보이다 approving: 시인하는 apt: 적당한, 하기쉬운, 이해가 빠른, 적절한, 총기있는, 하기 쉬운, 할 것 같은, 재기있는 aquarium: 수족관, 목사관, 양어지 arabian: 아라비아의, 아라비아 사람의, 아라비아 말, 아라비아 사람 arbitrary: 전횡의, 횡포한, 멋대로의, 메 마음대로의, 기분내키는대로의, 임의의, 멋대로인, 마음대로의, 기분내키는 대로의, 독단적인 archbishop: 대주교, 대감독대주교 arching: 궁형부, 아치 architect: 건축가, 제작자, 건축기사, 조물주, 설계자, 입안자 ardently: 열렬히, 열심히, 불타게 ardour: 열정, 열심

366 argentine: 아르헨티나의, 아르헨티나 사람, 은의 aristocracy: 귀족 정치, 귀족사회, 일류의 사람들, 귀족적인 성질, 귀족, 귀족적인 정신 aristocratic: 귀족의, 귀족적인, 귀족티 내는 arithmetic: 산수, 계산, 셈본, 초등수학, 산수의 능력, 산수의 armchair: 안락의자, 실제 경험에 의하지 않은, 경험에 의하지 않은 aroma: 방향, 기품, 향기, 묘취, 아취, 품격 arose: 과거 artfully: 교묘하게, 인위적으로 artificer: 제작가, 기술가, 장색, 장인, 기술자 artisan: 장색, 장인 artistic: 예술적인, 미술의, 예술의, 멋있는, 미술적인 ascent: 오르막, 오름, 상승, 등산, 사승, 오르막길, 올라감 ascetic: 금욕적인, 고행자, 고행의, 금욕생활자, 금욕생활자-고행의, 금욕주의자, 고행자 같은 asceticism: 금욕주의, 고행, 수덕주의, 고행생활, 고행 생활 ashamed: 낯을 붉히어, 부끄러워하여, 부끄러이 여겨, 부끄러워 asperity: 격렬함, 꺼칠꺼칠함, 퉁명스러움, 거칠기, 감촉의 나쁨, 혹독함 aspiration: 포부, 대망, 기음, 갈망, 빨아냄, 열망, 기식음 발성, 호흡, 흡출 aspire: 치솟다, 올라가다, 갈망하다, 동경하다, 솟아 오르다, 열망하다 assert: 주장하다, 단언하다, 옹호하다, 자기 설을 주장하다, 역설하다, 자기 권리를 주장하다, 을 단언하다 assertion: 단언, 독단, 주장, 나타나다 assimilate: 동화하다, 흡수하다, 소화하다, 이해하다, 비슷해지다동화된 물건, 비슷해지다, 비교하다동화하다, 비교하다, 동화된 물건, 동화시키다, 용화시키다 associate: 준회원, 연합시키다, 한동아리, 공동시키다, 동료, 교제하다, 연상하다, 준, 연합한, 연상하다-교제하다-동료, 연상되는 것-동아리의 assuming: 건방진, 주제넘는, 주제넘은 assurance: 보증, 확신, 자신, 철면피, 침착, 보험 assure: 보증하다, 납득시키다, 보험에 넣다, 안심시키다,

Howards End 확신시키다, 확실히하다, 납득하다, 확실하게 하다, 보험을 걸다 assuredly: 대담히, 확실하게, 자신있게, 확실히, 자신을 가지고, 확신을 가지고 astonished: 놀란 astonishing: 놀라운 astral: 별의, 별로부터의, 별이 많은 atheist: 무신론자, 무신앙자 atheistical: 무신론의 athlete: 경기자, 운동가, 운동 선수, 운동선수, 육상 경기 선수, 체육 athletic: 운동경기의, 장장한, 운동가 같은, 운동의, 경기의, 운동 경기의, 스포츠맨다운 atlas: 지도책, 수폭 탄두를 적재한 대륙간 탄도 유도탄, 아틀라스, 아틀라스판, 남상주, 환추 attach: 붙이다, 구속하다, 부착하다, 소속시키다, 압류하다, 애정으로맺다, 달다, 을 애정으로 묶다, 덧붙이다, 귀착시키다, 일시적으로 타부대에 배속시키다 attain: 달성하다, 도달하다, 이루다, 이르다, 결혼하다, 붙어있다, 첨부하다 attainable: 달성할수있는, 달성할 수 있는, 이를 수 있는 attendance: 출석, 시중, 돌봄, 참석, 출근, 간호, 출석자수, 관객수, 서비스, 서비스료 attentive: 친절한, 경청하는, 정중한, 주의깊은, 주의 깊은 attentively: 세심하게, 주의깊게 attraction: 인력, 흡인, 매력, 끄는 힘, 끄는힘, 련인, 흡인력, 끌어 당김, 사람의 마음을 끄는 것, 사람끌기, 관광명소 auntie: 아줌마, 미사일 요격용 미사일, 영국 방송 협회, 미사일 요격미사일 aura: 발기체, 미묘한 분위기, 특수 미묘한 분위기, 영기, 발기, 미풍의 상징, 전조 austerity: 내핍 생활, 엄숙, 간결, 엄격, 내핍적인 austria: 오스트리아 autumnal: 가을의, 초로기의, 가을에 피는 avenge: 복수하다, 대응하다, 원수를갚다, 대갚음하다, 앙갚음하다, 보복하다, 에게 복수 하다, 의 복수를 하다 avenue: 가로수 길, 큰거리, 가로, 수단, 두 줄로 늘어선 가로수, 방법, 큰 가로, 현관에 이르는 통로, 접근수단 averse: 반대하여, 싫어하다, 싫어하여, 원줄기에서 바깥쪽을

향한 avidly: 게걸스럽게 await: 기다리다, 에 준비되어 있다 awake: 깨우다, 일으키다, 깨다, 깨닫다, 방심 않는, 잘 알아채서, 깨어서, 자각시키다-눈뜨다, 자각시키다, 눈뜨다, 분기하다깨어서 awakening: 각성, 눈뜨게한는, 눈뜸, 깨우치는, 깨우치는-눈뜸 awe: 외경하다, 경외, 두려움 awesome: 무서운, 두려운, 경외심이 나타나 있는, 두려움을 일으 키게 하는, 위엄있는 awestruck: 위엄에 눌린, 두려운 생각이 든, 외경심이 일어난, 위압당한, 위엄에 압도된 awfully: 무섭게, 대단히 awkward: 어색한, 하기 어려운, 약 빠르지 못한, 보기흉한, 사용하기 거북한, 서투른, 섣부른, 어거하기 힘든, 다루기 어려운, 깔볼 수 없는, 거북한 awkwardly: 어색하게, 꼴사납게, 서투르게, 이상하게 awkwardness: 어색함, 꼴사나움, 서투름, 이상함 awoke: 깨우다의 과거분사 awry: 일러진, 뒤틀리어, 뒤틀린, 구부러져, 틀려서 axe: 도끼 도끼로 찍다, 도끼, 참수, 도끼로 자르다, 대폭 삭감하다, 재즈 악기 axle: 차축, 굴대, 축, 굴대의 ay: 항상, 찬성! 찬성 언제나, 그렇소, 아아, 찬성자, 영구히, 찬성 azure: 하늘빛, 푸른하늘, 하늘빛의, 창공의, 푸른 하늘 babyhood: 유아기, 젖먹이, 유년기 babylonian: 바빌로니아의, 바빌로니아 사람, 죄많은, 바빌로니아 말, 바빌론니아 어, 바빌론의, 사악한 bachelor: 학사, 독신자, 미혼 남자, 미혼남자, 다른 기사를 섬기는 젊은 기사 bachelorhood: 독신 생활, 독신 시절, 독신 backbone: 등뼈, 기골, 분수령, 척추, 근간 backward: 거꾸로의, 싫어하는, 뒤로의, 개약의, 뒤로, 개악의, 거꾸로, 발전이 늦은, 후방의, 후방으로, 퇴보하여 backwater: 역수, 침체, 되 밀리는 물, 거꾸로 젓다, 지적 부진, 되밀리는 물, 밀려 나가는 물 baggage: 말괄량이, 군용 행낭, 수화물, 닮고 닮은 여자, 바람난

E.M. Forster 여자, 휴대품, 닳고 닳은 여자, 수하물, 짐 bags: 잔뜩임, 바지 bailiff: 집행관, 집사, 법정내의 간수, 법의 집행관 balcony: 발코니, 노대, 특별석, 이층 특별석, 전망대, 고물의 전망대 balls: 혼란케 하다, 혼란시키다, 엉망으로 만들다 baltic: 발트해의, 발트어파의, 발트해 연안 제국의, 발트 어파, 발트 해의, 발트 어파의, 발트 제국의 bandage: 붕대, 붕대를 감다, 안대, 쇠 띠, 쇠 테 banisters: 계단의 난간 banked: 줄지어 늘어놓다 banns: 결혼 거행의 예고, 결혼 예고 baptism: 세례, 침례, 첫 출전, 괴로운 시련, 화형에 의한 순교, 순교, 세례식 bareheaded: 맨손의 bargain: 흥정하다, 매매, 약속을 하다, 거래, 교섭하다, 기대하다, 바꾸다, 싼 물건, 의 조건을 붙이다, 헐값의 bark: 짖다, 기나피, 기침 소리, 기침을 하다, 포성, 총성, 나무 껍질로 덮다, 나무껍질, 소리지르다, 배, 피부-껍질을 벗기다 barred: 모래톱이 있는, 빗장이 있는, 줄 있는, 줄무늬가 있는, 가두어 버린, 빗장이 달린, 줄이 있는 barren: 임신 못하는, 불모의, 메마른, 열매를 맺지 않는, 농작물이 나지않는, 재미없는, 무익한, 내용이 보잘것 없는, 새끼를 못 낳는, 효과없는, 황야 barrier: 장벽, 관문, 울타리, 방해, 방벽, 불투과성의, 울타리로 둘러싸다, 장애, 장애물 basement: 지계, 지하실, 지하, 최하부 basin: 대야, 세면기, 웅덩이 유역, 분지, 한 대야 가득, 반층, 웅덩이, 독 bast: 인피부, 속껍질 bastion: 능보, 요새, 성체 bathe: 미역, 잠그다, 적시다, 씻다해수욕, 끼얹다, 목욕하다, 뒤덮이다, 씻다, 뒤덮다, 담그다, 헤엄치다 bathing: 수영, 멱감기수영복 차림의 미인, 목욕 battlefield: 싸움터, 전장, 투쟁의 장 bavaria: 바이에른, 바바리아 beacon: 등대, 횃불, 경고하다, 봉화로 신호하다, 봉화, 수로표지-봉화를 올리다, 인도하다, 항공 표지, 신호소, 봉홧불, 고지 bead: 구슬, 방울, 염주알, 거품의, 염주, 로자리오, 유리알, 가늠쇠,

구슬이 되다, 구슬선, 구슬로 장식하다 beam: 광선, 선폭, 도리, 빛나다, 가로들보, 대, 성에, 대들보, 번쩍이다, 미소짓다, 들보 bearded: 까끄라기가 있는, 수염이 있는, 수염이 난, 비늘이 있는, 미늘이 있는 beast: 짐승, 가축, 짐승 같은 놈, 식용 소, 동물, 짐승 같은 사람, 축생, 네발짐승 beastliness: 더러움, 불결, 짐승 같은 짓, 부정, 무식, 외설, 야만, 난폭, 구역질 나는 것, 음탕, 추악 beastly: 짐승 같은, 더러운, 대단히, 지겨운, 잔인한, 지독한, 지독하게, 지긋지긋한, 오싹 할 만큼 싫은, 싫은, 몹시 beating: 고동, 때림, 날개치기, 타파, 매질, 박정한 대우, 구타, 맥박, 패배, 채찍질의 처벌, 지게 하기 beckon: 신호하다, 손짓으로 부르다, 유혹하다, 유인하다, 고갯짓 따위로 부르다, 몸짓 따위로 부르다, 초대하다, 손짓하여 부르다, 꾀어 부르다 beery: 맥주의, 맥주에 취한, 매주로 어큰한, 맥주같은, 맥주 냄새가 나는 beethoven: 베토벤 beforehand: 미리, 예기하다, 대비하다, 전부터, 사전에, 서다, 앞서다, 벌써부터, 지레 짐작으로, 이전에, 빨리 befriend: 돕다, 친구가 되다, 사귀다, 돌보아주다, 의 편이 되다 beg: 빌다, 구걸하다, 빌어먹다, 앞발을들고서다, 발을들고서다, 시주해 줄 것을 청하다, 애걸하다, 앞발을 들고 서서 재롱부리다, 부탁하다, 간청하다, 용서를 청하다 beggar: 거지, 악한-거지로 만들다, 가난뱅이, 가난하게 하다, 무력하게 하다, 놈, 기부금을 모으는 사람, 빈약하게 하다, 가난들게 하다 behave: 처신하다, 행동하다, 예절바르게 행동하다, 올바르게 행동하다, 작동하다, 움직이다, 예절바르다, 얌전하다, 작용하다, 반응을 나타내다, 성질을 나타내다 behaved: 한 태도의, 행동거지가 ...한 belong: 에속하다, 의 것이다, 있다, 있어야 하다, 속하다, 소속하다 belongings: 소지품, 재능, 재산, 성질, 소유물, 가족 beloved: 가장 사랑하는, 애인, 남편, 소중한-가장 사랑하는 사람, 아내, 가장 사랑하는 사람, 귀여운, 애용하는, 여보, 사랑받아, 사랑스러운

367 bend: 구부리다, 굴복시키다, 굽히다, 굴곡, 주시하다-굽다, 결삭, 경향, 힘을 쏟다-굽이, 당기다, 기울이다, 굴복하다 benefactress: 은혜를 베푸는 사람의 여성형 benign: 온화한, 친절한, 인정많은, 양서의, 상냥한, 유순한, 인자한 bent: 굽은, 초원, 황야, 마음을 기울인, 열심인, 경향, 허리가 굽은, 성벽, 겨이삭속 또는 그와 비슷한 포아풀과의 잡초, 그 줄기, 기호 bequeath: 전하다, 남기다, 유증하다, 유언으로 증여하는 것, 유언으로 양도하다, 후세에 남기는 것 bernard: 스위스의 알프스 산중의 고개의 이름, 구명견, 남자 이름, 성 베르나르 berth: 숙소, 침대, 지위, 정박시키다, 정박지, 직업-정박하다, 정박 위치, 정박 거리, 정박 간격, 적당한 장소, 정박하다 bertha: 장식깃, 여자 이름, 독일군의 거대한 대포, 뚱뚱한 여자, 여성복의 장식 깃 bestially: 짐승같이, 야만스럽게, 수성의, 흉포하게 bestow: 수여하다, 숙박시키다, 쓰다, 간직하여 두다, 주다, 두다, 증여하다, 저장하다, 묵게 하다, 부여하다 bethlehem: 베들레헴 betray: 나타내다, 누설하다, 배반하다, 저버리다, 유괴하다, 배신하다, 팔다, 속이다, 무심코 드러내다, 거역하다, 에 위배하다 bewilderment: 당황 bias: 바이어스, 사선, 경향, 경사, 치우치게하다, 성벽-기울이다, 치우침, 편견을 갖다, 기울이다, 한쪽으로 치우치게하다, 성향 bicycle: 자전거, 자전거에 타다, 자전거 등으로 직송하다, 자전거를 타다 bidder: 명령자, 초대자, 입찰자, 값을 부르는 사람, 입후보자, 값을 붙이는 사람 bind: 동이다, 덩굴, 감다, 제본, 구속하다-묶는 것, 속박하다굳어지다, 끈, 매다, 변비를 일으키게 하다, 속박하다, 장정하다 binding: 제본, 동이는, 속박하는, 속박, 붕대, 묶는, 묶는 것, 변비를 일으키는, 선 두르는 재료, 동여 묶는, 꼭 졸라 맴 birthright: 생득권, 타고난 권리 biting: 찌르는듯한, 물어 뜯는, 살을 에는 듯한, 날카로운 bitingly: 통렬하게, 날카롭게

368 bitterly: 쓰게, 격심하게, 비참하게, 몹시, 살을 에듯이, 통렬히 bitterness: 씀, 비참함, 격심함, 고통, 신랄, 불황 black-and-white: 흑백이 뚜렷한, 흑백의, 흑백 얼룩의 blackmail: 갈취, 공갈, 공갈하다, 약탈, 약탈을 면하려는 자에게 산적이 부과한 공납물 blade: 칼날, 잎, 멋장이, 칼, 날개, 검객, 견갑골, 위세가 당당한 사내, 위세가 호탕한 사내, 혀끝, 노깃 blamed: 지긋지긋한, 빌어먹을, 천벌받을, 빌어먹을 몹시, 지겹게 blanche: 여자 이름 blank: 무표정한, 공허한, 백지의, 문이나 창이 없는, 멍한-백지, 기입 용지-비우다, 단조로운, 공백으로하다, 흥미 없는, 공백, 공허 blanket: 담요, 덮어 버리다, 숨기다, 차별하지 않는, 방해하다, 일률적인담요에 싸다, 총괄적인, 모포총괄적인, 전면을 덮는 것, 일률적인, 쉬쉬 덮어 버리다 blazing: 심한, 타는, 강렬한, 타는 듯한, 듯한, 타오르는, 뻔한 bleat: 매애, 매애 울다, 우는 소리, 매애하고 울다, 재잘재잘 말하다, 재잘재잘 지껄이다 bled: 물집의, 거품의 bleeding: 출혈, 방혈, 엄청난, 출혈하는, 피나는 느낌의 blend: 섞이다, 혼합물, 융화하다, 조화하다, 섞다, 잘되다, 조제하다, 혼합, 혼합하다, 어울리다, 혼성어 bless: 찬미하다, 정화하다, 수호하다, 은총을 내리다, 신성케 하다, 찬양하다, 축복하다, 신을 찬양하다, 신을 하다, 은혜를 베풀다, 저주하다 blessed: 축복을 받은, 행복한, 복된, 신성한, 저주받은, 축복받은, 축성된, 기쁜 blessing: 고마운 것, 은총, 축복, 행복, 가호, 식전의 기도, 복, 찬성, 축복의 말 blinding: 현혹시키는, 눈을 멀게 하는, 자갈, 새 포장 도로의 틈새기를 메우기 위한 모래, 눈을 어지럽히는, 사려 분별을 잃게 하는, 침상, 눈을 부시게하는, 눈을 멀게하는 blinking: 지독한, 명멸하는, 깜박거리는, 어처구니 없는, 지독하게, 반짝이는, 몹시, 심한 매우, 굉장히, 되게, 어처구니없는 blocked: 마약에 취한, 막힌, 폐색된, 봉쇄된, 통행금지 bloodless: 핏기가없는, 냉혈의, 열정이 없는, 원기 없는, 피를 흘리지 않는, 핏기 없는, 혈기 없는

Howards End blossom: 꽃, 청춘, 번영하다, 피다, 쾌활해지다, 발전하다, 꽃이 피다, 꽃을 피우다, 개화 상태, 개화, 개화기 blowing: 취입 성형, 재즈 연주, 분출하는 소리 blubber: 엉엉욺, 울며 말하다, 눈물로 얼룩지게하다, 엉엉 울다, 엉엉울다, 엉엉 울기, 울면서 말하다, 두툼한, 고래의 기름, 여분의 지방, 눈물로 얼룩지게 하다 bluebeard: 잔인한 남편, 푸른수염 blunder: 큰실수를 하다, 머뭇머뭇하다, 큰실수, 잘못하다, 무심코 입 밖에 내다, 에 실수로 깜박하여 들어가다, 에 실수로 들어가다, 우물쭈물하다, 큰 실수, 큰 실수를 하다, 그르치다 blundering: 실수하는, 서투른, 어색한, 어줍은, 투미한 bluntly: 무디게, 무뚝뚝하게, 퉁명스럽게 blur: 더럽히다, 오명, 흐리게하다더러움, 더러워지다, 오점, 몽롱, 불선명, 윙윙거리는 소리, 더러움, 흐려 보이는 것, 흐리게 하다 blurt: 무심결에말하다, 불쑥 말하다, 불쑥 말을 꺼냄, 엉겹결에 말함, 무심결에 말하다 blush: 붉히다, 부끄러워하다, 얼굴을 붉히다, 얼굴을 붉힘, 얼굴을붉히다, 빨개지다, 얼굴이 빨개지다, 발그레해지다, 발그레함, 언뜻 봄 blushing: 얼굴이 빨개진, 조심성 있는, 얼굴을 붉힘, 부끄럼을 잘 타는, 부끄러워함 blustering: 호통치는, 사납게 불어치는, 고함치는, 세차게 몰아치는, 시끄러운, 뽐내는 boa: 보아, 큰구렁이, 왕뱀, 확대 공동 변동환시세제 boast: 자랑하다, 가지고 있다, 자랑, 뽐내다, 큰소리치다, 호언장담하다, 대강 다듬다, 과시하다, 가지다, 자랑 거리 boasting: 자랑하는, 자랑, 거만 bodily: 통째로, 육체적인-몸소, 모조리, 몸의, 신체상의, 구체의, 육체상의 boer: 보어 사람 boil: 삶다, 끓이다, 종기, 비등, 부스럼, 데치다, 비등하다, 격분하다, 졸여서 만들다, 분출하다, 끓다 boiled: 취한, 끓은 boiling: 비등, 비등하는, 끓음, 사나운, 끓어 오르는, 일회분의 삶을 거리, 푹푹 찌는 듯한, 격렬한 bolt: 볼트, 전광, 빗장, 굵은 화살, 체질하다, 빗장으로 걸다, 번개불,

음미하다, 뛰어나가다, 도주뛰어나가다, 죔못 bonn: 서부독일의수도 bonnet: 덮개, 보닛, 남자모자, 여자모자, 테 없는 모자, 공모자 boo: 마리화나, 피이, 피이하다, 부우, 피이하여 퇴장시키다, 피이 하다, 야유하다, 우우 하다, 우우하여 퇴장시키다 bookcase: 책장, 책꽃이, 서가 booking: 기입, 예약, 출연 계약, 치부 bookish: 책의, 학자연하는, 서적상의, 딱딱한, 책을 좋아하는, 탁상의, 학식이 많은, 독서의, 책에 열중하는, 학문에 열중하는 bookmarker: 갈피표, 서표 boot: 장화를 신기다, 장화, 구둣발질하다, 쓸모있다, 덤, 구듯발질, 이익, 덤으로-쓸모 있다, 도움이 되다, 구두닦이, 발길로 차다 borderland: 국경지대, 국경중간지대, 소속이 불확실한 경계점, 국경 bore: 구멍, 구멍을 뚫다, 싫증나게하다, 송곳구멍, 밀물, 총구멍, 해일, 뚫다, 구멍을 내다, 구멍이 나다, 따분한 것 bored: 지루한, 따분한 borne: 시야가 좁은, 마음이 좁은 borrow: 차용하다, 빌다, 꾸어오다, 바람을 참작하여 치다, 언덕을 참작하여 치다, 차입하다, 에서 빌다, 무단 차용하다 bosom: 가슴, 껴안다, 내부, 마음속에 간직하다, 믿고 있는, 품, 흉부, 흉부슴속, 가슴속, 속, 표면 bottled: 몹시 취한, 병에 넣은, 병에 담은, 술에 취한, 병에 든 bough: 큰가지, 교수대, 큰 가지 bounce: 되튐, 튀다, 뛰어오르다, 해고하다, 튀어돌아오게하다, 툭 튀어, 불쑥, 크게 꾸짖다, 통신 위성으로 중계하다, 튀게 하다, 내쫓다 bounder: 벼락출세자, 버릇없는사람, 바운드가 큰 땅볼, 천한 사람 bouquet: 꽃다발, 향기, 듣기 좋은 말, 화환 bourgeois: 중산계급의, 부르조아, 중산계급의사람, 유산계급의, 중산 계급의 시민, 자본주의 사회의 지배 계급의 구성원, 버조이스 활자, 자본주의의 bow: 활, 이물, 구부리다, 절하다, 꾸부러지다, 나비넥타이, 만곡부, 인사하다, 켜다, 함수, 절 bowed: 굽은, 머리를 숙인, 활을 가진, 활 모양의, 활 모양을 한 bowing: 운궁법, 절을 하는, 활 놀리는 법, 휘는, 보잉

E.M. Forster bowling: 볼링, 투구, 스키틀, 목 구 희, 공굴리기, 구 주 희 boyhood: 소년기, 소년사회, 소년들 brahms: 독일의 작곡가 brains: 뛰어난 지능을 가진 사람 brake: 브레이크, 수풀, 덤불, 고사리, 브레이크를 걸다, 양치의 무리, 두들겨 섬유를 뽑다, 타마기, 숲, 옛 고문 도구의 일종, 방지 brass: 놋쇠, 금관악기, 철면피, 고급장교, 금전, 놋그릇, 창녀, 놋쇠빛, 축받이, 뻔뻔스러움, 돈 brave: 용감한, 용사, 화려한, 도전하다, 훌륭한, 용감하게 해내다, 전사 bravely: 용감하게, 화려하게 breakdown: 분석, 붕괴, 고장, 사고, 쇠약, 활발한 흑인의 재즈 댄스, 몰락, 결렬 breast: 가슴, 유방, 흉부, 무릅쓰다, 가슴에받다, 가슴통을 달다, 가슴을 대다, 가슴 모양의 부분, 대담하게 맞서다, 젖퉁이, 헤치고 나아가다 breathed: 무성음의 breathing: 호흡, 동경, 발성, 열망, 휴식, 미풍, 부동, 숨쉬는, 숨쉬는 동안, 숨을 불어넣음, 호흡법 bred: 하게 자란 breed: 품종, 종류, 기르다, 씨를 받다, 임신하고 있다, 가르치다, 번식시키다, 양육하다, 발생하다, 새끼를 낳다, 낳다 breeze: 산들바람, 소문, 나아가다, 법석, 산들바람이 불다, 소동, 싸움, 풍파, 등에, 미풍, 분탄 breezy: 미풍의, 산들바람이 부는, 쾌활한, 상쾌한, 바람이 잘 통하는, 미풍성의 brick: 벽돌, 벽돌을 깔다, 벽돌로 둘러싸다, 호인, 집짓기 나무, 서글서글한 사람, 믿음직한 남자, 별돌 모양의 물건, 벽돌을 쌓다, 쌓기 놀이의 토막나무 bride: 신부, 새색시 bridegroom: 신랑 brighten: 상쾌하다, 밝아지다, 밝게하다, 닦다, 반짝이다, 명랑해지다, 반짝이게 하다 brightly: 환하게, 밝게 brightness: 환함, 머리가 좋음, 빛남 brim: 가장자리, 양테, 가득채우다, 넘치다, 그릇의 가장자리, 가득 붓다 brine: 소금물, 바닷물, 소금물에 절이다 briskly: 기운차게, 상쾌하게, 활발하게 bristling: 작은 청어, 청어속의 작은 물고기 broadcast: 방송, 방송하다, 살포하다,

살포한, 방송프로, 방송된, 방송의, 흩뿌리다-방송, 살포, 씨-방송의, 방영하다 brood: 곰곰히 생각하다, 종류, 한배의병아리, 한배 새끼, 종족-알을 품다, 아이들, -숙고하다, 숙고하다, 한배 병아리, 품다, 알을 품다 brotherhood: 조합, 협회, 결사, 동료, 형제관계, 친선 단체, 철도 종업원 조합, 성직자단, 형제간, 철도 노동조합, 수사단 brother-in-law: 자매의 남편, 자형, 형부, 남편 또는 아내의 형제 brougham: 브룸, 말 한 필이 끄는 사륜 마차 brow: 이마, 눈썹, 벼랑 꼭대기, 벼랑, 얼굴 brush: 브러시, 솔, 꼬리, 솔질하다, 스치다, 질주, 숲, 비비다, 작은 가지, 털다, 질주하다 brutal: 잔인한, 짐승같은, 야수성, 짐승같이 만들다, 무도, 잔인, 짐승의 brutality: 잔인성, 만행, 야만성, 잔인한 행위, 야만, 무자비 brute: 짐승, 싫은 놈, 야수적인, 감각이 없는, 잔인한 bucolic: 시골의, 양치는사람의, 목가, 목자의 bud: 싹, 눈, 꽃봉오리, 싹트게하다, 발달하기 시작하다, 동료, 친해지다, 자라기 시작하다, 어린이, 아체, 아접하다 budded: 꽃봉오리를 밍은, 아접한, 싹튼 budding: 발아, 싹틈, 싹트기 시작한, 발육기의, 소장의 발아, 신진의, 싹이 트기 시작한, 아접, 움틈, 나타나기 시작한 budge: 조금 움직이다, 조금움직이다, 어린 양의 모피, 움직이게 하다, 움직이다, 양보시키다, 생각을 바꾸다, 조금 움직이게 하다 buds: 남성용 내의 buff: 부드러운가죽으로닦다, 담황색의가죽, 사람의 맨살, 무두질한 담황색 가죽, 버프, 완충기 역할을 하다, 타격, 팬, 의 힘을 약하게 하다, 맨살, 가죽으로 닦다 bullet: 소총탄, 작은 공, 굵은 가운뎃점 bully: 훌륭한, 약자를괴롭히는자, 위협하다, 통조림쇠고기, 마구 뻐기다, 약한 자를 괴롭히는 사람, 뚜쟁이, 통조림한 쇠고기, 골리다, 심술꾼, 시합을 개시하다 bunch: 송이, 다발, 혹, 한패, 융기 bungle: 통주둥이, 서투른 솜씨, 실수하다, 실패, 서툰방식으로 하다,

369 서투르게 만들다 bungling: 서투른, 서투른 솜씨 bunkum: 부질 없는 이야기, 인기를 끌기 위한 연설 buoyant: 오름세의, 경쾌한, 부력이있는, 부양성이 있는, 부력이 있는, 탄력이 있는, 시세가 기미의, 오를 기미의 bureaucratic: 관료 정치의, 번문 욕례의, 관료식의, 공직자의 burn: 개울, 태우다, 열중하다, 산화시키다, 화끈거리다, 그슬리다, 흥분하다, 시내, 소작하다, 불에데다, 내리 쬐다 burnt: 불에 덴, 탄 burton: 맥주의일종 businesslike: 민첩한, 사무적인, 실제적인 bustle: 서두르다, 떠들게 하다, 떠들다, 야단법석, 재촉하다, 부산하게 움직이다, 붐비다, 야단 법석, 허리받이 butler: 집사, 하인 우두머리 식사 담당원, 하인 우두머리, 궁내성 주류 관리자 buzzing: 윙윙거리는 bygones: 과거의 일, 과거 cab: 택시, 자습서, 택시로 가다, 기관사실, 트럭의 운전대, 택시를 타다, 승객용마차, 승합마차, 운전대 cable: 해외 전보, 케이블, 피복 전선, 굵은 밧줄, 닻줄, 강삭, 새끼 모양의 장식을 달다, 해저 전신으로 보내다, 케이블선, 해저 전선, 쇠사슬 cablegram: 해저전신, 해저전보, 해외전보, 해저 전보 calamity: 재난, 참화, 불행, 비참 calisthenic: 미용 체조의, 미용체조의 calligraphy: 달필, 서예, 서법 callous: 무감각한, 냉담한, 굳히다, 굳어진, 못이 박힌, 무정한, 굳어지다, 못박힌, 무감각하게 하다, 무정하게, 예사인 callousness: 무정, 굳성 calming: 가라앉히는 calmly: 고요히, 냉정하게, 태연하게, 태연히, 냉정히, 온화하게, 조용하게 calmness: 평온, 냉정, 참착, 침착 camping: 야영, 캠프생활, 캠프 생활, 천막 생활 canary: 카나리아, 밀고자, 카나리아 빛, 여자가수, 카나리아 제도산의 백포도주, 가수, 카나리아 빛의, 여자, 동료를 파는 범인, 카나리아빛, 카나리아제도산의 cancel: 취소하다, 삭제하다, 취소, 말소, 상쇄하다, 소인을 찍다, 중화하다, 중지하다, 약분하다, 약분되다, 삭제

370 cant: 기울이다, 경사, 은어, 변말, 경사면, 뒤집다, 모서리를 자른, 방향을 바꾸다, 서로 통하는 말, 캔트, 점잔빼는 말투를 쓰다 capitalist: 자본가, 자본주의자, 자본가의, 자본주, 자본주의자 자본가의, 주의의 capricious: 변덕스러운, 급변하는 capture: 포획물, 포획, 획득하다, 점령, 사로잡다, 포착하다, 생포, 지배권을 쥐다, 잡다, 포착, 점령하다 carelessly: 부주의하게, 태평하게, 무심코, 경솔하게, 속 편하게 caress: 애무, 애무하다, 친절히 대하다, 어루만지듯 닿다, 쓰다듬다, 껴안다, 즐겁게 들리다, 가볍게 어루만지다, 어루만지다 carfax: 십자로, 교차점, 십자로 지대 caricature: 만화식으로 그리다, 만화화, 풍차그림, 풍자하다, 풍자만화, 서투른 모방, 만화화하다, 만화, 민화화, 풍자 만화, 풍자 만화문 carnal: 육체의, 현세적인, 육욕적인, 육감적인, 속세의, 물질적인 carnival: 사육제, 축제, 왁자거리며 놀기, 유원지, 광란, 법석, 순회흥행, 스포츠경기, 시합, 흥청거림 cart: 짐마차를 사용하다, 짐마차로 나르다, 쉽게 이기다, 나르다, 짐마차, 운반차, 이륜마차, 수월히 이기다, 애써 나르다, 짐수레를 끌다, 이륜 경마차 carter: 짐마차꾼, 카터 carved: 개척하는, 고기를 베어 나누는, 베는, 새기는, 출세 등을 개척하는 carver: 조각가, 고기 베는 칼과 대형포오크, 고기베는 나이프, 고기베는 나이프롸 큰 포크, 고기베는 사람, 조각사, 고기 베는 사람 casual: 우연의, 무심결의, 뜻하지 않은, 태평한, 임시의, 평상복, 캐주얼의, 그때 그때의, 뜻밖의, 무관심한, 우발의 catastrophe: 대단원, 파국, 대이변, 대실패, 파멸, 지각의 격변, 튼 재앙, 큰재변, 대참사 catching: 전염성의, 전염하는, 마음을 빼앗는, 매력있는, 매력 있는 것 caution: 경고, 조심, 경계, 에게 경고하다, 경계를 요하는 사물, 담보, 예령, 주의, 희한한 사람, 주의시키다, 신중 cautious: 신중한, 에 주의하여, 조심성 있는, 조심스러운, 주의하여, 세심한 cavalier: 거만한, 기사, 무관심한,

Howards End 호위해 가다, 여성의 호위자 노릇을 하다, 기사다운, 호탕한, 왕당원, 파트너, 정중한 신사, 예의바른 사내 cavern: 동굴, 동굴에 넣다, 공동, 땅굴, 에 굴을 파다, 큰 동굴 cavernous: 동굴이 많은, 동굴 같은, 깊은, 움푹 들어간, 움푹한, 동굴에서 나오는 듯한 cease: 그만두다, 그치다, 끝나다, 중지, 중지하다, 멎다, 멈추다-중지, 끝내다, 중단 ceaselessly: 끊임없이 celebrate: 찬양하다, 거행하다, 기념일을 축하하다, 세상에 알리다, 축제 기분에 젖다, 축하하다, 찬미하다, 축하, 칭찬, 유명한, 식을 올려 기념하다 celebrated: 유명한, 저명한 celestial: 하늘의, 천인, 중국의, 중국인, 천국의, 천상의, 천사, 천체의, 신성한-중국인, 거룩한, 천국같은 cellar: 지하실, 석탄 저장소, 포도주 저장, 최하위, 포도주 저장실, 저장 포도주, 움, 지하실에 저장하다, 지하실에 저정하다, 땅광 censure: 비난, 비난하다, 혹평, 견책, 책망하다, 견책하다, 책망, 혹평하다 ceremonial: 의식의, 의식, 형식적으로, 의식 절차, 의식적인, 전례, 정식의 ceremony: 예의, 의식, 식전, 형식, 딱딱함, 식, 의례 certainty: 확실성, 확신, 확실한 것, 필연적인사물, 객관적 확실성, 확실한 일 cessation: 중지, 정지, 중단, 휴지 chaff: 여물, 왕겨, 놀리다, 놀림, 썰다, 하찮은 것, 레이더 탐지 방해용 금속편, 마초, 야유, 호, 허섭쓰레기 chalk: 초크로 쓰다, 초크로 쓴 기호, 백악, 백악질의, 분유, 분필, 초크로 쓴, 호분, 초크, 색초크, 색분필 champagne: 샴페인, 샴페인 색, 샹파뉴 chandelier: 샹들리에 channels: 채널 chaos: 무질서, 혼돈, 대혼란, 혼란상태 chaotic: 혼돈된, 무질서한, 혼란한 chap: 놈, 녀석, 균열, 트다, 뺨, 트게하다, 입맛 다시다, 동창, 거칠어지다, 금, 튼데 chaperon: 샤프롱, 샤프롱 노릇하다, 보호자로서 동반하다, 여성보호자, 여성 보호자 chaperone: 샤프롱, 여성보호자 보호자로서 동반하다 chaps: 카우보이의 가죽바지

charm: 매력, 주문, 마력, 매혹하다, 돈, 작은 장식물, 참, 매력을 가지다, 황홀하게 하다, 매력이 있다, 부적 charmed: 매혹된, 기쁘게 생각하여, 저주 받은, 마법으로 보호된, 마법에 걸린 charming: 매력적인, 매우 좋은, 매우 재미있는, 마법을 거 는, 매혹적인, 매력있는, 매우 귀여운, 마법을 거는, 매력 있는 charmingly: 매력적으로, 아름답게 charnel-house: 납골당 charwoman: 파출부, 잡역부, 날품팔이 여자, 빌딩의 날품팔이 chase: 사냥, 추적, 뒤쫓다, 달리다, 홈, 달아나다, 사냥하다, 의 뒤를 쫓다, 쫓아내다, 을 추구하다, 떠나다 chat: 지빠귀과의 작은 새, 잡담하다, 잡담, 에게 말을 걸다, 담소하다, 한담, 지빠귀과의 작은새, 담소, 채트, 잡담하기 chatter: 재잘거리다, 졸졸 흐르다, 끽끽 우는 소리, 재잘거림, 끽끽거리다, 달각달각 소리내다, 딱딱 맞부딪치다, 딱딱소리, 수다, 수다쟁이, 잘 지저귀는새 chauffeur: 운전사, 운전사로 일하다, 태우고 가다, 자동차로 안내하다, 의운전사로 일하다, 의 운전사로 일하다, 의 자가용차의 운전사로 일하다 cheapness: 염가, 값쌈 cheeks: 측면, 궁둥이 cheer: 환호, 기분, 갈채, 갈채하다, 격려, 격려하다, 기운이 나다, 음식물, 기운을 북돋우다, 환성을 지르다, 음식 cheerful: 즐거운, 유쾌한, 쾌활한, 싫은, 지독한, 마음으로 부터의, 기분 좋은, 기운찬, 마음을 밝게하는, 명랑한, 밝은 cheerfully: 쾌활하게, 기분좋게, 명랑하게, 기쁜 마음으로, 기꺼이 cheerfulness: 쾌활하는 것 cheerily: 명랑하게, 기분 좋게, 기분좋게, 기운 좋게, 기운좋게 cheerless: 재미없는, 기운이 없는, 쓸쓸한, 우울한 chemistry: 화학, 불가사의한 작용, 화학적 성질, 성격등이 잘 맞음, 성격 등이 잘 맞음, 화학적 작용 chestnut: 진부한 이야기, 밤, 밤색, 밤나무, 밤색의, 젖퉁이, 서양칠엽수, 밤색 털의 말, 구렁말, 밤나무목재, 불알 chestnuts: 젖통이 chew: 씹다, 씹음, 깊이 생각하다, 심사 숙고하다, 씹는 과자, 충분히 의논하다, 저작하다, 씹느 담배를

E.M. Forster 씹다, 한 입, 저작, 한입 chiefly: 주로, 대개, 거의, 우선 chiffonier: 거울달린 옷장, 서랍장, 키가 큰 서랍장 chill: 오한, 냉기, 차가운, 한기, 춥게 하다, 냉담한, 냉장하다, 냉랭한, 풀죽음, 추위에 떨고 있는, 냉담 chilly: 냉담한, 냉랭하게, 냉랭한, 오싹한, 차가운, 하기가 나는, 찬, 으스스한, 추위를 타는 chimney: 등피, 굴뚝, 분화구, 침니, 굴뚝모양의 것, 대단한 흡연가, 굴뚝 모양의 것 chin: 턱, 지껄이다, 지껄임, 턱에 갖다 대다, 잡담, 턱끝, 턱에 대다, 턱끝-지껄이다, 턱걸이 하다, 턱걸이하다 chinless: 용기없는, 턱이 들어간, 나약한, 우유부단한 choked: 메인, 숨막히는, 진저리난, 막힌 christmas-tree: 크리스마스 트리 chrysanthemum: 국화, 국화꽃, 국화속 churchyard: 묘지, 구내, 교회묘지, 교회의 경내 cider: 사과술, 사과주스 cigar: 여송연, 엽궐련, 시거 circling: 빙글빙글돌기 circumstance: 환경, 사정, 사건, 부수적인 일, 상황, 처지, 사실, 의식에 구애됨, 사태, 부대사항, 어마어마함 circus: 서커스, 곡예, 곡마단, 원형의 네거리, 쾌활하고 떠들썩한 것, 원형 흥행장, 원형 광장, 고대 로마의 원형 경기장, 재미있는 사람, 크고 화려한 안경, 법석댐 civility: 정중한 태도, 정중, 정중함, 예의바름, 공손, 예의바른말, 예의바른 태도, 예의바른 말, 정중한 말 civilization: 개화, 문명, 교화, 문명국, 인구 밀집지, 도시, 문명 국민, 문화 생활, 문명세계, 문명 사회, 문명 세계 civilized: 교화된, 예의바른, 교양이 높은, 문명화한, 개명한, 품위있는, 예의 바른 civilly: 속인적으로, 민법상, 민간으로, 민법산, 정중히, 예절바르게, 정중하게, 예의바르게, 민사적으로, 시민답게, 시민 답게 clad: 장비한, 입은, 다른 금속을 입히다, 덮인, 클래딩하다 clan: 씨족, 일족, 당파, 대가족, 벌족, 일가, 일당, 일문, 파벌 clang: 뗑하고 울리다, 그소리, 쾅울리다, 그 소리, 뗑그렁하고

울리게 하다, 뗑그렁하고 울리다, 뗑하고 울리게 하다, 철커덩하고 울리다, 철커덩하고 울리게 하다 clap: 임질, 가볍게 치다, 손뼉치기, 박수, 치다, 파열음, 일격, 탕하는 소리, 툭 두드리기, 철썩때리다, 파닥이다 clapper: 박수치는 사람, 설렁, 종의 추, 딱다기, 혀, 땡땡이, 수다쟁이, 방울의 추 claret: 클라레, 피, 자홍색, 적자색의 classified: 기밀 취급의, 분류한, 비밀의, 분류된, 은밀한, 기밀의, 항목별의, 항목별 광고, 항목별 광고란 clay: 점토, 육체, 찰흙, 자질, 흙, 인격, 인품, 사기담뱃대, 천성, 진흙, 인체 clean-shaven: 수염을 말끔히 민, 수염을 말끔히 깎은 clear-cut: 윤곽이 뚜렷한, 선명한, 명쾌한, 윤곽이 렷한 뚜 clearing: 청소, 청산, 개척지, 소해, 어음 교환, 어음 교환액, 어음교환, 장애물 제거, 개간지 clearness: 밝기, 명료도, 방해물이 없음, 밝음, 명석, 맑음, 투명, 아무렴 그렇고말고, 확실히, 분명함 cleft: 갈라진, 쪼개진, 분열, 갈라진 틈, 오목한 자리, 단절, 갈라진 금, 쪼개진 조각 clergy: 성직자들, 목사, 성직자 clergyman: 성직자, 목사 clerk: 목사, 판매원, 사무원, 점원, 학자, 서기, 서기로 근무하다, 프런트계, 점원 노릇을 하다, 사무관, 교회서기 cleverness: 교묘, 영리, 영리함, 솝씨 있음, 솜씨 좋음, 빈틈 없음, 민첩 cliff: 절벽, 낭떠러지, 벼랑 climax: 절정, 점층법, 최고조, 극상, 클라이맥스, 엑스터시, 클라이맥스에 달하다, 최고점, 오르가슴, 성적 쾌감의 절정, 극점 clinging: 남에게 의존하는, 몸에 착 붙는, 달라 붙는, 끈덕진, 감겨 붙는, 들러붙는, 몸의 윤곽이 드러나는, 밀착성의 clink: 교도소, 유치장, 돈, 땡그랑 소리, 쨍, 땡땡 울리다, 땡그랑 울리다, 땡그랑 소리나게 하다, 땡땡 소리나게 하다 clinking: 땡그랑 울리는, 멋들어진, 멋들어지게, 뛰어나게 좋은, 쨍그렁 소리나는 clodhopper: 시골뜨기, 투박하고 무거운 신, 무겁고 투박한 구두, 굼벵이, 미련한 사람, 농사꾼 clot: 응고시키다, 응고하다, 엉긴

371 덩어리, 바보, 소수인의 떼, 엉기다, 엉겨붙은, 얽히게 하다, 굳어져 움직이기 어렵게 만들다, 뭉치게하다, 뭉치게 하다 cloudiness: 우울, 흐림, 운량, 몽롱함, 둔함, 음침함, 침울, 흐린 하늘, 흐린날씨, 구름무늬 cloudless: 맑게 갠, 구름 없는, 구름이 없는 cloudy: 흐린, 언짢은, 구름의, 몽롱한, 의미가 흐릿한, 구름이 많은, 탁한, 흐릿한, 흐림이 있는, 애매한, 기분이 좋지 못한 clover: 클로버, 토끼풀 clue: 실마리, 단서, 에게 정보를 주다, 줄거리, 이야기의 줄거리, 도표, 퍼즐의 열쇠, 에게실마리를 주다, 열쇠, 에게 실마리를 주다, 에게 해결의 실마리를 주다 clumsily: 재치없이, 맵시없이, 솜씨없이 clumsy: 꼴사나운, 다루기 힘든, 쓰기 불편한, 볼품없는, 재치 없는, 어색한, 솜씨시없는, 무뚝뚝한, 모양없는, 서투른, 모양 없는 coachman: 마부, 제물 낚시 coarse-grained: 야한, 결이 거친, 조잡한, 천한 coarseness: 조잡, 야비, 거침, 열등, 조잡함, 추잡, 결의 거침 coastward: 해안쪽으로, 해안쪽의 coated: 방수가공한, 광을 낸, 상의를 걸친, 겉에 광을 낸, 겉에 바른, 광을 번쩍이는 cockney: 런던토박이, 나약한 도회지 사람, 런던 토박이의, 런던내기, 런던내기풍, 런던말투, 나약한 남자, 런던영어, 런던 토박이, 런던 영어, 런던 토박이풍의 coffin: 관, 관에 넣다, 낡은 배, 납관하다, 널, 말굽뼈 coherent: 간섭성의, 밀착하는, 응집성의, 조리가 서는, 앞뒤의 동이 닿는, 조리가 선 coin: 경화, 주조하다, 가짜돈을 만들다, 경화를 넣으면 작동하는, 경화의, 만들어내다, 주화, 화폐를 주조하다, 금전, 돈, 화폐-주조하다 coldly: 냉담하게, 춥게, 냉정하게, 냉정히, 쌀쌀하게 collar: 깃, 목걸이, 칼라, 변색부, 태클, 롤 말이로 만든 돼지고기나 생선, 속박, 고리, 태클하다, 훈장, 깃을 달다 collide: 충돌하다, 일치하지 않다, 상충하다, 부딪치다 collision: 충돌, 상충, 알력, 대립, 격돌 collusion: 공모, 통모, 결탁

372 colonel: 대령, 연대장, 육군대령, 단당, 각하 colonial: 식민의, 식민지의, 식민지 주민, 식민지 시대풍의, 식민지 시대의, 식민지풍의, 군체의, 낡아빠진-식민지 거주민 coloured: 색의, 착색한, 수상쩍은, 과장한, 유색인, 채색되어 있는, 문장을 꾸민, 유색의 colouring: 채색, 색조, 착색, 착색제, 혈색 colourless: 특색이 없는, 핏기가 없는, 어느 편에도 치우치지 않는, 무색의 comedy: 희극, 인생극, 희극적 요소, 희극적인 장면, 코메디 commands: 명령 commentator: 주석자, 실황방송원, 시사해설자, 시사 해설자, 뉴스 해설자 commerce: 상업, 통상, 교제, 교섭, 교역, 무역 commodities: 상품, 유용한 물건 commonplace: 평범한, 평범한 일, 상투어, 진부한, 흔해빠진말, 비망록, 다반사, 평범한 것, 흔해빠진 말, 흔해빠진 이야기 communicate: 통신하다, 전하다, 나누다, 통해 있다, 전염시키다, 전달하다, 의사를 소통하다, 성찬을 주다, 성찬을 받다, 감염시키다, 교통하다 communion: 친교, 종교 단체, 교섭, 성찬식, 공유, 간담, 교우, 종파, 조합, 내성, 영성체 compact: 계약, 아담한, 간결한, 굳히다, 소형 자동차, 치밀한, 으로 된, 계약을 맺다, 콤팩트, 꽉 들어찬, 구성하다 companion: 동료, 동무, 동반자, 갑판 승강구의 덮개문, 말동무, 안내서, 이야기 상대로 고용된 여자, 짝, 천창, 최하위 훈작사, 패 compel: 강요하다, 강제하다, 억지로 복종시키다, 억지로 시키다, 강제적인, 억지로...시키다 compelling: 강제적인, -하지 않을 수 없는, 강력한, 사람을 가만히 두지 않는, 어쩔 수 없는, 억지의, 감탄하지 않을수 없는 compensate: 보상하다, 구매력을 안정시키다, 보수를 치르다, 보정하다, 보충하다, 갚다, 다, 메우다, 변상하다, 보상을 하다, 지불하다 competent: 자격이 있는, 유능한, 충분한, 요구에 맞는, 상당한, 능력이 있는, 허용되는, 합법적인, 적당한, 심리권을 가진

Howards End complacency: 자기만족, 안심, 자기 만족 complacent: 자기 만족의, 자기만족의, 느긋한, 득의의, 마음에 흡족한 complacently: 만족하여 complain: 호소하다, 고소하다, 불평하다, 슬픈 소리를 내다, 하소연하다, 투덜거리다, 불평을하다, 불만을 털어놓다, 신음하다, 앓다, 푸념하다 complaisance: 공손, 정중, 친절, 유순함, 상냥함, 은근함, 정중함 complement: 여각, 보충하여 완전케하다, 보어, 보충하여 완전하게 하는 것, 여수, 전수, 보완하다, 보완물, 보충, 보충음정, 메워 채우다 completeness: 완전성, 완정 complexion: 안색, 외관, 형세, 모양, 양상, 형편, 혈색, 얼굴빛, 얼굴의 살갗 compliment: 찬사, 경의, 칭찬하다, 의례적인 인사말, 경의를 표하다, 경의의 표시, 아첨, 대갚음하다인사하다, 듣기 좋은 말을 하다, 따리, 영광된 일 compliments: 의례적인 인사말 composed: 침착한, 으로 구성되어, 차분한 composite: 합성의, 혼성의, 합성물, 혼합식의, 복합물, 복합의, 혼합객차, 혼합 객차 compositor: 식자공 comprehend: 이해하다, 포함하다, 함축하다 compressed: 간결한, 압축된, 측면의, 편평한 compressing: 압착하는, 압축하는 comrade: 동무, 동지, 친구, 동료, 동료다운, 전우, 조합원 comradeship: 동지로서의 사귐, 우애, 우의, 동료관계, 동지애, 동료 관계 conceal: 숨기다, 감추다, 비밀로 하다, 내색하지 않다 concealed: 숨기는 concede: 인정하다, 양보하다, 용인하다, 부여하다, 패배를 인정하다, 핸디캡으로서 주다, 승인하다 conceivable: 생각할 수 있는, 상상할 수 있는 한의, 상상할 수 있는, 상상컨대 concession: 면허, 양보, 이권, 양여, 거류지, 허가, 특허, 특권, 토지사용권, 조차지, 조계 conclude: 체결하다, 끝내다, 말을 맺다, 끝나다, 결론을 내리다,

마치다, 결론하다, 결말짓다, 결정하다, 마무리하다, 추단하다 concourse: 집합, 경마장, 군중, 경기장, 군집, 합류, 큰 길, 중앙광장, 중앙홀, 중앙 광장 conducive: 도움이 되는, 에 도움이 되는, 이바지하는 confess: 자인하다, 자백하다, 고해를 듣다, 고해하다, 참회하다, 고백하다, 자공하다, 공언하다 confessed: 정평있는, 명백한, 인정된, 인정받은, 자인한 confession: 자백, 고해, 고백, 고백서, 자인, 신앙고백, 구술서 confiding: 곧잘 믿는, 믿기 쉬운, 믿어버리고 있는, 신뢰하는 confinement: 제한, 감금, 해산, 유폐, 틀어박힘, 억류, 한계, 산욕, 국한, 해산자리에 누움 confront: 직면하다, 맞서다, 대결시키다, 에게 들이닥치다, 대비하다, 의 눈에 들이대다, 앞에나타나다, 대항시키다, 비교하다 confused: 혼란스러운, 당황한, 혼란한, 어리둥절한, 지리멸렬한, 낭패한 confusing: 혼란시키는, 당황케 하는, 당황케하는 congenital: 타고난, 선천적인 congratulate: 축하하다, 축사를 하다, 축하의 말을 하다, 경축하다 congratulations: 축하합니다, 축하드립니다, 축하한다, 축하해 connect: 연결하다, 연상하다, 잇다, 연결되다, 득점이 되도록 치다, 관련시키다, 연속하다, 전원에 연결하다, 전화로 연결하다, 접속하다, 연고 관계를 가지게 하다 conquer: 정복하다, 극복하다, 손아귀에 넣다, 억누르다, 획득하다, 승리를얻다, 타파하다, 공략하다, 이가다, 승리를 얻다 conquered: 패자, 피정복자 conquering: 정복하는 conqueror: 정복자, 승리자, 전승자, 정복왕 윌리엄 일세, 정복왕 윌리엄 1세 conscience: 양심, 도의심, 선악의 관념 consciously: 의식적으로, 의식하여, 알면서, 자각하여 consequent: 귀결, 결과의, 논리상 필연의, 후건, 당연한결과, 후항, 후율, 단안, 당연한, 결과로서일어나는, 결과로서 생기는 conservatism: 보수주의, 줄잡아, 수수한, 줄잡은, 보존물, 보수적인 사람, 보수적인, 방부제, 영국 보수당의, 낡은 것을 고수하는 사람,

E.M. Forster 고루한 consols: 여국 정부의 정리 공채, 콘솔공채, 정리 공채, 콘솔 공채 conspicuous: 두드러진, 확실히 보이는, 눈에 잘 띄는, 현저한, 저명한, 이채를 띤, 뛰어난, 뚜렷한 conspiracy: 음모, 공동모의, 공모, 동시발생, 모의, 불법공모, 음모단, 불법 공모 consternation: 깜짝 놀람, 대경실색, 경악 constraint: 강제, 속박, 거북스러움, 억압, 어색함, 압박, 조심스러움 consult: 고려하다, 상의하다, 참고하다, 찾다, 의견을 묻다, 조사하다, 의견을 듣다, 상담하다, 진찰을 받다, 의논하다, 컨설턴트 직을 맡다 contagious: 전염성의, 전염적으로, 전염독이 있는, 옮기 쉬운 contemplate: 예기하다, 응시하다, 정관하다, 기도하다, 하려고생각하다, 눈여겨보다, 명상하다, 묵상하다, 숙고하다, 심사숙고하다, 심사하다 contempt: 치욕, 경멸, 모욕, 멸시, 모멸, 수치, 업신여김, 창피, 모욕죄 contemptuous: 경멸적인, 사람을 얕잡아보는, 오만 무례, 경멸하여 contemptuously: 모욕적으로, 경멸하여 contented: 만족하고 있는, 흡족해 하는, 달갑게 하는, 만족한 contentedly: 만족스럽게 contest: 경쟁, 다투다, 경쟁하다, 논쟁, 다툼, 경연, 이의를 제기하다, 논쟁하다, 겨루다, 콘테스트, 경기 continent: 대륙, 본토, 육지, 성욕을 절제하는, 자제심이 있는, 금욕의, 극기의, 정숙한, 자제하여, 배설 억제 능력이 있는, 금욕적인 continental: 대륙의, 대륙성의, 북미의, 미국식민지의, 유럽대륙주의자, 유럽대륙의, 유럽대륙사람, 미국지폐, 대륙인기질, 대륙주의, 미국대륙의 군대 contingent: 불확정의, 분견대, 파견단, 우발적인, 우연히 발생한 사항, 분담, 혹 있을지도 모르는, 에 부수하는, 부수사건, 있을수있는, 임시의 continual: 빈번한, 계속적인, 끊임없는, 자주 일어나는, 연속적인 contradict: 모순되다, 부정하다, 반박하다, 반대하다, 부인하다 contradictory: 모순된, 정반대의 사물, 부정적 주장, 반박론, 반박적인, 모순 대당, 모순대당,

야립치 않는, 양립하지 않는, 자가 당착의, 자가당착의 contrary: 반대의, 심술궂은, 상반하는 사물, 정반대, 반대로, 거꾸로, 역, 불리한, 거꾸로의, 반대명제, 외고집의 contretemps: 뜻밖의 사고, 뜻밖의 일 conveniences: 의식주의 편리 convent: 수도회, 수도원 수녀원, 수녀단, 수도원, 수녀원 conventionally: 진부하게, 인습적으로, 판에 박은 듯이 conversational: 회화체의, 이야기 잘하는, 회화의, 이야기하기 좋아하는, 좌담식의, 좌담을 잘하는 convey: 양도하다, 전달하다, 나르다, 전하다, 뜻하다, 알리다, 옮기다, 나타내다, 운반하다, 시사하다 convince: 확신시키다, 납득시키다, 수긍하게하다 convincing: 납득이가는, 설득력 있는 cooking: 요리용의, 요리법, 요리하기 cooler: 냉각기, 청량음료, 교도소, 독감방, 형무소, 유치장, 냉장고, 영창 coolly: 냉정하게, 냉담하게, 뻔뻔스럽게, 서늘하게, 차갑게, 침착하게 copiously: 풍부하게 copper: 구리, 구리빛의, 동, 동전, 주홍부전나비속의 나비, 순경, 동화, 동산주, 취사용 보일러, 구리의, 구리빛 coppice: 작은 관목숲, 잡목숲, 작은 관목 숲 coquette: 요염한 여자, 요염한계집, 바람둥이여자 cordiality: 진심, 진심어린 언동, 따뜻한 우정, 성실, 충정, 친절 cornelia: 여자이름 cornwall: 콘월, 잉글랜드 남서단의 주 corpse: 시체, 송장 corpulent: 뚱뚱한, 비만한 correspondence: 일치, 서신왕래, 통신, 상응, 조화, 해당, 편지, 왕복서한, 왕복문서, 상당, 대응 cosmopolitan: 세계주의의, 전세계에 분포한, 자유주의경향의 인텔리, 국제적인, 사해 동포주의의, 세계각지 사람들로 구성된, 세계를 집으로 삼는, 세계주의적인, 전세계적인, 세계주의자, 세계 각지 사람들로 구성된 cosmopolitanism: 세계주의, 사해 동포주의 costing: 원가 계산, 원가계산 cosy: 기분 좋은, 보온 커버, 있기 편한, 차양이 있는 이인용 의자

373 counsel: 상담, 협의, 계획, 충고, 조언하다, 변호사, 결심, 법률고문, 사려, 조언, 평의 counterpart: 부본, 짝진 것의 한쪽, 상대물, 대응부, 대조물, 부절, 비슷한 사람, 아주 닮은 사람, 한짝, 한통, 사본 counterpoint: 대위법, 대위선율, 대위 선율 countryman: 동향인, 촌사람, 지방의 주민, 같은 나라 사람, 시골사람, 동포 courier: 안내원, 급사, 신보, 시중꾼, 동행, 특사, 수원, 밀사, 가이드 courteous: 예의바른, 정중한, 친절한 courtesy: 호의, 예의, 예의상의, 정중함, 우대, 친절, 우대의, 공손, 인사, 정중한 행위, 특별 대우 courtship: 구애, 구혼, 구혼기간, 구혼 기간 cow: 암소, 암컷, 으르다, 단정치 못한 여자, 위협하다, 겁을 먹게하다, 젖소, 축우 cowardice: 겁, 비겁, 소심 cramped: 경련을 일으킨, 비좁은, 알아보기 힘든, 읽기어려운, 배배꼬인, 갑갑한 crane: 기중기, 학, 사이펀, 목을 길게 빼다, 기중기로 달아올리다, 크레인, 쑥 내밀다, 뱃전의 팔 모양의 기중기, 왜가리, 자재갈고리, 주저하다 cranky: 변덕스런, 흔들흔들하는, 괴팍한, 불안정한, 병약한, 꾸불꾸불한, 까다로운, 기울기 쉬운, 심기가 뒤틀린, 짓궂은, 괴짜의 craving: 갈망, 열망, 간원 강렬한, 갈망하는, 열망하는 craze: 열광, 빙렬이 생기다, 광기, 빙렬이 나타나게 굽다, 발광하다, 미치게 하다, 열중, 발광시키다, 미치다, 열중시키다, 대유행 credible: 신용할 수 있는, 확실한, 믿을 만한 소식통에서, 신용할수있는, 신뢰할 수 있는 creep: 포복, 기다, 살살 기다, 소리를 죽여 걷다, 근질근질하다, 탐해구로 해저를 더듬다, 지층의 변형, 점점 어긋나 움직이다, 섬뜩해지는 느낌, 살금살금 걷다, 슬며시 접근하다 creeping: 탐해법, 남몰래 빌붙는, 기어 돌아다니는, 아첨, 느린, 근질근질한 느낌, 기기, 근질근질하는, 포복, 잠행성의, 은밀한 cress: 유채과의 야채, 양갓냉이 criminally: 형법에 의해서, 법을 범하여, 형법상의, 형사, 범죄적으로, 죄를 저질러, 법을 어겨 crimson: 진홍색의, 진홍색,

374 진홍색으로 하다, 진홍색이 되다, 피비린내 나는, 새빨개지다, 새빨갛게하다, 시뻘건, 물들이다 crippled: 무능력한, 불구의 criticize: 비평하다, 비난하다, 흠잡다, 흠을 잡다, 혹평하다, 비판하다, 평론하다 crop: 멀떠구니, 심다, 자르다, 수확하다, 수확고, 채찍의 손잡이, 무리, 노두, 농작물, 동물 한 마리 분의 무두질한 가죽, 막깎기 croquet: 크로케, 제치다, 크로케이 crossing: 교차, 교차점, 횡단, 이종교배, 건널목, 교잡, 횡선, 십자로, 방해, 횡단보도, 도항 crossly: 거꾸로, 뿌루퉁하게, 가로로, 가로, 심술궂게, 심사가 나서, 반대로, 비스듬히 cross-question: 반문, 힐문, 반대심문하다 crowded: 붐비는, 혼잡한, 만원의, 파란 만장의, 다사다난한, 붐비다, 장소가 가득 차서, 가득 차서 crude: 조잡한, 미숙한, 날것의, 노골적인, 천연그대로의, 익지 않은, 어미 변화가 없는, 원료, 칙칙한, 거친, 소화가 안된 crudity: 미숙한 것, 조잡, 미숙, 미완성품, 생경, 생것, 거침, 날것, 생짜임, 거칠다, 거칡 cruel: 잔인한, 심한, 잔혹한, 아주, 몹시, 지독하게, 무정한, 무참한, 비차만, 비참한, 지독한 cruelly: 잔인하게, 몹시, 지독하게, 잔혹하게 cruelty: 잔학, 잔인한 행위, 끔찍함, 잔혹, 학대, 잔인성, 무자비 crumble: 힘 없이 무너지다, 산산이 무너지다, 크럼블, 부스러 뜨리다, 가루로 만들다, 망하다, 무너지다, 바수다, 붕괴하다, 부스러지다, 부스러뜨리다 crumbs: 아이쿠, 이런 crumpled: 뒤틀린, 주름살 투성이의, 쭈글쭈글한 crushed: 진압하는, 압착하는, 쑤셔 넣는, 서로 밀고 들어가는, 밀어 넣는, 무너지는, 눌러 부수는, 궤멸시키는, 구김살투성이로 만드는 crushing: 눌러 터뜨리는, 압도적인, 박살내는, 결정적인, 분쇄하는, 궤멸적인, 눌러 터뜨리는 것 crying: 외치는, 긴급한, 울부짖는, 심한, 좌시할 수없는, 지독한 cryptic: 비밀의, 암호를 사용한, 숨은, 신비스런, 신비적인, 몸을 숨기는데 알맞은, 몸을 숨기는 데 알맞은 culpable: 과실있는, 무도한, 비난할만한, 유죄의, 책잡을 만한,

Howards End 죄있는, 과실 있는 cult: 숭배, 예찬, 이교, 제식, 숭배자, 제례, 예배, 열광, 예찬자 집단, 열, 숭배자집단 cultivation: 경작, 교화, 재배, 배양, 배양균, 양성, 수양, 수련, 세련, 교양, 양식 cultured: 교화된, 재배된, 교양있는, 문화를 가진, 세련된, 양식된 cur: 망종, 똥개, 들개, 쌍놈, 겁쟁이, 불량배 curate: 부목사, 작은 부젓가락, 보좌 신부, 목사 cure: 치유, 치료하다, 고치다, 치료, 양생하다, 치료법, 영혼의 구제, 목사직, 낫다, 가황, 가황하다 curiosity: 호기심, 골동품, 진기함, 진기한 것, 신기함, 진기한것 curiously: 호기심에서, 기묘하게, 지독하게, 신기한 듯이, 진기한듯이, 기묘하게도 curly: 곱슬곱슬한, 고수머리가 있는, 소용돌이치는, 오그라든, 나무결이 물결 모양의 currant: 까치밥나무, 작은 씨없는 건포도, 건포도, 그 열매 curtain: 막, 커튼, 막을 치다, 휘장 꼴의 물건, 막으로 가리다, 한 권의 끝, 막벽, 위장을 치다, 죽음, 칸막이, 휘장 curtains: 한 권의 끝 cushion: 완충물, 쿠션, 쿠션 꼴을 한 것, 공기 쿠션, 가라앉히다, 허리띠에 대는 헝겊받침, 쿠션을 달다, 쿠션으로 받치다, 안석, 베이스, 방석 custom: 풍습, 습관, 관습, 세관, 애고, 관세, 규칙, 관례, 고객, 단골, 돌봐줌 cutter: 재단사, 커터, 베는 도구, 베는 사람, 소형 말썰매, 소형감시선, 필름 편집자, 절단기, 재단기, 자르는사람, 감시선 cylinder: 원통, 실린더, 원주, 회전통, 봄베, 탄창, 원통형의 석인, 통, 윤전기, 기관의실린더, 온수탱크 cynic: 비꼬는, 비꼬는 사람, 견유학파의 사람, 빈정거리는, 빈정대는 사람, 견유학파적인, 견유학파의, 견유학파, 냉소자, 시닉학파 cynical: 빈정대는, 냉소적인, 견유학파의, 세상을 백안시하는 cynicism: 견유 철학, 냉소, 시니시즘, 빈정댐, 비꼬는 말, 비꼬는 버릇 cyprus: 키프로스, 지중해 동부의 섬 dado: 징두리 판벽, 에 징두리 판벽을 붙이다 daintiness: 우미, 가림, 까다로움, 호사를 좋아함, 미미 dainty: 우아한, 품위 있는, 성미가

까다로운, 맛좋은, 진미, 맛좋은짐미, 우미한, 까다로운, 맛있는 것 dairy: 낙농업, 유제품 판매소, 우유점, 낙농장, 착유장, 우유 판매점, 낙농, 젖소, 버터 판매점 damaging: 불리한 진술, 손해를 끼치는, 해로운 dame: 귀부인, 귀인, 지체가 높은 숙녀, 나이가 든 여인, 이튼 학교의 사감, 준남작의 부인, 여자 damn: 저주하다, 빌어먹을, 파멸시키다, 비난하다, 제기랄, 지금도, 지금도-제기랄, 빌어 먹을, 빌어 먹을-조금, 욕을퍼붓다, 욕을 퍼붓다 damned: 저주받은, 지겨운, 지독히, 넌더리나는 damp: 습기, 못살게 굴다, 낙담시키다, 낙담, 기를 꺽다, 실망, 축죽한, 축축하게하다, 습기 있는축축하게 하다, 방해-축죽한, 방해 damply: 습기가 차서, 축축하게, 축축하여, 기운 없이 dancing: 무도, 춤, 댄스 홀, 무도장, 댄스 연습, 댄스 dangle: 매달리다, 어른거려 꾀다, 따라다니다, 매달다, 뒤쫓다, 뒤쫘다, 따라다니다-매달다 danish: 덴마크의, 덴마크 말, 덴마크 말의, 덴마크 사람의, 덴마크말 daring: 겁이 없는, 대담무쌍한, 대담한, 모험적인 기상, 모험적인 용기 darling: 가장 사랑하는 사람, 귀여운, 당신, 가장 사랑하는, 가장 귀여워하는 사람 dashed: 괘씸한, 굉장히, 낙심한, 의기 소침한, 지독히 dashing: 기운찬, 멋부린, 화려한, 기세 좋은, 위세 당당한 daylight: 일광, 주간, 낮, 틈, 눈, 이해, 의식 dazzling: 눈부신 deafen: 귀먹게 하다, 큰 소리를 줄이다, 귀머거리로 만들다, 들리지 않게 하다, 방음 장치를 하다, 귀가 들리지 않게 하다 deafness: 귀먹음, 귀머거리, 귀를 기울이지 않음 dealings: 교섭 dearly: 값 비싸게, 끔찍이, 비싸게, 대정 깊이, 깊이, 극진히 debauch: 타락시키다, 우혹하다, 난봉, 방탕, 퇴폐시키다, 퇴폐시키다-방탕, 주색에 빠지다 debussy: 프랑스의 작곡가 decadence: 쇠미, 퇴미, 데카당스, 퇴폐, 타락 decay: 부패하다, 부패, 썩다,

E.M. Forster 쇠미하다, 쇠미, 쇠하다, 부식하다, 자연 붕괴하다, 부식, 부패시키다 decayed: 부식하는 deceased: 고, 죽은, 고인, 사망한 deceitful: 거짓의, 기만적인, 속이는, 사기의 deceive: 속이다, 미혹시키다, 사기하다 deceived: 사기하는 decency: 예의, 체면, 점잖음, 예의 범절, 체면상, 보통의 살림에 필요한 물건, 어엿한 생활에 필요한 것, 예절 바름, 보기 흉하지 않음, 관대 decently: 친절하게, 볼썽사납지 않게, 상당히, 예의바르게, 훌륭하게, 품위 있게, 제법, 적절하게, 괜찮게, 점잖게, 품위있게 decidedly: 단호히, 확실히, 결정적으로, 활실히 decisive: 결정적인, 확고한, 과단성 있는, 움직이기 어겨운, 단화한, 중대한, 움직이기 어려운, 명확한, 단호한 declare: 언명하다, 선언하다, 성명하다, 신고하다, 공언하다, 언명해 놓고 그만두다, 신고하다공언하다, 단언하다, 나타내다, 알리다, 포고하다 decorated: 장식식의, 훈장을 받은, 훌륭하게 꾸민, 장식된 decoration: 장식, 훈장, 장식품, 서훈, 장식법 decorative: 장식적인, 장식의 decorous: 점잖은, 예의바른, 예의 바른 decreasing: 점점 주는, 감소하는 deed: 행위, 실행, 행동, 업적, 증서 deer: 사슴 defeated: 쳐부수는 defection: 배반, 변절, 부족, 탈당, 저버림 defects: 결점들 defences: 방어 시설 deficient: 결함 있는, 불충분한, 부족한 definite: 명확한, 뚜렷한, 일정한, 한정된, 한정하는 deft: 능숙한, 솜씨 좋은, 손재주 있는 deftly: 능란하게, 솜씨가 좋게 deftness: 손재주 있는 것 degeneracy: 퇴화, 퇴보, 타락, 성적 도착, 축퇴 degradation: 좌천, 격하, 타락, 침식, 저하, 면직, 분해, 저락, 하락, 퇴보, 파면 degraded: 타락한, 퇴화한, 부패한, 저하한 delayed: 뒤 늦은, 지발의 delicate: 섬세한, 허약한, 고상한,

정묘한, 미묘한, 민감한, 우아한, 솜씨 좋은, 세심한 주의가 필요한, 정밀한, 맛좋은 delicately: 미묘하게, 정교하게, 섬세하게, 우아하게, 고상하게 delicious: 맛있는, 멜리셔스, 유쾌한멜리셔스, 유쾌한, 상쾌한 delightful: 매우 기쁜, 즐거운 deliverer: 교부자, 구조자, 배달인, 인도인, 석방자 delusion: 착각, 속임, 미망, 미혹, 현혹, 매혹 demeanour: 행실, 품행, 태도 demented: 미친, 정신 착란의, 치매가 된 demon: 악마, 귀신, 일에 비범한 사람, 정령, 귀재 demur: 이의를 말하다, 항변하다, 반대하다, 이의 den: 굴, 소굴, 작고 아늑한 사실, 밀실, 사실, 유년단의 분대 denmark: 덴마크 dense: 우둔한, 조밀한, 짙은, 농밀한, 머리가 나쁜, 밀집한, 이해하기 힘든 depict: 묘사하다, 서술하다 deplorable: 비참한, 슬퍼할, 가엾은, 애처로운, 통탄할 depreciate: 얕보다, 가치가 떨어지다, 경시하다, 깎아내리다, 가치를 떨어뜨리다, 가치를 저하시키다, 가치를 감소시키다 depressed: 움푹 들어간, 저하된, 볼황의, 불황의, 내리 줄린, 궁핍한, 내리 줄인, 내려앉은, 표준 이하의, 의기 소침한 depths: 깊은 곳 derby: 더비 경마, 중산 모자, 더비 derive: 기원을 더듬다, 기원을 발하다, 에 유래하다, 을 끌어내다, 파생하다, 유래를 더듬다, 유래하다 descend: 내려가다, 타락하다, 내리다, 급승하다, 전해지다, 축소하다, 지평선 쪽으로 움직이다, 습격하다, 내리받이가 되다, 남 쪽으로 움직이다, 계통을 잇다 descended: 유래한, 전해진 descending: 내려가는, 강하하는, 하향의 deserted: 버림받은, 사람이 살지 않는, 활페한, 황폐한 deserve: 값어치가 있다, 받을 만하다, 할 만하다 deserved: 당연한 designedly: 계획적으로, 일부러, 고의로 desired: 옳은, 훌륭한, 바랐던, 희망했던 desolate: 황량한, 황폐케하다, 황폐한, 음산한, 고독한, 사람이 안

375 사는, 시람이 안 사는, 쓸쓸한, 내버려진 desolation: 쓸쓸함, 황폐, 황량, 서글픔, 페허, 폐허, 서글품, 황폐케함 despair: 절망, 절망의 근원, 절망하다, 자포자기 desperation: 절망, 자포자기, 기를 씀, 필사 despise: 경멸하다 despondently: 낙담해서, 기죽어서 destination: 목적지, 보낼 곳, 목적, 대상 destined: 예정된, 운명지어진, 향하는 destiny: 운명, 천명, 하늘, 하늘의 뜻 destroyer: 파괴자, 구축함, 약탈자, 파기자 detain: 말리다, 억류하다, 붙들다, 감금하다, 구류하다, 유치하다, 을 못가게 붙들다 detained: 유치하는, 감금하는, 구류하는 detestable: 몹시 싫은, 혐오할 만한 dethrone: 폐하다, 폐위하다, 퇴위 devil: 악마, 악인, 하청일을 하다, 짓찢다, 괴롭히다, 고기에 후추를 발라 굽다, 비상한 정력가, 비상한 정력가-고기에 후추를 발라 굽다, 괴상한 우상, 지독한, 제기랄 devilry: 악마, 무모한 장난, 마법, 악마의 짓, 악행, 마술, 악마화, 악마의 소행, 극악무도, 극악 무도, 극악 무도한 짓 devious: 꾸불꾸불한, 우회하는, 인륜을 벗어난, 정도를 벗어난, 솔직하지 않은, 멀리 돌아가는 devoted: 헌신적인, 골몰하여, 저주받은, 몸을 바친, 애정이 깊은, 열애하는, 골몰하는, 헌납된 devotion: 귀의, 헌신, 애착, 전념, 기도, 전렴 dew: 이슬이 내리다, 이슬방울, 이슬로 적시다, 이슬이 내리다이슬로 적시다, 이슬이 내린다, 이슬, 신선함, 이슬로 젖다 diagnose: 진단하다 dictation: 명령, 지령, 받아쓰기, 수술, 받아 쓰기, 구술, 받아 쓴 것 dictatorial: 독재자의, 독재적인, 명령적인 diction: 용어, 말씨, 용어 선택, 용어 어법, 발성법 dies: 날, 일 differ: 의견을 달리하다, 다르다, 논쟁하다 differently: 다르게, 같지 않게, 따로, 그렇지 않게, 별도로, 달리 difficile: 남과 어울리지 않는,

376 까다로운, 다루기 힘든, 성미가 까다로운, 곤란한 diffident: 자신없는, 암띰, 망설임, 수줍은, 자신없음, 자신 없는 digest: 소화하다, 참다, 납득하다, 이해하다, 요약하다, 요약, 간추리다, 적요, 삭다-요약, 간추리다소화되다, 삭다 dignified: 고귀한, 위험 있는, 위엄 있는 dignity: 존엄, 위엄, 관록, 품위, 체면에 관계되다, 위풍, 위계, 고위 인사 dilemma: 딜레마, 궁지, 진퇴양난, 진퇴 양난, 양도 논법 dim: 둔한, 어둑한, 희미한, 둔하게 하다, 어둑해지다, 흐리게 하다, 흐려지다, 어슴푸레한, 둔해지다, 어둑하게 하다, 비관적인 dimensions: 넓이 diminish: 줄이다, 감소시키다, 줄다 diminished: 감소된, 권위가 떨어진, 반음 줄인, 감손된 din: 소음, 뇌고 되뇌이다, 소음이 나다, 소음으로 멍멍하게 하다, 귀를 멍멍하게 하다, 울리다 dining: 식사 dining-room: 식당 dip: 담그다, 살충액에 담그어 씻다, 살짝 적시다, 적시다, 잠시 내렸다 올리다, 어리석은 사람, 양초, 순간적 강하, 소매치기, 물건을 건지려고 손을 쑥 넣다, 살짝 잠기다 diplomacy: 외교 수완, 외교, 외교술 directory: 예배 규칙서, 지령서, 인명부, 주소 성명록, 집정부, 지도자의 직, 주소성명록, 이사, 지휘의 dirt: 진흙, 쓰레기, 오물, 비열한 언사, 흙, 토지, 먼지, 욕, 굴욕을 참다, 폐석, 욕설 dirtiness: 불결, 비열, 천함, 상스러움 disagree: 맞지 않다, 일치하지 않다, 의견을 달리하다, 다투다, 의견이 다르다 disappointed: 실망한 disappointing: 실망시키는 disapproval: 부인, 비난, 불찬성, 안된다고 함 disastrous: 비참한, 재해의 discharge: 발사하다, 방전, 방출하다, 이행하다, 방전하다, 해임, 짐을부리다, 번지다, 해고, 해고하다, 발사 discomfort: 불쾌하게 하다, 불편을 주다, 불쾌 disconcerted: 당혹한, 당황한 disconcerting: 당황케하는, 불안하게 하는, 혼란케 하는

Howards End disconsolately: 쓸쓸하게, 허전하게 discontent: 불만, 불만을 품게하다, 불만의 원인, 불만이 있는, 불평이 있는 discount: 할인하다, 할인, 에누리하여 생각하다, 에누리하여 듣다, 가치를 줄이다, 효과를 줄이다, 할인하여 사들이다, 할인하여 팔다 discouraging: 낙담시키는, 용기를 꺾는, 실망적인, 신이 안나는, 맥빠진, 시원찮은 discourteous: 무례한, 실례의 discourtesy: 무례, 무례한 언행, 버릇없음 discreet: 사려가 깊은, 신중한, 분별 있는, 분별있는, 지각있는, 사려있는 disdainfully: 경멸하여 disgrace: 창피, 치욕, 욕보이다, 눈 밖에 나 있음, 불명예, 수치가 되다, 총애를 잃게 하다, 망신시키는 것 disgraceful: 수치스러운, 욕된 disgracefully: 불명예스럽게, 면목 없게 disgust: 역겹게하다, 혐오, 역겨움, 정떨어지게 하다, 정떨어지게하다역겨움, 싫음, 메스꺼워찌게 하다 disgusting: 구역질나는, 지겨운, 메스꺼운 dish: 접시에 담다, 요리, 푼주, 접시, 움푹해지다, 식품, 성적 매력이 있는 여자, 위성 방송, 미인, 그릇, 사발 모양으로 움푹 들어가게 하다 dishes: 식탁용 접시류 dishonest: 부정직한, 부정한 dishonesty: 부정직, 불성실, 사기, 부정, 거짓말 dishonour: 굴욕, 불명예, 치욕, 정조를 범하다, 인수거절, 의 명예를 손상시키다, 어기다, 수칫거리, 지불거절, 의 명예를 더럽히다 disillusioned: 환멸을 느낀 dislike: 싫어하다, 혐오, 미워하다, 증오, 싫어함 dislocate: 탈구시키다, 관절을 삐다, 순서를 어지럽히다 disloyal: 불충한, 불성실한, 불충실한 disloyalty: 불충실, 신의 없음, 불실, 불신, 불충, 신의 없는 행위, 불충실한 행위 dismay: 당황, 경악, 깜짝 놀라게 하다, 근심시키다, 당황케 하다, 놀람 dismiss: 물리치다, 기각하다, 떠나게하다, 면직시키다, 물러가라고 말하다, 해산시키다, 버리다, 간단히 처리해 버리다, 해고하다, 퇴거시키다, 아웃시키다 dispel: 쫓아 버리다, 홑뜨리다, 흩뜨리다, 쫓아버리다 dispersed: 흩어진, 분산된, 분산한

displacement: 배수량, 면직, 이동, 대체, 감정 전이, 바꿔 놓음, 배기량, 바꾸어 놓기, 배수톤, 여과 displease: 불쾌하게 하다, 성나게 하다 displeased: 화난 displeasure: 불쾌 dispose: 배치하다, 일의 성패를 결정하다, 처리하다, 충당하다, 할 마음이 나게 하다, 의 경향을 갖게 하다, 일의 추세를 결정하다 disposed: 배치된, 한 감정을 품고, 할 생각이 있는 disposition: 성질, 처리, 배치, 성향, 처분, 배열 disproportionate: 불균형한, 불균형의 disquieting: 불안하게 하는, 걱정되는, 불안한 disquietude: 불안한 상태, 동요, 걱정, 불온, 불안 disregard: 무시하다, 무시, 경시하다, 경시 disrespect: 무례, 실례, 경멸하다, 경시하다 dissatisfied: 불만인, 불만인의, 불만스러운 disservice: 학대, 박해, 위해, 해 dissolution: 해산, 용해, 분해, 해약, 해소, 붕괴, 사멸, 해체, 소멸 distillation: 증류법, 능류액, 증류액, 증류 distinctly: 뚜렷하게, 명백하게 distract: 딴 데로 돌리다, 착란시키다, 어지럽히다, 괴롭히다, 빗가게 하다 distracted: 광란의, 어수선한, 빗나간 distressed: 피로한, 궁핍한, 구유핍한, 투매의, 고민하는 disturb: 방해하다, 어지럽히다, 소란하게 하다, 불안하게하다, 불안하게 하다, 소란하게하다, 교란하다, 저해하다, 침해하다 disturbance: 방해물, 불안, 소동, 소란, 교란시키는 것, 방해, 침해 disturbed: 교란된, 정신장애자, 사란한, 산란한, 정서장애가 있는, 정서장애자, 정신장애가 있는 disturbing: 불안하게 하는, 교란시키는, 불온한 diverge: 빗나가다, 차이지다, 갈리다, 벗어나다, 분기하다, 갈라지다 diverse: 다른, 다양한, 여러가지의, 다른 종류의 divest: 빼앗다, 옷을벗다, 벗기다 divide: 분배하다, 분리하다, 나누다, 갈라지다, 가르다, 대립시키다, 표결하다, 표결하다-분수계, 분수계, 분류하다, 분계 divine: 비범한, 신성한, 신의,

E.M. Forster 종교적인, 성직자, 예언하다, 신성의, 신수의, 알아채다, 점치다, 신학자 diviner: 점쟁이, 광맥을 찾아내는 사람, 예언자, 점치는 사람, 수맥, 수맥을 찾아내는 사람 dole: 실업수당, 짤름거리다, 운명, 시여물, 비탄, 슬픔, 운, 구호품, 을 나누어 주다, 시주 dolly: 인형, 이동식촬영대, 휘젓는 방망이, 인형에 얹어서 이동시키는, 바퀴 달린 작은 수레 domain: 범위, 영역, 영토, 자구, 변역, 토지, 개인 소유지, 개인소유지 dome: 둥근꼭대기, 둥근천정, 반구형의것, 머리, 둥근 천장, 둥근 지붕 모양의 물건, 비면, 웅장한 건물 domesticity: 가정적임, 가사, 가정생활 doom: 운명짓다, 운명, 선고하다, 죽음, 파멸, 최후의 심판, 재판, 판정하다, 법령 doomed: 운이 다한, 불운한 doorway: 문간, 입구 dormant: 잠자는, 활동휴지중인, 움직이지 않는, 휴지 상태에 있는 dotty: 점투성이의, 다리를저는, 휘청휘청하는, 점이많은, 정신이이상한, 정신이 이상한, 여자 이름, 휘청휘청한, 머리가 모자라는, 점이 있는, 열중한 doubtless: 확실히, 의심할 여지 없이, 의심 없는 downhill: 내리받이, 비탈을내려서, 쇠퇴, 쇠퇴하는, 편한, 내리막의, 활강경기의, 수월한, 활강의, 내리막길의, 내리막 길 downpour: 억수, 호우, 억수 같은 비 downright: 솔직한, 철저히, 아주, 완전한, 명확한, 곧은, 철저한 downs: 다운스 정박지, 잉글랜드 남부 및 동남부의 구릉지대 downward: 아래쪽으로, 내려가는, 이후, 이래, 쇠잔하여, 쇠미한, 내리받이의, 이후의, 아래쪽으로의, 쇠퇴하여, 아래로 향한 downwards: 쇠미한, 쇠잔하여, 아래쪽으로 dowry: 결혼 지참금, 천부의 재능 dozens: 상대방 가족에 대한 농담을 하는 게임 drag: 발을 질질 끌며걷다, 끌리다, 당기다, 흙다, 써레, 끌기, 느릿느릿 나아가다, 바퀴 멈추개, 바퀴멈추개, 느릿느릿나아가다, 느릿느릿걷다 drained: 수분제외 drawing-room: 응접실, 특별 객실, 회견, 제도실 dread: 공포, 두려움, 두려워하다, 걱정하다, 격정하다, 무서운 물건,

무서운 사람 dreadful: 무서운, 몹시 불쾌한, 따분한, 지겨운, 지긋지긋한 dreadfully: 무섭게, 겁에 질려, 무시무시하게 dreamy: 공상적인, 어렴풋한, 꿈결같은, 꿈꾸는 듯한, 꿈 많은, 꿈같은 dreary: 울적한, 쓸쓸한, 지루한, 처량한, 음울한, 황량한 drip: 적하, 물방울, 똑똑 떨어지다, 똑똑떨어지다, 빗물받이 돌, 서교성 없는 사람, 미련한 사람, 물방울을 듣게 하다, 똑똑 떨어지는 물방울 소리, 똑똑 떨어지기, 듣다 droop: 쇠하다, 풀이죽다, 처지다, 수그러지다, 늘어짐, 고개숙임, 수그러짐, 눈을내리깔다, 눈을 내리깔다, 처짐, 축 늘어짐 drooping: 눈을 내리깐, 늘어진, 풀이 죽은 dropping: 낙하, 강하, 낙하물, 촛농, 듣기, 똑똑 떨어짐, 똥, 방울져 떨어지는것, 적하, 탈모, 투하 drops: 점적약 drought: 가뭄, 한발, 건조 drowsily: 졸린듯이, 꾸벅꾸벅, 잠결에, 나른하게 drum: 북, 불러모으다, 드럼통, 고실, 북을 치고 돌아다니다, 북을 치고 돌아디니며 모집하다, 고동, 북으로 연주하다, 북을치다, 고막, 억지로 주입시키다 drunk: 주정뱅이, 술취한, 취한, 술주정뱅이, 술좌석, 도취된 dryly: 냉담하게, 건조하여, 무미건조하게, 비꼬아서 ducks: 즈크 바지 dues: 부과금 dully: 둔하게, 멍청하게, 느리게, 지루하게, 활발치 못하게, 느럭느럭 duly: 정식으로, 당연히, 제시간에, 바로, 적당히, 둔하게 dumb: 우둔한, 벙어리의, 말이없는, 말못하는, 무언의, 말문이 막힌, 아연케 하다, 말문이막힌, 깜작 놀라게 하다, 바보 같다, 소리없는 dumbbells: 아령들 dusk: 땅거미, 그늘, 어스레한, 황혼, 거무스름한, 어둑해지다, 어스름, 음울한, 어둑하게 하다 dusting: 청소, 구타, 먼지 털기, 가루 살포 dusty: 먼지빛의, 먼지투성이의, 티끌투성이의, 가루의, 무미 건조한, 가루 모양의 dwelling: 주거, 주소, 거처 dyed: 물들인, 염색된 dyspeptic: 소화불량의, 소화불량인

377 사람, 우울하고 화를 잘내는, 우울한 소화불량인 사람, 위병에 걸린, 소화 불량의 eager: 열심인, 열망하여, 심한, 에 열성적인, 열망하는, 갈망하는 earnest: 진지한, 열심인, 진지, 진심, 중대한, 정식, 성실한, 성실, 엄숙한성실, 엄숙한, 계약금 earnestly: 진지하게, 진정으로, 진심으로, 열심히 earshot: 들리는거리, 들리는 거리, 목소리가 닿는 거리 earthenware: 질그릇, 오지그릇 earthing: 지구인 earthly: 지구의, 세속의, 속세의, 도대체, 전혀, 이 세상의, 지상의 eaves: 처마 ebb: 썰물, 간조, 기울다, 쇠퇴, 성쇠, 성쇠-써다, 만회하다, 감퇴, 줄다, 빠지다 eccentric: 편심적인, 편심륜, 편심의, 별난, 편심론, 별난사람, 괴짜, 괴짜의-괴짜, 괴짜의, 이심원, 편심기 echo: 반향하다, 반향, 메아리, 흉내내기, 모방, 초음파 검사법, 모방하다, 메아리치다, 숲의요정메아리치다, 그대로 되풀이하여 대답하다, 종양 edged: 날이 있는, 통렬한, 거나하게 취한, 가장자리가 있는 edging: 가선, 가장자리의 장식, 서서히 다가섬, 가두리 침, 가장 자리 장식 educate: 교육하다, 훈련하다, 양성하다, 양육하다, 기르다, 학교에 보내다 educated: 교양 있는, 교육받은, 지식에 의한, 숙련된, 근거가 있는, 교육 받은, 경험에 의한 effeminate: 연약한, 여자같은, 여자 같은 eighties: 팔십의 수, 여든 대, 팔십 elaborate: 공들인, 면밀하게, 면밀한, 퇴고하다, 애써서 만들어내다, 힘들인, 정성들여, 정교해지다, 애써 만들다, 동화하다, 갈고 닦다 elaboration: 퇴고, 역작, 면밀한 마무리, 고심하여 완성시킴, 동화, 고심작, 고심하여 만듦 elastic: 경쾌한, 탄력있는, 밝은, 낭창한, 융통성있는-고무줄, 융통성있는, 고무줄, 고무 끈, 반발력이 있는, 고무줄이 든 천의 제품, 고리 모양의 고무줄 elder: 장로, 원로, 손위의, 연장자, 연장의, 고참, 고참의, 양딱총나무, 딱총나무, 이전의, 이전의-연장자 eldest: 가장나이많은, 가장 나이 많은

378 elemental: 원소의, 사대의, 근원적인, 본질적인, 원리의, 원소 같은, 초보의, 자연력과 같은, 자연 그대로의, 요소의 elementary: 초보의, 원소의, 본질의, 기본의, 초보적인, 요소의, 사대의, 단원소의, 기본이 되는 elevation: 올리는일, 고상, 기품, 승진, 입면, 향상, 공중의 순간 정지, 고상하게 함, 앙각, 입면도, 높임 eleventh: 제11의, 열한 명 한조의 것, 제 십일, 제 11, 오전 열한 시 경에 먹는 가벼운 식사, 오전 열한 시 경에 먹는 가벼운 다과, 열한 시, 열한 개 한벌의 것, 열한, 십일, 십일의 eliminate: 제거하다, 삭제하다, 배설하다, 생략하다, 고려에 넣지 않다, 죽이다, 배출하다 elongate: 길어지다, 연장하다, 가늘고긴, 길게하다, 길어진, 연장하다-길어진, 길게 하다, 가늘고 긴 em: 전각, 여자 이름, 엠자 embankment: 둑, 축제, 제방, 둑을 쌓기, 뎀자의 둑 embattled: 괴롭혀지는, 총안 흉장이 있는, 총안 모양으로 들쭉날쭉한, 지겨운, 전투 태세를 갖춘, 적에게 포위 당한, 흉벽꼴의 요철이 있는, 포진한 emblematic: 상징의, 을 상징하는, 상징적인 embrace: 포함하다, 포옹하다, 껴안다, 매수하다, 깨닫다, 포옹, 채용하다, 서로 껴안다, 채용하다서로 껴안다-포옹, 성교, 채택하다 embroidery: 윤색, 자수, 수놓기, 자수품 emerging: 최근 생겨난, 최근에 만들어진 emotion: 감동, 정서, 감정 emperor: 황제, 동 로마 황제, 서 로마 황제 employ: 고용하다, 쓰다, 고용, 사용, 에 종사하다, 소비하다, 소비하다고용, 실직하다, 에 고용되어, 사용하다, 직업을 주다 employe: 종업원, 사용인, 고용인, 피고용인 emptiness: 무지, 덧없음, 공허, 공복, 무의미, 공, 빈 곳, 텅 빔, 빔, 무가치 enamel: 에나멜, 법랑, 유약, 법랑질, 에나멜을 칠하다, 오지그릇의유약을 입히다, 시기질, 에나멜로 그리다, 에나멜 도료, 에 에나멜을 칠하다, 에 에나멜을 입히다 encircle: 일주하다, 둘러싸다, 둘러 싸다, 에워 싸다

Howards End enclosed: 에워싸는, 둘러막는, 동봉하는, 넣는 enclosure: 울안, 종획지, 울타리, 울, 구내, 담, 동봉한 것, 봉입물, 울로 둘러싼 땅, 동봉, 둘러쌈 encounter: 회전, 우연히만남, 교전, 부닥치다, 만나다, 마주침, 교전하다, 대항하다 ending: 종결, 어미, 말미, 결말, 사망, 활용 어미, 어미의, 종결의, 최후의, 최후 endless: 순환의, 끝없는, 무한한, 영원한, 끝이 없는 endow: 기금을기부하다, 자질, 부여하다, 능력 따위를 부여하다, 재산을 증여하다 energies: 능력, 에너지, 정력, 활동력 enfold: 싸다, 포옹하다, 안다, 접다, 에 주름을 달다, 주름잡다 engage: 약속하다, 교전하다, 걸리다, 예약하다, 고용하다, 정치에 관계된, 속박하다, 당기다, 종사시키다, 교전시키다, 관계된 engaged: 바쁜, 약속된, 교전중인, 고용된, 약혼중인, 용무중인, 통화중인, 약혼인, 연동의, 종사하는, 벽에 반쯤 묻힌 engagement: 약혼, 고용, 약속, 초빙, 용무, 교전, 맞물림, 연대성, 일, 계약 englishman: 영국선, 잉글랜드 사람, 영국인, 영국사람 enhance: 높이다, 늘리다, 강화하다, 높아지다 enhanced: 높인, 강화한, 중대한 enjoyment: 향락, 기쁨, 보유, 향유 enlarge: 넓어지다, 퍼지다, 확대하다, 부연하다, 상세하게 설명하다, 석방하다, 크게 하다, 확장하다 enlightened: 계몽된, 밝은, 개화된, 견식 있는, 계발된, 문명의, 문명화한, 진보한, 훤히 통달한 enormously: 막대하게, 터무니없이, 거대하게, 엄청나게 entertain: 대접하다, 품다, 즐겁게하다, 유쾌한, 재미있는, 즐겁게 하다, 간직하다, 호의로써 받아들이다, 환대하다 entertaining: 재미있는, 유쾌한 enthusiastic: 열광의, 광신적인, 열광적인 entice: 꾀다, 유혹하다, 미끼, 유혹 enticing: 마음을 끄는, 유혹적인, 마음을 끌 만한 entrap: 을 속이다, 덫으로 잡다, 빠뜨리다, 함정에 빠뜨리다, 올가미를 걸다, 속여서 빠져들게 하다, 덫에 걸리게 한, 모함하다, 덫에 걸리게 하다, 속여서...시키다 entree: 입장, 앙트레, 서주곡, 입장권,

전주곡, 주요 요리, 출장, 서곡 envelope: 봉투, 포장재료, 콘돔, 기낭, 싸개 envious: 부러워하는, 시기하는, 시기심이 강한 enviously: 시기하여, 부러워하게, 질투하여 epigram: 경구, 풍자시, 경구적표현, 경구적 표현 episode: 삽화, 에피소드, 일회분의 작품, 삽화적인 일, 대화, 일회분의 이야기 epitome: 발췌, 대요, 대표적인 것, 의 축도 epsom: 엡섬 equality: 평등, 대등, 동등, 같음 equip: 장비하다, 갖추다, 꾸미다, 준비하다, 갖추게 하다, 갖추어 주다, 채비를 해주다 equipped: 채비를 해주는, 장비하는, 갖추어 주다, 갖추게 하는 ere: 하기 전에, 오히려 erect: 건립하다, 꼿꼿이 세우다, 꼿꼿이선, 똑바로 선, 세우다, 승격시키다, 서다, 조립하다, 직립시키다, 창설하다, 곤두서서 erection: 발기, 직립, 설립, 건립, 건물, 건설, 조립, 건설물 errand: 심부름, 볼일, 사명, 심부름의 내용, 내용 erroneous: 잘못된, 틀린 escapade: 도피, 엉뚱한 짓, 멋대로구는짓, 장난, 탈출, 탈선 행위 escaped: 도망한, 탈주한 escort: 호위자, 호위하다, 호위, 호송, 호송하다, 남성 동반자, 호위대, 경호하다, 동행하다 espouse: 시집보내다, 지지하다, 채용하다, 신봉하다, 처로 삼다 esprit: 정신, 재치, 에스프리 est: 심신 통일 훈련 estrangement: 소원, 이간, 버성김, 소외, 불화 estuary: 강어귀, 내포 eternal: 영원한, 영구한, 끝없는, 평상시의, 예의, 불멸의, 변함없는, 영원한 것, 하느님 eternally: 영원히, 끊임없이, 끝없이, 언제나, 영구히 eternity: 영원, 내세, 영구, 영원한 진실, 영원한 진리, 오래 시간, 영원의 세계, 영원한 존재 ethics: 윤리학, 도덕, 도덕 원리 evanescent: 덧없는, 무한소의, 사라져 가는, 순간의, 지극히 미미한, 곧 시들어 떨어지는, 섬세한, 사라지는 evasion: 회피, 도피, 둘러댐, 얼버무리기, 탈출

E.M. Forster evasive: 회피적인, 둘러대는, 포착하기어려운, 똑바로 보려고 하지 않는, 파악하기 어려운 evidently: 명백히, 분명히, 보매, 분명하게, 아무래도 evil: 해악, 불길한, 나쁜, 악, 악행, 해로운, 해롭게, 사악하게, 불운한, 불행하게, 사악한 evoke: 환기하다, 불러일으키다, 이송하다, 불러내다, 일깨우다 evolving: 발달시키는, 판명되는, 진화하는, 진화시키는, 방출하는, 끌어내는, 전개하는 exaggerated: 과장된, 떠벌린, 비대한, 비정상적으로 확장된, 지나친 exaltation: 승진, 높임, 항진, 의기양양 exalted: 고귀한, 지위가 높은, 고상한, 숭고한, 기뻐 날뛰는, 고양된, 의기양양한 exasperation: 격분, 악화, 분노, 격화, 격노 exceeding: 대단한, 굉장한, 엄청난, 과도한 excel: 능가하다, 뛰어나다, 빼어나다 excepting: 말고는, 을 제외하면, 을 빼고, -을 빼고, 을 제외하고 exceptional: 특별한, 예외적인 excessive: 과도한, 극단적인, 터무니없는, 과도의 exchequer: 국고, 재무성, 재원, 소득, 재무부 excitable: 흥분하기쉬운, 격하기 쉬운 excited: 흥분한, 흥분한 활발한, 여기한, 여기 상태의 exclaim: 외치다, 큰 소리로 말하다, 비난하다 exclude: 몰아내다, 제외하다, 배척하다, 추방하다, 들어오지 못하게 하다, 채택하지 않다, 여지를 전혀 주지 않다 exercises: 군대의 연습, 수업 과정, 식 exhausted: 다 써버린, 다 퍼버린, 소모된, 물이 마른, 고갈된, 지칠대로 지친 exhaustion: 피로, 고갈, 소모, 배출, 철저한 연구, 철저한 검토, 다 써버림, 배기 exhortation: 권고, 권고의 말, 훈계, 간곡한 권고 exile: 추방인, 추방하다, 망명, 유형에 처하다, 유형자, 유랑자, 망명자, 유형, 국외추방, 유형수, 추방 exit: 퇴장하다, 출구, 퇴출구, 퇴장, 나감, 퇴거, 끝내기, 퇴거하다 expand: 넓어지다, 넓히다, 팽창시키다, 퍼지다, 확장시키다, 전개하다, 발전시키다, 펴다, 넓게 하다, 자세히 말하다, 발전하다

expanded: 팽창한, 확대한, 평체인, 확장하는, 확대하는, 넓히는, 퍼지는, 팽창시키는, 발전하는, 넓어지는, 넓게 하는 expectant: 기대하는 사람, 지망자, 임신중인, 예기하는, 기다리고 있는, 기다리는, 임신중의, 추정 상속의, 추정 상속인, 기대되는 expedition: 원정, 급속, 탐험대, 신속, 여행 expire: 만기가 되다, 끝나다, 내쉬다, 숨을 내쉬다, 뿜어 내다, 죽다, 숨을 거두다 exploded: 기계를 분해하여 부품의 상호 관계를 나타내는, 논파된, 폭발한 exploit: 착취하다, 개척하다, 개발하다, 미끼삼다, 이용하다, 채굴하다, 부당하게 이용하다, 공훈, 공적 explosion: 파열, 폭발, 급증, 파열의, 폭발의, 폭음, 폭음의 expose: 쐬다, 폭로하다, 노출하다, 집밖에 내버리다, 적발하다, 진열하다, 폭로, 적발, 접하게 하다, 버리다, 보이다 expound: 설명하다, 상술하다, 상세히 설명하다 exquisite: 절묘한, 정교한, 예민한, 멋쟁이 남자, 우미한, 우아한, 더할나위 없는, 깊은, 취미가 까다로운 사람, 취미가까다로운사람, 아주 아름다운 externals: 외관 extraordinarily: 엄청나게, 이례적으로, 비상하게, 대단하게, 유별나게, 특별히 extravagant: 낭비하는, 엄청난, 터무니 없는, 기발한 exultation: 환희, 광희, 열광, 몹시 기뻐함 eyed: 눈구멍이 달린, 눈 모양의 얼룩이 있는, 눈을 한 fabricated: 꾸며내는, 만드는 facile: 고분고분한, 손쉬운, 경솔한, 용이한, 잘 돌아가는, 힘들지 않는, 잘 지껄이는, 유창한, 양순한, 쉽사리 얻을 수 있는, 쉬운 fade: 시들다, 코스에서 벗어나다, 자취를 감추다, 사라지다, 바래다, 희미해지다, 색이 바래다, 쇠퇴하다, 지다-색을 바래게 하다, 쭈그러들다, 차츰 안보이게 되다 faded: 시든, 빛깔이 바랜, 색이 바랜 fading: 페이딩 faint: 어질어질한, 희미한, 연약한, 기절하다, 쇠약해진, 약해지다, 활기없는, 졸도하다, 엷은, 가냘픈, 힘없는

379 faintly: 희미하게, 힘없이, 가냘프게, 소심하게, 어렴풋이, 연약하게, 머무적거리며 fairway: 항로, 페어웨이, 안전한 뱃길 fairyland: 요정의 나라, 선경, 요정의나라, 도원경, 더할 나위 없이 아름다운 곳, 신기한 세계, 동화의 나라 faithful: 성실한, 신뢰할 수 있는, 신자들, 정확한, 충실한, 충실한 신도들, 정확 fame: 명성, 유명하게 만들다, 평판, 인기 familiarity: 친교, 친함, 허울없음, 친숙함, 친밀, 무엄한, 무간함, 치근치근함, 익히 앎, 임의로움, 스스럼 없음 fanatic: 열광자, 열광적인, 광신자, 광신적인 fancied: 공상의, 상상의, 가공의, 사육자, 이길 듯싶은, 잘 될 듯싶은, 마음에 든 fanciful: 공상의, 변덕스런, 기발한, 기상 천외한, 공상에 잠기는 fancy-free: 연애를모르는 fantastic: 공상적인, 변덕스러운, 상상의, 기묘한, 기이한 fantastically: 공상적으로, 괴상하게, 환상적으로 fantasy: 공상, 변덕, 백일몽, 기상, 상상하다, 공상 문학 작품, 공상하다 fare: 음식물, 가다, 먹다, 지내다, 승객, 일어나다, 요금, 여행하다, 대접받다, 운임, 되다 farewell: 안녕, 고별, 작별의 인사, 작별의인사, 작별 인사를 하다, 작별 farmyard: 농가의안뜰, 농가의 안뜰, 농장 구내 farther: 더먼, 좀더, 그위에, 더욱더, 더멀리, 더욱이, 더 앞선, 더 멀리, 더 먼, 더 뒤의, 더 나중의 fascinated: 매혹하는, 노려보는 fascinating: 매혹적인 fashionable: 유행의, 상류 사회의, 사교계의, 유행계의, 최신 유행의 fashionably: 최신 유행대로, 유행을 따라 fasten: 잠기다, 멈추다, 잠그다, 고착하다, 꽉달라붙다, 꽉 달라붙다, 단단히 고정시키다, 단단히고정시키다, 붙들어 매다, 붙들어매다, 고정하다 fastidious: 꽤 까다로운, 꾀까다로운, 까다로운 fatal: 숙명적인, 치명적인, 결정적인, 운명의 fatalist: 운명론자, 숙명론자 fated: 숙명적인, 저주받은, 운명 지워진, 운명이 정해진

380 father-in-law: 시아버지, 장인 fatherland: 조국 faun: 반염소의 신, 농업을 맡은반인, 목축, 목축.농업을맡은반인, 파우니 favourable: 유리한, 승낙의, 알맞은, 찬성의, 호희를 보이는, 유망한, 호의를 보이는 favourably: 순조롭게, 유리하게, 호의적으로, 호의를 가지고 feebly: 무기력하게, 나약하게 felicity: 행복, 지복, 적절한 표현, 교묘함, 경사, 적절 feminine: 여성의, 여자다운, 여성, 여자의, 여성 휴지의, 여자 같은 feminist: 여권 주장자, 여권 확장론자, 여권주의자, 여성 해방론자, 남녀 동권론자, 페미니스트 ferret: 흰족제비, 흰족제비로 사냥을 하다, 찾아내다, 흰족제비를 써서 사냥하다, 몰아내다, 사냥하다, 가는 테이프, 가는 리본 ferrule: 물미, 에 페룰을 달다 fertility: 비옥, 다산, 풍요, 출생률, 산출력, 수정률, 수정 능력 fetch: 가져오다, 도달하다, 내다, 오게하다, 불러오다, 팔리다, 가하다, 가하다-물건을가져오다, 갖다 주다, 물건을가져오다, 의 마음을 사로잡다 fetter: 차꼬, 차꼬를 채우사, 속박하다, 족쇄, 족쇄를 채우다 feudal: 영지의, 봉건제도의, 봉건의, 봉토의 fever: 열병, 열, 발열시키다, 열광, 열광적인, 열병의, 열이 있는, 흥분 상태, 흥분, 열병에 걸리게 걸리다, 열병에 걸리게 하다 feverishly: 불안정하게, 열광적으로, 열나게 fiance: 약혼자 fiat: 명령, 인가, 엄명, 피아트 회사, 피아트 회사제 자동차, 허가 fidget: 싱숭생숭함, 마음졸이다, 싱숭생숭 하다, 싱숭생숭하다, 만지작거리다, 안절부절 못하게 하다, 안절부절 못하다, 안절부절 못함, 침착하지 못한 사람 fidgety: 안절부절 못하는, 안달하는, 까다로운, 불안한, 조바심하는 fiendishly: 극악하게, 악마같이, 잔인하게 fiercely: 맹렬하게, 지독하게, 사납게 figured: 모양으로 나타낸, 무늬 있는, 그림으로 표시한, 도식으로 표시한, 무늬가 있는, 문채 있는, 코드를 나타내는 숫자가 있는, 화음을 나타내는 숫자가 있는 filling: 충전, 충전재, 속에 넣는 것,

Howards End 쌓아 올린 흙 fingering: 가는 털실, 운지법, 손가락으로 만지작거림, 운지기호 finicky: 몹시 신경을 쓰는, 까다로운 finishing: 최후의, 끝손질의, 마무리의, 끝손질의 최후의 손질, 마무리 손질 fireplace: 벽난로 firstly: 첫째로, 최초에, 맨먼저, 첫쨩로 fist: 필적, 주먹, 주먹으로 치다, 손, 손가락표, 손표, 손가락 표, 조종하다, 주먹으로 때리다, 파악 fitly: 적당하게, 알맞게, 시기에 맞게, 꼭 맞게, 적당히, 적절히, 정연하게 fitting: 입혀보기, 비품, 부속품, 가구, 설치, 적합, 적당한, 어울리는, 건구, 형, 입어보기 fix: 고정시키다, 결정하다, 수리하다, 준비하다, 집중시키다, 정착시키다, 조리하다, 지우다, 곤경, 마련하다, 위치 fixing: 고정, 설비, 정착, 비품, 설치, 조정 flaming: 과장된, 열렬한, 타는 듯한, 열정에 불타는, 불타는, 현란한, 타오르는, 눈이 이글이글 빛난는, 불을 뿜는, 색채가 타는듯이 빨간, 타는 듯이 붉은 flank: 측면, 측면을지키다, 옆구리, 구리, 부대의측면, 부대의 측면, 측면의, 의 측면에 서다, 측면에 위치하다, 측면을 공격하다 flannel: 플란넬, 모직 속옷, 융의 일종, 플란넬제 의류, 플란넬로 만든, 플란넬제 걸레, 플란넬제 타월, 플란넬제 헝겊, 허튼소리, 플란넬 제품 flaring: 나팔꽃 모양의, 현란한, 벌어진, 타오르는, 저속하고 번지르르한, 너울너울 타는, 활활 타는 flash: 플래시, 섬광, 허식, 번득임, 번득이다, 방류수, 빛나다, 획 지나가다, 홱 나오다, 순가, 가짜의 flashy: 야한, 섬광적인, 속되게 번지르르한, 일시적으로 화려한, 불같은 flattened: 반음 낮아지는, 평평해지는, 평평하게 하는, 반음 낮추는, 단조롭게 하는, 김이 빠지는, 기력을 없애는, 발딱 넘어뜨리는 flaw: 돌풍, 금, 결점, 흠, 흠집을 내다, 한차례의 폭풍, 금가다, 질풍, 잠시 동안의 폭풍우 flicker: 번득임, 깜박이는빛, 반짝임, 언뜻 보이다, 얼른거리다, 펄럭이다, 흔들거리다, 가물거리다, 딱다구리, 살랑거림, 기절하다

flimsy: 얇은 종이, 박약한, 취약한, 천박한, 얇은 원고지, 무른, 지폐, 얇은 여성복, 얇은, 보잘것 없는 flirt: 새롱거리다, 가지고놀다, 흔들어대다, 깡총깡총 움직이다, 던지다, 짐, 급격한 움직임, 바람둥이 여자, 농탕치다, 장난삼아 연애하다, 장난삼아 해보다 flirting: 희롱하는, 시시덕거리는 float: 띄우다, 뜨다, 뜨는 물건, 유통되다, 떨어져가다, 퍼지다, 표류하다, 세워지다, 흙손, 부유물, 부레 floating: 유동하는, 떠있는, 부동하는, 부동적인, 변동하는, 부동, 부유, 유리성의, 해상에 있는, 떠 있는 flock: 신도, 모이다, 무리짓다, 무리, 군중, 떼지어 오다, 떼, 털 부스러기를 채우다, 털솜부스러기, 한뭉치의 양털, 털뭉치 flood: 홍수, 범람, 범람하다, 관개하다, 만조, 밀어닥치다, 넘쳐 흐르다, 쇄도, 호수, 대해, 강 flooded: 물에 잠긴, 침수된 flop: 실패하다, 퍼덕거리다, 털썩 떨어짐, 실패, 싹 변하다, 여인숙, 펄떡펄떡거리다, 털썩넘어지다, 툭 떨어지는 소리, 툭 치다, 퍼덕이다 flowering: 꽃이 피는, 개화, 개화기, 꽃 장식을 달기, 꽃을 감상하기 위해 재배되는 flowery: 화려한, 꽃 같은, 꽃이 많은, 꽃같은, 꽃이많은 flowing: 흐르는, 유창한, 늘어진, 미끈하게 머리, 물 흐르는 듯한, 미끈하게 처진, 조수가 밀려 들어오는, 넘치도록 많은 flue: 보풀, 송기관, 연기구멍, 깃가지, 후릿 그물, 나팔꽃 모양으로 벌어지다, 닻혀, 미늘, 쳐두는 그물, 촉, 털 부스러기 flutter: 펄럭임, 훨훨날다, 홰치다, 두근거리다, 퍼덕거리다, 나부끼다, 동요, 퍼덕이다, 날개치다, 빠르고 불규칙하게 뛰다, 활개짓 flux: 흐름, 밀물, 연속적인 변화, 용제, 유동, 설사시키다, 녹다, 변전하다, 융제로 처리하다, 이상유출, 흐르다 flyman: 무대 장치를 조작하는 담당자, 전세 유람 마차의 마부, 무대 장치를 맡아 보는 사람 foe: 적, 적군, 원수, 상대 fog: 안개, 안개로 덮다, 혼미, 당혹, 당황케 하다, 흐려지다, 두번째 풀, 안개가 끼다, 풀을 서서 마른 채로 내버려 두다, 선채로 마른 풀, 흐림의 folding: 접는, 접을 수 있는, 저게된

E.M. Forster foliage: 잎, 잎장식, 잎 무늬 장식, 잎전부 folklore: 민속학, 민간전승, 민간 전승 folly: 어리석음, 어리석은 짓, 어리석게 돈만 많이 들인 물건, 우론, 막대한 돈을 들인 어처구니없는 큰 건축, 글래머 걸 출연자, 어리석은 행동 fond: 어리석은, 다정한, 정에 무른, 사랑에 빠진, 실없는, 애정있는, 좋아서, 토대, 레이스의 바닥 천, 기초, 좋아하는 fondle: 귀여워하다 fool: 바보, 속이다, 농담하다, 어리석은 짓을 하다, 어릿광대, 우롱하다, 희롱하다, 풀, 놀리다, 낭비하다, 바보 취급을 받는 사람 foolery: 어리석은 짓, 어리석은짓 foolish: 하찮은, 바보같은, 미련한, 어리석은 foolishly: 어리석게도, 바보같이, 미련하게, 어리석게 footboard: 발판, 디딤판 footlights: 무대, 각광, 풋트라이트, 배우직업 footman: 종복, 하인, 보병, 부나비의 일종, 쇠붙이로 된 받침 forbid: 금하다, 허락지않다, 금지하다, 방해하다, 하는 일이 절대로 없기를 forbidden: 금지된, 금단의 forcibly: 강제적으로, 힘차게, 억지로, 힘으로, 강력하게 forehead: 이마, 전부, 앞부분, 부분, 앞 부분 foreigner: 외국인, 외국선, 이방인, 이인, 외국 제품, 국외자 foreshore: 물가, 갯벌 foretaste: 시식, 시식하다, 기대, 예상, 예상하다, 예기, 미리 알다, 미리 맛보다, 미리조금 맛봄, 미리 맛봄 forgive: 용서하다, 삭치다, 빚을탕감하다, 빚을 탕감하다, 면제하다, 삭히다, 관대히 봐주다 formerly: 이전에, 전에, 먼저, 옛날에, 원래는, 지난날 forming: 형성, 편성, 연합군 부대 formless: 무정형의, 형태없는, 형태가 없는, 모양이 확실치 않은, 형태 없는 forth: 앞으로, 밖으로, 보이는곳에, 에서 바깥에, 보이는 곳에, 이후 fortnight: 이주일 fortress: 요새, 안전지대, 요새로 방어하다, 요새지, 요새 도시 fortunately: 다행히도, 운좋게, 다행히 foundations: 토대

fountain: 분수, 샘, 기름통, 원천, 잉크 통, 분출하다, 쏘다 분수, 액체 저장 용기 foursome: 넷으로 된, 포섬그것을 하는 4사람 fox: 여우, 변색시키다, 속이다, 여우모피, 교활한 사람, 교활한사람, 매력적인 여성, 매력적인 청년, 승냥이, 여우 모피 fraction: 분수, 단편, 파편, 부분, 조금, 분류, 빵을 나누기 fragment: 파편, 단편, 부서진 조각, 산산이 부수다, 산산 조각이 되다, 미완성유고, 미완성 유고, 부서지다 fragrance: 방향, 향기로움 framed: 틀에 낀 frankly: 숨김없이, 터놓고, 솔직히 frantic: 심히 흥분한, 미친, 광란의, 심히흥분한, 황급한, 굉장한, 미친 사람 같은 fraternal: 형제의, 우애의 fraud: 사기, 사기꾼, 협잡, 가짜, 부정 수단, 기만, 사기 행위 freckled: 주근깨가 있는 freehold: 자유보유권 freeze: 동결시키다, 얼다, 얼게하다, 섬뜩하다, 동결, 얼어죽다, 얼어 죽다, 혹한, 얼음이 얼다, 결빙, 결빙기 frenchman: 프랑스인, 프랑스 말을 쓰는 사람, 프랑스 선박, 프랑스 사람 freshwater: 담수의, 민물의, 바다에서는 서투른, 시골의 fret: 먹어들어가다, 초조하다, 부식하다, 물결치게하다, 애타다, 프렛, 초조, 에 프렛을 달다, 애달음, 안달하다, 뇌문 fretfully: 까다롭게, 돌풍적으로, 초조하게 frieze: 프리즈, 띠모양의 장식, 띠모양의장식, 보풀을 세우다, 소벽 fright: 돌연한 공포, 우스운 사람, 추악한사람, 추악한 사람, 우스운사람, 깜짝 놀라게 하다, 보기 흉한 물건, 도깨비 같은 사람, 도깨비 같은 물건, 공포, 보기 흉한 사람 frighten: 겁내다, 놀라다, 소스라쳐 놀라게 하다, 놀라게하다, 무서워하다, 을러대어 ~을시키다 frightful: 무서운, 추악한, 불쾌한, 아주 보기 싫은, 아주 보기 흉한, 지독한 frightfully: 지독히, 무시무시하게, 무섭게, 몹시 frigid: 딱딱한, 쌀쌀한, 형식적인, 극한의, 불감증의, 몹시 추운, 불감증인, 써늘한 frigidity: 한랭, 불감증, 냉담, 쌀쌀함, 활기 없음, 무기력

381 frivolity: 천박, 하찮은 일, 경박, 경솔, 경솔한 언동, 쓸데없는 일 fro: 이리저리, 저쪽에, 앞뒤로, 저쪽으로 frost: 냉담, 서리, 서리로덮다, 결상, 빙결, 빙점이하의온도, 프로스트, 서리피해를 주다, 서리가 내리다, 서리피해를주다, 급속 냉동하다 frosted: 서리로 덮인, 설탕을 하얗게 친, 진한 음료, 설탕을 입힌, 서리가 내린, 동결된, 서리로 뒤덮인, 동상에 걸린, 상해를 입은, 희게 센 froth: 거품, 시시한것, 거품을 뿜다, 거품을 일으키다, 쓸데없는얘기, 쓸데없는 얘기, 거품을일으키다, 거품을 일게 하다, 거품을 내뿜다, 공허 frown: 눈살을 찌푸리다, 언짢은 얼굴, 언짢은얼굴, 상을찡그리다, 상을 찡그리다, 난색을 표하다, 형세가 시원치 않게 되다, 찌푸린 얼굴, 위태로운 상태가 되다 frowning: 언짢은, 찌푸린 얼굴의, 찌푸린얼굴의, 험한 fulfil: 이행하다, 적합하다, 힘을 완전히 발휘하다, 완수하다, 자신의 소질을 충분히 발휘하다, 종료하다, 달성하다, 다하다 full-blown: 만발한 fuller: 직물의 축융공, 축융공, 둥근 홈을 내는 연장, 둥근 홈을 내다, 천의 올을 배게하는 직공, 천의 올을 배게 하는 직공 fulness: 비만, 충만, 참, 풍부, 만족, 차 있음, 풍부함 funnel: 깔때기, 채광구멍, 통풍통, 깔때기를 통과하다, 깔때기 모양이 되다, 깔대기 모양이 되게 하다, 집중하다, 굴뚝 fur: 모피, 거웃, 부드러운 털, 부드러운 모피를 붙이다, 백태가 생기다, 외음부, 모피의, 부드러운털, 모피 동물, 백태 furious: 맹렬한, 격노한, 사납게 날뛰는, 노하여 펄펄 뛰는, 미쳐날뛰는, 미쳐 날뛰는, 소란스러운 furiously: 미친듯이 노하여, 맹렬히 furnish: 설비, 공급하다, 가구를 갖추다, 비치된가구, 비치된 가구, 장치를 갖추다, 주다, 설치하다, 가구를 설비하다 furnished: 가구 달린, 구색을 갖춘, 재고량이 ...한 furnishing: 복식품, 비치된 가구, 가구의 설비, 가구 furtive: 은밀한, 남몰래하는, 아무가 남의 눈을 기이는, 몰래 하는, 속임수가 많은

382 furtively: 몰래, 슬쩍, 살그머니, 슬그머니, 은밀히 fuss: 야단법석, 싸움, 속타게하다, 말다툼하다, 몸달아 설침, 떠들어대는사람, 떠들게 하다, 떠들어대는 사람, 야단법석하는 사람, 법석을 떨게 하다, 몸달아 설치다 futile: 쓸데없는, 무용, 무익한짓, 속절없는, 효과 없는, 하찮은 futility: 무용, 무익한 짓 gab: 수다, 갈고리, 능변, 쓸데없는 지껄임, 국제 통화기금의 일반 차입 협정, 쓸데없이 지껄이다, 입 gaily: 유쾌하게, 흥겹게, 야하게 gains: 이의 gale: 강풍, 큰바람, 흥분 상태, 환희, 폭소, 실바람, 버드소귀나무의 일종, 폭풍, 정기 지불금, 미풍, 광희 gallantly: 용감하게, 친절히, 친절하게, 정중하게, 씩씩하게, 당당하게, 상냥하게 ganglion: 신경절, 중심, 활동의 중심 gangway: 비켜라, 좌석의 통로, 현문, 경사면, 좌석 사이의 통로, 주요갱도, 통로, 배다리 garb: 외관, 복장, 모양, 옷, 의상, 복장 양식, 옷을 입히다 garbage: 쓰레기, 찌꺼기, 고기찌끼, 보잘것 없는 것 gardener: 원예사, 정원사, 외야수, 조원업자, 원예가, 채소 재배자, 취미로 정원 가꾸는 사람, 원예 애호가 garments: 옷 garrison: 수비대, 요새지, 주둔군, 요새, 주둔병, 수비대를 두다 garrulous: 잘 지껄이는, 시끄럽게 지저귀는 gasp: 헐떡거리다, 숨이 막히다, 헐떡거리며 말하다, 헐떡거림, 숨참, 헐떡임, 열망하다, 숨막힘 gather: 채집하다, 모으다, 개더, 거두어들이기, 긴장시키다, 증가하다, 내다, 찌푸리다, 짜내다, 수금, 추측하다 gathering: 모임, 채집, 종기, 수확, 주름, 곪음, 접지 맞추기, 집회, 개더, 농양, 부어 오름 gathers: 주름 gauche: 서투른, 재치 없는, 어색한 generality: 대부분, 일반성, 보편성, 통칙, 개략, 일반적임, 과반수, 개론, 개설, 대다수, 일반적 진술 generalize: 개괄하다, 일반화하다, 일반성만을 그리다, 일반적으로 말하다, 막연히 말하다, 개괄적으로 말하다, 개괄, 법칙화하다, 보급시키다, 일반화, 종합

Howards End generosity: 관대, 도량이 큼, 활수함, 관대한 행위, 아낌 없는 마음씨 generously: 관대하게, 푸짐하게, 풍부하게, 활수하게 genial: 온화한, 다정한, 친절한, 쾌적한, 온난한, 턱의, 정다운, 천재의, 생식의 geniality: 친절, 쾌적, 온화, 친절한 행위 geniuses: 요정 gentility: 예절바름, 품위, 지체 높음, 점잔 빼기, 상류 계급, 얌전뺌, 문벌이 좋음 gentlefolk: 양가의 사람들, 양갓집 사람들, 지체 있는 집안의 사람들, 지체 있는 신분이 높은 사람들 gentlemen: 남자분, 신사, 아마추어 선수, 남자용 화장실, 유산 유한 계급의 사람, 귀족이 아니면서 가문을 다는 특권을 가진 사람 gentleness: 친절, 온순, 과격하지 않음, 온화함, 상냥함, 부드러움, 안은, 정다움 genuinely: 순수하게, 진정으로, 성실하게 geographic: 지리학의, 지리적인, 지리학상의 georgia: 그루지야, 조지아주, 여자 이름, 조지아 주 ghastly: 무시무시한, 지독한, 송장같은, 핼쑥한, 파랗게 질린, 무섭게, 무서운, 할쑥한, 심한, 무시무시하게 ghost: 유령, 환영, 망령, 영적인, 유령의, 환상, 근소한 가능성, 혼, 을 따라 다니다, -을 따라 다니다, 대작하다 giant: 거인, 거대한, 위인, 기가스 gibraltar: 지브롤터, 견고한 요새 gifted: 타고난 재능이 있는, 천부의 재주가 있는, 수재의, 매우 머리가 좋은, 천부의 재능이 있는 gilded: 금도금한, 화려한 gin: 진, 덫, 기중기, 씨아, 기중, 기중장치 girlhood: 소녀임, 소녀들, 소녀 시절, 소녀 시대 girlish: 소녀의, 소녀다운, 연약한, 앳된, 계집애 같은, 계집애같은, 소녀같은, 소녀를 위한, 소녀시대의, 순진한 girth: 뱃대끈, 띠, 둘레의 치수, 뱃대끈을 졸라매다, 치수가 ...이다 gladly: 기꺼이, 즐거이, 쾌히 glamour: 마법, 매혹하다, 매력, 마법의 glancing: 번쩍번쩍 빛나는, 넌지시 빗대는, 맞고 빗나가는, 번쩍이는, 번뜩이는

gleam: 번득이다, 번적임, 희미한 징조, 희미하게 번쩍이다, 어렴풋한 빛, 번득임, 빛, 번쩍이다 glebe: 밭, 성직영지, 교회 부속지, 들, 땅, 토지 glimpse: 흘긋 보다, 희미하게 보이다, 흘긋봄, 일견, 힐끗 보다, 힐끗 보이다 globes: 유방 gloom: 어둠, 어두워지다, 암흑, 음울, 음울한 표정, 우울, 암영, 어두운 얼굴을 하다, 침울, 어둑어둑해지다, 어둡게 하다 glorious: 영광스러운, 유쾌한, 빛나는, 장려한, 현란한, 기분좋은, 영예스러운, 거룩한 gloriously: 멋지게, 빛나게, 훌륭히, 기분이 썩 좋게, 근사하게 glory: 장관, 기뻐하다, 영광, 후광, 명예, 번영, 죽다, 송영, 자랑하다, 찬미, 성조기 glow: 백열, 열정, 선명함, 열중하다, 기쁨, 달다, 만족감, 백열빛을 내다, 불붙다, 작열, 빛을 발하다 glowing: 백열의, 홍조된, 샛빨간, 열렬한, 열심인, 적열하는, 백열하는 것, 백열하는, 적열하는 것 goblin: 악귀, 도깨비, 장난꾸러기 작은 요정, 심술궂은 작은 요정 goggles: 고글 golliwog: 기괴한 얼굴의 인형, 얼굴이 새까맣고 괴기한 인형 gondola: 곤돌라, 너벅선, 조롱, 조선, 차량이 낮은 무개 대형 화차 gong: 징, 그 소리, 에게 징을 울려 신호하다, 접시 모야의 종, 훈장 good-bye: 안녕, 안녕히 가세요, 안녕히 가십시오, 안녕히 계십시오 good-day: 날 동안의 인사 goodman: 남편, 바깥 주인, 주인 goodness: 친절, 미덕, 선량함, 좋음, 신, 선량, 미점 goodwill: 호의, 영업권, 단골, 동정 goose: 거위, 바보, 거위고기, 대형 다리미, 얼간이, 충실하여, 야유, 재봉사의 다리미, 구우즈 gorge: 게걸스레 먹다, 불쾌, 골짜기, 좁은통로를 막는 물건, 삼킨 음식, 가득 채우다, 배불리 먹다, 대로를 막는 집적물, 목구멍, 불쾌함, 통로를 막는 집적물 gorse: 가시금작화, 가시금작나무 gospel: 복음서, 복음, 교리, 주의, 진리, 교의, 신조, 복음문 gossip: 잡담, 험담, 소문, 수다, 수다쟁이, 남의 이야기를 퍼뜨리고 돌아다니다, 잡담을 하다 gossiping: 수다쟁이, 쑥덕공론하는 govern: 제어하다, 관리하다,

E.M. Forster 통치하다, 다스리다, 억제하다, 통치다, 에 적용되다, 좌우하다, 지배하다 grab: 잡아채기, 횡령, 빼앗다, 움켜잡기, 움켜잡다, 집 기계, 흥미를 주다, 그랩, 덮치다, 부여잡다, 움켜 쥐다 gracefully: 우아하게, 얌전하게, 고상하게, 친절하게 graces: 애고 gracious: 상냥한, 친절한, 정중한, 우아한, 기품 있는, 자비로운, 관대한, 존귀한, 품위있는, 우미한, 유익한 gradations: 순서 gradient: 물매, 언덕, 변화율, 경사진 곳, 구배, 경사, 보행성의 grandmother: 할머니, 어하다, 조모, 응석을 받다 grandson: 손자 grange: 농장, 농가 공제 조합, 호농의 저택, 농장의 집, 그 지방 지부, 농민 공제 조합, 곡창 grasp: 잡다, 지배, 쥐다, 쥠, 잡으려 하다, 자루, 이해하다, 이해, 달려들다, 손잡이, 이해력 grasping: 붙잡는, 쥐는, 잡는, 탐욕스러운, 구두쇠의, 남욕스러운 grave: 수수한, 무덤, 명심하다, 새기다, 중대한, 진지한, 묘혈, 심각한, 중요한, 예사롭지 않은, 침침한 gravel: 자갈, 괴롭히다, 결사, 난치하게 하다, 난처하게 하다, 요석증, 요석 gravely: 자갈을 깐, 귀에 거슬리는, 자갈이 많은, 자갈의 graver: 조각사, 조각칼, 조각도, 조각가 graves: 포도주, 그라부산 grease: 그리스, 기름, 뇌물, 에 증회하다, 에 기름을 바르다, 지방, 유지, 에기름을 바르다, 수지, 에 기름을 치다 greatcoat: 무거운 외투, 두꺼운 천으로 만든 큰 외투 greatness: 큼, 탁월, 위대, 다대함, 저명, 웅대, 다대, 거대, 거대함, 중대, 다량 greece: 그리스, 희랍, 그리스그리스, 헬라 greed: 욕심, 탐욕 greengage: 양자두의 일종, 서양자두의 우량 품종 greet: 들어오다, 보이다, 인사하다, 들리다, 맞다, 에게 인사하다, 눈에 띄다 greeting: 인사말, 인사, 인사장, 환영 greyness: 회색

grief: 재난, 실패하다, 비탄, 불운, 깊은 슬픔, 고통 grievance: 불만, 불평거리, 불만의 씨 grieved: 슬퍼하는, 슬픈 grievous: 슬픈, 비통한, 괴로운, 쓰라린, 심한, 애처로운, 괴롭게 하는, 한탄할 만한 grim: 엄한, 무서운, 불굴의, 험상궂은, 잔인한, 얼굴이 무서운, 완강한 grimly: 잔인하게, 엄하게, 으스스하게, 무시무시하게, 무섭게, 기분나쁘게, 험악하게 grimy: 때묻은, 때으로 더러워진, 더러운, 검댕으로 더럽혀진, 때로 더럽혀진 grind: 가루가 되다, 돌리다, 문지르다, 부지런히 일하다, 삐걱거리다, 바드득거리다, 가루를 타다, 갈리다, 갈아서 닳게 하다, 끈기 있게 공부하다, 닦다 grip: 손잡이, 핸들, 핸드백, 잡기, 이해하다, 암호적인 악수, 쥐는 기계, 소형 여행가방, 고착하다, 마음을 사로잡다, 불유쾌 grit: 용기, 중덜거리다, 이를 갈다, 잔 모래, 담력, 조립사암, 모래 groan: 신음하다, 그 소리, 괴로워하다, 으르렁거리다, 열망하다, 불평의 소리, 가 넘칠 정도로 많이 있다, 갈망하다, 신음하는 듯한 목소리로 말하다, 신음 소리, 삐걱거리는 소리 grocer: 식료품상, 식료품 잡화 상인 groove: 상궤, 홈, 가는 홈, 정해진 순서, 에 홈을 파다, 에 홈을 내다, 상도, 홈관례, 최고조, 적소 groping: 암중 모색하는, 손으로 더듬는 grotesque: 그로테스크풍, 터무니 없는, 우스운, 기괴한, 고딕체, 괴기미, 그로테스크 무늬의, 그로테스크풍의, 괴기한 grouping: 배치, 그룹, 그룹으로 나누기, 집단화, 모으는 일, 분류, 조 grouse: 불평, 뇌조, 불평하다, 투덜대다, 뇌조 무리 grumbling: 투덜거리는 grunt: 불평의 소리, 꿀꿀 거리다, 해병대원, 보병, 꿀꿀 거리는 소리, 으르렁거리며 말하다, 툴툴 거리는 소리, 툴툴거리다, 꿀꿀거리다 gruyere: 그뤼에르 치즈 guarded: 조심성 있는, 신중한, 감시되어 있는, 방어되어 있는 guardianship: 보호, 후견인의 임무, 수호, 후견권, 후견직, 후견 guards: 근위 연대 guilt: 죄, 비행, 유죄, 죄의식

383 gulf: 만, 심연, 화방수, 큰 간격, 소용돌이, 깊은 구멍, 소용 돌이, 보통 급제 gutter: 홈통, 빈민가, 촛농이 흘러내리다, 도랑을 만들다, 수로, 흐르다, 얕은 도랑, 흐른 자국, 좌, 우양페이지의 여백, 촛농이 흐르다 habits: 버릇, 습관 habitual: 습관적인, 습관상의, 평소의, 스관적인 half-baked: 불완전한, 설구워진, 열성이 없는 halfpenny: 잔돈, 하찮은, 반페니, 선정적인, 반 페니 동전의값, 반 페니 동전의, 반 페니 동전, 반 페니 halfway: 중도의, 반쯤, 어중된, 어느 정도, 도중의, 중도에서 hallowed: 신성한, 신성화한, 존경받는, 신성화된 halo: 후광, 무리, 영광 hampshire: 햄프셔, 영국남해안의주, 햄프셔남해안의 주 이름 handkerchief: 손수건 handled: 자루가 달린, 핸들이 있는 handsome: 상당한, 활수한, 단정하게 잘 생긴, 훌륭한, 멋진 handwriting: 필적, 육필, 필사본 handy: 알맞은, 가까이 있는, 솜씨 좋은, 편리한, 손 가까이에 있는, 능숙한, 펼리한 hanging: 교수형, 임박한, 매달린, 커튼, 걸린 것, 교살, 내리막, 교수형에 처할, 급경사, 급경사의, 매달기 hansom: 핸섬, 말 한 필이 끄는 2륜 마차 haphazard: 아무렇게나, 우연, 되는대로, 우연의, 되는대로의, 우연한 happiness: 행복, 행운, 유쾌, 교묘, 적절, 기쁨, 교묘함 hardened: 강해진, 경화한, 굳어진, 단단해지, 무정한, 상습적인, 철면피한 hardness: 견고, 곤란, 난해, 가혹, 경도, 단단함, 무정, 물의 경연, 준엄 hare: 산토끼 harem: 후궁, 도장방, 하렘의 아내와 첩들, 하렘 hark: 듣다, 경청하다 harmony: 조화, 화성, 화합, 일치, 일치점 요람 haste: 서두름, 급속, 재촉하다, 서두르다, 서두르게 하다, 성급, 급함 hasten: 서두르다, 재촉하다, 서두르게 하다 hastiness: 성급함, 화급, 조급함, 성급, 경솔, 조급, 급한 것 hasty: 급한, 성급한, 지레짐작,

384 경솔한 hated: 미워하는 hateful: 미운, 싫은, 증오에 찬, 지긋지긋한, 가증스런, 가증스러운, 미워할만한 hatless: 모자 없는, 모자를 안 쓴 hatred: 증오, 혐오, 몹시 싫어함, 미움 haughty: 거만한, 오만한, 오만하는 haunt: 소굴, 출몰하다, 나오다, 자주가다, 마음에 붙어 다니다, 자주가는 장소, 에 자주 가다, 나타나다, 끊임없이 출입하는 장소, 자주 나타나다 haunted: 붙은, 고뇌에 시달린, 도깨비가 나오는, 유령이 나오는, 무엇에 흘린 hay: 건초, 건초를 만들다, 마초, 잔돈의, 잔돈, 건초의 haze: 안개, 혹사하다, 곯리다, 못살게 굴다, 몽롱, 아지랑이, 이내 headache: 두통, 두통거리 headstone: 초석, 주석, 귀돌, 묘석, 주춧돌 hearsay: 소문, 풍문, 풍문의 hearth: 노변, 화상, 노, 가정, 난로 바닥 heartily: 마음으로부터, 열의를 갖고, 정중히, 매우, 배불리, 마음으로, 기운차게 heartless: 무정한 hearty: 친절한, 튼튼한, 마음으로부터의, 배부른, 풍부한, 열심인, 원기왕성한 사람, 충분한, 친구, 마음속으로부터의, 활기찬 heated: 격한, 뜨거워진, 흥분, 가열된, 흥분한 heather: 히스속의 식물, 히스, 식물 heave: 오르다, 토하다, 천식, 들어 올리다, 들어서 던져 넣다, 융기, 움직이다, 부풀리다, 들리다, 높아지다, 수평 전위 heavy-handed: 압제적인 hedge: 울타리를 만들다, 양쪽에 걸다, 장벽, 막다, 울타리로 두르다, 울타리, 에 장벽을 만들다, 양다리 걸치기, 방해하다, 산울타리, 바자울 heed: 주의, 조심, 조심하다, 유의하다, 주의하다 heedless: 부주의한, 경솔한 heidelberg: 독일 서남부의 도시 heir: 후계자, 계승자, 사자, 상속인, 후계하다, 남자 상속인 hen: 암컷, 암닭, 암탉 henceforward: 차후, 이후, 금후 herbage: 목초, 초본류, 방목권, 풀 hereditary: 세습의, 유전의, 대대의, 유전성의 heritage: 유산, 전승, 재산, 유전,

Howards End 상속, 세습, 세습 재산, 상속 재산 heroic: 실물보다 큰, 영웅시의, 웅대한, 과장된 표현, 용감한, 영웅적인, 장렬한, 용사의, 영웅의, 영웅사격, 영웅사 heroine: 여걸, 여장부, 여주인공, 열부, 반신녀, 여주 인공 heroism: 영웅적 자질, 영웅적 행위, 영웅적자질 hesitating: 주저하는, 망설이는 hesitation: 주저, 망설임 hi: 야아, 어이, 안녕, 안녕하세요 hideous: 오싹해지는, 끔찍한, 무서운, 섬뜩한, 보기만 해도 무서운 hiding: 매질, 은닉, 은닉처, 은신처, 후려갈김, 숨김, 숨는 곳 high-handed: 고압적인 highroad: 대로, 쉬운길, 큰길, 순탄한 길, 공로, 확실한 길 hilarity: 명랑, 환희 hint: 암시, 변죽울리기, 넌지시 비추다, 암시하다, 힌트, 지시, 년지시 비치다, 넌지시알리다, 귀뜸, 요령, 희미한 징조 hippodrome: 곡마장, 연예장, 경마장, 마차 경주장, 마술 연기장, 경기장 hitherto: 지금까지는, 지금까지 ho: 호, 허허, 저런, 어이, 흥 hoarsely: 목이 쉬어, 떠들석하게 homage: 존경, 복종, 신종의 예, 경의 homeless: 집없는, 집이 없는 homewards: 집쪽으로 honestly: 정직하게, 성실하게 honesty: 정직, 성실, 솔직, 루나리아, 정절 honeymoon: 밀월, 신혼여행, 협조관계, 이상하게 친밀한 기간, 신흔 여행 honourably: 존경받도록, 훌륭히, 정당하게, 올바르게 honoured: 명예스러운, 명예스럽게 생각하여, 영광스럽게 생각하여, 명예를 받은 hood: 두건, 덮개, 덮개를 씌우다, 뚜껑을 하다, 후드, 단의 뜻, 들의 뜻, 등에 늘어진천, 불량 소년, 어린 시절, 사회의 뜻 hooky: 갈고리의, 갈고리 같은, 학교를 빼먹음 hopeless: 가망없는, 절감의, 희망없는, 희망을 잃은, 쓸모없는 hopelessly: 희망을 잃고, 가망없이, 절망하여, 절망적으로 horde: 큰 무리, 군중, 유목민의 무리, 떼짓다, 유랑민의의 떼, 유목민의 떼, 큰 떼거리 horizontal: 가로의, 수평의, 평평한, 지평선의, 수평위치, 수평선, 지평선,

지평선상의, 수평선상의 horrible: 무서운, 심한, 지겨운, 무시무시한, 오싹할 만큼 싫은 horribly: 무섭게 horrid: 무서운, 지독한 horrified: 겁에 질린, 충격 받은, 공포를 나타내는 hospitable: 극진한, 따뜻하게 대접하는, 기꺼이 받아들이는, 대접이 좋은 hospitality: 환대, 후대, 친절한 대접, 친절히 대접하기 hostess: 여주인, 스튜어디스, 여급, 여주인의 역할, 안주인, 호스티스 hostile: 적의, 적대하는, 적의 있는 hostility: 적대, 적의, 전쟁상태, 저항 householder: 호주, 세대주, 가장 housekeeping: 가정 housemaid: 가정부, 하녀 hoy: 어어이, 외치는 소리, 돛이 하나인 소형 범선 hue: 색조, 빛깔, 색상, 고함, 외침소리, 비난의 소리, 색채, 고함소리, 특색 hullo: 인사말 humanity: 인류, 인간성, 인정, 인간, 인문 과학, 박애, 인간임, 사람의 속성, 자선 행위, 라틴 문학, 인간애 humanize: 인정있게 만들다, 인간답게 하다, 교화하다, 인간화하다, 인간답게 되다 humble: 겸손한, 검소한, 천하게 하다, 창피를 주다, 욕을 보이다, 비천한, 낮추는, 천한, 경멸하다 humiliated: 에게 창피를 주는 humiliating: 굴욕적인 humility: 겸손, 겸허 humming: 활발한, 콧노래, 번성하는, 씽씽한, 붕붕하는, 거품 이는, 붕붕거리는, 소리를 내는 humorous: 익살스러운, 우스꽝스러운, 유우머가 있는, 익살의 humorously: 익살스럽게 hundredth: 백번째의, 제 백의, 백분의 일, 백 번째의 것, 백의 것, 백의, 백번째의 사람, 백의 사람, 백, 백번째 hunger: 굶주림, 갈망하다, 굶주리다, 공복, 갈망, 기근, 배가 고프다, 열망하다, 굶주리게 하다, 열망 hunting: 사냥, 추구, 탐색, 수렵, 난조의, 수렵의, 탐구, 탐구의, 난조 hurrah: 만세, 만세하고 외치다, 환호하여 맞이하다 hurried: 매우 급한, 재촉하는 hurry: 서두르다, 서두름, 허둥대어, 급함, 서두르게하다, 쉽사리, 서두를 필요, 사구, 서두르게 하다, 진음곡,

E.M. Forster 열심 hush: 쉿, 입 밖에 내지 않다, 고요하게하다, 쉬쉬해버리다, 고요해지다, 침묵, 침묵하다, 조용함, 조용해지다, 조용히, 은폐 hushed: 고요한, 조용해진 huskily: 쉰 목소리로, 허스키로 husky: 쉰 목소리의, 허스키, 에스키모 개, 억센, 실팍한 사람, 실팍진, 깍지의, 건조하다, 겉껍질의, 껍질의, 에스키모 개의 hut: 오두막, 오두막집, 임시병사에 머무르다, 임시병사, 가병사, 오두막에 묵다, 오두막에 묵게하다 hypocritical: 위선의, 위선적인 hysteria: 히스테리, 병적흥분 hysterical: 히스테리의, 병적으로 흥분한 iced: 얼음으로 냉각한, 당의을 입힌, 얼음을채운, 얼음에 채운, 얼음으로 뒤덮인, 얼음으로 덮인 idealism: 이상주의, 관념론, 유심론, 관념주의 idealist: 이상주의자, 공상가, 관념론자, 관념주의자, 이상론자 idiot: 백치, 바보, 천치, 얼간이, 병신 idly: 무익하게, 멍하니, 게으르게, 헛되이, 빈둥거려, 빈둥거리며, 하는일 없이, 게을리, 한는 일 없이 ignoble: 불명예스러운, 야비한, 신분이 천한, 시시한, 멸시할 만한, 저열한, 비천한, 천한, 하등의 ignorance: 무식, 무지, 모르고 있음 ignorant: 무식한, 을 모르는, 무지몽매한, 무지에서 비롯되는, 무지한 ill-considered: 분별 없는 illimitable: 무한의, 무한한, 광대한, 끝없는 ill-natured: 심술궂은 illogical: 비논리적인, 불합리한, 조리에 맞지 않는 illogically: 불합리하게, 비논리적으로 illuminate: 비추다, 계몽하다, 밝아지다, 분명히 하다, 을 명백히 하다, 광명을 던지다, 명성을 높이다, 장식하다, 광채를 더하다, 해명하다, 유명하게하다 imaginary: 상상의, 가공의어떤 사물이 상상으로서만 존재하는, 비현실적이어서 신용할수 없는, 허수, 상상상의, 허수의 imaginative: 상상력이 풍부한, 상상의, 상상적인, 상상에 관한, 공상에 잠기는, 상상하기 좋아하는, 상상상의, 창작력이 풍부한, 구상력이 풍부한 imbecile: 우둔, 저능, 허약한, 매우

어리석은, 치우, 저능자, 저능한 imitate: 모방하다, 흉내내다, 모조하다, 모범으로 삼다, 본받다, 모사하다, 위조하다 immense: 광대한, 거대한, 훌륭한, 한없는, 막대한, 광대하다, 멋진, 이루 헤아릴수 없는, 굉장히, 굉장한, 아주 imminent: 절박한, 곧 닥쳐올 것 같은, 촉박한, 박두한, 급박한 immoral: 부도덕한, 품행이 나쁜, 음란한, 외설한, 도덕에 어긋나는 immorality: 부도덕, 추행, 외설, 품행이 나쁨, 풍속, 난잡함, 문란, 부도덕행위, 음란, 품행 나쁨, 난행 immortality: 불사, 불후, 불멸, 불후의 명성, 영속성, 영원한 생명 impacted: 빈틈이 없는, 인구가 조밀한, 인구조밀한, 꽉찬, 재정적으로 애먹고 있는, 꽉 채워진, 매복해 있는, 들어찬 impassive: 냉정한, 고통을 느끼지 않는, 무감각한, 감동 없는, 무표정한, 의식없는둔감한, 태연한, 둔감한, 열성없는.태연한 impatience: 조바심, 성급함, 초조, 견딜 수 없음, 참을수 없는일, 조급, 안달, 성급 imperative: 피할 수 없는, 명령적인, 명령, 긴급한, 명령법의, 명령법, 긴요한, 위엄있는, 필수적인, 필요성, 강제적인 imperfect: 미완료의, 불완전한, 불충분한, 결점이 있는, 미완료 시제, 미완료시제, 반과거의, 미완성의 imperialism: 제정, 제국주의, 대영 제국주의, 영토확장주의, 개발도상국 지배 imperialist: 제국주의자, 대영 제국주의자, 황제지지자, 제국주의자의 앞잡이, 제국주의자의, 제국주의의 imperil: 위태롭게 하다, 위험하다, 위태로게 하다 imperishable: 불멸의, 불후의, 부패하지 않는, 불사의, 영원한 impersonal: 비개인적인, 비인칭의, 일반적인, 비인격적인, 개인에 관계없는, 비인간적인, 인격을 가지지 않는, 개인에 관하지 않는, 개인의 감정을 섞지 않는, 비인칭동사, 객관적인 impertinence: 부적절한 행위, 무례한 행위, 무례, 건방짐, 부적당한, 건방진, 당치 않은, 무례하게도, 무례한, 무례한사람, 부적절 관계 impertinent: 건방진, 무례한, 주제넘은, 당치 않은, 무관계한, 부적당한, 적절하지 못한, 적절하지

385 않은 impetuous: 격렬한, 맹렬한, 열렬한, 성급한, 충동적인, 성급함 impetus: 기동력, 운동량, 자극, 힘, 기세, 관성 implied: 함축된, 은연중의, 언외의, 암시적인 imply: 함축하다, 의 뜻을 포함하다, 의미하다, 암시하다, 수반하다, 뜻하다, 내포하다, 포함하다 impolite: 무례한, 버릇 없는 impossibly: 극단적으로, 있을것 같지도 않게, 참을수 없는, 지독한, 어처구니 없이, 어림도 없는, 어려운, 불가능한, 불가능하게, 터무니없이, 있을 수 없을 정도로 impressed: 감명을 받아, 감명하여 impressively: 인상깊게, 인상적으로 imprisonment: 투옥, 감금, 구금, 속박, 금고, 유폐 impropriety: 부적당, 행실 나쁨, 점잖지 못함, 잘못오용, 온당치 않음, 상스러움, 도리에 어긋남, 부정, 버릇없는행위, 버릇없음, 어울리지 않는 말 imprudence: 경솔, 경솔한 행동 impudence: 뻔뻔스러움, 건방짐, 몰염치, 건방진 언행 impudent: 뻔뻔스러운, 건방진, 염치없는 impulse: 충격, 충동, 자극, 추진, 변덕, 충격량, 역적, 고무, 일시적 감정순간력, 욕구 impulsive: 충동적인, 추진적인, 순간력의, 추진하는, 자극적인, 고무적인, 감정에 끌린, 감정에 흐른 inactive: 현역이 아닌, 게으른, 움직이지 않는, 불선광성의방사능이 없는, 활동하지 않은, 나태한, 불활동의, 비선광 성의, 사용되지 않고 있는불활성의, 비활성의, 활동하지 않는 inadequacy: 부적당, 불충분, 불충분한, 부적당한점, 부적당한, 무능 inadvertently: 부주의한, 부주의에 의한, 무심결에한, 나태한 inappropriate: 부적당한, 온당치 못한 inattentive: 실례, 태만, 부주의, 무뚝뚝함, 부주의한, 등한한 inaudible: 알아들을 수 없는, 들리지 않은 incapable: 무능한, 무력한, 허용하지 않는, 할수 없는, 자격이 없는, 자격 없는, 을 못하는, 에 견딜 수 없는, 불가능한, 무자격자, 무능자 incessantly: 끊임없는, 간단 없이, 끊임 없이

386 inclination: 경향, 기울기, 경사, 경각, 경도, 성향, 기울이기, 의향, 숙임, 사면, 비탈 inclined: 경사진, 하고 싶어하여, 에 마음이 내키는, 경사진각도를 이루는, 경각을 이루는, 경향을 나타내며, 경향이 있는 incoherent: 점착력이없는, 흐트러진, 지리 멸렬의, 조리가 서지 않는, 조리가 맞지 않는, 모순된, 논리가 일관되지 않는, 일관되지 않은 incomparable: 비교할 수 없는, 견줄 나위 없는, 비길데 없는 incompetent: 무능한, 무능력의, 부적임자, 무자격자, 무자격의, 무능력자, 능력없는, 쓸모없는, 무능한 사람 incomplete: 불완전한, 미완성의, 불충분한, 불완전자동사, 미비의 incomprehensible: 무한한, 불가해한, 무한한것, 이해할 수 없는, 이해할수 없는 inconceivable: 상상도 할 수 없는, 상상 할 수도, 믿을수 없는, 상상할 수도 없는, 상상할 수 없는, 인지를 초월한, 터무니없는, 믿어지지 않는 incongruous: 조화되지 않는, 부조리한, 어울리지 않은, 동닿지 않은, 모순된, 부적당한 inconsiderable: 사소한, 중요치 않은, 하찮은, 중요하지 않은 inconvenience: 불편, 부자유, 폐, 귀찮음, 불편을 느끼게하다, 불편을 주다, 불편한것, 폐를 끼치다, 귀찮은 일, 불편한 것, 에게 불편을 느끼게 하다 inconvenient: 불편한, 형편이 마땅하지 않은, 폐가되는, 부자유스런, 형편이 나쁜, 부자유한 incredible: 믿어지지 않는, 엄청난, 거짓말 같은, 굉장한, 놀라운, 믿기 어려운, 신용할수 없는, 놀랄만한 incredibly: 거짓말 같은, 믿을수 없을 만큼, 믿기 어려운, 대단히, 매우 indecision: 우유부단, 우유 부단 indefinitely: 막연히, 무기한으로, 부정의, 불명료한, 불명확하게, 일정하지 않은, 한계 없는 indescribable: 형언할 수 없는, 막연한 indeterminate: 막연한, 불확정의, 불확정한, 부정의 indifference: 무관심한, 중립, 무차별, 중성의, 대수롭지 않은, 냉담, 개의치 않음, 시원치 않은, 중요치 않음, 공평한, 무관심 indifferent: 무관심한, 공평한, 중성의, 치우치지 않는, 개의치 않는, 평범한, 좋지도 나쁘지도 않은,

Howards End 변변치 않은중성의, 중립의, 중요치 않은, 시원치 않은 indignantly: 분연히, 분개하여 indignation: 분개, 의분, 분 indigo: 인도쪽, 남쪽빛, 쪽, 인디고남색 쪽빛, 남빛 indirectly: 간접적 행동, 간접적으로 indiscretion: 무분별, 비밀누설, 지각없음, 무분별한 행위, 근신하지 않는 행위, 경솔한 언동, 무분별의 indoors: 옥내에서, 옥내에 induced: 인공적으로 출산시키는, 인공분만을 하는, 유도하는, 야기하는, 인공적으로 일으키는, 권유하는, 귀납하는 indulge: 빠지다, 탐닉하다, 지불유예를 주다, 실컷 마시다, 어하다, 마음대로 하게하다, 술을 많이 마시다, 버릇없이 가르다, 만족시키다, 대사를 베풀다, 기쁘게하다 ineffective: 쓸모없는, 효과적인 아닌, 효과 없는, 무효의, 무능한, 무력한 inert: 자동력이 없는, 활성이 없는, 둔한, 화학작용을 일으키지 않는, 활발치 못한, 원만한, 화학변화를 일으키지 않은, 활발하지 못한, 느린 inexperience: 무경험, 미숙, 서투름, 세상을 모름 infamous: 파렴치한, 수치스런, 악명 높은, 지독한, 불명예스러운, 악명높은, 공민권을 박탈당한, 아주나쁜, 악독한이름난, 악랄한, 지긋지긋한 infancy: 초기, 유년, 미성년, 유소, 요람기, 유아, 미성년에, 초기에, 유년시대 infectious: 전염성의, 전염병의, 옮기쉬운, 전염의, 전염되기 쉬운 inferior: 하위의, 하급자, 손아랫사람, 후배, 하등의, 열등한 사람, 하급품, 하급의, 이하위의, 열등한, 밑에 붙은 inferiority: 열등, 하급, 하위, 조악, 열세 infernal: 지옥의, 지독한, 명부의, 악마와 같은, 지긋지긋한, 악마 같은, 악독한, 무도한, 비인간적인 infidelity: 신앙심이 없음, 불의, 배신, 배신행위, 부정, 불신, 간통, 무신앙, 불심, 크리스트교를 믿지 않음 infinite: 무한의, 막대한, 끝없는, 무한대, 부정의, 부정형의, 무한한 공간, 무한량, 완전무결한, 무한, 무수한 infinitely: 지독히, 훨씬, 무한히, 무한의, 몹시, 막대한, 대단히, 무한 infinity: 무한대, 무한, 무수, 무한히

inflict: 가하다, 과하다, 주다, 괴롭히다, 짊어지우다 influx: 유입, 강어귀, 쇄도, 밀어닥침, 유입점 inform: 밀고하다, 알리다, 알려주다, 통지하다, 채우다, 지식을 주다, 기별하다, 불어넣다, 고무하다, 분별하다, 고발하다 informant: 통지자, 밀고자, 보고자, 정보제공자, 밀고자피조사자, 피조사자 infrequent: 드문, 좀처럼 없는, 좀처럼 일어나지 않는, 보통이 아닌, 진기한 infuriated: 격노한 ingenious: 교묘한, 독창적인, 영리한, 재간 있는, 정교한, 창의력이 있는, 재주가 있는, 있는 ingenue: 천진난만한한 소녀, 천진한 소녀 ingenuity: 발명의 재간, 정교, 교묘함, 재주, 발명의재주, 독창력, 교묘, 고안력, 발명의 재질 inhabited: 사람이 살고 있는 inherent: 고유의, 타고난, 본래부터의 inherently: 타고난, 고유의 inherit: 상속하다, 유전하다, 물려받다, 계승하다, 재산을 상속하다, 재산을 물려받다, 이어 받다 inheritance: 유산, 상속, 유전, 상속권, 상속 재산, 유전질, 타고난 재능, 물려받은 것, 계승, 가독, 상속재산 injustice: 부정, 불공평, 부정행위, 불법, 권리침해 ink: 잉크, 먹물, 잉크를 칠하다, 잉크로 쓰다, 잉크로 더럽히다서명하다, 인쇄용 잉크 inkling: 암시, 어렴풋이 알고 있음, 눈치챔, 어렴풋이 알아차리기 inland: 국내, 오지, 내지의, 내륙으로, 내륙, 국내의, 내지, 내륙의, 국내에 한정된, 국내에, 국내로 inmost: 맨 안쪽의, 가장 깊은, 마음 깊은곳의, 깊이 간직한, 마음 깊이 간직한, 내심의, 가장 깊숙한 곳의, 가장 깊은속의 innate: 타고난, 선천적인, 본질적인, 고유의, 본유적인, 천부의 innocence: 무죄, 천진난만, 결백, 순진, 꼭두서니과의 일종, 무해, 순결, 숫 됨, 현삼과의 일종, 깨끗함, 때묻지 않음 innocently: 호인, 결백한, 깨끗한, 무식한, 무해한, 순진한, 이 없는 사람, 죄없는

E.M. Forster innumerable: 무수한, 셀수 없는, 이루 셀 수 없는 inquest: 검시, 심리, 배심, 집합적 검시배심원, 검시관 inquire: 문의하다, 묻다, 조사하다, 질문하다 insane: 미친, 제정신이 아닌, 미친 것 같은, 환장한 것 같은, 정신이상자를 위한, 광기의, 몰상식한, 광폭한, 발광한, 미친 듯한 insanity: 광기, 정신 이상, 어리석은 짓, 정신병, 미친것, 미친 짓, 정신이상 inscribed: 헌사하는, 내접시키는, 명기하는, 쓰는, 기입하는 insecure: 불안정한, 위태로운, 걱정스러운, 불안한, 무너져 내릴 것같은, 확실치 않은, 확신이 안가는, 안전하지 않은 insidious: 교활한, 잠행성의, 음흉한, 방심할수 없는, 모르는 사이에 진행하는, 흉계의, 사람을 함정에 빠뜨리는 insight: 통찰력, 통찰, 식견, 견식, 간파, 간파력, 안식 insignificant: 대수롭지 않은, 하찮은, 무의미한, 천한, 시시한, 의미 없는 insipidity: 김빠진, 맛없는, 재미없는, 평범, 맛없음, 무미건조, 평범한말, 무미 insipidly: 무미건조한, 싱거운, 재미없는 insist: 주장하다, 우기다, 강요하다, 고집하다, 억지로 하게 하다, 역설하다, 끝까지 우기다, 강력히 주장하다 insistent: 강요하는, 주의를 끄는, 끈덕진, 눈에 띄는, 뚜렷한, 두드러진 insolence: 오만, 무례, 거만함, 건방진, 건방진태도, 거만 insolent: 무례한, 건방진, 오만한, 안하무인의 insolvency: 지급 불능의, 지불불능, 채무초과, 파산, 지불 불능 inspiration: 영감, 인스피레이션, 고무, 감화, 시사, 영감에 의한 착상, 성령감응, 신통한 생각, 숨을 들이마심, 숨 쉼, 들이마시는 숨 install: 취임시키다, 장치하다, 자리에, 앉히다, 설치하다, 놓다, 자리에 앉히다 instant: 순간, 절박한, 즉시, 즉각의, 긴급한, 즉석의, 즉각, 즉석식의, 인스턴트식품, 인스턴트커피, 이달의 instinct: 본능, 천성, 가득 찬, 넘치는, 배어든, 직각력, 가득찬 instinctive: 본능적인, 천성의, 직관적인 insular: 섬의, 편협한, 섬 모양의,

섬나라 근성의, 섬나라근성의, 섬사람의, 점재하는, 섬같은, 섬 사람의, 고립한, 섬나라 백성의 insult: 모욕하다, 모욕, 모욕적 언동, 무례, 손상, 에게 무례한 짓을 하다, 욕보이다 insure: 보증하다, 보험에 들다, 확실하게 하다, 보험에 가입하다, 지키다, 의 보험을 맡다, 을 방지할 수단을 강구하다, 안전하게하다, 보험을 걸다, 보증이되다, 보험 증서를 발행하다 insured: 보험에 가입한, 보험계약자, 보험이 걸린, 보험금 수취인, 피보험자 intact: 손 대지 않은, 완전한, 손상되지 않은, 변하지 않은, 그대로인, 손대지 않은 intangible: 막연한, 만질 수 없는, 무형의, 손으로 만질 수 없는, 파악할수 없는, 실체가 없는, 감지할수 없는, 불가해한, 구름을 잡는 것과 같은 intellect: 지력, 지식인, 지성, 식자, 예지, 이지, 지식인들 intellectual: 지적인, 지식인, 이지적인, 식자, 지력의, 지력을 요하는, 지력이 발달한, 머리를 쓰는, 지력 있는 intellectuals: 지식인들 intelligible: 지성만으로 알수 있는, 알기쉬 운, 알기쉬운, 이해할수 있는, 이해할 수 있는, 명료한, 지성적인 intending: 미래의.지망하는 intensely: 격렬하게 intensity: 강도, 강렬, 세기, 엄함, 명암, 격렬, 강렬함, 효력, 맹렬 intent: 의미, 의지, 열심인, 취지, 목적, 의향, 사실상, 열중하여, 집중된, 여념이 없는, 여념없는 intently: 골똘하게, 여념이 없는, 여념이 없이, 오로지, 지심의, 집중되어 있는 intercept: 방해하다, 방수하다, 가로막다, 차단하다, 두 점에 의해서 자라내다, 패스를 끊다, 요격하다, 빼앗다, 두점선으로 잘라내다, 가로 막다, 도중에서 잡다가로채다 interchange: 교환, 번갈아 일어나게 하다, 교대시키다, 교환하다, 교대하다, 갈마들다, 교대, 교역, 교체, 주고받다, 서로 교환하다 interchangeable: 교환할 수 있는, 교체할 수 있는, 바꿀 수 있는, 교대할 수 있는 intercourse: 성교, 교통, 교제, 영교, 영적인 교통, 의사의 교환, 영적 교통, 영적 교류 interfere: 간섭하다, 방해하다,

387 충돌하다, 조정하다, 해치다, 참견하다, 중재하다, 대립하다, 손상하다, 훼방하다, 발벗고 나서다 interference: 간섭, 방해, 참견, 저촉, 혼신우선권 다툼, 혼신, 충돌, 불법방해, 음파 따위의 간섭의, 광파 따위의 간섭의, 간섭의 interlude: 막간, 사이, 간주곡, 에피소드, 중간, 동안, 막간 극, 막간여흥, 막간의, 사이에 일어난, 중간극간주곡 interment: 매장, 토장 intermittently: 간헐적으로, 때때로 interplay: 상호 작용, 상호작용하다, 상호 작용교차 interpreter: 연출자, 해석자, 번역기, 통역자, 해석프로그램, 설명자, 통역 interrupt: 방해하다, 가로막다, 중단하다, 중단시키다, 끼어들다, 일시 정지, 도중에서 방해하다, 저지하다 interrupted: 중단된, 가로막힌, 단속적인, 중절된 interruption: 중단, 방해, 가로막음, 중절, 불통 interval: 간격, 휴게시간, 음정, 이따금, 때때로, 차거리, 여기저기, 틈막간, 휴지기, 휴지시간, 막간 intimacy: 친밀, 친교, 정교, 밀통, 간통, 친밀함을 나타내는 행위, 불의 intimate: 친밀한, 상세한, 암시하다, 사사로운, 깊은, 친구, 친한친구, 알리다, 일신상의, 정교를 맺고 있는 사통하고 있는, 친숙한 intimately: 친밀히, 친밀하게, 충심으로, 직접적으로, 상세하게, 내심으로 intolerable: 견딜 수 없는, 과도한, 참을수 없는, 애타는, 약오르는 intolerably: 참을수 없이, 극히, 견디지 못하게 intoxicated: 취하다, 흥분한, 술취한, 도취된 intoxication: 취함, 중독, 열중, 흥분, 도취 intractable: 처치하기 어려운, 다루기 힘드는, 고집센, 억지스러운, 고치기 어려운, 다루기 힘든, 가공하기 어려운 intuition: 직각, 직관, 직관적 통찰 invalid: 병약한, 병약자, 병자, 무효의, 병약자 취급을 받다, 병약하게 되다, 병약자로서 면제하다, 병약하게 하다, 상병으로 현역에서 제대하다, 상이 군인 명부에 기입하다, 허약한 invariably: 변화없이, 반드시, 일정 불변하게, 일정 불변하게 늘 invent: 발명하다, 날조하다,

388 조작하다, 만들다, 창안하다, 훔치다, 을 처음으로 만들어 내다 invisible: 눈에 보이지 않는, 신, 영계, 눈에 안보이는, 모습을 나타내지 않는, 숨은, 얼굴을 보이지 않는, 얼굴을 내놓지 않는 invite: 초대장, 초대하다, 끌다, 가져오다, 초래하다, 간청하다, 자아내다, 부탁하다, 끌다 쏠리게하다, 야기시키다, 청하다 invoke: 호소하다, 기원하다, 불러내다, 빌다, 염원하다, 발동하다, 떠오르게 하다, 간청하다, 간절히 바라다, 가져오다, 실시하다 involuntarily: 저도 모르게, 부지불식간에, 마지못해, 본의 아니면서, 본의 아니게 involuntary: 본의아닌, 불수의의, 무의식적인, 불수의, 의사에 반한, 부지불식간의, 마음내키지 않는무의식 중의, 무의식 중의 inward: 내적인, 안으로, 내장, 내부, 내부의, 낮은, 창자, 안의, 내심, 마음의, 수입의 inwardly: 내부에, 마음속에 몰래, 마음속으로, 안으로, 작은 목소리로, 안쪽으로, 내부로 inwards: 안으로, 마음속으로, 내부에 irons: 족쇄 irradiate: 비추다, 빛나다, 쏟다, 찬란히 빛나는, 쐬다, 부리다, 밝히다, 계발하다, 일광을 쬐다, 기뻐서 빛나게 하다, 방사하다 irregular: 불규칙한, 변칙적인, 반칙의, 고르지않은, 갖추지 못한, 고르지 못한, 비정규군, 규격에 맞지 않는 상품, 규율없는, 규율이 없는, 난잡한 irresponsible: 책임을 지지 않는, 무책임한, 책임이 없는, 책임감이 없는, 책임감이 없는사람, 책임지지 않는 irresponsive: 반응이 없는, 응답하지 않는 irrevocably: 취소할 수 없는, 되부를 수 없는, 변경할 수 없는 irritable: 성마른, 민감한, 과민한, 염증을 잘 일으키는, 화를 잘내는, 흥분성의, 자극 반응력이 있는, 안달하는, 반응하는, 성 잘 내는, 성을 잘내는 irritably: 과민한, 성마른, 자극 반응력이 있는, 성 잘 내는, 염증을 잘 일으키는 irritated: 따끔따끔한, 신경질이 난, 자극받은, 염증을 일으킨 irritation: 자극, 염증, 성남, 아픔, 짜증, 화냄, 짜증나게 함, 화, 자극하는것, 짜증나는것, 성나게 함

Howards End isis: 이시스풍요의 여신, 풍요의 여신 islander: 섬사람, 섬의 주민, 섬나라 사람 isle: 섬, 작은섬, 섬에 살다 itching: 가려운, 가려움, 갈망, 하고 싶어 못견디는, 하고싶어 못견딤 jagged: 톱니 모양의, 들쭉날쭉하게 된, 들쭉날쭉한, 이상하게 된, 바위 따위의 톱니와 같은, 톱니와 같은 jangle: 싸움, 짤랑짤랑, 시끄러운소리, 시끄러운 소리, 극도로 곤두서게 하다, 종 따위의 난조, 시끄럽게 지껄이다, 땡그랑땡그랑 울리다, 난조 jaw: 턱, 수다, 입부분, 잔소리하다, 잔소리, 어귀, 군소리하다, 입 부분, 설교하다, 남에게 설교하다, 골짜기 따위의 좁다란 입구 jaws: 입 부분, 좁다란 입구 jealous: 불신앙을 용서치 않는, 샘내는, 질투많은, 경계심이 강한, 다른 신을 섬기는 것을 허락지 않는, 지키는데 급급한, 질투심 많은 jealousy: 경계심, 샘, 질투, 시기, 빈틈 없는 배려 jelly: 젤리, 젤리처럼 되게하다, 마멀레이드, 잼, 젤리가 되다, 젤리로 만들다 jerked: 홱 움직이는, 갑자기 말하는, 내뱉듯이 갑자기 말하는, 육포로 만든, 홱 움직이게 하는 jewel: 보석, 보배, 보석 같은 것, 석, 귀중한 사람, 귀중한 물건 jewellery: 보석류, 보석 장식, 보석 세공 jezebel: 이세벨, 요부, 음란한 여자, 독부 jogging: 조깅 joking: 농담하는, 장난치는 jolly: 즐거운, 대단한, 놀리다, 대단히, 얼근한 기분의, 유쾌한, 치살려서 기쁘게 하다, 엄청한, 매우, 멋진, 거나하게 취한 jolt: 동요, 덜컹거리다, 덜컹거리며 나아가다, 덜컹거림, 충격, 흔들리다, 심한 상하의 움직임, 덜커덕커덕 흔들리다, 급격히 흔들리게 하다, 마차 따위가 급격히 흔들리게 하다 journalism: 저널리즘, 신문기수투의 문체, 신문업 journalist: 저널리스트, 신문업자 judicially: 사법상, 재판관답게, 재판에 의하여 judicious: 현명한, 사려있는, 사려분별이 있는 judy: 여자 이름, 여자, 아둔한 여자, 주디 juggernaut: 불가항력, 희생이 따르는 미신, 절대적인 힘, 크리슈나 신상,

위압적인 힘을 가진 거대한 것 jumping: 뛰는, 도약, 뜀, 도약하는 juror: 배심원, 심사원, 선서자, 심사위원 kant: 칸트 keenly: 예민하게, 날카롭게 kelt: 알을 낳은 직후의 여윈 송어, 알을 낳은 직후의 여윈 연어, 여윈 연어, 여윈 송어 kettle: 솥, 주전자, 탕관, 곤란한 지경, 구혈, 빙하 바닥의 구혈, 케틀드럼 kindly: 친절한, 쾌히, 기꺼이, 상냥하게, 상냥한, 온하한, 쾌히 받아들이다, 친절히, 기후 따위가 온화한, 온화한, 자연히 kindness: 친절, 우정, 상냥함, 친절한 태도, 친절한 행위 kink: 결함, 꼬임, 변덕, 비틀림, 성질의 빙퉁그러짐, 엉클어짐, 옹고집, 근육의 경련, 피퍅한 성질, 피팩한 성질, 실 따위의 꼬임 kinship: 유사, 혈족 관계, 친척관계, 성질 따위 유사 kissing: 키스하는 knack: 요령, 버릇, 숙련된 기술, 기교 knit: 뜨다, 찌푸리다, 밀착시키다, 짜다, 편물하다, 접합하다, 뜨개질을 하다, 합하다, 눈살을 찌푸리다, 팔자로 찌푸려 지다 knives: 나이프, 칼 knob: 혹, 손잡이, 작고 둥근 언덕, 마디, 설상가상으로, 혹이 생기다, 작고 둥근 덩어리, 에 손잡이를 달다 knock: 노킹, 노크, 두드리다, 부딪치다, 치다, 튼튼한, 두드림, 깜짝 놀라게 하다, 깍아내리다, 그 소리, 헐뜯다 knock-kneed: 엑스각의, 안짱다리의, 신통치 않는 knoll: 작은 둔덕, 작은 산 labouring: 애쓰는, 고생하는, 노동에 종사하는 lace: 매질하다, 레이스, 끈, 장식, 가미하다, 몰, 줄무늬로 하다, 비난하다, 에 끈을 꿰다, 소량의 진 술, 끈으로 죄다 laced: 알코올을 가미한, 레이스로 장식된, 가미한, 끈이 달린 lacking: 이 결핍된, 결핍되어 lame: 절름발이의, 절름발이로 만들다, 불충분한, 앞뒤가 맞지 않는, 절름발이가 절룩거리다, 절름발이가 되다, 운율이 불완전한, 불완전한, 불구의, 라메 lamented: 애도를 받는 lan: 근거리 통신망, 랜 landlady: 여관의 여주인, 여자지주, 하숙 따위의 여주인, 여지주, 여주인, 여관 따위의 여주인, 여가장

E.M. Forster lap: 무릎, 싸다, 핥다, 기르는 환경, 한바퀴 돌다, 아랫자락, 기꺼이 듣다, 접어겹치다, 한번감기, 처진 부분, 무릎부분 lapse: 경과, 추이, 잘못, 실수, 소멸하다, 폐지, 모르는 사이에 빠지다, 과실, 물의 고요한 흐름, 고요한 흐름, 타락 lasting: 영속하는, 영원한 영속, 오래가는, 일종의 튼튼한 나사 lastly: 최후에, 최후로 latchkey: 걸쇠의 열쇠 lately: 요즈음, 최근 latent: 숨어 있는, 숨은, 보이지 않는, 잠복성 laudable: 칭찬할 만한 laurels: 월계수의 가지, 월계수의 잎, 승리의 표시로서의 월계수의 잎, 승리의 표시로서의 월계수의 가지, 명예 lavatory: 세면대, 세면소, 화장실, 세면실 law-abiding: 준법의 lawn: 잔디, 론, 잔디밭, 숲사이의 빈 터론, 론천 lea: 초원, 풀밭, 넓은 땅 leak: 새다, 샘, 새는 구멍이 있다, 새는 곳, 누전, 새기 시작하다, 새다비, 새는 구멍, 비밀 따위가 새다, 새는 물, 새게 하다 leaning: 경향, 경사, 기호 leap: 뛰기, 도약하다, 뛰다, 약동하다, 그 거리, 뛰어 넘다, 일사천리로, 껑충뛰다, 뛰어넘다, 뛰게 하다 leathern: 가죽의 lees: 지게미, 술찌꺼기, 재강, 술 따위의 재강, 포도주 따위의 재강 leeward: 바람이 불어가는 쪽, 바람 불어가는 쪽의, 바람 불어가는 쪽에, 바람 불어가는 쪽으로, 바람 불어가는 쪽 legacy: 유산, 전승물 legally: 법률의, 합법적인 legend: 전설, 명, 일러두기, 설명문, 성도전, 메달 따위의 명각, 화폐 표면 따위의 명각, 명각, 전설 문학 legitimate: 적출의, 정당한, 합법의, 논리적인, 적출로 하다, 합법이라고 하다, 본격적인, 본격극, 합법으로 인정하다, 서자를 적출로 인정하다, 적출로 인정하다 leisured: 한가한, 여가 있는 lend: 빌려주다, 증대시키다, 더하다, 꾸어주다, 도와주다, 돈을 꾸어주다 lenient: 관대한, 온화한, 허술한 lent: 사순절, 케리므브즈 대학 춘계 보트 레이스 leonard: 남자 이름 lest: 을 두려워하여, 하지 않도록,

하지나 않을까 하고 levant: 레반트 levelling: 단순화, 땅고르기 libel: 중상하다, 모욕이 되는 것, 중상문, 명예 훼손죄, 중상하는 글, 고소하다, 명예훼손죄, 불명예가 되는 것, 문서에 의한 명예훼손죄, 비방하다, 모욕하다 liberty: 자유, 멋대로함, 자유구역, 방종, 시효로 얻은 특권, 칙허로 얻은 특권, 특권, 할 자유 lifelong: 일생의, 평생의, 종신의 lighted: 불이 켜진 lighter: 거룻배, 불켜는 사람, 점화기, 라이터, 불을 켜는 것, 불을 켜는 사람, 거룻배로 나르다 lighthouse: 등대 lighting: 조명, 그림 등에서 빛의 배치, 빛의 배치, 사진 등에서 빛의 배치, 조명법, 점화 lightning: 번개, 전광, 번개와 같은, 번개의 likeness: 비슷함, 상사성, 외관, 초상, 흡사한 것, 흡사한 사람 liking: 기호, 좋아함 lilting: 즐겁고 신나는, 경쾌한 limbo: 지옥의 변방, 망각, 임보, 교도소, 림보 lingering: 머뭇거리는, 오래끄는, 못내 아쉬운, 미련이 있는, 오래 끄는, 주저하는 lip: 입술, 입술을 쓰다, 찰싹찰싹 치다, 수다, 귀때, 입, 입술을 대다, 중얼거리다, 끝끝내 고집을 세우다, 에 입술을 대다, 표면만의 liquid: 액체, 유음, 맑은, 유창한, 돈으로 바꿀 수 있는, 유음의, 유동체, 액체의, 투명한, 유려한, 시 따위 유려한 lit: 문학의, 빛나는, 문학 literal: 정확한, 문자의, 오자, 문자 그대로의, 문자그대로의, 문자 그대로 생각하는, 오식, 융통성 없는, 문자그대로생각하는, 문자 그대로 정확한, 문자대로의 lively: 명랑한, 쾌할한, 선명한, 활기있는, 잘 튀는, 활발하게, 실감을주는, 실감을 주는, 힘차게, 기운찬, 곡 따위 명랑한 loaded: 탄알을 잰, 감정적이 된, 납을 박은, 짐실은, 취한, 화약을잰, 의미 심장한, 다른 것을 섞은, 만취한, 박은, 술 따위 다른 것을 섞은 loathsome: 지긋지긋한, 구역질 나는, 기분 나쁜, 육체적으로 기분 나쁜, 싫는, 싫어서 견딜 수 없는 lobby: 로비, 복도, 의원, 현관의 홀, 원외 운동자, 의원에게 공작을 하다, 원외로부터의 운동, 현관 홀, 의회의

389 로비에서 운동하다, 운동하여 통과시키려고 하다, 운동하여 통과시키다 lodge: 맡기다, 묵다, 하숙인, 오두막집, 쓰러지다, 지부, 수위실, 투숙케 하다, 파수막, 해리따위의 굴, 동거인 lodging: 하숙, 셋방, 숙소, 숙박, 하숙집, 학장 관사, 주소 lodgings: 셋방 lofty: 거만한, 고상한, 당당한, 치속은, 대단히 높은, 숭고한, 거드럭거리는, 매우 높은 logically: 논리적으로 londoner: 런던 사람 loneliness: 쓸쓸함, 외로움 lonely: 쓸쓸한, 고립한, 고독한, 외톨이, 외로운, 인적이 드문, 고독하게 long-haired: 예술가의, 인텔리 같은, 장발의, 젊고 반사회적인 히피적인 longing: 갈망, 갈망하는, 사모, 고대, 고향을 몹시 그리워하고 있다, 그리움 갈망하는, 동경, 몹시 그리워하는 long-suffering: 참을성 있는, 참을성 있음 looking-glass: 거울 lookout: 관심사, 감시, 전망, 경계망, 전도, 조망, 망보기, 감시소, 임무 loot: 전리품, 약탈하다, 돈, 부정이득, 약탈물, 약탈자, 부정 이득을 취하다 lopsidedness: 기울어짐 loud: 큰소리로, 화려한, 떠들썩한, 극성스러운, 소리가 큰, 주제넘는, 불쾌히, 좀 지나치게 화려한, 높은, 야비한, 야하게 loudly: 큰소리로, 화려하게, 고성으로 lovable: 사랑스러운, 귀여운 love-affair: 연애 사건 lover: 애호자, 연인, 애인, 찬미자, 문예 따위의 애호자 loves: 사랑 lovey: 여보, 애인 loving: 사랑하는, 애정을 품고있는, 친애하는, 남을 사랑하는, 충실한 lovingly: 애정을 기울여 lowering: 내려가는, 비천한, 저하시키는, 저하, 낮게 하는 loyal: 충성스러운, 충성의, 충의의, 충실한, 충신, 충성스럽다 loyally: 충성스럽게, 충실하게 lucent: 빛나는, 번쩍이는, 투명한 lucidity: 맑음, 광휘, 밝음, 투명, 명백, 명석, 광명, 밝기, 본정신, 제정신, 청명 luckily: 운좋게, 다행히도, 상서롭게, 운 좋게

390 luggage: 여행가방, 수하물, 여행 가방 lump: 덩어리, 참다, 견디다, 덩어리지다, 많음, 어슬렁어슬렁 걷다, 총체로, 덩어리로 만들다, 혹, 땅딸보, 멍청이 lunar: 초승달 모양의, 달의, 달의 작용에 의한 lunatic: 미친, 정신 이상의, 미친사람, 미치광이 luncheon: 점심, 오찬, 점심을 먹다, 에게 점심을 제공하다, 런치를 먹다, 도시락, 노동자의 오전의 도시락, 가벼운 식사, 오전의 도시락 lurch: 비틀거림, 경향, 경사, 대패, 차 따위가 갑자기 기울기, 상대를 러치로 이기다, 배 따위가 갑자기 기울기, 궁상, 갑자기 기울기, 러치로 이기다, 갑자기 기울다 lurid: 창백한, 무시무시한, 무서운, 섬쩍지근하게붉은, 구름 따위 불타 오르듯이 붉은, 불타 오르듯이 붉은, 어쩐지 기분 나쁜, 전광 따위 불타 오르듯이 붉은, 풍경 따위 불타 오르듯이 붉은, 하늘 따위 불타 오르듯이 붉은 lustily: 튼튼하게 luxurious: 사치스런, 사치를 좋아하는, 호화스런, 매우 쾌적한, 사치스러운 luxuriously: 안일하게, 호사스럽게, 사치스럽게 luxury: 사치, 사치품, 쾌락, 호화, 비싼 물건, 유쾌함 mackerel: 고등어 madeira: 마데이라 흰포도주, 마데이라 madly: 미쳐서, 극단으로, 몹시, 미친듯이 madman: 미친 사람, 광인 madness: 광기, 열광, 광희, 정신 착란 magdalen: 갱생한 창녀, 막달라 마리아 magenta: 빨간 아닐린 물감, 그 색, 마젠타색, 마젠타색의, 짙은 흥색의, 마젠타 magical: 마술적인, 신기한, 마법 같은, 마법의 magnificence: 장엄, 훌륭함, 장려, 호화, 웅대 magnolia: 목련, 태산목, 그 꽃 maid: 소녀, 하녀, 아가씨, 처녀, 잔소리꾼, 조커 빼기, 신부의 들러리, 미혼녀, 계집아이, 여자 majolica: 마졸리카 도자기, 마졸리카 makeshift: 둘러 맞춤, 임시변통, 임시 변통의, 임시 변통 malice: 악의, 해칠 마음, 범의,

Howards End 적극적인 악의 maliciously: 심술궂게, 악의있게 malignity: 악성, 악의, 원한, 병의 악성 manger: 여물통, 구유 mangy: 더러운, 옴이 오른, 비열한, 옴에 투성이의, 옴에 걸린 manhood: 남자임, 남자다움, 인간임, 성년 남자 전체, 남성기, 성년, 인격, 인성, 성인, 성인 남자 mania: 조병, 열광, 열, 광 mankind: 남성, 인간, 인류 manliness: 사내다운, 남자 같은, 사내다움 manly: 사내다운, 남자 같은, 남성적인, 남자와 같은, 여자가 남자와 같은 manners: 예의, 예절, 풍습 manoeuvre: 기동 연습, 책동, 전략적 행동, 연습하다, 작전척 행동, 항공기의 선희 등의 운동, 연습시키다, 교묘한 조치, 기동하다, 운동 manor: 장원, 영지, 영국 봉건시대의 장원 mansion: 대저택, 성수, 아파트 mansions: 아파트 manslaughter: 고살죄, 살인죄, 살인 mantelshelf: 벽로 선반, 벽로 선발, 벽난로 선반 mar: 망쳐놓다, 손상시키다, 흠내다, 번지 레지스터, 흠을 내다 marble: 대리석, 공기돌, 조각, 대리석 무늬를 넣다, 대리석제, 책 가장자리 따위를 대리석 무늬로 하다, 종이 따위를 대리석 무늬로 하다, 아이들의 공기돌, 비누 따위를 대리석 무늬로 하다, 대리석 무늬로 하다, 대리석의 조각물 margin: 가장자리, 난외, 여유, 한계, 방주를 털다, 이문, 판매 수익, 변두리, 여지, 증거금을 걸다, 증거금 marker: 득점 기록원, 조명탄, 서표, 묘비, 이정표, 부호를 붙이는 도구, 표를 붙이는 물건, 표를 붙이는 도구, 표를 붙이는 사람, 부호를 붙이는 물건, 묘표 maroon: 밤색의, 고립시키다, 밤색, 캠프 여행을 하다, 탈주 흑인, 빈둥거리다, 무인도에 버리다, 무인도에 버려진 사람, 불고의 일종, 적갈색의, 적갈색 martially: 용감하게 masculine: 남자의, 남자같은, 남성, 남자다운, 남성의, 여자가 남자같은, 남성 대명사 따위, 남성 명사 mask: 가면, 복면, 차폐하다, 마스크, 가면을 쓰다, 탈, 정체를 드러내다, 에게 가면을 씌우다, 방해하다,

가장한 사람, 핑계 masses: 다수 masterly: 대가다운, 훌륭한, 교묘한, 느란하게, 능란한, 대가답게, 훌륭히, 명인 답게, 명인 다운, 대가 답게, 대가 다운 mater: 어머니 materialism: 유물주의, 유물론 maternal: 어머니의, 어머니다운 mating: 교배 matrimonial: 결혼의, 부부의 matrimony: 결혼, 결혼 생활 matron: 간호 부장, 기혼 부인, 학교 여자 사감, 원장, 간호 원장, 기혼 여성 matronly: 관록 있는, 지나치게 뚱뚱한, 침착한 maud: 여자 이름, 희색 격자무늬의 모직 어깨 걸이 maunder: 방황하다, 종작 없이 이야기하다, 종작없이 지껄이다, 중얼중얼하다, 두서없이 지껄이다, 어슬렁거리다 mawkish: 구역질나는, 연약하고 감상적인, 걸핏하면 눈물짓는, 욕지기나는 maxim: 격언, 금언, 처세술, 속사기관총, 맥심총 meadow: 목초지, 강변의 낮은 풀밭 meagre: 빈약한, 결핍한, 불충분한, 무미건조한, 메마른, 야윈, 마른 meaningless: 무의미한, 뜻이 없는, 무가치한 measly: 홍역의, 홍역에 걸린, 촌충이 붙은, 빈약한, 흥역의, 흥역에 걸린 mediaeval: 중세의, 구식의, 중고의, 중세풍의 medicate: 약으로 치료하다, 약을 섞다, 에 의료를 베풀다 mediocrity: 범용, 평범한사람, 평범 meditation: 묵상, 명상록, 심사숙고, 심사 숙고, 명상 meditative: 명상적인 meg: 대의 뜻의 결합사 mellow: 익은, 원숙한, 풍부하고 아름다운, 향기 높은, 익어 달콤한, 명랑한, 부드럽게 하다, 향기가 높고 맛이 좋은, 부드럽고 아름다운, 토질이 부드러운, 인간이 원숙한 melt: 녹다, 가엾은 생각이 나다, 녹아 없어지다, 녹아 섞이다, 풀리다, 용해, 누그러지다, 흩뜨리다, 감정 따위가 누그러지다, 소리가 부드럽게 울려퍼지다, 부드럽게 울려퍼지다 melted: 곤드레만드레 취한 membrane: 얇은 막, 양피지, 막피, 문서의 한장, 막 memento: 기념물, 유물, 기념품

E.M. Forster memorable: 유명한, 잊지 못할, 기억할만한 menace: 협박, 위협, 골칫거리, 귀찮은 것, 협박하다, 위협하다, 공갈, 위험한 것 mendelssohn: 독일의 작곡가 menu: 메뉴, 식단, 식품, 식단표 mercy: 자비, 행운, 고마움, 연민 meredith: 영국의 소설가.시인 merit: 장점, 공적, 공로, 뛰어남, 취할점, 가치, 공죄, 학교에서 벌점에 대한 상점, 취할만한 점, 시비, 상점 merits: 공적, 당연한 벌, 당연한 상 merry: 즐거운, 명랑한, 유쾌한, 거나한, 흥겨운, 거나하게 취한 기분의 mesmerize: 매혹하다, 최면술을 걸다, -에게 최면술을 걸다, 놀라게 하다, 감화하다, 에게 최면술을 걸다 mesmerizing: 매력적 metallic: 금속의, 엄한, 냉철한 metaphysics: 추상론, 심리학, 형이상학, 그리스 어의 뜻에서, 그리스 물리학 다음의 것의 뜻에서 mews: 마구간, 아파트, 골목, 마차를 넣어 두는 광장 주위의 마구간, 말을 넣어 두는 광장 주위의 마구간 midday: 정오, 대낮, 대낮의 midst: 한가운데, 중앙 midsummer: 한여름 mild: 가벼운, 온화한, 순한, 유순한, 달콤한, 자극성이 없는, 음식물 따위가 자극성이 없는, 온후한, 따뜻한, 담배 따위가 자극성이 없는, 기후 따위가 따뜻한 mildly: 온화하게, 상냥하게, 부드럽게, 다소, 약간 millionaire: 백만장자, 대부호, 백만 장자 mincing: 점잔빼는, 점잔빼며 걷는, 거드럭거리는, 종종걸음치는, 다지는 데 쓰는, 짐짓...체하는 minded: 할 마음이 있는, 마음이 있는, 한 마음의, 하고 싶은 마음이 있는 mingle: 섞다, 섞이다, 사귀다, 어울리다, 뒤섞이다 mingled: 섞는, 뒤섞이는 minx: 말괄량이, 바람난 처녀 miracle: 기적, 불가사의한 물건, 기적극, 불가사의한 것, 불가사의한 사람 mischief: 장난, 해, 손해, 위해, 고자, 익살, 재난의 씨, 장난꾸러기, 도대체 mischievously: 유해하게 misconduct: 간통, 품행 불량, 비행, 의 처리를 잘못하다 misconstrue: 그릇읽다, 뜻을 잘못 해석하다, 오해하다

miserable: 비참한, 불쌍한, 초라한, 딱한, 빈약한, 천박한 miserably: 비참하게, 불쌍하게, 형편없이, 비참할 만큼, 초라하게, 지독히 misery: 불행, 비참, 빈곤, 고통, 정신적 고통, 육체적 고통 misfortune: 불행, 불운, 재난 misguided: 오도된 mishap: 재난, 불행 misinformed: 잘못 알고 있는, 정보를 잘못 들은 misinterpret: 그릇 해석하다, 오해하다 misled: 그릇 인도하다, 현혹시키다 mismanagement: 실수, 그릇된 처리, 그릇된 관리, 그릇된 처치 mist: 안개, 어린아이, 조금, 적으나마 성의있는 기부, 아주작은것, 금액의 단위, 소액, 흐림, 이슬비가 내리다, 안개로 덮다, 안개가 덮이다 mistaken: 잘못된, 판단이 잘못된 mistrust: 신용하지 않다, 의심하다, 추측하다, 불신, 불신용 misunderstanding: 오해, 불화 moat: 해자, 도시의 해자 외호, 성벽 주위의 해자 외호, 에 해자를 두르다, 해자 외호 mockery: 조롱, 조소의 대상, 헛수고, 흉내, 놀림, 가짜 modem: 변복조 장치 moderately: 중간정도로, 적당하게 modestly: 얌전하게, 삼가서, 겸손하게, 삼가하여, 겸손하여 modesty: 겸양, 수줍음, 정숙, 조심스러움, 겸손 momentary: 순간의, 찰나의, 순간적인, 시시각각의 monet: 프랑스의 화가, 인상파의 창시자 monk: 수도사, 수사 monogamist: 일부 일처주의자, 일부일처주의자 monologue: 독백, 독백극, 혼자하는 대사, 독무대, 독백 형식의 시, 장황한 연설 monster: 괴물, 거수, 도깨비, 거대한, 악독한 사람, 악독한 사람-거대한, 괴상한 모양을 한 것, 극악 무도한 사람, 슈퍼스타 가수, 신경 중추에 작용하는 마약 monstrous: 거대한, 기괴한, 괴물같은, 극악 무도한, 어처구니 없는, 괴이한, 대단히 monumental: 거대한, 기념되는, 실물보다 큰, 불멸의, 기념의, 기념이 되는, 나쁜 뜻에서 터무니없는, 기념비와 같은, 기념비의, 터무니없는

391 moonlight: 달빛-아르바이트할, 아르바이트할, 달빛, 정규의 일 이외에 특히 야간에 아르바이트를하다, 달빛의, 부업을 하다, 아르바이트를 하다, 정규의 일 이외에 특히 야간에 부업을 하다, 월광 moorings: 계선 설비, 계선 장치, 계선소 moralist: 윤리학자, 도덕가, 도학자, 도덕주의자, 덕육가 morality: 도덕, 교훈, 덕행, 도덕률, 도의, 윤리학, 개인의 덕행, 이야기 따위의 교훈, 도덕극, 도덕우의극 morally: 도덕적으로, 실제로, 진실로, 도덕상, 도의상, 사실상 morass: 소지, 늪, 궁지, 소택지 morbid: 병적인, 섬뜩한, 병의, 불건전한, 무시무시한, 정신이 병적인, 질병에 관한, 질병의 morbidity: 병적인 상태, 불건전, 병적 상태, 한 지방의 질병률, 병적 성질, 정신의 병적 상태, 정신의 병적 성질, 질병률 morbidly: 병적으로, 불건전하게 morrow: 아침, 이튿날, 직후 morsel: 소량, 한조각, 한입, 한 입, 음식물의 한 입 mortal: 치명적인, 인간의, 인간, 불치의, 길고 긴, 생각할 수 있는, 지루한, 죽어야 할, 죽어야 할 것, 사람, 가능한-죽어야 할 것 mortar: 모르타르, 박격포, 회반죽모르타르로 굳히다, 막자 사발, 유발, 절구, 철확, 회반죽 -에 모르타르를 바르다, 에 모르타르를 바르다, 구포 motherhood: 어머니, 어머니임, 모성, 모친의 정신, 어머니의 의무 motherless: 어머니가 없는 motionless: 움직이 않는, 퍄, 뭄짓으로 신호하다, 움직이지 않는, 정지한, 정지한-뭄짓으로 신호하다링, 팅삥, 동기가 없는 motive: 운동을 일으키는, 동기, 동기가 되는, 동기가 되는-동기, 동인, 예술 작품의 주제, 동기의, 문학의 주제, 기동의, 일반적으로 주지, 주제 motorcar: 자동차 motoring: 자동차운전, 드라이브, 자동차 운전, 자동차 운전기술 motto: 금언, 표어, 모토, 반복 악구, 명, 좌우명, 서적 따위의 제구, 제구 mound: 석가산, 작은 언덕, 투수판, 흙무덤, 둑, 둑덕지게 하다 mounted: 기동력이 있는, 기마의, 말탄, 박힌, 붙박이한, 대를 붙인, 말에 탄, 자전거에 탄, 탈것에 탄, 계획되어 있는

392 mounting: 포가, 설치, 마구, 박제, 장비, 총가, 대포 따위의 설치 mourn: 슬퍼하다, 애도하다, 몽상하다, 상을 입다, 을 슬퍼하다, 탄식하다 mournful: 슬픔에 잠긴, 슬픈, 애처로운 mourning: 상, 애도, 슬픔, 상복, 비탄 moustache: 코밑수염, 콧수염, 수염 movables: 동산 mucous: 점액을 분비하는, 점액의 muddle: 혼란, 혼합하다, 얼근히 취하게 하다, 어리 둥절하게 하다, 어리 둥절하게 하다-갈피를 못잡다혼잡, 혼잡, 혼란 상태, 뒤죽박죽을 만들다, 뒤범벅을 만들다, 되는대로 해치우다, 낭비하다 muddy: 충충한, 흐리게 하다, 진흙 투성이의, 진흙의, 혼란한, 혼란한진흙 투성이로 만들다, 진흙 투성이로 만들다, 진흙이 많은, 흐린, 빛 따위가 흐린, 음성 따위가 흐린 muff: 공을 놓치다, 머프, 얼뜨기, 실수하다, 스포츠에 서툰 사람, 스포츠에 서툰 사람-실수하다, 받다가 놓치다, 토시 비슷한 것, 통, 공을 받다가 놓치다, 그르치기 munich: 뮌헨, 굴욕적인 타협 조약, 굴욕적인 타협 정책 murmur: 시내의 졸졸거리는 소리, 속삭임, 불평, 파도의 출렁거리는 소리, 졸졸 소래내다, 웅성대다, 중얼 거림, 투덜거리다, 투덜거리다-중얼 거림, 속삭이다, 나뭇잎 따위의 살랑거리는 소리 musician: 음악가, 작곡가, 악사 mustard: 겨자, 갓, 겨자의 mutation: 변화, 돌연 변이, 변종, 모음 변화, 모음변화 mutton: 양고기, 양고기의 mysterious: 불가사의한, 이상한, 신비한, 신비적인 mystic: 신비한, 신비주으자, 비교의, 비교의-신비주으자, 비법의, 신비가, 신비적인, 신비주의적인, 정신적 상징의 mystical: 비법의, 신비의 mythology: 신화학, 신화 naive: 천진난만한, 순진한, 소박한, 고지식한, 숫된, 속기쉬운, 원시적인, 경험이 없는, 믿기쉬운, 선입적 지식이 없는, 세상을 모르는 단순한 nap: 보풀, 선잠, 낮잠, 이길 말이 라고 지목하다, 필승마, 졸면서보내다, 잠깐 졸다, 선잠자다, 겉잠, 보풀을 세우다, 잠깐자다 napkin: 냅킨, 기저귀, 손수건, 냅킨으로 싸다, 생리용 냅킨 naples: 나폴리

Howards End napoleon: 나폴레옹, 부츠의 일종, 옛날 프랑스의 금화, 잼을 넣은 생과자의 일종, 크림, 나폴레옹 삼세, 나폴레옹 일세, 옛날 프랑스의 20프랑 금화 native: 원주민, 토착의, 자기나라의, 출생의, 타고난, 미개인, 그 지방 고유의, 토착의 동식물, 오스트레일리아 태생의 백인, 토인의, 양식한 영국산굴 naughtiness: 장난꾸러기 naughty: 버릇없는, 장난꾸러기의, 못된, 외설한, 아슬아슬한, 성교, 못된 나쁜, 나쁜, 장난스러운, 도리에 어긋난, 부적합한 naval: 해군의, 군함의, 군함의배의, 해군에 의한 nave: 바퀴통, 본당, 중앙부, 회중석, 교회당 안의 본당, 차의 바퀴통 navigable: 항행할수 있는, 항해 할 수 있는, 항해하기에 알맞은, 항해하기에 할 수 있는, 항행에 견딜 수 있는, 항행하기에 알맞은, 항행하기에 할 수 있는 ne: 원래 이름은 neatness: 깔끔함, 정연, 단정, 말끔, 산뜻, 재치있음 nebulous: 성운 모양의, 불투명한, 흐린, 애매한, 기억, 막연, 불명료한, 운무와 같은, 의미등이, 표현, 흐릿 neglect: 태만, 게을리하다, 소홀, 무시하다, 무시, 하지 않다, 태만하여, 소홀히하다, 부주의한, 경시하다, 간과하다 neglected: 게을리한 negligible: 무시해도 좋은, 하찮은 negotiation: 유통, 교섭, 양도, 협상, 뚫고 나감, 뛰어넘음, 담판, 빠져 나가기, 어음의 유통 neighbour: 동포, 이웃의, 이웃하다, 같은 종류끼리서로 이웃하는 것, 서로 이웃하는 것, 이웃 사람 neighbourhood: 근처, 이웃, 인근, 지구, 이웃의 정의, 인근 사람들, 접근하기, 근처의 nephew: 조카, 생질의 사생아 nerve: 신경, 용기, 잎맥, 기력, 뻔뻔스러움, 근원, 담력, 날개맥, 정력, 중추, 우울 nerves: 신경 과민, 신경 이상, 근원 nervously: 힘차게, 초조하게, 소심하게, 억세게, 신경질적으로 neurotic: 신경증환자, 신경증의, 신경증에 잘듣는, 신경을 침범하는, 신경계의, 노이로제에 걸린, 노이로제의, 신경증에 걸린, 신경증 환자 newborn: 갓태어난, 신생아, 갓난, 신생의, 부활한, 재생한, 마음을

고쳐먹은, 다시 태어난 nicely: 훌륭하게, 정밀하게, 기분좋게, 까다롭게, 제대로, 꼼꼼하게, 세심하게, 잘, 꼭 niche: 벽감, 적소, 벽감에 안치하다, 앉이다, 벽감에 놓다, 사람에 있어서의 적소, 물건에 있어서의 적소 niece: 조카딸, 질녀 nigeria: 나이지리아 nightly: 밤마다, 밤의, 밤마다의, 밤에, 밤에 나오는 nightmare: 악몽, 몽마, 가위, 공포감, 불쾌한 사람, 무서운일, 가위눌림, 불쾌한 예감, 무서움 ninepins: 나인핀즈 ninny: 멍청이, 바보 nobility: 고귀한 태생, 귀족, 고결함, 남작, 백작, 숭고, 숭고함, 자작, 후작, 고상함, 귀족상원의원과 그집안 noble: 고귀한, 훌륭한, 귀족, 고결한, 귀중한, 당당한, 숭고한, 유명한, 뛰어난, 독선가, 노블금화파업 파괴지도자 nohow: 기분이 좋지 않은, 결코..않다, 혼란한, 탈이 난, 편찮은, 기분이 언짢은 noiselessly: 소리나지 않도록, 조용히, 조용하게 nomadic: 방랑의, 유목의, 유목민의 non: 이 아니다 nonsense: 무의미한 말, 어리석은 생각, 어리석은, 시시한 것, 의시, 허튼소리, 넌센스시, 어리석은 말, 무의미한, 어리석은 행위넌센스, 되지 않은 소리 noodle: 바보, 누들, 악기를 타다, 밀가루와 달걀로 만든 국수면류, 멍텅구리, 머리, 곰곰생각하다 northward: 북방, 북을 향하여, 북쪽으로, 북쪽으로의, 북, 북을향한, 북으로 향한, 북쪽으로 향해서, 북쪽으로 향한, 북으로 향해서 notebook: 공책, 수첩, 노트, 어음첩, 연습장, 잡기장, 필기장, 노우트 note-book: 수첩 nothingness: 무, 소용없음, 실신죽음, 존재하지 않음, 하찮은것, 무가치 notorious: 유명한, 이름난악명높은, 악명높은, 사람 따위 유명한, 행동 따위 유명한, 주지의, 장소 따위 유명한 nourish: 기르다, 키우다, 보호하다, 품다, 조장하다, 육성하다, 영양분을주다, 에게 자양분을 주다, 거름을 주다 nourishing: 자양분이 많은, 자양이

E.M. Forster 되는, 영양이 되는 nourishment: 자양물, 육성, 양식, 영양물, 영양상태양식, 음식, 음식물, 자양분 공급, 조성 nuisance: 폐, 남에게 폐를 끼치는 행위, 불쾌한 물건, 성가신 물건, 불쾌한사람, 딱한 사정, 귀찮은 일, 방해, 성가신 것, 남에게 폐가 되는 행위, 폐가 되는 행위 numbing: 마비시키는, 멍하게 하는 nuptial: 결혼의, 결혼식, 혼인의, 혼례, 결혼, 결혼식의 nursing: 육아, 양육하는, 양육받는, 젖먹이기, 보육, 병구완간호, 간호하는, 간호사의일, 양육되는, 육아 업무, 직업으로서의 육아 업무 nut: 견과, 너트, 머리, 어미나사, 멋쟁이, 대가리, 암나사, 괴짜, 어려운 문제, 성교하다, 석탄의 작은 덩이 nuts: 제기랄, 미친 바보의, 시시해, 열중하여, 미친 obdurate: 완고한, 냉혹한 obedience: 복종, 귀의, 교회의 권위, 지배 objection: 반대, 이의, 반대 이유, 싫은, 혐오, 난점 oblige: 할 의무를 지우다, 에게 은혜를 베풀다, 호의를 나타내다, 하지 않을 수 없게 하다 oblivion: 망각, 잊기쉬움, 잊기 obscure: 덮어 감추다, 불명료한, 어둡게 하다, 어두운, 세상에 알려지지 않은, 모호한, 눈에 띄지 않는, 거무칙칙한, 뚜렷하지 않은, 명성 따위의빛을 잃게 하다, 발음 따위를 불명료하게 하다 obscurity: 불명료, 어두컴컴함, 난해한곳, 미천, 어둠, 불분명, 세상에 알려지지 않음 observe: 관찰하다, 소견을 말하다, 지키다, 주시하다, 거행하다, 진술하다, 규칙 따위를 준수하다, 인지하다, 준수하다, 관찰에 의하여 인지하다 observing: 관찰력이 예리한, 관측적인, 주의깆은 obtrusive: 강요하는 듯한, 중뿔나게 참견하는, 강요하는 obtuseness: 둔감함 occurrence: 사건, 발생, 큰 사건, 대 사건, 사건의 발생, 일어난 일 oddly: 기묘하게, 기이하게, 홀수로, 기수로, 나머지가 되어, 짝 안 맞게, 기묘하게도, 흘수로 oddness: 기묘, 별남, 기이, 불완전한 것 offend: 싫은, 감정을 해치다, 죄를 범하다, 예의 따위를 위반하다, 죄를

짓게 하다, 정의감 따위를 손상시키다, 감정을 상하게 하다, 위반하다, 감각 따위를 손상시키다, 과오를 범하다, 남의 감정을 상하게 하다 offending: 불쾌한 offensive: 공격, 공격적인, 무례한, 불쾌한, 공세, 비위에 거슬리는, 싫은 officious: 비공식의, 참견하기좋아하는, 쓸데없는친절을베푸는, 참견 잘 하는 offscourings: 사회에서 버림받은 사람, 인간 폐물, 찌꺼기, 오물, 인간 쓰레기, 폐물 offspring: 자식, 자손, 결과 oilcloth: 유포 old-maidish: 노처녀 같은 old-world: 태고의, 구대륙의 olympian: 올림푸스산의, 하늘의, 올림픽 대회 출전 선수, 올림푸스산의 신, 당당한, 올림포스 산의, 올림포스 제신의, 올림포스의 제신, 올림포스 산의 십이신의 하나, 올림포스 산에 살던 그리스의 제신, 올림픽 경기의 ominous: 불길한, 전조의, 험악한 ominously: 불길하게도 oneself: 스스로, 자기, 자기 자신이, 자신 open-eyed: 눈을 뜬, 빈틈 없는 openly: 공공연하게, 터놓고, 숨김없이, 공공연히, 솔직하게 operatic: 오페라의, 가극의 ophelia: 오필리아, 여자 이름 opine: 생각하다, 의견을 말하다, 라는 의견을 내세우다, 라는 의견을 갖다 opposed: 반대의, 적대하는, 대립된, 반대하는 oppressive: 압제적인, 가혹한, 답답한, 압박하는 optimism: 낙천주의 orange: 오렌지, 오렌지의, 오렌지색, 오렌지빛, 오렌지 빛의, 귤, 주황색 orchestra: 오케스트라, 주악석, 관현악단, 일층석, 무대 앞의 합창대석, 상등석, 무대 앞의 오케스트라석, 무대 앞의 상등석, 고대 그리스 극장의 무대 앞의 합창대석, 오케스트라석, 무대 앞의 주악석 ordeal: 호된시련, 시죄법, 지독한 시련 orderly: 전령, 순종하는, 순서바른, 명령의, 연락병, 유순한, 순서 바른, 규율이 바른, 당번병 organ: 기관, 파이프 오르간, 오르간, 음성, 인간의 음성, 생물의 기관

393 organized: 조직된, 계획된, 유기적인, 노동조합에 가입된, 정돈된 ornamental: 장식적인, 장식용의, 장식물 ornate: 화려한, 장식한, 장식하게 ostentatious: 허세부리는, 겉꾸미는, 화려한 ostentatiously: 화려하게, 허세를 부려, 여봐란 듯이 ours: 우리의 것, 우리의 가족, 우리의 연대 따위, 우리의 임무, 우리의 회사 outburst: 폭팔, 폭발, 화산 따위의 폭발, 격정 따위의 폭발 outcrop: 노출, 노출하다, 노두, 광맥의 노출, 나타나다 outdoor: 문밖의, 원외의, 집 밖의 outfit: 채비, 필수품을 공급하다, 도구, 채비를 차리다, 일행, 에 공급하다, 여행 따위의 채비, 여행 따위의 채비품, 채비품, 협동 활동의 일행, 마음의 준비 outgoing: 나가는, 떠남, 사교성이 풍부한, 지출, 출발의, 퇴임하는, 사임하는, 출비, 떠나가는, 출발, 외향성의 outing: 소풍, 나들이 outlet: 판로, 출구, 배출구, 방송 네트워크 산하의 지방 방송국, 콘센트, 전기의 콘센트, 지방 방송국, 감정 따위의 배출구 outline: 대요, 윤곽, 약도, 윤곽을 그리다, 개략, 개요, 외형, 개설하다, 의 윤곽을 그리다 outlines: 요점 outlook: 예측, 전망, 견지, 감시, 시야, 조망 outset: 착수, 최초, 시초 outsider: 국외자, 문외한, 외부 사람, 천한 사람, 당밖의 사람, 원밖의 사람, 이길 가망이 없는 기수, 조합밖의 사람, 이길 가망이 없는 말 outskirts: 변두리, 교외, 주변, 도시 따위의 변두리 outspread: 펼치다, 펼쳐진, 필쳐진 outward: 밖으로 향하는, 바깥쪽의, 육체의, 외부의, 밖으로, 바깥쪽에, 외부, 밖에, 현세적인 outwardly: 외견상, 표면상, 외면상은, 밖으로 향하여, 외면에, 밖을 향하여, 외부에 대하여, 바깥쪽에, 외부적으로 outwards: 밖으로, 밖에 overboard: 배 밖으로 overcrowded: 초만원의 overfed: 과거분사형, 의 과거 overhead: 머리 위의, 전반적인, 경상비, 위층에, 고가의, 상공에, 위로, 총경비, 일반의, 간접비, 라켓을 사용하는 경기의 머리

394 위에서 내려치는 타구 overhear: 엿듣다, 도청하다, 우연히 듣다 overjoyed: 기쁨에 넘친, 매우 기뻐하는 overpowering: 압도적인, 저항할 수 없는 owe: 빚이 있다, 빚지고 있다, 은혜를 입고 있다, 을 반제할 의무가 있다, 을 지불할 의무가 있다, 의무를 지고 있다, 지고 있다 owing: 빚지고 있는, 지불해야 할, 에 기인하는 p.m: 오후 paced: 보의, 걸음이 ...인 pacing: 보측 packet: 상당한 금액, 강타, 실패, 정기선, 일격, 우펀선, 불운, 묶음, 소포, 패킷, 총알에 맞다 packing: 포장, 짐꾸리기, 채워 넣는것, 통조림 제조, 포장용품, 통조림 제조업, 짐 꾸리기, 습포, 패킹 pad: 도로, 길을 밟는 무딘 소리, 덧대는 것, 채워넣는것, 도보 여행하다, 쿵, 길게 하다, 수련의 큰 잎, 한장씩 떼어 쓰게 된 종이철, 꾸러미, 한장씩 떠어 쓰게 된 종이철 paddock: 작은 목장, 경마장에 딸린 울친 땅, 마구간 작은 목장, 인가 가까이 있는 작은 목장 pagan: 이교도, 무종교자, 이교의, 이교화하다, 이단의, 이교도의 pained: 아파하는, 감정이 상한, 싱처 입은, 화난 paled: 말뚝으로 둘러 막은 palm: 손바닥, 승리, 우승하다, 종려나무의 가지, 종려, 장갑의 손바닥, 야자, 손바닥 모양의 부분, 속여서 안기다, 수척, 종려나무 pan: 접시, 상판대기, 혹평하다, 판의 신, 약실, 스모그 중의 질소산화물, 염소의 뿔과 다리를 가졌으며 피리를 붊, 사금이 나오다, 납작한 냄비, 을 찰영하다, 좌우로 움직이다 pantaloons: 십구세기경의 바지 pantomime: 몸짓, 무언극, 동화극, 손짓, 손짓으로 나타내다, 손짓으로 의사를 나타내다, 몸짓으로 의사를 나타내다, 몸짓으로 나타내다 pantry: 식료품실, 가정의 식료품 저장실, 식료품 저장실 papa: 아빠, 문자 피를 나타내는 통신 용어 parade: 열병, 행렬, 산책장, 정렬시키다, 열병식, 과시, 산보하는 사람들, 시위행진, 자랑해 보이다, 열병하기 위해 정렬하다, 열병장 paradox: 역설, 모순된 설, 자가

Howards End 당착의 말 paradoxical: 역설의, 역설적인, 역설을 좋아하는, 궤변을 농하는, 역설적으로 paralysed: 마비시키는 parapet: 난간, 성의 흉장 paraphernalia: 장치, 여러 가지 도구, 자질구레한 소지품, 장구, 아내의 소유품 parcel: 꾸러미, 한 떼, 소포, 한 뭉치, 분배하다, 소포로 하다, 소화물, 한 구획, 나누다, 일부분, 한 획의 토지 pardon: 용서, 특사, 은사, 용서하다, 사면, 사면하다, 면죄부, 교황의 면죄, 눈감아 주다, 용서하다 용서, 교황의 사죄 parlour: 객실, 거실, 응접실, 면회실, 특별 휴게실, 객실용의, 영업소, 원래 객실, 원래 객실풍으로 설비한 영업소, 클럽 따위의 특별 담화실, 특별 담화실 parlourmaid: 잔심부름하는 계집아이, 하녀 parson: 교구 목사, 목사관, 검은 동물 parted: 나뉜, 부분으로 나뉜, 흐트러진, 갈라진 parting: 이별, 고별, 나누는, 출발, 분리, 별세, 고별의, 떠나가는, 머리 따위의 가리마, 저물어 가는, 이별의 pas: 우선권, 선행권, 파스, 결핵 치료약, 스텝 passerby: 통행인 passionate: 열렬한, 감정적인, 감정에 지배되는, 성 잘 내는, 열렬하다, 열렬하는, 인정에 무른, 화내기 쉬운 passionately: 열렬히, 격노하여, 격심하게 pasteboard: 판지, 카드, 명함, 입장권, 두꺼운 종이, 종이로 만든 patch: 반점, 작은 지면, 깁는 헝겊, 일시 미봉하다, 패치, 경작한 좁은 지면, 한 번 바르는 분량의 고약, 에 바대를 대다, 에 쇳조각 따위를 대다, 멋으로 붙이는 헝겊, 헝겊 조각 pater: 아버지, 페이터 paternity: 아버지임, 부계 pathetic: 가련한, 감동시키는, 감상적인, 서투른, 애수에 찬 pathos: 정감, 애수감, 애틋함을 자아내는 힘, 비애, 비창, 애수를 자아내는 가락, 애수 patience: 인내, 끈기, 혼자 노는 카드 놀이, 혼자 하는 카드 놀이, 혼자서 놀기, 트럼프 따위 혼자서 놀기 patriotic: 애국의, 애국심이 강한 patriotism: 애국심 patronage: 후원, 서임권, 애고, 후원하다, 특히 관직의 임명권, 임명권, 생색, 생색을 내기

patronize: 보호하다, 후원하다, 은혜를 베풀다, 단골로 애호하다, 선심을 쓰고 돌봐 주다, 은인인 체하다, 단골로 다니다, 장려하다, 단골이 되다, 단골로 하다, 상점 따위를 단골로 하다 patronizing: 은혜를 베풀어 짐짓 자랑하는, 거드름 피우는, 은인인체하는, 은인인 체하는, 오만한, 애고하는, 드러내어 선심을 쓰는, 단골로 애호하는 pauperize: 피구호민으로 만들다, 가난하게 만들다, 구호대상자가 되게 하다, 가난하게 하다 pause: 휴지, 중지, 단락, 휴지 하다, 머뭇거리다, 지체, 일시적인 중지, 휴지하다, 구절, 일시 중지 paved: 포장된 paving: 포장, 포상, 포장재료, 포도, 포석, 포장 재료 pawn: 졸, 걸다, 저당, 전당잡히다, 남의 끄나불 짓하는 사람, 남의 끄나불 짖하는 사람, 저당잡히다, 걸고 맹세하다, 담보, 동산의 담보, 명예를 걸고 맹세하다 peaceably: 평화롭게 peaceful: 평온한, 태평한, 평화로운, 평화를 위한, 온화한, 평화적인, 평화를 애호하는, 평화를 사랑하는, 평시용의, 조용한, 평화스러운 peal: 울림, 한 벌의 종, 종소리의 울림, 종악, 울려 퍼지다, 울려 퍼지게 하다, 음악적으로 가락을 맞춘 한 벌의 종, 종 따위의 울림, 천둥 따위의 울림, 대포 따위의 울림, 우렁차게 울려 퍼지게 하다 pebble: 조약돌, 표면을 도톨도톨하게 하다, 다루기 완고한 동물, 울퉁불퉁한 자갈 무늬, 의 결을 거칠게 하다, 자갈 크기의 덩어리, 종이 따위의 표면에 기공한 울퉁불퉁한 자갈 무늬, 수정, 물의 작용 따위로 둥글게 된 조약돌, 마노, 다루기 힘든 사람 peculiar: 독특한, 묘한, 특유한, 특성, 괴상함, 특별한, 사유 재산, 고유한, 특수 지역, 특수 교구, 다른 관구의 감독 지배하의 특수 지역 peculiarly: 특히, 독특하게, 각별히, 괴이하게, 색다르게, 개인적으로 pedantic: 학자연하는, 현학적인, 현학저인, 학자티를 내는, 아는 체하는 peer: 동등한 사람, 귀족, 동배, 응시하다, 보이기 시작하다, 희미하게 나타나다, 비길 데 없는, 상원 의원, 동료, 에 필적하다, 자세히 들여다보다 pekoe: 고급 홍자, 실론산, 인도

E.M. Forster pembroke: 펨브록 pencil: 연필, 화필, 광속, 연필로 쓴, 연필로 그리다, 광속선, 연필 모양의 물건, 연필로 쓰다 pendant: 늘임 장식, 램프, 매단, 짧은 밧줄, 드림 장식, 매달려 있는것, 페넌트, 아랫 돛대 꼭대기에서 밑으로 늘어뜨린 짧은 밧줄, 장기, 회중 시계의 용두의 고리, 용두의 고리 pendulum: 추, 흔들이, 긴자, 진자, 매단 램프, 흔들리는 추, 동요하는 것, 시계의 진자처럼 동요하는 것, 시계 따위의 흔들리는 추 penetrating: 관통하는, 꿰뚫는, 침투하는, 날카로운, 견식 높은, 예리한, 잘 들리는, 통찰력이 있는, 현명한, 예민한 peninsula: 반도, 아베리아 반도 penitent: 참회하는, 고해자, 뉘우치는, 후회하는, 후회하는 사람, 참회하는 사람 penniless: 무일푼의, 찰가난의, 둔 한 푼 없는 pensively: 생각에 잠긴 채로, 구슬프게 perambulator: 유모차, 순시자 perceive: 지각하다, 이해하다, 알아채다, 인식하다 perceptible: 지각 할 수 있는, 인지할 수 있는, 지각할 수 있는 perceptibly: 인식할 수 있게 perfection: 완전, 극치, 완성, 완전한 사람, 우수한 점 performing: 공연을 요하는, 실행할 수 있는, 재주 부릴 수 있는, 재주 부릴줄 아는, 실행하는, 성취할 수 있는 peril: 위험, 위험에 빠뜨리다, 모험 perilous: 위험한 perish: 멸망하다, 썩어 없어지다, 지독하게, 죽다, 괴롭히다혹독한, 말라 죽다, 무너지다, 무너지다-몹시 곤란하게 하다, 몹시 곤란하게 하다, 의 기능을 잃게 하다, 몹시 괴롭히다 permanently: 영구히, 불변으로, 영속하게 permit: 허락하다, 가능하게 하다, 가능하게하다, 면허, 하게 내버려 두다, 허가, 여유가 있다, 용납하다, 허가증 persiflage: 농담, 놀림, 야유 pertinently: 적절하게 perturbation: 불안의 원인, 불안, 당황, 섭동, 마음의 동요, 걱정의 원인 perverted: 이상의, 그릇된, 변태의, 사도에 빠진, 비뚤어진 pet: 애완동물, 이성을 애무하다,

페트, 마음에 드는, 마음에 드는 물건-귀여워하는, 부루퉁함, 애정을 나타내는, 성내다, 귀여워하다, 귀여워하는 동물, 씨무룩함 petticoat: 여성의, 여자, 페티코트, 스커트, 어린이의 속치마, 스커트 형의 덮개, 아동복, 여성복, 스커트 형의 것 pettiness: 비열, 시시함, 인색함, 하찮음, 도량이 좁은 petty: 소규모의, 하찮은, 사소한, 옹졸한, 자그마한, 하급의, 도량이 좁은 petulance: 성마름, 토라짐, 불쾌, 앵돌아짐, 심술사나움, 짜증 petulant: 성마른, 까다로운 phantom: 환상, 유령, 환영, 꼭두, 유령같은, 가공의, 독깨비, 도깨비, 모형, 외관뿐인 것, 외관뿐인 사람 philanthropic: 박애의, 인정이 많은 philanthropy: 박애, 박애주의 philosophic: 철학의, 현명한, 냉정한, 철학자의 philosophize: 철학적으로 사색하다, 이론을 세우다 photographer: 사진사, 촬영기사 photographic: 사진 같은, 극히 사실적인, 사진의 phrases: 실없는 말 physiology: 생리학, 생리 현상 pianissimo: 최약음의 악구, 아주 여리게, 최약음의, 매우 여리게, 매우 여린, 최약음, 최약음부 picturesque: 그림같은, 생생한, 아름다운, 그림 같은 pie: 파이, 거저 먹기, 까치, 썩 좋은것, 뇌물, 크림 샌드위치 pier: 교각, 부두, 방파제, 선창, 창문사이의 벽, 창과 창 사이의 벽, 잔교 pierce: 통찰하다, 감동시키다, 관통하다, 꿰뚫다, 에스며들다들어가다, 에 구멍을 뚫다, 돌입하다, 꿰찌르다, 고함 소시 다위가 날카롭게 울리다, 고함 소리 따위가 날카롭게 울리다, 에 구멍을 둠다 piercing: 꿰찌르는, 날카로운, 뼈에 사무치는, 통찰력 있는, 꿰뚫는 piety: 경건, 효성, 순종, 공순, 효행, 공손 pile: 전퇴, 솜털, 양털, 말뚝 박기, 큰 말뚝, 대건축물, 보풀, 재산, 축적하다, 전지, 원자로-쌓아 올리다 piled: 보풀이 있는 piles: 치질, 말뚝 pills: 의사 pin: 다리, 핀, 못, 병모양의 표주, 밧줄을 비끄러매는 말뚝, 볼링핀, 장식 핀, 줄조르개, 못바늘, 노받이,

395 하찮은 것-핀을 꽂다 pince-nez: 코안경 pinch: 꼬집다, 인색하게 굴다, 죄다, 집다, 훔치다, 바싹조리차다, 어려움, 수척하게 하다, 움츠러들게 하다, 잘라내다, 체포하다-죄어들다꼭기다 pinched: 여윈, 옹색한, 바싹 죈 pipes: 기관 piping: 관의 재료, 새된 소리, 관악, 픽픽끓는, 피리를 붊, 새된, 태평한.텨평 성세, 태평한, 태평 성세, 옷의 가선끝, 옷의 가선끝새된 pit: 씨, 함정, 지옥, 구덩이, 곰보를 만들다, 아래층 뒤쪽 좌석, 채굴장, 움푹한 곳, 얽은 자국, 싸움 붙이기, 구덩이를 만들다 piteous: 애처로운, 불쌍한 piteously: 가련하게 pitiable: 비천한, 가엾은 pitiably: 부쌍하게, 비열하게 pitiful: 불쌍한, 인정 많은, 비루한, 가련하게 여겨야 할, 인정이 많은, 불쌍히 여겨야 할, 동정심이 많은 pitiless: 무정한, 무자비한 placid: 평온한, 침착한, 온화한 placidly: 고요하게, 침착하게, 평온하게 placing: 자본 매출 plains: 평지, 야지 plausible: 그럴 듯한, 말솜씨가 좋은, 그럴듯한 playful: 놀기 좋아하는, 농담의 playfully: 쾌활하게, 농담으로, 명랑하게 plea: 변명, 항변, 탄원, 구실, 변호 pleasantly: 유쾌하게, 상냥하게, 즐겁게, 쾌활하게 pliant: 휘기 쉬운 plinth: 주각, 원주의 토대 pluck: 잡아당기다, 담력, 용기를 불러 일으키다, 용기, 꽃과 과일 따위를 따다, 털을 잡아 뽑다, 잡아채다, 현악기의 튕겨 소리내다, 낙제, 낙제시키다, 낙제시키다-획 당기다-잡아당김 plump: 노골적인, 갑자기, 곧장, 부푼, 살찌게 하다, 털썩, 통통하게 살찐-통통히 살찌다, 퉁명스런, 털썩 떨어지다, 퉁명스러운, 노골적으로 plunge: 돌진, 돌진하다, 다이빙하다, 던져넣다, 뒷질하다, 뛰어들다, 말이 뒷다리를 들고 뛰어오르다, 찌르다, 배의 뒷질, 큰 도박을 하다, 어떤 상다태로 몰아 넣다-뛰어들다 pneumonia: 폐렴 poignant: 매서운, 통렬한, 찌르는 듯한, 찌르는, 톡 쏘는, 툭 쏘는, 맛이 톡 쏘는, 신랄한

396 poison: 독, 해독, 헤치다, 독살하다, 해로운, 폐해-독을 넣다, 폐해, 독약, 못쓰게 하다-해로운, 못쓰게 하다, 독을 넣다 poke: 게으름뱅이, 주머니, 찌르다, 포켓, 구멍을 찔러서 뚫다, 밀다, 찌름, 자리공, 앞챙이쑥나온여자모자, 와 성교하다-찌르다, 천착하다 polished: 닦은, 광택이 있는, 세련된, 우아한, 닦아 낸, 갈아 낸 polite: 공손한, 세련된, 품위 있는, 예절 바른, 문장 따위 세련된, 고상한 politeness: 공손 pollard: 가지를 바짝 자른나무, 가지를 잘라낸 나무 가지를 치다, 뿔없는 소, 뿔을 자른 사슴, 뿔을 잘라낸 사슴, 가지를 바짝 순을 딴 나무, 가지를 바짝 자른 나무, 뿔을 잘라 낸 사슴, 의 가지를 짧게 치다, 가루가 섞인 밀기울 polygamous: 일부 다처의, 자웅 혼주의 pomerania: 포메라니아 pomeranian: 포메라니아종의 개 pomp: 허식, 장관, 화려, 화려함 pompous: 과장된, 호화로운, 거드름 피우는, 건방진, 화려한, 허풍떠는, 젠체하는 pony: 조랑말, 작은 잔, 자습서, 경주마, 소형의 것, 이십오파운드, 참고서, 보통 것보다 작은, 외국어 텍스트 따위의 참고서 porcelain: 자기 제품, 자기 porch: 베란다, 현관, 옛날 아테네에서 제노가 제자들을 모아서 철학 강의를 한 복도 porridge: 죽, 오트밀죽 portable: 들고다닐 수 있는, 휴대용의, 이동할 수 잇는, 유대용의휴대용의, 이동할 수 있는, 가지고 다닐 수 있는, 휴대용 기구 porter: 문지기, 운반인, 흑맥주, 특등차의 사환, 관리인, 짐꾼 portion: 운명, 분배하다, 부분, 몫, 상속재산, 일인분, 배당으로 주다, 배당, 남에게 분여 재산을 주다, 분할하다, 인분 portsmouth: 영국 남부의 해항 positively: 적극적으로, 절대적으로, 확실히, 긍정적으로, 명확하게, 전적으로 possess: 소유하다, 유지하다, 손에 넣다, 잡다, 지배하다, 획득하다, 들리다, 붙잡다, 자제하다, 에 붙다 possessed: 침착한, 홀린, 미친, 흘려버린 possessions: 재산 postal: 우편의, 우체국의, 우편 엽서

Howards End postcard: 우편 엽서, 사제 엽서 posted: 밝은, 정통한, 지위가 있는 poster: 포스터, 벽보, 광고지 붙이는 사람, 보발, 부기 담당 사무원, 삐라를 붙이다, 투함하는 사람, 포스터를 붙이다 posthumous: 유복자로 태어난, 사후에 출판된, 사후의 potent: 유력한, 힘센, 효력이 있는, 성적 능력이 있는, 도덕적으로 영향력이 강한, 효험이 있는, 효능이 있는 potted: 화분에 심은, 단지에 넣은, 병조림의, 병에 넣은 pour: 호우, 쏟다, 많이 베풀다, 유출, 퍼붓다, 붓다, 도도히 말하다-흘러 나오다, 도도히 말하다, 억수같이 퍼붓다, 억수같이 퍼붓다-유출, 흘러 나오다 pouring: 붓는 것, 붓는 것의 powdered: 가루모양의, 가루의 practically: 실용적으로, 실제로는, 실지 로, 실질상, 이나 진배없이, 이나 다름없이, 거의, 실지로 praise: 칭찬, 찬미, 칭찬하다, 숭배하다, 칭찬할 만한 사람, 칭찬할 만한 물건, 신을 숭배하다, 찬미하다, 찬양하다, 찬양, 신을 찬미하다 praising: 칭찬하는 것, 찬양하는 것, 신을 찬미하는 것, 신을 숭배하는 것 pray: 빌다, 제발, 기원하다, 간원하다, 기원하여 이루어지게 하다, 기도하다, 기도하다-바라다, 바라다, 에게 기원하다, 에게 간청하다 preaching: 설교, 설교하는 것 precaution: 경계, 예방책, 조심 precedent: 선례, 판례, 앞의, 에서는, 의, 에 앞서는 preceding: 선행하는, 앞의, 전술한 precipice: 절벽, 벼랑 prehistoric: 유사 이전의, 아주 옛날의 preliminary: 예비의, 예선 prelude: 전주곡, 서막, 전주곡을 연주하다, 준비 행위, 준비 행위전주곡이 되다, 전주곡이 되다, 서두가 되다, 서두가 되다-전주곡을 연주하다, 의 전주곡이 되다, 전서곡을 연주하다 premise: 전제, 구내, 전술한 사항, 미리 말하다, 전제로 하다, 집, 전기 재산, 전치하다, 앞서 한 말, 기술 사항, 가옥 preoccupied: 열중한, 선취되어 있는, 여념이 없는, 선취당하고 있는, 무엇인가에 마음을 빼앗기고 있는, 마음을 빼앗기고 있는 preparatory: 예비의, 준비의

preparedness: 군비의 충실, 준비, 각오가 되어 있음, 준비가 되어 있음 presentable: 보기 흉하지 않은, 예의바른, 선물에 적합한, 남앞에 내 놓을 수 있는, 남 앞에 내 놓을 수 있는 presently: 현재, 이내, 목하, 곧, 이윽고, 얼마 안되어, 곧바로 preservation: 보존, 방부, 보호, 저장 preserved: 보호한 pressing: 긴급한, 무리하게 조르는, 프레스한 레코드, 화급한, 압착물, 억누름, 졸라대는, 압착하기, 긴급의 presume: 추정하다, 기화로 삼다, 이라고 생각하다, 대담히도..하다, 주제넘게 나서다, 대담히도, 하다, 가정하다 presuming: 주제넘은, 뻔뻔스러운, 염치없는 pretend: 속이다, 자부하다, 인 체하다, 거짓의, 감히..하려고 하다, 가장하다, 체하다, 공상상의, 요구하다, 구실로 삼다 pretended: 거짓의 pretending: 거짓의, 사칭하는, 겉치레하는, 왕위를 노리는 pretentious: 자부하는, 뽐내는, 허세를 부리는, 잘난 체하는 pretext: 구실, 변명, 변병 prevail: 이기다, 우세하다, 설복하다, 유행되다, 잘 되다, 설득하다 prevalent: 널리 행해지는, 유행하고 있는, 일반적인, 우세한, 일반적으로 행해지는 prevaricate: 속이다, 얼버무려 넘기다 prey: 괴롭히다, 먹이, 밥, 희생, 해하다, 포식, 약탈품, 잡아먹다, 약탈품- 먹이로 하다, 약탈하다, 먹이로 하다 prig: 딱딱한 사람, 뽐내는 사람, 학자 연하는 사람, 훔치다, 형식적인 사람 primitive: 원시의, 원시적인, 태고의, 초기의, 원시인, 그 작품, 초생의, 근본의, 소박한-문예 부흥기 이전의 화가, 원어, 원선 prisoner: 죄수, 포로, 붙잡힌 사람모르고 잡아두다, 자유를 빼앗긴 사람, 죄인, 자유를 빼앗긴 것, 붙잡힌 것, 붙잡힌 사람 probable: 있음직한, 사실 같은, 확실한 듯한, 할 듯 싶은, 유망한 후보자, 무슨일을 할 것 같은 사람, 보결선수, 일어날 듯한 사건, 무슨 일을 할 것 같은 사람 procession: 행렬, 행진, 순위에 변화가 없는 재미 없는 경주, 행진하다, 행령을 지어 나아가다, 행렬을 지어 나아가다, 행렬의 행진 proclaim: 선언하다, 나타내다,

E.M. Forster 공표하다, 금지령을 선포하다, 선포하다, 지역 따위에 금령을 내리다, 금령을 내리다 prodigal: 낭비자, 낭비하는, 풍부한, 아낌없이 주는, 방탕한 아들, 낭비자-방탕한 아들 profitable: 이문이 있는, 유익한, 유리한 profound: 깊은, 마음으로부터의, 심원한, 정중한, 마음에서 우러나는, 충심의, 의미 심장한, 심해, 깊은 속마음, 심연, 충분한 profoundly: 깊이, 매우, 심원하게, 몹시 profusely: 풍부하게, 마구, 넘치도록, 통이 크게 prolong: 연장하다, 늘이다, 모음 따위를 길게 발음하다, 길게 발음하다, 길게 하다 prolongation: 연장, 연장 부분 prolonged: 연장한, 오래 끈, 오래 끝 prominent: 현저한, 눈에 띄는, 돌출한, 중요한, 저명한, 두드러진, 돌기한 promontory: 곶, 갑 prompt: 사상, 곧...하는, 민속한, 힌트를 주다, 즉시의, 숨어서 대사를 일러주다, 생가가나게 하다, 생각나게 하다, 정확히, 자극하다, 자극하는 것 promptly: 재빨리, 즉시, 즉석에, 정각에, 정확하게, 신속하게 pronounce: 발음하다, 의견을 말하다, 판단을 내리다, 선고하다, 말하다, 단언하다-발음하다, 선언하다 pronounced: 뚜렷한, 명백한, 단호한 prophecy: 예언, 예언 능력, 예언하다 prophetic: 예언의, 경고의, 예언적인 proposition: 명제, 유혹, 제안, 기업, 상대, 것, 놈, 서술, 유혹하다, 정리, 제의 proprietor: 경영자, 소유자, 소유주, 독점권 소유자, 집주인, 사업주 propriety: 적당, 예의 범절, 예의 바름, 타당, 교양, 예의 prose: 산문, 산문의, 평범, 공상력이 부족한, 공상력이 부족한-평범하게 쓰다, 산문적인, 평범하게 말하다, 평범한 이야기, 평범한 이야기산문의, 평범하게 쓰다, 산문체로 쓰다 prosecute: 수행하다, 경영하다, 고소하다, 고소하다-기소하다, 제소하다, 장사 따위를 영위하다, 영위하다, 기소하다 prosperity: 번영, 행운, 성공 prosperous: 번영하는, 운이 좋은, 행운의 길, 잘 되어 가는, 순조로운

prostrate: 엎드린, 넘어뜨리다, 패배한, 넘어진, 굴복시키다, 부복한, 엎드리다, 항복시키다, 포복성의, 쇠약하게 하다, 쓰러뜨리다 protective: 보호하는, 보호 무역의, 상해방지의, 보호물, 보호하는 것 protege: 피보호자, 보호를 받는 사람, 보호를 받는 피보호자, 부하 protoplasm: 원형질 provincial: 지방의, 촌스러운, 조야한, 주의, 지방민, 편협한지방민, 편협한, 시골뜨기, 지방적인, 지방인, 지방 분구 관장 prudence: 신중, 분별, 사려, 검소, 여자 이름, 사려 분별 prudish: 숙녀인 체하는, 세침떠는 prussia: 프러시아 prussian: 프러시아 사람, 프로이센 식의 훈련이 엄격한, 프러시아의 pudding: 푸딩, 소시지의 일종, 푸딩처럼 말랑말랑한 것, 실리, 실익헛 칭찬, 살이 찌고 키가 작은 남자, 물질적 보수 puff: 훅 불기, 피우다, 헐떡이다, 한번 붊, 과대 광고, 부풂, 숱, 불다, 슈크림, 훅훅 불다, 칙칙하면서 움직이다 puffing: 추어올림, 훅불기 pulsation: 맥박, 동계, 맥동, 진동, 박동, 파동 punch: 펀치, 박력, 구멍 뚫는 기구, 타인기, 표 찍는 가위, 펀치지, 활기, 주먹으로 때리기, 몰다, 찍어내다, 주먹으로 때리다 punishable: 벌주어야 할, 벌줄 수 있는, 벌해야 할 puny: 아주 작은, 미약한, 보잘것 없는, 자그마한 purge: 일소하다, 깨끗이 하다, 깨끗해지다, 추방하다, 풀다, 하제, 정화, 변동시키다, 변동시키다깨끗해지다-정화, 숙청, 제거하다 purity: 청정, 결백, 청결, 순정, 정격, 문체의 정격, 어구의 정격, 청렴 purple: 화려한, 제왕의, 자줏빛, 왕위, 호화로운, 자주빛의, 고위자주빛의, 자주빛이 되게하다, 자줏빛의, 호화로운-자주빛이 되게하다, 고위 purr: 목을 울리다, 가르랑거리다, 목구멍을 울림, 낮은 엔진소리, 을 만족한 듯이 말하다 pursuit: 추적, 종사, 직업, 수행, 추구, 추격, 연구, 속행, 하는 일 puzzled: 하면 좋은가에 대해 어찌할 바를 몰라, 어쩔 줄을 모르는, 좋은가에 대해 어찌할 바를 몰라 qua: 로서, 의 자격으로 quaint: 고풍이며 아취 있는,

397 색다르고 재미있는, 기이한, 별스러워 재미있는 qualify: 으로 간주하다, 적격으로 하다, 적격성을 보이다, 자격을 주다, 제한하다, 자격을 얻다, ㅏ격을 얻다, 누그러뜨리다, 에게 권한을 주다, 라고 진술하다, 진술하다 quarrel: 싸움의 원인, 싸움, 불평, 말다툼, 네모진 촉이 달린 화살, 불화의 씨, 불화, 불평하다, 싸움하다, 말다툼하다, 말다툼의 원인 queer: 수상한, 가짜돈, 몸이 좋지 않은, 비역쟁이, 기묘한, 술취한, 부정한, 우스운, 결딴내다, 기분 나쁜, 술에 취한 questionable: 의심스러운, 수상 쩍은, 수상한 questioning: 질문, 의심스러운, 심문, 묻는 듯한, 캐묻는 quickness: 민첩, 성급함, 신속, 기민, 빠르기, 급격, 속도, 성마름, 급속 quieter: 방음 장치 quiver: 떨림, 떨게 하다, 화살통, 진동, 전통, 떨다, 전동, 흔들리다 quivering: 진동하는, 떨고 있는, 떨리는 quixotic: 공상적인, 기사 연하는, 비현실적인, 돈키호테식의, 동키호테식의, 돈키호테적인 quote: 인용하다, 인용구, 견적하다, 인증하다, 인용부호, 시세를 말하다, 시세, 인용문을 시작하다, 인용문, 인용을 시작하다, 가격을 말하다 rabbit: 토끼, 토끼의 모피, 서투른 경기자, 집토끼, 겁쟁이, 토끼 고기, 토끼 사냥을 하다, 저주하다, 불평을 털어 놓다, 뱅충맞이, 토끼 사냥하다 races: 경마 대회 racket: 직업, 라켓, 소음, 시련, 셈을 치르다, 공갈, 협잡, 소동, 협박 라켓으로 치다, 부정한 돈벌이, 부정 racking: 고문하는, 몸을 괴롭히는, 심한 radiance: 광휘, 빛남, 광채, 발광, 눈.얼굴의 빛, 방열 radically: 과격하게, 근본적으로, 철저하게, 급진적으로, 본래 rag: 넝마, 조각, 꾸짖다, 단편, 놀리다, 장난치다, 신문, 법석, 누더기, 막, 지폐 rage: 맹위를 떨치다, 격노, 열망, 격노하다, 고조에 달하다, 감흥, 대유행, 감동, 열광, 격렬, 날뛰다 rails: 철도주, 울타리 raiment: 의류, 의복 rainbow: 무지개, 덧없는 희망, 무지개의 rancour: 심한 증오, 적의, 깊은 원한,

398 사무친 한 rarity: 희박, 진품, 드묾, 진귀, 진기 rash: 무모한, 발진, 뾰루지, 지각없는, 성급한, 무분별한, 부스럼, 빈발, 다발, 경솔한, 조급한 rattle: 놀라게 하다, 혼란시키다, 수다스러운 사람, 딸랑이, 힘차게 차를 몰다, 상소리로 꾸짖다, 흥분시키다, 향음기관, 척척해치우다, 일사천리로 통과시키다, 을덜컥덜컥 움직이다 rattling: 활발한, 굉장한, 덜거덕거리는, 훌륭한, 아주, 성가신, 매우, 딸랑거리는, 대단히, 기운찬, 귀찮은 rave: 헛소리하다, 사납게 일다, 격찬하다, 소리치다, 정신없이 떠들다, 중얼중얼 지껄이다, 정신없이 지껄이다, 고래고래 소리지르다, 극구 칭찬하는, 마구 떠들어 대기, 물 따위가 휘몰아치다 raven: 새까만, 갈가마귀, 약탈하다, 큰까마귀, 약탈, 칠흑 같은, 찾아 다니다, 노략질하다, 게걸스럽게 먹다, 갈가마귀 새까만, 마구 먹어대다 react: 반응하다, 역행하다, 반항하다, 반작용하다, 반동하다, 역습하다, 재연하다, 반대하다, 반발하다, 거듭행하다, 에 화학 반응을 일으키게 하다 readiness: 신속, 준비, 쾌락, 준비성, 준비가 되어 있음, 용이, 자진해서함, 재빠름 realm: 범위, 왕국, 영역, 부문, 영토, 권, 국토, 계, 분야, 세계, 대 rear: 뒤, 기르다, 변소, 세우다, 후위, 올리다, 배후, 일으키다, 변소에 가다, 사육하다, 후위의 reasoned: 사리에 맞는, 상세한 이유를 붙인, 도리에 입각한, 숙고한 끝의 reassure: 재보증하다, 안심시키다, 다시 자신을 갖게하다, 다시 용기를 내게 하다, 에게 힘을 북돋우다 reassuring: 안심시키는, 믿음직한, 용기를 돋우는, 위안을 주는, 고무적인 rebuff: 거절, 좌절, 퇴짜, 퇴짜 놓다, 저지하다, 박참, 박차다, 거절하다, 퇴박하다 rebuild: 재건하다, 다시 세우다, 개축하다, 개조하다 rebuilt: 개축하다, 재건하다 rebuke: 비난, 힐책, 징계, 비난하다, 꾸짖다, 견책하다, 견책 receptacle: 저장소, 용기, 소켓, 그릇, 콘센트, 꽃턱, 피난소, 두는 곳, 꽃받침

Howards End recoil: 뒷걸음질, 반동, 뒷걸음질치다, 되튀다, 위축, 되튀기, 진저리침, 공무니빼다, 혐오, 다시 감다, 퇴각하다 reconcile: 화해시키다, 조화시키다, 단념시키다, 조정하다, 스스로 체념케 하다, 에 만족하게하다, 일치시키다 recovered: 회복한, 병 등에서 회복한 recreation: 휴양, 오락, 기분전환, 레크리에이션, 보양, 개조물, 개조 recruit: 보충하다, 신병을 모집하다, 신회원, 신병, 보양하다, 원기가 회복되다, 회복시키다, 증가하다, 신입사원, 원기를 북돋우다, 에 신병을 넣다 rector: 교장, 총장, 학장, 교구목사, 교구 목사, 수도원장, 신학교 교장, 원장, 주임 신부, 교구사제, 학교에서 교장 recur: 되돌아가다, 회상되다, 순환하다, 회상하다, 마음에 다시 떠오르다, 재발하다, 호소하다, 되돌아가 말하다, 의뢰하다, 의지하다, 다시 떠오르다 refined: 세련된, 우아한, 미묘한, 정제된, 정확한, 정련한, 정교한, 엄정한, 정묘한, 품위있는, 정제한 refrain: 후렴, 참다, 자제하다, 삼가다, 그만두다, 반복구, 억제하다, 억누르다, 멀리하다, 그만두다 억제하다 후렴, 상투문구 regards: 문안 인사, 편지 따위의 문안 인사 regeneration: 재건, 부흥, 갱생, 재생, 신생, 쇄신, 부활, 개척, 개혁 regent: 섭정하는, 섭정, 평의원, 섭정의 registry: 등록, 등기, 호적등기소, 기재, 기입, 직업소개소, 등기 우편, 직업 소개소 regret: 유감, 후회, 애석, 정중한 거절, 아쉬움, 후회하다, 슬픔, 비탄, 뉘우치다 rehearse: 예행 연습을 하다, 암송하다, 복창하다, 매거하다, 을 되풀이하다, 열거하다, 연습하다, 연습을 하다, 숙달시키다, 자세히 말하다, 시연하다 reinsurance: 재보험 reinsure: 재보험하다, 보험자가 다시 부보하다 rejoice: 기뻐하다, 기쁘게 하다, 축하하다, 향유하다, 가지고 있다, 좋아하다, 을 누리고 있다, 즐기다, 괴상한 이름을 가지고 있다 rejoin: 응답하다, 다시 결합하다, 재회하다, 다시 함께 되다, 다시 합치다, 재 합동시키다,

재결합시키다, 재결합하다, 재합동시키다, 항변하다, 대답하다 rekindle: 다시 점화하다, 다시 점화시키다, 재연하다, 재연시키다, 다시기운을 북돋우다, 다시 불을 붙이다, 다시 불붙다, 다시 기운이 나다, 다시 불타다 relent: 누그러지다, 마음이 누그러지다, 마음이 부드러워지다, 측은하게 생각하다, 가엾게 여기다, 상냥해지다 relentless: 잔인한, 냉혹한, 가차없는, 무자비한 relic: 유물, 유골, 유적, 기념품, 유풍, 유보, 성골, 시체, 잔재, 자취, 유품 relieve: 구제하다, 해직하다, 안심시키다, 덜다, 경감하다, 대조 시키다, 덜어주다, 돋보이게 하다, 두드러지게 하다, 교대하다, 구출하다 reluctantly: 싫어하면서, 마지못해 remark: 주의, 말하다, 의견, 주목, 비평, 주의하다, 알아채다, 논평하다, 말, 감지하다, 유의하다 remarkably: 두드러지게, 몹시, 현저하게, 뚜렷하게, 매우 remembrance: 기념, 기억, 회상, 추억, 기념품, 기억력, 전갈, 기억의 범위, 유물, 잊지 않고 있음, 안부를 묻는 전언 remind: 생각나게 하다, 상기시키다, 깨우치다, 생각나게하다, 일깨우다 reminiscences: 회고담 remorse: 양심의 가책, 후회, 연민, 회한, 자책, 자비 remorselessly: 무자비하게, 후회없게 rents: 부모 renunciation: 포기, 부인, 단념, 거부, 거절, 기권, 부인장, 폐기, 중지, 거절성명, 포기 승인장 reopen: 다시 열다, 재개하다, 다시 열리다, 재개되다, 다시 시작하다 repartee: 재치 있는 응답, 재치 있는 즉답, 재치 있게 맞받는 재간, 재치있게 즉답하는 솜씨, 재치있게 즉답하는 재간, 임기 응변의 응답 repeating: 연발하는, 반복하는, 순환하는, 되풀이하는 repellent: 반발하는, 싫은, 튀기는, 물리치는, 반발력, 격퇴하는, 물리치는 것, 방충제, 불쾌한, 삭히는 약, 퉁기는 repent: 후회하다, 포복성의, 기어다니는, 뉘우치다, 유감으로 생각하다, 회개하다, 유감스럽게 생각하다 repentance: 후회, 회한, 회개, 참회 repetition: 되풀이, 반복, 암송, 모사, 모방, 복사, 반복된 말, 복주, 복창,

E.M. Forster 사본, 재주장 repine: 투덜거리다, 푸념하다, 불평을 말하다, 불평하다, 불평을 늘어놓다 repress: 억누르다, 억압하다, 억제하다, 진압하다, 정복하다 reproof: 비난, 질책, 잔소리, 견책, 꾸지람, 다시 방수가공하다, 비난의 말, 의 교정쇄를 다시 내다, 책망 repudiate: 거절하다, 거부하다, 부인하다, 이행을 거절하다, 인연을 끊다, 포기하다, 이혼하다, 의절하다, 국채의 지불을 거부하다, 국채의 지불을 거절하다, 국가가 국채의 지불을 거절하다 resent: 원망하다, 분개하다, 에 골내다, 을 분개하다, 괘씸하게 생각하다, 화내다 reserved: 보류한, 제한된, 예비의, 수줍은, 예약한, 지정의, 전세낸, 운명지어진, 말수가 적은, 사양하는, 수줍어하는 reside: 존재하다, 주재하다, 살다, 거주하다, 속하다, 있다, 귀속하다, 성질이 존재하다 resigned: 체념한, 사직한, 사직하여 빈, 을 감수하는, 인종하는, 단념한, 복종적인 resistless: 저항하지 않는, 불가항력의, 저항할 수 없는, 저항 할 수 없는 resolved: 단호한, 결심한, 깊이 생각한, 숙고한, 결의한 respectable: 존경할 만한, 상당한, 훌륭한, 점잔빼는, 존경할만한, 훌륭한 사람, 품행이 방정한, 품위 있는 보기 흉치 않은, 존경할만한 사람, 흉하지 않은, 신분이 좋은 respected: 훌륭한, 소문난, 높이평가되는 respectful: 정중한, 경의를 표하는, 공손한, 존중하는 respective: 각각의, 각자의, 저마다의 respects: 인사 responsive: 대답하는, 이해가 빠른, 응답 성가를 부르는, 반응하는, 반응을 잘 일으키는, 바로 대답하는, 민감한, 대답의, 대답을 나타내는, 감응하기 쉬운 resting: 휴면하고 있는, 휴식하고 있는, 증식하지 않고 있는 restless: 끊임없는, 불안한, 침착하지 못한, 잠잘 수 없는, 잠못이루는, 활동적인, 쉬지 않는, 쉬지 못하게 하는, 들떠 있는, 부단한, 침착하지 않은 restlessness: 차분하지 못함 restraint: 속박, 억제, 자제, 구속, 감금, 제지, 출항금지, 억제력, 조심,

금지, 구속하는 것 reticence: 과묵, 말수적음, 침묵, 조심함, 삼감, 말이 없음 reticent: 과묵한, 말을 삼가는, 입이 무거운, 말이 없는 reticule: 여자용 손가방, 핸드백, 그물 주머니, 십자선, 망원경 등의 십자선 retire: 회수하다, 퇴직하다, 물러나다, 물러나게 하다, 자다, 아웃시키다, 은퇴시키다, 아웃 시키다, 퇴각하다, 입후보를 단념하다, 지폐 따위를 회수하다 retiring: 은퇴하는, 수줍은, 퇴직의, 삼가는, 내성적인, 수줍게, 물러나는, 내향적인, 겸손한, 암띤, 퇴직자의 retort: 레토르트, 역습, 보복하다, 대꾸하다, 레토르트로 건류하다, 말대꾸하다, 반박하다, 역습하다, 증류기, 보복, 말대꾸 retreat: 퇴각, 묵상, 퇴각하다, 은퇴, 은퇴처, 쑥 들어가다, 정수, 물러나다, 뒤로 물리다, 귀영 나팔소리, 특히 말을 뒤로 물리다 revealing: 계발적인, 뜻이 깊은, 노출된, 나타나 있는 revel: 술잔치, 한껏 즐기다, 주연을 베풀다, 환락, 음주 등에 낭비하다, 에 빠지다, 술마시고 흥청거림, 매우 기뻐하다, 마시고 흥청거리다, 술로 낭비하다, 몹시 즐기다 revenge: 원한, 복수하다, 복수심, 앙갚음, 원수를 갚다, 복수, 보복, 설욕의 기회, 복수의 기회, 원한을 갚다, 의 복수를 하다 revengeful: 복수심에 불타는, 앙심 깊은, 앙심깊은 reverence: 존경, 존경하다, 위덕, 님, 경례, 숭상, 숭상하다, 신부님, 경의, 위엄, 경계 reverent: 경건한, 독한, 숭상하는 reverse: 뒤의, 역, 거꾸로 하다, 거꾸로의, 반대, 불운, 뒷면, 취소하다, 뒤집다, 뒤, 파기하다 revivalist: 신앙부흥 운동자, 신앙 부훙론자 revolt: 반란, 반항, 반감, 반란을 일으키다, 비위 상하게 하다, 혐오, 반항적태도, 구역질나다, 반감이 생기다, 폭동, 적편에 붙다 revolting: 구역나는, 메스꺼운, 반란하는, 불쾌감을 일으키는, 싫은, 지긋지긋한, 반란을 일으키는 revolve: 회전하다, 궁리하다, 곰곰이 생각하다, 회전시키다, 순환하다, 공전하다, 오가다, 선회하다, 주기적으로 일어나다, 생각나다, 운행시키다 revulsion: 격변, 회수, 유도법, 혐오감, 잡아뗌, 되돌아감, 급변,

399 급격한 반동, 극도의 불쾌감, 반감, 극도의 반감 rhine: 라인강, 독일 서부를 꿰뚫고 북해로 흘러듦 rhyme: 운, 시를 짓다, 압운시, 동운어, 운이 맞다, 운을 달다, 각운, 운문, 운이 맞게 하다, 암운, 시로 만들다 rhythm: 리듬, 율동, 운율, 규칙적인 반복운동, 반복, 운율형식, 절주, 율 rhythmically: 억양있게, 율동적으로, 장단이 잘맞게 riches: 부, 많음, 재물, 재보, 재산, 풍부 richness: 귀중, 부유, 풍부, 비옥, 풍요, 훌륭함, 자양분, 윤택, 맛좋고 실속있음 ridge: 이랑, 산등성이, 산마루, 이랑이 되다, 등, 등줄기, 산맥, 산맥마룻대, 산봉우리, 융기, 콧날 rifle: 라이플총, 강선을 넣다, 강탈하다, 샅샅이 뒤지다, 선조, 소총, 소총 부대, 포획하다, 소총으로 쏘다, 선조총, 훔치다 rightly: 바르게, 정확히, 정당하게, 틀림없이, 정당히, 마땅히, 당연히, 정말로, 적당히 ringed: 반지를 낀, 고리가 있는, 고리 모양의, 결혼한, 약혼한, 고리를 낀 ringing: 울리는, 울려퍼지는, 울림, 공명, 이명 ripe: 익은, 원숙한, 난숙한, 화농한, 붉고 탐스러운, 상스러운, 잘발달된, 준비가 다 된, 천한, 푹 곪은, 한창의 ripple: 웨이브, 잔물결, 잔물결이 일다, 파문, 웅성웅성하는 소리, 삼바디, 물결모양, 잔 물결, 잔물결소리, 찰랑찰랑, 파문을 일으키다 risen: 일어난, 부활한, 오른 risque: 문란한, 외설의, 음란한 riverside: 강변, 강기슭, 강기슭의, 강변의, 강가의, 강가 roadside: 길가, 노변, 길가의, 대로변, 대로변의 roar: 으르렁거리다, 울리다, 노호, 포효, 폭소, 외치다, 노호하다, 고함치다, 반향하다, 소리쳐 말하다, 왁자그르르 웃다 rob: 강탈하다, 강도질을 하다, 훔치다, 남자 이름, 약탈을 하다, 잃게하다, 의 속을 뒤져 훔치다, 강도질하다, 약탈하다, 빼앗다, 에서 빼앗다 robust: 튼튼한, 건장한, 억센, 강건한, 조야한, 감칠맛 있는, 강한, 격심한, 정력적인, 튼튼하게 만든, 확고한 robustness: 강건, 튼튼 rocky: 바위가 많은, 불안정한,

400 완고한, 흔들흔들하는, 암석으로 된, 바위많은, 태연한, 암석질의, 비슬거리는, 불안한, 바위의 rolled: 압연한 rolling: 구르는, 굴리기, 회전 romance: 로맨스, 전기소설, 꾸며낸 이야기를 하다, 연애 사건, 허구, 로망스말의, 모험소설, 로망스말 계통의, 꾸민 이야기를 하다, 가공적인 이야기, 가공적으로 만들어 내다 roofed: 으로 지붕을 한, 지붕이 있는 rooted: 뿌리깊은, 뿌리박은, 정착한, 뿌리있는, 뿌리를 박고 붙어 있는, 움직이지 못하는, 뿌리를 박은 rope: 새끼, 비결, 밧줄로 묶다, 요령, 교수형, 로프, 끈적끈적해지다, 밧줄, 올가미로 잡다, 줄타기용 줄, 줄 roses: 장미빛의 안색 rossetti: 화가, 시인 rot: 부패, 썩다, 썩음, 썩어 문드러지다, 부패물, 타락시키다, 부패시키다, 부패하다, 부패병, 헛소리, 타락 rotten: 약한, 썩은, 부패한, 부서지기 쉬운, 타락한, 더러운, 취약한, 나쁜, 태도가 나쁜, 궂은, 축축한 rotter: 건달, 미움받는 자, 변변찮은 녀석, 보기 싫은 녀석, 쓸모없는 사람, 무용지물 rough-and-ready: 난투, 뒤범벅이된, 임시변통의, 저돌적인, 졸속 주의의, 혼전 rounded: 둥글게 한, 세련된, 완성된, 원순음의, 끝수가 없는, 둥글린, 낭랑한, 어림수의, 완벽한, 입술을 둥글게 하여 발음되는 roundly: 둥글게, 기운차게, 완전히, 솔직히, 충분히, 대강, 활발히, 원형으로, 솔직하게, 세차게, 철저히 rousing: 활발한, 터무니없는, 열렬한, 각성시키는, 감동케하는, 고무하는, 타오르는, 흥분시키는, 격려하는 royally: 멋지게, 왕답게, 왕으로서, 훌륭하게, 훌륭히, 장엄하게, 굉장히 rubber: 숫돌, 고무, 안마사, 고무의, 고무제품, 고무지우개, 탄성고무, 콘돔, 충돌, 지우개, 생고무 rubbishy: 쓰레기의, 시시한, 쓸데없는, 어리석은, 잡동사니의, 찌꺼기의, 폐물의 rubble: 잡석, 파편, 밤자갈, 거친 돌, 조각, 쇄석, 벽돌 따위의 파편, 돌 따위의 파편, 막돌 ruddy: 붉은, 혈색이 좋은, 싫은, 붉게 하다, 몹시, 괘씸한, 지긋지긋한, 붉어지다, 매우, 건강한, 불그스레한 rude: 거친, 버릇없는, 대강의, 건장한, 교양 없는, 난폭한, 자연

Howards End 그대로의, 울퉁불퉁한, 거센, 강장한, 미가공의 rudeness: 버릇없음, 난폭, 무례, 자연 그대로, 조잡, 시끄럽기 rudimentary: 초보의, 미발달의, 흔적의, 발육부전의, 기본의, 형성기의 ruffled: 주름장식이 있는, 물결이 인, 교란된, 주름투성이의, 목털이 난 ruffling: 세포의 파동 운동 ruin: 파멸, 폐허, 손해, 파산, 몰락, 파멸시키다, 피해, 잔해, 파괴하다, 영락, 몰락한 사람 ruined: 몰락한, 파멸한, 황폐한, 해를 입은, 타락한, 멸망한, 파산한 ruinous: 황폐한, 파멸을 가져오는, 파괴적인, 영락한, 터무니없이 비싼, 몰락한, 파멸을 초래하는, 파괴된 ruins: 손해 rum: 이상한, 술, 럼 술, 기묘한, 서투른, 럼주, 만만찮은, 위험한, 어려운, 별스런, 럼술 rumble: 우르르 소리, 우르르 울리다, 의 진상을 간파하다, 울리다, 덜커덕가나다, 덜거덕거리며 가다, 와글와글 지껄이다, 우르르울리는 소리, 와글와글 외치다, 수레 따위가 덜거덕거리며 가다, 하인 좌석 rumour: 소문, 풍설 소문을 내다, 소문을 내다, 소음 rumpus: 소음, 언쟁, 소동, 격론, 큰 소란, 소란, 말다툼 rung: 가로장, 가로대, 살, 단, 단계, 사닥다리의 가로장, 바퀴의 살 rushing: 러닝 플레이로 나아간 거리, 러싱 ruskin: 영국의비평가 rust: 녹, 녹슬다, 녹병에 걸리다, 녹병, 무활동, 녹슬게 하다, 녹병균, 녹빛이 되다, 녹빛, 나쁜 습관, 둔해지다 rustle: 훔치다, 기운차게 하다, 바스락바스락, 살랑살랑 소리내다, 살랑살랑 흔들다, 살랑거리는 소리, 살랑거리다, 서둘러 다루다, 말 따위를 훔치다, 서둘러 움직이다, 소 따위를 훔치다 rustling: 살랑살랑 소리나는, 활발한, 활동적인, 옷스치는 소리가 나는, 가축 도둑질, 살랑살랑 소리 sack: 약탈, 마대, 약탈하다, 해고, 잠자리, 주머니 부대, 부대, 침낭, 누, 큰 자루, 퇴짜 sacred: 신성한, 종교적인, 모신, 바쳐진, 바친, 신성 불가침의, 신의 사자인, 전용되는 sacrifice: 희생타, 희생, 투매하다, 헌신, 싸구려로, 그로 인한 손실, 제물, 희생타로 진루시키다, 희생적

행위, 희생하다, 희생타를 치다 saddle: 안장 모양의 물건, 안장, 등심고기, 권력을 쥐고, 안상부, 안장에 올라 타다, 에 안장을 얹다, 말에 안장을 얹다, 지우다 sadness: 어이없는, 진지한, 우중충충한, 어두운, 슬픈, 비애, 슬퍼하는, 설구워진, 지독한, 슬픔 safely: 몹시 조심하는, 무사한, 믿을 수 있는, 틀림없는, 안전한, 안전하게 sailing: 범주, 출범, 항행, 항해술, 순조로운 진행, 항행력, 항해의 sailor: 선원, 수병, 수부, 수병 모자, 해군 군인 salesman: 점원, 세일즈맨, 외판원, 판매원 salisbury: 짐바브웨의 수도 sallow: 누르스름한, 땅버들, 창백하게 하다, 혈색이 나쁜, 버드나무속의 식물, 누르스름한 색이 되게 되다, 누르스름한 빛깔, 누르스름한 색이 되게 하다 salmon: 연어, 연어살빛, 연어 살빛, 연어 살, 연어살색의 saloon: 술집, 바, 객실, 홀, 큰 방, 사교실, 오락장, 큰 홀, 특별 객차, 라운지, 세단형 자동차 salutation: 인사, 인사말, 경례, 절, 목례 salvation: 구제, 구조, 구조자, 구원, 구세, 구제물 sameness: 동일, 일륜, 동일성 sanctities: 신성한 감정 따위, 신성한 의무 sandwich: 샌드위치, 사이에 끼우다, 샌드위치 모양의 것, 끼워 넣다, 샌드위치 케이크 sandy: 불안정한, 모래의, 모래투성이의, 연한 갈색의, 여자 이름, 스코틀랜드 인의 별명, 모랫빛의, 모래빛의, 꺼칠꺼칠한, 남자 이름 sane: 제정신의, 합리적인, 분별이 있는, 건전한 satanic: 사탄적인, 악마같은, 악마의, 마왕의 satin: 새틴, 매끄러운, 공단, 공단의, 공단 같은 윤을 내다, 공단 같은, 수자 같은 표면, 나방의 일종 saturnalia: 농신제, 법석 saucepan: 스튜 냄비, 손잡이 달린 속깊은 냄비, 소스 냄비 saucer: 받침접시, 받침 접시, 받침 접시 모양의 것, 화분의 밑받침 saucy: 건방진, 스마트한, 멋진, 뻔뻔스런, 쾌활한 savage: 야만적인, 야만인, 잔인, 사나운, 잔인한, 황량한, 세련되지 못한, 최고의, 야만적인 사람, 물어

E.M. Forster 뜯다, 나체의 savagery: 사나운, 야만인, 야만적인, 잔인, 야만 상태, 야만적 행위, 야수, 흉포, 미개 상태 saving: 저금, 구조, 절약, 절약하는, 구제, 제외하는, 저축, 을 더는, 보상, 구하는, 외에는 saxon: 색슨 사람, 색슨 사람의, 색슨, 색슨 말, 색스니 사람의, 영국사람, 작센 사람, 스코틀랜드 저지 사람, 색슨 족, 앵글로색슨 사람, 색슨의 scabbard: 칼집, 권총집, 집, 칼집에 꽂다 scales: 저울 scandal: 중상, 추문, 반감, 의옥, 치욕, 악평, 험담, 불명예, 소동 scandalous: 명예롭지 못한, 못된, 중상적인, 수치스러운, 중상하는 scarcely: 겨우, 거의, 이 아니다, 하지 않는 일은 좀처럼 없다, 간신히 scarf: 스카프, 넥타이, 목도리, 사모턱 이음, 테이블보, 접합하다, 입다, 책상보, 덮다, 끼워 잇기, 깃장식을 두르다 scarlet: 주홍색, 주홍빛, 진홍색의, 진홍색, 죄많은, 진분홍 빛의 옷, 죄악을 상징하는 진홍빛 scathing: 해치는, 호된 scattered: 뿔뿔이 흩어진, 산발적인, 산만한, 산재해 있는, 드문드문 있는 scattering: 흩어진, 산재한, 성긴 scenery: 풍경, 경치, 무대 배경, 세트, 배경, 무대면 scent: 냄새, 향수를 뿌리다, 향수, 흔적, 향기, 냄새 맡다, 냄새를 풍기다, 냄새자취, 실마리, 알아채다, 후각 scholarship: 장학금, 학식, 장학생의 자격, 학문 schoolboy: 남학생, 학생 다운, 학생의 schoolgirl: 여학생 scolding: 잔소리가 심한, 잔소리, 꾸짖는, 힐책 scoring: 득점, 관현악보 작성 scornfully: 경멸하다, 경멸, 떳떳하게 여기지 않다, 깔보고, 경멸하여, 경멸적으로 scrap: 오려낸 것, 폐기하다, 폐물, 파쇠, 작은 조각, 파편, 부스러기로 하다, 주먹다짐하다, 쇠부스러기, 싸움꾼, 잡동사니 scratch: 긁다, 긁힌 상처, 말살하다, 갈겨 쓰다, 근근히 살아가다, 긁는 일, 소정의 규준에 달하다, 어쩌다 맞기, 우비어 파다, 지우다, 찰과상 scream: 소리치다, 날카로운 소리, 깔깔대다, 매우 익살스런 사람, 큰 소리를 지르다, 번지르르하여

어울리지 않다, 깔깔거리며 웃다, 센세이셔널 글을 써대다, 소리질러 말하다, 우스꽝스러운 것, 우스꽝스러운 사람 screaming: 깜짝 놀라게 하는, 번지르르한, 이목을 끌게 하는, 우스워 못 견디는, 날카롭게 외치는, 선정적인, 깔깔 웃는, 킥킥거리는, 외치는, 삑삑 우는, 쇳소리를 지르는 scrub: 관목, 그렇게 하기, 덤블, 미사일 발사중지하다, 뼈빠지게 일하다, 빡빡 문지르다, 자잘한, 북북 문질러 닦기, 취소, 잘 자라지 못한 나무, 미사일 발사 중지 scrupulous: 양심적인, 고지식한, 신중한, 주의 깊은, 정확한, 꼼꼼한 scullery: 설거지간, 방 scum: 찌끼, 더껑이, 찌꺼기, 인간 지스러기, 거품이 일다, 인간 찌꺼 기, 인간 쓰레기, 인간 말짜, 에서 뜬 찌꺼기를 걷어내다, 에 더껑이를 만들다, 에 거품을 만들다 scurf: 비듬, 머리비듬 scythe: 큰 낫, 수레바퀴에 단 낫, 큰 낫으로 베다 seafarer: 뱃사람, 선원 생활, 바다 여행 sea-green: 해록색, 해록색의 sealed: 봉인한, 도장을 찍은 seamy: 솔기가 있는, 이면의, 암흑면, 보기 흉한, 솔기가 나온 seated: 걸상이 ~한, 앉는 부분이 ~한, 엉덩이가~한 seaward: 바다쪽의, 바다쪽으로, 바다를 향한, 바다쪽 second-class: 제이종의, 이급의, 이등으로, 이등의, 제이종, 이급, 차석 우등 졸업, 이류의 sedan: 세단형 자동차, 의자 가마 seducer: 유혹하다, 꾀어내다, 부추기다, 황홀케하다, 유혹자 sedulous: 애써 공들인, 부지런한, 꼼꼼한, 근면한 seed: 씨, 시드하다, 씨를 뿌리다, 자손, 종자, 알, 성숙하다, 시드된 경기자, 원인, 종자가 되는 것, 정액 seeker: 목표물 탐색 장치, 탐구자, 그 장치를 한 미사일 seeming: 겉으로의, 외관상의 겉보기, 외관, 겉모양, 외관상의, 표면만의 seemly: 적당한, 점잖은, 알맞은, 품위 있게 seized: 점유한 seizing: 압류, 잡기, 동여맴, 동여매는 밧줄, 점유, 움켜짐, 꼭쥠, 빼앗음, 소유, 붙잡기 seldom: 드물게, 흔히, 좀처럼...않는, 좀처럼, 않는 self-confidence: 자신, 자신 과잉,

401 자신감, 자부 self-conscious: 자의식이 강한, 자의식의, 사람 앞을 꺼리는, 수줍어하는 self-contained: 자기 충족의, 그것만으로 완비된, 말없는, 터놓지 않는, 자급식의, 가구별로 필요 시설이 각추어진, 독립한, 자제하는, 각호 독립식의, 말 없는 self-control: 자제, 극기, 자제심, 근신 self-denial: 극기, 자기 부정, 자제 self-effacement: 무아, 표면에 나서지 않음 self-indulgent: 스스로 과한, 자초한 selfish: 이기적인, 제멋대로의, 자기 본위의, 자애적인 selfishness: 이기주의, 자기본위, 자애적 self-possession: 냉정, 유연, 침착 self-respect: 자존심, 자존이 있는, 자존 self-sacrifice: 자기 희생 semblance: 유사, 외관, 겉꾸밈, 외형, 허울 sempiternal: 영원한, 구원의 sensation: 센세이션, 감각, 감동, 인기, 감정, 세상을 떠들썩하게 하는 것 senseless: 무감각한, 무분별한, 무의식의, 몰상식한, 무감각의, 무의미한 senselessness: 무감각한, 무의식의, 무분별한, 무분별, 무의식상태 sensibly: 현명하게, 스마트하기보다는 실용 본위로, 눈에 띌 정도로, 느끼기 쉽게, 분별있게, 지각 있게, 현저히현명하게, 분별 있게, 느낄 수 있게 sentiment: 의견, 감상, 정서, 감정의, 감상적인, 다감, 정취, 다감한, 감정, 감정에 흐르는 경향, 감정적인 생각 sentimental: 감상적인, 감정의, 다감한, 감정적인, 감정에 바탕을 둔 sentimentalist: 다정 다감한 사람, 감성적인 사람, 감정가, 감상적인 사람, 정에 약한 사람 sentinel: 보초, 파수병을 두다, 파수병, 망보다, 보초를 서다, 표지, 보초를 세우다, 보초의 seraphic: 거룩한, 천사의, 치품 천사 같은, 치품 천사의 serenity: 화창함, 청명, 침착, 고요, 평온, 맑음, 전하 sermon: 잔소리, 설교, 설교하다, 교훈 serried: 밀집한, 빽빽이 들어찬 servant: 하인, 봉사자, 고용인, 머슴, 부하, 공무원, 종업원, 하인의

402 settling: 앙금, 침전물, 식민, 결정, 내려앉음, 고정, 맑아짐 severely: 수수한, 간소한, 격렬한, 엄밀한, 군더더기 없는, 엄숙한, 호된, 중한, 심하게, 간소하게, 엄하게 severn: 잉글랜드 남서부의 강 sewing: 재봉, 바느질감, 바느질실, 재봉의 shade: 그늘, 망령, 땅거미, 차양, 색조, 저승, 그늘지게하다, 색의 뉘앙스, 바림하다, 으로부터 빛을 막다, 어둠 shading: 묘영법, 농담, 차광, 그늘 지게 하기, 미세한 변화, 햇볕가림, 근소한변화, 차일, 점차적인 변화, 명암법, 근소한 변화 shadowy: 공허한, 덧없는, 몽롱한, 그림자 있는, 그림자가 많은, 그림자 같은, 환상의, 흔적을 나타내는 shaft: 샤프트, 수갱, 통로, 화살, 굴대, 축대, 창자루, 광선, 배기 구멍, 화살대, 축 shake: 악수하다, 휘두르다, 떨어버리다, 흔들다, 흔들어 깨우다, 흩뿌리다, 흔들어 떨어뜨리다, 진동하다, 전음을 쓰다, 흔들리게 하다, 떨다 shaking: 흔들림, 진동, 흔들리는, 흔듦 shallow: 얕은, 천박한, 얕게 하다, 물이 얕은 곳, 여울, 모래 톱 shameful: 부끄러운, 창피한, 고약한, 잡스러운 shameless: 파렴치한, 부끄러움을 모르는, 수치를 모르는, 풍속을 문란케 하는 shapeless: 모양이 좋음, 무형의, 엉성항, 혼란한, 못생긴 shawl: 숄, 어깨 걸치개, 에 숄을 걸치다 sheaf: 묶다, 다발짓다, 묶음, 다발, 단 shelf: 선반, 모래톱, 모양의 장소, 바위턱, 시령, 암초, 암붕, 평층 shelter: 방공호, 보호하다, 피난하다, 보호물, 은신처, 차페물, 주거, 햇빛을 피하다, 비호하다, 비호, 대피호 shepherd: 목사, 이끌다, 양치는 사람, 지키다, 양치기, 치다, 인도하다, 목양견 shifting: 이동하는, 바뀌는, 속임수, 협잡의, 이동, 수책을 부리는, 술책을 부리는 shine: 햇빛, 빛나다, 장난, 닦다, 비치다, 빼어나다, 좋아함, 윤기, 애착, 퍼렇게 멍든 눈, 일광 shining: 화려한, 빛나는 뛰어난, 두드러진, 빛나는

Howards End shocked: 어안이 벙벙한, 얼떨떨한, 충격을 받은 shocking: 지독한, 지독하게, 충격적인, 망측한, 무서운, 오싹하게 하는, 고약한, 소름끼치는, 형편 없는 shockingly: 몹시, 무시무시하게, 지독하게, 깜짝 놀랄 만큼, 엄청나게 shoddy: 가짜, 가짜의, 재생의, 굴퉁이의, 재생 털실, 위조품, 재생 나사, 재생 모직물, 재생한 털실, 재생 모직물의, 싸구려 물품 shoe: 구두, 신, 편자, 단화, 접촉부, 끝쇠, 타이어의 외피, 이왕 내친 걸음이면 끝까지, 집전장치, 구두를 신기다, 구두 모양의 것 shoot: 쏘다, 쑥내밀다, 발사하다, 내려가다, 퍼붓다, 질주하다, 나다, 곧게 밀다, 촬영하다, 사출하다, 슈트하다 shooting: 촬영, 사격, 총사냥, 발사, 격통, 수렵, 사출, 사냥터, 쿡쿡 쑤시는 아픔, 수렵 구역 shopman: 점원, 직공 shopper: 물건 사는 손님, 물건 사는 사람, 무료 신문 shore: 육지, 지주, 해안, 육지로, 언덕, 뭍, 나라, 떠받치다, 물가, 지주로 받치다, 양륙하다 shorten: 짧게 하다, 무르게 하다, 짧아지다, 줄이다, 아동복을 입히다, 빼앗다, 깎다, 파삭파식하게 하다, 짧아 보이게 하다 shout: 외침, 외치다, 승부는 났다, 소리침, 소리치다, 부르짓다, 떠들어 대다, 고함치다, 큰소리로 말하다, 한턱낼 차례, 큰소리 shouting: 외침, 환호, 고함 소리 shower: 소나기, 많음, 쏟아짐, 선물, 소나기로 적시다, 빗발치듯 내리다, 소나기가 쏟아지다, 뿌리다, 빗발 치듯함, 샤워, 소나기가 오다 showman: 흥행사, 연기적 재능이 있는 사람 shrewd: 빈틈없는, 기민한, 모진, 심한, 약빠른, 날카로운, 짓궂은, 얘민한, 영리해 보이는 shrill: 새된 소리로, 강렬한, 날카로운 소리, 날카롭게, 높은 소리로, 새된 목소리, 새된 목소리로 말하다, 새된 목소리로, 날카로운 소리를 내다, 날카로운, 과장된 shroud: 덮개, 수의, 양옆뱃전에 버틴 돛대줄, 싸는 것, 양 옆뱃전에 버틴 돛대줄, 지하 예배당, 돛대 밧줄, 측판, 수의를 입히다, 가리다 shrubbery: 관목 숲, 관목을 심은 길 shuddering: 쭈뼛해지는, 떠는, 몸서리치는 shy: 뒷걸음질, 내성적인, 냉소,

겁많은, 부족한, 조심성 많은, 놀라 물러서다, 홱 던지다, 을 의심하다, 수줍다, 을 피하다 shyly: 수줍어서, 겁내어, 부끄러워 하며, 수줍게 si: 시 sideways: 옆으로, 옆의, 비스듬히 옆의, 비스듬한, 샛길 siege: 포위, 을 포위하다, 의 포의를 풀다, 줄기차게 공격하다, 오랜 기간, 포위 공격 sigh: 한숨, 탄식, 을 슬퍼하다, 한숨쉬며 말하다, 그리워하다, 살랑거리다, 슬퍼하다, 한숨 쉬다, 한숨 지으며 말하다, 한숨 짓듯 산들거리다, 사모하다 signature: 테마 음악, 서명, 기호, 접지 번호, 전지, 서명하기, 인쇄지의 접지 번호, 용법주의 signify: 의미하다, 중대하다, 예시하다, 나타내다, 중요하다, 의 전조가 되다 silently: 잠자코, 조용히, 아무 말 않고, 묵묵히, 고요하게 silkworm: 누에 silliness: 어리석음, 바보같음, 어리석은 짓 simulated: 가장한, 모의 실험의, 모조의, 인 체하는, 가짜의, 모의 훈련의 sin: 잘못, 죄, 칠죄종, 짓다, 위반, 저지르다, 벌받을 일, 죄를 짓다, 사인, 신 sincere: 성실한, 진실의 sincerely: 성실한, 진실의, 미음으로부터, 진정으로 sincerity: 성실, 성의, 정직 sine: 사인 sinfulness: 버락입을, 죄많은, 죄있는 singular: 단수, 단 하나의, 단수의, 현저한, 각각의 단수의, 보통이 아닌 단수, 멋진, 이상한, 개개의, 훌륭한, 단수형 singularly: 단수로, 단수, 이상하게, 훌륭한, 각각의 단수의, 개개의, 단 하나의, 독특한, 멋진, 이상한, 현저한 sink: 쇠약해지다, 내려앉다, 낮추다, 가라앉히다, 지다, 스며들다, 몰락하다, 침몰하다, 숙이다, 쑥 빠지다, 우묵해지다 sinking: 가라앉음, 내려앉는, 쇠약 가라앉는, 쇠퇴하는, 가라앉는 sinner: 죄인, 개구쟁이 sinuous: 꾸불꾸불한, 복잡한, 빙통그러진, 유연한 sirloin: 허리고기, 소의 허리 상부의 살 sister-in-law: 제수, 형수, 시누이,

E.M. Forster 올케, 처제 sisterly: 자매의, 여성 단체, 짝의, 여자친구, 언니, 수녀, 누이, 자매, 부인회, 자매 같은, 자매같이 skilful: 숙련된, 잘 만들어진 skirt: 스커트, 변두리에 있다, 과 경계를 접하다, 에 자락을달다, 가를 따라가다, 계집, 변두리, 가장자리, 자락, 가장자리를 따라 가다, 교외 skull: 두개골, 머리, 두뇌, 머리를 때리다, 일류 인물 skyline: 지평선, 하늘을 배경으로 한 윤곽 slack: 느린, 늦추다, 늘어진, 침체된, 분탄, 느즈러진 곳, 느즈러진, 느슨한, 좋지 못한, 약해지다, 슬랙스 slacken: 느슨해지다, 늦추다, 늘어지다, 게을리하다, 감소시키다, 늦어지다 slang: 속어, 속어를쓰다, 속어를 쓰다, 속어의, 술어, 통용어 sleeping: 수면 sleeve: 소매, 을 몰래 준비하다, 소매를 달다, 소매자락, 슬리브관, 커버 slender: 가느다란, 마른, 얼마 안 되는, 빈약한, 미덥지 못한, 미덥지 않은, 협음의, 모자라는, 호리호리한 slide: 미끄러짐, 사태, 슬라이드, 미끄러지다, 활주, 스르르 빠져들다, 단층, 슬라이딩, 미끄러 떨어뜨리는 대, 미끄러져 가다, 산사태 sliding: 변화하는, 미끄러지는, 미끄러져 움직이는 slime: 찰흙을 칠하다, 찰흙, 점액, 끈적끈적한 것, 찐득찐득한 것, 진흙투성이가 되다, 점액으로 뒤덮다, 언짢은 것, 악의 세계, 미꾸라지처럼 미끈미끈 빠져 나가다, 더러운 것 sling: 매다는 사슬, 매달다, 삼각 붕대, 투석기로 던지다, 멜빵, 메달아 올리다, 투석, 투석기, 투석기로 쏘다, 돌을 쏨, 걸빵 slope: 경사지다, 경사도, 비탈, 경사면, 경사지게 하다, 경사, 달아나다, 어깨 총의 자세, 자체의 기울기 sloppy: 너절한, 젖은, 무척 감상적인, 젖어서 단청치 못한, 나약하고 감상적인, 묽고 싱거운, 질퍽한, 더러워진 slot: 가늘고 긴 구멍, 요금 구멍, 의 자국을 밟다, 넣다, 마룻바닥의 구멍 뚜껑, 홈, 위치, 요금 구멍, 발자취, 슬롯, 시간대 slyly: 몰래, 장난스러운, 교활한, 은밀한, 익살맞은, 음흉한 smash: 분쇄, 스매시, 실패, 충돌,

대성공, 박살내다, 대만원, 대패, 맹렬하게 내리치다, 맹렬히 나아가다, 파산하다 smashed: 술취한 smelt: 용해하다, 제련하다, 빙어, 빙어 무리의 식용어 smoked: 훈제의, 유연으로 그을린, 그을린, 훈제한 smoking: 발연, 흡연, 냄, 끽연, 담배를 피우는, 발한, 흡연 연기 나는, 그을림, 연기 남, 담배 피우는, 김 나는 smoothly: 평지, 매끄러운, 입에 당기는, 유창한, 반드러워지다, 수염 없는, 초원, 잔잔한, 반드럽게 함, 반드러운 부분, 반드러운 smug: 공부벌레, 혼자 우쭐대는, 말쑥한, 잘난 체하는, 산뜻한, 공부밖에 모르는 학생 snake: 뱀, 뒤틀다, 꿈틀거리다, 꿈틀꿈틀 움직이다, 음흉한 사람, 잡아 끌다, 말 살며시 가벼리다, 말 없이 가벼리다, 묶다, 뱀 같은 인간, 와이어로 하수관을 청소하다 snap: 달려들다, 덥석 물다, 딸깍 소리내다, 정력, 못 견디게 되다, 꽝당다, 물어뜯다, 덥석 물음, 버럭 소리침, 불발로 그치다, 툭 끊다 snatch: 와락 붙잡다, 잡아챔, 작은 조각, 강탈, 급히 먹다, 한입, 단시간, 단편, 잡으려고 하다, 용하게 얻다, 움켜잡으려들다 sneaking: 비열한, 슬금슬금하는, 살금살금 걷는, 비밀의 sneer: 비웃다, 비웃어 말하다, 조소, 비웃음, 멸시, 비웃는 말, 비웃듯이 말하다, 비웃으며 말하다, 비웃는 태도, 비웃듯이 쓰다 sneeze: 재채기, 업신여기다, 재채기하다, 깔보다, 유괴, 유괴하다, 체포하다 snobbish: 속물 근성이 있는, 속물의 snub: 들창코의, 급정거, 냉대하다, 몰아세우다, 무뚝뚝한, 윽박지르다, 호되게 꾸짖음, 담배를 비벼 끄다, 넓적코의, 급히 멈춤, 갑자기 멈추기 위한 snug: 아늑한, 넉넉한, 숨은, 조촐한, 깨끗한, 내항성있는, 잘 정비된, 서로 기분 좋게 눕다, 가지런히 정비된, 단정히 하다, 아담한 soaked: 스며든, 흠뻑젖은 so-and-so: 여차여차, 이러저러, 나쁜 놈, 아무개 soapy: 비누투성이의, 비누의, 알랑거리는, 비누 투성이의, 아첨하는, 비누 같은, 미끈미끈한, 비누같은, 비누질의, 연속 홈 멜로드라마 같은

403 sob: 눈물을 자아내는, 흐느끼다, 흐느끼는 듯한 소리를 내다, 훌쩍이는 울음, 훌쩍이면서 이야기하다, 흐느낌, 흐느껴 울다, 흐느끼며 말하다, 숨을 가쁘게 쉬다, 숨을 헐떡이다, 개새끼 sober: 수수한, 술이 깨다, 냉정한, 취하지않은, 진지한, 분별 있는, 맑은 정신의, 마음이 가라앉다, 마음을 가라앉히다, 과장 없는, 침착해지다 socialism: 사회주의, 사회주의자, 사회당, 사회주의 운동 socially: 사회적으로, 사교적으로, 사교상, 허물없이, 터놓고 sofa: 소파, 긴의자 softening: 연수법, 연화, 노망, 뇌연화, 우둔 softness: 조용한, 수월한, 연한, 흐릿한, 온화한, 상쾌한, 조용하게, 부드럽게, 부드러운물건, 부드러운, 매끈한 solemn: 엄숙한, 정식의, 격식 차린, 신성한, 종교 상의, 진지한, 심각한 표정의, 종교상의, 중대한 solemnity: 의식, 장엄, 엄숙, 점잔뺌, 정식, 점잔 뺌 solemnly: 엄숙하게, 장엄하게, 진지하게 solidity: 견고, 고체성, 견실, 단단함, 밀도 짙음, 체적, 굳음, 실질적임, 입체성, 고체 solitary: 고독한, 혼자의, 외로운, 단독의, 혼자사는 사람, 혼자 사는 사람, 유일한, 분리된, 인적이 없는 sombre: 수수한, 어두컴컴한, 음침한, 침울한, 거무칙칙한, 어둠침침한 sooty: 거무스름한, 그을은, 그을음의, 그을음 빛갈의, 그을음투성이의, 그을음 같은, 그을음으로 더러워진, 그을음 빛깔의 sopping: 흠뻑 젖은, 흠뻑 sore: 상처, 아픈, 언짢은 추억, 지독한, 성마른, 슬픈, 아프게, 얼얼한, 비통, 힘차게, 진무른데 sorrel: 밤색, 수영, 구렁 말, 참소리쟁이, 팽이밥류, 밤색의 sorrow: 불행, 슬픔, 고난, 슬픈, 슬퍼보이는, 아쉬움, 슬퍼하다, 후회, 고생 soulless: 영혼이 없는, 기백 없는, 무정한 sounder: 음향기, 울리는 것, 전음 발신기, 측심원, 소리내는 것, 소식자, 울리는 사람, 측심기, 산돼지 떼 soundly: 충분히, 건전한, 확실한, 합리적인, 철저한, 강하지않은, 안전한, 건전하게 soup: 수프, 마력, 짙은 안개, 속력을

404 늘리다, 에 활기를 주다, 마력을 늘리다, 니트로글리세린, 마력을 높이다, 더 활기를 띠게 하다, 성능을 높이다 sourly: 불쾌하게, 심술궂게, 음침하게, 시큼하게, 시게, 까다롭게 sourness: 시큼함, 심술궂음, 음침함, 찌무룩함, 까다로움 southward: 남으로부터, 남으로, 남쪽에, 남쪽으로, 남쪽으로의, 남쪽의 southwards: 남쪽으로, 남쪽에 sow: 암퇘지, 뿌리다, 에 씨를 뿌리다, 퍼뜨리다, 흩 뿌리다, 씨를 뿌리다, 의 원인을 뿌리다, 선철이 흐르는 길, 의 씨를 뿌리다, 쥐며느리, 원인을 뿌리다 span: 뼘으로 재다, 한 쌍의 말, 한뼘, 짧은 길이, 전장, 경간, 한쌍의 말, 전폭, 걸치다, 한 뼘, 한 멍에에 매인 한 쌍의 소 sparkling: 반짝이는, 번득이는, 거품이 이는, 불꽃을 튀기는 spasm: 경련, 발작 spate: 격발, 큰비, 홍수, 큰물, 터져 나옴 specimen: 견본, 표본, 괴짜, 인물, 별난 사람, 예 spectacle: 구경거리, 안경, 광경, 장관, 보기에 도 지겨운 것, 타자의 재차의 무득점, 보기에 도 딱한 것 spectacles: 안경 speculate: 추측하다, 사색하다, 투기를 하다, 의 부기를 하다, 투기하다 speculation: 투기, 추측, 사색, 공리 speedwell: 꼬리풀의 일종, 꼬리풀 무리 sphere: 하늘, 구체, 천공, 천체, 별, 활동범위, 구, 구면, 영역, 지구본, 지위 spin: 낙제시키다, 질주하다, 잣다, 방적하다, 짓다, 회전시켜 만들다, 어질어질하다, 눈이 핑 돌다, 토하다, 뱅글뱅글 돌다, 급락 spine: 등뼈, 척주, 가시, 돌기, 책의 등, 바늘 spiritualism: 유심론, 강신술, 심령론, 관념론, 강령설 spiritually: 영적으로, 정신적으로, 신성하게, 고상하게 spite: 악의, 원한, 앙심으로, 에 짓궂게 굴다, 을 돌보지 않고, 에도 불구하고, 짓궂게 굴다, 앙갚음하다 splash: 튀다, 튀기다, 튀김, 철벅철벅, 첨벙, 반점, 흩뿌린 것 같은 무늬로 하다, 큰호평을 얻다, 소량의 소다수, 풍덩 떨어지다, 튄물 splendid: 화려한, 빛나는, 훌륭한,

Howards End 굉장한, 근사한, 멋진, 눈부신 splendidly: 화려한, 훌륭한, 굉장한, 근사한, 빛나는 splendour: 빛남, 광채, 호화, 훌륭함, 현저함, 장려, 현저, 광휘를 나타내는 것, 광휘를 주는 것 spoil: 관직, 망치다, 이권, 약탈하다, 발굴물, 약탈품, 아이를 응석받이로 키우다, 못쓰게 되다, 손상케하다, 상하다, 약탈 spoilt: 응석받이로 자라 못쓰게 된 spout: 내뿜다, 주둥이, 전당잡히다, 전당포, 분출, 회오리, 도도히 말하다, 물기둥전당물 발송 승강기, 분류, 꼭지, 분수 springboard: 뜀판, 계기를 주는 것, 스프링보드 spruce: 말쑥한, 말쑥하게 하다, 가문비나무속의 나무, 그 재목, 말쑥하게 꾸미다, 모양내다, 가문비, 몸치장시키다, 조촐한 sprung: 얼근한 squalor: 치사함, 더러움, 너더분함, 비열, 누추함 squeeze: 압착하다, 압착, 밀어 넣다, 곤경, 본뜨기, 혼잡, 짜지다, 압착되다, 붐빔, 짜내다, 착취하다 squirrel: 다람쥐, 저장하다, 지붕에 올라가다 squirt: 분출, 주사기, 분수, 건방진 젊은 이, 분출하다, 건방진 벼락부자, 에 뿜게 하다 stack: 낟가리, 서가, 많음, 걸어총하다, 걸어총, 다량, 더미, 고도차를두어 대기시키다, 조립 굴뚝, 굴뚝, 부정한 수로 카드 stacked: 육체미 있는 staged: 일부러 꾸민, 상연용으로 각색된, 단계적으로 생기는, 무대에 올려진, 연출된, 단계적으로 생기도록 계획된 staggering: 비틀거리는, 깜짝 놀라게 하는, 망설이는 stain: 얼룩, 오점, 더러워지다, 착색, 착색하다, 흠, 더럽히다, 손상시키다, 얼룩지다, 얼룩을 묻히다, 더럼 staircase: 계단, 사닥다리 계단 stalk: 줄기, 대, 몰래 접근하다, 활보하다, 퍼지다, 잎꼭지, 유유히 걷다, 몰래 접근함, 경상부, 활보, 꽃꼭지 stammer: 말을 더듬다, 더듬으며 말하다, 말 더듬기, 더듬거리며 말하다, 말더듬기 standstill: 정지, 휴지, 막힘, 침체 starched: 풀을 먹인, 위엄을 부리는, 거북살스럽게 하는 stare: 응시하다, 응시, 두드러 지다, 빤히 보다, 노려보아..시키다,

시키다, 빤히 쳐다보기, 노려보아, 노려보다, 눈에 띄다 startled: 놀란 startling: 놀랄 만한, 기겁하게 하는 starve: 갈망하다, 굶주리다, 아사하다, 굶주리게 하다, 배고프다, 동사시키다, 굶어 죽다, 시장기를 느끼다, 허기지게 하다 starved: 굶주린, 허기진, 굶어 죽는 stationary: 고정된, 정지한, 움직이지 않는, 고정시킨, 변화 없는, 얼른 보아 경도에 변화가 없는, 움직이지 않는 것, 움직이지 않는 사람, 정주한 stationery: 문방구, 편지지, 문구 statistician: 통계학자, 통계가 stature: 발달, 신장 성장, 키, 성장, 성장도 steadily: 꾸준히, 착실히, 견실하게 steadiness: 불변, 견실함, 끈기, 착실, 한결같음 steal: 훔치다, 도둑질하다, 도루하다, 훔침, 횡재, 도둑질, 도루, 몰래 손에 넣다, 훔친물건, 몰래가다조용히 움직이다, 싸게 산 물건 stealing: 훔침, 도루, 훔친물건 stealthily: 몰래, 은밀히 steam-engine: 증기 기관 steamer: 기선, 찌는 기구, 증기기관 steep: 담그는 액체, 험한, 엄청난, 가풀막, 적시다, 담그다, 담금, 몰두 시키다, 급경사진, 가파른, 적심 steering: 조타, 조정, 등선실, 조타의 stench: 악취, 고약한 냄새 stepmother: 의붓어머니, 계모, 의붓어미 stepney: 예비바퀴 sterility: 불임, 무효, 불모, 빈약, 무취미, 무결과, 무미 건조, 빈곤, 중성, 불임증 sternly: 엄숙하게, 단호하게, 피폐하게, 엄격하게, 엄하게 stickily: 끈적거리게 sticking: 끈적거림, 끈적끈적한, 늘어붙는, 개탕 대패로 깎기 stiff: 시체, 딱딱한, 빡빡한, 독한, 강세의, 완고한, 뻣뻣한, 되게 반죽된, 딱딱한사람, 잘움직이지 않는, 경직한 팽팽한 stifling: 답답한, 숨막힐 듯한, 딱딱하고 거북한, 거북살스러운, 숨막힐듯한 stigmatize: 에 낙인을 찍다, 비난하다, 에 오명을 씌우다, 낙인을 찍다, 성흔이 생기게 하다, 소반이 생기게 하다, 에게 오명을 씌우다 stilton: 스틸턴 치즈 stimulus: 자극, 흥분제, 격려, 자극물, 흥분, 쐐기털, 침, 고무 sting: 찌르다, 찌르기, 자극하다,

E.M. Forster 속이다, 격통, 가시, 얼얼하다, 고통, 바늘이 돋치다, 엄청난 값을 부르다, 빈정거림 stink: 악취, 냄새를 맡아내다, 평판이 나쁘다, 악취를 풍겨 내쫓다, 고약한 냄새, 악취를 풍기다, 악취를 피워 내쫓다, 의 냄새를 맡다, 평이 나쁘다, 화학 stinking: 구린, 냄새나는, 악취를 풍기는, 불쾌할 정도로 stir: 활동, 움직이다, 움직임, 휘젓다, 뒤섞다, 흥분, 찌르기, 휘젓기, 유통하다, 흥분시키다, 활동하다 stocking: 스타킹, 긴 양말, 구두를 벗고, 긴양말, 다리털 stole: 여자용 어깨 걸이, 영대, 스톨, 길고 헐거운 겉옷, 주부용 외투 stopping: 정지, 중지, 메우개, 구두점을 찍음, 멈추게 함, 멎는, 메워서 채움, 손가락으로 선을 누름 stoutly: 용감하게, 튼튼하게 strained: 억지의, 팽팽한, 긴박한, 긴장한, 긴장된, 억지로 지어낸, 부자연스러운 strand: 바닷가, 좌초시키다, 가닥을 끊다, 물가, 꼬다, 좌초하다, 외가닥, 궁핍하게 하다 strangely: 이상하게, 기묘하게, 서먹서먹하게, 기묘하게도, 색다르게, 이상하게도 stranger: 손님, 제삼자, 낯선 사람, 새로 온 사람, 무 경험자, 모르는 사람, 을 쌀쌀하게대하다, 여보세요, 문외한 straw: 짚, 밀짚, 가짜의, 하찮은, 하찮은 물건, 짚한 오라기, 짚으로 만든, 스트로, 밀짚모자, 하찮은 것, 짚으로 만든 것 strawberries: 딸기 stray: 길을 잃다, 길 잃은, 길 잃은 가축, 드문, 뿔뿔이 흩어진, 일행에서 뒤처진, 방황하다, 못된 길로 빠지다, 집잃은 아이, 헤매다, 고립한 strayed: 길을 잃는 streaming: 흐름, 능력별 학급 편성 strengthen: 강해지다, 기운이 나다, 기운을 돋우다, 강하게하다, 강하게 하다 strengthening: 보강하는, 강하게 하는 것 strenuous: 정력적인, 분투적인, 분투하는 stretched: 잡아당기는 strident: 귀에 거슬리는, 삐걱거리는 striking: 치는, 파업중인, 인상적인, 현저한, 두드러진, 눈에 띄는 strip: 벗기다, 옷을 벗다, 길고 가느다란 조각, 장비를 떼다, 활주로, 벌거숭이로 만들다, 빼앗다, 철판

활주로, 연재만화, 의 덮개를 없애다, 줄거리를 떼어내다 striped: 줄무늬가 있는, 줄이 있는 stroll: 산책하다, 산책, 어슬렁어슬렁 거닐기, 을 어슬렁어슬렁 거닐다, 어슬렁어슬렁 거닐다, 방랑하다, 유랑하다, 한가롭게 이리저리 거닐다, 한가롭게 거닐다, 떠돌아다니다, 어슬렁어슬렁 걷기 strolling: 순회 공연하는 struggling: 분투하는, 생활고와 싸우는, 기를쓰는, 발버둥치는, 노력하는 stuffy: 통풍이 안되는, 답답한, 딱딱한, 나른한, 무거운, 부루퉁한, 성난, 뾰로통한, 하찮은 일에 정색을 잘하는 stunning: 기절시키는, 멍하게 하는, 아주 멋진, 멍해지는, 매우 훌륭한 stunt: 묘기, 발육을 방해하다, 곡예, 주접든 동식물, 주접들기, 주접들게하다, 위축병, 곡예비행, 연구, 발육저지, 곡예를 하다 stunted: 성장을 방해당한, 주접든, 발달이 멎은, 발육이 멎은 stupidity: 어리석음, 우둔, 어리석은 언동, 어리석은 짓, 얼빠진 언동, 얼빠짐 subconscious: 어렴풋이 의식하고 있는, 잠재의식, 잠재 의식의, 잠재 의식 sublet: 하청 시키다, 다시 빌려주다, 전대하다 sublime: 고상하게 하다, 장엄한, 승화시키다, 고상한, 숭고, 장엄, 숭고하다, 승화하다, 고상하게 되다, 웅대한, 최고의 submerged: 극빈의, 숨겨진, 침수생의, 최저 생활을 하는, 감추어진, 물속에서 자라는, 빈궁한, 수몰된, 수중의, 액내의, 침수된 submissively: 유순하게 subscribe: 서명하다, 예약하다, 기부하다, 응모하다, 기부자 명부에 써넣다, 서명하여 동의 하다, 찬성하다, 구독하다, 기부명부에 기명하다, 승낙하다, 동의하다 subscription: 서명, 응모, 기부, 예약 구독료, 예약, 신청, 예약 구독, 기부의 신청, 예약 구독의 유효 기간, 서명 승낙 suburban: 교외의, 편협한, 도시 근교 특유의, 세련되지 않은 교외거주자, 시외의, 교외에 있는 suburbia: 교외, 교외의 생활 양식 subway: 지하철, 지하도 succulent: 흥미진진한, 즙이많은, 다육의, 흥미 진진한, 다즙 조직, 즙이 많은

405 sufferer: 환자, 수난자, 고생하는 사람, 이재자, 이재민, 괴로워하는 사람 suffrage: 투표, 투표권, 선거권, 남을 위한 짧은 기도 suggestive: 암시적인, 연상시키는, 유혹적인, 암시하는, 암시의, 생각나게 하는, 유발시키는 듯한 suicide: 자살자, 자살, 자멸, 자살적 행위, 자살하다, 죽이다 suited: 의 슈트를 입은, 슈트를 입은, 적합하여, 어울려 suiting: 양복지, 복지 summon: 소집하다, 불러 일으키다, 요구하다, 호출하다, 에게 항복을 권고하다, 소환하다, 에 권유하다 sumptuous: 사치스런, 값진, 호화로운, 값비싼 sunbeam: 햇빛, 광선, 태양 광선 sunburn: 볕에 탐, 햇볕에 태우다, 볕에 태우다, 볕에 타다, 햇볕에 탐 sunburnt: 햇볕에 탄, 햇볕에 타 죽은 sundown: 일몰 sunlight: 햇빛, 일광 sunlit: 햇볕에 쬐인, 볕이드는 sunrise: 해돋이, 해뜰녘, 초기 sunset: 말기, 해질녘, 일몰, 저녁놀, 종말, 일물 sunshine: 햇빛, 맑은 날씨, 명랑, 양지, 쾌활 superannuated: 시대에 뒤진, 퇴직한, 노쇠한, 노쇠하여 퇴직한, 병약하여 퇴직한 superficial: 표면의, 피상적인, 천박한, 면적의, 넓이의, 깊이가 없는 superficially: 천박하게, 외면적으로, 피상적으로, 표면적으로 superfluous: 여분의 superhuman: 초인적인, 사람의 짓이 아닌, 신기의, 신의 superiority: 우월, 우세 superman: 초인 supernatural: 초자연의, 불가사의한, 초자연적인 힘, 신의 조화 superstition: 미신, 사교 superstitious: 미신에 사로잡힌, 미신저긴, 미신의 supervision: 감독 supper: 저녁 식사, 밤참 supposing: 이라면, 만약 supremely: 지상으로, 최고로, 주권을 가져서, 극도로 surety: 보증, 담보, 보증인, 확실성 surgeon: 군의관, 외과 의사, 선의 surmise: 추량, 추측하다, 추측, 추량하다 surreptitiously: 몰래, 부정하게, 남모르게 surrey: 잉글랜드 남동부의 주

406 surveying: 측량, 측량술 suspicion: 미량, 의심, 협의, 소량, 낌새챔, 느낌, 용의, 에 혐의를 두다 suspicious: 의심을 나타내는, 괴이쩍은, 의심하는, 의심스러운, 의심 많은, 의혹을 일으키는 suspiciously: 수상쩍게, 의심쩍게, 의심많게, 의심스럽게 sustain: 버티다, 확인하다, 유지하다, 받다, 견디다, 부양하다, 승인하다, 지지하다, 훌륭히 해내다, 입다, 계속하다 sustained: 지속된 swamp: 압도하다, 물에 잠기게 하다, 처박다, 궁지에 몰아 넣다, 늪, 늪에 빠지다, 수렁에 빠뜨리다 sweep: 옷자락을 끌며 걷다, 털다, 청소하다, 엄습하다, 길고 큰 노, 굴뚝 청소부, 타다, 만곡, 먼지, 한 번 휘두르기, 청소 sweeping: 청소, 일소하는, 일소, 파죽지세, 전반에 걸친, 불어제침, 밀어내림, 먼지, 대대적인, 쓰레기, 소탕 sweeten: 달게 하다, 좋아지다, 좋게하다, 유쾌하게 하다, 누그러지다, 달게 되다, 의 느낌을 좋게 하다, 의 매력을 높이다, 의 비위를 맞추다, 의 울림을 좋게 하다, 의 입맛을 좋게 하다 sweetening: 감미료, 달게 함, 달게 하기 sweetness: 아름다움, 친절, 방향, 단맛, 유쾌, 감미로움, 신선, 부드러움, 단 맛, 신선함, 사랑스러움 sweet-tempered: 마음씨 고운 swell: 멋쟁이, 부풀다, 멋진, 달인, 붇다, 증대, 명사, 훌륭한, 맵시 있는, 늘다, 높이다 swelling: 팽창, 기복, 종기, 부푼, 증대 융기한, 증대, 융기한, 팽윤 swift: 즉석의, 빠른, 칼새, 하기 쉬운, 빨리, 순식간의, 스위프트, 잽싸게, 동작이 빠른 사람, 동작이 빠른 것 swimming: 수영, 쉽게, 일사 천리로, 거침 없이, 현기증, 땀으로 넘친, 물로 넘친, 어지러운, 흐르는 듯한, 침 따위로 넘친, 헤엄치는 swing: 그네, 진동, 진폭, 매달다, 방향을 바꾸다, 좌우하다, 흔들다, 동요, 스윙 음악, 가락, 교묘히 처리하다 sword: 검, 무력, 전쟁, 칼, 총검 swung: 흔들거리는, 물결 모양의 symbolic: 상징적인, 상징의, 기호를 사용하는, 을 상정하는, 부호의, 상징주의적인 sympathetically: 동정하여, 찬성하여, 호의적으로, 가엾이 여겨,

Howards End 교감하여 sympathize: 동정하다, 동의하다, 조화하다, 공명하다, 동감하다, 동정하다같이 하다, 찬성하다 symphonic: 교향적인, 교향곡의 symphony: 교향곡, 심포니, 음의 조화 symptom: 징후, 증후, 조짐, 징조 tablecloth: 테이블 보, 식탁보 tack: 음식물, 압정, 방침, 시침질, 못, 돛의 위치에 따르는 배 진로의 방향, 돛 위치에 따르는 배 진로의 방향, 돛 위치 변경에 의한 방향 전환, 지그재그 항정, 지그재그로 나감, 가봉 tackling: 태클 동작, 도르래 장치, 도구의 한벌, 밧줄, 배의 삭구, 붙잡고 방해함, 고패 장치 tact: 재치, 촉감, 요령, 솜씨, 재주, 박자 tactful: 감각이 세련된, 약삭빠른, 재치 있는, 지치 있는, 재치있는, 요령있는, 빈틈없는, 적절한 tactics: 전술, 술책, 용병학, 책략, 배열론, 전술학 tails: 뒷면이 나온, 뒷면이 나와서 taint: 더럽히다, 더러워지다, 썩다, 감염, 기미, 더럼, 오명, 해독을 끼치다, 오염하다, 병독, 타락 talented: 재능 있는, 재능이 있는 talkative: 말 많은, 이야기하기 좋아하는 talker: 공론가, 말이 많은 사람, 연설자, 이야기하는 사람, 수다장이, 이야기 하는 사람, 좌담가, 강연자 tangible: 분규, 확실한, 만져서 알수 있는, 엉킴, 혼란, 유형재산, 만져서 알 수 있는, 명백한 tangle: 엉키다, 빠지다, 얽히다, 빠뜨리다, 얽히게 하다, 싸우다, 분규가 일어나다, 분규를 일으키다, 올가미에 걸리게 하다, 얽힘, 싸움 tangled: 얽힌, 혼란을 일으킨, 분규의 tap: 꼭지, 마개, 술집, 창갈이 가죽, 콘센트, 째고 물을 빼다, 똑똑, 언제든지 쓸수 있게 준비되어, 꼭지를 달다, 의 꼭지를 따다, 소등나팔 tar: 타르, 뱃사람, 엄하게 벌하다, 선원, 가출옥 때의 남은 형기, 타르를 바르다 tariff: 요금표, 관세표, 관세, 요금, 운임, 의 요금을 정하다, 관세를 부과하다, 운임표 tarnish: 흐림, 오점, 흐리다, 녹, 손상시키다, 더러움, 흐리게 하다, 흐려지다, 더럽히다 tartly: 짜릿하게, 시큼하게 tasteful: 풍아한, 품위있는, 풍류있는,

취미가 고상한, 멋을 아는, 풍류를 아는 tawny: 황갈색, 황갈색의 tax-collector: 세금 징수원 tear: 눈물, 쥐어뜯다, 찢다, 분열시키다, 비애, 할퀴다, 질주하다, 잡아뜯다, 미친듯이 날뛰다, 괴롭히다, 돌진하다 tearing: 찢는, 괴로운, 냅다, 미친듯이, 사납게 날뛰는, 잡아뜯는, 맹렬이, 쥐어 뜯는, 쥐어뜯는 듯한, 맹렬한, 맹렬히 telegram: 전보 telegraph: 전신, 타전하다, 통신, 전신기, 전보로 부치다, 신호하다, 속보 게시판, 돈 등을 부치다, 넌지시 알리다, 전보를 치다 temper: 기분, 기질, 침착, 평정, 굳기, 되불림, 알맞은 조합정도, 적당한 정도, 반죽하다, 부드러워지다, 되불리다 temperament: 기질, 평균율, 성미, 격정, 체질, 격한 성미 temperance: 절주, 절제, 금주, 삼감 tempt: 유혹하다, 무릅쓰다, 시도하다, 성나게 하다, 꾀다, 당기게 하다, 할 생각이 나게 하다, 시험하다 temptation: 유혹, 광야의 시험, 유혹물 tempting: 유혹하는, 황홀하게 하는, 부추기는, 마음이 당기는 tenacious: 고집하는, 끈기 있는, 완고한, 강한, 참을성 있는, 좋은 tenancy: 그기간, 임차, 차용 기간, 차지, 차용 tender: 허약한, 간호인, 부드러운, 제출하다, 입찰하다, 부속선, 감시인, 입찰, 제공, 친절한, 탄수차 tenderly: 상냥하게, 예민하게, 상하기 쉽게, 유약하게 tenderness: 유연함, 마음이 무름, 민감, 애정, 유연, 친절, 다정 tense: 팽팽한, 긴장한, 긴장시키다, 시제, 팽팽하게 하다, 팽팽해지다, 부자연스러운 tentative: 시험적인, 시험삼아 하는, 시험, 주저하는 terribly: 무섭게, 무시무시하게, 몹시, 지독하게, 심하게 terrier: 테리어, 토지 대장, 국토 의용군 군인 terrific: 무서운, 굉장한, 대단한, 이상한, 훌륭한, 무시무시하다, 무섭다, 소름이 끼치다 terrified: 겁먹은, 무서워하는, 겁에 질린 terrifying: 겁나게 하는, 무서운, 놀라게 하는 terror: 공포, 무서운사람, 무서움,

E.M. Forster 성가신 녀석, 몹시 들볶아대는 것, 공포 정치, 테러 testament: 유언, 성약, 증거, 계약, 성서, 유서 teuton: 독일사람, 튜튼사람, 독일 사람, 튜턴 사람 teutonic: 독일의, 튜턴 민족의, 튜턴 말, 튜턴 사람의, 독일 민족의, 게르만 사람의, 게르만 민족의, 게르만 말의, 튜턴 말의 thankful: 감사하고 있는, 감사의, 감사하는 theatrical: 극장의, 연극의, 연극 같은, 연극, 연극조의, 연극적 행동 theirs: 그들의 것 thence: 그때부터, 그러므로, 거기서부터, 그런고로, 그곳에서부터 theology: 신학, 종교 심리학 theorist: 이론가, 이론을 세우는 사람, 학설을 세우는 사람 theosophy: 신지학, 정신론 thereof: 그것의, 거기서부터, 그것에 관해서, 그것으로부터 thereon: 그 위에, 그 즉시, 그 후 즉시 thereto: 그밖에 다시, 거기에, 거기에 더하여, 또, 게다가 또, 그것에 thews: 근력, 근육, 힘줄 thicken: 진해지다, 두꺼워지다, 흐려지다, 굵어지다, 흐리게 하다, 두껍게하다, 탁해지다, 진하게하다, 안개를 자욱하게 하다, 빽빽해지다, 굵게 하다 thickening: 풀먹임, 농후제, 농화, 두껍게하기, 두꺼워짐, 농밀화, 굵게 함, 농후재료, 두껍게 됨, 두껍게 함, 굵게 됨 thickly: 불명료하게, 빽빽하게, 탁한 목소리로, 두껍게, 굵게, 무성하게, 잔뜩, 짙게 thief: 도둑 thieves: 도둑 thither: 저기에, 저쪽에, 저쪽의, 저쪽으로 thorough: 순전한, 철저한, 완전한, 충분한, 철저한 정책, 철저한 행동 thoroughfare: 가로, 통행, 통로, 본도, 왕래, 통과, 도로, 수로, 통과할 수 있는 큰길 thoroughness: 충분함, 완벽함, 철저함, 면밀함, 완전 thoughtful: 생각에 잠긴, 주의 깊은, 인정있는, 사려 깊은, 생각이 깊은, 인정 있는 thoughtfully: 생각에 잠겨, 친절히, 생각이 깊게 thrash: 때리기, 도리깨질, 도리깨질하다, 채찍질하다, 뒹굴다, 때리다, 탈곡하다, 록 음악의 한 형식, 두드리다, 파도를 거슬러

나아가다, 파도를 헤치고 나아가다 threaten: 위협하다, 할 듯하다, 닥치고 있다, 의 우려가 있다, 할 우려가 있다, 협박하다, 임박하다 three-legged: 다리가 셋인 thrill: 스릴, 전율, 떨리다, 오싹하다, 몸떨림, 스릴러, 오싹하는 느낌, 몸에 사무치다, 감동시키다, 스릴물, 떨림 thrilling: 오싹하게 하는, 스릴 만점의, 감격적인, 소름이 끼치는, 떨리는, 장렬한, 두근두근하게 하는, 자릿자릿하게 하는 throbbing: 두근거리는 throttle: 목을 조르다, 죄다, 억압하다, 질식시키다, 감속시키다, 목, 누르다, 절기하다, 조절판, 목구멍 thrush: 개똥지빠귀, 여자 팝송 가수, 질염, 제차부란, 아구창 thrusting: 자기 주장이 강한, 공격적인 thunder: 위협, 우레, 천둥, 비난, 호통, 장기를 가로채다, 요란한 울림, 천둥치다, 위협하다, 호통치다, 요란한 소리를 내다 thundering: 엄청나게, 터무니없는, 우뢰같이 울리는, 우뢰같은, 터무니없이, 매우, 뇌성같이 울리는, 뇌성 같은, 거대한, 우뢰 같은 thy: 그대의 tick: 진드기, 외상, 똑딱거리다, 순간, 베갯잇, 신용 대부, 재깍재깍 가다, 체크를 하다, 대조의 표, 이불잇, 똑딱 ticking: 똑딱거림, 이불잇감, 무명베, 아마포, 두색 이상의 줄무늬, 재깍소리, 똑딱소리, 재깍거림 tidal: 조수의, 간만이 있는, 밀물 때에만 운항할 수 있는, 주기적으로 변동하는 tide: 풍조, 때, 경향, 극복하다, 조수, 흐름, 조수를 타고가다, 헤어나게 하다, 성쇠, 나르다, 견뎌내게 하다 tidy: 단정한, 상당한, 자질구레한 것을 넣는 그릇, 의지의 등씌우개, 깨끗한 것을 좋아하는, 정돈하다, 꽤 좋은, 치우다, 포동포동한, 깨끗이 치우다, 말쑥한 tightly: 단단히, 팽팽하게, 꾀, 꽉 죄어져, 꼭 tights: 몸에 꽉 끼는 옷, 속옷 timidity: 겁많음, 소심 tinkling: 딸랑딸랑 tippy: 불안정한, 엎어지기 쉬운, 기울어지기 쉬운, 엎어 지기 쉬운 tiresome: 귀찮은, 성가신, 지루한, 따분한, 진저리 나는, 지겨운, 싫증나는, 속썩이는, 지리한 tiring: 지루한, 지치게하는, 피로하게

407 하는 titanic: 거대한, 타이탄 신의, 타이탄신의, 티탄의, 힘이 센, 강력 무쌍한, 타이타닉호, 타이탄 신 같은 toast: 축배, 축배를 들다, 토스트, 토스트하다, 불로 따뜻이 하다, 축사, 굽다, 축배를 받는 사람, 노르스름하게 구워지다, 건배를 받는 사람, 건배하다 tolerable: 참을수 있는, 상당한, 참을 수 있는, 웬만한, 꽤 건강한 tolerance: 공차, 관용, 내약력, 혀용차, 여유, 아량, 참음, 내성, 허용오차, 허용 오차 tolerant: 관대한, 내성이 있는, 아량있는, 아량이 있는 tomb: 무덤, 매장하다, 묘비, 죽음 toneless: 음조가 없는, 색조가 없는, 단조로운, 음이 없는, 억양이 없는 tongs: 집게, 부젓가락, 화젓가락 tooling: 압형, 공구세공, 공작기계 일습, 연장으로 세공하기, 장식매김, 정 자국이 나란히 나게하는 다듬질, 공작 기계 일습, 정 자국이 나란히 나게 하는 다듬질, 공구 세공 toothache: 치통 toothy: 이를 드러낸, 뻐드렁니의 tootle: 피리 소리, 가볍게 불다, 잡담, 재잘거리다, 짹짹 울다, 피리 등을 느리게 불다, 피리 등을 부는 소리 top-hat: 실크해트, 최상층의 topper: 뛰어난 것, 위의것, 우수한 사람, 잘 보이려고 위에 얹은 좋은 것, 뛰어난 사람, 겉보기 물건, 높은 물결, 돌담 위의 큰 돌, 상부에 있는 것, 실크해트, 토퍼코트 torch: 횃불, 빛, 막대 모양의 회중 전등, 토치램프, 회중 전등, 지식의 등불, 방화범, 문화의 등불, 토치 torrent: 연발, 분류, 억수같이 쏟아짐, 억수, 급류 torture: 고문, 곡해하다, 고통, 을 고문하다, 몹시 괴롭히다, 억지로 갖다 붙이다, 억지로 비틀다, 억지로 꼬부리다, 고문하다, 괴롭히다, 심한 고통 tossing: 야당, 변명, 아웃, 탈락, 외부, 수비측 touching: 감동시키는, 애처로운, 에 관하여, 에 관해서, 감동적인 tournament: 토너먼트, 승자 진출전, 마상시합, 경기, 시합, 마상 시합대회, 마상 시합 tout: 상태를 몰래 살피다, 졸라대다, 정보를 제공하다, 정보 제공을 업으로 삼다, 상태를 살피다, 끈질기게 요구하다, 강매하다, 성가시도록 권유하다, 예상꾼, 팔다, 지분지분하게 권하다

408 towered: 탑이 있는 tracking: 능력별 학급 편성, 추적, 미사일의 추적, 촬영중 카메라의 좌우이동, 적성별 학급 편성 tract: 소책자, 팜플렛, 지역, 관, 넓이, 기간, 계통, 넓은 땅, 소논문, 다발, 넓은 면적 tragic: 비참한, 비극의, 비극적인, 비극적 요소 tragical: 비극적으로, 비참하게, 비참한 tragically: 비극적으로, 비참하게 trail: 기다, 오솔길, 질질 끌리다, 질질 끌다, 점점 사라지다, 자국, 길게 이야기하다, 의 뒤를 쫓다, 늘어지다, 밟아서 길을 내다, 발을 끌며 걷다 trailing: 길게 나부끼는, 질질끌리는, 기는 tram: 궤도, 광차, 시가전차, 석탄차, 시가 전차, 정확힌 조정, 운반차, 전차로 가다, 타원 컴퍼스, 광차로 나르다, 전차로 나르다 tramp: 매춘부, 부정기 화물선, 터벅터벅 걷다, 방랑자, 방랑하다, 도보 여행하다, 쿵쿵걷다, 짓밟다, 짖밟다, 긴 도보 여행, 무거운 발소리 tranquil: 조용한, 평온한, 차분한 tranquillity: 평온, 침착, 평안, 평정 tranquilly: 평온하게, 조용하게, 차분하게 transitional: 과도적인, 변천하는, 과도기의, 변하는 시기의 transitoriness: 덧없음, 무상함, 일시적임 translate: 번역하다, 옮기다, 해석하다, 고쳐 만들다, 이동시키다, 이동하다, 헌 재료로 만들다, 헌 옷 등을 만들다, 헌 구두 만들다, 중계하다, 병진시키다 traveling: 이동, 여행, 여행용의, 움직이는, 순회하는, 이동하는, 움직일 수 있는, 활주하는, 여행의, 순회 흥행, 순력 tray: 쟁반, 얕은 접시, 칸막이 상자, 장애물 치우개 treacherous: 배반하는, 믿을 수 없는, 의지가 안되는, 반역하는, 기대에 어긋나는 treachery: 배반, 배신, 반역 treacle: 당밀 tread: 밟아 뭉개다, 걷다, 짓밟다, 밟다, 걸음걸이, 밟기, 교미하다, 가로장, 밟는 소리, 억누르다, 디딤판 treble: 새된, 소프라노, 세 겹, 최고음부, 같은 말에 의한 세레이스 우승, 세곱하다, 삼배의, 삼배, 높은, 고음부의 악기, 고음부의 목소리 treeless: 수목이 없는 trembling: 전율하는, 떨림, 떨리는,

Howards End 전율, 떨기, 전율 떠는 tremor: 전율, 떨림, 떨리는 목소리, 오싹오싹하는 흥분, 미동, 진전 trenchant: 뚜렷한, 통렬한, 강력한, 찌르는 듯한, 효과적인, 가차없는, 날카로운 trespass: 방해, 주제넘게 굴다, 편승하다, 침해, 침입, 침입하다, 죽다, 불법 침해, 위법 행위를 하다, 죄, 폐를 끼치다 triangle: 트라이앵글, 삼각자, 삼각자리, 삼각, 삼각형, 삼각 기중기, 삼각 형틀, 삼인조 triangular: 삼각의, 삼자간의, 삼자의, 삼각형의 trick: 장난, 버릇, 비결, 속이다, 계교, 요술, 요술부리다, 장난감, 모양내다, 의 기대를 저버리다, 계략 trickle: 똑똑 떨어지다, 소량, 실개천, 뚝뚝 떨어짐, 조금씩 누설되다, 조금씩 흩어져 가다, 드문드문 오다, 드문드문 흩어져 가다, 똑똑 떨어지게 하다, 물방울, 조금씩 오다 trifling: 하찮은, 경박한, 시시한, 사소한, 게으른 trilogy: 삼부작, 삼비극 trinity: 삼위 일체, 세 부분으로 된 파이프 청소기, 삼위 일체 축일, 삼위 일체의 상징, 삼위일체설, 셋으로 된 짝, 트리오, 삼위일체 trio: 삼중창, 삼중주, 세폭 한 짝, 트리오, 셋으로 된 짝 tripping: 경쾌한, 경쾌하게 빨리 걷는, 보행 자세를 취한, 비틀거리는 triumphant: 의기양양한, 승리를 거둔, 의기 양양한, 승리를 얻은 triumphantly: 기고 만장하여, 의기 양양하여, 의기양양하여 trivial: 하찮은, 평범한, 보잘것 없는, 보통의, 하찮은 일, 진부한 triviality: 하찮은 일, 하찮은 작품, 하찮음, 하찮은 것, 사소한 일에 대한 집착, 사소한 일에 대한 관심, 하찮은 생각 troubled: 난처한, 거칠은, 소란한, 교란된, 근심스러운 troublesome: 귀찮은, 골치 아픈, 다루기 힘든, 성가신, 까다로운, 말썽부리는 trough: 기압골, 구유, 반죽 그릇, 여물통, 골, 물통, 홈통, 각광기, 물마루 사이의 골 truant: 무단 결석하는, 농뗑이, 무단 결석하다, 농뗑이 부리다, 무단 결석자, 게으름뱅이 trunk: 트렁크, 줄기, 주요한, 간선, 중계선, 몸통, 코, 주요부, 본체, 트렁크스, 전화 중계회선 trusting: 믿는, 사람을 의심하지

않는, 믿고있는, 남을 의심하지 않는 tube: 진공관, 관, 튜브, 통, 지하철, 관 모양의 물건, 관상 터널, 통 모양의 부분, 지하철을 타다, 지하철로 가다, 수상관 tumbling: 텀블링 tune: 협조, 상태, 조율하다, 곡조, 조화시키다, 노래하다, 곡, 조화, 장단이 맞음, 음조를 맞추다, 갑자기 겸손해지다 turf: 잔디, 잔디로 덮다, 토탄, 떼, 경마, 한 장의 뗏장, 땟장, 내쫓다, 토탄을 캐다, 경마장 turkey: 터키, 칠면조, 실패작, 실패, 틀린 것, 터키제의, 터키산의, 쓸모없는 사람, 쓸모없는 것, 틀린 사람 turmoil: 혼란, 소동, 소란 tuscany: 터스커니 tweak: 비틀기, 꼬집다, 명안, 왈칵 당김, 비틀다, 시스템의 소수 변경, 잡아당기기, 정신 선경경련을 일으키다, 정신 장애를 일으키다, 동요 twilight: 황혼, 여명, 희미한 빛, 땅거미, 어둑새벽, 어스레하게 밝은, 여명기, 미광, 어슴푸레한 짐작, 어스름, 희미하게 비추다 twin: 쌍둥이의, 쌍둥이, 닮은, 짝을 이루다, 쌍둥이를 낳다, 짝이 되게 하다, 쌍둥이의 한 뻑坡, 쌍둥이자리, 쌍정, 쌍정을 이루게 하다, 미국의 이인승 우주 비행 계획 twist: 꼰 실, 새끼, 혼합주, 꼬다, 곡해하다, 구부리다, 구부러지다, 끈, 감다, 한 번 꼬기, 기벽 twisted: 일그러진, 황홀해진, 꼬인, 술취한, 비틀어진 typing: 타이프라이프치기, 타이프라이터로 치기 tyrol: 알프스 산맥 중의 한 지방 uganda: 아프리카 동부의 공화국, 우간다 ugh: 억, 윽 ugly: 험악한, 추한, 심술궂은, 위험한, 싸우기 좋아하는, 불쾌한, 못생긴, 지겨운, 잔뜩 찌푸린, 꾀 까다로운, 추악하다 ulterior: 저쪽의, 금후의, 장래의, 뒤의, 마음 속의, 마음 의향 등 umbrella: 우산, 핵우산, 지상군 원호 항공대, 보호, 포괄적인, 우산의, 우산으로 보호하다, 우산으로 가리다, 양산, 상공 엄호, 삿갓 unaccommodating: 불친절한, 융통성이 없는, 순종하지 않는 unaccountable: 설명할 수 없는, 까닭을 알 수 없는, 책임이 없는 unbalanced: 불안정한, 미결산의,

E.M. Forster 균형을 잃은, 어울리지 않는, 정서 불안정에 빠진, 정신 불안정에 빠진, 미청산의, 평형을 잃은 unbelief: 불신앙, 불신, 의혹 unbelievable: 믿을 수 없는, 믿기 어려운 unbolted: 체질하지 않은 unbusinesslike: 사무적이 아닌, 비조직적인, 비실제적인, 사무적인 아닌, 사업목적에 관심 없는 uncanny: 기분 나쁜, 이상한, 초자연적인, 힘드는, 부자연스러울 정도의, 섬뜩한 uncharitable: 무자비한, 가차없는, 엄한 unchastity: 부정, 외설 uncivilized: 야만의, 미개한, 문명으로부터 격리된, 미개의, 황량한 uncivilly: 난폭하게, 무례하게, 버릇없이 unclouded: 맑은, 환한, 구름없는, 갠, 밝은, 구름이 끼지 않은 uncomfortable: 불안한, 불쾌한, 기분이 언짢은, 살기 거북한, 살기 불편한, 신기 거북한, 신기 불편한, 앉기 거북한, 앉기 불편한, 입기 거북한, 입기 불편한 unconnected: 관계가 없는, 앞뒤가 맞지 않는, 연속되지 않은, 조리가 맞지 않는, 연고가 없는, 연결되지 않은 unconscious: 무의식의, 깨닫지 못하는, 모르는 무의식, 의식을 갖지 않은, 자기도 모르게 나온, 정신을 잃은, 자각을 갖지 않은, 무의식, 의식을 잃은, 모르는, 지각을 갖지 않은 unconventional: 관습에 매이지 않은, 판에 박히지 않은, 관습을 좇지 않는 undercurrent: 암류, 저류, 표면에 나타나지 않은 경향, 하층의 흐름 undercut: 싼값으로 팔다, 소 돼지의 허리살, 하부를 잘라내다, 허리의 연한 고기, 가격을 내리다, 쳐올리다, 의 아래 부분을 잘라내다, 아래를 잘라낸, 아래 부분을 잘라냄, 벌채할 나무의 넘어지는 방향을 나타낸 새김눈, 밑에서 쳐올리기 underfed: 영양 부족의 undergraduate: 재학생, 대학 재학생, 대학생의, 대학의 underpaid: 박봉의 undertake: 약속하다, 떠맡다, 보증하다, 인수인, 인수하다, 기도하다, 청부인, 장의사, 맡다, 싸우다, 장례식을 떠맡다 undertaking: 사업, 약속, 인수한 일, 장의 취급업

undiluted: 물타지 않은, 희석하지 않은 undisturbed: 평온한, 방해되지 않는, 방해받지 않은 undoing: 풀기, 원상태로 하기, 취소, 타락, 영락, 파멸, 끄름, 원상복구 undressed: 옷을 벗은, 잠옷 바람의, 발가벗은, 붕대 감지 않은, 소스를 치지 않은, 요리하지 않은, 손질하지 않은, 무두질하지 않은, 약장의 undue: 과도한, 기한이 되지 않은, 지나치게 많은, 부적당한, 매우심한, 부당한 uneasily: 걱정하여, 불쾌하게, 불안 속에, 불안속에 uneasiness: 불안, 거북함, 걱정, 불쾌, 불유쾌 uneasy: 불안한, 걱정되는, 거북한, 어색한 uneaten: 먹지 않은 uneducated: 교육은 받지 못한, 무지한, 무교육의 unemotional: 감정적이 아닌, 냉정한, 감정에 좌우되지 않는 unemployable: 고용 불가능한 unequivocal: 명백한, 보호하지 않은, 모호하지 않은, 애매하지 않은 uneven: 한결같지 않은, 평탄하지 않은, 균질이 아닌, 흘수의 unexpectedly: 뜻밖에, 돌연, 예상외로, 갑자기 unfailing: 신뢰할 수 있는, 틀림이 없는, 끊임 없는, 다함 없는, 절대 확실한 unfaltering: 주저하지 않은, 비틀거리지 않은, 비틀거리지 않는, 주저하지 않는 unfamiliar: 잘알지 못하는, 진기한, 모르는, 알려지지 않은, 생소한, 익숙지 못한 unfeminine: 여자답지 않은, 여성적이 아닌, 여성용이 아닌 unfinished: 미완성의, 완전히 마무리 되지 않은, 미완성인, 비육 불충분한, 마무리가 덜 된, 다듬지 않은 unforeseen: 뜻밖의, 예기치 못한, 뜻하지 않은, 생각지 않은, 예측하기 어려운 일 unforgettable: 잊을 수 없는 unfortunate: 유감스러운, 불길한, 불행한, 불행한 결과를 가져오는, 불운한 사람, 불운한, 적당하지 않은, 불행한 사람 unfurnished: 공급되지 않은, 설비가 안된 ungovernable: 제어가 어려운, 제어할 수 없는, 다스리기 어려운 ungracious: 무례한, 예절없는, 공손하지 않은

409 ungrateful: 은혜를 모르는, 애쓴 보람 없는, 일한 보람 없는 unhealthiness: 불건전 unhealthy: 건강치 못한, 불건전한, 위험한, 건강하지 못한, 건강에 해로운 unimaginable: 상상할 수 없는 uninhabited: 무인의, 사람이 살지 않은, 사람이 살지 않는 unintelligible: 이해할 수 없는, 분명치 않은 uninteresting: 시시한, 흥미없는, 재미없는 unite: 결합하다, 일치하다, 하나로 하다, 결혼시키다, 겸비하다, 일치 시키다, 하나로 되다, 합병하다, 결혼하다, 제휴하다, 맞잡다 unjust: 부정한, 불공평한 unkind: 불친절한, 몰인정한, 냉혹한, 사나운 unlovely: 사랑스럽지 않은, 불쾌한, 추한, 못생긴, 싫은, 귀엽지 않은 unlucky: 불길한, 공교로운, 불행을 가져오는, 불행한, 잘되지 않는, 계제가 나쁜, 불운한 unmanageable: 다루기 힘든, 제어하기 어려운 unmarried: 미혼의 unmistakable: 명백한, 틀릴리없는, 틀림 없는 unmoved: 냉정한, 흔들리지않는, 확고한, 확고 부동한 unnatural: 부자연한, 보통이아닌, 인도에 어긋나는, 이상한, 몰인정한, 자연적인 인정에 배치되는, 자연적인 본성에 배치되는, 자연적인 천성에 배치되는, 꾸민 티가 나는 unnoticed: 눈에 띄지 않는, 돌보아지지 않는, 주의를 끌지않는, 주목되지 않는, 주의되지 않는 unobserved: 지켜지지않은, 관찰되지않는, 지켜지지 않은 unostentatious: 검소한, 드러나지 않는, 수수한, 허세부리지 않는, 거만떨지 않는 unpack: 풀다, 꺼내다, 꾸러미를 끄르다, 도로 빼내다, 짐을 풀다, 짐을 부리다, 꾸러미를 풀다, 꾸러미에서 꺼내다, 언팩하다, 짐 등에서 꺼내다 unpleasant: 불쾌한, 불유쾌한, 심술궂은 unpleasantness: 오해, 불화, 살풍경, 불유쾌, 불쾌감, 불쾌한 일, 불쾌함, 비위에 거슬림, 사건다툼, 파흥, 몰취미 unpractical: 실용적이 아닌, 비실용적인

410 unprepared: 준비없는, 준비가 없는, 즉석의, 준비가 되지 않은, 각오가 되지 않은 unproductive: 불모의, 비생산적인, 헛된, 수확이 없는 unpunctual: 시간을 지키지 않는, 규율적이 아닌, 꼼꼼하지 않은 unquiet: 침착하지 못한, 들뜬, 불안한, 볼온한 unreal: 공상의, 실재 하지 않은, 실재하지 않는 unreality: 비현실, 실재하지 않는 것, 비현실성, 허구, 비실제적 성격 unreasonable: 부조리한, 터무니없는, 비합리적인, 부당한, 조리가 맞지 않는, 무모한, 이성을 좇지 않는, 이성을 따르지 않는 unrepentant: 뉘우치지 않는, 완고한, 고집 센 unsatisfactory: 마음에차지않는, 불충분한, 불만족스런 unsatisfied: 만족하지않는, 만족하지 않은, 충족하지 않은 unsavoury: 불미스러운, 맛없는, 불쾌한, 좋지 못한 냄새가 나는, 좋지 못한 맛이 나는 unseen: 눈에 보이지 않는, 보이지않는, 본적이없는, 아직 본 일이 없는, 즉석의, 보이지 않는 것 unselfishness: 이기적이 아님, 사심없음 unsettle: 침착성을 잃게하다, 동요시키다, 동요하다, 어지럽히다, 불안정해지다, 의 마음을 동요시키다, 뒤흔들다 unskilled: 익숙하지못한, 숙련이필요치않은, 숙달하지 않은 unspiritual: 현세적인, 물질적인, 정신적이 아닌 unstable: 불안정한, 변하기쉬운, 분해하기쉬운, 마음이 변하기 쉬운, 분해하기 쉬운 unsubdued: 정복되지 않은 unsubstantial: 비현실적인, 허울만의, 견고하지 않은, 실질없는, 실체가 없는, 실질이 없는 unsuccessful: 성공하지 못한, 실패한, 잘되지 않은 unsuspicious: 의심스럽지 않은, 의심치 않은, 의심하지 않는 unsympathetic: 공명하지 않는, 동정심 없는, 냉담한, 매정한, 동정심이 없는, 무정한, 성미가 맞지않는 unthinkable: 생각할 수 없는, 있은성 싶지 않은, 상상도할 수 없는, 생각할 가치도 없는 untidy: 단정치 못한, 어수선한 untouched: 언급되지 않은, 손대지

Howards End 않은, 감동되지 않은, 논급되지 않은 untroubled: 조용한, 괴로움을 안 당하는, 근심하지 않은, 잔잔한 untrue: 진실이 아닌, 불성실한, 맞지 않는, 성실하지 않은, 올바르지 않은, 표준에 맞지 않는, 충실하지 않은, 치수에 맞지 않는, 본에 맞지 않는 unusually: 현저하게, 대단히, 몹시, 이상하게, 매우, 괴상하게, 보통과는 달리, 유별나게, 전에 없이 unvarying: 변치 않는 unwashed: 씻지 않은, 불결한, 물결에 씻기지 않은, 하층 사회, 하층민의 unwearying: 동요하지 않는 unwelcome: 싫은, 달갑지 않은, 환영받지 못하는, 환영받지 못 하는, 반갑지 않은, 환 영받지 못하는 unwise: 슬기없는, 약지 못한, 어리석은, 지각 없는, 지혜 없는 unwittingly: 모르고, 의식하지 않고 unworthiness: 가치없음, 어울리지 않음 unworthy: 의 가치 없는, 가치없는, 부끄러운, 비열한, 가치 없는, 변변치 못한 사람, 알맞지 않은 uphill: 힘드는, 치받이의, 오르막의, 치받이를 올라, 고개위로, 올라가는, 높은 곳에 있는, 오르막길, 곤란을 무릅쓰고, 고개 위로, 언덕 위로 upkeep: 유지, 유지비, 유리 uproariously: 시끄럽게, 소란하게 upside: 위쪽, 상부, 혼란하여 upsides: 피장파장으로, 와 호각으로 upturned: 뒤집힌, 파헤쳐진, 위로 향한, 끝이 구부러진, 치뜬, 끝이 위로 향한, 파헤처진 upward: 상승하는, 위로 향하는, 이상, 위쪽으로, 위를 향해서, 위로 향한, 위로 향하여, 에서 위쪽으로 upwards: 향상 지향의, 에서 위쪽으로, 위로 향하여, 이상 urgency: 긴급, 긴급한 일, 절박, 역설, 위급, 급박, 긴급 안건이라는 결의, 위기, 화급, 한결같은 주장, 집요 useless: 쓸모없는, 무익한, 속절없는, 편치 않은 uselessness: 무용, 무익 utmost: 최대의, 가장먼, 극한, 최대 한도, 최고의 것, 가장 떨어진, 최대한도, 최대한의, 최상의 것 utterly: 아주, 완전히, 완전한, 전혀, 순전히 vacancy: 공허, 결원, 공석, 방심, 틈, 빈곳, 공백, 빈 자리, 빈자리, 공간, 빈터 vacant: 빈, 멍한, 한가한, 비어 있는, 공허한, 결원의, 사람이 안 사는,

허탈한, 빈자리 지위의, 빈자리의 vacate: 떠나가다, 무효로 하다, 비우다, 퇴거하다, 물러나다, 취소하다, 휴가를 보내다, 공허하게 하다, 그만두고 물러나다, 비게 하다 vacation: 휴가를 보내다, 휴가, 휴정기, 휴일, 휴가를 얻다, 정기 휴가, 명도, 궐위 기간, 공석 기간 vacillating: 동요하는, 망설이는, 우유 부단한, 우유부단한, 결단성이 없는, 진동하는 vague: 분명치 않은, 모호한, 막연한, 몽롱하다, 멍한, 아주 조금의, 아주 희미한 vaguely: 모호하게, 막연히, 막연하게, 건성으로, 멍청하게 vagueness: 모호함, 건성, 막연 vain: 헛된, 쓸데 없는, 공허한, 자부심이 강한, 헛되게, 경솔하게, 가치없는, 자만심이 강한, 속절없는 valued: 존중되는, 평가된, 가치를 가진, 의 가치를 가진 vanish: 사라지다, 영이되다, 소멸하다, 없어지다, 영이 되다, 소음, 희미해지다, 보이지 않게 하다 vapid: 흥미없는, 생기 없는, 김빠진, 생기를 잃은, 맛없는 variously: 여러 가지이름으로, 여러방면으로, 가지가지로, 가지각색으로, 형형색색으로, 여러 가지로 varnish: 겉치레, 니스, 니스 칠하다, 속임, 니스를칠한 표면, 겉치레하다, 겉꾸미다, 광택면, 광택, 겉꾸밈하다, 니스를 칠하다 vase: 꽃병, 병, 단지, 병 장식 vastly: 광대하게, 광막하게, 방대하게, 크게, 대단히 vastness: 광대한 넓이, 광대, 광대함 vault: 둥근 천장, 둥근 지붕, 지하실, 둥근 천장이 있는 장소, 푸른 하늘, 지하 납골소, 귀중품 보관실, 뛰어 넘다, 뛰다, 도약, 창공 vehemence: 격렬함, 맹위, 열렬, 맹렬함, 격정 veil: 베일, 감추다, 가리개, 구실, 너울, 덮어 가리는 물건, 막, 싸다, 베일을 걸치다, 덮개, 연구개 vein: 기질, 정맥, 시맥, 광맥, 혈관, 특질, 엽맥, 성격, 맥을내다, 돌결, 나뭇결 veldt: 초원, 초원지대 velvet: 벨벳, 고스란한 이익, 벨벳의, 녹용, 우단과 같은, 보드라운, 벨벳제의, 조용한, 이익, 우단, 벨벳 비슷한 것 vengeance: 복수, 극단으로, 철저하게, 원수 갚기, 원수갚기 venice: 베니스

E.M. Forster ventilation: 환기 장치, 통풍, 자유 토의, 환기, 바로, 공기의 유통, 문제의 공개 토론, 여론에 묻기, 통풍상태, 표출, 환기법 verdict: 평결, 의견, 판단, 답신, 판정 verge: 가장자리, 기울다, 경계, 한계, 끝, 바싹 다가가다, 에 직면하다, 에 향하다, 접하다, 가, 향하다 vermilion: 주홍색의, 주, 진사의, 진사, 주홍색, 주홍으로 물들이다, 주홍, 주홍으로 칠하다, 주홍빛의, 주홍의, 주홍빛 verse: 절, 시, 시형, 시의 한 행, 귀절, 시가, 시를 짓다, 운문, 시의 절, 시로 짓다, 시로 표현하다 versed: 숙달한, 에 환한, 정통한 vessel: 배, 도관, 용기, 비행선, 그릇, 맥관, 관, 사람 vestibule: 현관, 전정, 문간방, 연랑, 연결 복도를 설치하다, 접근로, 차 대는 곳, 출입방, 에 입구방을 설치하다 veterinary: 수의, 수의의, 수의학의, 수의사 vex: 성나게 하다, 짜증나게하다, 을 분해하다, 뒤흔들리게 하다, 동요시키다, 괴롭히다, 초조하게 하다, 격랑이 일게 하다 vexation: 애탐, 괴롭힘, 화냄, 고민거리, 고통, 고민, 귀찮은 사물, 애태움, 속상함, 괴로움의 원인, 번뇌의 원인 vexed: 안절부절 못하는, 곤란한, 마음 아픈, 성난, 머리를 이프게 하는 viaduct: 윽교, 고가교, 육교 vicarious: 대상의, 대신의, 대리의, 대상 성의, 대신하여 받는, 상상하여 느끼는, 대리직의 vice: 악습, 육체적 결함, 나쁜 버릇, 사악, 결점, 부도덕, 바이스, 대리로서, 악, 악덕, 병 vigorously: 원기있게 vigour: 정력, 활기, 힘, 구속력 villain: 악한, 놈, 악인, 이 자식, 녀석, 천민, 이놈, 농노 vinaigrette: 정신 돌리는 약병, 냄새 맡는 약병 vine: 포도나무, 덩굴, 덩굴이 뻗다, 포도주, 덩굴 식물 virgin: 처녀의, 처녀다운, 신선한, 처녀, 순결한, 미혼녀, 동정인사람, 아직 사용되지않는, 처녀인, 처음의, 경험이 없는 virginal: 처녀의, 순결한, 버지널 virginity: 처녀임, 순결, 처녀성, 처녀동정임 virile: 남성적인, 성년 남자의, 생식력이 있는, 힘찬, 생식의, 남성인 virility: 정력, 힘참, 생식력,

사내다움, 사나이다움, 남자임, 남자의 생식력 visualize: 눈에 보이게 하다, 생생하게 마음 속에 그리다, 영상을 마음 속에 그리다, 예상하다, 마음 속에 선하게 떠오르게 하다 vitality: 활기, 생명력, 지속력, 활력, 원기, 지속력성 vivacity: 생기, 활발, 쾌활, 활달, 장난, 쾌활한 행위, 까불기, 활기 vivid: 생생한, 선명한, 똑똑한, 산뜻한, 발랄한, 뜻한, 밝은 vividly: 생생하게, 발랄하게, 선명하게 vivify: 활기를 띠게 하다, 여 생기를 주다, 에 생명을 주다, 에 생기를 주다 vociferation: 고래고래 소리지르기, 시끄러움, 노호 voiceless: 목소리가 없는, 무성음의, 무성의, 벙어리의 void: 무효의, 빈, 공간, 배설하다, 무효로 하다, 공허, 빈곳, 비어 있는, 무익한, 공허한, 취소하다 volcano: 화산, 금방 폭발할 것 같은 감정, 금방 폭발할 것 같은 사태 vow: 맹세, 단언하다, 서원, 맹세하다, 서약, 할 것을 맹세하다, 약속하다, 서약하다, 맹세의 내용, 기원, 맹세의 행위 voyage: 항해, 항해하다, 바다를 건너가다, 건너 지르다, 여행기 vulgar: 상스러운, 일반의, 통속적인, 일반 대중의, 서민의, 야비한한, 일반 민중이 사용하는, 평민의, 저속한, 평민, 일반대중의 vulgarian: 상스러운 사람, 속인, 상스러운어정뱅이, 속물, 속물의 vulgarity: 속악, 상스러움, 예의없음, 야비함, 무례한 언동 waist: 허리, 블라우스, 요부, 몸통옷, 가운데의 잘룩한 곳, 허리의 잘룩한 곳, 여성복의 치수, 여성복의 허리, 중앙의 잘룩한 부분 waitress: 여급, 여급사, 웨이트리스 wandering: 만유, 헛소리, 헤매는, 어슬렁어슬렁 걷기, 옆길로새는, 두서없는, 방랑, 산책, 꾸불꾸불한, 돌아다니는, 방랑하여 warehouse: 큰 상점, 창고, 창고에 넣다, 도매상, 저장소, 도매점, 보세 창고에 예치하다, 인간 창고에 수용하다, 인간 창고 warfare: 전쟁, 교전, 전쟁 행위, 투쟁, 교전 상태, 싸움, 전투 warmer: 온열기, 가열장치, 따뜻하게 하는 것, 따뜻하게 하는 물건, 온열 장치, 따뜻하게 하는 사람 warming: 따뜻하게 함, 채찍질, 구타,

411 가온, 따뜻해짐 warn: 경고하다, 훈계하다, 예고하다, 에 통고하다, 주의하다 warp: 날실, 왜곡하다, 비뚤어짐, 뒤틀리다, 구부리다, 뒤틀림, 뒤둥그러짐, 밧줄로 끌다, 밧줄, 뒤틀리게 하다, 뒤둥그러찌다 warren: 토끼의 번식지, 사람이 몰려 들끓는 지역, 양토장, 토끼의 군서지, 토끼 사육장, 남자 이름, 야생 조수 사육 특허지, 야생 조수 사육 특권, 빽빽이 들어선 곳, 빽빽이 들어선 건물 warrior: 노병, 무인, 용사, 전사, 무인의, 전사의 washing: 세탁물, 씻겨 나온것, 빨래물, 빨래, 세탁, 세탁용의, 세광하여 채취한 사금, 씻음, 엷은 피복, 물 wasted: 황폐한, 살해된, 지나간 wasteful: 불경제의, 낭비하는, 낭비적인, 황폐시키는, 허비의 wasting: 소모성의, 황폐하게 하는, 낭비 wastrel: 낭비자, 파치, 부랑자, 건달, 흠 있는 물건 watchful: 경계하는, 주의 깊은, 조심스러운, 방심하지 않는, 주의깊은 watering-can: 물뿌리개 waterloo: 대결전, 워털루대패전 watershed: 유역, 분수계, 분수계에 둘러싸인 지역, 분수선, 위기, 중대한 시기, 분기점 wayside: 길가, 길가의, 노변 weakly: 약한, 병약한 약하게, 허약한, 갸날프게, 우유부단하게, 약하게, 물기 많게, 무기력하게, 가냘프게, 묽게, 병약한 weakness: 우둔, 불충분, 결점, 약함, 우유부단, 약점, 저능, 유약, 박약, 마음이 약함, 나약 wealthy: 부유한, 풍부한, 유복한, 부자인, 많은, 넉넉한 wearily: 지쳐서, 피곤한 듯이, 싫증나서, 질려서, 질려서 물려서 weary: 지치다, 지치게 하다, 지치게 하는, 싫어진, 넌더리나는, 동경하다, 싫증나다, 지루하게 하다, 지루해지다, 피로한, 싫증나게 하다 weathered: 풍화된, 물매를 준, 천연던조된 weeds: 상복 weedy: 잡초 같은, 잡초가 많은, 갸냘픈, 건달인, 마른, 변변치 못한, 잡초 투성이의, 흘쪽한 weighted: 부담이 무거운, 짐을 실은, 출신구 인구 비례로 대표권을 행사하는

412 weimar: 바이마르 well-dressed: 좋은 옷을 입은 well-established: 정착된, 확립된, 기초가 튼튼한 well-meaning: 선의의, 선의에서 나온, 호인인, 마음씨 좋은, 호의에서 우러난 welter: 혼란, 잠기다, 뒹굴다, 빠지다, 허위적거리다, 동요, 묻히다, 뒹굶, 뒹굴기, 몹시 큰 사람, 강타 westerly: 서쪽에서, 서쪽으로 향한, 서방의, 서방에 westward: 서방에, 서쪽의, 서쪽, 서쪽으로 향하는, 서부 제국, 서쪽에, 서쪽으로 whale: 고래, 고래잡이에 종사하다, 굉장히 큰것, 심하게 때리다, 매질하다, 뛰어난 사람, 뛰어난 것, 때리다 wheat: 밀 wheeled: 바퀴 달린, 바퀴의 whence: 하는 그 곳으로, 어찌하여, 어디서, 바의, 왜, 어떻게, 출처, 하는, 어디로부터 whereabouts: 어디쯤에, 소재, 있는 곳, 행방, 의 장소 whereat: 그래서, 왜, 무엇때문에, 그러자, 무엇에 대하여, 한 바의, 하는 바의 wherein: 어떤 점에서, 그 중에, 그점에서, 무엇 가운데에, 하는 바의, 어떤 점으로 wherewithal: 자금, 수단 whichever: 어느..이든지, 도대체 어느것을, 도대체 어느것이, 도대체 어느것쪽을, 어느 것이든지, 어느 것쪽이든지 whiff: 훅 불다, 담배 피우다, 담배의 한 모금, 한번 붊, 확 풍기는 냄새, 헛치다, 작은 엽궐련, 빨다, 주낙질하다, 헛치기, 한번 불기 whip: 마부, 채찍질하다, 감치다, 사냥개 담당원, 매, 크림 달걀 따위를 거품일게 한 디저트 과자, 원내총무, 낚싯대를 휙 던져 났다, 휘감다, 단단히 감다, 거품일게 하다 whir: 휙 하다, 윙윙 돌다, 휙 나는 소리, 씽 하는 소리, 씽 소리내며 날다 whirl: 혼란, 선회, 소용돌이, 현기증나다, 빙빙 돌리다, 빙빙돌다, 잇따라 일어나는 일, 질주하다, 차로 신속히 운반한다, 현기증이 나다, 회전 whirligig: 회전하는 장난감, 회전운동, 물매암이, 회전목마 whirlwind: 선풍, 회오리 바람, 급격한, 소용돌이침 whisper: 속삭이다, 속삭임,

Howards End 소근거림, 살랑살랑소리, 살랑살랑 소리를 내다, 말을 가만히 퍼뜨리다, 은밀히 말을 퍼뜨리다, 몰래 말하다, 소문, 적은 분량, 일러바치다 whispering: 속삭임, 속삭이는 whistling: 휘파람을 부는, 휘파람같은 소리를 내는, 천식, 휘파람 whitehall: 영국 정부, 런던의 관청가, 화이트홀, 관청 정치, 관청 white-hot: 열렬한, 백열한, 아주 열심인, 백열의, 흥분한 whiteness: 흼, 순백함, 결백, 창백함, 창백, 순결, 백색 물질 whitewash: 영패시키다, 백색도료를 칠하다, 실패를 겉꾸림하다, 백색도료, 실패를 겉꾸림하는 일, 풍화, 한잔의 셰리술, 희게 회칠하다, 겉칠하여 속이다, 수성 백색 도료, 영패 whither: 어디로, 곳으로, 그 곳으로, 가는 곳 wickedness: 사악함, 심술궂음, 사악 widening: 공동체 확장책 widower: 홀아비 wiggly: 주저하는, 파동치는, 흔들리는, 꿈틀거리는 wight: 사람, 인간, 생물, 초자연적 존재 wildly: 거칠게, 격렬하게, 야생상태로, 과격하게, 난폭하게, 미친 듯이, 야생적으로, 무턱대고 wildness: 황야, 야생, 방탕, 황폐 wimbledon: 런던 교외의 도시 wince: 주춤하다, 주춤함, 움츠리다, 움츠림, 질겁 windfall: 뜻밖의 횡재, 바람에 떨어진 과일, 굴러 들어온 복, 바람에 떨어진 과실 winding: 구부러짐, 굴곡하는, 굴곡, 감아 올림, 감아 들임, 둘러 말하는, 감은 것, 부정한 행동, 우여 곡절, 감음, 감는 법 windless: 바람 없는, 잔잔한, 숨이 찬 windsor: 윈저가 windy: 바람이 센, 공허한, 수다스러운, 깜짝 놀란, 가스가 차는, 바람 불어오는 쪽의, 입만의, 말만의 wintry: 겨울의, 추운, 냉담한, 겨울다운, 냉랭한 wisdom: 학문, 지혜, 현명, 지식, 분별 현인, 금언, 명언, 현인 wisp: 도깨비 불, 다발, 작은것, 한모숨, 단편, 양복솔, 한줌 wit: 기지, 재치, 지력, 알다, 재치있는 사람, 정신, 재주꾼, 지 withdraw: 회수하다, 취소하다, 움츠리다, 움츠러들다, 물러나다, 철수하다, 철회하다, 물러서다,

탈퇴하다, 취하하다, 사용을 끊다 wither: 쇠퇴시키다, 시들다, 움츠러들게 하다, 이울다, 식다, 이울게하다, 위축시키다, 약해지다, 손상하다, 시들게 하다 withered: 시든, 쇠퇴한, 이운 withstand: 에 저항하다, 에 잘 견디다, 저항하다, 견디어내다, 반항하다 woe: 비애, 재난, 고뇌, 아아, 슬프도다, 고생, 불행 woke: 과거분사 womanly: 여자다운, 여성에게 어울리는, 여자 같은 wonderfully: 이상하게, 훌륭하게, 이상하게도 woof: 씨, 피륙, 천, 감, 줄, 개가 낮게 으르릉거리는 소리, 기초를 이루는 요소, 낮게 으르릉거리다, 주체를 이루는 재료, 직물 wool: 모직물, 털실, 모직의, 양털, 고수머리, 양모, 모직물의, 양털 모양의 것, 면모 workaday: 실제적인, 일하는 날의, 평범한, 평일의 workhouse: 소년원, 취역소, 감화원, 구빈원 worldly: 세속적인, 이 세상의, 세상의 worrying: 귀찮은, 걱정되는, 성가신, 애타는 worsted: 소모사, 소모직물, 털실, 털실의, 털실로 만든, 소모사제의 worthily: 훌륭한, 가치있는, 상당한, 하기에 족한, 훌륭하게 worthy: 훌륭한, 명사, 하기에 족한, 훌륭한 인물, 상당한, 가치있는, 사람, 가치 있는 would-be: 이 되려고 하는 wound: 해치다, 상처를 입히다, 부상, 고통, 손해, 사랑의 상처, 상처, 상처내다, 부상하게 하다, 손상 wounded: 부상한, 상처입은, 부상자들 wrath: 격노, 복수, 벌 wreck: 난파, 잔해, 난파시키다, 파괴하다, 난파선, 난파하다, 난파선을 구조하다, 파멸, 파괴, 영락한 사람, 난파선을 구조하러 가다 wretched: 나쁜, 불운한, 지독한, 비참한, 야비한, 아주 불쾌한, 서툰 wretchedness: 야비, 불쾌, 연민 wrinkled: 주름진, 주름살지는 wrinkles: 주름살 wrongly: 잘못하여, 틀리게, 부정하게 wrought: 만든, 세공한, 가공한, 꾸민, 두들겨 만든 yah: 야아!, 야아

E.M. Forster yearly: 매년의, 그 해만의, 연1회의, 일년간의, 일년에 한번, 매년, 그 해의 yearn: 동정하다, 그리워하다, 동경하다, 간절히-하고 싶어하다, 그립게 생각하다, 열망하다, 사모의 정을 품다, 사모하다, 불쌍히 여기다, 몹시 …하고 싶어하다 yearning: 동경, 열망, 포부, 대망, 사모하는, 그리움, 열망하는, 간절한 생각 yeoman: 자작농, 종자, 기마 의용병, 소지주, 하사관, 자유민, 향사, 서무계, 국왕의 시종, 제후 youngster: 어린이, 젊은이, 특히 소년 yourselves: 당신 자신들 yuletide: 크리스마스 계절 zephyr: 산들바람, 서풍, 천, 연풍, 가볍고 부드러운 실, 미풍, 아주 엷은 모직의 운동복, 엷은 여성용 옷감의 일종 zest: 묘미, 풍미, 대단한 흥미, 열심, 에 풍미를 더하다, 음식물에 넣는 풍미를 더하는 것, 풍취, 강한 흥미 zeus: 제우스

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